Reading My Old Diaries… *I WAS NOT OKAY*

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  • Опубликовано: 30 янв 2025

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  • @angelikadevara
    @angelikadevara  10 месяцев назад +709

    Should I make part 2????
    Edit: yall part 2 and 3 is definitely made 😍😍😍 enjoy pookies

  • @ThePissling
    @ThePissling 4 месяца назад +2015

    As an art kid, getting your ego inflated and being overconfident in your mid-ahh drawings was so fcking relatable for me I SWEAR I THOUGHT I WAS PICASSO EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT HEADS WERE 10x LARGER THAN BODIES IN MY "REALISM" ART LIKE-

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  4 месяца назад +245

      HELPPPP YOURE SO REAL FOR THAT I CANTTTTT

    • @PeriluneStar
      @PeriluneStar 4 месяца назад +59

      OH MY GOSH ME TOO I THOUGHT I WAS THE BEST ARTIST EVER IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL

    • @zzz..sl33p1n
      @zzz..sl33p1n 4 месяца назад +18

      i always thought i was the best artist bc my parents said i was

    • @BrianWanke
      @BrianWanke 4 месяца назад +34

      No cuz when I was a kid I’d look at art styles I didn’t really like and I’d say “I could do better” and draw the characters in my art style. They looked like they had stage 10 Down syndrome, had gotten into 30 car crashes, had fallen off a cliff, and survived a rabid chimpanzee attack. This was supposed to be realism art. I thought it looked amazing.

    • @yoshisarethebomb
      @yoshisarethebomb 4 месяца назад +26

      Same, I went from “I’m literally Da Vinci” to “I suck at everything”

  • @dootnootmcnootnoot9333
    @dootnootmcnootnoot9333 10 месяцев назад +316

    This is fun to see. I've been journaling on and off for a decade now, and it's good to look back and laugh at yourself! I too was an odd kid with some unhinged journals.

  • @ukiyawn
    @ukiyawn 4 месяца назад +638

    the powerpuffgirls artstyle is SO REAL 😭

    • @kolpkii
      @kolpkii 3 месяца назад +21

      noo LITERALLY because i remember drawing frisk and chara from undertale in that artstyle 😭

    • @PIX_THE_FOX
      @PIX_THE_FOX 3 месяца назад +5

      im still a ppg artist lol

    • @kolpkii
      @kolpkii 3 месяца назад +3

      @@PIX_THE_FOX just checked your videos, you’re so underrated!

    • @PIX_THE_FOX
      @PIX_THE_FOX 3 месяца назад +4

      @@kolpkii oooohhh thank youuu ^v^

    • @kolpkii
      @kolpkii 3 месяца назад +1

      @@PIX_THE_FOX yw!!

  • @Thenotemakers
    @Thenotemakers 4 месяца назад +920

    Not her plotting to kill her nonexistent brother and burn the body 💀

  • @Nummy_gt
    @Nummy_gt 4 месяца назад +122

    "EVERY DOOR IS LOCKED UP TIGHT, STAY INSIDE, TILL WE'RE GRADED! THE STUDENTS TRY THEIR BEST TO BETTER THEIR EDUCATION" I love this song too girly

    • @saturn1te
      @saturn1te 3 месяца назад +11

      basics in behavior yippeee

  • @Astro.biology
    @Astro.biology 4 месяца назад +368

    Everyone thinks kids are so precious and innocent, but no, we’re all violent menaces deep down, art is just our way of letting it out. As someone who’s been drawing since I was younger, I can confirm this.

    • @lunamig1006
      @lunamig1006 4 месяца назад +4

      Same

    • @AriyanaMC
      @AriyanaMC 3 месяца назад +18

      Same. My parents were so concerned when they saw my diary 😭

    • @endlessveemo
      @endlessveemo 3 месяца назад +4

      ​@@AriyanaMC
      Can I read your diary🥺
      (Also trust me my sheets worse)

    • @endlessveemo
      @endlessveemo 3 месяца назад +1

      @Kuba_speed-cu9rr
      WHO DID YOU KILL AND HOW DID YOU KILL THEM LOLS

    • @endlessveemo
      @endlessveemo 3 месяца назад +1

      @Kuba_speed-cu9rr
      WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU BACK THEN!? WHAT MADE YOU LIKE THIS LMAO
      WHAT CAT WHAT THAT???

