God, stories like this kind of hurt to listen to when you know people that have spiraled into a mental illness. It's bad enough to watch helplessly without knowing what they're going through, but having it depicted and / or explained to you is an all new kind of upsetting. Edit, 4 years later: wow i really was in denial about my own spiraling mental health huh? I've never been well, I wasn't doing well when I made this comment, and I'm doing even worse now :")
I have had suffered mental Illness pretty much since birth from Being Bi Polar, to having OCD which I pretty much self cured that illness as it can be done with age learning to control not and there are no reasons to do the rituals but prison cured me of OCD I know I'd get killed or worse if I kept people up all night doing crazy rituals lol But thank God I was always here on this planet mentally, one time I didn't leave the house for a year my first breakup almost killed me with depression I lost 50 lbs and wasn't heavy to being with, years of insomnia Witch I now take Ativan, Ambian and Tynoal Pms as well as my friends blood pressure meds etc it's not easy
I battle it every single day at every moment. I am bipolar with severe depression with anxiety/panic attacks with ocds I am a product of heavy alcoholism with reading comprehension and math problems. I was abused my childhood, dealt with a lot of death especially at 17 years old losing the love of my life when he fell off (Wikipedia he is mentioned 8/1/93) a cliff/waterfall at T Lake Falls in the Adirondack Mountains, NY. I have severe paranoia and I see and hear things daily. I didn’t ask to be born this way. I don’t know what I did to deserve it. I also isolate and ruminate bad intrusive thoughts. I’ve also got ptsd from many years of abuse and neglect. I also have dissociative personality disorder. And many other defects. I’m damaged.
Oh my god, you have no idea how absolutely STOKED I was when I saw this pop up! I'm just so beyond words. Every scene, every emotion, every word, you just painted it all so beautifully. I'm absolutely honored that you breathed such life into my story. Thank you so much, Mrcreepypasta!
Haha! Well shucks, thanks dude! Marcus's hallucinations (especially the one in the hall by the bathroom) are mostly inspired by my own nighttime paranoia and daydreams I get when I zone out throughout the day. And as far as schizophrenia is concerned if I have experienced it I either haven't been diagnosed or I've never really noticed. Though I guess that doesn't say much, does it? Heh.
Wow, this story seriously hits hard. Partly thanks to MCP's ridiculously good voice acting and narration. Seriously, has anyone hired him for professional voice acting work? Not that he needs that, of course; what he does on this channel is great enough.
Creepypastas involving mental disorders are interesting as hell cuz we’re all just so different. Everyone processes the disorders and furthering situations in different ways, and it creates such interesting scenarios
Psychosis and the Asylum series are beyond this by a long shot, but I do agree this pasta is very well written and, of course, excellently performed by MCP.
You know you’re a freak when you’re in love with a voice who scares you. But you can’t stop listening to this enchanting frightening enveloping voice that slowly sends you into the sleep you so long to have, but fight to give in to because you don’t want to stop hearing this one voice in your head. Yep I’m a freak.
I don't think me just reading this story on my own would have done it justice. You captured the frantic feeling of fear so damned well. I don't know whether to sob in the corner or tell you well done!
Oh man, you are absolutely awesome, you bring to life some of the horrific experiences people who suffer from a mental illnesses have to cope with. How trapped they can feel within themself. The nightmares that hound them, it makes my heart break. Extremely well done MCP, you truly are a voice acting god!!!
When I first opened the video for me to listen to it later when I play, I was like : "Nice, he uploaded a new video, I'll save it for later." Now when I look at the lenght I feel as if I can listen to this the whole night.
Now that was a thinker. I am so appreciative of all the work you do. This one is far and away the best mind bender I have ever heard. Thank you for bringing to life.
goodness gracious. that was absolutely phenomenal! It ca[tures the pure fear and horror of having visions and seeing things. Schizophrenia and paranoia, along with very deep story righting with so much symbolism. On top of that it is genuinely terrifying. plus entreating. one of my favorites. Much gratitude for you MCP for bringing this one to life! and props to the writer!
