Just want to open up and talk
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- Опубликовано: 29 окт 2024
- In this video, I wanted to open up to you and talk to you guys about my mental health. This video is to open up and show you what I go through on my bad times and its not meant for you to worry about me or anything. If anything, I feel much better opening up with this video and I hope that you can see this video in a positive view. Thank you all for always cheering us up and understanding the situation. I'm very thankful for all your support. Thank you So much. Tofu has been AMAZING with me and she definitely deserves more credit on how much she has been taking care of me. Please don't worry and stay safe everyone. Thank you and love you guys
Wow.. thank you guys so much for all the support..holy cow.. This is insane.. I was really nervous about making this video but you guys really have my back. Thank you so much... I can't express how I am feeling from reading your comments. It really makes my heart happy. I wish I can heart every single comment , but please know that I appreciate all the prayers, comforting messages, love, uplifting messages, advice, stories, and listening.. All of your comments are not ignored... thank you so much guys. I will be getting better, Tofu is right by me, and I will see you guys soon :) Please please stay safe and God bless you .. Love you
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Kimchi & Tofu I know how you feel I go through same thing I have ptsd and major depression disorder and I feel depressed the whole time I been like this my whole life it’s just a part of me and I’ve been losing jobs and been unemployed for couple months now but watching your videos makes me feel a lot better. You guys are my favorite anime reactors and I hope you get through it your not alone.
it's your time to heal your mind at your own pace :) much love to you two
please heal in your own time and don't stress about youtube at all, it's just a game; you have your life to take care of! best of luck to you and wish you get better!
Sending love ❤️❤️❤️ You are so strong for opening up, it’s okay to take a break mental health is very important. When you were mentioning Tofu being very supportive I teared up a bit 😭❤️ You both are amazing and I wish you the best! Be strong 💪 ❤️
@Black clover Memes stfu man, got nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all
You're such a sweet person, I'm glad to see you here :3
@Black clover Memes again, shut the fuck up. This is not acting, gtfo here with your bullshit. just because some people may fake this shit, doesn't mean others would. No one wants to see your negative ass comments. Again, if you got NOTHING nice to say, don't say anything at all. Don't bother replying because I'm reporting all your comments as spam.
It's really nice to see you supporting your fellow reactor. This is why your my Captain Jaime, Sparkle Pirates Rule.
@Black clover Memes what truth? It is always innocent until proven guilty. That has never changed. Again, stfu, you're the one who is fucking crying, sounding all butthurt claiming its fake. STFU
I thought you’re going to confess that you joined the “akatsuki” which is totally fine
Underrated comment
Really underrated comment
Really really underated coment
Really really really underrated comment
underwear comment
You're stronger than you think dude! Sit up! Chin up! And RISE UP! You got this Brother!! 💚
Damn
Dee Bee Geek shut the fuck up man!!!!!!
Bro bro! Thank you for sharing man, so courageous of you to allow people in to see who you are and what you’re going through. Your actions will allow others to be okay with their struggles as well since we all have them. If you need anything just hit me bro. Much love and respect ✊🏽
@@enthuzias3913 he's already watched it lol
These replies have me dead lmao
@@UpliftedBrother ikr it's a serious topic and then we a get a One Piecetard
Surprised but happy to see you here showing your support Adonis. This gained a lot of respect from me to you.
@@AdeodatusX As expected from the most toxic fandom in anime
Thank you for being so vulnerable, we are so proud of you. I know a lot of people can relate to what you are going through, you are not alone in this. We will be here to support you and Mary along with your community. We love you guys and can’t wait to reunite and make more memories together ❤️
Sending endless amounts of prayers your way 💕
Oh my.. you guys here too 😍😍
Yo😋
How can you not love StruckByBelz ?
Thanks for helping him, he needs it.
Kimchi, take care of yourself.
Wow, props to SBB! So much love from the reaction video fam!!!!
Don’t worry about us, We will still be here when you back
Yeah we will support you and we will se kimchi at his best prime ever 🔥👍🐐💜
Pan tozx Facts
I just wanna thank Tofu for everything she’s done for Kimchi in this situation 💗
My dad is also diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. He also didn't want to accept it at first, but unlike you, he still doesn't accept it. That's one of the reasons he also quit taking his medication. And although he's been worse in the past, living with him was tough to say the least, so tough that I can't imagine ever living with him again right now. I still love him to bits, but I can't imagine living in the same house as him. I have no idea what It's like from your perspective but I do have the perspective of someone who lived with someone with the same mental health condition who didn't take his meds. So please take them, I know that the medicine for Bipolar disorder is something you take for life, and I know that the side effects are shitty to say the least, but it's better than having sudden "breaks" where you spend a large amount of time feeling like complete shit. I hope you can find a solution or at least a compromise. I know what I wrote about my father seems like it's bad, but honeslty that doesn't even cover 2% of what he's like. This does not define you. Don't be ashamed of who you are, be proud of the things you've achieved. We all love you, be strong.
i hope your dad change his mind and sending love to you be strong !!!!!!!!!!
