My Experience Smoking Weed with Schizophrenia

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  • Опубликовано: 27 авг 2024
  • In this video I will share my experience with smoking cannabis while having Schizophrenia.

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  • @SmilingBeaver-ou7nc
    @SmilingBeaver-ou7nc 6 месяцев назад +147

    Don't ever apologize, because most of us here are dealing with the same stuff. Feel better Warrior ✌️💙

    • @ferdinandstefano
      @ferdinandstefano 6 месяцев назад +1

      Do you have Schizophrenia by any chance? genuine question just wondering, hope it isn't being too intrusive, I'm curious on how it works like do you actually see shit or like..?

    • @nokidding3594
      @nokidding3594 5 месяцев назад +1

      do some research, its pretty interesting. Your perception of reality is just different with it.

    • @cameronchisamore690
      @cameronchisamore690 5 месяцев назад

      Same when i smoke weed I get scared and I feel like im dieing and when I'm high i hear voices and feel like someone is coming after me

  • @Br0wnb0i
    @Br0wnb0i 6 месяцев назад +67

    The world needs to hear everyones perspectives and personal stories! Thanks for sharing ❤

  • @MRKetter81
    @MRKetter81 6 месяцев назад +59

    I've had nightmare disorder... plenty of experience with fear, damn near to the point of shock. There is hope.

    • @kiezersosay49
      @kiezersosay49 5 месяцев назад +4

      What is that if you don't mind me asking? Like bad dreams all the time or nite terrors? I don't dream to often, but when I do it's always end of the world shi-t. Like kaiju sized monsters running around or aliens. Recently I had a bad nuclear bomb dream that was Fd. My dad was with us(my girl and i) and he died. My cats were all Fd up too and for some reason we were in a skyscraper type building. It wasn't chill at all...

    • @MRKetter81
      @MRKetter81 5 месяцев назад

      My Dreams usually involve odd looking people that try to harm me or others.. they look living, but like tainted and evil; children look older than they should look and some will have blind white eyes or black eyes.
      I had this one vampiric looking demon that had this luminescent creature give off this energy as the vampiric creature bathed in it some how. My neck was locked to the ground at the time.
      I used to feel utterly shock, frightened and helpless in all my dreams. Unable to do sh*t but watch helplessly.
      Though lately I've grown bolder in my dreams and get more pissed off and take control.
      I still get these nightmares, but I'm not as passive or afraid as I used to be. Though I still don't feel good when they happened. Its like the ugly feeling of anger and anxiety @@kiezersosay49

    • @MRKetter81
      @MRKetter81 5 месяцев назад

      I made a video telling my story, but I suppose I could release one talking about the dreams.@@kiezersosay49

  • @gabrieljohnson1854
    @gabrieljohnson1854 17 дней назад +1

    I have Schizophrenia and cannabis actually helps me. Whenever I hear voices, cannabis takes it away and I'm at peace. I'm sorry to hear that happened to you. My name is Gabriel too

  • @trol9926
    @trol9926 Месяц назад +23

    i had weed induced psychosis for a while. i used to see poeple in the corner of my eye, i was hyper paranoid. it wasnt nice atall, my advice is stay sober and do something with your life. time may be tough and its okay to ask for help but as "weak" as you may feel for asking for help its better than going crazy in your room, hope you do well man

    • @Hogzilla
      @Hogzilla Месяц назад

      💯

    • @lultricky
      @lultricky Месяц назад

      I got same thing how you get rid of it??? Or how’s that going

    • @techniqv4918
      @techniqv4918 25 дней назад

      @@lultricky idk but personally do something that demands focus. I suggest training BJJ or something like that :D

  • @adamg574
    @adamg574 6 месяцев назад +40

    I worked with a guy who’s schizophrenia was triggered by cannabis. Smoked once and went straight into psychosis in his early 20’s. Had never had it happened before then.

    • @NGHmusic
      @NGHmusic 6 месяцев назад +5

      Laced

    • @beanzx2
      @beanzx2 5 месяцев назад +5

      Same had a bro was normal asl till he went to his dad's in BC for the summer came back totally schizophrenia ever since then !!! Sad that it just happens to some

    • @NGHmusic
      @NGHmusic 5 месяцев назад

      @@beanzx2 Either laced or its a underlying condition triggered by cannabis.

    • @Devo_the_dude
      @Devo_the_dude 5 месяцев назад +1

      What's BC

    • @adamg574
      @adamg574 5 месяцев назад

      @@Devo_the_dude British Columbia

  • @cobydiediker
    @cobydiediker 6 месяцев назад +28

    I love you man you honestly inspire me to speak up about schizophrenia and my daily feelings which i have struggled with for years

    • @sgmmk5
      @sgmmk5 5 месяцев назад

      Take vitamin B6 from beef liver and healthy fats, it cures schizophrenia. And avoid EMFs from cellphones and Wifi

  • @Askarcher
    @Askarcher 5 месяцев назад +9

    You are so sweet. I find myself inspired by you and I feel more sane.

  • @kaotikhorror
    @kaotikhorror 6 месяцев назад +12

    MY full respect to you man, most people are not brutally honest like yourself. Don't apologize, we all slip up on things we'd rather not do. Hope you feel better!

  • @TheMetalhead678
    @TheMetalhead678 6 месяцев назад +14

    I'm not even schizophrenic and weed makes me paranoid, I hate it, sometimes I smoke it out of boredom and instantly regret it.

    • @Z.man6ixx
      @Z.man6ixx 6 месяцев назад +4

      same i get very paranoid at everything or its just my life

    • @Gelato41_
      @Gelato41_ 6 месяцев назад

      its usually because something is bothering you@@Z.man6ixx

    • @user-ob9zo9cr4c
      @user-ob9zo9cr4c 5 месяцев назад +3

      maybe ''too weak'' mindset and too strong weed?

