Colicchie " Drug Addiction " ( prod by Big Jerm )
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as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️
You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜
You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years
Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on
@@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍
Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.
My mom got me into using meth at 17 years old. I used until i was 33. Today I am celebrating my 8th month anniversary of being sober 240 days 🤟🎊. Thank you so much Colicchie you and your music has been a big part of it!! Your a blessing to me and so many people around the world 🙏❣️👏
Truly amazing, proud of you.!! We can do this ❤️👏🏽👏🏽 I appreciate it and you.!
Keep going. Proud of you!!!
Getting the gut to finally stand up for yourself & fight back is EVERYTHING
seems like you got that
I'm 32 and this song hits home. Addiction made me loose everything. I don't even get to see my kids. And I keep using BC I have nothing. I feel alone and getting high makes that alone feeling go away. The pain of loosing my kids easier. I don't have a home and I can't keep a job BC I can't focus.
@alex that's all a state of mind, you can It's possible! I lost my marriage 16yrs 4months ago now I'm sober get my kids on weekends, it's do able no matter what.
Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.
Fair play to you man
Appreciate it brother
Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?
Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?
Keep staying strong I'll pray for you
I love this! Addiction had its claws in me for 15 years, but after 5 rehabs, finally, truly hitting rock bottom and being fed up, i am 136 days happily clean and sober and am currently a staff member at a men's inpatient rehab, helping other men achieve sobriety!!! Only by the grace of God am i able to be where i am now and not dead!!!
How amazing Thomas, that’s what I love to hear. Let’s keep it going, both of us ..!! 🫡❤️🙏🏽🙌🏽
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AMEN CARNALITO YOU TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME YOU CAN DO IT
Amen Brother. It's like death was never fearful but welcome. The people outside cannot imagine the feeling and only to die and be revived back to this Hell makes you invite it more. I have a new outlook, a clean one and to hear this song brings back memories, but helps us grow!
@thomasdurham6189 very proud of you. It took me 1 state facilities rehab and detox program. I had to cold turkey off the drugs I was prescribed
This song makes me cry every time. Lord watch over me and my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction.
❤️🙏🏽
It's good to know you have 💛❤💙💜💖💗💛
This one has ❤
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🙏❤️ Pray we all find a way for our broken selfs 😭
"if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get it." Gave me chills
❤️🙏🏽 much love
@@Colicchieiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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Facts!! Sending hugs to you & anyone else out there who truly understands this🤗
Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.
🤍Igetit!!
My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless
Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love
thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin
Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!
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for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris
The fact I’m crying right now from this song I think it means it’s time to get sober
❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!
It’s been 3 months since this post are you sober yet..?
You can do it, stay strong
They told me that it is a disease ( addiction) that you have to live with it forever and also pay the dr. Psychologische off course you can maybe get a relapse, but that is something that we do not talk about anymore cause you are fighting for something else now. The reason that i never even try to stop is because i did not want to. The forces you and then it gets worse. You can only stop what you are doing if you find something else to live for. Making other people happy and helping them with everything and more..... Do this and your live gets better.... Everybody has his own personal thinks and trouble 's dont use drugs when you already have problems. Dont do drugs in general, but it's just something you have to remind yourself, when bad things happen in live try to focus on the good things that will come from hard work and being nice to people if you stay nice they will help you! If you blame everybody no one will, you can only change yourself not other people. ❤ Have a blessed week too everyone that takes the effort to read this. 😊
You got this, you can do it. Stay strong
Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴 ❤
My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love
i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh
Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤
RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young
❤yes l no to alwys
8 months clean off heroin and meth. This song helped me through it. Thank you Colicchi
Kris Davis,
Still going??
Still sober
Kris Davis,
Hell yeah!!
I’m so proud to hear that…
Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd
Kris Davis,
Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church??
I quit smoking cigarettes January 5.
Not even a puff!
Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!
Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...
suzanne rouze amazing
That’s awesome!!!
God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x
Congrats
I am the son of a recovering heroin addict and I can truly say this song had helped me understand what he was going through better. You made this song with the purpose of reaching addicts but as a family member I now know every word. All I can say is thank you
Much love and respect .. sincerely . And thank you, I appreciate it 🙏🏽
I think this song turn the whole lot about my life and my family being addicted to drugs me having Cerebral Palsy and my twin brother and younger brotherHaving a fucked up life in foster care having a fucked up life inside a foster care because my mother's mom was prejudice tourist black people my father got my mother pregnant with me and my twin brother had a very young age young age in high School my mom was 14 going on 15 my dad was 16 going on 17When my mom was pregnant with twins my dad got locked up with where is statutory rape did Judge gave my dad 12 1/2 years in prison at 17 I turn two big drug world at 11 years of age I love the money I did not care who I was selling drugs to junkies pregnant women mothers without taking care of their kids as long as I was making that big top dollarI did time in prison behind the money and drug gameI was in Latin King gang member I still get hungry for the money but this will be my third strike my third strike now I'm inside of a wheelchair because bullet in my spinal cord I still am mobile I still can use my whole entire body with the women in the bedroom like I said I listen to this song 100 100 all day everyday to remind me not to get that hungry for money again because you likeBig judge told me I'm never getting out this time❤😢
@@ericaukett7331thank you for sharing your truth! Stay strong stay true. Love and respect and hugs
I’m a daughter of one and he sent me this song so please remember there are more out there if you ever feel alone ❤
I am the daughter of two addicts and swore that I would never become one myself. Well, my clean date is 06/28/18. I became what I hated the most in this world. I started methadone maintenance, and it saved my life and saved my family. I've been tapering off for awhile now and I only have 9 days left. It's so very hard, but "I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired, but then it finally happened, motivated by desire." Methadone saved my life, but I'm so excited to finally close this chapter. I promise, that I am going to break this generational curse and NEVER go back to that shell of a person I was six years ago. I'm so proud of every single person who has the courage to try and save themselves. There is hope, and there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry
8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽
First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey
You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks
Wow I have 65 days clean
Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.
