I would have to say from my experience that this withholding of intimacy made me very angry to the point of being repulsed by the thought of it......along with all the financial and psychological abuse. It painted a very clear picture of extreme narcissism. To say I was damaged by it is a huge understatement.
You have described what happens to people in a loveless relationship extremely well Darren. Thank you. The impact of staying in a loveless relationship is devastating and it affects all aspects of the person’s being. Loving Intimacy and physical contact are on the other hand comforting and healing. It is important to realise how loving physical closeness serves life in all its aspects.
Are you a writer question mark you said that all so well. I can really appreciate this, because after a brain injury, have a very hard time expressing myself. I'm a widow, and I could feel your words.
@GypsyLil I went on a cruise with my wife ( end of marriage ) and the people next to us were having loud sex and often - she krinkled her nose in disgust at hearing it - I on the other hand was jealous. Divorce was only a few months later. Best decision I've ever made.
@@janethomas78well I can tell that is totally untrue! Sure wish my wonderful husband hadn't passed away. It's been a long 13 years without him. He was a joy!❤
Staying in a relationship like this for a long time can cause seemingly irreparable harm to the victim on myriad levels. Couples therapy is completely useless unless the therapist can recognize narcissistic abuse and help the victim get free of this kind of soul-sucking, degrading relationship. Anyone who finds themselves with a withholding partner who is perfectly capable of functioning sexually needs a solid, trauma-informed therapist who can help them unpack the reasons why they are willing to share their life with one of these lowlife parasites.
@@lovedunkinExactly right. And they will expertly manipulate a therapist who lacks understanding of Cluster B behavior. The unskilled therapist will think the narcissist is a charming guy/gal and will wonder why you're always so upset. Of course, as soon as the session is over and you leave the office, the narcissist will drop their mask and turn into the monster you know them to be. That's assuming you can get the narcissist to go to therapy with you in the first place. If you do, you can be sure they will play the victim role and try to convince the therapist that you're unreasonably demanding or just plain crazy.
Wow, that was unloving on so many levels. Just go ahead and attack the victim. I actually love(d) my husband, and I hope he receives the healing he so desperately needs.
I quit having sex with my covert narcissist husband many years ago now. There is no intimacy between us at all. He’s a lifetime victim and I would get physically ill and get infections after having sex with him so I quit and I hadn’t had any infections down there since. I knew it was from his energy. The doctors couldn’t explain why I kept getting infections down there but it was everytime we slept together. I emotionally cut the cord from him and started working on learning to love myself emotionally again. I am still married and living in the same home but no longer put up with his bs and emotional abuse and tell him to grow up. Marriage counseling did not work. He would never show up to scheduled appointments sessions after a few days of appointments with every excuse he could find and said that everyone was just attacking him. He refuses to take any responsibility for anything he says or does. But this doesn’t matter to me anymore. All I can say is that I finally know who I am now and I know my worth. Gods voice is the one I listen to now not his. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼😊🥰🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
God bless you! You must be incredibly strong! Thank you so much for talking about this. I had a similar experience with my narc husband, and it turned out he had a full-body fungal infection! He got the flu and passed out in the shower, went to the ER, where they did a head scan and found a massive fungal sinus infection! But this was a relapse from an earlier case that took him almost a year to clear. I'd been breaking out😢, and no doc had been able to figure out what was causing my dermatitis... This news was devastating to me, because I'm extremely allergic to any kind of mold. So by then, I'd gotten so sick that I'd also been in the hospital, could barely walk or function. It was all too much and yes, we split up. That fungus almost killed me. And it broke my heart.
Darren, I'm very thankful for your videos. Honestly, I cry while listening. I don't know how you can be in this line of work, because narcissism is so horrible, devastating. Even though I've been hurt so badly by the effects of it, I'm certain my ex is tormented within. I tried so hard to help him, but it seemed to just make everything worse. He kicked me out after only a few months, maybe because of this. He was like a coin, with two different faces and no middle. You seem to have a special empathy within. You're calm, your voice so soothing while you talk about some of the most horrible things I've ever experienced in my life. Be blessed!
