GIVING UP on my animation dreams.

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  • Опубликовано: 13 сен 2024

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  • @kdsketch
    @kdsketch  19 дней назад +9

    The first 500 people to use my link will get a 1 month free trial of Skillshare - skl.sh/kdsketch08241
    This has been a long time coming. Excited is an understatement :D

  • @srank9231
    @srank9231 18 дней назад +56

    Why am I telling other people this but not myself. That really hits home. Sometimes you have to give yourself grace.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +7

      Definitely!! Sometimes you don't even realise you're doing it either :')

  • @rejectconvenience
    @rejectconvenience 18 дней назад +50

    I expect an apology video for that thumbnail +title

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +12

      That will be my next video haha :')

    • @aavi.
      @aavi. 18 дней назад

      so true I clicked on it screaming internally

  • @drendelous
    @drendelous 18 дней назад +21

    you inspired me to return to animation which i had been dreaming of doing a lot. im 32 now and i animated only a few videos for my friends' birthday. that was fun and i am thankful to you for helping me going at that time

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +4

      That's amazing!! So glad I could help in some small way, means a lot! :)

  • @gabrielangeliccc
    @gabrielangeliccc 18 дней назад +29

    WHAT ITS NOT APRIL WAIT
    edit after watching - I am honestly so proud of you! I've been subscribed for a while now and honestly.. doing what's best for you and your mental health matters the most! Good luck on your future endeavours

  • @m_lies
    @m_lies 18 дней назад +19

    You scared me... With the title and cover immage, I thought you will stop all animation even RUclips.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +14

      sorry, thought I'd try clickbait for once and see how the youtube gods react -- tbh it's got more views and comments than I've ever had in such a short space of time so...will report back haha :) Definitely not stopping animation on here - I'll be stopping freelance, can't do it all at the same time it's a bit too much for me personally :')

  • @Nkanyiso_K
    @Nkanyiso_K 18 дней назад +6

    I feel you, I just turned 30: I've always wanted to make movies & right now I'm working on an animated music video for fun. It's been a really affirming process because for the first time in awhile i feel like anything is possible, even solo

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      Sometimes the best stuff is made when you just have fun with it, good luck with your music video :D if you post it anywhere let me know!

  • @红色的火焰
    @红色的火焰 18 дней назад +4

    I gave up on animation a long time ago, I decided I wanna become a Illustrator and mangaka

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      Nice!! Good luck 🤞 ✨🙌

  • @Pernoodi
    @Pernoodi 18 дней назад +1

    Thank you for being so transparent with your journey, It's refreshing seeing a genuine insight into the whole youtube thing!

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      Glad you found it helpful! I try and include the stuff I would enjoy or find interesting ✨🙌

  • @chez3438
    @chez3438 18 дней назад +2

    KD !! super proud of how far you've came since 2019 and how much you've accomplished and I wanna congratulate you ^^ best wishes and hopes for the best from this brave choice onwards !!

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      Thanks Chez, appreciate it!! :)

  • @charkoney
    @charkoney 18 дней назад +2

    Obviously it's not a living wage, but it's still more than I thought it would be. Sorry to hear you're giving up on your animation dreams, but I'm wishing you good luck on your animation dreams

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      think it works out about £3-5 a day which is better than nothing haha :) This new dream will likely be a lot more exciting - appreciate the support!!

  • @eejitsAnimations
    @eejitsAnimations 17 дней назад

    Good luck! Must've been a difficult decision, but I'm sure you'll thrive doing full time!! Looking forward to the new videos!

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  17 дней назад +1

      Thank you ✨🙌 here’s hoping it all works out 🤣

  • @TsubasaAnimations
    @TsubasaAnimations 18 дней назад +1

    Honestly I understand this 😂 been feeling the same way and want to do something else. The freelance grind has been getting harder to get through over the years chasing deadline after deadline and not having much time for anything else. All the best otherwise KD! Looking forward to the next direction you'll take the channel. That pottery looks really good

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  17 дней назад

      The freelance grind never stops and I'm TIRED Excited to rest and properly put my energy into this :D Glad you liked the pottery it was so fun to try something new!

  • @Finchwing
    @Finchwing 18 дней назад

    really tempted to do the same myself, though it's been depressing how little animation earns on youtube despite the amount of work hours ToT I wish you luck!!

