that tattoo is my favorite thing on the internet ever and the coolest tribute ive ever seen as a child of immigrant parents also the hair?? it makes your freckles pop and its SO BEAUTIFUL!
i think the knife placement makes it more meaningful, like your mother used to welcome people and show affection through fruit with that knife, and it’s in your arm and you would see it when embracing people. it’s very cute
i’m watching this while painting and creating in general has been so unnecessarily overwhelming lately because of my ocd. it truly sucks. im glad you’ve found something that helps you with it and i wish you all the best in this new era :) thank you for reminding me to trust myself. i also love the tattoo & hair
I hollered when I saw the thumbnail bc gurl that copper hair fkn suits you HARD. So so parasocially over the moon to hear how your meds have been helping you, I remember how my life changed when I first got on the right meds and it feels like a bird being let out of its cage and spreading its wings for the first time 🦅 Life is so much easier when you remember everything is temporary to some degree… *everything*. Tattoos can be covered up and redone, buying the wrong soup won’t change our life, hair can be cut, dyed, or even shaved down to grow back again. Life will always keep moving no matter what ♥️
As someone with ocd who's literally going to the salon to turn ginger tomorrow and obsessed and stressed bout it potentially being the wrong decision for months, this video spoke to me at the right time ✋
As a fellow human with OCD, I really appreciate you putting this out into the world!!! It’s misunderstood by so many people and it’s nice to see someone with a platform having a similar experience as me and sharing their journey!
I’ve been diagnosed with OCD for almost two years now and I’m still surprised about how much of my daily behavior comes from my OCD. It’s been getting much worse lately and I can’t tell you much how it means to me to hear you tell me to trust myself and trust my decisions. Thank you for talking about OCD and providing representations of OCD that aren’t stereotypical cleaning compulsions. I didn’t even realize that the decision making you mentioned, like in the grocery store, was OCD. I’ve been doing that for as long as I can remember. Thank you for sharing your personal experiences for us so that some of us can connect with ourselves further. I needed a sign to actually try to get better, because it can feel so debilitating and like it will never end. Thank you for giving me hope
Nicole!!! I got diagnosed with OCD this year, and everything you mentioned, ESPECIALLY decision making has been ruining my life for years!!! It feels so nice to know I haven't been totally alone in this, thank you 💖
As someone with ocd, this was so encouraging to see! I used to be so scared to be alone because then that would leave me alone with all these thoughts running in my head. It’s great to see that things actually get better. I just got back on meds after taking a break and I’ve already seen some improvement :) I’m so happy I found you and your channel!!!
thank you so much for this video. there’s war next to me and i have been stressed so much in these past two days. this video made me feel like it’s summer again and everything is okay :,)
Never been this early to a Nicole video, 9 minutes! Hopefully I'll get here Eben earlier next time 😅😅 also, I've seen your Instagram stories with your new color and I almost screamed because you look sooo pretty in this color 😭
i never really comment sappy things, but ive been extremely stressed and overwhelmed and stuck in life and hearing u openly talk about ur struggles and how far you have come gives me hope that someday i can also do things with my life. im 22 also and have never lived on my own, and have chronic autoimmune and mental illnesses and havent been able to work in years or even get my liscene and drive and aaaa NICOLE U ARE JUST SO AMAZING and truly inspiring, u make me want to be better and do things for MYSELF and aa i love u, and im so happy you exist
also random but i saw some random astrology post a week ago about carrots being significant for certain signs (both carrots and red heads) and ive been seeing so many things related to it AND THEN U HAVING CARROTS(mightve been ur last video) AND CHANGING UR HAIR,, like what da heckie man, LOVELY CARROT INSPIRING ME OUT HERE ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊ 🥕
Thank you for talking about OCD and tattoos. I am 35 and have always wanted to get one but keep thinking I will regret it because of my OCD. The placement, the words or image, all of it. I appreciate you and your videos so much; you have inspired me to start taking meds again and stop being so afraid to just live and do me. Stay awesome chica! ✌️💕
i love that you talk so openly about ocd. i also have ocd and i hate how it's so stigmatized and thought to be centered around cleanliness. love you so much
to see how much you've changed and grown physically and mentally in the past year is so fucking inspiring nicole. also been meaning to get a tattoo dedicated to my mom so yes i am taking this as a sign ♡
First - the hair looks amazing. Second, the knife… if you’re happy, I’m happy for you! For what it’s worth, I’ve always lived my life with a very simple philosophy. “Everything works out eventually.” It sounds simplistic, but it has yet to fail me. That doesn’t mean that there won’t be some speed bumps or doubt while you’re waiting, or that you’re always going to get exactly what you want, but it really does “work out”. Looking forward to the apartment tour!
