I Wrote A Song About Dealing With Depression & Heartbreak
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- Опубликовано: 23 май 2020
- Gremlin - Runnin
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I poured my heart and soul in this one, I hope it makes you feel not so alone when going through a hard time ❤️.. Be sure to share with everyone you know and let's blow it up!! #BrokenPeople
To many broken people we just hope that God will heal the missing pieces
Great video and great song! Ty for sharing this. 🙏🏼❤
@@mariaortiz1083 yes 🙏
I #love it Mark!
It's amazing 🙏❤
"About how far im from home even though im home" that hit hard
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Me to
Ive been depressed
@@eugeniahernandez5771 you are loved and worth it! you have a purpose
@@yara-dj6ps thanks man god bless🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Been so depressed lately. Haven't been able to get out of bed spent days crying. My family is watching me, and I can just see the pain I'm causing them everytime I look in their eyes. Your music helps me so much, when I feel like nobody understands.
Aren't we all sailing in the same boat..
I'm right there with you , read the word my man it will give you purpose, you will still go thru pain I'm not saying it will take away that void but it will save your life he saved my life , and he also died for our soul love you man 🖤🖤🛡️🗡️🙏
Been going on 10 years of depression, anxiety & alcohol addiction. You can make it through this, even if you don't think you're strong, you are. We got this 👍 ❤
AMEN
@@GBCuddLe I understand you are trying to uplift people and comment something inspiring and motivating but you gotta help yourself first.
Stranger reading this, were in this together. Youre not alone.❤ Remember this ❤
Thx
I'm alone and that's how I like it
@@LG3cko tbh...
Me too... 😕
This is why I started following you , Because you put your self out their , and a lot of people can relate. Keep on keepin on.
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This song is hits me right in the heart
Same
You are completely right. But don't take this the wrong way, because I'm not trying to be rude or mean to you at all, because I 100% agree with you, it's just my OCD but you used the wrong there, it should be there not their. Again I'm sorry for nitpicking. Have a good day😁
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" I run from love but I run to pain......"💔😫 Who relate👇
I'm the same
Facts
same here my gf wnt even txt me barely
SOOOO ME!!!
Man u good now its been so long since I saw this comment are u though that yet if not u can
Who thinks that this guy deserves more than those mumble rappers.
You a true gem brother keep doin it.
Love from India 🇮🇳
Gremlin goes hard
Hi friends sending a thought of love and respect to you and your land
Everyone thats fighting demons and trying to mend their hearts, i love you all and you guys are all worth it in this world,
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So are you,💓🙏 from Australia
You as well ty
"I pour my drink and go to sleep
cause the more I think is the worse it gets"
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the lyrics are so damn accurate and this quarantine is makin it worse
I feel you!
Yep as I currently am drinking myself to sleep
Hahah you are write
Your are not just a rapper all your song can be relate to anything in everybody's life 🔥🔥🔥🔥
So true!
@@lolomimi3858 yes
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I’ve repeated this like 6 times. Yo bro I’m like same way. You’re not the only one who’s going through shit like this. There’re a lot of ppl who’s going through the same exact thing. I’m one of them!
I'm currently going through the hardest time of my life and I can only listen to you gremlin , I don't know what it is but your music has touched my soul so much , I'm an artist myself and you've inspired me to better myself so much , I thank you for being the way you are , I don't think I would be here right now if I didn't come across your music , love from the Rhondda valleys in Wales UK ❤
"I think it's fear of abandonment, I don't know how to handle it" rocked me to the core🥺.....I felt this💔
Songs hit differently when you relate to them😔🙏🏼
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@@Gremlinmusic24 Stay strong and never stop🙏🏼❤ you help me with going through stuff God Bless
@gremlin stay strong for people ok !♡♡♡♡♥♥♥♥
you will get through it everything gets better!
I haven't been the best so I feel it deep
I swear I’m currently living exactly like what he said. It’s hard. I’m tearing a bit I swear!