    • @oofig
      @oofig 5 месяцев назад

      @@user-ob9zo9cr4c "too weak" lmao imagine putting other people down for something that is out of their control

    • @Bone_youtube_soft
      @Bone_youtube_soft 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@Gelato41_you already know. When I'm going through problems and something is really bothering me, herb intensifies it.

  • @victortoomes5685
    @victortoomes5685 6 месяцев назад +7

    Im schizoaffective. Its not full blown schizophrenia as far as I understand it. But i hear the random voices and have had delusions under great stress. But for the most part I'm pretty normal. But everytime Ive ever smoked weed I would have severe hallucinations. I dont have visual hallucinations. But on weed Everything i looked at was sparkling like diamonds. My friends face shimmered like some Twilight vampire. But that was not the worst of it. The auditory hallucinations were terrifying. I heard this damn club song by Pitbull ironically called "Krazy" start playing. But my friends were watching adult swim cartoons and not listening to music. It sounded like it was coming out of speakers near me. And it just kept getting louder and louder. And like you said I was so afraid that I would get stuck like that forever. And I only had a single hit from a pipe with a pea sized amount of weed. My friends laughed and called me a light weight. But I wasnt laughing. This other time years later I smoked and again only had a little bit of weed that wouldn't do much to a regular smoker, I heard the voice of a little girl singing a lullaby in my ear. I was convinced an angel was hugging me and singing me to sleep. That time was definitely not disturbing like the other times but it was still very intense. So I dont smoke weed just because its not worth the anxiety and hallucinations. I envy people that smoke weed and its actually enjoyable. But its not for me. Really nice to have stumbled across your channel. I will subscribe and check out your videos. Take care pal.

  • @Jitar1
    @Jitar1 2 месяца назад +5

    Weed gave me psychosis, which I recovered from luckily and schizophrenia. That's permanent.

  • @dirt420
    @dirt420 5 месяцев назад +5

    the kind of weed we have, is bred to almost aggravate the same things that a schizophrenic would not want. very very high thc, with hella low cbd. and cbd def protects against the weed panic. there are kinds of vendors now that actually have the normal weed they grew back in the day

  • @JaisyStreetSoapery
    @JaisyStreetSoapery 6 месяцев назад +8

    Hi Gabe, I love these totally honest videos. We all wish we could have something at the end of the day to let go of stress and relax. I have never been able to do this as you know. Can't have a sip of wine without a headache coming and you know how I am with weed. Just cant tolerate it. Even when we get older, we still wish there was something to reach for at times to relax. But, Ive had to come to the conclusion that life just isnt meant to be that way for some of us. Maybe it's meant to be that we deal with the negative or uncomfortable feelings in life so that we can fully recognize the good ones better. No one will fault you however, for trying to find a way to ease your mind. Especially with having schizophrenia. That's a lot to carry every day. All you can do is your best to stay healthy, and keep trying to protect yourself from getting worse ❤

  • @electropocalypse5877
    @electropocalypse5877 6 месяцев назад +7

    I knew two people with schizophrenia. One was in high school and I sadly never saw him again (he went to some kind of institution). The other (in a disability support art class) was less severe, albeit she was up and down (extremely happy or anxious). Cars and people would pass by and she'd start thinking there was a man with a hat after her. I am very happy you aren't as worse of as others, albeit I'm sure it's not easy. I hope it gets better for you. A little advice - constant routine, diet and good sleep may help. It's not easy but I think it will get better overtime. I hope all the best for you!

    • @etultra3531
      @etultra3531 6 месяцев назад +2

      Yooo that hat man is no joke. The shadow people are from another realm. The universe is billions of years old & the size is damn near infinite. These beings visit people and put fear in their heart because the beings are low vibration. So a schizophrenic has to meditate & pray to god & Heaven & Michael & Christ. Amen. Medication helps too. And sobriety.

    • @honda2363
      @honda2363 5 месяцев назад

      @@etultra3531 Hey there buddy... Easy with those "theories" of yours.😲 I'm genuinely sorry if you have a mental illness and have trouble maintaining a grasp on reality, but what you're saying is absolutely untrue and nobody else needs to read and potentially believe it.
      I'm from the US and I have family who started believing weird things right around 2017 (wonder what happened then? lol). Anyway, they were brainwashed by QAnon conspiracies, if you're familiar with that drivel. But your comment reminded me of that. It kind of gave off "far right" evangelical vibes.

    • @18yearoldcel
      @18yearoldcel 22 дня назад +1

      The hatman always collect

  • @dewoitine5209
    @dewoitine5209 6 месяцев назад +10

    Wishing the best for you brother. Thank you for sharing your experiences, God bless!

  • @Marylongor
    @Marylongor 5 месяцев назад +14

    I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia since my teenage, I spent my whole life fighting Schizophrenia Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with related health challenges.

    • @nicholda436
      @nicholda436 5 месяцев назад

      Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

    • @JaimeGlaze
      @JaimeGlaze 5 месяцев назад

      Can you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with depression, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.

    • @laurj09
      @laurj09 5 месяцев назад

      How do i reach out to him? Is he on insta

    • @dimethylethios4912
      @dimethylethios4912 4 месяца назад

      @@JaimeGlaze you can easily grow your own and order everything online look into mushroom grow bags and spore syringes

    • @combat618
      @combat618 4 месяца назад +4

      You are spaming everywhere this bs and it’s always a different story. RUclips can you please ban this bot already?

  • @georgecarlin2656
    @georgecarlin2656 2 дня назад

    When I think I have big problems I watch videos like this.

