I Wrote A Song About Feeling Worthless & Insecure
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- Опубликовано: 25 дек 2021
- Song Name: Gremlin - Talking To The Stars
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Lyrics:
You don’t know how low I’ve got
But just look at the home I bought
Always tryna show other people that I’m more than enough even though I’m about to blow my top
Working everyday tryna hold my spot
Got a lot of women sayin oh my God
Cause I’m riding round the city in a brand new Beamer tryna be somebody that I know I’m not
Even went and bought a couple gold chains
To show all the people I don’t know I’m not a no name
And the love of my life wants me in the slow lane looked her in the face said no way
Fuck settling down I never knew how, man I been living life like I don’t age
All the parties have cocaine I’m doing my best not to go back to my old ways
But I been up for so long that it feels like it’s still the same day
Hate being a lone so I party with the people who feel the same way
Too many drinks now the whole room spinnin
I don’t even know if I’m with one or two women
Feels like my heart beats every few minutes
I think it’s my hearts way of saying are you finished? Or are you finished?!
Let me be real with you I don’t think I love myself
I only feel like I’m enough when I’m someone to somebody else
Killing myself just to prove I have purpose
I’ll show the receipts & the proof that I purchased
I’ll do anything so the truth doesn’t surface
That I’m doing the most cause I truly feel worthless
Damn, And honestly, that’s an epiphany, if I ever heard one
But ima take another drink because everybody here keeps saying I deserve one
& she just put a drug in my mouth same one that she’s putting onto her tounge
I’m putting it in song cause I don’t want you to make the mistakes I don’t learn from
I talk to the stars hoping there’s one maybe I might reach
When I finally do I just hope that it Guides me to find my peace
I wanna know why I was put on this earth for
And as an artist why the fuck do I hurt more?
& will I miss this life when I’m gone?
Or will I feel like I finally belong?
looking back at my life I feel like it’s all I ever wanted
But after getting so many cold shoulders you turn cold hearted
& I’m Ice cold now like I’m sub zero
I don’t want you to see me as some hero
Cause I’m just putting my flaws in the open
To show you you’re not the only one broken 
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Hope you guys enjoy my last song of the year!! Please be sure to LIKE/COMMENT on the video & let's blow it up before the year ends!
you knoe it much love gotta always support ❤️
not even out yet and i already dropped my like cause we all know this gonna slap
@@marissaduarte3409 appreciate you
This going to be the best
This is amazing!
"Putting my flaws in the open to show you, your not the only one broken" - That is the power of music and expression right there
Yeah very well said I like that comment
🙏
Forreal it helps to know we aren't crazy and that others feel like this as well
@@gloriawilliams1953 100%
Loved this part
"I talk to the stars hoping there's one maybe I might reach, when I finally do I just hope that it guides me to find my peace"... this is so deep..
🥺🙏
I felt this 😞
"WILL I MISS THIS LIFE WHEN IM GONE OR WILL I FINALLY FEEL LIKE I BELONG"🔥 I FELT THAT!
You’re leveling up man. This sound feels so familiar but fresh. Excited to hear what 2022 has to bring ❤️
My brother! Thank you man! Definitely hope to do another collab with you in 2022!
YES collab again please
for all those who feel insecure and worthless and all above, you're not alone. other people feel the same but just realise, you're wanted
Gremlin I know you won't see this but your music has helped me through some rough times in the past and I love your music
Me too Fren. I woke up this morning feeling a bit lost & love me for me was in my feed & it reminded me that I'm just me. If They can't love me for me there's no point is there. It gave me strength to believe in myself when others make it hard to. I think he's Secretly an Ångel LOL. 😊💖
Look lad he may not see this but those who read the comments do we are all a family just and all are feeling the same in some sorta way he's helped alot of people and that's going to be his biggest legacy
Man… I felt exactly what you were saying in this song about 3 months ago.. and now I have a girlfriend that takes care of me and loves me for who I am and is real with me instead of girls that just play me and use me for my money.. I truly appreciate you Grem, and I hope you keep being the amazing dude you are and keep the amazing music coming 🥺🔥
Same here !!!!!
