My dog got put down today. I love her so much, she is a chocolate Labrador. 15 and a half, she lived such a long and happy life. Now she’s no longer suffering but it hurts, so so much. I really hope she’s happy now. ❤
I have an issue where i cant remember what emotions feel like until i feel them but then once the emotion is over i just feel empty and cant ever sympathise with people so i watch these to try and see if i can remember what sadness feels like this time, so far nothing has happened and it just makes me feel broken and like im nott even human because people ive talked to have said that it is emotions that make you human Sorry if i overshared but i just want to see if others have the same issue or im just the issue
Same, plus my mom always asks me what’s wrong but I’ve learned to block out my thoughts since there so overwhelming and all I can say back is “I don’t know” which gets me in trouble
I see these comments where they say stuff like “love yourself!” Or “you’re loved” I know it makes some people better and stuff. But Im sure there are people out there like me where words mean nothing. If you love me so much why don’t you care about me? If you love me so much why aren’t you there when I needed you? If you loved me so much why don’t you look supportive of my way of life? Love is not words it’s their actions I can tell when you’re putting effort but no one puts effort not even family they don’t know me. they asume things about me! Why would they do that huh? I honestly don’t know! But it’s ok I just smile and everything is fine right? So if you loved me so much you would be able to see I’m not interested or don’t want to talk a certain subject. I wish I could say this to the multiple people I want to tell this to but what ever Anywho you just can’t say people care about someone when your not them you don’t see from their point of view. Just saying “you’re loved”works for some. But I happen to know a lot of things about mental health. But then again say what you want to say if saying nice things makes you feel better for yourself go nuts. (No hate to those positive comment whatsoever just wanted to rant a little)
One question do you know a good psychiatrist who can just text you and you don’t have to reveal that you have one? Second of all I also don’t think words hit me because no matter what I’m told only the negative things break through
To both of these 2 replies Why What if they can't get one What if youtube is the only place they feel like they can vent If your truly there for them Go hug them Not a virtual hug An actual hug
I feel like sometimes i need more trauma to feel valid. Like I haven’t gone through much and i feel like i don’t deserve to feel upset with myself. Cause i know others have to far worse and i find myself craving trauma. EVEN THOUGH ITS WRONG
I'm talking to this dude online and last night he asked if I could see the moon because it was right in the middle of the sky for him. I said yes, and he said how cool it is that we could see the same thing even though we're across the world for each other. It was a cloudy night and there were tons of trees, and I couldn't see the damn moon, but he seemed so happy that I lied. I hate myself for it, but I still feel happy that he's happy
I'm 5 months clean now and I'm just having a really rough night so this is my way of comforting myself because it reminds me that I'm not the only one struggling
I’m not diagnosed with anything, so I’m constantly questioning if I really am depressed, if I really have anxiety, and do I maybe have OCD, trust issues, tourettes, adhd, or autism? Or multiple? I just want to know. I really wish I did. What if I’m faking everything and I don’t even know it? What if I’m just being dramatic? And I can’t get diagnosed with anything bc I don’t feel safe talking to my parents; they’d probably make me give up way more information than I want to and get me therapy and stuff, but also probably send me to a mental hospital, blah blah blah. Also, anytime I come to them for advice or anything, they give me ideas that I’ve already thought of or make me feel so much worse about myself. I also think they might be just a bit toxic/abusive in some spots on accident, but I’m glad I can’t really tell in a way? Who else never gets the secrecy/privacy they want when they come to their parents?
Vent. Nobody cares about me anymore inside of my family. I have lost all meaning to them. I love my mom. My mother doesn't love me. I love my siblings. My siblings do not love me. It is exhausting trying to keep them happy all of the time when they hardly do anything for me themselves. I sometimes wonder how different things would be if I wasn't born. My best friend's mom is more of a mom to me than my own mother is. Does that make sense? My friends mean the world to me. I hate to say it but I might prioritize them over my family. My mom has done so much for me and my siblings and I'm sure she's tired but it feels like she simply doesn't care about me specifically. I feel more included with my friends than I do with my family. I love my friends.
I don't like hugging my mother anymore I used to love it and would hug and cuddle whith her any chance I got but now I hate it and it's weird because I still love her it just doesn't feel the same anymore like something is wrong and it's so uncomfortable I i know something is different and wrong but I don't know I'm just tired
@@Yourmummy666I’m sorry about that! I know how that feels, but remember it’s not your fault! Things change, yes, sometimes we hate that fact I sure do sometimes, but if you feel like something is wrong telling the person or someone for help to pin point that problem might help! Stay healthy and good, not to pressure you!
My parents said that my friend is toxic… they are really cool, they make me feel bad about myself, but its just their humor and their busy. Its not intentional, right? Most of my friends have that humor and aren’t able to hang out….. its probably my fault anyways, I’m too clingy and I can’t act like myself around them anymore because I mask up my emotions with hyperness. I fucking suck… I can’t even handle being ignored. I can’t stop crying and I just want a good friend who asks me if I’m okay… I treat others how I want to be treated… even if I get manipulated and hurt… I just want attention. I’m fine, how are you?
