Vin Jay - Addicted (Music Video)
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- Опубликовано: 13 сен 2019
- Listen on Spotify: fanlink.to/vin-jay-addicted
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Produced, Mixed & Mastered by : @Epidemixmusic
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Cast: Noah League, Jenna Ghidaleson,
Thank you: Joey Z- Pita, Port Jefferson. racehasnoplace.com/ 
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Vin Jay hello, i think i’m the first reply :)
Damn! From now your one of my fav rappers. Love from India bro❤.
Man this is like another "Lose yourself" for me....
Keep going...
We love you....🇮🇳
Realest dude in thr internet right now🎹💛love n respect from Sri Lanka
you and NF are my favorite rappers you guys are the real deal 100% talent and relatable
Nice to setup a timer,
Now we can arrange fire extinguishers well before the fire breaks out
Big fan bro from India 😘😘
22 hours ago? huh?
@@daddysam8824 same here
Wow. You made a clever comment and used the word fire at the same time? I'm impressed.
This is not a song, it's an arrow that went straight through my heart and unleashed all the tears and pain that I had kept hidden in my chest for months...
Ajay Singh Rathore I’m an addict making positive videos to help people get out of addiction, if you see this and can support me by either subscribing sharing my video or just watching it, everything helps get the message out to someone who needs it and it may save someone’s life ❤️
I'm so fucking tired of not being with u. I love u joey.
same
This is inspirational for me...I'm a recovering addict of 17 years with 1 year clean n I can relate to this song with every word! Felt this
Bro I cried listening to this I feel your pain.
"The only time i feel alive is when there's poison in my veins" Wow that line hits me hard as hell.
Same here
Same
@@Dspruill1990 ruclips.net/video/fBhi9Ke1h7w/видео.html
Why do we want to die before our time? For all those who have power in this fallen world are not even humans. They are the evil spirits, who have stole everything from us. And we, going away before our time to die - we give our enemies what they have wanted all along - we give them our lives. Ephesians 6:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
If we do not call upone the NAME OF THE LORD and SHALL BE NOT SAVED - then our souls - our very being is theirs (satan`s) and not GOD`S.
Romans 10:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
Psalms 145:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth.
Psalms 18:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Psalms 116:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD.
Do not take away what`s GOD`S . Your soul belongs to GOD who give it, your soul do not belong to satan. For lucifer is none to be worshipped, he is also the creation of GOD. Without GOD, there be no lucifer. For even the name: “LUCIFER” is GOD given.
1 Chronicles 16:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people.
Psalms 105:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people.
Psalms 116:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD.
Psalms 80:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
So will not we go back from thee: quicken us, and we will call upon thy name.
2 Samuel 22:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Psalms 86:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee.
Same here
Ya got me too man 💔
I used to listen to this song when I was using and I was in so much emotional pain. I nearly took my life. Addiction took my moms life and it nearly took mine too. I felt nobody understood me and that I was just a worthless burden to my family. I really didn’t feel loved at all by anyone even though that wasn’t true. so I got a dog and my dog loved me unconditionally and he made me smile again, I felt I had a reason to live because I need to take care of him. I quit drugs for my dog, then my family sent me to rehab. I am in recovery now and nearly 18 months sober. I work the NA program and I ask God to keep me clean each day. One day at a time is all I can do. I hope my story gives someone hope🙏
Kylie, your are one of the strongest willed person when you walk into a room, not everyone is able to accomplish what you have accomplished, be proud of it, because only someone that has been through that kind of pain will ever understand the willpower it takes to break that grip. Keep your faith strong in God, for he has a plan in your life, let him guide you. He is the only one that truly knows the battle you fought and became victorious over that battle and took control over the path you now walk in life. Victory is sweet. You're an inspiration and one of the strongest people walking this earth. Thank you.
So proud of u! U GOT THIS
❣️
God bless you
I was feeling the same way sometimes I still think about it but I tell myself you're going to be hurting the people you love the only thing I really want in my life is my ex-girlfriend back but like just do sit in the song at the end of this song I got addicted to one b**** but I love that b****
"Damn, I really think these drugs have taken my soul," is the best line to explain addiction. Only another addict can truly empathize❥
Facts agreed
I can definitely I started using when I was 14 I’m still trying to get clean I’m 17 now
@@catelynnholmes6716 good luck, it can be a difficult road and too many people never make it out, lost so many friends to o.d. over the years
@L S I saw your comment. I know it's been 4 weeks but I'm hoping you are fighting still.I just got 5 months clean from a bad addiction. Wish you the best.
@@catelynnholmes6716 Ill just say this. That road leads no where good. Your young. U have your whole life in front of u. Don't mess it up with drugs like I did. I've done them my whole life. I'm only 35. Started at 13. I've almost lost my life. I spent 3 and a half years on the streets. When u learn drugs will take away the pain. Its a non stop cycles. U get high then when u come down the pains still there. Then u just want to get high again. It really solves nothing. Idk the remedy because I'm still in it. I'm not as bad as I once was but I'm still in it. But I'll repeat the road leads no where good. Just remember that.
