Alia's Detransitioning - 3 1/2 years off Testosterone

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  • Опубликовано: 11 май 2024
  • Hey everyone!
    Thanks for watching and hope this video helps.
    Like always check out my instagram and TikTok for more videos.
    You can view the photos from surgery on my reddit page.
    all handles are ‪@aliaxismail‬
    Please be kind and try not to share those photos with people who don't need them.
    Good luck to anyone going through this process and don't give up :)

Комментарии • 59

  • @Hanks-pd1ge
    @Hanks-pd1ge 2 месяца назад +20

    I appreciate your perspective, and although I'm not detrans it feels like a breath of fresh air. Thank you for giving hope and an amazing example of what people like you need!

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail  2 месяца назад +5

      thank you so much for watching 💗

  • @thornycomplexrose1419
    @thornycomplexrose1419 2 месяца назад +17

    I've been following you through your journey and yes, your transparency and vulnerability is very much needed. I always say there are so many angles to a topic, and people tend to focus on what they want to see and hear. But there is equal value in understanding all sides and perspectives. You sharing your journey gives others a chance to see a different perspective and have an understanding of what goes into transitioning and de-transitioning. You look amazing, and I really hope that you are doing well and are happy.

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail  2 месяца назад +2

      thank you! ❤ I appreciate the support.

    • @jasong6789
      @jasong6789 2 месяца назад

      @@aliaxismaildo you lift weights

  • @gregmichael6828
    @gregmichael6828 2 месяца назад +8

    Glad you are back...

  • @kehammer100
    @kehammer100 2 месяца назад +1

    I just clicked back on one of your old videos and your voice is definitely softer! I've been following you since the beginning and I'm so glad to see you looking so happy and beautiful!

  • @JayThe0
    @JayThe0 2 месяца назад +4

    THE HAIR 👏🏼 We stopped T at the same exact time and I’m also 29! I’m genderless so I haven’t done laser (want to) or breast reconstruction (don’t think I ever will also I don’t have enough fat). Mistaken for a gay man mostly or a mtf. Either way- what matters is I feel confident. I play up the male role some days still but that’s bc I am a bisexual butch underneath all this transition

  • @xoswatson351
    @xoswatson351 2 месяца назад +1

    Been following you for many years happy to see you doing well and looking 🔥

  • @tiffanycolasuonno8248
    @tiffanycolasuonno8248 2 месяца назад +5

    You are doing and looking AMAZING Alia! Also would LOVE to read your book! Please continue to keep us posted :) huge supporter of yours :)

  • @Anne_Onymous
    @Anne_Onymous 2 месяца назад

    So nice to hear from you. Glad your doing well. And you're looking great.

  • @mysticani1691
    @mysticani1691 2 месяца назад +4

    ALIAAAA I missed your wonderful presence and your videos

  • @priestjinx
    @priestjinx 2 месяца назад +5

    i dont plan on ever detransitioning but your story lets me know that if i ever decide to, its okay! thank you for being so open about your journey.

  • @markoembarko9045
    @markoembarko9045 2 месяца назад +1

    It's great to see you girl! You are stunning ❤

  • @kirstycat
    @kirstycat 2 месяца назад +5

    So good to hear from you! I’m glad to hear you are doing well and your reconstruction process is underway. ❤

  • @ttrev007
    @ttrev007 2 месяца назад +3

    i am so glad to hear you are doing well. 🙂

  • @Zzz-dl7ni
    @Zzz-dl7ni 2 месяца назад +6

    Thank you so much for sharing this

  • @rayanaasmar3659
    @rayanaasmar3659 2 месяца назад +1

    I am so happy for you habibti

  • @weird-experience-123
    @weird-experience-123 2 месяца назад +2

    You look so happy and at peace with yourself. Thank you for being a positive voice for those of us who have transitioned and then detransitioned. Many of us cannot be out. Much, much love.

  • @Peter-sz1sn
    @Peter-sz1sn Месяц назад

    ❤you are so beautiful. It is shocking that you had to go thru the journey that you went thru. ❤

  • @adreliam
    @adreliam 2 месяца назад +1

    I think it would be very interesting and useful if you wrote that book! I'd certainly read it

  • @swarnski8uu
    @swarnski8uu 2 месяца назад +2

    You are beautiful. I hope you feel like your true self

  • @anzia205
    @anzia205 15 дней назад

    Lemme tell u! Your hair is gorgeous

  • @b_ford72
    @b_ford72 2 месяца назад +2

    I appreciate the statement that it doesn’t have to be all consuming. I’m personally just trying to live day by day and see how things evolve.
    Have you mentioned previously anything about your hairline? It seems you weren’t too affected on testosterone? Got the good genetics! 😅. I know there is likely solutions, but the receding hairline is probably the thing that affects me the most.

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail  2 месяца назад +1

      I do have a little bit of a receding hairline but the hair is super short! I’ve noticed recently it’s been growing, but VERY little. I’m saving some money to try PRP soon 😊

    • @b_ford72
      @b_ford72 2 месяца назад

      @@aliaxismail awesome. I’ve only been off T for 6mo, so hoping it’ll just take time as well, haven’t found that many examples of hair regrowth. Thanks for the reply!

