My Testimony: I Didn't Know I Was Backsliding...
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- Опубликовано: 13 май 2023
- I got saved in 2007 and attended church regularly.
However, as I got older, I found myself becoming more and more complacent in my faith. I still believed in God and Jesus, but my passion for following Him and living out His teachings began to wane.
It wasn't until I faced some personal challenges and struggles that I realized I needed to reevaluate my relationship with God. I began to ask myself tough questions and seek out answers through prayer and reading the Bible. Slowly but surely, I started to reignite my passion for living out my faith and following Jesus.
Through my experience as a lukewarm Christian, I've learned the importance of not taking my faith for granted and the need for continual spiritual growth. I hope that by sharing my story, I can encourage others who may be going through a similar experience.
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I'm still on my journey back to christ. It's hard but I know that life is meaningless without God❤
I promise you, it's the most worth it thing you will ever do!!! This world and life is ridiculously hard, but with God all things are indeed possible to them the believe!!
He loves you so much. Just go to him. He’ll sort it out.❤️
I was raised in a Christian home and was forced to attend church, I moved out when I was 17 and went through a rebellious phase, but found that no matter how far I'd go, I was still never able to fully let myself go into the world. My parents, being the devout Christians they are, would still pray for me in the hope that one day I found Christ. I spent years trying to fill an empty void and emulate what I thought was happiness. Go out partying, travel the world, be in a relationship, have cool friends, nice house, car, and a good job. On paper, it all sounded great, yet deep down, I was still lonely and depressed, as I knew everything was only temporary. Was constantly trying to chase my next high. I always thought my parents lived a very boring life and found them just plain naive, but in the end, I found myself just wanting what they had, which was peace. After years of running away, last year, November, I finally decided to give God a chance, and I have not looked back since. Being a follower of Christ is a decision one has to make for his/herself. However, I am grateful now that my parents showed me what it meant to have unwavering faith and submission to God, as it gave me something to emulate. I have a daughter myself, and I do make her attend church with me and will carry on doing so until she no longer lives under my roof, as that is my duty as a parent. However, I also encourage her to have a personal relationship with God.
I’m a muslim girl but I can resonate with a lot of things that you’ve said. While I do not fall into the sin of sex, alcohol, partying etc. I still find myself attaching myself to this world and putting my trust in other people instead of God. May God guide us all
“Chase God & everything will chase you.” Absolutely! A lot of ppl get misconstrued by the saying, “God will give you the desires of your heart.” That statement is not entirely true, because our desires do not always align with God’s desires often leading us disappointed when things don’t work out how we planned. When we continue to seek the Heavenly Kingdom, not only will more blessings flow into our lives, but all of our desires will become God’s desires and we will fall into His perfect alignment. Thank you for this mighty word of God! Peace & blessings to all of my brothers & sisters in Christ. 🙌🏽🙏🏽💖
I left 2 times in my life..
Now i stand on God alone❤
It can be tough but also be mindful of attire. Keep it up God loves you
I was thinking the same exact thing lol
I dibble and dabble into the world so many times and always end up feeling regret or spiritually feeling unfulfilled. You literally have stand with God and his word wholeheartedly and trust him💯
So proud of you for sharing this so openly!! God had me do the same thing on my channel after bringing me to this realization 😩
I’m seeing more and more believers speak up about their backslidden state and how they’re making changes for Jesus. And that’s because God is waking up His people 🙌🏽💗💗
Continue letting God use you girl!
Was listening to Lisa Bevere and she was asking God to use her, God replied and said I don’t use people, the devil uses people, I anoint them.
I was just watching your video “When God Has You In Transition…” and during the second half of the video where you started low-key preaching and whipping out bible verses- I absolutely LOVED it and found myself saying “AMEN” a lot 🙌🏽 I was craving more and you sharing your testimony on this platform is such a blessing, thank you Breeny ❤️ I could listen to you talking about the bible all day 😍 As someone who also grew up in a Christian home, and has been saved for over a decade, who struggled with the need for control, external validation and being a people pleaser, I could relate to your journey. I find myself constantly backsliding and being lukewarm after being exposed to the cruelty of this world on repeat and hitting rock bottom but this type of content made me realise how spiritually hungry I actually am and inspires me to get closer to God and become more spiritually inclined. I want my spirit to be on fire like how it used to be. Praise God for introducing me to these videos and his goodness in forgiving believers like me who have backslid and gone lukewarm/cold 🥲
Hallelujah! 🙌🏾❤️
The journey continues until we get home. And then we are with Him the journey continues. We are with Him for eternity. It’s the never ending story of Love. ❤
Thank You Breeny! I needed to hear this because I am Lukewarm! I often take my eyes off of God and go back to the things of This world when what I truly thought that I was seeking a relationship with God when I was only seeking Him for things because I felt like I have never had enough. I have been lost. Thank You for being obedient Breeny.
