At the end of the video, I realized that he was apologizing to himself, for being so terrible to himself for so long. Those scenes were all him trying to process his trauma. The old man version of Nathan is confronting his suffocated guilt about how he treated himself, in childhood, as a teenager, and an adult. It’s a hard reality check for me as a young adult. Perhaps I am too hard on myself
Sort of pointing out the obvious there. Along the same lines, this video also doesn't contain robots, clowns, a scene of paragliding or any of the other things that would make absolutely no sense within the narrative of this song.
Suffering from loneliness, depression, no money. Worst phase of life and listening to this made me cry 😭 Was able to relate to every single word of this song! NF you're excellent at your work believe me! ❤
I feel your pain. My father told me exactly this. It's easier for me to be homeless than to be an inconvenience and stay with him for a few days. He's always been like this. I've always been a letdown to this man no matter what I've done. Nothing was ever good enough and every little thing I did wrong, was the end of the world to him. I wish you the absolutely best and know you are incredible. And there are people out there, even if you haven't met them, that care for you.
I really love NF's music. He doesn't curse, he doesn't talk about inappropriate things and stuff like other rappers. He hits home every time. It's so meaningful.
Lyrics: Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down I let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did Was never tryna make an issue for you But I guess the more you thought about everything You were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it My hands are full, what else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess You want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you You're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down Yeah, I'm sorry I'm so sorry now Yeah, I'm sorry That I let you down
Don't decide let life decide for you it is what it is everyone around you can't man up to fight their own fear's they are calling upon higher power's but they don't know that they are selling their everything that means future, past and the here and now. I'm no wise man i sell realities and if i don't get paid the price i want then i'll have to eat the book, the painting, the note's to a song plus the beat. Don't follow my footsteps, don't like this comment it is a path worse than death. -The unknown
Me definitely cuz I just went through a breakup one month ago 😭 and I heard this song on Roblox so I typed in some of the lyrics and here I am BUT THIS MAKES ME THINK ABOUT MY EX A LOT 😭
@@naomihall8976 Your ex doesn't deserve you. There are a lot of trustworthy people out there, one day you'll find them and come to realize you never needed to think about your ex when you have those people to think about. You'll get through this. Don't trust me, just believe me.
@Haters toh jalte rahege Things won't get better, life's just a wave of good things and bad things. There is a good side to the world, I believe in you and many other people do, don't give up just yet.
Found this song in the midst of my wife leaving and divorce I know it's him speaking to his parents but felt that it hit hard of what I was going through
It's music, art. It's up for interpretation. Nathan commented about it and said: I mean, all my music’s pretty personal, but for this song specifically, kinda got two meanings for me. I’m kind of like, a perfectionist, and so I feel like I constantly am letting myself down, like nothing’s ever good enough…but also, just kind of growing up as a kid, feeling like I wasn’t really listened to, or my voice wasn’t really worth much. So, this song kind of has several meanings for me, but, a lot of my music has a lot of different meanings for, you know, different parts of my life.
Tbs has it right to be honest... The old guy watching the younger man die, over and over... is himself. This whole song he is talking to himself. In his video for Hope... He runs into the older version of himself, caged... like he was in outcast... The old man, is him.
People are always afraid of letting others down but never realise they’ve let themselves down until it’s too late. You can’t fully love someone if you don’t love yourself first.
Damn, I feel called out lol For real now, anyone reading this, take care of yourself, don't be like us. Some of us (or me at least) consider ourselfs beyond help and that fucked us up too much. Remember that you matter and always put your happyness first before others
You know sometimes is hard to get out of bed because you know that you will just be a waste to society. Everyday we are covered so much as humans but sometimes we need to reflect on ourselfs.
My mother was murdered on June 17th I Been struggling since then anyone who’s going through hell you’re seen you’re heard your not alone keep ya head up you gotta remember why you started and who’s waiting at the finish
everything since intro is connected in a whole story (except the clouds mixtape videos). like the white clothes in hope was given to him in the search.
@@OFFICIALSYXCRWD21 Lost from nf connects to hope because he finds the paddle on the mountain and the paddle was in the beginning of hope when he was in the middle of the ocean lost at sea
Its always been my favorite by him. I love almost every single song by him and everyone says "If let you down is your fav then your a fake fan" I have supported nate for over 2 years maybe 3 and im so glad i found his music. he makes beautiful music and im glad to see him get the success he deserves!
One smile can start a friendship One word can stop a fight One look can save a relationship One hug can spark a hope One touch can bring a warmth One whisper can bring assurance One decision can stop a war One cooperation can bring abundance One kiss can bring a kindness One sleep can bring rest One wake can bring happiness One solution can stop the tests Have a good day
He's just apologizing to himself, everyone must learn to forgive themselves and move on, everything happens for a reason and I pray that y'all overcome the shits you've been going through 🙌🏻
This song hits so damn hard . When half your family has high expectations for you, but you just cant do good enough for them, you never feel enough. They see your flaws but won’t acknowledge your progress. It feels like you can’t do anything right, but they have no idea what you’re going through. And why you do the things do, why you can’t be the “perfect child”. The constant comparing and lecturing wears you down. And it just makes you want to cry, so you just fall into a deep depression without them even realising it .
“ 0:28 Yeah, I guess I’m a disappointment, doing everything I can, I don’t wanna make you disappointed, it’s annoying, I just wanna make you feel like everything I do isn’t trying to make an issue for you. But I guess the more you thought about everything, you were never wrong. Yeah, Imma just ignore you, walk towards you, put my head down, looking at the ground, I’m embarrassed for you, paranoia, ‘what did I do wrong, this time?’That’s parents for you. (Very loyal 🙄) Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into it. My hands are full, what else can I carry for you? Yeah, I care for you, but…“
i slept without a “good night” i woke up without a “good morning” and i can live without a “i’m proud of you” because in the end we only have ourselves
I'm sorry for everyone that has a parent who suffers from narcissistic personality disorder. I can't imagine what life would have been like growing up with emotionally unavailable parents who never validate you, are always negative and emotionally abusive and manipulative. And having to watch that father destroy your mother sense of self worth must be just as bad. And then growing up to never know how to properly express love or emotions. 😭 My bf is a narcissist who was raised by an alcoholic narcissist and even though he won't talk about it .I know this song also represents his childhood that he is in denial about. I hope NF does not struggle with this as well. And I wish everyone struggling with toxic parents can heal!
I always thought that this was a boyfriend/girlfriend dialogue, didn’t really care much about it. Now that I finally saw the music video I realize what it’s really talking about. My dad has never been proud of me. Never said it or showed it at least. Always criticized me. Tells me how I’ll become a bad teacher or that I’ll have a failed marriage. Says sorry but does it all again. Feels good to have someone to lament with. I don’t usually comment on RUclips but I just want NF to know that I admire his message.
Holy shit, I feel bad for you, I'm 45, and I found out my wife of 20 years was cheating on me. I don't know for how long, but I really couldn't care less, life felt horrible, I guess even now I still have feelings for her, the divorce went bad for me, I lost both my kids, I had to give her half of my stuff, and I owe her 2 million dollars, literally all of my life savings, I don't think there is any point of life anymore, but the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my family, I have a caring family, I can't imagine how sad they would be if I kill myself, and I have alot of friends who love me and support me. But trust me, no matter what it is you will get through it. Also, my kids absolutely hate their "mom", even before I found out about all of this. She was an absolute bitch, and I don't know how a hoe like her can win these two children 2 beautiful kind children, she would abuse them, the only reason I didn't report her was that she said that if I did, she would file me for domestic violence, and if that happens, I would surely lose all custody of my kids. But, in 4 more years, they can both leave her house and never have to go back. And if that's not worse, that cuck that she married, is an abusive peice of shit, he both, mentally and physically abuse them, he would shame their body's, and call them fat, ugly and other shit like that. If I could, I would kill her and that peice of shit husband of hers.
