as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️
You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜
Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on
They told me that it is a disease ( addiction) that you have to live with it forever and also pay the dr. Psychologische off course you can maybe get a relapse, but that is something that we do not talk about anymore cause you are fighting for something else now. The reason that i never even try to stop is because i did not want to. The forces you and then it gets worse. You can only stop what you are doing if you find something else to live for. Making other people happy and helping them with everything and more..... Do this and your live gets better.... Everybody has his own personal thinks and trouble 's dont use drugs when you already have problems. Dont do drugs in general, but it's just something you have to remind yourself, when bad things happen in live try to focus on the good things that will come from hard work and being nice to people if you stay nice they will help you! If you blame everybody no one will, you can only change yourself not other people. ❤ Have a blessed week too everyone that takes the effort to read this. 😊
My mom got me into using meth at 17 years old. I used until i was 33. Today I am celebrating my 8th month anniversary of being sober 240 days 🤟🎊. Thank you so much Colicchie you and your music has been a big part of it!! Your a blessing to me and so many people around the world 🙏❣️👏
I'm 32 and this song hits home. Addiction made me loose everything. I don't even get to see my kids. And I keep using BC I have nothing. I feel alone and getting high makes that alone feeling go away. The pain of loosing my kids easier. I don't have a home and I can't keep a job BC I can't focus.
@alex that's all a state of mind, you can It's possible! I lost my marriage 16yrs 4months ago now I'm sober get my kids on weekends, it's do able no matter what.
Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!
Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.
Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?
I love this! Addiction had its claws in me for 15 years, but after 5 rehabs, finally, truly hitting rock bottom and being fed up, i am 136 days happily clean and sober and am currently a staff member at a men's inpatient rehab, helping other men achieve sobriety!!! Only by the grace of God am i able to be where i am now and not dead!!!
Amen Brother. It's like death was never fearful but welcome. The people outside cannot imagine the feeling and only to die and be revived back to this Hell makes you invite it more. I have a new outlook, a clean one and to hear this song brings back memories, but helps us grow!
I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry
You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks
Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.
Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!
My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless
I am the son of a recovering heroin addict and I can truly say this song had helped me understand what he was going through better. You made this song with the purpose of reaching addicts but as a family member I now know every word. All I can say is thank you
I think this song turn the whole lot about my life and my family being addicted to drugs me having Cerebral Palsy and my twin brother and younger brotherHaving a fucked up life in foster care having a fucked up life inside a foster care because my mother's mom was prejudice tourist black people my father got my mother pregnant with me and my twin brother had a very young age young age in high School my mom was 14 going on 15 my dad was 16 going on 17When my mom was pregnant with twins my dad got locked up with where is statutory rape did Judge gave my dad 12 1/2 years in prison at 17 I turn two big drug world at 11 years of age I love the money I did not care who I was selling drugs to junkies pregnant women mothers without taking care of their kids as long as I was making that big top dollarI did time in prison behind the money and drug gameI was in Latin King gang member I still get hungry for the money but this will be my third strike my third strike now I'm inside of a wheelchair because bullet in my spinal cord I still am mobile I still can use my whole entire body with the women in the bedroom like I said I listen to this song 100 100 all day everyday to remind me not to get that hungry for money again because you likeBig judge told me I'm never getting out this time❤😢
I am the daughter of two addicts and swore that I would never become one myself. Well, my clean date is 06/28/18. I became what I hated the most in this world. I started methadone maintenance, and it saved my life and saved my family. I've been tapering off for awhile now and I only have 9 days left. It's so very hard, but "I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired, but then it finally happened, motivated by desire." Methadone saved my life, but I'm so excited to finally close this chapter. I promise, that I am going to break this generational curse and NEVER go back to that shell of a person I was six years ago. I'm so proud of every single person who has the courage to try and save themselves. There is hope, and there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.
4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.
Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.
Man it’s been 6 years since I’ve touched a needle man…this song is still the ONE man. I’ve never been so captivated by a song about addiction even years after. When I first heard this song I seriously felt you were articulating something I couldn’t do but 💯 went thru. You were a voice for the broken man. I still revisit this song from time to time and this still till this day man… it perfectly captures the real gutter and darkness of addiction
Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.
Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away... Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.
I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕
You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother
Keep going Christine💯👍🏽 I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽
Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again
what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't
I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance.. This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont
@@nickadoo62he's just not ready yet, one day he'll wake up and say I'm tired of this shit. The chasing drugs just to be able to function and everything that comes with that life style. I was an addict for 25 yrs and tried to get sober and failed multiple times. Then 2 yrs ago I said I'm done with this shit. I've been sober for 2 yrs now.
I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.
Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!
4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life! Your music is powerful- especially this song. 4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace! We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤
@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️
@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx
Right on marlian,,,,,,,this song 😢😂saved my Life,,,,,,,18years on it hard,,,,,,5 years clean ,,,,yes ,,,,come on everyone stay strong,, there is a light at the endxxxxxx
70 days clean today off fentanyl and feeling very strong in my recovery. I was a homeless addict, an injector, I lost my son to CFS and today I’m getting unsupervised visitation any day now with him after him being gone 8 months to foster care. Before October I’ll have overnights. And I’m so glad I’m choosing recovery everyday. Grateful to the NA program, I’m taking all the suggestions this time instead of working my own program because I never could stay clean that way in over 13 Years of trying. ❤ it works and today I have hope
so happy for you!!! I'm working on 2 months now!!? them blues had me stuck... but I finally broke those chains and I'm NEVER going back... 3 days was the longest I could ever quit... but I FINALLY beat that record and it feels so fkn GREAT to be back!!!!
@@christineraines4673 dang really...I was going to see my Dr tomorrow to see if I can get on methadone in order to get in recovery and hopefully kill the bad withdrawal effects
15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤
This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.
I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤
My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things
I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone
@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.
My heart remembers hearing this when I was out there 3 years ago lost broken and would rather be dead .. and I was crying so hard.. it was the first thing that made me feel anything but numb in years. Now I'm 3 years clean in January and I'm blessed to be here. I just lost another amazing friend. And I just wish I could save everyone ❤ never stop rapping bc you touch hearts and help through the hard days
Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴 ❤
Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤
After 10 years of addiction, overdosing over 17 times on fentanyl, and being clinically dead 4 times. I am proud to say i am 210 days sober. Thank you colichee for sharing your story with us, courage, perseverance and humility 🙏
Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????
@@Melissa-kh8snI'm scared as well been doing fentanyl for 5 months now and it's literally took my life away from me...I'm constantly worried about if I have enough to not get sick ...I'm just tired of it already
hit 3 years clean a couple days ago. this brings tears to my eyes because i remember listening to this song when i was struggling so bad. i’m happy to still be here and im happy you are too ❤
Been sober for a year and 4 months ❤ i am praying for all of you out there struggling. I hope you get sober. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise.
It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.
I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.
I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯
@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.
Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn
Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.
@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect
I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗
Congratulations hun 7 years is so impressive, I love hearing about people with so much clean time as it inspires me to keep it up! I'm gunna hit 5 years clean this christmas and I am so stoked!
My dad was an alcoholic for many years and died from heart disease. I married the love of my life, and he suffered from drug addiction. To all those suffering from any addiction, you are strong and resilient. Stay strong ❤ you got this.
One year sober for today. Government had me trapped on the deathadone. Been and seen hell. Colliche, Kerser and 360 saved my life. Respect to all that have made it. 1 in 1000. Im one of them.
I LOVE this song! Going through recovery myself, I was clean for 2 years and relapsed. That relapse took me to jail for the first time and also a second time last year. But I thank God and the judge for putting me in for 6 months, that jail time really saved my life. I overdosed twice from fentanyl after my first time being in jail last year. I have listened to this song on repeat along with Colicchie's other music. I have turned on a couple of my sober friends to the music as well. It speaks a lot of truth behind us addicts. But we are living proof we do recovery!! Keep the music coming it helps us in recovery!
Was addicted to fentanyl for almost 4 years Been clean off of it a whole year since last September now this song hit home for me 💯❤️ hope everyone gets clean it took everything I had my house belongings kids smh but doing better now! Lost so many people to it my bf my bestfriend this song opened my eyes!
