"Creating the kind of life that you don't want to escape from" this sums up the journey I'm on at the moment after being miserable and only figuring out this lesson at the age of 34!!!
Oh no not Love, Beauty and Planet! This is a brand by Unilever that does some greenwashing to cover their animal testing practises. Moreover, I tried the toothpaste and it almost runed my tooth! It is not at all suited for use, not save at all.
About that toothpaste... I was at the supermarket looking at the toothpastes and I saw this one. It said vegan, sustainably and ethicaly made and packaging from recycled materials. But then I saw the unilever logo and I got sceptical. So I went home and looked up this love beauty and planet brand on the internet. Didn't find the toothpaste on their website. That got me really curious so I emailed them asking about the toothpaste. Next day they called and they said that there isn't a love beauty and planet toothpaste... How is that possible?
@@vanessagjataj rip-offs try to make a certain company look bad. I have family that works at LB&P, they're a very good organization and their genuine products are amazing.
True! I was just going to make this comment myself. They are actually owned by a larger company, Unilever, that makes some of the most plastic waste, has been accused of illegal rainforest deforestation, and questionable ethics for some workers. :(
On the other hand if we buy unilever’s “good” product that will give the company statistical evidence and financial incentive to change the production of the other products
Hey Anna! I love your videos, but I gotta say... Love Beauty And Planet is a *little* green-washing. They are a Unilever brand, which is a major plastic polluter. Even though it is best to use an eco-friendly shampoo, we should not be supporting these brands at all! Go for independent, local brands!
@@hannalowenherz4839 I don't think so... it might be a complicated situation since she's being paid. But still, it should be addressed, it's a rather serious issue
I've been suspicious of Love Beauty and Planet for a while now (first off, the name is just a mouthful of buzzwords, so it always bothered me). Secondly, they preach environmental consciousness but package everything in plastic. Then I started scrolling through the comments and YIKES, I had no idea they were so shady! Now I'm positive I will never buy any of their products. Shout out to so many of you guys for doing your research!
the irony of ‘love beauty and planet’ not being ethically sourced at all.. I have no problems with sponsorships but DO YOUR RESEARCH before advertising
Ily but nooooooooooo Love Beauty & Planet is owned by Unilever, a corporation that tests on animals. Even if this brand specifically doesn’t, you’re funding a very unethical corporation
Yeah, because avoiding Unilever products is _totally_ realistic lmao. Some companies make basically everything, thinking we can effectively avoid them 100% is ridiculous.
@@Daggeira With some research into the companies Unilever owns, it is actually relatively easy to avoid them. They have a monopoly, sure, but if you spend a little bit of time researching it actually isnt hard to avoid. Plus, no shame if you can't 100% avoid, any slash in profits hurts companies. Edit: also they have a fake vegan label, so who knows if they do or dont test on animals.
YES!! Adjacent beauty is something I have always ignored (well never knew about) and I can feel the impact when I work remotely and all I want to do is get out and work at a cafe. I guess that can also fall under self love because I would be investing time into the environment I call home, respecting my space and myself.
Since everyone is saying Love Beauty & Planet is greenwashing, does anyone wanna leave alternative brands to support in the comments? Respond to this with suggestions for me to try :)
Kyleigh Caicedo I don’t know, I would love some to! But I think maybe start with shopping local and purchasing from trusted brands after doing research?
Lush is a pretty good option in my opinion. They have lots of brick and mortar stores, so it's easy to look at their products in person if there’s one near you. In general, though, look for local brands in your regional grocery stores (not like Walmart or Krogers; something specific to your area). My local grocery store has a bunch of local businesses who essentially rent space in their store to set up a little pop-up shops. You could also scout out your local farmer's markets if you have them near you. Good luck!
Adriana Ruelas I go to the farmer's market for food, but they don't have any beauty products at mine. I love Lush though! I've never tried hair products from them before though, and I definitely need to give them a try! Ty for the suggestion! ❤️
If ever in Atlanta go to SEVANANDA. They have everything. It’s the Diagon Alley of sustainability and way better prices and options than Whole Foods imo.
Ethique is an amazing brand. Ive been using them for almost a year. My hair feels stronger and softer and all their packaging is compostable or biodegradable.
