[SFM] Gordon has not been hugged since before the Black Mesa Incident

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  • @mrbigglezworth42
    @mrbigglezworth42 2 года назад +7899

    Though a man of few words, Gordons face conveys everything he has to say.

    • @welkiesshitpost7156
      @welkiesshitpost7156 2 года назад +73

      Like his passion for killing zombies?

    • @theonlyplain
      @theonlyplain 2 года назад +19

      he reminds me of myself

    • @marcusmunoz2779
      @marcusmunoz2779 2 года назад +9

      Cringe

    • @MasterTopHat
      @MasterTopHat 2 года назад +19

      Yah have to thank the animator for that but you can just see confusing joy more confusing the Will to say something and then he rethinks about has happened to him

    • @angistron
      @angistron 2 года назад +15

      He looks like he will kill Alyx and hide the corpse.

  • @rhodescamlann4098
    @rhodescamlann4098 2 года назад +5305

    Gordon's face looks like he's forgotten what being around people in a normal situation feels like and a dim light woke back up in his eyes.

    • @43waler
      @43waler 2 года назад +30

      You got the point of the video! Congrats

    • @rhodescamlann4098
      @rhodescamlann4098 2 года назад +117

      @@43waler thanks! I appreciate the comment!

    • @boomerpro87
      @boomerpro87 2 года назад

      ever since the incident at black mesa its been killing, getting shot at, survival and fear
      that single hug was probably the only, brief moment of humanity and affection hes had in a very long time.
      poor son of a bitch forgot what living was for a bit.

    • @xXthatsexypandaXx
      @xXthatsexypandaXx 2 года назад +4

      I know the feeling.

    • @karierainey4435
      @karierainey4435 2 года назад +13

      @@rhodescamlann4098 best ratio

  • @anastasiaaugustine7774
    @anastasiaaugustine7774 2 года назад +5200

    Gordon deserve a hug after all shit he went though during the black Mesa incident

    • @Faruq-xn4gj
      @Faruq-xn4gj 2 года назад +80

      Yeah, he probably got PTSD from killing not only interdimensional aliens but humans as well.

    • @Ghost741SC
      @Ghost741SC 2 года назад +82

      @@Faruq-xn4gj And watching his fellow scientists die

    • @45hr52
      @45hr52 2 года назад +53

      The amount of shock physical emotional and psychological damage is most definitely got to be there considering he was just going to work and then the next day he's humanity savior didn't even ask for it people expect so much of him and the only bit of rest he's ever had is either being knocked out shoved into a garbage compactor or
      Put into stasis in the middle of a void
      Yeah he's been through some tough s***

    • @painfall
      @painfall 2 года назад +35

      Not even just the mesa incident, even with the realization that his entire race was enslaved is enough to make one man break, and yet he didn't, not completely.

    • @MasterTopHat
      @MasterTopHat 2 года назад +5

      Ya I mean I would that stuff would screw me up pretty good

  • @marsmurderer9868
    @marsmurderer9868 2 года назад +3643

    I just realized Gordon hasn't got a single moment of sleep throughout the entire franchise except when he got knocked out and thrown in a garbage compactor to die, to him its all just been one continuous chain of events

    • @lennybjorowitz4256
      @lennybjorowitz4256 2 года назад +455

      g mans "visits" involve rest, as the g man himself states: "Rise and shine Mr. freeman, Rise and shine." as the first bit of dialog in hl2. he also says "not to imply you have ben sleeping on the job" in the same section. directly stating that Mr. freeman gets sleep. its just uncommon and he can go for days with out sleep, as hl2 you stay up for 2 days and the episodes I think take one day each with ep2 having a short nap in the beginning im unsure about hl1 though, as i have never played it, however, I'm assuming that it is also 2 days

    • @Akogiri
      @Akogiri 2 года назад +263

      @@lennybjorowitz4256 it's somewhere around two to three days. And yeah, I'd imagine G-Man let Gordon at the very least regenerate while in stasis.

    • @kazimierzthearchivist2786
      @kazimierzthearchivist2786 2 года назад +118

      POV: uni student before finals

    • @kaede_24
      @kaede_24 Год назад +89

      HEV Suit probably makes him awake but man that must be tough. Imagine fighting for your life for an entire week with no food, water or at least 1 hour of sleep knowing everyone you knew (family, friends) are dead because it passed 20 years but for you, it was only 1 second. Gordon's mind must be fucked up.

    • @cord2706
      @cord2706 Год назад +10

      You can allow him to sleep if you leave him in a safe room, be nice to gordon ;(

  • @PinkFloydBootlegs
    @PinkFloydBootlegs 2 года назад +10488

    Really sad once you realize Gordon probably experienced more in the "week" that he's technically been through than his entire life combined.

    • @gremlinswrath2822
      @gremlinswrath2822 2 года назад +513

      combine-d

    • @dfquartzidn6151
      @dfquartzidn6151 2 года назад +656

      Suddenly, the title ‘Half Life’ sounds a little more heavy than before.

    • @bigtimediamond1088
      @bigtimediamond1088 2 года назад +388

      "What a week, huh?"
      "Captain, it's Wednesday."

    • @MrLachapell
      @MrLachapell 2 года назад +63

      That's like , 90% of action/adventure superheroes lol

    • @Zopporillo
      @Zopporillo 2 года назад +25

      @@dfquartzidn6151 holy shit

  • @noggy3133
    @noggy3133 2 года назад +2738

    Poor Gordon needs more hugs, when humanity finally ends the combine connection and the end of the combine remnants, he needs all the members of the resistance to hug him.

    • @NCRVeteranRanger
      @NCRVeteranRanger 2 года назад +28

      Amen to that.

    • @bread2497
      @bread2497 2 года назад +19

      Couldn’t have said it better. Amen

    • @TacoWithChela
      @TacoWithChela 2 года назад +14

      Amen.

    • @max_the_mantis5173
      @max_the_mantis5173 2 года назад +24

      Everyone should hug him absolutely. He needs all the support he can get after the crap he's been through. Hugs from everyone. Amen to that.