I absolutely adore your voice. I find myself listening to random stories but I end up coming back to your stories. I absolutely can't get enough of your voice!!
Man you really deserve an Oscar or something you always do well but this story you really put your foot in it ,the right amount of emotion fear happiness I think you're a sico too how else can you narrate stories so well? Love You Man.
Okay, but this is not okay. I constantly worry that I've made up my boyfriend in my head in my desperate need to have someone love, accept, and support me. Its not like I'm crazy, I'm not claiming that. Just that I'm awkward and only have a small group of friends whom I feel are only still around out of pity. And then here comes this man who seems to have walked out of a chick flick, does and says everything perfect, and gives me everything ive ever wanted in a man. So, you see why I'd worry.... So I'm just gonna forget this cp..... This is wonderfully written, though. I loved it. And you are awesome, MCP! Idk how you do hour long narrations. Thanks for the shivers!
Fallen Flyer Glad to hear you found a lovely person to add to your life. :3 I know what's it's like to be paranoid about positivity. Please remember it is possible for people to be loving and accepting, even if you don't expect it. :3 Hope you two are doing well. -Love, random person on the internet. :3
Sorry I'm a couple of years late, lol! I only just found this story, which is weird, since I spam the rest of his stuff religiously. :P I hope all is well with you!
The pasta was amazing. It’s a shame it didn’t have a happy ending like Marcus getting rid of the demon but alas; not all endings end on a good note. The descriptions of the environment and just details in general were phenomenal. The author has real talent. Mr.creepy pasta also did a fantastic job.
I mean, id say it was a good ending for him. every once and a while he has night terrrors, but in return he sees reality clearly. And he has demon powers of some sort, like with the shadows. Honestly he made out pretty good
A very interesting view on mental illness, it was clear the author was bringing to light the literal nightmares of those who suffer from hallucinations and/or phobias. While I did enjoy this creepypasta I felt that Marcus should of had less episodes because it felt like at many points the author was just trying to shove in as much terrifying imagery and horror ridden vocabulary as possible.
I agree but sometimes that's what its like with a disorder sometimes. Some days are really good and everything is awesome and some days it feels like a living nightmare
Natasha Harris if you interpret as all the imagery as a distorted view of reality instead of just hallucinations, it is a very real interpretation of mental illness
I LOVE THE NEW SOUNDTRACKS! They also made me sick to my stomach (in a good kind of way lol) listening to the story with the doctor who killed prisoners and got his family killed in similar ways.
I've been in a class where that actually happened, and literally everyone was so fucking concerned and worried for the person, who, by the way, would have been categorized as part of the "freak" group. People aren't as terrible as we exaggerate them to be.
Not really related but kind of. At my old job in a very large call center for a huge retailer, one of the CS reps had a seizure on the floor. It was truly one of the most disturbing things I've witnessed. I couldn't see him because I was in a different section where my team of on the phone supervisors sit. But the screaming was so heartbreaking and also horrific. It sounded like someone bring murdered. He was shrieking help me over and over. It was so bad they actually let us all off of the phones because people were so shaken. Of course, all his coworkers helped and EMS was there within 5 minutes. He ended up thankfully being okay.
no matter how long its been since i've seen a video. i always get chills from his voice omg its so perfect for these scary stories. very soft with a sinister tone.
Want to know what makes some of these scary? It's how u can relate to them... when u have a bad mental experience that u know isn't real a d keep dreaming about it it's fucked up
I loved this bro this story captivated me so quick.. new themes just an idea.... phobia based creepypastas.... id love to hear more brother. im into stuff like that??
