I'm going through the same thing like he hurt me really bad and now I have all this trauma and shit to deal with but now he's getting better and I just feel like shit for everything I feel, like, I see people talking about how their parent struggled with mental illness and hid it from them so they'd have a happy childhood and I wish he'd done that but at the same time I feel selfish for wishing someone would mask just for me and I wish he'd get worse again so my pain would feel valid but at the same time I'm terrified of him getting worse and why the hell would I wish that on anyone?
3:44 my (twin) older brothers were leaving my household the day after they turned eighteen. the whole night before that, i had cried my eyes out, bc now i would have to be stuck alone with my constantly drunk mother and stepfather. my brothers were my protectors, and they were leaving me. they came into my room in the morning and saw my teary, bloodshot eyes and asked me what was wrong. i just started crying, and they sat down with me until i was calm. i managed to tell them, and they were like “wdym? you’re coming with us, we wouldn’t ever leave you in a place like this.” i was shocked, but i packed my stuff quickly, and my mom and stepdad were screaming from the couch but were too hungover to get up. the yelling scared me, but one of my brothers put a hand on my back and gently guided me out the door. i love them so much. it’s been a little 3 years since this happened, and now they have legal custody of me (: sorry for trauma dumping, just wanted to share this.
don’t feel sorry, you’re valid to talk about your feelings :) and im so sorry about your parents, some parents really just don’t deserve kids if they’re not going to try to love them and take care of them. and im so happy you’re brothers took you with them!! im glad you have people who can protect you and genuinely make you feel loved
Oh my God i am so sorry. I’m sorry you had to grow up in such a place. You didnt deserve that. I’m happy you hace ur brothers tho. I hope ur doing AMAZING :)
@ thank you so much oh my goodness. you too!! 💕 I’m sorry if this sounds rushed or anything I’m not very good at expressing feelings through words but this did make me very happy I promise ❤️
2:45 me after hearing "The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person doesn't desire to be sick."
im jst going to say everything i am 11, remember that. there are these 2 people that TRAUMATIZED me, it was online ofc. they are 14 and 15 a boy and a girl. he would ask me questions like “do you know how to milk women?” and stuff. then one day he forced his gf to explain to me in details what they did when they met irl. i still remember it. i had to deal with them for 4 months, now im going to remember them longer than i knew them. and the thing is, they still mean so much to me, even though they led me to cutting myself and becoming suicidal. THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. WHATS WRONG WITH ME??
I was having a mental breakdown (still am actually) and i felt like it was a good time to let my friends know that they mean a lot to me, two of my friends who i hold very dear to me gave me plushies, and so those plushies always remind me of them I texted them both saying how those plushies help me feel better when im having a mental breakdown and one of my friends responded, and it made me cry even more because its like 2 am rn and this man still cares to respond and ask if im okay
I'm sorry to vent here but, this video seriously touched my feelings so I want to share my experiences My whole life I've never ever gotten any therapy or proper counceling for my crude behaviour towards myself and others, sometimes I felt invalidated by others just because I prefered to be alone and just draw by myself, in the end I'm just touch starved, I want someone to talk with, someone to hug me with proper feelings, until this one same classmate girl with glasses decided to be close to me and have a nice chat during lunch break, before we never meet again, she told me that I shouldn't be too hard on myself and put too much efford on others just to be validated, told me that I should treat myself better because not everyone is nice in this school, I still remember the things she told me and the things we talked about with each other, but too bad good things had to end, we've graduated together, just never meet again. I miss the good memories and I'll cherish her advice for life (Oh by the way I'm also a girl, with glasses. Just like her too, but our glasses were different) None of my classmates were this close with me. Boys, girls, anyone of any gender, they just don't. Except her. I miss my friend a lot, and I wish her to have a good life and future, I can't thank enough. She saved me from self harming situation that could lead me deeper down. Not even my mom and dad would give me this advice. I had so much to vent for but I think this one just resonates in my memory a lot more. Thank you good friend, I appreciate you.
@@IAMADIVA1624 Thank you TwT, I always felt invalided by anyone irl, especially my mother, whenever I told her not to mention a certain subject I'm uncomfortable of, she always brought up the "it's because you are lazy, that's why you failed math". Not knowing that I had experienced with verbal abuse and lightly physical with my past math teachers. And that's why math subject is my most hated, HECK the most uncomfortable subject to be brought in my life. Edit: oh and my mom saying the "In my era, it's even more worse" subject. Honestly she's nice and all but like, I think it's seriously better if I moved on from her very sooner, I've finished school and can't wait to go out and get away from this house after I get the financial support I need in general. My dad's cool, he understands me. In fact he also had the same math trauma like me, sometimes he invites me to go eat yogurt or ice cream after shopping ^V^
@@OFF1CER_S1NISTER I understand almost all of this and my sister is and was getting therapy but not ounce do/ did my parents ask if I was okay and thing about the school just preferring to do something else and getting bullied for it that’s me but no one has asked me to take me out of that depressive state and never to this day I guess that’s what I get for being the therapists friend 🫠
Does anyone else regret giving love? Making friends. Playing with siblings, uncles, aunts, cousins, pets. Falling in love. Sometimes I wish that I had no feelings, just so that I could be an unemotional asshole who no one could ever love. Just for the slim chance that tears won’t be wasted on my remembrance
@@certifiedmultistan 1 ur not an asshole 2 I deeply understand the last sentence it’s really hard to 3 falling love is probably the most painful ones that I went through 4 have an awesome rest of your month and just remember that you ARE loved and people care I promise you. Stay hydrated and healthy:)❤️
my therapist had to tell my mom about a family member that was doing some very very bad things to me, and my mother said and i quote "oh, you're just a kid and he's your cousin. all cousins experiment with one another don't feel so bad" and "it's just as much of your fault as his, don't be so sad". I'm sorry, you traumatized me into a people pleaser who was more scared of making him mad and keeping him happy because i can't handle it when people im close to say shit. and i can say no, i have gotten into a fair amount of school fights over stuff like this. but this was different. it went on for years it started when we were 7. it became NORMAL, i know this guy i love this guy he's my cousin. and i couldn't say no to someone i was so close to him. he was my closet friend at the time. and now my mother blames my damn phone. i want to sob violently.
I hate that this is 40 minutes. Some of these people are just kids-teens and They don’t deserve to have all of this stuff (stuff is r*p3, ab*s3, etc) happening to them while they still have such a long life ahead of them
I’m pretty sure all of them are minors- but, it saddens me of how many vent TikToks there are. I feel so bad for everyone who has to deal with all this, and more.
theyre overreacting, its normal to get yelled at and given the belt/wire, getting your electronics taken away permanently isn't abuse... neither is getting bad marks a good enough reason to cry
here's a rough draft of a song im creating: tw gore and a sense of weakness and dread isn't livin a suicide mission, im feelin livid, cuz im just a random weirdo you shouldn't care about. why can't i cry why can't i shout, why is nothin comin out? feelin happy was a short spout, all the people say is "stop dont pout!" you should realy know know im in a dark place where i feel displaced i would feel good if i could susan, please shutup please stop talking i can't think rn, but i would never say that cuz i don't deserve respect, so cut me open cut me up, oh please rip and tear out every bit of gut, cuz i suck. burn me alive, make me starve, make me scratch out my heart, get rid of my brain eat up my eyes like they're little pies. cuz i guess based on this no one can hear my desperate cries so there's part of it for you
honestly idk if ill sound mean saying this but ive stopped venting to people because my therapist friend yelled at me about how annoying i am coming to her all the time and how i never let her vent but every time i asked if she was okay or if she needed to talk she said that she was fine, i was trying to help. and she said she didnt mean it after but i still dont want to annoy her or anyone with venting anymore cause i feel like ill get yelled at again
It’s fine, I’m sure she has her own personal reasons for that But for now, you can vent here.. that’s what these videos are for! To tell you that others have been through the same :)
Hey, idk if this will help, but just a little tip: if you're young, a friend shouldn't completely rely on you to help them with their emotions, the same goes the other way. Your friend isn't your therapist, they're your friend, so don't always rely on them so you can take out your emotions on them. There's always help lines to call so you can get help. ❤
Curled up on the bed ✅ Under a blanket ✅ Tears at the corner of your eyes ✅ Thinking about how you relate to some of these videos ✅ Imagining the videos but with you and other people from your life ✅ Thinking about the pain that someone has caused you ✅ It’s 1:00 am ✅
I hate venting in comment sections, but I honestly don't know where else to go lol. I thought I wouldn't be alive to see 15, and now I'm sitting here at the ripe old age of 20, no plans for the future, having to apply for uni, no idea what I want to study, no social life or skills. I'm either constantly high or drunk, and the more I try to improve myself, the further into this pit I'm falling. I have a wonderful partner who is doing his best to support me, but I'm just... going nowhere? I still feel like the same sad 13yo kid who just wants everything to be ok. I need to to be ok
You will be okay! You can do this, please don't give up. You don't have to have everything figured out right now. You're twenty. You have time! Listen to your heart, not other people. And soon, you'll know what you're gonna do. Sending you many virtual hugs and best wishes for your future! ❤
The only one i got sad or cried at was the cat one... I miss my Daisy. She's been in my profile picture for years. Sweet baby girl i hope if there's a heaven, she's there waiting for me. I found her just like the artist did.