    • @PTSDDDEVIL
      @PTSDDDEVIL 2 года назад +15

      After gordon went through alien fetus and army shit, he needs some hugs. 🤗🤗🤗

  • @bshap495
    @bshap495 2 года назад +23521

    To be fair, it's only been five days since the incident from Gordon's perspective.

    • @raidenstern6617
      @raidenstern6617 2 года назад +3069

      9 days if half life 2 and the episodes count
      From gordons POV its only been 8 days but in hl2 its been a week before the revolution started

    • @Nezkredk
      @Nezkredk 2 года назад +3717

      Honestly? Probably the most stressful week of his entire life. Sometimes it feels longer than it actually was.

    • @thevisitor1032
      @thevisitor1032 2 года назад +3621

      DUDE WAS AWAKE FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK, NEVER WENT TO THE BATHROOM, ATE, OR DRANK AND CONSTANTLY FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE.

    • @Polyvalent
      @Polyvalent 2 года назад +2195

      Wow, that has got to fucking suck. Imagine being late to work one day and then you get stuck fighting a multidimensional invasion for the rest of the week

    • @tearex8688
      @tearex8688 2 года назад +712

      @@thevisitor1032 i mean he has swam a lot. Oh yea and the suit might take care of the restroom issue for him.

  • @backtoformula8558
    @backtoformula8558 2 года назад +5440

    Now let's see Paul Allen's hug

    • @MidnightWanderer00
      @MidnightWanderer00 2 года назад +234

      Something wrong? Formula?
      You're sweating...

    • @thatjosiahburns
      @thatjosiahburns 2 года назад +139

      No no, i just feel like an American psycho

    • @backtoformula8558
      @backtoformula8558 2 года назад +67

      @@thatjosiahburns Patrick, you're the American Psycho!

    • @benblack5126
      @benblack5126 2 года назад +66

      @@backtoformula8558 he doesnt say that!

    • @MidnightWanderer00
      @MidnightWanderer00 2 года назад +64

      @@benblack5126 I remember him saying that!

  • @crazeay3800
    @crazeay3800 2 года назад +5603

    Dude. Getting hugged by someone not related to you is like an out of body experience

    • @sneezebiscuits7239
      @sneezebiscuits7239 2 года назад +406

      I was visiting a friend i haven't seen in a while and the "hello" and "goodbye" hug were something i kinda needed tbh.

    • @Poleit317
      @Poleit317 2 года назад +46

      @@vlc-cosplayer relatable

    • @wileymanful
      @wileymanful 2 года назад +128

      True. I haven't had a hug from someone who isn't family in 5 months but I honestly live for those whenever it happens

    • @tamiwu0346
      @tamiwu0346 2 года назад +153

      I think it has been 4 years since I hugged my 8th grade crush goodbye. We were going to go to high school together but she moved with her family to a military base somewhere. Since the pandemic I haven’t seen or heard from them. I just turned 18 and I don’t even know what I’m doing with my life, I’m still fixated on this random interaction with a girl almost half a decade later (gross I know).
      Seeing the way Gordon reacts to the hug helps me to imagine what I would do if she somehow came back

    • @wileymanful
      @wileymanful 2 года назад +69

      @@tamiwu0346 Hey man, idk what you're doing right now or what you will do, but keep struggling. You'll make it.

  • @rustydean772
    @rustydean772 2 года назад +761

    I would have broke down crying at that point. No matter how much of " the good stuff" the HEV suit pumps into you. He still is flesh and blood.

    • @headflap7569
      @headflap7569 2 года назад +92

      His blood has to be at least like, 70% morphine at this point

    • @EscapesAndRemoves
      @EscapesAndRemoves 2 года назад +34

      @@headflap7569 actually, 1% less than 70%

    • @headflap7569
      @headflap7569 2 года назад +32

      @@EscapesAndRemoves how could I have been so blind

    • @vibaj16
      @vibaj16 4 месяца назад

      @@headflap7569 at least it isn't gasoline or peanut water

  • @wtscallop
    @wtscallop 2 года назад +637

    i love the little 'breath' gordon takes as soon as it cuts to him. it really seems like that hug knocked the wind out of him in more ways than one.

    • @joshpelillo957
      @joshpelillo957 2 года назад +21

      Damn dude didn’t notice that till you pointed that out

    • @neonjays
      @neonjays 2 года назад +27

      Such a good animation, I never would have that to add it but it makes it 100x more realistic and heartbreaking

  • @Cdazzz
    @Cdazzz 2 года назад +16166

    its interesting how suddenly everyone has stopped painting Gordon as a badass scientist monster killer and instead as just a guy who was forced into a poor position through no fault of his own, haunted by ptsd from the actions he has witnessed and been forced to commit (ie, a guy who really really just needs a hug). it actually seems really interesting to make his character out to be this, because it really adds a layer of emotion and attachment that wasn't really there before. thank you internet, very cool

    • @ammagon4519
      @ammagon4519 2 года назад +967

      Well Gordon is supposed to be the player themselves, hence why he's completely just a husk for us to put ourselves into.

    • @midnightdragon67
      @midnightdragon67 2 года назад +1160

      It's a mix of maturity and people being more accepting of traumas that people face

    • @Sablus
      @Sablus 2 года назад +680

      @@midnightdragon67 yeah I feel that at least for me I was introduced to Half Life as a kid and now nearing my 30s I feel that Gordon really needs a fucking hug and a holiday after all his trauma.

    • @project1game648
      @project1game648 2 года назад +187

      A badass? In my book, he was a psychopath running around from place to place and killing everything that looked alive to him with his crowbar without any regard for his own personal safety and wellbeing

    • @Ghostel3591
      @Ghostel3591 2 года назад +608

      Well to be fair Gordon being badass was always attributed more to the sheer amount of stuff he lived through, ultimate survivor in a HEV suit - even HECU units start to be amazed.
      And Gordon still gets captured, still gets beaten down or used... It always was the point is that he somehow drags himself out of death traps (and why he got recruited by G-man).
      I mean look at official art - it always depicted him in three ways:
      - Battered but focused
      - Being caught by suprise and attacked (for example famous art of him being strangled by an alien tentacle)
      - And... Tired. So tired but still going.
      Gordon always was Badass for surviving all that happened to him... But he also always was a man having a VERY bad week where he had no moment to rest, no moment to unwind - such a tired physically and mentally man.