  • @CORDY399.
    @CORDY399. 6 месяцев назад +2232

    "i had a furry phase💀" is so real man

    • @lovebirdwillingten
      @lovebirdwillingten 4 месяца назад +162

      I’m still in that phase (bats are cool)

    • @lenniiuh
      @lenniiuh 4 месяца назад +45

      @@lovebirdwillingtensmae

    • @paws94
      @paws94 4 месяца назад +57

      Im sitll in it chat am i ok

    • @Atlas-quacks
      @Atlas-quacks 4 месяца назад +76

      I will always be in my furry phase

    • @Toji-Kageyame
      @Toji-Kageyame 4 месяца назад +76

      I'm a furry. Mines not a phase lol

  • @Luna_Lovegood0712
    @Luna_Lovegood0712 4 месяца назад +240

    5:01 ermmmm was she practicing her 3rd grade vocabulary words???? “Ing words”?😭😭😭😭

  • @Mugsycup
    @Mugsycup 3 месяца назад +58

    Ok I can feel the change from the 8 year olds diary to the eleven year olds diary like from “ I’m emo and am I a bad or good person” to “ love yourself wear what you want and feel good and take care of yourself’ self improvement :]

  • @Yukisapook
    @Yukisapook 4 месяца назад +63

    11:32 'I wish i was sick today'
    THE MOST RELATABLE THING ISTG

    • @HeartEllis
      @HeartEllis 3 месяца назад +3

      Please don't say that, it's offensive to God

    • @Yukisapook
      @Yukisapook 3 месяца назад +3

      @@HeartEllis oh sorry about that :[ but i meant i swear to gosh

    • @Drunk_Ranpo
      @Drunk_Ranpo 3 месяца назад

      ​@@YukisapookIdk if ur Christian or not but if u aren't say whatever u want

    • @Yukisapook
      @Yukisapook 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Drunk_Ranpo Alr srry i offended u though

    • @Girlypinkso1
      @Girlypinkso1 3 месяца назад +3

      in religious and its not that deep ngl

  • @yv4nilla
    @yv4nilla 9 месяцев назад +491

    how did u have such good handwriting at 11 years old- my handwriting looks like a 1st grader’s handwriting 😭😭

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  9 месяцев назад +53

      IDEK😭😭

    • @yv4nilla
      @yv4nilla 9 месяцев назад +6

      @@angelikadevaraluv ur videos!!

    • @Straykids4ever7392
      @Straykids4ever7392 4 месяца назад +2

      Well I practiced a lot so I had good handwriting but it's all abt practice

    • @SproutCosmo-u1p
      @SproutCosmo-u1p 4 месяца назад

      OMG same

    • @Holapapus-lk1gs
      @Holapapus-lk1gs 4 месяца назад

      ​@@angelikadevaramy hand writing looks like yours!lol

  • @jjackmn1
    @jjackmn1 3 месяца назад +23

    I remember looking through one of my old sketchbooks, and seeing my Adventure Time ‘I’m not like other girls’ drawings phase. It was a drawing of Bubblegum and she was carrying a knife and in big letters it said ‘not prissy’ and I want to fly into orbit and never come back when I think of it

  • @BlakeleyBilling-oy9pm
    @BlakeleyBilling-oy9pm 4 месяца назад +90

    Lol I love how little kids try to be so angsty, grow up, and then become literally the preppiest person ever 😍…..
    and then go angsty again

    • @Amariemaryllis
      @Amariemaryllis 18 дней назад

      Instead of preppy I just became scenecore

  • @xxsilly0_oxx
    @xxsilly0_oxx 4 месяца назад +157

    Bro your drawings and handwriting was actually really good for a 3rd grader 🙃

  • @Akari_sekai
    @Akari_sekai 2 месяца назад +17

    I remember when I was like 7 me and my friends pretended to be water spirits and would call ourselves wave blockers and I had a whole diary for it saying "WE HAVE A A WAVE BLOCKER MEETING TODAY!" And draw the most hideous crap ever

    • @starrynight373
      @starrynight373 Месяц назад +2

      HELP I HAD THIS GROUP WITH MY FRIENDS AND WE WERE THE KITTY CLUB AND WE PRETENDED TO BE CATS AND WE HAD SO MUCH LORE AND EVERYTHING OMG

