I Wrote A Song About Dealing With Depression & Anxiety
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- Опубликовано: 26 окт 2019
- Gremlin - I Don't Feel Anymore
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Directed by: Edwin Cruz
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Mix/Mastered by: @prodbypria
Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Gremlin]
Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/
Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/
I dont wanna sink into it tonight/
So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/
I dont understand who I'm even becomin/
Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/
Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/
Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/
Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/
If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/
Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
[Verse 2: Gremlin]
Feels like I dont fit in with society/
They may not like who I am but I am me/
I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/
But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/
I have always felt like I dont belong here/
It's been a long year, it's been a long life/
Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/
Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/
I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/
But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
[Verse 3: Gremlin]
I dont wanna be like this forever though/
I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/
But it's harder than I'd like to show/
I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/
Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/
I know that I can change every day I am praying/
Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more 
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I share my story with you in hopes that you don't feel so alone when you go through tough times.. Please be sure to share this with everyone you know and let's make the world hear us! Also, I'll leave the lyrics below for you. #BrokenPeople
[Verse 1: Gremlin]
Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/
Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/
I dont wanna sink into it tonight/
So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/
I dont understand who I'm even becomin/
Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/
Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/
Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/
Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/
If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/
Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
[Verse 2: Gremlin]
Feels like I dont fit in with society/
They may not like who I am but I am me/
I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/
But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/
I have always felt like I dont belong here/
It's been a long year, it's been a long life/
Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/
Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/
I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/
But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
[Verse 3: Gremlin]
I dont wanna be like this forever though/
I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/
But it's harder than I'd like to show/
I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/
Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/
I know that I can change every day I am praying/
Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin
[Hook x2: Gremlin]
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
I'm going through a really hard time right now. I have bipolar disorder and right now my depression and anxiety is higher than ever. Thank you for making this song. It couldn't have come at a better time.
Thank you...
Love it!!! 💛 Perfect timing when I'm currently going through both 💔 #Gremlinthebest! #smokedablunttothis!! 💛 #IREALLYLOVEDIT
I need to get me one of those shirts bro
@@wendicopenhaver8550 hope it helped! I know youll get through it.
“Sick of everyone saying ‘its gonna be alright’ little do they know I had tears dropping all night.”
I felt that. Hard.
👏🏼🖤😭
Yesss
yea fr everyone says that but will it really
same lol welp im very young ._. but i did feel it hard
Yup 4:15 a.m. tears rolling and wake up with a smile
Same😔😔
50 days clean and sober. I needed this Brother. God bless
so awesome! Happy to hear that!!
Good job! You got this ik idk you but I am proud.
Keep it up! You can!
Christopher Stolfi bro keep it up That’s awesome!
proud of u❤️
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.
Yes, dr.sporesss
Dr.sporesss is the best, he's been my go to for anything psychedelics.
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is. dr.sporesss
“Everyone is who I need to stay away from” Dang. I felt that.
My current situation staying away from everyone
“Talk to your parents about it”
I don’t wanna tell the woman who gave me this life that i don’t want it anymore
How would I even do it is the question
Doingitwithnay that’s the thing
Same. She’s the reason why I’m the way I am
If you need someone to talk to, there are some people on Instagram that have support groups. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 💜
I have anxiety and i never tell anyone about my feelings but my best freind cause i only feel myself around her
1. I cried
2. This song is fire
3. You spoke my depression and anxiety
4. I love this song
Thanks for this video!!
Same it's crazy asf
same as you
Yow it is my first time to love rap
Its because of you dude ,I hope I got youre attention
#from the philippines
Subscribing for more of your music
He spoke my depression and anxiety
I know people always say they can relate, or it sounds like you're telling there story...but damn. I could have co-wrote this. ❤
I'm an old guy of 61 and I have to say these words are profound and must be spoken out of experience. Keep it up, young man. Your work is inspiring to us all...Peace
He reminds me of NF. He's definitely going to blow up.
Nathan same I was like that
Glad to see more people know NF
@Nathan true
Much love
NF don't cuss. Be better if gremlin didn't cuss.
This will be the best medicine to the people with depression and anxiety
Honestly this song speaks to me !!
Yes
Riiiightttttttt
I'm a musician and heavy rap critic and I just don't know if anyone has ever hit the nail on the head for so many people soooo underrated
I agree
Maybe you should feel how some of us feel before you just say something like that why dont you feel the pain some people feel. Now days its some "wanna be rap" dont talk about other peoples music if you don't know the meaning behind it. You dont know the pain..And too the people im not meaning bad things..