As a recovering addict myself , I just wanna say I’m proud of everyone who is trying to get clean and stay clean !!!! 💯💯🤍🤍
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Clean and free Seattle 2021
Thank you
This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem
God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..
I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕
❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine
You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother
You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well
You got it stay strong
Keep going Christine💯👍🏽
I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽
39million views.
This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked.
I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.
Thank you, I genuinely appreciate it. Much respect.
@@Colicchie fr tho he got a point 🙏
Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.
Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
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u no it
God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.
Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away...
Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.
4 years sober from heroin and crack addiction. This song speaks so much damn truth 🙏🏼❤️
Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?
How did you get off the h
@Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.
@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death
@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.
I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.
Truly amazing..!!
So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past
How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices
Facts nice bro
Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!
7 years clean and expecting my second child. Thank you God
Incredible, truly .. much love
I'm a mother and I love you being braxe❤❤❤. Keep going
I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯
Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽
Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.
Fabulous going!!!! 🤗
Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...
@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.
Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!
Amazing John, congrats and much love ..!!!
3:26 ❤
"If you listen to this song and you felt something you've been there..." Enough said.
MrJbobzy couldn't be more true.
MrJbobzy chills bro
FACTS!
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MrJbobzy fr
That Feeling When Your Little Brother Introduces Colicchie To You & Within 3 Months He Dies Of A Drug Overdose. Rest In Peace Joe & #Colicchie Thank You.
I’m so sorry to hear that, my condolences 💔💔
Sorry for your loss. I lost a close friend last month. We was in rehab together. She turned her life around after 8 hard months in rehab! I feel your pain 💜🙏💜
Brought tears to my eyes. IF YOU HAVEN'T LIVED IT, THEN YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK ABOUT IT. That's ours, and only for us. Thank you for this song.
Michael Burseth amen ...
Dudley Boynton Im fighting with you brother stay strong.
Michael Burseth i second that bro...nobody can know that life until they've lived it....nor judge one...cuz we al)lllllll have fucking vices
I'll speak on any topic I want to, thanks
Michael Burseth 💯 brotha
No matter how many times I listen to the song I still get chills ... it takes me back to a place I never want to be again
Absolutely
We got this all of us
Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!
Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.
Hey
Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn
Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!
Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.
Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.
You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back
@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect
70 days clean today off fentanyl and feeling very strong in my recovery. I was a homeless addict, an injector, I lost my son to CFS and today I’m getting unsupervised visitation any day now with him after him being gone 8 months to foster care. Before October I’ll have overnights. And I’m so glad I’m choosing recovery everyday. Grateful to the NA program, I’m taking all the suggestions this time instead of working my own program because I never could stay clean that way in over 13
Years of trying. ❤ it works and today I have hope
so happy for you!!! I'm working on 2 months now!!? them blues had me stuck... but I finally broke those chains and I'm NEVER going back... 3 days was the longest I could ever quit... but I FINALLY beat that record and it feels so fkn GREAT to be back!!!!
Congratulations .!! That’s truly amazing. Let’s keep it going ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
@@TraviesoLocoman how'd you do it bro...I'm on powder fent and I do it just so my body won't feel off...I really wana get my life back
Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again
Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't
Never say never
I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance..
This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont
@@nickadoo62he's just not ready yet, one day he'll wake up and say I'm tired of this shit. The chasing drugs just to be able to function and everything that comes with that life style. I was an addict for 25 yrs and tried to get sober and failed multiple times. Then 2 yrs ago I said I'm done with this shit. I've been sober for 2 yrs now.
I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤
Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook
My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things
I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone
i hope your spouse is doing better
@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.
15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤
Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?
wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.
26years using every word is so true 2yrs clean now
Off heroin for 25 years and I help people now and I have saved one person so far and the person I'm working with now just seems like there's no hope but I'm not giving up till I save everyone in my path.God please bless and help us all!
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*When you are happy you enjoy the melody, but when you are broken you understand the lyrics*
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That has to be the best statement out of everybody's comments
So true
U CAN FIX BROKEN THINGS
I'm sorry I'm happy....I feel for the ones still on the floor.
Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️
7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!
Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️
Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol
Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D
Very true
Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!
I been using heroin for the last 15 years now, this has taken all that is good away. But I keep on trying, I'm on my 6th time trying to get clean. I have 5 days clean now and pray for it to stay.
5 days seems so far away for me. I pray you find your sobriety.