Nutrition and exercise help a lot (and can be used as a replacement for some) but it's best to use Medicine until you can find a good Nutritionist and Endocrinologist.
@@Rensune yeah I use exercise and it works very well but I spend 4-6 hours exercising so perhaps meds could save some time
Hello. I’m Japanese and I love anime like you.
I can’t so understand what you said, because of my poor English. But I love your reaction movie, and I hope I can see again soon. Please take care, I hope you will be fine.
I am argentinian
I don't understeand too :c
Underrated comment
@@heiroo Dude it's not a joke
I am Arabic but I understand what did he said
I am Indonesian
Life isn’t youtube. Take a break and think about yourself
Thomas Vue that’s how they pay bills tho.
@@27WOO you completely disregard what he said, you’re basically telling kimchi to keep watching youtube and telling him you don’t care.
Peek at Chu I said “they”. Tofu can still make videos. And don’t say I fuckin don’t care my brother suffers the same and it breaks my heart.
@@27WOO say if you were alive 2,000 years ago when there were no glasses. And your job was to watch.. ants or something. And doctors told you to drop droplets in your eyes so your vision doesn’t get blurry. Say your vision gets blurry, what do you do?
@@27WOO something that causes bipolar is to suffer a significant loss
Mental issue is no joke, the brain is the most important part of human body when it fails us it can get pretty serious, forget breaking an arm or a leg, it hurts but it will eventually heal itself but the brain it's close to impossible to heal. Just want to say stay strong, you're not weird, being able to open up like this is very good it relieves some stress. Take your time, if we want to see the good happy Kimchi take your time to heal and come back strong. And i know this is a wasted year because of covid19, this isn't going to be easy but eventually we will find a way to get around it. For now don't force yourself, keep being yourself.
once you get depression it will never go away.
Well said
@@deadlyrobot5179 uhhmm well that's debatable
The only time anything is impossible to heal is when you decide it is. not an attack or anything i'm just saying there is still a chance to recover if you want there to be.
@@deadlyrobot5179 you'll actually recover with the help of your love ones, but it's hard.
Don’t apologise to us when you provide us with the content we love all the time man. So what if you’re bipolar, some people are stupid, smart and some smell like Body odour (mob reference to cheer u up) you being bipolar doesn’t mean it has to be a bad thing, try and change it into a good thing as you say they are perks too it. You’re a good guy kimchi and I hate seeing u like this
Meditation bro /energy control awareness no joke .
Dont be the victim . Its drains you .
Nothing good is easy ..
Get up and Kick ass everyday is a new start .. You have alot influence dont doubt it . RISE
What is bipolar?
@@blackpepper2610 a depression disorder
Buasfe Facts
I’m a psychology major, and I just want to say that stopping straight isn’t the best option. It is better to slowly lean off prescription medication to lessen the withdrawal symptoms. Besides the factual harsh advice, I’m glad you’re safe. You make great content that makes a lot of people happy! Very enjoyable, so keep up the amazing work!!! (I’m a fan and now a fresh subscriber) Thank you for making me smile during these tough times! 👍❤️
Seriously,
First, I am a PharmD (pharmacist) and agree with Ian. If you went cold turkey, straight off meds, this could be withdrawal and not your condition. Psych meds usually alter your brain (down-regulate the receptors they activate) so if you go off the meds you will be in a worse state than if you never took the meds. You wouldn’t white knuckle cancer, so I am glad to hear you are going back to the doctor.
Second, while I appreciate your jolly personality in many of the vids and get excited for the vids when you guys yell “its ya boy…”, I watch your reactions because of how affected you both get empathizing with the events and characters on screen. If it is a show I watch, I get to relive the catharsis with you guys. Therefore, when you talk about how your self image and the reason people watch is your energy and personality, this isn’t as affected by a mood disorder as it may seem right now. You are still you bro.
Yes it's drugs and like most drugs they can or will give you withdrawal symptoms
I can agree to this, I use to take a mixture of anxiety & attention medication and then I went straight cold turkey. The after affects lasted like a month for symptoms such as stuttering, being forgetful, etc.
Louis Fontenot Haha, I wish. Still learning, but that’s the goal.
He's trying to help guys. If you know any better, correct him instead of being mean. If you don't just don't say anything
I came here to see if they reacted to the new aot trailer . and i was surprised by this video , I hope everything gets well Kimchi . Take your time
Same.
I miss them
I hope he get well now 😭
What's going on until they stop the anime's reaction
Everyone goes through things , take your time there’s no need to apologize.
Absolutely!
Just relax
he's acting
FIGHTFANNERD9.I'm Gay for Moonbin heh?