@mrcreepypasta I'm SURE I can't be the 1st to say this but you SOUND JUST LIKE JESSE EISENBERG.... I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!! U & Creepsmcpasta are my GO TO story time pleasure.... I LOVE your Unsettling Stories so much.... Thank you for all your hard work, it is loved by SO MANY... Just great proof of how talented you are & how well you bring these stories to LIFE.... Id rather listen to one of your stories over watching a hit movie for my entertainment pleasure.... I hope you never stop putting these videos out! And this topic hit a chord with me... I didn't know there was a name for it but I ASSURE you it's one of my most FEARED phobias
It's making me extremely uncomfortable just how deeply I can relate to the protagonist despite knowing all of it is just extreme cases of mental illness... I should probably seek help...
My mother is a bi-polar, manic depressive with paranoid schizophrenia personality disorder with ADD. So yes mental illness, of any kind sucks. Even just having PTSD with anxiety ADHD, with slight anger issues (I have been working on my whole life) I am the nicest person in the world and have quite the patience until I just kind can't keep ignoring or working thru the ignorance of incompetence in the work place. But yes mental health illnesses are f***ed
Personally, I just can't think about how they function in the body. Thinking about how they work and how blood moves through them is what sets me off. But in terms of horror seeing them slashed open/torn out will also do the trick.
Holy shit. Finally, a creepy pasta that was actually well written. I was expecting the ending to be something along the line of "and I saw this creature with long needles for hands and bleeding eyes. Pitch black holes staring into my soul. And then I managed to run away from it and survived. " But no, this was actually really good. Good job to you for narrating it an interesting and entertaining way and good job to the author, this was amazing. Well worth the hour.
Really really amazing read. Great story and you read it so well. I really liked the way you built up the insanity. Felt so Lovecraftian. You really used your voice well in this one. You usually do but this was just outstanding.
*_I lived in a home like this for 9 years, from 5 to 14 years of age. Family of 7.. The thing was we all went through it. What WAS crazy is our different memories of our childhood. I remember the lady as been really mean to me but my sisters say she was always nice to them. The bearded man never spoke & between us we maybe only saw him a few times but it was always a warm feeling. Something EXTREMELY dark lived there too but never came up from the back of the house, the older part. Or would only bother us when we went back there so the bearded man would appear & all would feel ok..My oldest brothers room was back there. We're not crazy but we just dont talk about it outside the family. When we moved it all ended. It wasn't bad, it was normal i taught. The older kids seem to remember it worse than me_*
My pain is sharp and constant... My reflection is no connection to myself... I do not wish for a better world for anyone... I want to inflict my pain on to others... This realization has not brought me any closer to understanding myself... As I drink the devil's piss I can hear him laughing as he spreads his wings...
no but seriously guys. this reminds me of my own experience as a kid where i would always see like shadow something in my dreams for weeks and i would always wake up sweaty and shaky. i remember it was really scary and it would affected me even after i wake up. i always felt like the shadow or something was watching me and i was continuously anxious. a sort of dissociative feeling where obviously other people can't even feel what i felt. it continued for like a week. i was like 5 or 6 at the time. before it ends i had an intense dream and woke up drenched in sweat. for details, i did grow up having anxiety and few other disorder but i still can't understand what that was all about.
Hey ya'll! If you liked the story narrated by the wonderful MrCreepypasta here, consider checking out it's newly released prequel! Can be found either on the Creepypasta wiki or through my deviantART page, just search for the name "Autophobia"!
My sister and dad are mentally ill it’s nothing they can control a thought enters the mind and it spirals into the truth for them they have dementia and Paranoid schizophrenia. This really hits home. Depressing but intriguing to listen to
Thank God! I knew my partnership isn't unique. Happened in early 2000. We were always together, but we finally conversed outside my college after a screwed up welcoming autumn ritual with a high school girl I fancied at the time. This is so familiar!
God, stories like this kind of hurt to listen to when you know people that have spiraled into a mental illness. It's bad enough to watch helplessly without knowing what they're going through, but having it depicted and / or explained to you is an all new kind of upsetting.
