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NO RANDOM MUSIC!! Vent Art TikTok Compilation #81
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- Опубликовано: 20 июн 2024
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My dad used to be awful towards me, and now he's being nicer it makes me feel worse. i want to be hurt so I feel valid.
you *were* hurt, so you are valid. you are valid, no matter how complex your situation is.
same situation with my mom. I can’t help but take out my anger on her because of everything :(
I'm going through the same thing like he hurt me really bad and now I have all this trauma and shit to deal with but now he's getting better and I just feel like shit for everything I feel, like, I see people talking about how their parent struggled with mental illness and hid it from them so they'd have a happy childhood and I wish he'd done that but at the same time I feel selfish for wishing someone would mask just for me and I wish he'd get worse again so my pain would feel valid but at the same time I'm terrified of him getting worse and why the hell would I wish that on anyone?
Same
Fucking same so badly
Just saving this for myself. Like my comment to remind me thanks ❤4:55 10:54 12:52 14:32 16:05 19:02 19:31
"NO RANDOM MUSIC!!"
the random and not close to sad/vent music: 👁️👄👁️
What timestamps??
@@Fizzie_Ferret 9:08
2:45 me after hearing "The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person doesn't desire to be sick."
I just want to be broken enough to be fixed
wait what
i just NEED to feel valid
I just make myself sick most of the time
oh um so wtf am I doing
I was having a mental breakdown (still am actually) and i felt like it was a good time to let my friends know that they mean a lot to me, two of my friends who i hold very dear to me gave me plushies, and so those plushies always remind me of them
I texted them both saying how those plushies help me feel better when im having a mental breakdown and one of my friends responded, and it made me cry even more because its like 2 am rn and this man still cares to respond and ask if im okay
honestly idk if ill sound mean saying this but ive stopped venting to people because my therapist friend yelled at me about how annoying i am coming to her all the time and how i never let her vent but every time i asked if she was okay or if she needed to talk she said that she was fine, i was trying to help. and she said she didnt mean it after but i still dont want to annoy her or anyone with venting anymore cause i feel like ill get yelled at again
It’s fine, I’m sure she has her own personal reasons for that
But for now, you can vent here.. that’s what these videos are for! To tell you that others have been through the same :)
You can vent here, this is a safe space
Hey, idk if this will help, but just a little tip: if you're young, a friend shouldn't completely rely on you to help them with their emotions, the same goes the other way. Your friend isn't your therapist, they're your friend, so don't always rely on them so you can take out your emotions on them. There's always help lines to call so you can get help. ❤
Get a new therapist please! Therapists should never ever yell at clients EVER!
@@Ayesha______ reread the comment
I'm sorry to vent here but, this video seriously touched my feelings so I want to share my experiences
My whole life I've never ever gotten any therapy or proper counceling for my crude behaviour towards myself and others, sometimes I felt invalidated by others just because I prefered to be alone and just draw by myself, in the end I'm just touch starved, I want someone to talk with, someone to hug me with proper feelings, until this one same classmate girl with glasses decided to be close to me and have a nice chat during lunch break, before we never meet again, she told me that I shouldn't be too hard on myself and put too much efford on others just to be validated, told me that I should treat myself better because not everyone is nice in this school, I still remember the things she told me and the things we talked about with each other, but too bad good things had to end, we've graduated together, just never meet again. I miss the good memories and I'll cherish her advice for life (Oh by the way I'm also a girl, with glasses. Just like her too, but our glasses were different)
None of my classmates were this close with me. Boys, girls, anyone of any gender, they just don't. Except her. I miss my friend a lot, and I wish her to have a good life and future, I can't thank enough. She saved me from self harming situation that could lead me deeper down. Not even my mom and dad would give me this advice. I had so much to vent for but I think this one just resonates in my memory a lot more.
Thank you good friend, I appreciate you.
I am here for you.. let it all out :3 you are free to vent anytime you’d like, don’t feel bad!
@@Clémentine852 Thank you TwT, I always felt invalided by anyone irl, especially my mother, whenever I told her not to mention a certain subject I'm uncomfortable of, she always brought up the "it's because you are lazy, that's why you failed math". Not knowing that I had experienced with verbal abuse and lightly physical with my past math teachers. And that's why math subject is my most hated, HECK the most uncomfortable subject to be brought in my life.
