Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 8 сен 2024
  • If you never knew me, would you be better off?
    Sometimes we have to live with our mistakes, and without those we have lost because of them.
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    Lyric video by: Kyle Persell @kylepersell
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +263

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/killmymemory
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @tomatoblast3465
      @tomatoblast3465 4 года назад +8

      Damn, I love your songs cause of the burst of emotions. keep it up!

    • @Gameknight4521
      @Gameknight4521 4 года назад +3

      Thank u almost every song u make i cry because its almost exactly how i feel. I love u keep doing this i cant stop crying because all these songs are so true thank you so much

    • @heatherquinn553
      @heatherquinn553 3 года назад

      I found out about them though someone sharing one of their songs on facebook and been a fan ever since

    • @lilwolfpuppy4208
      @lilwolfpuppy4208 3 года назад

      This song helps me cuz I lost my brother to him killing himself and he called me but I ignore the call

    • @laylawright1574
      @laylawright1574 3 года назад +1

      I just found y'all and the "therapist" in my head cowers at your brilliance! 😁
      Thank you for being 💯% uncompromising. The stigma of mental health is ridiculously ridiculous. Your lyrics! Your ability to voice so many of the words in my head....fucking masterpiece of a band! Thank you 💖
      ;

  • @corpseyes
    @corpseyes 4 года назад +948

    Why are you guys so unknown?! You're one of my favourite bands. You deserve so much more attention.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +304

      We need to fight to get that attention. We don’t plan on giving up 🖤🤘🏻

    • @alicekuze9560
      @alicekuze9560 4 года назад +43

      I also think that they deserve more attention
      Their music builds up and helps in many situations, but it's also great for just listening.
      I am very happy that I found the band 2 years ago.🙂

    • @yoelmaza8541
      @yoelmaza8541 4 года назад +60

      It's because music industry nowadays is very fucked up, a guy who says "gucci gang" over a million times in a song gets like a billion views while bands like this with a lot of potential and talent are just ignored.

    • @Syhyronica
      @Syhyronica 4 года назад +16

      You guys definitely deserve more!!!!

    • @ryanroy9911
      @ryanroy9911 4 года назад +9

      U guys definetly do deserve much more

  • @Habit117
    @Habit117 4 года назад +548

    I still remember when you released " Buried Alive " and asked you guys in a comment to never change. I value the fact that you listened very much!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +80

      Thank you so much for being with us since the beginning 🖤🤘🏻

    • @oliwiabednarek7777
      @oliwiabednarek7777 4 года назад +6

      The same :) From the beginning to ending ♡

    • @yoelmaza8541
      @yoelmaza8541 4 года назад +25

      @@CitizenSoldier the best thing about you guys is that you always listen and appreciate your fans, please keep being like this :D

    • @ryanroy9911
      @ryanroy9911 4 года назад +4

      So True, Buried alive used to be my favourite song but u guys made better songs for me

    • @jesushernandez-gw2qj
      @jesushernandez-gw2qj 4 года назад +1

      Buried alive is one my favorite song too, but this song is top 4 four. The lyrics speak to me in a very special way.

  • @Pikerber
    @Pikerber 4 года назад +383

    Never listened to a band that managed to write my entire life story out. When’s the next chapter releasing?

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +55

      We are working on it right now. Can’t wait to hear what you think 🖤🤘🏻

    • @Pikerber
      @Pikerber 4 года назад +19

      Citizen Soldier just how do you get it to hit so deep?

    • @Yorkie2
      @Yorkie2 3 года назад +6

      @@Pikerber I guess they've been there, at some point to some degree. It's hard to think lyrics up, if you've had no personal experience of dark emotions.

  • @Coreylikesgames
    @Coreylikesgames 4 года назад +206

    Me: “I can relate to these songs so much”
    Also me: *realises ppl had to go trough the shit I had to go trough and feels bad*

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +39

      At least we have a platform here to help eachother and support eachother

    • @xceryxdemurstra6323
      @xceryxdemurstra6323 3 года назад +5

      I know that feeling man. I worry for the artists of songs I relate too strongly to because my mind is not a safe place to live and if they write songs that describe my mind as well as they do it means they're living in a similar hell and I worry one day I'll read about them ending it... Based on the uplifting meaning in a lot of these guys songs I don't worry for them as much as some, but I still worry for them...