Edit, 4 years later: wow i really was in denial about my own spiraling mental health huh? I've never been well, I wasn't doing well when I made this comment, and I'm doing even worse now :")
I have had suffered mental Illness pretty much since birth from Being Bi Polar, to having OCD which I pretty much self cured that illness as it can be done with age learning to control not and there are no reasons to do the rituals but prison cured me of OCD I know I'd get killed or worse if I kept people up all night doing crazy rituals lol But thank God I was always here on this planet mentally, one time I didn't leave the house for a year my first breakup almost killed me with depression I lost 50 lbs and wasn't heavy to being with, years of insomnia Witch I now take Ativan, Ambian and Tynoal Pms as well as my friends blood pressure meds etc it's not easy
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I battle it every single day at every moment. I am bipolar with severe depression with anxiety/panic attacks with ocds I am a product of heavy alcoholism with reading comprehension and math problems. I was abused my childhood, dealt with a lot of death especially at 17 years old losing the love of my life when he fell off (Wikipedia he is mentioned 8/1/93) a cliff/waterfall at T Lake Falls in the Adirondack Mountains, NY. I have severe paranoia and I see and hear things daily. I didn’t ask to be born this way. I don’t know what I did to deserve it. I also isolate and ruminate bad intrusive thoughts. I’ve also got ptsd from many years of abuse and neglect. I also have dissociative personality disorder. And many other defects. I’m damaged.
Unfortunately it's one of those of those things that unless you're going through it, you'll never have any idea what it's like.
Its utter hell.
I know you might not read this, I just hope you're feeling better now.
Oh my god, you have no idea how absolutely STOKED I was when I saw this pop up! I'm just so beyond words. Every scene, every emotion, every word, you just painted it all so beautifully. I'm absolutely honored that you breathed such life into my story. Thank you so much, Mrcreepypasta!
Have you experienced schizophrenia? The story was so well written it makes me think you have. If not, how the Hell did you manage this?
Haha! Well shucks, thanks dude!
Marcus's hallucinations (especially the one in the hall by the bathroom) are mostly inspired by my own nighttime paranoia and daydreams I get when I zone out throughout the day. And as far as schizophrenia is concerned if I have experienced it I either haven't been diagnosed or I've never really noticed. Though I guess that doesn't say much, does it? Heh.
Caiera Fleischer Reddit, I believe.
I'm not on Reddit, actually, but I post all my work on deviantART. Follow me on there if you'd like @seenomonkey95307!
JusticeisServed Oh, I saw a different story on Reddit and must've gotten them confused.
It’s night, raining, lightning, and thundering. What a perfect time to watch a scary story! *holds pillow*
troliangel send us Cali people some rain, we need it for the fires
Mysocksv Gaming On It’s way, we got plenty to share👌🌧
troliangel aight thanks man
Same and my power is out pogchamp
You in the Midwest? Here in Chicago we had that crazy storm last night.
You are absolutely amazing at voice acting
Gabrielle Padovani your cat is my new religion
Unus Annus?
Marching Flute 😉
His female voice is a bit too accurate for my tastes
The best in the genre. I'd give Lighthouse Horror the number 2 spot.
Wow, this story seriously hits hard. Partly thanks to MCP's ridiculously good voice acting and narration.
Seriously, has anyone hired him for professional voice acting work? Not that he needs that, of course; what he does on this channel is great enough.
Lol this comment aged well
Creepypastas involving mental disorders are interesting as hell cuz we’re all just so different. Everyone processes the disorders and furthering situations in different ways, and it creates such interesting scenarios
Anyone remember Psychosis? This is on the same great level as that classic.
Bro psychosis still outclasses so many newer pastas
Not even close psychosis is infintely better than this garbage fire this author has no idea what he is doing
Chris McSweeney I think the black square and the strangers are up there with psychosis
Psychosis and the Asylum series are beyond this by a long shot, but I do agree this pasta is very well written and, of course, excellently performed by MCP.