  • @SchizoaffectiveMindset
    @SchizoaffectiveMindset 5 месяцев назад +2

    My experiences with it involve hallucinations too plus it amps up my voices and paranoid thoughts. I don't know why I spent so many years wasting my life with weed, now I realize it's not for me.

  • @sirpopsticks619
    @sirpopsticks619 6 месяцев назад +4

    Don’t be sorry for your absence, you do you, you don’t owe us shit. You have your needs

  • @ZachAbram-ey8pm
    @ZachAbram-ey8pm 25 дней назад

    the only thing that I can think of that is actually worse than skitzo is having a unit of self justified psychiatric workers constantly trying to trigger you to the point where they think you have skitzo... when you're not schizophrenic. they just really messed you up that bad and they don't wanna talk about it

  • @adams1625
    @adams1625 6 месяцев назад +16

    I couldn't imagine smoking weed with schizophrenia. When I smoke weed I have paranoia, and WILD thoughts that make no sense, but they also make perfect sense at the time.
    My mind will make these weird connections, sort of in like a paranoid sense. I wish I didn't like weed so much, but it really is hurting my mental health it isnt worth it for my anymore

    • @Plein555
      @Plein555 6 месяцев назад

      i have this exact same thing.. is there anyway i could dm you and we could share experiences?

    • @thetigergamer4644
      @thetigergamer4644 6 месяцев назад

      I totally feel you bro, it's the reason why I quit smoking weed 3 months ago... It's inevitable and will only cause you to slow down in life and make you an anxious/paranoid person over time.
      THC enhance 5ht2a via the D2 receptors, which is why it feels psychedelic(THC can also mimic certain serotonin syndrome symptoms in mega doses). But compared to tryptamines(shrooms, DMT n shit), it's a way more dopamine induced psychosis like instead of straight up fear of aliens taking u or some crazy shit like that. A lot of people don't react like this but some people almost get a stimulant induced psychosis like thought patterns from weed. I believe Schizophrenia is linked to both these receptors, maybe enhanced/dysregulated serotonin and dopamine levels. ADHD has some traits not different from Schizophrenia, disorganized thoughts, memory and attention problems(dopamine regulation issues)
      Anyways, smoking weed and taking psychedelics is kind of like taking a look into same headspace as Schizophrenics or going for a swim in the same waters if that makes any sense. Sounds scarier than it is. Usually only bad trips resembles certain aspects of Schizophrenia. Weed is very different from person to person though, but it is usually the emotion enhancement aspects, such as normal anxiety or stress can turn into paranoia and in worse case scenario, psychosis.
      One thing I can say is that schizophrenic people are strong. I cannot imagine living on the verge of insanity.

    • @rosezy755
      @rosezy755 6 месяцев назад

      I used to always get paranoia, but I kept trying, and found ways to avoid it in reasonable doses. Normally making my space feel safe and finding distractions. Everyone is different though. The wild thoughts and connections make sense but you say it's hurting your mental health. Is it that it bleeds over into your sober life, or is it that the experience of the paranoia even afterwards impacts you? Normally for me even when I have a bad trip afterwards I'm fine so I'm sorry it's not the same for you

    • @adams1625
      @adams1625 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@rosezy755 I experience paranoia afterwards, it also makes me forget things. I'll be driving my car, someone will be behind me and I'll think "They're following me!" or "Thats a cop!" thankfully the thoughts are so outrageous its easy to dismiss them. Its a bit scary though

    • @F4FQz
      @F4FQz 6 месяцев назад +1

      You just have to understand that these feelings,voices and paranoia come from tripping... (wrong expectations,you where not ready )
      You are right. You should not smoke.
      A sober head is the best head.
      But next time when you smoke, take it as a serious drug. That stuff is great.Tastes great .Smells even better...
      But it is not nicotine.

  • @tdkj0k3r94
    @tdkj0k3r94 5 месяцев назад +2

    This is the reason why I stopped smoking weed was schizophrenia was seeing things that weren’t there hearing voices I still hear voices and still see things but not as often.

  • @williamdevonshire356
    @williamdevonshire356 5 месяцев назад +1

    i find vaping lavender has been a good way go relax at night. its like smoking weed but healthier and without the intense psychological and central nervous system stimulation

  • @user-gu4en2fk6g
    @user-gu4en2fk6g 21 день назад

    We will rise my brother, we fight for the good don’t you ever forget that, we bring the power of our father, whenever u forget the oath only by looking at the eye of the sun we will be reminded.

  • @johnboy6594
    @johnboy6594 6 месяцев назад +8

    I do CBD Gummies for sleep and relaxation. As i get older alcohol makes my face and ears flush red. Not Pleasant. I took one hit off a joint 6 months ago and was in a panic attack with uncontrollable nausea for about 1 1/2 hours, it was horrible. More that 1 cup of Coffee also causes me anxiety. I guess im a light weight. But i am also 65 years old, that might have something to do with it. I try to meditate and have learned so much from Buddhism. The Four Noble Truths. Life is Suffering The Cause of Suffering is Craving The End of Suffering comes with an end to Craving There is a path which leads one away from craving and suffering. The 8 Fold Path Right View, Right Aspiration, Right Speech, Right Action, Right Livelihood, Right Effort, Right Mindfulness, Right Concentration. Best of Luck and Much Love to all who suffer, we are all in this together.