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  17 дней назад +1

      It's ROUGH out there!! It's partly why I got into talking about my process too rather than just animated videos because everything takes SO much time!! Good luck to you too :D

    • @Finchwing
      @Finchwing 17 дней назад

      @@kdsketch Yea I'm starting to head in that direction too I think, animation itself just isn't worth it ToT thanks so much!

  • @reginab645
    @reginab645 18 дней назад +1

    Thank you KD for sharing. I love your work and your teaching abilities . That cup is 🔥.Do what makes you happy.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      Yeah I'm excited to work on more :D It's about time I pushed forward with it honestly! Glad you liked the cup, it's so fun!

  • @tarz1109
    @tarz1109 18 дней назад +2

    27 here, feeling as dead end as I've ever felt. With my animation degree and 2D animation position in the UK being very lackluster...I don't know what to do. I can overlook the whole friends and family being more successful thing, but it doesn't help my parents constantly remind me. I keep at it hoping for a different result with just a little more effort and it's probably self-destructive. At least, I do have the RUclips option if all else fails. I do hope for a change or an answer somewhere.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      I feel that, totally know what you’re going through. UK animation is pretty grim - when I graduated I couldn’t get a job so I HAD to go freelance and honestly it’s been rough. If I didn’t have friends who were already doing it or recommending me for things (networking events have never been my favourite 🤢) the thing that brought me the most exposure was making the stuff I wanted to be hired for and sharing it on RUclips which has the most longevity of social media imo. Discord has also been great for getting feedback on stuff in different groups. Having people close to you with the reminders is rough, hope you find some success and joy in animation whether that’s in the industry, personal work or doing things on RUclips ✨

  • @iCookMe
    @iCookMe 18 дней назад

    So excited for you and this next leg of our journey!! Absolutely massive leap, and you've got this!!

  • @AnaFlavinh_
    @AnaFlavinh_ 17 дней назад

    giving up on your dreams seems like a scary choice, but if that takes you to other paths, new experiences and dreams, and most importantly, if that makes you happy, go for it. I'm glad you had the courage to make this choice, it's not an easy decision. This is inspiring ! :)

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  17 дней назад +1

      Thanks for the support 🙏✨! I feel like it was a now or never choice, so while very scary, also very excited 😅

  • @wadenobisemartuccianimatio8366
    @wadenobisemartuccianimatio8366 18 дней назад +3

    1:16, i know this is off topic but i love that touch screen tablet u have there. I wish I had it and i wish i bought it if it's not expensive but unfortunately I have a touchscreen laptop Chromebook that I make my cartoons on, it is what it is, no matter how challenging our projects gets we should never give up because i love this stuff it always inspires me and hypes me up to keep going for lifetime as a Animatior myself also 😊

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      Using what you have to make stuff is valid! You definitely don't need anything fancy - most art youtubers will have been gifted a screen tablet at some point to review (if you see a review on their channel) I've used Huion and xppen tablets which are great -- my first tablet was a wacom which I bought myself -- no screen -- and then when I went to university I bought a screen tablet which was EXPENSIVE. ouch. they're definitely more affordable now. If you're making the stuff you want to make, then you really don't need a bigger/fancier tablet. Good luck with your animations!!

  • @booradleyboo
    @booradleyboo 18 дней назад

    What a roller-coaster. I recently made a similar decision, although my channel is tiny. I've been a perception scientist for years, published in scientific journals and all the rest, but I've decided to put the research aside and focus on my creative itch I put aside years ago in the name of the research.
    I'm taking this year to learn to animate and write music and put them all together and share on my channel, site, and Patreon. It's weird and daunting but life is fleeting and I want to have had at least one year where I followed my creative calling, come what may.
    I wish you all the best with your push in the coming year. I'll follow your work eagerly.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      Thanks! Took longer to get to this point than I thought but hoping i'll be able to look back and thank myself for it haha. The good thing about coming from a different field is that you'll have all your influences and inspiration to draw from with your new path, good luck!! :)

  • @sheilawerleman188
    @sheilawerleman188 18 дней назад

    I always like your work and find your tutorials very clear. I knew it was a clickbait but I did click anyway! : ) Thank you for the transparency and showing us your creative healing, I loved that. I wish you all the best and we will see you in the next video!
    *I did not know of your other channels, I just subcribed!