Very initeresting post and topic. Intimacy can certainly come in a variety of different forms. So much of how we interpet it seems based on the conditioning and repetition of Hollywood/magazines, and you mention how lace of it from a partner, can result in looking at porn, or other avenues, which is important, as that can change a person for sure. I believe we underestimate jovial type behaviors and more genuine humor as a precursor to intimacy, as I think it is longer lasting and more profound, in the depth of integrity of a relationship. Thanks Darren for discussing a topic that is part of everyday life, but needs re-evaluating, as so often this topic can be discussed in platforms that seem hyper judgemental, and emotional.
I've been a student of NPD via RUclips for about a year and this video/information is the hardest to watch/assimilate thus far. This is the most painful, wounding and at the core of all NA. Each viewer comment resonates! ❤ The XN would stand in the kitchen and talk about his cold, scared turtle (piece of anatomy) as I listened with understanding. "We'll get through this." Meanwhile, he was medicating himself for ED and having sex elsewhere. Corporal punishment would fall short.
He was actually the worst sex I've ever had there was no talking allowed, he couldn't even look at me during sex and as soon as it was over he was out of there, he didn't bond with me over sex in fact while he was using me for sex, he was lying to me about he was fixing my car, which he was actually stealing from me legally. For years he bragged about what a good job the doctor did that circumcised him and when his self inflicted health issues led to his impotence blamed it on being circumcised and complained to me about that for years. Why is it that an impotent narcissist won't face the reality that sex is over and it's his own fault? Why does he lie about being on testosterone when the physical evidence is there? And why does he tell me that I hate men, sex and penis while he and his friends try to catch me cheating on him while he's cheating on me?
Having spent nearly a decade in such a marriage - I would encourage anyone anyone to open and honest about it, see what they can do to change the situation or improve themself, and then if things don't change - leave without quickly and without regret. I knew the answer 1 year into marriage, but wanted to honor my commitments - that sensibility is entirely wrong. Don't make permanent financial commitments to a relationship that are legally obligated, when intimacy is optional....
It's not necessarily the N who's withholding. My wife is CN. I can never really relax in her presence. Candor is hard, measured at best, as so much of everything is about her & her having the right answers. It's grim. This makes my situation an inversion of what Darren describes. I endorse all his other points. Professional help would be beneficial, but I am so hesitant to be close to her after so many years. This is marriage #2 for both of us. Had a terrific connection with wife1, but I couldn't manage my "workaholic" tendencies, so I drove that marriage into the ground. That failure makes me shy to quit on #2, despite the high tension. The kids & in-laws are really great, so things are not all bad, but it is a slog.
You had a great connection with your first wife, but you had a greater connection with your job?😂😂😅 puh-lease! Still, I wish you all the best. Sounds like you've really thought this over and have good intentions. Don't act on your fears, though, because that often backfires in a way you didn't expect.
14 years ago I caught my wife cheating with two men. After counseling and therapy I decided to stay married. After things settled down, she decided that she didn't want to have sex anymore
Lol my sister and her husband both have narcissistic personality disorder. Its like two employees living at a job. No conversation involves the heart matters. No touching etc.. its just how they live
Now you should do a video on partners who feel entitled to sex, even when their other partner has lost the desire or drive...like sex is something they are owed, and the effects that entitled expectation and lack of empathy have on the relationship and the other partner. I've observed it both ways...and each person feels betrayed like the other lacks empathy for their situation...and I've seen both males and females who are not getting the sex they feel they "deserve" expect their partner to have sex with then anyway, despite having a lack of drive or desire to do so, expecting them to go to a physician and see "what is wrong" with them, and demand the other partner take hormone shots to increase their sex drive. Yes, I have heard these EXACT statements expressed out loud, as though losing one's sex drive as they age isn't a normative experience, especially with narcissists who obtain their narcissistic supply through sex. Although this is especially common in males after their female partner has given birth, and are not only healing from an episiotomy but also breastfeeding and taking care of a newborn, all while experiencing hormone fluctuations of all kinds after childbirth, I've also seen it in both sexes as they move through both female and male menopause. Then there are the time when one or the other partner is going through chemotherapy or has suffered the loss of a parent, yet the other partner tries to cry sexual deprivation. smh This