Awww! I LOVE the knife tattoo and its meaning! I’m trying my hardest to get some savings going so I can at least get my small chef’s knife tattooed on me for my birthday in august! I gravitated to a small chef knife back when I was a pescatarian in college and I used it ALL the time during that time of my life. It broke when my mom was impatient for a slice of frozen Coldstone ice cream cake 🙄 and it genuinely made me sad! That knife really helped me get into cooking for myself and REALLY exploring all the food out there for myself in the kitchen!
I don’t think I’ve ever realized how much I love you and your channel until this video. I love seeing you thriving in your space and clemmy too!! We all go through struggles it’s just our choice what we make of those struggles.♥️❤️🩹
I was honestly crying by the end of this (in a good way lol), I've been in the process of recovering from my mental illnesses for the past two years now and it's so so nice seeing you thriving and overcoming so much!! You reminded me of how far I've come too and I really needed that. I definitely don't acknowledge it enough. Thank you sm for being you and for being so open, it means so much♥
Thx for the distraction nicole! Think we can all use it rn❤️ love it when one of my comfort youtubers posts especially when yk… theres a literal w*r going on
nicole i literally love you so much and i wish i could be you but that is probably my bpd trying to latch on to someone else's personality and make it my own which sucks but i still think you are awesome
longtime lurker but wow i love your tattoo so much. i'm also 1st gen, and after my grandma moved in w us she'd regularly cut fresh fruit or veggies for me and my sister. you appreciate the fruit more as an adult too i think. much love
i've been diagnosed with ocd over a year ago and i've always thought that i was just an indecisive person, but what you said about the relation between decision-making and ocd makes so much seNSE OMG IT WAS OCD ALL ALONG???? at this point idek which aspects of my personality are caused by ocd-
I don’t know how you make us fall more in love with you with every video❤️❤️ The ginger head really suits you and you look sooo pretttyyy… love the tattoo🤩🤩
when nicole was trying to choose an outfit and talkting to us in the closet it felt like i was her friend who she hasn't talked to in a while and she is updating me on her life (weirdly very comforting)
i shit you not Nicole you are the only RUclipsr i've ever watched for the past year i never go on RUclips unless it's leading up to your channel or podcast. you have saved me on my worst days and idk how to thank you enough :
i don’t have ocd but i relate to panicking over tattoo placement,, before getting any new tattoo i’d photoshop it on myself to make sure it looks good before committing
as someone with crippling OCD thank you so much for this video. it made me realize why I've wanted to die my hair purple for years but have been too scared to do is because of this. im just gonna send it now, thank you. my tattoo on the other hand, I regretted it during the session and sent me into a spiral of OCD even worse for months so I've been getting I laser removed for a while now HAHA
So proud of your growth and accomplishments. I'm happy that you're making people happy!! You make me happy every time you upload. Your red hair is beautiful!! It fits you! It's nice to change things once in a while right?! Feels good! I love this...congrats on the new apartment!