That song really got to me, been like this many many times. I used to an alcohlic and suffered for years. I have been off the demond drink for 22 years . Thank you for all your songs I never listened to rap untill I found your vlogs many thanks Grmlin from here in the UK.
Appreciate you 🙏
This is the reason between you and other artists!
Other artists write songs about sex,body, liquor and money and they succeed and get million and million views....
But the real artist is you brother.. even though you might get less viewer but brother just remember that you inspire people...
Who knows in heaven,this is one of God's fav song
Appreciate you fam 🙏
facts homie...they too materialistic
I have to agree with you 100%. No doubt about it.
@@sonyabrady6924 Me too
those people who disliked hit the wrong button because of the tears in their eyes
In reality it’s just the bots-
This song is really sad tho, and I hope everyone that has it gets better!
@@alicechang220 no some people haven’t experienced depression and are not sad they life is full of happiness so they can’t relate to this song that doesn’t mean they’re bots. What have you been playing to much call of duty
This song should be #1 for the year! This world is really going down fast, we should start loving each other way more 😔🙏
Agreed!
@@Gremlinmusic24 thanks brother for saying what I have been trying to share to people 🙏✌
I found this song two days ago, I work 7am-7pm and I’ve kept my headphones in from those times for the last two days with this song on repeat. Hard to find music anymore that’s so easily relatable and enjoyable to listen on repeat. So glad I came across your page, Gremlin. Thanks for sharing your personal thoughts with the world, you have no idea how much this song has helped me get through the last couple of days.
💜💜💜God gives his toughest battles to his Strongest Soldiers! This too shall pass. Hang in there Mark. Better days are coming. Your music is always 🔥🔥🔥
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I wish he would stop though. I ain't no soldier and idk how to deal with these battles and struggles I keep getting put through. It was tough enough having a screwed up childhood and even more when the love of your life steps out when you needed them the most and then shuns you and acts like they where never with you. That hurts like hell x2. I already was suffering from a lot of things and then she tore my heart right out and trashed my soul. Idk how im even still alive or standing.
when you said "I need you to leave me alone" I felt that deep in my soul because I once did the same and it ate me alive. Now, if I'm alone for too long I fall into the same depression once again which I'm afraid one day I won't be able to escape from. I hope you try to let people in who understand you but most importantly help you?! Much love to anyone still dealing with their demons, it's a battle but we'll get through it ❤️
Man, you help so many people without realizing it. We're all going through some tough times and nobody is fighting their problems alone. Plus this song is a vibe! Gremlin, thank you, from all of us
I’m going through some rough shit and wow… this song is a good sum up of it… I’ve been listening to this on repeat. For hours now. Full blast to blast this pain away but I can’t.
Honestly this song is my life.i can relate because I've gone thru this and one thing I've learned is depression runs deep and it'll always be there.you just got to learn to live with it.
Who just loves and relates to his music 😕🔥
Every time 🤧🔥
Mee
Me
Me 🥺
Me
Your music helps me get through so much. I've been going through depression for so, so long and listening to this beautiful music makes me not feel so alone. Thank you man.
He’s so young and intelligent. I really admire his strength, honesty and all the hard work he puts into it. His music says the things, I just can’t find the words or even know how to say. Let’s not forget his mom and brother play a part as well. It’s so hard to confess your mistakes and flaws in front of the whole world. In fear of being judged 😢💔 Much love, respect and mad props too you all!!!! 🤍💙💚
I’m so moved by this song cause a lot of people suffer in the kind of way😭😔
I can totally relate to this. "Don't Love myself, really hate this skin" it hit hard
That Numb blank feeling
999
Uggggh!!! I hate how much I relate to everything you've gone through. I'm sorry for everything you've gone through. You deserve happiness. You deserve to know what love truly feels like, and you deserve someone who will see past all that pain you lived through and prove to you that no matter how rough things get they will stay by your side.