  • @user-ek2gl4ev8p
    @user-ek2gl4ev8p 6 месяцев назад +4

    I have schizophrenia I hit the gym to boost my confidence

  • @stankymans
    @stankymans Месяц назад

    i feel for you bro this condition seems really hard to deal with i cant imagine having senses that lie to you

  • @johnbravemusic
    @johnbravemusic 6 месяцев назад +1

    I think what it mostly comes down to is that there are so many different strains and for people with mental health problems they might just want to take something to relax but then their bud could be really strong sativa or the wrong mixture of cannabanoids then your solution becomes the problem. I've had psychosis triggered from smoking but its rare whilst I've gone into psychosis plenty time with no influence so it's a catch 22 situation. I think schizophrenia doesn't actually exist we're just all caught up in outdated and constantly changing terms from institutions that are actually no closer to explaining this stuff than they were 100 years ago. Sometimes you have to fall into the language game. But yeah I also know in general some people go crazy from smoking anything even if they don't have any diagnoses. Some people go off the deep end when they drink, or can't handle any psychedelics, everyone has their own line of tolerance in experiences, I think that when people buy weed the experience they want or expect isn't always what they're going to get because there is just so much variation. It should be legalised world wide.

  • @Dave-wt9cl
    @Dave-wt9cl 5 месяцев назад +2

    weed is too strong nowadays so many people get paranoid and anxious from it now

  • @TheAnimatedOsprey
    @TheAnimatedOsprey 6 месяцев назад +4

    CBD friend, try some cbd-v if you can there's no buzz, just calming and it delivers the same relief

    • @FastestRasar
      @FastestRasar 5 месяцев назад

      For me CBD sent me into psychosis both times I tried to go that route

    • @trippedoutcookie550
      @trippedoutcookie550 5 месяцев назад

      @@FastestRasar thats the thing about marijuana and its cannabinoids since it effects everyone differently there is a risk of bad trips depending on the person as well as the strain then most importantly the environment your in mentally and physically if im in a paranoid mood i dont use cannabis since i know it would be an awful experience the best times i use it is when im with friends and around people who give a good mood because when im high i can be easily influenced by the people around me so if im around positivity then ill be good but not saying to go out and do what i do just saying its a very complicated plant and id recommend if you do wish to use it to use it in small amounts first also try and smell the weed you have to get use to it since that would help determine the kind of effects you would get (via terpenes) but if the strain is to strong just start off on small dosages the thing i love about marijuana is its not for everyone just know your limits if you dont like it at all thats fine but if its only strain specific then try out other strains but just remember that your going to be ok and any experience you may have is only temporary just treat the plant with respect bc if you dont it wont respect you

    • @Daltic639
      @Daltic639 22 дня назад

      @@FastestRasar thats not possible its not psycho-active

  • @francis-dt2hl
    @francis-dt2hl 4 месяца назад +3

    Who in his/her/their mind would mix weed with schizophrenic..... that's insane

    • @Jacoby-m3q
      @Jacoby-m3q Месяц назад +1

      He just wants to relax like the rest of us, dude. Lay off.

    • @francis-dt2hl
      @francis-dt2hl Месяц назад

      @@Jacoby-m3q not criticizing him, just wondering how the weed might affect his condition

  • @v2kguy
    @v2kguy 6 месяцев назад +3

    I got schizophrenia to. I hear voices only in my left ear. Talks all day and night.

    • @Kriti2024
      @Kriti2024 Месяц назад

      Friendly voice???
      Do you talk to your auditory hallucinations???
      Do thet reply???

    • @v2kguy
      @v2kguy Месяц назад

      @@Kriti2024 they speak fluent English and say what ever they want

    • @Kriti2024
      @Kriti2024 Месяц назад

      @@v2kguy really!! But do you talk to them??

    • @v2kguy
      @v2kguy Месяц назад

      @@Kriti2024 tell them to shut up suck d and go away so yes

  • @traceybennett6236
    @traceybennett6236 6 месяцев назад +2

    i hate the impending doom and despair

  • @james_daniels
    @james_daniels 6 месяцев назад +1

    I smoked weed for ten years. It used to always make me higher than everyone else. Which I thought was odd. I could take two puffs and be higher than the person next to me who just smoked a whole blunt. I’ve always had anxiety and depression. Weed without a doubt exacerbates these issues and can potentially bring out even worse. I would get very paranoid at times too. One time I was so afraid I thought there was a monster outside my house. If you have serious mental health issues then don’t smoke weed. Don’t do drugs or drink. It’s just going to make things worse.

  • @1truthbegettingtold275
    @1truthbegettingtold275 6 месяцев назад +3

    Ever seen an object levitate? I have PTSD and feel great when I smoke more than 90% of the time. The challenge weed can cause is worth the meditation.

    • @oofig
      @oofig 5 месяцев назад +1

      weed doesn't even help my PTSD. Sometimes it even causes flashbacks and rumination to happen more

    • @1truthbegettingtold275
      @1truthbegettingtold275 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@oofig Its on and off for me, my mind has to meditatively fight. Much like with shrooms, but any other substance, its your mindset before using that typically dicates how it will affect you. But with weed you can come out of it.

    • @oofig
      @oofig 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@1truthbegettingtold275 that doesn't make much sense for me. it's supposed to help anxiety, but you can't smoke it when you're anxious?

    • @1truthbegettingtold275
      @1truthbegettingtold275 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@oofig It depends on what you do or who you are with. You are still going to have emotions.

    • @oofig
      @oofig 5 месяцев назад

      @@1truthbegettingtold275 alone, smoking indica at night at home.

  • @sirpopsticks619
    @sirpopsticks619 6 месяцев назад +4

    I act more schizophrenic when I am on psychedelics but in general I share many things in common with schizophrenics. I could have it. I am staying away from psycodelics now. I sometimes trip balls when I ain’t on them

    • @harrypjotr4987
      @harrypjotr4987 5 месяцев назад +1

      i'm not a psychiatrist and i can know even less without personally discussing your experiences with you, but there's also hppd, a disorder that makes you relive moments or experiences from hallucinogenic drugs like lsd. maybe you could look into that if it makes sense or talk to an expert.

