Finally feeling at HOME | van life in the Mojave desert

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  • Опубликовано: 14 окт 2024
  • Van life often looks, well... like this. After a big land purchase, drilling a well, and traveling to Peru for the month of January, being able to settle into this beautiful desert for slow work days and home made food off-grid feels incredible.
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  • @Breakable_Pencil
    @Breakable_Pencil 7 месяцев назад +58

    Commenting for the algorithm! I comment this on practically every video you post, but thanks for sharing these parts of your life and for the work that goes into that. I feel so incredibly lucky every time I get to sit down and watch :)

    • @Linneaandakela
      @Linneaandakela  7 месяцев назад +7

      Wow thank you so much ♥️♥️

    • @justiceO8149
      @justiceO8149 7 месяцев назад +2

    • @JamesSmith-st9nw
      @JamesSmith-st9nw 7 месяцев назад +3

      Still the best channel out there lady ! Continue keeping it real . Looks like this Michigan weather is finally starting to break a little, hopefully your mom is starting to warm up a little on the other side of the water as well 🙂

    • @petra6099
      @petra6099 7 месяцев назад

    • @agnesskibicka
      @agnesskibicka 7 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@JamesSmith-st9nwhello James from mindful life by Agnes 😀- channel and the Polish countryside!

  • @melissaandjason
    @melissaandjason 7 месяцев назад +1

    Lifts the lid off the crock pot… blows it clean. 👌🤣🤣. Every time hahaha😛

  • @LH-ef1jd
    @LH-ef1jd 6 месяцев назад +2

    I think if you create a digital cookbook of your van life meals it would be a great seller! I’d buy it! Love the cooking shots on the vids! Thx for all the great cooking ideas.

  • @cathywarriner
    @cathywarriner 7 месяцев назад +2

    Linnea you sound like your Mom when you laugh! Laughter is so good for a relationship! ❤
    New King James Version
    A merry heart does good, like medicine, But a broken spirit dries the bones
    Hope Chris is feeling better! 😊

  • @이성-h8y
    @이성-h8y 7 месяцев назад +1

    언제나.뜨는.태양이지만.볼때마다.새롭습니다♪♬♭

  • @msvg3
    @msvg3 7 месяцев назад +13

    When I was much younger, I loved to hike the desert. I’m currently house-bound, but with your videos I can hike this beautiful world again. Plus, we get to know a lovely hiking and van touring buddy and a cast of fabulous friends (furry and otherwise) and family. Get well, Chris. ✌️❤️🚐

  • @sharaswitala6296
    @sharaswitala6296 6 месяцев назад +1

    You seem so happy

  • @thomasbstudio
    @thomasbstudio 6 месяцев назад +2

    Enjoying this vid so much- Thanks Linnea!

  • @brendakersey8624
    @brendakersey8624 7 месяцев назад +18

    Sitting here in Central Texas, trying not to let the ways of the world get me down, your videos are a very bright spot in my day. The four of you have such a amazing life. That "crusty lemon" truly cracked me up! You are at such peace....it's wonderful to see. Thank you for sharing! Hoping Chris is feeling better.

  • @saramullens1786
    @saramullens1786 7 месяцев назад +22

    You and Chris laughing together just makes my soul at peace

  • @debsimonson6604
    @debsimonson6604 7 месяцев назад +12

    Carry some olive oil infused with lime. It does great when you don’t have fresh. A little goes a long way so it’ll last a long time too!! Love the crock pot chicken for tacos, we make it all the time too!!

  • @kdsavy6905
    @kdsavy6905 7 месяцев назад +1

    The ear in the sunset shot was hilarious and adorable 😂❤. Really excited to try the crock pot chicken tacos!

  • @DebConklin-e9x
    @DebConklin-e9x 6 месяцев назад +1

    Love how you two laugh together!

  • @marensvare507
    @marensvare507 6 месяцев назад +2

    These videos bring me so much peace when I can’t get out of town and camp.

  • @divinewrath3142
    @divinewrath3142 7 месяцев назад +27

    The way the dogs ran to Chris when he pulled up was so freaking cute! I absolutely cannot wait to see all the things you get up to on the property! I just know you are going to turn that beautiful spot into something really special and all your own!