Days ago I commented on another one of your videos talking about how hopeless i was. Im 5 days clean off everything and with the love and support of friends and family im starting to feel like i might actually have a chance at a good life again. Thank you for being you and putting out a good message
39million views. This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked. I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.
My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.
@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.
This song and this solider is an absolute hero in my eyes and to the rest of us that sadly have this DISEASE. Because that's exactly what it is. You are my biggest inspiration that I can control it. And you should be so proud of yourself which I know you are. Your songs make me cry cause that's my everyday.. going to boost now, got no other choice. You are amazing!!!
Hey Jolene ! Are you okay today ?! I'm just reading these comments. I am an addict too 😬 25 yrs now... 2 prison sentences Several close calls on life Let me know u ok !💯🤍🖤
I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.
Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY
This song almost made me cry... you are such an inspiration...You say what every addict wants to say...It's an epidemic. Almost every person who isn't an addict says the most horrific things, although there are a few who don't. I've overheard a cop say, "well there is another dead addict off the streets"...My children lost their father, and I lost my partner/best friend of 17years.. and after that with my grief almost lost me. I've been clean 8 months and never want to go back, I refuse. Starting my life again at 29 years old. I go to more funerals then weddings, it's sad...Thank you, for saying what every addict wants to....truly thank you.
I have went evening he wants i did all things in this song i have went back to pot and wat help me with this i am getting medical card for potand I have gone through all the things she said and death song but never shooting know I've been Steinway from are hard drugs. And the new place I'm going they give me my medical marijuana card not like Care's in Olean they want to go clodChucky that tomorrow that yesterday today right now alright I found a new place give me my medical marijuana card I got paper and process
"& with one bad decision, I'm back in that obsession" ... That truly hit the spot. I've been clean for 7 years now... but it still feels like yesterday somehow... Thank you for this wonderful song, it's a great reminder.
Sophie M. thank you too I am in a debt to humanity and I will help us to see unique is a color that is spelled you and human race is a color that is unique
1 month clean tomorrow after 30 years of madness, this tune has reinforced that it is possible, to everyone struggling give yourself a break you are worth it, one day at a time 🙏
11 months sober. BEST thing I ever chose to do. This song got me through so many moments of my addiction and sometimes I forget how bad it truly was, but never fail to remind myself so I never go back. Colicchie you are a life saver to so many through your music ❤ praying life gives you and your family all the blessings it has to offer. And to anyone reading this that’s suffering, let me just tell you it isn’t a cake walk but it’s the greatest natural high you could ever get after being so broken and low. I love you and you’re strong.
I’m 16 years old and I overdosed 7 months ago... and this shit is so inspirational... I hope you know how grateful people really are for these videos❤️
@Emilee Lewis idk yr story but if it’s like mine I hope you’re safe💛 Know there’s ppl like me tht went through more than anybody ik at 16 so I understand how heavy sh*t can make all kinds of things an”outlet” but try&talk to someone🙏🏽🤞Not everyone is a poc some care&understand too🙌🙏🏽♥️ (if it was a one time thing I’m sorry tht happened🙏🏽)
@@alishaparker315 thanks i would actually love to talk to you and get to know u better it seem u could understand better than anyone I talked to so far ?
Kayleigh Naden congrats fit being off H for that long that's one of the toughest to come off of. I had 11 years but relapsed after my 21 year old son was killed September 9th 2017. Now I've picked myself back up and I've got 13 days. I am suffering . my whole body hurts.
Thanks for your songs i faught a crack addiction from the time i was 20 until i was 43 i am proud to say i have been clean for 6 years now. It is still hard but i am doing it one second at a time. Almost relapsed Oct of 2023 when i lost my momma it's not easy but i am doing it. You are such a blessing for me
I just got out of rehab , this is the first song I came to listen too.. I will always come to this song to remind me of the bad times... thank you! This is the longest I've been clean
Just got home myself from rehab today if this song sends you the message like it does for me to always remember that miserable time with withdrawal then keep listening god bless you I hope you are staying clean I know it's hard I am just a few month's behind you
@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death
@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.
Off heroin for 25 years and I help people now and I have saved one person so far and the person I'm working with now just seems like there's no hope but I'm not giving up till I save everyone in my path.God please bless and help us all!
Same heard it a month ago , cried not afraid to admit it @CrazyAztekX3 been through it for 18 yrs , 9 months 29 days clean , been giving another chance and I'm taking it, peace.
You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro
My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up
I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart
I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?
Everyone who reads this and is fighting with any addiction I pray you overcome those demons in the name of Jesus🙏Plz pray for me to I also have an addiction.
Your song has helped me and a lot of people that I know to get them off the drugs and to help my friends family understand what they're going through. Thank you for writing this song bro much love
"that's someones mother, someones uncle, someone's daughter, that's someones aunt, somesones son, and someone's father." Most the lyrics I feel..but these words though... ❤️ ❤️ I am a 92 days clean addict.. I am also a teacher and a therapist.. people think it is only others.. but that's what I thought.. till I went down a rabbit hole and ended on my butt. Anyone can get there.. I wish that was more recognized by society....
Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too
That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.
This song is so deep. And true to the core. OCTOBER 8TH 2019. AND I still struggle everyday. I have great days I don't even think about it. And I have days I have to take it second by second.
@@Colicchie Still about the same I keep struggling, not using, but it hard being a single of 4 children & being homeless. So just sitting looks like everyone was rite. All I'll ever amount to is being a failure, even as a mother. Trying to do & be better. All everyone wants is for me fail. OOPS.all I do is damage the people who need me the most. All I want is to be better. How do I do that. I am trying it so hard 😫 😩 not know how to get better. Thank you for your music. It really does help.
To see you responding to people 3 years later telling people to stay strong and asking how people are doing and even telling them they can reach out to you if they need to talk is absolutely insane and shows how much you care about your fans and that is one of the many reasons I respect you and your music. Keep up the amazing work and I hope you are having a wonderful day. Stay strong
First time hearing this song and I’m in tears. I lost my mother when I was only 15 to a drug OD. I work as a firefighter/paramedic now and have helped save those who have overdosed, but also sadly seen many pass. Reading these comments here has my heart full of many emotions. I just want to do all I can to help those I see on and off duty. To bring compassion and empathy to those who need it, including myself. And those who are in recovery I admire you so much. It is so brave to share your stories and my eyes welled up just reading them here. God bless. You matter and we are not alone.!!
This really Hits Home... been Clean Since 3/16/2011... Over 6 Years Clean.. Prayers To All Those In Addiction!!! Much Love And Respect to You, love Your Music!!!
Tabitha Cehrs that's amazing I got clean 11/28/2011..... It's the greatest feeling ever.... I'm always praying for the addicts who are still suffering to get clean
Thanks Everyone!! Yesterday Was My Birthday. If I Can Do It Anyone, Keep Fighting!!! #WEDORECOVER #RECOVERYROCKZ For those That Have FaceBook, I run A Recovery Group. Please Feel Free To Join. Its Called Crossing The Bridge To Recovery. #YouGotThis
When I was at my worst u couldn't walk a mile in my shoes this song is as real as u can get 💯love it❤️ u Go Man Thank u for this song I listen to it every day ! Ur Da 💣
This song hits I’m an addict and people don’t understand that have not walked in my shoes!! I have lost a lot of friends and man this made me think of them! I’m over a year sober but I will always be an addict! To everyone fighting.... I will always have your back! Just fight!!
I worked my program and my daughters have been my rock and of course my close friends. I had to make a change in my life after dieing I moved from Maryland to Florida and didn't know anyone. I was about to lose my kids and they are my life. I'm a mom of adult kids, I made my kids worry and suffer. I'm here!
@@dianeshirley3651 congratulations and keep up the good progress I don't know you but I'm proud of your effort and keep up the good work and just know I love all who struggle or don't think no one cares I do.
I dont usually comment on sh!t because in my opinion, my opinion doesn't matter... you just explained a decade of my life in a song. There are still tears in my eyes right now. I'm 8 months clean now and i hope i never go back. Thank you.
