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How old are you/how old were you when you were diagnosed with Schizophrenia? I have always hallucinated from weed and I wonder if it could be an early sign or something. Growing up my friends wouldn't believe me when I told them I felt like I was on acid. Lol.

Hey Gabriel, I think you have the coolest name! That’s why my parents chose the same name for me… :) I have very few friends. I pushed away some important ones and unfortunately without any desire to re-kindle the friendship. I had a psychotic episode that scared a bunch of people. There’s quite a bit of schizophrenia on my maternal side; almost every generation had one and mostly boys. Clearly, you’re a bright guy. Thank you for sharing these videos; I find them to be informative, educational, and inspiring. Please add me to the circle of friends through your channel. Take care!

Thank you for your truth . It is very brave to share. Bless you, Gabriel.

Thanks man. Helps getting rid of some of the stigma.

Nothing wrong with you! The earth is not good. The govt is not good. People are not good. Spiritually sensitive have a hard time here all their lives. The only way yo get through is the Lord God of the Bible whom everyone says DOESNOT EXIST!! Yes , our enemies all tell us that there is no God, no Jesus and that the Bibke is fake. THEY block our escape, our joy by taking God away from us, leaving only their worthless selves

Where you severely and continuously Abused throughout your life?

I love ur channel i relate so much, i thought ppl were after me i thought they had access to my phone i kept switching phones thinking they would get my new number from my friend and families phones

Broooooo "uncomfortable" is exstcly how i describe the feeling when im high to my friend

We couldnt go out to smoke

6 months! Damn i was only 3 weeks

Spirits are real.

my brother is schizo. he hears a voice and talks to it. he sometimes says he's a prophet. i'm trying to learn about it. what helped you to break out of your delusion or did it end on it's own?

People can understand your perception and create a perspective of it. This is a way to get ahead of a single individual, by understanding their perception. It's not as effective when trying to get ahead of a crowd, you can understand their shared perspective... However, it won't get you anywhere.

You're an angel to someone out there, you know.

I developed Delirium tremens and Alcoholic hallucinosis and the hallucinations and delusions were terrifying. I remember telling myself i had overdone it as it all came on rapidly after 2 days of heavy withdrawal. I spent 2 weeks in the psych hospital with symptoms.

That’s just sleep paralysis lol what you was talking about at the beginning

thanks! rock on!

actually, I'm looking at voices, what do you recommend?

and why would you be not ? you rather be a pathetic human ?

i had weed induced psychosis for a while. i used to see poeple in the corner of my eye, i was hyper paranoid. it wasnt nice atall, my advice is stay sober and do something with your life. time may be tough and its okay to ask for help but as "weak" as you may feel for asking for help its better than going crazy in your room, hope you do well man

These drugs caused me permanent damages

How do you know that you aren't an angel? Is it because OTHER people told you that you were nothing special? What does God think of you? Find that out! Stop listening to people who have NO spiritual life !!!!

Thanks Gabriel and Kenton, keep up your good work. I'm a mom whose son has schizophrenia. His name is Samuel named after my brother and he often thinks the name is connected to something biblical. It's helpful that you share. I appreciate you❤

My experience with weed when I'm clean there's no THC id be alright whilst I was smoking it and high then the come down would speed things up to get it out, my Schizophrenia was always there it never caused it however when it speeds up it stops sooner which is why i embrace the come down which is better because it doesn't last as long as medication prescribed it's better in my opinion because i learn to snap back to reality quicker my symptoms are voices telling me to commit crime and other stuff i flip the perspective to combat it and usually i find someting new like ways to stop firearms rounds from reaching the direction it goes towards i haven't tested them im not willing to just i do it because it makes me feel better about it and feels like the only thing i can do and smoking weed just helps me get through it quicker and the more i remember the counter it becomes q "yes, no" argument between me and my Schizophrenia i believe it's all just me though it's fake news to say it's an illness because it certainly cannot be cured by a COVID 19 vaccine not is it contagious and a pathogenic entity it's just there it's a product of synaptic transfer activity and is all it is I've had to study my enemy or "my Schizophrenia" to hide it I managed to join the Army I'm British so don't worry about it just it's how long I've hidden it I had to study it to hide it I've got it figured out I've never actually seen a doctor I've looked up information online yeah for sure this is just to explain things in a way a doctor can perceive because if I notice something that isn't taught in these universities or something then I feel responsible for saying it my Schizophrenia actually tells me not to say anything and I just do and it is what it is.

Im sorry for being selfish... I'm Schizophrenic and I'm experiencing voices telling me to commit crime I literally told a friend who has never heard me say this before, I got a doctor's appointment tomorrow just I don't want my friend being dragged into anything because of these voices anything gets out about me it's entirely my own mind frame I got to leave notes somewhere else I literally just bestowed the information on to him and or her I'm using all identities to cover the person up if anyone asks then it's well I aint saying anything if my folks find out I'm going to be in a vulnerable position because they would make stuff up ive hidden this for so longand so well i actually made it into a job I've said before looking back on the time in i just see more and more evidence suggesting im Schizophrenic I am just now doing something about it i don't want my friends to be associated with it sorry to do this I just need coherency and a Ryhme to what I'm doing about it so my friends cannot get into trouble FYI I do my best to flip the perspective of these voices telling me to commit crime and think of a counter which stops me from doing it because I don't want to do it, im not a tyrant i have intention of being one this action makes it impossible for anyone to be oppressed by my actions of seeking help.