UGH 😤 *i am so proud of/happy for you!* ✨ you are *my inspiration and hope* as someone medicated for ocd for a couple months shy of twenty years. (my god that makes me sound/feel old. i’m two months away from 26 so i started early 🥲) i also have body dysmorphia so my ocd and dysmorphia are like this ♾ with body related changes. i’ve never done anything truly fun with my hair. i didn’t pierce my ears till i was 21. i want tattoos but i’m scared sh!tless. i 110% relate and feel everything you talked about regarding ocd/hair/tatoos/pea soup/decisions/etc. you’re younger than me but i want to be (like) you when i grow up. i see a new psychiatrist this tuesday which will maybe help me to finally dye my hair a swampy green (though i’m kind of dying for this ginger and we have similar skin tone/eyebrows/eyes and you look amazeballs) get loads more pierecing and start collecting lil tats. 🤞🏼🤞🏼 any tips for ocd potatoes getting started with these things? p.s. love the vinyl wall p.p.s. i’m with dr. phil’s gf. you would make my day the day i gave birth as well. (though i’m 92.698% sure i’m not having kids) BYE NOW YOU BAD B!TCH. ENJOY YOUR DANA SCULLY (gillian anderson) ERA AND IF YOU DONT WATCH X-FILES I THINK YOU MIGHT LOVE IT DEPENDING ON YOUR OCD/ANXIETY/INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS WITH PARANORMAL AND OCCULT STERF. lerv u 💫
Nicole, I have a knife tattoo 🔪 too!! It’s on my leg & is also a super super meaningful tattoo. It’s definitely “edgy” having a knife tat lol & I sometimes do get some weird comments about it/my parents don’t like it-BUT IT’S *MY BODY*. & it means so much to me. It’s a constant reminder of how strong I am. I’m so proud of you for getting it!! It’s a big decision/ step to get tats, & yours is absolutely beautiful. 😊👏 I hope you can get more tattoos out of trust through your artist!! They want what’s best for you too💕🥺😊👏
actually ocd is only when you have to do something a certain number of times. that would be anxiety which is totally different🥰🥰learned this from my uni therapist😍😍
Very much relate to decision making with ocd…takes me months if not years to make a change to my appearance or environment. Also Obsessions by Marina has a lyric about the grocery store anxiety so we’re not alone
@6:00 Omg you're describing my girlfriend. I feel bad. She does the same thing. Like the smallest decisions are like, life changing events every day. She's seeing a psychologist soon. She goes to therapy but needs someone that can prescribe something. She's tried four other medications in the past with lots of issues with them so kind of weary about trying anything new at this point. I guess I never realize she might have OCD, not just anxiety/depression. Living with me she's been doing a lot better. With my ADHD, I tend to be very impulsive with decisions. So I'm always just like, fuck it, do it. Do it. Do it. You can do it. And then she does the thing, overthinks for a second and is like, damn that was easy. I try to be the most understanding person to her and it helps her feel like she can be fully open and free. Lifes hard enough, we don't need people shitting on our parades ya know. Is that the term, idk. The hair looks great. I was gonna ask, are you gonna do your eyebrows? Might be a bit much. I've seen people rock the reddish hair and eye brows but they're usually like, super super white complexion. I'm getting my hairline to come back and it's been like the happiest thing for me. With the aid of vitamins, a better diet, less stress, better shampoo and conditioner (thaaanks Native). I'm hoping I gain enough to grow it out. I'd love to dye it like, dark dark brown with slightly lighter brown highlights. Lots of really short fuzzy hairs coming in. Do your thing haaairs. One of these days I'm gonna successfully comment on a RUclips video and it'll be one sentence. Oh snap and congrats on the new place. I just put an entire record wall up last summer. It took me forever to find something to use to hold them without being super pricy. Between my girlfriend and I we've probably acquired another 20 since then. Speaking of, I should rotate them out. i.imgur.com/M2oJZpT.jpg
i love your dam energy in each video feels like we have grown as people together like your my second big sister i love it xx you look amazing btw your going the " we dyed our hair ginger because where in our Britney era stage".
i’m feeling super horribly atm but just seeing that you uploaded increased my serotonin a bit lol even just the end title song makes me smile. you look so cute and i love the tattoo. i know that placement probably hurt like a b!tch tho🙃 so happy you’re doing so well. sending much love your way💗
First of all I love the hair!!! I don’t think I have OCD but I do the same thing when making simple decisions (google reviews, compare, etc.). I have literally been debating on dyeing my hair for like 1.5 years lol. I’ve been trying to get out of my own head recently so it’s nice hearing your experience. It’s almost a source of anxiety when I know I’ll have to make a decision and I’m really trying to “follow my gut” more. Also your entire moving series has made me want to do the same. To go back to school, or to move out… those are the questions! (Speaking of being indecisive lol)
I weirdly enough get ocd about the tattoos I already have and overthink the placements years later but that’s just me tricking myself but I still can’t tell and today I couldn’t even have lentil soup cos it looked different 😠 hopefully that made sense
I’m less than 3 minutes into the video and you owe me $15 to help spot clean where I spat food out onto my carpet for how you closed the washing (?) machine 🤣🤣🤣 It caught me SO off-guard! 😂
Thanks to Apollo Neuro for sponsoring this video, making me calmer, and wanting us to save some $$$$ bit.ly/3AHONcI
oo ty for saving us money!
that tattoo is my favorite thing on the internet ever and the coolest tribute ive ever seen as a child of immigrant parents also the hair?? it makes your freckles pop and its SO BEAUTIFUL!
