Son Raps About His Moms Drug Addiction (Emotional)
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[Lyrics]
[Verse 1: Gremlin]
I remember that my mom was in distress
and sick from stress/
She was stuck on drugs,
she picked up meth/
and told me not to worry,
with cigarette in her breath/
but I couldn't watch her kill herself,
so I took my shit and left/
and I moved to grandmas crib,
just a kid who didn't want to feel depressed/
but momma I was still a mess,
and you were still missed to death/
but I couldn't see my mom like that,
I hang up she'd call right back/
everybody has their mom,
and god I just want mine back/
felt like it was all my fault,
felt like I did something wrong/
tell me how'd we fall apart?
I felt like our love was strong/
I just needed to escape,
so id write another song/
and when that dealer tried to kill ya
man I cried so fuckin long/
what a life it was,
long nights with fights and drugs/
everybody wanted to find a buzz,
I was tryna find the love/
to find the lights a must
I know it still resides in you/
till then I ride the bus
and close my eyes and cry for you
[Hook: Gremlin] x2
Even though we had a lot of pain/
even though we felt a lot of rain/
mom it made us who we are today/
I don't regret a thing, thank you for everything/
[Verse 2: Gremlin]
but now its over,
cause now you're sober/
and I'm so proud of you mom
cause you came out a soldier/
we didn't understand
but god he knew ya plan/
he knew that it would make
you stronger and make me who I am/
and who I am is great
I create music and help who I can/
the people can relate
to the pain that turned me to a man/
I know gods work is never done
ready for whatever comes/
I just wanted my mom back
but now I got a better one/
know we had a lot of struggles
but thank you for every one/
cause they taught me how to
face all of my fears and never run/
so thank you for everything
swear I wouldn't change a thing/
cause if it wasn't for you
I probably wouldn't chase a dream/
probably would of given up
probably woulda backend down/
but I got you in my blood
so I always stand my ground/
how you taught me to
it made me stronger too/
just know that everything I do
mama is all for you/
[Hook: Gremlin]
Even though we had a lot of pain/
even though we felt a lot of rain/
mom it made us who we are today/
I don't regret a thing, thank you for everything/
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Gremlin tbh um I have to saying I'm in a group home and I um 😐 my mom she dose herion I wanted to no if she will ever be sober 😭
its all up to her if she wants to get sober youv gitta support her all the way you might even have to push her to help her learn that drugs are not ok and she will lose everything if she continues down that path
its all up to her if she wants to get sober youv gitta support her all the way you might even have to push her to help her learn that drugs are not ok and she will lose everything if she continues down that path
its all up to her if she wants to get sober youv gitta support her all the way you might even have to push her to help her learn that drugs are not ok and she will lose everything if she continues down that path
its all up to her if she wants to get sober youv gitta support her all the way you might even have to push her to help her learn that drugs are not ok and she will lose everything if she continues down that path
As a kid I just couldn't believe that my mom would choose drugs over me. Crazy to think of how drugs can rip a family apart so easily.
Hi I for 20yrs was high I didn't have time for anything but getting high. I can tell you your mom loves you and she didn't choose drugs over you. They are so powerful I can promise u not a day goes by yr not thought if even tho it doesn't seem like it. U no ur life has probably been up and down plz don't give up on her Be the best u can be have faith . talk to god he will see you thru.
Jason I just want to say thanks for the word it sometimes take the tough love on your part and you need to remember this one thing don't forget the love and showing her it is you at that finish line and hey I just getting things set for the crossing of that line with or with out my best friend of 8 years 48hrs and my call is going out tonight and I will reach to my guides amd angels I know I cam cou too to help and most of all God give me the strength to stop the devil I his track cause people this is about to be real deal and I will do the hidden camera😉
I feel you 💔
Same
So true.
I am 60 year old white grumpy old man who really doesn't care for rap at all. Stumbled onto your Uber video with Gracie. And watch some others.
Son, YOU ARE AMAZING! Finally a rapper with POSITIVE voice.
Keep doin what you do. And stay positive. Set the example. And you WILL GO FAR! You have the voice, you have the talent.
