thank you for sharing your experience. i have been to mental hospitals on three separate occasions. last time i was there , not only was i injected with a syringe but i was also physically restrained and tied down to the bed completely from head to toe. it was an awful experience. i don’t remember what i was doing but knowing myself i was probably trying to hurt myself. i cried almost everyday and the nurses would get really mad at me and they would threaten me. if i didn’t stop crying they would lock me up in a dark room alone. making friends was really hard because i was still psychotic and i’m also autistic. it was very boring and lonely. at least i had company from a caretaker that would watch on me 24/7 but we didn’t always get along. unfortunately i could not read very well due to what i assume are cognitive symptoms. i never really heard screaming. everyone seemed really chill all the time. felt like i was the only one loosing it :( overall, my experiences in the mental hospital were not good, and i absolutely HATE being there. although i’ve heard plenty of people have good experiences. it really depends on the person, the hospital and the country. edit: you mentioned that you went when you were 13 due to mood swings. do you think it was part of the schizophrenia (like a stage before psychosis), or that it was due to another mental illness? i also experienced other symptoms way before i experienced psychosis.
Gabriel! Seems like the Mental Hospital you are in is rally good. The windows behind your back give a really natural vibe. Specially with the birds singing. The nurses and doctors are there only to give you a sensation of "Home". Remember the people you "meet" over there are just for the time you are in. Try to make the most of those Smoke Breaks! Keep on Hanging! You are going through A Lot! Reading seems like a good Smoke Break. If I were you, I would avoid Coffee, at least the Insant One. Just try to sit near the Coffee Machine with some Smokes. Oh!
This comment is about your weed video. Do you feel like it has happened before, like when your tripping? I get this sometimes and now even when i dont smoke, i sometimes get the feeling for 1 second when i do things that remind me of the times I tripped on weed.
Have you tried semen retention? I was on 60 days and then i started having psychosis But i was feeling better when on retention. Could this be a cause ?
thank you for sharing your experience. i have been to mental hospitals on three separate occasions. last time i was there , not only was i injected with a syringe but i was also physically restrained and tied down to the bed completely from head to toe. it was an awful experience. i don’t remember what i was doing but knowing myself i was probably trying to hurt myself.
i cried almost everyday and the nurses would get really mad at me and they would threaten me. if i didn’t stop crying they would lock me up in a dark room alone.
making friends was really hard because i was still psychotic and i’m also autistic. it was very boring and lonely. at least i had company from a caretaker that would watch on me 24/7 but we didn’t always get along.
unfortunately i could not read very well due to what i assume are cognitive symptoms.
i never really heard screaming. everyone seemed really chill all the time. felt like i was the only one loosing it :(
overall, my experiences in the mental hospital were not good, and i absolutely HATE being there. although i’ve heard plenty of people have good experiences. it really depends on the person, the hospital and the country.
edit: you mentioned that you went when you were 13 due to mood swings. do you think it was part of the schizophrenia (like a stage before psychosis), or that it was due to another mental illness? i also experienced other symptoms way before i experienced psychosis.
Gabriel! Seems like the Mental Hospital you are in is rally good. The windows behind your back give a really natural vibe. Specially with the birds singing. The nurses and doctors are there only to give you a sensation of "Home". Remember the people you "meet" over there are just for the time you are in. Try to make the most of those Smoke Breaks! Keep on Hanging! You are going through A Lot!
Reading seems like a good Smoke Break. If I were you, I would avoid Coffee, at least the Insant One. Just try to sit near the Coffee Machine with some Smokes. Oh!
He's not in a mental hospital right now this is his apartment.
Then why he states he's in one? Mmmmm. At least he's informed about his condition!!! Or maybe he likes the act on being a Skit! Weird.
Thank you for this video!
All roads lead to the state hospital.
Im being scheduled now to go in myself after my stupidly quitting my meds.
Hope you're alright.
@Lukas-dy2gm thanks I think I'm alright. But still waiting for the new psychiatrist to accept my case to get med changes done. Ugg.
This comment is about your weed video. Do you feel like it has happened before, like when your tripping? I get this sometimes and now even when i dont smoke, i sometimes get the feeling for 1 second when i do things that remind me of the times I tripped on weed.
I am gonna end up there again
Vacation
Thanks Gabriel
Have you tried semen retention? I was on 60 days and then i started having psychosis But i was feeling better when on retention. Could this be a cause ?