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This song symbolizes very well from my first relationship. In the beginning, we were only school mates, then after I took her to a military ball, that's when days later from that day we decided to date. We were so happy together and she used to spoil me so much with her hugs, kisses and her confidence to back me up when I didn't have the words for things to say. Eventually, things changed dramatically. When she was focusing on college, I started to feel clingy because we used to see each other a lot. As for her, I tried really hard to make plans and do something nice for her like she told me to to be better, but any chance I took, she always made an excuse to not be with me. It eventually became one-sided where she needed to take control of the relationship and my choices. It became very toxic, and I didn't want to believe it; but I had to. Because it made me someone different that my family didn't like, and I learned from myself "This isn't me. This is isn't a person, it's just a thing meant to entertain her whenever she was bored." It wasn't long until late October last year that she broke up with me, because I knew despite her telling me it's not working, I needed to escape from the toxicity anyway. Because she grew tired of me; and after long, dark and sad moments throughout this year, I'm finally able to make myself better for myself, and I'm no giving up on love. Thank you, Citizen Soldier for making this song and others that you've created. Every song you make related to many events I dealt with in my life, an they remind me to keep pushing and to never give up on love or myself. I know there's someone out there for me, and I know I can do my best. Thank you so much 💚💯🙏
I saw this in my recommendeds at such a coincidental time, this morning I was just texted by my ex best friend, and I didn't know what to do, but this song helped me figure out that I don't need to bow to her requests to start a fight. She claimed so many times she wanted to stay friends but never talked to me, she left me all alone when I was in one of my worst spots, and judged me for trying to be friends with one of my ex's since if I hadn't, I would have killed myself. Bronwynne, if you ever see this, I'm done with you, it was fun while it lasted, but you left me when I was all alone and you were my last hope, and I don't think I can forgive that, even if I did hurt you (which I am still sorry about).
@@CitizenSoldier I agree this song of yours hit me so much in my heart I cried because its simply a beautiful yet bitter sweet feeling of relief to have removed myself from my last toxic relationship. So this song describes the grief the sorrow I was facing thank you so so so very much for doing what you.
@@Tymate5039 I don't have an answer, but what I know is that the person who did that to you thought you were superior to them. Often, it is caused by jealousy. Even to this person, you were never worthless. You will never be.
Most songs are about people that had been left... but this song is the opposite it’s about someone who left... this song really made me think and almost made me cry... every story has 2 sides... this was a beautiful song... and citizen soldier might be my new favorite band...
Eu ia escrever em inglês, mas meu inglês é péssimo, ninguém iria entender. 😊 Uma vez me disseram que eu exagerava ao tentar ver as intenções do outro. Sendo assim, talvez a outra pessoa estava realmente se desculpando, ela realmente se importava, ela nunca quis que o outro se sentisse inútil. Talvez. A coisa mais difícil que aprendi na vida é que a culpa não é minha, a culpa não é do outro, a vida não veio com manual de instruções, todos estão fazendo o melhor que podem. Todo mundo ta com dor e todos se sentem só. Se você canta essa música para alguém, sabia que a outra pessoa também deve desejar cantar ela para você.
As someone who is fighting within themselves to choose their mental health over so-called family that mentally and emotionally abuses me and my sisters(and used to physically abuse my father, which in-turn caused his mental issues), this song feels insanely powerful. This is going onto my motivational playlist. Thank you for this. This song is almost relaxing to me. It helps me let go of the trauma I've held in for so long.
Yes agreed my mother is my biggest problem for me...she emotional physically and allowed someone else to sexually abuse me when I was a kid. She belittles me and I get tired of it 😢 I told her to leave me alone and never speak to me again and she still somehow finds a way to contact me she did for my 21st birthday last week and now I’m trying to move on and let it go it hurts especially when all you ever wanted and needed was your mother but no mother is she to me
@@Aaron_InkWellMoon while I appreciate the concern, I am no stranger to seeking help. I've been in therapy for three years and counting. Getting better, but I'm not quite there yet. Music is just as therapeutic as the therapy itself.
I'm that one who is suffering anxiety, fear and panic attacks. You don't know how it feels when you're go to sleep and the heart rate is increasing and thoughts dont let you to sleep. I'm always fighting, smiling and putting positive thoughts. Keeping moving forward.
I never clicked so damn fast! This music is so beautiful... truly someone can relate... though they really shouldn’t, this hits the heart where it hurts. Jake thank you for your bravery. Citizen Solider, thank you for your music
I agree making music such as this takes a lot of strength. Listening to it helps get me out of my head but at times I have to turn it else I truly start contemplating taking an "easy out" via permanent solution to a temporary problem. Thank you for giving us something to enjoy that can aid us in our battle with mental illness so long as we remember why we fight.
I know this song is about breakup but... ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ This makes me feel like its a song right before suicide. Ive been really low lately and this is my first listen. I think ive been listening to this for an hour straight, i think ive been crying since the first loop. Thank you giys for understanding and sharing.
Everytime I listen to this song it reminds me of my mother... For 18 years I've lived with her and I finally have a way out in June of 2021. Once I move out, I'm leaving these lyrics for her to find. She has never taken responsibility for the pain and abuse I've gone through at her hand. I hope that one day she'll change and realize what she's done to me, but I'm afraid it'll never happen...
@@CitizenSoldier Oh my gods. I didn't think you guys would reply especially because of how long ago the video was posted. You guys are my favorite band and it made my day when I saw you guys had responded. I hope you guys have all been doing well during this tough time. Never stop doing what you love. I believe in you guys 😊. Thank you so much.