FIGHTFANNERD9.I'm Gay for Moonbin get a life
I discovered I was Bipolar II last summer after a life of struggling with depression and anxiety. Don’t get off medicine because you feel level. You feel level because of the medicine and that’s okay. It’s a birth defect, not a life choice or a personality trait. Don’t be ashamed to rely on medicine. If anything it’s a quirk. It is a part of you and always will be; sometimes it feels like it is all you are but it’s not. The one choice you can make, whether you feel like you’re the person that can bring the world together or the person who wants the shut the world away, is that you want to find your center. Make that choice and the result is what you are. Take your time and find your balance. We appreciate you.
I think that everyone would agree with me in saying that your mental health and well being comes before any upload on RUclips. We support you. I appreciate your honesty in sharing with us, I'm sure this was hard to do. Don't worry about us, we understand and stand behind you. ❤
"... 'just' a reaction channel"?
You and Tofu are people who bring a new level of human connection in a world where many, many people exist in virtual isolation. I'm one of them. I have an extremely hard time being myself around anyone. There's maybe a handful of people in my life that I can be myself around and just feel at ease, and even them I isolate from regularly. You and so many other Vlog channels I watch daily and it's nice - I get to enjoy things I like with people who also get excited about it. The online connection you're talking about has the obvious physical disconnect that we feel sometimes, but the connection is still real. It's simply a different medium we use to be connected, and the best part of it all is that it transcends so many social aspects like race, religion, beliefs, politics, none of that stuff matters when we all sit down and just enjoy something together. Online gaming, TV shows and Movies, technology, art, etc. "I'm proud of it", well good, dude. You should be. Thanks to you both for doing what you do.
A diagnosis can make life better or worse, it's kind of a double edged sword. At the end of the day just do you, do what is right for you. There will always be people there for you when you need it, even if they're physically distant.
@@enthuzias3913 respect tho
JJ XD Why does being Gay matter?
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ざっくり和訳すると、少し病んでるから動画投稿はしばらく休むけど、彼女や視聴者のサポートに感謝してるっていう内容です
いあ 和訳ありがとうございます！大まかな内容は分かったのですが、彼女との間に何かあったのでしょうか。病んでる理由など何か話してました？
詳細を和訳するとこうです。
「皆さんにお知らせしたいことがあります。わたしの精神病について
です。皆さんにカミングアウトして、かえってポジティブに感じます。
Tofuはよく世話をしてくれています。皆さんにお知らせしましたが、
心配しないでほしいです。皆さんにも、ありがとう、と言いたいです。」
というような内容です。
Bipolar Disorder「躁鬱病（二極性障害）」と書いてあったので、そのことなんでしょう。
鬱病（一極性障害）や躁鬱病（二極性障害）は、社会が恥だと思っているので、隠している人は多いですね。アメリカの有名人がそうですね、もう
10年以上前でしたでしょうか、立て続けに「カミングアウト」して、かなり世間の当たりが柔らかくなってきましたが、学生のうちは隠さずに済んでも（学校が支援してくれるので）、社会に出た途端、こういう精神病を持っていると仕事ができないだろう、と社会がみなすので、隠すことになります。
復帰待っております！(´；ω；｀)
リアクション動画を沢山見てて全くそんな風に感じなかった､､､､翻訳ありがとうございます☺️
yo ki 躁鬱病はわかりにくい病気で側から見れば鬱病が治ったと感じることが多いらしいです
センスゼロのAru ありがとう
Kimchi you can post anything at any time whenever you want. Even just randomly talk and share like this one. There will always be us listening.
I want to let you know that we will support you and be on your side.
Kimchi is Kimchi, you don't have to be perfect. We like you as a whole not just a part of you.
Stay health and stay safe.
it’s hard to completely understand what you guys said, Because I’m Japanese.
But It’s doesn’t matter where I’m from.
Your reaction is awesome
All of us love your reaction.
Take all time you need.
So don’t say sorry.
We’re waiting for you ;)
Sorry my poor English
山本一稀 well said 👍
Well put.
Your English is great, thanks for your comment 😇😘😃
Kimchi man, I think I'm talking for everyone in here, but we love you and Tofu lots and we understand that everyone goes through something. This channel is super fun and feels like a great community that enjoys your reactions (and Tofu of course) your reviews about each episode. Stay strong, the lockdown is quite harsh on a healthy mental state, so I can't imagine how much it adds up to you. And there is no need to apologize so much to us, if anything we should thank you both for uploading so much content and keeping us entertained AND engaging with the community. And finally, I know you have probably heard this more times than you can remember but, take your time. If you feel you want to stay away some time, it is more than uderstandable, we will be waiting right here :)
Take care man, I'm wishing for you to get stronger and get better with your mental health ^^
Simp
@@Byobmofo69 dude wtf
Kimchi you are really brave for sharing this and inspirational to everyone that is going through or might be going through the same thing. Keep your head up high and stay strong. You will come out on top with the support of Tofu and your family. Stay safe and healthy during the crisis. Sending all the love and support ❤ - bxs
Wow I didn't realize you coming up here too :)
Kimchi Tofu and BxS are my favorite anime reaction 😘
@@naufalrafi6695 yeah same xd
tnx for supporting tofu :3 lov you guys
I cant be the only lad constantly check if kimchi and tofu dropped a new vid, i hope the great lad gets to a better place mentally and comes back although he should be smiling before he makes anyone else smiles. We're waiting for you both to come back.
