I live in Maryland. I get bullied cause I'm a little chubby but I'm losing weight. I've never had parents that loved me. My parents left me when I was 5. I grew up on the street until I went into a orphan place. I have a new foster family who loves. Before I met my mom and dad I was sent to Shepard Pratt which is a mental place. I was there for 2 months till I came out of depression. But you have been a good influence to me. I'm not gay but I really love you. You give me confidence. Thank you so much. I love you Jose. Thanks for bringing me hours of joys.
Dude, that's not cool. You don't know anything about Diego so you can't say he is lying just to get attention. That's exactly what they thought when José said he was bisexual, people thought he said that to get attention, but he wasn't. He was getting bullied for telling his story to people, and when Diego talks about his story, you say he is trying to get attention. That's not cool dude...
I've always felt ashamed, even when I convinced myself I loved and accepted myself, but watching your videos, especially this one, really helps me, helps me to realize that I don't need to be ashamed of who I am, that I should be proud
You have a beautiful spirit. My first time ever seeing any of your videos. I seen your Instagram page through Ivan's. God bless you and stay strong. May this year be the best year ever for you.
Omg im gonna wake up with swollen eyes I cried so much . I can relate so much to you in the events that took place in your life :( its so hard to remember those moments but I hope as time has passed you have become happier and got through all of the pain that comes with life's struggles :( xo !!
Same here I feel soo bad for him he is just such a good person and so many people judge him and they don't know what he has been through 😔😔😭 people should think before they say.
Same here I feel soo bad for him he is just such a good person and so many people judge him and they don't know what he has been through 😔😔😭 people should think before they say.
Thank you SO much for sharing your story, it touched me so deeply. I went through something similar with an Uncle of mine, I wish I had the courage to say something when I was younger and fight it like you did. Stay strong honey I don't know you but I feel so much love for you!
Jose thank you so much. I literally immediately started to cry as soon as you started telling your story because I myself am going through the same thing you went through, right now. The bullying, my dad thinks I'm just looking for attention because I am bisexual and I just went through a pretty bad breakup with my first real actual boyfriend and I know how it feels to be picked on and bullied and I just wanted to thank you because you're one of the few people that makes me feel better about myself and helps to support the LGBT community and we need all the help we can get. Thank you!
I've never cried while watching a RUclips video, but hearing your story really brought me to tears. It's stories like this that inspire me to help others in my community. I really hope you've conquered all your demons and that you now live a happy life. You're an inspiration to me and many other people. Thank you for sharing your story.
For a human being to just open up a part of his world to share it with people is such an inspiring thing 😔 I don't personally know you Jose , but you have mad respect points in my book. Your story made me wanna cry , I respect how you overcame your trials & tribulations. I could tell that you continue to break down the barriers that's ever came in your way in life. I love that your being yourself , you stay true to who you are !🙌🙌
I'm about 10 minutes in and I'm starting to tear up. I'm so sorry for what you had to go thru as a child. I was bullied also. My mom doesn't accept gay's or bisexuals because we are Catholic and it's just our religion. I do accept gay's etc. And I believe they have the right to be who they are with out judgment. You're my inspiration for everything. I mean I'm only almost 12(12 days till) and I've gone thru a lot. We lost our house I lived in until I was 10. Before that in 3rd grade my parents divorced. My mom lost her job. She still can't find one because of back problems. And everything is just super hard. I mean before we lost our house my mom had an abusive boyfriend. I didn't know he tried to kill her. Or he beat her up. I wasn't able to do anything.it greatly impactrd me. I have trust issues and I rely on only the people around me to push me to success.
Just now seeing this vid, & let me just tell ya i know how you feel. Losing somebody you were really close to sucks. But jose your an amazing person. Your beautiful inside & out don't pay attention to all the negativity, never let it weigh you down or define you. You are who your mean't to be, i love you so so much. You inspire me to do great things, i don't really know you but seeing this video made me fall in love with you instantly. Keep that beautiful smile on your face, & also stay strong. Times like that can get hard but just focus on the postive & you'll get a more postive outcome out of it. God bless you baby. 😘😘💕
Omg Jose This Story Really Touched Me I Can Relate To The Same Things You Went Thru & Just As You, My Grandma Was My Everything It's Also Hard For Me To Speak About Her After She Passed Away Because Of Cancer But Stay Strong Your Grandma Would Be Absolutely PROUD Of Youuu (: Just Keep A Smile On Your Faceee ☺️
I am so sorry for what happened to you. I'm not much of a cryer but this really hit me hard. Mainly because even though you don't know me and I guess I don't know you but I struggle a lot with my own depression but you always manage to put a smile on my face with your snapchats and videos and even your pictures. To find that the world has been so cruel to you really breaks my heart. I'm sitting here wishing I could half your pain! But your strength really shines through via the fact you're still here living. God loves us all and he will NEVER burn someone who has fought so hard to keep going. I guess I just wanna say I admire you so much for what you went through and it inspires me to keep going at my low points. Please never stop making videos, you are such a beautiful person.
