"MY LIFE AS A STUD" by Jackie Hill (with subtitles)
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
- My Testimony In Poetry Form
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She is BRAVE to recite this entire poem in front of an audience and post it for the world to see! WOW!!!
Continue to let GOD work through you. The "world" won't understand but the body of Christ does. Love you for this sister
My God, My God. I am so glad that you did this. You have opened my eyes to a topic that nobody likes to talk about in the church. Than you for our story.
This FORMER stud says AMEN!!
Jackie Hill great job!!!!!!
To those that claim this is self hate, pls read Phil 3:3 because our flesh and carnal heart hates God and is inclined to deceive us...i know personally from my own weakness! For we are the circumcision which worship God in spirit and rejoice in Christ Jesus, AND have no confidence in the flesh. Pls continue Jackie, there will be a crown for enduring..
I have been a in a homosexual relationship for 3 years now with a girl. I just watched this video and it just broke me. I want to stop and I want to give my life to Jesus. How? What do I do? How do I get rid of her? How do I stop loving her?
Wow...
Just call on Jesus and repent of your sins :). The bible says, "that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." (Romans 10:9 NKJV)
Liz Travis Come to Jesus...know Him personally by asking Him for the gift of salvation He offers as Caroline Sutter said. He will give you the Holy Spirit inside to guide you & give you wisdom on how to answer the questions you have. Get into His Word & sink into the heart depths His love for you & who He made you to be. You are loved beyond measure...worth dying for! :)
Deliverance must take place sis. Giving your life to Christ is a must, but you cant stop there. I rebuke the hands of the enemy right now in the name of Jesus. I come against the spirit of homosexuality in your life tied to abuse, rejection and confusion in Jesus' name! I pray you receive this response. When you do, please say this out loud "I renounce the spirit of homosexuality. I am a believer and child of the Most High God. Every contrary spirit resting in me I command to manifest itself and come out this very minute. I am beautiful, I am loved, I am accepted by the One who really matters. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior and on this day I AM FREE from the spirit of homosexuality and every demonic spirit attached to it! Father fill every void with Your Holy Spirit. In Jesus' name I declare! Amen!" God bless you sis! conversion727@gmail.com
yo, your unbelief from God comes from the Belief of God
Those who are homosexuals who are just commenting but aren't listening with an open heart and mind need to re watch her video, and find the video of her testimony. Ya'll acting like because she's saved she doesn't know what you've been through. Just as you don't want people to judge you, don't judge Christians either. Some of you need to be called out on that.
I read your book months ago that was given to me by someone special to me, now upon this day I randomly stumbled upon your RUclips channel this is a sign to me 🙇🏽♀️🙏🏾.
And look how far she has come. God is not an author of confusion.
Amen was watching one of her sermon right now God I am blessed
Jackie, you are an inspiration to all Christians. You have shown that God's reach is not too short for anyone. And the people who dont like your message are rejecting it, and that means what youre doing is working. the atheists and christian haters dont like it---that means its working. keep it up, God bless you Jackie.
I pray those 2 ppl that disliked this video understand wat is being said and repents!! Powerful words Jackie!!! this honestly blew me away and the words that really hit me were "You are beautiful!!" so many people dont see how beautiful they really are and they try to change every aspect of them to feel beautiful but if they cud see how beautiful they really are in God's eyes they would b satisfied. God bless u Jackie, truly an inspiration to me and many others!
I'm crying so hard. Thank you so much God for Jackie! I am feminine and beautiful!!! I will never ever doubt this. Ever again! 😭
Acts 18:9-10
One night the Lord spoke to "Jackie" in a vision: "Do not be afraid; keep on speaking, do not be silent. 10 For I am with you, and no one is going to attack and harm you, because I have many people in this city.
In tears my sister.. You are a very special woman. I lead a church in London England, and somehow we have gotta work together!! Do not stop speaking.. even if you have to pay for it with your life. We are with you!!!