This is probably the best advice I can give u. U don't know until u experience it. I'll tell u right now u don't want to experience it.
My friend died because he took 2 pills that we would take all the time to get high and it just so happened this time they didn't react the same so he never woke up. My wife and I would get high together she was my g/f then, D.O.C. was heroin. One day I was rushing to get done to go to work and left before I realized she had overdosed. Fortunately my grandfather was home and called the paramedics and that saved her life. We got in a lot of trouble but did the right thing and now we're 6 years married 11 years together and 8 years sober. This song I absolutely understand and got lost in it and that's always a sign of great music.
heroin kills. youre lucky man
@@jordan_alex_1698 I already know I lost 15 friends in 2 years to it
@@Dwinchester45 shit... im so sorry man
Feelin pity for u
Bro that's deep good luck
Lyrics for anyone who needs them
I just want the pain to fucking go away I swear to God they'll probably never understand me Sick of just walking around, pretending I'm happy Feel like collapsing from all weight that I carry But I just keep it pushing and pop me another Xanny
Know it's sad but I remember as a kid it was rough Always thought we had it all, what I was missing was love And always drowning in some waters that were thicker than blood
Still they wonder how the fuck I got addicted to drugs, damn But they don't get that I'm avoiding feeling pain Only time I feel alive is when there's poison in my veins
Momma telling me to look at what I'm doing to myself But I just wanna be fucking happy like everybody else They looking down on me like I'm the fucking villain I don't wanna talk about it, I know they don't wanna listen I was only tryna make up for the feeling I was missing
If I'm only feeling pain, tell me, what's the point of living Every day I'm waking up and tryna deal with the stress And I've been acting like I'm happy when my life is a mess
And all I know is that I got this fucking pain in my chest And I would love to get clean but I'm too fucking depressed, damn Momma's panicking and losing her faith
Came to tell me 'bout a rehab in a beautiful place She said, "Just checking up if you was awake"
She broke down when she seen her son blue in the face and thought
No one ever told me it would be this hard Never really thought that it would take my life, though I just want the pain to fucking go away, eh, eh, eh-eh
Once upon a time we were the happiest couple Knew we always had each other, never had any trouble Always had each other's backs if we happened to struggle
I left some people in the past and they were mad that I loved you
Said it's only puppy love, I knew that wasn't the case I remember getting nervous when I brought you on dates Conversations 'bout the future and copping our own place Talking 'bout the day you'd be sharing my last name I think I'd loved since the time that we met You had my heart and to be honest you was taking my breath All my homies said that I became a little obsessed Never thought that you would get up
And leave me fucking depressed, damn How could you leave me girl, I thought you were the one Treated you like a queen, never lied to you once Now I feel like I'm drowning and there's water filling me lungs
I don't wanna be alone, I'm afraid of who I've become You're gone and I fucking hate it, I feel like I'm suffocating You ripped my fucking heart out and never tried to replace it Now when I think about you all I feel is disgust You were all I ever wanted, thanks for fucking it up
Everybody that's around me know that something is wrong They always try to tell me love is the strongest drug of 'em all You know what, huh, I'ma go and see for myself Let me pop a couple Xannys, I'ma see if it helps (it helps)
Oh my God, I think I finally feel alive again Oh my God, I tihnk I'm finally 'bout to smile again And I just started sleeping better at night
I think I finally found the feeling of what heaven is like (heaven is like)
They're getting rid of all my stress when I'm torn And I could tell that they're relieving all my pressure for sure Soon my dealer told me that he couldn't get me anymore Now I'm feeling way sicker than I ever did before Shit, I can't even take a brief intermission Without me throwin' up and feeling like a piece of me's missing There was a time I needed love, now I need a perscription I'm done with living like this, I'd rather lethal injection 'Cause all I think about is pills when I open my eyes
And every day I'm waking up and feeling broken inside When all I really wanted was to feel happy for once But now I'm losing myself and losing my family's trust, damn I really think these drugs have taken my soul Probably pop 'em till they put me in the grave and I'm cold But I can't point any fingers, I know the blame is my own I got addicted to a bitch and that's the fate that I chose (fate that I chose)
No one ever told me it would be this hard Never really thought that it would take my life, though I just want the pain to fucking go away, eh, eh, eh-eh
No one ever told me it would be this hard Never really thought that it would take my life, though I just want the pain to fucking go away, eh, eh, eh-eh
damn Momma's panicking and losing her faith
Came to tell me 'bout a rehab in a beautiful place She said, "Just checking up if you was awake"
She broke down when she seen her son blue in the face.
damn , i feel bad for her. She tried to do she could , but it was too late.
Never thought i almost sang this song clean...
"Sick of walking around pretended that i'm happy" this line hit me so hard
I was a heroin addict for 8 years. I still drink like a fish. But I have been off dope for over a year now. And I can honestly say that even though this song hurts on a weird level everytime I listen to it it is literally the one I go to right before I relapse and keeps me from doing it. Everytime. You dont realize hoe much this song has helped me jay. Keep your head up cuh. (This is the first time I've ever felt the need to comment on a youtube video btw)
Fighting! Stay strong ☝️
Be strong! Don't take away this chance to live again. There's something waiting for you.