@@chrismcsweeney7158 What's your problem? Do you read creepypasta? Dont be a dick.
You know you’re a freak when you’re in love with a voice who scares you. But you can’t stop listening to this enchanting frightening enveloping voice that slowly sends you into the sleep you so long to have, but fight to give in to because you don’t want to stop hearing this one voice in your head. Yep I’m a freak.
This guy slam poetrys.
You can hear it in his pauses.
I don't think me just reading this story on my own would have done it justice. You captured the frantic feeling of fear so damned well. I don't know whether to sob in the corner or tell you well done!
Oh man, you are absolutely awesome, you bring to life some of the horrific experiences people who suffer from a mental illnesses have to cope with. How trapped they can feel within themself. The nightmares that hound them, it makes my heart break. Extremely well done MCP, you truly are a voice acting god!!!
When I first opened the video for me to listen to it later when I play, I was like : "Nice, he uploaded a new video, I'll save it for later." Now when I look at the lenght I feel as if I can listen to this the whole night.
24:52 Damn man, you know how to set the mood with Moonlight Sonata (or at least, a segment from it any ways).
Now that was a thinker. I am so appreciative of all the work you do. This one is far and away the best mind bender I have ever heard. Thank you for bringing to life.
goodness gracious. that was absolutely phenomenal!
It ca[tures the pure fear and horror of having visions and seeing things. Schizophrenia and paranoia, along with very deep story righting with so much symbolism.
On top of that it is genuinely terrifying. plus entreating.
one of my favorites. Much gratitude for you MCP for bringing this one to life! and props to the writer!
I absolutely adore your voice. I find myself listening to random stories but I end up coming back to your stories. I absolutely can't get enough of your voice!!
Man you really deserve an Oscar or something you always do well but this story you really put your foot in it ,the right amount of emotion fear happiness I think you're a sico too how else can you narrate stories so well? Love You Man.
Okay, but this is not okay. I constantly worry that I've made up my boyfriend in my head in my desperate need to have someone love, accept, and support me. Its not like I'm crazy, I'm not claiming that. Just that I'm awkward and only have a small group of friends whom I feel are only still around out of pity. And then here comes this man who seems to have walked out of a chick flick, does and says everything perfect, and gives me everything ive ever wanted in a man. So, you see why I'd worry....
So I'm just gonna forget this cp.....
This is wonderfully written, though. I loved it. And you are awesome, MCP! Idk how you do hour long narrations. Thanks for the shivers!
Fallen Flyer Glad to hear you found a lovely person to add to your life. :3
I know what's it's like to be paranoid about positivity. Please remember it is possible for people to be loving and accepting, even if you don't expect it. :3
Hope you two are doing well.
-Love, random person on the internet. :3
Fallen Flyer your relationship is real. Your boyfriend is real :)
I was gonna troll you, but your comment hit too close to home to me. I hope you're well and happy. Your comment stopped a troll in its tracks.
Sorry I'm a couple of years late, lol! I only just found this story, which is weird, since I spam the rest of his stuff religiously. :P
I hope all is well with you!
1 hour long??? Oh my god this is beautiful
This has got to be in my top favorites.. Always loved these longer pastas!
About time. Been waiting for a long story.
The pasta was amazing. It’s a shame it didn’t have a happy ending like Marcus getting rid of the demon but alas; not all endings end on a good note. The descriptions of the environment and just details in general were phenomenal. The author has real talent.
Mr.creepy pasta also did a fantastic job.
I mean, id say it was a good ending for him. every once and a while he has night terrrors, but in return he sees reality clearly. And he has demon powers of some sort, like with the shadows. Honestly he made out pretty good
Your such a talented narrator. I love it when you do the long pastas😍
A very interesting view on mental illness, it was clear the author was bringing to light the literal nightmares of those who suffer from hallucinations and/or phobias. While I did enjoy this creepypasta I felt that Marcus should of had less episodes because it felt like at many points the author was just trying to shove in as much terrifying imagery and horror ridden vocabulary as possible.