  • @Pinewaff
    @Pinewaff 4 месяца назад +172

    Why is your 3rd grade handwriting better than my 9th grade handwriting 😭

    • @AS33L_YAY
      @AS33L_YAY 4 месяца назад +1

      HELP FRR

    • @GGlikesart
      @GGlikesart 4 месяца назад +2

      Ikr like im in 8th and can’t write that good-😭😭

    • @HonestlyOSC
      @HonestlyOSC 4 месяца назад

      SAMEE DAWG IM IN 9TH AND MY HANDWRITING IS SO BAD 💀💀🙏🙏

  • @TalkingCactus.
    @TalkingCactus. Год назад +240

    'a picture speaks a 1000 words' you should have seen my 3rd grade drawing with me as a ghost with my emotions cut out represented by strings and a fight between my parents playing out in the background and oooh i was so emo depressed and emotionless but i was infact the hapyest kid alive

    • @PastelSkies4Real
      @PastelSkies4Real 6 месяцев назад +11

      Oh! That’s not..

    • @Waffles2009
      @Waffles2009 4 месяца назад +12

      I feel like I did that, too. ✨️💀

    • @s7z7gy
      @s7z7gy 4 месяца назад +10

      You made the most detailed expression of your drawings 😕

    • @Coolkid-c3i
      @Coolkid-c3i 3 месяца назад +6

      Same💀💀💀💀

    • @gnoot50
      @gnoot50 15 дней назад

      Oh.

  • @Snowy_Fawn
    @Snowy_Fawn 4 месяца назад +171

    The furry drawings kinda ate

  • @Tayashomi
    @Tayashomi 8 дней назад +1

    As an artist, I feel like I’ve always had a thought that for some reason no matter what there is always going to be at least two or three artists wherever you are.. I don’t know why though!

  • @Thatone_mikufan122
    @Thatone_mikufan122 3 месяца назад +30

    4:52 HELP WHY IM I LAUGHING SO HARD

  • @Staronmars789
    @Staronmars789 3 месяца назад +9

    Omg this inspired me so much! I literally love the creativity! ❤❤❤

    • @Staronmars789
      @Staronmars789 3 месяца назад +1

      @Kuba_speed-cu9rr congrats!

  • @carloamedina2479
    @carloamedina2479 4 месяца назад +22

    basics in behavor was my fav song when I was 7-8,I also had that baldi phase even thought i never played the game 💀💀💀

    • @jJuso
      @jJuso 3 месяца назад

      i had the same experience!! idk why i never downloaded it when it's. free (or at least when i was a fan)

    • @S0AP.EAT3R
      @S0AP.EAT3R 3 месяца назад

      I had my FNAF phase when I was 7-8 😭🙏🏼

    • @Bell_kit
      @Bell_kit 3 месяца назад

      Same-

    • @yipipayayiii
      @yipipayayiii 3 месяца назад +2

      I had a crush on the broom

    • @Al3x_official_k4t
      @Al3x_official_k4t 3 месяца назад

      I had an ✨welcome home Minecraft bendy the ink machine phase✨

  • @MiaMinkus
    @MiaMinkus 3 месяца назад +3

    Oh my goodness. I just cam across your channel and man I laughed so hard. 😭The quotes from your younger self really were true but hysterical. I finished your whole vid, and let me say. The way you used to write as a child blew my mind. I can’t even draw that good now😭.. But other than that, set aside. I LOVED your outro.😩🎀SO PREPPY QUEEN

  • @Thecowardbobford
    @Thecowardbobford 4 месяца назад +6

    Ive had so much weird guilt over my childhood for SO long i am so glad that someone else acted as actually insane as i did 😭

  • @InkyTheDem0n
    @InkyTheDem0n 4 месяца назад +27

    3:24 lol I also read through my old diary from when I was like idk 9? And I cringed so hard 😭
    Then when I read the one from when I was 10 and all I saw was suicidal thoughts

    • @PyroFox7292
      @PyroFox7292 3 месяца назад +5

      What is it with being 10 and suicidal thoughts 💀 me too

  • @grapefruitss
    @grapefruitss 3 месяца назад +34

    ...i thought i was a werewolf when I was 8 and 9. There's a whole chapter of my diary dedicated to 'not being able to control my powers'.