  • @norwegean_nomad
    @norwegean_nomad 6 месяцев назад +1

    This video was so sweet. Thanks for sharing ❤

  • @fredas-t4890
    @fredas-t4890 6 месяцев назад +1

    Just happened across your site as I hunted van builds. You are doing a Great adventure! Change is in the wind these days and what you have learned are inVALUABLE lessons that others will need!
    You Go Folks

  • @peterpiper487
    @peterpiper487 6 месяцев назад +1

    I like crockpots too but I found that a rice cooker can cook just about anything and it cooks much faster. If you are ravenous and can't wait on a crockpot, a rice cooker is your best friend. I never cook rice in it but I cook combo meals... like stews, soups, chili, and any other meal-type food that has a liquid ingredient. Also, I have a steamer basket that I can put inside the rice cooker and steamed veggies are done in what seems like seconds, although I think it's more like 4 to 5 minutes. I have the old fashioned rice steamer that has only 2 settings; COOK and WARM. If you set it on COOK, it will cook until the water is low, then it will automatically switch itself to WARM so that the food doesn't burn.

  • @imc4357
    @imc4357 3 месяца назад

    Akela watching you eat the popcorn is pure gold. Two book series that I think you’d enjoy are The Rivers of London series, and His Majesty’s Dragon series. Be well all four of you.

  • @HairandHollyhocks
    @HairandHollyhocks 7 месяцев назад +1

    The food you make looks so fantastic! I’d love to request that someday you do a recipe video of all

  • @ekl9573
    @ekl9573 7 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for bringing us desert beauty

  • @joeyalfano2096
    @joeyalfano2096 6 месяцев назад +1

    I just have to say.. I LOVE hearing you laugh, so heartily, for real. It brings me joy... I'm so glad that you are back in your happy place 🥰

  • @IZOKSXZHS
    @IZOKSXZHS 7 месяцев назад +2

    What's that fragrance that rides on the wind? It's called FREEDOM!

  • @gilliangraham8241
    @gilliangraham8241 7 месяцев назад +1

    The four of you are so fucking precious. Much love.

  • @tomas5376
    @tomas5376 7 месяцев назад +1

    You are living which is a lot more than most of the maddening crowd!

  • @sueschaber
    @sueschaber 7 месяцев назад +3

    Keeping life simple brings most people joy...I wish more people could adapt to this lifestyle. Thanks for leading the way! To get excited about a crock pot speaks volumes.😊

  • @shelly2024blessings
    @shelly2024blessings 7 месяцев назад +11

    I just can't explain it it but my soul soars when I see your videos. I'm planning my transition to van life and its been challenging trying to find the van. Your videos keep my spirits up as I work through the process. Thanks again for sharing!

  • @SuperDukesMom
    @SuperDukesMom 7 месяцев назад +6

    I'm with you on the sunrises, I've been rising before it starts, walking to the bay with my pup, and then sitting for a good 30 minutes, to watch the magical transformation! Soon to hit the road and enjoy the sunrise from many magical places! I really enjoy your videos! Thank you! 🙂

  • @CraigMorton321
    @CraigMorton321 7 месяцев назад +1

    Love how happy you two are! And the puppers seem so happy too!

  • @WhiteLotusOm
    @WhiteLotusOm 7 месяцев назад +1

    I just received my book today of Tress Of The Emerald Sea after watching Chris’s video, looking forward to reading it and I’ll be making your chicken tacos soon too so thanks to you both for the suggestions! ♥️🌮📚

  • @apjo090305
    @apjo090305 7 месяцев назад +1

    Love the giggles in the beginning! ❤

  • @edm5356
    @edm5356 7 месяцев назад +2

    Akela's ear in the way of the shot brought me so much joy

  • @rgober60
    @rgober60 7 месяцев назад +6

    I don't usually comment, didn't know it mattered.
    So, Thank you young lady for sharing your private time with us, i always enjoy your video's so much..i reminds me of days gone by, I'm a 64yr old grandmaw, that was lucky in my younger days to have a few years of living as you do. So i enjoy the memories you evoke for me.
    Blessings to you All. 🙏🕊🙏🕊🙏🕊🙏🕊🫰💜💜💜💜

  • @CheffScott
    @CheffScott 7 месяцев назад +1

    Such peaceful desert vibes, love it!