@@beki2958 he was complimenting Gremlin and his song. Giving him props. You just interpreted the "underrated" incorrectly.
@@beki2958 yeah. He's saying the song is underrated because more people should be listening and it should be more mainstream. Nothing bad 👍🏼🤙🏼
This song hits hard period
Anyone battling depression or anxiety, read the comments on this song, you’re not alone 💯
I feel the same we need help that's all not hate or haters
I feel this song
I feel this cuz I have both boarder line anxiety and depression
On top of anger issues, PTSD,odd,slow learning disability and mentally younger than my physical age, impulsive discord,ADHD.
Bonus sensory issues.
Questionably OCD
"Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night" 😭, some people have no clue what happens behind closed doors and you're by yourself. It's nice to have someone to relate to.
This is absolutely deep. A lot of broken people feel this... including me ... thanks I needed this. We’re not alone for sure.
Much love brother
I lost my mom yesterday i can't stop saying crying 😭🥺😔
@@artcruz5603 I'm sorry for your loss.
Gremlin like wise bro.
28, started using heavy drugs to escape reality and everyone keeps thinking it changed me, drugs didn't change me what I went through did, all I went through in just the last 3 years changed me more than anything
You wrote this 4 years ago and i came across it because at this point in my life im at the bottom of the barrel but im gonna keep moving and not let the devil win..because God got me no he got Us ..thanks it helped me alot just now
When he said "I dont feel like I fit in with society" I felt that
I did too, hard.
🙏
Same
Truth 💯
Relatable
“I don’t want to feel shit, I just want to stay numb”🥺🥺🥺
💔
Kayy Designs right.
Facts
"Why do I drink till I'm numb, why do I smoke till its done, till I dont feel anything no more, I don't feel anything no more." Never heard truer and more relatable words
Yo as a rapper and a rocker who struggles with multiple forms of depression, you just gave me my life story without even knowing me. Man, you just spit a direct line to my soul bro. You ain't just killin it, you as real as they come. Stay real homie. I'm a fan.
You speak the unspoken words of us broken people ❤️ Never stop writing music. You are our voice.
Never ❤️
Who ever didn’t like this song and left a “👎🏻” y’all tripping he’s the best if you don’t like it just leave don’t leave hate 🙄 that’s really sick
agreed
@@Gremlinmusic24 for real
Agree 1000% Gremlin is the real deal and is by far my favorite artist💯 Speaks nothing but real life everyday struggles. Like always this was pure 🔥🔥🔥
So right but many got used to bad shit and dont press the right buttons no more...
True
I Just kept overdosisng myself. I legit died and came back . But is it weird that those 2 minutes i was gone were probably the best 2 minutes of my life.
Feel
That's probably the most saddest thing I ever heard...
I told myself that for so long,
Dude... Get out of my head. My life is torture with anxiety and u nailed it. U gained a new subscriber. Ty
I'm a 49 year old man. I'm homeless. Oh my god those words, I can relate to some of it, especially not fitting in with society, it's like I don't exist. I have tears rolling down my face as I type this and my throat is all tight. I don't drink or smoke or do drugs, nothing like that but yeah, tough words to hear.
chilliman07 sometimes the truth hurts and sometimes you have to except it for what it is You will be alright
Stay strong you’ll make it one day I wish I could help you but I can’t drive and I don’t have money 😔
Good luck to you sir!❤❤🕇🕇💯💯
Hey man are you ok
❤️
“Feels like I don’t fit in with
Society
They may not like who I am but I am
Me
I don’t ever talk I’m sitting
Quietly
But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the Anxiety”
same🎧💜✔
Aaron LorenzenZAaron sane ❤️😭
That part got me
This song is so relatable. Anxiety sucks been dealing with social anxiety for years & cannot control it.
Me to
2024 and I barely found this man. Thank you Yeshua!
I pray for my friend who is going through depression and anxiety as she was diagnosed bearly this week 🙏
*Barely*
I hope your friend gets better
Sorry to hear about your friend. May our heavenly father heal her and bless her with a good life
Believe in God he will lead her to the right way my friend didn't believe in god and tried to kill her self and then i prayed for her and talked to her prayed and now she is the most powerful girl i ever met God bless everything will get better just BELIEVE !
