Poison (Explicit Lyrics) - LuLuYam Official Lyric Video
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- Опубликовано: 11 июн 2023
- Available on most streaming platforms.
(Enjoy the early release of the lyric video :) )
Credit:
Song written, mixed, produced and performed by LuLuYam
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Lyrics:
I think that it's time
We sat down
For discussion...is that alright?
Till now you've been blameless,
You're nameless, like nothin'.
But you know.
Save your words
For someone who gives a fuckin' shit.
I ain't listenin'
Not even a little,
I know, you know.
I know, you know.
I know, you know.
I know you know better than THAT!
You ain't nothin' but a mother fuckin' narcissist.
Poison everything you touch,
As if there's nothin' wrong with it.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
Know I know you better than THAT!
Okay! Now it's time, it's the shining decline:
You best open your eyes, cuz I've opened up mine.
Ain't nothin' to me but a sworn enemy.
Chew you up like you're meat.
Pick the bones out my teeth.
And I break them in half,
Like you broke me in two.
I think I'd be okay, if it wasn't for you.
All the damage you've done,
Just know I'm not the one.
Not your daughter, or son.
Being mean isn't fun, BUT-
You told me that you loved me,
But you just don't fuckin' like me at all.
Way to drop the ball.
How do you like me now
That I'm bigger, and stronger,
And better than you?
It ain't delusion.
Maybe it's just the truth.
Save your words
For someone who gives a fuckin' shit.
I ain't listenin'
Not even a little,
I know, you know.
I know, you know.
I know, you know.
I know you know better than THAT!
You ain't nothin' but a mother fuckin' narcissist.
Poison everything you touch,
As if there's nothin' wrong with it.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
Know I know you better than THAT!
I'm a person, you know?
And it's too much to take.
Don't like bein' the punchline
Of every joke that you make.
Ha ha ha, Boo hoo hoo! LA LA LA!
Get OVER yourself.
Yeah, you liked me better
When you had a tighter hold on my neck.
I was easier to control than to protect.
How sick is that?
And it's just a fact.
Your "maternity"
Don't mean nothin' to me.
I don't like you.
I could never be just like you.
I despise you.
How cliché to blame everyone that's around you.
I don't have to.
I don't like you.
I could never be just like you.
I despise you.
Cuz you know I know you better than THA-A-A-A-AT.
Save your words
For someone who gives a fuckin' shit.
I ain't listenin'
Not even a little,
I know, you know.
I know, you know.
I know, you know.
I know you know better than THAT!
You ain't nothin' but a mother fuckin' narcissist.
Poison everything you touch,
As if there's nothin' wrong with it.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
You know, I know.
Know I know you better than THAT!
Save your words
for someone who gives a fuckin' shit.
I ain't listenin'
Not even a little,
I know...
I know...
I know...
I know you know better than THAT!
You ain't nothin' but a mother fuckin' narcissist.
Poison everything you touch,
As if there's nothin' wrong with it.
You know...
You know...
You know...
You know...
You know I know you better than THAT! 
Видеоклипы
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Guess I better make a new pinned to explain something here:
This song is not made to mock nor demonize anyone with NPD. The line "you ain't nothin but a mother f****ng narcissist" is not a stab at people with NPD.
This song was written about my emotionally and mentally abusive mother, who is a genuine narcissist. People can be narcissists while also NOT having NPD. If you're going to come at me for that one specific lyric, I don't know what to tell you.
I won't be taking the song down, nor will I change the words as this is MY song that I made to cope with MY trauma. You won't be invalidating that for me, thanks.
If that bothers you, then go support other music artists because I am very honest when it comes to my emotions and my experiences. I won't censor my work because you misinterpreted my words and my music. Peace.
I feel you, I had a relationship like that.
TELL EM LIKE IT IS LULU FUCK DA HATERS >:D
WOOOOO
@@He4rtzForW1l
YOU TELL THEM
Are people with NPD actually triggered by that lyric? 😂 Sounds par for the course, they can't handle one drop of criticism. You tell 'em, Lulu, narcissists or narc defenders don't deserve to be coddled or catered to. You do you.