When i see his usual self and when i see this part of him, man it really hurts somewhere inside. Just wanna give him a comforting hug badly and say "You got this buddy. we have your back if you need us".
Stay strong man, take your time. We can wait. Prioritise you over us.
We're always here for you
just remember that if you feel like you're losing everything, just remember that trees lose their leaves every year, yet they stand tall and strong, and wait for better days to come...
My younger brother, 15 years old now, was diagnosed with a mental health disorder and had to drop out of school temporarily last year. One of the only things he enjoyed while stuck at home was your videos, and that's how I found your channel. I was one of the people who wasn't very sympathetic towards mental health issues like this, but seeing someone I had known my whole life go from outgoing, energetic and cheerful to constantly unhappy really opened my eyes to how serious it can be. He's doing a lot better these days, and he still watches your guys reactions often when he's feeling down. I want to both wish you the best in overcoming this low point in life, and also thank you for putting yourself and your positivity out there. I'm sure it can be strange to see thousands of people replying to your videos behind youtube profile pictures... but the people you impact and those around them are very real, and you've truly a difference in more people's lives than most people on earth have. I've wanted to say this for a while but I always thought it might come off as awkward on a regular video.
Anyways, thank you again for making a positive difference in my brother's life, and mine. I wish you and Tofu nothing but the best going forward in life. You can and will overcome this, and I hope you take as much time as you need, even if you have to put youtube on the backburner for a while. People will always come back for quality content from quality creators even if you take a long break. There's not enough people like you guys on this site. Thanks and good luck.
Moments like these are what shape us as human beings, specially the bad moments: you can't feel good if you haven't felt bad. You have to focus on yourself, you have to be your first priority, you have to feel good with yourself so you can feel good with those who surround you. Do whatever you want to do, if you want to be the whole day in your bed, do it. If you want to cry, do it. Let go your emotions. And most important, be patience, time heals wounds.
I've laughed and cried with you guys so, I hope you read this and get better soon
Love from Chile
You and Tofu's reactions to my favorite anime shows make those special moments so much better. You guys are a shining beacon of light on a website like RUclips that is so toxic and dark a lot of the time. Don't ever feel like you aren't enough or that you feel like you need to hide your feelings. You are amazing, Tofu is amazing, you guys are a true power couple. We all love you, and are patiently waiting for your return. Feel better bro, we all have bad days. Weeks. Months. It will all turn out fine. Stay Strong.
Hope you feel better Kimchi!
Men its been 3 years and i was 15 years old then when i started watching you and now im 20 years old and i like to say that this Chanel help me get through to my darkest times and i remember when i just finished my school i just go straight to my laptop and watch your video and you help me a lot men you have been the greatest guy and the funniest guy. I really appreciate you men i miss you
Hi I'm the guy who you gave the advice to find my own Hana. That advice has really helped me alot with my crush. Not in a sense that I'm together with her, but more on the lines to focus on myself and what I want in life. I thank you from the bottom of my heart and soul. I'm praying for you two and I can't wait to see you again. I'm sure all your fans feel the same. Thank you and bless you all 🙏
I’ll be honest I don’t know how you feel and can’t even imagine it, but me and the community are here with you, there’s absolutely no doubt about that. Stay tough and like you said, just try to take that first step (keep in mind it won’t be easy).
*Sends invisible hug.*
I never thought about Naruto's Kyuubi as a personification of depression before, but that was a clever way to express how you feel to the otakus and weebs.
Dude I'm 30, I've been depressed for the last 16 years of my life and I locked myself inside my house for the last 9 years.
the only time that I'm going outside is when I'm seriously sick.
I cant take a lot of depression medicines because I have stomach, liver, and a bunch of other illnesses.(basically my body is fucked).
I've been through a lot of physical pain but nothing is worst then mental pain.
the only thing that I can tell you is, stay around the people that you love and do the things that you like.
Stay away from stress.
Deadly Robot locked inside ur house for 9 years, Tf are u doin
@@jakebarlow6433 Slowly dying.
Man, your situation seems tough as fuck, hopefully you get to get out of that fucked up loop and live again. Cheers and best of luck. You can do it.
@@deadlyrobot5179 do u work from home or what
Hope you break through
Its been 3 weeks, hopefully everything is ok..
U mean 1 month
jotaro kujo it was posted 2 weeks ago dumbass
BitCap 1 month...
@@marvinlopez7827 He means the comment not the video
I mean, now its 1 month. Hope everything is fine.
Hearing this from you of all people was... something very special to me. I lost 10 years and my entire youth to anxiety and symptom phobia. Just today as of writing this, I started the treatment that is going to hopefully give me my life back, and I couldn't be more grateful. Seeing the others in my group, who have all gone through terrible things and suffer the same things I do, it's... strange. You feel a very genuine kinship with these people. It seems almost surreal that these seemingly ordinary people go home and deal with the exact same things that you do. And that's how I felt watching this video.