    • @Lilith-Rose
      @Lilith-Rose 3 года назад +1

      @@xceryxdemurstra6323 I know exactly what you mean, I find it helps a little knowing that these guys are doing this to reach out and let people know they aren't alone, by sharing their experiences to try and help people who have been in similar situations. I worry for them too, and everyone else in the comments, but try to look at it as spreading a message of hope and strength in unity

    • @Jess-gr8mj
      @Jess-gr8mj 3 года назад

      I can relate so much to this😔

    • @lynxthejinx
      @lynxthejinx 7 месяцев назад

      I feel like that is the point of Citizen Soldier. They put out music to show we are not alone and their is a terrible beauty to know that while it seems horrible that others endure the same, we can create a community that is safe for each other.

  • @farhanamannan3367
    @farhanamannan3367 4 года назад +135

    "You deserve much more than me "
    My parents.......... my friends............ my best friend they deserve much better

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +43

      You are enough. Sending tons of love your way 🖤🤘🏻

    • @kaifanjctheoneandonly124
      @kaifanjctheoneandonly124 3 года назад +2

      I hope everything goes better for you all, hopefully my likes at least brings a chuckle to you

    • @stamatisvragas7720
      @stamatisvragas7720 2 года назад

      But they have you, so do better. For them and for you. Be the better they deserve and that they don't

  • @mauriciocruz1331
    @mauriciocruz1331 4 года назад +48

    "All the hell i put you through, was shoving in your eyes"
    20 seconds in, and it hits this hard? Nice.

  • @HerondalesAngel
    @HerondalesAngel 4 года назад +117

    Love all your music so much ❤ gets me through 😘😘😘 xxxx

  • @Xand3rCha0s360
    @Xand3rCha0s360 4 года назад +53

    who knew such an underappreciated band can make the most coldest of hearts and most emotionless of individuals cry like a baby and feel so loved and understood
    I was feeling very miserable today, a friend committed suicide
    reliving memories of those I lost because mistakes
    all the things I said and didn't say
    Music like this is just that extra bit of support to keep me from taking my life

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +9

      So sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love your way. More music on the way!

    • @ell394
      @ell394 2 года назад

      Acceotance is key to make be stronger

    • @ell394
      @ell394 2 года назад

      I meant acceptance

  • @x19exe
    @x19exe 4 года назад +90

    I have every single song. I sing Everytime i hear them. I relate to a lot with my mental issues...and as sad as that, you music helps the dark feel a little more comfortable when Im having trouble pulling myself out. Thank you all. I love you guys. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +12

      Kris Rodriguez we love you too! So glad that the music helps you face your demons. Much love 🖤

    • @Yorkie2
      @Yorkie2 3 года назад +1

      The manic raccoon.... Me too

    • @x19exe
      @x19exe 3 года назад

      @@Yorkie2 💛💛💛💛 stay strong

  • @juneebanerjie2688
    @juneebanerjie2688 4 года назад +54

    I attempted suicide a few days back.... and I'm constantly wondering if there's anyone who cares, or who will actually realize I need help. This song is really beautiful.
    Because I'm terribly sorry- for existing.
    Love you, citizen soldier. Never stop making music! ❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +23

      We love you. We need you. Don’t go anywhere. Hope things get better friend 🖤

    • @austinchristenson9239
      @austinchristenson9239 3 года назад +11

      There are more people out there that care about you than you know. Please stay safe and don't give up.

    • @Cody-nu8cv
      @Cody-nu8cv Год назад +1

      There is always a reason to live don't raise that white flag. Don't fight till your out of energy fight till you win!

    • @danafranklin9521
      @danafranklin9521 Год назад +2

      I realize this comment is from a few years ago, I didn't even know about this song until today. I sincerely hope that you are ok and realize that it may be hard now but it will get better, if you ever need to talk please reach out to someone, me even. I have been there and I know the thoughts that are going through your brain better than most. One step each day my friend.

    • @blurredwolf2339
      @blurredwolf2339 8 месяцев назад +1

      Things will get better eventually. I'm struggling with many things, health issues and many things going on. Sometimes everything feels too much and I'm lying in bed just now too. I'm sure others have it worse but to me this is hell. I want to fix everything that is wrong with me and I have to take care of my cat, and I promised my friend he won't lose me

  • @Asaylum117
    @Asaylum117 4 года назад +174

    Kill My Memory: I wish I could forget the bad things that always happened in my life. :/

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +23

      Hope things get better friend. We have been there. Much love 🖤🖤

    • @kovakingaming5392
      @kovakingaming5392 4 года назад +8

      And yet I wish I wouldn't have forgotten.. I'd rather be tortured by the memory than not even know if I'm the reason because I have no memory of it

    • @RedUmbreon40
      @RedUmbreon40 4 года назад +2

      You should never forget the bad things that happen to you as they shape you into the person you are today. If you hadn't experienced them you might not be listening to the songs and bands you listen to right now.