    • @MaxDoesThings-h6z
      @MaxDoesThings-h6z 3 месяца назад +1

      You were a cool kid

    • @PyroFox7292
      @PyroFox7292 3 месяца назад +1

      Ommg no i just remembered something.

    • @PyroFox7292
      @PyroFox7292 3 месяца назад +3

      You were an alpha

    • @Duolingo_dourspanish
      @Duolingo_dourspanish 3 месяца назад +5

      Dude I wore a tail to school and said I shaded my tail every night and said I was a wolf😭😭😭😭

    • @HypertheFluffyRaptor
      @HypertheFluffyRaptor 25 дней назад +1

      were u a furry 😭​@@Duolingo_dourspanish

  • @ShellyFossilianTheGreat
    @ShellyFossilianTheGreat 4 месяца назад +106

    3:03 “the body needs to be gone. Let’s burn the body!” 💀

  • @JustStarThings
    @JustStarThings 4 месяца назад +45

    eh, i will NEVER look back at my journal now bc there is cringe stuff from when i just need to vent and not die inside...

    • @Korelea
      @Korelea Месяц назад +1

      Same 💀

  • @Rapawsee
    @Rapawsee 4 месяца назад +10

    I trew away my diary when i was 9-10 cuz my mom was reading it. It was those "pink pricess diary". It even had a lock, but my mom found a way to read it anyway. And she always juged the things i wrote.
    I don't know why, but she doesn't have any sense of privacy, and it's not just because of this diary- is everything. And the only thing she gave me more "privacy" was the internet... also known as "unsupervised internet for children". And when i tried to talk abt it she blamed me for seeing things i shouldn't when i was younger (like K0rn and g0r3, and worse)
    Anyway, i really wished i had my old diary, i just have some memories of some page. Like something abt being in love with Bendy and the Ink Machine???😭 some furry arts too lol. For me it's pretty sad that I'll never be able to reach theses memories again.

  • @Stopstalkingme862
    @Stopstalkingme862 4 месяца назад +12

    11:59 ok that song is a bop, it’s my favourite u fully agree, it kinda raised two fandoms soo yea

  • @scottcat6345gacha
    @scottcat6345gacha 2 месяца назад +2

    Damn, the third grade one's relatable. Whenever I drew the old versions of my OC, Snowball, I would think I was the greatest artist and I would even show them to my crush who was 1 grade above me.

  • @gro-u5x
    @gro-u5x 4 месяца назад +63

    "not the furry phace🤠" (i was a victum as well😔)

    • @4str0-Nov4lite
      @4str0-Nov4lite 4 месяца назад +7

      i feel like 90% of the people watching were victims of the furry phase (including me)😭😭😖😖

    • @Dxyl1ght
      @Dxyl1ght 4 месяца назад +3

      Victim*

    • @gro-u5x
      @gro-u5x 4 месяца назад +1

      @@Dxyl1ght sorry typo :(

    • @shadow_entity_of_nightmare
      @shadow_entity_of_nightmare 4 месяца назад

      🤢🤢🤢👎👎👎

    • @WeriPuppets
      @WeriPuppets 3 месяца назад +1

      I was and still am a victim. For me it’s not a phase lol

  • @shahnazparvin5055
    @shahnazparvin5055 4 месяца назад +2

    Oh my gosh this was a random recommendation and I'm loving it 😂 this was really fun to watch!😂I'm subscribing!

  • @tocaspecials547
    @tocaspecials547 3 месяца назад +4

    The baldi basics song was a bop because someone named "kaatie" uses the song for her characters and the animation got viral and became a fandom lmao

  • @christinatorres5963
    @christinatorres5963 4 месяца назад +30

    Bro my bodies were way bigger than my head and rlly thought I drew the Mona Lisa 💀
    (Also had a quirky and weird phase)

  • @Jîñx0n4Páws
    @Jîñx0n4Páws 3 месяца назад +6

    "I'm not Picasso 😭" WAS SO REAL LMAO-

  • @Ur_local_goober10
    @Ur_local_goober10 18 дней назад +2

    Bro when I was in third grade, I was actually pretty chill but I always wanted to be better than others, for example, I was the best artist in the class so whenever we had to draw people or smth I would always show it off and everyone would like think it’s so good while I said I hated it (I actually did tho) but I would always just feel better since I’m better than them and they know that. I was also into making my poor OCs suffer like bro if I wrote a book full of my OC that has the most lore telling the lore it would fill up around 179 pages