I don't know how, but every song you write always hits my heart. You write how I always feel. 😪🥺😔
My dude you got mad skills, everyone is going through it right now, we would really appreciate it if you give us a motivational, up lifting song we know you have it in you, "let's tan ourselves with happiness even though we're surrounded by darkness" G.M.3.D
We create our own darkness when we resist our own light.🔥Words to live by. 💜
Why don't you instead of telling others too ..🤷😉.. idiot
I can feel you a big time bro. Dealing with depression ain't less than living a death. This song really moved me. I subscribed your channel the day I watched your video about your life, your parents. I knew something big was coming from your side very soon & here it is. Better days are coming my bro. Keep inspiring people & keep making good music. God bless ya ❤
Broo 🥺😭 i don't know what word said to you , for real your lyrics your song related to me each and every single moment not only me everybody in this world related to your songs man 💯 we appreciate you, this song save many people lives 😭 me Drug addict, my girl leave me family problem broke me worry about my future so many thing are so heavy to me bro
I cried with this song because everything your saying hits me hard I felt very word💖💖🙏🙏
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Sometimes god just wants to see how strong we are
Whoo..bro you killed it.....I will never understand how you can make such an emotional song..there is always so much awareness in your texts...good job I hope that one day people will listen to you more than now you deserve it ...🙏
You have no idea how special you are to this whole world..... you are a blessing. This is a gift.
Who else is this so relatable to
this guy is born with greatness period
✊We do fight brother✊
Learning to love ourself with all we did in life and decisions we took is hard. But doable. Keep on, we all love you and your music. Your the sun in many dark souls.
Yea I have too say that it's people like this they show me there is more to this then depression sadness and suffering with love..
Patience forgiveness and boundaries is what keeps toxic relationships at bay
Been going through some rough shit this year. Lost my family over bs. My marriage is falling apart. I have anxiety and panic attacks which make everything more difficult. Home isn't home anymore. No money to up and start over. I need a break . Been struggling man but your music speaks to me when I didn't think anyone could ever know what it feels like to feel everything worse. Esp with anxiety. You were meant to do this. I have a few artist I really love listening too. You and kelly Clarkson would really make a great song together. I have her lyrics tattoo on my arm. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Wanted you to know. You music was there for me when no one else was
😱😭 mark i definitely been where you been at.
The line “I don’t know what my purpose is” hit so hard I never knew who I was till I listened to ur tracks it jus hits sonwhere else and it’s jus so relatable, and it all comes from the heart 💓
I’ve literally been listening to this song for the past 4 days and I’m still listening to it
Hey Gremlin. Thank you for your music and Uber videos. It helps me get through the PTSD, anxiety and depression from the childhood abuse I went through. So thank you.
Dang he just said all of the words wich were locked deep in my heart and mind. Love your brother.
STRAIGHT FIRE MAN🔥🔥🔥🔥
I truly felt no one knew how I feel and why I felt like this...until I came across your songs. The dark painful yet numb feelings I have held back are finally put into words
Just heard this today and man I must say this shit hits deeply. Bless you man and everyone going through the struggles just know your not alone!
You are the most real person I know and that is why I love your music, it’s from the heart and it’s real life shit. We are all in this together my man ❤️
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I relate to this I just hope it won’t be so deep so I won’t have a breakdown
Amen brother! It''s never easy... But If we stick together, we'll make it through. For ones daemons aren't theirs to carry alone. The only way we're gunna make it through is if we stand together! I love ya brother. Don't you ever forget that.
I have actually a situation I can't handle. I felt every single word. It feels like I am dyin. But helps to let out my emotions a bit. Thank you so much for sharing such moments.
You’re talented bro, God bless you. Hope you’re ok for real though 🙏🏾❤️💯
Yes
@@muonlinetutorials who are you, yes?
