As an art kid, getting your ego inflated and being overconfident in your mid-ahh drawings was so fcking relatable for me I SWEAR I THOUGHT I WAS PICASSO EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT HEADS WERE 10x LARGER THAN BODIES IN MY "REALISM" ART LIKE-
No cuz when I was a kid I’d look at art styles I didn’t really like and I’d say “I could do better” and draw the characters in my art style. They looked like they had stage 10 Down syndrome, had gotten into 30 car crashes, had fallen off a cliff, and survived a rabid chimpanzee attack. This was supposed to be realism art. I thought it looked amazing.
the only diary page i’ve ever written in my LIFE was 7 year old me venting about how my dad bullied me 😭😭/srs (also i wrote shit at 7 years old so that was fun 💀)
This is fun to see. I've been journaling on and off for a decade now, and it's good to look back and laugh at yourself! I too was an odd kid with some unhinged journals.
Everyone thinks kids are so precious and innocent, but no, we’re all violent menaces deep down, art is just our way of letting it out. As someone who’s been drawing since I was younger, I can confirm this.
'a picture speaks a 1000 words' you should have seen my 3rd grade drawing with me as a ghost with my emotions cut out represented by strings and a fight between my parents playing out in the background and oooh i was so emo depressed and emotionless but i was infact the hapyest kid alive
Ok I can feel the change from the 8 year olds diary to the eleven year olds diary like from “ I’m emo and am I a bad or good person” to “ love yourself wear what you want and feel good and take care of yourself’ self improvement :]
I remember looking through one of my old sketchbooks, and seeing my Adventure Time ‘I’m not like other girls’ drawings phase. It was a drawing of Bubblegum and she was carrying a knife and in big letters it said ‘not prissy’ and I want to fly into orbit and never come back when I think of it
3:24 lol I also read through my old diary from when I was like idk 9? And I cringed so hard 😭 Then when I read the one from when I was 10 and all I saw was suicidal thoughts
@@PyroFox7292 I had depression when i was 12... and just beaten it this year so (secretly and alone)... plus i got another diseases paranoia and bdd... but i do the same dealing with it! :D
Oh my goodness. I just cam across your channel and man I laughed so hard. 😭The quotes from your younger self really were true but hysterical. I finished your whole vid, and let me say. The way you used to write as a child blew my mind. I can’t even draw that good now😭.. But other than that, set aside. I LOVED your outro.😩🎀SO PREPPY QUEEN
This encouraged me to reread my poetry anthology from sixth grade, it was so cringe I cried here’s the names just so you get what I mean😭 1:Bright place 2:green 3:light 4:purple 5:the consequences of love and hate 6:where did it go, my love?-====== So now I’m gonna go ima❤💥😈🫄🏽😀😰
This reminds me of how in fourth grade there was a talent show so I brand my sketchbook and showed the entire school the most ASS drawings. To make matters worse they were all Gacha Life style. WHY DID PEOPLE TELL ME IT WAS GOOD?!
Diaries can't do anything for me so I just create silly characters as a child and pour all my problems and angst into them,I think that's why I'm hearing voices in my head since I used to like to act like im them lmao
As someone who draws monsters and stuff, the type of monsters that could probably scare a six year old. I indeed did have a furry phase, like when I was 8 but I grew out of it
I trew away my diary when i was 9-10 cuz my mom was reading it. It was those "pink pricess diary". It even had a lock, but my mom found a way to read it anyway. And she always juged the things i wrote. I don't know why, but she doesn't have any sense of privacy, and it's not just because of this diary- is everything. And the only thing she gave me more "privacy" was the internet... also known as "unsupervised internet for children". And when i tried to talk abt it she blamed me for seeing things i shouldn't when i was younger (like K0rn and g0r3, and worse) Anyway, i really wished i had my old diary, i just have some memories of some page. Like something abt being in love with Bendy and the Ink Machine???😭 some furry arts too lol. For me it's pretty sad that I'll never be able to reach theses memories again.
The ego inflation is real when you're that age. Probably because in that time, you were the best of your peers, or if adults said it to you, they realized you were advanced for your age group. 😂 I got it all the time. When I was younger. One of my uncles is a professional artist, and he looked over my and my brother's artwork when we were kids (we never got to see him, he lived across the country) and he was very encouraging. He cautioned us to save our old work. He told us "believe it or not, when you get older, you're going to want to look back on this. You'll go through a phase where you'll want to burn it, but don't. It's a record of how far you have come."
