Vane/Eleanor || Saturn [3x09]
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- Опубликовано: 23 мар 2016
- "I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time. That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes."
I’ve had so many feelings and rants that I thought I would put in the description of this video, but in the end I think the video speaks for itself. The mind-numbing horror that I feel over Vane’s death can’t be adequately put into words. I genuinely never thought that a fictional character’s death would affect me in this manner, but I think Vane realizing Eleanor was irredeemable as the noose was placed around his neck and then dying with a crushed heart was my breaking point. No Eleanor that I could’ve ever imagined or understood would have been able to stand stoically at Vane’s execution…much less give the order. There’s a gaping hole in my creativity and-for lack of a less cheesy term-my heart where Vaneeleanor and Black Sails used to reside.
Fixating on this show and this ship helped me get over one of the worst years of my life and now I've lost this too. After the Season 3 finale, Black Sails will no longer have a place on my screen and I’m still trying to wrap my head around that. I know that his death had a point plot-wise, but for me the show ended when Charles Vane stopped breathing. I can’t imagine never vidding one of my OTPs again, but right now that is a distinct possibility. If I do choose to vid them again it will have to be an organic, in-the-moment decision. I can promise that I will make a Vane/Rackham/Bonny farewell which is bound to be even more painful than this one. Beyond that I cannot manage to plan my future in the Black Sails fandom. Who would’ve ever thought that if I could rewind Vane’s story I would beg him to accept Max’s offer to tell him “how to stop caring about her”? He would’ve been so much better off.
The last two thoughts that I feel I should include are:
1) I take back every awful thought I've had about Idelle and Max. Their faces as Charles died held a hell of a lot more sadness and horror than Eleanor's. And for that I'll love both of them forever.
2) Do you realize that if Zach McGowan wasn't still on The 100 that I would've probably lost my entire mind by now? Somehow knowing he's still going to be on my screen for at least a little while has kept me from fully losing it.
Ok, that's it. Thanks for watching! xoxoxoxoxo
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Just... gorgeus. I'm crying right now, OMG. She always was so cruel with Charles, even at the end... She never deserve his love. Goodbey, Captain. You will be missed. #ForVane
+Deteka Thanks for watching! We'll definitely miss Vane forever. I'll forever maintain the show made a huge mistake.
i understand the reason to do what they did but... a mistake? I don't know. We'll see in the nexts seasons, i think.
+Deteka I "understand" that they wanted to start a pirate revolution, but to kill off a fan favorite when the show is struggling to maintain popularity anyway? I can't see that being good choice. I hope the show makes it, but it'll have to be without me.
+HawkeyeGin13 oh come on keep watching the show for the other characters . I hear the new guy in season four is supposed to be just as good as zac . so stay tuned .
this truly captures the beauty and the pain of unrequited love. Hawkeyegin, you are a person who deeply understands the human condition!
I watch this video all day. Every time I cry. I can not listen to "Saturn" without linking music to the Vane / Eleanor and cry. I can not thank you enough for making this video. With the music or the lyrics fit them so much. This is the most beautiful goodbye to the Vane / Eleanor. Quite simply. I would like to make arrangements soon videos on them but when I see the beauty and emotion, perfection of yours and those also Darkelini, I tell myself that I could never do as well. It's just sublime. Thank you.
+MissEleanorVane Thank you so much! I'm so glad I was able to capture the beauty of their story despite the ending. I encourage you to try vidding...the more the merrier! I've certainly come a long way from my first videos, so I maintain that the only way to get better is to start. :)
I can say it brought tears to my eyes to see how his love wasn't enough for her but she was still drawn to him in some form, maybe his bad boy attitude? or his barbarian-like way that he would do anything for her love. In the end she wanted peace and he couldn't bring that to her because he was a man of pride and he refuses to be branded as a coward who turned his back on who he is. I rooted for those two to make it in the end :(
seeing this for the 34938540 time and crying all over again
Beautiful job as always HawkeyeGin. I too am still having a really difficult time and have never experienced this sense of loss over a TV character. I just moped around for the week heartbroken. They stand by their decision but the writers are male and they have no idea the destruction that they have wielded. I too had a rough winter and Vane and these music videos got me through it. The writers think that this is just a "fav" character but the show has lost its magic now. I don't know if I care anymore about what happens. And I still cannot wrap my head around the fact that his story is over. They truly have no idea that what they really took from us was love, romance, hope, fantasies, adoration, anticipation, excitement, .........Thank you for your beautiful work!!