THANK U ABENI!!!
i think the knife placement makes it more meaningful, like your mother used to welcome people and show affection through fruit with that knife, and it’s in your arm and you would see it when embracing people. it’s very cute
i love this!!!
The reaction of your mom to your new tattoo was priceless lmao!! She’s just adorable!🥺
i’m watching this while painting and creating in general has been so unnecessarily overwhelming lately because of my ocd. it truly sucks. im glad you’ve found something that helps you with it and i wish you all the best in this new era :) thank you for reminding me to trust myself. i also love the tattoo & hair
I’m here for you 💕💕
I hollered when I saw the thumbnail bc gurl that copper hair fkn suits you HARD. So so parasocially over the moon to hear how your meds have been helping you, I remember how my life changed when I first got on the right meds and it feels like a bird being let out of its cage and spreading its wings for the first time 🦅 Life is so much easier when you remember everything is temporary to some degree… *everything*. Tattoos can be covered up and redone, buying the wrong soup won’t change our life, hair can be cut, dyed, or even shaved down to grow back again. Life will always keep moving no matter what ♥️
As someone with ocd who's literally going to the salon to turn ginger tomorrow and obsessed and stressed bout it potentially being the wrong decision for months, this video spoke to me at the right time ✋
As a fellow human with OCD, I really appreciate you putting this out into the world!!! It’s misunderstood by so many people and it’s nice to see someone with a platform having a similar experience as me and sharing their journey!
ginger nicole is something i never knew i needed,,, u look so beautiful w that hair, it suits u sm !!!!!!
I’ve been diagnosed with OCD for almost two years now and I’m still surprised about how much of my daily behavior comes from my OCD. It’s been getting much worse lately and I can’t tell you much how it means to me to hear you tell me to trust myself and trust my decisions. Thank you for talking about OCD and providing representations of OCD that aren’t stereotypical cleaning compulsions. I didn’t even realize that the decision making you mentioned, like in the grocery store, was OCD. I’ve been doing that for as long as I can remember. Thank you for sharing your personal experiences for us so that some of us can connect with ourselves further. I needed a sign to actually try to get better, because it can feel so debilitating and like it will never end. Thank you for giving me hope
Nicole!!! I got diagnosed with OCD this year, and everything you mentioned, ESPECIALLY decision making has been ruining my life for years!!! It feels so nice to know I haven't been totally alone in this, thank you 💖
I’m here for you 💕💕💕
As someone with ocd, this was so encouraging to see! I used to be so scared to be alone because then that would leave me alone with all these thoughts running in my head. It’s great to see that things actually get better. I just got back on meds after taking a break and I’ve already seen some improvement :) I’m so happy I found you and your channel!!!
Hot Take: you dont have to be going through a mental breakdown to dye your hair, get a piercing or get a tattoo.
She really ate with the makeover tho✨
You can also be going through a mental fix up
my hot take is tattoos/piercings arent self harm
thank you for this comment, you're a godsend
TRUE I stg I can only handle doing that shit when I'm thriving
thank you so much for this video. there’s war next to me and i have been stressed so much in these past two days. this video made me feel like it’s summer again and everything is okay :,)
I hope you're doing okay 🙂❤
Never been this early to a Nicole video, 9 minutes! Hopefully I'll get here Eben earlier next time 😅😅 also, I've seen your Instagram stories with your new color and I almost screamed because you look sooo pretty in this color 😭
i never really comment sappy things, but ive been extremely stressed and overwhelmed and stuck in life and hearing u openly talk about ur struggles and how far you have come gives me hope that someday i can also do things with my life. im 22 also and have never lived on my own, and have chronic autoimmune and mental illnesses and havent been able to work in years or even get my liscene and drive and aaaa NICOLE U ARE JUST SO AMAZING and truly inspiring, u make me want to be better and do things for MYSELF and aa i love u, and im so happy you exist
also random but i saw some random astrology post a week ago about carrots being significant for certain signs (both carrots and red heads) and ive been seeing so many things related to it AND THEN U HAVING CARROTS(mightve been ur last video) AND CHANGING UR HAIR,, like what da heckie man, LOVELY CARROT INSPIRING ME OUT HERE ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊ 🥕
Thank you for talking about OCD and tattoos. I am 35 and have always wanted to get one but keep thinking I will regret it because of my OCD. The placement, the words or image, all of it. I appreciate you and your videos so much; you have inspired me to start taking meds again and stop being so afraid to just live and do me.