Tell her to start a spirtual journey
Ive never found an artist who speaks to my soul like gremlin does. It has the exact effect he’s looking for. Knowing someone feels the same emotions is really reassuring when Im stressed.
Check out NF
'Good music doesn't come from the mind it comes from the soul' ~Juice
''I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb''
frl tho 😭✋
This hits hard cause it's true
Gremlin keep the songs coming we need more people like you
Gremlin
Don’t stop this.
It doesn’t matter whether rich or poor.
Stand left or right or somewhere in between.
Grew up on either side of the railroad tracks,
Was handed everything in life, or had to fight to survive since you were a small but unfairly forced into childhood maturity human being.
Black, white, Christian or Jew. Hispanic, middle eastern Muslim or Hindu.
Struggles come in all forms.
I don’t know your story exactly, but you have chosen to overcome.
We all can.
Currently my struggles are real. For myself and my 4 year old daughter.
Every day that goes by I just want it to be fixed or be over.
But I know as long as I fight I will win in the end.
Not only will I give my daughter the life she deserves, but I will help guide others to have the lives they deserve.
No matter the bad decisions we make and the holes we dig ourselves in, they will always be a light at the end of the tunnel.
We just have to run to it. Even if it takes our whole lives.
Failure is not an option.
I will get out of this motel. I will put my child through the very best school possible. I will be successful in my view and I will leave a legacy that the people dear to me will be proud of.
Rock bottom isn’t the end. There is still a way up, and I can still be buried further.
The choice is mine.
Poor people have it, rich people want it. If you eat it, you may die. What is it?
The answer is... nothing...
Even homeless and without work, the world is yours. You can never have nothing.
Take every opportunity that may help you thrive and attempt to dismiss every opportunity that will pull you down.
Just my thoughts from this emotional masterpiece of a song.
Thank you Gremlin, for showing the world we are the same, just wanting something more, even if it feels impossible.
Bro the line “I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying” should make all of us reflect on who we are. We can only become a different person by changing the path we are on right now. If we don’t change, we will be who we are today 60 years from now 💯
THIS IS HOW MY DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY AND IT SUCKS I WISH IT CAN STOP AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SEE THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON DEALING WITH IT
"I stayed in the darkness even when I found light."
I relate so much
The dark feels safer. As in if it’s too dark for me to see you, you won’t see me
Stacy Ovington true
Cus sometimes it burns
Same
I just wanna wear my headphone put this song on a repeat and walk to nowhere till i'm numb i don't wanna look back till i'm done.
❤
Same
i feel this fr
Man this sound like a song by itself
Same feeling
Wow, this hits me hard.... I'm deionized with anxiety, depression, dyslexia, ADHD, and bipolar. I'm only 11, but that doesn't matter what matters is that I am beating it. I am stronger than it. So as everyone that has any deionized.
That’s nice to hear, keep it up.
Idk thank you so much, I have been working on life, hard work pays oof
This song is absolutely life changing, I played this song to my dad and he just started to cry and hug me
Cause he has no idea what to do with me being an alcoholic and smoker and prescribed alprazolam and when you use drugs you lose control of your frontal cortex and then you just drink and drink and drink and then it’s only emotions that come out , big respect
This song means a lot to me
Thank you for this song. Most people take anxiety as a joke not knowing the demons we're going up against.
The only thing that gets me from taking my own life at this moment is this song
Know that there are people that are willing to offer their support. You don't have to through this alone. I'm hear if you need someone to talk to or just to vent. I at times feel the same way. Feeling trapped in my mind with no way out.
Remember you are one of a kind, there's no one like you. You're special and that's what makes you amazing. Everyone has their flaws, but those are the reason you are living. It's your purpose to make the best out of what you have and keep pushing yourself to your best, so you become a better person.
I know you're going through rough times and it's probably been way too long since you've felt good, but it'll come. And when it will come, it will come big.
Stay strong and keep in touch with people. Don't try to do this on your own. There are so many people who would help you fight your demons.
I hope you're feeling better soon.
You are special ♥️
I'm not going to give you a long drawn out message about this or that, all I'm going to say is I love you. I don't even know you but I love you and if you need to vent about shit going on in your head, in your heart, or in your life, then I'm always here to listen.
You can reply to this comment or if you don't want it to be publicly posted then you can message me on Instagram @c.m.art_official anytime. 🖤
GOD DOESN’T GIVE THE HARDEST BATTLES TO HIS TOUGHEST SOLDIERS, HE CREATES THE TOUGHEST SOLDIERS THROUGH LIFE’S HARDEST BATTLES!