@alechianese01 of course it is. But you may regret it later in life. You may not, but you might. I'm actually kinda glad I didn't get rid of my old art. I may cringe like crazy looking at it, but... It takes me back to a simpler time.
I remember my best friend in primary school was in a mega furry phase. she told everyone she was half cat, was obsessed with warrior cats, used to do quadrobics everywhere etc. We both went to a highschool pretty far from primary school. She instantly became the most popular girl and ditched me. I'm the only one in the school who knows this lmaoooo i could ruin her life whenever i want
MAKE A PART TWO. I'm 14 and proudly starting my first journal to stay ✨️organized✨️ and achieve my 💕goals💕 and so im watching people's teenage journal videos because their honestly really creative, I wanna make it cute. 😊❤
HELP im an artist i hate when people have way too much pride for their art 😭ur childhood story reminded me of this new girl she constantly bragged about how she could draw and was like “Hey! Did you know my drawing is super rare?! Yeah! Not much people have talent like me!“ and anytime someone complimented her she would say “I know its so good bet you couldn’t draw a sticm figure!“ and guess what her drawings look ten million times worse and people only complimented her bc she was so embarrassing and hilarious
I’ve only played Baldis basics once, but I love basics in behavior! It’s the “everyday I go to a school that likes to help with learning” I pretty much only like it because of FPE
I have many journals like you but i had this one fav journal and i brought it to school and someone stole it! So i lost all motivation to do stuff lol-
2:15 when I was 9 maybe 10 I would get mad and scream, "take me home! I want to go home to the woods of Georgia!" Apparently I thought I was secretly a panther or something, (I was born in Georgia) I think I was in my " I'm not like other girls" fase 💀🥲
Should I make part 2????
Edit: yall part 2 and 3 is definitely made 😍😍😍 enjoy pookies
Yeah
YES
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
YES PLS🙏🏻
Yes
As an art kid, getting your ego inflated and being overconfident in your mid-ahh drawings was so fcking relatable for me I SWEAR I THOUGHT I WAS PICASSO EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT HEADS WERE 10x LARGER THAN BODIES IN MY "REALISM" ART LIKE-
HELPPPP YOURE SO REAL FOR THAT I CANTTTTT
OH MY GOSH ME TOO I THOUGHT I WAS THE BEST ARTIST EVER IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
i always thought i was the best artist bc my parents said i was
No cuz when I was a kid I’d look at art styles I didn’t really like and I’d say “I could do better” and draw the characters in my art style. They looked like they had stage 10 Down syndrome, had gotten into 30 car crashes, had fallen off a cliff, and survived a rabid chimpanzee attack. This was supposed to be realism art. I thought it looked amazing.
Same, I went from “I’m literally Da Vinci” to “I suck at everything”
Not her plotting to kill her nonexistent brother and burn the body 💀
Lol
I relate :)
Lmao
I thin’ about that everyday
Fr
From what I remember, the most I ever wrote in a diary during my childhood was something like: "Dear Diary, I hate chemistry classes."
😭
the only diary page i’ve ever written in my LIFE was 7 year old me venting about how my dad bullied me 😭😭/srs (also i wrote shit at 7 years old so that was fun 💀)
omg samee
@@Totallynotredtail😳
What!!!??????!@@Totallynotredtail
@@RayLongoria-nz8xb yeahhh, being fresh out of first grade and having your dad making your self worth issues worse by the day wasn’t fun 💀
the powerpuffgirls artstyle is SO REAL 😭
noo LITERALLY because i remember drawing frisk and chara from undertale in that artstyle 😭
im still a ppg artist lol
@@PIX_THE_FOX just checked your videos, you’re so underrated!
@@kolpkii oooohhh thank youuu ^v^
@@PIX_THE_FOX yw!!
"i had a furry phase💀" is so real man
I’m still in that phase (bats are cool)
@@lovebirdwillingtensmae
Im sitll in it chat am i ok
I will always be in my furry phase
I'm a furry. Mines not a phase lol
This is fun to see. I've been journaling on and off for a decade now, and it's good to look back and laugh at yourself! I too was an odd kid with some unhinged journals.
