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  • Опубликовано: 4 дек 2023
  • I’m so tired.
    Yes, this video is about ed.
    Please guys I know I messed up with the thumbnail, please stop mentioning it. Also to comments like “just eat.” and stuff, please stop. You are not helping anyone and it’s very disrespectful. Eating disorders are a big struggle and comments like these make healing harder. If you don’t understand eating disorders that’s okay, you can do your own research if you’d like or ask. If you don’t want to, then don’t be disrespectful. You don’t know what we are going thru.
    Also I am getting better but stuff like this just drains me so much.
    #vent #animation #animatic #animationmeme

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  • @bleexizz
    @bleexizz  7 месяцев назад +1213

    Hi!! Just copying some of my desc over here, since most of the people haven’t read it.
    Also to comments like “just eat.” and stuff, please stop. You are not helping anyone and it’s very disrespectful (rather ignorant!). Eating disorders are a big struggle and comments like these make healing harder. If you don’t understand eating disorders that’s okay, you can do your own research if you’d like or ask. If you don’t want to, then don’t be disrespectful. You don’t know what we are going thru.
    (edit)
    Hi again, this comment is not supposed to make people attack each other. I was upset when I made this comment and I didn’t think about my mistakes I could’ve made. It’s obvious that I didn’t understand the difference of being ignorant and being disrespectful. Also I didn’t think people would take the lyrics “what do I need?” so directly, totally my fault. Most of the “just eat” comments aren’t intentional and they just don’t understand. That’s okay. If you want to explain to them, you can. I just don’t want any attacking to happen. I am a little tired of explaining myself but what I’m trying to say is that I’m sorry if I caused anyone harm. I’ll try to do better.
    Also the “I was born gay” was funny at first but now it’s getting tiring‼️ I have about like 300 comments repeating the same thing over and over again and it keeps growing everyday. Not trying to hate on anyone it’s just getting a little annoying 😭😭. I know I messed up with the thumbnail help

    • @Pixi_LovesArt
      @Pixi_LovesArt 7 месяцев назад +37

      sorry abt those people, i would be mad if someone said something to me like that. I really hope you overcome this. Have a good day

    • @s_llymimi
      @s_llymimi 7 месяцев назад +29

      @@Aibel21what is wrong with you
      do you ever think twice before saying something so insensitive and disrespectful??
      who made you like this

    • @IzasSceneVault
      @IzasSceneVault 7 месяцев назад +23

      ⁠​⁠@@Aibel21 Get out of here. What’s your problem?! Why would you say something so insensitive…

    • @naiahpineapple
      @naiahpineapple 7 месяцев назад +9

      @@Aibel21 bruh

    • @ibrahimali3791
      @ibrahimali3791 7 месяцев назад +6

      Dude that’s so rude to that person u do not understand what’s going on it not going to help I will report you if you don’t delete it and I gave it a thumbs down because that’s so rude I am sry about what happened I hope you get better and be healthy ❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊❤❤😊

  • @Xxyde
    @Xxyde 7 месяцев назад +3638

    I read the thumbnail as "i was born gay". Hope this made you smile atleast, anyway have a good day.

  • @VernCOS
    @VernCOS 6 месяцев назад +356

    As someone that shifts between 'never full' and 'never hungry' and thinking if I should get checked for any EDs, I can 100% agree with you. It's that hollow feeling in your gut when you finish your (necessary) food that only grows and grows.

    • @bughrhik
      @bughrhik 6 месяцев назад +3

      I feel you so badly. I spent 3 days with around 800 a day and it takes 4 binge days(over 1500) to stop the ‘my stomach is going to growl soon’ feeling. I know this cycle will repeat and gosh do I hate it.

    • @ilovesuokoku
      @ilovesuokoku 5 месяцев назад

      I might have to get checked to then (I won’t I’m to scared to ask my mom😔) 😢

    • @H0wlzz
      @H0wlzz 5 месяцев назад

      I feel u I binge eating a lot then barely eat

    • @ParentlFigure
      @ParentlFigure 2 месяца назад +1

      I used to have a consistent diet (see food), but one day I just wasn't as interested in eating as normal. I've gotten to a few days constantly eating and the next few without interest instead of weeks with little interest in eating and a day or two of healthy appetite.