Throughout the years, you've helped me more than my family. Thank you Anna. P.s. : congratulations, you've come so so far and you should be proud of yourself. Love you
I have been watching you for 7 years anna .. and if you collaborate with college humor and be a cast .. i would finally be happy and i can move on with my life ... all the best for you sis
GIRL YOUR VIDEOS LATELY have been so on point with where i am in my life!!! i am manifesting and putting in the effort for my best life and your messages are important reminders and lessons that cheer me on! Love you!!
I have been watching your videos lately even your old once and found that you are the best a person can be. Your content totally makes sense and it is convincing in a fun away. Thank you Anna Akana.
Not all of us can have hair as nice as yours, Anna. But I definitely dig that inner and adjacent beauty life. Also I needed this after spending 20 solid minutes in therapy bawling.
Inner beauty is being pure, kind, loving and compassionate. That is the number one thing. You are who you are on the outside and can only really affect your shape and health, but you can change your innerself far more and that is the number one important thing.
I think the "become the person you want to be" part is great but it's important to know why you want to make those changes in your personality and lifestyle and be sure it's not for the wrong reasons. Like for me, I was often convinced that changing this or this will make me happier and more fulfilled, when in fact my real problem was that I was unable to accept myself and my flaws, and to be fulfilled with what I already was.
I struggled with hating myself my whole life, constantly going between starving and binge eating, avoiding people because I thought I was annoying and unlovable. But I closed my eyes, and I saw me. Just me, the way I am now. I knew I was getting better but that's more progress than I expected
As i have gotten older, the definition of beauty has changed so much for me personally. I had a belief that i think many can relate to of describing someone of looking attractive and presentable to the general public eye to really any human individual that is really is just so comfortable being in their own skin as well as still knowing how to switch around their looks or even enhancing their personal sense of style or way of being to fit in to the more specific audience or special occasion. i think once we find a healthy balance in ourselves of not having to jepordize too much of our own personal sense of style or take away from who we really are to fit to a specific mold of beauty then we can really see what beauty really is within ourselves. i think thats the best way i can describe it for myself.
I wish I found Anna's channel years ago. I knew she existed and I liked her performances, but I didn't know until recently she has a channel that was this vast and entertaining.
Also if you're from Spain, there's a shop called wai wai that sells shampoo, deodorant and other products as solid bars (they dissolve under water) so they don't need any plastic! They're also vegan, cruelty free and without silicone, and they ship them in recycled paper boxes
You absolutely inspire me to be more positive and loving to myself. you are truly amazing, well being environmentally conscious! You are a beautiful human thank you for posting!
Your videos always manage to connect the dots in my mind and get my gears spinning. Thank you for putting yourself out there so that we resonate with your voice.
@@Thefitty I honestly don't feel bad abt that ..I accept that I am not conventionally beautiful .. and I guess I can't change that so the best thing is to live with it u know .. anyway thanks for the concern but it is what it is
You are one of the best RUclipsrs. You production quality is top notch and your messages are great. Hard to come by on social media, internet, etc. Wishing you continued success.
In truth, I've never met a person who wouldn't have at least one beautiful feature about themselves. Once it's the eyes, lips, hands.. And the inner beauty? Oh my. Mostly people I find really attractive are so confident, in balance and comfortable with themselves. So really, it goes hand in hand I guess.