  • @niccimuir1568
    @niccimuir1568 2 месяца назад +2

    I find myself so relatable to you when I was 11!
    ok so here are the similarities:
    I got a crush in my late year 6 (11) and I even founf myself way more interested in how I looked, and I did write all my ideas in my journal❤😂 I even had a morning routine and afternoon routine😭🙏 ofc I didnt have any of that expensive skincare stuff❤

  • @Nerii_75
    @Nerii_75 2 месяца назад +1

    Thinking you were Da Vinci when you were a child is so real bro like everyone was telling me i had a gift and i Drew beatiful stuff (for some reason lol 😭😭) and i used to be so proud of my art back then, now everytime i look back at it i get like 7 different tipes of eye diseases 💀💀💀

  • @zobaabdelrahim9347
    @zobaabdelrahim9347 4 месяца назад +15

    This encouraged me to reread my poetry anthology from sixth grade, it was so cringe I cried here’s the names just so you get what I mean😭
    1:Bright place
    2:green
    3:light
    4:purple
    5:the consequences of love and hate
    6:where did it go, my love?-======
    So now I’m gonna go ima❤💥😈🫄🏽😀😰

  • @Opalescence00
    @Opalescence00 4 месяца назад +30

    4:52 screenshotting this😭🙏

    • @daizypinckrozy
      @daizypinckrozy 4 месяца назад +8

      THAT SCENE ALMOSY MADE ME PISS MSYELF

    • @Opalescence00
      @Opalescence00 4 месяца назад +4

      @@daizypinckrozy REAL LMAOOO

    • @Ch3zzIts
      @Ch3zzIts 4 месяца назад

      same

  • @Callsign_Tabby
    @Callsign_Tabby 3 месяца назад +14

    "I had a furry phase"
    GIRL MINE NEVER WENT AWAY :,,,)

    • @Shadakay
      @Shadakay 3 месяца назад +2

      SAME-- I didn't know there were so many furries here?

  • @TsukasaFanTc
    @TsukasaFanTc 3 месяца назад +2

    The ego inflation is real when you're that age. Probably because in that time, you were the best of your peers, or if adults said it to you, they realized you were advanced for your age group. 😂 I got it all the time. When I was younger.
    One of my uncles is a professional artist, and he looked over my and my brother's artwork when we were kids (we never got to see him, he lived across the country) and he was very encouraging. He cautioned us to save our old work. He told us "believe it or not, when you get older, you're going to want to look back on this. You'll go through a phase where you'll want to burn it, but don't. It's a record of how far you have come."

    • @alechianese01
      @alechianese01 2 месяца назад +1

      It's a choice of every person "burn" or better destroy their old art if they don't like it, though

    • @TsukasaFanTc
      @TsukasaFanTc 2 месяца назад

      @alechianese01 of course it is.
      But you may regret it later in life. You may not, but you might. I'm actually kinda glad I didn't get rid of my old art. I may cringe like crazy looking at it, but... It takes me back to a simpler time.

  • @lucindabass2959
    @lucindabass2959 4 месяца назад +202

    as a furry who became a furry through animation memes, you indeed had a furry phase, I love anthropromorphic animals ‼

  • @W1ST3R1A-1
    @W1ST3R1A-1 Месяц назад +8

    💅6:17 it’s not about hearing💅 it’s about listening 🥹it’s not about looking🥹it’s about seeing🤩it’s not about touching👹it’s about feeling👹🤭🥵🙏💅🤩🥹

  • @DekoraRui
    @DekoraRui 4 месяца назад +5

    Diaries can't do anything for me so I just create silly characters as a child and pour all my problems and angst into them,I think that's why I'm hearing voices in my head since I used to like to act like im them lmao

  • @BagelBTime
    @BagelBTime 3 месяца назад +3

    Thank you now i feel less horrible about my cringy phases knowing that someone else is suffering❤

  • @Emandm135
    @Emandm135 12 дней назад

    Your reading like in a play! I LOVE ITTTTT its giving queen.lol

  • @Bagelbusters
    @Bagelbusters 4 месяца назад +6

    This reminds me of how in fourth grade there was a talent show so I brand my sketchbook and showed the entire school the most ASS drawings. To make matters worse they were all Gacha Life style. WHY DID PEOPLE TELL ME IT WAS GOOD?!