  • @felixc.3444
    @felixc.3444 2 года назад +775

    It’s like something truely human woke up inside him. For a split second he felt snapped out of the constant stress, damage and weight of combatting so many different enemies and horrors beyond his imagination, seeing so many of his buddies die and seeing humanity be forced into essentially a slave population. I never took into account how emotionally broken and split he must be considering if Gordon could talk he would likely be entirely detached from others.
    I like this video a lot, glad to see someone put face to Gordon’s first hug in like years

    • @platypipope328
      @platypipope328 2 года назад +19

      it's more than likely that the brevity of the events of the half life games (from gordon's perspective) allowed him to not really think too hard about what's he's been through

    • @felixc.3444
      @felixc.3444 2 года назад +16

      @@platypipope328 Yeah, he never truly had a grace period
      If Gordon ever sees Earth come back from the depths, he better be given a hug from every resistance member his side of the planet

  • @MuchKoku
    @MuchKoku 2 года назад +579

    The true mark of an animator's talent is their ability to churn out grade-A meme material, but then turn on a dime and create an emotionally charged scene lasting less than 15 seconds.

    • @billvenetian4568
      @billvenetian4568 2 года назад +5

      nice carpenter brut pfp, and yes you're right

  • @jasontriplett1041
    @jasontriplett1041 2 года назад +551

    And now I have been reminded of the fact that I haven't been hugged in literal years. This is a deep pain.

    • @tearex8688
      @tearex8688 2 года назад +8

      I'd hug you if i wasn't a dude. I mean do milkshakes work ?

    • @Ozpawn
      @Ozpawn 2 года назад +121

      @@tearex8688 dude bros can hug bruh, if ya cant be vulnerable around the homies wheres the friendship goin

    • @KatoCoyoteCombatWorkshop
      @KatoCoyoteCombatWorkshop 2 года назад +51

      @@tearex8688 your insecurity is showing. just huge the dude fr.

    • @ammagon4519
      @ammagon4519 2 года назад +5

      Press Y to same

    • @scientificthesis
      @scientificthesis 2 года назад +2

      Go hug someone!

  • @CertMediocre
    @CertMediocre 2 года назад +877

    What the hell are you waiting for, Freeman? A hug?

  • @guyofminimalimportance7
    @guyofminimalimportance7 2 года назад +560

    Was literally the first hug he had in 20 years

    • @UsenameTakenWasTaken
      @UsenameTakenWasTaken 2 года назад +21

      Relatable.

    • @SirKaioken
      @SirKaioken 2 года назад +59

      8 or 9 days for Gordon as he is kinda in stasis the entire time between hl1 and 2

    • @DarkArtistKaiser
      @DarkArtistKaiser 2 года назад +57

      @@SirKaioken ...God
      Time is fucking weird when you bring in Quantum Physics and space time fuckery.

    • @guyofminimalimportance7
      @guyofminimalimportance7 2 года назад +2

      @@SirKaioken well yeah, but it's a joke

    • @rbjensen530
      @rbjensen530 2 года назад +2

      @@SirKaioken He took that into account. 20 years, for Gordon.

  • @muggins2279
    @muggins2279 2 года назад +208

    Just realised that he might feel solely responsible for the resonance cascade and therefore the combine invasion, and is only a master of weapons and physics puzzles because he HAS to be
    What if his silence and lack of emotional response is catatonia

    • @zarrowthehorse
      @zarrowthehorse 2 года назад +1

      Good pfp

    • @44_marcus
      @44_marcus 2 года назад

      What is catatonia

    • @alfredforbessealy524
      @alfredforbessealy524 2 года назад +1

      @@44_marcus en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catatonia

    • @santini1224434
      @santini1224434 2 года назад +2

      @@44_marcus dietz nuts

    • @DavisPickle2004
      @DavisPickle2004 2 года назад +20

      @@44_marcus Catatonia is a group of symptoms that usually involve a lack of movement and communication, and also can include agitation, confusion, and restlessness.

  • @blockoutenvycatt
    @blockoutenvycatt 2 года назад +609

    If you think about it,Gordons family is probably entirely dead after 20 years under the combine regime,more knowing the mess he was stuck in.

    • @SpicyDeddy
      @SpicyDeddy 2 года назад +184

      Don’t let that information reach him if he stops for even a second to process anything that’s happened over basically a week for him he’ll break down crying and probably lose a chunk of his sanity

    • @pillarmenn1936
      @pillarmenn1936 2 года назад +82

      @A Clown he probably still is cause he isn't allowed a break to process anything

    • @combativeThinker
      @combativeThinker 2 года назад +9

      @A Clown
      Once all this shite is over, he’ll be crushed under the weight of all that has happened to him.

    • @balaclavakid3905
      @balaclavakid3905 2 года назад +32

      Even his brother John Freeman?

    • @chairmanwario
      @chairmanwario 2 года назад +30

      Even the baby pictured in his locker in Black Mesa...

  • @WickedFamix
    @WickedFamix 2 года назад +344

    He doesn't know what a hug is anymore

  • @Cairo40000
    @Cairo40000 2 года назад +3381

    People always joke about Gordon being a total badass but no one thinks about it from his perspective. Put yourself in his shoes for a bit. You just got a brand new job as a top scientist in high security facility. You expect your first day to go fairly well if your superiors wouldn't mind you being a bit late. And then, less than an hour later the very fabric of reality starts to tear and you're caught in the middle of an alien invasion. You're then forced to fight your way out until you can get to the military but as soon as you get to them you see them gunning down scientists. You're now stuck between a rock and a piece of vibranium. You have to fight against highly trained marines, aliens, and assasins. You finally made it through hell, you think you're safe, but then, you get shoved into cryostasis and then wake up to see the world has gone to hell. All that struggle, all that pain, all that suffering, was for *nothing.*

    • @the13inquisitor59
      @the13inquisitor59 2 года назад +175

      Freeman's Mind.