Best to you
Their are positive voices everywhere keep watching 👀
wish I could show this to my mother but she left me for her drugs I hope she's safe man I miss her this right here I just wish she could listen to this
Much love Brittany I wish the best for her and you.
thank you
Brittany Phillips I understand so much. My mom is currently in this situation I texted her how I felt.. I don't know if she is go in to talk to me
Brittany Phillips my mom left me and my brothers for drugs too .. It hurts but i just hope your mom is doing better now
♥
Found this song while my mom was heavily in addiction. I listened to it all the time. My moms in treatment now ❤️ This song hits home. Thank you!
How much parents love their children and children love their parents? Have you watched the film “Lorenzo’s oil” starring Nick Nolte and Susan Sarandon as the parents of a child sick with a rare incurable brain disease who research and work incessantly to find a cure to save their son’s life? That never happened with addiction, the so called “family disease”. Not only parents and children of addicts, likewise psychologists, psychiatrists and rest of humanity, didn’t research the affliction, when just reading the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous (which the mainstream of addiction recovery programs are based on) and being honest to want to understand is enough to understand that addiction is the psychology of a liar, but silence the truth that would save their so called “loved ones”. Are you queuing in the crowded comforting lies or alone in the unpleasant truths? Do you believe addiction is an incurable brain disease that affects young healthy criminals that has never been found or detected by any biological or other means? The only common denominator between all addicts from any social background or distinction is that they are notorious liars. Humanity are dying deceived deceiving living a lie because parents don’t teach their children to be honest because are not honest themselves. The truth is addiction is the tormented psychology of an unforgiving liar, drugs don’t cause addiction and only liars get hooked and only honesty gets freedom. The tragedy of addiction is children who revenge a childhood hurt, or trauma, against their parents learning from example becoming victims of themselves so as to conceal the hatred to hurt others, advertising themselves as victims stealing attention. In life like in psychology events and behaviours happen for a reason. Addiction runs in families because psychologies, behaviours, beliefs and else are transmitted from parents to children, like father like son, because humanity don’t think for oneself, otherwise there would be agreement on the truth. Hate, lie, hurt, ignorance comes from hate, lie, hurt, ignorance and addiction appears in bad families of parents who hurt their children. I am a recovering addict, a fool who knows that is a fool, a wise man. I don’t know much but i know what i know. The truth is stagnated among liars and when the unpublishable truth is published mortality rates would collapse provoking humanity’s addiction recovery, a burst of psychology, guilt, shame that was bottled up, desensitised, ignored in active addiction. The war, nightmare of living a lie would end because would be proven that you are like i impossibility possible miracle God.
As a mom who fought addiction, Am glad to be here today. 8 years clean and now I have grandchildren. We do recover. Pray and seek help. Mom's out there it's never too late to ask for help. Praying for all addicts. And their families. Love n light
Please pray for me I miss my only son and oldest daughter they hate me I just want to give up
@@billierolland6585 am praying for you an your family, hang in there.
I am little over year clean of drugs and i wm proud and now i can raise my little brother
@@billierolland6585 praying for you an your family.
Wow this reminds me of me and my son. I am an addict. I want to restore our bond too.
Val Ortiz you got this you can do it, out the drugs down and pick your pride up🖤.
Val Ortiz i wish you all the best , you can do it. you are strong. Greeting.
Val Ortiz best of luck❤️you can do it🔥🔥🔥🔥
Val. Jesus is knocking.... just open the door and let Him in.
Hey Val,my parent's are addicts and i wan't to tell you that,no matter what,you we're there for them once.
Be there for them again.
You can change so many things,in so little time,you just have to try.
good luck,my friend.
My momma been a drug addict since before I was born. She had me at 16. Seeing her in her addiction broke my heart. I didn't know who she was, I didn't know who my own mom was. She is clean, but we are still running the race. Not yet making it to the finish line. I've been praying and trying to keep myself going. Waiting til the day we can live under the same roof again. Everyday I walk around with a heavy heart. Their is a huge piece of me missing everyday with my mom gone. I want her back. I'm so proud of her for fighting. Even though she has hurt me I would never ask for a different mom. She is my number one.
