This is too accurate with the noises! A lot of trips I felt like in a maze, I knew around the next corner is the exit! And everything starts dragging, like the sounds coming at 0:14 and when you reach it, you hit this moment of arrival, the clarity like at 0:19 but there is not the exit, it's just another hallway again and it starts again. It's hilarious and frightening.
I can’t describe it but when it happened I could in a way hear my thoughts but it wasn’t like I was talking or thinking it was completely different, but the first loop was in my head where I was living other versions of my life in a different reality where physics and the way and reasoning of existence was completely different, I think I lived through 5 different versions of me which at the time I understood how they’re realities worked but now even in my head I still can’t comprehend, not mentioning that I’m trying to put it into words😂but anyway this is where I got stuck in a thought loop of me realizing how the other realities worked, it just kept repeating and folding into itself. The trip gets more insane after I come out of the first thought loop. Eventually I had a scary ego death but before that happened I didn’t understand what anything in my room was or what the purpose of a room was, I didn’t know who or even what I was, all I could do was observe and accept that I had died because every time I thought I was alive my distorted room would begin to fall into itself disproving that I was in my body/alive. I thought I was just reliving my last moments over and over again as the indescribable noise got louder and louder infinitely. Until I finally killed my ego completely and I don’t know what happened during that but all I know is that that was the only positive part of the trip. Once I started to gain the smallest bit of connection to my brain again it all went bad again. I was stuck in another loop where all I knew about was opening my door, I kept opening my door over and over again, I was opening it infinitely for a time that felt infinite, this turned into another smaller loop with an indescribable texture with no life or meaning at all was moving in incomprehensible ways, impossible to actually explain what was happening in that moment. But anyway eventually I slowly started to come back to my normal self and I could see my room again, and was able to remember that I was on acid, but not for long. I kept forgetting I was on acid and lost my sense of self again a few times. Eventually I came back for good after punching my face until I was back in this reality and ran to the bathroom to wash my face off with water. At the time my heart rate was at like 190 or something, it was crazy, I thought I was gonna die fr in that moment again. I don’t know what my brain and body was doing while I was gone for the hour and a half but when my consciousness came back to my brain I was standing up so it makes me wonder what I was doing. My brain was in control of my body, NOT ME. My brain was alive with ego but no awareness, YOUR BRAIN IS NOT YOU. Shit was crazy… I still wanna do more tho
This is too accurate with the noises!
A lot of trips I felt like in a maze, I knew around the next corner is the exit! And everything starts dragging, like the sounds coming at 0:14 and when you reach it, you hit this moment of arrival, the clarity like at 0:19 but there is not the exit, it's just another hallway again and it starts again. It's hilarious and frightening.
accurate
I can’t describe it but when it happened I could in a way hear my thoughts but it wasn’t like I was talking or thinking it was completely different, but the first loop was in my head where I was living other versions of my life in a different reality where physics and the way and reasoning of existence was completely different, I think I lived through 5 different versions of me which at the time I understood how they’re realities worked but now even in my head I still can’t comprehend, not mentioning that I’m trying to put it into words😂but anyway this is where I got stuck in a thought loop of me realizing how the other realities worked, it just kept repeating and folding into itself.
The trip gets more insane after I come out of the first thought loop. Eventually I had a scary ego death but before that happened I didn’t understand what anything in my room was or what the purpose of a room was, I didn’t know who or even what I was, all I could do was observe and accept that I had died because every time I thought I was alive my distorted room would begin to fall into itself disproving that I was in my body/alive. I thought I was just reliving my last moments over and over again as the indescribable noise got louder and louder infinitely. Until I finally killed my ego completely and I don’t know what happened during that but all I know is that that was the only positive part of the trip.
Once I started to gain the smallest bit of connection to my brain again it all went bad again. I was stuck in another loop where all I knew about was opening my door, I kept opening my door over and over again, I was opening it infinitely for a time that felt infinite, this turned into another smaller loop with an indescribable texture with no life or meaning at all was moving in incomprehensible ways, impossible to actually explain what was happening in that moment.
But anyway eventually I slowly started to come back to my normal self and I could see my room again, and was able to remember that I was on acid, but not for long. I kept forgetting I was on acid and lost my sense of self again a few times. Eventually I came back for good after punching my face until I was back in this reality and ran to the bathroom to wash my face off with water. At the time my heart rate was at like 190 or something, it was crazy, I thought I was gonna die fr in that moment again.
I don’t know what my brain and body was doing while I was gone for the hour and a half but when my consciousness came back to my brain I was standing up so it makes me wonder what I was doing. My brain was in control of my body, NOT ME. My brain was alive with ego but no awareness, YOUR BRAIN IS NOT YOU.
Shit was crazy… I still wanna do more tho
Audio is pretty a urate wish there was video