I agree but sometimes that's what its like with a disorder sometimes. Some days are really good and everything is awesome and some days it feels like a living nightmare
Natasha Harris if you interpret as all the imagery as a distorted view of reality instead of just hallucinations, it is a very real interpretation of mental illness
@@emmettdonkeydoodle6230 thats what i was thinking it was awesome
That was the point. Something was happening to Marcus that was bordering on supernatural. That's why it's a creepypasta.
Love Love Love all of your stories...always look forward to the long ones...my favorite!!
I love these really long stories the most
Update: I just don’t like it when I fall asleep on accident.
I was expecting a Creepypasta, not a Feelspasta...
AMAZING WORK AS ALWAYS
Best creepy channel in youtube, hands down. The voice acting is phenomenal. Kudos dude, keep doing this forever please.
Teacher: ....THEN GO BACK TO SLEEP!
Jeffophobia: the fear of bad creepypasta's
It used to be good...up until the Fandom come then the true nightmare began
I LOVE THE NEW SOUNDTRACKS! They also made me sick to my stomach (in a good kind of way lol) listening to the story with the doctor who killed prisoners and got his family killed in similar ways.
What kind of class would laugh at a kid practically having a seizure bc of how scared he is like seriously
I've been in a class where that actually happened, and literally everyone was so fucking concerned and worried for the person, who, by the way, would have been categorized as part of the "freak" group. People aren't as terrible as we exaggerate them to be.
I also think it was part of the hallucinations, they weren't actually laughing
Name Jeff mine
Brendan Brendan You are correct, my good sir! That's exactly what I was aiming for with it.
Not really related but kind of. At my old job in a very large call center for a huge retailer, one of the CS reps had a seizure on the floor. It was truly one of the most disturbing things I've witnessed. I couldn't see him because I was in a different section where my team of on the phone supervisors sit. But the screaming was so heartbreaking and also horrific. It sounded like someone bring murdered. He was shrieking help me over and over. It was so bad they actually let us all off of the phones because people were so shaken. Of course, all his coworkers helped and EMS was there within 5 minutes. He ended up thankfully being okay.
I have thalassophobia and bathophobia...must overcome this fear some day. Finn, every hero's flaw is a mark of a hero!
Anyone else fell in love with this Story the first time you heard it.
No?
Well your missing out scrubs.
This is hella cool! I loved every minute of it, great job!
Wow, that story was amazing! Great reading of course but the story itself... haven't heared one THAT good in a long while
I thought dementophobia was the fear of dementors from harry potter
CezaMVO CAN U NOT I CANT EVER UNKNOW THAT NOW 😂😂😂
CezaMVO they scared me shitless when I was a kid
lol
I thought it was the fear of demented people
XD
very well written, kudos to the author.
Any time I'm feeling like a shitty person I listen to this story. Helps fuel the self hate for some reason
no matter how long its been since i've seen a video. i always get chills from his voice omg its so perfect for these scary stories. very soft with a sinister tone.
You are so fucking talented. The way you read this creates SUCH strong emotions. I was terrified, sad, confused, and AMAZED
This was uploaded during my homecoming dance, I can't believe I missed this yesterday
Hmm well I'm glad I won't have to change stories doing hw. Love your stories and love to see a long one every once in a while
Ethan Loustalot most of us like a long one every once in a while 😉
5 & 1/2 hour stories are great
I FECKIN KNEW IT WAS HIM I KNEW IT THE SECOND MARKUS BROUGHT UP THE SHADOWS IN THE NURSES OFFICE
Hells yes, perfect for this stormy night!
Want to know what makes some of these scary? It's how u can relate to them... when u have a bad mental experience that u know isn't real a d keep dreaming about it it's fucked up
1 hoUR STORY?!?! thaNK YOU!