@@SONGoku-kg8vy I really don't know what to say other than damn that is one f*cked up story.. I can't believe someone would do that!! I don't even get why ppl cheat on their bf/gf/husband/wife! If u don't like them anymore then that's fine just simply tell them and break up! Cheating will always result in a negative way no matter what.. and for your kids, childhoods are supposed to be fun, lively, energetic!!!! I can't even bring myself to image what my childhood would've been like if both my parents where sh*tty and always found an excuse to bring me down and shame me.. but I'm sure after four years the first person they will visit will be you! And they will give you massive warm hugs and kisses!!
to all the kids who tried their best to make their parents proud but every effort is nothing to them if you don’t achieve anything edit: thank you for noticing my comment i thought it’d get lost down the comment section but i guess most of us live the same lives •_•
My Dad failed in life. He died broken, broke, and alone. His heart failed while laboring by himself in the middle of nowhere. Not a penny to his name. Ostracized from his friends and family because he chose a life of selfishness and pride. My heart breaks when my mind drifts to my father. He was an incredibly talented man who only sought the short term fix and never considered the long term consequences.
"Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I Let You Down Le-Le-Let You Down All these voices in my head get loud I wish I could shut them out I'm sorry that I Let You Down Le-Le-Let You Down"
This is my first time hearing this song. I'm on my 3rd day of detox from pain pills and heard it in an online NA meeting. If God allows me to live, I will be in NA for the rest of my life. My mom just died a month ago. I'm doing this for myself, but I do wish she could have been here to see me clean. I will be playing this song a lot!
Hey brother, i read your comment how's your detox going on and keep going ahead brother your brother from another mother is rooting for you and is with you in this journey
Forgiving yourself is one of the most important steps in recovery. TRUST ME I KNOW. If i can do this so can you. 😊❤ stay in a recovery mindset. Reach out when u struggle, there will be bad days. You can do this!! Know your not alone. I play this song at least 4 times daily. It hits hard
I hope it all works out man. I pray you keep the strength to get out of this. I pray it never gets dark and that you will prevail because I know you will. I love you♥️
This song is so much like my life. I lost my son 5 years 1 month and 3 days ago. I could even say 28 mins . It's never off my mind . I feel just the same way this dad feels . I'm speechless and lost
Carl Williams 1 week ago You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you dont act like this or look like this you are lower", Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, hit someone with a type of motorcycle, committing adultery in my heart and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! You are VALUABLE, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. If you trust in Jesus He will take your dirty broken record upon Himself and be punished for you, and give you His righteousness as a gift! Imagine you are in the middle of the road distracted with your headphones on, there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead… showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible I recommend you read the Gospel of Matthew! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message, and yes I'm going to talk about Jesus because YES I love conversations but only Jesus can save you, but tell me what’s going on, spam me all you’d like I don’t mind! Also some counseling and a playlist with some music and helpful videos! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and is targeting the youth and it is negatively impacting there mindset, along with the shows and so on. Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless and I love love love love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! Take care! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html
@@Soxzl_ If you read all the comments here, 95% of the people think it was about his father and him, not old/young Nate. lmao, it looks like some people do need this to be clarified.
I think this song represents (for me) the Dad feeling sorry and wishing he had not let his son down throughout the sons life...Dad wasn't there for his son, when the son needed him the most. In the end, the dad lost what he should have loved and saved...His son...But everyone should take away from this song what they need this song to be for them...Learn to be happy within yourself..Find peace.....Just sayin'
My interpretation is that he let someone he hated die, and his age states that the guilt has never left him, using "i wish i could say I'm proud" and "you wanna be friends now?".
That's why I always listen to him, my parents say I shouldn't be listening to the stuff you listed so I showed them my playlist they were proud, it was ALL and ONLY NF
I liked this song before seeing this video... but now I love it. This music video is so powerful. A father who just sits back watching his kid drowning or burning and he does nothing, but then when he see's him dead in his grave he breaks down. Such a true and powerful message. It is all too easy for people to sit back and do nothing as someone they love is drowning in depression, addiction, or whatever else and only when it is too late do they realize it and then they have regrets about what they could've would've and should've done. Don't be that person, do everything in your power to help the ones you love. You never know just how much a kind word or gesture might help someone who is suffering inside. "An hour of praise after a moment of success is worth far less than a word of encouragement during a time of failure." -unknown
Imagine being alone all your life. Dying without a family and having no friends to mourn for you. It's like you've never existed...... I hope this doesn't happen to anyone.
Is it funny if I feel the same way even if I'm surrounded by family and friends? Like I don't think they care about me, everyone's busy and I feel like I'm a burden to anyone who would even care for me? So I draw the circle around me and let nobody inside, that way it's good to both me and everyone else. At the moment all I hope is, I changed at least one soul for their own betterment. I really do, or I'm a total failure.
@@mrforeigner2167 but don't ever feel failure man!!!! I feel the same ...and this life is sometimes worthless for me...but never lose hope......we are all with you
In the end all we have is love and hope, I do not know what happened but maybe talk to the person again, if it turns out, great, if not, you did everything you could to make it right. Best wishes from germany
My father died last month. He always felt that I didn't care about him and let him down more than he had expected. I don't blame him, I was never good at expressing myself and I had many problems of my own to deal with. During his last few weeks, we tried our best for him to recover. We had long crossed our physical, mental and financial limits, but we still kept trying to save him. I just wished that he had gotten a last chance to feel that all of us genuinely cared. I wasn't even able to fulfil his last wish. He just wanted to come home and spend his remaining time together with all of us. Instead, he died alone on an ICU bed surrounded by unknown faces. So many painful regrets, yet there is nothing to do but live on and try to be there for others with more effort. I guess that is the only way left for me to honor the life he spent providing for us.
"No one is born ugly, we just live in a judgmental society!" - Kim Namjoon "If you live for people's acceptance, you will from their rejection!" - Lecrae Moore "A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing!" - George Bernhard Shaw "All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them!" - Walt Disney "Stay positive no matter, how negative life gets!" - Juice WRLD "Why should you continue going after your dreams? Because seeing the look on the faces of the people who said you couldn’t… will be priceless!" - Kevin Ngo "The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will." - Chuck Palahniuk Stay Safe and Beautiful, I love you all 💜 If you lost any loved persons, just remember that they are in the heaven, watching you, waiting for you to success and achieve your goals and dreams! ❤️
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Here since day one nf has changed my life with his music. 21 months clean from heroin 4 years no alcohol. Your part of my journey as I follow yours. Can't thank you enough.
@@mentalerror69 ya my life has changed drastically!! Plus I found out I'm gonna be a dad! My therapy has been music. Always has until I was running and drugging. Once I found myself again it was through these underrated rappers that I can relate to. Life is more beautiful than ever.
@@Rmg0604 oh my God! I'm so happy for you! It is so amazing how music can be the ultimate medicine for our lives. And how it just brings everyone together. Like right now, we were complete strangers like 20Minutes ago.