    • @goopo5320
      @goopo5320 4 года назад +1

      @@kovakingaming5392 i understand you completely on this, i forgot everything i did before the age of 15... so i just feel lost and empty. I used to remember every single thing before but one day i wished that it all could just disappear... And it did.

    • @justthatcreator
      @justthatcreator 4 года назад +1

      Goopo you good ?

  • @kaileysawyer772
    @kaileysawyer772 3 года назад +19

    All my life I have only listened to skillet , nickelback, fivefold , and lots of other heavy metal but the only music I listen to his citizen soldier the first song i came across was "I hope it haunts you" I LOVE YOUR SONG THEY SPEAK TO YOUR HEART . Although its sad its true and very comforting to know your not alone

  • @romachan5107
    @romachan5107 4 года назад +18

    Yes we have to live with our mistakes and face the outcome.. It's the best way to deal with them

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +6

      Roma Chan absolutely. There’s no other way 🤘🏻

  • @trustyourwings294
    @trustyourwings294 4 года назад +82

    Your songs are awesome 😭😍

  • @PrinsesaAnino
    @PrinsesaAnino 3 года назад +9

    I've been through so much and still going through so much. For the first time ever, I don't have the answer. What happens when a person's best isn't good enough? This music is the only thing that helps me get through the day sometimes.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  3 года назад +1

      Appreciate you Selena 🖤 Stay strong

    • @alexanderhowie7537
      @alexanderhowie7537 2 года назад +2

      When a persons best isn’t good enough for someone. That someone is usually taking it all from you and not giving a single thing back
      I’ve been through and still going through the same. Stay with the people who value you and support you. Nurture them like a tender flame and snuff out those who seek to smother your own flame.
      I know it may feel like your failing them and the guilt you may feel may sometimes be unbearable but just remember one thing… you are worth so much more than you give yourself credit for
      Take it from someone who has been there
      Look after yourself for once

  • @crystalstanford1840
    @crystalstanford1840 3 года назад +6

    This silent whisper from the dark wishes you to know....Your music, your message ...reaches further, and to more people than you realize.

  • @lizzybrackel7593
    @lizzybrackel7593 3 года назад +14

    "You deserve much more than me"
    Ha. I felt that one. I left my best friend when he needed me the most. When he needed me to be strong I wasn't. And I don't think I'm strong enough to live without him. But I know that he wants me to stay strong. I know its hard but he would want me ti fight through this.

  • @m.a.x5735
    @m.a.x5735 4 года назад +20

    Yes...a new song..can't wait to listen..i know that I'll love it...love you guys!

  • @mickeymeek8221
    @mickeymeek8221 4 года назад +77

    Empty bed, no trace of you
    Can't say that I'm surprised
    All the hell I put you through
    Was showing through your eyes
    Can't say I blame you at all
    I hate myself for what I've done
    I swore that I'd never call
    But I just need you to know
    I'm so sorry I had to be the one
    The one to break you and let you come undone
    I know I let you down, you deserve much more than me
    Just leave me here for dead, I'm begging please
    Kill my memory
    6AM, I'm getting weaker
    Keep reaching for the phone
    Tell myself it's wasted time
    Cause you're not coming home
    I left you so many scars
    I don't deserve a second chance
    You gave me all that you are
    I let you slip through my hands
    I'm so sorry I had to be the one
    The one to break you and let you come undone
    I know I let you down, you deserve much more than me
    Just leave me here for dead, I'm begging please
    Kill my memory
    It's keeping me awake
    Every chance I had
    Now it's just too late
    There's no going back
    You are better off
    Without a trace of my memory
    Can you just erase me
    I'm so sorry I had to be the one
    The one to break you and let you come undone
    I know I let you down, you deserve much more than me
    Just leave me here for dead, I'm begging please
    Kill my memory

  • @JoeSmith-sw3je
    @JoeSmith-sw3je 4 года назад +3

    Y'all speak from the broken heart and the wounded soul

  • @einmensch131
    @einmensch131 4 года назад +52

    Great song!
    Someone who means a lot to me stopped answering my texts and this song helps me a lot. I only know your band for a month now, but I love your music.
    Greetings from Germany

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +6

      Ein Mensch love to Germany! Thank you so much for everything friend 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @einmensch131
      @einmensch131 4 года назад +1

      @@CitizenSoldier Thank you for your answer and the amazing music

    • @einmensch131
      @einmensch131 4 года назад

      @DasNavigon Tach! Du hast anscheinend nen ziemlich guten Musikgeschmack. Dir auch ein schönes WE!