  • @roseivy5956
    @roseivy5956 2 месяца назад +127

    Telling someone with an ED to "just eat" is like stopping next to someone whose car broke down on the side of the road and telling them to "just drive"

    • @Zar_exists
      @Zar_exists 2 месяца назад +3

      Its the opposite for me. I have (suspected) binge eating disorder and i js cant stop eating:/

    • @nabhanhossain8616
      @nabhanhossain8616 Месяц назад +4

      or telling someone with asthma to just breathe

    • @yourlostsocks
      @yourlostsocks Месяц назад

      It's like telling a person with adhd to "just focus"

    • @riri_1243
      @riri_1243 Месяц назад

      @@nabhanhossain8616help i have asthma n i js burst out laughing sorry😭😭

    • @-_cat_-_paws-_
      @-_cat_-_paws-_ Месяц назад +1

      Or telling someone who’s drowning to “just breathe”

  • @bobatea7752
    @bobatea7752 7 месяцев назад +1117

    If this is referencing a ED i can totally relate to you. My mindset this past few months has been extremely harmful to me and i am scared to eat. But with enough time and dedication we can both come out of this mindset and form a healthy relationship with food. Sending alot of love. ❤💕

    • @strawberry_mango6703
      @strawberry_mango6703 7 месяцев назад +27

      As someone who majorly struggled with an ED during my preteens and teens, I can say it is possible to recover. Yes you may have some side affects of it but even those become unnoticeable if you give yourself enough time and patience. Take it step by step and know your valid. ❤❤❤

    • @dizzy..ghoust66
      @dizzy..ghoust66 7 месяцев назад +13

      Hoping the best for all those struggling with ED. I’m still recovering at the moment, and I’m taking small steps to eat just a bit more. All I can say is that I’m feeling just a bit more better and I feel that taking a leap of faith to eat will help a lot . You can get through this, I hope you feel better.

    • @Bl1t-69420
      @Bl1t-69420 7 месяцев назад

      I also have the disfunction

    • @rorikoxoxo
      @rorikoxoxo 6 месяцев назад

      i have an ed too but its like the kind where im always hungry and i overeat instead of vice versa and because of that ive been a fucking fatass my whole damn life and ive gotten picked on for it constantly

    • @F1zzy_0n_p4wz
      @F1zzy_0n_p4wz 6 месяцев назад

      What does Ed mean? like does it make you not eat or something?

  • @treedroplolll
    @treedroplolll 7 месяцев назад +717

    this art is amazing. i hope you feel better.

  • @oakenshadow6763
    @oakenshadow6763 7 месяцев назад +59

    I really wish we focused more on conditions like ED. So many people have ED, and it isn't talked about enough. Thank you for making this. Hope lufe is kinder to you.
    This really made me cry, you just nail facial expressions so well.

  • @DemonicStrawberry99
    @DemonicStrawberry99 7 месяцев назад +105

    "just eat" "eat then" "why dont you just eat" yeah okay lemme just completely disregard my eating disorder and eat normally 😐 im so sick of hearing this shit thats not how an ed works

    • @user-sd9up8iw9w
      @user-sd9up8iw9w 3 месяца назад +2

      I respect you guys I see how much you guys try respect❤

    • @chloecutec0r3
      @chloecutec0r3 3 месяца назад +2

      I relate to this

  • @Aliyah_Paws
    @Aliyah_Paws 2 месяца назад +5

    I have a weird cycle. One day I shift between “no food at all” or “all the food I can get”. I hate it so much. I just wish my eating habits could be normal. I wish I could control it.

  • @Ermwhatthesigma17
    @Ermwhatthesigma17 7 месяцев назад +32

    I’m sorry you’re going through this, I hope you’ll feel better. 🫶

  • @sxmplyblossom8048
    @sxmplyblossom8048 7 месяцев назад +220

    I hope you feel better soon. Please eat something, even if it's small, please... Im proud of you for simply existing.

    • @NaalaFaseeh
      @NaalaFaseeh 6 месяцев назад +2

      You know it’s not that simple.

    • @goingtohighschool
      @goingtohighschool 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@NaalaFaseehthey know it, they never said it was easy but encouraging a person to eat *can* help

    • @Samicamiarebffs
      @Samicamiarebffs 4 месяца назад

      Its just a trend

    • @Lenny.shh778
      @Lenny.shh778 2 месяца назад +1

      @@Samicamiarebffsit says vent, so maybe it is a trend but they may suffer ED

  • @adr3kii
    @adr3kii 7 месяцев назад +118

    bro sorry for all of these insanely insensitive comments, as much as I do congratulate you on 74k views, this vid clearly has spread out of the target audience :( please dont take what they say to heart and what youre going through and your feelings are completely valid, hope you have a full recovery soon

    • @oatmealgirl56
      @oatmealgirl56 7 месяцев назад +2

      This is so sweet..