Just a little vent here. I feel like people are going to say that I don’t have a reason to feel this way, but I just don’t feel okay anymore. I never experienced harassment or anything like that, but my parents don’t understand me. They are strict about my grades and sometimes I feel like I’m not even a person anymore, just something in this world that doesn’t feel real. When I ask for comfort, it turns into yelling about how I did something wrong. I sit in the bathroom and cry because I’m scared they’ll barge in my room. I know that it’s not as bad as another persons trauma but it makes me feel like I can’t tell my parents anything. I also suffer from extreme social anxiety and my dad screams at me for it. I constantly feel like I’m being judged.
You have all the reason to feel this way okay and don’t let people tell you otherwise. Trauma is trauma and it’s what builds us in life if you have suffered from it. Even though I’m a stranger, if you need comforting, just know you have it from me if you want to talk about anything. This is completely up to you though okay. Hope you have a great day! ❤❤❤
Yea, it's hard to ask for help when it's just feels like ur talking to a wall, feeling pain from those words and then they end up being kind when ur older and they wonder why ur like this when deep down inside all the damage they know and so do u, I hope ur doing ok now a days, there would always be a brighter side to the coin of life, even when ur now an adult u can now choose ur family and find the support and help u need, not sure if this helped but I just wanted to say this
@@ninjafoxko_fox-devil_4964 it really did, honestly, I'm feeling much better now recently and have gotten out of my depressive state, thank you so much for taking the time to write that. ❤️
There was this one time in school. I was this close to trying… and I swear this girl saw right through me and just hugged me. I didn’t ask… but she patted my back and said, “you know it’s not good to hold in tears…” and right after that I just sobbed-
Hello there, it's really easy to notice that society is full of people going through a really hard time. You may think you're worthless, useless.. ect. You don't deserve to feel that way. You're not alone, ever. Things will get better. You're only human, you should never be looked down/ spoke to hurtfully by others, nobody should expect more than what you can already do. You're perfect in your own way, and anybody could see that. They just choose not to. And despite what you think, there's always somebody out there who cares for you. Loving you just for you and nothing more.
actually the most relatable comment I’ve read today, I’m sorry you have to go through that and just remember that even if you can’t see them or if you don’t know them, someone out there is thinking of you and understands what you are going through 🫶 your existence proves that you are strong enough to keep going and enjoy your life ❤ have an amazing day/night, stay safe and when you need help, make sure to reach out to someone.
I know nobody s gonna read this but typing it is gonna make me feel better My parents constantly fought when I was a toddler, and then they got divorced. My dad was abusive. Very abusive. I’m still currently in that situation with him. He’s psychically abusive and mentally abusive and constantly made me and my older brother like we were the problem for a long time. He hated both of us and just wanted children for the power and rule over people. Our mother was never able to be there for us, because she was constantly working. There were nights that we didn’t eat there. I learned to keep my problems to my self because from a very young age everyone made sure that their problems had to be worse than mine. My problems could never be important. Last year, I fell into a terribly toxic group. I’m still in a toxic group but it’s not as bad. Everyone constantly says that I’m too much or to calm down and stop overthinking. I’ll try to tell people what’s going on and they’ll say something like “I’ve had worse” Or “Cool” and then continue to talk about their problems. I’ve always had terrifying visions that affect me psychically and mentally along with spiritually. I’ve tried to tell people about but they simply blamed it on religion and said it was a gift. I am currently in sh but have been clean for 2 weeks:) It’s hard to even try to make any effort to tell anyone because the therapists I’ve had have done nothing. But all of my attempts of coping.. it feels like the entire universe is taking those away too. I have adhd or some shit. God how much I to go back in time to protect my younger self. I’m a therapist friend only because nobody listens to MY problems. I wish I could go into details of what’s going on even more but that’s to much effort right now it’s like 3 am
my mother wished she given me up for adoption and i never forgave her, but the next day my gramma told me she had mild autism and she had narcissistic personality, and that she didnt actually care about me... which after that convo, i noticed... my mother does hate me, she may not say it... but she hates me.
My best friend asked me to vent to her because she could tell something was wrong. I did, and she then proceeded to cuss me out and scream and trauma dump on me. Since then i havent vented to anyone.
Your friend kind of seems like a red flag for doing this and maybe a little bit hypocritical (no offense to them and sry if this is rude or wrong). Even though you don’t know me probably and this may sound weird but if you want to you could talk or vent to me if you want to have a shoulder to cry on. It’s totally up to you though and I hope you start to feel comfortable to vent to the people who are close to. Have a great day. ❤❤❤
Something similar happened to me. My dad insisted that I should vent to him and so I did and he start getting all angry and now I don’t talk to him about myself anymore
Because you understand these things, are you put them into your art and vids, I thank you for helping the people who can’t or don’t know how to express their personal trauma or talk about the things eating them up inside. You help people feel seen, and that really helps a lot. I hope your doing well, wish you the best.
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on RUclips. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing. After everything I’ve been through, some times I think it’s better to be alone.
@@Teen_Spiritt sometimes that’s the case but I in encourage you to find at least three good friends and one might come of attractive and trust me ounce you have a true relationship with someone it really helps and I’m just adding this it helps immensely with depression too I’m sorry that you were abused and that your mother treated you so poorly lastly I just wanna say that you are loved and people understand you stay hydrated and healthy 🙂❤️
I hate when people are like " oh yeah, same " or even more terrible " I have it worse than you " ( it's not a competition, lol ) Wishing you only the best for your future and sending you many virtual hugs ❤❤❤
0:43 this feels so relatable...in most of the schools I went to, I was always the most cheerful and top comedian in my classes. I looked so happy most of the time that I was so sure they wouldn't suspect a thing about me being miserable and stresed at home even when I wasn't really myself. So just because someone's laughing or smiling doesn’t mean that's what's happening underneath...you can say something mean to anyone like a stone being thrown into a lake. But have you ever thought how deep the stone will sink...?
Vent I haven’t seen my mom all summer and she finally made plans for me to go over but last minute she called and said she couldn’t come and pick me up because work which isn’t fair her boss is understanding so if she asked if she could leave early or take a different shift he would’ve said yes but she didn’t and now I’m here on my bed in tears
I have bpd but I hate telling others because I don’t want to worry them. I don’t take pills, get treated, or even talk about my feelings. Growing up I was yelled at for small things and then when I went to go say sorry my mom would say your sorry isn’t enough. I was taught that I had to deal with it. My bpd is catching up to my mental and physical health. The other day I cried over my laundry not being dry. I really feel like dying some days but at the same time I don’t want. I try telling my “friends” but they tell me I’m lying because I’m too happy and my parents are so sweet. I sh. I don’t cut I bite. I don’t want to worry others so I bite so it caused cause scars. I can’t open up to anyone. I’m only 13 and taking sophomore classes. I’m expected to be great. I just want to rest.
the stop crying or ill give you a real reason to cry was so real- i learned how to silently cry, hide my crying after, stopped crying around people unless i was pushed to far, cant comfort anyone, its just awful especially hearing it from a step parent...
27:18 no but I was hanging out with my friends and she made me into a tellitubbie with my hair and we were hanging out near one of my crushes and she fixed my hair for me and literally said “ur hairs so soft” AHHHH YIPPIE
Me with more than one person every day: "Oh, I don't have anything to talk about, I'll just tag along!" "Just tagging along..." "Just tagging along..." "Oh! I have something to say, but other people are talking, I'll just wait!" "Waiting..." "Waiting..." "Perfect time! Say it, say it!" *someone starts a long conversation* "Oh.. Ok! I can wait!" "Waiting..." "Oh wait, I forgot what I was going to say, heh" "Tagging along" "Tagging along" "Oh wait! I remembered it! Let's tell it to everyone!" *gets ignored/nobody cares* "Oh..." *"NEVER TALK AGAIN"* *"NEVER TALK AGAIN"* *"NEVER TALK AGAIN"* *"NEVER TALK AGAIN"* *"NEVER TALK AGAIN"* *"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
That feeling when you make eye contact with one of your friends on the bus and they choose to sit with total strangers instead of the empty seat next to you
I broke down crying this as it reminded me that there are people who had the same thing happen to them and that im not alone as ive felt scared and alone for about 6 years i have two friends that help when ever i break down at school(i dont have contact with them online) because the teachers would send them to check one me or help me because i would go to the restroom and sit in a stall breaking down crying
4:10 I’m always left out in conversations..like..I never get to talk..I just wanna spend time talking with friends,instead I can’t talk to them at all and be left out. And I still love my life..