  • @Waffles2009
    @Waffles2009 4 месяца назад +2

    MAKE A PART TWO. I'm 14 and proudly starting my first journal to stay ✨️organized✨️ and achieve my 💕goals💕 and so im watching people's teenage journal videos because their honestly really creative, I wanna make it cute. 😊❤

  • @jennifergrimshaw4957
    @jennifergrimshaw4957 4 месяца назад +2

    “Am i good or evil” LITERALLY GOT ME DYING CUZ I HAD THAT PHASE DONT QUESTION 😂

  • @xXBlossomXx_official
    @xXBlossomXx_official Месяц назад +5

    11:57 The song is "Basics in behavior"! I LOVE UUU MY GOD

  • @Tiffaneyneyy
    @Tiffaneyneyy 4 месяца назад +5

    Your old sketchbooks are so similar to mine omg 😭😭

  • @FroggyYT694
    @FroggyYT694 4 месяца назад +20

    We were the same person as 3rd graders NO ONE can tell me otherwise 😭

  • @kurainq
    @kurainq 4 месяца назад +6

    I remember my best friend in primary school was in a mega furry phase. she told everyone she was half cat, was obsessed with warrior cats, used to do quadrobics everywhere etc. We both went to a highschool pretty far from primary school. She instantly became the most popular girl and ditched me. I'm the only one in the school who knows this lmaoooo i could ruin her life whenever i want

    • @Spinosaurus123
      @Spinosaurus123 3 месяца назад +2

      XD you gotta keep that info when u need revenge

  • @loakism
    @loakism Год назад +21

    this is so funny lol i loveee

  • @Blackcat-editz
    @Blackcat-editz 3 месяца назад +12

    0:43 is that her in ppg style?

    • @zweichen
      @zweichen 3 месяца назад +3

      I THINK SO LMFAO

    • @Blackcat-editz
      @Blackcat-editz 3 месяца назад +4

      @@zweichen ngl but my oc is in ppg style 💀

  • @OrangeBunnys12
    @OrangeBunnys12 4 месяца назад +2

    Ngl…. Your drawings were very creative 🥸

  • @Latisha_is_a_weird_kid
    @Latisha_is_a_weird_kid 3 месяца назад +2

    I have many journals like you but i had this one fav journal and i brought it to school and someone stole it! So i lost all motivation to do stuff lol-

  • @Batmans_l1pgl0ss
    @Batmans_l1pgl0ss 4 месяца назад +30

    0:36 MELANIE??

  • @DiorStarie_12
    @DiorStarie_12 2 месяца назад

    It’s so fun to see how creative you were, I had a worse artstyle in grade 4 honestly 😭 You really inspired me to make a journal too but NOT GRADE 3-4 STUFF (I’m more than 4th grade :) ) Also it inspired me to nake a video about my old grade 4 drawings that need bleach for the eyes 😃 Nice vid btw :3

  • @EmeryGray-4321
    @EmeryGray-4321 8 месяцев назад +17

    I laughed so hard 😭💀

  • @Amariemaryllis
    @Amariemaryllis 18 дней назад

    The scene with the baldi video fading into it us getting me back into the baldis basics fandom

  • @Space-y6n
    @Space-y6n 8 часов назад +1

    Going back to the first video I saw you in❤

  • @stellas.lipgloss
    @stellas.lipgloss 4 месяца назад +4

    1:10 this was so real omg 😭😭 I have so many sketchbook pages like that

  • @Iheartdinosaurz101
    @Iheartdinosaurz101 4 месяца назад

    WTH LOOKING BACK AT MY STUFF FROM 4 AND 5TH GRADE I SUCKEDDD (covid started around then) LIKE WHAT UR SPELLING, HAND WRITING AND DRAWINGS FOR THE AGE AND TIME WAS AMAZING?? HELLO?