This video is so raw and genuine. I'm sorry you dealt with so much pain in your past but this video will help someone else cope with the same issues you went through that they may be experiencing. Just beautiful! You have a beautiful soul!
like ive watched a few of your videos and honestly i can't believe how non superficial they are like you are so mature you are so life smart youve gone through a lot of things (i can tell and ive only watched like 5 videos!) but you're soooooOOOOOOO!!! happy! i just idk want to support you and be your friend like please keep being you!
Jose your story touched so close to home. Almost everything that happened to you has happened to me and its great to see that you didnt let that define how you turned out to be as a person. Youre a big inspiration to me and it gives me more confidence to know im not alone. I absolutely love you!!
damn... this really got to me :/ you're such a strong, beautiful person Jose! I just started watching your videos again and I love them! it amazes me how you're always smiling when you've been through hell and back. I'm sorry for everything you've been through... you're such a great person and I hope something bigger and better happens for you because you deserve the best
Omg this story is so amazing, you have gone through so much and you inspire me so much. It's so amazing now to see you and compare to how you probably were at the time. You are an inspiration!
I'm just literally in love with your personality and how you are today. I'm very sorry to know about how your life was then and all the horrible things that happened. I've gone through some of the things you mentioned so I can only understand to some level but I'm proud that a person like you still managed to pull through after all these years. Love you always
I'm so so so so so so SO sorry that you had to go through all of that and I'm so happy that you don't let what happened to you define who you are bcuz at the end of the day only you know your future. R.I.P to your grandmother. I'm so happy that you could let all that out and cry. If I was there I would've hugged you. Please keep being strong and don't let the harshness of the world bring you down. You're a soldier and you'll live to lead a legacy. Your story has touched so many peoples hearts
I'm literally crying watching this :(. Jose you're such a beautiful person and it's so heartbreaking to hear the things you went through . I'm so proud that you've become to be so strong . You're such an inspiration . Much love
First off I want to say is wow ! I salute you big time it takes a strong person to talk about what you been threw . I can say you are a true inspiration a leader a great role model but most of all a fighter I watch all your videos and let me say I learn something new from you every time god has great things for you. May god keep blessing you and always watch over you, I got emotional just seeing you tear up this video is everything !!!!
Jose, I know you're probably not gonna see this, but I just have to say, I see you on instagram, and I watch your videos and knowing what I know about you now after watching this video, I am in complete and utter awe at how incredibly strong you are, I wanna say God bless you and your mother because you are one of the strongest people I've ever seen in my life, with all that you've been through and you can still smile and be fabulous and just say "I don't let it define me" I think that is amazing and you're an awesome person.
You're absolutely beautiful. And I believe that God doesn't hate anyone. He made you how you are. This story has really opened my eyes. Thank you for sharing you are such an inspiration. I went through major depression and I'm trying to fight through it. Know I that you made it gives me so much hope. It's hard I'm struggling but seeing another person come out stronger and victorious just really gives me help. Thank you so much.
Crying right now.... Its amazing how you got through all of that. Like seriously ugh. You are like the strongest person I have ever encountered. Like you are a strong role model.
This video is so heart-touching. You've been through so much and you are still strong, you don't let those downfalls stop you. You are such a strong individual and this video literally brought me to tears
You made me tear up so many times. You are a very strong person. You're just so amazing. I don't know how you did it but you're honestly amazing. I'm sorry for you loss. She's in a good place. But you are a role model.
same things you went through, i know how you felt, ive been suicidal and i cut too :( i still go through it and many other bad things have happened to me and i get in fights with my family a lot but they dont really care about me, and i have an aunt who has cancer right now and shes someone in my family that i trust, but i hope your ok, as well :( ♥
oh my god Jose 😭😭 I understand how you feel. I've been dealing with depression and my sexuality and the suicide. but hearing your story makes me realize that I'm not alone. you do not deserve to have all of this happen to you at such a young age. we love you and will always be here for you RIP to your grandma ❤❤ ily Jose
I have never cried to a RUclips video until now.. You are so strong and inspirational .. You really inspired me to just keep going and be yourself. I'm sorry for everything you went through.. Keep your head up and stay smiling. - i.g skaflower
i just watched this i starded to cry...its ok jose...he will pay for what he has done.. love you sosososo much keep youre head up my quueen..i dont want youre crown to fall love you...youres truly ruth youre babie :) p.s may grandma rest in peace shes in a better place now and shes looking over you
Just now seeing this video but I'm sorry about everything you went but thank you for sharing your story. Glad to see that you made it through & are still trucking along. You are a beautiful soul & an amazing inspiration. I love you Jose. & Babe don't be ashamed to cry & show your emotions you're human-it happens & you've clearly been through a lot so it's ok. let it out. Besides letting it out gives you more closure. Never forget that you are who you are & no one can take that away from you & us, babes love you just the way you are 😘
Omg I'm literally crying but you've been through so much and you're so strong and truly are an inspiration. Thank you for having this video to come across it was amazing and I'm sorry for the things you been through. Love you Josee.
