An Open Letter To My Fellow Toxic Man *Emotional*
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- Опубликовано: 27 июн 2020
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Lyrics:
To My fellow toxic man I completely understand/
What it's like to always feel the need to have the upper hand/
And to blame your girl for everything that you're doing wrong/
Pushing her away but not enough to where she's moving on/
You just wanna see how far you can take it/
She has some confidence but you know that you can break it/
Draining all the love inside her heart until it's truly vacant/
she only stays cause she prays for you knowing that you're too complacent/
You're too impatient and don't wanna do that inner work/
You'll just tell her that you did your best but that it didn't work/
She's become an introvert from all the shit you did to her/
Only when you think about those nights does it begin to hurt/
You're somebody that you hate to be/
always busy chasing things that you lost yourself along the way it seems/
Remember when your parents acted out and they screamed?/
Well you're repeating the cycle doing the same thing/
And that's what happens when your family's disfunctional/
& Love was rarely there but the fights were always punctual/
So the love you felt at home, was all that you've ever known/
But there's a whole other side to it that you've never known/
Love is not a list of rules that are set in stone/
That you give your girlfriend to follow when she's left alone/
I know what it's like to wanna have complete control/
Fuckin blacking out and letting all that anger eat your soul/
Having every single partner always thinking that your ruthless/
And you don't have excuses you just don't know why you do this/
But looking back insecurities is what it was/
I felt that if she left it would mean I'm not enough/
But I know that it's the demons in my head I needa slaughter/
Not anybody else it's my self I need to conquer/
& I had an ephinany that left me truly bothered/
I yell just like my father/
In that very moment I realized I need to change me/
Cause I don't wanna be the fuckin man who's always angry/
Accusing her of cheating because I'm the one who cheated/
& Saying that I love her but I make her feel defeated/
See I wanted to learn how to show her she was needed/
And love her every damn day not just when it's convenient/
& I'ma tell you something that I wish somebody said to me/
Not being a controlling man, will actually set you free/
Fight your demons I mean every single one/
For the times they held you back and never let you see the sun/
Because it's all up to you who you potentially become/
And by hearing this you've already mentally begun/
I am proof you can be a better version of yourself/
You just gotta put the work in and start searchin in yourself/
& It's not gonna be easy but you know what you need to do/
To my fellow toxic man, I believe in you/ 
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Yo yo what's up Broken People Family! I hope you enjoy the new song and it impacts you somehow. Fellas listen to this with an open mind and ladies share this with every man you love!!
P.S.: Lyrics are in the description!
Love it so much brother. Keep it coming. I'm in the same situation too. Love you man ❣️
Thank you so much for all your music
This kinda spoke to me in another perspective where the woman is toxic. It felt so relatable I love this🥺
This is 🔥
@@mr.o8004 thank you for listening!
This guy is incredible, guided by a higher force.
thank you ! appreciate you being part of this
great comment !!!!he's so talented !!!
Yesss
Fun For Life! Same here no lie
Yes he is!
That feeling when he's addressing a fellow toxic man, but you feel he's talking directly to you as a woman. Great song as always my man
100% agree hes fantastic i can't get enough of his songs! Not long discovered him but he's got a lifelong fan in me
He’s the man that gets it! It’s wired I feel like he knows me so well 🤷♂️
I was tha man he's tlkn abt
Fuck.... just fuck!!! I sat here and thought to myself, "how am I toxic, I don't think I am". Than this played..... wow, I cried deeply like I lost a part of me, which I did. I pushed and cheated on my ex gf I always told her I did my best and never worked out, I put her down instead of helping her become someone special, &... I truly now understand how awful I was. I'm sorry Courtney... I don't deserve you and you leaving me was a damn wake up call. Fuck drinking my sorrows of self pity, fuck making excuses for my own stupid actions of not wanting to even try, I'm sick of this and these demons within myself I will conquer! I thank you so much for this song my dude, so nothing but blessings to you and everyone out there. I do hope someone who's in a relationship doesn't make the same mistakes I've made or the homie Grimlin did. I say, appreciate what you got before it's gone.
Hell yeah I love this brother!! Keep fighting that fight man you got this 💪
Sad to think I'm not the only one living this reality, listened to this 10 times as it describes me almost exactly. Day by day as I find myself I am getting rid of this toxic man inside me, one day I will be free!!
I love you for admitting that man I feel it
Holy shit man I'm 24 and have been with my girl for 5 years and we have a 6 mount old and I want to change and he just put in word every one of my problems
This definitely hit
So how's your guys' journey? Did you pursue ridding the toxicity?