  • @ruebennomura9143
    @ruebennomura9143 7 месяцев назад +9

    Love the Mojave desert a great place to do van life

  • @Lisa-c4l2i
    @Lisa-c4l2i 5 месяцев назад

    OMG I love that you read out loud to Chris. That is such a brilliant bonding exercise and something to adopt. You, my dear girl, inspired my own van build at the tender age of 52. An extension of my tiny house on wheels. Friggin' loving it! I even bought the same pretty hatchet and bow saw as you. Have a foldable fire pit (tip 101). But my dog is smaller 🤣🤣being a toy poodle. Not likely to fend off intruders. A BIG tip, seeing as you are now down to using water containers, you can get a rechargeable pump from Amazon for it. I use one and it is brilliant and the charge lasts a long time. Makes life so much easier! Keep up the good work.

  • @Lisboooa
    @Lisboooa 5 месяцев назад +2

    This video was a gem.
    The laughter… medicine for the soul

  • @RUYINAETENGsMEDICDIARY
    @RUYINAETENGsMEDICDIARY 7 месяцев назад +6

    Such a beautiful life❤❤❤

  • @Pomplun55
    @Pomplun55 6 месяцев назад +1

    I couldn't agree more with you dear Linnea about being in nature. I gives me all I need: health, tranquility, peace of mind, body and soul. Thanks so much for sharing your life with us.🙂

  • @davelaas515
    @davelaas515 7 месяцев назад

    Well done Linnea and Akela we was your videos from the southern tip of Africa, all the way from South Africa

  • @Shado_wolf
    @Shado_wolf 7 месяцев назад +3

    There is nothing I love more than waking up to one of yours or Chris' videos, watching while having a coffee out of my Linnea and Akela mug. It definitely makes my days better 😊

  • @Evergreen...920
    @Evergreen...920 7 месяцев назад +1

    Think how many nesting birds will be so happy with all that dog fur from the brushing! I used to put my Pyrenees hair out back for the birdies.

  • @kennethjacobs4824
    @kennethjacobs4824 7 месяцев назад +2

    It is always a good day when your video comes out.

  • @mommashawna707
    @mommashawna707 7 месяцев назад

    You should’ve tried an Insta pot because you can do everything in it from frying to slow cooking, pressure cooking & with pressure cooking you are cooking your meat so darn quickly and it’s so unbelievably tender. You might even find out that you could get rid of your stove. I have also heard that you can find them at thrift stores all the time. Just an idea! I love to see a smile on your face. 😊

  • @mamapetecooley7324
    @mamapetecooley7324 7 месяцев назад +1

    Awesome! Speedy recovery, Chris.

  • @camerongawd01
    @camerongawd01 7 месяцев назад

    Yes! Exactly! Bring a part of nature feels so good to fur body and mind. Thanks for the book recommendations... I've been searching for a great few stories.

  • @maryantosz6195
    @maryantosz6195 7 месяцев назад +1

    AWESOME VIDEO! Hilights for me were you and Chris reading the story and laughing out loud! Brushing the dogs was super funny! Hope Chris is feeling better. Can't wait for next week! Thank you for brightening my day!!! ❤️

  • @VanessaChats
    @VanessaChats 7 месяцев назад +2

    I love how soothing your videos are... with all the stimulation online your videos are a breath. Thank you. I love the mundane ones as it is so soothing to me to watch/listen to other people living their lives.

  • @michelleellis8201
    @michelleellis8201 7 месяцев назад +1

    Linnea, I LOVE limes! I put lime juice in my rice, on my tortilla chips, on my tacos (chicken,beef and pork) and in my refried beans! 😂🤣🤷🏻‍♀️ I just can’t get enough of it lately. I actually started buying the little plastic lime bottle at the store because the limes were not always juicy and would sometimes go bad (like that lemon Chris gave you 😂), if I wasn’t cooking mexican food enough. Glad you are back out in nature. Hope Chris feels better soon! Take care! 😊❤️

  • @Jojok103
    @Jojok103 7 месяцев назад

    Great video! There is magic in the ordinary. Your content, views (mental and actual) out in beautiful nature, and life sharing is extraordinary. Thank you.