I love this video so much! Your amazing, this made me cry from begging to end! You've been thru hell and back and I aploud you for being able to be the person you are today
I use to get bullied by the girls at my school for no reason. Most of it happened during middle school too, so you know kids just hit puberty around that time. I was super skinny (I wore a size zero), I had acne, my hair always looked bad, I had big feet & I wore glasses. The girls use to call me ugly, & they told me my eyes were too far apart, & I needed to wear makeup because I was so ugly. I'm a college freshman & STILL to this day I'm kinda haunted by those remarks. I'm not so skinny now (size six hey!!!) but I'm still very self-conscious about what to wear. (Now a days if you don't have a booty no one will like you). I love every bit of this video! You brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing.
Oh honey, you are waay too strong. You give hope to lots of people.... Thank you fr this video, thanku more fr its content and thanku most fr all the souls it has already/will touch. Stay strong!
When you started talking about your grandma I broke down with you😢 my grandma is my heart and I would take a bullet for her💕 idk what I would do without her💕 but your really really strong and that's why I love and support you❤️❤️
I cried the whole time I like this side of you 😥❤️, I'm glad you opened up ! Because trust me a lot of people go through similar experiences ; and just know you are not alone 💕... I cried non stop when you said I went numb for about 1-2 yrs after my grandmas passing bc that's exactly what happened to me after my grandma passed and I honestly felt so relieved to know that I wasn't the only one who felt like that ! Ugh I love you so much God bless hun
Wow I cried like a baby... I'm a straight female but I can relate to so many things......I admire your courage to get so personal I admire your strength!! You will do amazing things in this life! You don't know how many people you will touch with this 1 video!! You are AMAZING!! Love you boo!!
omfg this made me love you more im 12 and bisexual haven't came out and having problems with my mom also I am battling depression lying to my therapist about cutting and stuff and a while ago my great grandma got cancer and I thought it was my fault cause I always gave her ba hard time and never really appreciated what she did for me and im scared and stuff its just hard so I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH and everything got to me cause I could relate you just have no idea ( sorry for the grammar I don't have a laptop we have a computer and I don't want my mom reading so im typing really fast )
It has been only 2 days since I started watching your videos, but wow. Jose, you are such a strong person. All the things you have been through , and you have this courage, and this security in yourself. Keep going, paws up. 👏👏
😩oh my gosh.. After seeing this i have soo much respect for you. I happy that your so strong and you went past all the bull shit you went through. Bless your big heart!!
I could totally relate, I lost my mo mo 2 years ago I I swear I haven't even started healing. I love u so much!!! Keep being u, your such a beautiful person both inside and out!
This actually made me cry I understand . and I know half the feeling you felt. You are like my new inspiration . and I'm so sorry for your lost. I would never be able to live without my grandma either .😥 this is why it made me think . and . just want to thank you . because I can hear myself speaking in your video. And I know . how you feel I just want to thank you for this video and sharing with us.💕 I really do love you #myinspiration.💘
omg this really made me tear up i just wanna hug you. you are such a strong person dont ever ever let these people take your joy.. and trust me God got a lot of love for you
Youre so brave and inspiring. Im not gay but I know and feel what you went through I went through something similar . You literally had me in tears while I watch you tell your story . I love you and thank you for sharing it with everyone . Stay strong keep your head up and keep moving forward . Love you tons . ♥
That was so encouraging for you to talk about something like that and share it to the world I think you are a really good person and that just encouraged me to not be afraid of what people think of me and be yourself you had me crying though your my role model
Jose i'm so glad you did this video. Im happy your in a happy place and everthing worked out for you, Im sorry you lost you grandma. my granny had cancer too, she beat it, thank god! Your a really strong person and you help me in so many ways. I just wanna thank you for sharing your life stories with you. Thank You!
Jose im so sorry you lost your grandma. I may self have lost mine. I sorry what you've been through some people just have black souls. I love that you are not let it break you . you are ONE AMAZING PERSON. i see you have a HEART FULL OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS❤💚💜💙💛 love watch all you do. Always keep you head up and only look forward ..sending big 💋 and hugs your way
I know this video is old but I just was scrolling tonight and I found it , I am glad though cause you're really happy now and I wish to get like that again I was molested when I was younger but I was always afraid to say something I didn't want to be blamed for my family member going to jail and I haven't said anything since because he's starting a new life and I feel terrible because he has a fiancé but not a soul knows that I've been molested and my grandma died as well and it's been awhile but I'm still depressed I just want to be happy like you and you gave me that hope thank you have a blessed life xoxo❤️
You've gone through so much I'm literally crying but your so STRONG and I wish you the best you won't go to hell your awesome and just because you like boys doesn't mean that you can't go to heaven your awesome ! Remember that
I Never EVER comment on RUclips videos but wow.. I love you so much. Seriously.. I have so much respect for you. You're amazing. Such a great personality & I'm just speechless. You're truly inspirational.
Awe ,I so cried with you! You are such a strong person and because of all the struggles you've been through they have built the great strong person you are with such a beautiful spirit ! My grandfather passed away from cancer also so I can relate to the hurt that you must have gone through at that point stay beautiful and stay strong love your videos ! Besos!!!