Love and respect to u I am always here to just to give you a ear I'm just coming off methadone and I am getting the best help life is too short I lost my friend last week peace x
Hi....been sober since 2001, yet I can tell you even without anything in my body sometimes it has become hard, especially feeling my kids so far from me even if they are right here......always follow up...keep following up till seeking help and being better becomes a habbit........and no matter what, no matter what, just don't pick up again..no...not even a bruskie..lol....it does get better and so much easier but after a lot,a lot of hard work.....God bless you all......You got this
Clean for 2 years. Towards the end of my using days I listened this track often. My friends hated it because they didn't want to be reminded of how miserable our lives were but i kept playing it because it was slowly nudging me in the right direction.. thanks for the great music brother. You played a role in helping me to get where I am today!
I’ve been sober 3 years and 6 months. December 2nd 2020 I found you not long after and every time I hear this song I remember where I was and how I relate to that feeling to escape feeling there’s no exit. You remind me the pain and struggle we went through, even though it was hard, has made us the better people we are today. I don’t and won’t ever be that person again
Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️
7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!
Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️
Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D
Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!
I remember listening to this song shortly before my sons father was killed over drugs. It's the sole reason I started going to college to become an addictions counselor. To hopefully help people before they face the same demise my sons father did. Thank you for this amazing song.
So I can say you are very accurate to the way of the junky way of being and I am redeemed , personally I was on a 18 year run with 2 years not using but it would come back stronger than before I was hospitalized for abscess on my hand 6 weeks and I was ask to attend a pickline treatment for I had told the doctor about my drug abuse I was there couple weeks and the truth of my life was locked up inside and no.understamding to the reason why we are in the condition start getting literature found out 90 percent of men that are raped become drug addicts and 70 become sexual predators, that was the first time I knew anything to make me feel like I was giving the person who raped me empowerment when I stick a needle in my arm and it was not rite away but it would be the motivation cause I don't know how to give in to some one who wants to hurt me and I finally got clean but it was not my strength,it was God's my truth is that most addictive people are dealing with a demon within there body ,sex has a way to transfer demons and 7 years old raped is how I was passed theone I had ,it's spirit ual warfare I am confident of that we need to talk about it and help those who are addicted cause they probably don't know why they are in self destruct mode but Satan said he came to kill steal and destroy,it's his demons and I know this now ,hit me back about this
Man this really takes me back, feels like your telling my past..and now my child's present...Jesus I trust in You..thank you for this mans freedom and mine, please guide the rest to you as well
My daughter is an addict to meth….she’s been clean for about five months now….she tries so hard and I know she does….it’s been hell and pain watching her go thru it….she knows it’s effected me and her family so much….but no matter what I had to go they I wasn’t leaving my babygirls side…..I stood by her and tried to help as much as I could I didn’t want her on the streets so when she lost her place I told her to come home….I ended up having to make her leave but even thru all that we are good now she knows I love her she knows I’ll never leave her alone….all I can say is I’m greatful she’s tired and trying she has a long road but I know she can do it….she struggles everyday…..but I KNOW a there will come the day she will never want that shit again….u described everything to the last detail of what I’ve seen her go thru….thank you…she sent this song to me and told me it gave her chills and made her cry ….she said she had no words ….once again thank you 🙏🏼
Colicchie, I can't relate to the drug side, but the drug side can reside in other things you get addicted to that makes your words hold me down. I never get enough of hearing this. I make others listen, but they think it might just be another fad, and i'm like NO LISTEN, no one can say these kinds of words unless you been there, or feel something else in your life makes you feel just like this drug did for you and so many others. Blessings brother, you keep grounded. I love reading the stories of the others as well.
I been using heroin for the last 15 years now, this has taken all that is good away. But I keep on trying, I'm on my 6th time trying to get clean. I have 5 days clean now and pray for it to stay.
Keep going man, you got this!!!! It takes many times for many people.....keep on tying and learning..learn your triggers, love yourself first!! Dont worry about anyone else but YOU for now!! You are most important, without you, there is NOTHING!!!! Do what you loved at age 7!! xo Love from Vermont!! Outlaw802
You got this!!! Trust me it took 2 weeks in a coma another month in hospital n losing some function on one of my legs to stop.... The feelings you get back are so worth it!!!
Congrats! That's a hell of an accomplishment!! 25 years..That's inspirational to me. I've been on methadone for 18 years. I'm 39 years old and became addicted to pain pills when I was 13 years old and went into methadone maintenance when I was a kid. You think there's hope for someone like me? Someone that's been on opiates for more of their life than they've been sober?? It seems impossible when I have tried to detox. It seems like the depression will never end...
@@michaeljohnston6290 I am much younger than you and have a lot less wisdom and understanding about drug addiction, however I am in rehab right now at 20 years old after a 2 year addiction to fentanyl pressed pills and I can tell you there is hope for ANYONE who has enough will power to leave it in the past. I’ve met people here at rehab who are in their 60’s and higher who are just now coming off of opiates after a life long addiction and you just have to want it enough. As for the depression, I understand how hard that makes it when quitting. All I can say is that it will get better the longer you’ve been clean. Stop isolating, engage in your community or with other people who understand what you are going through. Let yourself be vulnerable to others and tell them how you are really feeling. Get it off your chest and try to understand the root cause of your problems. Best of luck to you, I love you.
@@jayzayproductions5454 Thank you so much for taking the time to type that. This comment made my day! I Love You too, My Friend! :-) And congrats to you on your recovery!! It think you are very smart, strong willed, and you have a good heart. I see good things in your future! Go get em!!
I JUST CAME ACROSS THIS SONG AND INSTANTLY STARTED TEARING UP!!!! WOW! YOU JUST RAPPED MY STORY!! THIS IS SOME DEEP AND REAL SHIT! IM ALSO “DOING WHAT IT TAKES SO MY DAUGHTER WILL NEVER SEE ME HIGH!! THANK YOU FOR BEING THE VOICE FOR SO MANY OF US! YOU ARE APPRECIATED! 💯🙏🏻💫
This is all our story. It all happens in the same can way in all our lives! We must kill him (addiction)So all our sons a daughters will never see us high. Ever or again. And we definitely don't want to anyone who doesn't know about it speak about it!!!
Been 10 years now for me. I've been doing crystal since I was 14 and I've lost everything because of my addiction. Started with meth and went to fentanyl just back in 2020 got clean from that mid way through 2021 after almost dying in my girlfriend's arms. And now finally waking up and working on getting clean from the crystal as well
@@PsychoticToxicity thanks for sharing friend, it's a bitch of a road but we not only survived addiction since a very young age, but we beating the increase in living costs too by not using. R.I.P to those that didn't, Respect
❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤
8yrs heroin free but this song breaks me down every time. thank u coliche, for speaking only what our people know and what people like us know. I sincerely love you like a brother man
I’m laying in a detox centre in the uk detoxing of methodone. I’m so sick right now! I’m tearing up writing this! I’m struggling bad! I’m at the point of getting worse feeling less sick is a way of yet! I want my life back. Must heard this a 100 times, but the lyrics are hitting me like a brick right now! Love brother. U hit the seriousness of this hard! I need to be hearing this more than u will ever no right now! Thank you❤
I had been on 120 mg methadone for 5 years and I got sick and tired of the clinic keeping a rope around my neck and I quit going and even though it bought killed me,I came off it and never looked back, it's hard but take it 1 day at a time and then when you hit a week, take it a week at a time and then a month and then you will shock yourself at how far you have come.
You (CAN and WILL) Do it! Using a friend's phone ! Suboxone. But I'm 12 years clean. MUCH Love. Remember Demand greatness. your worth it! Kristy Rubin 2023 Ps. Best song Ever! #1
What’s going on Shane, I really pray since you’ve written this comment that your life has improved so much, I know how difficult it is in the beginning, but it’s worth it..!! Stay strong.