Keep going man, you got this!!!! It takes many times for many people.....keep on tying and learning..learn your triggers, love yourself first!! Dont worry about anyone else but YOU for now!! You are most important, without you, there is NOTHING!!!! Do what you loved at age 7!! xo Love from Vermont!! Outlaw802
Amazing, you can always message me on Facebook
If ya ever need I'm here bro
You got this!!! Trust me it took 2 weeks in a coma another month in hospital n losing some function on one of my legs to stop.... The feelings you get back are so worth it!!!
Man it’s been 6 years since I’ve touched a needle man…this song is still the ONE man. I’ve never been so captivated by a song about addiction even years after. When I first heard this song I seriously felt you were articulating something I couldn’t do but 💯 went thru. You were a voice for the broken man. I still revisit this song from time to time and this still till this day man… it perfectly captures the real gutter and darkness of addiction
Means the absolute world to me, thank you. Congrats to on your time Clean also that’s amazing.
Been using for 13 years. 40 days clean today..
Jank Star keep it up and stay strong ! Remember that the ones trying to pull you back in to the shit are the weak ones 👌
Jank Star congrats to you!!!!!! I am so proud of you and I don’t even know you. I just know how hard it is.
Even tho we don't know each other, please know I'm so proud of you. I've used on and off for 10 year, and I'm on a pretty rough run. But I have hope, and there's strength in me yet.
Cool
God is good keep fighting it u so u will be able to say no
*HEROIN GAVE ME BEAUTIFUL WINGS,,,,*
*BUT TOOK AWAY MY SKY....* 😢
*6 years clean 🙏 ♥
Bexxybex i love this
@@ItsCinny1 thank uuuu 😊. The irony, and the haunting image it creates has always really resonated with me. And I'm sure anyone that's struggled with addiction would feel it also ♥
I like how you put that. Very philosophical.
@alexandra xx ♥♥ you're welcome ♥♥
Wow for real 💯
wow, this is the type of rap that gives you goosebumps if you can relate.
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The first time I heard it that's exactly what happened.
I mean like fr I have been here already I have been able to beat it. And I'm glad I did
My father showed me the song and I listen to it every day
For sure!
Everyone who reads this and is fighting with any addiction I pray you overcome those demons in the name of Jesus🙏Plz pray for me to I also have an addiction.
Much love and respect, sincerely 🙏🏽
I Pray for you and me 12 years stuck. LORD PLEASE PLEASE ME😢
Fem one day at a time my prayers for you to you you got this tomorrow is day one and only takes one day at a time remember this
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤
Your song has helped me and a lot of people that I know to get them off the drugs and to help my friends family understand what they're going through. Thank you for writing this song bro much love
Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!
Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽
😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮@@Colicchie
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????
much love stay clean for your daughter, your strong, it has been done. Why not you too.
@@Melissa-kh8snI'm scared as well been doing fentanyl for 5 months now and it's literally took my life away from me...I'm constantly worried about if I have enough to not get sick ...I'm just tired of it already
4 years off heroin. 2 years off methadone. Thank you for this! Much love!
Congrats emily praying for you
Congrats
Respect for that , I'm still going through pain each day off the methadone withdrawal
Carter Levinstein I know it's extremely hard, but dont give up! You got this. It does get easier!
Congrats :)
4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life!
Your music is powerful- especially this song.
4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace!
We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤
Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽
@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️
@@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚
@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx
Right on marlian,,,,,,,this song 😢😂saved my Life,,,,,,,18years on it hard,,,,,,5 years clean ,,,,yes ,,,,come on everyone stay strong,, there is a light at the endxxxxxx
I worked in addiction treatment for almost a decade. I finally left because even though it’s such amazing work, watching people lose their lives to this never got easier. I wasn’t able to “turn it off” like they wanted me to. I have so much sympathy for every person struggling with this. I hope that every one of you going through addiction, whether it be substances or anything else, that you find even one day of peace. Most people are in such great pain to turn to this. Please get help before it’s too late. I promise you are loved more than you can possibly understand 💜
Much love and respect, and thank you for your service. Truly 🙏🏽❤️
Being clean is easy, staying clean is a hell of a task!! Remember me in your prayers guys..🙏🏿🙏🏿.. gbu all...
Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽
I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
I pray for you to stay clean god watch over you........🙏
Totally agree. It's so hard when I still live in a small town, small town mentality does NOT help🤔😥
staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?
"that's someones mother, someones uncle, someone's daughter, that's someones aunt, somesones son, and someone's father."
Most the lyrics I feel..but these words though... ❤️ ❤️ I am a 92 days clean addict.. I am also a teacher and a therapist.. people think it is only others.. but that's what I thought.. till I went down a rabbit hole and ended on my butt. Anyone can get there.. I wish that was more recognized by society....
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Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too
That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.
Exactly, people need to stop judging
as the mother of an addict, this brought me to tears. Thank you.
Much love ❤️ how are you today? If someone you love suffers from addiction you can always message on Facebook, I’ll do what I can to help
@@Colicchie this is master
@@Colicchie how are you today man I need some help
Hello I'm a addict who hurt his n she always thought she could of done more but trust me sweetheart there's nothing u can do apart from being there we don't do it on purpose or think f,,,k am it's hard to explain when I was scoring I did think of my loved one each n every time which hurt me I took more to stop the hurt I caused round n round x 10days clean today n colliche gave me hope plus it's nice to know he had been there lived it x hope ur child wins their battle x
@@rickyhall6179 me too
May God give everybody strength to fight those demons my daughter is fighting her own. I pray for all your lyrics went right to my heart. God bless.