    • @benbeans1561
      @benbeans1561 6 месяцев назад

      Chicken balls, holey moley

    • @s_llymimi
      @s_llymimi 6 месяцев назад +1

      GIMME A HUG YOU ARE A REAL PURE SOUL

  • @Tom_nooketh
    @Tom_nooketh 7 месяцев назад +38

    I’m hoping for your quick recovery, stay safe 🫶

  • @Rainb0w_Gut
    @Rainb0w_Gut 5 месяцев назад +5

    As someone who has/is struggling with ed, I can totally relate, but just know, it will get better, I believe in you ❤

  • @DumbDolphin333
    @DumbDolphin333 6 месяцев назад +2

    I wish you well in your journey of recovery, I know that this is very difficult to get through and and you’re a very brave person for being through all this❤❤❤

  • @tomikoo.7645
    @tomikoo.7645 7 месяцев назад +5

    Im so sorry to hear that, I really hope you feel better soon n recover. and please take care of yourself! I know Im just a random person on the internet, but Im always here if you wanna vent or talk 🫶🫶

  • @Z3R0_030
    @Z3R0_030 7 месяцев назад +12

    [gives virtual hug for confort]
    your existence matters, nobody can be perfect, everybody sucks according to society but thats not your oppinion so it really doesnt matter. your feelings matter. you should go eat soon, youll enjoy it

  • @angelreaperx3
    @angelreaperx3 6 месяцев назад +8

    These comments are just so much more proof that we need education on mental health and especially mental illnesses in school, you can’t control this and I understand how much it hurts. I’m truly so sorry that you are going through this but I promise you, it does get better. ❤️

  • @MOPS-jl6od
    @MOPS-jl6od 7 месяцев назад +1

    I hope that things will get better for you! It can be really tough to go through something like this. I wish you all the best!

  • @ktostam35
    @ktostam35 6 месяцев назад

    I hope everything works out just fine for you and everyone in this kinda situation, you all are so strong and don't let anyone tell you otherwise

  • @insomniacalmond
    @insomniacalmond 6 месяцев назад +3

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I know it’s hard, but you’ll get through this 💪 You’re strong

  • @Jem_Carstairs
    @Jem_Carstairs 7 месяцев назад +12

    This is amazing :0😭💗🌟

  • @b4mbieyes
    @b4mbieyes 2 месяца назад +1

    i love how ur expressing urself through this, the art is so cute hope u get better soon angel

  • @justprocrastinating5007
    @justprocrastinating5007 7 месяцев назад +189

    I'm glad that you were able to create a vent video. Undoubtedly you're experiencing a lot of pain right now, and I wish the best for you with comfort and healing

  • @PotatoTheShorts987
    @PotatoTheShorts987 6 месяцев назад +1

    I'm going through similar struggles right now and I just wanted to say you're not alone. It's rough and it sucks, but you're loved and supported and strong. Take your time and do what you have to, but remember that you're valuable and deserve to be cared for by yourself and others.

  • @AkArIaStAr
    @AkArIaStAr 6 месяцев назад +4

    You can get through this, i believe in you! Personally i have no idea about EDs themselves, but i wish the absolute best for you ❤

  • @P1NK0rc4
    @P1NK0rc4 7 месяцев назад +81

    I hope what everything you’re going through is getting better. I know what it feels like being hungry, when I was younger at school I sat next to bullies and they would discard or ruin my lunch. I hope life gets better for you, if you’re going through ED or anything else.

  • @dragonfly._.doodles
    @dragonfly._.doodles 7 месяцев назад +7

    I’ve been there, I know how hard it can be. I don’t know exactly what ed you have but I have ARFID and it has kicked my ass my entire life. Even with the amount I’ve recovered my appetite is still inconsistent at best, we will have bad days, and we will get through them💛

  • @Starla2.0
    @Starla2.0 7 месяцев назад +14

    I hope you can recover from this, and while I don't know exactly what you're suffering from, I still wish you a good recovery.

  • @_knifey_
    @_knifey_ 7 месяцев назад +27

    I relate to this so much, and it’s so exhausting. I’m sorry you’re going through this too.

    • @nixieboliush2367
      @nixieboliush2367 7 месяцев назад +2

      Don’t compare or talk about ur self this is a vent

    • @bleexizz
      @bleexizz  7 месяцев назад +29

      @@nixieboliush2367nono its okay, they are just relating. (this comment in particular is fine. thanks for caring tho!!) I belive that we both can come thru this

    • @nixieboliush2367
      @nixieboliush2367 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@bleexizz oh okay thanks for telling me, sorry about what your going through

    • @adoringlydenis5965
      @adoringlydenis5965 6 месяцев назад

      @@bleexizzyeah I relate in a way, I think I’m developing body issues :,)
      But I still try to eat anyways, tbh that’s what you should try too! (But I’m not trying to force you! )
      I also suggest talking to a therapist

  • @OttrPopAnimations
    @OttrPopAnimations 7 месяцев назад +15

    I'm so sorry that you're going through an ED. :( They're an awful experience.
    I had a severe ED when I was around 10 - 11 years old, but I'm 17 and doing much better now. I believe in you.