Stay strong ✊may God bless you.
Good for you.
I definitely know the struggle first hand so I know how hard it is to not just stop using but staying clean
@LodipetCode5.2 Official YT sweetie my first rehab was when i was 13...addiction doesn't discriminate...it couldn't care less how old you are...just keep doing the right thing and you'll never have to know this pain...I pray you don't have to experience this you seem like a good kid
This is LITERALLY how I feel... hiding all the PAIN behind a big SMILE... pretending happiness...
True dat, we all hide our miseries wit them smiles.
Type me on here and we will talk. +1 8298862077
Maicor Hernandez thank you- it means a lot. I guess GOOD people still EXIST.
May Angels bless You 😇
I feel like these fucking demons hsve a hold of my soul💊😔
@@aleksandra5055 i am one of those good people. 🙂
About to be sober 6yrs come January and i feel this big time!! Addiction aint no joke.. It's a fight i fight every day, but it's so worth it to be sober minded.... Much love and respect
"I just want to be happy like everybody else" I felt that in my core. Depression is a bitch. To everyone else struggling out there I know the pain but we keep fighting, you hear me.
Same here
Right back at u ❤
Amazing
Why no reply 😕
Tag EVERY Reaction channel you know in the comments 🔥
I felt this to the core brother, my homies Dizzy and Duane already said they're pushing this. Can't wait to see you get the shine you deserve for such a powerful track and video ✊🏼🙏🏼
Yo did vin Jay really did this song in the rain
I shared this for Annie LeBlanc
Doubt the real artist will ever see this comment but love from South Africa bro. We have insane political trouble brewing here. It's music like this that always kept me away from the chems and keeps me focused on why not to go down the wrong road. Will share this. Blessings.
Hey Vinny...
Always Remember one thing that Diamonds Never easy to find out. You that it'll be gonna take a Bit time our Family to Grow but we'll make it for sure one day I wanna See you walk on Red Carpet and in the award Ceremonies...All I want to say that NEVER EVER GIVE UP just keep doin what you supposed to we'll be on the Top soon...
#Faith
#OnTheTopSoon ❤️
Man it is EXTREMELY rare for someone to be able to accurately describe the absolute hell that is serious drug addiction with such passion, BUT also come with BARS at the same time!!!! Amazing!!!
Check out tom MacDonald sober and withdrawal. Collichie addiction, and macklemore drug dealer. Songs are amazing
Moron this dudes a crybaby !!! You wanna hear accurate listen to colicchie drug addict !!! If you think thjnk this Is accurate you're an emo just like this qu**r
As someone still stuck in active addiction, this song hits hard.
Every addict has his own story, so please, just listen to them and treat them right..
Regards:
X addict
Weeds addict
This may sound stupid but I'm a love addict, I move too fast or I ruin relationships because I'm selfish and need to feel love
Ex meth addict: amen!!!
@@itsredd2460 not wierd many of use are addicts in this way!
@@hepdohling5007 he's fucking badass!!! Addiction and love is rough ive been through both!
I am high school teacher. I will play this video in my classes. Nice job
If you do you will have bleep out the F word.
😃😃😃😇
Sure you are bud
It's really great, but...notice the f-words in there?
You'd have to find a clean version.
If only one of my teachers would have done that for me.. May have saved 20yrs of my life. Your students are lucky.
As a recovering alcoholic of nearly 2 years, I can totally relate to this. Great track
As an addict in recovery let me be the one to tell you it gets better YOU have to make the choice to go through the struggle without the drugs to get to the better days...its not easy at all but it's worth it...there is no glory without treading through pain.
Well this was pure fire, felt the burn all the way in my chest
I'm in recovery for what feels like the hundredth time and building a sobriety playlist to help lift me through those tough times when I wanna just relapse and you have made that playlist.
Thank you for your music. You are helping save lost souls like mine with each track you release. Keep saving us with your lyrics and again thank you for your music. You have no idea how much you mean to even the most lost and addicted souls. God bless you. 🙏🙏❤
"Give a little love" by Noah and the Whale - "Thank you very much" by Rising Appalachia - "Landslide" by Oh Wonder - "Let it all go" by Birdy & Rhodes - "River" by Ibeyi - "Pray" & "Champion" by Bishop Briggs
Just remind urself what it's taking from u..thts what I do.it honestly takes a month after quitting to start feeling better
God bless you sweetheart . My husband has been in rehab for 4 months . ( Heroin) ... I am proud of you even though we don't know each other . This song has helped me get a better understanding of how he feels .
Thank you all for your kind words and advice. Bless ya'll and much love!!
Before I say this it's not coming from somebody who's brother knows a guy who's cousin is an addict. I've got "a few days" in.
One thing about this that struck me is " Keep saving us...". No. You and your higher power save you. Nobody else can. That's how we got in this mess and possibly why you keep going in and out. YOU do the work. YOU be honest with yourself and YOU reap the benefits. You can freaking do this once and for all.