I feel you my mom has been a drug addict since I born too , she still trying to recovery , but now is late for her. We just need to keep strong for them and love them.
I feel everyword you are saying I will always love my mom 💕
Ur words remind me of my kids.It really hurt to hear my youngest son say he didn't know I was his mom until he got older cause I lost 4 of my kids to they're grandma cause I couldn't pass a drug test I feel I should just be grateful they're still alive. Reading y'alls comments helps fight this though thank u for sharing
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for our mistakes. I couldn't be a soccer mom. And i missed ur school plays. Parent teacher meetings. Bday parties n holidays. I was scared plain being weak. I'm sorry For being scared. For taking the easy way out of my reality. For being a coward n not being a mom. Im sorry for escaping. For vanishing of life. I'd rather pretend i got it together. Getting high to numb MY PAIN. I never meant to fail u. It's just my only way to deal with my emotions. Demons will always taunt me. It's up to me to let me be defeated.
It's not ur fault. Don't blain ur self.
I'm sorry.
I really am. I carry this shame cuz i know u love me. I'm so embarrassed to look u in the eyes n beg for forgiveness. So i rather rot within this demons... I LOVE U, to death don't ever dought. My love for u will never stop.
Don't give up,
she loves u too.
My birth mom was a drug addict and I was adopted at two , she never cared she left me for dead in hurricane Katrina but I made it this song is relatable.
Wow this guy is so under rated wtf man so deep 😫😔❤️xx
He always evokes a lot of emotions.
Man i want your songs in my spotify
Unfortunately when it comes to real shit it doesnt blow up, but when theses mumble rapper talk about fuckin bitches and Killin people its a hit, and i think it's so sad and stupid.
When he said “everybody has there mom and I just want my back” dat had me tear up cause my mom passed away🥺💔.
Tearing*
Same
Sorry
Hope ur better♥🥇🥇
she'll be watching over don't worry lifes short we be gone ourselves before you know so just enjoy life to the full and live in peace
@@battledog5708 thank you so much god blesss🥰🥺❤️
This sounds like my story with my boys. I am 12 years clean now and couldn't imagine my life without them ..... #WeDoRecover❤️💪
I wish my mom turned sober. I miss my mom so much. I just want her back, she’s alive, but I never see her
edit: thank y’all for all the supportive comments but my mom no longer remembers anything from the past 7 years. she has episodes where she does, but for the most she remembers me from when i was 7 and when my brother was 17. i have cut her out of my life, for my own mental health. she’s been addicted my entire life and i get my hopes up and get hurt and i’m over it. my dad is married to a wonderful woman and she’s adopting me soon, life gets better. with or without your biological parents. to anyone going through something similar-
it gets easier as time goes on baby. i promise it does. i love you
Hope the situation got better 🙏🤍
Praying for you girl
I’m so sorry baby
If you ever need to talk my fb is Brandi Layne Paugh. I’m a recovering heroin addict. Been clean 7 years but my mom got custody of my oldest daughter. I’ve been where she is maybe I can help even if it’s just to talk
Cherish her n love her
This took my breath away. Families are being ripped apart daily because of addiction. I am glad you got your mom back.
you made me cry. I absolutely love your heart bro. god sent
Much love 🙏😊
This made me cry I love your heart ❤️
Trying SO HARD not to be this kind of Mom anymore 💔 trying not to hurt just so others dont hurt too is incredibly hard. Its so hard to take our hurt and turn it into strength and determination for our kids. This song hit real hard....thank you ❤
Please don't give up ♥️ You can do this.