entitlement to someone else's body, or this expectation that a partner "service" the other like a fuel station attendant when the other partner has no interest is just bizarre to me. If/when those people share wedding vows of "during sickness and health" and "til death do us part", those vows don't seem to be worth the paper they were printed on as the wedding officiant read them aloud. Not less than a year ago, I learned that an old friend of mine dumped her boyfriend of 9 years after he lost the desire to have sex. She still loved him, and he still loved her, but she expected him to be at-the-ready to feed her extremely high sex drive (caused by early childhood sexual molestation by one of her father's "friends" when she was 6 years old, and she even went back to her ex-husband and got him to fulfill her sexual needs while he was in a long-term relationship with someone else and while she was still in this relationship with her long-term partner (who she told me less than a year earlier she planned on retiring with in old age). She was 54 and he was 58 at the time this happened. Oh, but she knew he was "such a good friend to people" that she wanted to keep a good friendship with him. You know, in case she ever needs him for anything. Talk about selfish self-absorption. I've known this woman since we were 15, and every year for the last 30 years I move further and further away from her. There are a lot of people out there in the world who feel entitled to sex with other people, even when there are problems in the relationship and even when they're going through serious medical treatments, childbirth, grief over the loss of a family member, loss of employment, or even just loss of sex drive due to hormonal changes that occur due to aging. These are the times when the covert narcissists (and over-sexed histrionics and validation-seeking borderlines) drop their social masks, and their true entitlement and empathy deficiencies are on full display, sometimes for the first time in a relationship. My advice to people....do not let anyone...not even someone who is a licensed professional...guilt you, shame you or pressure you into feeling like you need to be having sex with someone...anyone...if you don't feel like you want to have sex with them. Read these previous lines again, if you don't quite get it the first or second time. If you don't want to have sex with someone...do NOT let any licensed professional tell you that you should be. You take some time and really think about why you've lost interest in your partner. Think about what is going on in your life. Think of what is going on in your body and with your health. It is NOT always narcissistic or borderline "withholding". Sometimes, it is the healthy partner losing interest in a pathological partner, like a sex addict, or a porn addict, or a malignant abuser, or it's just menopause or manopause, or childbirth, or depression or grief. Covert narcissists LOVE to blame their spouse/partner for their porn use, affairs, etc. Pedophiles also LOVE to blame their spouse/partner for their sexual assault of children and minors. You can even find them doing this with parole boards which are videos you can watch here on RUclips (RUclipsr Mandoo has many parole hearings posted on his channel that you can watch and see these pedophiles trying to convince the parole board that they sexually preyed on a child because their spouse failed to "put out" sexually and that is how they became sexually attracted to children. smh Don't just willingly believe anything you hear...dig a little deeper...ask questions...look for an entitlement from the partner crying victim, as well as a lack of empathy for the lack of sexual desire their partner feels? It's not quite this black and white most of the time. Sometimes there are other issues there being swept under the rug.
Ok, then. Do you also expect these rejected folks to stay faithful. Before you reply, if you do, remember that this can go on for DECADES. How much should be considered enough do you think? Obvious religion issues to deal with here is most common "reasons" given.
Don’t be in a relationship if you don’t match sex drives. I was in a brutal, sexless relationship for 9 years being emotionally and financially abused. He would constantly call me the abuser, which I eventually filled that role so he could play victim while my daughter and I became homeless and he loved every bit of it. Sex is part of a relationship. You’re not owed sex all of the time, but the damage it does to a person especially someone wanting kids is monumental. His mother also texted him not to be intimate with me, so there’s that nutbag in the mix.
Many narcs are sex addicts. I agree with the first statement here. They don't care if the doctor says not to have sex for 3 weeks or whatever amount of time, after a baby or operations. They don't care if you're sick, they insist you are withholding, or say and I quote, "I can't wait that long. Do I have to go get it somewhere else?" End quote. They are disgusting. They will put your health in jeopardy, they don't care. They just want their precious sex. And they don't give any affection other than that. IE no holding you or sleeping next to you, no deep conversations... There is no Loving relationship there.
The narcissist is the one withholding. Its been almost 20 years in the 28 we've been married. Can't divorce due to faith. Waiting for one of us to die.