    • @rxbin2773
      @rxbin2773 4 года назад

      @@einmensch131 Ihr beide habt da einen guten Musik Gecshmack. Und damit ein schönes Wochenende. Genießt es :)

    • @einmensch131
      @einmensch131 4 года назад

      @@rxbin2773 Danke! Dir auch!

  • @romachan5107
    @romachan5107 4 года назад +6

    And love the song .. Always on time

  • @silverjay4455
    @silverjay4455 4 года назад +32

    I see citizen soldier
    I like

  • @1alpha148
    @1alpha148 4 года назад +2

    when crappy stuff happens in my life, I pop in my eadbuds and listen your your amazing music. thank you guys for moving me forward in life

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      We are happy to help. Thanks for giving us a platform 🖤🤘🏻

  • @serdarylmaz2649
    @serdarylmaz2649 4 года назад +32

    Sometimes we have to live with our mistakes, and without those we have lost because of them. well everybody needs to know that and song is beautyful keep up good work :)

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +3

      Thank you so much. You’re amazing 🖤

  • @haleyraven.lilrocket9241
    @haleyraven.lilrocket9241 3 года назад +7

    I'm sorry my children I feel I've let you down my cancer I fought for you they told me my oncologist today my cancer is moving fast they say I'll be gone any day within the next few months ...thank you citizen solder for your wonderful music 🎶🎵 absolutely love you guys your music is one of my favorite bands 💜💜💜💜

  • @akayadsh
    @akayadsh 4 года назад +5

    This hits so close to home, it's scary
    But we only grow stronger through such pain, amazing song as always!

  • @yazidimix
    @yazidimix 4 года назад +3

    hell yeaaaaaah .. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🎸

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      ταиᴊɪяσ YESSSSS 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @diggidydsmith3512
    @diggidydsmith3512 3 года назад +3

    I wish I would have found you guys so much sooner, I have cried 8 times, bawled actually to your music, you guys I just got into today, and you have taken the top spot for me, 🖤

  • @Asmodeus_Shadows
    @Asmodeus_Shadows 4 года назад +11

    Okay just gotta say I found you guys by accident but seriously I have never clicked to so many songs by one band and that are so amazingly good like feck you guys deserve to be bigger than you guys are and than some love your guy's music keep up the great work!! 😁😁🙏🙏

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +2

      Thank you so much. That made my day! All love! Have an amazing day

  • @Shiloh_has_a_bird
    @Shiloh_has_a_bird 4 года назад +9

    A girl I loved a few years ago suffered from severe depression and told me. I had no idea what to do, and so I just sat there while she told me. Now looking back I wish I could help her and save her from getting that close to death. I’m sorry...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +5

      That’s kind of you for wanting to help, but you can’t put the choice of someone else on yourself. Keep doing your best and be kind to yourself friend 🖤🙏🏻

  • @kidwithcards2390
    @kidwithcards2390 4 года назад +2

    Wow, just wow... Not only is the song awesome but it's released literally a day after I stopped talking with someone I care about.

  • @Maescsgo
    @Maescsgo 4 года назад +10

    haven't even heard the song but i still liked it cuz i know its gonna be a gem.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Let us know what you think after you listen 🖤🤘🏻

  • @kingak2328
    @kingak2328 4 года назад +8

    I'm just chilling here cause I love the way you sing 😊

  • @jakebello7988
    @jakebello7988 3 года назад +1

    The fact that there are people out there who have felt like this is truly heartbreaking.

  • @DragonflyStudi0s
    @DragonflyStudi0s 3 года назад +3

    No one has to read this, I'm just needing to get it out.
    I hear his voice in these words. I was the one broken. He broke me. I keep imagining him saying this to me, I keep wanting him...he left. He's gone. He left me. I keep forgetting him to say these to me, to tell me these words...he's not coming back. And damn, it hurts.

  • @LiveConcertFootage
    @LiveConcertFootage 4 года назад +2

    This song illicts so many different types of emotions from me. Anger,remorse,sadness,and a hint of fear.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Glad it makes you feel. Thanks for sharing!

  • @heatherquinn553
    @heatherquinn553 3 года назад +3

    I heard one of your songs from someone posting on Facebook and I been I fan ever since you all are helping me with my struggle with addiction and I feel blessed your music came into my life you all rock in more ways than one thank you

  • @andithepotato7892
    @andithepotato7892 4 года назад +2

    I started listening to this while painting and I have to say, this is an amazing song and it evokes such strong emotion.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      So glad you like it. Appreciate you 🖤

  • @professionallystupidxiii119
    @professionallystupidxiii119 4 года назад +13

    Hey Citizen Soldier, a while ago you gave me some great song writing advice. With your advice in mind, we wrote this. Hope you enjoy!
    To the smile that shines so brightly
    You light through the dark inside me
    To the arms that hold me tightly
    Help carry the pain that fights me
    To the hand I hold that guides me
    Through unknown things, dark and blinding
    Thanks to you
    I won't be afraid
    When life won't let me be
    You still stand by me
    I can't fight for long
    Yet I feel my heart beat growing strong
    And when I am beat
    You lift me off my feet
    I'll lose every battle
    Thanks to you I'll win the war
    So just stand by me
    And when I fall weak
    Help me lose one more
    I'll settle the score...