Was sent to me by my sister and this brought tears to my eyes
You absolutely nailed it on this one....it's one of the most powerful poems I've ever heard!
my sister in Christ this was amazing....keep winning souls back GOD cause you are truly stacking your riches in HEAVEN......God Bless You...
Hallelujah.....*waves hand in the air*.....thank you sista for sharing your experience...!!!
Oh man I’ve seen this YEARS ago when it first came out but it has SO much more meaning to me today! Because I recently was delivered from bisexuality 😭🙌🏾 back then I used to be the person that would judge people who are in that lifestyle but now I understand from experience of how sneaky the enemies is… I thank God for his deliverance! 🙌🏾
Jackie is the truth!!! I love her wordplay❤
The power of God! This was an amazing testimony!!! Done in poetry form.
As one walking in freedom and healing I am once again encouraged by the words of God
I love this and now that I have come to know this wonderful woman in God it means so much more!!!! I've shared this thousands of times when i first heard it last year!!!!
I don't believe that homosexuality is always a choice just like me being born with a bad temper wasn't my choice. I grew up in a loving, warm family so there was no excuse for this trait & other unfavorable 1's. But did I accept it just because I was born this way? No, through Christ I fought it & still struggle with it till this very day. As Christians we should always strive to do what God wants despite what we feel is good, natural & right to us. Otherwise, we'll be our own gods. Blessings.
Thank you, Jackie, and God bless you. You are continuing to reach and touch others with your poetry, your testimony, your life and your love for Jesus.
Bless u Sis.Jackie, I don't care what the devilsay r who he use, im not scared of that rascal. Continue to let God use you. There are people that are in bondage and want a way out, but can't find it, and for u cn4ever you overcome by the words of your testimony, this is how she overcome! To say this is disappointed to you because of not only her truth, but God
I swearrrrr to God, this lady gives meeeeeeeeeeee lifeeeeee
Whewwwww!! This was one of the most powerful videos I’ve ever watched !!!
Such a powerful testimony. Thanks for being brave and sharing it. Bless you, Sister.
This touched home for me. This is a power ministry that could really help many people! Continue to let God use you🙌🏽
Since HE made your heart HE can change your heat! That's a bar!!!
SHE IS A BEAST!!! Must love Jackie!
She is so special ❤️😭
OMG u blessed me in so many ways and I'm only 14 I write poems my self and u inspired me to continue writting poems And keep on writing poeams and keep on letting God use u bless others like me your words are so profound you got me like wow
The truth can do that sometime.... God bless.
GOD IS USING YOU POWERFULLY! CONTINUE TO SPEAK OUT AGAINST THAT WHICH IS WRONG!!! YOUR OPENESS HAS ALREADY BEGAN FREEING PRISONERS! YOU ARE THE HOPE FOR SO MANY IN THAT LIFESTYLE THAT ARE TO AFRAID TO "COME OUT OF THE CLOSET" AND ADMIT THEY WANT TO CHANGE!
thank God for you and thank u for this... peace n blessings
You inspired me to put my ex stud testimony on RUclips. Thx!God Bless!
🫰🏾🫰🏾🫰🏾 bless Your name Jesus for how You showed Yourself might in this woman's life 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
love u! and will pray that God have mercy and open your eyes! God bless you Sis Jackie and cnf4ever!
Sometimes it is a choice sometimes it isn't. Either way it was never in God's design for us to live that way and it still isn't in His design. So even someone like you who was born lesbian can choose to accept Christ and have Him change your heart and transform your mind. That right there is the only choice anyone has and if someone tells you different they're lying. Peace be with you, around you and in you.
No one is born homosexual
Truth on top o' truth!
More relevant than ever. Amazing
wow, really....it takes alot to really get my attention....and you really inspire me!