Stay awesome chica! ✌️💕
Oh my god Nicole this color is everything on you!! I love it so much!! Sometimes you need a lil impulse to do something amazing👏🏽❤️❤️❤️
i love that you talk so openly about ocd. i also have ocd and i hate how it's so stigmatized and thought to be centered around cleanliness. love you so much
Okay so now I love being ginger, you look incredible oh my godddd
to see how much you've changed and grown physically and mentally in the past year is so fucking inspiring nicole. also been meaning to get a tattoo dedicated to my mom so yes i am taking this as a sign ♡
First - the hair looks amazing. Second, the knife… if you’re happy, I’m happy for you! For what it’s worth, I’ve always lived my life with a very simple philosophy. “Everything works out eventually.” It sounds simplistic, but it has yet to fail me. That doesn’t mean that there won’t be some speed bumps or doubt while you’re waiting, or that you’re always going to get exactly what you want, but it really does “work out”. Looking forward to the apartment tour!
so so very genuine of you nicole! who loves her supporters/fans!
This color looks so good on you! New apartment, new hair
Nicole i just wanna say i'm so proud of you, happy for you and i love you A LOT
1. I love the new look
2. Just wanted to say thank you for the free serotonin I really needed it today 💖
Awww! I LOVE the knife tattoo and its meaning!
I’m trying my hardest to get some savings going so I can at least get my small chef’s knife tattooed on me for my birthday in august!
I gravitated to a small chef knife back when I was a pescatarian in college and I used it ALL the time during that time of my life.
It broke when my mom was impatient for a slice of frozen Coldstone ice cream cake 🙄 and it genuinely made me sad!
That knife really helped me get into cooking for myself and REALLY exploring all the food out there for myself in the kitchen!
Nicole, you are the reason I went ginger, so you’re the only one to blame THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR THIS I CANT BELIEVE WE HAVE THE SAME HAAAAAAIR
binging nikki nasty's videoes and avoiding all responsibilities is my kind of self-care :)
I'm literally so obsessed with you, your so real like queen I can't
on one hand, i got bullied for being ginger and so idk how i feel about this, on the other hand YOU LOOK INCREDIBLE i love it so much!!
Honestly this is just a sign that being bullied for being ginger is stupid
@@mushroom_hoarder7126 so true
I don’t think I’ve ever realized how much I love you and your channel until this video. I love seeing you thriving in your space and clemmy too!! We all go through struggles it’s just our choice what we make of those struggles.♥️❤️🩹
nicole you have never looked prettier you have been glowing so much lately 🥰
I was honestly crying by the end of this (in a good way lol), I've been in the process of recovering from my mental illnesses for the past two years now and it's so so nice seeing you thriving and overcoming so much!! You reminded me of how far I've come too and I really needed that. I definitely don't acknowledge it enough. Thank you sm for being you and for being so open, it means so much♥
starting meds that actually WORK AND WORK FOR YOU is exilerating!
i litterally love this your haircut is giving ed sheeran debby ryan and i’m here for it!
Thx for the distraction nicole! Think we can all use it rn❤️ love it when one of my comfort youtubers posts especially when yk… theres a literal w*r going on
Also THIS HAIRCOLOR ON YOU!!!! I LOVE IT
your explanation of ocd is so on point omg. thank you
QUEEN i love your videos i need some simple serotonin in this world
your videos make me feel warm and fuzzy inside
i love getting tattoos and going ginger just to feel something
I’m actually obsessed 🤩 it looks so pretty on you!
nicole i literally love you so much and i wish i could be you but that is probably my bpd trying to latch on to someone else's personality and make it my own which sucks but i still think you are awesome
This hair color looks SO GOOD on you!
tell me why did i tear up when you talked about the significance of your tattoo
i absolutely love you good to see you doing well :)
longtime lurker but wow i love your tattoo so much. i'm also 1st gen, and after my grandma moved in w us she'd regularly cut fresh fruit or veggies for me and my sister. you appreciate the fruit more as an adult too i think. much love
i've been diagnosed with ocd over a year ago and i've always thought that i was just an indecisive person, but what you said about the relation between decision-making and ocd makes so much seNSE OMG IT WAS OCD ALL ALONG???? at this point idek which aspects of my personality are caused by ocd-
I fucking love your hair girlie!!! The tone is perfect, fr
thank you!!!