As a mom in recovery myself, this brought tears to my eyes. Congrats to your Momma!! And good luck to you!!
my mom's so far gone man i wish i had your life where i can get my mom back but heroine took her from me she's alive but she's not my mom
Slimjazzle studio I feel you. My mom's the same way
same /:
I don't think I've ever related to a comment as much as I relate to this one😔
Slimjazzle studio I feel you my mom is the exact same. 😕
The same with my mom 😭💔
Addiction took me from my babies for almost 2 years they were 5,2,1. My oldest said she prayed for me every single night. It was her prayers that helped me find my way home again. Seeing all these babies missing their mom and dads hit home so hard! Like his mom said in the song she couldn't believe it was her because you say and do things that you never thought you would do. Your mom and dads still love you, and despite the outside they are still in there just lost and ashamed. I've been clean 5 years this October and we are incredibly close. You all are your parents heart like I told my babies and we can't live without our heart, your faith and prayers will be what helps them find their way out and back to you. Never give up praying. You are all in my prayers and my babies prayers xoxo
that just made me loose it. thank you
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2020 who’s still listening to that gem?
Yeah it hits Bc my mom in on drugs
I’m here
@@paygebeckett-barger6342 Me too :(
Same here😭😭😭
2021
This is deep as an addict it real hits home just what our kids go through. We just want ppl to know we're not bad people we just made some bad choices and were sick
Clean 6 days now this song has even more meaning
I lived in public housing for some time still live in apartments like that and I've seen it all and the fact that you can now rap about her recovery is a big deal cause only a powerful god could reach down and take someone out of darkness I mean this is your testimony so many kids out there going at it alone and you understand what they are going through that is just amazing. god is always on time.
Dude, I'm 16, turning 17 in April but this hit me so close to home. I spent the past 3 years in and out of custody. My adoptive mom passed from cancer as for my birth mom has been struggling. I know she wants to be clean . . . I've attempted suicide multiple times, slept on the streets, drank, smoked heroin, got into fights all the time, diagnosed with ADHD & FASD, 29 surgeries due to an indevelopement of my skull known as "Cutis Aplasia" . . . But it, reluctant as I am to state this, was the greatest time of my life . . . In the sense of it being, I matured real quickly and went through so much.But If I was given the choice to start fresh . . . I wouldn't!!! I'm grateful for that! I can't believe I even told you this . . . I only talk openly to a few friends! Guess you are a friend by my standards! Take care, brother!
- Christian Taylor McLachlan (ALIAS: Jøker)
Hey man, this is such a good story. I hope nothing but the best for you. I hope things have changed in the last nine months since you typed this. You're such a strong person and such an inspiration to never give up. Once again man thanks for sharing and youre not alone in this. If you want contact me on instagram @dylan.d246. Best of luck!!!
I prayed for you 🙏 Hope you are in a better place. God bless you.
Wow...that's buetiful
oh shit im sorry for your loss man
The first verse of your rap. Relates to me so hard. I gotta say thank you for your music. I'm glad you got your mom back. Mine doesn't wanna come back.
Leti Raelynn good vibes to her
Leti Raelynn my dose it ether
Leti Raelynn sams here it hurts so bad
Leti Raelynn speaking as a former heroin addict, i can only assume its not that she doesn't want to come back...the drugs have taken over. But even at my lowest I still loved my kids more than anything even though I didnt show it. It's hard and im sorry ur going through this. My parents were addicts and i swore I'd never be like them. But I was. I have over 2 years sober now but I've learned alot from my mistakes as have my kids.
same here.
328 days sober. Hearing this makes me miss my son and I hear his voice. Three years old, haven’t seen him in almost 2 years and I’m still fighting to find him. His dad was never there.
Keep going! Dont give up!keep fighting and keep searching 💜🙏 you got this!
This describes my situation with my mom too.. I feel you. She used to sell my belongings to pay for her addiction. Please get sober Mom. I love you
I lost my mum due to addiction, it’s been 7 years now, this song explained everything, every feeling and emotion I felt my whole life and even yet still, thank you for telling us your story! Stay strong and so proud of your Mum, she’s a fighter❣️❣️
Both my brothers passed away my moms in the icu her heart stopped 3 times... shes still here shes a recovering addict also .. i miss her so much and i forgive her for everything.. prayers
I'll pray for her and your family
Damn man... how is she doing 😕🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I am crying while typing this to you.I hope she's okay and you as well continue to be strong. Its sad to see people go through so much.Im here thinking that I have been through the worst but your story is so sad.Im sorry you had to go through this . I love you❤.