Edit: oh and my mom saying the "In my era, it's even more worse" subject. Honestly she's nice and all but like, I think it's seriously better if I moved on from her very sooner, I've finished school and can't wait to go out and get away from this house after I get the financial support I need in general. My dad's cool, he understands me. In fact he also had the same math trauma like me, sometimes he invites me to go eat yogurt or ice cream after shopping ^V^
@@OFF1CER_S1NISTER I understand almost all of this and my sister is and was getting therapy but not ounce do/ did my parents ask if I was okay and thing about the school just preferring to do something else and getting bullied for it that’s me but no one has asked me to take me out of that depressive state and never to this day I guess that’s what I get for being the therapists friend 🫠
@@OFF1CER_S1NISTER stay healthy I’m here for you and I like your you tube channel
@@Yo-vi1dy thank youu
my therapist had to tell my mom about a family member that was doing some very very bad things to me, and my mother said and i quote "oh, you're just a kid and he's your cousin. all cousins experiment with one another don't feel so bad" and "it's just as much of your fault as his, don't be so sad".
I'm sorry, you traumatized me into a people pleaser who was more scared of making him mad and keeping him happy because i can't handle it when people im close to say shit. and i can say no, i have gotten into a fair amount of school fights over stuff like this. but this was different. it went on for years it started when we were 7. it became NORMAL, i know this guy i love this guy he's my cousin. and i couldn't say no to someone i was so close to him. he was my closet friend at the time.
and now my mother blames my damn phone. i want to sob violently.
you were 7. there was no way for you to know that it was wrong or that you should even say no. why would you, you trusted him.
I hate that this is 40 minutes. Some of these people are just kids-teens and They don’t deserve to have all of this stuff (stuff is r*p3, ab*s3, etc) happening to them while they still have such a long life ahead of them
Yes and also it doesn't matter the age in my opinion, NO ONE should suffer because of those horrible things :(
Curled up on the bed ✅
Under a blanket ✅
Tears at the corner of your eyes ✅
Thinking about how you relate to some of these videos ✅
Imagining the videos but with you and other people from your life ✅
Thinking about the pain that someone has caused you ✅
It’s 1:00 am ✅
its 2:30 am for me rn, probably gonna be up until 4 idk tho
feel nauseous tho 👍
Nah I'm thinking about how sad it was that I was suicidal at 7/6 and when I was 10
here's a rough draft of a song im creating:
tw gore and a sense of weakness and dread
isn't livin a suicide mission, im feelin livid, cuz im just a random weirdo you shouldn't care about. why can't i cry why can't i shout, why is nothin comin out?
feelin happy was a short spout, all the people say is "stop dont pout!" you should realy know know im in a dark place where i feel displaced i would feel good if i could susan, please shutup please stop talking i can't think rn, but i would never say that cuz i don't deserve respect, so cut me open cut me up, oh please rip and tear out every bit of gut, cuz i suck. burn me alive, make me starve, make me scratch out my heart, get rid of my brain eat up my eyes like they're little pies. cuz i guess based on this no one can hear my desperate cries
so there's part of it for you
thats really well written :3 /gen
That’s such a good song you should think about finishing it or posting it
@@amazinga4716 thanks, but i dont have the instruments other the ones supplied by my school
👍
amazing!!!
why does bluey end up being so relatable that i end up crying bc of an animation with its sound 19:27
Just a little vent here.
I feel like people are going to say that I don’t have a reason to feel this way, but I just don’t feel okay anymore. I never experienced harassment or anything like that, but my parents don’t understand me. They are strict about my grades and sometimes I feel like I’m not even a person anymore, just something in this world that doesn’t feel real. When I ask for comfort, it turns into yelling about how I did something wrong. I sit in the bathroom and cry because I’m scared they’ll barge in my room. I know that it’s not as bad as another persons trauma but it makes me feel like I can’t tell my parents anything. I also suffer from extreme social anxiety and my dad screams at me for it. I constantly feel like I’m being judged.