Been on the shit for 10yrs now,I'm 42 an feel 50..Don't feel like I'll ever have the strength to kick it.Peolpe say its months of withdraw...That's a scary thought,it's all a fckn trick
Man this speaks so much truth, between how you feel about yourself but doing Anything for the next fix to loosing everything thing. And then getting sober. People forget we are people with mental illness and brokenness we don't know how to deal with. Everyone deals with shit their own way. But once your addicted it becomes a disease. People will never understand if they haven't lived it. I'm balling my eyes out right now.
I am still straight struggling and I won't stop trying... No matter how many times it takes !!! Thank you again Chris... I appreciate you brother... Keep it 💯 !!
every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..
I am a recovering alcoholic i have been sober for 9 years and this song is so real, addiction is all the same it destroys lives this song was so raw and honest to me. God bless all fighting this disease and continue to fight on.
as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️
You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜
You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years
Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on
@@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍
Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.
8 months clean off heroin and meth. This song helped me through it. Thank you Colicchi
Kris Davis,
Still going??
Still sober
Kris Davis,
Hell yeah!!
I’m so proud to hear that…
Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd
Kris Davis,
Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church??
I quit smoking cigarettes January 5.
Not even a puff!
The fact I’m crying right now from this song I think it means it’s time to get sober
❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!
It’s been 3 months since this post are you sober yet..?
You can do it, stay strong
They told me that it is a disease ( addiction) that you have to live with it forever and also pay the dr. Psychologische off course you can maybe get a relapse, but that is something that we do not talk about anymore cause you are fighting for something else now. The reason that i never even try to stop is because i did not want to. The forces you and then it gets worse. You can only stop what you are doing if you find something else to live for. Making other people happy and helping them with everything and more..... Do this and your live gets better.... Everybody has his own personal thinks and trouble 's dont use drugs when you already have problems. Dont do drugs in general, but it's just something you have to remind yourself, when bad things happen in live try to focus on the good things that will come from hard work and being nice to people if you stay nice they will help you! If you blame everybody no one will, you can only change yourself not other people. ❤ Have a blessed week too everyone that takes the effort to read this. 😊
You got this, you can do it. Stay strong
My mom got me into using meth at 17 years old. I used until i was 33. Today I am celebrating my 8th month anniversary of being sober 240 days 🤟🎊. Thank you so much Colicchie you and your music has been a big part of it!! Your a blessing to me and so many people around the world 🙏❣️👏
Truly amazing, proud of you.!! We can do this ❤️👏🏽👏🏽 I appreciate it and you.!
Keep going. Proud of you!!!
Getting the gut to finally stand up for yourself & fight back is EVERYTHING
seems like you got that
I'm 32 and this song hits home. Addiction made me loose everything. I don't even get to see my kids. And I keep using BC I have nothing. I feel alone and getting high makes that alone feeling go away. The pain of loosing my kids easier. I don't have a home and I can't keep a job BC I can't focus.
@alex that's all a state of mind, you can It's possible! I lost my marriage 16yrs 4months ago now I'm sober get my kids on weekends, it's do able no matter what.
This song makes me cry every time. Lord watch over me and my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction.
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It's good to know you have 💛❤💙💜💖💗💛
This one has ❤
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🙏❤️ Pray we all find a way for our broken selfs 😭
Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!
Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...
suzanne rouze amazing
That’s awesome!!!
God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x
Congrats
Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.
Fair play to you man
Appreciate it brother
Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?
Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?
Keep staying strong I'll pray for you
I love this! Addiction had its claws in me for 15 years, but after 5 rehabs, finally, truly hitting rock bottom and being fed up, i am 136 days happily clean and sober and am currently a staff member at a men's inpatient rehab, helping other men achieve sobriety!!! Only by the grace of God am i able to be where i am now and not dead!!!
How amazing Thomas, that’s what I love to hear. Let’s keep it going, both of us ..!! 🫡❤️🙏🏽🙌🏽
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AMEN CARNALITO YOU TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME YOU CAN DO IT
Amen Brother. It's like death was never fearful but welcome. The people outside cannot imagine the feeling and only to die and be revived back to this Hell makes you invite it more. I have a new outlook, a clean one and to hear this song brings back memories, but helps us grow!
@thomasdurham6189 very proud of you. It took me 1 state facilities rehab and detox program. I had to cold turkey off the drugs I was prescribed
I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry
8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽
First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey
You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks
Wow I have 65 days clean
Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.
Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!
Amazing John, congrats and much love ..!!!
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My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless
Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love
thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin
Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!
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for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris
I am the son of a recovering heroin addict and I can truly say this song had helped me understand what he was going through better. You made this song with the purpose of reaching addicts but as a family member I now know every word. All I can say is thank you
Much love and respect .. sincerely . And thank you, I appreciate it 🙏🏽
I think this song turn the whole lot about my life and my family being addicted to drugs me having Cerebral Palsy and my twin brother and younger brotherHaving a fucked up life in foster care having a fucked up life inside a foster care because my mother's mom was prejudice tourist black people my father got my mother pregnant with me and my twin brother had a very young age young age in high School my mom was 14 going on 15 my dad was 16 going on 17When my mom was pregnant with twins my dad got locked up with where is statutory rape did Judge gave my dad 12 1/2 years in prison at 17 I turn two big drug world at 11 years of age I love the money I did not care who I was selling drugs to junkies pregnant women mothers without taking care of their kids as long as I was making that big top dollarI did time in prison behind the money and drug gameI was in Latin King gang member I still get hungry for the money but this will be my third strike my third strike now I'm inside of a wheelchair because bullet in my spinal cord I still am mobile I still can use my whole entire body with the women in the bedroom like I said I listen to this song 100 100 all day everyday to remind me not to get that hungry for money again because you likeBig judge told me I'm never getting out this time❤😢
@@ericaukett7331thank you for sharing your truth! Stay strong stay true. Love and respect and hugs
I’m a daughter of one and he sent me this song so please remember there are more out there if you ever feel alone ❤
I am the daughter of two addicts and swore that I would never become one myself. Well, my clean date is 06/28/18. I became what I hated the most in this world. I started methadone maintenance, and it saved my life and saved my family. I've been tapering off for awhile now and I only have 9 days left. It's so very hard, but "I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired, but then it finally happened, motivated by desire." Methadone saved my life, but I'm so excited to finally close this chapter. I promise, that I am going to break this generational curse and NEVER go back to that shell of a person I was six years ago. I'm so proud of every single person who has the courage to try and save themselves. There is hope, and there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
"if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get it." Gave me chills
❤️🙏🏽 much love
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Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.
🤍Igetit!!
4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.
Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️
No matter how many times I listen to the song I still get chills ... it takes me back to a place I never want to be again
Absolutely
We got this all of us
Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!
Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.
Hey
Man it’s been 6 years since I’ve touched a needle man…this song is still the ONE man. I’ve never been so captivated by a song about addiction even years after. When I first heard this song I seriously felt you were articulating something I couldn’t do but 💯 went thru. You were a voice for the broken man. I still revisit this song from time to time and this still till this day man… it perfectly captures the real gutter and darkness of addiction
Means the absolute world to me, thank you. Congrats to on your time Clean also that’s amazing.
Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.
Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
❤❤❤
u no it
God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.
Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away...
Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.
I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕
❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine
You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother
You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well
You got it stay strong
Keep going Christine💯👍🏽
I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽
Been clean for 6 years now and this song still gives me chills and the motivation to keep going! Thanks bro
Amazing, honestly. How are you today?
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Motivation for u my good dude. Hope u get something out of it . Congrats on 6 months
Wow rite on how are you today
It's easier to be ashamed for addicts than to get up and do it I love you thanks for showing everyone that we're not alone
Much love Joesph, thank you.!!
Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again
Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't
Never say never
I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance..
This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont
@@nickadoo62he's just not ready yet, one day he'll wake up and say I'm tired of this shit. The chasing drugs just to be able to function and everything that comes with that life style. I was an addict for 25 yrs and tried to get sober and failed multiple times. Then 2 yrs ago I said I'm done with this shit. I've been sober for 2 yrs now.
I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.
Truly amazing..!!
So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past
How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices
Facts nice bro
Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!
4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life!
Your music is powerful- especially this song.
4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace!