That said, Linkin Park Minutes to Midnight and Sixx AM The Heroin Diaries were a huge part of my sobriety. Chester talking a lot of his program in there and Heroin Diaries was like a speaker meeting on CD. But I can't rely on them to save me. Just motivation and reminder that I'm not alone in this fight. WE are not alone my sister in addiction. We are family and nobody in this world understands us like our family. You can do this. Just suit up and show up. Do the work. Live life and when it's time for the 13th step. You can take it sober.
This tune hits hard ❤️ i've been clean 12months today. I'm so proud of myself... It's very hard to get out of addiction and then to not relapse. I will never go back down that nasty road. I'm back to my happy joyful self and I've bounced back. If you have the will power and really want to stop the addiction it is totally possible 👍 people said to me once an addict always an addict but that's bullshit... When it's put upon you when your not all there and when you take yourself away from them people and situations... It's easily done to get yourself back on the straight and narrow. I will be forever living proof that it's 100% possible to overcome addiction and anything that is thrown in my way. Been on my own for 16years battling life everyday and now I'm a stronger person for going through the struggles I have. I hope whoever reading this gets inspired and the courage to go ahead and quit your addiction. It can't rain forever 🌧️ the sun has to eventually come out ☀️. Lots of peace and love sent your way. You can do it if you put your mind to it 🙂💕
I searched up "How to overdose and die with no pain" and the first vid to come up is this, and when I saw this and listened to it. My suicide attempt just disappeared, I thought I am the only one going through this. Damn
Your not alone. I'm here if you want to talk. I feel the same. Trust me ive had enough. But we can help each other. All of us
My situation made me feel like im jailed. Since my mother died in illness and family depression, I feel myself only regret. And I thought that suicide is better than living all way failure life. But only karma stopping me from doing that. AYou know whats the point of dying when you can not escape
the pain .
A lot of us feel like that. My depression is crippling, I'll get better for a few months or weeks and then crash into a depression I feel like I cannot escape. I've felt depressed since I was a pre teen and suicidal, I started cutting myself at 13 y.o. I thought shit was bad then but I became an adult and realized that even more stress comes with all the expectations and responsibilities as an adult. If only it could be so easy as it was when I was a kid, but I took that for granted too. The only way I feel any glimmer of happiness is when I use hard drugs...I used to at least get lively when I used but now I just want to lie down and close my eyes and not think and be awake. It's debilitating...I don't want to be this way but I cannot overcome it. I feel imprisoned by my own mental illness. I hate it. If it wasn't for my daughter who was born in 2018 I feel as though I would've let myself die by now. Because I wouldn't have any other reason to live. I just want to be normal and feel normal again and have motivation back in my life and passion. I first starting using drugs to feel better and deaden my terrible emotions and it worked for a while but now I just feel as if it's taken everything and won't release me. I don't know if I'll ever be my old self again or even close..im afraid it's too late
@@amylojewski2605 Even I can not help myself, but I wish if I can help everyone. In return I expect nothing from anyone if I help anyone. Because if I expect nothing I do not have to feel bad or any regrets. But that is one thing that makes myself at peace. Happiness is just a few moments and we go lost again in trouble. But peace is what we need.
Ok first of all im gonna be straight with u. If u truly want to die. Overdose is never really the way. Trust me ive took 3 overdoses this yr alone of 30 codiene tablets (30mg each tab) & a bottle of vodka but it did nothing didnt even throw up guess its cos im addicted to them and alcohol. Even if an overdose worked for u its not like just going to sleep it can be a painful & long death when all your organs start shutting down! Your hurting and noone truly wants to die they just dont wanna live with the pain anymore! My advise is fuck theropy and antidepressiants! Talk to people who are in the same state ot mind as u cos only they understand what your going through.
Only time i feel alive is when there’s poison in my VEINS.
that hits hard
Im done with living like this I'd rather lethal injection
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
So fucking true hits hard
@@itsredd2460 ahhhhh sweetheart.... Jesus I hope everything gets better 🙏😘
@@itsredd2460 listen I understand I get it ..... In many many ways
But its true this song is base on a fact experience
Dang that song really hit close to home! Prayers go out to those who struggle with sobriety🙏😇.
9 years clean from simultaneous opioid abuse and alcohol addiction. This song speaks to me.
Only “RUclips rapper” that can make my playlist
Mumble rap Sucks dont forget about tom mcdonald
And quadeca
@@bradkrachun647 Tom sucks
Im actually -200IQ quadeca is ass lmao
Rip Chester
I don't know who this kid is but he speaks truth, this song spoke to my soul, vin Jay, if you're able to read this just know you're not alone I feel you as many people do, keep doing what you're doing and you'll be fine
WOLFF-E GAMING he’s one of the greatest ppl that I’ve met!!! I know his sister who was an addict but doing amazing!!! So this music does hit home a lot!!!
FACTS
Are the lyrics even real in his life?I never knew he really meant it.I thought he just made it for his fans to appreciate him even more!