Those who pressed the unlike button, they are the person who still yet faced this emotion. Seriously, this song and all of other songs on this channel is a HIDDEN GEM!! Keep it up and I love itttttt
To all those who need to hear this. You are loved. You are wanted. “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. “No pain, no gain.” You are all living proof of these quotes. Your abuse hurts and will probably continue hurting but this will make you a stronger person. Your bravery and strength to hold on will be rewarded in the future. Don’t give up now because there is so much out there worth living. If you die, you’ll never experience the joy and happiness of life. You’re your own jury, your own judge. Don’t look at others. Only look at yourselves because you matter. You always have, ever since you were born, and you always will. “Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child.” You aren’t the monster. Whoever is torturing you is. Love yourself and others will love you. Respect yourself and other will respect you. “Your abuse is your glory” as Citizen Soldier has said in one of his songs. Your abuse is your glory and the story you will write in your future. No one is like you. God makes everyone different and if you die. Your uniqueness dies with you. No one wants that. If your loved ones can’t see that then they are not truly your loved ones. There is no one else like you. Don’t think you are inferior. Everyone is the same. What matters is what’s in your heart, nothing else. Remember that and live your life to the fullest so one day, you can look back and say “I really did it all.” Live life with no regrets and leave this world happily knowing you experienced everything you’ve ever wanted. Karma will punish those who’ve hurt you and Karma will reward you for your glorious bravery. You’re the next generation and the warriors of this world. You’re special. One day this world will see that. Everyone who’s ever doubted you will see that. You don’t need anyone’s approval other than your own. Never forget that and live a life full of love, happiness and fulfilment. We’re all with you :) Sorry if I started rambling but seeing all these comments about how people have suffered just made me want to say this to everyone who needs it. I hope you don’t mind if you’ve read all the way to here and sorry if I wasted your time but I’ll always be here for anyone who needs to vent.
Thank you for this! There's so much good stuff in here to help me, and something I think I can say to help my friend. So that's not one, but two more people you've helped with this. Definitely not a waste of time. You're amazing for this. 🥹
I can die in peace knowing people out there do care unfortunately it's to late for me my ex wife took everything so I took to drinking 9 months after my liver transplant that failed all I have to say is to those who have needed love and still do I give you mine reach for your dreams don't give up
"Don't say you're sorry one more time" -- this is my current relationship with my "sibling" who has never acted genuinely sorry for her actions, she says that she is, yet continues to do it literally a day or a week after. Currently, she's striking me down both mentally and emotionally so bad that I'm leaning on suicide as that's the really only escape from this hell.
Family can be difficult. I have only recently decided to cut myself off besides once a year to my dad's family because they couldn't accept the fact my boyfriend is older than me. The only family member I thought would have issues with it is the only one truly supportive. They were never in my life since my maternal grandparents raised me. But it didn't make their rejection of him hurt any less. I realized I was giving them so much control over my life by letting them be part of my life that I had to let go. It's hard to do that, but in a couple years when you move out you can make the same choice I did. I'm sorry your sister is like that. Try to talk with your parents and limit contact. if you share a room see if you can go to different rooms. If your parents aren't supportive try other family members or friend. I don't know how old you are or if you are old enough where you can just stay with friends and couch surf. It's not the best way to live, but it's a way until you can get away from toxic people. If it's real bad consider a domestic/children shelter.
I left a letter here for you I hope it helps you see the hell you put me through Don't say you're sorry one more time This time we cross the line Now it's too late This can't be saved [Chorus] No more second chances We have nothing left to say Lay me down with all these memories Let them burn and watch me fade This victim I'm becoming I can't even recognize So say goodbye Say goodbye Don't you pretend you ever cared You cut me down so far, I fell beyond repair You always put the blame on me I won't stay one more day Tonight I'm getting off my knees [Chorus] No more second chances We have nothing left to say Lay me down with all these memories Let them burn and watch me fade This victim I'm becoming I can't even recognize So say goodbye Say goodbye
You pulled me under You pushed me further From myself than I have ever been (Ever been, been) Tell me was it worth it Making me feel worthless To know I'm never coming back again (Again, again) No more second chances We have nothing left to say Lay me down with all these memories Let them burn and watch me fade This victim I'm becoming I can't even recognize So say goodbye... Say goodbye...
I feel like this song, is more then some simple break up song. For me, this helps dealing with all the people who ever burnt me and all those who only used my kindness for their own gain.
the story of me and my ex. the pain and suffering I went through. almost three years. time and music like this helps to heal our broken hearts. my heart healed and I finally met someone who loves me the way I am. this message is for you,who have stopped believing, even I have stopped believing once, but time will cure everything, you are not alone. 🤟🏻☺️
Powerful words. I lived this recently. I felt this very deeply... if you are suffering from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts- please, please dont let the darkness take you over. The sun WILL come out again. I promise.
I suffer from depression especially after my sister passed she took her own life in 2015 and since then it's hard to get over things like that I try to stand tall every step that I take I turned 20 this year 14 when she passed I don't know how I kept going but listening to your music makes me want to keep going thank you
Reminds me of my friendship with someone who I left a while ago. All he said was sorry. Never changed. So I took the step I needed to take. It hurt at first. And I find myself missing him and the good times we'd had, though few, sometimes. But I know I'm better off because he stopped helping me and instead started to cause the hurt. Sometimes it just takes a deep breath and a cold wall to walk away. Take care of yourself. No one is worth being hurt over.
I know exactly what you’re talking about. It is so painful to have to walk away. But I imagine if you hadn’t, you might not be as strong as you seem to be. I hope you’re doing well now, 8 months later!
I am now addicted to these songs. I have never before encountered an artist that has explained my sorry excuse for a life to accurately. It means a lot to me and I will now dedicate my pathetic existence to supporting this band.
Immense respect for these guys. Talking about things other groups ignore. Life isnt about a party, its real and sometimes hurts like hell. knowing someone understands and is reaching out helps so much. if you're listening to this and crying know that you can get through it, it will be ok. just hang on.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 kinda the story of my father always letting me down since I was 3 years old, he tries to fix it but our family bond might be too broken to fix
I can relate to this song the most, my childhood was a nightmare as a kid. The last thing you should have to worry about as a child is your own parents beating you and telling you your not worth anything.