    • @skittelzsukk
      @skittelzsukk 17 дней назад

      please stay away from drugs. You will gain nothing otherwise . Go outside and do sports, find a purpose. Pray to Jesus.

  • @spiceguy94
    @spiceguy94 6 месяцев назад +3

    Ive hallucinated a bunch too. Makes me wonder if i have a stroke of Schizo in myself. I almost totally stopped smoking because of paranoia but miss the occasional anxiety free body high. Be safe man!

    • @user-lo9sx3vq3e
      @user-lo9sx3vq3e 6 месяцев назад

      Dont over smoke if you want to try again

    • @djhey123
      @djhey123 6 месяцев назад +1

      I find myself chasing that anxiety

    • @Dave-wt9cl
      @Dave-wt9cl 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@djhey123 why man its one of the worst feelings ever when ur high

  • @sirpopsticks619
    @sirpopsticks619 6 месяцев назад +4

    Get some lavender or eucalyptus oil to calm yourself

  • @PostSpirit
    @PostSpirit 6 месяцев назад +3

    I schizophrenia and weed kills the evil thoughts that originate in my evil soul.

    • @CaptainMorgan_CommanderPotts
      @CaptainMorgan_CommanderPotts 5 месяцев назад +4

      You're not evil for having schizophrenia, and your soul is not the thing that's afflicted with it. Be kinder to yourself, don't cut yourself down

    • @Elijah42069
      @Elijah42069 Месяц назад

      I used to think I was evil. Then I realized I'm just human. We make mistakes. Sometimes we wrong people. Sometimes we're just plain fucking weird to them. Hell some of us are killers. When you realize that's you, will you despair about it? Or will you control it. Will you use your power to interact with the world to...build it up? Or destroy it. What will you do? That's what matters. It isn't what you've done. It's what you'll do.
      That being said, consequences do exist. But they'll come to you. For now, don't punish yourself.

  • @lumix2477
    @lumix2477 5 месяцев назад +5

    I'm a sinner who deserves to go to hell and the only thing stopping me is the sinless blood of the Lamb Christ Jesus. I'm trusting in nothing but the blood of Jesus to pay for my sins to keep me out of hell.

    • @LandonStrauss-hc1sc
      @LandonStrauss-hc1sc 5 месяцев назад +2

      Preying on people with serious mental health conditions? Very on brand.

    • @LandonStrauss-hc1sc
      @LandonStrauss-hc1sc 5 месяцев назад +2

      Guy has enough harmful/nonsensical thoughts in his head without that bs.

    • @TheBabymaker1
      @TheBabymaker1 5 месяцев назад

      what are you yapping about

  • @evanrader1323
    @evanrader1323 6 месяцев назад +5

    I started smoking when I was 12 a little after my first time I believe I had my first psychotic episode it felt like a endless loop for a while I had no idea that my family had such a risk and especially on the men’s side. Being unaware of this i kept smoking as I thought that it was just normal the way I would feel when I smoked in 17 now and watching this i haven’t resonated with something more in my entire life. Unfortunately with all the smoking I did which has been pretty much off and on for the last 4 or 5 years I never really pieced it together but what you said about your senses being enhanced I related to the most.in fact right now i just smoked about 40 minutes ago and I’m seeing a bunch of lights random shadows ringing in my ears my sense of touch is turned way the fuck up I never knew how to describe how I feel and some of the feelings I get I went to a psych ward not to long ago and I now realize I should have told the doctors a little more. But at the same time I don’t even know how to describe it to them,there are countless other weird things like when sometimes I get too high i pace around randomly and it feels like I’m just watching myself do it it’s weird. I probably sound a little crazy but thank you because I finally kind of have a answer of how I have been feeling these years. I feel really stupid for starting to smoke has definitely seemed to really mess with my reality most of the time I smoke but I have been smoking for so long and it’s like something that still kinda makes me feel better but I am dependent on weed to be honest I have been on probation 3 times since the age of 12 and every time I barely ever stayed clean even the thought of juvenile couldn’t deter me from smoking . My mom told me a while ago that on her side of the family had a high chance of developing schizophrenia I really should have listened a little more

    • @evanrader1323
      @evanrader1323 6 месяцев назад +2

      What really kind of interests me is how many times I have actually been in cannabis induced psychosis but it is countless. Like you said though nobody’s perfect we all make mistakes which we grow from. I will also have really erratic and unpredictable behavior, random muscle spasms and just the overall feeling of impending doom . But in a weird way I kind of fell in love with it , I still have enjoyable times on weed sometimes out way the bad times foe me I just really got to be careful that I don’t end up getting stuck.

    • @perrycoffey5410
      @perrycoffey5410 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@evanrader1323Hope things get better for you

    • @wallyskeet
      @wallyskeet 6 месяцев назад +3

      Hey , I don’t think I have any psychosis disorder but major depression and anxiety. I started smoking to try and reduce my anxiety from school and other things I would always avoid things like speaking and people and I would get sick from social situations. When I started smoking weed I immediately loved the feeling it was like most of that stress moved to something else. But it was causing me issues with my family and I never stopped I didn’t care I just wanted to stop worrying about everything that I can’t control. I used to smoke an ounce in a week I have tapered down to an ounce every 6 weeks. But the stress relieving qualities and other benefits is fake and an illusion especially if you smoke more than a few times per week. Anyways what I am trying to say is it is totally possible to stop smoking weed. I have never smoked blunts but if you do quit that first and then try to quit the weed, trust me all of my friends are blunt smokers they can smoke 20 a day. I hope the best for you

    • @wallyskeet
      @wallyskeet 6 месяцев назад +2

      And I believe no matter what you are going through do not give up you will thank yourself later, you just have to keep rolling with whatever this crazy world throws at you. Nobody is 100 percent sane I know that. And you don’t sound crazy, I have done the same thing where I just pace around lol. Like anything weed is a drug that fucks with your mind a little bit. Have a good day

  • @MrBenflanagan
    @MrBenflanagan 6 месяцев назад +1

    I used to go completely psychotic when smoking. Haven't touched it in over 25 years.