  • @khloelove6076
    @khloelove6076 7 месяцев назад +3

    I just love the desert 🏜️

  • @jelledenblaauewen2567
    @jelledenblaauewen2567 6 месяцев назад

    beautiful post, had to lauch at the part were you were saying you felt so happy while wielding a axe at the campfire. looking forward to the next post!

  • @gwencrosswhite9329
    @gwencrosswhite9329 7 месяцев назад +1

    I’m so sorry to hear Covid has visited you Chris. May it be short lived and your recovery go quickly. Linnea, my heart soars when I hear you are following your inner voice and joining in the rhythms of nature. I too am doing this…just 30 years later in life than you. Happy trails to both of you and the fur babies ❤

    • @1Waarheid
      @1Waarheid 6 месяцев назад

      'What really makes you ill?'

  • @lucindaturnis6605
    @lucindaturnis6605 6 месяцев назад

    I see you have jumped on the CC n mustard wagon like all the rest of us! 😆🤣😂 love it!

  • @josshl5064
    @josshl5064 6 месяцев назад

    I am always grateful when you have a video with many different adorable doggy highlights.
    Those two are such sweet babies, and listening to you talk to Akela is so heart warming. I always make sure to give my own pup lots of love and cuddles while I watch hahah.

  • @susansharp112
    @susansharp112 7 месяцев назад +4

    That is beautiful landscape.

  • @ritaappleby2432
    @ritaappleby2432 7 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your travels with us. It brings me such joy to see the freedom you have and the wonderful places you go to. ❤

  • @namelastname169
    @namelastname169 7 месяцев назад +1

    for some reason this video made ME feel like at home too... much love

  • @stephanieali6083
    @stephanieali6083 7 месяцев назад

    Hope Chris is feeling better, hope you’re doing well

  • @babygirlgibbs
    @babygirlgibbs 7 месяцев назад

    Wow.. . So beautiful.💓Love you guys!😘❤ Hope you feel better Chris. We just got over something here and it lingered for over 6 weeks.

  • @enidshear2847
    @enidshear2847 6 месяцев назад

    I lead a slower life now. I’ll be 70 in July. I’m not anxious to do a lot of serious exercising. Hiking yes but at a slower pace.

  • @scottbloomfield2564
    @scottbloomfield2564 7 месяцев назад +1

    I hope you guys realize how special of a relationship you have!! You two are at complete ease with each other. I had found the same recently only a friendship but made me understand how unhappy I was in my 32 year marriage. I may have lost the friendship I overshared about the marriage because I felt so comfortable with her. Hang on to what you have. I’ve just recently started watching you, have watched Chris since before Kobuck off and on. Hang on tight to someone who can make you laugh and smile like that.

  • @jenw1116
    @jenw1116 7 месяцев назад +2

    So glad I could watch this before work today. Usually I have to wait til later in the week when I have a free half hour. It's Monday morning here in NZ!
    I always feel like I've had such a treat when I watch your videos (hence making uninterrupted time for them).
    Lol that walking into the frame bit with Chris 😂 he should've twirled you around and made it to REAL fake moment hahaha
    Thanks again for sharing, you make it look so easy (which is meant as a compliment because making anything look easy is the mark of a very skilled filmographer and creator!).
    Have a lovely week guys ❤

  • @BobBohner4851
    @BobBohner4851 7 месяцев назад +2

    Love your love of nature. I feel the same and resonate with your stories. Thanks for them

  • @Rachellovescheese
    @Rachellovescheese 7 месяцев назад

    Lovely video. I hope Chris is all better now x

  • @ellenpowers8037
    @ellenpowers8037 6 месяцев назад

    Another great video. Thx for the recipe-so easy. In case you’re not aware, you can buy small crockpot liners that make clean up super easy. 😊

  • @tisa6193
    @tisa6193 7 месяцев назад +1

    Agree about the sun rise. No better way to start the day. In awe of the beauty of it. Can take my breath away. 🌅

  • @OCDesserts
    @OCDesserts 7 месяцев назад +2

    I just love watching everything that you guys share. Always so happy to see your newest content ❤ the giggling was just infectious lol so adorable!