We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤
Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽
@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️
@@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚
@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx
Right on marlian,,,,,,,this song 😢😂saved my Life,,,,,,,18years on it hard,,,,,,5 years clean ,,,,yes ,,,,come on everyone stay strong,, there is a light at the endxxxxxx
70 days clean today off fentanyl and feeling very strong in my recovery. I was a homeless addict, an injector, I lost my son to CFS and today I’m getting unsupervised visitation any day now with him after him being gone 8 months to foster care. Before October I’ll have overnights. And I’m so glad I’m choosing recovery everyday. Grateful to the NA program, I’m taking all the suggestions this time instead of working my own program because I never could stay clean that way in over 13
Years of trying. ❤ it works and today I have hope
so happy for you!!! I'm working on 2 months now!!? them blues had me stuck... but I finally broke those chains and I'm NEVER going back... 3 days was the longest I could ever quit... but I FINALLY beat that record and it feels so fkn GREAT to be back!!!!
Congratulations .!! That’s truly amazing. Let’s keep it going ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
@@TraviesoLocoman how'd you do it bro...I'm on powder fent and I do it just so my body won't feel off...I really wana get my life back
@lexirusso5840 PLEASE Tell me how I can't even get a week. I'm on methadone and still going thru withdrawal 😢
@@christineraines4673 dang really...I was going to see my Dr tomorrow to see if I can get on methadone in order to get in recovery and hopefully kill the bad withdrawal effects
15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤
Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?
wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.
26years using every word is so true 2yrs clean now
This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.
Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong
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Keep it up man
This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless
Stay 💪 strong
I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤
Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook
My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things
I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone
i hope your spouse is doing better
@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.
My heart remembers hearing this when I was out there 3 years ago lost broken and would rather be dead .. and I was crying so hard.. it was the first thing that made me feel anything but numb in years.
Now I'm 3 years clean in January and I'm blessed to be here.
I just lost another amazing friend. And I just wish I could save everyone ❤ never stop rapping bc you touch hearts and help through the hard days
Amazing, truly. Proud of you.!! Much love ❤️
Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴 ❤
My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love
i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh
Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤
RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young
❤yes l no to alwys
After 10 years of addiction, overdosing over 17 times on fentanyl, and being clinically dead 4 times. I am proud to say i am 210 days sober. Thank you colichee for sharing your story with us, courage, perseverance and humility 🙏
Keep up the good work. Just wanted to share mine as I feel like there is hope in staying clean. 21 years of herion. 6 year of meth and 4 year cocain
@@dalehartnell6199 amazing Dale 🙏🙏🙏
@@dalehartnell6199😢
Only God above is why you still here hun.
God bless you..I feel you.. believe it.
Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!
Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽
😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮@@Colicchie
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????
much love stay clean for your daughter, your strong, it has been done. Why not you too.
@@Melissa-kh8snI'm scared as well been doing fentanyl for 5 months now and it's literally took my life away from me...I'm constantly worried about if I have enough to not get sick ...I'm just tired of it already
hit 3 years clean a couple days ago. this brings tears to my eyes because i remember listening to this song when i was struggling so bad. i’m happy to still be here and im happy you are too ❤
How amazing, that’s what I love to hear. Let’s keep it going, both of us.
Been sober for a year and 4 months ❤ i am praying for all of you out there struggling. I hope you get sober. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise.
❤️❤️
It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.
Keep it up I’m proud of you
Struggling trying I make it through the days it's night time trying to sleep so hard been going 20 years now off and on but more on
I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.
Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?
I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯
Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽
Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.
Fabulous going!!!! 🤗
Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...
@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.
May God give everybody strength to fight those demons my daughter is fighting her own. I pray for all your lyrics went right to my heart. God bless.
❤️❤️🙏🏽
Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn
Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!
Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.
Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.
You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back
@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect
I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗
Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!
Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help
It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much
Respect 😘
Congratulations
Listening to this makes me so incredibly grateful that I have 7+ years of sobriety and am no longer a slave to addiction! *#soberAF* *#onedayatatime*
Truly amazing.. let’s keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽
@@Colicchie the words are so real. #Baltimore
Congratulations hun 7 years is so impressive, I love hearing about people with so much clean time as it inspires me to keep it up! I'm gunna hit 5 years clean this christmas and I am so stoked!
Your doing amazing. Keep it up
Congratz. Please keep it that way. I love this tune too, the party drugs got me. No more.
My dad was an alcoholic for many years and died from heart disease. I married the love of my life, and he suffered from drug addiction.
To all those suffering from any addiction, you are strong and resilient. Stay strong ❤ you got this.
❤️❤️❤️
4 years off heroin! This song gave me chills it’s amazing! There is hope as long as ur breathing
Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you today?
I listen to this song at least once a week ☺️ sometimes every day because I can't forget we're this drug took me too.
Nice I'm sober for 17 years. cold turkeyed it at 23ish. Never looked back. Worst 7 day detox of hell ever!
I hope you're good 💯
I hope you're good 💯
wow, this is the type of rap that gives you goosebumps if you can relate.
❤️❤️❤️
The first time I heard it that's exactly what happened.
I mean like fr I have been here already I have been able to beat it. And I'm glad I did
My father showed me the song and I listen to it every day
For sure!
One year sober for today. Government had me trapped on the deathadone. Been and seen hell. Colliche, Kerser and 360 saved my life. Respect to all that have made it. 1 in 1000. Im one of them.
I LOVE this song! Going through recovery myself, I was clean for 2 years and relapsed. That relapse took me to jail for the first time and also a second time last year. But I thank God and the judge for putting me in for 6 months, that jail time really saved my life. I overdosed twice from fentanyl after my first time being in jail last year. I have listened to this song on repeat along with Colicchie's other music. I have turned on a couple of my sober friends to the music as well. It speaks a lot of truth behind us addicts. But we are living proof we do recovery!! Keep the music coming it helps us in recovery!
Stay clean … ❤
Means the world to me Brandy, truly. Much love and respect, we can do this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
Was addicted to fentanyl for almost 4 years Been clean off of it a whole year since last September now this song hit home for me 💯❤️ hope everyone gets clean it took everything I had my house belongings kids smh but doing better now! Lost so many people to it my bf my bestfriend this song opened my eyes!
Amazing Breanna, much love and respect. Congrats ❤️🙏🏽
How did you get clean I've been u using fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick of it wanna get clean but scared of the detox
You pussy😂I'm clean for 2 weeks@Melissa-kh8sn
Im sitting on the couch and on fentanyl withdrawaling bad ... And I'm proud u sober now .. I am here but mentally lost ...
@@Melissa-kh8snsublicade
Days ago I commented on another one of your videos talking about how hopeless i was. Im 5 days clean off everything and with the love and support of friends and family im starting to feel like i might actually have a chance at a good life again. Thank you for being you and putting out a good message
Keep it going, regardless if you fall or not. Took me so many tries. It honestly is possible, how are you today?
Keep stacking them clean days
8 days for me we got this
@@jamesmcconnell9338 how are you doing today? The success stories give me hope.
I hope you made it.
Brought tears to my eyes. IF YOU HAVEN'T LIVED IT, THEN YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK ABOUT IT. That's ours, and only for us. Thank you for this song.
Michael Burseth amen ...
Dudley Boynton Im fighting with you brother stay strong.
Michael Burseth i second that bro...nobody can know that life until they've lived it....nor judge one...cuz we al)lllllll have fucking vices
I'll speak on any topic I want to, thanks
Michael Burseth 💯 brotha
39million views.
This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked.
I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.
Thank you, I genuinely appreciate it. Much respect.
@@Colicchie fr tho he got a point 🙏
My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.
Thank you so much ❤️
@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS
I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌
@@Colicchie Your song is saving my life
This song and this solider is an absolute hero in my eyes and to the rest of us that sadly have this DISEASE. Because that's exactly what it is. You are my biggest inspiration that I can control it. And you should be so proud of yourself which I know you are. Your songs make me cry cause that's my everyday.. going to boost now, got no other choice. You are amazing!!!
Thank you so much Jolene, I genuinely appreciate it. How are you today?
Hey Jolene !
Are you okay today ?!
I'm just reading these comments.
I am an addict too 😬
25 yrs now...