Stay strong! I’ve been there myself many many times, but every battle/hardship made me stronger without even realizing it.
Keep your head up no matter what other people say or think about you.
Just know you are loved!❤️
"Don't know what I run from, but I keep on running" gave me chills.
I just wanted to say thank you Gremlin. You are not alone.
"Don't even know why my Demons keep getting summoned!!!!" I feel that big time!!!!
My boyfriend and I are both into music. Hes the rapper though not me. But my words can not describe to you how much this means to me. Bro I shed tears as I write this. You saved my life. I mean that 💯. For that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
A song like this is a hidden treasure that had has saved my life. Living with anxiety and depression has been a struggle that never loses strength. So its honestly this type of music that can save the world. Please don't let let your voice fade. You've saved more lifes that you could imagine. You are an angel among mortals. Keep it up!
My oldest son told me about this kid that's how I started listening to him I myself am going on 10 yrs Clean from meth .I was a addict for 17 yrs .It took for my lady to leave me and take my kids to open my eyes , long story short now they all live with me again . I drink my beers but that's it, I did it cold turkey 10 years ago never touched it again....Gracias...for ur music GREMLIN 👍
thats amazing!! Very happy for you and your family!
Aveganueve I give you major props because my stepdad has been an addict to meth going on 8 years and my mom won’t fucking leave him... he needs a HUGE eye opener cause I don’t think he will ever stop and it’s hurting all of us kids :/
jessica church Sorry for your situation :(
@@jessicachurch3850 I'm so sorry that you're in that situation ,your mom needs to realize that her kids are her number one priority ,she needs to put her foot down and tell him either you get clean or we walk
Aveganueve yeah I know I’ve tried telling her that but her thing is if she kicks him out he WILL be homeless and he will go off the rails and she doesn’t want my 2 younger siblings going w out him because they adore him and look up to him.
“I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying, saying why do I drink until I’m num” man I feel u I have severe anxiety keep it up man
Thank you so much Gremlin for doing this, the song described my whole personality, after thousands of comments in this video I now feel not alone.
This song speaks to me cause I've been going through major depression, I feel like nobody cares about me. Every since I was born nobody wanted me going house to house, parents were drug attacks and alcoholics so they didn't care about me, I was adopted at like 6 got molested at that age nobody cared, im in school and got held back, got no freinds, and honestly nowadays I just feel like staying in my bed cause I'm to depressed to do anything.
"I have always Felt Like, I don't Belong Here."
That Hit me Hard.
and That Is Me Too.
"why do i drink till im numb" i felt that hard
Chance Donald I felt that hard!! 🙏🏾
Stay strong ya'll🙏
"I stayed in the darkness even when i found light"💔💜
I rarely comment on things like this. But honestly me myself I have been going through some tough issues. Dealt with problems I feel I can't over come or push to get through. But listening to this song along with many others. Gives me a push to better myself and do what's better for me and son. Single dad living day by day wondering. Thank you God bless
I have been dealing with so much within and I can NOT thank you enough for this song. To know I'm not alone brings a little peace. 🌻
"Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright." "Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night." MAN!!! that right their hit home and got me in my feels!! Love your channel my dude!! Thank you for this depression is tough cuz some ppl dont understand but hearing your song helps me 💙💙
I know this
I stumbled upon your video on RUclips. every word you layed, I completely related to feeling or emotion. the title it's self got me curious.. you embrace your faults, and you say the truth with power and confidence. the first drop in the beat of the song gave me goosebumps, you killed it. I didn't think anyone would ever be as down to earth or real as Eminem in his earlier good days. your video is so simple, so real, just you spittin your lines... and absolutely crushing it.. as soon as I saw your eyes look up in the camera, I was locked on your face until the video ended. I was so curious who you were and listened to all your songs. you have this captivating gaze... you look so chill in every vid... you're like heaven, but here on earth. you're a beautiful human, and idk if the caps you wear or if it's the headphones you wear.. that makes you so beautiful in my eyes. your raps have been crossing thru my mind all week and it was enough of a feeling to write this comment to you..
I couldn't find your name online.., just shows gremlin. whoever you are, thank you for restoring my faith in humanity and men as a whole. Hope you have a good night and smile all the way through, thank you for your amazing words. they got me.