"I WAS EASIER TO CONTROL THAN TO PROTECT" GOES HARDDD
I’m listening to this after my mom stole my headphones bc I wouldn’t tell her what song I was listening to. (If her 16 yr old won’t include her in their personal business then they can’t have a personal business)
Sounds like the perfect time for u to turn ur volume up
Why wouldn't you just tell her what you were listening to?? Like I get it's stupid for her to take smth from you for not telling her but what was so bad that you couldn't tell her the name of a song or even just LIE about the song you were listening to?? 😭😭
@@TheBiggestBasketcase maybe because they don't want their mom in their business
Their mom has no reason to be all up in their business other than the fact she's possibly a very narcissistic and controlling person
god this is such a mood, as someone who grew up with an emotionally abusive mother who only changed when she got sick and i was the only person in her life who was around and stronger than her, the specific lyrics really hit home for me. its why i cant even connect with her as a person now, when shes 'changed'! people like that only change when they realize they have to to get something out of you. im sorry you had to deal with it, banger song tho
I may be a male.. but.. I can relate. And love how you relate.
This song wasn't about a ex partner it's about her mom who was a narcissist to her
Real
Just left a narc and needed this! Sharing it everywhere to get you the recognition you deserve!! #narcsurvivor
I have been looking for a song about the Narcissist , after years of waiting I'm glad you made this song , to me this song means a lot it's a solace , relief, I find comfort in this song I totally love it your song is amazing😊💙💙💙💙💙
I also had a narcissist for a parent, a sociopath that enjoyed harming me, two of them! My bio father and his mistress, but ive been clean of them 1 and a half years, and THIS ROCKS LIKE HELL
I'm so glad I found this song, it really resonates with me as someone who also has a physically and verbally abusive mother. Thank you for making this luluyam
I feel like dressing up in a dapper outfit, grabbing a cane, some cranberry juice/cherry cola as a red wine replacement and singing this to my fake friends while dancing in their faces, LOL
Eep - So glad RUclips shoved this in my recommended!
I was recommended this my by friend in the comment above and HOLY DAMN DUDE!!! This is PHENOMENAL!!
(Edit: yay spelling)
Hehe same 😂
Saaaaame!!!!
this is so catchy im literally screaming
I LOVE YOUR MUSIC SM!!!!!!!!! THIS HAS GOT TO BE MY NEW FAVORITE SONG OMFG
This song goes to my mom
I love your music ❤❤❤❤
Mine TOO
Second that. Lady also is bipolar and denies it. 😞
same here....still living with mine as her caregiver...y'all pray for me...33 and still haven't had my own life yet >.
I so so so glad I found you! I’m obsessed with how this speaks to me and my shitty situation in life, this takes away my pain and is making me want to be stronger and better than my abusers
Truly, thank you for you work!!!!
It's a great song, especially for such a small artist!
Alright......wtf...I have liked almost every song you have made...and yet...you only have 6k subs wtf actually. Your mind and the way your rhythms the absolute power house of emotion you have is amazing! Only just found your channel but still fuck this is good! *secretly loving the silent hill esk art~*
It's probably the fact that most other people have a pretty great life
@@AlessaJohnson-zz4iv We all have our own trials, tribulations and horrors we go through in life. How we get back up from them is what matters. I enjoy living in spite of my own memories and what has happened in my life. As a simple “fuck you” to those who wished the worst for me or did what they could to cause harm.
Girl what metal illness do you struggle with? cause your music sound like a replica of my life and i still dont understand whats up with me you music is beautiful btw.
4:17 I DIG this song, great work!!! I sent it to my ex😂❤💋✌
On the list of my favorite songs, already. Great voice, great beat, and awesome message
These vocals are incredible! This song is so underrated, but I can forsee it getting big in no time for sure. Keep up the amazing work! ❤
I been waiting 4 this song for a long time,
How did I get here? Welp. I love this regardless, the tone and the slow walking beat are great for repeated listens.
I LOVE how she sings, this style, her voice 0:27, 1:06, 1:28. I’d love to hear more of this style. Does anyone have any song recommendations similar to this one?
man, sincerely... This is really cool, I was here on RUclips and I ended up finding your channel with this really cool song. I love this song bro ♥️🔥
Yooo, you've growned again Luluyam, remember when you had like 20 subs or smth
Ive been waiting so long for this to come out and Im so happy its finally out!
Dude.. This song perfectly describes how I feel toward the people in my school and my own mother sometimes, who is just..genuinely a person who seeks nothing but praise,attention and drama by any means,especially at the expense of my ill father. . You may have just earned yourself a subscriber, Miss Lulu! Keep up the hard work 🥲.
Also- I'm 16, so. . . Honestly I just like explicit lyrics like these that are so easy to relate to and that doesn't feel staged.
When I found this song I instantly thought of my dad now he had issues but we gave him the resources to fix them and I will never forget the hated he had toward all his kids to tell us he loves us he just can't stand to be around us
Since 2 days i can't stop listennig ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
What a delightful voice and performance style! I'm in love.
