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My vacation is almost over, I started panicking and crying even thinking about school.... (i have bad experiences with school, i got bullied, im scared/anxious around people and am verry sensitive in a LOTT of ways) I alsow lost My comfort-blanket today..... I hard-core cryed for more then 30 minutes...

Sometimes I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs when I’m bothered so much... I have anger issues and most likely adhd and it’s been passed down in my family for 3 generations

5:43 the random music

Random music at 11:25 , 18:15 , 17:46 , 20:09 , 17:38 , 19:59 , 27:10 and 17:57 no music at 13:58 , 29:27 and 14:44

4:29 can someone pls help me for the life of me every time I see this vid I don't understand her reaction to the comment? like I can't tell if she's hurt/offended, or like.. some type of stunned blush? I see the lil blush lines and this freaking vid confuses me.. thanks if you help!

2:51 song name please

7:26 the person who I thought was my best friend said “I’ve been getting tired of her anyway”. I don’t think he knows how bad that hurt.

The fifth (?) role is called the;comedian. These kids try to lighten the mood in uncomfortable or awkward situations but especially in bad ones. Like when parents are yelling at their sibling they'll crack a joke to try to defuse the situation. These kids end up growing up to be very mentally ill or su!s!dal

5:44 as someone who was s.a‘d and gr//med… whoever u r, U R DISGUSTING!!! Why tf would u s.a someone else?!! That’s just horrible!!!

I relate to almost all this very well I'm also a therapist friend

Sometimes, i don't even want to be around my parents. I'm too afraid of being kissed or touched by them. It's never just a kiss on the cheek, forehead, or even the lips. It has to be the neck. I don't want to sit next to them, since they'll touch me and I'm afraid. I don't want to believe they're bad people, but I'm afraid.

Some times I wait for my friends to ask if I’m okay, they never do... when some one asks me I just say good or smth cuz no one with under stand expect me and maybe a few people on the danm internet who ill never meet.

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6:26 true... I dont even feel it anymore... unless I cutt deep.. I still remember when I started.. I saw a video on it a few days before on sh (i think [bakugous hart] realy good angst) I was in a lot... just a lott, I dont want to give more details, but I think you can imagine if I say I wanted to "leave" if you know what i mean. The first time I did it it hurt so.. so much.. but I blamed my sensitivitie (the blade was not sharp) It felt better.. for a wile... You know how it goes...

2:42 this is very relatable.

1:19 4:42

I hate my mum, I don’t even know why- I just in general have a bad relationship with her.. I have a better relationship with my dad but I don’t know if he’s supportive of lgbtq+ like he’s made jokes like ” the people who wear crocs are people who can’t figure out if they are a boy or a girl. " I’m kind of scared when I come out to them as a trans man.. I have no idea anymore tbh! Life is just terrible at this point but, shout out to my online friend Koda, I love you Koda! ( before you say a thing random people, I LOVE HIM AS A BESTIE! ) Kodas the person who’s kept me alive and I just wanna say that I really appreciate him and he’s a great person.

18:18 I KNOW THIS IS A VENT VIDEO BUT NO FRIK1N WAY THEY USED MF DOOM :0 OWNSNSUMABEIWMSBJSKW HES MY FAV AND TEHY USED MM…FOOD yooooo

"No random music" The random music being a bop:

4:48 Uh oh. I just got that realization.

3:02 maybe the person you blocked off felt like they were abandoned by you and you were the highlight of their damn day unit you just left.

I started to hate change so much that when I saw myself start to change, I started hating myself.

*A girl venting* Meanwhile me lestening to this MSI banger:

10:40 This is me frfr except im also the "good kid"

so I'm sorry to say anything but when i draw to much i get instructive thoughts and i start hyperventilating and i start shaking and i draw things that scare me alot....

4:49 why is it funny and disturbing🔥💀

"POV:" this video made you realize you have hypersexuality

Is there any homophobic parents situation people?? Because my my parents might be that and I need to talk to someone cause I can’t vent to my good friends cause then they’ll say my parents are asshats ext and that’ll make me feel worse

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4:46 5:18 5:29 6:56

9:01 help whats the name of this song its been stuck in my head all day

I’m stuck between “Me and my generation are too sensitive” and “I need help.”

so uh is no one else gonna relate to 15:18 or is it just me???????

2:54 TW: Mentions of SH, fear, trauma, personality/identity disorders, etc. My partner (a system host) was in a bad spot recently and when I saw him in the bathroom he had c×ts all over his arm. I helped him clean the bl××d and he then told me he doesn't remember doing it. He thinks there's a new alter in the system that the rest of them don't know about and it scares him that the next time they front, it could be a lot worse. I love him to the end of the universe and back, so seeing him so scared of something he can't control and that was the result of so much trauma broke my heart. That's also why I hate when people sugarcoat DID, make it seem like no big deal, fake it for attention, fakeclaim, laugh and "joke" about it, or just full-on deny its existence. (P.S. If I see ANY hate in the replies, I will report and/or delete them! That's not a warning, it's a PROMISE!)

