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Alia's Detransitioning - 3 1/2 years off Testosterone
Hey everyone!
Thanks for watching and hope this video helps.
Like always check out my instagram and TikTok for more videos.
You can view the photos from surgery on my reddit page.
all handles are @aliaxismail
Please be kind and try not to share those photos with people who don't need them.
Good luck to anyone going through this process and don't give up :)
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Alia's Detransitioning - 1 1/2 year update!
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UPDATE: we checked my estrogen levels and they’re at 109. We checked 10-17 days after the first day of my cycle. 10/15/2022. Thank you all for watching! You can purchase the strapless bra at : www.amazon.com/shop/aliaissa The film is at Ayearintransition.com And lastly my TikTok & Instagram handle is @aliaxismail
Alia’s Detransitioning - 9 Month Update!
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Alia’s Detransitioning - 9 Month Update!
Alia's Detransitioning - 6 Month Update!
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Alia's Detransitioning - 6 Month Update!
Issa's Detransitioning- 4 1/2 Month Update!
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Issa's Detransitioning- 4 1/2 Month Update!
First Laser Hair Removal - Detransition
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First Laser Hair Removal - Detransition
Why I Decided To Transition And Then Detransition
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Why I Decided To Transition And Then Detransition

Комментарии

  • @laylanimalone1249
    @laylanimalone1249 10 дней назад

    Im de-transitioning . 12 years for me , thank you for sharing . Sincerely . ❤

  • @nek_ad
    @nek_ad 13 дней назад

    wow, you looked like twin of Kristen Stewart. best wishes 💕

  • @MariaGuedes2022
    @MariaGuedes2022 13 дней назад

    Your male look is fine to me, your face is beautiful 😘

  • @Peter-sz1sn
    @Peter-sz1sn 17 дней назад

    ❤you are so beautiful. It is shocking that you had to go thru the journey that you went thru. ❤

  • @crystallifejourney7873
    @crystallifejourney7873 23 дня назад

    You look happier and healthier now. Much love and peace my sister🤗

  • @ThePunisherisme
    @ThePunisherisme 24 дня назад

    No man would ever wax his beard nor mustache anyway. We shave.

  • @yanamaximova8232
    @yanamaximova8232 28 дней назад

    Welcome back

  • @erzascarlet47
    @erzascarlet47 Месяц назад

    I have a cute mole above my lips. Hehe 😆 hated it in my teens. Now I love it.

  • @Anne_Onymous
    @Anne_Onymous Месяц назад

    So nice to hear from you. Glad your doing well. And you're looking great.

  • @jasong6789
    @jasong6789 Месяц назад

    Do you lift weights?

  • @shinykeys549
    @shinykeys549 Месяц назад

    Demonic oppression

  • @JordansSpears
    @JordansSpears Месяц назад

    I love how you detransiton, but your voice is ruined, same with what happened to your chest, and you're not at all upset and still support the people who got you into this mess and these doctors. It seems self defeating however Dwelling on any of this stuff is after you get off the hrt and realize what you are. Do as I say not as I do. I just question where your logic is at.

    • @raydean5726
      @raydean5726 11 дней назад

      why would you say that to someone? do you ~want~ her to feel insecure about her voice? the lack of respect is astounding

    • @JordansSpears
      @JordansSpears 11 дней назад

      @@raydean5726 I would if I had ruined my voice, infact my voice didn't sound normal for several months after detransion from voice practice, I sounded not like a man which in my definition Is ruined or abnormal and should be told that way because most people sound like their gender. If she voice trained I think she could do it, she's already trying to fix her chest but that's not really possible after a double mastectomy because it will never work the same. I total feel her.

    • @JordansSpears
      @JordansSpears 11 дней назад

      @@raydean5726 lack of respect, whatever man, if you think me being able to realate Is disrespect I guess I'm disrespectful.

    • @raydean5726
      @raydean5726 7 дней назад

      @@JordansSpears relating to her gives you the right to be rude to her in her comments? i also relate to her, but im not going to say cruel things in her comments bc ~i~ feel she must present/sound a particular way. there are plenty of women who sound like her naturally.

    • @raydean5726
      @raydean5726 7 дней назад

      @@JordansSpears "you ruined your body" is obviously a hurtful thing to say to someone. i have a hard time believing a grown ass man cant see how hurtful commenting something like that is.