I’m sorry for vent but when I was grade 2, before my teacher allowed only 2 people in the restroom, I was talking with my friends during recess and suddenly, my classmate went inside a stall and my finger was stuck. I almost broke my finger and I went to the clinic. They healed it a bit, they called my mom and sort of stuff and after that when I was allowed to go to school again, my classmate apologized twice and I forgiven her. it made me some sort of trauma after that but I’m still okay. i was very young at that time for that sort of trauma- but it’s alright. I’m sorry if this is not really related to the video but I just wanted to talk abt it since some of the others are venting. sorry if you don’t understand, I have some bad grammar-
4:01 I felt this one and actually started crying. I just opened up about my thoughts of sh (I’ve never committed but seriously debated). I also opened about how I thought I was depressed. I don’t actually think they care. I feel as if they just went. “Oh ok. We might do therapy but we’ll just try talking to you directly first.” I feel useless around my mom. But at the same time like a slave. I wish I was loved for me and not what I can do.
Listen, even if they don't care your not useless. I may not know you in real life but I can tell that you are an amazing person who deserves the world. You shouldn't be treated like your problems dont mattet. They. Do. Matter. You are a great person and you deserve to be happy. Have a great day, night, week, month, year, decade, life.
The first time I SH'd was when I was 13 and my step dad yelled at me, unplugged my lights, and slammed the door because I couldn't sleep and stayed up drawing quietly in my room. I was clean for a little over a year after that but then I started again. I don’t remember why. Now I'm 23, almost 24 and it makes me sad to think I still haven't been able to make it a full year without relapsing. :( I was doing really good for a while but lately it feels like I'm slipping back into wanting to do it more and more. It feels like the only thing that will help when I don't wanna worry people or get into an argument if I express my fears, intrusive thoughts, or opinions. I'm trying not to give up. If your reading this, I hope you know your not alone and that you don't give up either, no matter how many times you relapse 🩵 Your loved.
To anyone reading this: I’m proud of you.. I’m proud of you for still being here no matter what happened to you I’m proud of you for still going.. honestly I’m proud of you for just finding the strength to get out of bed today I am so proud of you for staying strong and still staying here It’s okay to be exhausted, existing is tiring You are so amazing, don’t forget that And I’m proud of you.. I promise you will reach the end of the dark tunnel.. you are amazing and I’m proud you’re still here
Many things are going on, but none are physically bad, so I don't feel valid. There are a lot of people going through worse things than me and I'm probably living a good life compared to others, but I then feel like I think that way because I feel bad for myself, and I'm spoiled, and then it goes on like that over and over and it's really overwhelming.
SAME I don't know you, but I feel more understood just by reading your text than from any person I know. I can't give you any advice, because i'm in the same situation, but I am sending you veeeeeery many virtual hugs and best wishes for your future. Stay strong ❤❤❤
My dad left after mentally using my mother, never caring for us kids, and my mom was left to care for everyone but herself, she had two kids, and now I’m left here trying to be strong for my brother, who’s fine now, but before he wasn’t. And now I’m left telling myself I can never be weak or cry because I don’t deserve it I must be strong. Sorry for doing this is just felt like venting. Sorry lol 😂
@missdior-og6dd literally thank you so much, I needed to hear that so much, after awhile of my friends and family saying that over and over again it just feels like they really don’t mean it, but hearing it from a stranger just hit different, idk why, just thank you so much.
My mom was always there for me physically, but never mentally. She'd always find a way to make any talk into a lecture, whether that be me feeling sad, my grades, or my sleep. She's never bothered to understand me, and when I try to tell her, she yells at me to shut up before telling me to continue, then gets really upset when I refuse to talk. She still does this now, but after my brother went off to college, she's tried really hard to be super nice to me, and it makes me feel awful for even thinking about cutting her off. But I know it'll make me feel so, so much better about myself.
15:19 This made me cry because I have been really messed up psychologically the last few years but I had been able to put up with it but ever since my cat died I have just been touch starved and desperate more then ever.
when i was a kidi have a really long hair but i dont remember how,me and my best friend got into a fight and she pulled my hair after that i thought that the problem between us is alrewdy done but in class when i was asleep she cut my hair a bit and my mom has to fix my hair and now my hair is short liks a boy
Slight vent tw!! ( except it’s not even slight ) I was sa’d by someone when I was young I’m scared to tell anyone the other day I got in a fight with my mom and she used something I was crying about ( my dad bc he’s is jail AGAIN ) she was like “ your over here crying about the people who aren’t even in your life” so I told her I don’t even know why I should be around here anymore every day she asks me “ what happened Spencer this isn’t the girl you used to be?” She made me this way talking to her is like talking to a cop every single thing you say can and will be used against you I hate my body I hate the way I look I hate my voice I hate my forehead I hate my hair I hate my eyes I wish my eyelashes were longer I wish I was smarter I wish my mom loved me more I wish I was the favorite I wish I was skinny I wish the kids at school ,didn't make fun of me fir being fat I wish my sister loved me I wish my dad was a better person. These are all just wishes at the end of the day I really wish I was skinny if I was literally all my problems would go away I have a ed ( eating disorder) which is bulimia I binge eat throw is up and then starve myself, pretty simple I’ve tried to lose weight but it never comes off I just wish I was skinny if anyone has any tips on how a 14 year old can lose weight but has to eat dinner every day bc of their mom I would gladly accept tips…… My bff ( best friend forever) literally only talk about her crush and blah blah blah I love her I really do she’s the best person I’ve ever met she’s kind amazing and she’s the sweetest person and my one true love frfr but sometimes she only talks about her problems or feeling and I feel left out I just don’t understand and when I try to say something about my feeling she kinda interrupts and I feel invalidated but these are just my silly little opinions about like ( SOMEONE NEEDS TO CALL A MENTAL HOSPITAL ON ME FRFR I AM GONNA DIE ( slight hint ) anyways gonna go cry now bc life has thrown me off a cliff love you honeys ..
I always give my friends my school lunch, it's better than throwing it away, then I'm wasting food, but my friends already have food, so technically I'm wasting food either way, but i can't seem to bring myself to eat it. The only thing I'm able to do in life is waste my mom's money, gosh I'm the worst
As someone who was forced to keep my emotions in because my dad didn't know how to go about it because of his own trauma this really helps me knowing I'm not alone
i have never not gave my friend advice about how to handle her situations. and one day at recess, her other friend standing there behind her, she literally told me “i’m there for you but you never help me…” like… honestly, she probably thinks that because she never even vents to me that often, the only time i help her is when i notice it. she can’t expect me to be aware all the time.
@Button_gardenyou should! There’s always someone who will support you! May I ask what your preferred name is(just curious, you don’t have to share if your not comfortable)
I’m not sure if this is a vent- but earlier today I went to the store brought stuff and the realized that the person took all the money off the card I was using to pay I ask him about it he said “I still gave you the money” I said but money was supposed to stay in the card (idk much about card money things because I’m 12..) and then he started to yell at me with a full line of customers. I got scared because everyone was looking at me so I ran home without feeling anything but when I walked in the house I broke down immediately sobbing and shaking thinking about why I didn’t just let it be and what they were thinking about me because to me their faces showed anger and resentment. My sister came in and saw me crying she was asking why but when she touched me I got scared and pushed her I realized what I did and tried to apologize and comfort her but she called my mother and I told her what had happened at the store and me accidentally pushing my sister then she said I did it on purpose and I could of put the money back in the card so she started yelling at me and my break down go worse and I was asked do I want a reason to cry for ( I got a reason afterwards) and was sent to my room I took a nap and now I’m here watching vent to see if I can relate to anything and be with people who understand.☺️(sorry if this was not a vent it’s just what I was feeling and how my day went😅)
@@AsiyiahMosesit is a vent and it does matter i am so sorry that happened to you as an older sister it really is terrible how yours did that i am so sorry about your mum she shouldn't have treated you that way when you were crying especially since your only twelve i am here if you ever need to talk ok
Im ten years old, A female. I have a physical medical thing called Percosius Puberty, it causes me to age faster than everyone else in the body area. When I was 9, I took a full body X-ray and it showed that I had the body structure of a 12 year old. I've been mistaken as a 16 year old, sometimes A 15 or 14 year old multiple times. When in second grade, an older boy at school (ik guessing he was in 4th or 5th grade, my elementary school goes up to 6th grade) flashed me. (he showed me his frontal area down there.) In 4th grade, or last school year, I was jumped by a group of middle schoolers getting off the bus thats next to my school. I used to S.H (using A razor to cut my legs and wrists, ankles and shoulders). Im currently in therapy and I have diagnosed anxiety and combined ADHD. Stay safe guys ❤
I saw this comment saying how if you constantly scratch yourself on purpose that's self harm. I...I don't think I'm ever going to be clean if that's sh
At school,Some of the others call me the "Bigback" or "Pig" and im just fine with it,and I always get the blame and my sister doesn't even do it and I plaster a fake smile :) so I can make everyone happy forever and not me inside :)
If you’re getting better it’s A GOOD THING seriously you don’t have to keep yourself bad for ANY REASON there is no reason to get worse it will NOT HELP even with community or validation the happy you will find all that AND MORE the best things are yet to come it doesn’t matter what’s going on with OTHER PEOPLES journeys if you’re trying to get worse just have a self-awareness talk and think what’s going to happen and that is NOTHING HELPFUL
I shouldn’t feel like this. I was getting better, met this nice girl who loves me, my dad finally is leaving me alone, and I’ve started setting boundaries. Yet here I am.