I just noticed something. Every time I listened to this song I just couldn't understand the meaning behind the woman calling Nathan in the last second. Then I realized that the camera is zooming onto the man's hand where one can see a tattoo with REAL on the arm. And it made me realize, that this song is all about NF becoming like his father. It is about NF not being a good parent thus making the same mistakes NF's father made, so he is sorry to his children that he let them down. In the end his wife calls the man by his name (Nathan) thus getting NF back to the present, where NF has become his father. I realize that this may have been noticed earlier by someone else but I just came to the realization all of a sudden and wanted to share it with you. It may be wrong though
The sad part is people with actual depression are ignored because we've learned to hide it but the people who don't and act like they do for clout or attention make it so hard to talk about it because we can't control this it just happens
pay attention to the ‘class clowns’ most likely they aren’t getting attention at home so crave attention at school. i guess you could say i’m the class clown. it sucks that i’m scared to go home because i’m verbally abused every day, ignored and not given some of my basic needs but yk life is toxic i’ve just learnt to suck it up because i’ll get told that i’m ‘being dramatic’ or ‘to stop attention seeking’ :/
COVD VAXXINE IS THE MARK OF THE BEAST! WE DO NOT KNOW THE LONG-TERM EFFECTS OF THIS VACCINE! It is using new, never been used b4 tech that injects a synthetic strand of mRNA that is supposedly ‘going to create the anti-bodies to fight the virus' and change your DNA. It contains nano-bots (which is why it is stored at -80degc just like Quantum Computers) and something called "luciferase." The name says it all. IT IS THE MARK OF THE BEAST! THE SERIAL NUMBER EVEN CONTAINS 666! This fake pandemic is a result of an operation called "Funvaxx" created by the government to eradicate the "God Gene" (VMAT2) from all humans. THE ‘PLANDEMIC’ IS FAKE! THE MEDIA HAS BEEN USING SCARE TACTICS AND BEEN PLAYING OFF OF YOUR EMOTIONS TO TRY TO GET YOU TO TAKE THE MARK! 5G IS THE CAUSE. IT WEAKENS OUR IMMUNE SYSTEM! 5G HAS ALSO BEEN KILLING THE BIRDS AND BEES AND THROWING THEM OFF THEIR NATURAL FLIGHT COURSE SO THEY CANNOT POLLINATE THE CROPS. THEY HAVE BEGUN A MAN-MADE FAMINE! THEY, ARE LYING, THE HOSPITALS ARE NOT FILLED WITH COVE ID PATIENTS. MANY NURSES AND DOCTORS HAVE COME FORWARD SAYING THAT THE HOSPITALS ARE EMPTY! MANY PEOPLE HAVE REPORTED THAT THE DEATH CERTIFIATES OF A DECEASED FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER HAD COVID INSTEAD OF TH REAL CAUSE! IF SOMEONE GETS HIT BY A CAR, THEIR DEATH CERTIFICATE WOULD PROBABLY SAY “DIED OF COVID.” WHERE IS THE CURE FOR AIDS, THE FLU, THE COMMON COLD, CANCER, AND ETC!? And yet they SHUT DOWN THE ENTIRE WORLD, DEVELOPED THE VAX IN LESS TIME THAN IT TAKES TO MAKE INSTANT NOODLES (when the process is supposed to take YEARS of testing), TESTED IT ON CHILDREN -FREAKING CHILDREN AND TESTED IT IN AFRICA!!!!! THE FACT THAT THEY MADE SURE THAT THEY COULDN'T BE SUED FOR THE AFTER-EFFECTS SAYS IT ALL! THEY WILL NOT BE HELD LIABLE FOR THE RUIN THEY CAUSE! IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU OR A LOVED ON AFTER TAKEN THIS DEMON SHAVACADO, YOU WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SUE!!!!!! THIS IS YOUR FREAKING SOUL AT RISK! YOUR WHOLE ETERNITY! DO YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE!?!? THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE THE SAME! WE ARE AT THE END OF THIS AGE AND AT THE BEGINNING OF A NEW AGE! THE WORLD WILL NEVER RETURN TO “NORMAL.” WHAT WILL YOU DO ON JUDGEMENT DAY WHEN YOU STAND B4 YAH!?!?! HERE I AM WARNING YOU! YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOW! But as the days of Noah were, so shall be the coming of the Son of Man. Matthew 24:37 IN NOAH’S TIME, A SATANIC RACE WAS ON THE EARTH AS A RESULT OF THE ANGELS MIXING WITH WOMEN RESULTING IN GIANTS OTHERWISE KNOWN AS TITANS. ALL CREATION WAS CORRUPTED, PLANTS, ANIMALS, HUMANS EXCEPT FOR NOAH AND HIS PEOPLE. WHICH IS WHY YAH HAD TO FLOOD THE EARTH AND WIPE OUT ALL CREATION. As you saw the iron mixed with soft clay, so they will mix with one another in marriage, but they will not hold together, just as iron does not mix with clay. Daniel 2:43 ROBOTS MIXED WITH HUMANS, TRANSHUMANISM REPENT! YAHUAH SENT HIS ONLY SON YAHUSHA TO DIE FOR YOU! HE DIED FOR YOU TO SAVE YOU FROM YOUR SINS THAT YOU ARE TRAPPED IN! THERE IS ONLY A SHORT TIME LEFT TO FIND YAHUSHA AND KNOW HIM
Yes something like that, Idk when I am about to cry, I feel like my entire chest is hurting, so I forcefully stop myself from crying. Idk if thats even a thing
I feel so connected to his music because I know what he had been going through, I'm 17, I got bullied in school, my parents got divorced, my father wants to sell the house where I grew up and have all my memories, my grandpa died, my girlfriend tried to kill herself and I was close to doing the same ... , when I listen to his music I don't feel so alone and I just want to say thank you to NF.
You got this man. There is always a reason to stay alive! Wanted to do the same but my friends pulled me back out from that dark place. I still get depress from time to time but I promise you your friends family and your girlfriend still want you to be here. You are never alone
I FOUND YOU! Heard this song and it punched a hole in my heart; been looking hard to find this song with little to go on. It really touched me on my relationship with my son when he was a bit younger than today...When I hear it I can hear and feel it from both perspectives - we both were frustratingly talking two differrent languages to each other...the bad events, the bad words, the almost giving up...makes my heart ache. The base of our relationship was love, whether it was felt or not during those times...and we are still here for each other
I lost my son almost 2 years ago.this song really tore me apart because when I seen the video I feel that's what I did to him.I didn't listen or help😔My Joey forever 26..I'm sorry💔
Thank you all💙🙏It means a lot..To lose a child is the hardest thing to comprehend but being acknowledged helps because he was here and always will remain..love to you all💙
Almost 10 years clean from heroin addiction and have turned to alcohol for depression and anxiety. This song needs 10 million grammys NF! I am a believer and I feel like this is me talking to God even after a 2nd chance. So amazing Do not ever stop!
3yrs off meth and fentanyl. Lately alcohol has been too easy for me too to drink to the point I’m puking blood. It’s been progressive but still. It’s way to easy when you’ve been where we’ve been. Use music as therapy, make sure you have a professional to talk to or even call if you need. Substance abuse disorder doesn’t want to let go of us, but you’re not alone and I feel you so strongly. I am so so proud of every single baby step we’ve had to make to even get here. Praying angels come find us and make it better somehow..
In my opinion the old man is NF's old self looking back at how he let his younger self down. How he drowned his dreams and gave up on them? I mean, like crazy alternate dimension stuff. If he gave up on rapping and shi*
i literally saw the song silence on tiktok and it remind me of this song but i didn't know the name of it or the lyrics cos i forgot about it so i genuinely serched up sad song man in a burning car looking at his dad 😂😅
Yes agreed, I feel was programmed by my father to only think like and of his happiness, never mine. Now he's been killed at 57 I'm lost feel like I'm 10years old, needing guidance, I'm told just get on with your life now he's no longer here. How? I never had a life, it belongs to him
Jonathan Bruce what does it really mean? Nathan is NF? Also, at minute 3:30, the tattoo on his arm says REAL.. That means to show that's NF (or rather, Nathan) at old age?
*real music till the day we die*
Hey I'm subscribed to you :D XD
Crap music and lyrics and music videos to make me die out of cringe
Nice last video)
PlasmaFireStar shut up I told you I don't wanna here anouther sentence
Heck yah!!!
This needs to be number 1 trending 💯
Presence Raps love your work man 👌🏼
Presence Raps nf wannabe
I agree
#outcast
Presence Raps YASSSS
“The strongest ones are not who have the easiest path in life. It’s the ones who manage to make the hardest path work out positively.”