God has blessed you and may he bless you and encourage you to what you do because what you go up and say is the hard spiritual truth that most people can't say. if I lived near you I would ask you to come to my school because we truly need this wake up call that you put in your poems. may God encourage you to keep doing what you do. don't let anyone tell you otherwise. God bless and thank you from the bottom of my heart from opening my eyes to a different spiritual view of life from a "ex stud"
Keep it up, I love your stuff..May God use you to change lifes.
Simply beautiful 😍
Wow! God Bless You
“She will be the death of you” 🙏🏾
Respect Queen.
This was great
My God! All I can do is share!
everything she says is RIGHT...Amen
Powerful
Go misses Jackie Hill Perry, live from Inglewood, Ca. Home of the Forum once housed the Lakers '79-'99 now is a plush venue maybe Redorict (spelled improper, I think) present it to the supers and just then it would be sewn. Yet another steller performance. Go Pats, super bowl ready.
Sincerely, Anthony O'Dell Punché
My God!!! Is all I can say
YES YES YES
GOD IS REAL, BLESSINGS TO YOU QUEEN, THIS REALLY BLESSED ME!
Wow!!! Praise Jesus Christ ❤️❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Sin is sin. It is wrong even though we don't want to believe it. That's the devils deception. Pray that your eyes are opened. God is real. So is hell. Y choose hell for some fun times on earth. Our time here is short and limited. Eternity is forever.
Thank you
that was dope and real thanks for sharing.
Jackkiiieeee my God
Shabbat Shalom
amazing!
wowwwwowow!!!!!! so so beautiful!!!
Absolutely True, Love it
Thankyou
Amen
❤️❤️💪🏾
Hey Jackie 10 years later where are you?
She's a fire preacher with a husband and kids
This will be an everlasting internal battle for this woman. She loves Christ but isn’t living in her truth. The way she describes her feelings and past sexual experiences with women clearly show how passionate she was about that lifestyle. It not only consumed her, but fulfilled her at the same time. She married a man and bore children because she felt that’s what she had to do in order to please God. Deep down, we all know you cannot convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality. Those feelings are spiritually tied to you. Chains can be broken, but when she speaks with such conviction, you can feel her desire to revert back to her old ways.
Are you speaking as a Christian or not?
If you're a Christian then you'd understand the Bible CLEARLY indicates that this isn't God's design...this means that there was a corruption of the initial design.
So if that corruption is removed, she CAN be heterosexual. The devil just used the malfunctions around her to shape that identity.
And yes, temptations won't end but I tell you, when the Holy Spirit comes in to transform, it's FOR REAL!
It's just like you saying a drunk or an alcoholic can never change.... you're right when you say "spiritually tied" because the devil is a spirit that latches unto the weakness of the soul. But guess what? There's the Greatest spir and creator...GOD and that's who gives freedom.
He's the one who created us and He's the one who can tell our original design.
As Christians, the Bible is our ONLY STANDARD AND REFERENCE....but if you're not a Christian, that's fine.......you won't understand the workings of the Holy Spirit
The So called Passion you hear her speak with is that of an artist.....her words have to come alive.... that's artistry dear......you need to see her with her husband and kids....... you'd understand that when a person is set free, they are set free INDEED!
BLESSINGS
Well, this was when she was fresh out of that lifestyle and she was also performing.
There is nothing that God the father cannot do.
I cant get subtitles my close caption is greyed out
I watched and rewatched this spoken word over and over again all day today. You see, I myself am a writer, and I believe that words have the ability to change everything and to save lives. So, with patience I listened to the words of this woman, with the hopes of gaining something, be it an understanding of religion or a better understanding of words, and how to use them to make an impact on someone's life. But instead, the only messages I seemed to come across were ones of judgement. I am a lesbian. I don't choose to be with women. I don't choose to be judged, or be questioned or looked down upon. I respect her, for choosing her love and conviction for religion and God over something as natural as love or sexuality. But I'd like everyone to bear in mind that God, did not write the bible. It is a collection of messages that others transcribed for this illusive and powerful being. Homosexuality in the bible is written as an abomination. But so is eating shellfish. I'm not saying that anyone should stop believing in the bible because I think it's beautiful that people can find faith in religion. But I think it's wrong to make this decision that all members of the LGBTQ community are all choosing to be the way they are, to love the way they do. It came as naturally to me as it comes to a straight girl liking a boy. It is not a choice. It is not a "perversion". It's love.