  • @Moirrraaaa
    @Moirrraaaa 6 месяцев назад +2

    Ohhh girl I get it that sucks. I hope you're doing better. You are SO strong to be working towards getting better. Keep it up don't loose hope. Cheering for you

  • @f3ralidi0t
    @f3ralidi0t 6 месяцев назад +3

    I had an ed too.
    I'm sending you good wishes

  • @kimuires
    @kimuires 7 месяцев назад +4

    I wish you luck on your journey to recovery and I hope you know you are loved dearly. Take care, I believe in you

  • @mxxnlxve11
    @mxxnlxve11 7 месяцев назад

    i hope you feel better soon. I believe in you!! Progress is progress, no matter how small. Even having a few bites of something is good if you feel you can’t have anything else. I understand what you’re going through and I know things can get better

  • @user-lb6zt3fu6q
    @user-lb6zt3fu6q Месяц назад

    i'm so sorry, wishing you all the best, you're wonderful!! everything's will be good!!

  • @lola_ducky
    @lola_ducky 6 месяцев назад +4

    i love abbey sm.
    im ana and ik how you feel
    one day i starve/restrict
    but then sometimes, i go on those binge episodes and im constantly self conscious abt my weight.
    i lost 8 lb the past 6 days. ((really sorry for making ths abt me\\)
    im genuinely sorry for you.
    please stay safe and i hope you recover /lh
    🙏

  • @chipkid
    @chipkid 7 месяцев назад +36

    as someone who has been unable to eat due to my body kinda rejecting it, I relate to this a lot. Life’s been really hard, but im sure we both can get better.

  • @BallsshartBalls
    @BallsshartBalls 7 месяцев назад +1

    I’m so sorry you are going through this- as someone who has had an ED and is, as much as I can be, recovered- it is such a painful and crushing disorder that is so misrepresented and misunderstood. This is not to push any beliefs whatsoever ever but I will pray for you, as you deserve to be happy, to eat sweets, to be full and to have energy. It is so hard though, to break through the mindset. The only advice I can really give that I know I also was able to follow when I was ill, is that the people who will be the nicest and best to you, the ones that are worth keeping in your life- will not CARE if you gain weight, if you are heavier or lighter than before, it will not matter to them. They want to see you happy. True friends and family will see you as beautiful no matter what, and even more so if you can genuinely smile. Reaching out and asking for help is what I really recommend, but it is scary- it’s worth it, but so, so scary. You are worth the help, though. I hope you can feel better soon ❤

  • @NoelleCurtis-gu3sb
    @NoelleCurtis-gu3sb 7 месяцев назад +1

    The desc is facts! (I'm sorry, I have never had or known anyone with an eating disorder and I don't know what it's like, but I bet it's horrible. Probably way way worse then horrible. I'm sorry, and I hope you heal soon.❤

  • @Melody-kc1tg
    @Melody-kc1tg 6 месяцев назад +3

    I hope you can heal over time and that you have a wonderful day! ♡♡♡

  • @Cosmopluto
    @Cosmopluto 7 месяцев назад +45

    Number one rule in a vent:
    Don’t say same or compare.

    • @honestlycasper
      @honestlycasper 7 месяцев назад +8

      They should’ve expected it, they’re posting it on the internet and if they didn’t expect it they’re either new or stupid 😭

    • @yolekz
      @yolekz 7 месяцев назад +19

      @@honestlycasperyeah but that doesnt justify it wtf😭

    • @scuffedtempura
      @scuffedtempura 6 месяцев назад +6

      @@honestlycasperthat literally doesn’t justify jackshit, what is ur point

    • @maximizerboy
      @maximizerboy 6 месяцев назад +1

      The internet isn't here to make you happy, ​@@scuffedtempura. If you want to complain about your struggles, don't tell complete strangers who don' give a shit about you.

    • @scuffedtempura
      @scuffedtempura 6 месяцев назад +7

      @@maximizerboy literally never said that 💀💀 i dont post about my struggles on the internet

  • @canaanthepanther3012
    @canaanthepanther3012 6 месяцев назад

    I’m rlly sorry about what’s been going on, I rlly hope you get better tho! Remember, we are all here for u

  • @sunny.omo143
    @sunny.omo143 6 месяцев назад

    im sorry this has happened to you. as someone whps struggling and starting tk recover frkm a potential ed i rlly hope you feel better. i wont tell you things liks "just eat" bc i knlw how hard it can get. I hope you recover soon. Sending love.