You are my role model! Everything you do is so inspirational and you are what I want to be like when I grow up and even now. Keep up your great work and positive impact on the world around you.( Sorry this was long) 💕💕
Why did I just learn that you’re a fellow Leo. This makes so much sense. I wondered why I related to you a lot.... most notable multi-talented 😂 + perfect hair
I was looking at the mirror and thinking the same thing because I want to make a good first impression at university, thanks Anna I love you. Keep up the good work 💕
There was a very strange feature in this case, strange because of its extremely rare occurrence. This man had once been brought to the scaffold in company with several others, and had had the sentence of death by shooting passed upon him for some political crime. Twenty minutes later he had been reprieved and some other punishment substituted; but the interval between the two sentences, twenty minutes, or at least a quarter of an hour, had been passed in the certainty that within a few minutes he must die. I was very anxious to hear him speak of his impressions during that dreadful time, and I several times inquired of him as to what he thought and felt. He remembered everything with the most accurate and extraordinary distinctness, and declared that he would never forget a single iota of the experience. ‘About twenty paces from the scaffold, where he had stood to hear the sentence, were three posts, fixed in the ground, to which to fasten the criminals (of whom there were several). The first three criminals were taken to the posts, dressed in long white tunics, with white caps drawn over their faces, so that they could not see the rifles pointed at them. Then a group of soldiers took their stand opposite to each post. My friend was the eighth on the list, and therefore he would have been among the third lot to go up. A priest went about among them with a cross: and there was about five minutes of time left for him to live. ‘He said that those five minutes seemed to him to be a most interminable period, an enormous wealth of time; he seemed to be living, in these minutes, so many lives that there was no need as yet to think of that last moment, so that he made several arrangements, dividing up the time into portions-one for saying farewell to his companions, two minutes for that; then a couple more for thinking over his own life and career and all about himself; and another minute for a last look around. He remembered having divided his time like this quite well. While saying good- bye to his friends he recollected asking one of them some very usual everyday question, and being much interested in the answer. Then having bade farewell, he embarked upon those two minutes which he had allotted to looking into himself; he knew beforehand what he was going to think about. He wished to put it to himself as quickly and clearly as possible, that here was he, a living, thinking man, and that in three minutes he would be nobody; or if somebody or something, then what and where? He thought he would decide this question once for all in these last three minutes. A little way off there stood a church, and its gilded spire glittered in the sun. He remembered staring stubbornly at this spire, and at the rays of light sparkling from it. He could not tear his eyes from these rays of light; he got the idea that these rays were his new nature, and that in three minutes he would become one of them, amalgamated somehow with them. ‘The repugnance to what must ensue almost immediately, and the uncertainty, were dreadful, he said; but worst of all was the idea, ‘What should I do if I were not to die now? What if I were to return to life again? What an eternity of days, and all mine! How I should grudge and count up every minute of it, so as to waste not a single instant!’ He said that this thought weighed so upon him and became such a terrible burden upon his brain that he could not bear it, and wished they would shoot him quickly and have done with it.’¹
You didn't tell us to open our eyes after closing them. I am still blind
IMAO....How did you typed this comment?
pepper 'n' salt sir you may have just gotten r/woooshed
@@rollseyes286 obviously with my butt!
@@idkwhattoputhere7952 No, he carried on the joke. I think you got r/wooooshed
@@M00SHTY true
“Adjacent beauty is about creating the kind of life you don’t want to escape from”
Well damn that hit me like a ton of bricks.
Me too :( good thing I have therapy later this afternoon...
3:02
Piękne imię :)
Alicja nie wiem, czy miałaś na myśli mnie, ale dziękuję!
@@magdalena7013 Ciebie miałam na myśli! Czytałaś Delirium? Kocham tę książkę i tam też jest Magdalena. Jedno z moich ulubionych imion :)
Who else kept their eyes opened but closed them when Anna yelled? Good motivatior/dictator, this one 😀😀😀
Me lmaooo
Me lmbo
I closed my eyes and then put my phone real close to my ear so I could really hear it. 😢
I kept my eyes closed until I realised she's never going to say to open them... *Instant death by Anna* Lol
Ngl that’s the best way to die XD
That thumbnail though
Vague
2:31
Agreed! *_Nutrition, Sleep, & Exercise_* are great for our outer beauty
and inner!
LIFE PROGRESS REPLY SQUAD WHADDUP?!
It's creates a healthy lifestyle 😁
"finding an aesthetic that feels authentic to who you are is so important in feeling beautiful."
"Creating the kind of life that you don't want to escape from" this sums up the journey I'm on at the moment after being miserable and only figuring out this lesson at the age of 34!!!
You always upload during clutch moments.
Thank you ❤️
Oh no not Love, Beauty and Planet! This is a brand by Unilever that does some greenwashing to cover their animal testing practises. Moreover, I tried the toothpaste and it almost runed my tooth! It is not at all suited for use, not save at all.