@@HK-qd5ouapproaching 7 years of nothing, after a previous 8+ years of massive decline (sometimes over 1 year between) - Wife argues this is normal... No - it's not - it's a lifestyle choice.
First strage) Starting the relationship with the decision of quitting porn as I have a gf and I want to channel my sexuality solely to her Second Stage) it ended up at excessive porn use where I no longer have any relief by porn and zero-tolerance to anything Third Stage) it concluded, me being someone who is suicidal. And I was guilty of being suicidal too, how could her presence don't help me to be "lively." It was such a strange experience. And I describe the moments like, I felt as lonely as possible as someone who is in a dual can feel.
My "Wife" had all her sex and experiments with her FWB, in 4 years all they did was have sex. No going out no meeting her friends and family no birthday presents not even a call. He was a border at her parents place and all he had to do was whistle and she'd spread her legs. Everything sexually that was needed to be done was done to him. We started a relationship a year later, no sex before marriage and just as soon as she had a baby. All she does now is eat, talk to her mother and go out and eat. Sex is maybe once a year and boring and lacklustre. 18 years of this. I rather started boxing again, I dont want to cheat on my wife but god dammit this is so the opposite of what i thought marriage was
I got divorced a year ago from a Filipina and a 20 yr relationship 17 of it married and 2 children…I know who she really is now that I understand narcissist better at least 90% of our marriage was loveless and sexless…I’m glad it’s over…but dealing with her concerning the kids is pure agony…I’m better off with a good dog than anyone like her ever again…just sayin’ 🤪🤠👍
I understand that after my first marriage, where I somehow managed to get pregnant twice. I used to joke that it was the only 2 times that we had sex, but it's really true... He was such a monster that I literally had to go to work for attorneys to get the kind of help I needed in dealing with him. I have to say, though, that worked!
Not bad before marriage but as soon as we got married it was down to very infrequent. Been married 36 years, no sex this century. We had a few arguments initially but eventually just settled on mutual contempt. Tried all those relationship tips, nothing worked. I suppose sometimes they are just not that attracted to you. Still, lovely children(don't know how we managed that!) and now a grandchild, so can't complain. On the bright side, although we get along OK, I do as I please without a hint of "pussy whipping". Sometimes of an evening she will refer to herself as my wife, to which I always respond: "flatmate" and laugh. 😂
Leaving means one or other becomes peripheral to their beloved kids. It also endangers the kids ending up entirely under the bad influence of the narcissist.
I wouldn’t equal love to sex in this discourse. There can be very loving, sexless relationships. Asexual people exist. People loving living together without having sex exist! The stereotypical man/ woman sexual relationship isn’t the only type of relationship to exist, and shouldn’t be a ‘goal’, and sexless relationships shouldn’t be pathologised.
what if you are a Catholic couple and both come from loveless abusive families. Because of an abusive childhood, both partners can be afraid of intimacy and can never bond, nor can they divorce, because of their religion. So we never experience love in this lifetime
I would have to say from my experience that this withholding of intimacy made me very angry to the point of being repulsed by the thought of it......along with all the financial and psychological abuse. It painted a very clear picture of extreme narcissism. To say I was damaged by it is a huge understatement.
I 2nd that. 🙋🏼♀️
I'm so sorry you went through that, friend. Been there myself. Blessings to you on your healing journey!
I’ll 3rd it!
4 here
Are you male or female
Crazy to see how many of us are in this situation
You have described what happens to people in a loveless relationship extremely well Darren. Thank you. The impact of staying in a loveless relationship is devastating and it affects all aspects of the person’s being. Loving Intimacy and physical contact are on the other hand comforting and healing. It is important to realise how loving physical closeness serves life in all its aspects.
Are you a writer question mark you said that all so well. I can really appreciate this, because after a brain injury, have a very hard time expressing myself. I'm a widow, and I could feel your words.
Great summary of the last ten years of my life……
I feel ya
I remember in my marriage believing sex was just something that happened to other people 😕
@GypsyLil Your empathy for your sister is just....totally absent. smh
@GypsyLilthat’s also abuse.
