I’m re watching your videos as I hit the same days as you todays day 25 sober for me…close enough to day 30 nice to have something to compare my experience with hope your doing good Brandon
I'm starting my sobriety...it's hard , but your videos are helping. I just turned 38 and want to feel normal without a substance. Thank you for the videos.
I remember when I got a sponsor in early 2020 my sponsor said "early sobriety is tough" because I wasn't sleeping. That saying has always echoed in my head during my attempts at sobriety years later. Wish I had some good advice - but I know that advice feels almost pointless when you're suffering from acutes. So... just keep attempting to fight the good fight! rooting for you! (even know i don't necessarily know you) -b. harm.
I had the same experience with the withdrawal from the oxy. Im starting to see the reasons to NOT go back. Clear mind, healthy body, and im saving money finally.
the benefit of saving money is underrated. It's such a good feeling. Also: being able to wake up and do things without drugs is, in my opinion, the most rewarding benefit. Glad you're fighting. You can do it. -B. Harm
Dude, I’m on day ten. It’s been physically rough, but I’m grateful for this day and I appreciate your videos so much. I’m probably leaning on gaba too much, but black seed oil is helping a lot
I wasn't on a maintenance/daily suboxone thing.. but I would take 1-2mg for motivation to edit videos every so often.. but subs aren't something I do daily or even weekly. hope that answers your question! -b. harm
i went to a few real ones (not virtual) this week. Filmed the whole thing. just haven't found a good way to splice them into my videos but i definitely will in the near future. thanks for the advice. -b. harm.
I relapsed on day 21 for one day. If you watch my "day 21 video" you can clearly see i'm mentally suffering. so I called someone up and got an 8 mg.. broke it up into 2's.. and took them sporadically throughout the day. After I ran out I jumped right back onto the wagon - it didn't make my withdrawals better or worse.. but I'm glad I caught myself. hope that answers your questions -b. harm
I’m re watching your videos as I hit the same days as you todays day 25 sober for me…close enough to day 30 nice to have something to compare my experience with hope your doing good Brandon
Rolling over to 24hrs right now thanks for your videos
I'm starting my sobriety...it's hard , but your videos are helping. I just turned 38 and want to feel normal without a substance. Thank you for the videos.
I remember when I got a sponsor in early 2020 my sponsor said "early sobriety is tough" because I wasn't sleeping. That saying has always echoed in my head during my attempts at sobriety years later. Wish I had some good advice - but I know that advice feels almost pointless when you're suffering from acutes. So... just keep attempting to fight the good fight! rooting for you! (even know i don't necessarily know you)
-b. harm.
I’m glad you are better. I hope you are close to a year by now . I’m on day 8
Thanks for the motivation mate!
always
-b. harm
I had the same experience with the withdrawal from the oxy. Im starting to see the reasons to NOT go back. Clear mind, healthy body, and im saving money finally.
Day 30 as well btw. Good luck my friend.
the benefit of saving money is underrated. It's such a good feeling. Also: being able to wake up and do things without drugs is, in my opinion, the most rewarding benefit. Glad you're fighting. You can do it.
-B. Harm
Keep it going. You inspire me brother
thanks friend. hope alls well. you.. SERIOUSLY.. can do this.
-b.harm
Dude, I’m on day ten. It’s been physically rough, but I’m grateful for this day and I appreciate your videos so much. I’m probably leaning on gaba too much, but black seed oil is helping a lot
How much BSO do you take and at what times through at the day?
Great vid Bro
It's hard to lose people, just don't lose yourself.
Congratulations brother
thanks!
-b.harm
How are you now
What mg of suboxone have you been taking?
I wasn't on a maintenance/daily suboxone thing.. but I would take 1-2mg for motivation to edit videos every so often.. but subs aren't something I do daily or even weekly. hope that answers your question!
-b. harm
Go to the meetings Brandon...
i went to a few real ones (not virtual) this week. Filmed the whole thing. just haven't found a good way to splice them into my videos but i definitely will in the near future. thanks for the advice.
-b. harm.
You didn’t relapse? I thought you said you did
That’s why I’m confused I just thought you took Suboxone
He took suboxone one time in the last thirty days.
I relapsed on day 21 for one day. If you watch my "day 21 video" you can clearly see i'm mentally suffering. so I called someone up and got an 8 mg.. broke it up into 2's.. and took them sporadically throughout the day. After I ran out I jumped right back onto the wagon - it didn't make my withdrawals better or worse.. but I'm glad I caught myself. hope that answers your questions
-b. harm
Yay Brandon! You still off?