2 prison sentences
Several close calls on life
Let me know u ok !💯🤍🖤
Try NA its the only thing thats ever worked for me!
THE REALIST SHIT THAT IS GOIN TO HELP ME ON MY JOURNEY
I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.
Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽
Son is safe, and is well cared for.
Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY
We watched on the same day hope u keep it up
@@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years
He made this before Fentanyl starting killing EVERYONE too..this song hits deep, even 7yrs later.
Prayers for everyone fighting this horrible disease.
This song almost made me cry... you are such an inspiration...You say what every addict wants to say...It's an epidemic. Almost every person who isn't an addict says the most horrific things, although there are a few who don't. I've overheard a cop say, "well there is another dead addict off the streets"...My children lost their father, and I lost my partner/best friend of 17years.. and after that with my grief almost lost me. I've been clean 8 months and never want to go back, I refuse. Starting my life again at 29 years old. I go to more funerals then weddings, it's sad...Thank you, for saying what every addict wants to....truly thank you.
I have went evening he wants i did all things in this song i have went back to pot and wat help me with this i am getting medical card for potand I have gone through all the things she said and death song but never shooting know I've been Steinway from are hard drugs. And the new place I'm going they give me my medical marijuana card not like Care's in Olean they want to go clodChucky that tomorrow that yesterday today right now alright I found a new place give me my medical marijuana card I got paper and process
I lost my wife to heroin, she’s lost herself in the addiction and my three kids lost their mom. She’s not the woman I married and it breaks my heart.
"& with one bad decision, I'm back in that obsession" ... That truly hit the spot.
I've been clean for 7 years now... but it still feels like yesterday somehow... Thank you for this wonderful song, it's a great reminder.
Sophie M. thank you too I am in a debt to humanity and I will help us to see unique is a color that is spelled you and human race is a color that is unique
good job!
Sophie M.
True Story
(Heroin Opioid Crisis)
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Sophie M. lol
It is and congratulations on 7 yrs I hope to make many more for u and to me. 2 yrs for me now. Feels like 200 years
1 month clean tomorrow after 30 years of madness, this tune has reinforced that it is possible, to everyone struggling give yourself a break you are worth it, one day at a time 🙏
Good job!! You got this! Keep up the amazing work on your sobriety!🎉
@@delorisjohnson4251 Thank you, 💙🙏
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hope you're still doing alright man! keep it up. it's worth it! i'm now 15 months clean, and things are starting to look up!
11 months sober. BEST thing I ever chose to do. This song got me through so many moments of my addiction and sometimes I forget how bad it truly was, but never fail to remind myself so I never go back. Colicchie you are a life saver to so many through your music ❤ praying life gives you and your family all the blessings it has to offer. And to anyone reading this that’s suffering, let me just tell you it isn’t a cake walk but it’s the greatest natural high you could ever get after being so broken and low. I love you and you’re strong.
Amazing.!! Proud of you, honestly.!! We can do this, stay strong 🫶🏽🫶🏽👏🏽
I’m 16 years old and I overdosed 7 months ago... and this shit is so inspirational... I hope you know how grateful people really are for these videos❤️
Stay strong ❤️❤️❤️
U can do it stay safe and away from the bad drugs ......I'll pray for you 🙏 I will ur Soo Young.....stay away from the people that do bad drugs.
@Emilee Lewis idk yr story but if it’s like mine I hope you’re safe💛 Know there’s ppl like me tht went through more than anybody ik at 16 so I understand how heavy sh*t can make all kinds of things an”outlet” but try&talk to someone🙏🏽🤞Not everyone is a poc some care&understand too🙌🙏🏽♥️
(if it was a one time thing I’m sorry tht happened🙏🏽)
@@alishaparker315 thanks i would actually love to talk to you and get to know u better it seem u could understand better than anyone I talked to so far ?
31 days clean today after 19 month relapse. Listening to this feeling so grateful 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼
thank you for these words...you inspire and motivate me. I'm seven months clean today off heroin and i find strength in you...
Cupcake Moon congratulations
I know you dont know me but thats awesome to hear.
Cupcake Moon well done I'm on meth but year off h xx
Cupcake Moon 541 days here.... congrats to you....
Kayleigh Naden congrats fit being off H for that long
that's one of the toughest to come off of. I had 11 years but relapsed after my 21 year old son was killed September 9th 2017. Now I've picked myself back up and I've got 13 days. I am suffering . my whole body hurts.
Thanks for your songs i faught a crack addiction from the time i was 20 until i was 43 i am proud to say i have been clean for 6 years now. It is still hard but i am doing it one second at a time. Almost relapsed Oct of 2023 when i lost my momma it's not easy but i am doing it. You are such a blessing for me
Truly
Amazing..!!!
Congrats, much love
I just got out of rehab , this is the first song I came to listen too.. I will always come to this song to remind me of the bad times... thank you! This is the longest I've been clean
Thank you Brielle, I genuinely appreciate it. Stay strong, we can do this. Love your name also..!!
@@Colicchie thank you!! Still going strong💪 ❤
You got this! The fight is worth it by I promise!!! #wedorecover keep on fighting the good fight!! Congratulations!!🥰
@@briellejohnson9078 yasssss!! If nobody has told you I want you to know I’m proud of you 😊
Just got home myself from rehab today if this song sends you the message like it does for me to always remember that miserable time with withdrawal then keep listening god bless you I hope you are staying clean I know it's hard I am just a few month's behind you
4 years sober from heroin and crack addiction. This song speaks so much damn truth 🙏🏼❤️
Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?
How did you get off the h
@Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.
@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death
@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.
It's crazy how it hits. No matter how long it has been, you can feel everything.
I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong
Off heroin for 25 years and I help people now and I have saved one person so far and the person I'm working with now just seems like there's no hope but I'm not giving up till I save everyone in my path.God please bless and help us all!
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Today I stumbled upon this song, gave me goosebumps made me tear up, made me cry my eyes out. Beautiful insight. Beautiful light.
Charlene Kornegay i was sitting on my toilet doing my morning get well shot this song came on for the first time and i cryed like all fucking day
Charlene Kornegay I just heard this song last night and I have been a sobbing mess
Charlene Kornegay it gives me the chills to your not alone
Same heard it a month ago , cried not afraid to admit it @CrazyAztekX3 been through it for 18 yrs , 9 months 29 days clean , been giving another chance and I'm taking it, peace.
Im 55 and ive been struggling for 30 years. This song is the truth and we all need to keep trying. There is hope.
Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽
You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro
Glad you can finally admit that
My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up
I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart
Being clean is easy, staying clean is a hell of a task!! Remember me in your prayers guys..🙏🏿🙏🏿.. gbu all...
Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽
I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
I pray for you to stay clean god watch over you........🙏
Totally agree. It's so hard when I still live in a small town, small town mentality does NOT help🤔😥
staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?
Everyone who reads this and is fighting with any addiction I pray you overcome those demons in the name of Jesus🙏Plz pray for me to I also have an addiction.
Much love and respect, sincerely 🙏🏽
I Pray for you and me 12 years stuck. LORD PLEASE PLEASE ME😢
Fem one day at a time my prayers for you to you you got this tomorrow is day one and only takes one day at a time remember this
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤
Your song has helped me and a lot of people that I know to get them off the drugs and to help my friends family understand what they're going through. Thank you for writing this song bro much love
"that's someones mother, someones uncle, someone's daughter, that's someones aunt, somesones son, and someone's father."
Most the lyrics I feel..but these words though... ❤️ ❤️ I am a 92 days clean addict.. I am also a teacher and a therapist.. people think it is only others.. but that's what I thought.. till I went down a rabbit hole and ended on my butt. Anyone can get there.. I wish that was more recognized by society....
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Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too
That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.
Exactly, people need to stop judging
This song is so deep. And true to the core. OCTOBER 8TH 2019. AND I still struggle everyday. I have great days I don't even think about it. And I have days I have to take it second by second.
Hold on Brandi, how are you doing today? We can do this..!! Stay strong
Same here..i still have hope for me doing shit since almost 30years..dont be that stupid.pls.