You have all the reason to feel this way okay and don’t let people tell you otherwise. Trauma is trauma and it’s what builds us in life if you have suffered from it. Even though I’m a stranger, if you need comforting, just know you have it from me if you want to talk about anything. This is completely up to you though okay. Hope you have a great day! ❤❤❤
The only one i got sad or cried at was the cat one... I miss my Daisy. She's been in my profile picture for years. Sweet baby girl i hope if there's a heaven, she's there waiting for me. I found her just like the artist did.
she’s so cute and I’m so sorry for your loss. losing a pet is so hard I’m so sorry bae ❤
Hello there, it's really easy to notice that society is full of people going through a really hard time. You may think you're worthless, useless.. ect. You don't deserve to feel that way. You're not alone, ever. Things will get better. You're only human, you should never be looked down/ spoke to hurtfully by others, nobody should expect more than what you can already do. You're perfect in your own way, and anybody could see that. They just choose not to. And despite what you think, there's always somebody out there who cares for you. Loving you just for you and nothing more.
thank you, blitz (no but seriously)
I wish this was true irl
Does anyone else regret giving love? Making friends. Playing with siblings, uncles, aunts, cousins, pets. Falling in love.
Sometimes I wish that I had no feelings, just so that I could be an unemotional asshole who no one could ever love. Just for the slim chance that tears won’t be wasted on my remembrance
so that you may go without notice, so you may not depend. (idk my experience)
That's not a problem for me.....
@@LUKA_193 1 ur not an asshole
2 I deeply understand the last sentence it’s really hard to
3 falling love is probably the most painful ones that I went through
4 have an awesome rest of your month and just remember that you ARE loved and people care I promise you. Stay hydrated and healthy:)❤️
I feel that exact way right now
I love people, I love everything but sometimes I see no point
Vent
I haven’t seen my mom all summer and she finally made plans for me to go over but last minute she called and said she couldn’t come and pick me up because work which isn’t fair her boss is understanding so if she asked if she could leave early or take a different shift he would’ve said yes but she didn’t and now I’m here on my bed in tears
I’m sorry, but I don’t understand- did your mom not wanna come over or did her boss not let her go?
@@DizyFacesounds like their mom didn’t want to visit but I don’t want to make it seem true cause this person already is having a hard time
My dad looked at me and told me that if I came back he would send me back home to moms and never talk to me again........I love my dad sm
:(
Oh…Oh sweetheart…
Im doing really good right now but i know as soon as school starts ima go back to my old habits
same darling. I am so sorry you have to go through this and i hope it gets better and school is easier. I totally understand what it’s like and if you ever need to talk I’m here gorgeous
You are a god send for cutting out the outros of tiktoks
I love you
there was random music though…
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to
I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on RUclips. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing.
After everything I’ve been through, some times I think it’s better to be alone.
@@Teen_Spiritt sometimes that’s the case but I in encourage you to find at least three good friends and one might come of attractive and trust me ounce you have a true relationship with someone it really helps and I’m just adding this it helps immensely with depression too I’m sorry that you were abused and that your mother treated you so poorly lastly I just wanna say that you are loved and people understand you stay hydrated and healthy 🙂❤️
@@Yo-vi1dy thank you ❤️ it means a lot.
@@Teen_Spiritt yeah np
my mother wished she given me up for adoption and i never forgave her, but the next day my gramma told me she had mild autism and she had narcissistic personality, and that she didnt actually care about me... which after that convo, i noticed... my mother does hate me, she may not say it... but she hates me.
i am so so sorry ml. that sounds awful and i wish you didn’t have to go through that. i am so proud of you for getting this far and you are beautiful and smart and perfect. you deserve the world. If u ever need to talk I’m here ❤
There was this one time in school.
I was this close to trying… and I swear this girl saw right through me and just hugged me. I didn’t ask… but she patted my back and said, “you know it’s not good to hold in tears…” and right after that I just sobbed-
And I’m not the person to cry like ever…
@@Mylaartzz3damn I hope you feel better
My best friend asked me to vent to her because she could tell something was wrong. I did, and she then proceeded to cuss me out and scream and trauma dump on me. Since then i havent vented to anyone.
Your friend kind of seems like a red flag for doing this and maybe a little bit hypocritical (no offense to them and sry if this is rude or wrong). Even though you don’t know me probably and this may sound weird but if you want to you could talk or vent to me if you want to have a shoulder to cry on. It’s totally up to you though and I hope you start to feel comfortable to vent to the people who are close to. Have a great day. ❤❤❤
@@Airie_Boo yeah, thank you.
27:18 no but I was hanging out with my friends and she made me into a tellitubbie with my hair and we were hanging out near one of my crushes and she fixed my hair for me and literally said “ur hairs so soft” AHHHH YIPPIE
.POV:.your mom didn't come to your graduation..But its not a POV anymore..