Thank you for this my mom was just life flighted after getting in a car wreck that broke her neck with eternal memory loss
Im Flo I hope everything gets better for you if you need someone to talk to tell me I’ll send you my Discord
I mean my two best friends and there moms got murdered but YOU THATS JUST LIFE I GUESS
🦚STAY STRONG my frend commided suïcide to day 😥
@@milliegomnl so sorry about that 😞
Go and do that thing you wanna do, be that person you want to be, dont stop being you. Lifes scary, but missing out is even scarier
😢 true
Ich hab keine Angst vorm sterben viel mehr hab ich Angst nichts zu werden
i cant everything i do is wrong
@@Jalix03gleich so mein deutsche freund (much love from a Germanic nachbar, Niederlande)
@Jalix03 wanted to respond again(then I realized I already said something) Aber nochmal viel gluck
Hey you
Yes you
You have a gold taste of music.
no i have human taste
@@goobles64 hold up 💀
Nice thank you 😊 you too
𝕄𝕖 𝕚 𝕘𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕤
Thanks 😊
At the end of the video, I realized that he was apologizing to himself, for being so terrible to himself for so long. Those scenes were all him trying to process his trauma. The old man version of Nathan is confronting his suffocated guilt about how he treated himself, in childhood, as a teenager, and an adult. It’s a hard reality check for me as a young adult. Perhaps I am too hard on myself
Kinda need to hear that tbh
Like 90% of the comments section needed this
😥
Poetic 100
*AHA AND NOW WHAT .... TOO LATE DEAD ... LIKE WE ALL ARE SOON !!*
No flexing
No drugs or ass everywhere
Actual real feelings explained in this song and all of his songs
Sort of pointing out the obvious there. Along the same lines, this video also doesn't contain robots, clowns, a scene of paragliding or any of the other things that would make absolutely no sense within the narrative of this song.
Stfu.
YES
@@posysdogovych2065 what he's getting at is that unlike 95% of rap which is what he described this has feeling.
Tagen Torgerson like 95% my ass, do you even listen to rap?
Suffering from loneliness, depression, no money.
Worst phase of life and listening to this made me cry 😭
Was able to relate to every single word of this song!
NF you're excellent at your work believe me! ❤
I feel your pain. My father told me exactly this. It's easier for me to be homeless than to be an inconvenience and stay with him for a few days. He's always been like this. I've always been a letdown to this man no matter what I've done. Nothing was ever good enough and every little thing I did wrong, was the end of the world to him. I wish you the absolutely best and know you are incredible. And there are people out there, even if you haven't met them, that care for you.
@@dennisphillips6901 so true man.
Nobody understands a man more than a man 🥺❤️
NF is the best, he isn’t just a rapper, he’s also a singer and a storyteller🔥
That’s true
IKRRRR
He's singing about his life
True
what’s NF, I mean i see other songs that have NF in the title
I really love NF's music. He doesn't curse, he doesn't talk about inappropriate things and stuff like other rappers. He hits home every time. It's so meaningful.
Because hes a follower of god 😁
Go to fight back by nf there is we're ur wrong
Ya hes a christian rapper thats why he doesnt swear.
@Mindy Holt that’s not by NF, I just checked.
right?
"All these voices in my head get loud, I wish I can shut them down"
I felt that
NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!!! ruclips.net/video/TJNsTFxmjf0/видео.html
shut them out*
It'll get better, i hope you have a good day today
I once did too
No you didn’t
Lyrics:
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you thought about everything
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you
With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it
My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess
You want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
Yeah, I'm sorry
That I let you down
Thank you
"You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think, and loved more than you'll ever know" ~ winnie the pooh
Amazing 🥺💔
@@basmaalmallouhi8291
Yeah🤟 professor
@@j4nn7k74 ♥️♥️
ruclips.net/video/6FVDWSZldTA/видео.html
I've never had a song hit me as hard or as deep as this song.
samee this song reminds me of very dark times i had a while ago 🥺
hanna bow please pray to Jesus
Passenger???
Waaaah ):
mick mages same
"we don't want to die, we just want to be dead"
- The voices in my head
Are you ok?😕
Do you need anything?
My thoughts everyday
We don't English?
@Carl Williams I really like your intention.
This song isn't just sad it's deep 😢😢🙏❤
NF is so real and raw, the emotion in his songs is on another level 💯
Chris Hayes Music dude! RAW as heck !!!
Haha yh man!
It's cause he's on a hundred right now
Indeed, just like Witt Lowry
Just Raw Sauce, must be Quick Mafs.
Anyone feel this so deep in their soul?
Don't decide let life decide for you it is what it is everyone around you can't man up to fight their own fear's they are calling upon higher power's but they don't know that they are selling their everything that means future, past and the here and now.
I'm no wise man i sell realities and if i don't get paid the price i want then i'll have to eat the book, the painting, the note's to a song plus the beat.
Don't follow my footsteps, don't like this comment it is a path worse than death.
-The unknown
Me
Me definitely cuz I just went through a breakup one month ago 😭 and I heard this song on Roblox so I typed in some of the lyrics and here I am
BUT THIS MAKES ME THINK ABOUT MY EX A LOT 😭
@@naomihall8976 Your ex doesn't deserve you. There are a lot of trustworthy people out there, one day you'll find them and come to realize you never needed to think about your ex when you have those people to think about. You'll get through this. Don't trust me, just believe me.
@Haters toh jalte rahege Things won't get better, life's just a wave of good things and bad things. There is a good side to the world, I believe in you and many other people do, don't give up just yet.
He is speaking of a parent-child relationship. I felt every word
196 no replys? Lemme fix that
Found this song in the midst of my wife leaving and divorce I know it's him speaking to his parents but felt that it hit hard of what I was going through
No its about old nate talking to his younger self
It's music, art. It's up for interpretation. Nathan commented about it and said:
I mean, all my music’s pretty personal, but for this song specifically, kinda got two meanings for me. I’m kind of like, a perfectionist, and so I feel like I constantly am letting myself down, like nothing’s ever good enough…but also, just kind of growing up as a kid, feeling like I wasn’t really listened to, or my voice wasn’t really worth much. So, this song kind of has several meanings for me, but, a lot of my music has a lot of different meanings for, you know, different parts of my life.
Tbs has it right to be honest... The old guy watching the younger man die, over and over... is himself. This whole song he is talking to himself.
In his video for Hope... He runs into the older version of himself, caged... like he was in outcast...
The old man, is him.
6 years passed so quickly , anyone here in 2024? like so I can come back. Thank you.
Yes
yes
Yes
Me
Y-YES
NF is literally underrated.😔
NF’s Deepest Lyrics Ever!!! ruclips.net/video/TJNsTFxmjf0/видео.html
"underrated" Has 130mil + views on this
Me : Understand able, have a nice day!
Only the most real people know about NF
cuz everyone thinks hes eminem lmao
also josh A and jake hill
People are always afraid of letting others down but never realise they’ve let themselves down until it’s too late. You can’t fully love someone if you don’t love yourself first.
tell me why u peaking facts
i only
know this because i have been through it
facts
🧠😓💯
Yeah we feel the best how it is to be let down by a important Person; ourselves
Damn, I feel called out lol
For real now, anyone reading this, take care of yourself, don't be like us. Some of us (or me at least) consider ourselfs beyond help and that fucked us up too much. Remember that you matter and always put your happyness first before others
I m commenting because if someone liked this then I'll be reminded about this masterpiece
Ty
Hella
You shouldn’t forget it
Lmao
Fucking bop
Who's here October, November and December 2024
Me.❤
Me
Me!!!
Me
Me
Sleep isn't just sleep anymore,
It's an escape from reality
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep
You know sometimes is hard to get out of bed because you know that you will just be a waste to society. Everyday we are covered so much as humans but sometimes we need to reflect on ourselfs.
@@yojogamesyt2499 “Sometimes,the worst place in the world to be is your own mind.”
@@Anonymous-wk5uk Word
*and that is why I stay in bed*
Anybody else binge watching NF vids? Can’t get enough of this guy
Neal Hooper idk
Why am I so late to this kid... Super talented
Me too man
I just listened to The Search and I remembered this song from 2017 so had to go back to it :) also been listened to Why and Real
Me.......
My mother was murdered on June 17th I Been struggling since then anyone who’s going through hell you’re seen you’re heard your not alone keep ya head up you gotta remember why you started and who’s waiting at the finish
I’m sorry for your loss ❤😊
🙏🏼
so sorry for your loss
2 years ago i used to enjoy the melody, now i understand the lyrics.