  • @RM-xr8lq
    @RM-xr8lq Месяц назад

    an individual's gender does not need to remain static, just like sexual and romantic orientation does not need to remain static humans have been performing body modifications for all of their known history, and many find comfort in it. though what an English speaker might refer to as a 'transgender' or a 'non binary' person does not need to have gender dysphoria, or undergo any treatment/change to their gender expression (and perception by others), for their gender identity to not match some arbitrary western label theirs is often an abrahamic view of using sexual reproductive role for assignment, and bijecting it to cultural ideas of dominant/submissive (alternatively labeled 'masculine' and 'feminine') with further arbitrary attachments to things like color, attire, presentation, etc.

  • @Richie_Alpha_Rabbit69
    @Richie_Alpha_Rabbit69 Месяц назад

    You look pretty as a girl. I’m glad you got off that stuff.

  • @nicolejimeneznova3121
    @nicolejimeneznova3121 Месяц назад

    I appreciate your honesty and transparency, i currently am 7 months into my De-transition and I couldn’t understand why after living my life as a female for 10 years I no longer identified as Trans and wanted to be male all over again. I’m much happier now and mentally stable and i can’t wait to complete my detransition. Seeing your page as well as a few others gave me soo much more comfort when in society detransitioners get heavily judged by the LGBT

  • @emmettcarlsson2739
    @emmettcarlsson2739 Месяц назад

    The moment you said stuck in a "trans identity" it's clear your not a transexual. a transexual identify as male or female, not as trans. Trans as an identity means absolutley nothing for a transexual. So happy for you that you are more comfortable with yourself now and that's what matters. You look absolutley beautiful as a girl by the way :) <3

  • @starluna8028
    @starluna8028 Месяц назад

    This is why u don’t transition just anyone

  • @norijean3279
    @norijean3279 Месяц назад

    You look very pretty ☺️ Your voice is okay, go check Lauren Bacall, she was a great movie star and sounded deeper than you. Or Kathleen Turner!!

  • @kehammer100
    @kehammer100 Месяц назад

    I just clicked back on one of your old videos and your voice is definitely softer! I've been following you since the beginning and I'm so glad to see you looking so happy and beautiful!

  • @AvitaBeckling
    @AvitaBeckling Месяц назад

    I don't agree with Medicaid paying for anything but hey use it if you can why not :D. Dropping in the 65k range for my SRS on July 9th its paid in full surgery 39,800 and12,000 for 2 days in hospital then 2 months lost wages while on FMLA. Private employer PPO Cigna is dog chit insurance they deny everything trans / gender related blows. Thanks for sharing, for me there is no going back. Wish you well! Avita

    • @shawntanac3172
      @shawntanac3172 Месяц назад

      Each to their own, but I’m so happy that it’s covered for her .

  • @JayThe0
    @JayThe0 Месяц назад

    THE HAIR 👏🏼 We stopped T at the same exact time and I’m also 29! I’m genderless so I haven’t done laser (want to) or breast reconstruction (don’t think I ever will also I don’t have enough fat). Mistaken for a gay man mostly or a mtf. Either way- what matters is I feel confident. I play up the male role some days still but that’s bc I am a bisexual butch underneath all this transition

  • @shifterofshape
    @shifterofshape Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @rayanaasmar3659
    @rayanaasmar3659 Месяц назад

    I am so happy for you habibti

  • @Dingdingimbleeding
    @Dingdingimbleeding Месяц назад

    u look so pretty💞

  • @Zzz-dl7ni
    @Zzz-dl7ni Месяц назад

    Thank you so much for sharing this

  • @b_ford72
    @b_ford72 Месяц назад

    I appreciate the statement that it doesn’t have to be all consuming. I’m personally just trying to live day by day and see how things evolve. Have you mentioned previously anything about your hairline? It seems you weren’t too affected on testosterone? Got the good genetics! 😅. I know there is likely solutions, but the receding hairline is probably the thing that affects me the most.

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail Месяц назад

      I do have a little bit of a receding hairline but the hair is super short! I’ve noticed recently it’s been growing, but VERY little. I’m saving some money to try PRP soon 😊

    • @b_ford72
      @b_ford72 Месяц назад

      @@aliaxismail awesome. I’ve only been off T for 6mo, so hoping it’ll just take time as well, haven’t found that many examples of hair regrowth. Thanks for the reply!