This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.
Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong
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Keep it up man
This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless
Stay 💪 strong
I was on meth since I was 13 years old and I’m now 35 and have been 2 years sober and couldn’t be happier, I absolutely love this song
Thank you Scott and that’s amazing. Stay strong
Wow bud, 13 for me too, I'm 47 in march, just waking up now. Respect
Been 10 years now for me. I've been doing crystal since I was 14 and I've lost everything because of my addiction. Started with meth and went to fentanyl just back in 2020 got clean from that mid way through 2021 after almost dying in my girlfriend's arms. And now finally waking up and working on getting clean from the crystal as well
@@PsychoticToxicity thanks for sharing friend, it's a bitch of a road but we not only survived addiction since a very young age, but we beating the increase in living costs too by not using. R.I.P to those that didn't, Respect
fuck ya congrats! this guy is the shit I've just found him today what a blessing someone to verbalize past suffering
4 years off heroin! This song gave me chills it’s amazing! There is hope as long as ur breathing
Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you today?
I listen to this song at least once a week ☺️ sometimes every day because I can't forget we're this drug took me too.
Nice I'm sober for 17 years. cold turkeyed it at 23ish. Never looked back. Worst 7 day detox of hell ever!
I hope you're good 💯
I hope you're good 💯
This song breathes life back into me, sick and tired of being so sick and tired 💕
Stay strong my friend, sincerely
Was addicted to fentanyl for almost 4 years Been clean off of it a whole year since last September now this song hit home for me 💯❤️ hope everyone gets clean it took everything I had my house belongings kids smh but doing better now! Lost so many people to it my bf my bestfriend this song opened my eyes!
Amazing Breanna, much love and respect. Congrats ❤️🙏🏽
How did you get clean I've been u using fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick of it wanna get clean but scared of the detox
You pussy😂I'm clean for 2 weeks@Melissa-kh8sn
Im sitting on the couch and on fentanyl withdrawaling bad ... And I'm proud u sober now .. I am here but mentally lost ...
@@Melissa-kh8snsublicade
I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗
Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!
Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help
It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much
Respect 😘
Congratulations
I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.
Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽
Son is safe, and is well cared for.
Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY
We watched on the same day hope u keep it up
@@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years
60 days sober after 15 years and off methadone after ten years of madness now on the subaquad shot the best design I made in life thank you for this 🙏 ❤
❤ I'm so proud of you my friend. Congratulations 🎉 so many of us don't see life getting better n Ur success is proof it's possible. I'm so happy for u n everyone who cares about u well done xx
Amazing Michael, how are you holding up since this comment? Sorry for the late response
Im 55 and ive been struggling for 30 years. This song is the truth and we all need to keep trying. There is hope.
Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽
You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro
Glad you can finally admit that
My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up
I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart
I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.
Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?
The closest song I've ever heard that really describes this kind of life real shit
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Every single word designates with me in one way or another. It's crazy to me to hear someone sing about this and be so spot on about addiction
every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..
Right?! Ain't no song on this planet that describes what addiction is really like. It's so amazing how he articulates it. a true artist.
I was on the streets for 11 years, committing crimes and shooting up. I am 7 years sober now. I was at work when I heard this song and broke down crying. You're deep brother. Thankyou. Keep them coming
Truly amazing, congrats. Much love, we can do this 👏🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
This song literally saved my life , 8 months clean from a 25 year heroin addiction....
Truly amazing, how are you today?
U good ? Still?
Congrats! That's a hell of an accomplishment!! 25 years..That's inspirational to me. I've been on methadone for 18 years. I'm 39 years old and became addicted to pain pills when I was 13 years old and went into methadone maintenance when I was a kid. You think there's hope for someone like me? Someone that's been on opiates for more of their life than they've been sober?? It seems impossible when I have tried to detox. It seems like the depression will never end...
@@michaeljohnston6290 I am much younger than you and have a lot less wisdom and understanding about drug addiction, however I am in rehab right now at 20 years old after a 2 year addiction to fentanyl pressed pills and I can tell you there is hope for ANYONE who has enough will power to leave it in the past. I’ve met people here at rehab who are in their 60’s and higher who are just now coming off of opiates after a life long addiction and you just have to want it enough. As for the depression, I understand how hard that makes it when quitting. All I can say is that it will get better the longer you’ve been clean. Stop isolating, engage in your community or with other people who understand what you are going through. Let yourself be vulnerable to others and tell them how you are really feeling. Get it off your chest and try to understand the root cause of your problems. Best of luck to you, I love you.
@@jayzayproductions5454 Thank you so much for taking the time to type that. This comment made my day! I Love You too, My Friend! :-) And congrats to you on your recovery!! It think you are very smart, strong willed, and you have a good heart. I see good things in your future! Go get em!!
Been sober for a year and 4 months ❤ i am praying for all of you out there struggling. I hope you get sober. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise.
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It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.
Keep it up I’m proud of you
Struggling trying I make it through the days it's night time trying to sleep so hard been going 20 years now off and on but more on
4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.
Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️
my uncle loved this song after he got clean. he was playing it every time i got in the car with him. he relapsed in 2022 and died in november of 2022. he overdosed. for the love of God guys stay away from drugs
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
My condolences 💐 💔 sincerely. Much love
@@Colicchie your song helped my uncle get clean. when he stopped listening that’s when he relapsed. you’re song was really helpful to him and many other people
@Colicchie Are you sober still?