I've been dealing with depression for a couple months now.. i dont know how to get through it. But little songs like these make me feel happy about myself. Its amazing how so many people like you understand my/others feelings.
Please Gremlin should quit hiding his abilities on RUclips. He should go sign to a record label.
We will get there brother
Feeling you gremlin love you bro god bless
@@Gremlinmusic24 Keep it about the music, you have a lot of time, let the talent shine and the process will work for itself
Don't sign shit keep doing u and u will make it on ur own!!!
Your music is real! You remind me of my son. When my son was 13 he asked me for a DJ set and he had been doing music since 3 rd grade. I believed in him and encouraged him to do what he loves. I bought him that set and he never looked back. Today at age 24 he DJs at some of popular clubs downtown in Denver! He makes music that people love to hear. His concerts get sold out every time! I see you in the future becoming this huge talented rap artist! I’ll be looking for that album!
im 13 years old and i'm fighting so hard while the people around me keep on putting pressure on me .
I just turned 40 and life doesn’t get easier U gota fight to live anthr day I pray I die every day smh I’m going thru serious depression ovr a break up in March2020
Remember life=struggle+happiness
I’ve been that age feeling that same way. I’m 42 now. I’m here to tell you the journey is long but it’s worth it in the end. Hold on tight to the people who truly care about you.
@@brunobrunosjourney9944 you'r so right, but the things we don't all have this chance (having someone who cares), God dam It's hard I'm 17, now and being almost major will not help me. (Hypocrisis mode activited : ) Stay strong little fellow it's gonna be fine, I believe you gonna make it until you find a purpose in life !!
I just want to say that our differences are what make us unique and seperate us from the rest were human and have souls of our own even some one whos been through something similar will not fully understand and cant appreciate you for who you are. Love you and be the best you. Life os tough trust me. But the day people see you coincidently be you for some reason they'll want to be you. So no matter how you slice it this is one fd up place. Even if it doesnt seem like it just find one rhing each day that makes you happy and something that you can feel grateful for. Weather you believe it or not there are people out there who respect and have compassion for you. God loves you and I only speak from experience
Thank u so much for coming out with this song and just letting ppl feel like their not alone I been drinking since I was a kid and was in foster care since I was 10 I have fasd (fetal alcohol syndrome disorder) and it been really hard for me the last couple of years I am 23 now and still think about wether I want this life or not and both my parents passed away sadly so I just been hating life alot and just have so much depression and anxiety so I use drinking as self mechanism to try and hide my pain inside but this song reminds me that no matter how hard u try or how much u drink u can never run away from your thoughts and drinking most days just masks the pain till the next day just hate being sober nowadays. Music is the only thing I find that helps usually wringing songs to my parents and how my life is helps me get through my pain everyday Im writing songs hope one day I can be like u man your amazing keep doing what u do ur music is incredible and so relatable
As someone who deals with ptsd I feel this so much. Thank you. This song has helped me express the truth of what I deal with.
i can just feel this guy if like we share a story that we are telling each other....
I'm 17 years, dealing with some stuff ans i felt the lyrics i'm addicted to drugs, this reality sucks and i just wanna escape, i dont want no attention i just want some people to know that they are not alone❤
You are not man I know this might sound dumb but there is a lot of people out there ready to help you out you need to seek help I am on the other side of the globe so I can’t do anything but talk so if you need anything text me on my ig : mazen.m.o.h.a.m.e.d
I'm sorry your going through this but there is help
Im battling some demons myself, I hope you're doing ok! Stay strong!
I know that ull get over it one day
Your not alone
I wish I heard this 2 year ago. In and out of rehab to stop the pain I was going through. This song just made the tears stop. Thank you so much
This song hit me hard so many people are depressed and are scared of what to say thanks gremlin u help me get through even my darkest moments
It's truly heart breaking to hear that somebody is going through the mental hell I go through. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. But thank you making me feel not alone in this journey!!!
This helped me so so so so much because i have depression and anxiety
Thank you for making this. This has been me for as long as I can remember. Finally got help w substance abuse ab 3yrs ago but I'm still fighting for everyday. I just keep trying, eventually shit has to turn around if I keep on. But it's so comforting to not feel like I'm not alone. I'm getting more and more exhausted everyday,...just wish someone could tap in for me for just a lil while. Anyways, just thank you sincerely.
They wanted me to forget what happened whatever I was feeling so I did it now I tell myself everyday that everything will be alright. To everyone who are fighting their demons best of luck.