About that toothpaste... I was at the supermarket looking at the toothpastes and I saw this one. It said vegan, sustainably and ethicaly made and packaging from recycled materials. But then I saw the unilever logo and I got sceptical. So I went home and looked up this love beauty and planet brand on the internet. Didn't find the toothpaste on their website. That got me really curious so I emailed them asking about the toothpaste. Next day they called and they said that there isn't a love beauty and planet toothpaste... How is that possible?
Basic greenwashing....
Yes! I was scrolling to see in anyone mentioned that, thank you!
@@vanessagjataj rip-offs try to make a certain company look bad. I have family that works at LB&P, they're a very good organization and their genuine products are amazing.
Yapo at the end of the day their owned by unilever automatically making them a shitty unethical company
You should probably research Love, Beauty and Planet. It has been accused of green washing.
I was thinking the same thing! I was just like, oh she doesn't know.. Also she gave THE best advice! As always.. 😇
True! I was just going to make this comment myself. They are actually owned by a larger company, Unilever, that makes some of the most plastic waste, has been accused of illegal rainforest deforestation, and questionable ethics for some workers. :(
On the other hand if we buy unilever’s “good” product that will give the company statistical evidence and financial incentive to change the production of the other products
@@jaderein4657 Still it is worth to make a polite comment about it. People should not fall for the trap. So thanks Naep Saeck
They’re not cruelty free either 😪
Wow, that is a very unfortunate sponsorship....
yea lol
Hey Anna! I love your videos, but I gotta say... Love Beauty And Planet is a *little* green-washing.
They are a Unilever brand, which is a major plastic polluter.
Even though it is best to use an eco-friendly shampoo, we should not be supporting these brands at all!
Go for independent, local brands!
Júlia Cunha I agree completely! Also unpackaged, skip the plastic altogether
did anna ever react ot this somewhere?
@@hannalowenherz4839 I don't think so... it might be a complicated situation since she's being paid. But still, it should be addressed, it's a rather serious issue
I've been suspicious of Love Beauty and Planet for a while now (first off, the name is just a mouthful of buzzwords, so it always bothered me). Secondly, they preach environmental consciousness but package everything in plastic.
Then I started scrolling through the comments and YIKES, I had no idea they were so shady! Now I'm positive I will never buy any of their products. Shout out to so many of you guys for doing your research!
the irony of ‘love beauty and planet’ not being ethically sourced at all.. I have no problems with sponsorships but DO YOUR RESEARCH before advertising
People don’t even research lmao they just wanna make that money.
SAME
did anna ever react ot this somewhere?
Ily but nooooooooooo
Love Beauty & Planet is owned by Unilever, a corporation that tests on animals. Even if this brand specifically doesn’t, you’re funding a very unethical corporation
No ethical consumption under late capitalism amiright
Unilever also is a very large contributer to plastic pollution!!!
Yeah, because avoiding Unilever products is _totally_ realistic lmao. Some companies make basically everything, thinking we can effectively avoid them 100% is ridiculous.
It’s a step in the right direction, but to be safer it’s best to support the small businesses who are cruelty free and plastic free
@@Daggeira With some research into the companies Unilever owns, it is actually relatively easy to avoid them. They have a monopoly, sure, but if you spend a little bit of time researching it actually isnt hard to avoid. Plus, no shame if you can't 100% avoid, any slash in profits hurts companies.
Edit: also they have a fake vegan label, so who knows if they do or dont test on animals.
YES!! Adjacent beauty is something I have always ignored (well never knew about) and I can feel the impact when I work remotely and all I want to do is get out and work at a cafe. I guess that can also fall under self love because I would be investing time into the environment I call home, respecting my space and myself.
Since everyone is saying Love Beauty & Planet is greenwashing, does anyone wanna leave alternative brands to support in the comments? Respond to this with suggestions for me to try :)
Kyleigh Caicedo I don’t know, I would love some to! But I think maybe start with shopping local and purchasing from trusted brands after doing research?
Lush is a pretty good option in my opinion. They have lots of brick and mortar stores, so it's easy to look at their products in person if there’s one near you. In general, though, look for local brands in your regional grocery stores (not like Walmart or Krogers; something specific to your area). My local grocery store has a bunch of local businesses who essentially rent space in their store to set up a little pop-up shops. You could also scout out your local farmer's markets if you have them near you. Good luck!