    • @Ploaper
      @Ploaper 2 года назад +140

      he's a scientist that was put through hell due to a portal to another dimension opening he had to fight through hordes of aliens and the military he had to adapt he had to get skilled at fighting he is a one man army with severe ptsd

    • @applebees563
      @applebees563 2 года назад +336

      I def don’t think it’s his first day on the job. Most guards and scientist at the anomalous materials sector seem to already know Gordon somewhat if not on a personal level. Which tbh makes it even worse for Gordon since most of them die

    • @suparibhau
      @suparibhau 2 года назад +284

      @@applebees563 I have no clue why everyone says that it's his first day on the job when literally everyone greets him like a colleague, the scientists even mention how reliable gordon is and treats him like their friend

    • @geoczeoszkar
      @geoczeoszkar 2 года назад +107

      @@suparibhau You also learn some lore about a vent race with Barney to Kleiner's office. I think it was in episode 1.

  • @buddy5196
    @buddy5196 2 года назад +596

    Gordon touched woman.
    Mission accomplished Freeman.

    • @Unknown-hb3id
      @Unknown-hb3id 2 года назад +70

      Only with the HEV suit though. Don't want any of those cooties

    • @daffaraihanputra1390
      @daffaraihanputra1390 2 года назад +19

      @@Unknown-hb3id based jordan halalman

    • @jackcooper1507
      @jackcooper1507 2 года назад +2

      Jordan lmao

    • @bow-89
      @bow-89 2 года назад +8

      If the fact that he has a baby photo in the locker is real, and that baby is his son, then Gordon has done more than just touching women before...

    • @motifity3416
      @motifity3416 2 года назад +12

      @@bow-89 or that's just him as a baby and he just keeps it in his locker
      Edit: did some quick searching, turns out it's just an easter egg although offered that it could be his nephew or cousin

  • @barrag3463
    @barrag3463 2 года назад +190

    They always ask where is Freeman, but they never ask how is Freeman.

  • @hypnoticskull6342
    @hypnoticskull6342 2 года назад +49

    He hasn't been touched by anyone who hasn't wanted to kill him for years. He probably needed that hug

  • @kaelisprime9087
    @kaelisprime9087 2 года назад +1198

    In my opinion, I'm not really a fan of Gordon being this kind just for the player to insert themselves in. I really like the characterisation of Gordon as this unfortunate man who's been shoved into this mess and now has to deal with that. These videos honestly gave me that thought.

    • @kaijuultimax9407
      @kaijuultimax9407 2 года назад +46

      Freeman's Mind had the best characterization of Gordon. Just a normal, codeine-addicted scientist who was late to work and may or may not be slowly losing his mind as he battles his way through the invasion.

    • @disneyfan0639
      @disneyfan0639 2 года назад +5

      As for Chell?

    • @unoriginalone2152
      @unoriginalone2152 2 года назад +10

      What’s life but an unfortunate mess we’ve all been shoved into and now have to deal with? From this perspective Gordon is the perfect person to insert oneself into

    • @dedark0il131
      @dedark0il131 2 года назад +14

      @@kaijuultimax9407 Freeman's Mind sure is great but I wouldn't take it as canon, lul

    • @jiraffe9600
      @jiraffe9600 2 года назад

      @@kaijuultimax9407 Nah, I just find freeman’s mind annoying.

  • @amideos8
    @amideos8 2 года назад +585

    У Гордона такое лицо словно он до сих пор пребывает в шоке после взрыва на цитадели

    • @averagecat4220
      @averagecat4220 2 года назад +23

      He very likely is

    • @Ace-gh1jd
      @Ace-gh1jd 2 года назад +6

      В смысле взрыв на цитадели? Бляяя ну зачем спойлерить!

    • @noggy3133
      @noggy3133 2 года назад +23

      @@Ace-gh1jd friend, i dont mean to sound rude.but the game is old haha.

    • @akdeleS4
      @akdeleS4 2 года назад +5

      ​@@noggy3133 ha-ha, ha-ha... wouldn't it be so funny if someone spoils your favourite game you're currently playing through

    • @amideos8
      @amideos8 2 года назад +11

      @@Ace-gh1jd извини, не знал что есть ещё те редкие для меня люди , что не прошли half-life 2 😥

  • @vanndymaywho1910
    @vanndymaywho1910 2 года назад +355

    I can tell it’s a meme… but it’s a meme that suits Gordon so well, we all depict him as this stoic sci-fi badass alien killing machine who is so cool that he doesn’t need to speak a word to be awesome… when in actual reality he’s a survivor of the most traumatic experience from seeing his own coworkers die and transform into zombies, to the unfathomable horrors from other dimensions.
    The things he’s seen and had to do just to survive, is undesirable to express in mere words. The man is scarred for life to the point I don’t think it’s even possible for him to have a normal life anymore.
    …Wow this got deep, Half-life truly is the series that never stops giving.

    • @SpicyDeddy
      @SpicyDeddy 2 года назад +26

      I feel like once the Combine are defeated once and for all and his brain has a chance to catch up he’ll probably just blow his brains out

    • @justinworld9
      @justinworld9 2 года назад +8

      @@SpicyDeddy yea all this ptsd and horrible truama would make any normal person commit suicide by now

    • @dkskcjfjswwwwwws413
      @dkskcjfjswwwwwws413 2 года назад +7

      @@SpicyDeddy doesnt epistle 3 make him live his life out on a coast after gman nabs alyx at the borealis? never made sense ngl

    • @jiraffe9600
      @jiraffe9600 2 года назад +8

      He can still be a badass and depressed.

    • @benitoswagolini3410
      @benitoswagolini3410 2 года назад

      Well they never gave us a sequel

  • @aortaplatinum
    @aortaplatinum 2 года назад +157

    Oh god imagine the extra level of horror it would add if the game implied Gordon had been conscious the entire time he was in stasis between HL1 and HL2

    • @RyanRonin
      @RyanRonin 2 года назад +3

      He was?