Love this for u bestie!!!! The hair looks so cute and you're inspiring me to get a tat
I don’t know how you make us fall more in love with you with every video❤️❤️
The ginger head really suits you and you look sooo pretttyyy… love the tattoo🤩🤩
when nicole was trying to choose an outfit and talkting to us in the closet it felt like i was her friend who she hasn't talked to in a while and she is updating me on her life (weirdly very comforting)
i shit you not Nicole you are the only RUclipsr i've ever watched for the past year i never go on RUclips unless it's leading up to your channel or podcast. you have saved me on my worst days and idk how to thank you enough :
i don’t have ocd but i relate to panicking over tattoo placement,, before getting any new tattoo i’d photoshop it on myself to make sure it looks good before committing
Red head+New place, Nicole is literally in her new era!!!! U go girl :')) luv u
YOU LOOK SO GOOD. Welcome to the ginger club bestie
as someone with crippling OCD thank you so much for this video. it made me realize why I've wanted to die my hair purple for years but have been too scared to do is because of this. im just gonna send it now, thank you. my tattoo on the other hand, I regretted it during the session and sent me into a spiral of OCD even worse for months so I've been getting I laser removed for a while now HAHA
I've heard polish in the tv at the end and I knew i had to subscribe
So proud of your growth and accomplishments. I'm happy that you're making people happy!! You make me happy every time you upload. Your red hair is beautiful!! It fits you! It's nice to change things once in a while right?! Feels good! I love this...congrats on the new apartment!
You look amazing!!!
it's giving HAYLEY WILLIAMS and I love to see it!!!
your hair looks amazing! it suits you so well, i love it!
UGH 😤 *i am so proud of/happy for you!* ✨ you are *my inspiration and hope* as someone medicated for ocd for a couple months shy of twenty years. (my god that makes me sound/feel old. i’m two months away from 26 so i started early 🥲) i also have body dysmorphia so my ocd and dysmorphia are like this ♾ with body related changes. i’ve never done anything truly fun with my hair. i didn’t pierce my ears till i was 21. i want tattoos but i’m scared sh!tless. i 110% relate and feel everything you talked about regarding ocd/hair/tatoos/pea soup/decisions/etc. you’re younger than me but i want to be (like) you when i grow up. i see a new psychiatrist this tuesday which will maybe help me to finally dye my hair a swampy green (though i’m kind of dying for this ginger and we have similar skin tone/eyebrows/eyes and you look amazeballs) get loads more pierecing and start collecting lil tats. 🤞🏼🤞🏼 any tips for ocd potatoes getting started with these things? p.s. love the vinyl wall p.p.s. i’m with dr. phil’s gf. you would make my day the day i gave birth as well. (though i’m 92.698% sure i’m not having kids) BYE NOW YOU BAD B!TCH. ENJOY YOUR DANA SCULLY (gillian anderson) ERA AND IF YOU DONT WATCH X-FILES I THINK YOU MIGHT LOVE IT DEPENDING ON YOUR OCD/ANXIETY/INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS WITH PARANORMAL AND OCCULT STERF. lerv u 💫
clem's eyes are so pretytyyy
Nicole, I have a knife tattoo 🔪 too!! It’s on my leg & is also a super super meaningful tattoo. It’s definitely “edgy” having a knife tat lol & I sometimes do get some weird comments about it/my parents don’t like it-BUT IT’S *MY BODY*. & it means so much to me. It’s a constant reminder of how strong I am. I’m so proud of you for getting it!! It’s a big decision/ step to get tats, & yours is absolutely beautiful. 😊👏 I hope you can get more tattoos out of trust through your artist!! They want what’s best for you too💕🥺😊👏
Btw: love the rest of your tats sooo much & you look great as a Weasley
you look thriving! I would love a jewelry collection tour bc I can't stop focusing on your rings and necklace!
YOU LOOK SO GOOD!!! I LOVE UR HAIR ❤️❤️
actually ocd is only when you have to do something a certain number of times. that would be anxiety which is totally different🥰🥰learned this from my uni therapist😍😍
Very much relate to decision making with ocd…takes me months if not years to make a change to my appearance or environment. Also Obsessions by Marina has a lyric about the grocery store anxiety so we’re not alone
@6:00 Omg you're describing my girlfriend. I feel bad. She does the same thing. Like the smallest decisions are like, life changing events every day. She's seeing a psychologist soon. She goes to therapy but needs someone that can prescribe something. She's tried four other medications in the past with lots of issues with them so kind of weary about trying anything new at this point. I guess I never realize she might have OCD, not just anxiety/depression. Living with me she's been doing a lot better. With my ADHD, I tend to be very impulsive with decisions. So I'm always just like, fuck it, do it. Do it. Do it. You can do it. And then she does the thing, overthinks for a second and is like, damn that was easy. I try to be the most understanding person to her and it helps her feel like she can be fully open and free. Lifes hard enough, we don't need people shitting on our parades ya know. Is that the term, idk.