@GypsyLil I went on a cruise with my wife ( end of marriage ) and the people next to us were having loud sex and often - she krinkled her nose in disgust at hearing it - I on the other hand was jealous. Divorce was only a few months later. Best decision I've ever made.
recently someone said all married people are just roommates
@@janethomas78well I can tell that is totally untrue! Sure wish my wonderful husband hadn't passed away. It's been a long 13 years without him. He was a joy!❤
You just described my 23 year long marriage
Mine, too, but longer
Staying in a relationship like this for a long time can cause seemingly irreparable harm to the victim on myriad levels. Couples therapy is completely useless unless the therapist can recognize narcissistic abuse and help the victim get free of this kind of soul-sucking, degrading relationship. Anyone who finds themselves with a withholding partner who is perfectly capable of functioning sexually needs a solid, trauma-informed therapist who can help them unpack the reasons why they are willing to share their life with one of these lowlife parasites.
Your point is critical to understanding that counseling with a narcissist is pointless, as they feel entitled to act anyway they choose.
@@lovedunkinExactly right. And they will expertly manipulate a therapist who lacks understanding of Cluster B behavior. The unskilled therapist will think the narcissist is a charming guy/gal and will wonder why you're always so upset. Of course, as soon as the session is over and you leave the office, the narcissist will drop their mask and turn into the monster you know them to be. That's assuming you can get the narcissist to go to therapy with you in the first place. If you do, you can be sure they will play the victim role and try to convince the therapist that you're unreasonably demanding or just plain crazy.
Damn. That was a solid ending.💗
Wow, that was unloving on so many levels. Just go ahead and attack the victim. I actually love(d) my husband, and I hope he receives the healing he so desperately needs.
I quit having sex with my covert narcissist husband many years ago now. There is no intimacy between us at all. He’s a lifetime victim and I would get physically ill and get infections after having sex with him so I quit and I hadn’t had any infections down there since. I knew it was from his energy. The doctors couldn’t explain why I kept getting infections down there but it was everytime we slept together. I emotionally cut the cord from him and started working on learning to love myself emotionally again. I am still married and living in the same home but no longer put up with his bs and emotional abuse and tell him to grow up. Marriage counseling did not work. He would never show up to scheduled appointments sessions after a few days of appointments with every excuse he could find and said that everyone was just attacking him. He refuses to take any responsibility for anything he says or does. But this doesn’t matter to me anymore. All I can say is that I finally know who I am now and I know my worth. Gods voice is the one I listen to now not his. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼😊🥰🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
God bless you! You must be incredibly strong! Thank you so much for talking about this. I had a similar experience with my narc husband, and it turned out he had a full-body fungal infection! He got the flu and passed out in the shower, went to the ER, where they did a head scan and found a massive fungal sinus infection! But this was a relapse from an earlier case that took him almost a year to clear. I'd been breaking out😢, and no doc had been able to figure out what was causing my dermatitis... This news was devastating to me, because I'm extremely allergic to any kind of mold. So by then, I'd gotten so sick that I'd also been in the hospital, could barely walk or function. It was all too much and yes, we split up. That fungus almost killed me. And it broke my heart.
Story of my life
Darren, I'm very thankful for your videos. Honestly, I cry while listening. I don't know how you can be in this line of work, because narcissism is so horrible, devastating. Even though I've been hurt so badly by the effects of it, I'm certain my ex is tormented within. I tried so hard to help him, but it seemed to just make everything worse. He kicked me out after only a few months, maybe because of this. He was like a coin, with two different faces and no middle. You seem to have a special empathy within. You're calm, your voice so soothing while you talk about some of the most horrible things I've ever experienced in my life. Be blessed!
I'm stuck in a relationship just like this
Leave!
Remember you not alone, by far
Good presentation and you are 🎯 on target in my opinion. If only ony partner wants a relationship to succeed, its doomed to failure. It takes two.