  • @alexbautista7521
    @alexbautista7521 7 месяцев назад +9

    this is so good

  • @rakiahbaker5589
    @rakiahbaker5589 7 месяцев назад +5

    I hope things go well for you. Stay safe. 🫂

  • @SprootEntertainment
    @SprootEntertainment 7 месяцев назад +1

    I love your art style, and I hope you get of your ED soon ❤

  • @Willowthetherian-fx5td
    @Willowthetherian-fx5td 6 месяцев назад +1

    I’m sorry for you. As someone who has an ed myself, I understand. I really hope you get better soon.

  • @squidwardfeet
    @squidwardfeet 7 месяцев назад +13

    dont worry, it does get better. funny enough, one day i just woke up amd decided i was tired of all the numbers and restricting, but its always different for everyone. its never easy but recovery is a something only you can decide to do. no one can force it on you cause it probably wont stick(my parents tried forcing me and i relapsed but thats just me). im not here to tell you to eat because i know that that usually makes it worse, but i understand what youre going through(i know its different for everyone im not saying i went through the same just somewhat similar). also, if you do try to recover, i would just like to say that the voice never really goes away, you just have to learn to ignore it. it will be hard, but each day gets easier than the one before(i dont know if any of this made sense sorry)

  • @Thebestoneisalsothecryingone
    @Thebestoneisalsothecryingone 7 месяцев назад +3

    For anybody who needs it but just always remember that you were with love with care you should always take care of yourself don’t starve yourself don’t hurt yourself and you are worth everything I love you ❤

  • @saturnsixtyfour
    @saturnsixtyfour 7 месяцев назад +2

    i hope ur doing better, stay strong ❤

  • @Dinaswife0908
    @Dinaswife0908 6 месяцев назад

    I’m super sorry u have to experience that, I used to have an ed as well so I understand how hard it is I hope your able to recover and develop a healthy relationship with food. Much love🫶

  • @ykluhs
    @ykluhs 7 месяцев назад +25

    I hope you find your way out of the dark, my friend. I've been in similar darks, so.. maybe you'll find the other side? good luck, I'll wait for you there.

  • @gunkhead
    @gunkhead 7 месяцев назад +23

    Lord people are so insensitive or downright ignorant/stupid ((read the fucking descriptions for 2 seconds)), sorry just a little upset. Wishing you all the best, you are strong for sharing this you know 💕 I get it, not an ed for me exactly but I havent been that crazy about eating for about a year or so now. Even now its on and off. Familial trouble/stress kinda ruined my appetite.
    Got very sick last year and had zero appetite at all, but had to eat since I was in a shelter which had wack eating schedules, was really hard. First time I ever gotten so thin and sickly I could feel my spin a bit and ribs, eventually I got better like a month & 1/2 or so. But it takes will power and not completely giving up on yourself and atleast someone there for you

    • @bleexizz
      @bleexizz  7 месяцев назад +5

      You are so so so strong.🫶🫶

    • @gunkhead
      @gunkhead 7 месяцев назад +3

      @@bleexizz Thank you ^^ Have a great new year 🫂💝

    • @s_llymimi
      @s_llymimi 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@gunkheadyou need a hug and so does salad

    • @gunkhead
      @gunkhead 6 месяцев назад

      @@s_llymimi Ah thank you 💕,, give it to Salad though, didn't want to make it abt me but comfort/relate

    • @s_llymimi
      @s_llymimi 5 месяцев назад

      @@bleexizzvirtual hugsssssssssssss

  • @foralliknow
    @foralliknow 7 месяцев назад

    i hope you can get over the situation you are going through
    also this reminded me i haven't eaten anything today, only drank some coffe and fruit water or something
    stay safe

  • @_TheIntrovertedArtist_
    @_TheIntrovertedArtist_ 4 месяца назад

    I am so sorry, I sure hope things get better best of luck and best wishes

  • @official-pookie
    @official-pookie 7 месяцев назад +3

    We are both struggling:(

  • @Grumble-bl2sg
    @Grumble-bl2sg 7 месяцев назад +5

    Heyo, i hope ya are doin’ good. I have a little but of experience dealin’ w/ this type’a thing. (Friend) It takes real hard work to try and alleviate a bit of the problem. I bet you can though. I really hope ya have a close confident, that helped my friend tremendously. Though sorry if I sound not serious, I am just sayin’ that you can get through this. I wish you luck and good fortune in your endeavors. This applies to any who read this. Now, have a good night/day/evening or whenever it is for you!

  • @Bubble3320_
    @Bubble3320_ 2 месяца назад

    I really hope you're doing better now, im sorry that you went through this/are going through this. If this is still happening i hope it will get better

  • @Rosbin
    @Rosbin 7 месяцев назад +2

    This is an amazing video, and I wish you the best with recovering

  • @Coolio_Ash
    @Coolio_Ash 7 месяцев назад +10

    i hope you feel better.