Tbh i always talked to myself when i was a kid still do now tho, so my “journal” actually no help at all😅
Everyone thinks kids are so precious and innocent, but no, we’re all violent menaces deep down, art is just our way of letting it out. As someone who’s been drawing since I was younger, I can confirm this.
Same
Same. My parents were so concerned when they saw my diary 😭
@@AriyanaMC
Can I read your diary🥺
(Also trust me my sheets worse)
I had a phase of killing characters in mind as a kid and it relaxed me. Now after somewhere more than 10 years i am terrified :)
@@Kuba_speed-cu9rr
WHO DID YOU KILL AND HOW DID YOU KILL THEM LOLS
how did u have such good handwriting at 11 years old- my handwriting looks like a 1st grader’s handwriting 😭😭
IDEK😭😭
@@angelikadevaraluv ur videos!!
Same 😭
Well I practiced a lot so I had good handwriting but it's all abt practice
OMG same
5:01 ermmmm was she practicing her 3rd grade vocabulary words???? “Ing words”?😭😭😭😭
HELPPPP
@@Wrenwish IKRRR
PFFT PLEASE IM ROLLING ON THE FLOOR
does "something" even count?? 😭
@@user-km6zh3ok9z Uhh it has "ing" but... there's no "someth" 😔
'a picture speaks a 1000 words' you should have seen my 3rd grade drawing with me as a ghost with my emotions cut out represented by strings and a fight between my parents playing out in the background and oooh i was so emo depressed and emotionless but i was infact the hapyest kid alive
Oh! That’s not..
I feel like I did that, too. ✨️💀
You made the most detailed expression of your drawings 😕
Same💀💀💀💀
Lol I love how little kids try to be so angsty, grow up, and then become literally the preppiest person ever 😍…..
and then go angsty again
Ok I can feel the change from the 8 year olds diary to the eleven year olds diary like from “ I’m emo and am I a bad or good person” to “ love yourself wear what you want and feel good and take care of yourself’ self improvement :]
Bro your drawings and handwriting was actually really good for a 3rd grader 🙃
"EVERY DOOR IS LOCKED UP TIGHT, STAY INSIDE, TILL WE'RE GRADED! THE STUDENTS TRY THEIR BEST TO BETTER THEIR EDUCATION" I love this song too girly
basics in behavior yippeee
Why is your 3rd grade handwriting better than my 9th grade handwriting 😭
HELP FRR
Ikr like im in 8th and can’t write that good-😭😭
SAMEE DAWG IM IN 9TH AND MY HANDWRITING IS SO BAD 💀💀🙏🙏
11:32 'I wish i was sick today'
THE MOST RELATABLE THING ISTG
Please don't say that, it's offensive to God
@@HeartEllis oh sorry about that :[ but i meant i swear to gosh
@@PurpiegirlplayerIdk if ur Christian or not but if u aren't say whatever u want
@@_Twilight_.-.anime_.-.weeb- Alr srry i offended u though
in religious and its not that deep ngl
The furry drawings kinda ate
Ikr
New brain rot just dropped
they make me want to stare at horse shit ferment wdym
🤢👎👉🚮
what..
I remember looking through one of my old sketchbooks, and seeing my Adventure Time ‘I’m not like other girls’ drawings phase. It was a drawing of Bubblegum and she was carrying a knife and in big letters it said ‘not prissy’ and I want to fly into orbit and never come back when I think of it
3:24 lol I also read through my old diary from when I was like idk 9? And I cringed so hard 😭
Then when I read the one from when I was 10 and all I saw was suicidal thoughts
What is it with being 10 and suicidal thoughts 💀 me too
@@PyroFox7292 I had depression when i was 12... and just beaten it this year so (secretly and alone)... plus i got another diseases paranoia and bdd... but i do the same dealing with it! :D
Omg this inspired me so much! I literally love the creativity! ❤❤❤
FRR I ALSO STARTED A FEW DAYS AGO MY OWN DIARY!