why only seconds into the song i'm already tearing up 😢😢 this shit hits HOME HARD BEING A SURVIVOR FROM DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PTSD STILL HITS HARD AF FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN IT WANTS TOO MORE SO WHEN YOUR STILL TRYNA DO BETTER! now being a mom i try my hardest to be the best i can day & day out. BAD ASS 🔥🔥🔥 SONG OF 2021
So glad you made it out of that situation ❤️ nothing but love
@@Gremlinmusic24
THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE 🤗🤗 not just that made it out twice from 2 different relationships as mom you don't want your lil girl thinking it's a NEW NORM to stay in situations like those! nothing but support & love 💯💯💟💟💟
Congratulations brother FOREVER BROKEN PEOPLE FAMILY
Much love homie!!
Always brother
Listened to this song repeatedly that i lost count and i don’t say much but that song hits hard there’s some wounds that are so deep that it will take a lifetime to fix but all we can do is heal at our own pace👍🙏
Hell yeah thank you homie!
"Will I miss this life when I'm gone or will I finally feel like I belong". Shit made cry.
Excited to see this one and to relate 100%.
In A World Gone Mad... Your Music Takes Me Somewhere else. I'm grateful for You. Shine Bright SuperStar🌟
This is even better than I thought it'd be. Love this so much.
@gremlin this song is amazing, I love it. I can relate way to much and it's soo good man. Keep up that amazing job and hope to hear more
Man this hit hard, I can relate to allot in this song. For anyone who feels like this your not alone and your loved ❤️
Listened to it 3 times already bro and more to come b4 the night.... much love and respect and keep doing what you doing its helping and having a big impact on some of us that watch your videos old and new daily...
thank you so much homie, nothing but love!
Your music helps a lot of people feel comfort in the fact that someone else feels the same too. You are far from worthless. Even the people in the gutter can still see the stars :)
Thank you for this ❤️
that's exactly how I feel right now and I have a lot of sadness in me.. this song is gonna be great I can tell
"Hate being alone so I party with people who feel the same way" it's crazy how much i relate to you and your music.
My spotify's most listened to song of the year is actually your song called "Runnin". Thank you for saving me Gremlin
Oh no way! Hell yeah homie really appreciate the support 🙏
Love this
Wow this guy. Been listening to gremlin for years. So underrated. This guy needs the world to hear this stuff. So many people will relate So many people will find hope in his lyrics
This song is a sad song but this song makes me strong with I go Through Tough times
I can't wait to hear this song. I can relate to all your songs. It's like my life in a song. I always feel worthless.
I know it’s gonna be fire. That’s what you do, bro. Being dope and bringing hope. Let’s go! 🎙✔️💯🙏👊🔥🔥🔥
This hits true for me. I want to be liked so badly that I'm willing to compromise my character to be accepted. Thanks for the songs helping this broken person become a better man. I write songs her and there but I've also been writing poetry:
Need.
Don't you know I need it so badly?
It's new and it's glow reminds me..
Reminds me of everything I don't have.
Dreams of the white picket fences, blinding diamonds, and cars that glisten. I worship these like my idols.
If only...
But this broken boy in a man's body is trailer trash.
Are they right? probably.
He's just like his father.
A generational curse. I play the part so well you would swear it's rehearsed.
Handcuffed to the bed that I choose to lay in.
But I'm the jailer. I hold the keys to many prisons. I lock the doors behind me as soon as I enter.
But who put me in this box?
I scream..
I shout..
My ring full of keys jingles about.
Oh child..please
Break out.
Nice
By far this song is now my personal favorite of yours, I felt 100%of these lyrics. Especially since I'm an artist as well, it definitely feels like I go though a lot more than what other people do. And by creating I just hope to turn my own chaos into art so that someone can benefit from the suffering I endure. My mentor for tattooing and most other things I learned taught me this, "if one is to suffer, they should do so beautifully and make something lovely from it?"
Thank you for this! Took a screenshot of that last part, what an amazing quote
My best friend introduced your music to me and oh my fuck!!!! You have touched my soul so much deeper than anyone else. Its almost as if you and i live the same life! Thank you for being you and for being in my opinion one of the realest out there!!!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
That was A great song. I can relate to the song. Nice job Gremlin.