    • @ThatSpaceMann
      @ThatSpaceMann 2 года назад +30

      @@RyanRonin No I think it’s said that he was put into a comatose state until HL2 but I don’t know for sure.

    • @santini1224434
      @santini1224434 2 года назад +38

      He was in stasis the whole time, if he was conscious in all of those 20 years in probably a dark void, the intro of half life 2 would probably be gordon screaming while the combine takes him to nova prospekt

    • @Niktheman74478
      @Niktheman74478 2 года назад +19

      @@RyanRonin I don’t think he was. Remember when G-man said “rise and shine, Mr freeman.”implying he was most likely out in a comatose-like state

    • @thedemolitionsexpertsledge5552
      @thedemolitionsexpertsledge5552 2 года назад

      @@santini1224434 bro got sent to nova prospekt cause he had a mental skill issue

  • @Jaxymann
    @Jaxymann Год назад +46

    Gordon's experience is even more heartbreaking when you realise that Freeman is only 27 years old through the entirety of Half Life. The man experienced literal Hell having to fight aliens, undead zombies and the military escaping Black Mesa on his first day of work after Grad School, being kidnapped and frozen in time for 20 years by a god-like being, and then waking up to witness planet Earth having fallen under the total control of a tyrannical alien occupation where his friends, family and everyone he knew and loved in life is more than likely dead - all before he was 30.
    We have to remember that for Gordon, the entire story of Half Life happens to him in the span of less than a WEEK. The sheer physical and psychological stresses from these experiences would cause even the strongest-willed person in the world to suffer the most catastrophically traumatic breakdown possible. It is nothing less than a fucking act of God that Gordon has the fortitude to not only survive such ordeals, but keep pressing on and lead the fight against the Combine on behalf of all humanity.

  • @JackPurplless
    @JackPurplless 2 года назад +68

    aw man I want to give Gordon a hug :(

  • @SirPembertonS.Crevalius
    @SirPembertonS.Crevalius 2 года назад +2105

    Gordon Freeman doesn't need all these hugs, he's a highly trained Aromantic.

    • @xninewxw7559
      @xninewxw7559 2 года назад +115

      As a voiceless and mostly faceless protagonist, Gordon is but a vessel for us to insert us into, he is a mere puppet, and we control the strings.

    • @CyrusdVulture
      @CyrusdVulture 2 года назад +168

      Bro, I'm aromantic and I need hugs :

    • @ammagon4519
      @ammagon4519 2 года назад +104

      Aromantics when the person doesn't smell good

    • @justrenderin1279
      @justrenderin1279 2 года назад +88

      As someone who's also Aro, I immediately took it as...
      Wow, No One has cared about Gordon enough to hug him up until this point. This man has gone through hell itself and is probably still processing everything, he has talked to no one. Immediately after 1, he was frozen and tossed back into the fray again, stopping this alien threat. Constantly putting his life on the line, seeing people die.
      The man deserves a hug

    • @jasonalcatraz5817
      @jasonalcatraz5817 2 года назад +83

      @@justrenderin1279 no, he doesn’t DESERVE a hug.
      He’s fucking EARNED ALL THE HUGS. All of mankind.

  • @Syrno
    @Syrno 2 года назад +62

    Gordon has got to have the most PTSD out there, all his coworkers died, some we turned into zombies, he watched many get kill in front of him, he killed hundreds, and he comes back to earth to see that black mesa destroyed and that the lambda team's plan failed, and that there's now an inter-dimensional dictatorship that has ravaged the earth and killed billions. All while being, as that one youtuber put it, "just some guy who was on his way to work".

  • @Deathbynature89
    @Deathbynature89 2 года назад +116

    I first played the Orange Box 14 years ago.
    I remember after the Train crash and you’ve freed Alyx from a screaming Stalker.
    She takes a moment to breathe, calm and collect herself.
    I vividly remember wishing I, as Gordon, could hug her to comfort her.
    Such amazing game, character & story design that you want to empathise and engage with the world.
    And this sets up personal motivation to save Alyx after the Hunter attack.

    • @lambda-m1676
      @lambda-m1676 2 года назад +9

      When I saw Alyx get impaled by that Hunter (despite being spoiled to it 1000x times) I just kept playing the game, no matter if I got stuck at one area.

    • @loudtaste1046
      @loudtaste1046 2 года назад +2

      I want a hug from her

  • @gilbertotabares8196
    @gilbertotabares8196 2 года назад +33

    Geez. I think Gordon needs more hugs. That was the face of a man starved of affection.

  • @platypipope328
    @platypipope328 2 года назад +76

    Not gonna lie getting hugged is probably what kept gordon going through the episodes

    • @SpringDavid
      @SpringDavid 2 года назад +13

      I can see Gordon's version of that one scene of the simpsons, "do it for her"

  • @gabrielarkangelo
    @gabrielarkangelo 2 года назад +153

    Gordon was the quiet kid of his school, problably never had a girlfriend for he was either too busy with his studies or wasn't very popular or socially skilled. The right hug in a wrong place can make all the difference in the world.. he problably wasn't expecting that and no amount of meth can help calculate the levels of dopamine he might had felt. Imagine If the H.E.V suit just went "Dopamine administered".

    • @justinworld9
      @justinworld9 2 года назад +15

      Gordon even had a family and I think a child before all this happened. Imagine how he felt realizing that they are now all dead without a trace (they must have died years before the events of half life 2)

    • @jiraffe9600
      @jiraffe9600 2 года назад +22

      @@justinworld9 Probably not. He had that photo of the child, but there is no evidence of It being his child.

    • @justinworld9
      @justinworld9 2 года назад +2

      @@jiraffe9600 yea it would just he his cousin or something

    • @SpringDavid
      @SpringDavid 2 года назад +6

      @@jiraffe9600 it could be him by what we know

    • @gabrielarkangelo
      @gabrielarkangelo 2 года назад +1

      @Potato King wtf

  • @alexis_electronic
    @alexis_electronic 2 года назад +6

    Man went to work one day and never got to clock out.