@@ninamccue4 can you link it I can't find it
I don’t think he was talking about his life tho
I play Mobile Legends and also like iNSECTiON but the lyrics are so great that it literally covers up the fact that I found out about this song because of iNSECTiON. Keep it up man! You're one of the most underrated and one of the greatest rappers I've ever encountered here. 🔥🔥
This song has helped me so much when it comes to my addiction I’m barely a teen and I don’t want my life to end like this.
Lyrics is killer man love from India❤️❤️❤️❤️ amazing you are man
are*
Bhai Bhai Bhai... I became his fan after Lose Control and Mumble Rapper Vs Lyricist
No you are woman
@@Thatsmahnut lmao
I am also from india
Scary af when you see your self in a video like this and don't really care to realize it
feel you.. keep strong my man! Happy new year. Together we are strong.
It’s time to stop 🛑
I know right
true asf
Took me waking up from a coma to get it i even went back to pressies aka
Xanax for a week then had seizures this shits real
Yes I am Addicted, addicted to this song, the music, the beats, the lyrics, the emotions it has. Who tf needs drugs when you have this godly composition from a gem. Bro, you just too good. More power to bro! Hope you join the million subs club soon.
This hits you exactly where you don't want it to but at the same time exactly in the right spot
I been suffering from meth and opiate addiction for 10 long years...i am now in a halfway house and have 36 days clean :)
How are you now?
Very impressive its extremely hard to get over addiction. I pray the Lord Jesus Christ takes all ur pain away. In Jesus Christ mighty name I pray amen
Well done x
"The man who can beat me has not been born yet."
-INSECTION
-CHOU
U forgot unXpected and Syno
unXpected
Bakit nagpopost ka din
walang nag tatanong
This man is real he deserves a grammy
For anyone who is struggling with anger, anxiety, grieving, depression, and ect. Man don’t keep that shit to yourself trust me I’ve fought that battle and you know where it got me? Shit waking up angry at the world for nothing from this overwhelming grief and anger inside of me from personal issues. I drove myself into a dark ass place but God got me out. First off pray to God and trust in Him that’s step number one. And second vent, you can hold emotions in all you want but I guarantee they’ll all come boiling out one day.
this is not a music video, this is a movie.
I'm going through a divorce right now. Over depressed. Lots of weed. I needed this.
I usually never write comments but dude. Keep it up! You will find a better & bigger meaning in life in the future for sure.
def avoid xanax like the story.
keep your head up bro, you'll be alright !!
I’m an addict making positive videos to help people get out of addiction, if you see this and can support me by either subscribing sharing my video or just watching it, everything helps get the message out to someone who needs it and it may save someone’s life ❤️❤️
@@Envolin I feel ya bro
This rapper is underrated he deserves more support .. I love your music from Algeria.
It's 100 degrees outside and I'm getting cold chills from this
Napunta lang ako dito dahil kay insection hahaha insection fan here
Ako din haha
walang nag tatanong pakyu kayo
@@ragingbeast448 iyakin amp
Ito din hinahanap ko hahha
Ako rin
Over two years clean with a beautiful lil girl ,we can do it guys ,life does get better ♥️
Addiction has taken my life to places I never thought id go
Been an addict for more than half my life, 19 years. Songs like these help . Thank you.
Lyrics :
I swear to God they'll probably never understand me
Sick of just walking around, pretending I'm happy
Feel like collapsing from all weight that I carry
But I just keep it pushing and pop me another Xanny
Know it's sad but I remember as a kid it was rough
Always thought we had it all, what I was missing was love
And always drowning in some waters that were thicker than blood
Still they wonder how the fuck I got addicted to drugs, damn
But they don't get that I'm avoiding feeling pain
Only time I feel alive is when there's poison in my veins
Momma telling me to look at what I'm doing to myself
But I just wanna be fucking happy like everybody else
They looking down on me like I'm the fucking villain
I don't wanna talk about it, I know they don't wanna listen
I was only tryna make up for the feeling I was missing
If I'm only feeling pain, tell me, what's the point of living
Every day I'm waking up and tryna deal with the stress
And I've been acting like I'm happy when my life is a mess
And all I know is that I got this fucking pain in my chest
And I would love to get clean but I'm too fucking depressed, damn
Momma's panicking and losing her faith
Came to tell me 'bout a rehab in a beautiful place
She said, "Just checking up if you was awake"
She broke down when she seen her son blue in the face [?]