This hit me hard in the feels. This is how I have felt since losing my son in May.
#RIPNoah
Erica McAdams God Bless And God Loves You, You will See Your Son Again Just Seek God✝️🙌🏾❤️🙏🏽
I understand your pain 💔 so sorry for your loss as well.
God bless hope you feeling way better🙏🏽🙏🏽
I’m sorry for your loss I hope it get a better.
@@taelorandjazz7102 STOP. I'm so tired of this "God loves you" 😒
i'm born Again Christian and i defend GOD JESUS almost every day, but HE do NOT give a Fuc. for HIS elect sheep😔😞, imagine how He will threat unbelievers...😳😟
YHWH YESHUA is a KILLER, bring CURSES to 3 and 4 generations, bring FAMINE, bring POVERTY...etc...
It is all in HIS Word - the Bible🧐
JESUS is more EVIL than the demons 😞
Even the demons are Trembling before Him and His Name😳
Worst: Humans/more Worst: fallen angels/the WORST: the LORD👎
I will curse my Savior in the Eternity every day, no joy after living in this Satanic world👎😔😞🤬🤬
WHY YOU HATE US SO MUCH O LORD JESUS???????💔😞😫😢😢😟😔
Send me to the Hell i do Not fear this place the Earth is WORST, BUT HEAL my mom - Your daughter immediately 🥺😡
F.ck YOU JESUS.👎💔😞😭
I can relate to this song about the crap going on in my life being homeless
Jason Gammie You can change that, it’s up to You.
@@luigilsperu I'm working with an organization to help me get off the street it will take time God is on my side
@Unayah Vanhamme I will pray for you
Hang in there Jason I know it's hard I've been homeless with my little boy for two years now and shit keeps hitting me one thing after another but we gotta hold our heads high and keep going.
Hang in there brother
I just had a bad day today and this music is putting me in tears cause I could relate it 😥💔
i go through stuff im only and then i listen to this song and i just cry gremlin make more music like this
This guy deserves success in the music business.. real... talented... humble... get him where he belongs...
Man this is crazy... i bet a lot of people can relate to this and are really thankful for the song.
Still one of my top 10 artists. Love his lyrics.
I came across you're music a few days ago, I has allowed me to hold on a little bit longer with what I am feeling deep inside. All the lies, and betrayal has grown and cut so deep that I can't trust people now. Thank you for you're music!!!
“The ones who feel like they don’t belong here, you are lucky I’m lucky to be apart of the “I don’t fit in group” we are more wiser then most people, because of the things we went through we see life differently and we act mature, because of the trauma, and heart break we go through..”
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felt that
And some of us are getting help for it. Cause I'm one of them.
Soooo true!
Oh man that hit hard because it’s so true 🥺😭
“Feels like I don’t fit in with society ... Sick of everybody saying everything is gonna be alright little did they know I had tears dropping all night ... Everyone is who tf I need to stay away from... why do I drink till I’m numb” 🔊🔊🔊💯
This song hits hard. I do so much for everyone around me only at 15. I turn 16 in may. I wasted my whole life doing things for everyone else while I sat in my room and depended on drugs. And I woke up one day to all my drugs no where's to be found. And I had to face everything sober and I still do to this day. I still don't have a single soul by my side. 😔
Its been awhile since I listened to your music.. but it really does help me get through all the bs and shit ive been through. Thank you for your lyrics. They are so true and it helps so much. Please dont ever stop making rap music. It helps us keep going
"Everyone is who the f*ck i need to stay away from. I dont wanna feel sh*t, i just wanna stay numb." i felt that hard😔💔
" They may not like who I am but I am me " Dang, dude. You're so good.
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Man you explain my life in every line from addiction to love. Living in the fast lane all the ups and downs. Fighting the war inside that no one sees and wouldn't understand it if they did can't explain it either, The so call friends coming around to partake in the poison. I understand these words on another level of life man keeping it real .gotta own your struggles and walk through the flames.
Your lyrics are right on it, I’m tired of people thinking that we hurt of like trying to get attention….you have said exactly what I feel…. THANK YOU
“dont know what im running from but i keep on running“ Relateble
I feel the same way I keep running but I don't know what I'm running from
We all listening to this song should make a group on a social network. Any suggestions?