Yep. Same
69th like
soo tru
And that's the best feeling 😌
Same here
All the best people have the worst struggles
Faxx
Yep thats truer than true
its because we need friends to help us get through it so when we are around them and make them smile its good enough for us
@@liamp0230 I agree with u completely
Builds best strength and character
I love how this song and "Hope" are connected. Going from feeling like a disappointment to being a better version of yourself.
U must b from d future
These are the two videos of his I have bookmarked right now for the exactly the same reason.
everything since intro is connected in a whole story (except the clouds mixtape videos). like the white clothes in hope was given to him in the search.
ruclips.net/p/PL0vWrtUj8Mu18tfI43fJ4z93KjyooXDVk his journey - the story of nf.
@@OFFICIALSYXCRWD21 Lost from nf connects to hope because he finds the paddle on the mountain and the paddle was in the beginning of hope when he was in the middle of the ocean lost at sea
"the voices in my head get loud" exactly how I feel 💗💗❤
❤
Even after 2 years this song hits right in the soul.
This song will never get old
Its always been my favorite by him. I love almost every single song by him and everyone says "If let you down is your fav then your a fake fan" I have supported nate for over 2 years maybe 3 and im so glad i found his music. he makes beautiful music and im glad to see him get the success he deserves!
...and that's because it's evergreen 🥦
Everyone listening to this song needs a hug. Here have one
Thank you so much! ;( *gives bear hug back*
I’ll give you a hug too if u need it ;)
Social distance
Thanks buddy:)
thank you so much ;c
One smile can start a friendship
One word can stop a fight
One look can save a relationship
One hug can spark a hope
One touch can bring a warmth
One whisper can bring assurance
One decision can stop a war
One cooperation can bring abundance
One kiss can bring a kindness
One sleep can bring rest
One wake can bring happiness
One solution can stop the tests
Have a good day
Damn... that poetic. I needed that thx
@@soamer_ np if i can help u just ask
Awwwwwwwwww 💋
I needed that
@@jenna9595 no prob
is that u in your profile pic?
He's just apologizing to himself, everyone must learn to forgive themselves and move on, everything happens for a reason and I pray that y'all overcome the shits you've been going through 🙌🏻
W comment
This song was originally about his dad, but yes.
6 years later and this song still hits somewhere in your heart
Yeah really...
❤ facts 👌
Facts
It’s gonna be 7 years old this year
I was in 1st grade when this dropped and i remember it was all over the radio stations around me,couldnt escape it but honestly not a bad thing
This song sums up everything children think when they try to make their parents proud
*edit* Thanks for all the likes, stay blessed and keep goin
It’s like we are never enough for our parents man 😔
@@danghj864 i feel ya fam, whatever we do, we never enough
That feeling when you know your parents ARE proud but you don't believe it.
@@Eiswolf-wb1dm might be the case for you, but it aint for most of us im afraid
@@idkyar i can imagine, i might be lucky then, yk stay safe
dear stangers who read this hope you have a beautiful future.
Thank you so much the same to you I am already about to die but thank you
Me too honestly, u too
You too
Thanks, same goes to you as well
Thank you.
This song really hits home when you’ve grown up enough to understand how much pain there really is in toxic friendships after they walk out on you.
This song hits so damn hard . When half your family has high expectations for you, but you just cant do good enough for them, you never feel enough. They see your flaws but won’t acknowledge your progress. It feels like you can’t do anything right, but they have no idea what you’re going through. And why you do the things do, why you can’t be the “perfect child”. The constant comparing and lecturing wears you down. And it just makes you want to cry, so you just fall into a deep depression without them even realising it .
Why hard ?
so true, well said.
I agree...
Sounds like me…
So true. feels like you say it all...
“Very loyal til they put a knife in your hands but that’s parents for you” damn that hits hard
That's what he said? Thanks for clarifying, I wasn't sure 😊
Should have had my back, but put a knife in it. My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
“ 0:28 Yeah, I guess I’m a disappointment, doing everything I can, I don’t wanna make you disappointed, it’s annoying, I just wanna make you feel like everything I do isn’t trying to make an issue for you. But I guess the more you thought about everything, you were never wrong. Yeah, Imma just ignore you, walk towards you, put my head down, looking at the ground, I’m embarrassed for you, paranoia, ‘what did I do wrong, this time?’That’s parents for you.
(Very loyal 🙄)
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into it. My hands are full, what else can I carry for you? Yeah, I care for you, but…“
Nah he deaf he didnt say that@DadMFer
3 months and 1 person corrected u is crazy
i slept without a “good night”
i woke up without a “good morning”
and i can live without a “i’m proud of you”
because in the end we only have ourselves
So trueee😭🥴
I live for him . He is everywhere I go
I love this comment
😮😯😲😟😥😢😭
God is always there. You are not alone my dear friend:-)
I'm sorry for everyone that has a parent who suffers from narcissistic personality disorder. I can't imagine what life would have been like growing up with emotionally unavailable parents who never validate you, are always negative and emotionally abusive and manipulative. And having to watch that father destroy your mother sense of self worth must be just as bad. And then growing up to never know how to properly express love or emotions. 😭 My bf is a narcissist who was raised by an alcoholic narcissist and even though he won't talk about it .I know this song also represents his childhood that he is in denial about. I hope NF does not struggle with this as well. And I wish everyone struggling with toxic parents can heal!
😅😂🎉🎉🎉😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
I always thought that this was a boyfriend/girlfriend dialogue, didn’t really care much about it. Now that I finally saw the music video I realize what it’s really talking about. My dad has never been proud of me. Never said it or showed it at least. Always criticized me. Tells me how I’ll become a bad teacher or that I’ll have a failed marriage. Says sorry but does it all again.
Feels good to have someone to lament with. I don’t usually comment on RUclips but I just want NF to know that I admire his message.
Holy shit, I feel bad for you, I'm 45, and I found out my wife of 20 years was cheating on me.
I don't know for how long, but I really couldn't care less, life felt horrible, I guess even now I still have feelings for her, the divorce went bad for me, I lost both my kids, I had to give her half of my stuff, and I owe her 2 million dollars, literally all of my life savings, I don't think there is any point of life anymore, but the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my family, I have a caring family, I can't imagine how sad they would be if I kill myself, and I have alot of friends who love me and support me.
But trust me, no matter what it is you will get through it.
Also, my kids absolutely hate their "mom", even before I found out about all of this.
She was an absolute bitch, and I don't know how a hoe like her can win these two children 2 beautiful kind children, she would abuse them, the only reason I didn't report her was that she said that if I did, she would file me for domestic violence, and if that happens, I would surely lose all custody of my kids.
But, in 4 more years, they can both leave her house and never have to go back.
And if that's not worse, that cuck that she married, is an abusive peice of shit, he both, mentally and physically abuse them, he would shame their body's, and call them fat, ugly and other shit like that.
If I could, I would kill her and that peice of shit husband of hers.
Seems you turned out well if you ask me
@@SONGoku-kg8vy im sorry for u....
@@SONGoku-kg8vy I really don't know what to say other than damn that is one f*cked up story..
I can't believe someone would do that!! I don't even get why ppl cheat on their bf/gf/husband/wife! If u don't like them anymore then that's fine just simply tell them and break up! Cheating will always result in a negative way no matter what.. and for your kids, childhoods are supposed to be fun, lively, energetic!!!! I can't even bring myself to image what my childhood would've been like if both my parents where sh*tty and always found an excuse to bring me down and shame me.. but I'm sure after four years the first person they will visit will be you! And they will give you massive warm hugs and kisses!!
@@bxtterfly7087 thanks man, that means alot to me
Its mid 2019 and I just found out about this guy... he is pretty talented! Also very intense, in a good way I think.
Better late than never
Yeah i checked him out yesterday.. Dont regret it
*Im 3 years earlier than you, but mid 2019 is better than never*
@@daketsuu so i'm 1 year before u!
lazabe Yeah and I’m after u by three years 😅
This isn't a song this is a masterpiece.
Fr
That's every one of nf's songs
Fax
Who asked?
@@swapniljadhav5249 me
"Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love."