    • @bleexizz
      @bleexizz  7 месяцев назад +6

      🫶🫶

    • @Thegirl344
      @Thegirl344 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@bleexizzshort and simple, not venting on their vent.. THIS IS GREAT

  • @Mochi-qj6mt
    @Mochi-qj6mt 2 месяца назад

    I’m sorry that you are going through that. I hope you will be happier soon!❤

  • @darlingsabaz
    @darlingsabaz 7 месяцев назад +1

    I’m so sorry ur going through this too, I hope someone gets you food

  • @ravenwolf2220
    @ravenwolf2220 6 месяцев назад +2

    Heya. I have just been in recovery for an eating disorder, and I throurghly recommend BEAT's program if you are in the UK. There is help out there and I promise it will get better

  • @Chosos_wife_real
    @Chosos_wife_real 7 месяцев назад +3

    Hey, I just wanted to say that I know you’ll get through it. It’s obviously gonna be tough, and it’s gonna hurt. But if you try and if you make an effort (with I know you will) then you can definitely do this.
    I personal have never experienced an ed, but i have family and friends who experience it. I could never know what your feeling, but I do support you. And always remember that there are so many loving and helpful people out there.
    And I know you probably hear all of this stuff from soooo many people, but it really is true. You can do this.
    Life is shit at times, and everyone has problems. But don’t ever feel like your problem isn’t enough to be a problem. Some people say “just get over it, everyone has problems so it’s no big deal”
    But that’s so wrong, you can never just get over something. So please don’t let those people get in your head
    You are beautiful and amazing! Everyone is! So many people deeply respect you and love you.
    So I wish you the best of luck on your hard but successful journey ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @Garlic8825
    @Garlic8825 6 месяцев назад

    That sounds very hard to deal with, I hope you'll get better soon

  • @2fortune
    @2fortune 7 месяцев назад

    Hey, I hope you're alright. It's hard, but you can push through this. I also am experiencing difficulties with eating, like feeling the need to throw up when eating. Stay strong.

  • @gabby_113
    @gabby_113 4 месяца назад +3

    I have an ed and i get bullied for it and i have always been the “fat” kid.

  • @Extra_Pickles
    @Extra_Pickles 6 месяцев назад +5

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you

    • @Nori.ohnori
      @Nori.ohnori 5 месяцев назад

      Nuh uh I love *you*

  • @ririmwah
    @ririmwah 7 месяцев назад +2

    hope u get better

  • @sydspuppets
    @sydspuppets 6 месяцев назад +1

    I’m really sorry… I hope you can achieve getting better tho :)

  • @imactuallydumb7663
    @imactuallydumb7663 7 месяцев назад +5

    I’m going through something similar right now, I hope everything turns out the best for you 🫂

  • @littlecreations351
    @littlecreations351 6 месяцев назад +5

    “Just eat” it’s not that fucking easy.

  • @ElliseTheSquib
    @ElliseTheSquib 6 месяцев назад +2

    I am very sorry you are currently suffering from an eating disorder. I heard how difficult it can be for people (example: starving or overeating) and it’s a truly horrible and miserable experience. I hope you heal and feel better soon. 💐🩷

  • @MovedToPhantomTheUmbreon
    @MovedToPhantomTheUmbreon 6 месяцев назад

    this art is beautiful, i hope you feel better now! i know that eating disorders suck, but never give up!!

  • @ISCOMINGTOCOLONISEYOU
    @ISCOMINGTOCOLONISEYOU 6 месяцев назад +2

    Im sorry for everything you have been though. I hope you recover from it❤

  • @Sage_doesart
    @Sage_doesart 7 месяцев назад +7

    I experience similar things like this. When I was seven I was angry for being 72 pounds for so long and ate so much I became overweight and now I’ve been depressed not only because I’m overweight but other things that are personal family issues like being treated differently then the others and it has caused me to get even bigger from stress eating and I’m starting to little to no food now and I’m realizing I need to fix my other problems if there fixable and then work on my weight but I hope everyone experiencing this eventually can either love their body or just help their weight yk just like me…? Luv yuh

  • @khld_itty
    @khld_itty 6 месяцев назад +3

    I don't have Eating disorder but I relate so much to this because I have been on a extreme diet to the point that seeing food make me do crazy. I stopped myself eating (I mean I was eating but really small amounts) . When I saw some cakes or treats I was having a mental breakdown And biting my hand
    My parents were really upset about that and forced me to eat more. My dad bought me a cupcake I stared at it 10 min before devouring it. I was ofc feeling Guilty and cried. I hated my body, I was tired to be the fatty. I was tired that every piece of clothes I liked didn't fits on me...
    OKAY GUYS I'M DONE VENTING💀

    • @oliv3rsleepy
      @oliv3rsleepy 6 месяцев назад

      u sure u don't have an ed?/gen im not saying you have especially since idk anything about you, but if you decided to go on such an extreme diet that makes you feel like that because you hate your body, thats probably because you have an ed. you don't need to starve for days or purge or be skinny to have an ed
      anyways, i hope you can feel better about your body in the future

    • @kamera-crew
      @kamera-crew 6 месяцев назад

      orthorexia is a type of ed as well.