    • @daviddragonheart6798
      @daviddragonheart6798 5 месяцев назад +2

      Imagine the overtime pay tho!

    • @alexis_electronic
      @alexis_electronic Месяц назад

      ​@@daviddragonheart6798if only the payroll department still existed...

  • @RyanRonin
    @RyanRonin 2 года назад +54

    This is so beautiful and wholesome it brings tears to my eyes, after everything Gordon has been through the fact that Love came into his life in the form of Alyx is so melancholic and unbelievable for him. Look at the look in his eyes, those are the eyes of a man who went through a non-stop Hell in life and for a tiny moment this ray of light and hope appears after a dark nightmare. If you'll excuse me, I'm going to cry for a bit.

  • @AB-vp9mi
    @AB-vp9mi Год назад +10

    I love Gordon and Alyx beyond any other pairing in movies, books, or videogames.
    There's something about it.

  • @waydevanniekerk7886
    @waydevanniekerk7886 9 месяцев назад +3

    So short yet so much is happening here. I love it

  • @yuniji5505
    @yuniji5505 2 года назад +27

    Gordon probably is the most relatable fps protagonist of the 90s

    • @purp7654
      @purp7654 2 года назад +1

      Its cause he isnt some army badass or action hero he's just a scientist forced to fight even if he doesnt want to

    • @GordonFreemanTR
      @GordonFreemanTR 2 года назад +2

      Gordon is definetly best game character ever.

  • @jasonalcatraz5817
    @jasonalcatraz5817 2 года назад +23

    Gordon now realizes how touch starved he is

  • @DaxAxeOffical
    @DaxAxeOffical 2 года назад +18

    I love how he used the actual episode 1 clip at the start so he would still be able to use source 2 without having to use the source 2 alyx model

  • @poppcornanimations6030
    @poppcornanimations6030 2 года назад +13

    Bro that was the most emotion i have seen conevyed into a facial expression in ages, thanks for the effort you put in.

  • @vemanjadhav
    @vemanjadhav 2 года назад +54

    He was awake for two-three days witnessing several colleagues and friends die, had no experience in handling firearms, had to fight aliens, marines and black ops and had to eventually kill the Nihilanth then sees earth in a pathetic state with pain and suffering everywhere.
    For a man who experienced all of this trauma in a week or so (in his perspective), he deserves a lot of love.

    • @polandball8383
      @polandball8383 2 года назад +1

      🤓 "actually the hev training course taught gordon how to use firearms i dont see why you would call him not experienced" 🤓

    • @vemanjadhav
      @vemanjadhav 2 года назад

      @@polandball8383 alright alright. "some experience" should do.

  • @Plop203
    @Plop203 2 года назад +4

    holy shit SFM has come a long way huh

  • @realrandiee
    @realrandiee Год назад +7

    I would like to imagine that he, still traumatized after the black mesa incident, remembers his friends and family that are now all gone. That hug must've reminded him of his life before everything went to hell, which from his perspective it wasn't that long ago.

  • @termicrafteron2794
    @termicrafteron2794 Год назад +7

    The fact that it was so sudden too. She hugged him faster than he could procces who she was and stopped just as fast. He wasn't even able to realize he wasn't in any danger and it was already over, and the realisation in his face After really shows how much it helped him

  • @Freemelon07
    @Freemelon07 2 года назад +25

    "The worst she might do is attempt to couple with your head...fruitlessly"

  • @oneofakindconner7224
    @oneofakindconner7224 Год назад +4

    A man of a few words..... with a face expression of a thousand

  • @FlynnBTerrens
    @FlynnBTerrens 2 года назад +34

    God, as much as i love Gordon being a blank slate for the player. I'd kill to have a version of the game where we see Gordon's trauma regarding losing 20 years of his life after being shoved into a warzone in a dying world.

    • @dallas5832
      @dallas5832 Год назад +1

      He would sound like Ross Scott but without the humor and sarcasm

  • @Skiivin
    @Skiivin 2 года назад +37

    I feel like in hl1 Gordon just doesn’t have much to say and mostly nobody to talk to but in hl2 he’s silent because he’s a broken shell of a man who has seen horrors beyond comprehension

    • @BlueSatoshi
      @BlueSatoshi 2 года назад +1

      From his perspective, it's barely been a week.

    • @Skiivin
      @Skiivin 2 года назад +1

      @@BlueSatoshi well yeah that doesn’t take away from the fact that he saw worlds and beings no man was meant to see

  • @HenryTitor
    @HenryTitor 2 года назад +22

    The moment you realized you were supposed to be a scientist, not the Doomguy

  • @theabysswalker114
    @theabysswalker114 2 года назад +9

    dude look like hes about to break but he stands his ground, he has to be strong

  • @boogiewoogie6734
    @boogiewoogie6734 2 года назад +10

    They always ask "why is gordon?"
    But they never ask "how is gordon?"

  • @felinusfeline5559
    @felinusfeline5559 Год назад +4

    Nice touch how he slumps down when Alyx walks away. Like the shock of it and the rush of emotions just knocked him onto his butt.

  • @maxskellington910
    @maxskellington910 2 года назад +5

    Me too bro. Dude gets a single crumb of physical affection and kinda malfunctions.

  • @JunGaGotoku
    @JunGaGotoku 2 года назад +44

    GORDON DOESN'T NEED TO BE HUGGED, HE'S HIGHLY TRAINED EMOTIONALLY STEADY INDIVIDUAL

    • @NesdatNatsirt
      @NesdatNatsirt 2 года назад +2

      The dude is a scientist from MIT not a trained super soldier.

    • @WackRusDud
      @WackRusDud 2 года назад +5

      Meanwhile, a highly trained, emotionally steady individual after loosing his entire family, pet rabbit & fighting inter dimensional invaders for a long time:
      *"Guts... Huge guts.... Kill them! Must... KILL... Them All!"*

    • @TheElysianPrince
      @TheElysianPrince 2 года назад +5

      @@WackRusDud Yeah, the Doom Slayer's been through a lot...