- Ephesians 4:2
Im sad
to all the kids who tried their best to make their parents proud but every effort is nothing to them if you don’t achieve anything
edit: thank you for noticing my comment i thought it’d get lost down the comment section but i guess most of us live the same lives •_•
thx
Thank you.
I try to make my mom proud
tysm 😭😭
Still griding mann
My Dad failed in life. He died broken, broke, and alone. His heart failed while laboring by himself in the middle of nowhere. Not a penny to his name. Ostracized from his friends and family because he chose a life of selfishness and pride. My heart breaks when my mind drifts to my father. He was an incredibly talented man who only sought the short term fix and never considered the long term consequences.
I am sorry, prayers to you and your family🙏🏼❤️
my dad was a murder and never cared about me
❤😥
@@etfrontman sad
Sad
If your listening to in 2020 your a legend and I love you.
9D version ruclips.net/video/-P-Uzr0zM5U/видео.html
I love you more
@@jazminramos4096 no I love you more
On the way school?
😊
"Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I Let You Down Le-Le-Let You Down All these voices in my head get loud I wish I could shut them out I'm sorry that I Let You Down Le-Le-Let You Down"
This is my first time hearing this song. I'm on my 3rd day of detox from pain pills and heard it in an online NA meeting. If God allows me to live, I will be in NA for the rest of my life. My mom just died a month ago. I'm doing this for myself, but I do wish she could have been here to see me clean. I will be playing this song a lot!
Hey brother, i read your comment how's your detox going on and keep going ahead brother your brother from another mother is rooting for you and is with you in this journey
Stay strong, man. Will wait for the update from you.
Forgiving yourself is one of the most important steps in recovery. TRUST ME I KNOW. If i can do this so can you. 😊❤ stay in a recovery mindset. Reach out when u struggle, there will be bad days. You can do this!! Know your not alone. I play this song at least 4 times daily. It hits hard
I hope it all works out man. I pray you keep the strength to get out of this. I pray it never gets dark and that you will prevail because I know you will. I love you♥️
Im fuxkn proud of you keep it up im sure she can see you i bet she would be proud of you
Just found this guy and I am here exploring his music
I love it
same
ok but literally same!!
Found him yesterday too, "The Search" got me searching for all his other songs :D
Same here
Same sh*t bro)
This song is so much like my life. I lost my son 5 years 1 month and 3 days ago. I could even say 28 mins . It's never off my mind . I feel just the same way this dad feels . I'm speechless and lost
You don’t realize how much you need a person until they are gone
I need people in my life right now. One's fake and ones on alcoholic
Omg So true
Carl Williams
1 week ago
You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you dont act like this or look like this you are lower", Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, hit someone with a type of motorcycle, committing adultery in my heart and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!
You are VALUABLE, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. If you trust in Jesus He will take your dirty broken record upon Himself and be punished for you, and give you His righteousness as a gift! Imagine you are in the middle of the road distracted with your headphones on, there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead… showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”
No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible I recommend you read the Gospel of Matthew! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go!
Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost.
John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”
My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message, and yes I'm going to talk about Jesus because YES I love conversations but only Jesus can save you, but tell me what’s going on, spam me all you’d like I don’t mind! Also some counseling and a playlist with some music and helpful videos! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and is targeting the youth and it is negatively impacting there mindset, along with the shows and so on. Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless and I love love love love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! Take care!
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Facts, bro.
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U can here the pain in his words at the end when he sings the chorus at end of song
Yes i can-🙂
Diana Aherne yes you can
2:38
The end to how could you leave us is so much worse though. Great song but my god it hurts me to hear him cry.
He make's me cry
You know as they say: 'Legends never die!'...
*N* = *Never*
*F* = *Fading*
Stranger: Hey, I’ve seen you before, what’s your name
NF: Never Fading...
What's that post to mean
Duuude soo deep
@Teo Kiria uhhhhh, I'm not so sure about that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
True mean fact
All these voices in my ears get loud😩🥺❤️🩹❤️🩹
October 2018 and I'm still listening. The song never ends.
Tylers Fishing Posts SAME
Yuuuuuuup
Same
Same here
Best rapper ever
Sometimes i pause nf's songs
So he can breathe
Justin Wilson bruhh
When i tell you i hollered
U send this comment in every music video
@@petern3054 only two bruh
I do it so I can breath
This isn’t about his parents. He is the old guy watching himself as a kid.
@Cruze Henderson I think so 😂
They made it clear in video so you didnt have to write this lol.
@@Soxzl_ If you read all the comments here, 95% of the people think it was about his father and him, not old/young Nate. lmao, it looks like some people do need this to be clarified.
I think this song represents (for me) the Dad feeling sorry and wishing he had not let his son down throughout the sons life...Dad wasn't there for his son, when the son needed him the most. In the end, the dad lost what he should have loved and saved...His son...But everyone should take away from this song what they need this song to be for them...Learn to be happy within yourself..Find peace.....Just sayin'
My interpretation is that he let someone he hated die, and his age states that the guilt has never left him, using "i wish i could say I'm proud" and "you wanna be friends now?".
NF makes the best music in the whole world, quite relevant and realistic to everyday life situations 0:18
Jesus
Fr nf keep it up!!
0 % Girl
0 % Money
0 % Alcohol
100 % Talent ❤️
That's why I always listen to him, my parents say I shouldn't be listening to the stuff you listed so I showed them my playlist they were proud, it was ALL and ONLY NF
@@Jaym06 he probably just got divorced and is listening to" im sorry that i let u down" , while eating ice cream
@@quentintaylor9553 lol
@@quentintaylor9553 nah he's listening to Marvin's room by Drake🤣
Bruh 😭😭😭😂😂
I liked this song before seeing this video... but now I love it. This music video is so powerful. A father who just sits back watching his kid drowning or burning and he does nothing, but then when he see's him dead in his grave he breaks down. Such a true and powerful message. It is all too easy for people to sit back and do nothing as someone they love is drowning in depression, addiction, or whatever else and only when it is too late do they realize it and then they have regrets about what they could've would've and should've done. Don't be that person, do everything in your power to help the ones you love. You never know just how much a kind word or gesture might help someone who is suffering inside. "An hour of praise after a moment of success is worth far less than a word of encouragement during a time of failure." -unknown
Preach!!
Hands down man 🙏
Cheers Chelsea. Very well said.
well said ;)
Same I liked the song but now I can’t get the video out of my head
😢😢😢 NF your music always hit deep 🎉🎉
"the mirror is my best friend.. it doesn't laugh when I cry.. " - story of my life.
Be careful tho, what if it laughed? You might need to throw away that mirror XD
@@eliteboy7244 LMAO
I dont cry infront of miror bc i will laugh to see how funny my face when i laugh
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"I guess I'm a disappointment."
OK, so we are starting off *STRONG*
@Carl Williams Thanks dude, but I am already a Christian lol. Keep spreading the good news tho! 😄
That is me😞😞😞😞😞😞😞!!!!!!!!¡!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*S T R O N G*
@Carl Williams just stop this is a comment section not Google docs
Lol I read this as he said it 😂
Imagine being alone all your life. Dying without a family and having no friends to mourn for you. It's like you've never existed......
I hope this doesn't happen to anyone.
Are you feeling alright man?
Is it funny if I feel the same way even if I'm surrounded by family and friends? Like I don't think they care about me, everyone's busy and I feel like I'm a burden to anyone who would even care for me? So I draw the circle around me and let nobody inside, that way it's good to both me and everyone else. At the moment all I hope is, I changed at least one soul for their own betterment. I really do, or I'm a total failure.
@@mrforeigner2167 you are important bro ... keep you're head up and keep walking... that's life it will get better
My feeling does
@@mrforeigner2167 but don't ever feel failure man!!!! I feel the same ...and this life is sometimes worthless for me...but never lose hope......we are all with you
This song is a masterpiece!
I'm proud of you, just incase someone in your life hasn't told you today
Example Eminem
@LAKOTA ARMSTRONG respect my man.