    • @khld_itty
      @khld_itty 6 месяцев назад

      @@oliv3rsleepy I mean I can't self-diagnose myself with ED, but Thank you so much I'll think about it🎀

    • @khld_itty
      @khld_itty 6 месяцев назад

      @@kamera-crew I just searched it, it's kind of what I'm dealing with but Idk

    • @sevenoncr4ck
      @sevenoncr4ck 6 месяцев назад

      @@khld_ittyyou kinda can. ed’s are one of those things where it’s pretty straightforward. It’s a little obvious that you have an ed, but if you don’t want to say that you do, you can say disorders eating habits.

  • @PrynceGhost
    @PrynceGhost 7 месяцев назад +1

    I hope you get/feel better soon.

  • @Nxelurlocalamazondriver
    @Nxelurlocalamazondriver 7 месяцев назад +2

    I don’t know how this feels.. bc if I see food infront of me I’m inhaling it I would say I don’t know the feeling of what ur going through but I hope ur okay ❤

  • @Naynay-the-dumb-of-ass
    @Naynay-the-dumb-of-ass 7 месяцев назад +3

    Whyd i read the thumbnail as “hun, i was born gay” 💀😭

  • @jollyxlucky
    @jollyxlucky 7 месяцев назад +12

    i read the thumbnail as “i was born gay”

  • @Nikolais1andonly
    @Nikolais1andonly 23 дня назад

    Coming from someone who had an undiagnosed eating disorder, the feeling of being told to "just eat it" is the worst. Like, no, we cant JUST eat. And if anymore problems arrive to you, dw, we're here !!

  • @dostoy1017
    @dostoy1017 6 месяцев назад +1

    ive struggled with disordered eating for years and have had an ed for years as well. im so sorry for all of the rude and insensitive comments that people leave you. It seems that a lot of the times people say things in order to help you, but it is just ignorant because you know it will never get into your brain. this song was always a comfort to me as well, nd i love being able to find media or art that expresses tha struggle and brutality that having an ed is. its exremely time consuming, difficult, and draining, and iidk how long you op have had an ed but as someone whos been through my entire high school with the only memories being skipping class to get steps in and having no social life, all i can say is that theres always some hope at the end of the tunnel. even if you never feel like it will get better, or you dont want to recover, you can always mange what you deal with, and some days you can also remind yourself, you have many many days waiting for you where this awful wave of restriction will pass. i wish you the best

  • @spookykidz_
    @spookykidz_ 7 месяцев назад +3

    My dyslexic ass thought the thumbnail said “I was born Hungary” 😭😭😭

  • @sourhourOG
    @sourhourOG 7 месяцев назад +5

    Ummm guys I can't find my comment... NOOOO I HAD A WHOLE INSPIRATIONAL MESSAGE ON THERE AN ENTIRE ESSAY.... if anyone can find it lowd have jesus your a blessing 😭😭😭🙌👏🙏
    But basically I was saying that I might have a ed bc I do the same exact thing bc I think I'm fat but rlly I'm like not. 😐😐 I starve myself and dont eat lunch on weekends or when Im not in school. Ive made no progress since the past few months but im sure ill get there at some point!
    Anyways don't feel ashamed of your body your beautiful and perfect just the way you are. Your not fat or chubby. Your unique and your the only person that has a body like yours! Don't stop fighting and your not the only person fighting in that same battle you are. We have each other's backs and we can fight whatever comes at us. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOVE YOOU GUYS!!!! And don't change one thing about your body!! Don't starve yourself NOTHING. Your beautiful or handsome just the way u are. I'm here for u!! ❤❤❤❤

    • @sourhourOG
      @sourhourOG 7 месяцев назад +1

      I think my other comment didn't make it through cuz it got a error 😭 then I refreshed it and then I couldn't find it
      IM SO MAD NOW THAT ITS GONE 👹👹👹👺 I spent like 10 minutes on it and wrote like a litteral essay on y u shouldn't starve yourself. AHHHHHHHHHH 😱😱😱😱😱😱😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @gunkhead
      @gunkhead 6 месяцев назад +1

      You're very sweet 💝🫂 I know right, youtube sucks. I think it was too long for it to process or just some error, sometimes I make short comments that don't send or save