I've prayed and will continue to pray 🙇♀️
damn this kids dope I hope he.makes it big one day
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What you mean?! He's already there🚫🧢
Me to
@@jennadames2517 right on
Damn bro I can relate. Thank you for making music that lets us know we're not alone
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I'm 12 and I've been through this
People underestimate just how much growing up with addict parents destroy your mind...thank you for your honesty and making people like me feel less alone.
I wish my mom would’ve survived addiction. When she was sober she was amazing she passed away may 20th 2008 when I was 15 and I’m happy your mom survived because I know the hurt bro and your music makes a impact keep up the work man
Bro I went through the same thing with my dad but the only thing is he passed away when I was in 7th grade , am a young rapper who does music just like you , telling my story , much love ma dude respect for you
My mom denies it all the time but I know it ain’t no hiding I just want my mama back
i know your pain. come to my mothers day livestream this sunday for support if you want
me too
@@toxicnaee6502 me to
Bro I know your pain the worst part is there’s nothing you can do😔
@jace0290 jace0290 I been thru the foster care system due to my mama sprung out on drugs n no where to live... So i was put into a foster home. Keep your head up and stay positive
My mom just got clean last week. This is so real so true brought me to tears. Thank you for everything Momma
I watched this about 5 years ago. It hit hard. I was in active addiction, my oldest was 9. Going through rehab and supervised visitation. Watching this again made me cry like a big baby. I'm now 5 years clean.
This song has been making me cry, uncontrollable tears every time I listen to it. Some days I use it for motivation, other days it might be what makes me feel more depressed. I miss my children so much.
Jamie we have to help on another I am making moves and I have been working a program andnitnone no one can understand at the moment t hut I will be doing a live video on it soon it will understand it completely faith in the truth I I mean we will be this one day at a time
man, i lost both my mom and dad to drugs..this has me in tears..i wish my parents could get sober...great job
U aint alone homie i feel ya pain yo iets been 2 years now bru 🥺
This hits hella hard
Feeling like its your fault that your mother/father is doing the stuff she/he did all bc of you.
Missing the old days you had with her/him bc they got hooked on something and there was nothing you could do to stop them.
Max Payne
Im crying
Bless you my Dude. For sharing your experience. I have a similar situation. But I was the addict. I put my Mom through something's and she still Loved me through all the pain! Thanks Gremlin.
Thank you for this song. Your a legend. I've been an addict for twenty years I'm 38 with a 12 year old son who loves me so much. I feel you. ❤xx
I'm a mom of 4 and so greatful I got sober and am a mom to my beautiful kids who deserve the world. I made mistakes but I'm making up for them now as much as I can!!!! This hits home and I'm so proud of my kids and they mean more to me then anything. I'm so grateful I got sober. Thanks for this. You were real and I felt that.
This is a powerful message. The struggles of having a parent addicted to drugs is very hard. I know from experience My mom was addicted to pain pills and it cause my family a lot of pain. We got through it though it took 6 to 7 years to get her sober. She's been sober for 1 1/2 years and I'm pretty damn proud
Totally cried! So happy you shared this with us!!
My mom was also a meth addict my entire childhood. She was also bipolar. We had extreme peaks and valleys. I looked for love and wound up pregnant at 16. I raised my son alone because she was still using. She got clean when I was 19. Over the last 5 years we have struggled, I hold so much resentment for her not being there, for not remembering. Your song brought me to tears with memories. We are working on our relationship every day and I hope someday we will get to the amazing place you are with your mom! Thank you for speaking about what's REAL.
"I just wanted back my mom, but I got a better one." That is so powerful
Still struggle with my love and disires for heroin but this songs speaks volumes about my baby boy who I know I've hurt so many times and isn't giving me any lead way to get close to hurt him any further as bad as it kills my soul yo know the only man I've truly ever loves wit out fault is hateing me so much that he won't even speak out respond ot anything I've tried to reach out to him with
@@TinaBell-yy9vs just stay clean and hold on. It gets better later. Give time, time. It's so hard when we want our family to see how hard we have worked. It will happen, but in his time. You just keep doing what you're doing, and keep focus on yourself, and things have a way of changing.