Not always ))
Yes and No
Its more depends not on a parents
As someone who no longer talks to a parent because of abuse and neglect this song hits deep in the feels 😢
❤️🌹
This song hit me hard, it was decades of bull shit I endured from my Dad
Gb
fr
In the end all we have is love and hope, I do not know what happened but maybe talk to the person again, if it turns out, great, if not, you did everything you could to make it right. Best wishes from germany
My father died last month. He always felt that I didn't care about him and let him down more than he had expected. I don't blame him, I was never good at expressing myself and I had many problems of my own to deal with. During his last few weeks, we tried our best for him to recover. We had long crossed our physical, mental and financial limits, but we still kept trying to save him. I just wished that he had gotten a last chance to feel that all of us genuinely cared. I wasn't even able to fulfil his last wish. He just wanted to come home and spend his remaining time together with all of us. Instead, he died alone on an ICU bed surrounded by unknown faces. So many painful regrets, yet there is nothing to do but live on and try to be there for others with more effort. I guess that is the only way left for me to honor the life he spent providing for us.
I'm sorry for your loss.
I'm sorry 😢😢😢😢
That was like me but my best friends dad did he was my coach for 2 years and he 10 😭 I saw him 4 hours a week
I'm so sorry for your loss
Like it says I will never be proud of my self I am a failure 😞
NF isn't just singing he's stating facts!!
"No one is born ugly, we just live in a judgmental society!"
- Kim Namjoon
"If you live for people's acceptance, you will from their rejection!"
- Lecrae Moore
"A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing!"
- George Bernhard Shaw
"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them!"
- Walt Disney
"Stay positive no matter, how negative life gets!"
- Juice WRLD
"Why should you continue going after your dreams? Because seeing the look on the faces of the people who said you couldn’t… will be priceless!"
- Kevin Ngo
"The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will."
- Chuck Palahniuk
Stay Safe and Beautiful, I love you all 💜
If you lost any loved persons, just remember that they are in the heaven, watching you, waiting for you to success and achieve your goals and dreams! ❤️
@@bonniesamia5825 I don't know any fucking person named Hera I made this comment on my own lol
So very true and really helpful thanks for the comments
Nobodies born ugly? Okay that’s just objectively false
But my sister was born ugly
I was there when Namjoon said that it made me cry 😭
Who else has NF helped through your everyday struggles? 🙏🏼
Api Vlogs
Me
MEEE
He's an actual legend
Api Vlogs who hasn't
me dudde
The fact that the comment section is still alive after 3 years clearly shows us that this song is a legend.
Agreed
Reverse time and beat the shit outta Nathan Prescott
@@yeetusmaximus3784 XD
@@el7718 your welcome
@@el7718 SLICE HIM
Love this song it means a lot. It has that type of music that makes people understand
He has all the genres we need
Ur sad NF
Ur hyped NF
Ur angry NF
U crazy NF
U need to be understood NF
We love NF
If you guys got free time check out "k grip what's poppin" he's a 15 year old Indian rapper, and he's actually good unlike most of the mumble rappers we have nowadays. Check it out 🔥
@Doppelminus-Schlechtmensch*in he’s just very white
@Doppelminus-Schlechtmensch*in AH wHaT
@Doppelminus-Schlechtmensch*in nah bro no one gay we just love nf and his style of music that’s all
And also LINKIN PARK
Here since day one nf has changed my life with his music. 21 months clean from heroin 4 years no alcohol. Your part of my journey as I follow yours. Can't thank you enough.
Congratulations man!
Being sober is good ain't it?
@@mentalerror69 ya my life has changed drastically!! Plus I found out I'm gonna be a dad! My therapy has been music. Always has until I was running and drugging. Once I found myself again it was through these underrated rappers that I can relate to. Life is more beautiful than ever.
@@Rmg0604 oh my God!
I'm so happy for you!
It is so amazing how music can be the ultimate medicine for our lives.
And how it just brings everyone together.
Like right now, we were complete strangers like 20Minutes ago.
my respect, i was too for 6 years.. stay cllean bro
Stay clean bro. Ur comment made me happy.
Why isn’t NF more blown up than he is. Dude is underrated. Majorly.
😭😭😭JASHAUNA comes and the rest of us go to bed now 3PM and says 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😄
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭JASHAUNA says I have to do it now but you 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😉😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
look at his spotify numbers
Hes huge lol
Exactly it’s sad that he’s underrated
When I realized this was a father to his son not the other way around it hit me hard
I just noticed something. Every time I listened to this song I just couldn't understand the meaning behind the woman calling Nathan in the last second. Then I realized that the camera is zooming onto the man's hand where one can see a tattoo with REAL on the arm. And it made me realize, that this song is all about NF becoming like his father. It is about NF not being a good parent thus making the same mistakes NF's father made, so he is sorry to his children that he let them down. In the end his wife calls the man by his name (Nathan) thus getting NF back to the present, where NF has become his father.
I realize that this may have been noticed earlier by someone else but I just came to the realization all of a sudden and wanted to share it with you. It may be wrong though
Woah, I was just about to Google some questions I had about this video like who called Nathan at the end. You may also be right bro
nice explanation bro
i always thought it was nathan himself, but as an elderly man talking to to his younger self or the other way
Nice you get 1 word.
His songs are so real ,to the point they possess such a deep meanign behind them. Incredible job for being able to see the full picture :D.
Doctor: you have 2 mins to live
Me: *listens to let you down*
Doctor: but thats 3:36 mins
God: it's ok
Your comment has 69 likes
if you pray
LOL
That’s deep man
I love u
The sad part is people with actual depression are ignored because we've learned to hide it but the people who don't and act like they do for clout or attention make it so hard to talk about it because we can't control this it just happens
@@MrOrexSWE i love NF because he has sad songs because im suicidal but my anxiety makes me wonder whats after life so i dont kill myself
@@d_mighty8723 same
@@somerandomperson-sh2zu dont do it youre not alone no matter how much you want to call the suicide prevention hotline
bruh u actully get me
pay attention to the ‘class clowns’ most likely they aren’t getting attention at home so crave attention at school. i guess you could say i’m the class clown. it sucks that i’m scared to go home because i’m verbally abused every day, ignored and not given some of my basic needs but yk life is toxic i’ve just learnt to suck it up because i’ll get told that i’m ‘being dramatic’ or ‘to stop attention seeking’ :/
His voice is beautiful.
I’m not depressed, but this song gets me in my feelings
OH MY GOD I WAS JUST THINKING THE SAME THING. AMAZING
@@bethanywoodings3145 That's why NF is one of the best. His emotional music never fails to make you feel some type of way
Same here.....
Yeah but i noticed that it’s making me depressed slowly..
I suffer from depression, and this is my antidepressants. Pls don't feel sorry for me it makes everything worse. Have a good day
Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out and then you felt your heart breaking in pieces? >:(
😥😥ya
You need someone to talk?