Thank you for the love ❤️
You are more then welcome. I love your music, and my two daughters love it also they are 6 and 10. I have all your music download on my phone.
Holy shiiiiiiiiiit.. This song is fire... The words literally scorched the fear in me of thinking I alone have those thoughts the words portray.. I love the complexity of words and how you can either use it to destroy or build.. and you my friend.. your songs and lyrics break and rebuild... so that pain and misery no longer have power over the new perspective of LIFE the songs grant you to see.
Thank you for who you are @Gremlin,
All the best to the New Year ahead.
Thank you for the awesome feedback brother!! Really appreciate this
I don't care what you or anyone says! You're my personal hero. Both me and my Bro agree on one thing in our lives, and that is you deserve more recognition.
This song is 🔥🔥🔥. I totally can relate. Thank you for always sharing
Appreciate the love ❤️
exited for this one !!! first song from the new album!! FIREE🔥🔥🔥
I just started listening to your songs recently. But your songs just hit me on another level they perfectly explain how I feel... almost every song I listened to made me lose some tears... It also gives me the strength to get back up and start fighting again.. so keep up the good work! ❤️
I am so emotional rn. I randomly clicked on this song, went to Apple Music and listened to many songs, came back and realized I used watch your videos about 3-4 years ago. Which absolutely touched my heart and stayed with me. You’re gonna make it. I’m so proud of how far you’ve already come. You need to do a concert or something soon!! I would die to see you in concert. So glad I found you again, your music changed my life.
this song hit different, I've been going through a lot lately and i just don't feel like myself anymore and i just feel like everyone is out to get me even my own family at this point, it just hard not knowing who i am and who i can trust but i try my hardest every day to better myself and find who I really am not who I want people to see me as.
I feel this!
We all know this is gonna be fire,relatable and real best believe I’ll be here when it drops🔥
I've heard many songs on life but this one really hit me hard bro. Wow. Wow. Wow... I NEEDED THIS 🙏🏻🔥😔
Thank you homie 🙏
I swear your words are speaking to me this song is my ultimate favorite feeling worthless is all ive been going through for the last 2 years it sux but listening to you and your music does put me at ease and im so grateful for you!!
I feel this’
A lot of my family needs to hear this
another one !! 🔥🙏🏼💯 brother this is a great song you never disappoint. God Bless 🙏🏼
Love it bro. Keep stayin on that straight and narrow; remember where you came from and the impact you’ve had on your family. (Sayin this to my self too, it gets real out there!)
Appreciate that homie
I haven’t felt anything inside myself like this emotionally in years. I just found myself with a tear.
This is more dope than how I expected it to be bro ..
Hell yeah glad to hear 🔥🔥
That was amazing, you did an amazing job on that song, that’s exactly how I feel.
Already know it’s gonna be fire🔥
100%
Few weeks ago I randomly came across the video Uber Driver Raps and She Cries (Ex Cheated). As soon as you started I immediately subscribed and began watching all your videos and follow on Spotify. I know when someone has true innate talent. People can practice keeping the 4 count flow and just throwing down a mash up of the same played out patterned theme of generic rhymes for 16 note. The gifts and talent you possess are rare and remarkable. Honestly you do not even need tracks in the background with your natural voice, accompanied by your seamless changeups and impassioned emotional inflections. Every song is written, eloquently with a great depth of emotion and truth allowing the audience to make a real connection with you personally. Music is more important than most people understand. For some it can be Life or Death. Sadly most artists like yourself have had a very hard life and suffered a great deal of trauma. I'm a vocalist/lyricist/poet and writing has always been a personal form of therapeutic cathartic release. I can tell that process also applies to you. When you're reliving all the memories regenerating emotions, channeling the tempo and rhythmically the lyrics begin formulating almost effortlessly. Because you have this rare attribute all of your creative energy gives LIFE to every one of your songs. This is the reason why so many people get the chills, hands or legs shake and you bring so many to tears and why almost everybody says that they identify with your lyrics. In case you were not aware of this I need to tell you that nothing that has happened is coincidental. You were born an Empath and given this musical gift to be a messenger. The songs you pick for Uber passengers are always Exactly what they needed to hear. That's not by accident or random luck. That passenger was sent to you and while you're talking to them, your intuitive energy is reading their energy and hidden emotions. These types of things have happened your whole life. I Want You To Know That You and Your Music Will Change and Save Lives. Thank You For Being You, Real Person, Real Life Issues, Staying True To Your Message, Not Selling Out Glorifying (Drugs, Money, Cars, Guns, Women). Please Continue To Be The Voice Of Hope In This Ever Darkening World - Namaste🙏
*May God Bless You and Your Family*
To Everyone Reading This-May God Keep You Safe And Free From Harm
For A Healthy, Happy New Year 🎉
So Mote It Be 🙏🙏🙏
With Love and Light- PixieDust
Wow! This is probably one of the best comments I’ve ever gotten 🥲 thank you so much for this detailed analysis, it really resonated with me & you put a lot of things into words I otherwise couldn’t. Really appreciate you taking the time to check out my channel and my music 🙏 means a lot, what’s your Instagram? I feel like we’re gonna get along 😁
Can’t wait! 🙂
I seriously talk to stars when I feel lonely 😔.. This song is related to my life💔.. Love and respect from North East India . I do love your music bro
Same 😭
Iam really thankful for the Reply..