Get back in the word, daily. Even a few minutes a day will make an enormous difference. Seek fellowship with genuine believers. You can't do this solo. The devil wants us away from the body so he can attack. I pray God lead you to the right church meeting.
Me too. It was sort of similar to a drifting. Like being in the waters on the beach. Your restong on a plastic device, eyes closed and you open them and realize how far you are from shore. I encourage you Breeny, to pray about your attire. Modesty is beautiful. Bless you sis.
This was sooo powerful. Thank you, it's moved me to reconsider my Journey in Christ, seeing as I "grew up in church". God bless Breeny🤎
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God bless you, Breeny!❤
This is so encouraging, thank you ❤
I love this era of Breeny Lee
Breeny you are blessed. I am 20 but I was born I christian, unfortunately I also have been a Luke warm for a long time, questioning every thing and not trusting God, I always thought being a Christian was a life of privation and pain so I tried to get my self the things that I wanted failing. recently I have been to a trip and I was feeling so happy and grateful for just being alive and I started thanking God for every thing, it just was so casual I can't explain it, then this video popped out and I realized that I was missing so much and life like a lukewarm is so hard. just ask God for the things that u need TODAY but most important love him unconditionally and be happy to be alive unconditionally, because that is what we need every day, loving him is the only thing that brings peace and love in your heart, no matter what happens to you.
Thanks Breeny❤ This was really needed
Amazing! Your journey is so relatable ❤️
This was exactly what I needed to hear
This was amazing. Thanks for sharing
I loved this, thank you Breeny
I love you Breeny!! I really needed to hear this you have no clue ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for your transparency and for continuing to share your journey with us Breeny!!!
I like this transition of yours....your last two sermons really helped me. Thanks you Breeny ❤
Very very timely Breeny. Thank you for letting God use you 🤎
I’ve watched a lot of your videos / content. Always full of gems but this…..Breeny!!! May God bless you abundantly!❤
thank you for being so open & vulnerable to speak on your own experience and journey💞
This was beautiful Breeny. Thank you for pointing people to Jesus.🙏🥰
the way this came right on time .. just decided to renew my relationship with God. been backsliding for a while now. I’m taking this video as a sign!❤️
I needed this breeny thankyou for being real and speaking your truth 🙏🏽‼️
I was literally about to go on her page and it just popped up on my feed .. and the topic is something I needed and been listening to about all day. Praise God for his timing, I needed this
This message is so real and truth filled. 😮💨 thank you so much, I am grateful.
You are so wise Breeny, It is so inspiring
You better preach Bishop Breeny!! God bless you. Prayers for you as you continue on your journey🙏🏾 Please keep me in your prayer as well 💕
Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom Breeny ❤
Breeeeny❤❤❤ welcome back home! So excited to see your journey here. It is brave especially on social media to come and share your faith especially when you are restarting. I pray God guides you and protects you 🤗
This video was awesome. I am appreciative that my mother made us go to church as children. Going to church as a minor actually built a christian foundation in me. As I grew older and strayed away and as I still stray at times as we are not perfect, I find myself going right back to Christian principles that have been instilled in me. I am not a religious person but I am a spiritual person striving to please Jesus Christ on a daily basis. As you said, you cannot get to the Son which is Jesus, without going through the Father which is God. I love your videos!
Hey Breeny ...please may you continue...your videos brought me closer to God ....your obedience in God saved me❤thank you
This video was very beautiful from the start to finish. Even though I can relate to a lot of what you said, I thank God I don’t feel condemned but encouraged to turn to God and fully surrender. Thanks Breeny ❤
Thank you so much Breeny. You are speaking so much truth. Jesus has always been working through you since I known you. Your new videos have been changing my life for the better. Thank you so much.