AHHH this song is amazing! I just recently started listening to your music and I love it so much!
brooooo hoq aren't you famous :000
Love this song! Glad RUclips suggested.
💜🖤💕🔥👑🔥💕🖤💜
"I was easier to control than to protect" I always want to say respect instead of protect for some reason.
Im so happy this was recommended to me❤
This is so so good omg you're epic man
This came in perfect timing awesome work!! My new jam.
Love!! I hope this blows up :) 📈🏆
This song... amazing 😍
thats great u put it in words
This slaps 💯 🔥 Feels like you've written this ahead of time for me ❤
After what i been dealing with, a user, liar, aggressive egotistic person who has put me through hell and back for the last few weeks and I always love her but I needed this song rn and im playiing it again
Nice 👌
Awesome ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Damn you’re so versatile too, amazing stuff!! What a talent
You got this stuck in my head what you’re actually so good at this
my brain is getting the good scratches today wow
New favorite song 🎧 ❤❤
🔥
Oh man!! New fan right here
Good god ❤ That raspy thing you do with your voice is hypnotic 😍
RUclips algorithm FUCKING NAILED this one & forever changed my life the day they let me get ahold of this song!!!
This is my favorite song so far
Daaaaaamn, thats just🔥🔥🔥
finding this song when i need it fr 🙏
Just discovered you ten minutes ago and I'm already a fan. ❤
Jiminy Crickets! Now I know we both Cringe!! Carry on, you Extraordinary Gift!!🤯❤❤
❤❤❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I effing love this ❤❤
This is soooo good I’m sending it to EVERYONE
Thank you. ❤
LOVE it❤
your work is hauntingly good, as always
Um you showed up so randomly. And I am not mad. Your voice is so powerful.
❤
how dont you have more subs ? wish you a good future
❤❤❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I found your music from this song and I am so glad i did
Brilliant
Still one of my favorite songs
God I wish I had the confidence to start showing off my art this is great
Fuckin awesome 🤘🤘🤘!! Love your style!! We can dance on their mother f~uckin GRAVES. At least this song made me feel like that.. LOTS OF for hours. Had a great time dancing. Definitely on repeat!!
Such a happy joyful song!! Wish I didn’t relate. Thank you so much for the my dancing and all of my smiles 😅😂🤘🤘🤘🤘
It's definitely a good song
This song makes me think of my.mother and I am jamming to this 🎉
How is it now that I find this? This is so fucking epic!!!!
You make getting over a narcissist. Fun.😂 and with that saying it makes me debate if I’m sick. Haha. Thanks for putting a smile on my face 😆
I love this reheheh
The rasp is everything
Clever
Interesting
Michael Jackson vibes!!! i love it!!! 😭
On repeat Playa got played
Wow, this song popped up in my feed just in time. My mom is a massive narcissist who waxes on and on about how because she had a traumatic childhood, she's not really a narcissist and her abusive behavior is her still "healing" 🙄(yeah, she big delulu) and unfortunately my older brother/her golden child seems on track to be as big an entitled, childish, everyone's-fault-but-mine person just like her. I told her today I can't stand being around my brother because he's a massive idiot who knows nothing ABOUT nothing yet acts like he's an expert on subjects he has zero experience with. I told her his condescending behavior and man-child behavior in general is extremely irritating and that I just refuse to be around him more than I strictly need to. And because he's her golden child, she, like always, defended his behavior, tried to explain to me why it's okay for him to act like that, ooh I'm so mean to him, "avoidance isn't the answer", etc 🙄 Completely dismissed my feelings in favor of defending her golden boy, yet again. And then this song was recommended to me. Feels like confirmation from the universe that my feelings about my mom and brother are spot on.
Honestly when I think about this song I think about my dad.
Great song, happy that it released, but I was wondering, what happened to back stabber ? There is no way to be found recently.
I announced recently that I'd be taking down some music (backstabber was picked in that decision) but I will be reuploading the removed songs to this channel specifically, soon. I won't be using songs I removed as "official" songs any longer but I know there were some of you who still enjoyed them so I will be sharing them again soon. So no worries!
@@luluyam_music Cool :)
Ok hun iam here now
This song reminds me of wolf in sheep's clothing by set it off, for some reason
Leo moon or gemm moon for the character/s that put her on the map ?? Leo moon right ?
she hit this one on the throat chakra jack pot !!!! Accolades 🎉🎉
I would lov to hear you in one of vivziepops serieses
The his shit is right the heck on and absolutely needed to here even if an didn’t need to hear 😂
As Someone Who Has NPD, I Can Confirm, That This Is Something That Expresses Me, And I Don't Mind The Line "you ain't nothing but a mother f****ng narcissist" 😃👍
This hits hard like Dame my neighbours came knocking on the door 2min into this song
MY bad lol
I do love me some fat bass in my music.