I can’t stop listening to this song on repeat it is just so beautiful this song has rlly took me to heart bc of the pain I’ve gone through and problems I’ve put up with
I don't understand how this doesn't have millions of views. You deserve all the recognition in the world! Your music is the best, I hope you keep going
This song is hitting me harder than it should. I am both the victim in some relationships and the toxic one in others. I've been working on myself lately, changing for the better but also realizing that I have worth and I don't need to be with people who hurt me. I'm hoping that I can heal and that the people I've hurt can heal as well.
Why is this so beautiful? I have Citizen Soldier's songs on repeat everyday while I'm doing my coding or gaming... All their songs just boost my confidence, fills me with positive vibes, pours in calming emotions, makes my day a better one and I'm sure they will make your day a better one too if you listen to their songs
It’s very rare I find the need to buy music anymore. Citizen soldier is the exception. I own everything I can get my hands on. Could use some merch, band makes me feel something instead of dead inside
With a recent situation, kinda insane how this fits me to the T, it's really sad. Dealing with mental abuse is not an easy task when it's from someone you trusted with your heart. This song is as if written exactly from me to them. To anyone else who may be dealing with something, you got this! I may not know who you are, but I'm sending love your way, you deserve to be happy!
This is literally my exact relationship with my BFF always blames me when she does something wrong. Also she constantly says sorry when we fight. I might seriously use these lyrics next time we fight and it’ll be completely accurate ❤️ love ur music so much
I had a therapy sesssion today and opened up about my trauma. Went home and heard this song and I felt a sense of peace hearing this for the first time. So needed this song. Thank you Citizen Soldier ❤
I honestly feel like finding you guys as recent as I have was fate. A lot of your songs, like this one, really speak to me about my situation. They make me realize my ex really messed me up, abused me, etc. But they also make me feel like I’m strong enough to get through this; and I’m already taking steps to heal by starting therapy.
I wish that my mom would realise that I need therapy, I do so bad to. But my mom doesn't realize that I am always so stressed and sad about really anything. I just... Don't want to disappoint her. You are so lucky, may God bless you.
Ohhhh I love this song, Citizen Solider!! It reminds me of a time that I cut ties with an old friend of mine. “You always put the blame on me.” I definitely understand that feeling.
God's I love you Citizen Soldier! Listening to your music gives me peace in knowing I'm not alone in this hellish world. Please continue to make music!
Powerful and so very true. Thank you for making a song that is so honest about what happens but also... that you can say goodbye, you can leave and become so much more powerful and wonderful, that there is so much more out there and that we are not worthless no matter what has been told to us.
I recently lost my grandma. Loved her so much,we were so close but I didn't manage to say goodbye, I study vet med in the university of another town, about 300km away. I was informed via telephone. I loved her so much and this song made me feel that maybe others have felt that way and maybe understand how i feel. Thank you @Citizen Soldier for making my pain easier for me to...fight I guess. Thank you guys.
I know this is talking to someone in a bad relationship but I feel like it’s about someone’s mind. Trying to get away from the toxic and scary thoughts that your own mind gives you. “I’m never coming back again.” I won’t go back to the anxiety whispering in my ear and nightmares that take shape in my head. I don’t know, I could be wrong but that’s how I see it. Once again, AMAZING song! Thank you guys for helping all your fans. You just got another one :)
Why is every song you've done perfect? They hit so hard and are beautiful. I am honestly so thankful you all have the talent you do. Thank you Sincerely, A supportive soul
I'm stuck in the hospital, recuperating from a car accident. This is just what I needed. Thanks, Dreamy. Edit: Finally discharged. Got a long road and a lot of PT to go, but I'll make it. Thank you everyone for the thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. Love you all.❤️
I am speechless, this hits to hard for home for me. I keep replaying this and it fits some situations I'm currently in. Thank you Citizen soldier. I hope you are all well you are loved. And to those who are having a rough time, don't give up. You got this! 💙💙💙
Wow. Just wow. That's all I can say to this song. I'm a loyal fan at this point, I'm commenting on every single video you guys put out, simply because you're amazing. I can only repeat myself from my previous comments. Thank you so much for the hard work you put into these songs and helping a lot of people go through their darkest moments. I was one of them and I'm starting to feel better, some of it I can owe to your songs. That's why I'm telling you guys all the time how precious you are to us, fans. This song especially hit hard for me as I recently broke out from a very abusive relationship. I was lucky I had my best friend who helped me realize something is not right. I still have some mild PTSD from the experience, I try to avoid places we visited together, I would always get attacked with memories. Still, I feel better since I left and I'm single again. I'm glad I had the bravery to say No and put an end to this all. I'm a much happier person and the fact that you have a song about this makes me feel so special like it was written for me. This is becoming a long comment, so let me just wrap it up with this. Thank you for creating art and helping people with it. You are changing lives, I'm pretty sure, which is such a great thing. Keep it up and I'm here to support you! Thanks for reading this long comment, it means a lot!
Fanni Kiss we read every word: thank you for sharing your story. Based on your experience you will probably be able to relate to some new music we are working on right now. Can’t wait for you to hear it. 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier no I've listened to many of your songs. Bitter has always been my favorite song. The lyrics are excellent and the song has true heart and feelings behind it. Say Goodbye I just feel the same way about. They are both great songs. Caroline, Weight of the World are also 2 of my favorites as well. Thanks for all of you killer songs. As long as you're writing I'll be listening. Your band is top ranked in my book
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This song symbolizes very well from my first relationship. In the beginning, we were only school mates, then after I took her to a military ball, that's when days later from that day we decided to date. We were so happy together and she used to spoil me so much with her hugs, kisses and her confidence to back me up when I didn't have the words for things to say.