Gremlin I have a mom that's a drug addict. I felt this.. this lifted me bro respect
Man I was feeling every verse until the Sober part. One day I hope I can say my mom is sober. Great video
Same
My mom went to jail yesterday. Saw this in my recommended and decided to give it a listen. This track hit home man, keep up the good work.
I wish the best for your mom.
i wish the best for her, but if she's addicted, you'd rather see her in jail than dead. trust me..
@@momosphantom I had completely forgotten about writing this comment, she got out of jail but got right back on the drugs. I never really see her anymore. I appreciate you taking the time out of your day to send your regards. Ive just accepted she's gonna do what she wants and theres really nothing i can do to change it.
@@Naskuh just remind her how it affects you and everyone around her. tell her you love her. i should've sent my mom to jail when i found out her habits. i didn't. she's not with us anymore.
your a true blessing it make me not feel alone listening to this song my mom was a addict for 9 years and she still in rehab trying to get better.
This song is wonderful, down to the core with me. My mom is going on 4yrs sober 🎉and I sent her this song. Hopefully it touches her heart like it did mine. Such a powerful feeling ❤
For someone in Recovery, battling addiction, this really gets me. I lost my kids, my house. But im blessed to be in rehab after 5yrs on heroin. 9 days sober and im only getting started
You can do anything. Stay strong 💪
This song hits me hard my kids mom walked out of our life 5 years ago for drugs I know they hurt but all I can do is raise them to the best of my ability and hope one day their mom will get sober and be in their life. 10 years of marriage and 2 beautiful kids thrown away for meth this addiction of hers has made me stronger and them also
Hey I just seen your comment . Stay strong. You are a great man to keep your babies take things one day at a time wont be easy but you can do it !!! Hopefully she can get help and get sober it's possible!! Some times hitting Rick bottom helps either way. Just wanted to say you rock and your babies will love you forever . CAUSE DADDYS GOT THEIR BACK!! TAKE DUDE ;) WISH YOU AND YOUR LITTLE THE BEST!!
Gold. Pure gold. So honest and sincere. I'm a grown man and I cried rivers. Thank you for your art.
this song is so good 😭 it makes me know what im going through is nothing .. compared to this
My mom to this day struggles with meth. It’s torn all of our family apart. Much praise to your mom for getting better.
My sister lost her life to drugs… 3 of her daughters (my nieces) who I raised @ only 14 years old when she’d go out.. were all taken away.. we found two nieces, and I have a pretty solid relationship with them, and finally 15 years later we found her other daughter. We’ve been talking through Facebook, she’s 17 now & hopefully I’ll soon meet her !! Life’s been rough.. I wish she would have got clean especially for her three daughters and for me who looked up to her as my own Mother. I loved everything about her and was too young to understand what she was doing/going through.. all I seen was the good side of her, the funny side, the side who planned all of our family holidays.. she was a better mother than some sober mothers.. drugs never made her a bad mom, it just took her from us and now has made her an absent Mom. We miss you and will never understand why this world took you from us before you had the chance to change your ways, we need you here.. Nothings been the same since.. You’ve missed so many milestones of our lives I knew you would have been so proud to witness
Addiction is real and its sad and heartbreaking i hope those that r in that situation they get the help for them selfs and there family
Wtf!! You hit our hearts hard! Love your rap, love your music, love you!!
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glad your mom's clean now. i'll be 3 years clean on sept 6th, and personally know how hard it is. keep doing your thang. you're inspiring
Gremlin, you are amazing! I heard this song when I began my recovery journey 5 years ago. Your moms story is so motivating. I can totally empathize with your mother. I am so thankful to have my son as one of my best friends and I wouldn't ever risk losing him. You are right, our struggles make us who we are today and we are survivors!