@@Kuba_speed-cu9rr congrats!
basics in behavor was my fav song when I was 7-8,I also had that baldi phase even thought i never played the game 💀💀💀
i had the same experience!! idk why i never downloaded it when it's. free (or at least when i was a fan)
I had my FNAF phase when I was 7-8 😭🙏🏼
Same-
I had a crush on the broom
....same.. plus i had granny and minecraft phase.
3:03 “the body needs to be gone. Let’s burn the body!” 💀
Idk what's crazier the fact she written it or i had thoughts killing characters with a lot of gore when i was 4-6 (it was detailed)
@@Kuba_speed-cu9rr what..💀
@@NoNameNoFoodNoHome 🥶
4:52 screenshotting this😭🙏
THAT SCENE ALMOSY MADE ME PISS MSYELF
@@daizypinckrozy REAL LMAOOO
same
no but why was your handwriting so damn good like when i was in third grade and still up to this day tbh its literally ILLEGIBLE.
Oh my goodness. I just cam across your channel and man I laughed so hard. 😭The quotes from your younger self really were true but hysterical. I finished your whole vid, and let me say. The way you used to write as a child blew my mind. I can’t even draw that good now😭.. But other than that, set aside. I LOVED your outro.😩🎀SO PREPPY QUEEN
This encouraged me to reread my poetry anthology from sixth grade, it was so cringe I cried here’s the names just so you get what I mean😭
1:Bright place
2:green
3:light
4:purple
5:the consequences of love and hate
6:where did it go, my love?-======
So now I’m gonna go ima❤💥😈🫄🏽😀😰
Bro my bodies were way bigger than my head and rlly thought I drew the Mona Lisa 💀
(Also had a quirky and weird phase)
eh, i will NEVER look back at my journal now bc there is cringe stuff from when i just need to vent and not die inside...
I used to never have one but now i do. I littelary wrote weird stuff
11:59 ok that song is a bop, it’s my favourite u fully agree, it kinda raised two fandoms soo yea
4:52 HELP WHY IM I LAUGHING SO HARD
@@zzxzzoe XD
IKR😭
"i had a furry phase" erm guys for me i dont think its a phase its not going away😭😭😭😖😖😖😖
me too it won't leave 😭
@@galazy. fr
IT LEFT BUT CAME TO HAUNT ME AS A THERIAN 😿🧠🫀🎀
@@C0SM1C-SUG4RIK 😭😭😭
Sameee 😭👍
"I'm not Picasso 😭" WAS SO REAL LMAO-
"not the furry phace🤠" (i was a victum as well😔)
i feel like 90% of the people watching were victims of the furry phase (including me)😭😭😖😖
Victim*
I’m so fucking glad I’m not the only one 💀
@@Dxyl1ght sorry typo :(
🤢🤢🤢👎👎👎
2:22 ITS GIVING LANA LORE
Fr
OMG REAL WHATT
"I had a furry phase"
GIRL MINE NEVER WENT AWAY :,,,)
SAME-- I didn't know there were so many furries here?
AND I NEVER GOT ONE HAHA
as a furry who became a furry through animation memes, you indeed had a furry phase, I love anthropromorphic animals ‼
WAIT OMG YOUR SUCH A FURRY LPS???
Animation memes and dance comps turned me into one lol.
Same lol
Me to
Bro leave💀
The baldi basics song was a bop because someone named "kaatie" uses the song for her characters and the animation got viral and became a fandom lmao
The furry phase is so real i once looked at my old sketchbook in disbelief when I found out I drew an animal morphing into a human 💀
0:36 MELANIE??
Yesss😂😂
@@angelikadevara NGL I LOVE HER STILL😭😭
@@IamachezYeah I love her lots♡
@@CaraAndnoxSAMEEE
1:02 i feel targeted
i jumped when i saw mephone i was questioning if there was a bug and the comments were from an OSC video 😭😭
I like ur pfp🙃 (101 osc ppl found :D)
II FAN SPOTTED 😱 !1!1!1!!1
MEPHONE PFP
MEPHONE!?
Your old sketchbooks are so similar to mine omg 😭😭
Ive had so much weird guilt over my childhood for SO long i am so glad that someone else acted as actually insane as i did 😭
...i thought i was a werewolf when I was 8 and 9. There's a whole chapter of my diary dedicated to 'not being able to control my powers'.