+Charlotte Vane The show certainly let a large chunk of its magical appeal go, which I think they'll realize was a huge mistake. They could've used someone else's death as a rallying cry and kept Vane around for the rest of the seasons. Thanks for watching...and I think comments like yours have encouraged me to keep vidding Vane and Black Sails for a while longer even if the show has lost me as a viewer.
+HawkeyeGin13 I would've loved to see him and Eleanor work together as a power couple .
Hey so I've been following your videos. You are right; it's really tragic and heartbreaking with what happened to Vane and Eleanor. He loved her way more than she deserved, but she was always fighting for control and power and choosing those things over love. I think 3x09 was really meant to get us to hate Eleanor and in some ways it does. I think Vane's words about her are true. She can't stand the truth and that's why she needs him to die. But I do think she felt something for him, as seen when she asks Flint is he will survive this and when Woodes asks her if she saw him. I don't know if I will continue to watch the show, but I just wanted to thank you once again for making these great videos. And I know you posted that this ship really helped you in a bad time during your life, and I wanted to let you know you are never alone.
+RachelRooneyR Thank you, I appreciate it. I agree that Eleanor once loved Vane, but in the end she certainly proved herself unworthy. Which hurts to say, considering they were (my gracious...past tense *sobs*) my OTP. The only good thing that's come out of Season 3's conclusion is that it makes me appreciate The Ranger's BroT3 all the more. If anyone unconditionally cared about Charles it was Jack (and begrudgingly Anne) and maybe even Teach.
thank you for making me discover this song! Your editing is flawless.
I honestly don't understand why they did what they did. It would've been so easy not to kill him and maybe even redeem Eleanor. I have to admit that I pretty much lost all interest in the show now that they killed Vane and I'll probably always be satly about it.
If you want I have a different point of view of that and maybe my opinion will make you understand the choice of writers :)
They TRIED to make an example out of him and FAILED... It just stirred shit up even more. In the end... Vane ultimately won.
Him and the 1 eyed pirate would have been unstoppable...if there was 1 person to die its eleanor
I completely agree with the description. I just finished watching this show for the first time and It doesn’t seem like I’ll get over Vane’s death anytime soon. And the fact that he was killed by the woman he loved makes me wanna punch something. It’s so freaking heartbreaking. Tho I read an interview with the actress and she said that in her final moments Eleanor regretted killing him and that when she did a part of her died with him.
This is so beautiful, i am so heart broken. I agree with what you said in the description. such an amazing video :'(
+xenchantedqueen Awww, thanks for watching!
Beautiful video, one of the best of this kind I've ever seen
+HashRougeable Awww, thank you so much!
Tell Melissandra to bring him back like she did Jon sno
Ugh, I wish. Crossover between GOT and BS for the first episode next season please.
I don't know what to say l'm completely choked up over this I never ever felt like this over a character in a fantastic programme as black sails it will be forever on my mind
+Stephanie Clery I completely understand. Vane's death hurt in a way that I couldn't have ever imagined. I've been trying to work on another vid with him and it just hurts so much that I'm having to do tiny edits at a time. Thanks for watching!
Beautiful and very sad. Tough to watch.
+Charlotte Vane It was tough to make too...thanks for watching and being sad with me!
I cried watching this
I never shipped them, I am amxanor, but I can see that their relationship was so deep and special.. but at the same time toxic.. I am team eleanor, I am not happy with this but I understood her point, so so beautiful video with a lot of mix feels
You know that I watch this video at least once a day since the day you release it? As well as all the others, very often. I miss your work on them. So much. I keep the crazy hope that someday, you do something about their ship.