"I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high"
That hits deep
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Deep enough to hit me in the core of my chest! But still struggle! Why?
@@trentkasemeier8208 Coz ur human,an addict. Watever works for that addict. I think I hav to get clean for myself, then I can focus on being a better parent etc etc. As long as it keeps any1,sum1 clean and straight, they got to keep at it. Good Luck to u. Good Luck to u all.xox
Same here. My daughters 8…..and she still has ent seen me high. I ran amuck my whole life and lived this song. Thank you Colicchie.
I got chills every time I heard and say I'm doing it so my daughter will never see me high
Bless. Grateful recovering addict. Great song....don't give up whoever reads this
Thank you Sophie
Its the best 10th day off my life new look on everything ✨ 😌 😍 👌
The struggle is fuckin' real.. it gets old trying to explain it. (It's like pissing up a fuckin'rope.)
@@LJCountry88 I lost my cousin to a drug overdose
Listening to this makes me so incredibly grateful that I have 7+ years of sobriety and am no longer a slave to addiction! *#soberAF* *#onedayatatime*
Truly amazing.. let’s keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽
@@Colicchie the words are so real. #Baltimore
Congratulations hun 7 years is so impressive, I love hearing about people with so much clean time as it inspires me to keep it up! I'm gunna hit 5 years clean this christmas and I am so stoked!
Your doing amazing. Keep it up
Congratz. Please keep it that way. I love this tune too, the party drugs got me. No more.
Rest in peace Dad. I know you tried and have a bigger heart than anyone gave you credit for.
💔💔🙏🏽
Amen.
Amen
❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤
Sending you condolences and LOVE!!
My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.
Thank you so much ❤️
@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS
I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌
@@Colicchie Your song is saving my life
5 years clean, this song breaks me every time, cant believe I'm still alive, only lost 6 friends long the way including my best friend.
RIP CODY, Miss ya dawg. Think about you ery day.
Stay strong. Truly. How are you today?
Pretty fresh you actually replayed even if it might not really be you that's not the point. Still care enough to comment back on videos that are way old. Today I'm doing well, still a struggle every day even after 5 years. But like you and your daughter I have my son lifting me up. Born 7 months after I got clean. LINCOLN is his name
Congrats on the 5 years love it. Here's so motivation for you i just started a page Nd i post daily on it. Please tell me what u think this is my life now. So if u need anything I'm here for u and let's beat this together!
ruclips.net/video/13xgKqSjhxw/видео.html
@@Humperdink289 it's Colicchie man this isn't like social media this is youtube my friend. Best believe he's gonna be involved with the music he's passionate about.
Bro I hope you still read these comments... currently I'm in a rehab treatment center some s*** happened I was about to walk out. But your music and this song helped me stay and I also don't want my baby girl to see me high ever thank you.
Much love.!! Let’s keep going, I know how hard it can be and get. Stay strong.!! 🙏🏽👏🏽 how are you holding up?
Tears are flowing down my face.. I've never heard someone completely capture my life in active addiction so closely. I'm so grateful for these 65 days clean from meth and fentanyl
Thank you..!!! And congratulations
keep ur head up and stay on the right path it will be hard but fight and bite trought the tough days u will get where you need to be 💪🏻👌🏻
People need to talk about their own addictions it help. to cop with their own lives
..so they grow from the past ....if you stay stuck what are u gonna do..everyomes sickness and sadness it is there own and not the same as yours
Keep it going, I used for 10 years, never missed a day, the longest I went without using was maybe 20 hours but now I'm almost 3 years clean. Methadone saved me. Just know it can be done if you are ready.
Half the songs out there are about drugs or their downsides or even getting clean but they beat around the bush. I relate but it all sounds very much like painting over the cracks to make them prettier or romatisise the struggle. Colicchie speaks about the raw truth of the life and the emotions involved with recovery and loving addicts too. I find it hurts enough to heal, to be confronted with it outside of that upside down world that, you can not speak about if you havent lived it.
Been a addict for 21 years. Now i got 33 days clean & loving it
Good shit man, keep at it. It ain’t easy, but it’s worth it.
Incredible Susan, keep it up.. how are you doing today?
I am doing great. Feeling wonderful. 36 days clean now
@@Colicchie I loved those recovery songs.
Well done. I hope I can follow you to the clean world. I dont know u but I'm extremely proud. I know how difficult it is from experience. Keep it up. X
Sober after 2 years of cocaine addiction. Got 2 daughters and they keep me strong 💯💙 if you’re reading this and still struggling, you can do it!
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I started using heroin when I turned 12 because it helped me excape from the hurt and pain my dad put me threw he was very abusive and would beat me and my mom because he was into drinking really bad i really wish there was something I could do to get away from the drugs but it's hard 😔😭😔😭
@@johnnywilliams7619 I'm so sorry for what you went through, but there's so much you can do i promise! There's so much help available now if you're willing to ask. But you truly have to give in to it and fully commit. I went through a horrific trauma at 17 which because of what I was prescribed for my injuries led me into opiate and then heroin addiction. I'm now just over 7 years clean. I promise you in CAN be done. If I can do it, anyone can! You're stronger than you realise ❤️
@@johnnywilliams7619 u can beat it I promise you as long as u want it. My mother and I went through the same thing. Then it got to the point where my mother was broken so I started getting it from both parent's. Every day I was getting physically and verbally abused from them both. Don't stop fighting you got this. And whenever your filling like no one cares remember that I DO. Keep ur head up.