Me too
I lost the love of my life because I was afraid to get close so instead I pushed her away without me realizing it and when I decided to finally love she had moved on . She did everything for me . She loved me right. She saved me. But I destroyed her. And now I’m lost. But I wish her the best in everything . She deserves way more then what I ever did. To the one that got away 💙
Wtf his lyrics are unbelievable, htf has he not blown up the charts ffs.... Every song is so real, so raw.. 💯❤️😢
Appreciate the love ❤️
This song made me realize I’m toxic and I need to make a change don’t wanna be like my father.
You got this homie 💪
Same bro
Out the gate. #nomohenny
good for you, already a bigger man!
this is literally the song that makes me want to sit on a mountain, watching the sunset, and cry
sammee
yess girl
hope the wound heals
Was sitting in eating and i heard this. Instantly put it on repeat. Got back to my room an changed then went for a run in the mountains. Sat up there for a solid 2 hours.
I feel you
I try my best to treat the girls in my life right, but this song inspired me to try even harder and do even better!!!
you got this!
Yess!!
@@Gremlinmusic24 u inspire me too and I will keep listening to this song I need to show this to my friend but she is s girl but she left me so I will listened to this song😖😥❤💪
The girl’S in my life LMAO that’s ur problem rite there PLAYA lmao smh
@@aquaflow1264 mother, sister, grandma, aunties, can be multiple ladies... but okay. Keep spreading negative energy man.
This needs to go viral, I hope every man has a chance to listen to this 🙏
🤞🤞
💯👍
I can relate- as a woman. Your words are deep and real.💯
This deadahh opened my eyes. How I was raised with my father cheating and abusing my mom both mentally and physically☹️. Sometimes I see things in me like I saw in my father and it hurts me cuz I don’t wanna end up like him
Be the change 🙌
I hace this on repeat and I’ll make a promise to you that I will be the change
“I had an Epiphany that truly left me bothered i scream just like my father” left me in goosebumps and hit different, how do you know what I am going though like every song you release is when something has got me really bothered and you heal me with words and help me not feel so alone and I really appreciate it man please don’t stop #gremlin #broken people
thank you for being part of this!!
I dont know where to start...
I guess i should say thank u from the bottom of my heart..
I have bn hurting for sum time now ..not sure what to do when to do it and exactly how.
U spit lyrics that scream to my soul ...and i feel myself losing control...im so lost , lonely and without purpose.. my life feels like a fukin circus ....ur songs help me to make it thru onr more day.. so again thank you is all im trying to say....
I just got teary eyed listening to this holy shit. My ex was so toxic, manipulative and abusive and listening to this is like being validated and heard. Thank you 💕
As an artist and a fellow toxic man in the past - I can't respect you enough. Can tell your doing a lot of inner work bro, keep going!
“Remember when your parents acted out and they screamed? Well you’re repeating the cycle and doing the same thing.”
This is the one, this is it. Start the revolution already
let's get it!
This guy here is a 🐐
His rap is the reality 🖤
I actually relate to this song a lot because this was actually me a few years ago and it took a lot for me to realize what I was doing and by the time I did I had already lost someone really important to me I wish more of us guys can take a look at ourselves and see what we're doing to our own lives and to others by being this way
Thank you Gremlin for being an inspiration to us and helping us learn a better way to life
Love this bro! Definitely does take a lot of self reflecting, I'm glad you're changing for the better 🙏
This is soo real that,I've seen people like this before and yoo this will be soo good showing this off to men who really need it..😊😊
Damn Gremlin it takes a lot of faith and courage to truly look at yourself in the mirror and take full accountability for your truth! 🙏 Much love and respect!
Finding your music has been an absolute blessing! Genuinely, listening to your lyrics in your songs just leaves me with goosebumps and sometimes thinking back to so much I've gone through and still going, aswell as some stuff I've put someone through, your music really is something amazing 🙏thank you! And please keep your dream going and this music, you're definitely my favourite artist going atm, god bless you man!
Thank you for the love brother 🙏
@@Gremlinmusic24 anytime! Keep this stuff going
This inspires me kain, honestly, self honesty is amazing man, I been abusive and I'm trying to improve because feel horrible
That "I believe in you" at the end really hits ....most of us don't get to hear things like that
All the people who disliked are the people who do this and hurt others dont be that person it really isnt worth the pain you give and receive
I'm going through a hard time with my misses and this song has given me the strength to keep fighting thank you gremlin keep up the amazing work
you got this!
Wow..... this is Absolutely amazing. “she’s become an introvert from all the stuff you did to her “ Goosebumps.