When i almost passed out of hunger in my classes one time and when i told my mom about it she told me "well maybe eat next time??" The thing is, she didnt even get me lunch. She didnt give two shits. And goddamn did that hit hard.
Well there are multiple ways my personal fac fuck of it ain't that easy But some others are 1 dieting is very difficult to do and i am not ready to yet 2 dieting doesn't mean you look better yes if weight loss is your only goal it might but even then it doesn't guarantee anything
I remember when I was little my mom didn't care about my grades and all that but now that I'm 16 my mom just wants me to have a high grade and a job and all that..she also started telling me "you wake up late on vacation and all the girls in your class are working" and I wanted To tell her that I'm not theme...but it just made me feel like I want to go back in childhood....
To anyone reading this comment… I care about you, you are kind creative awesome sauce human being! You might be in a dark place rn but youn CAN get out of it! Take care of ur self mkay? Ily sm
0:11 Legit me😊 0:28 Y e s . 0:59 I used to cut my thighs but got lazy, i can relate 1:27 I was too scared to ask for comfort for this exact reason 1:34 R e l a t a b l e, i barely eat. 3:18 4:01 4:10 4:19 The time my mother was with her ex Luis…. She punished me for every little thing that i commonly did….. I thought she hated me… 4:55 5:32
“When you're in your darkest place, you give yourself hope and that's inner strength.” ― Uncle Iroh I copy and pasted this quote from a website because I was too lazy to type it, but the quote is still a quote
I’m having a really difficult time with my mom. Things she does started building up and the realization that this isn’t normal hit me like a truck. I’ve already talked to my therapist, friend, and dad about it, so I don’t want to go too much into it. She makes me stressed, every time I’m at her house I feel constantly stressed, like one wrong move and I’m going to set her off. I left early from a beach trip my grandma had planned for us (me, my brother, and my mom) to go on with her and my aunt. I left after one day when my mom claimed that I could’ve said I didn’t want to go after I said I wanted to be at home. She drove me to a point to meet my dad and I’ve been at his house for the past three days and tomorrow I have to go back to her house and I’m not ready to. I don’t want to. My brother is mad I left and I feel so bad that I left him. I cried a lot while writing this, and I’m actually glad because I haven’t been able to cry in a while. It mainly comes out as laughter from the pure hysteria. Rarely both but it happens. I know no one will ever read this, no one ever does and that’s just the reality of it. I used to leave a thank you to whoever in the future that would read my vent/rants but I know no one does. Good bye thoughts I put in the void
Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!!
My sister is abusive.(constantly verbally and rarely physically) so I have lots of trouble sleeping cause I know that she could/would come and kill me while I am asleep (especially since she threatens to a lot.) I ALWAYS sleep with a weapon next to me, I actually have one next to me rn. Any way its gotten way worse lately, usually I just wake up once or twice but now I wake up every 30 minutes and this "morning" I woke up and 4:00am and couldn't go back to sleep and school is starting again TODAY so I am gonna be tierd AF. I am not having a good day already...😔🙏 Sorry this is so long! Have a good day!❤
*me being the therapist friend* Friend: *crying and telling me about their trauma* Me: *tells a joke* Friend: *laughs* thank you, your the best *me at home in my room on my bed* Me: what if I bought a binder, why aren’t I normal, I wonder if I’m trans, sound great to be a boy, but I’m also fine with being a girl, but I don’t want to be human, why can’t I talk about my feelings, my parents aren’t abusive, so why can’t I talk about my feelings, can’t I just be a animal, I feel like the lost child role, but I’m not abused, I think I’ve convinced myself to act like this, I want to just be cisgender, this is so confusing
when you actually tried in school, studied harder than everyone, and still get a bad grade, then your teachers, parents, and peers just say “you have to try harder” I’ve already tried my hardest, but it’s still not enough
i had like this friend in middle school. i was the weird nerd (still) back then and we were friends i guess. now in highschool.we go to different highs but theyre close so we usually meet .and i think he hates me now. i mean i think i have a nature to use curse words ,not a lot but i still do, to draw attention.so we could talk .and i feel like he's ignoring me.i mean all of the people he talks to do use curse words .i was walking with a group of classmates walking home when we saw him and we greeted him.i dont really think i belong to this group,like they seem to get along and joke with each other and i cant . it just makes me feel like am an outcast .like when i walk together with thigroup .i feel like im always in the back.and i try to act like i dont give a shit but it really hurts.
My “friends” always said to me, “your too young to be depressed” and, “oh, you’re just being dramatic” when I would vent to them. They were acting like mental health is a joke. I hate humanity for this.
I am the kid everyone goes to in the group to talk to I always listened. One day I was a whole mess breaking down in class because of a girl who had been bullying me for the past 2 years she was a mutual friend but all my friends came to defend me and the ones who didn’t I now know that even though it hurts aren’t worth my time❤ Stay strong always be there for your friends it will cycle back to you -Sincerely that one therapist friend
My dad used to be awful towards me, and now he's being nicer it makes me feel worse. i want to be hurt so I feel valid.
you *were* hurt, so you are valid. you are valid, no matter how complex your situation is.
same situation with my mom. I can’t help but take out my anger on her because of everything :(
I'm going through the same thing like he hurt me really bad and now I have all this trauma and shit to deal with but now he's getting better and I just feel like shit for everything I feel, like, I see people talking about how their parent struggled with mental illness and hid it from them so they'd have a happy childhood and I wish he'd done that but at the same time I feel selfish for wishing someone would mask just for me and I wish he'd get worse again so my pain would feel valid but at the same time I'm terrified of him getting worse and why the hell would I wish that on anyone?
Same
Fucking same so badly
Just saving this for myself. Like my comment to remind me thanks ❤ 4:55 10:54 12:52 14:32 16:05 19:02 19:31 26:02 26:56 29:03 29:47 29:53 31:23 31:34 33:46 35:58 36:15 36:31 38:24
Replying to remind you :D
replying to remind u
Replying to remind u
Here is ur reminder Ill save this to remind u from time to time :)
Tysm guys 😭🙏❤️
3:44 my (twin) older brothers were leaving my household the day after they turned eighteen. the whole night before that, i had cried my eyes out, bc now i would have to be stuck alone with my constantly drunk mother and stepfather. my brothers were my protectors, and they were leaving me. they came into my room in the morning and saw my teary, bloodshot eyes and asked me what was wrong. i just started crying, and they sat down with me until i was calm. i managed to tell them, and they were like “wdym? you’re coming with us, we wouldn’t ever leave you in a place like this.” i was shocked, but i packed my stuff quickly, and my mom and stepdad were screaming from the couch but were too hungover to get up. the yelling scared me, but one of my brothers put a hand on my back and gently guided me out the door. i love them so much. it’s been a little 3 years since this happened, and now they have legal custody of me (: sorry for trauma dumping, just wanted to share this.
don’t feel sorry, you’re valid to talk about your feelings :) and im so sorry about your parents, some parents really just don’t deserve kids if they’re not going to try to love them and take care of them. and im so happy you’re brothers took you with them!! im glad you have people who can protect you and genuinely make you feel loved
@ omg tysm this made my day (though it’s 12:18 am so not much day so far 😆) but this was really sweet 💕
@@uma.is.very.concerning aww you’re so sweet too thank you 😭 happy new years!! I hope 2025 is a good year for you :)
Oh my God i am so sorry. I’m sorry you had to grow up in such a place. You didnt deserve that. I’m happy you hace ur brothers tho. I hope ur doing AMAZING :)
@ thank you so much oh my goodness. you too!! 💕 I’m sorry if this sounds rushed or anything I’m not very good at expressing feelings through words but this did make me very happy I promise ❤️
2:45 me after hearing "The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person doesn't desire to be sick."
I just want to be broken enough to be fixed
wait what
i just NEED to feel valid
I just make myself sick most of the time
oh um so wtf am I doing
It hurts to think that like half of the people watching this compilation are kids that can relate to this comp…
I'm in that half
Me only being 9: relating to almost half of it):
I am under 18 yes. But most of us are forced to mature faster than we should.. its a sad reality but its our waking life
im jst going to say everything
i am 11, remember that. there are these 2 people that TRAUMATIZED me, it was online ofc. they are 14 and 15 a boy and a girl. he would ask me questions like “do you know how to milk women?” and stuff. then one day he forced his gf to explain to me in details what they did when they met irl. i still remember it. i had to deal with them for 4 months, now im going to remember them longer than i knew them. and the thing is, they still mean so much to me, even though they led me to cutting myself and becoming suicidal. THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. WHATS WRONG WITH ME??
YEA BOIS IM THAT MF! :3
"NO RANDOM MUSIC!!"
the random and not close to sad/vent music: 👁️👄👁️
What timestamps??
@@Fizzie_Ferret 9:08
@@Fizzie_Ferret25:10
There might be a chance the music used originally is copyrighted.