Gremlin bro, ur music is more then something to hear, it's inspirational and gives everyone out there a different perspective.. keep doing yo thang, khuz u doing a great fkn Job G!
This song helped me through so much it was my therapy i used it to understand myself and really figure out why i cant find love that makes and helps me feel loved
This is why I'm following you all the songs that you make I really need it so bad cause I hardly have friends to talk to when I'm feeling this way. I've been depressed 24/7 all the time
aww you posted this on my birthday😢❤ amazing song gremlin I love you and your music so much! your a real one to pour out your heart and soul to help other people! much respect for you Gremlin🔥❤
Happy bday
@@ronaldmott8893 thank you!
Happy birthday!!
@@Gremlinmusic24 thank you so much! I'm really blessed to have a happy birthday from you😢❤
@JOHN LIGHTFEATHER thank you!
Your music hits my heart every time, I don’t know if you even realize how you heal people with your music.. thank you!!!🙌🏼
Pleasure is all mine 🙏
Dude I listen to this almost every day. You're growing as an artist and as a man and it's a pleasure to see. This deserves a million more views. Take care man
Thank you brother 🙏
This resonated to my core.... I don’t have any words to provide the feeling this brought to my soul but thank you... stay writing, stay in your craft and don’t change a thing.
“I just need to go somewhere far and I’ll be okay” honestly that’s sometimes what we need, I love taking cruises and just ease my mind from all my problems.
Boom 👊
Gremlin you're the best man seriously, i am more than honored that i gave ur uber video a chance when it was recommended
Your one of my favorite RUclips artists. But for real I know that not all your life is surrounded by darkness because if it was we would have never been blessed to know your soul and thoughts. But I think youd do great with a inspirational rap for us that suffer from anxiety and depression. I found you on here by a suggestion video and I had just come home from a month state in the mental ward because the demons got to heavy for me for a moment and hearing you and your words and emotion you made me realize that even tho I broken and I not perfect and I'm flaw that I can make it one day at a time. I love you man thanks for saving my life I will forever be grateful. And I hope one day I can meet the man that saved me and shank his hand and thank him face to face! We are all here and all support you thanks for giving us a voice!
Dude ya music hits home more than most realize. It speaks facts. I'm hurting like hell right now and I turn to your jams just to know I'm not alone
Damn song hits grem. Thats exactly how I've been feeling for the past 3 days.
After a break up a couple years ago I heard one of your song when I was just down and to be honest depressed and I’m happy to say back then you took me out a state of mind through your lyrics I would be stuck in forever so I will be forever great full and always support you I love you gremlin please keep it up🤒🤝
So glad I could help somehow 🙏
Most honest person, he admits to his mistakes. I love gremlin to the dome, his music is so relatable. I have blow upz. I'm toxic. And his music helped me coming clean with myself. I thank the Lord and I thank gremlin
My girlfriend loves me and I love her, and his music made me realize how much I fucked up because I was so sick and toxic, I'm blessed she still here and she got me a depression, ptsd, and sexual abuse bookz and therapeutic books.. I'm so damn blessed thank you @gremlin
Gremlin you have been so inspiring to me and alot of other people, when I feel bad your songs get me through the day
This song is dope, I love it gremlin, it’s one of the best, and the best for depression,sad and more. A lot of people can relate to this as well as me and it’s nice so don’t stop and continue, I will listen to this always.
I heard this after the father of my children passed away. I heard his voice speaking to me so deeply. 😔 He had just gotten outta prison for 5 years we tried to work things out but things werent working. And I decided to move on. So much emotion lately. This song fits 💯💔😔😪 RIP Alberto💕💕
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Wow stay strong 💪🏽💖
Stay strong you will get thru thinks 🥺
I honestly wish I came across your music when you first started.. Just started listening to your songs and I've lost track of how many I listened to. Sadly, word for word I can relate to every song so far and it kinda crushes me realizing that..