    • @kritikill7779
      @kritikill7779 Год назад

      Gordon lost his coworkers, friends, family, wife, kid, home, even himself for a bit. Gordon lost literally everything in the span of a week, and he kept powering through anyway, he needs and deserves countless hugs.

  • @totallynotsharkomaid4078
    @totallynotsharkomaid4078 2 года назад +47

    Think about it, in the first Half Life, he got a picture of a baby in his locker, so either it's just a random asset that the developers added to add some sort of realism, or maybe it is part of the lore, where Gordon actually has a child. He is just a simple and normal man, it's what dr Breene said at the prison stage. Which adds even more curiosity, what happened to his relatives, his wife, his child, where are they, what happened to them. Which makes the entire storyline look sad, like before it was depressing, but the realisation of you, having no one, parenting to you, or even having the identical consanguinity, just makes you feel alone. Just 30 minutes of you being late can change your life and your entire perspective on the world.

    • @Niktheman74478
      @Niktheman74478 2 года назад +12

      I think it has been confirmed to be like a niece to Gordon. Makes you wonder what happened to that kid…

    • @SlebanDogux
      @SlebanDogux Год назад

      That's not his daughter, just his niece or something.
      I mean, he's a nerd-ass theoretical physicist, do you really think he gets bitches? Not including Alyx, of course.

    • @totallynotsharkomaid4078
      @totallynotsharkomaid4078 Год назад

      @@SlebanDogux you clearly don't care, about the context.

    • @hhnoyeet342
      @hhnoyeet342 Год назад

      @@totallynotsharkomaid4078 🤡

    • @jgmr645
      @jgmr645 9 месяцев назад

      @@totallynotsharkomaid4078 what did the guy say?

  • @vietnamflashback8855
    @vietnamflashback8855 2 года назад +18

    "no ones more deserving of a hug" -german

    • @MondySpartan
      @MondySpartan 2 года назад

      @Adrena Lynn …Until, well, let’s just say that your hour has come again…

  • @AbsoluteDark
    @AbsoluteDark 2 года назад +11

    I feel like Gordon's emotions were completley destroyed up untill that moment.

  • @Kacp3rrak
    @Kacp3rrak 2 года назад +47

    Komegatze really wakes up everyday and just decides to make the best SFM animations that anyone has seen

  • @Darkspace.
    @Darkspace. 2 года назад +11

    "For a minute there I thought you were gonna get a hug!"

  • @WackRusDud
    @WackRusDud 2 года назад +16

    To be fair, that's probably how a whole lot of other videogame characters would have felt like after getting a hug (Issac Clarke, Doomguy, "Torque", Martin Walker & many more.)

    • @harryvass9018
      @harryvass9018 2 года назад

      Isaac Clark needs a hug the most
      Poor fucker has been through so much horror.

    • @WackRusDud
      @WackRusDud 2 года назад +5

      @@harryvass9018
      Issac Clarke is basically what Gordon Freeman could have been (had the devs put emotion into him), but in Space.

    • @TheExperienceYT
      @TheExperienceYT 2 года назад +6

      Anyone in Gordon's shoes would've cracked, we've gotta congratulate him for staying strong, or at-least being mostly unaware of whats going on with him being overdosed on morphine and all that
      Also Adrian needs to be bear hugged, he went through all of Opf at 21 and didnt even get to continue like Gordon did

  • @Feasco
    @Feasco 2 года назад +32

    Dr Magnusson: What are you waiting for, a hug?
    Gordon: Well, it has been a few days and I'm starved for affection

  • @CosmiX_Loka
    @CosmiX_Loka 2 года назад +7

    I... Never thought of it like this. My eyes have been opened.

  • @MycelianNetwork
    @MycelianNetwork 2 года назад +8

    i love the subtle blush. 🥲

  • @SaltyCrabOfficial
    @SaltyCrabOfficial 2 года назад +24

    Always hitting right were it hurts...

  • @benjamins.8772
    @benjamins.8772 2 года назад +6

    I've never been this emotional over a sfm animation but gosh this is just so beautiful in its expressions and very subtle details
    amazing work

  • @vincentmalasawmkimajongte7489
    @vincentmalasawmkimajongte7489 2 года назад +16

    Gordon: "Hey Alyx, do you like Huey Lewis and the News?"

  • @lolroflroflcakes
    @lolroflroflcakes 2 года назад +8

    Many are saying it's not so bad because he was in stasis for decades. But we need to face reality, our boy was living in an underground Dorm out in the middle of the desert with a bunch of Magnussons and Kliners for roommates. It wasn't exactly the most touchy-feely environment so it's safe to say it has been quite a while since he's been involved in any sort of contact human more intimate or meaningful than a handshake.

    • @danktime216
      @danktime216 2 года назад +1

      Well if you look at the beginning of HL1, he was pretty new to Black Mesa. I don't think he was there for too long before shit hit the fan. Its probably been at least 25+ years since he last hugged someone, given that HL1 is set sometime after 1997, but probably not long after 9/11, and HL2 is set around 20 or so years after the Black Mesa Incident, putting it on or around 2020-2025 (modern day world,, most likely).
      However, in Gordon's mind, since he was in stasis for so long, and the BMI only lasted a few hours (or a day at most), and the events of HL2 are spread out over a fairly short time (maybe a couple weeks), he probably hasn't been hugged in a month or so

  • @necroman9922
    @necroman9922 2 года назад +9

    Every comment says gordon but nobody talks about Adrian Shephard? Well at least gordon had his remain close friend like barney kleiner and eli. but shephard lost everything including his marine buddies and family, shephard deserve a hug too.

  • @DeadPollo
    @DeadPollo 2 года назад +8

    - says nothing
    - gets hugged anyway
    ...damn

  • @Blue-jy4rf
    @Blue-jy4rf 2 года назад +23

    He just felt an emotion he hasn't felt in a long time.

  • @ALookIntoTheEulenspiegel
    @ALookIntoTheEulenspiegel 2 года назад +83

    This past week of his life, from his perspective, he has spent every waking hour fighting, being thrown from one gruesome battlefield to the next. The guy needs a bigger hug.
    Want to feel even worse about this?
    Gordon was only 27 in Half life 1. He had a child, we saw their picture in his locker in Half-Life 1, most likely not even a year old.
    That child is 20 now and has no conscious memory of their father, who is still fighting to try and save Earth.