12:39
I was having a mental breakdown (still am actually) and i felt like it was a good time to let my friends know that they mean a lot to me, two of my friends who i hold very dear to me gave me plushies, and so those plushies always remind me of them
I texted them both saying how those plushies help me feel better when im having a mental breakdown and one of my friends responded, and it made me cry even more because its like 2 am rn and this man still cares to respond and ask if im okay
I'm sorry to vent here but, this video seriously touched my feelings so I want to share my experiences
My whole life I've never ever gotten any therapy or proper counceling for my crude behaviour towards myself and others, sometimes I felt invalidated by others just because I prefered to be alone and just draw by myself, in the end I'm just touch starved, I want someone to talk with, someone to hug me with proper feelings, until this one same classmate girl with glasses decided to be close to me and have a nice chat during lunch break, before we never meet again, she told me that I shouldn't be too hard on myself and put too much efford on others just to be validated, told me that I should treat myself better because not everyone is nice in this school, I still remember the things she told me and the things we talked about with each other, but too bad good things had to end, we've graduated together, just never meet again. I miss the good memories and I'll cherish her advice for life (Oh by the way I'm also a girl, with glasses. Just like her too, but our glasses were different)
None of my classmates were this close with me. Boys, girls, anyone of any gender, they just don't. Except her. I miss my friend a lot, and I wish her to have a good life and future, I can't thank enough. She saved me from self harming situation that could lead me deeper down. Not even my mom and dad would give me this advice. I had so much to vent for but I think this one just resonates in my memory a lot more.
Thank you good friend, I appreciate you.
I am here for you.. let it all out :3 you are free to vent anytime you’d like, don’t feel bad!
@@IAMADIVA1624 Thank you TwT, I always felt invalided by anyone irl, especially my mother, whenever I told her not to mention a certain subject I'm uncomfortable of, she always brought up the "it's because you are lazy, that's why you failed math". Not knowing that I had experienced with verbal abuse and lightly physical with my past math teachers. And that's why math subject is my most hated, HECK the most uncomfortable subject to be brought in my life.
Edit: oh and my mom saying the "In my era, it's even more worse" subject. Honestly she's nice and all but like, I think it's seriously better if I moved on from her very sooner, I've finished school and can't wait to go out and get away from this house after I get the financial support I need in general. My dad's cool, he understands me. In fact he also had the same math trauma like me, sometimes he invites me to go eat yogurt or ice cream after shopping ^V^
@@OFF1CER_S1NISTER I understand almost all of this and my sister is and was getting therapy but not ounce do/ did my parents ask if I was okay and thing about the school just preferring to do something else and getting bullied for it that’s me but no one has asked me to take me out of that depressive state and never to this day I guess that’s what I get for being the therapists friend 🫠
@@OFF1CER_S1NISTER stay healthy I’m here for you and I like your you tube channel
@@Yo-vi1dy thank youu
Does anyone else regret giving love? Making friends. Playing with siblings, uncles, aunts, cousins, pets. Falling in love.
Sometimes I wish that I had no feelings, just so that I could be an unemotional asshole who no one could ever love. Just for the slim chance that tears won’t be wasted on my remembrance
so that you may go without notice, so you may not depend. (idk my experience)
That's not a problem for me.....
@@certifiedmultistan 1 ur not an asshole
2 I deeply understand the last sentence it’s really hard to
3 falling love is probably the most painful ones that I went through
4 have an awesome rest of your month and just remember that you ARE loved and people care I promise you. Stay hydrated and healthy:)❤️
I feel that exact way right now
I love people, I love everything but sometimes I see no point
Yes. All the time.
my therapist had to tell my mom about a family member that was doing some very very bad things to me, and my mother said and i quote "oh, you're just a kid and he's your cousin. all cousins experiment with one another don't feel so bad" and "it's just as much of your fault as his, don't be so sad".
I'm sorry, you traumatized me into a people pleaser who was more scared of making him mad and keeping him happy because i can't handle it when people im close to say shit. and i can say no, i have gotten into a fair amount of school fights over stuff like this. but this was different. it went on for years it started when we were 7. it became NORMAL, i know this guy i love this guy he's my cousin. and i couldn't say no to someone i was so close to him. he was my closet friend at the time.
and now my mother blames my damn phone. i want to sob violently.
you were 7. there was no way for you to know that it was wrong or that you should even say no. why would you, you trusted him.
“Hey mom my cousin SA’d me and I’m pretty depressed about it..”
“OH IT’S BECAUSE OF THAT DARN PHONE!! 😤😤😤”
I hate that this is 40 minutes. Some of these people are just kids-teens and They don’t deserve to have all of this stuff (stuff is r*p3, ab*s3, etc) happening to them while they still have such a long life ahead of them
Yes and also it doesn't matter the age in my opinion, NO ONE should suffer because of those horrible things :(
I’m pretty sure all of them are minors- but, it saddens me of how many vent TikToks there are. I feel so bad for everyone who has to deal with all this, and more.
@@the_frog_kidyeah🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁
theyre overreacting, its normal to get yelled at and given the belt/wire, getting your electronics taken away permanently isn't abuse... neither is getting bad marks a good enough reason to cry
@ excuse me..?
here's a rough draft of a song im creating:
tw gore and a sense of weakness and dread
isn't livin a suicide mission, im feelin livid, cuz im just a random weirdo you shouldn't care about. why can't i cry why can't i shout, why is nothin comin out?
feelin happy was a short spout, all the people say is "stop dont pout!" you should realy know know im in a dark place where i feel displaced i would feel good if i could susan, please shutup please stop talking i can't think rn, but i would never say that cuz i don't deserve respect, so cut me open cut me up, oh please rip and tear out every bit of gut, cuz i suck. burn me alive, make me starve, make me scratch out my heart, get rid of my brain eat up my eyes like they're little pies. cuz i guess based on this no one can hear my desperate cries
so there's part of it for you
thats really well written :3 /gen
That’s such a good song you should think about finishing it or posting it
@@amazinga4716 thanks, but i dont have the instruments other the ones supplied by my school
👍
amazing!!!
honestly idk if ill sound mean saying this but ive stopped venting to people because my therapist friend yelled at me about how annoying i am coming to her all the time and how i never let her vent but every time i asked if she was okay or if she needed to talk she said that she was fine, i was trying to help. and she said she didnt mean it after but i still dont want to annoy her or anyone with venting anymore cause i feel like ill get yelled at again
It’s fine, I’m sure she has her own personal reasons for that
But for now, you can vent here.. that’s what these videos are for! To tell you that others have been through the same :)
You can vent here, this is a safe space
Hey, idk if this will help, but just a little tip: if you're young, a friend shouldn't completely rely on you to help them with their emotions, the same goes the other way. Your friend isn't your therapist, they're your friend, so don't always rely on them so you can take out your emotions on them. There's always help lines to call so you can get help. ❤
Get a new therapist please! Therapists should never ever yell at clients EVER!
@@ghost-type-atlas ohhhhhh okay my bad lol
Curled up on the bed ✅
Under a blanket ✅
Tears at the corner of your eyes ✅
Thinking about how you relate to some of these videos ✅
Imagining the videos but with you and other people from your life ✅
Thinking about the pain that someone has caused you ✅
It’s 1:00 am ✅
its 2:30 am for me rn, probably gonna be up until 4 idk tho
feel nauseous tho 👍
Spot on! It's 1:13 AM for me right now
Close 2:27 am
I hate venting in comment sections, but I honestly don't know where else to go lol.
I thought I wouldn't be alive to see 15, and now I'm sitting here at the ripe old age of 20, no plans for the future, having to apply for uni, no idea what I want to study, no social life or skills. I'm either constantly high or drunk, and the more I try to improve myself, the further into this pit I'm falling. I have a wonderful partner who is doing his best to support me, but I'm just... going nowhere? I still feel like the same sad 13yo kid who just wants everything to be ok.
I need to to be ok
You will be okay! You can do this, please don't give up. You don't have to have everything figured out right now. You're twenty. You have time! Listen to your heart, not other people. And soon, you'll know what you're gonna do. Sending you many virtual hugs and best wishes for your future! ❤
The only one i got sad or cried at was the cat one... I miss my Daisy. She's been in my profile picture for years. Sweet baby girl i hope if there's a heaven, she's there waiting for me. I found her just like the artist did.
Just a little vent here.
I feel like people are going to say that I don’t have a reason to feel this way, but I just don’t feel okay anymore. I never experienced harassment or anything like that, but my parents don’t understand me. They are strict about my grades and sometimes I feel like I’m not even a person anymore, just something in this world that doesn’t feel real. When I ask for comfort, it turns into yelling about how I did something wrong. I sit in the bathroom and cry because I’m scared they’ll barge in my room. I know that it’s not as bad as another persons trauma but it makes me feel like I can’t tell my parents anything. I also suffer from extreme social anxiety and my dad screams at me for it. I constantly feel like I’m being judged.