    • @professionallystupidxiii119
      @professionallystupidxiii119 4 года назад +3

      In case anyone reading this gets any ideas, here it is in words, these lyrics belong to me, and my band.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +7

      "Ill lose every battle, thanks to you I'll win the war." Love that line! Great work

    • @General-_kota-
      @General-_kota- Месяц назад

      ​@@professionallystupidxiii119, never planned on using them, there yours my friend

  • @TheseAreMyFinalHours
    @TheseAreMyFinalHours 4 года назад +2

    Words simply cant describe how much I love this song. I'll let the single tear going down my cheek speak for itself.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      So glad you felt it. Thanks for listening friend. Appreciate you 🖤🤘🏻

    • @TheseAreMyFinalHours
      @TheseAreMyFinalHours 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier No, Thank you! Keep doing what your doing and dont stop. Because the actions of few affect the many, and I'm certain you are helping the many.

  • @anezka9625
    @anezka9625 4 года назад +12

    When I listen to your songs sometimes I get goose bumps this song is one of them again great work I hope you continue making other amazing songs and sorry for my english it isn't my native language

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      It’s okay! Thank you so much for your kind words. Really appreciate you friend 🖤🤘🏻

  • @qwossawnt8997
    @qwossawnt8997 2 года назад

    I still think every now and then about whether or not I'm better off dead, these songs really let me find my inner self, thank you

  • @emilie2091
    @emilie2091 4 года назад +3

    Yeahhhh 😍😍

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      FS Emilie hope you like it 🖤🤘🏻

    • @emilie2091
      @emilie2091 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier yesss 🤘

  • @robin_gamr6479
    @robin_gamr6479 2 года назад +1

    Honestly this wasn’t my favourite song, I always thought I could learn from my memories, but now I just want all the memories gone and this song perfectly describes my situation. Funny how even at rock bottom feelings change

  • @firecrash6436
    @firecrash6436 4 года назад +3

    Oh yes. New song from one of the best.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Let us know what you think 🖤

    • @firecrash6436
      @firecrash6436 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier Just as great as always guys. Keep up the great work. "If These Scars Could Speak" is my favourite of your songs.

  • @dracoignis895
    @dracoignis895 3 года назад

    Bless you Citizen Soldier. You deserve recognition my friends. So be prepared and not influenced to change.

  • @Dami_Error404
    @Dami_Error404 4 года назад +5

    i can relate to this song, i started listen about two weeks ago, and you guys are my new favorite band. unlike most music industries, you try and succeed at relating to the problems in life and not about what you want in life. you helped me these past few days to stop going in and out of my suicidal thoughts. i will live longer with your music around. nobody really cares about me, so i used to not care about them. ever since i listened to you guys, my life has been improving and now my thoughts don't come around so often. it feels as if somebody cares. it's nice to know that you are uniting people like me. i now have more empathy for people. you guys are the best band I've ever known. (Apart from Hollywood Undead.) thank you guys for making this kind of music. keep up the amazing work! i can't wait to listen to the new song that will come out!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      We care about you. Thank you so much for sharing that. We are honored that the music helps. Know that you are enough and there are people in this community ready to listen and help. Sending love!

    • @Dami_Error404
      @Dami_Error404 4 года назад +1

      @@CitizenSoldier thank you guys, i really needed it. i feel like I've been broken down by everyone. i felt like nobody cared, but now i know you guys do! can wait to see you live! (if you ever go live atleast.)

  • @cannibal346
    @cannibal346 4 года назад +2

    I just had something really sad happen to me. I lost the one I loved so much to one of my stupid mistakes. This song takes the words right outta my head, wishing I dident hurt him

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      So sorry to hear this 🖤🙏🏻

    • @cannibal346
      @cannibal346 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier np, I sent him this song and he relized his mistake and how much he needed me. I appreciate you guys and your music so so much! I will always listen to it when I'm down because it always makes me feel better, thank you guys, never stop!❤

  • @rosi3767
    @rosi3767 3 года назад +3

    You guys deserve so much more credit and appreciation. You make music that people need to hear, it helps in so many situations and it helps bring awareness to mental problems like depression. It doesn’t help much but I showed a few of my friends your music!