It's incredibly commendable of you to come out with a video like this, especially considering you're a "public figure" of sorts, and people know you to be a certain way. There's such vast power in that. We're all here together. So many of us are struggling, but it gives us common ground to relate to eachother on. We can make it through here together. I might be free from my 10 years of torment by the end of the week. It's such a strange feeling. I've already planned to devote my life to helping others out of the same ditch. Hope I get to meet you some time Kimchi, and that we may walk together as free people.
Take as long as you need man. Health first, we aren't going anywhere! Hope you feel better soon Kimchi ❤️ sending lots of love
Honestly, it's amazing how his optimism still somehow shines through during this.
We love your content bro, your reaction and tofu's are the best and most genuine reactions out there, it's okay to be depressed, it's okay to have mental issues because in a world as crazy as this who doesn't. Do what you love, like you said we enjoy it and you enjoy it so it's win win, us fans gonna give you so much love especially through low times like this, take it slow.... and just muddle your way through 1 step at a time.
I really appreciate your videos.I really hope you rest well and recover.And know everyone hopes you get well.
Like you said; "We are online friends; never met each other." Doesn't matter to me dude; We are friends through the internet and i'm glad that you showed us this side of you. It shows me that you're human. What you're feeling doesn't stay forever. You'll lift your head up again. Until then, i'll keep watching your content and waiting to see how you're doing my friend.
You created this whole family. And we've join the family bc it's fun bein' with you guys. Nakama 💕 always stay together. Stay strong. Be safe. Take care of yourself and Tofu too. 💪🏻
Control your breathing KIMCHI and become Hinokami
We love you brother and tofu as well i hope you recover as soon as possible we'll be waiting for you when you feel like coming back (take your time)
And of course the pandemic have a lot to do with it , this made me want to open up about what I was going thru lately and there is no shame about it , in short I was doing ok until I got this feeling of dying and trust me your mind make it so believable , i had my brother holding my hand telling me courage courage you're going to be alright i was so happy to see that at least i had someone standing by my side during probably my weakest moment , i could barely stand i couldn't make a step forward until i had this realization that all of this was going in my head i know it sounds confusing but believe me everything i was feeling just vanished you'd think i was lying , i guess we humans are so weak that our own mind can trick us yet so strong that we can overcome those feelings .
Stay safe everyone .
Friends share their struggles so that we can get out of them together, don't worry.
Just realized you guys hit 200K!
Congrats! Stay strong and pray! God bless!
My cousin is the same as you.
Thank you for sharing this.
Rest well!!👍
I just wanna say thank you for all your anime reactions including Gintama even you not yet complete it because copyright problem 😅. You are one of the best anime reactor ive ever seen in youtube. Keep strong and never give up 💪💪
I don’t have alot of friends in real life and I like watching anime with you guys because it feels like we are friends watching together, be well and we love you 🤍
One day at a time. 🙏
Woah that’s wise mate
How's kimchi doing rn? I hope his doing okay now.
I feel like u just took that first step, talking about how u feel is no easy feat, don't feel guilty or even think that u disappointed us. I just recently started watching u guys and u helped me more times than I can count.
You both are WONDERFUL people, this comment section is the proof of it, I just wanted to contribute with the Kimchi-dama in this sea of wholesomeness. You got it Kimchi, take ur time, ur mentality on it is already amazing. This is just another part of u, and we love u the same.
THANK YOU, Kimchi & Tofu. Hope u get better my boi!
Hey Kimchi, it’s not easy to open up to other people and be vulnerable let alone hundreds and thousands of your fans. But that’s a testament to your strong will. I have faith brother that you will overcome this. Thankyou for taking the time to make this video and sending my love to you and tofu. Kia Kaha - which means stay strong
What language is this?
And this made me think of old fan subs being like
Konbanwa
Note : Konbanwa means good evening in japanese
XD
J.Y.C. the language is Maori
You poor little thing, stay strong fam, here's a remote hug 🤗
We’re here for you ! Wishing you the best 🤍
We will be here waiting for your triumphant return! Take care 🙂
My mother struggles with Bipolar disorder so I completely understand where you are coming from. ALl of her worst bouts are tied to times where she stopped taking medications and high stress events. So the pandemic is definitely playing a part in the way you feel and perceive things right now, and even more so the lack of medication. The more stress she feels while not on her meds the more out of touch with reality she becomes in her manic stage. I hope you read this and decide to stay on your medication and maybe it can help jump start you feeling better even with all of the extra stress that the world is putting on everyone right now.
Bipolar is a serious illness and is very hard to cope with. Take the time you need away from YT and anyone with a heart will understand. Get well soon and stay in tune with your doctors recommendations!