Ayy Lmao uH GEE NO PROBLEM,
lmAO
check out borrasca lol
Enrique Mandas any other good long ones?
This better be a good-ass story if I’m gonna sit here for an hour and 6 minutes
Well? Did you like the story? I need an update here man
@@marcomontano6584 I… I dont remember 😂
@@blaketurner8523 well… LISTEN AGAIN 😂
@@blaketurner8523 my dissapointment in you.....
Awesome, I absolutely love the longer stories ~ yayyy!!!! I see more also, lots to listen to ~ Heaven!
I loved this bro this story captivated me so quick.. new themes just an idea.... phobia based creepypastas.... id love to hear more brother. im into stuff like that??
This sounds a lot like when I was depressed and I started seeing shit scary like this. I feel this so much
@mrcreepypasta I'm SURE I can't be the 1st to say this but you SOUND JUST LIKE JESSE EISENBERG.... I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!! U & Creepsmcpasta are my GO TO story time pleasure.... I LOVE your Unsettling Stories so much.... Thank you for all your hard work, it is loved by SO MANY... Just great proof of how talented you are & how well you bring these stories to LIFE.... Id rather listen to one of your stories over watching a hit movie for my entertainment pleasure.... I hope you never stop putting these videos out! And this topic hit a chord with me... I didn't know there was a name for it but I ASSURE you it's one of my most FEARED phobias
I've read this story before.. its amazing. And I also love your work. ♡
This creepypasta is slept on
Omg yeeees. Im listening as i go to sleep, so i am deff gonna fall asleep and have to re watch this. I miss your long videos :)
The random calling out of the phobias as this went along were great.
MCP goes all out in October and I fucking LOVE it
Sage Gardner AYE FAM
An hour worth of MCP's story.. Worth it..
It's making me extremely uncomfortable just how deeply I can relate to the protagonist despite knowing all of it is just extreme cases of mental illness... I should probably seek help...
Same for me😓. I feel you.
Do whatever you think will help you.
... Yes this is... Strangely familiar... I can understand that.
Holy crap another amazing one, your vocie acting is genius
Absolutely incredible! One of the greatest CreepyPastas ever written!
This story is stressing me tf out, and I'm only halfway through
My mother is a bi-polar, manic depressive with paranoid schizophrenia personality disorder with ADD. So yes mental illness, of any kind sucks. Even just having PTSD with anxiety ADHD, with slight anger issues (I have been working on my whole life) I am the nicest person in the world and have quite the patience until I just kind can't keep ignoring or working thru the ignorance of incompetence in the work place. But yes mental health illnesses are f***ed
That bigining actually calmed me lol :) I love your voice :)
*FIRMLY GRASP THE KNOB*
FIRMLY GRASP IT.
I'm watching at 1 pm it makes me want to sleep at the same time I can't sleep I just can't now and my first name is MARCUS
WOOPS.
Blackacid 254 Ha ha ha 😄
Damn dood, don't sleep
same
I have Venephobia.... that's a fear of veins and arteries
jeweleton gem Real talk? Same, dude, no joke.
JusticeisServed so what do you guys just never look down at your arms or anybody else’s arms?
Personally, I just can't think about how they function in the body. Thinking about how they work and how blood moves through them is what sets me off. But in terms of horror seeing them slashed open/torn out will also do the trick.
Holy shit. Finally, a creepy pasta that was actually well written. I was expecting the ending to be something along the line of "and I saw this creature with long needles for hands and bleeding eyes. Pitch black holes staring into my soul. And then I managed to run away from it and survived. " But no, this was actually really good. Good job to you for narrating it an interesting and entertaining way and good job to the author, this was amazing. Well worth the hour.
Now you see what you've done? It wasn't cliche enough so now I need to rewrite the entire ending, thanks a lot.
Cheers MrCreepy! Great voice acting!