    • @rosi3767
      @rosi3767 3 года назад +1

      Thank you so much for making music. Every time I listen I realize how much these songs mean

  • @raventherebel2996
    @raventherebel2996 4 года назад +2

    All ur songs keep me from forgetting my dead bff.
    I can relate to all ur songs. Even this one
    If I could sings this song to my bff. I would

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      So glad they help you. We love you for listening 🖤

  • @purplepulu
    @purplepulu 4 года назад +3

    We all do something we regret all the time, especially if it’s something so hurtful to our love ones. It’s these times where I just want to go back in time or kill off my memories of that moment.
    Great song as always! Love you guys!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Love you too! Very well said. Thank you 🖤

  • @KamonMusik
    @KamonMusik 4 года назад +2

    I just loved your song! It's one of my favorite songs! A big hug from this place in the world! They are amazing!👏👏

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      BIg hug back to you friend. Love you! Thanks for supporting us

  • @r3sultant528
    @r3sultant528 4 года назад +6

    I feel the lyrics in this song and I can relate to i have bad memories of my own sometimes I feel I made someone’s life worse then ever I’ve been through the tufted times in life if it wasn’t you guys I wouldn’t keep fighting keep up the good work ❤️👍

  • @mattyman051
    @mattyman051 2 года назад

    In two days, this band has beat out bands i listened to through my childhood, and is now my NUMBER ONE FAVORITE BAND

  • @Gretactic
    @Gretactic 4 года назад +6

    The animation is so smooth and the font is so nice to look at! Everything goes so well together to express the power of the lyrics. Beautiful work, especially on the song itself too ❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +3

      Greta Sirvinskaite our drummer Kyle made the video! Will pass that on to him! Thanks for your kindness 🖤

    • @Gretactic
      @Gretactic 4 года назад +1

      @@CitizenSoldier Sending love to Kyle and the rest of the band!! 💞😁

  • @Darkadi
    @Darkadi 4 года назад +1

    I have to say that relentless is one of the best albums i have ever heard, 10/10.

  • @luketonks9120
    @luketonks9120 4 года назад +18

    We all make mistakes hell we may not even realise sometimes what we've done is wrong but we have two choices to make we either let them sallow us whole or we continue to move on by them
    Just something I've started to live by and thought why not share it here amazing song citizen soldier you never cease to impress

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +3

      Beautifully said. Love that. I might have to write something about that....

    • @kingak2328
      @kingak2328 4 года назад +3

      Is this comment the inspiration for sacred?😀

    • @TheIroncladResearcher
      @TheIroncladResearcher 3 года назад +1

      Thanks Luke for this comment. I'm trying to get over a friend I pushed away because of my social inability.
      I've decided autism is my caged hell but like the devil, it's one I intend to kill. What that transfers to IRL is getting better in real life than the internet (school is temporary so that doesnt really count imo, it's the tutorial to life.)

  • @lenara4363
    @lenara4363 4 года назад

    all of your songs vibe with me soo much. my emotions just start running and i find myself crying (some good and some bad). I suffer from Clinical Depression and love when I find music that invokes strong hidden emotions, so that I can work on them to better myself. Thank you so much for your music, I will be a fan of Citizen Soldier for the rest of my life.

  • @ausarthevile7125
    @ausarthevile7125 4 года назад +3

    okay this song belongs in a movie or something...why does it only have 160.5K views?? y'all deserve more attention fr

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Glad you dig it! 🖤 We wouldn't mind having a movie spot 😁

  • @austinchristenson9239
    @austinchristenson9239 3 года назад

    This song hit me hard. What a powerful song. I'm a huge fan of Citizen Soldier.

  • @shawteaash12
    @shawteaash12 4 года назад +3

    Dear everyone,
    If you need to hear this
    I know we've all been trough tough times. Some situations we might have gotten in must have been hard to push through & hurt a lot. Don't worry though, you're not alone. It might seem like you are, might seem like no one cares or understands you, but you are understood, you are appreciated, you are loved & cared about. Never think otherwise, you are amazing, beautiful inside and out.
    This song helps more then I could with this comment I'm writing. Honestly Citizen Solider, y'all are amazing 💖 All your songs help so many people in different ways, your inspiring words to help keep people motivated to move on, remind them that they're not alone, stay amazing 💕💕

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Thank you so much for this. We don’t deserve you. You’re the best 🖤

    • @shawteaash12
      @shawteaash12 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier Ahhhcrchrajaxr >w< y'all are literally amazing 💕
      & Guess who's listening to your music on Spotify right now too 😂