Oh my god i am so sorry you deserve better . Congratulations on graduation through
Same but my mom actually couldn't see it.
@@AngelCat748 I'm sorry
@@Yourmummy666 it's okay.
I bet my mom saw it, despite me not seeing her.
@@AngelCat748 well that's good at least still must suck
It hurts to think that like half of the people watching this compilation are kids that can relate to this comp…
I'm in that half
Me only being 9: relating to almost half of it):
Me with more than one person every day:
"Oh, I don't have anything to talk about, I'll just tag along!"
"Just tagging along..."
"Just tagging along..."
"Oh! I have something to say, but other people are talking, I'll just wait!"
"Waiting..."
"Waiting..."
"Perfect time! Say it, say it!"
*someone starts a long conversation*
"Oh.. Ok! I can wait!"
"Waiting..."
"Oh wait, I forgot what I was going to say, heh"
"Tagging along"
"Tagging along"
"Oh wait! I remembered it! Let's tell it to everyone!"
*gets ignored/nobody cares*
"Oh..."
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
*"NEVER TALK AGAIN"*
This is actually pretty good thanks :)
How's everyone feeling today ???
Sad ? Depressed ? Happy ?
Vent here or just talk about your day !
I'm feeling pretty neutral right now. But tbh, I don't want to be so scared all the time. I want to tell my parents, my friends to call me my current name. To tell them who I actually am. I'm just really tired of it. That's all. Thanks.
I just cried because I realized that I’m kinda touch deprived and my friends don’t let me touch them and I told my group chat that I was crying for no reason (lie) and they FaceTimed me to make me feel better ,it made me feel better , I still want a hug , high five or to be smiled at tho
Fine today, but I’m scared for school to start and then I won’t feel fine anymore..
@@raynethew0lfyou should! There’s always someone who will support you! May I ask what your preferred name is(just curious, you don’t have to share if your not comfortable)
I’m not sure if this is a vent- but earlier today I went to the store brought stuff and the realized that the person took all the money off the card I was using to pay I ask him about it he said “I still gave you the money” I said but money was supposed to stay in the card (idk much about card money things because I’m 12..) and then he started to yell at me with a full line of customers. I got scared because everyone was looking at me so I ran home without feeling anything but when I walked in the house I broke down immediately sobbing and shaking thinking about why I didn’t just let it be and what they were thinking about me because to me their faces showed anger and resentment. My sister came in and saw me crying she was asking why but when she touched me I got scared and pushed her I realized what I did and tried to apologize and comfort her but she called my mother and I told her what had happened at the store and me accidentally pushing my sister then she said I did it on purpose and I could of put the money back in the card so she started yelling at me and my break down go worse and I was asked do I want a reason to cry for ( I got a reason afterwards) and was sent to my room I took a nap and now I’m here watching vent to see if I can relate to anything and be with people who understand.☺️(sorry if this was not a vent it’s just what I was feeling and how my day went😅)
Because you understand these things, are you put them into your art and vids, I thank you for helping the people who can’t or don’t know how to express their personal trauma or talk about the things eating them up inside. You help people feel seen, and that really helps a lot. I hope your doing well, wish you the best.
4:10 I’m always left out in conversations..like..I never get to talk..I just wanna spend time talking with friends,instead I can’t talk to them at all and be left out. And I still love my life..
0:41 I am that friend and I can’t open up if I did that would be the look on my friends faces who only know be as that happy,loud and bubbly friend
Same man
Me too
I love my grandma. I don't know if she looks at me the same way. Not based on how she threatens to tell my secrets to other people, tell private things to distant family, yelling and cursing at me, or bodyshaming me. I feel bad because she's my grandma and she basically gives me things (clothes, books, etc.), it looks like I'm exaggerating to myself.