Love and support from North Eastern INDIA
Much love 🙏
I'm literally crying. You took the words right out my mouth, word for word 🥺
No lie i got choked up abit when he said "I yell just like my father....."
WOW. Every. Single. Word. From a woman who's been with man just like this: Thank you.
Everytime I listen to this song it makes me look at my toxic relationship in a new light so thank you
Man I’m speechless may your voice keep pushing those powerful words in everyone heart ❤️ love you bro
much love!!
This hit me hard because my parents fought ever since I was 4 or 3 and so I saw how my dad treated my mom and saw how my mom treated my dad my dad never cheated on my mom but my mom cheated on my dad but their still together and so everyday I tell myself I will never be like my parents but they have gotten better together and so I thank them for that even if they still fight I wouldn't care because in the end they still love eachother and your right this sont will impact a lot of lives and effect a lot of lives and your the reason I changed because of your music when you say you hurt a lot of ladies in the past and you changed thats what happened to me I used to push everyone that I cared about away family, friends and so i learned even if you get in a fight with someone you care about and their still willing to stick by you no matter what its important to have people like that in ur lives and ur music helped ne change into a better person and i thank you for that i support you and no matter what you decide to do with ur life I know that I'll stick by you because u helped me changed into a better person and I know that you've helped a lot of people to much love thank you again #brokenpeople
this is amazing! Im glad yo decided not to be like your parents and learn from their mistakes that's huge!! Honored to have you part of this journey with me!
@@Gremlinmusic24 thank you
Well said 😊
@@ociceman07 thx
Imagine how many dudes out there would try and say he's a simp for dropping truth like this
Boys, we have to be better.
Omg this song . I needed to hear this tonight. This is him😢
Man this guy is just the best👌🏾🙏
This song touch my heart and made me cry, the best song you've made
thank you!
You sed it
This song hits my man in the feels.
"Only When You Think About Those Nights Does It Begin To Hurt" damn that hit dif. 💯🔥
i felt this on a different level and that's exactly what my boyfriend did to me.I'm afraid to love and now I'm doing that to something else because I belive I don't deserve love
This is deep loved this.
Poetic. Passionate.. deeply profound ...supurb....Bravo My Guy ..Motivational...compassionate ..deep
You did it again. We need more music like this in the world. Music you can feel. I love you. I hope you find everything you look for in life. Thankyou for letting me be part of your journey
Been waiting all day for this amAzimg u have a true gift
thank you Anna!
This is so f’ing good that I am about to listen this song in my car on max for a long time! Thanks Gremlin!
appreciate you fam!!
Gremlin Since you posted this man, I am still listening many times a day either in my car or when I’m riding my bicycle! Love it!
As a toxic man, I needed this song. Thank you Gremlin, for giving me hope and inspiration to be better than I am. ✊
No one can sing like this it hit me hard and now I can try change
Facts man you are legend on of my biggest inspirations stay humble ur great man💯💯
Actual goosebumps
thank you for watching!
The world needs more of this guy...
Always hitting our heart
I just decided to end toxic relationship.
I send this MV to him as a goodbye letter.
Thanks. Keep it up!
I came from dysfunctional family but I never treated my partner in wrong way and I thought I can fix or heal him or whatever I was beloved.
But I was wrong
Who’s disliking this? We gotta fight.... he is the best. This is the best song I’ve ever heard
Beginning of this year I got out of a toxic relationship. I later saw your videos on Facebook and your songs have helped me love myself again and know my worth.
I just want to say thank you for doing what you do ❤️
Got tears in my eyes. This is so deep and raw and real. Damn.
Dude this hits me hard. When I grew up my father always screamed, yelling all the time. It is his personality... I was the evil one also in my marriage before we got divorced. She always tried to support me through my demons and my depression. It got the best of her. Now during Nights occasionally I sit here alone and wonder what could have been
I wish I can have my husband listen to this song but I know it will start a fight. Amazing song felt every single word ❤
You are not alone I wish he could understand instead of get angry
No words can express how beautiful your soul is.. thank you for giving people the encouragement in a way that touches every one.
pleasure is all mine!
Why you gotta make me cry like this so early in the morning. Your touched by something special man
Made me cry 😭
Amazing. Truth. 💯. For those who still need to hear it listen well. And for the toxic women as well.
Also listening to great signing voice and real hop-hop and rap that talks about real life that covers most or a lot......
gives me goosebumps
Your so strong and bold.
Not anyone could ever smash through these 4 brick walls.
Grem u have started the journey of ruling the heart...born to rule ..