    • @sourhourOG
      @sourhourOG 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@gunkhead Ya idk wut happend but I've forgotten about it 😁😁 anyways tysssssm your very kind!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🫶🫶❤️❤️❤️

  • @-ThatEquestrian-
    @-ThatEquestrian- 6 месяцев назад

    I starved myself but it was not even close to an ed, I am so sorry for what you had to go through, but your so brave for healing, I know it’s hard but your doing amazing❤

  • @Tworandomidiots45
    @Tworandomidiots45 7 месяцев назад +1

    I hope you’re ok or at least feel better soon. ❤

  • @mindlessselfless
    @mindlessselfless 7 месяцев назад +4

    i misread it as i was born gay and i was just “ok🧍”

  • @KiwiiiiiiiiSwsscheez69
    @KiwiiiiiiiiSwsscheez69 7 месяцев назад +7

    I'm sorry for all these insensitive comments. Please, go at your own pace. I KNOW you can get trhoug this. Please don't hesitate to reach out for support. There is light at the end of the tunnel, I have gotten out of it, and I feel you can too. You strike me as a great person and I know there are many people who care about you. Sending love thru the screen ❤

  • @jamiexjoansedits
    @jamiexjoansedits 6 месяцев назад

    i think i have an eating disorder aswell. I understand and hope you get through it sending love

  • @not-so-obvious_autism777
    @not-so-obvious_autism777 7 месяцев назад

    Congratulations on your full recovery (I’m saying it now bc I know it will happen ☺️❤)

  • @5tr82_he11
    @5tr82_he11 6 месяцев назад +3

    I thought it said I was born gay 😭

  • @cc3
    @cc3 6 месяцев назад +2

    I understand the sensitivity of the issue but you do pose the question "what do I need" and for the majority of people the answer is exactly what you claim is an incredibly disrespectful thing to say. Its your art, it's beautiful, and it's here on the internet for everybody to see, why not promote the conversations happening in the comments without shaming people for overlooking the undertones?

    • @bleexizz
      @bleexizz  6 месяцев назад +4

      I do understand what you’re saying, you do have a good point. I didn’t think people would take the song’s lyrics that directly and respond to that with “just eat” and it’s totally my bad. I don’t blame them for saying that because yeah, what are some people supposed to say if they don’t understand the struggles. For me that sets me off is the tone of the message and people trying to explain to them the situation, them not listening at all and spreading hate on my videos. i should’ve thought about it more. My intentions where not to shame people at all and I’m sorry if I did that. I might’ve just been sensitive because this whole video is a sensitive topic for me that I didn’t expect to get attention at all. Thank you for letting me know about your thoughts. I’ll try to do better.

    • @cc3
      @cc3 6 месяцев назад +1

      No need to apologise or anything it's just as someone who's fortunate enough not to have suffered from an eating disorder its not easy to grasp the severity of it without reading people's struggles in the comments. I wouldn't be so quick to assume that all those comments are intentionally disrespectful, they may just be ignorant

    • @cc3
      @cc3 6 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@bleexizzbut best of luck on your journey, try not to let the bad apples in the comments make you feel defeated, everybody else is rooting for you!

    • @bleexizz
      @bleexizz  6 месяцев назад +1

      @@cc3 you’re right and thank you :))!!

  • @EarMuncher
    @EarMuncher 7 месяцев назад

    I hope you get better!!
    Also Great art❤

  • @XxWolfzyxX
    @XxWolfzyxX 6 месяцев назад +1

    I have a sort of eating disorder too- sorry you have to go through this!

  • @Kayoo斐
    @Kayoo斐 4 месяца назад +3

    Me when fasting:

    • @Kazukihhz
      @Kazukihhz 4 месяца назад +2

      😐

    • @Kayoo斐
      @Kayoo斐 4 месяца назад +1

      @@Kazukihhz ?

    • @Kazukihhz
      @Kazukihhz 4 месяца назад +1

      @@Kayoo斐 ¿

    • @NialParr
      @NialParr 4 месяца назад +1

      Underrated fr

  • @mercury_myah
    @mercury_myah 7 месяцев назад +5

    bro this is me but I don’t have any disorders or anything. I hope you are okay.

    also, all the comments saying ‘ same ‘ or ‘ omg this is me 😂😂 ‘ aren’t helping.

  • @adorablehuskyslomi_kit_therian
    @adorablehuskyslomi_kit_therian 5 месяцев назад

    Wow this is surprising relatable but I hope you are doing better because the video seems like a vent so I hope you get better..

  • @TealDiamond42222
    @TealDiamond42222 6 месяцев назад

    I'm so happy I seen this, your skills are awesome.