  • @Katie-goofygoober
    @Katie-goofygoober 4 месяца назад +11

    3:10 "why was. I like this"
    IS SO REALLL😭😭

  • @itsangel4827
    @itsangel4827 2 месяца назад +1

    I STARTED DYING WHEN SHE STARTED SINGING BASICS IN BEHAVIOR 😭😭😭

  • @marzbarzzzz
    @marzbarzzzz 4 месяца назад +89

    "i had a furry phase" erm guys for me i dont think its a phase its not going away😭😭😭😖😖😖😖

    • @galazy.
      @galazy. 4 месяца назад +4

      me too it won't leave 😭

    • @marzbarzzzz
      @marzbarzzzz 4 месяца назад

      @@galazy. fr

    • @C0SM1C-4L13N
      @C0SM1C-4L13N 4 месяца назад +13

      IT LEFT BUT CAME TO HAUNT ME AS A THERIAN 😿🧠🫀🎀

    • @SophiaDelangel-z9o
      @SophiaDelangel-z9o 4 месяца назад +2

      @@C0SM1C-4L13NIK 😭😭😭

    • @Mini_2k
      @Mini_2k 4 месяца назад +1

      Sameee 😭👍

  • @Heyhey332
    @Heyhey332 Месяц назад

    THIS IS HOW WE LIVE OUR LIFE searching for the answers in every page I feel so old for knowing that song

  • @KRLABELS
    @KRLABELS 2 месяца назад +14

    2:22 ITS GIVING LANA LORE

  • @BuffFroggy
    @BuffFroggy 4 месяца назад +2

    WHY IS UR CHILDHOOD ART BETTER THAN MY ART NOW
    EDIT: ur handwriting in 3rd grade is better than mine rn lol

  • @charmega13
    @charmega13 4 месяца назад +14

    As someone who draws monsters and stuff, the type of monsters that could probably scare a six year old. I indeed did have a furry phase, like when I was 8 but I grew out of it

  • @Madelyn-k1l
    @Madelyn-k1l 2 месяца назад

    The gym incident is so relatable. 😔 I fractured my wrist in PE and nobody knew until the next day...

  • @Duck_with_sunglasses
    @Duck_with_sunglasses 4 месяца назад +5

    Bro her 3rd grade self's hand writing is better than my handwriting...AND I'M IN 9TH GRADE 😭🙏

  • @averysanimationsnvids7181
    @averysanimationsnvids7181 2 месяца назад

    YOU HAVE SPOKEN THE LANGUAGE OF FACTS ABOUT TRACK AND FIELD
    I'm not in TAF (track and field) but that's the daily life.

  • @Bell_hey-o6b
    @Bell_hey-o6b 2 месяца назад +4

    1:56 THE DOUBT METER 😭😭😭

  • @Luhvinurcloset
    @Luhvinurcloset 3 месяца назад

    I LOVE THE FACT THAT YOU ALSO USED TO DRAW USING THE POWERPUFF GIRLS ART STYLE

  • @Skull-4K
    @Skull-4K 2 месяца назад +13

    1:04 😭 furry phase😦

  • @Maexx4
    @Maexx4 3 месяца назад +1

    Stop your so pretty & funny like honestly wish I was you 😿

  • @BalleRINA2
    @BalleRINA2 3 месяца назад +13

    1:31 PoO aTtAcK😊

  • @Xx_cyn_therian_xX
    @Xx_cyn_therian_xX 3 месяца назад

    I’ve only played Baldis basics once, but I love basics in behavior! It’s the “everyday I go to a school that likes to help with learning” I pretty much only like it because of FPE

  • @ohmymona
    @ohmymona Год назад +25

    i wish my mom didn't drop them broo

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Год назад +12

      😔✊🏼✊🏼

    • @ohmymona
      @ohmymona Год назад +9

      @@angelikadevara that's why i hide them now(i write 1 time a month)

  • @aribooh
    @aribooh 4 месяца назад +2

    HELP im an artist i hate when people have way too much pride for their art 😭ur childhood story reminded me of this new girl she constantly bragged about how she could draw and was like “Hey! Did you know my drawing is super rare?! Yeah! Not much people have talent like me!“ and anytime someone complimented her she would say “I know its so good bet you couldn’t draw a sticm figure!“ and guess what her drawings look ten million times worse and people only complimented her bc she was so embarrassing and hilarious

  • @AlleyKatOSC
    @AlleyKatOSC 4 месяца назад +24

    1:02 i feel targeted

    • @2sunnyzz
      @2sunnyzz 4 месяца назад +8

      i jumped when i saw mephone i was questioning if there was a bug and the comments were from an OSC video 😭😭