Too hyped
Fire as expected!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
I've been listening to you music for the last 2 years and I feel this is the best song you've done that anyone can relate to. I've listened to it almost on repeat since I first heard it
Sameeeee
do you guys have any recommend artirsts related to his vibes? kind of into his music lately
I am so thankful for finding your songs. I’ve been dealing with depression my entire life, and your lyrics make me feel like I’m not alone.
With all my heart, I than you!
As always, you never disappoint! Great job! Way to end the year with another hit! Keep up the great work! 👍
Damn you guys outdid yourself with this whole thing. The visuals and lyrics on point like always. Loss of words on this. Priceless!! Thank you for giving us your poetry. An sharing with us your life stories.
Thank you my brother
Putting my flaws out in the open to show you you're not the only one broken....that hit hard
It made me cry 😢 dam I'm sobbing gremlin sorry emotions man I feel it.
I love it so so so much !!! Thank you for that masterpiece !!!💜💜💜💜🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻I can relate soo much ! Thank you ! You’re amazing ! Pls keep going💜you give me so much strength with your songs !👉🏻👈🏻🥺💜
OMG ONE OF MY FAVORITES😮
Never felt connected to a song like this before... damn if everything in this isnt fucking relatable. God bless and thank you for this..
Mah man just keeps on proving he's the Messiah of Broken people💔
Dammmmm I GOT THE CHILLS WITH THIS SONG 🎵 LOVE IT
Really love your music 🔥🔥🔥💯
This my favorite song out of all it makes me cry all the bad things that happened in my life this tells me that it’s ok keeps me going
Aww hugs and hope u feel happier and u are worthy u help others with ur music and probably alot more behind closed doors . 💖 this music is amazing 👏
This song is really good. If you added a singer for a hook it would be platinum! Keep it up, love hearing real lyrics with meaning!
Great song! Keep it up 👍
Can I just tell you again how much your music just Hits my soul and I am a recovering addict of 3 years now and I'm in a horrible relationship in every single one of your songs easier for me to walk away and I want to thank you for that because it made me see things in a different light like I don't deserve what he's doing to me and how he's been treating me and how I treat myself. So thank you for being you and giving me a new life 😍🥰
Love your music& a lot hits my heart& soul! Thank you for your music
Absolutely luv this song my guy gremlin wish to me you one day we have a lot of stuff in common I here my voice thru your lyrics😕💫
Im so proud of you!
In a world I'm around people I've known my whole life I know I'm loved but still they cannot even begin to comprehend what lays dormant beneath. Your lyrics reminds me there are ppl out there that feel just like I do. I never one to be emotional but your lyrics really made me cry I'm just glad no one was around to witness it
Wow, I’m speech less. This is the best song of the year!!!! Real music we all can relate to
NOT DISSAPOINTED 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Keep going homie love ya 💯 ❤❤
Love ya too!