That feeling when you make eye contact with one of your friends on the bus and they choose to sit with total strangers instead of the empty seat next to you
I always give my friends my school lunch, it's better than throwing it away, then I'm wasting food, but my friends already have food, so technically I'm wasting food either way, but i can't seem to bring myself to eat it. The only thing I'm able to do in life is waste my mom's money, gosh I'm the worst
I completely relate, and I’m so sorry you’re going through this
I hope you feel better soon ❤
@@The_Mighty_Mittens tysm❤️❤️ you're a very good person, don't let anyone change that❤️ i hope you feel better too❤️🩹
@@Pokiandi thank you ❤️🩹
when i was a kidi have a really long hair but i dont remember how,me and my best friend got into a fight and she pulled my hair after that i thought that the problem between us is alrewdy done but in class when i was asleep she cut my hair a bit and my mom has to fix my hair and now my hair is short liks a boy
I hope you have a good week
The first time I SH'd was when I was 13 and my step dad yelled at me, unplugged my lights, and slammed the door because I couldn't sleep and stayed up drawing quietly in my room. I was clean for a little over a year after that but then I started again. I don’t remember why. Now I'm 23, almost 24 and it makes me sad to think I still haven't been able to make it a full year without relapsing. :( I was doing really good for a while but lately it feels like I'm slipping back into wanting to do it more and more. It feels like the only thing that will help when I don't wanna worry people or get into an argument if I express my fears, intrusive thoughts, or opinions. I'm trying not to give up. If your reading this, I hope you know your not alone and that you don't give up either, no matter how many times you relapse 🩵 Your loved.
So amazing! 😭💗 I LOVE YOUR ART!
"two are pills. But one can kill" best quote I've ever seen
I broke down crying this as it reminded me that there are people who had the same thing happen to them and that im not alone as ive felt scared and alone for about 6 years i have two friends that help when ever i break down at school(i dont have contact with them online) because the teachers would send them to check one me or help me because i would go to the restroom and sit in a stall breaking down crying
My dad left after mentally using my mother, never caring for us kids, and my mom was left to care for everyone but herself, she had two kids, and now I’m left here trying to be strong for my brother, who’s fine now, but before he wasn’t. And now I’m left telling myself I can never be weak or cry because I don’t deserve it I must be strong. Sorry for doing this is just felt like venting. Sorry lol 😂
oh bae don’t be sorry for venting. I js want to say that i am so proud of you and you are incredibly strong. may not mean much from a random girl on the internet but I think you are beautiful and worthy. U ever need to talk I’m here ml.
@@missdior-og6dd literally thank you so much, I needed to hear that so much, after awhile of my friends and family saying that over and over again it just feels like they really don’t mean it, but hearing it from a stranger just hit different, idk why, just thank you so much.
@@Coco_191 of course babe!
35:00 I love blue period😭
Same 😭
Me when my childhood trauma doesn’t feel real so I deny the fact I might have D.I.D
Seeing stuff is cool 👍
Edit: in my sleep :)
when you actually tried in school, studied harder than everyone, and still get a bad grade, then your teachers, parents, and peers just say “you have to try harder” I’ve already tried my hardest, but it’s still not enough
If you’re getting better it’s A GOOD THING seriously you don’t have to keep yourself bad for ANY REASON there is no reason to get worse it will NOT HELP even with community or validation the happy you will find all that AND MORE the best things are yet to come it doesn’t matter what’s going on with OTHER PEOPLES journeys if you’re trying to get worse just have a self-awareness talk and think what’s going to happen and that is NOTHING HELPFUL
3:44 hits hard because my sister is about to leave home too
15:19 This made me cry because I have been really messed up psychologically the last few years but I had been able to put up with it but ever since my cat died I have just been touch starved and desperate more then ever.
My mom used to threaten both me and my brother that she wouldn't let us make it to 18 if we ever spoke back to her cause we were defending someone or ourselves and now she wonders why we never defend ourselves when someone's rude to us
1:37 legit never knew i could find a vid so relatable, didnt know anyone else does this
3:19 literally my entire life
I remember when I was little my mom didn't care about my grades and all that but now that I'm 16 my mom just wants me to have a high grade and a job and all that..she also started telling me "you wake up late on vacation and all the girls in your class are working" and I wanted To tell her that I'm not theme...but it just made me feel like I want to go back in childhood....
As soon she died i got good a writing.
She wrote news articles...
once actually no many times 9 to 17 my mom would say i wouldnt care if u died rn and i cant even type what my father has said to me also the fact that i have to fake cry just so ppl think im fake crying infront of them and i sh idk why im venting rn
Daily reminder.
Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it
Your body isn't a book so don't judge it
Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it
Finally
Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it.
Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself.