  • @svartvist
    @svartvist 12 дней назад

    Nothing about the after effects of terminating testosterone. I was on TRT for a while and it did nothing for me.

  • @Dingdingimbleeding
    @Dingdingimbleeding 2 месяца назад

    u look so pretty💞

  • @shifterofshape
    @shifterofshape 2 месяца назад

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @jasong6789
    @jasong6789 2 месяца назад

    Do you lift weights?

  • @nicolejimeneznova3121
    @nicolejimeneznova3121 2 месяца назад

    I appreciate your honesty and transparency, i currently am 7 months into my De-transition and I couldn’t understand why after living my life as a female for 10 years I no longer identified as Trans and wanted to be male all over again. I’m much happier now and mentally stable and i can’t wait to complete my detransition. Seeing your page as well as a few others gave me soo much more comfort when in society detransitioners get heavily judged by the LGBT

  • @Missoliviachichi
    @Missoliviachichi 2 месяца назад +3

    I wanna detransition too 😢 but I don’t know if I will ever look like a guy again. I’m tired of being lonely gay men don’t want to me and straight men are there to explore 😢😢

    • @simplyjusteric232
      @simplyjusteric232 2 месяца назад +1

      Duh that is what you get into when you do it. It’s the reality and the fact people don’t realize it is absurd. Many trans will be a secret but it’s on each individual

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail  2 месяца назад +4

      Sometimes we don’t think about those aspects of our identity within dating, we think oh hey I’m confident and enjoying this expression so dating will obviously be easier, but sadly that isn’t the case as much in our society. I definitely have felt this way but opposite in a lot of moments. I felt like maybe a relationship with a woman wouldn’t have long term commitment, but that’s just my experience. It doesn’t happen to everyone and there’s someone out there for each person. You have to make a decision based on what you want though, not others perception of you.

  • @Spawnsquad
    @Spawnsquad 5 дней назад

    Make more shorts

  • @norijean3279
    @norijean3279 2 месяца назад +1

    You look very pretty ☺️ Your voice is okay, go check Lauren Bacall, she was a great movie star and sounded deeper than you. Or Kathleen Turner!!

  • @gia9551
    @gia9551 2 месяца назад +1

    My cat is named juice ahhhhh

  • @AvitaBeckling
    @AvitaBeckling 2 месяца назад

    I don't agree with Medicaid paying for anything but hey use it if you can why not :D. Dropping in the 65k range for my SRS on July 9th its paid in full surgery 39,800 and12,000 for 2 days in hospital then 2 months lost wages while on FMLA. Private employer PPO Cigna is dog chit insurance they deny everything trans / gender related blows. Thanks for sharing, for me there is no going back. Wish you well! Avita

    • @shawntanac3172
      @shawntanac3172 2 месяца назад

      Each to their own, but I’m so happy that it’s covered for her .

  • @jasong6789
    @jasong6789 2 месяца назад

    Do speak arabic

    • @aliaxismail
      @aliaxismail  2 месяца назад

      No I do not, but can understand very little.

  • @Richie_Alpha_Rabbit69
    @Richie_Alpha_Rabbit69 2 месяца назад +1

    You look pretty as a girl. I’m glad you got off that stuff.

  • @starluna8028
    @starluna8028 2 месяца назад +1

    This is why u don’t transition just anyone

  • @JordansSpears
    @JordansSpears 2 месяца назад

    I love how you detransiton, but your voice is ruined, same with what happened to your chest, and you're not at all upset and still support the people who got you into this mess and these doctors. It seems self defeating however Dwelling on any of this stuff is after you get off the hrt and realize what you are. Do as I say not as I do. I just question where your logic is at.

    • @raydean897
      @raydean897 Месяц назад +7

      why would you say that to someone? do you ~want~ her to feel insecure about her voice? the lack of respect is astounding

    • @JordansSpears
      @JordansSpears Месяц назад

      @@raydean897 I would if I had ruined my voice, infact my voice didn't sound normal for several months after detransion from voice practice, I sounded not like a man which in my definition Is ruined or abnormal and should be told that way because most people sound like their gender. If she voice trained I think she could do it, she's already trying to fix her chest but that's not really possible after a double mastectomy because it will never work the same. I total feel her.

    • @JordansSpears
      @JordansSpears Месяц назад

      @@raydean897 lack of respect, whatever man, if you think me being able to realate Is disrespect I guess I'm disrespectful.

    • @raydean897
      @raydean897 29 дней назад +2

      @@JordansSpears relating to her gives you the right to be rude to her in her comments? i also relate to her, but im not going to say cruel things in her comments bc ~i~ feel she must present/sound a particular way. there are plenty of women who sound like her naturally.

    • @raydean897
      @raydean897 29 дней назад +3

      @@JordansSpears "you ruined your body" is obviously a hurtful thing to say to someone. i have a hard time believing a grown ass man cant see how hurtful commenting something like that is.