Eventually, things changed dramatically. When she was focusing on college, I started to feel clingy because we used to see each other a lot. As for her, I tried really hard to make plans and do something nice for her like she told me to to be better, but any chance I took, she always made an excuse to not be with me. It eventually became one-sided where she needed to take control of the relationship and my choices. It became very toxic, and I didn't want to believe it; but I had to. Because it made me someone different that my family didn't like, and I learned from myself "This isn't me. This is isn't a person, it's just a thing meant to entertain her whenever she was bored."
It wasn't long until late October last year that she broke up with me, because I knew despite her telling me it's not working, I needed to escape from the toxicity anyway. Because she grew tired of me; and after long, dark and sad moments throughout this year, I'm finally able to make myself better for myself, and I'm no giving up on love.
Thank you, Citizen Soldier for making this song and others that you've created. Every song you make related to many events I dealt with in my life, an they remind me to keep pushing and to never give up on love or myself. I know there's someone out there for me, and I know I can do my best. Thank you so much 💚💯🙏
I saw this in my recommendeds at such a coincidental time, this morning I was just texted by my ex best friend, and I didn't know what to do, but this song helped me figure out that I don't need to bow to her requests to start a fight. She claimed so many times she wanted to stay friends but never talked to me, she left me all alone when I was in one of my worst spots, and judged me for trying to be friends with one of my ex's since if I hadn't, I would have killed myself. Bronwynne, if you ever see this, I'm done with you, it was fun while it lasted, but you left me when I was all alone and you were my last hope, and I don't think I can forgive that, even if I did hurt you (which I am still sorry about).
Citizen Soldier this is a amazing album and is helping me get through. Every song speaks to me. Your amazing!
Perfectly fits how things are going with me and my current girlfriend.
To be fair I needed to hear this
Much obliged
Can I have a request? When you release a new song, can you include tissues in case I'd cry again? This is beautiful :(
Choi San's 산샤인 hahaha we should be sponsored by Kleenex 😂
@@CitizenSoldier I agree this song of yours hit me so much in my heart I cried because its simply a beautiful yet bitter sweet feeling of relief to have removed myself from my last toxic relationship. So this song describes the grief the sorrow I was facing thank you so so so very much for doing what you.
Keep some for me as well
puffs included with every CS song
I currently need some tissues now
"tell me was it worth it making me feel worthless" right there is a question i ask myself daily
We hear you Tyler 🖤
Do you have an answer to that question yet? Or are you still looking for one?
@@Obi-Wan_Kenobi62 still looking unfortunately
@@Tymate5039 I don't have an answer, but what I know is that the person who did that to you thought you were superior to them. Often, it is caused by jealousy. Even to this person, you were never worthless. You will never be.
@@Tymate5039i'm here
Am I crying? Yes. Are they tears of pain? A little. Is it making me happy to listen to this? HECK YES!!
Bleedin Blue so glad it’s helping. Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier when are you guys ganna come out with a new song?
wow how did i miss this one so very beautiful cant stop listening xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Herondales Angel so happy to hear that. Thank you as always friend 🖤
It is such a beautiful song it really hits hard right now this some and would anyone care ♥️♥️
@@CitizenSoldier no problem guys 👌 you have a fan in me forever xxx
@@HerondalesAngel neither i am..
@@HerondalesAngel,
Most songs are about people that had been left... but this song is the opposite it’s about someone who left... this song really made me think and almost made me cry... every story has 2 sides... this was a beautiful song... and citizen soldier might be my new favorite band...
Don ovan that means the world to us 🖤 thanks for taking a chance on us
Eu ia escrever em inglês, mas meu inglês é péssimo, ninguém iria entender. 😊
Uma vez me disseram que eu exagerava ao tentar ver as intenções do outro.
Sendo assim, talvez a outra pessoa estava realmente se desculpando, ela realmente se importava, ela nunca quis que o outro se sentisse inútil. Talvez.
A coisa mais difícil que aprendi na vida é que a culpa não é minha, a culpa não é do outro, a vida não veio com manual de instruções, todos estão fazendo o melhor que podem.
Todo mundo ta com dor e todos se sentem só.
Se você canta essa música para alguém, sabia que a outra pessoa também deve desejar cantar ela para você.
As someone who is fighting within themselves to choose their mental health over so-called family that mentally and emotionally abuses me and my sisters(and used to physically abuse my father, which in-turn caused his mental issues), this song feels insanely powerful. This is going onto my motivational playlist. Thank you for this. This song is almost relaxing to me. It helps me let go of the trauma I've held in for so long.
Yes agreed my mother is my biggest problem for me...she emotional physically and allowed someone else to sexually abuse me when I was a kid. She belittles me and I get tired of it 😢 I told her to leave me alone and never speak to me again and she still somehow finds a way to contact me she did for my 21st birthday last week and now I’m trying to move on and let it go it hurts especially when all you ever wanted and needed was your mother but no mother is she to me
i agree with what your saying but if this is an actual problem you probably should take this up with someone who can actually help you
@@Aaron_InkWellMoon while I appreciate the concern, I am no stranger to seeking help. I've been in therapy for three years and counting. Getting better, but I'm not quite there yet. Music is just as therapeutic as the therapy itself.
I hope you guys are doing ok. Wish you guys the best👍
I know how u feel because i went through the same trauma with my family. I also have been abused by othe people severly. Ur not alone
"You pushed me further"...
ON THE LIKE BUTTON XD
100T Owen that’s the spirit 🤘🏻🖤🙌
I love this song
Why does this make me think that citizen soldier is suffering with
Anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts
ironhunter111 ironhunter111 we are okay. Just wanting others to know they’re not alone 🖤
Yeah guys. Everything is ok? We all love you, you know?
Uh they are just trying to send a message to those who are suffering !
I'm that one who is suffering anxiety, fear and panic attacks. You don't know how it feels when you're go to sleep and the heart rate is increasing and thoughts dont let you to sleep. I'm always fighting, smiling and putting positive thoughts. Keeping moving forward.
@@connorgordon4190 Jesus calm down both of you. Your both being petty
I never clicked so damn fast! This music is so beautiful... truly someone can relate... though they really shouldn’t, this hits the heart where it hurts.