  • @elsabevander2179
    @elsabevander2179 3 года назад

    poetry in motion. Don't let your words dry up. I am listening

  • @fermich1773
    @fermich1773 4 года назад +9

    Esto se resume en una palabra: ASOMBROSO! ❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +2

      FerMichelle Rojas thank you so much! 🖤🤘🏻

  • @dualityofsoul3841
    @dualityofsoul3841 4 года назад +2

    Omg this an awesome new song i love it🖤❤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      dualityofsoul so glad you like it. Thank you 🖤

  • @photon9565
    @photon9565 4 года назад +7

    It feels like I'll always remember the bad things that I've done... They just keep circling time to time through your mind out of control.
    *Kill my memory*
    *A happy tragedy*

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      __Spectre_ hope it gets better friend 🖤

  • @ash_hly
    @ash_hly 4 года назад +2

    I absolutely love your songs, you have helped a lot of people for a long time including me. Thank you for everything and those beautiful songs. I can never thank you enough.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      You are too kind. Thank you for your incredible support 🖤

  • @darkrider7251
    @darkrider7251 4 года назад +5

    The moment I saw it in my recommended
    INSTANT CLICK!!!
    Lol 😂

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      YES love to hear that thank you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @doommageddon
    @doommageddon 4 года назад

    I think there's no better thing than coming back home, tired from work, stretch down on my couch, put on YT on my TV and see there's a new song from Citizen Soldier

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Love to hear that it made your day better 🖤🤘🏻

  • @ingrid2814
    @ingrid2814 4 года назад +6

    Me encanta la música y tu voz hace el complemento perfecto a la canción 😍😍

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Ingrid Bruna thank you so much! Appreciate that 🖤🤘🏻

  • @marioweiss8843
    @marioweiss8843 4 года назад +2

    Never heard so much songs, that fit so damn to my life. Almost every lyrics sound like my soundtrack of existence. Thx for your art

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      So glad you connect with it so much. Really appreciate you

  • @kaitlynnspencer5253
    @kaitlynnspencer5253 4 года назад +3

    Hell yeah! This song was just what I needed today! My girlfriend broke up with me last night, and Citizen Soldier always helps

  • @Adrianhart4001
    @Adrianhart4001 2 года назад

    This song reminds me so much of myself… I made so many mistakes and repeated the same ones over and over, a couple years ago. I had this one friend that actually seemed to care about me and looked past the “yeah I’m fine” that I usually told most people. He was there for me in some of my darkest times and gave me advice, and I used him. I feel terrible for it- feeling like there was someone who cared, who stayed up with me for those late nights and tried his best to help me stop cutting, got to me. It felt so good to have someone that cared and would listen…. But not all of those times that I told him I was depressed or cutting, was I actually. And then he moved and he blocked me on social media, and I’ve never heard from him since, and it’s been a year and a half… I regret everything and if I could take it all back, I would.
    Citizen Soldier, you’re amazing. All of your songs hit so hard and give me another reason to keep trying to better myself 💜

  • @gorored9533
    @gorored9533 4 года назад +3

    What an amazing song! I love your songs! Keep going with the good job guys! You have all my gratitudine for all you done ❤️❤️❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      That means so much. Thank you for everything. 🖤🤘🏻

  • @EternalRiver90
    @EternalRiver90 4 года назад +1

    Man I dedicate this song to my mother who endures so much pain from my mental illnesses... I take out so much anger and frustration on her since I feel so secure and know she’d never leave no matter what and it kills me to hurt her so badly but it’s like I can’t help it... I can’t seem to control it when it happens and then I feel so guilty and horrible afterwards... Of course she always forgives me but I just can’t forgive myself... I keep working on this and just hope it pays off one day... Thanks for another very relatable song, I genuinely love you guys so much.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Vicky Hunter so sorry to hear that. Sending tons of love your way. Thanks for supporting us 🖤

    • @EternalRiver90
      @EternalRiver90 4 года назад +1

      Citizen Soldier Thank you so much, sending tons of love right back. I very much appreciate your support and love as well ❤️

  • @dangerousvidsr220
    @dangerousvidsr220 4 года назад +8

    Aww yeah love this already, you guys never disappoint! 🤘 rock on!!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Dangerous Vids R thank you so much! You too 🤘🏻

  • @abdulz.9398
    @abdulz.9398 4 года назад +2

    People say they want to kill their memory because of mistakes they made, but I believe these scars can speak and they tell the story of how you became the one you are now.
    You will become or already became the weight of someone elses world. You are good enough :)

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      We see what you did there : )

    • @abdulz.9398
      @abdulz.9398 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier a little homage to a by me very appreciated band :>