Wish you guys best and only the best in your lives
I have a Gremlin group 💯💯
Absolutley good idea
i agree
Please 😔
I like that idea
16 and diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. This truly describes what it's like. Every word. This song truly hits hard. You truly put all of the words in my head into a song. I've lost a lot of friends because of everything, I've pushed through, it's hard, but I keep pushing. Its gotten a tad better, but for those who need to hear this - you aren't alone, I'm here along with a lot of other people, you are loved and wanted, it may not feel like it now, but it will start to get better, it will just take some time, trust me. Take your pills, eat, stay hydrated and get the rest you need ❤
Please, if you need someone to talk to or need to get something off your chest, reply to this, I'm here to listen and try to help you.
I'm 14 and I had to go to a psych ward because no one understood what I was going through and I have MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) And GAD (General Anxiety Disorder) so I am wishing you the best and I hope you get better💛
@@raylenn9905 ruclips.net/video/fBhi9Ke1h7w/видео.html
Why do we want to die before our time? For all those who have power in this fallen world are not even humans. They are the evil spirits, who have stole everything from us. And we, going away before our time to die - we give our enemies what they have wanted all along - we give them our lives. Ephesians 6:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
If we do not call upone the NAME OF THE LORD and SHALL BE NOT SAVED - then our souls - our very being is theirs (satan`s) and not GOD`S.
Romans 10:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
Psalms 145:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth.
Psalms 18:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Psalms 116:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD.
Do not take away what`s GOD`S . Your soul belongs to GOD who give it, your soul do not belong to satan. For lucifer is none to be worshipped, he is also the creation of GOD. Without GOD, there be no lucifer. For even the name: “LUCIFER” is GOD given.
1 Chronicles 16:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people.
Psalms 105:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people.
Psalms 116:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD.
Psalms 80:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
So will not we go back from thee: quicken us, and we will call upon thy name.
2 Samuel 22:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Psalms 86:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee.
I've battled depression n severe anxiety n ptsd n so many things alongside those n its hard to explain urself to everyone n it's exhausting n ive been committed n so on by loved ones n my parents because they just assume u are on something if u act differently n an ex husband who made my life what felt like hell 20 years n a son n im 39 n am worse than I ever thought n I am alone in my life so that is bad an a surgery i had to have I thought I'd finally get help n they had to listen n understand me I thought n was I wrong. Alone no car severe cabin fever n I have been divorced n fighting custody n he is threatening me n wants me to surrender my rights as a mom n I can't do it n esp because of the bond I have with my 12 year old son I love n raised n he's a amazing n he understands me n it's a blessing n I then I think I will be happy I met someone n well that was absolutely terrible n they had the nerve to say that's why they didn't have a kid n omg I was like that does it n I left n like pos n I am not letting my angel bug go if so it'll kill me y heart will shatter n I don't know what to do do because it's been setups n years of screens n im not on anything but it's only worse n nobody ever wants to see or listen tome or my kid let alone videos don't lie im amazing mom but6 years alone n a alone in a marriage it's hell n im not well n im scared to even sleep because I'm afraid I won't wake I hate anxiety. Cry
Thank you for these comments. When you had posted it I had actually gone downhill very fast and took a major brake from everything. I am still not the best I could be, but I am getting there slowly. Again, thank you. 💛
@@whyamihere4257 No problem lole I said I hope you get to the point where you want to be and remember what anyone thinks doesn't matter it only matters what u think Good luck wishing u the best of luck💙
Prayers to all for peace of mind. ❤️❤️🙏🙏❤️❤️
Wow... the timing of this video is perfect. I'm sitting outside smoking, trying to numb my pain right now. This song is hella deep.
youll get through it brother
@@Gremlinmusic24 thanks man. Amazing song, btw. You're very talented. I'm sharing it everywhere I can.
You are the best rapper that relates to real life thanks so much for your inspirational songs
This song hits home. Its crazy how much I can relate to this song. The past 20years.
Your music always hits the spot...
I don't even understand what's wrong with me...... A few hours ago everything was just fine and now I'm sitting on my couch and just break down...
But your music always helps me... So again... Thank you 🙏
This hits close to home. My dad passed from liver cirrhosis. He drank a lot & suffered from depression. I know he drank so he wouldn't feel the pain.
This song helps me alot through the holidays thanks gremlin
Gremlin hit me up
God Bless you and all the people that suffer from anxiety/panic disorders~~Great song~~
This song is so deep! I can feel the pain of where it comes from.