Jake thank you for your bravery.
Citizen Solider, thank you for your music
Rayn Sakamoto you are too kind. Thank you for everything. Appreciate you.
Well then it’s too bad I can relate
I agree making music such as this takes a lot of strength. Listening to it helps get me out of my head but at times I have to turn it else I truly start contemplating taking an "easy out" via permanent solution to a temporary problem. Thank you for giving us something to enjoy that can aid us in our battle with mental illness so long as we remember why we fight.
I know this song is about breakup but... ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
This makes me feel like its a song right before suicide. Ive been really low lately and this is my first listen. I think ive been listening to this for an hour straight, i think ive been crying since the first loop. Thank you giys for understanding and sharing.
Felt….
Are you ok now?
I’m finally recovering from a toxic relationship that I kept going back to. This hits hard, guys. Thank you for these words💛
Marebear you are so welcome. Hope things get better for you. Much love 🖤🤘🏻
This is such a heart touching song ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
SHARIYAH SAIFI glad you felt it 🖤🤘🏻
Everytime I listen to this song it reminds me of my mother... For 18 years I've lived with her and I finally have a way out in June of 2021. Once I move out, I'm leaving these lyrics for her to find. She has never taken responsibility for the pain and abuse I've gone through at her hand. I hope that one day she'll change and realize what she's done to me, but I'm afraid it'll never happen...
We hear you 🖤
@@CitizenSoldier Oh my gods. I didn't think you guys would reply especially because of how long ago the video was posted. You guys are my favorite band and it made my day when I saw you guys had responded. I hope you guys have all been doing well during this tough time.
Never stop doing what you love. I believe in you guys 😊. Thank you so much.
Even the worst person can change, but first they must want to change- me.
good 4 you
@@Soul_Gamer1990 I understand your pain, I’ve been through just as you have.
This touch my once cold heart, turning to warm heart. Hell, I even shed a tear. What hearttouching song
Sora Skyheart so glad it touched you! Thanks for listening 🖤🤘🏻
Yes
this song is my favorite!
I will never get tired of repeating it, you are very talented!
"You always put the blame on me" I felt that.
martina; bts glad you felt that friend. Appreciate you 🖤🤘🏻
True, armyyyy xD
Cant stop playing it too
me too:)))))))
Never stop making music for heaven's sake !
aymene1995 not gonna happen 🤘🏻🖤
@@CitizenSoldier Thank God
Rock on and stay positive folks! 🤘
Those who pressed the unlike button, they are the person who still yet faced this emotion. Seriously, this song and all of other songs on this channel is a HIDDEN GEM!! Keep it up and I love itttttt
Or the one that caused the pain for someone to think this way ....
Whenever I have too much built up emotion that needs let out, I sing my heart out to this song. It’s so beautiful.
so underrated band, you are amazing guys, don't stop making awesome songs
skullss we don’t plan to. Thanks friend 🖤🤘🏻
The pain when this song gets relatable
To all those who need to hear this. You are loved. You are wanted. “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. “No pain, no gain.” You are all living proof of these quotes. Your abuse hurts and will probably continue hurting but this will make you a stronger person. Your bravery and strength to hold on will be rewarded in the future. Don’t give up now because there is so much out there worth living. If you die, you’ll never experience the joy and happiness of life. You’re your own jury, your own judge. Don’t look at others. Only look at yourselves because you matter. You always have, ever since you were born, and you always will. “Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child.” You aren’t the monster. Whoever is torturing you is. Love yourself and others will love you. Respect yourself and other will respect you. “Your abuse is your glory” as Citizen Soldier has said in one of his songs. Your abuse is your glory and the story you will write in your future. No one is like you. God makes everyone different and if you die. Your uniqueness dies with you. No one wants that. If your loved ones can’t see that then they are not truly your loved ones. There is no one else like you. Don’t think you are inferior. Everyone is the same. What matters is what’s in your heart, nothing else. Remember that and live your life to the fullest so one day, you can look back and say “I really did it all.” Live life with no regrets and leave this world happily knowing you experienced everything you’ve ever wanted. Karma will punish those who’ve hurt you and Karma will reward you for your glorious bravery. You’re the next generation and the warriors of this world. You’re special. One day this world will see that. Everyone who’s ever doubted you will see that. You don’t need anyone’s approval other than your own. Never forget that and live a life full of love, happiness and fulfilment. We’re all with you :)
Sorry if I started rambling but seeing all these comments about how people have suffered just made me want to say this to everyone who needs it. I hope you don’t mind if you’ve read all the way to here and sorry if I wasted your time but I’ll always be here for anyone who needs to vent.
Thank u sm for this... it means sm, and I read it all the way, it didn't waste my time..... its rlly amazing of u
Thank you so much. You don't know how much I needed to hear this.
Thank you for this! There's so much good stuff in here to help me, and something I think I can say to help my friend. So that's not one, but two more people you've helped with this. Definitely not a waste of time. You're amazing for this. 🥹
I can die in peace knowing people out there do care unfortunately it's to late for me my ex wife took everything so I took to drinking 9 months after my liver transplant that failed all I have to say is to those who have needed love and still do I give you mine reach for your dreams don't give up
"Don't say you're sorry one more time" -- this is my current relationship with my "sibling" who has never acted genuinely sorry for her actions, she says that she is, yet continues to do it literally a day or a week after. Currently, she's striking me down both mentally and emotionally so bad that I'm leaning on suicide as that's the really only escape from this hell.
Animals are better than people hope things get better. Rooting for you 🖤
Man dont do it people suck but no matter how dark the World is, it will not be like that forever dont give up
That’s never the answer... there’s always an outlet.. for me it was music. I believe in you
Don't turn the way i did, I don't want people feeling the pain I went through, If you ever need to talk, I'm always open. Never give up!