Adriana Ruelas I go to the farmer's market for food, but they don't have any beauty products at mine. I love Lush though! I've never tried hair products from them before though, and I definitely need to give them a try! Ty for the suggestion! ❤️
If ever in Atlanta go to SEVANANDA.
They have everything. It’s the Diagon Alley of sustainability and way better prices and options than Whole Foods imo.
Ethique is an amazing brand. Ive been using them for almost a year. My hair feels stronger and softer and all their packaging is compostable or biodegradable.
Throughout the years, you've helped me more than my family. Thank you Anna.
P.s. : congratulations, you've come so so far and you should be proud of yourself. Love you
I have been watching you for 7 years anna .. and if you collaborate with college humor and be a cast .. i would finally be happy and i can move on with my life ... all the best for you sis
... this will never be seen is it ...
GIRL YOUR VIDEOS LATELY have been so on point with where i am in my life!!! i am manifesting and putting in the effort for my best life and your messages are important reminders and lessons that cheer me on! Love you!!
I have been watching your videos lately even your old once and found that you are the best a person can be. Your content totally makes sense and it is convincing in a fun away. Thank you Anna Akana.
Isn't that from Unilever, tho?
Going zero waste is most important thing you can do for the environment.
Carla Stewart actually, voting and lobbying for leaders who prioritize climate change is more important than going zero waste.
Not all of us can have hair as nice as yours, Anna. But I definitely dig that inner and adjacent beauty life. Also I needed this after spending 20 solid minutes in therapy bawling.
thank you for talking about the environment too, i wish more big youtubers did that
Inner beauty is being pure, kind, loving and compassionate. That is the number one thing. You are who you are on the outside and can only really affect your shape and health, but you can change your innerself far more and that is the number one important thing.
I think the "become the person you want to be" part is great but it's important to know why you want to make those changes in your personality and lifestyle and be sure it's not for the wrong reasons. Like for me, I was often convinced that changing this or this will make me happier and more fulfilled, when in fact my real problem was that I was unable to accept myself and my flaws, and to be fulfilled with what I already was.
I struggled with hating myself my whole life, constantly going between starving and binge eating, avoiding people because I thought I was annoying and unlovable. But I closed my eyes, and I saw me. Just me, the way I am now. I knew I was getting better but that's more progress than I expected
I will now spend all night caressing my own skin.
If you do make sure you wear gloves. The bacteria on your hands can give you spots if you touch your face too much lol
@@ColossalRay He never said his face. 😱
@@dalysea26 that's what I assumed he was talking about 🤷🏼♀️
@dalysea26 🥴😈
You can finally give your hair a break.
That brand is mostly greenwashing btw.
Serena Passuello yes 👍
Yuuup was searching for this comment
Wait what does that mean
Saamiya Mohammed Appearing eco friendly but not
Pa Beauchamp what’s wrong with it
Anna, you're just a sun who makes my days so much better! Thank you sooo much! ❤️❤️❤️
Is also a Leo. Is also prideful about her hair. Also cares very much about the environment. Anna, I love you so very much.
I love that you also speak about the environment
Anna's body is a work of art.
You go girl!
I agree! We should do our best to become the most ideal version of ourselves. That way we will be much happier
I can listen to you talk all day long and just be amazed and entertained at the same time
As i have gotten older, the definition of beauty has changed so much for me personally. I had a belief that i think many can relate to of describing someone of looking attractive and presentable to the general public eye to really any human individual that is really is just so comfortable being in their own skin as well as still knowing how to switch around their looks or even enhancing their personal sense of style or way of being to fit in to the more specific audience or special occasion. i think once we find a healthy balance in ourselves of not having to jepordize too much of our own personal sense of style or take away from who we really are to fit to a specific mold of beauty then we can really see what beauty really is within ourselves. i think thats the best way i can describe it for myself.
I wish I found Anna's channel years ago. I knew she existed and I liked her performances, but I didn't know until recently she has a channel that was this vast and entertaining.