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      Appreciate the click/comment for that little algorithm boost haha :) So glad you enjoy the tutorials, really looking forward to making more - and thanks for the subscribe on the other channels, it means a lot :)

  • @Mr.POLiS_Cartoons
    @Mr.POLiS_Cartoons 18 дней назад +2

    Thanks for that!! 🙂
    I'm going through the EXACT same dilemma...
    I'm thinking about giving up freelancing, I just hope youtube earnings will be enough.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  17 дней назад +1

      I'm hoping RUclips Adsense can make it to a minimum wage haha, and then anything on top of that is a bonus! Good luck!!

    • @Mr.POLiS_Cartoons
      @Mr.POLiS_Cartoons 17 дней назад

      @@kdsketch I'm guessing sponsors will be our main income,
      adsense payment will be so low, especially for me, since my content is not in English... Best of luck to you too!!

  • @legendarybanditmb
    @legendarybanditmb 18 дней назад

    I'm in my mid-thirties and people still ask to see my ID at bars and restaurants, let's keep this going as long as we can! :) But I also tell myself a lot of negative things I would never say to anyone else, so thank you for talking about this and here's to a positive future! :)

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      yes! lets hope the baby face lasts for a bit longer 😅 The contrast of how I'd encourage someone else but then make up reasons why I couldn't do the same thing really shook me once I realised I was doing it. Wild how we talk to ourselves vs other people! Crossing everything for good vibes this year and beyond :)

  • @DottorHealer
    @DottorHealer 18 дней назад

    Good for you, good choice

  • @oneaspiringartist5822
    @oneaspiringartist5822 18 дней назад

    The thumbnail had me worried for a bit since a lot of RUclipsrs/Channels that i watch are retiring. MatPat was the first one I cried to this year ngl😅

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      The algorithm made me do it 😅 sorry! Yeah I noticed that too! Watching RUclips is a big part of life now so no shame in that at all - I think about Jenna marbles on the regular 😭

  • @n0raaFTW
    @n0raaFTW 18 дней назад

    I like how all these comments make it so clear that they didn’t even watch 2 minutes into the video
    Hope this works out for you

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      it was so fast :') had to watch the video back to make sure I hadn't missed anything haha

  • @amezaiku-san
    @amezaiku-san 11 дней назад

    I haven't animated stuff in a while. Over a year. Been busy with other things, mainly life. I've also started some other RUclips channels for other things. I'm really just trying to find my way and make things work. Especially for trying to find a balance between all of my things and all of my ideas. Even taking long breaks from content creation (on this channel haven't posted in a year or so). But watching this video makes me think I can do things again. Thanks.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  10 дней назад

      Glad this video could help! Honestly nothing wrong with trying new things to find what you’re most passionate about :) good luck!

  • @vlud
    @vlud 18 дней назад

    Good luck KD! Are you going to stick with tutorials or are we going to get something fresh? :)

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      More tutorials, streams, some actual original animation stuff maybe?? Lots of art style tests and seeing how to animate more intricate stuff in different styles...all the things I didn't have time when I was trying to juggle everything else :D

  • @Nuzzling
    @Nuzzling 18 дней назад

    AAAAAAAAA What a change!
    In a way, that's pretty awesome though!
    Don't wait to live your life go live it now!
    I wish you all the best! I'll make sure to watch every video you upload to help all I can ^_^
    (also you've made 176 times as much from RUclips as me, just in case you're interested)

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      life is for LIVING, excited to see where this goes :D We wouldn't have met if it wasn't for RUclips/vidcon!!
      176?? that is WILD. I was chatting with a friend recently and his video made 3x one of my best with 1/3 of the views - different niche altogether obviously but it's crazy how different the totals can be!

    • @Nuzzling
      @Nuzzling 18 дней назад

      @@kdsketch It's actually 100 less than that maybe I miscalculated >.<
      But yeah we wouldn't have! Crazy how much impact silly little videos can have ^_^

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      @Nuzzling oop I meant to say 176 X 😂 tbh maths is not my strong suit either

  • @soulman9070
    @soulman9070 18 дней назад

    Just someone that likes to lurk on your streams from time to time.
    You giving everyone scare has already been mentioned by almost everyone else so I wont touch on it. Just wanna mention something that came to mind from watching a RUclips short from another animator that if you think you have already wasted 5 years from avoiding a project, just pretend that you time traveled back 10 years and actually got 5 more years to start that project. Whatever you choose to do, I hope you have great success with it and more importantly, have fun with it.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      Sorry for the scare 😅 the youtube algorithm doesn't push anything unless it's click-bait - friends who have notifications often tell me they don't see my videos unless I send to them directly so this 'update' was one of the more important ones . I really appreciate the lurk in streams, looking forward to getting back to more regular schedule with that - appreciate the support :) The pretend time travel trick is one I'll use haha, thanks!