You were a cool kid
Ommg no i just remembered something.
You were an alpha
Dude I wore a tail to school and said I shaded my tail every night and said I was a wolf😭😭😭😭
We were the same person as 3rd graders NO ONE can tell me otherwise 😭
This reminds me of how in fourth grade there was a talent show so I brand my sketchbook and showed the entire school the most ASS drawings. To make matters worse they were all Gacha Life style. WHY DID PEOPLE TELL ME IT WAS GOOD?!
Thank you now i feel less horrible about my cringy phases knowing that someone else is suffering❤
Diaries can't do anything for me so I just create silly characters as a child and pour all my problems and angst into them,I think that's why I'm hearing voices in my head since I used to like to act like im them lmao
Ngl…. Your drawings were very creative 🥸
As someone who draws monsters and stuff, the type of monsters that could probably scare a six year old. I indeed did have a furry phase, like when I was 8 but I grew out of it
Npc
this is so funny lol i loveee
:D
@@angelikadevara How many diaries do you have
@@angelikadevara I got thirty seven diaries
Oh my gosh this was a random recommendation and I'm loving it 😂 this was really fun to watch!😂I'm subscribing!
I agree!
1:10 this was so real omg 😭😭 I have so many sketchbook pages like that
12:24 i love the outro! :0✨💗
I trew away my diary when i was 9-10 cuz my mom was reading it. It was those "pink pricess diary". It even had a lock, but my mom found a way to read it anyway. And she always juged the things i wrote.
I don't know why, but she doesn't have any sense of privacy, and it's not just because of this diary- is everything. And the only thing she gave me more "privacy" was the internet... also known as "unsupervised internet for children". And when i tried to talk abt it she blamed me for seeing things i shouldn't when i was younger (like K0rn and g0r3, and worse)
Anyway, i really wished i had my old diary, i just have some memories of some page. Like something abt being in love with Bendy and the Ink Machine???😭 some furry arts too lol. For me it's pretty sad that I'll never be able to reach theses memories again.
Aww.... sad..
her handwriting in 3rd grade is better than mine in high school
1:25 Furries are cute tho-
exactlyyy
nuh uh
Some are
I like furries but some can be really weird but tbf every fandom has a weird side
Depends
The gym incident is so relatable. 😔 I fractured my wrist in PE and nobody knew until the next day...
The ego inflation is real when you're that age. Probably because in that time, you were the best of your peers, or if adults said it to you, they realized you were advanced for your age group. 😂 I got it all the time. When I was younger.
One of my uncles is a professional artist, and he looked over my and my brother's artwork when we were kids (we never got to see him, he lived across the country) and he was very encouraging. He cautioned us to save our old work. He told us "believe it or not, when you get older, you're going to want to look back on this. You'll go through a phase where you'll want to burn it, but don't. It's a record of how far you have come."
It's a choice of every person "burn" or better destroy their old art if they don't like it, though
@alechianese01 of course it is.
But you may regret it later in life. You may not, but you might. I'm actually kinda glad I didn't get rid of my old art. I may cringe like crazy looking at it, but... It takes me back to a simpler time.
I HAD A FURRY PHASE IN 3rd GRADE TOO😭😭🙏🙏
OMG SAMEE-
@@Slay_Girl-675 TWINN
SAME WHAT THE SIGMA
WAIT WHAT 😭🙏⁉️
I still have it now ☠️☠️☠️ i think it’s cause of my fyp
“Am i good or evil” LITERALLY GOT ME DYING CUZ I HAD THAT PHASE DONT QUESTION 😂
I remember my best friend in primary school was in a mega furry phase. she told everyone she was half cat, was obsessed with warrior cats, used to do quadrobics everywhere etc. We both went to a highschool pretty far from primary school. She instantly became the most popular girl and ditched me. I'm the only one in the school who knows this lmaoooo i could ruin her life whenever i want
XD you gotta keep that info when u need revenge
Poor u... although don't do it if she wont do anything bad to u! :D
MAKE A PART TWO. I'm 14 and proudly starting my first journal to stay ✨️organized✨️ and achieve my 💕goals💕 and so im watching people's teenage journal videos because their honestly really creative, I wanna make it cute. 😊❤
SHE DID :DD
That be looking like an MLP + powerpuff girls phase😃
Video idea: Redraw *some* of ur favorite old journal pages! (From any sketchbook)
i wish my mom didn't drop them broo
😔✊🏼✊🏼
@@angelikadevara that's why i hide them now(i write 1 time a month)
I had a Bruno madrigal crush when I was 7😫
I laughed so hard 😭💀
11:57 BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES OML‼️
Bro her 3rd grade self's hand writing is better than my handwriting...AND I'M IN 9TH GRADE 😭🙏
HELP IM ACTUALLY CRYING WITH THE PEP TALK- 😭
WAS I OK NO I WASNT 🤠🤠🤠
2:20 ngl ur artstyle looks exactly like hazmid hotel 😂
She draws almost like vivzipop does 🤣 🤣 🤣
11:57
Girl went miss circle mode
@@Opalescence00sorry that people like stuff
Baldi forgot where he left his song... Now I know who borrowed it
Are you serious man?