I have to do it sec to sec right now..but pain is always only a memory,and not the warning it should be aint it?
@@Colicchie Still about the same I keep struggling, not using, but it hard being a single of 4 children & being homeless. So just sitting looks like everyone was rite. All I'll ever amount to is being a failure, even as a mother. Trying to do & be better. All everyone wants is for me fail. OOPS.all I do is damage the people who need me the most. All I want is to be better. How do I do that. I am trying it so hard 😫 😩 not know how to get better. Thank you for your music. It really does help.
To see you responding to people 3 years later telling people to stay strong and asking how people are doing and even telling them they can reach out to you if they need to talk is absolutely insane and shows how much you care about your fans and that is one of the many reasons I respect you and your music. Keep up the amazing work and I hope you are having a wonderful day. Stay strong
I get really busy Corbin but I honestly try and do what I can. I appreciate it
@@Colicchie You are an amazing individual. Glad to visit this page still being clean going on 39 months strong 🤙🏼
Awesome. We do Recover. I am SO GRATEFUL FOR THE DAILY REPRIEVE I HAVE BEEN AFFORDED.
@@Colicchie 21 years & still struggling. One day I will be completly free. It’s people like you that give hope to the rest of us. Thank you.
@@Colicchie Your effort does not go unnoticed. We appreciate you
First time hearing this song and I’m in tears. I lost my mother when I was only 15 to a drug OD.
I work as a firefighter/paramedic now and have helped save those who have overdosed, but also sadly seen many pass.
Reading these comments here has my heart full of many emotions.
I just want to do all I can to help those I see on and off duty. To bring compassion and empathy to those who need it, including myself.
And those who are in recovery I admire you so much. It is so brave to share your stories and my eyes welled up just reading them here.
God bless. You matter and we are not alone.!!
We all appreciate you. We really do ❤️❤️
This really Hits Home... been Clean Since 3/16/2011... Over 6 Years Clean.. Prayers To All Those In Addiction!!! Much Love And Respect to You, love Your Music!!!
Tabitha Cehrs Glad you're clean! Totally off topic but that is my birthday
Tabitha Cehrs that's amazing I got clean 11/28/2011..... It's the greatest feeling ever.... I'm always praying for the addicts who are still suffering to get clean
Tabitha Cehrs congrats to you! I’m still In the process
Tabitha Cehrs good job much love
Thanks Everyone!! Yesterday Was My Birthday. If I Can Do It Anyone, Keep Fighting!!! #WEDORECOVER #RECOVERYROCKZ
For those That Have FaceBook, I run A Recovery Group. Please Feel Free To Join. Its Called Crossing The Bridge To Recovery. #YouGotThis
When I was at my worst u couldn't walk a mile in my shoes this song is as real as u can get 💯love it❤️ u Go Man Thank u for this song I listen to it every day ! Ur Da 💣
Much love and respect Nita, hope you’re having an amazing weekend 🙏🏽
I feel ya there
This song hits I’m an addict and people don’t understand that have not walked in my shoes!! I have lost a lot of friends and man this made me think of them! I’m over a year sober but I will always be an addict! To everyone fighting.... I will always have your back! Just fight!!
Diane Shirley keep strong got you just call and talk to someone I'm here
Diane Shirley I walk them shoes today and always will now
Stay strong good on ya.
I worked my program and my daughters have been my rock and of course my close friends. I had to make a change in my life after dieing I moved from Maryland to Florida and didn't know anyone. I was about to lose my kids and they are my life. I'm a mom of adult kids, I made my kids worry and suffer. I'm here!
@@dianeshirley3651 congratulations and keep up the good progress I don't know you but I'm proud of your effort and keep up the good work and just know I love all who struggle or don't think no one cares I do.
I'll always love this testimony . you're truly blessed man, I pray you'll stick to your recovery road and reaching lives. 💜
Thank you, I appreciate the love and support. 🙏🏽❤️
I dont usually comment on sh!t because in my opinion, my opinion doesn't matter... you just explained a decade of my life in a song. There are still tears in my eyes right now. I'm 8 months clean now and i hope i never go back. Thank you.
I cried so Fucking hard for an hour after hearing this. Good for you and keep going!
Your opiondose matter!!!
Love and respect to u I am always here to just to give you a ear I'm just coming off methadone and I am getting the best help life is too short I lost my friend last week peace x
Everyones opinion matters to some my man. Keep ya head up
hope youre doing good man!!!!!!!!!!
Hi....been sober since 2001, yet I can tell you even without anything in my body sometimes it has become hard, especially feeling my kids so far from me even if they are right here......always follow up...keep following up till seeking help and being better becomes a habbit........and no matter what, no matter what, just don't pick up again..no...not even a bruskie..lol....it does get better and so much easier but after a lot,a lot of hard work.....God bless you all......You got this
Stay strong Blanca ☺️🙏🏽
Idc who sees this if you
Be what hes really saying and see sober but there obsession what can u do no hope
Ur a star tho
Thank you Blanca! I needed all that ... blessed be 💜
Clean for 2 years. Towards the end of my using days I listened this track often. My friends hated it because they didn't want to be reminded of how miserable our lives were but i kept playing it because it was slowly nudging me in the right direction.. thanks for the great music brother. You played a role in helping me to get where I am today!
Much love and respect Tim, stay strong. We can do this 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼
@@Colicchie💯
I’ve been sober 3 years and 6 months. December 2nd 2020 I found you not long after and every time I hear this song I remember where I was and how I relate to that feeling to escape feeling there’s no exit. You remind me the pain and struggle we went through, even though it was hard, has made us the better people we are today. I don’t and won’t ever be that person again
Means the world to me and congrats .!! How amazing.!! ❤️👏🏽 stay strong
Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️
7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!
Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️
Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol
Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D
Very true
Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!
I remember listening to this song shortly before my sons father was killed over drugs. It's the sole reason I started going to college to become an addictions counselor. To hopefully help people before they face the same demise my sons father did. Thank you for this amazing song.
So sorry to hear that Sarah, truly 💔
Id pay a dollar a day to see homie keep trying, when i get rich ill have him inspire me for more $.
So I can say you are very accurate to the way of the junky way of being and I am redeemed , personally I was on a 18 year run with 2 years not using but it would come back stronger than before I was hospitalized for abscess on my hand 6 weeks and I was ask to attend a pickline treatment for I had told the doctor about my drug abuse I was there couple weeks and the truth of my life was locked up inside and no.understamding to the reason why we are in the condition start getting literature found out 90 percent of men that are raped become drug addicts and 70 become sexual predators, that was the first time I knew anything to make me feel like I was giving the person who raped me empowerment when I stick a needle in my arm and it was not rite away but it would be the motivation cause I don't know how to give in to some one who wants to hurt me and I finally got clean but it was not my strength,it was God's my truth is that most addictive people are dealing with a demon within there body ,sex has a way to transfer demons and 7 years old raped is how I was passed theone I had ,it's spirit ual warfare I am confident of that we need to talk about it and help those who are addicted cause they probably don't know why they are in self destruct mode but Satan said he came to kill steal and destroy,it's his demons and I know this now ,hit me back about this
Man this really takes me back, feels like your telling my past..and now my child's present...Jesus I trust in You..thank you for this mans freedom and mine, please guide the rest to you as well
Stay strong 🙏🏽🙏🏽
My daughter is an addict to meth….she’s been clean for about five months now….she tries so hard and I know she does….it’s been hell and pain watching her go thru it….she knows it’s effected me and her family so much….but no matter what I had to go they I wasn’t leaving my babygirls side…..I stood by her and tried to help as much as I could I didn’t want her on the streets so when she lost her place I told her to come home….I ended up having to make her leave but even thru all that we are good now she knows I love her she knows I’ll never leave her alone….all I can say is I’m greatful she’s tired and trying she has a long road but I know she can do it….she struggles everyday…..but I KNOW a there will come the day she will never want that shit again….u described everything to the last detail of what I’ve seen her go thru….thank you…she sent this song to me and told me it gave her chills and made her cry ….she said she had no words ….once again thank you 🙏🏼
Colicchie, I can't relate to the drug side, but the drug side can reside in other things you get addicted to that makes your words hold me down. I never get enough of hearing this. I make others listen, but they think it might just be another fad, and i'm like NO LISTEN, no one can say these kinds of words unless you been there, or feel something else in your life makes you feel just like this drug did for you and so many others. Blessings brother, you keep grounded. I love reading the stories of the others as well.