COVD VAXXINE IS THE MARK OF THE BEAST! WE DO NOT KNOW THE LONG-TERM EFFECTS OF THIS VACCINE! It is using new, never been used b4 tech that injects a synthetic strand of mRNA that is supposedly ‘going to create the anti-bodies to fight the virus' and change your DNA. It contains nano-bots (which is why it is stored at -80degc just like Quantum Computers) and something called "luciferase." The name says it all. IT IS THE MARK OF THE BEAST! THE SERIAL NUMBER EVEN CONTAINS 666! This fake pandemic is a result of an operation called "Funvaxx" created by the government to eradicate the "God Gene" (VMAT2) from all humans. THE ‘PLANDEMIC’ IS FAKE! THE MEDIA HAS BEEN USING SCARE TACTICS AND BEEN PLAYING OFF OF YOUR EMOTIONS TO TRY TO GET YOU TO TAKE THE MARK! 5G IS THE CAUSE. IT WEAKENS OUR IMMUNE SYSTEM! 5G HAS ALSO BEEN KILLING THE BIRDS AND BEES AND THROWING THEM OFF THEIR NATURAL FLIGHT COURSE SO THEY CANNOT POLLINATE THE CROPS. THEY HAVE BEGUN A MAN-MADE FAMINE! THEY, ARE LYING, THE HOSPITALS ARE NOT FILLED WITH COVE ID PATIENTS. MANY NURSES AND DOCTORS HAVE COME FORWARD SAYING THAT THE HOSPITALS ARE EMPTY! MANY PEOPLE HAVE REPORTED THAT THE DEATH CERTIFIATES OF A DECEASED FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER HAD COVID INSTEAD OF TH REAL CAUSE! IF SOMEONE GETS HIT BY A CAR, THEIR DEATH CERTIFICATE WOULD PROBABLY SAY “DIED OF COVID.” WHERE IS THE CURE FOR AIDS, THE FLU, THE COMMON COLD, CANCER, AND ETC!? And yet they SHUT DOWN THE ENTIRE WORLD, DEVELOPED THE VAX IN LESS TIME THAN IT TAKES TO MAKE INSTANT NOODLES (when the process is supposed to take YEARS of testing), TESTED IT ON CHILDREN -FREAKING CHILDREN AND TESTED IT IN AFRICA!!!!! THE FACT THAT THEY MADE SURE THAT THEY COULDN'T BE SUED FOR THE AFTER-EFFECTS SAYS IT ALL! THEY WILL NOT BE HELD LIABLE FOR THE RUIN THEY CAUSE! IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU OR A LOVED ON AFTER TAKEN THIS DEMON SHAVACADO, YOU WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SUE!!!!!! THIS IS YOUR FREAKING SOUL AT RISK! YOUR WHOLE ETERNITY! DO YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE!?!? THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE THE SAME! WE ARE AT THE END OF THIS AGE AND AT THE BEGINNING OF A NEW AGE! THE WORLD WILL NEVER RETURN TO “NORMAL.” WHAT WILL YOU DO ON JUDGEMENT DAY WHEN YOU STAND B4 YAH!?!?! HERE I AM WARNING YOU! YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOW!
But as the days of Noah were, so shall be the coming of the Son of Man. Matthew 24:37
IN NOAH’S TIME, A SATANIC RACE WAS ON THE EARTH AS A RESULT OF THE ANGELS MIXING WITH WOMEN RESULTING IN GIANTS OTHERWISE KNOWN AS TITANS. ALL CREATION WAS CORRUPTED, PLANTS, ANIMALS, HUMANS EXCEPT FOR NOAH AND HIS PEOPLE. WHICH IS WHY YAH HAD TO FLOOD THE EARTH AND WIPE OUT ALL CREATION.
As you saw the iron mixed with soft clay, so they will mix with one another in marriage, but they will not hold together, just as iron does not mix with clay. Daniel 2:43
ROBOTS MIXED WITH HUMANS, TRANSHUMANISM
REPENT! YAHUAH SENT HIS ONLY SON YAHUSHA TO DIE FOR YOU! HE DIED FOR YOU TO SAVE YOU FROM YOUR SINS THAT YOU ARE TRAPPED IN! THERE IS ONLY A SHORT TIME LEFT TO FIND YAHUSHA AND KNOW HIM
solution is simple, cut onions
Yes something like that, Idk when I am about to cry, I feel like my entire chest is hurting, so I forcefully stop myself from crying. Idk if thats even a thing
I feel so connected to his music because I know what he had been going through, I'm 17, I got bullied in school, my parents got divorced,
my father wants to sell the house where I grew up and have all my memories, my grandpa died, my girlfriend tried to kill herself and I was close to doing the same ... , when I listen to his music I don't feel so alone and I just want to say thank you to NF.
Just stay strong everything is gonna be alright :)
@@leon9911ls I will
stay alive even if your life is hard🤘🏻😊
You got this man. There is always a reason to stay alive! Wanted to do the same but my friends pulled me back out from that dark place. I still get depress from time to time but I promise you your friends family and your girlfriend still want you to be here. You are never alone
@@ryanyap8644 I know, thank you
I FOUND YOU! Heard this song and it punched a hole in my heart; been looking hard to find this song with little to go on. It really touched me on my relationship with my son when he was a bit younger than today...When I hear it I can hear and feel it from both perspectives - we both were frustratingly talking two differrent languages to each other...the bad events, the bad words, the almost giving up...makes my heart ache. The base of our relationship was love, whether it was felt or not during those times...and we are still here for each other
"Let's put my fake face on and pretend now" that really hit hard..
True
yeah man really fuckin hard
Its true tho
yeah :(
Yep it's hit hard
I lost my son almost 2 years ago.this song really tore me apart because when I seen the video I feel that's what I did to him.I didn't listen or help😔My Joey forever 26..I'm sorry💔
Im so sorry my grand mother past away 3 years ago on my birthday im sorry ill pray for young
Bobbie Yanez don’t worry, he would want you to live a happy life and to move on.
Thank you all💙🙏It means a lot..To lose a child is the hardest thing to comprehend but being acknowledged helps because he was here and always will remain..love to you all💙
I'm so sorry i really am
Bobbie Yanez please don’t feel heart broken i feel very sorry for you just forgive your self be happy
Almost 10 years clean from heroin addiction and have turned to alcohol for depression and anxiety. This song needs 10 million grammys NF! I am a believer and I feel like this is me talking to God even after a 2nd chance. So amazing
Do not ever stop!
Keep pushing Mark. I believe in you. Great job on your progress so far, be proud of yourself!! 🙏🏼
I believe too mark
We are all proud of you mark! I’m trying my best to give up alcohol
try ur best to give up alcohol. It's also really bad for you.
3yrs off meth and fentanyl. Lately alcohol has been too easy for me too to drink to the point I’m puking blood. It’s been progressive but still. It’s way to easy when you’ve been where we’ve been. Use music as therapy, make sure you have a professional to talk to or even call if you need. Substance abuse disorder doesn’t want to let go of us, but you’re not alone and I feel you so strongly. I am so so proud of every single baby step we’ve had to make to even get here. Praying angels come find us and make it better somehow..
Juice will always be in our heart forever ❤ and will always remember him
Ummmmm not juice......
I love NF I wished he'd be more famous than the other rappers his are just such feels :(
@Supergamer1177 not enough for a rapper
You don’t get to talk your a fan of Ariana grande.
Marshall Rojas yea thats what i thought
He’s super famous already though
@Spartan092 Bro,Lil Pump has got 15 million subs but nf only 3
In my opinion the old man is NF's old self looking back at how he let his younger self down. How he drowned his dreams and gave up on them?
I mean, like crazy alternate dimension stuff. If he gave up on rapping and shi*
Underrated theory damn you got me thinking
Yo,
What the hell?
I mean that would make sense knowing the fact the lady who talks to him at the very end of the song to the old man says Nathan.
He confirmed this in an interview
Yup you're right the old guy have real music tattoo like nf
5 years later and it still speaks to my soul
Same for me
Same here
i literally saw the song silence on tiktok and it remind me of this song but i didn't know the name of it or the lyrics cos i forgot about it so i genuinely serched up sad song man in a burning car looking at his dad 😂😅
💯
@@Harri-Scott😂
If you found it that's great
Every time, each and every time i hear 4 seconds of this song? Tears start running, my throat starts churring up....
"Every child deserves a parent, not every parent deserves a child" - someone on the internet
Well said
@Keksmo good! How about you?
@@QJMusicc full talk here…
Yesss
Yes agreed, I feel was programmed by my father to only think like and of his happiness, never mine. Now he's been killed at 57 I'm lost feel like I'm 10years old, needing guidance, I'm told just get on with your life now he's no longer here. How? I never had a life, it belongs to him
The word “Nathan” literally just changed my whole perspective on this song. Wild.
Do you mean it changed your perception ;)
IttsRiotz good one lol
IttsRiotz darn it I had my chance! What a missed opportunity.
Jonathan Bruce what does it really mean? Nathan is NF?
Also, at minute 3:30, the tattoo on his arm says REAL.. That means to show that's NF (or rather, Nathan) at old age?
abduntube the old person is Nathan aka NF
The saddest song I’ve heard of Mr no plus ❤❤❤❤❤