You have all the reason to feel this way okay and don’t let people tell you otherwise. Trauma is trauma and it’s what builds us in life if you have suffered from it. Even though I’m a stranger, if you need comforting, just know you have it from me if you want to talk about anything. This is completely up to you though okay. Hope you have a great day! ❤❤❤
Yea, it's hard to ask for help when it's just feels like ur talking to a wall, feeling pain from those words and then they end up being kind when ur older and they wonder why ur like this when deep down inside all the damage they know and so do u, I hope ur doing ok now a days, there would always be a brighter side to the coin of life, even when ur now an adult u can now choose ur family and find the support and help u need, not sure if this helped but I just wanted to say this
@@ninjafoxko_fox-devil_4964 it really did, honestly, I'm feeling much better now recently and have gotten out of my depressive state, thank you so much for taking the time to write that. ❤️
There was this one time in school.
I was this close to trying… and I swear this girl saw right through me and just hugged me. I didn’t ask… but she patted my back and said, “you know it’s not good to hold in tears…” and right after that I just sobbed-
And I’m not the person to cry like ever…
@@Mylaartzz3damn I hope you feel better
Hello there, it's really easy to notice that society is full of people going through a really hard time. You may think you're worthless, useless.. ect. You don't deserve to feel that way. You're not alone, ever. Things will get better. You're only human, you should never be looked down/ spoke to hurtfully by others, nobody should expect more than what you can already do. You're perfect in your own way, and anybody could see that. They just choose not to. And despite what you think, there's always somebody out there who cares for you. Loving you just for you and nothing more.
thank you, blitz (no but seriously)
I wish this was true irl
I didn't know a comment could make you want to cry...
You are a god send for cutting out the outros of tiktoks
I love you
there was random music though…
Im doing really good right now but i know as soon as school starts ima go back to my old habits
actually the most relatable comment I’ve read today, I’m sorry you have to go through that and just remember that even if you can’t see them or if you don’t know them, someone out there is thinking of you and understands what you are going through 🫶 your existence proves that you are strong enough to keep going and enjoy your life ❤ have an amazing day/night, stay safe and when you need help, make sure to reach out to someone.
Same summer is when I don’t feel the urge to kill myself 😞
It hits hard when your happy but then " no,i dont deserve this" pops on your mind
Dang. Most of these are pretty relatable! And I wish people had the ability to hug their younger self. ❤
I know nobody s gonna read this but typing it is gonna make me feel better
My parents constantly fought when I was a toddler, and then they got divorced. My dad was abusive. Very abusive. I’m still currently in that situation with him. He’s psychically abusive and mentally abusive and constantly made me and my older brother like we were the problem for a long time. He hated both of us and just wanted children for the power and rule over people. Our mother was never able to be there for us, because she was constantly working. There were nights that we didn’t eat there. I learned to keep my problems to my self because from a very young age everyone made sure that their problems had to be worse than mine. My problems could never be important. Last year, I fell into a terribly toxic group. I’m still in a toxic group but it’s not as bad. Everyone constantly says that I’m too much or to calm down and stop overthinking. I’ll try to tell people what’s going on and they’ll say something like “I’ve had worse” Or “Cool” and then continue to talk about their problems. I’ve always had terrifying visions that affect me psychically and mentally along with spiritually. I’ve tried to tell people about but they simply blamed it on religion and said it was a gift. I am currently in sh but have been clean for 2 weeks:)
It’s hard to even try to make any effort to tell anyone because the therapists I’ve had have done nothing. But all of my attempts of coping.. it feels like the entire universe is taking those away too. I have adhd or some shit. God how much I to go back in time to protect my younger self. I’m a therapist friend only because nobody listens to MY problems. I wish I could go into details of what’s going on even more but that’s to much effort right now it’s like 3 am
why does bluey end up being so relatable that i end up crying bc of an animation with its sound 19:27
My dad looked at me and told me that if I came back he would send me back home to moms and never talk to me again........I love my dad sm
:(
Oh…Oh sweetheart…
my mother wished she given me up for adoption and i never forgave her, but the next day my gramma told me she had mild autism and she had narcissistic personality, and that she didnt actually care about me... which after that convo, i noticed... my mother does hate me, she may not say it... but she hates me.
My best friend asked me to vent to her because she could tell something was wrong. I did, and she then proceeded to cuss me out and scream and trauma dump on me. Since then i havent vented to anyone.
Your friend kind of seems like a red flag for doing this and maybe a little bit hypocritical (no offense to them and sry if this is rude or wrong). Even though you don’t know me probably and this may sound weird but if you want to you could talk or vent to me if you want to have a shoulder to cry on. It’s totally up to you though and I hope you start to feel comfortable to vent to the people who are close to. Have a great day. ❤❤❤
@@Airie_Boo yeah, thank you.
Something similar happened to me. My dad insisted that I should vent to him and so I did and he start getting all angry and now I don’t talk to him about myself anymore
Because you understand these things, are you put them into your art and vids, I thank you for helping the people who can’t or don’t know how to express their personal trauma or talk about the things eating them up inside. You help people feel seen, and that really helps a lot. I hope your doing well, wish you the best.
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to
I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on RUclips. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing.
After everything I’ve been through, some times I think it’s better to be alone.
@@Teen_Spiritt sometimes that’s the case but I in encourage you to find at least three good friends and one might come of attractive and trust me ounce you have a true relationship with someone it really helps and I’m just adding this it helps immensely with depression too I’m sorry that you were abused and that your mother treated you so poorly lastly I just wanna say that you are loved and people understand you stay hydrated and healthy 🙂❤️
@@Yo-vi1dy thank you ❤️ it means a lot.
@@Teen_Spiritt yeah np
I hate when people are like " oh yeah, same " or even more terrible " I have it worse than you " ( it's not a competition, lol )
Wishing you only the best for your future and sending you many virtual hugs ❤❤❤
0:43 this feels so relatable...in most of the schools I went to, I was always the most cheerful and top comedian in my classes. I looked so happy most of the time that I was so sure they wouldn't suspect a thing about me being miserable and stresed at home even when I wasn't really myself. So just because someone's laughing or smiling doesn’t mean that's what's happening underneath...you can say something mean to anyone like a stone being thrown into a lake. But have you ever thought how deep the stone will sink...?
Vent
I haven’t seen my mom all summer and she finally made plans for me to go over but last minute she called and said she couldn’t come and pick me up because work which isn’t fair her boss is understanding so if she asked if she could leave early or take a different shift he would’ve said yes but she didn’t and now I’m here on my bed in tears
I’m sorry, but I don’t understand- did your mom not wanna come over or did her boss not let her go?
@@mikamikamikamikax8sounds like their mom didn’t want to visit but I don’t want to make it seem true cause this person already is having a hard time
I have bpd but I hate telling others because I don’t want to worry them. I don’t take pills, get treated, or even talk about my feelings. Growing up I was yelled at for small things and then when I went to go say sorry my mom would say your sorry isn’t enough. I was taught that I had to deal with it. My bpd is catching up to my mental and physical health. The other day I cried over my laundry not being dry. I really feel like dying some days but at the same time I don’t want. I try telling my “friends” but they tell me I’m lying because I’m too happy and my parents are so sweet. I sh. I don’t cut I bite. I don’t want to worry others so I bite so it caused cause scars. I can’t open up to anyone. I’m only 13 and taking sophomore classes. I’m expected to be great. I just want to rest.
This is actually pretty good thanks :)
the stop crying or ill give you a real reason to cry was so real- i learned how to silently cry, hide my crying after, stopped crying around people unless i was pushed to far, cant comfort anyone, its just awful especially hearing it from a step parent...
The one about the fear of everbody just politely tolerating you is actually so relatable
I don't know what type of response this is, but every time I relate to something, I she'd a tear and I feel a wave of cold course through my bones.
27:18 no but I was hanging out with my friends and she made me into a tellitubbie with my hair and we were hanging out near one of my crushes and she fixed my hair for me and literally said “ur hairs so soft” AHHHH YIPPIE
This made me cry and doubt myself and say hurtful things to myself and i almost hurt myself
I may not know you,
and I may be able to do nothing for you in this moment,
But I'll remember you.❤
Me with more than one person every day:
"Oh, I don't have anything to talk about, I'll just tag along!"
"Just tagging along..."
"Just tagging along..."
"Oh! I have something to say, but other people are talking, I'll just wait!"
"Waiting..."
"Waiting..."
"Perfect time! Say it, say it!"
*someone starts a long conversation*
"Oh.. Ok! I can wait!"
"Waiting..."
"Oh wait, I forgot what I was going to say, heh"
"Tagging along"
"Tagging along"
"Oh wait! I remembered it! Let's tell it to everyone!"
*gets ignored/nobody cares*
"Oh..."
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
i’m sorry you have to feel that way that happens to me too and i know it sucks and it feels terrible :(
That feeling when you make eye contact with one of your friends on the bus and they choose to sit with total strangers instead of the empty seat next to you
.POV:.your mom didn't come to your graduation..But its not a POV anymore..
Oh my god i am so sorry you deserve better . Congratulations on graduation through
Same but my mom actually couldn't see it.
@@AngelCat748 I'm sorry
@@Yourmummy666 it's okay.
I bet my mom saw it, despite me not seeing her.