Johnny Williams I am so sorry. Of course I didn’t go through the same thing but I do feel your pain. I started eating fentanyl patches when I was 14, which I turned to to escape the pain &trauma of my dad leaving his whole family, letting us lose everything for a rock. Very quickly I went from the patches to shooting up heroin. My mom was also an addict & we were using together. She’s been clean for almost 4 years & I’ve been clean 2 1/2 years. Never going back.
Even though I don’t know you, I love you & truly hope you can heal from the trauma. You deserve to live a healthy & happy life.
Hope who ever is reading this has found their peace in life without addiction... i pray for each and everyone you daily as im on my own journey of sobriety... to the good times ahead of all of us... love each and everyone of you.. keep fighting we got this!
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This is the song that my friend turned on while we were getting high and it caught my attention. I listened intently all the way through to the end. I was in complete tears breaking down. That's when I made the decision to turn myself into rehab the next day . I now have 18 days of clean time. My drug of choice was meth. I've been battling addiction since I was 13 years old and I just turned 49. I was dry once for 10 years and I was clean another time for almost 13 years. Don't get complacent in your recovery, you can lose it. We will never be recovered, we will always be in recovery, hopefully. We will never be cured. There is no cure. We will have to work on our recovery for the rest of our lives, because we are addicts. But always remember that you're worth it, and that nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy. Stay strong. Love you all!
***And a huge thanks to Colicchie and your music!*** 💙💙💙
Truly amazing, keep it up ❤️ how are you today?
Heroi n recoved me from alcohol ism. Have no desire none..however that needle still haunts me im sure it always will..sick sick shit we do to ourselves..u stay on top and clean..me too..everyone else who is recovering..Give thanks to God weather or not u asked for His help. If ur clean then somewhere God has provided a clean path for you..so dont get cocky or proud..YOU WILL FALL.!!!! no i want clean ppl to remain clean..and addicted ppl. To find a way to get clean..lots of pain .dedication. Courage. The ability to know where u came from is not whete to want to ever return to. My bros & sis' ..peace & love to all
good shit man thats something to be proud of unfortunately im still stuck in the addiction i need help but music like this and my son is the only reason im alive i got no one at all except my son and i dont want to die but this disease will kill , yall that are clean stay up please dont relapse i fucking hate my life you all know this life sucks stay clean STAY CLEAN STAY CLEAN GET CLEAN STAY FUCKING CLEAN cuz some people cant
@@Colicchie I am fantastic! Truly blessed to be clean! Working on repairing the relationships in my family. Breaks my heart how I alienated them. 💔 They are what has inspired me to stay strong, but now a couple of my kids that don't understand addiction I guess they are doing the tough love thing. All I can do is work on me and pray for them! Thanks for asking. Keep the tunes rolling! ❤❤
@@richardcoble9498 I am still haunted at times myself. I had a using dream the other night. Scared the shit outta me! I caught a meeting early that morning. One thing I am truly grateful for right now are these zoom meetings. I can find a meeting at anytime of day or night! The people in the rooms of NA will always be there for you! It amazes me to see the support I get from my friends in recovery when I post something on Facebook! Stay strong! Don't let Satan win the battle! ❤
31 days clean today after 19 month relapse. Listening to this feeling so grateful 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼
1 month clean tomorrow after 30 years of madness, this tune has reinforced that it is possible, to everyone struggling give yourself a break you are worth it, one day at a time 🙏
Good job!! You got this! Keep up the amazing work on your sobriety!🎉
@@delorisjohnson4251 Thank you, 💙🙏
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
hope you're still doing alright man! keep it up. it's worth it! i'm now 15 months clean, and things are starting to look up!
Man, this is crazy, we are exactly the same, this is my life, im clean now, but seriously, i cant express how real this is for me, ive been on oxy, heroin, fentanyl, coke, crack, ,meth, overdosed many times, ended up with hep C, collapsed veins, my partner was a escort, i boosted for money, stole cheated and lied, but im clean now and this reminds me what i went thru, thanks for being real and bringing this to people that need to hear it cause its amazing man! 20 years on dope, 1 year clean, keep on keepin on guys!
Amazing.!!! Congratulations, stay strong no matter how difficult life gets 👏🏽🙌🏽
If you've never lived it then your not allowed to speak about it!!
22 months clean and sober.
This song is real.
I'm doing this for every friend I've ever lost.. I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high..
Your fine!!
At my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
@@garyfallecker3093 I'm sure u are right, but u don't have to either. It's a choice, maybe the hardest you will ever make in your life, but it's possible.
I know. I'm on my way to never have to live like that ever again. That comment was meant for everyone that ever told me that I am weak for not being able to just quit. When I know that they could not handle the life I've had. Not for a single day
@@garyfallecker3093 you aren't weak. Addiction is by far the most powerful thing that had invaded my life, my mind, and attached itself to my soul in a way that only God Himself could take away. It takes time and support, and you have to change the people and places. And God. Pray.. He hears you
Addiction isn't someone's weakness, it's an disease!! Takes more than abit of heart to overcome it!! Well done to all who have overcome the disease 👏 you all deserve all the happiness that come your way!!