    • @ClareRivera
      @ClareRivera 4 месяца назад +3

      I like ur pfp🙃 (101 osc ppl found :D)

    • @deathby_danish
      @deathby_danish 4 месяца назад +4

      II FAN SPOTTED 😱 !1!1!1!!1

    • @heheheHaw-qe2kg
      @heheheHaw-qe2kg 4 месяца назад +3

      MEPHONE PFP

    • @K-C011ar
      @K-C011ar 4 месяца назад +2

      MEPHONE!?

  • @Keys2341
    @Keys2341 2 месяца назад

    It's actually good drawing while Journaling. It helps you remember things better than just write down the words and stay on track, I laughed so hard at this tho

  • @V3nussXox
    @V3nussXox 4 месяца назад +3

    That be looking like an MLP + powerpuff girls phase😃

  • @rawanaltaccountandfreakyjevin
    @rawanaltaccountandfreakyjevin 2 месяца назад +1

    the first half was you going through a Uzi doorman phase 💀

  • @MAZEY123-f9m
    @MAZEY123-f9m 4 месяца назад +17

    WAS I OK NO I WASNT 🤠🤠🤠

  • @rosalieneilaga4181
    @rosalieneilaga4181 29 дней назад

    By the way you are so sweet from your beginning keep improving!👍

  • @cxrsen.doodles
    @cxrsen.doodles 4 месяца назад +29

    I HAD A FURRY PHASE IN 3rd GRADE TOO😭😭🙏🙏

    • @mc_layla675
      @mc_layla675 4 месяца назад +1

      OMG SAMEE-

    • @cxrsen.doodles
      @cxrsen.doodles 4 месяца назад +1

      @@mc_layla675 TWINN

    • @swerdna6288
      @swerdna6288 4 месяца назад +2

      SAME WHAT THE SIGMA

    • @Raymi20-
      @Raymi20- 4 месяца назад +1

      WAIT WHAT 😭🙏⁉️

    • @Straw_berrRaven
      @Straw_berrRaven 4 месяца назад +1

      I still have it now ☠️☠️☠️ i think it’s cause of my fyp

  • @laura8-8
    @laura8-8 19 дней назад

    lmaooo the part where you said best friend and not bff...it was a canon event because when i read my 2nd grade diary i said "best friends, cause they arent going to be my friends forever" like gosh that hit deep. for you it was the furry phase, mine was dork diaries lmfao.

  • @hanasschoolwork4564
    @hanasschoolwork4564 3 месяца назад +5

    7:57 I miss this most about childhood

  • @cozyculthost
    @cozyculthost Месяц назад

    I just watched this video to get some ideas for how my 13 y/o DnD character would write her notes, but it was surprisingly fun) Can't wait to watch the next part!
    (I know it's probably out for a while now, but it's 3 am I need to stop)

  • @Mabichanxox
    @Mabichanxox 4 месяца назад +20

    11:57
    Girl went miss circle mode

    • @Very_Unique_Handle_2
      @Very_Unique_Handle_2 4 месяца назад +2

      @@Opalescence00sorry that people like stuff

    • @YourMuseBillCipher
      @YourMuseBillCipher 4 месяца назад +3

      Baldi forgot where he left his song... Now I know who borrowed it

    • @anunnecessarilyextendedname
      @anunnecessarilyextendedname 4 месяца назад +1

      Are you serious man?

    • @Omin-ous
      @Omin-ous 4 месяца назад +1

      I was gonna say something but saw you like bfdi so i am shutting my mouth now (you are cool) ​@@Very_Unique_Handle_2

  • @Nume23023
    @Nume23023 3 месяца назад +1

    God not even a minute has passed and I wanna cry

  • @AyshaIsAWannaBe
    @AyshaIsAWannaBe 3 месяца назад +7

    2:42 the blur 😭

  • @Mels_bottle
    @Mels_bottle 4 месяца назад

    YASS! U should make a new diary thingy I want to! So bad but I don’t have a notebook yet to use. ❤️😜

  • @antonikrastev1898
    @antonikrastev1898 3 месяца назад +4

    1:11 SAME gurl , i would draw my OC,S And endspire them