I know that the end of season 3 has disappointed you and I understand it, although I do not share this point of view, but I still hope that one day you make a video on them. Their story is always as intense and their alchemy always magical. For me, that's only my opinion of course, the fact that Eleanor kills Vane at the end of season 3 has something of Shakespearian that justly makes their legendary story. Who does justice to their love / hate. The fact that they are somewhere lovers who have killed each other, especially as the emotional development of Eleanor is very interesting shown as well. She does not kill him out of hatred or avenge her father. But precisely because she loves him too much. Rogers is right on this point: he was a temptation for her. If Vane had survived, Eleanor would have gone back to him. Hannah New said that. But Eleanor's mistake, a human error that can be understood but remains a mistake, is that she has resigned herself to the life civilization imposes on women. I do not think we realize the extent of what she has lived in London, imprisoned for months and months alone in a cold, damp room waiting for death and going out only to be humiliated in trials . This, unfortunately, killed her desire for a nation of thieves. But a part of the pirate remained in her and this part was Vane. Hannah New said several times that Eleanor killed a part of herself by killing Vane. And that's true. She tried, in any case. And without this part, Eleanor is empty. And especially unhappy. She begins to persuade herself that she can be happy in this submissive woman's life, that she can get used to it, she chooses to see what she wants to see in Rogers without it being reality, this man is a monster of which she knows nothing and does not really love, she loves only what she wants to see in him, which is not love but lies, she does A succession of terrible errors which lead her to death.
This is the tragedy of Eleanor. Dying of her own lies, her own illusions and her own mistakes. But can we really blame her for that? For denial is unfortunately something very common in today's human being. It is a defect and a weakness so common that it becomes commonplace and everyday in our day. Eleanor becomes almost the most realistic character in truth.
Oh, I'm talking too much. Fuck that, sorry. But just to tell you how much I love what you do. And I miss your work. A video of you, with the death of Eleanor and the death of Vane, finally united in death ... that would be exceptional. I would still dream about it :') but I can already thank you for all the videos that you offered us. Thank you so much.
All this can be understood, yes.
But I can not forgive her cowardice and egoism.
And it is a pity that Eleanor did not have time to understand and feel the depth of her mistake.
I allowed myself to send your video Zach McGowan and Hannah New on Twitter stating that you as the author of course; D and Zach responded to and retweet your video saying he loves! :D you can go see about him ;)
+MissEleanorVane Oh my gosh! Thanks so much. I found it and almost died. I can't believe he watched it!
I didn't cry when he was hanged, somehow I managed no to, but I did now. This video is awesome.
+Morwen M Awww, thank you so much for watching.
Highly Guilty Pirates!
Eleanor's Wail @ 2:16 ....Music to my ears!
:D
keep looking behind u Eleanor, ur time is coming, if Rackham/teach doesn't get u watch out for ur mate woods Rodgers!!
Hello. Your video is beautiful.
I can only understand your pain and your sorrow. I share it. I was ... completed. Because I saw the death of Charles but mostly it just made Eleanor.
After several days of crying spells, where I ate nothing, where I do not want anything, I put the first seasons. And I over long reflections, analyzes, regained faith in their relationship.
I know it sounds crazy after what we saw in. After seeing Eleanor kill him. But that's the problem with love relationships / hate as they were. In this kind of relationship, there is always a chance that one will eventually kill the other. And when we begin to love their family, this possibility must agree I think and prepare to suffer during the time they are loved.
Unlike many, I do not hate Eleanor. I think she will be haunted from now and one day she will wake up. And that day will be horrible for her, I almost hope she never wakes. Because it is very likely to kill that day.
But I understand what led to that. I think ... it's not just her father. Charles has always been the one who was pushing to see the truth. A face of things it does not want to face. To confront the things that frightens and weakens. It has always been the one who told him the truth. And nobody wants to hear the truth. Especially not Eleanor, besides love has always scared.