I cried. Because this happeb to me to. Court. Rape. But it was my stepdad. My mom is still with him i just have a restrain order. He did it to me and my older sister. He would try and 'make me straight' like when he would do it hed yell ' doesnt this feel better huh?! Being straight! Doesnt this feel better! ' ugh. And my tia was my only hope. Just her. My mom was on my stepdads side because she fears him i guess. And my tia had cancer. And it got really bad and spread everywhere in her body. I lost her. To this day i still feel the numb. Jose, i know how it feels. To lose everything. And feel everything is your fault. My dad keeps me in my room all day. Im not allowed to go out at all. He thinks im going to start drugs and sex and stuff. He just ugh. I honestly planned suicide too. My mom had to drive me to a mental institustion thing cause my teacher found my black journal and read all of my stuff. They held me in there all december and january. I still feel like everything is my fault and that im crazy. But after watching this, it gave me some hope. That im not the only one in this situation fron their past. Im just sorry this had to happen to you. You didnt desrrve this. No one does. But i know it tore your heart out. Im sorry about all those things jose. Te amo tanto!! Be strong
your such a nice guy and strong also... and by the way god loves you more than most! thanks for your story... its so beautiful in a STRONG way.... much love!
Omg I'm a new fan , n I feel so close to you after this video , I can read people and looking at you I can actually feel what you're feeling wired iknow but you're an amazing person inside n out .
Thank you for sharing. A lot of times when bad things happen to people at a very young age they say nothing and it kills them in the inside. By being strong and sharing someone watching has the courage now to go forward and tell and get help that they might need. I may not go to church every Sunday, but I do believe in God. Being raised Catholic, I know how some, and I do say some, believe being gay, lesbian or bisexual is a sin. Not me or my family. We were raised that God has a plan for us all and we are born how we are born whether we are straight, gay, lesbian or bisexual. We can not help who we fall in love with. I believe God loves us all and we are not to judge his beautiful creatures whom he made in his image. You are very strong courageous and beautiful. Love your smile and heart. Again I thank you with all my heart for having the strength to tell something so personal that had to be very hard for you.
I love you Jose. I couldn't end this video not crying, we went through the same stuff with our grandmas. And the passed couple of months for. Me have been horrible. But it's getting better
I am crying the end of this video is very open and I appreciate you charing your story Watching these videos has given me the strength to except that I am ........ Thanks so much !!
U r so brave & so confident I love the way u r. Keep ur head up I knoe all the those things made u into a good hearted person & dats amazing ur amazing :) 💖
you are really beautiful, you are the only man probably on this earth that I can call beautiful on the inside & out. my grandma recently passed this year from cancer & in her last few moments she pretty much went brain dead. you're not alone, I love you , stay strong & please continue to make RUclips videos. - Malik Haughton
Awww José I teared up too , I know how it feels to loose someone that you were so close to. I've been through some of the same stuff. But I haven't let it affect who I am today as same as you. 💕💞💝❤ were 💪 & we got this 😘👏💕💞
I live in Maryland. I get bullied cause I'm a little chubby but I'm losing weight. I've never had parents that loved me. My parents left me when I was 5. I grew up on the street until I went into a orphan place. I have a new foster family who loves. Before I met my mom and dad I was sent to Shepard Pratt which is a mental place. I was there for 2 months till I came out of depression. But you have been a good influence to me. I'm not gay but I really love you. You give me confidence. Thank you so much. I love you Jose. Thanks for bringing me hours of joys.
diego navidad damn that really sucks but its a good thing that your out of depression and you now have a family that loves you
aww I hope things are going better for you :)
Wow you've been through so much .
God bless your soul Diego I know you'll be very successful in life keep your head up always!💓
Dude, that's not cool. You don't know anything about Diego so you can't say he is lying just to get attention. That's exactly what they thought when José said he was bisexual, people thought he said that to get attention, but he wasn't. He was getting bullied for telling his story to people, and when Diego talks about his story, you say he is trying to get attention. That's not cool dude...
You are so strong I can't believe someone would have to go through all this. I respect you so much.
I've always felt ashamed, even when I convinced myself I loved and accepted myself, but watching your videos, especially this one, really helps me, helps me to realize that I don't need to be ashamed of who I am, that I should be proud
You have a beautiful spirit. My first time ever seeing any of your videos. I seen your Instagram page through Ivan's. God bless you and stay strong. May this year be the best year ever for you.
I HAVE A LOT OF RESPECT FOR YOU MAN!!!
Omg im gonna wake up with swollen eyes I cried so much . I can relate so much to you in the events that took place in your life :( its so hard to remember those moments but I hope as time has passed you have become happier and got through all of the pain that comes with life's struggles :( xo !!
Same here I feel soo bad for him he is just such a good person and so many people judge him and they don't know what he has been through 😔😔😭 people should think before they say.
Same here I feel soo bad for him he is just such a good person and so many people judge him and they don't know what he has been through 😔😔😭 people should think before they say.