I know you man. I been going through extreme bipolar and depression as well. Within one month my career crush landed and I can't even find a part-time. I was strayed in a foreign country with no friends. In the darkest 2 months your reaction videos cheered me up more times than you think. When I was working, I turned on your videos, as a lil bit of bgm, making me feel not so lonely. Now my life is gradually getting back on track. I met new friends and started to workout, although I still got a long way to go on my career but, hey, things are getting better. You and Tofu are like my closest friends, deep down in my heart, in my hardest time, fending me against all the suicidal thoughts haunting my mind. So I really wish you well, wish you can pull you through this overwhelming difficulty. Thank you Kimchi, and Tofu, you have done something way more meaningful than you think.
That's great to hear. How are you now bro?
@@ShahzadAli-ur9wj thanks mate. getting better, at least better than last year.
I did start see your videos for practice my "listening" in English because I'm a native spanish speaker. Now, I don't miss any video. Take any time you want and comeback strongest. We will waiting and still supporting to you and Tofu. Thanks for all
man you're always so cheerful it's surreal to see you like this but I hope everything works out
I'm glad you trusted us enough to open up snd share this side of you and also your thoughts! i don't know alot about bipolar disorder and even if i say i'm here for you in reality i'm not so all i can do is just hope that you get through this tough time and stay strong even if it seems that staying strong is not possible. look towards the future and i hope that it'll be brighter. Take your time and lot's of love for you
I tend to pride myself on my mental resilience, having been through some dark depression in the past. There were times when I couldn't see the point in life AT ALL. I stayed in a dark room eating basically just chips for days. That's just one example, the overall period lasted for years, and years. I thought about how much easier it would be if I somehow just didn't have to live. I got through that.
This quarantine is hard to deal with, I'm feeling shadows of feelings I haven't felt for ten years. But, the lessons I learned were still permanent, and one of those lessons is that we can prevail NO MATTER WHAT.
To take a line from TTGL if you: "Don't believe in the me that believe in you, don't believe in the you that believes in me, believe in yourself who believes in you!"
You're right, take one step at a time, and one day when you're not expecting it you'll feel better.
The points about depression being difficult to separate from your identity, and about how comfortable it is to be in a state you've always known strikes really true for me. Thanks for sharing your experience.
your channel is my favorite reaction channel of all, I love the energy that you and Tofu transmit, it is so real and it does me so well, and I´m sure you cause this in many people, you and Tofu are incredible, it must be very hard to have to fight all this, but we your subscribers are with you, always supporting you and we just want your best, so take your time, stay strong, even if things don´t happen in the expected way you will get through them(sorry if I have mistakes in my English, I´m Brazillian and I´m not so good with your language, but I really thought I needed ti send some support message)
Never look down my friend, even if it's just a camera. You need to understand that you deserve better, and that you are one of the reason of why we are here.
keep up, and down look down in life!.
*Eh he is just over reacting
*Pshh. U can just get over it
Sometimes we hear these kind of words to other people and it's very alarming.
Mental illness is not a joke. Yes sometimes we make jokes out of it, we laugh at it and sometimes, we don't take it seriously. But this is a real thing, IT'S HARMFUL, not just to the other people but especially to the VICTIM. Being diagnosed with any mental illness is no joke. This man Needs SUPPORT. This man needs emotional and mental support. (Im not here to pinpoint others, i just want to share in order to spread awareness.)😊
To Kimchi: I hope that you will be safe. hope u will get better. And if you decide to take a step back from youtube, fans will always be here for u. Hoping for your fast recovery. Be safe 👍👍👍❤️
yep.Look what happened to Etika :(
@@yen6170 ooo dam don't mention this man heree R.I.P. ETIKA
@@yen6170 yes, etika is one of the few people experienced mental illness. Good content creator. Rip etika
@@dionedavenunez5781 yeah,look at his situation,even some of his fans didn't take his situation seriously during some of his clear sign of mental issues.That's why I mentioned him by the way,Joyconbois lives on
@@yen6170 etika case is actually slow and kinda u dont suspect at first. Clearly from the action's taken by etika is quite convincing up until he broke down and was completely out of control.
We will waiting to be well!!! Have faith. Good luck from Greece.
Hey guys, its almost a month without any news or upload... still waiting for an epic comeback :)
i like trains
Ruben Zepeda Okay ??
@@randyrakotinirina5924 i like trains
jack tom So do I
Hey, Kimchi! No reason to feel ashamed of yourself, of your mental health. It is what it is 😊 I love you and I hope Tofu is there for you and many others just like her ☺️. I'm sending you my love ❤️🙏
-No homo
We love you so please remember this : your health is the most important thing, nothing else matters.
Take time out and please try to relax, everyone has ups and downs so don't beat yourself up, take it easy and try to enjoy your daily life.
We will always be here for you if you need someone to talk to.
You and Tofu helped me personally during my lowest points so I will forever love you both for it.