  • @Gator_boyz941
    @Gator_boyz941 4 месяца назад

    I don’t think you should be smoking anything that enhances your illness love stay safe big davw

  • @MAXCOBRALAZERFACE
    @MAXCOBRALAZERFACE 5 месяцев назад +2

    Cannabis is a hallucinogenic. So take that with a grain of salt.

  • @MunkCS-pz3fv
    @MunkCS-pz3fv 17 дней назад

    I dont have it, but i can relate. It's like im stuck in a horrid fewer dream every time i smoke

  • @flashfronkprepping1779
    @flashfronkprepping1779 5 месяцев назад +1

    Just subscribed Brother, glad to be here!!!

  • @tinhead9260
    @tinhead9260 4 месяца назад +2

    I've just found your channel liked and subscribed, I've got schizoaffective disorder and I've used weed part recreational part as a coping mechanism. It used to help more than it is lately, I also recently got the chance to micro dosing mushrooms and its changed my life.. just curious if you've ever tried that too?

  • @timh.7169
    @timh.7169 5 месяцев назад

    the problem with CBD Weed is that there is often way more THC in it than is stated on the package, so if you try it again, you might take it as oil for example instead

  • @MRKetter81
    @MRKetter81 6 месяцев назад +1

    Thank You for the advice.. I was considering it, but this was helpful.

  • @gtafan12ify
    @gtafan12ify 26 дней назад

    Its not just people with schizophrenia that have a bad time brother, i dont have the condition but i have ocd, and my intrusive thoughts and mental images get much worse if i’m not careful on the dosage, however i find that in low doses it may help reduce stress. My bestfriend has schizophrenia (even though i doubt it still cause he doesnt show symptoms and he’d unmedicated) and he loves weed, he smokes it a lot, so it seems as though even with the same conditions, everyone may be different.

  • @713Clayboy
    @713Clayboy 5 месяцев назад

    I used to smoke weed and never had problems. After about 2 years of smoking daily I am now a Schitzophrenic. I recommend anyone who has mental disorders to not try and self medicate. Although we think we know what we need for our minds to function properly, we are usually wrong. If you think you have a mental disorder the best medication is going to a professional and being fully 100% honest with them about your thoughts. Thought patterns. Diet. Social life. Tell them everything, don’t hold back. They might put you on a drug and if they do, take it the way it’s supposed to be taken. If you feel like it isn’t working then tell the professional how you feel and they will work with you. Now days, you will not get “the good stuff” when you go to a doctor. Those days are over with. Drug addiction has ruined your chance of getting Xanax or Valium, etc.. But, if you really suffer, there are good drugs out there that will ease your pain. I know some people will disagree but asking a higher power (your God) for help is a huge way to eliminate some problems depending on your situation.

  • @SuperKamiGuru-i3c
    @SuperKamiGuru-i3c 6 месяцев назад

    Always helped my symptoms. Occasional freakout, but less than without. A lot less emotional numbness as well.

  • @RhiannonBrown-zx4fo
    @RhiannonBrown-zx4fo 27 дней назад

    Thanks I've had hallucinations while smoking weed. I've never been diagnosed with anything because American healthcare can be complicated. I have physical allergies to CBD though.

  • @poppyandezra6404
    @poppyandezra6404 5 месяцев назад

    Very honest apology. Have you tried cbd . Its much nicer and doesn't cause a trip . Just calming

  • @gabrielthewarriorschizophr8646
    @gabrielthewarriorschizophr8646  6 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you all for your support! More videos coming soon

  • @commentaccount7880
    @commentaccount7880 6 месяцев назад +2

    hey man look into nicotine helping schizophrenia, try vaping or a cig i know its yucky but im sure being freaked out all the time is worse lol, and def stay away from weed if it makes you feel bad.

  • @roberttravers7587
    @roberttravers7587 6 месяцев назад +3

    Great video!😁

  • @ogfemto
    @ogfemto 6 месяцев назад +2

    ive smoked weed and lost sensation to my body, disconnected and its a distant feeling. Scary knowing not how to react to your body. Slowly getting feeling back

    • @Mitchy.Smokes
      @Mitchy.Smokes 5 месяцев назад

      Does your fam have metal health issues?

    • @ogfemto
      @ogfemto 5 месяцев назад

      @@Mitchy.Smokes alot from both sides

  • @dannyj7618
    @dannyj7618 6 месяцев назад +1

    If youre in danger of scizho - i would avoid ALL weed products, including CBD. Ive bought CBD cigarettes on Amazon, and I felt that slight paranoia , that FEAR, that is associate with bad weed trip.

  • @traumakampfcreature
    @traumakampfcreature 6 месяцев назад +3

    you're handsome

  • @ptakk9520
    @ptakk9520 5 месяцев назад +1

    i have the same illness as you and i find it helps me a lot.

  • @codenamekicker2578
    @codenamekicker2578 6 месяцев назад +2

    I'm schizoaffective I'm all good smoking weed my medication works on me I have a injection every 3 months and I smoke weed everyday for 3 weeks out of a month it helps me chill out I'm normal smoking weed doesn't bother me

    • @CaptainMorgan_CommanderPotts
      @CaptainMorgan_CommanderPotts 5 месяцев назад

      But you're also on medication that's stabilizing you. You could very well still be someone who goes off their meds and can still smoke weed tolerate it well... but I'm saying maybe the meds have something to do with it not bothering you?