15:30 !!! Thank you for this reminder. I find myself wrapped up in my God given purpose but its so important I seek Him through the process
Breeny this was amazing 🥹🥲❤️ I'm not the type to comment but I need to give you your flowers. Your videos have impacted me in the most positive way. And each topic came with perfect timing. I've been struggling to not be a lukewarm Christian so this video really touched me. Be blessed love 💞
Gods so proud of you for this. Thank you so much for your testimony ❤️
Spoke to me directly. Got goosebumps. Thank you for sharing. ❤
I love this.❤ Thank you Breeny. I’m starting my journey again. You are right about churches and preaching prosperity, it’s getting out of hand. May God help us to test the word we receive and see if they align with God’s word.🙏🏾
Yeah Breny ate on this video, thats what we need to hear! I’d love to hear more about your church experience and how that compares to now
Breeny Lee!!!! GURLLLLLLL ALL IMMA SAY IS CONTINUE TO LET GOD LEAD YOU! 🙌🏾and I will never ask God to use me again bc EVERYTHING YOU SAID MADE SOOOOO MUCH SENSE!!! this is probably my favorite video from you, and I have been following you for 2 years now. This the one!!! All ur videos are amazing, don't get me wrong, but this one hit different for me! Love u to pieces ❤️ 💋
Also I just made a video a week ago talking about worldly possessions and being so fixated on them is not what God want us to do so that last bit on the conversation was like confirmation for me and got me even more excited about posting it. I'm almost don't editing it. Can't wait to share on my channel 🙌🏾🫶🏾
Everything you are saying in this video is 💯 percent true. I can totally relate.Thank for allowing God to use you.
I feel I may have back slide and now everything I want to have control in, I no longer want too anymore. And now I know that's God telling me to finally give him everything and to put my faith in him once and for all. I refuse to be spit out by God so I want to try this time for sure to make sure I am for the Lord and things that don't serve him will just have to break away. I am standing with God ❤
Thank you for sharing!! God pursues us in all sorts of ways, this is beautiful
Breeny, I’m glad that your sharing your testimony. You speak life into women because you want the best for them. You speak with authority and power. Now, the Lord is going to continue to use you in that way but he will be all over it.
I can see you fervently praying for someone. I believe that exhortation is one of your gifts and he is going to continue to use you in that area. There will be some shedding that you’ll have to do but if your ready to go the distance God is willing to take you! Be blessed!❤
Breeny you're amazing 🤍 God bless you for your obedience to sharing this
When I tell you this came in time!🥺❤️ still on my journey and learning.
I love your complete honesty Breeny may God continue to bless your faith journey. Amen 🙏🏾
I’m a strong believer in praying over our faith leaders that have failed us because they do have humanity
I love this video, Breeny! Thanks for sharing with us! Just off the last point about seeing someone who is hot for Christ, and being jealous, I think it's important to change the narrative and say that we have admiration or inspiration for that person to be hot for Christ again, not jealous of them.
I loved this video and honestly made me reflect on my life on my way to work listening. And for all in the comments who are focusing on her outfit than the words that are coming out of her mouth evaluate yourselves. Everyone journey is different so please let’s have grace.
Hi Breeny, I’m truly inspired by your video, shedding light on walking with God.
I would love for you to do more Christian base contents, your truth telling and testimonials are really relatable.
Continue to let your light shine for The Kingdom of God.
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Thank you so mutch, exactly What i needed to hear. I just feel so confused and lost. And Really dont understand alot. Great video💗
Omg Breeny, I know the club in brixton. I went there once early after I was saved and honestly. I could not enjoy myself at all. I KNEW I wasnt supposed to be there. Needless to say I never went there again. That was a werid place had a dark energy in there. So werid.
Breeny, He has all the answers to our questions and give us every desire…through Him, first. Our inner will match our outer. ❤ Thank you for sharing. Growth isn’t instant. It’s in steps/levels. Growth looks beautiful on you! God is doing s marvelous work. I can’t wait to meet you one day!! I can relate so much to your story.
Strange this came up JUST as I decided I’m going to surrender, also wasn’t sure what video to watch and it just came up 😮
Me too 🙌🏽
Omgggggg breeny lee uploaded a new video yeah let me get my snacks 🎉😂❤
thank you for sharing this!!! so good! God bless you ☺️❤️
What and amazing video. Thank you for being very transparent. I myself have been redirected by our Heavenly Father. The Holy Spirit is moving threw the earth.
Breeny, your channel always manages to put what I never can into words.❤🔥❤🔥 Since your recent transition, I have been convicted to be bold about my faith and living for Christ, not worried about how others will view me. I can totally relate with you about not fully surrendering to God and how it has impacted my life for the worse. I'm making a conscious effort to shamelessly live a life fully devoted to him, however difficult it may be.
Thank you so much for this video!