Thank you SO much for sharing your story, it touched me so deeply. I went through something similar with an Uncle of mine, I wish I had the courage to say something when I was younger and fight it like you did. Stay strong honey I don't know you but I feel so much love for you!
Jose thank you so much. I literally immediately started to cry as soon as you started telling your story because I myself am going through the same thing you went through, right now. The bullying, my dad thinks I'm just looking for attention because I am bisexual and I just went through a pretty bad breakup with my first real actual boyfriend and I know how it feels to be picked on and bullied and I just wanted to thank you because you're one of the few people that makes me feel better about myself and helps to support the LGBT community and we need all the help we can get. Thank you!
I've never cried while watching a RUclips video, but hearing your story really brought me to tears. It's stories like this that inspire me to help others in my community. I really hope you've conquered all your demons and that you now live a happy life. You're an inspiration to me and many other people. Thank you for sharing your story.
Anyone who got shit to say bout this guy fucked up frfr. I ain't gay but I got respect for those people it's not a choice he was born like that
+Kary Gama incorrect, just like you don't choose to be straight, you don't choose to be gay.
+Kary Gama you have the nerve to say it's a choice & he went through everything being gay ?? Did you not watch the video ????
Katherine Loves Bags correction he said that he dated a girl as a cover up
I love when you open up to us, I feel like I know you on a personal level when we've never met and we never will. Love you babe
You are so strong! Keep smiling and being the inspiration you are because it's contagious and its helping so many people remember to be strong!
For a human being to just open up a part of his world to share it with people is such an inspiring thing 😔 I don't personally know you Jose , but you have mad respect points in my book. Your story made me wanna cry , I respect how you overcame your trials & tribulations. I could tell that you continue to break down the barriers that's ever came in your way in life.
I love that your being yourself , you stay true to who you are !🙌🙌
I'm about 10 minutes in and I'm starting to tear up. I'm so sorry for what you had to go thru as a child. I was bullied also. My mom doesn't accept gay's or bisexuals because we are Catholic and it's just our religion. I do accept gay's etc. And I believe they have the right to be who they are with out judgment. You're my inspiration for everything. I mean I'm only almost 12(12 days till) and I've gone thru a lot. We lost our house I lived in until I was 10. Before that in 3rd grade my parents divorced. My mom lost her job. She still can't find one because of back problems. And everything is just super hard. I mean before we lost our house my mom had an abusive boyfriend. I didn't know he tried to kill her. Or he beat her up. I wasn't able to do anything.it greatly impactrd me. I have trust issues and I rely on only the people around me to push me to success.
Nobody cares about what he went through as a child
+Doodle dan and it seems like you're the only one who feels that way looool good for you
+Doodle dan you know your so rode and disrespectful😬
+Freeform It's "rude" and what they said is true
Just now seeing this vid, & let me just tell ya i know how you feel. Losing somebody you were really close to sucks. But jose your an amazing person. Your beautiful inside & out don't pay attention to all the negativity, never let it weigh you down or define you. You are who your mean't to be, i love you so so much. You inspire me to do great things, i don't really know you but seeing this video made me fall in love with you instantly. Keep that beautiful smile on your face, & also stay strong. Times like that can get hard but just focus on the postive & you'll get a more postive outcome out of it. God bless you baby. 😘😘💕
Omg Jose This Story Really Touched Me I Can Relate To The Same Things You Went Thru & Just As You, My Grandma Was My Everything It's Also Hard For Me To Speak About Her After She Passed Away Because Of Cancer But Stay Strong Your Grandma Would Be Absolutely PROUD Of Youuu (: Just Keep A Smile On Your Faceee ☺️
I am so sorry for what happened to you. I'm not much of a cryer but this really hit me hard. Mainly because even though you don't know me and I guess I don't know you but I struggle a lot with my own depression but you always manage to put a smile on my face with your snapchats and videos and even your pictures. To find that the world has been so cruel to you really breaks my heart. I'm sitting here wishing I could half your pain! But your strength really shines through via the fact you're still here living. God loves us all and he will NEVER burn someone who has fought so hard to keep going. I guess I just wanna say I admire you so much for what you went through and it inspires me to keep going at my low points. Please never stop making videos, you are such a beautiful person.
This video is so raw and genuine. I'm sorry you dealt with so much pain in your past but this video will help someone else cope with the same issues you went through that they may be experiencing. Just beautiful! You have a beautiful soul!
like ive watched a few of your videos and honestly i can't believe how non superficial they are like you are so mature you are so life smart youve gone through a lot of things (i can tell and ive only watched like 5 videos!) but you're soooooOOOOOOO!!! happy! i just idk want to support you and be your friend like please keep being you!
Jose your story touched so close to home. Almost everything that happened to you has happened to me and its great to see that you didnt let that define how you turned out to be as a person. Youre a big inspiration to me and it gives me more confidence to know im not alone. I absolutely love you!!
damn... this really got to me :/ you're such a strong, beautiful person Jose! I just started watching your videos again and I love them! it amazes me how you're always smiling when you've been through hell and back. I'm sorry for everything you've been through... you're such a great person and I hope something bigger and better happens for you because you deserve the best
Omg this story is so amazing, you have gone through so much and you inspire me so much. It's so amazing now to see you and compare to how you probably were at the time. You are an inspiration!