    • @sxntana-lz5nn
      @sxntana-lz5nn 5 месяцев назад

      @@CaptainMorgan_CommanderPottsThat's what I would think. The medicine stabilizes him and he's able to smoke like a regular person.

  • @CosmicCipher1
    @CosmicCipher1 5 месяцев назад +2

    I am medically diagnosed as Bipolar with mania and episodes of psychosis and combat ptsd. When I was younger a bad LSD trip where I was stuck in a timeloop in a different dimension between life and death sent me off the rails of sanity for years made even a drag of a joint give me feelings of panic and weirdness. But after some profound life experiences in the military and life in general I've become kind of accustomed to anything I would have once considered profound and now actively enjoy those altered states of being, theyre a welcome break from the mundane and general misery of life. I think once you reach that confident less introverted stage of life where you don't care about the police, or what people think, you kind of like to explore different modes of perception and states of being. I suppose its different for everyone but in general the more mature and robust your personality becomes with age and life experiences the less things bother you. Im more concerned these days about the effect the cost of living is having on people and the powers that be fuxxing us over than weird states of consciousness. Weed and psychedelics now actually help me with mania and psychosis and lets me directly disect my thought patterns internally like an on tap therapist from another galaxy. Ive not needed bipolar meds for years and Im now medically prescribed weed as it keeps me stable. Don't get me wrong a few haze type strains give me the typical weed related anxiety symptoms ie racing heart and am I breathing type of stuff but its short lived so I dont go down any rabit holes because I know its just the occasional side effect of overdoing it on the hazes as humans we get those feelings anyway. I was terrified of flying in planes at one time and petrified the first time I jumped from one but grew to love it and now I miss that free falling sensation and I love flying. What im saying is you get used to stuff and even start enjoying stuff that once terrified you even if its a change in your perception of reality its just temporary sensations whether physical or mental nothing more.

  • @robertburgess4166
    @robertburgess4166 6 месяцев назад +5

    I have Schizophrenia and smoke Bubba Kush and Sour Diesel cross GMO and I have never been so good and happy with my health issues

    • @mohamedkarim2594
      @mohamedkarim2594 21 день назад

      lol I smoke sour diesel cross GMO too it’s called farm gas

    • @robertburgess4166
      @robertburgess4166 21 день назад

      Indica,Indimed products I am fine,but it is Sativa I get anxious and a bit races what I mean by that I'm hypo

    • @robertburgess4166
      @robertburgess4166 21 день назад

      Not races racey hypo

    • @robertburgess4166
      @robertburgess4166 21 день назад

      Love the Ethanol of a night time good old Farm Gas Love me fuel for sleep

  • @chaesfreak
    @chaesfreak 5 месяцев назад +1

    No way.... DarkViperAU?? O.O

  • @edenshorthousesthouse1925
    @edenshorthousesthouse1925 Месяц назад

    My experience with weed when I'm clean there's no THC id be alright whilst I was smoking it and high then the come down would speed things up to get it out, my Schizophrenia was always there it never caused it however when it speeds up it stops sooner which is why i embrace the come down which is better because it doesn't last as long as medication prescribed it's better in my opinion because i learn to snap back to reality quicker my symptoms are voices telling me to commit crime and other stuff i flip the perspective to combat it and usually i find someting new like ways to stop firearms rounds from reaching the direction it goes towards i haven't tested them im not willing to just i do it because it makes me feel better about it and feels like the only thing i can do and smoking weed just helps me get through it quicker and the more i remember the counter it becomes q "yes, no" argument between me and my Schizophrenia i believe it's all just me though it's fake news to say it's an illness because it certainly cannot be cured by a COVID 19 vaccine not is it contagious and a pathogenic entity it's just there it's a product of synaptic transfer activity and is all it is I've had to study my enemy or "my Schizophrenia" to hide it I managed to join the Army I'm British so don't worry about it just it's how long I've hidden it I had to study it to hide it I've got it figured out I've never actually seen a doctor I've looked up information online yeah for sure this is just to explain things in a way a doctor can perceive because if I notice something that isn't taught in these universities or something then I feel responsible for saying it my Schizophrenia actually tells me not to say anything and I just do and it is what it is.

  • @georgecarlin2656
    @georgecarlin2656 2 дня назад

    Btw I smoke my CBD weed and add some lavender flower to it because it also calms you down.

  • @davidm4677
    @davidm4677 Месяц назад

    Document the kind of bud and strains you smoke you will find a lot of difference between strains also some strains do get you paranoid regardless of if you have schizophrenia or not and watch out for the laced and full of chemicals weed being sold and maybe avoid high THC strains and pure CBD.

  • @Betania88888
    @Betania88888 4 месяца назад

    I get really paranoid when I smoke weed to the point that I have experience psychosis

  • @ZachAbram-ey8pm
    @ZachAbram-ey8pm 25 дней назад

    damn i cannot relate. i have to smoke a lot and take massive breaks to get that high. that definitely is a bummer

  • @m4grimmey431
    @m4grimmey431 5 месяцев назад +1

    i haven’t been diagnosed with schizophrenia but i think i have that along with some other things are some of the symptoms having unintention convos with urself in your head and feeling like something is watching u a lot of the time?

  • @MoonwalkerXOXO
    @MoonwalkerXOXO 5 месяцев назад

    As a bus driver,
    This is an interesting topic.

  • @D.Cooper420
    @D.Cooper420 24 дня назад

    This is a strain dependant issue by the sounds of it. A balanced CBD strain with a terpene profile that suits you would be better suited.

    • @JeremiahWilliams-pc5rm
      @JeremiahWilliams-pc5rm 21 день назад

      This is called type 3 flower.