  • @Rover259Wild
    @Rover259Wild 18 дней назад +3

    Are you really going to quit animations?

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      just freelance :) RUclips is going to be my priority once my last jobs are finished :)

    • @Rover259Wild
      @Rover259Wild 18 дней назад +1

      @@kdsketch so you will still continue them after your jobs are finished?

  • @W0A1
    @W0A1 18 дней назад +2

    C'mon... you are a source of inspiration for me, kd! If you're giving up, I'll give up too! Animation was too hard anyways! Jokes aside, I am a firm believer in exploration of oneself, what ever prompted you to view things differently isn't necessarily a bad thing, on the contrary, it's a sign of growth.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +2

      I'll confess I didn't imagine quite so many comments so soon - a lot of comments before watching the video 😅 I'm giving up freelance to do youtube - more tutorials, animations and fun stuff rather than trying to balance all of it and burn out. This year has definitely put a lot of things in perspective and being grateful for my health, where I live etc and the fact that I shouldn't be holding off on fun things I'm excited about to work because 'i've got time' etc. Lots of things to be excited about, trying to not let them all stay plans/dreams :) Glad that my videos have had some impact 😅

  • @mix-up9003
    @mix-up9003 18 дней назад

    Did you ever consider doing a patrion to help with the finance?

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      I do have a patreon but if I can't meet rewards I tend to pause so people aren't paying for little/no content. It's something I'll be working on when I finish my current projects :)

  • @fishfish7985
    @fishfish7985 18 дней назад

    I'm kinda of planning to start a little channel with building work because my dad's house is being renovated so I am getting to help design a workshop for me to make stuff in
    Edit : art / making stuff kinda channel I am art student , but start it with space making

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад

      That is SO cool! I love renovation/building videos :D Good luck!!

  • @he2nd252
    @he2nd252 18 дней назад

    Are you quitting animation. 😢 i got alot of tips from you about animation but its all your choice enjoy your life.

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +2

      Freelance animation! Unless there's a project I can't say no to, it's all RUclips from here!! More tutorials, tips and streams :D

  • @P.S.-dv3du
    @P.S.-dv3du День назад

    I think you Just should have considered different types of content. You are good at animating

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  День назад

      What do you mean? Any examples?

  • @m_lies
    @m_lies 18 дней назад +1

    Wait what-

  • @RedDaveMotion
    @RedDaveMotion 18 дней назад +1

    Are you continuing animation on RUclips or channel is turning into something else? Sorry your videos not really clear what's happening 😅

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      stopping freelance animation! I'll just be doing youtube :)

    • @RedDaveMotion
      @RedDaveMotion 18 дней назад

      @@kdsketch ah ok awesome! Sorry if I was dummy watching the video 😅 best of luck with this new chapter. Looking forward to seeing it here 🙏

  • @antoonsorg
    @antoonsorg 18 дней назад

    How are you gonna, pay your bills ?

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  18 дней назад +1

      I’ve been saving since I left uni 7 years ago so I’ve got a years worth of bill money to try this 🫢

    • @antoonsorg
      @antoonsorg 18 дней назад

      @@kdsketch wish you luck.

  • @tabicat.puccino7425
    @tabicat.puccino7425 18 дней назад +1

    NO PLEASE NO

  • @x149te
    @x149te 17 дней назад

    Good news.
    Yet, shared my dislike

  • @natdiazj
    @natdiazj 11 дней назад

    This hit home 😅 I'm working on launching a RUclips channel, just for fun and as way to cope with life, I love drawing and making animations, but I get sad quite often, because I don't know how to pursue a career in illustration and animation. I'm thinking about quitting every other day, but I won't, I don't what else I could do 😅🫠

    • @kdsketch
      @kdsketch  10 дней назад +1

      The best way to start is to do it for fun, everything else will follow - I’d recommend spacing out your uploads to create a backlog while you’re feeling enthusiastic so you can be sure to have breaks while you’re making more - I used to get so excited at having a video finished I wanted to post it right away 😂 if you make the work you want to get hired for and post about it on RUclips (make sure your professional email is on your RUclips) you could then get commissioned from people finding your videos. I can’t imagine doing anything else either 😂

    • @natdiazj
      @natdiazj 10 дней назад

      @@kdsketch Thank you for the advice ✨