Family can be difficult. I have only recently decided to cut myself off besides once a year to my dad's family because they couldn't accept the fact my boyfriend is older than me. The only family member I thought would have issues with it is the only one truly supportive. They were never in my life since my maternal grandparents raised me. But it didn't make their rejection of him hurt any less. I realized I was giving them so much control over my life by letting them be part of my life that I had to let go. It's hard to do that, but in a couple years when you move out you can make the same choice I did. I'm sorry your sister is like that. Try to talk with your parents and limit contact. if you share a room see if you can go to different rooms. If your parents aren't supportive try other family members or friend. I don't know how old you are or if you are old enough where you can just stay with friends and couch surf. It's not the best way to live, but it's a way until you can get away from toxic people. If it's real bad consider a domestic/children shelter.
I left a letter here for you
I hope it helps you see the hell you put me through
Don't say you're sorry one more time
This time we cross the line
Now it's too late
This can't be saved
[Chorus]
No more second chances
We have nothing left to say
Lay me down with all these memories
Let them burn and watch me fade
This victim I'm becoming
I can't even recognize
So say goodbye
Say goodbye
Don't you pretend you ever cared
You cut me down so far, I fell beyond repair
You always put the blame on me
I won't stay one more day
Tonight I'm getting off my knees
[Chorus]
No more second chances
We have nothing left to say
Lay me down with all these memories
Let them burn and watch me fade
This victim I'm becoming
I can't even recognize
So say goodbye
Say goodbye
Thanks for doing this 🖤
You pulled me under
You pushed me further
From myself than I have ever been (Ever been, been)
Tell me was it worth it
Making me feel worthless
To know I'm never coming back again (Again, again)
No more second chances
We have nothing left to say
Lay me down with all these memories
Let them burn and watch me fade
This victim I'm becoming
I can't even recognize
So say goodbye...
Say goodbye...
I've never realized how much I could relate to this. wow
"You pushed me further" thats... I could feel that... I was supposed to take a bath, but now Im taking a bath with my tears 😂😭💙✨
JM. Correa glad you felt the connection with the song 🖤🤘🏻
This hit me right in the feelzs... Beautiful... His voice is like warm caramel... Yum!!! I could listen to this all day... I think I will.
Amy Ramey Thanks for the kind words Amy! We’re happy to hear you like it. 🙂
Never stop what your doing, you help more people than you probably think, so keep "soldiering" on.
Gilded Vereos will do friend 🤘🏻🖤
Me: *Listen song once*
Me: THIS VICTIM I'M BECOMING!
really great job, guys! Greetings from Poland🖤
Ola Es thank you 🖤🤘🏻
I feel like this song, is more then some simple break up song. For me, this helps dealing with all the people who ever burnt me and all those who only used my kindness for their own gain.
the story of me and my ex. the pain and suffering I went through. almost three years. time and music like this helps to heal our broken hearts. my heart healed and I finally met someone who loves me the way I am. this message is for you,who have stopped believing, even I have stopped believing once, but time will cure everything, you are not alone. 🤟🏻☺️
Much love ❤️ مظلم thanks for sharing friend
i just already fall in love from the first two line
Alam Zuhri that’s what we like to hear! Thanks for checking it out. Have you heard the rest of our album yet?
Powerful words. I lived this recently. I felt this very deeply... if you are suffering from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts- please, please dont let the darkness take you over. The sun WILL come out again. I promise.
Matt Fell beautifully said friend. Thank you 🖤🤘🏻
Gotta say, this and let it burn touched me deeply
blaze yamasaki glad you connected with them friend 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier forgot two, buried alive and found.
I suffer from depression especially after my sister passed she took her own life in 2015 and since then it's hard to get over things like that I try to stand tall every step that I take I turned 20 this year 14 when she passed I don't know how I kept going but listening to your music makes me want to keep going thank you
Reminds me of my friendship with someone who I left a while ago. All he said was sorry. Never changed. So I took the step I needed to take. It hurt at first. And I find myself missing him and the good times we'd had, though few, sometimes. But I know I'm better off because he stopped helping me and instead started to cause the hurt. Sometimes it just takes a deep breath and a cold wall to walk away. Take care of yourself. No one is worth being hurt over.
Joey Dawn beautifully said. Much love to you friend. Appreciate your support and that you connect with the music 🖤🤘🏻
Family and the one you truly and purely love is worth being hurt over
I know exactly what you’re talking about. It is so painful to have to walk away. But I imagine if you hadn’t, you might not be as strong as you seem to be. I hope you’re doing well now, 8 months later!
"Tell me was it worth it to make me feel worthless to know im never come back again" That hit hard for me! I love this song and "Would anyone Care"
So glad you enjoyed it! Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻
I clicked the video and the song hit me like a slap to the face. A beautiful slap to the face that I love with all my heart
Sarah Cane glad you love it. Thank you friend 🖤🤘🏻
I am now addicted to these songs. I have never before encountered an artist that has explained my sorry excuse for a life to accurately. It means a lot to me and I will now dedicate my pathetic existence to supporting this band.
Immense respect for these guys. Talking about things other groups ignore. Life isnt about a party, its real and sometimes hurts like hell. knowing someone understands and is reaching out helps so much. if you're listening to this and crying know that you can get through it, it will be ok. just hang on.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 kinda the story of my father always letting me down since I was 3 years old, he tries to fix it but our family bond might be too broken to fix
Can we just acknowledge the instrumental?
I mean, yes the lyrics are amazing as always but I adore the music.
10/10 you guys never disappoint!
Appreciate that 🖤
"Tell me was it worth it making me feel worthless" I felt that. Just discovered you guys and all your songs hit home.
Micah Martinez Glad you found us, thanks for listening! Got a favorite song?
@@CitizenSoldierAll your guys songs are phenomenal but if I had to pick one it would be Weight of the World. The lyrics resonates with me so well.
I can relate to this song the most, my childhood was a nightmare as a kid. The last thing you should have to worry about as a child is your own parents beating you and telling you your not worth anything.