Also if you're from Spain, there's a shop called wai wai that sells shampoo, deodorant and other products as solid bars (they dissolve under water) so they don't need any plastic! They're also vegan, cruelty free and without silicone, and they ship them in recycled paper boxes
You absolutely inspire me to be more positive and loving to myself. you are truly amazing, well being environmentally conscious! You are a beautiful human thank you for posting!
sienna martinez it’s a greenwashing corporation ^^’
Your videos always manage to connect the dots in my mind and get my gears spinning. Thank you for putting yourself out there so that we resonate with your voice.
Love you, Anna ❤ Thanks for being such a role model
Aesthetically pleasing outside that counts and beautiful inside
Gosh, Anna, this one is so in time I'm almost crying ❤️
*If your outside appearance was a reflection of your inner character, would you be afraid to look in the mirror?*
That's deep haha
Woow
No bcoz I am ugly on the outside already lmao
@@bogosbinted._. aw don't say that :(
@@Thefitty I honestly don't feel bad abt that ..I accept that I am not conventionally beautiful .. and I guess I can't change that so the best thing is to live with it u know .. anyway thanks for the concern but it is what it is
I think the best way to save the planet is to use things without any packaging, you can get them e.g. from Lush. Solid shampoo, body wash etc.
You are one of the best RUclipsrs. You production quality is top notch and your messages are great. Hard to come by on social media, internet, etc. Wishing you continued success.
That hair is on point ✨👌🙆🏻♀️
1:06 Starts hypnotic induction
*... does not end it.*
This is why you need to get certified _before_ you try hypnotherapy :p
Jesus Anna, you made me tear up during the inner beauty part. That was frickin beautiful. Your content seriously never disappoints. :)
Anna is the only person who could actually persuade me into closing my eyes
Awww yes, this is goooood! This is something people need to hear.
We all need an Anna. Thank you for this channel.
OMG this lady is so talented ! Love your videos ANNA!!
Anna always boost my self esteem with these videos!
Love beauty planet = greenwashing
Anyone else close their eyes when told, expecting a soothing pep talk, and then jump a mile when Anna yelled at us?
Ngl kinda sad about a greenwashing company sponsoring this
I don't know how long I've been watching you but you have always been my hero xx
I'm a Leo too and I'm really into astrology too...I love you
I’m a Leo as well and my mane is very important to me.
I love you Anna. You are such a huge inspiration in my life
_I like how your videos aren’t too long or too short !_
Usually, I don't take the "close your eyes"-thing seriously but holy mother of cats that was powerfull!
Did u close your eyes when she said you should close them? 🤔🤔🤔
Only after she scolded me :c
Yes, they are still closed. She didn't say to open them. Still waiting.
how did Anna know i needed this.
In truth, I've never met a person who wouldn't have at least one beautiful feature about themselves. Once it's the eyes, lips, hands.. And the inner beauty? Oh my. Mostly people I find really attractive are so confident, in balance and comfortable with themselves. So really, it goes hand in hand I guess.
I thought that Anna Akana was on the cover of Vogue magazine.
As well she should!😍
No no, that's the much better "Vague" magazine.
You are my role model! Everything you do is so inspirational and you are what I want to be like when I grow up and even now. Keep up your great work and positive impact on the world around you.( Sorry this was long) 💕💕
Why did I just learn that you’re a fellow Leo. This makes so much sense. I wondered why I related to you a lot.... most notable multi-talented 😂 + perfect hair
Awww I love the concept of adjacent beauty 🥰
Thank you for reminding us to keep it real and check in with ourselves 🙏🏻❤️
It's awesome to see your care for the planet, and how altruisticaly your influence is being implemented!!
You literally always post exactly what I need to hear.
MY GOODNESS, I LOVE THIS WOMAN'S VIDEOS!!!!
thank you so much Anna! you have helped me so much!!!!!!!!
I was looking at the mirror and thinking the same thing because I want to make a good first impression at university, thanks Anna I love you. Keep up the good work 💕
You'll make a good impression cuz you're you. Good luck ! Take care and be safe stranger!