is just hateful, and that disappointment you feeling is called conviction, you are condemned and the devil making you think its alright! I will pray for u and I lpve
Where are the subtitles, sis???
smh dont speak for others speak for yourself its not a choice we are born gay its who we are i
will never be ashamed of who i am all im sayin is speak for yourself not others being a lesbian doesnt mean u'v been touched you sound ignorant ITS NOT A CHOICE .
God can help you darling....I pray He finds you...He doesn't condemn you...He just loves you so much and wants only the absolute best for you.
Love and light
This Is Hurtful To Me As A lesbian, Deeply Hurt .
I agree with some of the things that she says but at the same time she is only one person out of how many everyone's experience is different this is how she feels look I see a lot of comments with people judging why are you judging if you know the Bible so well you would know it is other people's lives not yours so why does it bother you so that there are gay people in the world why can't you just live your life and worry about yourself there is so much pain and sadness in the world why are people so stuck on the whole gay phenomenon it seems as if being gay is worse than being a murderer
If you know the Bible you would know that there isn't one line/Scripture/verse/chapter, that tells us to live as we please because it's our life and no one can tell us what to do with it. In fact over and over God shows us stories from times past and even present of how we humans are to live our life for His glory. We were put here for His will and not our own. I strongly suggest that if you are going to mention the Bible in your rebuttals, you should study it more. Blessings on you Beloved.
i respect everyones life choice but lesbianism is not a choice it osnt something we wake up and just claim to be you may have jist had emotional issues there are christian homosexuals andnwe love the lord just as much as you no one forced you to be a lesbian you were just looking to fit in ..
Wow 7 years ago. Why would I choose this “life style” something you will never know because you aren’t in my shoes. I hoped you realized that it isn’t.
Karime Alvarado so are you trying to say someone forced you this makes no sense to me there is no who can make choices for you but you
Dyme Jewel no one forced me I have no sexual attraction to men or desire
The very heart of Christianity is sacrifice....we are never to live for ourselves but for Christ....so the " Christian gay people" shouldn't read the Bible upside down but rather Holistically and look to God for help
Her poetry is good, she's talented, but her message is garbage. Poor, self-hating lesbian. I feel so sorry for her.
You obviously missed the part where she said;
"Instead of me dying to myself, I was willing to die for myself,” she wrote. “There was no fairy whispering in my ear/Only me and the devil telling me what I wanted to hear.”
“The more my will to sin would grow, I could see it in my face …. I could see Him stretched out on the wood…/Being the disgrace for the sin I was committing in His face,” Perry continued. “Seeing Him take on the wrath of the Father on the wood in my place/I still spat in His face.”
“No, my friend, you were not born gay,” she declares. “You were born into sin and shaped in iniquity/When Eve ate that fruit, we were cursed to do anything/ We were open for murder, we were destined to lose/We were given free will/You chose to choose/You chose to defy God’s rules ’cause inside of you, you wanted to be like Him and make them.”
“What’s true is that when you’ve been united with Christ by faith, when you know Him and have been made righteous in His sight, that is your goal. Working from that, it’s going to be to live a life that is pleasing to Him whether through marriage or singleness.”
i.e. you only hate the message because you hate The God you know in your heart of hearts.
@@o00osimbasmateo00o Amen Family. Praise God.
SMH .thumbs DOWN
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Jackie Hill great job!!!!!!
To those that claim this is self hate, pls read Phil 3:3 because our flesh and carnal heart hates God and is inclined to deceive us...i know personally from my own weakness! For we are the circumcision which worship God in spirit and rejoice in Christ Jesus, AND have no confidence in the flesh. Pls continue Jackie, there will be a crown for enduring..