Charles somewhere Eleanor terrified because he has always been the only one to know disarm. The only cons that Eleanor could not hold his mask. He always knew to touch where it hurts. When she screams in the cell, I saw a cry of pain, fatigue, fatigue. A cry that said "How we got there?".
She has chosen this moment I think of leaving her pain and she thinks Charles is the source of his pain because it's always known that her touch sensitive points. It has always been a struggle between them and she thinks she won in the end. If one day she realizes what she has lost, she goes crazy.
It is a tragic end to a vicious and complicated relationship. But passionate and unique. Charles Vane and Eleanor Guthrie entered the legend of lovers with a unique end in itself, a unique emotional work itself. Now in my case, I can only hope they will make sure to remember that Eleanor liked to Charles and the deterioration of their relationship does not change that. She will be haunted. But I hope that when she eventually die, she will join Charles and will be able to say that they have never told to forgive and to find the peace that they have never found in the living.
I came out of your video even more convinced of this, and that is comforting. BRAVO. That's wonderful. A sublime final tribute to this couple ... unique. A painful goodbye but we can continue to dream about them. Courage, and congratulations to you.
+MissEleanorVane Thanks for the thoughtful comment. While I don't necessarily "hate" Eleanor, I've lost all ability to understand or identify with her. (Which is very difficult and feels very sudden in Season 3.) Her complete change of character and emotion is very hard to swallow. The worst part is, I don't think for a minute that Vane died hating her. He loved her even as she unfeelingly watched him go to his death. I think Eleanor cared for Vane, but the depth of her love for him never matched how he felt about her. I guess that's why I've always empathized with Vane more than Eleanor...an instinct that I guess proved accurate in the end.
Definitely yes, sadly :'( I can understand that you Some think Eleanor has been very poorly written in this season and that is the fault of the writers, not her I have always felt close to her, which.. that I can understand. But I have to be a rare case.
Anyway ... Thank you for your wonderful videos on them, I do not know if you still will but I doubt seen your description ... Black Sails in lost something huge losing Charles.
I think he liked it in the end, yes god. I think she, too, only it is not yet realized. The day she understood, she will howl but it will be too late unfortunately.
good points
+HawkeyeGin13 good points
+MissEleanorVane yep
wonderful I totally agree with you
+jc kiki Thanks for watching!
I can't even breathe now. wow.
+RealSlytha Thanks for watching!
Charles Vane BOOOO!
No, I take my previous comment back. This one broke my heart. Christ Almighty. Ow!
+dragoness0420 Ahhhhh....sorry! Thanks for watching and commenting though.
Now run Eleanor !!! ;-)
Ha ha, for sure.
I am suprised that Eleanor did not self died in the night following that Charles, soon she will know the fury of Black beard. ( sorry for my english traduction google )
I look forward to Teach and Jack getting ahold of her... ;)
+HawkeyeGin13 jack and ann will kill max and teach will kill elanor
Otherwise can you tell me who sings this wonder? Are you a Tumblr account? If you do not have one I will share your video above myself :D
+MissEleanorVane This is by Sleeping at Last. And yes, I'm on Tumblr as easilyobsessedauthor, but feel free to share away. :)
Thank you :D I just subscribe to your blog and I Reblog your video ;) I am "lady-eleanor-vane"
+MissEleanorVane I saw, thank you!
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+Joviniana Falcão My sentiments exactly. Thanks for watching!
💔💔😖😭😭😭😭😖💔💔
+Thanja Barthel Awww, hugs! Thanks for watching!
+HawkeyeGin13 I was just able to catch up on the last two episodes last night and I bawled my eyes out... Then I saw the link to your video on Zach McGowan's twitter and had to watch... and promptly bawled some more. So heartbroken 😢 Thanks for the video!
+Thanja Barthel I'm heartbroken as well. But the fact that anyone is finding my video because ZACH SHARED IT is making me lose my mind. Thanks so much for watching and commenting!
Can you tell me the music name?
sleeping at least -saturn
thanks!!!!
her acting and emotion was just awful.