The hair looks great. I was gonna ask, are you gonna do your eyebrows? Might be a bit much. I've seen people rock the reddish hair and eye brows but they're usually like, super super white complexion.
I'm getting my hairline to come back and it's been like the happiest thing for me. With the aid of vitamins, a better diet, less stress, better shampoo and conditioner (thaaanks Native). I'm hoping I gain enough to grow it out. I'd love to dye it like, dark dark brown with slightly lighter brown highlights. Lots of really short fuzzy hairs coming in. Do your thing haaairs.
One of these days I'm gonna successfully comment on a RUclips video and it'll be one sentence.
Oh snap and congrats on the new place. I just put an entire record wall up last summer. It took me forever to find something to use to hold them without being super pricy. Between my girlfriend and I we've probably acquired another 20 since then. Speaking of, I should rotate them out. i.imgur.com/M2oJZpT.jpg
the new hair fits you so damn well!! 😍
i love your dam energy in each video feels like we have grown as people together like your my second big sister i love it xx you look amazing btw your going the " we dyed our hair ginger because where in our Britney era stage".
Ahhh yesss love seeing you & clemmy getting comfy at your new home && loveee the new hair/tat 🥰🥰🥰
i’m feeling super horribly atm but just seeing that you uploaded increased my serotonin a bit lol even just the end title song makes me smile. you look so cute and i love the tattoo. i know that placement probably hurt like a b!tch tho🙃 so happy you’re doing so well. sending much love your way💗
you look so happy i'm so proud of you
The red suits you soo well!! You look amazing!
Honestly the title in itself it too relatable
First of all I love the hair!!! I don’t think I have OCD but I do the same thing when making simple decisions (google reviews, compare, etc.). I have literally been debating on dyeing my hair for like 1.5 years lol. I’ve been trying to get out of my own head recently so it’s nice hearing your experience. It’s almost a source of anxiety when I know I’ll have to make a decision and I’m really trying to “follow my gut” more. Also your entire moving series has made me want to do the same. To go back to school, or to move out… those are the questions! (Speaking of being indecisive lol)
You look beautiful 💕 so happy to see you thriving!
You look amazing. ILY Nicole!
bestie you’d look AMAZING in like bright red hair if u ever wanna verge more into fashion colors :)) love the orange rn
OH MY GOD YOU LOOK SO GOOD I CANT STOP SAYING IT TO THE SCREEN
always clicking so fast on your vlogs notifications, your hair looks amazing you're the coolest!!
You are a magical fairy now and nobody can tell me otherwise
You look great holy sht, glad you're loving it. Hope that talk with the wee lil ones goes well!
Nicole you look so good, ur actually glowing!
I also went Ginger just to feel anything last month and I wish I’d done it earlier life’s so much more fun somehow
IM SCREAMING THIS IS EVERYTHING
Nicole, watching your videos makes me so happy♡
pretty Nicole in her new hairstyle and tattoo also the aesthetic apartment! 💖
Welcome to the ginger club 🪴
MARY JANE ERA LET'S GOOOOOO
The hair! I love it.❤
I literally already dyed my hair orange and this made me wanna dye my hair orange again. 😂😂
I weirdly enough get ocd about the tattoos I already have and overthink the placements years later but that’s just me tricking myself but I still can’t tell and today I couldn’t even have lentil soup cos it looked different 😠 hopefully that made sense
i love you so much! u make me so happy nicole
I relate to that soooo much! I also have ocd and last year I finally had the courage to shave my head (it was a dream of mine). You look amazing!!!
Dude the soup can thing is so real. That made me realize I probably need to speak to my doctor about medication lol thank you
ginger suits you so well you look so good
6:57 All I can think of is that one vine
"A knife"
"NO!!"
I’m less than 3 minutes into the video and you owe me $15 to help spot clean where I spat food out onto my carpet for how you closed the washing (?) machine 🤣🤣🤣
It caught me SO off-guard! 😂