Very initeresting post and topic. Intimacy can certainly come in a variety of different forms. So much of how we interpet it seems based on the conditioning and repetition of Hollywood/magazines, and you mention how lace of it from a partner, can result in looking at porn, or other avenues, which is important, as that can change a person for sure. I believe we underestimate jovial type behaviors and more genuine humor as a precursor to intimacy, as I think it is longer lasting and more profound, in the depth of integrity of a relationship. Thanks Darren for discussing a topic that is part of everyday life, but needs re-evaluating, as so often this topic can be discussed in platforms that seem hyper judgemental, and emotional.
Thanks!
You’re welcome and thank you for your kind and generous support
I've been a student of NPD via RUclips for about a year and this video/information is the hardest to watch/assimilate thus far. This is the most painful, wounding and at the core of all NA. Each viewer comment resonates! ❤
The XN would stand in the kitchen and talk about his cold, scared turtle (piece of anatomy) as I listened with understanding. "We'll get through this." Meanwhile, he was medicating himself for ED and having sex elsewhere. Corporal punishment would fall short.
That is just so messed up
I’m so sorry
He was actually the worst sex I've ever had there was no talking allowed, he couldn't even look at me during sex and as soon as it was over he was out of there, he didn't bond with me over sex in fact while he was using me for sex, he was lying to me about he was fixing my car, which he was actually stealing from me legally.
For years he bragged about what a good job the doctor did that circumcised him and when his self inflicted health issues led to his impotence blamed it on being circumcised and complained to me about that for years. Why is it that an impotent narcissist won't face the reality that sex is over and it's his own fault? Why does he lie about being on testosterone when the physical evidence is there? And why does he tell me that I hate men, sex and penis while he and his friends try to catch me cheating on him while he's cheating on me?
This is spot on
Having spent nearly a decade in such a marriage - I would encourage anyone anyone to open and honest about it, see what they can do to change the situation or improve themself, and then if things don't change - leave without quickly and without regret. I knew the answer 1 year into marriage, but wanted to honor my commitments - that sensibility is entirely wrong. Don't make permanent financial commitments to a relationship that are legally obligated, when intimacy is optional....
I’ve learned to live like Spock, so it doesn’t matter anymore. i’ve stopped caring about everyone, & life is easier.
Its indifference. Everything’s on loan. Attempting to possess is futile
HWAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE COMMUNICATED TIME AFTER TIME THEY APOLOGIZE BUT THE BEHAVIOR IS STILL THE SAME AND NOW DEPRESSIONIOS KICKING IN?
It's not necessarily the N who's withholding. My wife is CN. I can never really relax in her presence. Candor is hard, measured at best, as so much of everything is about her & her having the right answers. It's grim. This makes my situation an inversion of what Darren describes. I endorse all his other points. Professional help would be beneficial, but I am so hesitant to be close to her after so many years. This is marriage #2 for both of us. Had a terrific connection with wife1, but I couldn't manage my "workaholic" tendencies, so I drove that marriage into the ground. That failure makes me shy to quit on #2, despite the high tension. The kids & in-laws are really great, so things are not all bad, but it is a slog.
What is CN, please?
@@rbdb8953covert narc
@@rbdb8953 I'm going out on a limb here, probably Covert Narcissist
You had a great connection with your first wife, but you had a greater connection with your job?😂😂😅 puh-lease! Still, I wish you all the best. Sounds like you've really thought this over and have good intentions. Don't act on your fears, though, because that often backfires in a way you didn't expect.
14 years ago I caught my wife cheating with two men. After counseling and therapy I decided to stay married. After things settled down, she decided that she didn't want to have sex anymore
Lol my sister and her husband both have narcissistic personality disorder. Its like two employees living at a job. No conversation involves the heart matters. No touching etc.. its just how they live
Now you should do a video on partners who feel entitled to sex, even when their other partner has lost the desire or drive...like sex is something they are owed, and the effects that entitled expectation and lack of empathy have on the relationship and the other partner.
I've observed it both ways...and each person feels betrayed like the other lacks empathy for their situation...and I've seen both males and females who are not getting the sex they feel they "deserve" expect their partner to have sex with then anyway, despite having a lack of drive or desire to do so, expecting them to go to a physician and see "what is wrong" with them, and demand the other partner take hormone shots to increase their sex drive. Yes, I have heard these EXACT statements expressed out loud, as though losing one's sex drive as they age isn't a normative experience, especially with narcissists who obtain their narcissistic supply through sex.