I just saw this channel, you seem like a good genuine person who looks out for others and is funny, id like to watch more of your reactions because their funny🤣 I hope you keep safe and please look after yourself. I wanna see more videos from you👊😃
I gonna be honest here. I found your channel a few weeks ago because it was in my recommendation list. I just had finished parasite and well... I searched for the songs and some videos because T really liked it. when I found your channel I was quite happy about it. the content was good, the quality too and you and tofu have a really nice personality, you always look happy. But after watching this video I was really sad about it. I mean, I barely know you, but seeing someone like this really breaks my heart. I hope you can get thought this, you and everyone else who is going trough something similar.
Take care man, and get well soon.
Good luck hope you feel better, I love your videos an reactions. FEEL BETTER!!! 💙💙💙
Well the thing about medication is you gotta keep taking it even when you don’t think you need it anymore. You felt stable etc because the medication was working unfortunately most of the time it’s not like taking medicine for a sore throat or a flu, even when you feel good you still gotta take the meds to keep feeling good. I hope you feel better soon I know it’s a scary and confusing time for you.
Thank you for opening up even though it must've been so difficult.. take all the time you need and don't feel pressured to do anything. 파이팅!
Edit: Also thank you for taking care him Tofu!!
I had depression few years ago and I was even prescribed to take medication (Quetiapine). It felt cringy at first since I was not open to the idea of mental health issues. But by the time that it almost ruined my life where I became suicidal, I realized that it's not just a joke. The good thing is that you opened up man, sometimes it helps when you know that there is emotional support from the people around you. Even if you don't know me personally, I want you to know that you are not alone. Take it easy and I hope you get better soon.
I'm glad you made this video, I rarely comment on any video, but it's good to open up and to accept oneself as one is, you have a bipolar disorder and that's ok because you accept it, being bipolar does not define you, and it won't make you look weird to anyone, most people have some sort of issues and that's what makes us humans.
I'll blatantly steal one phrase from Gintama that describes what I want to say better than me: "Trying to shoulder the burden all by yourself? Don't be such a stranger. Weep and ask for help. Lean on me with your runny nose. Cry when you feel like crying. Laugh when you feel like laughing. When you're tearing up with an ugly face, I'll give you a good cry with an uglier face. When you're laughing so hard your stomach hurts, I'll laugh in a louder voice. That's how it should be."
You are not alone. The hell, I'm a weeb, so I'll continue with another one, "Don't believe in you, believe in Tofu, and in us, who believe in you", I'll be really happy if you get that reference.
Best of wishes, let us know if we can help you help yourself. You can do it! Hang in there.
This was one of the most impactful things I've seen in a long time. I always get a pickmeup from watching your videos but this hit close to home and connected with me. Respect.
I TRULY pray for your health and future to hang in there even though we subscribers never met each other in person. But thank you for opening it up to yourself and post this video for us Subscribers. I still love your reaction video to the end of my life. Much love bro. ❤
We love you. We’ll support you no matter what 🤗 ❤️ ❤️
Take it easy man I totally understand, take your time, your health is most important.
Thank you for posting this. It shows real strength to talk about things that run deep in your life. I used to disregard mental illness, thinking men should be stronger and be able to deal with things alone. I was so wrong. You and Tofu have inspired me, seeing the both of you laughing, joking, teasing, working, even crying together on your channel. Thank you both for that, your videos have supported me through some of my difficult times. Take a break, rest your mind, your soul and know that you're not alone. All love.
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Hello from Japan
I love your reactions
Health is the most important thing you can have
Take care and I’ll be waiting to see your reactions again!
I have been on a break from anime, and I'm coming here so late brother, ironicaly on Reckful death day.
Finding my boy, in the same state I also am. Mental issues are such a pain in the ass dude, I've been lost in my mind for the last 5 years or more maybe...
I have a chronic depression resulting in a EUPD (Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder).
You are doing the right thing, keep sharing, keep building the love even you can't feel all of it. You are an awesome beeing, a good creator but no one is shielded against the darkness within our hearts. Take care of people who loves you.
Medication is your choice and nobody can tell what is right, but be carefull heal your mind and your body without substitute it to something you might regret later.
R.I.P Reckful Unexpected
I relate heavily, just take things at your own pace.
Seeing the way you feel in this, this is how i feel 80% of the time, I dont have bipolar, but depression and anxiety is something i deal with, so i know things like this can be tough, and im sorry that you have to deal with this. Having someone like Tofu in your life probably helps alot, just having someone to talk to that actually cares, Im not that lucky to have someone like that yet, but maybe some day. But take your time man, theres no rush for anything. Take care of you. Atleast you have the courage to post a video like this, opening up to people. Im having a hard time opening up to anyone about anything. This gives me a little more courage, Thank you.
You are so Strong opening up and Mental health is important Take care!👍 And be Strong Always be Strong👊
I have Depressions nearly all my life, Im in Therapy, Im unable to work since round about 3 Years, i gained 50kg and can hardly manage my Life. Thats how it is. He all have a "dark Side". He all have to try to Survive. But Kimchi my Men: I Love you. You ands Tofu bring me Joy so often and so much. Noone has to be "always be happy". You are allowed to be down too. I will always stay behind you!
Yeah!