No one ever told me it would be this hard
Never really thought that it would take my life, no
I just want the pain to fucking go away, eh, eh, eh-eh
Once upon a time we were the happiest couple
Knew we always had each other, never had any trouble
Always had each other's backs if we happened to struggle
I left some people in the past and they were mad that I loved you
Said it's only puppy love, I knew that wasn't the case
I remember getting nervous when I brought you on dates
Conversations 'bout the future and copping our own place
Talking 'bout the day you'd be sharing my last name
I think I'd loved since the time that we met
You had my heart and to be honest you was taking my breath
All my homies said that I became a little obsessed
Never thought that you would get up and leave me fucking depressed, damn
How could you leave me girl, I thought you were the one
Treated you like a queen, never lied to you once
Now I feel like I'm drowning and there's water filling me lungs
I don't wanna be alone, I'm afraid of who I've become
You're gone and I fucking hate it, I feel like I'm suffocating
You ripped my fucking heart out and never tried to replace it
Now when I think about you all I feel is disgust
You were all I ever wanted, thanks for fucking it up
Everybody that's around me know that something is wrong
They always try to tell me love is the strongest drug of 'em all
You know what, huh, I'ma go and see for myself
Let me pop a couple Xannys, I'ma see if it helps
Oh my God, I think I finally feel alive again
Oh my God, I tihnk I'm finally 'bout to smile again
And I just started sleeping better at night
I think I finally found the feeling of what heaven is like
They're getting rid of all my stress when I'm torn
And I could tell that they're relieving all my pressure for sure
Soon my dealer told me that he couldn't get me anymore
Now I'm feeling way sicker than I ever did before
Shit, I can't even take a brief intermission
Without me throwing up and feeling like a piece of me's missing
There was a time I needed love, now I need a perscription
I'm done with living like this, I'd rather lethal injection
'Cause all I think about is pills when I open my eyes
And every day I'm waking up and feeling broken inside
When all I really wanted was to feel happy for once
But now I'm losing myself and losing my family's trust, damn
I really think these drugs have taken my soul
Probably pop 'em till they put me in the grave and I'm cold
But I can't point any fingers, I know the blame is my own
I got addicted to a bitch and that's the fate that I chose
No one ever told me it would be this hard
Never really thought that it would take my life, no
I just want the pain to fucking go away, eh, eh, eh-eh
No one ever told me it would be this hard
Never really thought that it would take my life, no
I just want the pain to fucking go away, eh, eh, eh-eh
What's the point of this?
Thanks
*without me throwing up
not means growing up
Bless you:)
Fail
Yooooo....i aint much into these raps bout addiction. Ive been living it. For almost 25 years. Ive been clean....and relapsed a dozen times. The older i get....the more i become bored with it. Prior military vet....i tend to self medicate....its a vicious cycle. 2 years ago i overdosed...stayed clean for 18 months....but tho im away from dope and opiates....ive gotten back on powder. If it aint one thing its another. All i know....is one day...ill be completely over it all...and i cant wait. 🤘
Hang in there bro. Im 32 and been using opiates since oxycontin 80s and between prison and methadone clinics is the most sobriety I've had since I was 13. Some of these rappers have just had a taste of what it's like and they can only hope to be as strong as some of us to make it through some of the shit we've been through. I think I've become addicted to being unhappy or addicted because every time I have a opportunity to change or something is going good it's almost like I subconsciously fuck it up. Just sayin u ain't alone hang in there bro thx for ur service.
Bro I salute u Respect!!
2022 And I still come to this song. So relatable to things I've been thru. Love you VinJay
I'm ADDICTED now to this SONG.
Thanks for this Vin Jay... you speak our pain
They mumblin, But here, He only raps!
One of most underrated rappers alive
Salute!!
if somebody is underrated theres usually a very good reason for it. in this guy's case it's because he is terrible and unpersonable he seems so cookie cutter i could buy him at the store right next to the logic cd.
Nathan is still stuck in mubble rap... let him be while the rest of us move on from that garbage genre
This song hits so close to home. I lost my brother to his addiction, and this song reminds me so much of him and what happened. Seeing him slowly getting worse. We tried saving him but couldn't in the end. I'm sorry brother I miss you I hope you are no longer in pain.
I can absolutely relate to this song, thank you, ur amazing!
Dude!!! how are you not on the top singers list. Your music is fire. Them lyrics are amazing.
Xyunix Bilay agi binuli ni Karl Deo Lemera
Lonely Gamer me toooooo hahahahahah
Hindi ka nag iisa
I Search this in YT
"No one ever told me if it this hard"
Hahahaha I still listening on this lyrics in Insection's Montage
yup
@@jebjebtutskie1314 Hahaha
This song is amazing! It actualy puts into words what i find hard to express! Adore this!
Wow... This is hits so close to home, for many of us I'm sure. Whether its us, or our loved ones. Thank you for making this song and adding to our lives with your talent!
i already got an appointment for getting this tattooed
"I was only tryna make up for the feeling I was missing
If I'm only feeling pain, tell me, what's the point of living
Every day I'm waking up and tryna deal with the stress
And I've been acting like I'm happy when my life is a mess"
Great stuff as always
That shits weird when I got to this comment at the exact time I pressed read more to see everything it got to those lines
A LYRICAL Masterpiece! Just imagine if Vin Jay x Joyner Lucas collabed on a track.🔥🔥
i think i can die if they do that xD
Nah I dont think their voices would go well together
ADHD
NF and Vin Jay. That’s a better collab
There voices doesnt compliment eachother honestly.. both joyner and jays verses would sound like the song switched XD they just sound very different
I've been an addict since 13 years old till I was 30 I'm now 42 2 years clean quit cold turkey and somehow this made my fight kind easy knowing I wasn't the only feeling the way song it so thank you so much for helping get better I'm now a keyholder for a store and got my kids back and I'm doing amazing 🙏💯thank you bro I hope you actually see this message it would mean alot to hear from you 🙏💯🤣💯
Life isn't a fairy tale but the world always leaves you pale and from then on you'll feel like your heart is made of stone even when you're sitting at home
This has to be one of the deepest song ive ever heard.