Although this is especially common in males after their female partner has given birth, and are not only healing from an episiotomy but also breastfeeding and taking care of a newborn, all while experiencing hormone fluctuations of all kinds after childbirth, I've also seen it in both sexes as they move through both female and male menopause. Then there are the time when one or the other partner is going through chemotherapy or has suffered the loss of a parent, yet the other partner tries to cry sexual deprivation. smh
This entitlement to someone else's body, or this expectation that a partner "service" the other like a fuel station attendant when the other partner has no interest is just bizarre to me.
If/when those people share wedding vows of "during sickness and health" and "til death do us part", those vows don't seem to be worth the paper they were printed on as the wedding officiant read them aloud.
Not less than a year ago, I learned that an old friend of mine dumped her boyfriend of 9 years after he lost the desire to have sex. She still loved him, and he still loved her, but she expected him to be at-the-ready to feed her extremely high sex drive (caused by early childhood sexual molestation by one of her father's "friends" when she was 6 years old, and she even went back to her ex-husband and got him to fulfill her sexual needs while he was in a long-term relationship with someone else and while she was still in this relationship with her long-term partner (who she told me less than a year earlier she planned on retiring with in old age). She was 54 and he was 58 at the time this happened. Oh, but she knew he was "such a good friend to people" that she wanted to keep a good friendship with him. You know, in case she ever needs him for anything. Talk about selfish self-absorption. I've known this woman since we were 15, and every year for the last 30 years I move further and further away from her.
There are a lot of people out there in the world who feel entitled to sex with other people, even when there are problems in the relationship and even when they're going through serious medical treatments, childbirth, grief over the loss of a family member, loss of employment, or even just loss of sex drive due to hormonal changes that occur due to aging.
These are the times when the covert narcissists (and over-sexed histrionics and validation-seeking borderlines) drop their social masks, and their true entitlement and empathy deficiencies are on full display, sometimes for the first time in a relationship.
My advice to people....do not let anyone...not even someone who is a licensed professional...guilt you, shame you or pressure you into feeling like you need to be having sex with someone...anyone...if you don't feel like you want to have sex with them. Read these previous lines again, if you don't quite get it the first or second time.
If you don't want to have sex with someone...do NOT let any licensed professional tell you that you should be. You take some time and really think about why you've lost interest in your partner. Think about what is going on in your life. Think of what is going on in your body and with your health.
It is NOT always narcissistic or borderline "withholding". Sometimes, it is the healthy partner losing interest in a pathological partner, like a sex addict, or a porn addict, or a malignant abuser, or it's just menopause or manopause, or childbirth, or depression or grief.
Covert narcissists LOVE to blame their spouse/partner for their porn use, affairs, etc.
Pedophiles also LOVE to blame their spouse/partner for their sexual assault of children and minors. You can even find them doing this with parole boards which are videos you can watch here on RUclips (RUclipsr Mandoo has many parole hearings posted on his channel that you can watch and see these pedophiles trying to convince the parole board that they sexually preyed on a child because their spouse failed to "put out" sexually and that is how they became sexually attracted to children. smh
Don't just willingly believe anything you hear...dig a little deeper...ask questions...look for an entitlement from the partner crying victim, as well as a lack of empathy for the lack of sexual desire their partner feels? It's not quite this black and white most of the time. Sometimes there are other issues there being swept under the rug.
Excellent points!
Ok, then. Do you also expect these rejected folks to stay faithful. Before you reply, if you do, remember that this can go on for DECADES. How much should be considered enough do you think?
Obvious religion issues to deal with here is most common "reasons" given.
Don’t be in a relationship if you don’t match sex drives. I was in a brutal, sexless relationship for 9 years being emotionally and financially abused. He would constantly call me the abuser, which I eventually filled that role so he could play victim while my daughter and I became homeless and he loved every bit of it.
Sex is part of a relationship. You’re not owed sex all of the time, but the damage it does to a person especially someone wanting kids is monumental. His mother also texted him not to be intimate with me, so there’s that nutbag in the mix.
Many narcs are sex addicts. I agree with the first statement here.