Love you!!
i have a group chat with all of my best friends. i don’t want to vent to them bcuz i don’t want to be a burden, so i sent them this. i said “these have been comforting me.” thats it. i hope they get the message. literally and figuratively lol.
when I was a child my brother would threaten to kill me and himself... he also insulted my body (calling me fat, disgusting, etc) it got so bad that when I was 9 *9* I was considering $u!c!d3! I still hate very fiber of my body the thing is, I still love my brother, idc that he hates me, I love him! he can hate me all he wants but I'll always love him! No matter what! Cause we're sibling and. idk if it's normal for one sibling to love another with their whole heart while the other despises them with every fiber of their being!I pretend to hate him with my friends but I still love him!
okay i get these are vent tts and all but at time stamp 2:44 that hair was drawn so well oh my days
I am loving this
Seeing my cousins videos in these is weird. It’s weird how he’s kind of famous, and seeing ppl repost them is strange.. that’s off topic and I love the video.
6:19 me too, in 2nd grade I did something I still haven't forgiving myself for today..
1:06 yk the friendship is fake when you gotta do this.
6:45 why did the “younger selves” ones make me almost cry-?
35:57
i can relate so much honestly...
i wish i had someone to vent to but it feels like they'll never understand or get angry and be like "stop complaining, i had it worse because--" or they just won't take me seriously...
I’m sorry for vent but when I was grade 2, before my teacher allowed only 2 people in the restroom, I was talking with my friends during recess and suddenly, my classmate went inside a stall and my finger was stuck. I almost broke my finger and I went to the clinic. They healed it a bit, they called my mom and sort of stuff and after that when I was allowed to go to school again, my classmate apologized twice and I forgiven her. it made me some sort of trauma after that but I’m still okay. i was very young at that time for that sort of trauma- but it’s alright.
I’m sorry if this is not really related to the video but I just wanted to talk abt it since some of the others are venting.
sorry if you don’t understand, I have some bad grammar-
At this point in my life I’ve cried so much I know how silently and how to hold back my crying
0:07 how should I answer to this?
Well there are multiple ways my personal fac fuck of it ain't that easy
But some others are
1 dieting is very difficult to do and i am not ready to yet
2 dieting doesn't mean you look better yes if weight loss is your only goal it might but even then it doesn't guarantee anything
@@Yourmummy666 ty I wanna try and explain to my friends that is very hard to have an ed and they always tell me to just diet
The dead cat one got me 😭😭
I am the kid everyone goes to in the group to talk to I always listened. One day I was a whole mess breaking down in class because of a girl who had been bullying me for the past 2 years she was a mutual friend but all my friends came to defend me and the ones who didn’t I now know that even though it hurts aren’t worth my time❤ Stay strong always be there for your friends it will cycle back to you -Sincerely that one therapist friend
On Friday my mom got really mad at us and she grabbed my brothers shirt and threw him across the room and smacked him. She took away my keys and banged my phone on the floor. I cried so hard that day. Since then she won’t calm down and she’d guilt trip us and call ME, especially ME stupid. She says she wishes she never had us. She didn’t apologize and I think she never will. I’ll never forgive her.
ur not stupid and you deserve to be alive never forget that
Many things are going on, but none are physically bad, so I don't feel valid. There are a lot of people going through worse things than me and I'm probably living a good life compared to others, but I then feel like I think that way because I feel bad for myself, and I'm spoiled, and then it goes on like that over and over and it's really overwhelming.
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Legit me😊
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Y e s .
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I used to cut my thighs but got lazy, i can relate
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I was too scared to ask for comfort for this exact reason
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R e l a t a b l e, i barely eat.
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The time my mother was with her ex Luis…. She punished me for every little thing that i commonly did….. I thought she hated me…
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1:27 why is this so true😭
12:53 and everyone I know doesn’t like to be touched… and they say that I should keep my hands to myself…
I can't stop thinking about it.
My mum isn't even going to live to see me graduate...
I’m so sorry…. ❤
I remember my mom yelled at me bcuz i just wanted to talk to my friends to ask how ghey were doing and all, and my ohine was taken away for onky a C in skme grade when i was in 6th brare, and i was outside soothing my nerves, and when i came back inside, my mom said straight to my face, "you are an embarrasment, you are a reflection of me, go to your room." And ever since that day, i never saw the same person that raised me, loved, me, cared abt me, or even was there for me when she said that to me, and kately ive been suffering thru self harm and ptsd. I just cant handle it when someone just even raises their vooce at me, or even says one negative thing abt me, and it always reminds me of when i was younger, i would always have to suffer thru somethinb, and my parents are never there for me, all tbey say is "oh, im sorry, i dont know what to do." Well, they coild at least comfort me. Because of them, ive been living life so horribly, wanting to run away and never come back, and sometimes, i could just put a restart button on my life. I also feel unsettled when my parents do something nice for me, feeling like theyre faking it, and calling me a disappointment.