I can’t stop listening to this song on repeat it is just so beautiful this song has rlly took me to heart bc of the pain I’ve gone through and problems I’ve put up with
I don't understand how this doesn't have millions of views. You deserve all the recognition in the world! Your music is the best, I hope you keep going
Miguel Baide thank you so much. That means a lot 🖤🤘🏻
This song is hitting me harder than it should.
I am both the victim in some relationships and the toxic one in others. I've been working on myself lately, changing for the better but also realizing that I have worth and I don't need to be with people who hurt me.
I'm hoping that I can heal and that the people I've hurt can heal as well.
Little Dandelion we’re rooting for you. You got this 🤘🏻
Your Songs is Very Timely..
I Like it..
Double Thumbs up For this! 😊🙏💕
So Nostalgic..
We like nostalgic too! 🖤🙏
Why is this so beautiful? I have Citizen Soldier's songs on repeat everyday while I'm doing my coding or gaming... All their songs just boost my confidence, fills me with positive vibes, pours in calming emotions, makes my day a better one and I'm sure they will make your day a better one too if you listen to their songs
Darshan comments like this put a huge smile on our faces. Thank you so much for your kind words. We appreciate you.
I felt that. Thank you Citizen Soldier for helping me express the words I can't find.
Pan Head LP Soldier you are so welcome. Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier and to you too 💞
Wow. Guys, you've done it again. Absolutely perfect song for addressing a toxic, damaged relationship. Thank you for putting it so elegantly.
Angela Mose glad you like it 🖤🤘🏻
We in tears still
P!TAØTPD glad you connected with it 🖤🤘🏻
So that's what you were talking about when you said you have some songs about being heartbroken.
Love it 🖤
Xenotriver glad you feel it friend 🖤🤘🏻
It’s very rare I find the need to buy music anymore. Citizen soldier is the exception. I own everything I can get my hands on. Could use some merch, band makes me feel something instead of dead inside
ISlitURWrists glad we make you feel something better. We appreciate your support so much. Much love to you friend 🖤🤘🏻
*Goodbye*
HD Android Gaming hope you liked the song!
@@CitizenSoldier pff only like? I loved it! ♥
This entire album has been scarily relatable. I just wanted to say thank you for putting into song feelings that are so difficult to articulate.
Kawaii Krul you are so welcome. Thank you so much for supporting us 🖤🤘🏻
Whoever yall are, thank you.
TBAF Anonymous you are so welcome. Much love to you friend 🖤🤘🏻
With a recent situation, kinda insane how this fits me to the T, it's really sad.
Dealing with mental abuse is not an easy task when it's from someone you trusted with your heart. This song is as if written exactly from me to them.
To anyone else who may be dealing with something, you got this!
I may not know who you are, but I'm sending love your way, you deserve to be happy!
I could listen to this song for hours
Conor Brennan that’s amazing to hear 🖤🤘🏻
This is literally my exact relationship with my BFF always blames me when she does something wrong. Also she constantly says sorry when we fight. I might seriously use these lyrics next time we fight and it’ll be completely accurate ❤️ love ur music so much
I had a therapy sesssion today and opened up about my trauma. Went home and heard this song and I felt a sense of peace hearing this for the first time. So needed this song. Thank you Citizen Soldier ❤
I honestly feel like finding you guys as recent as I have was fate. A lot of your songs, like this one, really speak to me about my situation. They make me realize my ex really messed me up, abused me, etc.
But they also make me feel like I’m strong enough to get through this; and I’m already taking steps to heal by starting therapy.
So honored you found us. Appreciate you so much. Stay strong 🖤
I wish that my mom would realise that I need therapy, I do so bad to. But my mom doesn't realize that I am always so stressed and sad about really anything. I just... Don't want to disappoint her. You are so lucky, may God bless you.
I’ve already listened to this song countless times :) (keep it up guys!)
Zerhiral thank you friend. Appreciate you 🖤🤘🏻
As someone who can relate to this through a relationship I was in a few years ago, it really hits home. Beautiful song. Very powerful lyrics
Savannah Mullinnix glad you felt it. Thanks friend 🖤🤘🏻
It was the same with me my x wife I finally got off my knees
Damn it... I'm faking crying... 💘💘💘 I have no words for It
ㄥZ AMV glad you felt it 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you for this beautiful song ❤
Ohhhh I love this song, Citizen Solider!! It reminds me of a time that I cut ties with an old friend of mine.
“You always put the blame on me.” I definitely understand that feeling.
Kristin B. We have felt that too friend. Glad you felt the song 🖤🤘🏻
Damn Jake it's already been three years since this song thank you again for getting me threw those hard times u rock man
Im going through a rough breakup right now and this spoke to me more clear than anyone could. Thank you
Ridge145 🖤🖤🖤🖤
How am I not already subbed to one of my favorite bands
blaze yamasaki hope you fixed that 🥰
@@CitizenSoldier gladly did
This song hits home... I've grown so fond of you guys, your music truly helps when I need it the most. This is amazing, keep it up🙌🏻
Corrie Graham that’s amazing to hear. Thanks for supporting us 🖤🤘🏻
God's I love you Citizen Soldier! Listening to your music gives me peace in knowing I'm not alone in this hellish world. Please continue to make music!
This song has helped me through a lot and it makes me realize all the hurt I've been through was for a reason but it still hurts.
We're with you, stay strong 🖤
Powerful and so very true. Thank you for making a song that is so honest about what happens but also... that you can say goodbye, you can leave and become so much more powerful and wonderful, that there is so much more out there and that we are not worthless no matter what has been told to us.
So glad you are getting the message loud and clear. 🖤🤘🏻 much love to you friend!
*me silently saving all your songs into my playlist*
We aren’t complaining 🖤🙏🏻
Same
And once again you guys knocked it out straight into space keep it up
ShadowSlayer thank you so much. You’re too kind. 🖤🤘🏻
You guys make so touching songs 😢 This one made me think of my friend who's gone for almost a year soon..
