This is interesting. Why did I need to hear and see this? Am I still holding a grudge. Because I had to look up the definition..... I SURE IS. Mary J. Blige and John P, Kee is going to have to come out with a few more albums for me to start letting this here grudge go. Maybe I'm letting it go now. while typing this to people I don't know. But I'll continue. It' hard to let grudges or anything go when a former family member lied on you and turned the entire family against you even the people or person in the family that is supposed to have your back through thick and then and right and wrong. Maybe if I would've laid hands, I would have been let the grudge go. Maybe if I would've press charges, I would've let the grudge go. But I let the Lord handled it in His time. He did. But I still feel the need to have a proper release because a private apology for a public ridicule still don't sit right with me. I don't wish nor pray for anything bad to happened even though it already did I just understand that I would have felt better with a proper and different release than just giving a look to satisfy people that did not, have not, nor will not give a care about me. Until that proper release, I'm just going to continue to keep those humans detached from me and only be respectful to the one that I can't detached. But in all things, I will give thanks and right now I want to say Thank you Mr. Jerry Turner for allowing me to hear your message, post my story and connect with you to help whom ever watches your video and read this comment. To that person reading this, somebody in every family has been hurt and stabbed in the back by a family member. You can let go of the grudge and or detach yourself from them, but most of all. start or continue to love yourself so that you can be better than that situation. 🎶🎶Sometime you gotta look yourself in the mirror and say Good Morning Gorgeous🎶🎶 ( Mary J. Blige) because 🎶🎶with no focus in my life , let Him down more than twice, He gave me Another Chance. 🎶🎶( John P, Kee)
Think I needed this. But it's definitely going to be hard
@@Popthekirbo I definitely understand!🙏❤️🙏
This is interesting. Why did I need to hear and see this? Am I still holding a grudge. Because I had to look up the definition..... I SURE IS. Mary J. Blige and John P, Kee is going to have to come out with a few more albums for me to start letting this here grudge go. Maybe I'm letting it go now. while typing this to people I don't know. But I'll continue. It' hard to let grudges or anything go when a former family member lied on you and turned the entire family against you even the people or person in the family that is supposed to have your back through thick and then and right and wrong. Maybe if I would've laid hands, I would have been let the grudge go. Maybe if I would've press charges, I would've let the grudge go. But I let the Lord handled it in His time. He did. But I still feel the need to have a proper release because a private apology for a public ridicule still don't sit right with me. I don't wish nor pray for anything bad to happened even though it already did I just understand that I would have felt better with a proper and different release than just giving a look to satisfy people that did not, have not, nor will not give a care about me. Until that proper release, I'm just going to continue to keep those humans detached from me and only be respectful to the one that I can't detached. But in all things, I will give thanks and right now I want to say Thank you Mr. Jerry Turner for allowing me to hear your message, post my story and connect with you to help whom ever watches your video and read this comment. To that person reading this, somebody in every family has been hurt and stabbed in the back by a family member. You can let go of the grudge and or detach yourself from them, but most of all. start or continue to love yourself so that you can be better than that situation. 🎶🎶Sometime you gotta look yourself in the mirror and say Good Morning Gorgeous🎶🎶 ( Mary J. Blige)
because 🎶🎶with no focus in my life , let Him down more than twice, He gave me Another Chance. 🎶🎶( John P, Kee)
@@victoriousmuscle8632 I appreciate you watching 🙏❤️🙏