So i know how it feels to be a disappointment towards everyone...even to myself
When I'm getting scolded, aka words like; "Do you want to stay back while your friends go to _____." or "Later you'll get F's in your exams" then they apologize, but they still mumble bad things about you.
I relate : 3:53
I might get hated for this but…
Jesus loves you so please don’t give up, you can do it ❤
find your safe space, scream it out, cry it out, maybe find a new hobby that will let you express yourself, im not gonna say it gets better bc ur problems wont always magically disappear but i really hope it does drink some water, if you cant get up try counting to 3 and getting up or holding your breath until you get up
You can do this.
sometimes I just lay on my closet floor with my headphones in the dark it’s fr the best thing ever tbhh I kinda just wanna stay there forever
Dying my hair red after the breakup ❤️
Anyone else’s life feel like a Dialtone and you’re just waiting on the other end for it to get better?
when it says theres no random music but then there is-
4:43 oh me oh my, they must have written bad stuff in there, hopefully their mother helped
“ womp womp “ if someone ever said that to me, they should be happy im gonna be dead tomorrow .
15:05 this is how you know that you were made fun of for having real mental issues.. I do this all the time. Your art is perfectly fine and you figured out how to take out anger/emotions by drawing. Don’t make fun of yrslf for it
9:10 there was random music lol
Sometimes I just sit on my bed and cry thinking, maybe I was born to be broken
The second one hits different.
I think im like a moth coming out of it's cocoon. The cocoon is amazing and spectacular but the moth that comes out is always called ugly and weird by others. But there are always someone that thinks you're beautiful. You may have just not found them yet. You must understand and know you are loved, even if you haven't found the ppl who love you. Good night/morning/evening.! You are loved, stay safe!
I just realised that I'm an annoying people pleaser and that's why no one wants to be friends with me...🖤
I didnt think I had a lot of trauma till I started watching these
The third one is actually so true though…
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As a child, my parents divorced when I was young and my grandparents raised me and they slapped me across the face when ever i did something wrong , they said some cruel things when ever I got to see my dad which I started to see him when I turned late 11 my mother left and my dad gave me the love I wanted so bad and I was very shy but some of my friends where toxic which gave me the bad idea about life I cried every night balwing my eyes out and sometimes s-h and my mother when i did see my mother she would never feed me real food
27:04 and just imagine you only shared a tiny bit of your past, thats when it hits hard
Me at 12:53 watching this while hugging one of my stuffed animals: “How dare you call me out like that!”
These artists are just like me. And I barely post like I almost dont I just get inspiration post then feel dead for the next week or so so if I knew them then Id literally give them a hug and say its okay. Cause no one did to me. And I just realized why/th am I so good at helping people oh yeah cause thats how I wanna feel but who cares cause its them not me then they give me back a you did so little or you were toxic then leave, or my actual friends just dont live in my country anymore but they never really helped anyways.
"bruno mars? i love bruno mars! 24 carat magic in the air-" made me laugh because i remember what happens after that-
“Genuinely what’s wrong with me and why people don’t play or talk with me” SO F*KING RELATABLE LIKE REALLY
1:00 so funny story about my sh, I didn't really have a bad experience with it considering I started when I was bored and stopped because I was too lazy. And the only time I did it was when it was absolutely nothing to do.
Just tired, just everyday is a repeat, just paranoid over something that's not even a problem compared to other people and is VERY minor but still annoys me and makes me cry because I can't fix it and I just want to have a day where I can just relax.
Ever since the pandemic ended i havent been the same, i was always so cheerful sharing my interests and sharing who i was and how everyone should be my friend and how about i would be really nice to everyone, now im the complete opposite, i had been getting bullied at my school over my stupid face, my personality, my everything, i only have atleast 2 friend left, and over 50 people always talking about me all the time, i have been getting the thoughts of starting and entire fight with all, without me losing, and only getting harmed, but that will never happen because if i do i will be called a stupid child with a mental illness. I am literally considering suic at this point, i hate how everyone has just destroyed my heart over just how different i am.
To be honest i should just change my interests to the ones the new girls have, makeup, hair, beauty, nails and quirky music, just so i dont stand out as a dumb teenager with a mental illness.