Honestly I think gremlin is one of the only rappers who actually communicate with his fanbase and I really felt "I run from love,but I run to pain" man I love your music keep up your amazing work
Badass song. Respect! Stay positive and never stop writing. 🙏
Thank you 🙏
💯💯💯 like always G, killing it keep it up. I've been there it hurts but at the end we get stronger
Thanks man! I feel it. This past 2 years i felt exactly. Much love brother
Deep and real ! Theres so many people (including myself) that are going not the same but can some how relate to this song, and you made an amazing job on relating to it thank you for your awesome work !! 💯🙌🏼 my respects to you ! 🙏🏼👌🏼
The lyrics to this song SCREAM Borderline Personality Disorder. Fear of abandonment, switching from love to hate for those close to you, not knowing who you are or what you stand for and being so confused because it's hard to portray a specific personality and you don't think people can truly who you are cause YOU don't even know who you are
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(I run from love and run to pain )i felt tht😭
No words needed❤️ feel like this over last 3 years. It hit from start till end, awesome!!!
One of my favourite songs you have ever made, explain how I feel !!!! Exactly what my mum would say to me, trying to get sober but it’s so hard every time my days off come I just want to drink , when I’m sober I cant let my emotions out
This song makes me think of my ex-boyfriend.
There are so many things he has to deal with, so much pain in his life, but he covers it up and says he ain't gonna complain. He doesn't let anyone help him and says the only way I can help him is to not worry, that he'll be fine.
To other people he can be really toxic, he just has such a big hatred for the world and especially for himself, cause people did him wrong many times. People just don't realize how much of a loving and caring person he is, which I really wish I could change.
He doesn't talk about his past, he hates doing that, says the past is the past and he can't change it. He just drinks to forget, to make it all stop hurting for a bit.
The fact that we live far apart from each other makes it even worse. I can't hug him and make him feel okay, I can't run after him when he says it doesn't matter, and it hurts so damn much.
You may think I’m lying but I have never found a song that every single word resonates with me and I could relate like this one.. It almost had my choking up cause of how much it hit home.. We gotta keep living this thing we call life somehow thank you Gremlin!
Much love brother 🙏😊
I shed a tear while listening to this. I relate to this so much.
You have such raw emotions in all your music. I truly appreciate you sharing it with us. I hope you are well and wish you the best!
LOVE UR MUSIC
Thank you 🙏
@@Gremlinmusic24 For real your the legend i have all your music on a playlist
@@Gremlinmusic24 Im gonna grow like you
No matter how much I drink no matter what drugs I take the pain never goes away the pain is still standing over me sucking the soul out of me. The person that's causing the pain doesn't realize how close I am before I cannot take anymore before I break. There is no hope there is nothing except pain and misery
I pray you are getting help. You belong here and the world would be sad without you. Please don't let 1 person choose the path of your life! Take the reigns back! Please please seek help!
Yeah facts same here 😭💓🙏 from Australia
Glad to know you can put into lyrics how most of us broken folks feel....
Man your music speaks such volume! This ones definitely going on repeat. Keep doing ya thing we love the content.
I love this song, I’ve had it on repeat all day and crying to it alone.
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You’re never be alone.
I love this song cos It relates to mine
I love you my brother I feel you, You know life. This you call music, thank you needed this encouragement
Took the words right out my. Mouth. I like he know what I'm feeling and thinking. He music helping me what I'm going through. Thank you
all your songs mean so much to me but this one just hit hardd, omg please keep grinding bc your so good at what u do and i never related to something as much as iv related to this, bless up man #BrokenPeople
Always 🙏
Youre going places man! Keeping it real! 🤙
no doubt my favorite song of yours. Scary how real this is and Sad how every word explains how i feel. Thanks bro.
Just found this artist tonight..in the middle of trying to flush out my demons that have resurfaced with some decent music...this man is speaking to me. He is putting my thoughts down on paper that I dont know to communicate to anyone. This is kind of a spiritual moment listening to this man words.