  • @SoulfulDrifters
    @SoulfulDrifters 6 месяцев назад

    I have been traveling full time with my hubby in our DiY van for almost a year and it has been inspiring to see all that you have accomplished with the purchase of the land and your international travels as well as being self sustaining for such a good amount of time in the remote areas you've been to. Let me know if you have a moment so that I can pick your brain on how to adapt to this lifestyle a little more gracefully🤣like you 🙌👌

  • @LateBloomer1111
    @LateBloomer1111 6 месяцев назад

    Your laughter is so beautiful ❤

  • @gabemik
    @gabemik 7 месяцев назад

    A couple of tips for your chicken dish. Try a potato masher to shred the chicken, and toss in some corn after you're done shredding.

  • @MOTrav
    @MOTrav 7 месяцев назад +1

    I agree, crock pots are convenient! During the cooler months I always use mine and one of my favs is corn chowder. Always tasty on a cool evening. Enjoy your property and the adventures. 😎

  • @JonHewson825
    @JonHewson825 7 месяцев назад +1

    This and your last video were some of the favorites that you've made!! I've noticed you're really improving in all aspects of production!! I see you. Very happy follower Jonny here.

  • @neighborlyfiend1484
    @neighborlyfiend1484 7 месяцев назад +2

    Yes! The Wheel of Time is amazing!
    There may be a few times where it feels like a slog to get through but it's well worth it!
    My all time fav series!
    Please keep us up to date on how you like it.

  • @user-kev-k5v
    @user-kev-k5v 7 месяцев назад

    Now I have a chance to see your land you bought, wow breath taking the beauty of your home is your van and it’s surroundings it is stunning, the wind as it blows and the beauty of all around you, amazing to see Linnea , Wow ❤❤❤

  • @tammycruz8189
    @tammycruz8189 7 месяцев назад +3

    What a Gorgeous place . Thanks for sharing your journey n adventure with me Linnea. I Love Watching U n Your Videos. God Bless Ya'll n the pups . Mucho Love Always from your friend in Michigan, Tam

  • @eowyn237
    @eowyn237 6 месяцев назад

    Your vlogs are always such a refreshing joy. 💛 Reading "Tress of the Emerald Sea" now after Chris shared about it, I'm loving it so far, and am even more excited to get further in after what you said!

  • @user-kev-k5v
    @user-kev-k5v 7 месяцев назад

    I think it was only a matter of time before you found the right land to buy and get your water sorted out as well as living your amazing life in your van, so now both you and Chris and both dogs, to love their lives, I hope Chris feels better soon , thank you for sharing your amazing life videos I loved watching take care all of you God Bless you all 👍❤❤❤

  • @ChristinaColoradoan
    @ChristinaColoradoan 7 месяцев назад +3

    The peacefulness and amazing views are endless! 💯🌞☘️

  • @elizabethfleck6536
    @elizabethfleck6536 7 месяцев назад

    I stumbled onto this video ... Yeah! What hooked me? The DOGS! I am picking up my "van" style RV on Saturday . . . Approximately one year from now, me and my kids = 9 dogs , will head out on our journey. I am 58 years young. Retired from teaching 01/01/24. 25+ years as a foster mom for dogs. ADHD but no longer on the meds (Big yeah!). I have not watched television since before the 2016 election. I have watched TONS of "living the van/RV/bus life." I can't wait to truly start this part of my life. I am Soooo proud of you! You are doin g things in a good order. Live Life First!
    ( I realized on February 21st that "now I can start living my life." I was sad for only a moment ... Then, I felt pure JOY! I can finally, totally, Live in the Company of my Dogs! I am living it NOW in my home as I Lighten up and prepare ! )

  • @Allaboutragnarinthevan
    @Allaboutragnarinthevan 7 месяцев назад +2

    I’m from the uk < you know what you don’t have to say a word in your videos we get you girl .all we want is to watch you and fill your ups and downs . I would never ever say this but I get you and fill the way your are . Plus I know I where you are going . Xx

  • @crankydiva
    @crankydiva 7 месяцев назад

    I loved visiting the desert alone when I was younger, so your beautiful videos fill something in me that I hadn’t known was missing. 💛

  • @gardeninggirlct
    @gardeninggirlct 7 месяцев назад +2

    Absolutely love this... wish I was younger.. I would be right there with you... 👍🌿🌱🐕🌿

    • @Rita_unteathered
      @Rita_unteathered 7 месяцев назад +2

      I'm 61 about to sell my house and go!!!