    • @D.Cooper420
      @D.Cooper420 21 день назад

      @@JeremiahWilliams-pc5rmType 3 flower is referring to the THC:CBD ratio only. Terpene profiles are responsible for racey, energetic strains so are also a very important factor to bear in mind.

  • @Moreymoto
    @Moreymoto 4 месяца назад

    i got psychoses the first time smoking, was stuck for a week, now im a heavy smoker and have never gotten it again, dont think i have schizophrenia lol

  • @Heyithinkhejust
    @Heyithinkhejust 25 дней назад

    Does it feel like you’re stuck and will never get out? In my experience it’s like someone hit the pause button on a game and I’m stuck there, also a sense of something evil making fun of me for being stuck which I’m sure is part of the disease (undiagnosed as of yet)

  • @crypto2frens
    @crypto2frens 5 месяцев назад

    Stay stronger - keep the workouts in the day to help sleep at night

  • @ZachAbram-ey8pm
    @ZachAbram-ey8pm 25 дней назад

    weed doesn't do anything for my anxiety but it does help with lotta other stuff

  • @peacefultranquility118
    @peacefultranquility118 14 дней назад

    Maximum synergy for hallucinations. Almost as good as deems.

  • @Sl3zyD
    @Sl3zyD Месяц назад

    I'd like to say I'm prestige 2 schizophrenic and yeah No way round it huh I smoked and wasn't expecting this video I thought it was going to be lit

  • @bornmuser215
    @bornmuser215 Месяц назад

    just curious why you would have to "try" to not smoke weed when you know what it does to you? I've never been diagnosed with anything, but literally everything you've described that happens to you when you smoke weed also happens to me. you couldn't pay me to touch the stuff.

  • @crlfff
    @crlfff 6 месяцев назад +1

    Have you ever done any other psychedelics prior or after diagnosis?

  • @timothy_leovel
    @timothy_leovel 4 месяца назад

    I will pray for You! 😢❤ psychadelics open doors to demons that steal joy and peace, they lead to destruction, but if You will call on Jesus, He has all the power to set You Free! From everything! He gives peace to his children! He is the provider, and the only way!

  • @tatoruso
    @tatoruso 5 месяцев назад

    Just read the title and thought: "They´re adding schizophrenia to weed??"
    So lame, I know.
    I´ll see myself out.

  • @lilsynapse4922
    @lilsynapse4922 Месяц назад

    My Experience Smoking Crack with Schizophrenia

  • @Djzommer1
    @Djzommer1 4 месяца назад

    ur a cool dude i like u, the bad times always pass

  • @RealJonzuk
    @RealJonzuk 6 месяцев назад

    damn sounds similar to me but i dont have scitzophrenia maybe i should quit everything even nicotine i feel good when i drink matcha in a protein shake with cacao powder and flax seeds, Thanks for sharing and being honest

  • @likaneled536
    @likaneled536 2 месяца назад

    Do you feel like it has happened before, like when your tripping? I get this sometimes and now even when i dont smoke, i sometimes get the feeling for 1 second when i do things that remind me of the times I tripped on weed.

  • @trevorwheeler77
    @trevorwheeler77 Месяц назад

    How old are you/how old were you when you were diagnosed with Schizophrenia? I have always hallucinated from weed and I wonder if it could be an early sign or something. Growing up my friends wouldn't believe me when I told them I felt like I was on acid. Lol.

  • @dirt420
    @dirt420 5 месяцев назад

    had you smoked so frequently that the hallucinations started? or was it just randomly one day

  • @timothy_leovel
    @timothy_leovel 4 месяца назад

    Jesus gave me peace that no psychadelic could.. i am very thankful to God for his son. Call on Jesus and he will help You too! Amen!❤

  • @SimaRuDuDu
    @SimaRuDuDu Месяц назад

    10%+ CBD/ max 2% THC is the way to go G. Take only one hit. Or don't smoke at all.

  • @jonyngvesyland5461
    @jonyngvesyland5461 11 дней назад

    schizophrenia sounds like a memory leak.

  • @chesterstone5739
    @chesterstone5739 5 месяцев назад

    I’d rather do any other drug than weed bad things happen it’s like a bad mushroom trip every time I smoke

  • @tristanbulluss9386
    @tristanbulluss9386 6 месяцев назад

    I smoke weed for my schizophrenia. You need to smoke half a gram or more a day so you don't get too high.

    • @LandonStrauss-hc1sc
      @LandonStrauss-hc1sc 5 месяцев назад +2

      You're not a doctor! He will react differently than you.

  • @IAmCandal
    @IAmCandal 6 месяцев назад

    Dont worry, been in the same boat.

  • @vincemarquez2142
    @vincemarquez2142 2 месяца назад

    you dont need to apologize to me homeboy i dont even know you

  • @MikeMccue-mu5ve
    @MikeMccue-mu5ve 3 месяца назад

    Hi i was diagnosed with s schizophrenia and I really want to still smoke pot, can I, it wont wreak my dream becuse im diagnosed, can i still smoke like i used to if i feel like it thiers no problem with early mortality if i continue, can I smoke weed still its my favorite pass time ? Im a Daily cannabis user as long as its not not cocaine or anything like that becuse i smoke cannabis not that its a harmless substance lmk pleas im scared my dream was wrecked that of using pot daily l, lmk pleas thank you

  • @Frish__
    @Frish__ 6 месяцев назад

    I don’t even have schizophrenia and it has always made me hallucinate. My consciousness would automatically make sounds and I’d feel stuff on my body

    • @Gelato41_
      @Gelato41_ 6 месяцев назад

      that called being high as fc

  • @Rugz-smoke
    @Rugz-smoke 5 месяцев назад

    I do not have schizophrenia.enough