One of the best I've heard yet.
you're my favorite narrator!! I'm also from Texas:)
Damn! So thats what its like in a the mind of an insane person......the voices really liked this story.
Really really amazing read. Great story and you read it so well. I really liked the way you built up the insanity. Felt so Lovecraftian. You really used your voice well in this one. You usually do but this was just outstanding.
I love your awesome voice acting 💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙
This story went deeply under my skin and I am not okay.
You did absolutely great though, I love listening to you.
It describes mental illness quite well.
*_I lived in a home like this for 9 years, from 5 to 14 years of age. Family of 7.. The thing was we all went through it. What WAS crazy is our different memories of our childhood. I remember the lady as been really mean to me but my sisters say she was always nice to them. The bearded man never spoke & between us we maybe only saw him a few times but it was always a warm feeling. Something EXTREMELY dark lived there too but never came up from the back of the house, the older part. Or would only bother us when we went back there so the bearded man would appear & all would feel ok..My oldest brothers room was back there. We're not crazy but we just dont talk about it outside the family. When we moved it all ended. It wasn't bad, it was normal i taught. The older kids seem to remember it worse than me_*
Listening to these while i work gets me in trouble lol. I got too ingrossed into the stories where i zone out
I love you MCP but I was overwhelmed by your enthusiasm in this reading.
My pain is sharp and constant... My reflection is no connection to myself... I do not wish for a better world for anyone... I want to inflict my pain on to others... This realization has not brought me any closer to understanding myself... As I drink the devil's piss I can hear him laughing as he spreads his wings...
no but seriously guys. this reminds me of my own experience as a kid where i would always see like shadow something in my dreams for weeks and i would always wake up sweaty and shaky. i remember it was really scary and it would affected me even after i wake up. i always felt like the shadow or something was watching me and i was continuously anxious. a sort of dissociative feeling where obviously other people can't even feel what i felt. it continued for like a week. i was like 5 or 6 at the time. before it ends i had an intense dream and woke up drenched in sweat.
for details, i did grow up having anxiety and few other disorder but i still can't understand what that was all about.
Hell yeah MCP. 1 hour!
Hey ya'll! If you liked the story narrated by the wonderful MrCreepypasta here, consider checking out it's newly released prequel! Can be found either on the Creepypasta wiki or through my deviantART page, just search for the name "Autophobia"!
Im going insane listening to this for this long.
Dang that was long but amazing. Totally worth not sleeping tonight
My sister and dad are mentally ill it’s nothing they can control a thought enters the mind and it spirals into the truth for them they have dementia and Paranoid schizophrenia. This really hits home. Depressing but intriguing to listen to
Great story and narrator. Thank you.
Oh wow it’s long!!
Gabrielle Padovani I KNOW RIGHT
Like ma diC K
Im sorry i couldnt resit :P
Hastings that's exactly what my comment was going to be! Lol
49 minutes in and i just realized this
Listen to Borasca part 1 and 2 in one sitting.
If it was that damned bad I'd have kept my pills in the bedroom
Love this story it really describes the meaning of Dementophobia.
Love the wordplay in this!
This was amazing. my favorite story so far. Good job Reading it!
Great story, definitely more terrifying as it goes on.
Thank God! I knew my partnership isn't unique. Happened in early 2000. We were always together, but we finally conversed outside my college after a screwed up welcoming autumn ritual with a high school girl I fancied at the time. This is so familiar!
This is so terrible and sad I'm halfway through and this genuinely scares me because you can practically FEEL him going insane
Sweet SpongeBob font, looks sick.
....i needed this... I needed to know someone could write something so realistic to me...
👏👏 Take a bow! 👏👏 I'm exhausted! Great adrenaline kicks! And excellent sound of your narration! Especially the last sentence.
oh I have a fear of voids and dark empty places too
You need more variety of Neck Gaiter mask!! Love your work soOoOoOo much!
this is such a fucking good reading, gave me the chills man