I suggest looking into what dr. Chris Palmer is doing in terms of threating Schizophrenia with Keto diets. There are also research on how certain stealth infections like mold, or vector born diseases (lyme), can attack your nerves and deplete you B vitamins, and cause all kinds of nerve disorders. I had a flood in my city few in 1964, and the 3 houses in a row on my street had basements flooded, all each had a person with a Schizophrenia that was never properly threated, my father included. What ever you do, don't start taking benzodiazepines regularly. They create an addiction, and missing such medication after longs term of use, will trigger an episode almost every time. My father needed month and a half to stabilize from just missing one med by accident. He got significantly better on no sugar, keto diet, until Covid vaccines got him (rest in piece). A road to detoxify from benzodiazepines can be a long one (check what happened to Dr. Jordan Peterson) that just started taking them to cure depressions and anxiety from his wife. What one must not do, is stop taking them suddenly.

Hey Gabriel, I really enjoyed this video. You and your friend are great guys. Thank you so much for sharing with us. I wish you guys all the best.

I agree... I'm not schizophrenic but i did a Portal ritual in Joshua Tree for the intention you stated. I played "Black Hole Sun" during Totality...🕷🕸🌐◼️◾️▪️💎🐉🌈💞💗💞

This is some bullshit psychiatric . I have schizophrenia and its all demonic possession and you dont want to admit it.

The advice here from religjous fanatics is inceedibly fkin dangerous and irresponsible its not even funny. These cults of fundementalism gives faith a bad name.

Wen I experienced voices it was internal and outside of my head I used to get brain waves in my head wen they talkd the out side voices was like wen I was outside it felt like I was telepathic and wen I listen to music I thought people cud hear what I was listening to.i was diagnosed schizoaffective

audiobooks hit and miss for me. sometimes its a great distraction and I fall asleep and other times it just gets my mind racing in another direction, which doesn't help with sleep but is still an improvement

"what they call schizophrenia" overdiagnosed and greatly misunderstood

I have TR Major Depressive Disorder not Schizophrenia, but I love seeing my fellows take these kinds of leaps. :)

It’s not real Tell the voices to frig off You’re in charge

You should look into Stoicism, Blessed Be.

Stop labeling yourself. This is negative self talk. Somebody called you that for money. They didnt care about you as an individual make unique by God. No they said, " He is not like the rest, let's destroy him without him knowing!" Do you understand? You are not conformed so THEY have to put you under their control. God, the Lord made you special. His love for you in unconditional. You family "loves" you only when you obey them and take all their meds!!!! Read the Bible with GOD helping you, not your family nor anyone who calls you a false diagnosis so they get a bonus

Salutations Gabriel, I've looked up and down for the link you mentioned for a song that you composed, unfortunately, I am having some difficulty, for I just cannot find it anywhere! I am wondering; is it still up and available for me to have a listen? If so, and if you don't mind, could you please drop the link here as a reply to my query? If not, don't you dare sweat it! I hope thwt you are having a great Friday night, and if you ever need anyone to lend an ear, simply listen to you (anything at all) or just want to hear someone else's nonsense to break the ennui and violent silence (perhaps mine) I'd be glad to oblige you just about any old time! Anyways that is up to you, so.... I'll catch you on the flipside; Thanks and Cheers, Brother! CIAO

Turned 35 on 6/9 and had a similar experience, ended up in a psych ward diagnosed with psychosis for the first time in my life. My name is Matthew and that fueled mine as well, I honestly still fell different now, I was an Atheist but after June I’m now a believer

Gabriel good to see you again Kenton seems really a good person, more like a support pillar for you I guess. Keep on hanging, you are going through A LOT. Remember Medication can develop tolerance and breaks can make ammends with the people from the Hospital. But eventually you'll go back to your peak doses! Just rely on Kenton!

In fact the oldest recorded description of an illness like schizophrenia dates back to the Ebers Papyrus of 1550BC from Egypt. Descriptions of episodes of madness involving hearing voices, seeing visions and erratic and unruly behaviour start to appear in the literature from the 17th century.

I feel a deep connection to the noris god loki, and I found this out when I marched this RUclips video called Mr. Creeps. How I create god, and I felt a connection to its version of loki, and the video was made in 2022, and I wasn't born them, but I felt like I was in the video itself and it was bassed on real life history rather then just a story and when I was a totaler all the way up to whrn I was 5 I had dreams awake to I only saw lamp shadows they gave me shots of dangerous chemicals and said they where going to portect me from a demon when they did it and I feel like the demon was the bad guy in that RUclips video I watched.

Thank you now I understand what is happening to me, I have been put on medication it helps but all the stuff you describe still happens to me.

Thank you that explains what is happening to me.

Really enjoyed this thanks.

Thanks Gabriel and Kenton for aharing your stories. Take care.

Recently I was at two Doctors offices, and each one I thought an elderly woman was laughing at me, but it was an hallucination. My husband told me there was no lady in either doctor offices that fit my detailed description of her, and he was right my my side and didn't hear anyone laughing. Peace Out to you both✌️

Hey Gabriel.. I think it would be interesting to do some videos exploring the positive delusions or positive aspects of them and the moments these false beliefs made you feel good, even if most part was negative.. I also have schizophrenia and Im fascinated by delusions that make you feel amazing, even if theyre not real, because that gives a different perspective on happiness and makes us understand happiness a lil better, and not just this shallow view people have like: money, success, high status in society, sex, chocolate. etc..!! peace!!

Are you a christian ,Gabriel??? If yes, which denomination???

Do you still have the voices ? For me they dont go away even if im on medicine. Should i go for new medication. On the other hand they tell me its the devil that does this but i think im just delusional. Whats your opinion. Thanks.