@@scarlettwillow9257 Thank you for your kind words, kind stranger. Have a nice day/night
I had to closed my eyes when she started yelling 😂 but slowly opened them so I can watch the rest of her vidoes 😂😂
Always sending out awesome messages. thanks again
Omg the people touching your hair at the end made me laugh so hard 😂
I love that you’re pairing with socially conscious brands, by the way!
I totally needed this today! Thanks Anna!! 🥰❤️
Dang, Anna. Spitting mad insights as always
Love your videos, they are really inspiring and very funny !
Dang, Anna's disguises are getting really good. Totally looked like a different actress in that doctor scene!
im unbothered, im going after what i want without thinking about anyone else
I personally find your inner perspective quiet beautiful. Keep it up! 😀
The "also I have terrible news" gag made me spit my drink, good job!
You have an amazing talent for erudite comedy. Thank you for sharing your gifts with us, Anna.
You have suchhhh beautiful hair 😍😍😍😍😍
There was a very strange feature in this case, strange because of its extremely rare occurrence. This man had once been brought to the scaffold in company with several others, and had had the sentence of death by shooting passed upon him for some political crime. Twenty minutes later he had been reprieved and some other punishment substituted; but the interval between the two sentences, twenty minutes, or at least a quarter of an hour, had been passed in the certainty that within a few minutes he must die. I was very anxious to hear him speak of his impressions during that dreadful time, and I several times inquired of him as to what he thought and felt. He remembered everything with the most accurate and extraordinary distinctness, and declared that he would never forget a single iota of the experience. ‘About twenty paces from the scaffold, where he had stood to hear the sentence, were three posts, fixed in the ground, to which to fasten the criminals (of whom there were several). The first three criminals were taken to the posts, dressed in long white tunics, with white caps drawn over their faces, so that they could not see the rifles pointed at them. Then a group of soldiers took their stand opposite to each post. My friend was the eighth on the list, and therefore he would have been among the third lot to go up. A priest went about among them with a cross: and there was about five minutes of time left for him to live. ‘He said that those five minutes seemed to him to be a most interminable period, an enormous wealth of time; he seemed to be living, in these minutes, so many lives that there was no need as yet to think of that last moment, so that he made several arrangements, dividing up the time into portions-one for saying farewell to his companions, two minutes for that; then a couple more for thinking over his own life and career and all about himself; and another minute for a last look around. He remembered having divided his time like this quite well. While saying good- bye to his friends he recollected asking one of them some very usual everyday question, and being much interested in the answer. Then having bade farewell, he embarked upon those two minutes which he had allotted to looking into himself; he knew beforehand what he was going to think about. He wished to put it to himself as quickly and clearly as possible, that here was he, a living, thinking man, and that in three minutes he would be nobody; or if somebody or something, then what and where? He thought he would decide this question once
for all in these last three minutes. A little way off there stood a church, and its gilded spire glittered in the sun. He remembered staring stubbornly at this spire, and at the rays of light sparkling from it. He could not tear his eyes from these rays of light; he got the idea that these rays were his new nature, and that in three minutes he would become one of them, amalgamated somehow with them. ‘The repugnance to what must ensue almost immediately, and the uncertainty, were dreadful, he said; but worst of all was the idea, ‘What should I do if I were not to die now? What if I were to return to life again? What an eternity of days, and all mine! How I should grudge and count up every minute of it, so as to waste not a single instant!’ He said that this thought weighed so upon him and became such a terrible burden upon his brain that he could not bear it, and wished they would shoot him quickly and have done with it.’¹
Hey! That’s the shampoo and conditioner I use. Absolutely love these!
When you have a beautiful heart you look beautiful automatically
Anna does it again! Always with good content 💯
Thanks for Always being my free therapist and counselor❤️
It's something we all need whether we realize it or not
i love your drawing style by the way
Oh Anna Akana is the eternal beauty
Haha love that hair flip girl knows how to work it 😅
Where did you get your sweater? I love the color and strips!
Same, I love it so much!
"...creating the kind of life you don't want to escape from" ❤️❤️ this.
Ps I'm a Leo, and I love my mane too 🥰.
I feel like if I knew you irl you'd be my bffl or my forever girl. Either way I'm glad you make videos that make me feel not so shitty