They don't care if the doctor says not to have sex for 3 weeks or whatever amount of time, after a baby or operations.
They don't care if you're sick, they insist you are withholding, or say and I quote, "I can't wait that long. Do I have to go get it somewhere else?" End quote. They are disgusting. They will put your health in jeopardy, they don't care. They just want their precious sex.
And they don't give any affection other than that. IE no holding you or sleeping next to you, no deep conversations... There is no Loving relationship there.
The narcissist is the one withholding. Its been almost 20 years in the 28 we've been married. Can't divorce due to faith. Waiting for one of us to die.
Thank you.
What is a ‘long period of time’ weeks, months, years?
try 5 years. My husband thinks it's normal... I disagree...
@@HK-qd5ouapproaching 7 years of nothing, after a previous 8+ years of massive decline (sometimes over 1 year between) - Wife argues this is normal... No - it's not - it's a lifestyle choice.
9 years for me. Absolutely nothing. I’m at the lowest point in my life.
@@Youngone78 dehumanizing torture, that they expect men to endure.
First strage) Starting the relationship with the decision of quitting porn as I have a gf and I want to channel my sexuality solely to her
Second Stage) it ended up at excessive porn use where I no longer have any relief by porn and zero-tolerance to anything
Third Stage) it concluded, me being someone who is suicidal. And I was guilty of being suicidal too, how could her presence don't help me to be "lively."
It was such a strange experience. And I describe the moments like, I felt as lonely as possible as someone who is in a dual can feel.
Sexless marriage is loveless marriage. If you're smart, run away.
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My "Wife" had all her sex and experiments with her FWB, in 4 years all they did was have sex. No going out no meeting her friends and family no birthday presents not even a call. He was a border at her parents place and all he had to do was whistle and she'd spread her legs. Everything sexually that was needed to be done was done to him. We started a relationship a year later, no sex before marriage and just as soon as she had a baby. All she does now is eat, talk to her mother and go out and eat. Sex is maybe once a year and boring and lacklustre. 18 years of this. I rather started boxing again, I dont want to cheat on my wife but god dammit this is so the opposite of what i thought marriage was
But you guys said LESS IS MORE.
I got divorced a year ago from a Filipina and a 20 yr relationship 17 of it married and 2 children…I know who she really is now that I understand narcissist better at least 90% of our marriage was loveless and sexless…I’m glad it’s over…but dealing with her concerning the kids is pure agony…I’m better off with a good dog than anyone like her ever again…just sayin’ 🤪🤠👍
I understand that after my first marriage, where I somehow managed to get pregnant twice. I used to joke that it was the only 2 times that we had sex, but it's really true... He was such a monster that I literally had to go to work for attorneys to get the kind of help I needed in dealing with him. I have to say, though, that worked!
Not bad before marriage but as soon as we got married it was down to very infrequent. Been married 36 years, no sex this century. We had a few arguments initially but eventually just settled on mutual contempt. Tried all those relationship tips, nothing worked. I suppose sometimes they are just not that attracted to you. Still, lovely children(don't know how we managed that!) and now a grandchild, so can't complain.
On the bright side, although we get along OK, I do as I please without a hint of "pussy whipping". Sometimes of an evening she will refer to herself as my wife, to which I always respond: "flatmate" and laugh.
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Lol. Darren is a Star Wars fan.
Effects, not affects
Thank you, well spotted 👍
There always has to be one in the crowd who points out something irrelevant to the discussion
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Leave.
Leaving means one or other becomes peripheral to their beloved kids. It also endangers the kids ending up entirely under the bad influence of the narcissist.
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I wouldn’t equal love to sex in this discourse. There can be very loving, sexless relationships. Asexual people exist. People loving living together without having sex exist! The stereotypical man/ woman sexual relationship isn’t the only type of relationship to exist, and shouldn’t be a ‘goal’, and sexless relationships shouldn’t be pathologised.
what if you are a Catholic couple and both come from loveless abusive families. Because of an abusive childhood, both partners can be afraid of intimacy and can never bond, nor can they divorce, because of their religion. So we never experience love in this lifetime
Really? is this how you daydream? Sounds like you need to have some fun! Read a book, be distracted by something lovely