I'm just literally in love with your personality and how you are today. I'm very sorry to know about how your life was then and all the horrible things that happened. I've gone through some of the things you mentioned so I can only understand to some level but I'm proud that a person like you still managed to pull through after all these years. Love you always
you are so adorable Jose♡ so glad i found you
I'm so so so so so so SO sorry that you had to go through all of that and I'm so happy that you don't let what happened to you define who you are bcuz at the end of the day only you know your future. R.I.P to your grandmother. I'm so happy that you could let all that out and cry. If I was there I would've hugged you. Please keep being strong and don't let the harshness of the world bring you down. You're a soldier and you'll live to lead a legacy. Your story has touched so many peoples hearts
I'm literally crying watching this :(. Jose you're such a beautiful person and it's so heartbreaking to hear the things you went through . I'm so proud that you've become to be so strong . You're such an inspiration . Much love
First off I want to say is wow ! I salute you big time it takes a strong person to talk about what you been threw . I can say you are a true inspiration a leader a great role model but most of all a fighter I watch all your videos and let me say I learn something new from you every time god has great things for you. May god keep blessing you and always watch over you, I got emotional just seeing you tear up this video is everything !!!!
Jose, I know you're probably not gonna see this, but I just have to say, I see you on instagram, and I watch your videos and knowing what I know about you now after watching this video, I am in complete and utter awe at how incredibly strong you are, I wanna say God bless you and your mother because you are one of the strongest people I've ever seen in my life, with all that you've been through and you can still smile and be fabulous and just say "I don't let it define me" I think that is amazing and you're an awesome person.
You're absolutely beautiful. And I believe that God doesn't hate anyone. He made you how you are. This story has really opened my eyes. Thank you for sharing you are such an inspiration. I went through major depression and I'm trying to fight through it. Know I that you made it gives me so much hope. It's hard I'm struggling but seeing another person come out stronger and victorious just really gives me help. Thank you so much.
i love you soo much jose
Awwww😩😩😭 its ok she's in a better place now🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘😘
Crying right now.... Its amazing how you got through all of that. Like seriously ugh. You are like the strongest person I have ever encountered. Like you are a strong role model.
This video is so heart-touching. You've been through so much and you are still strong, you don't let those downfalls stop you. You are such a strong individual and this video literally brought me to tears
Jose you have gone through a lot ... But you are such a beautiful person ... Just remember God loves you ...
Jose, you are seriously an inspiration. You have a beautiful soul, and I wish that there were more people like you on this earth. Stay strong
You made me tear up so many times. You are a very strong person. You're just so amazing. I don't know how you did it but you're honestly amazing. I'm sorry for you loss. She's in a good place. But you are a role model.
same things you went through, i know how you felt, ive been suicidal and i cut too :( i still go through it and many other bad things have happened to me and i get in fights with my family a lot but they dont really care about me, and i have an aunt who has cancer right now and shes someone in my family that i trust, but i hope your ok, as well :( ♥
oh my god Jose 😭😭 I understand how you feel. I've been dealing with depression and my sexuality and the suicide. but hearing your story makes me realize that I'm not alone. you do not deserve to have all of this happen to you at such a young age. we love you and will always be here for you RIP to your grandma ❤❤ ily Jose
This made me cry omg. i love you sooo much you are amazing
I have never cried to a RUclips video until now.. You are so strong and inspirational .. You really inspired me to just keep going and be yourself. I'm sorry for everything you went through.. Keep your head up and stay smiling. - i.g skaflower
i just watched this i starded to cry...its ok jose...he will pay for what he has done.. love you sosososo much keep youre head up my quueen..i dont want youre crown to fall love you...youres truly ruth youre babie :) p.s may grandma rest in peace shes in a better place now and shes looking over you
Just now seeing this video but I'm sorry about everything you went but thank you for sharing your story. Glad to see that you made it through & are still trucking along. You are a beautiful soul & an amazing inspiration. I love you Jose. & Babe don't be ashamed to cry & show your emotions you're human-it happens & you've clearly been through a lot so it's ok. let it out. Besides letting it out gives you more closure. Never forget that you are who you are & no one can take that away from you & us, babes love you just the way you are 😘
Omg I'm literally crying but you've been through so much and you're so strong and truly are an inspiration. Thank you for having this video to come across it was amazing and I'm sorry for the things you been through. Love you Josee.
Jose, You're truly an inspiration and strong person. You've been through a lot and I just wanted to say thank you for posting this.