Im glad your talking about this cuz now with everyone being locked in their house, being in your head 24/7 can be the deadliest thing right now. I found this time to be the worst for me and for the first time im taking Celexa, which I would never do, but I was literally feeling like how I used to feel. Now im okay but its been up and down and trying to find people comfortable talking about it is always good for the mind. I feel like you need validation and its ok to feel that way just got to stay strong💪🏼 Love you both for the content🙏🏻
The silly guys are always the ones who make others laugh and happy...but who’s ever there for them? 😢
@Ivan Ringle Ofc this channel is their business, they need eachother to get the most views and money
@Ivan Ringle I said Tofu needs to help him bc he is apart of this channel and most of the viewers wants to see them making more videos together
@Ivan Ringle How is speakig the truth weird, you people can't accept anything then else the things you want to hear
Avdb 033 dude. Shut the fuck up you weirdo.
Did you serious delete my last comment lol
Kimchi, no matter what, we want the best for you. Take the time you need to recover! We support you!! We truly love you!!
I hope your good mental health and always enjoy your reaction video. please remember when it’s hard, you are not alone.
sorry my poor english. With big love from Japan
I'm sorry to hear you feel like this chief, I don't have any experience with bipolar myself but my mother was. I've had experience with mental health issues myself and I just wanted to say that you have earned so much respect the world over for doing this video and being as honest as possible. Coming clean in front of hundreds of thousands of people isn't easy but every single one of us are a part of the community that you created. Assembled by all the parts of you. I'm not gonna lie and say I understand exactly how you feel because I don't, but I understand difficulty and please don't underestimate how much being in lockdown can influence how you're feeling.
Thank you for this, take your time to take care of yourself.
All the love.
You're not just a reaction channel, watching your vids is like watching anime with my friends.
I know it's cringy to say that but that is what it really feels like.
I hope this will clear some doubts you have about the nature of your channel.
For the mean time I will be rewatching your old vids.
Best of luck to you and tofu.
Sunderzilla the reason why people watch reaction videos is because they don’t have friends to share these anime’s with, so it’s not cringe man it’s the same for everybody
@@zafiruzoma6234 yeah well said guys
You and tofu are my favorite anime reactors and also brianxstephanie too
I thought it might be something like that. I have a friend with bipolar, he's the nicest guy you can imagine, but he has his episodes sometimes lasting months at a time and even medicine doesn't help him that much. And from what I've noticed is it's just one morning you wake up and you're your usual self, as if the episode never happened. During an episode he refuses contact with every human for as long as possible, and just sits there in a dark room doing nothing. We've tried to distract him during it, try to make him feel better by any normal means you can think of. It's just that every person deals with mental health differently. I really hope you can figure out a trick or a way to keep yourself on the high, noone will blame you for any time you need to take off to figure it out!
Also this is not a meme, but if weed or similar stuff is legal where you live. I'd say try it out. My friend said that it helped it at times, from what I know he's never taken any of the really bad drugs, but weed is relatively harmless compared to the rest...
And don't worry about the pandemic, yes, it can get lonely, and yes I realise being on the low can make you think alot of things that you don't usually think about at all. We can't really do anything than just try to protect each other, wear masks, make sure you take stuff for your immune systems and to be honest, if you are forced to be stuck at home with no work, try out finding something you can work from home, even if it's temporary. There are so many options on the internet! My neighbours taught themselves and opened a mini-server for an online game 4 months ago, it's a small game with barely 3-400 people, but they get some amount of side money from it. There are other ways too, online representatives and whatnot. I just thought of this since most people's problems with staying home is that their money will run out(not saying that's all, but it's the bigger factor)...
I found myself watching movies I wouldn't normally consider. Last night I watched for the first time "Intouchables" the French comedy-drama. Really touching movie, I didn't know I needed in my life.
And on the topic of Depression and Anxiety.. I have had both at a time of my life, where I left home moved countries started school, and then the depression and anxiety hit, only thing I did at the time to try to avoid it is play online games... By the time I figured out what was wrong (since I had never had such worries before) I had failed my government paid university with no way of re-starting. Ended up quitting moving cities, finding a new job with new friends, and things slowly started putting themselves together... I still to this day do not know what exactly caused the Depression and Anxiety... Life isn't great, but it't not bad either, we're bound to have ups and downs.
Wish you quick recovery and sending virtual hugs
I wish you guys the best, I think we all do. Take some time off if u need to,all the time you want. Just want to let you know that we appreciate anything you upload. My dad is bipolar, and he takes meds, he had an accident where he nearly died when I was 2 months old and the told him that he was lucky to see me grow up, he could have ended up being paralitic. That plus alcoholism and smoking just made it worse, he needed them to keep him carry on in life. Now, 20 years later he's not smoking or drinking anymore, he can surf again and he became an other man. I smoke and drink too and I'm having issues with my temper, but I'll do my best to control myself and try not to affect the people around me. Just try to do your best, and yes, even if we haven't met we will always be there to give you support.
I'm glad tofu is there for you to take care of you kimchi. Stay safe 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