It changes you.. 😩
Much respect, sincerely. Hope you had a great weekend..!!
Thank you
6 years sober from heroin and opiates here and now a MOM. Talk about woah for me lol. NEVER thought I would live long enough nor would I be blessed enough! Sobriety and my daughter were the two most beautiful things I've ever experienced. Active addiction changes you, but with a little time and hard work, the beauty of sobriety can change you as well. Much love and light to all of you. You ALL deserve a beautiful life and love!! You deserve to show YOURSELVES the same type of love you show others! YOU ARE WORTH IT! ❤️
True words
I’m 16 years old and I overdosed 7 months ago... and this shit is so inspirational... I hope you know how grateful people really are for these videos❤️
Stay strong ❤️❤️❤️
U can do it stay safe and away from the bad drugs ......I'll pray for you 🙏 I will ur Soo Young.....stay away from the people that do bad drugs.
@Emilee Lewis idk yr story but if it’s like mine I hope you’re safe💛 Know there’s ppl like me tht went through more than anybody ik at 16 so I understand how heavy sh*t can make all kinds of things an”outlet” but try&talk to someone🙏🏽🤞Not everyone is a poc some care&understand too🙌🙏🏽♥️
(if it was a one time thing I’m sorry tht happened🙏🏽)
@@alishaparker315 thanks i would actually love to talk to you and get to know u better it seem u could understand better than anyone I talked to so far ?
First time hearing this song and I’m in tears. I lost my mother when I was only 15 to a drug OD.
I work as a firefighter/paramedic now and have helped save those who have overdosed, but also sadly seen many pass.
Reading these comments here has my heart full of many emotions.
I just want to do all I can to help those I see on and off duty. To bring compassion and empathy to those who need it, including myself.
And those who are in recovery I admire you so much. It is so brave to share your stories and my eyes welled up just reading them here.
God bless. You matter and we are not alone.!!
We all appreciate you. We really do ❤️❤️
He just told all our stories in one song.
Yes he did in both parts! Part 1 n 2
Yes ma'am
💯 my life right here
Yes
I like the hell out of his music kuz I lived that life story
7 years 2 months clean from H, coke, pills. Have faith...it's still hard every day. We can do this together. Anyone who wants/needs to talk...hit me up.
Steven Colletti 💙
Hi I'm using my bf's phone but I'm going on 20 days clean from black tar heroin. Was on it for 8 yrs. I got locked up went thru withdraw with no medicine. When I was released I just didn't want it. No cravings nothing, I was blessed cause I'm doing what it takes to stay alive and for my kids to never see me high
👌👌👌🙏🤘🤘
Steven Colletti been on suboxone since I got off of percocets back in 2007.. although I only take 4mg a day I would love to get off of the suboxones bcuz I’ve been off of percocets since 2007... 2007!! Why why I try to get off of subs I feel I have no energy?!
Since the senseless execution style murder of the father of my children (October 5, 2017).. dr has put me on Alprazolam (Xanax) .. which I only take half a stick a day but I want to get off of Xanax as well! I once caught a habit on Xanax and at that time I was literally taking at least like more than 10 a day! I can’t believe that upon me arriving back to NJ (I was in Royal Palm Beach for 2 weeks & my dad caught me in the guest bathroom (had the door half way open) counting my Xanax! He told me. “Well! So you have been off of percocets and now ur on to this?! Your mother committed suicide and that was in her system now u stop counting them shits and flush them down the toilet this instant!!”, he furiously told me.. he gave me that ‘You better do it look’, & with that, I flushed all but 5 sticks (had like 60 on me... on the plane back 2 jersey a day later I promised myself to wean off of them and to my utter shock and amazement... I did!! 👏.. my withdrawals? One week of anxiety attacks routinely around 1pm and it would last till 3-4pm... and gradually ... after that one week... no anxiety at all!
But since the murder of the father of my children the doctors felt that I must be put on alprazolam ... I know I could leave them due to the notion that I went from taking more than 10 a day to flushing like 60 down the toilet and using the 5 I had on me (and some were footballs now that I remember right and never looked back!🙏) ... his death put me astonishingly right back on Xanax but why, why if I only take one half of a stick a day can’t I just leave them?! Is it because now I really suffer from anxiety and ptsd? I would love to leave the subs as well too! Pls, if you could give me some advice that’ll be great 🙏God bless you always and I am so proud of you! You can inbox me on my IG business account @vinerjuliagallardo
Steven Colletti appreciate you brother I pray you live long and prosper because honestly we're the only Warriors left out here
It's crazy how it hits. No matter how long it has been, you can feel everything.
I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong
This song saved me! I listened to it on repeat from 4am-6am 07/07/2022. I knew if I left and got more shit then I wouldn’t check myself into treatment so I played this song over and over. I’ve been clean since!
I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! Honestly. Thank you so much
"when I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes" real talk
Keep on, stay strong you know you ain't wrong !