    • @Thing301
      @Thing301 Год назад +1

      Im 90% sure the kid was Alyx

    • @ALookIntoTheEulenspiegel
      @ALookIntoTheEulenspiegel Год назад +3

      @@Thing301
      I dunno, who puts up a baby picture of someone else's kid in their locker?
      Also, Alyx is 24 after the 20 year skip, meaning she would have been 4. That kid was not 4.

    • @Yourlocal_ZombieScout
      @Yourlocal_ZombieScout Год назад

      maybe the baby picture is alyx before when shes under 4?@@ALookIntoTheEulenspiegel

    • @medusayutub960
      @medusayutub960 9 месяцев назад

      @@ALookIntoTheEulenspiegel i don´t wanna be the nerd emoji, but the kid is his niece, confirmed by the writer of half life i think. They put that in the documentary of half life, but it is very sad either way, like you say, the kid is 20 (if she is even alive) and has no idea of who Gordon is, poor fella.

  • @theliato3809
    @theliato3809 2 года назад +5

    Sometimes we all just really need a hug.

  • @thegrimcritic5494
    @thegrimcritic5494 Год назад +2

    Wow. That is genuinely heartbreaking to consider.

  • @NoDramaJustALlama
    @NoDramaJustALlama 2 года назад +7

    I haven't felt love or regarded by someone as worthy of a hug in 10 years. I feel him.

  • @briansoto2603
    @briansoto2603 2 года назад +4

    Fantastic work as always, love little thought provoking clips like this.

  • @KiriChan99
    @KiriChan99 2 года назад +6

    Gordon is probably one game character most in need of a hug after everything he's gone through. And this scene got me bad the first time I saw it in game and this animation has stolen my heart again. If Gordon were real I'd hug him too.

  • @Haedox
    @Haedox 2 года назад +12

    me IRL

  • @adorabomber123
    @adorabomber123 2 года назад +15

    To be honest, through all the shit he’s been through, a hug is one of the most unexpected and kind things he could get after what feels like the most nightmarish week.

  • @knucklesandreassen6937
    @knucklesandreassen6937 2 года назад +9

    *After the hug*
    Gordon think: "I need a vacation... "
    Love your videos man! Keep it up! ~

    • @the13inquisitor59
      @the13inquisitor59 2 года назад +1

      WHICH I'D HAVE RIGHT NOW IF THAT CIA SPOOK HADN'T SCREWED ME!!

  • @silentecho7982
    @silentecho7982 2 года назад +15

    Well, you've watched the world crumble before you as a result of your own actions, all efforts made to save it have been for naught, the friend you used to have that was two years younger than you is now pushing fifty, your family and the rest of your friends are probably dead
    but a hug is still appreciated

  • @lordoatmeal6158
    @lordoatmeal6158 2 года назад +4

    every time i rewatch this and see the heart and soul poured into this expression my heart sinks into my stomach and i get a weird kind of reality check

  • @alicorngummy3894
    @alicorngummy3894 2 года назад +3

    First time Gordon felt anything but the rush of fear in years.

  • @remiotomio
    @remiotomio 2 года назад +2

    every scientist said OH MY GOD WERE DOOMED
    but nobody said how he was

  • @scientificthesis
    @scientificthesis 2 года назад +6

    Gordon deserves the hug

  • @jimbob3255
    @jimbob3255 2 года назад +6

    Being a guy is thinking Gordon is a badass scientist who can take on anything. Being a man is realizing Gordon has done enough fighting and gone through enough events to be under constant stress and mentally scarred. He deserves that hug 100% and probably a nice warm shower after being in that HEV suit for about a week since Black Mesa.

  • @RoyalGriffin.
    @RoyalGriffin. Год назад +4

    Honestly at this point, he genuinely needs therapy after what Black Mesa put him though, I'm surprised he hasn't gone batshit insane.

  • @valvefan
    @valvefan 2 года назад +4

    "you lucky dog"
    -barney

  • @lQuadXl
    @lQuadXl 2 года назад +7

    _Gordon Freeman:_ *"I've had better hugs from a HeadCrab"*

  • @jaskapenttila7644
    @jaskapenttila7644 2 года назад +10

    You know my godfather looks very much like Gordon. It's almost like they're the same person also he wears the same kind of glasses as Gordon. While he's Finnish unlike Gordon isn't, Gordon's almost like a Finnish person. He never talks and doesn't complain.
    I once, when I was little, showed my godfather the cover of the Orange Box and I told him it's almost uncanny how similar they look. He couldn't believe his eyes and just laughed at the whole deal.

  • @DepressedCrow
    @DepressedCrow 2 года назад +7

    While I haven't been through the level of shit Gordon has, the way he slowly turns his head and slightly opens his mouth and the blank stare in his eyes, I can relate to it

  •  2 года назад +2

    Gordon Doesnt Need To Be Hugged, He's A Highly Trained Professional

  • @keiko431
    @keiko431 2 года назад +6

    The first that happened I had the same reaction

  • @non3particular537
    @non3particular537 2 года назад

    Thank you so much for including a link to the music!

  • @keiztrat
    @keiztrat 2 года назад +3

    Mareux - The perfect girl 🎶

  • @chaosismyjam8187
    @chaosismyjam8187 2 года назад +3

    As someone who was hugged by a stranger for the first time in over 20 years, I felt the same way.

  • @jay.p3g
    @jay.p3g 2 года назад +11

    I finally beat half life and on episode one as of writing this! Seeing this pov after I did that section made my night

    • @zarrowthehorse
      @zarrowthehorse 2 года назад +1

      Yay isn't it a great game

    • @jay.p3g
      @jay.p3g 2 года назад

      @@zarrowthehorse It is! definetly ahead of its time in the early 2000s. I played half life Alyx when it first came out and immediately downloaded black mesa and recently when valve when on sale got the half life 2 series. Loving it so far!