@@AngelCat748 well that's good at least still must suck
I broke down crying this as it reminded me that there are people who had the same thing happen to them and that im not alone as ive felt scared and alone for about 6 years i have two friends that help when ever i break down at school(i dont have contact with them online) because the teachers would send them to check one me or help me because i would go to the restroom and sit in a stall breaking down crying
4:10 I’m always left out in conversations..like..I never get to talk..I just wanna spend time talking with friends,instead I can’t talk to them at all and be left out. And I still love my life..
I’m sorry for vent but when I was grade 2, before my teacher allowed only 2 people in the restroom, I was talking with my friends during recess and suddenly, my classmate went inside a stall and my finger was stuck. I almost broke my finger and I went to the clinic. They healed it a bit, they called my mom and sort of stuff and after that when I was allowed to go to school again, my classmate apologized twice and I forgiven her. it made me some sort of trauma after that but I’m still okay. i was very young at that time for that sort of trauma- but it’s alright.
I’m sorry if this is not really related to the video but I just wanted to talk abt it since some of the others are venting.
sorry if you don’t understand, I have some bad grammar-
4:01 I felt this one and actually started crying. I just opened up about my thoughts of sh (I’ve never committed but seriously debated). I also opened about how I thought I was depressed. I don’t actually think they care. I feel as if they just went. “Oh ok. We might do therapy but we’ll just try talking to you directly first.” I feel useless around my mom. But at the same time like a slave. I wish I was loved for me and not what I can do.
Listen, even if they don't care your not useless. I may not know you in real life but I can tell that you are an amazing person who deserves the world. You shouldn't be treated like your problems dont mattet. They. Do. Matter. You are a great person and you deserve to be happy. Have a great day, night, week, month, year, decade, life.
I'm so happy for you i be been a fan of you for months and your finally getting traction
'no random music' repeats the same music 4 times
But maybe lots of people can relate and feel like what they are venting about is the same music ?
n..no... no girl.... they could just... re-watch the part that had the music...
I’m pretty sure that’s just the music that was originally in those Tik Toks… it’s just a popular vent audio.
The first time I SH'd was when I was 13 and my step dad yelled at me, unplugged my lights, and slammed the door because I couldn't sleep and stayed up drawing quietly in my room. I was clean for a little over a year after that but then I started again. I don’t remember why. Now I'm 23, almost 24 and it makes me sad to think I still haven't been able to make it a full year without relapsing. :( I was doing really good for a while but lately it feels like I'm slipping back into wanting to do it more and more. It feels like the only thing that will help when I don't wanna worry people or get into an argument if I express my fears, intrusive thoughts, or opinions. I'm trying not to give up. If your reading this, I hope you know your not alone and that you don't give up either, no matter how many times you relapse 🩵 Your loved.
0:41 I am that friend and I can’t open up if I did that would be the look on my friends faces who only know be as that happy,loud and bubbly friend
Same man
Me too
Same
To anyone reading this:
I’m proud of you..
I’m proud of you for still being here no matter what happened to you
I’m proud of you for still going.. honestly I’m proud of you for just finding the strength to get out of bed today
I am so proud of you for staying strong and still staying here
It’s okay to be exhausted, existing is tiring
You are so amazing, don’t forget that
And I’m proud of you.. I promise you will reach the end of the dark tunnel.. you are amazing and I’m proud you’re still here
Many things are going on, but none are physically bad, so I don't feel valid. There are a lot of people going through worse things than me and I'm probably living a good life compared to others, but I then feel like I think that way because I feel bad for myself, and I'm spoiled, and then it goes on like that over and over and it's really overwhelming.
SAME I don't know you, but I feel more understood just by reading your text than from any person I know. I can't give you any advice, because i'm in the same situation, but I am sending you veeeeeery many virtual hugs and best wishes for your future. Stay strong ❤❤❤
When your having a good day but than someone says negative or something negative is happening around you. :(
My dad left after mentally using my mother, never caring for us kids, and my mom was left to care for everyone but herself, she had two kids, and now I’m left here trying to be strong for my brother, who’s fine now, but before he wasn’t. And now I’m left telling myself I can never be weak or cry because I don’t deserve it I must be strong. Sorry for doing this is just felt like venting. Sorry lol 😂
@missdior-og6dd literally thank you so much, I needed to hear that so much, after awhile of my friends and family saying that over and over again it just feels like they really don’t mean it, but hearing it from a stranger just hit different, idk why, just thank you so much.
My mom was always there for me physically, but never mentally. She'd always find a way to make any talk into a lecture, whether that be me feeling sad, my grades, or my sleep. She's never bothered to understand me, and when I try to tell her, she yells at me to shut up before telling me to continue, then gets really upset when I refuse to talk.
She still does this now, but after my brother went off to college, she's tried really hard to be super nice to me, and it makes me feel awful for even thinking about cutting her off.
But I know it'll make me feel so, so much better about myself.
15:19 This made me cry because I have been really messed up psychologically the last few years but I had been able to put up with it but ever since my cat died I have just been touch starved and desperate more then ever.
So amazing! 😭💗 I LOVE YOUR ART!
plot twist: there was random music
this entire year I’ve only gotten one compliment
one
it wasn’t even a big one
just “I think he’s fine” sent me to tears
I don’t even know if there were talking about me
when i was a kidi have a really long hair but i dont remember how,me and my best friend got into a fight and she pulled my hair after that i thought that the problem between us is alrewdy done but in class when i was asleep she cut my hair a bit and my mom has to fix my hair and now my hair is short liks a boy
I hope you have a good week
Slight vent tw!! ( except it’s not even slight )
I was sa’d by someone when I was young I’m scared to tell anyone the other day I got in a fight with my mom and she used something I was crying about ( my dad bc he’s is jail AGAIN ) she was like “ your over here crying about the people who aren’t even in your life” so I told her I don’t even know why I should be around here anymore every day she asks me “ what happened Spencer this isn’t the girl you used to be?” She made me this way talking to her is like talking to a cop every single thing you say can and will be used against you
I hate my body I hate the way I look I hate my voice I hate my forehead I hate my hair I hate my eyes I wish my eyelashes were longer I wish I was smarter I wish my mom loved me more I wish I was the favorite I wish I was skinny I wish the kids at school ,didn't make fun of me fir being fat I wish my sister loved me I wish my dad was a better person. These are all just wishes at the end of the day I really wish I was skinny if I was literally all my problems would go away I have a ed ( eating disorder) which is bulimia I binge eat throw is up and then starve myself, pretty simple I’ve tried to lose weight but it never comes off I just wish I was skinny if anyone has any tips on how a 14 year old can lose weight but has to eat dinner every day bc of their mom I would gladly accept tips……
My bff ( best friend forever) literally only talk about her crush and blah blah blah I love her I really do she’s the best person I’ve ever met she’s kind amazing and she’s the sweetest person and my one true love frfr but sometimes she only talks about her problems or feeling and I feel left out I just don’t understand and when I try to say something about my feeling she kinda interrupts and I feel invalidated but these are just my silly little opinions about like ( SOMEONE NEEDS TO CALL A MENTAL HOSPITAL ON ME FRFR I AM GONNA DIE ( slight hint ) anyways gonna go cry now bc life has thrown me off a cliff love you honeys ..
I always give my friends my school lunch, it's better than throwing it away, then I'm wasting food, but my friends already have food, so technically I'm wasting food either way, but i can't seem to bring myself to eat it. The only thing I'm able to do in life is waste my mom's money, gosh I'm the worst
I completely relate, and I’m so sorry you’re going through this
I hope you feel better soon ❤
@@The_Mighty_Mittens tysm❤️❤️ you're a very good person, don't let anyone change that❤️ i hope you feel better too❤️🩹
@@Pokiandi thank you ❤️🩹
As someone who was forced to keep my emotions in because my dad didn't know how to go about it because of his own trauma this really helps me knowing I'm not alone
Parts I relate to:
0:11 0:35 0:59 1:28 2:13 2:21 4:02 4:12 8:13 |
LIKE OR REPLY TO REMIND ME TO CONTINUE THIS VIDEO!
i have never not gave my friend advice about how to handle her situations. and one day at recess, her other friend standing there behind her, she literally told me “i’m there for you but you never help me…” like… honestly, she probably thinks that because she never even vents to me that often, the only time i help her is when i notice it. she can’t expect me to be aware all the time.
Seeing stuff is cool 👍
Edit: in my sleep :)
*sees something that actually stuck an unhealed wound*
*Tears start*
"no no no no- WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT-!"
How's everyone feeling today ???
Sad ? Depressed ? Happy ?
Vent here or just talk about your day !
Fine today, but I’m scared for school to start and then I won’t feel fine anymore..