I was gonna say something but saw you like bfdi so i am shutting my mouth now (you are cool) @@Very_Unique_Handle_2
Your grade 6 diary is bro! Like bro your creative! That never came out of my before. PERFECT 😍!
2:42 the blur 😭
God not even a minute has passed and I wanna cry
3:10 "why was. I like this"
IS SO REALLL😭😭
off topic but you seem like such a sweet girl idk why lol
HELP im an artist i hate when people have way too much pride for their art 😭ur childhood story reminded me of this new girl she constantly bragged about how she could draw and was like “Hey! Did you know my drawing is super rare?! Yeah! Not much people have talent like me!“ and anytime someone complimented her she would say “I know its so good bet you couldn’t draw a sticm figure!“ and guess what her drawings look ten million times worse and people only complimented her bc she was so embarrassing and hilarious
11:54 SAME (but i'm still kinda in it since the game updated a ton and it's betterrrr)
11:59 NOT MY FAVORITE SONG HELP
I liek your pfp :D
I’ve only played Baldis basics once, but I love basics in behavior! It’s the “everyday I go to a school that likes to help with learning” I pretty much only like it because of FPE
It’s called basics of education by the living tombstone!2!2
Tysm
this is srsly gonna be my future self reading my diary entries from when I was a teen 😭
0:43 is that her in ppg style?
I THINK SO LMFAO
@@zweichen ngl but my oc is in ppg style 💀
Drawing people of ages is soooo relatable lmao
1:11 SAME gurl , i would draw my OC,S And endspire them
1:58 I’m so glad other ppl had this phase/did this 😭
GOD BLESS THIS GIRLIE 😭😭😭😭😭😭
It’s ok If you had a furry phase in 3rd grade I’m not even joking I had one in 3rd grade as well!
Mine isn't leaving 💀
@@acacia_with_four_talons lol there is nothing wrong with having one
@@Coffebeanplayz I know lmao
I have many journals like you but i had this one fav journal and i brought it to school and someone stole it! So i lost all motivation to do stuff lol-
2:15 when I was 9 maybe 10 I would get mad and scream, "take me home! I want to go home to the woods of Georgia!" Apparently I thought I was secretly a panther or something, (I was born in Georgia) I think I was in my " I'm not like other girls" fase 💀🥲
LOL
go panther come play! Come out and save the daaaay!!! (transforms into bootleg panther)
I was kinda in a baldi's basics phase too!
Me in 5th grade: YESTERDAY I DREAMED OF HAVING …. WITH MY CRUSH-
….i can explain….
YES LITERALLY EVERY PIECE OF DRAMA HAPPENS IN P.E. FOR SOME REASON!!!
as someone still a kid
at like age 5 or 6 i drew someone locked up in chains saying "LET ME OUT IM SORRY"
like wtf
I also used to draw people suffering to :D I’m not ok
Npc
literally my old artsye lolll also bro your diary is just like my old one to except mine were rly random..
DECEASED. We would've been friends if I met u in elementary 😭
Same...
BRO I FOUND MY OWN JOURNAL FROM LIKE WHEN I WAS EIGHT AND I FOUND A LIST PREDICTING HOW EVERYONE FROM MY CLASS WOULD DIE 💀😭
good furries are cool exept the weird ones
ur still hillarious 🤣😂🤣