I listen to you everyday mojo I be only been sober 10days.ivwas tired of hurting my kids.Thank you
Shannon… stay strong and love yourself and pray. You can do this!! your strength will come your kids and Gods grace. God bless! Good luck sister ❤️
@@jand7259 thank you do much I needed to hear that..
My mom abanded me when I was only 2 months and when I heard this song I cried bc my mom left me for meth and this song was inspirational and heart touching thanks for making this song
Ur music helps me with my emotions and control them when my family hates me
My little brother was killed by heroin and meth and my mother is fighting a meth addiction right now, this song hit me so hard I honestly can't put the feelings into words. Thank you so much Gremlin..
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I heard this song tonight at CR. This song resonates with me so very much ❤. As a child and a mom who suffered from addiction. Who by the grace of God will be celebrating 6 years clean and sober. Thank you this song touched me to my core. I can't put into words.
My son okayed this song for me, I knew that he has forgiven me. It is like he wrote this song! I am so thankful that both my boys love and forgive me. I am sober now and will never look back! You are so talented! God bless you and your family!
I forgive but never forget. I don't throw old mistakes in her face because it's the past and she can never forget. A troubled past is like a broken Bone, if it heals properly it will be stronger than before.
Damn this was powerful. Stay as positive as you are, there aren't that many people out there with that kind of ability. I'm sure you touched many hearts and I really hope you get the recognition that you deserve some day.
Reading these comments hits hard. My mum a now recovered addict that I spent years fighting not to see as I was scared for her, to see people here who would give anything to see theirs one more time. I am truely sorry for anyone’s loss both physical and mental and can only pray for your repair. Your not alone in your fight don’t stop.
I lost my son because of my own drug addiction now I have to live with this pain of losing a kid to someone. I regret it everyday and feel a empty spot in my heart
But as his mom I’ll never stop trying I’ll keep fighting to do better and stay sober
I hate that I’m a drug addict because when I was a child my mom and dad did meth and heroin I knew how much it affected me and look I ended up with a drug problem so I’m humble and understand how hard addiction is it’s not that you don’t love your kids it’s something is taking over you and is bigger then what you can control
My mom almost made it....but she changed over 100 lives. Watching this makes me proud of her. Thank you man. Missing her on this mothers day weekend
YOU deserve all the likes and views in the world man. Touches deep keep doing what you do 🙌🏼❤️❤️
... this song hits me in SO many different ways. Hearing the words, and listening to his beat... makes me feel ashamed but also proud of who I'm becoming as a person. Here's to 2020 and the BIG changes that are happening.
You got this 💪
@@Gremlinmusic24 omg... You commented.... I absolutely love AND I MEAN LOVE YOUR WORDS and the story you tell with your music.
This lyrics legit touched my heart it took my tears out and it makes me love my parents more and appreciate them more♥️♥️🥺🥺
God bless your mom and you hope you grow more!!! I’ll leave that to god cause he’s big🙏🏼♥️♥️😉
Thank you ❤
This song was my son's idea to be played in group at rehab and it broke me down bad and I am stronger then ever and 3yrs almost 4yrs clean with no relapse and my son's and I are better then ever❤❤❤so thank you Gremlin for this song from the bottom of my heart!!
Broken people 😱🗣👍✊🤘👏✍️💝⚡... Amazing lyrics✍️😱, Heart touching Story🥀🌵💔, keep it up my best big bro 😇✊🤘👬
Man this is EPIC!!! Love this song… I’m one of the moms who was on drugs. I regret so many things and my children saw me messed up, I always told my fuck up self that they never saw it. When I got started my recovery (2009) and started talking my heart totally broke, today I still feel that pain of what I put my family through. My sweet beautiful son followed my life and started smoking week at 14 and started dabbling in other drugs by the time he was 28 he was using the needle and meth. We stopped talking completely. My life was so broken but I knew he had to hit his rock bottom. We started talking a year later but it was stressed, I thought we’d never be close again. He was struggling to clean himself up…. 7 months ago he asked me to go to church with him… this was a breaking point of happiness. He’s been CLEAN for 11 months!!!! We are closer than ever and we talk all the time. Now I’m happy he’s followed my footsteps now…. Soberity❤️ sorry this is so long . This is first time I’ve spoke about this. God is great!! By his grace we are free from addiction. Thank you!!!!