@@luluyam_music you need to make a track with a 22hz Bass note 😂
G easy brought me here funny and catching I know
Okay am I the only one that didn't know THIS SONG HAS PIANO?!?!
Did I send my ex this before blocking them? Yes. Yes I did.
I got a singable Russian translation for you 💔
Ты знаешь, пришло время на разговоры...
А ты как?
Пока ты невинен, без имени, неиллюзорно,
Так, да?...
Оставь слова тем, кто станет тебя слушать,
Я не буду, ничему не поверю,
Знаю, (знаешь), знаю, (знаешь), знаю,(знаешь),
Я знаю, ты был выше себя!
Нарцисс, с каждым разом ты все хуже,
Уничтожил все ядом и своим касанием
Ведь знаешь, (знаю), знаешь, (знаю), знаешь, (знаю)
Ты знаешь, знаю лучше тебя!
И вот время пришло,
Сияй, не замечаю,
Вперёд, глаза открой,
Как свои открывала.
Ты никто для меня,
Лишь законченный враг,
Тебя я прожевала,
Танец мой на костях.
Надвое разломлю,
Как когда-то меня,
Я жила бы и в двух
Частях, меньше тебя.
Все, что ты натворил,
Придает только сил
Идти дальше, ты мне
Да, грубить же не смей.
Говорил мне, что любишь,
В итоге не замечаешь вообще,
Хоть пой песнь!
А как тебе нравлюсь я,
Больше и сильнее, и лучше, чем ты?
Неиллюзорна...
Лучше, чем мои мечты!
Оставь слова тем, кто станет тебя слушать,
Я не буду, ничему не поверю,
Знаю, (знаешь), знаю, (знаешь), знаю,(знаешь),
Я знаю, ты был выше себя!
Нарцисс, с каждым разом ты все хуже,
Уничтожил все ядом и своим касанием
Ведь знаешь, (знаю), знаешь, (знаю), знаешь, (знаю)
Ты знаешь, знаю лучше тебя!
Я - живой человек,
Предел есть у всего,
Я не стану панчлайном для шутки твоей, все равно.
(Перерасти это!)
Тебе нравилось больше за шею меня держать,
Контроль - это легче, чем детей своих защищать?
Ты больной! Это факт,
Авторитет твой - ничто для меня.
Не родной мне.
Не такой как ты я хочу быть, нет.
Ненавижу...
О, клише, ты...
Обвиняешь всех в том, что не слышишь...
Доводы.
Не родной мне.
Не такой как ты я хочу быть, нет.
Ненавижу...
(Ведь ты знаешь, знаю лучше тебя-а-а-а!)
Оставь слова тем, кто станет тебя слушать,
Я не буду, ничему не поверю,
Знаю, (знаешь), знаю, (знаешь), знаю,(знаешь),
Я знаю, ты был выше себя!
Нарцисс, с каждым разом ты все хуже,
Уничтожил все ядом и своим касанием
Ведь знаешь, (знаю), знаешь, (знаю), знаешь, (знаю)
Ты знаешь, знаю лучше тебя! Х2
OMG,A SONG ABOUT MY EX HUSBAND.IMA HAVE TO SEND IT TO HIM LOL
Qhat genre of music is this, I love it but I just can't find out the genre
No specific genre. I produce a lot of different sounding music due to the fact that I listen to everything under the sun and just produce whatever I enjoy making and have fun with. So my music is like experimental pop/hiphop/electronic
@@luluyam_music oh, that's cool, I listen to all sorts of songs; and now that I've listened to more of your songs, amazing work
As someone with an abusive and narcissistic mother, I genuinely love this song and I’m so grateful it found me.
I love this song and I can totally relate to it
but i hate how the comment section makes me feel like im going to turn into an abuser for having npd
That’s definitely not .. her😊
this was on my home page. Never heard of this artist. The beat is nice, but There feels like too much animosity.
Well the point of art is to express your emotions and thought through different mediums and my art is no exception. This song was written to portray the more bitter feelings one might go through when cutting ties with their parents and toxic families. This song especially stems from my own experiences with cutting off my own mother from my life and I am nothing but honest when it comes to how I feel.
So, in short, I would personally feel that my point wasn't made if it didn't contain a high level of animosity.
So, I agree to disagree with you.