  • @amyvanostrand7751
    @amyvanostrand7751 7 месяцев назад

    Your video popped up in my feed, probably because I grew up in Mojave, California, so the algorithm led me here. Mojave desert is vast, so you may not be near the town of Mojave, but if you are, there are some beautiful areas to explore! Enjoy!

  • @andreaewert7204
    @andreaewert7204 7 месяцев назад

    So glad you are feeling more like yourself. It was wonderful watching you and Chris have a fun relaxing evening together! Thanks for sharing!!❤❤❤❤❤

  • @tinadoughty925
    @tinadoughty925 7 месяцев назад

    That sunset was absolutely beautiful! So glad to see you , Chris,and the fur babies so happy!

  • @heidicorbin2184
    @heidicorbin2184 6 месяцев назад

    You can put a dry lemon or lime in a glass or jar of water to rehydrate before you cut it.

  • @Alexandra0707
    @Alexandra0707 23 дня назад

    Everything to love ❤❤❤❤❤🙏

  • @jordynsteinbrink800
    @jordynsteinbrink800 7 месяцев назад +2

    I just found your channel and have been watching a few videos. Love your content! ❤️

  • @lbrown6859
    @lbrown6859 7 месяцев назад +1

    Thanks for sharing! I loved hearing y'all laugh towards the first of the video when you were propped against his knees. 😅
    As far as being close to nature, it only makes sense. "From dust we are and dust we will return" 🙏

  • @lynellethompson5521
    @lynellethompson5521 7 месяцев назад +2

    Get well wishes to Chris. Do you ever make Airbourne fizzy drinks twice a day?? Everyone is sick right now!! Thank you for sharing beautiful nature!! Have a blessed week!!♥️. 👫🐕🐕

  • @paige_n_neri
    @paige_n_neri 7 месяцев назад +2

    Beautiful! I'm looking forward to making it to the desert one day ❤

  • @Cynthia-z8z
    @Cynthia-z8z 7 месяцев назад +1

    Lol about the lemon.

  • @mstormy
    @mstormy 6 месяцев назад

    Your by me 🎉🎉

  • @peterpiper487
    @peterpiper487 6 месяцев назад

    Yes, we should be in sync with nature. I use a grounding sheet when I sleep. Just plug it into the ground on any electrical outlet and it gives you a wonderful sleep, especially if you sleep naked or only in your underwear so that most of your body makes contact with the sliver threads in the sheet. I also have a grounding pad that I use to put my feet on when I'm working on the laptop. Otherwise, I go barefoot a lot. I've ordered a sort of 'tent' that goes over the bed that you can drape special EMF fabric over, and with the grounding sheet underneath you, you are protected from ELF/EMF and other frequencies that are not good for you. The reason many people feel so much better when they are out in the wilderness is because they are away from so much of these negative electronic frequencies.

  • @dominiquelafaille389
    @dominiquelafaille389 7 месяцев назад +1

    I have said it before and I say it again: Linnea, you are absolutely adorable. ☮️💟🇨🇦

  • @katehopkinsbrent5573
    @katehopkinsbrent5573 7 месяцев назад

    Totally love your videos. You’re natural and I agree about nature. I wake each morning to bird song as my camper is very close to the woods ( not close enough ) but morning and evenings are MY times. I’d have to say sunset though- the sun rises below the tree line and by the time it peeks up over it’s like11:00. Sunset however- there’s trees but on a downward slope so I can watch the entire setting. THEN I sit and wait for Orion ♥️

  • @ashleymarierael
    @ashleymarierael 7 месяцев назад +1

    I really enjoy your videos and creation style. So glad you’re feeling better and getting back into your groove! I have missed seeing you every Sunday. I know how important it is to disconnect, and take time off for yourself. 💛💛💛

  • @JudyG745
    @JudyG745 7 месяцев назад +1

    I went out to the Arizona desert for Dec. and Jan. for the first time. Living in Honda Element. Unfortunately I had no source of heat and froze. Also had no solar so had to go to any place I could find to charge minimal electronics. I will NEVER go out again in the winter without power/solar, heat ad otther comfort like a recliner :)

  • @MelissaNash-kg6en
    @MelissaNash-kg6en 7 месяцев назад

    thank you 🌅 you are so authentic and real; just a genuine soul and I appreciate that.