  • @RM-xr8lq
    @RM-xr8lq Месяц назад

    the social construct of gender is not static in an individual, it can be changed at any time glad to see OP exploring different gender identities, it is best to use what feels right at the given moment

  • @gia9551
    @gia9551 Месяц назад

    My cat is named juice ahhhhh

  • @markoembarko9045
    @markoembarko9045 Месяц назад

    It's great to see you girl! You are stunning ❤

  • @Missoliviachichi
    @Missoliviachichi Месяц назад

    I wanna detransition too 😢 but I don’t know if I will ever look like a guy again. I’m tired of being lonely gay men don’t want to me and straight men are there to explore 😢😢

    • @simplyjusteric232
      @simplyjusteric232 Месяц назад

      Duh that is what you get into when you do it. It’s the reality and the fact people don’t realize it is absurd. Many trans will be a secret but it’s on each individual

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail Месяц назад

      Sometimes we don’t think about those aspects of our identity within dating, we think oh hey I’m confident and enjoying this expression so dating will obviously be easier, but sadly that isn’t the case as much in our society. I definitely have felt this way but opposite in a lot of moments. I felt like maybe a relationship with a woman wouldn’t have long term commitment, but that’s just my experience. It doesn’t happen to everyone and there’s someone out there for each person. You have to make a decision based on what you want though, not others perception of you.

  • @swarnski8uu
    @swarnski8uu Месяц назад

    You are beautiful. I hope you feel like your true self

  • @priestjinx
    @priestjinx Месяц назад

    i dont plan on ever detransitioning but your story lets me know that if i ever decide to, its okay! thank you for being so open about your journey.

  • @weird-experience-123
    @weird-experience-123 Месяц назад

    You look so happy and at peace with yourself. Thank you for being a positive voice for those of us who have transitioned and then detransitioned. Many of us cannot be out. Much, much love.

  • @adreliam
    @adreliam Месяц назад

    I think it would be very interesting and useful if you wrote that book! I'd certainly read it

  • @JordansSpears
    @JordansSpears Месяц назад

    You are her regardless of beard status and short hair and no makeup what makes you a women is being born as one. ❤

  • @mysticani1691
    @mysticani1691 Месяц назад

    ALIAAAA I missed your wonderful presence and your videos <3

  • @xoswatson351
    @xoswatson351 2 месяца назад

    Been following you for many years happy to see you doing well and looking 🔥

  • @tiffanycolasuonno8248
    @tiffanycolasuonno8248 2 месяца назад

    You are doing and looking AMAZING Alia! Also would LOVE to read your book! Please continue to keep us posted :) huge supporter of yours :)

  • @JordansSpears
    @JordansSpears 2 месяца назад

    Funny when I ruined my body from transition it lead me to understand the TQ as enablers, and a bad realious idea at that, they harm children like I was. I know it's different for you but your weren't a autistic teenager that didnt know who they were. I'm speaking from my own experience I don't trust the TQ religion a second and never will again and it's perfectly valid, I've just seen really wicked things come about it and my thoughts on it are set in stone, I'm only protecting myself and that's totally valid.

  • @ttrev007
    @ttrev007 2 месяца назад

    i am so glad to hear you are doing well. 🙂

  • @Hanks-pd1ge
    @Hanks-pd1ge 2 месяца назад

    I appreciate your perspective, and although I'm not detrans it feels like a breath of fresh air. Thank you for giving hope and an amazing example of what people like you need!

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail 2 месяца назад

      thank you so much for watching 💗

  • @kirstycat
    @kirstycat 2 месяца назад

    So good to hear from you! I’m glad to hear you are doing well and your reconstruction process is underway. ❤

  • @thornycomplexrose1419
    @thornycomplexrose1419 2 месяца назад

    I've been following you through your journey and yes, your transparency and vulnerability is very much needed. I always say there are so many angles to a topic, and people tend to focus on what they want to see and hear. But there is equal value in understanding all sides and perspectives. You sharing your journey gives others a chance to see a different perspective and have an understanding of what goes into transitioning and de-transitioning. You look amazing, and I really hope that you are doing well and are happy.

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail 2 месяца назад

      thank you! ❤ I appreciate the support.

    • @jasong6789
      @jasong6789 Месяц назад

      @@aliaxismaildo you lift weights

  • @gregmichael6828
    @gregmichael6828 2 месяца назад

    Glad you are back...

  • @jasong6789
    @jasong6789 2 месяца назад

    Do speak arabic

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail 2 месяца назад

      No I do not, but can understand very little.

  • @jasong6789
    @jasong6789 2 месяца назад

    Do you have a Snapchat

  • @josiefrancis8197
    @josiefrancis8197 2 месяца назад

    Good luck girl welcome back to your self.

  • @Beadledom2024
    @Beadledom2024 2 месяца назад

    Girl, what have you done to yourself?

  • @Orlanzepol123
    @Orlanzepol123 2 месяца назад

    Transformation is awesome ❤

  • @allyharvey7058
    @allyharvey7058 2 месяца назад

    ❤❤Thank you I hope u found peace and happiness ❤