Now I have 43 days sober
Legit the best writer and singer🥺 your songs hit hard, i cannot feel anything its just your song, black screen, and flash backs to relatable things. Really appreciate what you do. Cheers for these awesome songs
U definitely give me hope with my relationship with my children..i thank you so much
This song follows me man, I’m 15 lost my mom when I was 5 to meth and I just finally got her back 3 years ago and she is now 6 years sober and I’m so thankful for it! I showed her this song and we both started crying! Love your music GREMLIN!
This is the only song that really hit home this song is amazing I play it all the time and when my mom got of prison I gave this song to her and she's been clean for 4 years now
This song is so so so amazing I have shared it with my mother who is struggling as an addict she had went to prison and is now out she has been sober for about a year and is really trying I just pray that she stays on the right track and that she does right for herself but also her family! This song had helped me so much ! Much love for everyone who had been or struggled with addicts it’s hard but to be there and show them love and support is might what they all need . Stay strong broken community 💕 and thanks gremlin for the wonderful song and the inspiring words I truly needed this .
Hey young man good for you brought tears to my eyes immediately my wife and I are going through the pain with our daughter we have her 2 boys with us preying she gets well what a battle on the heart for sure I'm 53 and never liked that rap stuff until now
0:13-1:05 hits so hard still praying on the rest of the song to come true for me 🙏🏼
Being a addict and now being sober and trying to get my kids back this makes me cry and I hope my kids feel the same one day
I have 11 months clean off heroin and I thank God everyday for letting me save myself !!! Blessed to be alive and got my respect back from my 3 sons 🙏
Damn, this got to my heart. My parents and I went through the same struggle. I cried like a baby.
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love this my mom is still addicted she's been addicted for 14 yrs
My mom has been addicted for 7 years and still is
My mom was an addict all my childhood, got clean for 11 years, and went right back to it and called me a liar for calling her out. Addiction in parents is super hard, family in general. I never talk to her anymore, and she’s about to miss out on her 2nd grandchild. Thank you for being our voice... I’m happy your mom made it back to the bright side brother! ❤️
He gives hope to so many people who thinks they can never overcome addiction. We love you Gremlin
😭😭😭00.49am dude you're making my night.. Keep doing this man.. This is what this generation needs 💯⚡❤
I can only hope I get those better days with my bio mom. This hit home more than I thought it would... Keep up the hard work.... Stay Strong & Stay Smiling!
09/21 and still listening to this! I love his passion.. anger and excitement for what happened and is happening to his family! Thank you, Gremlin… love your current music as well!
My mom does drugs and alcohol and I got adopted but I have great family and I get to see my mom and see her I love you mom
I wish my mom could of been like your mom and got sober your mother is a wonderful person and must be very strong.
I love it ! Every song you release is always bigger & greater. Mark seeing how far you've come as an artist makes me so happy. I remember when I was in high school & I started listening to real talk part one it was & is still one of my fav tracks. I've loved being on this journey with you ! You've accomplished great things & I hope there's more too come ! 💙💙💙
Paloma Castaneda Thank you for sticking with me all these years! you're a real one!
Fantastic video, very inspirational with a great message. Glad your mom is doing well. Not many that fall into a hole like that ever crawl out of it.
Bro, can you continue what you're doin? . I've been watching your videos and it gives me energy and positive vibes. I've lost my self (better version of me) and here I'am watching all your videos absorbing all the positivity and inspiration you are emmiting. Keep it up bro, thank you for giving me the inspiration to pursue my dream. My dream of inspiring and guiding others into positivity and rright path. Thabk you bro.
I'm a recovering addict and whenever i hear this master piece automatically my eye's full of tears 😭
My mothers been clean for 4 years and I found this song a few months ago, this has became our song. Alot of songs make us emotional but very few speak to our hearts like this. Thank you for releasing this from the bottom of both of our hearts.