I shared this with my mom she’s a single parent and she cried
That’s why I’ve been trying to get a Hispanic male to marry cause they make u happy 😊
I am in tears. Thank you, is all I can say. Like you said, I have mentally begun. Thank you.
🙏
Im litterally going to cry. Beautiful...
It’s so good like I can relate to this a lot omg this is going in my playlist so exited to see what’s next all good love here ❤️
👊🏼💯💯💯
Thank you you've helped me heal. After 11 yrs I left an abusive relationship with your voice soul and lyrics.
Every word hit home for me, wish i could show him this song, all I can hope is that he comes across it one day.
Damn that was deep. 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
The song is this is fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
wall Grambling I've been following you since day one brother and man that song they're too you just said and your boat your mom and addiction. Has given me chills
just one word ..... wowww
This has hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm defeated by my 2 year relationship... I walked away over a week ago and I'm not looking back. His addiction is too much... his anger is off the scale... he thinks I'm coping, and finding it easy... I feel like I've been ripped apart... but I have a child think about and I'd hate for my child to think its acceptable to be treated by any man in that way. I do hope he gets the help he needs and becomes the man I know he is beyond his addiction and his mental health problems. But sort himself out for himself... nobody else. Because he lost a woman who loved every inch of him flaws in all... things got too much.. I'm done.
I hope you can heal and find what you need.
This is fire man keep it up 🙏🙏🔥🔥
I love people who reflect on themselves. From habits to behaviors to your scars.. That is the point of this life, to heal and become a better version of yourself. Great song Gremlin, badass message, not just for men also for women.
Every time I hear this song I cry. I don’t know what happened to man I love and my best friend. This song describes everything that happened or is happening.
Holy fucking shit this hit hard. Why is that so heart felt
I felt this is my soul... Just sent it to my husband.
hope he loves it !
Did he love it
I don't even know.. I wish he did but we don't really talk without fighting..
Daisy Marquez it shall be well one day ❤️🙏🏻
@@daisymarquez7040 same here 💔
16 toxic men disliked this 🙅. I love gremlin I run straight to him when I'm feeling down
Perfect timing I needed this. Every single word hit me rn. This is exactly how he treats me and today something broke today I have freedom, I'm done. It's been ten years and he calls me names and treats me like shit despite all i do. I've been beyond loyal to a monster who treats me like trash who leave me constantly because he hasn't put in the work. I've blamed myself enough I've done enough therapy for a lifetime. I'm setting myself free. He's left me for the last time today. I AM ENOUGH, I AM WORTH IT.
Another incredible one. This out on Spotify already?
It will be very soon 🙏
This is what I’m going thru I wanna treat her right and I want the best for Her but I’m trying to control her and I stop my self from that I broke her once and I don’t wanna do it again This song is the truth and everything he said I went thru when I was a lil ass kid Never felt real love and when she showed me dat I ran away and Broke up wit her cuz I was scared cuz I didn’t know that’s what real love was like she showed me real love and I took that and pushed it away and Left her but now after 2 years I’m talking to her again I wanna make it right I jus don’t know how to do that
His music is so deep. It truly pierces your soul and heals you from within. He is the next true lyrical legend. Thank you for your creative healing. You bring out the inner light that lies deep inside everyone of us. I look forward to hearing more of your lyrical healing art. God bless you.
Much love 🙏
You will rise and shine to the top for sure.
Dope my boy! I put everyone I know on your music Homie🔥🔥
you a real one!!
Your most powerful song
agreed! Thank you!
@RainSZN thats what i was thinking had me confused
@RainSZN i was 1 of the 5 people who got to hear song early. 🙏🙏
Your music has truly been the biggest inspiration to my life. Hearing your music has made me wanna change myself become a better man 5 months down the road. I’m living the best life I ever had.
My Goodness!! This man is awesome."Thank you Jesus for this young prodigy."🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Heyy 😪❤️❤️.... I damn relate to the tune
Who come tech4mob
Once again, I felt these deep lyrics
I would love to see the judges reaction’s to you on America’s got talent someday, cause your great. Your lyric capabilities are phenomenal.
I'm trying to do somethings like that but I will never be like that man what the hell
I try to be a gentleman to every girl and i have friend who this kinda has happened to so now this makes me really wanna protect her from anybody who is toxic thanks for this it was well worth the wait
also are you a Christian Gremlin?
good man!! and indeed
@@Gremlinmusic24 thats really cool it would be a shame to see someone who does as much as you do for people go to hell if you werent one
I always go back to this!!!! Thank you for your masterpieces!
My brotha, this hit home, hard. You're the man, thank you