I’ve probably streamed this song too many times to count, I can’t get over how much I resonate to most of you music but this one right here hits differently. I cannot stress how excited I am to see how 2022 turns out for you!! You are an extremely talented lyricist and artist. I hope this year is one that you’ll never forget ❤️
Gremlin, you are great. Your music gave me great strength when the doctors gave me less than 10% chance of survival. The cancer was everywhere, it took over many organs. I spent a year in the hospital, it was such a kick. Thank you, I owe you my life. Your music has great power.💪💪💪💪
Hey that looks like the salt flats!! Lol
It is! 😁
@@Gremlinmusic24 hopefully you do a show in SLC soon..
I lost my words when it's about describing the emotions or memories i go through thanks to your songs with deep lyrics like that. I'm not that much into rap but you're bringing a fresh wind of what rap was back in the 90s from my point of view. I wish you to be reward for that incredible work of yours. Give him the crown that this king deserve being the most inspirationnal and real talk rapper since nowadays. Peace to you Gremlin and i can't wait your next songs of 2022.
I can’t put in words how much this song relates. It honestly helps to know someone struggles with the same stuff. Always trying to prove myself to I don’t even know who tbh. The house new cars gold chains. My god spot on man. I feel hollow and the more I make makes me feel worthless. I spend most on others in search of feeling love even if it’s briefly. Bro literally the whole song man. Let me know if your ever in MD bro I’d love to come see a show man.
Gremlin... *Hugs* those of us going through these things understand each other so much. You have really good flow. Don't stop going for your dreams.
Don't know you hope you been well keep it up with that music a diamond in the making🔊
Gremlin you're a genius. . Your lyrics hit MY SOUL .. thank you so much for never giving up ! Yess this is definitely going to blow up!!!! 🎶💯🙏💕
Cant wait
You have been getting better at your Lyrics more and more keep it up i love this song and summer sorrows
Shoutout to those who feel they are alone or worthless throughout this holiday break and new year's. I'm in the same boat but know that you do matter :) Have a nice day.
I love all your songs you will reach a long way. Please don't stop 💕💕
Youre as real and influential as it gets….this is fire! OMG
I’m eager to listen bro. I have grown to like your music quite a bit. Why haven’t you blown up yet?!
Still got it and still listening. From so low those that survive gain such strength and a sense of purpose. That doesn't mean you're fixed, just stronger than you were before. You have taken what would have completely obliterated some and channeled it to make others aware and while you may not be given the recognition you deserve by those that steer the wheel, your unselfish gift has helped more people than you know and it will come back to you. Maybe not in the way you thought but in the way you need. Hang in there and stay strong!
Can't wait 🤗💗🎼💗🤗
You said you wonder what’s the purpose of you in this life but you clearly know by heart you are here to change peoples lives by your words and through your songs & messages. You hope you might reach a star and find peace, yet you are my peace and so many other fans peace. I been doing so much healing this year and been completely alone that I’ve grown, matured and healed & still love your message through your songs. Your heart isn’t cold, you use it for self mechanism, We love you !💕
Thank YOU! A late Mery Christmas to you and yours! These days between Christmas & New Year is even better with your new tune! ;) It's true,sooo hard to be "Real" instead of some other one WE always feel is wrong & MAN you put it in a song! Great ONE! Liked the sound and your flow is avesome, like alvays! Take care, stay safe & continue the journey with more lovely inspiration, to us all - Broken People! Again....HAPPY NEW YEAR! ###SideNote: Thx for the Merch (On it's way here in Sweden now!)###
Been watching Mark for years & will continue to here from 🇬🇧
You a real one ☝️
Sounds great man. I love the chill vibe from the song yet it’s about something that’s not chill at all. I hope you get through your struggles . Thanks for sharing your insecurities and hoping it can help someone else. That’s huge. May god bless you this coming year man! Let this be the year you get what you want in the industry!
Gremlin u surely can express ur true Self into music that is what makes u a great person just being the true you . And singing about ur feelings thought and failures . We need more honest truthful people like u on the planet don't change ur style or way of expressing ur secrets and thoughts luv ya man
Can't wait for the day gremlin and Marcus veltri do a song together
I already know this songs going to be raw af
If ya struggle just remember ya don't have to be love.... Just love ya self
SALUTE! REST IF YOU MUST.. BUT NEVER GIVE UP!! P1ECE!
I love your music! It saves my life more than you know