Im bawlin my eyes out right now yo like I don't even cry and you got me weeping I just love you
I love this video so much! Your amazing, this made me cry from begging to end! You've been thru hell and back and I aploud you for being able to be the person you are today
I use to get bullied by the girls at my school for no reason. Most of it happened during middle school too, so you know kids just hit puberty around that time. I was super skinny (I wore a size zero), I had acne, my hair always looked bad, I had big feet & I wore glasses. The girls use to call me ugly, & they told me my eyes were too far apart, & I needed to wear makeup because I was so ugly. I'm a college freshman & STILL to this day I'm kinda haunted by those remarks. I'm not so skinny now (size six hey!!!) but I'm still very self-conscious about what to wear. (Now a days if you don't have a booty no one will like you). I love every bit of this video! You brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing.
I just gained so much respect for you🙌🏾 like your truly a beautiful person🙏🏿
Omg jose , im like crying right now and i just omg i love you sooo much. You're the strongest person i know and its just wow ! 💕
Oh honey, you are waay too strong.
You give hope to lots of people....
Thank you fr this video, thanku more fr its content and thanku most fr all the souls it has already/will touch.
Stay strong!
When you started talking about your grandma I broke down with you😢 my grandma is my heart and I would take a bullet for her💕 idk what I would do without her💕 but your really really strong and that's why I love and support you❤️❤️
I cried the whole time I like this side of you 😥❤️, I'm glad you opened up ! Because trust me a lot of people go through similar experiences ; and just know you are not alone 💕...
I cried non stop when you said I went numb for about 1-2 yrs after my grandmas passing bc that's exactly what happened to me after my grandma passed and I honestly felt so relieved to know that I wasn't the only one who felt like that ! Ugh I love you so much God bless hun
you're such an inspiration to everyone and you're such a strong person. may she RIP
Wow I cried like a baby... I'm a straight female but I can relate to so many things......I admire your courage to get so personal I admire your strength!! You will do amazing things in this life! You don't know how many people you will touch with this 1 video!! You are AMAZING!! Love you boo!!
omfg this made me love you more im 12 and bisexual haven't came out and having problems with my mom also I am battling depression lying to my therapist about cutting and stuff and a while ago my great grandma got cancer and I thought it was my fault cause I always gave her ba hard time and never really appreciated what she did for me and im scared and stuff its just hard so I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH and everything got to me cause I could relate you just have no idea ( sorry for the grammar I don't have a laptop we have a computer and I don't want my mom reading so im typing really fast )
You are an inspiration to many and very strong. I know how losing someone close to you can feel . Stay strong
It has been only 2 days since I started watching your videos, but wow. Jose, you are such a strong person. All the things you have been through , and you have this courage, and this security in yourself. Keep going, paws up. 👏👏
😩oh my gosh.. After seeing this i have soo much respect for you. I happy that your so strong and you went past all the bull shit you went through. Bless your big heart!!
You are AMAZING💕 your stories are jaw dropping ! You are an amazing role model for any one in this world ! 😍 keep doing what you do !!
I could totally relate, I lost my mo mo 2 years ago I I swear I haven't even started healing. I love u so much!!! Keep being u, your such a beautiful person both inside and out!
Jose you are a real strong person to actually take the time and talk about this. I love you
Omg I cried , I love you jose and I'm so sorry you had to go thru certain situations at a young age. You are do many ppl's inspiration
Honestly, I just personally think you're a really really cool vlogger, and I have so much respect for you. You make me happy:)
same
I love you so much. You are so strong going through all the things you've went through and are still going through. I'm so proud of you bb💕
This actually made me cry I understand . and I know half the feeling you felt. You are like my new inspiration . and I'm so sorry for your lost. I would never be able to live without my grandma either .😥 this is why it made me think . and . just want to thank you . because I can hear myself speaking in your video. And I know . how you feel I just want to thank you for this video and sharing with us.💕 I really do love you #myinspiration.💘
I just wanna give you a big hug and tell you how amazing you are you've been through so much
All I wanna say is I love you and you've been through it all it amazes me how strong you are I love you ok
omg this really made me tear up i just wanna hug you. you are such a strong person dont ever ever let these people take your joy.. and trust me God got a lot of love for you
Totally here crying with you. Bad shit happens in threes. I'm just glad that you pulled through, sweetie.
It honestly touch lives && very inspiring. You help change lives. We need more people like you.
You're such a strong person who's been through sooo much 😔 I'm glad you're back on track and finally yourself! 😭❤️
You're such a great person.. I cried once you did, I love you! You're so strong.. You inspire me
Youre so brave and inspiring. Im not gay but I know and feel what you went through I went through something similar . You literally had me in tears while I watch you tell your story . I love you and thank you for sharing it with everyone . Stay strong keep your head up and keep moving forward . Love you tons . ♥
This was Fuckin sad. Love Jose I can't BELIVE the shit you've been through
I love this story. You're such a beautiful person inside and out!
This had me in tears. I love you so much. You are so strong and such an inspiration. ❤
That was so encouraging for you to talk about something like that and share it to the world I think you are a really good person and that just encouraged me to not be afraid of what people think of me and be yourself you had me crying though your my role model
Jose i'm so glad you did this video. Im happy your in a happy place and everthing worked out for you, Im sorry you lost you grandma. my granny had cancer too, she beat it, thank god! Your a really strong person and you help me in so many ways. I just wanna thank you for sharing your life stories with you. Thank You!