@Button_gardenyou should! There’s always someone who will support you! May I ask what your preferred name is(just curious, you don’t have to share if your not comfortable)
I’m not sure if this is a vent- but earlier today I went to the store brought stuff and the realized that the person took all the money off the card I was using to pay I ask him about it he said “I still gave you the money” I said but money was supposed to stay in the card (idk much about card money things because I’m 12..) and then he started to yell at me with a full line of customers. I got scared because everyone was looking at me so I ran home without feeling anything but when I walked in the house I broke down immediately sobbing and shaking thinking about why I didn’t just let it be and what they were thinking about me because to me their faces showed anger and resentment. My sister came in and saw me crying she was asking why but when she touched me I got scared and pushed her I realized what I did and tried to apologize and comfort her but she called my mother and I told her what had happened at the store and me accidentally pushing my sister then she said I did it on purpose and I could of put the money back in the card so she started yelling at me and my break down go worse and I was asked do I want a reason to cry for ( I got a reason afterwards) and was sent to my room I took a nap and now I’m here watching vent to see if I can relate to anything and be with people who understand.☺️(sorry if this was not a vent it’s just what I was feeling and how my day went😅)
@@AsiyiahMosesit is a vent and it does matter i am so sorry that happened to you as an older sister it really is terrible how yours did that i am so sorry about your mum she shouldn't have treated you that way when you were crying especially since your only twelve i am here if you ever need to talk ok
@Button_garden okay, I hope you find the right one
Im ten years old, A female. I have a physical medical thing called Percosius Puberty, it causes me to age faster than everyone else in the body area. When I was 9, I took a full body X-ray and it showed that I had the body structure of a 12 year old. I've been mistaken as a 16 year old, sometimes A 15 or 14 year old multiple times. When in second grade, an older boy at school (ik guessing he was in 4th or 5th grade, my elementary school goes up to 6th grade) flashed me. (he showed me his frontal area down there.) In 4th grade, or last school year, I was jumped by a group of middle schoolers getting off the bus thats next to my school. I used to S.H (using A razor to cut my legs and wrists, ankles and shoulders). Im currently in therapy and I have diagnosed anxiety and combined ADHD. Stay safe guys ❤
I saw this comment saying how if you constantly scratch yourself on purpose that's self harm. I...I don't think I'm ever going to be clean if that's sh
At school,Some of the others call me the "Bigback" or "Pig" and im just fine with it,and I always get the blame and my sister doesn't even do it and I plaster a fake smile :) so I can make everyone happy forever and not me inside :)
If you’re getting better it’s A GOOD THING seriously you don’t have to keep yourself bad for ANY REASON there is no reason to get worse it will NOT HELP even with community or validation the happy you will find all that AND MORE the best things are yet to come it doesn’t matter what’s going on with OTHER PEOPLES journeys if you’re trying to get worse just have a self-awareness talk and think what’s going to happen and that is NOTHING HELPFUL
I shouldn’t feel like this. I was getting better, met this nice girl who loves me, my dad finally is leaving me alone, and I’ve started setting boundaries. Yet here I am.
I might get hated for this but…
Jesus loves you so please don’t give up, you can do it ❤
When i almost passed out of hunger in my classes one time and when i told my mom about it she told me "well maybe eat next time??" The thing is, she didnt even get me lunch. She didnt give two shits. And goddamn did that hit hard.
0:07 how should I answer to this?
Well there are multiple ways my personal fac fuck of it ain't that easy
But some others are
1 dieting is very difficult to do and i am not ready to yet
2 dieting doesn't mean you look better yes if weight loss is your only goal it might but even then it doesn't guarantee anything
@@Yourmummy666 ty I wanna try and explain to my friends that is very hard to have an ed and they always tell me to just diet
I kinda find it comfortable that I’m not the only one, but I wish no one can ever feel pain like this.
1:01 REAL OMFG😭
OMG YES finally I found other people who relate!
I WAS JUST ABT TO COMMENT THIS 😭😭😭
I remember when I was little my mom didn't care about my grades and all that but now that I'm 16 my mom just wants me to have a high grade and a job and all that..she also started telling me "you wake up late on vacation and all the girls in your class are working" and I wanted To tell her that I'm not theme...but it just made me feel like I want to go back in childhood....
As soon she died i got good a writing.
She wrote news articles...
To anyone reading this comment… I care about you, you are kind creative awesome sauce human being! You might be in a dark place rn but youn CAN get out of it! Take care of ur self mkay? Ily sm
0:11
Legit me😊
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Y e s .
0:59
I used to cut my thighs but got lazy, i can relate
1:27
I was too scared to ask for comfort for this exact reason
1:34
R e l a t a b l e, i barely eat.
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The time my mother was with her ex Luis…. She punished me for every little thing that i commonly did….. I thought she hated me…
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“When you're in your darkest place, you give yourself hope and that's inner strength.”
― Uncle Iroh
I copy and pasted this quote from a website because I was too lazy to type it, but the quote is still a quote
Me when my childhood trauma doesn’t feel real so I deny the fact I might have D.I.D
I’m having a really difficult time with my mom. Things she does started building up and the realization that this isn’t normal hit me like a truck. I’ve already talked to my therapist, friend, and dad about it, so I don’t want to go too much into it. She makes me stressed, every time I’m at her house I feel constantly stressed, like one wrong move and I’m going to set her off. I left early from a beach trip my grandma had planned for us (me, my brother, and my mom) to go on with her and my aunt. I left after one day when my mom claimed that I could’ve said I didn’t want to go after I said I wanted to be at home. She drove me to a point to meet my dad and I’ve been at his house for the past three days and tomorrow I have to go back to her house and I’m not ready to. I don’t want to. My brother is mad I left and I feel so bad that I left him.
I cried a lot while writing this, and I’m actually glad because I haven’t been able to cry in a while. It mainly comes out as laughter from the pure hysteria. Rarely both but it happens.
I know no one will ever read this, no one ever does and that’s just the reality of it. I used to leave a thank you to whoever in the future that would read my vent/rants but I know no one does. Good bye thoughts I put in the void
I’m gonna be Try to serious as I can I want to adopt all the kids that have to have deal with this. I’m not even joking. I’ll be the best mother.
can u adopt me 😭
14:03 just broke me. I literally just started crying when I saw that
Daily reminder.
Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it
Your body isn't a book so don't judge it
Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it
Finally
Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it.
Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself.
Love you!!
4:47 MY FRIEND KEEPS ASKING SHIT LIKE: "Well... did you enjoy it?"
3:44 hits hard because my sister is about to leave home too
My sister is abusive.(constantly verbally and rarely physically) so I have lots of trouble sleeping cause I know that she could/would come and kill me while I am asleep (especially since she threatens to a lot.) I ALWAYS sleep with a weapon next to me, I actually have one next to me rn. Any way its gotten way worse lately, usually I just wake up once or twice but now I wake up every 30 minutes and this "morning" I woke up and 4:00am and couldn't go back to sleep and school is starting again TODAY so I am gonna be tierd AF. I am not having a good day already...😔🙏
Sorry this is so long! Have a good day!❤
*me being the therapist friend*
Friend: *crying and telling me about their trauma*
Me: *tells a joke*
Friend: *laughs* thank you, your the best
*me at home in my room on my bed*
Me: what if I bought a binder, why aren’t I normal, I wonder if I’m trans, sound great to be a boy, but I’m also fine with being a girl, but I don’t want to be human, why can’t I talk about my feelings, my parents aren’t abusive, so why can’t I talk about my feelings, can’t I just be a animal, I feel like the lost child role, but I’m not abused, I think I’ve convinced myself to act like this, I want to just be cisgender, this is so confusing
I don't wanna be that person, but I kinda relate to your comment
when you actually tried in school, studied harder than everyone, and still get a bad grade, then your teachers, parents, and peers just say “you have to try harder” I’ve already tried my hardest, but it’s still not enough
3:19 got a bit too real…
Yea I was gonna say…
The funny thing is a made a vent about the same thing… it’s heartbreaking to know I’m not the only one
i had like this friend in middle school.
i was the weird nerd (still) back then and we were friends i guess.
now in highschool.we go to different highs but theyre close so we usually meet .and i think he hates me now.
i mean i think i have a nature to use curse words ,not a lot but i still do, to draw attention.so we could talk .and i feel like he's ignoring me.i mean all of the people he talks to do use curse words .i was walking with a group of classmates walking home when we saw him and we greeted him.i dont really think i belong to this group,like they seem to get along and joke with each other and i cant .
it just makes me feel like am an outcast .like when i walk together with thigroup .i feel like im always in the back.and i try to act like i dont give a shit
but it really hurts.
1:29 anybody know the song name?
it’s called “good habits (and bad)” by saba lou :)
@@lightningpixel5911THANK YOU, YOUR A LIFE SAVER!!!
My “friends” always said to me, “your too young to be depressed” and, “oh, you’re just being dramatic” when I would vent to them. They were acting like mental health is a joke. I hate humanity for this.
i know this isnt like related to venting and shit but like, if hair holds memories, what about bald people
this is the best thing I’ve ever read
Dementia
I am the kid everyone goes to in the group to talk to I always listened. One day I was a whole mess breaking down in class because of a girl who had been bullying me for the past 2 years she was a mutual friend but all my friends came to defend me and the ones who didn’t I now know that even though it hurts aren’t worth my time❤ Stay strong always be there for your friends it will cycle back to you -Sincerely that one therapist friend
17:16 just a time stamp for me