You give me strength and make me feel like I have a worth to keep going. I listen to your music and I feel everything you feel and it makes me never want to touch drugs ever again ❤️
Who in the f u talking about
@@jasonmurray150 definitely Not about you you pathetic Nobody
Never been addicted to drugs pills ect .. prayers for rough times dont give up n dont forget ur shine.. u got this .. prayers
DAMN THIS SONG HAS LEFT ME SPEECHLESS YET FEELING SO MUCH AND THINKIN OF SO MANY THAT I KNOW. To anyone who's ever feeling alone, depressed, broken, hurt, ashamed, embarrassed, suicidal or any other emotion... NEVER GIVE UP, TALK TO SOMEONE EVEN IF THE FIRST OR THE FIFTH PERSON WONT TAKE TIME TO HEAR U TALK TO SOMEONE EVEN IF ITS A COMPLETE STRANGER. THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE OUT THEREWHO CARES. IVE felt so much hurt and anger before that I thought I hated someone but at the end of the day deep down my heart still cares no matter who u are. I don't judge because I never kno the next person's story. But no matter who or what u have been thru never let anyone make u feel like taking ur own life. U r worth more than that and in TIME the pain will slowly begin to fade. Awesome song
To anyone who is having a tough day, just know that tomorrow is a new start.
Smile, be kind...cry if your sad...be silly and crazy if u feel that way! Life is short...smile more than cry...unless they are happy tears.
Believe in yourself! You got this!!
Sino nandito dahil kay insection
1like
*edit:Ako rin kase👉👈😅
Na Dale mo brooooo whahahaha
☝️🔥
Pano mo nalaman
@@paulgallego8631 lyrics search
Wow nice guessing hahahha
Dude, this WAS my life... where you get MY life story?? Wtf Vin... 🤦♂️😢
Edit: I'm speechless bro...
Same
did i ask tho and i doubt it
@@clickbait3952 but that's Her fault, so I cant blame you for being a troll.. I'm sorry for ya 🤷♂️🤷♂️
Fucking same fam.
This song deserves an Award for song best ever
Had a good friend who sent me this song two days before he overdosed and lost his life..wish I would’ve seen it as a cry for help because I’m sure that’s what he was getting at..miss you Andy..fly high..🙏🏻❤️🕊️
This song got tears in my eyes. 🔥🔥🔥🔥
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I totally cried the first time I heard this..still makes me teary
The best music comes from pain and heartbreak. I've lost friends to drugs, this song hits so hard 💔
I was smoking weed for the last 15 years, almost half of my life, at least 2g a day and decided to finally quit 3 weeks ago, after getting clinically depressed (actually I'd be dead right now if it wasn't for my cat, which I love more than myself). Was doing Xanax and Valium the first 2 weeks after, to be able to feel anything at all and to sleep at night. I just recently stumbled upon this track and never ever in my life could I relate more to a song. It hits me like a bullet through the heart, even made me cry a few times and I never even thought I was able to become so emotional over a song. Thank you so much for this, Vin. I've played it at least a 100 times during the past weeks and I'll keep playing it every single time when I'm thinking about texting my dealer. Stay strong fellows!
Unless you've been a addict you'll never understand, oh just another junkie when you dont what pain we went through that led us to be an addict....
💯🙏
I was only popping pills, been off that shit for over a year.
I have never done meth, tho I understand it all too well. It's a disease, my brother and uncle have lost everything to it. And if I can make a change by just simply being there for them to voice to someone who will listen and be proud for the little steps they are taking, I will always have their back.
I drink a 6 pack every day.. I have a family, a beautiful house. I feel like my defenses are down when I drink.
This song about addiction. 😏
Like he said "I got addicted to a bitch and that's the faith that I chose."
For me I would switch it to booze.
You have the control. I see so many who walk our streets strung out on smack and crank. Needles liter our small town. I know addiction and I also know you can stop if you want. I nearly overdosed doing smack and bars. I gave my addiction to God and I got clean without a rehab or medical care. Been clean since. Problem is some do it to become numb like I did while others think it's cool or everyone else is doing it and then they enjoy it so much and think it's fun that's when I would say one is a junkie. Mind over matter and healing can get you out of hell. I don't think addiction is a disease either. It's a social issue and it's up to users to get straight not say "poor me I'm sick" cause that is not fixing anything. You ain't sick. You messed up now fix yourself. Period.
@Jack Wilder In some cases yes. I agree. In others no. I watched my own husband go down the wrong path and he had not mental illness besides wanting to fit in to the crowd. He chooses to be on dope. I choose not to be. Its mind over matter. It isn't easy for everyone but you have to want to be clean.
I'm 46, & don't know how long you've been on the scene. But, let me tell you, Vin Jay..... You're off the chain bro.