1:25 how do you accidentally SA someone? It's still not ok even if they claim it was an accident.

It’s been 2 days, 00 hrs, and 17 mins. Since I last sh and if I wasn’t so stupid I would still have a week and a 1/2. but no stupid me thought that while sitting in my alone I should sh again, all bc my best friend didn’t keep me honest (about not sh) and Ik I shouldn’t be upset but I am lonely and the one person who I trust to tell about my sh doesn’t keep me honest!!

There is random music..

bro, i was literally crying and then the hamster one showed up, i started laughing louder than a tsar bomb-

I’m scared to vent bc I keep seeing ppl saying how annoying it is for others to vent to them so I don’t wanna be annoying and just keep to myself :<

7:20 I told my mom about the time a boy who was 14 in my class had… TW: SA He had touched me on purpose inappropriately when I was 13 and as much as I would yell at him to stop, he would look around and say “she’s crazy look I’m all the way over here” and he would push his seat away as he said that. I trusted my mom and she said “well you probably asked for it I mean you guys were jus kids I he didn’t meant it in any bad way.” It hurt me so much that she would say that about something so traumatic that lasted 2 weeks. I didn’t say anything sooner because I knew no one would do anything so my 13 year old brain thought he would eventually leave me alone. I finally had enough one day and forcefully moved my seat. I don’t owe anyone an explanation after no student in that class or even the teacher listened. Ever since that day, I lost all respect for my mom. I’m doing better now, he moved out of state two months after and I never saw him after that. it’s been 3 years since then. My mom forgot about it but it’s a grudge I will forever hold.

I know nobody s gonna read this but typing it is gonna make me feel better My parents constantly fought when I was a toddler, and then they got divorced. My dad was abusive. Very abusive. I’m still currently in that situation with him. He’s psychically abusive and mentally abusive and constantly made me and my older brother like we were the problem for a long time. He hated both of us and just wanted children for the power and rule over people. Our mother was never able to be there for us, because she was constantly working. There were nights that we didn’t eat there. I learned to keep my problems to my self because from a very young age everyone made sure that their problems had to be worse than mine. My problems could never be important. Last year, I fell into a terribly toxic group. I’m still in a toxic group but it’s not as bad. Everyone constantly says that I’m too much or to calm down and stop overthinking. I’ll try to tell people what’s going on and they’ll say something like “I’ve had worse” Or “Cool” and then continue to talk about their problems. I’ve always had terrifying visions that affect me psychically and mentally along with spiritually. I’ve tried to tell people about but they simply blamed it on religion and said it was a gift. I am currently in sh but have been clean for 2 weeks:) It’s hard to even try to make any effort to tell anyone because the therapists I’ve had have done nothing. But all of my attempts of coping.. it feels like the entire universe is taking those away too. I have adhd or some shit. God how much I to go back in time to protect my younger self. I’m a therapist friend only because nobody listens to MY problems. I wish I could go into details of what’s going on even more but that’s to much effort right now it’s like 3 am

Why is there a Deku video in here 💀

0:23 is relate to me and my mother got mad at me but I’m trying to do my best

to all of you guys who are battling suicidal thoughts, ptsd, depression, anxiety, or anything else, just remember that a glowstick has to break for it to glow! (i know most of you have probably heard that a million times and might be getting on your nerves, but it's true!) even if you're just going through a rough patch or you've been dealing with something for a while, don't be afraid to reach out for help! nobody deserves to bottle everything up until it's too late, and at least try to talk to someone. either way, and in case you haven't heard this yet, you're enough! you're perfect the way you are, no need to change! you're pretty, handsome, beautiful, stunning, gorgeous, cute, ethereal, whatever you wanna be! also, (mostly saying this because it's my birthday) happy birthday to all those lucky people who see this on their birthday!!! have a good day/night, and feel free to vent in the replies if you need it! ❤❤

I wanna hug everyone that has been though this..stay strong guys..❤

Kinda a vent: It's gotten so bad that I can't feel much pain in my right arm. Like, I can go so deep that the blood is spewing all over the place and it doesn't stop bleeding for quite a while, and it still won't hurt. Not even if I rub soap/shampoo into the wound. Is this normal or is my arm actually fvcked up?? If I cut on my other arm it does hurt. (I don't cut on that arm very often)

When vent art tik tok coms say “NO RANDOM MUSIC” and actually have no random music>>>>>>

5:13 WHOOP WHOOP

I know this is late but do you think anyone would care if I died?

I watch thes24/7