Jose im so sorry you lost your grandma. I may self have lost mine. I sorry what you've been through some people just have black souls. I love that you are not let it break you . you are ONE AMAZING PERSON. i see you have a HEART FULL OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS❤💚💜💙💛 love watch all you do. Always keep you head up and only look forward ..sending big 💋 and hugs your way
I know this video is old but I just was scrolling tonight and I found it , I am glad though cause you're really happy now and I wish to get like that again I was molested when I was younger but I was always afraid to say something I didn't want to be blamed for my family member going to jail and I haven't said anything since because he's starting a new life and I feel terrible because he has a fiancé but not a soul knows that I've been molested and my grandma died as well and it's been awhile but I'm still depressed I just want to be happy like you and you gave me that hope thank you have a blessed life xoxo❤️
You've gone through so much I'm literally crying but your so STRONG and I wish you the best you won't go to hell your awesome and just because you like boys doesn't mean that you can't go to heaven your awesome ! Remember that
I Never EVER comment on RUclips videos but wow.. I love you so much. Seriously.. I have so much respect for you. You're amazing. Such a great personality & I'm just speechless. You're truly inspirational.
You are such a strong Person And such an Inspiration for Me, You continue holding your head high.I love You Jose
Awe ,I so cried with you! You are such a strong person and because of all the struggles you've been through they have built the great strong person you are with such a beautiful spirit ! My grandfather passed away from cancer also so I can relate to the hurt that you must have gone through at that point stay beautiful and stay strong love your videos ! Besos!!!
I cried. Because this happeb to me to. Court. Rape. But it was my stepdad. My mom is still with him i just have a restrain order. He did it to me and my older sister. He would try and 'make me straight' like when he would do it hed yell ' doesnt this feel better huh?! Being straight! Doesnt this feel better! ' ugh. And my tia was my only hope. Just her. My mom was on my stepdads side because she fears him i guess. And my tia had cancer. And it got really bad and spread everywhere in her body. I lost her. To this day i still feel the numb. Jose, i know how it feels. To lose everything. And feel everything is your fault. My dad keeps me in my room all day. Im not allowed to go out at all. He thinks im going to start drugs and sex and stuff. He just ugh. I honestly planned suicide too. My mom had to drive me to a mental institustion thing cause my teacher found my black journal and read all of my stuff. They held me in there all december and january. I still feel like everything is my fault and that im crazy. But after watching this, it gave me some hope. That im not the only one in this situation fron their past. Im just sorry this had to happen to you. You didnt desrrve this. No one does. But i know it tore your heart out. Im sorry about all those things jose. Te amo tanto!! Be strong
Omg 😓 you breaking down just made me start tearing up 😭 I will forever watch this video
Thank you for telling your story um this really touched me and I just want to thank you for everything you done for me
your such a nice guy and strong also... and by the way god loves you more than most! thanks for your story... its so beautiful in a STRONG way.... much love!
Omg I'm a new fan , n I feel so close to you after this video , I can read people and looking at you I can actually feel what you're feeling wired iknow but you're an amazing person inside n out .
And I can tell that you love your mother soo much! It's unbelieveable
Thank you for sharing. A lot of times when bad things happen to people at a very young age they say nothing and it kills them in the inside. By being strong and sharing someone watching has the courage now to go forward and tell and get help that they might need. I may not go to church every Sunday, but I do believe in God. Being raised Catholic, I know how some, and I do say some, believe being gay, lesbian or bisexual is a sin. Not me or my family. We were raised that God has a plan for us all and we are born how we are born whether we are straight, gay, lesbian or bisexual. We can not help who we fall in love with. I believe God loves us all and we are not to judge his beautiful creatures whom he made in his image. You are very strong courageous and beautiful. Love your smile and heart. Again I thank you with all my heart for having the strength to tell something so personal that had to be very hard for you.
I love you Jose. I couldn't end this video not crying, we went through the same stuff with our grandmas. And the passed couple of months for. Me have been horrible. But it's getting better
THIS STORY TOUCHED ME . YOU HAVE A REALLY INSPIRING STORY I LOVE YOU
you are so strong
I literally LOVE all your videos , you're very inspirational 😭😭❤️
Awww jose mi amor , I love just who you are and everything about you
I am crying the end of this video is very open and I appreciate you charing your story
Watching these videos has given me the strength to except that I am ........ Thanks so much !!
U r so brave & so confident I love the way u r. Keep ur head up I knoe all the those things made u into a good hearted person & dats amazing ur amazing :) 💖
you are really beautiful, you are the only man probably on this earth that I can call beautiful on the inside & out. my grandma recently passed this year from cancer & in her last few moments she pretty much went brain dead. you're not alone, I love you , stay strong & please continue to make RUclips videos.
- Malik Haughton
Awww José I teared up too , I know how it feels to loose someone that you were so close to. I've been through some of the same stuff. But I haven't let it affect who I am today as same as you. 💕💞💝❤ were 💪 & we got this 😘👏💕💞