Killed it. Been lookin for these words in a song 🎵 😌
“Mama wanted me to look at what I’m doin to myself but I just wanna be fucking happy like everybody else” you read my mind
One of the best songs I've ever heard, legend in the making🔥
I've been clean off opiates and benzo's 2 years now and the shit like to have killed me , I pray for all those addicted !!!
Congrats bro I'll get there im at 2 months ❤️💐
I'm clean from everything but Benzo's, Valium is my devil.
Any tips getting off them? There's no help near me for Valium addiction, doctors give them out like Smarties.
One day at a time. Keep pushing
Dial 211..they will help you...good luck to you. There is help out there...
I’m a addict for 8 months now to heroin before the 8 months use to only smoke weed an work an pay my bills I moved out when I was 17 got my first apartment with my girlfriend for five years had about 4 to 5 apartment or houses to rent then I lost my grandpa 8 months ago that was like a dad to me because my family really ain’t there for me still ain’t there for me been homeless for about 8 months now an still my family turns there cheeks on me after my grandpa died a day after I lost my girlfriend of 5 years too then a couple days after that I got home from work an all her stuff was packed an out of there left my stuff in a suit case on a bed then I lost my house my job my car had to walk everywhere an live in hotels ever sense my grandpa died it’s been rough on me an I can’t seem to shake it off turns out my girlfriend of 5 years left me for my brother because he has kids a girl an boy that got dropped off at me an hers door step of our 2 nd apartment because they couldn’t watch them so I had to work 2 jobs an come home an watch the kids before bed an I still got treated like shit everyone says I’m nothing but about 3 weeks ago I quit for the first time of heroin for about 16 days an should’ve stayed off it but it’s hard the wanting an withdraws.....
İ am an afghan my English is not in high level but VIN JAY you're the only rapper that I can understand and feel 💯😭 God bless you 🙏❤️
Yep, this song describes it perfectly.
Napunta ako dito dahil kay iNSECTiON
👍 kung same
Hirap na Hirap Akong hanapin to
SINEARCH ko Kasi "I Just Wanna Fade And Fucking Go Away"
Lols
Tapos nakita Ko tong nighcore (Vinjay Addicted)
Ako din tagal Kung hinanap to
pati aq hahaha binasa q lahat nang comment para mahanap q title ne2 hahaha
Hahahahahja same
Here it for the man.. ♥️♥️
Damn.. 🔥🔥😍
Much love from INDIA 🇮🇳🇮🇳
No cap but you kinda one of the best RUclips rappers vin 💯🙌👏
And I do believe that.. 🙏🙏
watch RUclips cypher for more rappers
I’m an addict making positive videos to help people get out of addiction, if you see this and can support me by either subscribing sharing my video or just watching it, everything helps get the message out to someone who needs it and it may save someone’s life ❤️❤️
Today I went into my closet and through out about 90 bottles of alcohol I had hidden. That is my addiction. It took 15 years to admit I am an alcoholic. So anyone who struggles with any form addiction I know what it feels like. I know you just want to feel dead inside and drown away the pain. But you are worth sobriety. You deserve to know life. You matter ♥.
Currently going through a break up and fighting my addiction and I’ve found this song!
Songs rarely bring tears to my eyes.... hit a little too close to home for me... I can completely feel 100% to every word he is singing . This guy needs to be discovered by more of the population
Storytelling flow. Dope visuals. Deep relatable topic. This is close to perfection. 🔥🔥🤗🔥🔥
Cheryl I’m an addict making positive videos to help people get out of addiction, if you see this and can support me by either subscribing sharing my video or just watching it, everything helps get the message out to someone who needs it and it may save someone’s life ❤️❤️
@@surfinsilver done. 🤗
@@cheryl1156 Liked!
When you're friends say " I just want too use on last time" and it literally was all of their last times........ I miss you all 🥺
The lyrics are way too familiar with my own struggles. Easy to cry listening to this song. The pain and loneliness is terrible. I wish it on nobody ever! It takes several things in life to suffer with addiction. Pain is number 1 of course. I love this song ❤
I hope my pain goes away and it gets easier. Thank you Vin Jay
That was Painful man!!!
Good Music only can touch a person's heart and you just delivered it🔥🔥🔥
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2+2=5
ro ny yikes
That is the farthest thing from the truth you could’ve said
I knew you E cucks would come to slay this dude for his comment. It's an opinion just like yours. Calm down kids.
You right
@Kim Gow Yes E cucks. Which is what you are. Stupid ass.
My momz found me overdosed and thank GOD she did, but I still feel bad she had to experience that..life is precious...so treat it that way!! God Bless! 🙏❤💯
15 year I've heroin an fentynol user. Been clean 9 months and got custody of my kids. Lived on the streets lost everything didn't see my kids for 3 years. If I can do any one can. Just have to open your eyes am know what you want if you want it you can do it. Love you guys keep your head high
Feel sorry for those people who experience this kind of pain. God Bless ❤️🙏
I can't be the only one to think this is Vin Jay's best song.
He told his felling
In this rap
RESPECT 👑🙏🏻💓💥
Every addict has his own story, so please, just listen to
them and treat them right.