This shit gives me hope. Thanks
Any1 else completely relates100 xO sobreity soundsso fuckin hard ahh.fusho motivation doe
#SkrillTalk
Del Frost man you never said anything so real man and the funny thing is all these judgemental people walking on this plant would last a hour in most of our shoes at our worstLOL
One year sober for today. Government had me trapped on the deathadone. Been and seen hell. Colliche, Kerser and 360 saved my life. Respect to all that have made it. 1 in 1000. Im one of them.
He saved my life. I was sitting in my room, about to kill myself because I couldn't get clean, no matter how hard I tried. CPS took my kids, I had nothing to live for. A friend sent me this song and I went to rehab two days later. Going on a year clean, working a program and building my faith in the Lord. Finally love myself for the first time in my life and working hard to get my babies back. This man is a true beacon of hope.
Have you got your kids back yet??
I just went thru my kids being taken is why I ask...sorry to ask such a personal question... but I had to ask....
@@j.schumacher-mostrom8386 No, not yet. I may be getting my son back, but I'm still fighting for my daughter too. But I just celebrated a year clean and sober, and I refuse to give up. It's in God's hands.
Amen
Brittany Hull congrats it gets easier
God bless you and your kids!
#DarkToLight #GoodVsEvil #WWG1WGA #Worldwide
I just got out of rehab , this is the first song I came to listen too.. I will always come to this song to remind me of the bad times... thank you! This is the longest I've been clean
Thank you Brielle, I genuinely appreciate it. Stay strong, we can do this. Love your name also..!!
@@Colicchie thank you!! Still going strong💪 ❤
You got this! The fight is worth it by I promise!!! #wedorecover keep on fighting the good fight!! Congratulations!!🥰
@@briellejohnson9078 yasssss!! If nobody has told you I want you to know I’m proud of you 😊
Just got home myself from rehab today if this song sends you the message like it does for me to always remember that miserable time with withdrawal then keep listening god bless you I hope you are staying clean I know it's hard I am just a few month's behind you
Proud of the ones who got through it❤️ God put y'all on this Earth for a reason.
Amen
Thank you
I dont usually comment on sh!t because in my opinion, my opinion doesn't matter... you just explained a decade of my life in a song. There are still tears in my eyes right now. I'm 8 months clean now and i hope i never go back. Thank you.
I cried so Fucking hard for an hour after hearing this. Good for you and keep going!
Your opiondose matter!!!
Love and respect to u I am always here to just to give you a ear I'm just coming off methadone and I am getting the best help life is too short I lost my friend last week peace x
Everyones opinion matters to some my man. Keep ya head up
hope youre doing good man!!!!!!!!!!
Have not listend to this in a long time, man I just got rocked again by it, like I did the day I heard it when I was homeless on a bus going to score, I'm clean now and living in the spirit of God thanks to this track, there is 37 thousand comments on this if we all share it once, 37 thousand lost souls might get the blessing I got thank you colicchie I'm sharing it now 🙏🏻 ❤ 🇮🇪💪✝️🇮🇪🙏🏻
Stay strong, I know how hard life can get and be. Hold on.!!!
@@Colicchie Amen 🙏🏻 🙌 brother
thank you for these words...you inspire and motivate me. I'm seven months clean today off heroin and i find strength in you...
Cupcake Moon congratulations
I know you dont know me but thats awesome to hear.
Cupcake Moon well done I'm on meth but year off h xx
Cupcake Moon 541 days here.... congrats to you....
Kayleigh Naden congrats fit being off H for that long
that's one of the toughest to come off of. I had 11 years but relapsed after my 21 year old son was killed September 9th 2017. Now I've picked myself back up and I've got 13 days. I am suffering . my whole body hurts.
To see you responding to people 3 years later telling people to stay strong and asking how people are doing and even telling them they can reach out to you if they need to talk is absolutely insane and shows how much you care about your fans and that is one of the many reasons I respect you and your music. Keep up the amazing work and I hope you are having a wonderful day. Stay strong
I get really busy Corbin but I honestly try and do what I can. I appreciate it
@@Colicchie You are an amazing individual. Glad to visit this page still being clean going on 39 months strong 🤙🏼
Awesome. We do Recover. I am SO GRATEFUL FOR THE DAILY REPRIEVE I HAVE BEEN AFFORDED.
@@Colicchie 21 years & still struggling. One day I will be completly free. It’s people like you that give hope to the rest of us. Thank you.
@@Colicchie Your effort does not go unnoticed. We appreciate you
Almost ten years clean and I still tear up and get chills when I play this shit… I PROMISE WE ALL CAN RECOVER!!!!
Much love Joshua and congratulations..!!
Yes sir we all can recover 13 months clean
I used to play this song for my father in hopes that he would get clean and be there for us. It's now been 3 years since he passed away from overdose. I want to send prayers to anyone who is going through this struggle.
So sorry
💔💔 my condolences Brian, sincerely
Heavy on the heart
Dw baby daddys getten clean.....
When I was at my worst u couldn't walk a mile in my shoes this song is as real as u can get 💯love it❤️ u Go Man Thank u for this song I listen to it every day ! Ur Da 💣
Much love and respect Nita, hope you’re having an amazing weekend 🙏🏽
I feel ya there
I just gotta say, if there someone out there that is uplifted by this song and these lyrics speak to you, I'm glad this song is here for you.
Much respect Eric, how are you today?
Doing well my man. Thank you for this. And to anyone in the struggle, thank your for staying strong. You got this.