I honestly appreciate you and everyone that supports my music. How are you holding up this weekend?
I been using heroin for the last 15 years now, this has taken all that is good away. But I keep on trying, I'm on my 6th time trying to get clean. I have 5 days clean now and pray for it to stay.
5 days seems so far away for me. I pray you find your sobriety.
Keep going man, you got this!!!! It takes many times for many people.....keep on tying and learning..learn your triggers, love yourself first!! Dont worry about anyone else but YOU for now!! You are most important, without you, there is NOTHING!!!! Do what you loved at age 7!! xo Love from Vermont!! Outlaw802
Amazing, you can always message me on Facebook
If ya ever need I'm here bro
You got this!!! Trust me it took 2 weeks in a coma another month in hospital n losing some function on one of my legs to stop.... The feelings you get back are so worth it!!!
This song literally saved my life , 8 months clean from a 25 year heroin addiction....
Truly amazing, how are you today?
U good ? Still?
Congrats! That's a hell of an accomplishment!! 25 years..That's inspirational to me. I've been on methadone for 18 years. I'm 39 years old and became addicted to pain pills when I was 13 years old and went into methadone maintenance when I was a kid. You think there's hope for someone like me? Someone that's been on opiates for more of their life than they've been sober?? It seems impossible when I have tried to detox. It seems like the depression will never end...
@@michaeljohnston6290 I am much younger than you and have a lot less wisdom and understanding about drug addiction, however I am in rehab right now at 20 years old after a 2 year addiction to fentanyl pressed pills and I can tell you there is hope for ANYONE who has enough will power to leave it in the past. I’ve met people here at rehab who are in their 60’s and higher who are just now coming off of opiates after a life long addiction and you just have to want it enough. As for the depression, I understand how hard that makes it when quitting. All I can say is that it will get better the longer you’ve been clean. Stop isolating, engage in your community or with other people who understand what you are going through. Let yourself be vulnerable to others and tell them how you are really feeling. Get it off your chest and try to understand the root cause of your problems. Best of luck to you, I love you.
@@jayzayproductions5454 Thank you so much for taking the time to type that. This comment made my day! I Love You too, My Friend! :-) And congrats to you on your recovery!! It think you are very smart, strong willed, and you have a good heart. I see good things in your future! Go get em!!
I JUST CAME ACROSS THIS SONG AND INSTANTLY STARTED TEARING UP!!!! WOW! YOU JUST RAPPED MY STORY!! THIS IS SOME DEEP AND REAL SHIT! IM ALSO “DOING WHAT IT TAKES SO MY DAUGHTER WILL NEVER SEE ME HIGH!! THANK YOU FOR BEING THE VOICE FOR SO MANY OF US! YOU ARE APPRECIATED! 💯🙏🏻💫
Same girl same
His part 2.... its so crazy.. I literally feel like we lived the same damn life! 🤦🏻♀️🕯
Ashy pops-Ashleigh- sending luv your way💕
This is all our story. It all happens in the same can way in all our lives! We must kill him (addiction)So all our sons a daughters will never see us high. Ever or again. And we definitely don't want to anyone who doesn't know about it speak about it!!!
Congrats on ur sobriety sister
Thank you for your voice and for speaking not just for yourself but for all those who can't ❤️
Much love and respect, sincerely
I was on meth since I was 13 years old and I’m now 35 and have been 2 years sober and couldn’t be happier, I absolutely love this song
Thank you Scott and that’s amazing. Stay strong
Wow bud, 13 for me too, I'm 47 in march, just waking up now. Respect
Been 10 years now for me. I've been doing crystal since I was 14 and I've lost everything because of my addiction. Started with meth and went to fentanyl just back in 2020 got clean from that mid way through 2021 after almost dying in my girlfriend's arms. And now finally waking up and working on getting clean from the crystal as well
@@PsychoticToxicity thanks for sharing friend, it's a bitch of a road but we not only survived addiction since a very young age, but we beating the increase in living costs too by not using. R.I.P to those that didn't, Respect
fuck ya congrats! this guy is the shit I've just found him today what a blessing someone to verbalize past suffering
Rest in peace Dad. I know you tried and have a bigger heart than anyone gave you credit for.
💔💔🙏🏽
Amen.
Amen
❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤
Sending you condolences and LOVE!!
As a recovering addict myself , I just wanna say I’m proud of everyone who is trying to get clean and stay clean !!!! 💯💯🤍🤍
❤️❤️❤️
Clean and free Seattle 2021
Thank you
This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem
God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..
I've been clean a year as of yesterday and ur music and experience definitely helped me. Thank u
Happy to hear that! Much love and respect .!! Thank you
8yrs heroin free but this song breaks me down every time. thank u coliche, for speaking only what our people know and what people like us know. I sincerely love you like a brother man
Amen bro
I'm proud of you!
Good job staying clean, keep it up bro!.
Proud of the ones who got through it❤️ God put y'all on this Earth for a reason.
Amen
Thank you
I’m laying in a detox centre in the uk detoxing of methodone. I’m so sick right now! I’m tearing up writing this! I’m struggling bad! I’m at the point of getting worse feeling less sick is a way of yet! I want my life back. Must heard this a 100 times, but the lyrics are hitting me like a brick right now! Love brother. U hit the seriousness of this hard! I need to be hearing this more than u will ever no right now! Thank you❤
I had been on 120 mg methadone for 5 years and I got sick and tired of the clinic keeping a rope around my neck and I quit going and even though it bought killed me,I came off it and never looked back, it's hard but take it 1 day at a time and then when you hit a week, take it a week at a time and then a month and then you will shock yourself at how far you have come.
You (CAN and WILL) Do it!
Using a friend's phone !
Suboxone. But I'm 12 years clean. MUCH Love.
Remember Demand greatness.
your worth it!
Kristy Rubin 2023
Ps. Best song Ever! #1
What’s going on Shane, I really pray since you’ve written this comment that your life has improved so much, I know how difficult it is in the beginning, but it’s worth it..!! Stay strong.
Keep going brother! Life will be so much better when you’re clean!
Been on the shit for 10yrs now,I'm 42 an feel 50..Don't feel like I'll ever have the strength to kick it.Peolpe say its months of withdraw...That's a scary thought,it's all a fckn trick
Man this speaks so much truth, between how you feel about yourself but doing Anything for the next fix to loosing everything thing. And then getting sober. People forget we are people with mental illness and brokenness we don't know how to deal with. Everyone deals with shit their own way. But once your addicted it becomes a disease. People will never understand if they haven't lived it. I'm balling my eyes out right now.
Hold on Tasha 💔💔 I know the feeling
I am still straight struggling and I won't stop trying... No matter how many times it takes !!!
Thank you again Chris... I appreciate you brother... Keep it 💯 !!
Much respect Robert, how are you tonight? You can always message me on Facebook
@@Colicchie I don't even have Facebook
@@Colicchie I appreciate it but it's a bad thing for me
It’s hard but don’t feel shitty for relapsing it took me a few try’s u can do it stay strong
This is my morning routine song 💪💪💪
Almost ten years clean and I still tear up and get chills when I play this shit… I PROMISE WE ALL CAN RECOVER!!!!
Much love Joshua and congratulations..!!
Yes sir we all can recover 13 months clean
The closest song I've ever heard that really describes this kind of life real shit
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏼
Every single word designates with me in one way or another. It's crazy to me to hear someone sing about this and be so spot on about addiction
every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..
Right?! Ain't no song on this planet that describes what addiction is really like. It's so amazing how he articulates it. a true artist.
I am a recovering alcoholic i have been sober for 9 years and this song is so real, addiction is all the same it destroys lives this song was so raw and honest to me. God bless all fighting this disease and continue to fight on.
Truly amazing.!.! Congrats, hope you have an incredible weekend.!!