  • @av38548
    @av38548 4 года назад +3

    Loving every single song! This one will be blasting for a long time 💙

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Love to hear that! Glad you like it 🖤🤘🏻

  • @ShadowSlayerSD5
    @ShadowSlayerSD5 4 года назад +1

    This whole album is pure excellence every song is very deep in their meaning

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Love to hear that. Thanks for supporting it 🖤

  • @DireNight_Drnt_
    @DireNight_Drnt_ 4 года назад +3

    This song can't A: be anymore from how I feel and B: AMAZING

  • @aramusha6419
    @aramusha6419 4 года назад +2

    As always.....AMAZING.......😍😍😍😍

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Thank you so much. Tons of love to you 🖤

  • @OrionMelodyMusic
    @OrionMelodyMusic 4 года назад +4

    Hello fellow people. I literally found this band a few minutes ago, and they're awesome!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Love to hear that! Which song caught your attention the most? Welcome to the family 🖤

    • @OrionMelodyMusic
      @OrionMelodyMusic 4 года назад +1

      Never Good Enough. It was definitely good enough!

  • @chisholmtrailrides4602
    @chisholmtrailrides4602 2 года назад

    Definitely never give up, your music has deeply moved many, many people, including myself. I love you guys, keep going strong. If you guys are ever playing live in Texas I’ll 100% be there

  • @reddswisscheese
    @reddswisscheese 4 года назад +3

    This song released at the best time. It's exactly how i feel right now

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      So glad it came at a good time. Sending love 🖤

  • @alexcrow4429
    @alexcrow4429 4 года назад +2

    Another song, another masterpiece! Can't wait for more! 🔥🤘🏻🔥

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Thank you. More is on the way friend 🖤

    • @alexcrow4429
      @alexcrow4429 4 года назад

      @@CitizenSoldier I'm ready for it! 🔥🤘🏻🔥

  • @hugopascal9344
    @hugopascal9344 4 года назад +3

    Always Perfect ! Tanks again for your work and talent ! Love from France ^^

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Hugo Pascal love to France! Thank you for everything 😭

  • @EricaRaymond-ricaray87
    @EricaRaymond-ricaray87 4 года назад +1

    Wow... This is perfect response to "say goodbye"... It should be illegal to pull up those repressed feelings...
    Absolutely perfect...

  • @chasebowlin7938
    @chasebowlin7938 4 года назад +3

    So wonderful and awesome song lyrics always love this so much!💞🎶🤘

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Chase Bowlin thanks buddy! Appreciate you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @Funkycl0w.n
    @Funkycl0w.n 2 года назад +1

    I recently found this song like a couple days ago and I have never found such a good song.
    This is why you guys are my favorite band! 🖤

  • @trustyourwings294
    @trustyourwings294 4 года назад +4

    Love it!!!😍😍😍

  • @valenciamercadojafetelias4577
    @valenciamercadojafetelias4577 4 года назад +1

    Her songs are amazing, I love the song

  • @ker0shan37
    @ker0shan37 4 года назад +8

    it's so great that I don't even know how to comment it * ^ * Your songs are wonderful, and the font in the lyric videos is so nice to look at. I hope you will continue what you do guys

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +2

      Thank you so much! Appreciate your kindness friend 🖤

  • @kaitlynnstevens7317
    @kaitlynnstevens7317 3 года назад +1

    Every single song I’ve listened to so far I’ve liked!!!

  • @catalinalagos2385
    @catalinalagos2385 4 года назад +4

    Bandas que merecen más reconocimiento ❤️:

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      Appreciate that. Thank you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @C.Kado18
    @C.Kado18 4 года назад +1

    Very much love this album, alot has happened this past year and I can deeply relate to each song. Keep up this music and grow, like I hope to as well.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      You got this! We will grow together friend 🖤🤘🏻

  • @axellightwood4388
    @axellightwood4388 4 года назад +36

    This is all i need today ):
    I'm trying to kill my memories ;-;

  • @septic5081
    @septic5081 4 года назад +2

    I just found you guys a few days ago. I wish I had heard of you sooner. Your songs already helped me through a lot and I can relate to them on an emotional level.
    I'm so glad to have you in my life now, thank you so much!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад +1

      So glad you found us. Happy to have you. Welcome to the family 🖤

  • @Shiloh_has_a_bird
    @Shiloh_has_a_bird 4 года назад +5

    This makes me miss my girl... I love you, my Ruby

  • @guccicowtitties
    @guccicowtitties 4 года назад +2

    I love how I can relate to so many of your songs 🙌🏽🙌🏽🔥🔥

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  4 года назад

      Love that you relate! Thanks again 🖤🤘🏻