Sorry for your loss Marie 🖤 Sending hugs your way
@@CitizenSoldier thank you 🖤
I recently lost my grandma. Loved her so much,we were so close but I didn't manage to say goodbye, I study vet med in the university of another town, about 300km away. I was informed via telephone. I loved her so much and this song made me feel that maybe others have felt that way and maybe understand how i feel. Thank you @Citizen Soldier for making my pain easier for me to...fight I guess. Thank you guys.
Ive been having suicidal thought again lately and I have to say your music moves my soul in the other direction thank you guys 💕
So glad it helps. You are loved and needed. Thank you
Guess it's time for me to "say goodbye" to bad memories. Thank you Citizen Soldier for the heart moving music
Kristina Tilson you are so welcome. Good luck in your journey friend! Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier much love for y'all too.
You always turn into music what my soul cannot express in words
That means the world to hear. Thank you 🖤🙏🏻
What a great song. Loved the whole album. Hope it's available on CD.
Stephen Williamson it is! Buy it here www.citizensoldierofficial.com
@@CitizenSoldier Thanks so much. Awesome.
I know this is talking to someone in a bad relationship but I feel like it’s about someone’s mind. Trying to get away from the toxic and scary thoughts that your own mind gives you. “I’m never coming back again.” I won’t go back to the anxiety whispering in my ear and nightmares that take shape in my head. I don’t know, I could be wrong but that’s how I see it. Once again, AMAZING song! Thank you guys for helping all your fans. You just got another one :)
That's a great perspective to have. Very insightful. Appreciate you and your support
Your voice is unique. So amazing and uncommon tone. When you say 'goodby-yyyye' I got the chills.
Thank you
Oh God, it's beutiful, as to sing at full throttle, they're fantastic Citizen Soldier. I love them!!!!!
Marce LoGa thank you 🖤🤘🏻
I needed this song rn
Christy Lu so glad 🖤🤘🏻
Why this song is like the situation I’m going through right now.
Amazing work as always done by Citizen Soldier keep the songs coming 👍🏾
D M planning on it 🖤
This is such an amzing and heart felt song!
Paladin Takashi Shirogane thank you friend 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier No Problem! 😀🤘
Why is every song you've done perfect? They hit so hard and are beautiful. I am honestly so thankful you all have the talent you do.
Thank you
Sincerely,
A supportive soul
Asylum** **Lives you are amazing! Much love to you. Your support means more than you’ll ever know 🖤🤘🏻
Thank You needed to hear that break ups can make your heart bleed
Deadpool all day glad you connected with it friend 🖤🤘🏻
@@CitizenSoldier Your heart ever hurt so much you think you wanna die
Thank you Citizen Soldier, this song is very beautiful, you are an awesome band and you deserves much more subs !
Thibault Margaine that’s so kind. Thank you for the kind words and support 🖤🤘🏻
I'm stuck in the hospital, recuperating from a car accident. This is just what I needed. Thanks, Dreamy.
Edit: Finally discharged. Got a long road and a lot of PT to go, but I'll make it. Thank you everyone for the thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. Love you all.❤️
Hello from France again
Great song guys 💪
For all the person in this situation be strong
Florian Mesples much love to France! Thank you 🖤🤘🏻
This song hits me right in the feels but its very emotional and touching.
Kevin Gallagher glad you felt it 🖤🤘🏻
I am speechless, this hits to hard for home for me. I keep replaying this and it fits some situations I'm currently in. Thank you Citizen soldier. I hope you are all well you are loved. And to those who are having a rough time, don't give up. You got this! 💙💙💙
Much love to you friend 🖤🙏🏻
Wish I had the courage to sing or play this for my mom because this is exactly what she does
Put it in letter form
Thanks I'll try that
@@popsadams9111 hope it works
So do I
God bless
I love how this song isn't just about relationships. It can be about abusives parents or something other
Thanks 🖤
@@CitizenSoldier You're welcome !
Love this song, just the slow pace and the words have so much meaning to me
Wow. Just wow. That's all I can say to this song. I'm a loyal fan at this point, I'm commenting on every single video you guys put out, simply because you're amazing. I can only repeat myself from my previous comments. Thank you so much for the hard work you put into these songs and helping a lot of people go through their darkest moments. I was one of them and I'm starting to feel better, some of it I can owe to your songs. That's why I'm telling you guys all the time how precious you are to us, fans.
This song especially hit hard for me as I recently broke out from a very abusive relationship. I was lucky I had my best friend who helped me realize something is not right. I still have some mild PTSD from the experience, I try to avoid places we visited together, I would always get attacked with memories.
Still, I feel better since I left and I'm single again. I'm glad I had the bravery to say No and put an end to this all. I'm a much happier person and the fact that you have a song about this makes me feel so special like it was written for me.
This is becoming a long comment, so let me just wrap it up with this. Thank you for creating art and helping people with it. You are changing lives, I'm pretty sure, which is such a great thing. Keep it up and I'm here to support you!
Thanks for reading this long comment, it means a lot!
Fanni Kiss we read every word: thank you for sharing your story. Based on your experience you will probably be able to relate to some new music we are working on right now. Can’t wait for you to hear it. 🖤🤘🏻
Damn, What a beautiful song. I can't get enough of Citizen Soldier. This song ranks right up there with Bitter. I love it!!!!!
Skip Smith glad you like this song and bitter! Is bitter the first track you heard from us? Either way thank you so much for supporting us 🖤🙏🏻
@@CitizenSoldier no I've listened to many of your songs. Bitter has always been my favorite song. The lyrics are excellent and the song has true heart and feelings behind it. Say Goodbye I just feel the same way about. They are both great songs. Caroline, Weight of the World are also 2 of my favorites as well. Thanks for all of you killer songs. As long as you're writing I'll be listening. Your band is top ranked in my book
This album is Masterpiece!
Glad you like it!