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This is a word!!! Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you so much for this message. You have touched my life in so many ways. ❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing! It's jot not easy to live a good Catholic/Christian life. It is so difficult. God Bless!🙏❤
I really needed to hear this. I myself have found christ (actually through your videos) but only recently have taken him and his word seriously. To believe him is not enough. As you put it best, faith is not a feeling but an ACTION 🙌
Thank you for sharing your testimony.May God continue to use you and bless you. ❤❤
So proud of you for giving such a candid real no holds barred testimony!! This is the beginning of your Ministry. Just always remember to be a servant and that Galatians 5:22-23 should be a Mantra to aspire to as you live According to the most important commandments of God according to Mathew 22:37-39. Preach Sister Breeny, preach. Very proud and happy for you and what's ahead. Keep it up God will surprise you. Amen🙏🙏🔥❤🎉🔥💕
Love it. Thank you for sharing.
This was Amazing. Praise the good Lord raising up a remnant ❤. Love you 🇿🇦👑
You are speaking to me sis. OMG the way you spoke about "Use me"... a brilliant perspective
Thanks for this video. I have lost a lot of friends in the last few years and it has sucked. I have never been without friends and it's really hard. I found I had a lot of to oc family and friends in my life and my Energy was not protected and I was exhausted with just all the gi e, give , go e and no one ever checked on me or even gave me respect enough to hear me when I had a problem. So I am planning to move. Hopefully to a place where I can start fresh and just like you said 'Go Hard' and make this my cocoon moment to be the best human I can be. Thanks for the info and thanks for helping me in my time of limbo. You would be a good life coach too. Many blessings to you on your journey. God bless.❤😊 oh and siblings are over-rated.
I appreciate your courage for taking accountability and "confessing" your downs it spoke to me:
↪️Don't ask to be used like a prostitute, God actually wants you first
↪️Go to God through the front door not the back door
↪️We believe in God but don't really trust in Him. Trusting God is trusting without knowing the timing.
↪️Give me Jesus and the Spirit, not another prosperity/motivation message
↪️You're always uncomfortable as a lukewarm Christian because being on a edge is uncomfortable. Love the tea example, saw it in war room movie.
Be blessed Sis ❤🙏🏾
OMG!! I love this ..thank you so much ..watching from Uganda 🇺🇬
I'm very pleased and inspired by your sharing of Christ in a real and unapologetic way
Thanks for your testimony. You are very brave to come out like that. Blessings
Lord bless you Breeny ♥️ sorry I forgot to end my last comment with that. Wishing you all the best. May God's will be done. 🙏
Thank you for this wake-up call. Blessings to you and your loved ones
Thank you for sharing. I’ve had similar experiences and I felt alone.
Waiting on more videos like this! :)
I rarely comment on videos. But I just wanted to say with my heart God Bless you. This video shows how much you love Him and He sees your heart. This will help so many people and what you allowed God to do through you is a really big deal. xx
God is moving. He’s also been bringing me out of Lukewarmness.
This was a message !!! God bless you
Thank you for this video.🙏🏻❤
I absolutely love these colours on you!!!
So insightful ❤️
Needed this! Thank youuu
I was baptized at a young age. An i have backslide. I want to live my life right an live for the lord
Excited for this video💯‼️
Thank you so much Breeny for your transparency and openness in your faith 🤍 I struggle being on fire for God especially with being on social media.. I was wondering if you could do a video on your thoughts on SheraSeven please
Amen beautiful sis! You are so blessed and highly favored ❤
Who else comes to breeny page to see if she has aploaded a video ❤❤lots of love breeny❤️😘😊😊
Breeny, you're so gorgeous. Just be mindful of how you dress. Modesty is so beautiful, just like you.
You know I struggle with too it actually is hard but it is possible. I am aware of this about myself too
Agreed, it's a process though and listening to the Holy Spirit. Generally, I don't modesty police, there are far bigger fish to fry. Oh, it's Breeny btw
@ebangoosa thank you for the correction of Breeny's name. BTW, my comment is not about policing. it's too encourage her as she continues her personal walk with God.
@@reatlehakhabele3529 We all struggle. No one is perfect. You'll get there. 😊
I was about to comment but was worried it might come across the wrong way. The first thing when I opened the video was the top and now sexy it is. She's on a journey, so giving sis grace but it was definitely a distraction and not fitting for a video talk about God.
I can feel how authentic you are with yourself I would appreciate if you can ask God to let you make more Christian content on here ❤️