@@x-LunarEclipse-x I’m great, I’m replies to others because most people don’t, but everyone needs a reply don’t they? First of, I think what maters is how others make you feel. I had a friend who made me uncomfortable, I never unfounded her and I regret it. If you can’t be yourself or be comfortable around someone leave them or act like yourself, ignore them no mate how much they call you rude things for being yourself. If you act like yourself I bet you will meet someone who will want to be your friend and be nice the way you picture it, or tell your friends how you feel. You don’t suck, i feel almost like you yet i don’t suck either. Nobody likes being ignored or being treated like that. Crying is okay. Cry when you want and know it’s not your fault, it’s okay to cry and feel how you want, and you matter. Please stay healthy and hydrated, and are you okay? Be honest please
Sorry to vent I just need to vent a bit- Everyone gets mad at me when I’m not the problem I do everything I can do to be right but it’s never enough, they keep getting mad and yelling at me, they always pick others over me what did I do? I do my best I hold back but when I get upset from them pestering me over and over im in the wrong! And when I get overwhelmed or when I’m fidgety which I can’t help they get mad and upset! So what get overwhelmed by lots of noises, so what I like headphones, so what I rock while standing bounce my leg shake my hands, so what? It makes me feel better! Stop saying I’m dramatic stop saying “YoUr NoT aUtIsTic” I KNOW THAT! I JUST DO THAT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND IT IS HOW I FEEL! AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE A BAD MEMORY OR YOU WVEN CARE! I TELL YOU SOMETHING AND YOU FORGET IT! STOP LOOKING THROUGH STUFF AND STOP JUST DOING ANYTHING ABOUT ME! STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TALK ABOUT YOURSELF! STOP THREATENING ME! I ONLY WANTED A REGULAR LIFE IN A REGULAR FAMILY! IM SORRY I ENTERED THE WEBSITE THAAT GIRL GAVE ME! IM SORRY I SHOWED MY BROTHER! IM SORRY I RUINED MY SISTER, IM SORRY IT’S MY FAULT! IM SORRY I SH-ED FOR THE MOST PATHETIC REASON! IM SORRY I CRY! I WAS 8 OKAY? IM SORRY I HAVE EMETOPHOBIA IM SORRY I GET PANIC ATTACKS IM SORRY I FIGHT BBACK WHEN OTHERS HURT ME FIRST! Erm wow that was a lot im sorry bout that :3
Some people are just like that. There are black and white in this world. I hope you find one of the white ones! :> (And I hope it didn't come out as insult! I do poorly with comforting people) And if you don't find them, I'm sure there are people willing to listen to you in online. Omg I just realized that it could be taken in as racially offensive. I didn't mean that! I just meant the action and thoughts could be black and white. But everyone is most likely to be grey. So, seek the one who is light grey?
@FernTheTherian12 You too :3 have a good day, but like why everyone is everyone here being so nice? Not to be an attention seeker but people are so kind like everyone who’s replied to me
13:33 I remember I saw this audio back a few months ago and I related to it because it was a massive fear of mine. But now that fear has become a reality. I’m so glad I found this video because I can relate to a lot of these videos.
I’m the therapist friend but currently I don’t have any friends and no all my problems just became worse because I already didn’t open up but now I don’t even have the option to and I don’t know what to everyone excludes me and I just feel so drained I feel no emotions but I feel all of them at once I’m so emotionally drained and I feel guilty every time I talk about my issues
Callback to that time I was venting about my severe abandonment issues and my friend walked away mid conversation to talk to the teacher (they drew something cool. That wasn’t ‘cool’)
In class I always over laugh until my stomach hurts and I started crying my friends always ask if I'm ok and I said yes when actually I'm not and I makes my selfover laugh until my stomach hurst because thats the only reason I can tell them why I'm crying and actually in the inside i don't know why I just felt like I want to cry for some reason and can't hold it anymore.
Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!!
Hey if you are reading just remember that even if you are in a dark place you can get out I swear, there will people there for you even if you don't realize it rn pls stay on this earth it might be hard but you CAN do it!
If I ever got a therapist and told them everything I've been through and my real mentality I would be in a psyc ward :) If anyone wanna vent drop the disc I can always listen and give advice
i sh and feel rlly depressed and suicidal all the damn time but for some reason i feel like my trauma isnt valid or enough to sh about bc my family cares abt me and i have a decent life so for some reason i crave trauma even tho i rlly shouldnt and it js makes me feel worse about who i am :/ i feel like in need to go to the mental hospital but i also don't know if my brain says that bc i want attention and im lowkey scared of myself
@@Kay_Cabin_7 Well, I have a crap tone of trauma and doing sh counts as one. I'm sorry you feel that way and I would advise you to talk to a therapist or a school counselor, if you don't feel comfortable talk w your parents (which is my case). I personally didn't talk to anybody and I probably never will but that's just me if you have the courage or opportunity to do so you should. I really hope you get better ❤
11:32 is very reliable too me and I share a room with one of my siblings so it’s hard if I want to cry because I don’t like crying in front of people but the sibling I share a room with is my favorite sibling but I just can’t cry in front of anyone
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on RUclips. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing. Sometimes I feel like I’m better off alone. I guess that’s why I push everyone away.
Whenever i vent to my classmates its always im over reacting and stuff, i thought venting to my teacher was a mistake but it wasnt, i luv my adviser sm...
Me saying im the non sensitive one in my friend group: 😂 Also me:cries after making a big mistake and they actually notice and get mad at me and pretend that i dont care but the feelings are burning and it hurts: (Sorry for any typo's)
I was just watching this with a straight face not tears so anything I just stare at the screen idk what's wrong with me but this is day two of not being able to let tears fall down my face like I always do it's weird I used to cry so much when watching this now even though I try so hard nothing happens
0:22 I can literally relate so much- except it been worse bc I haven’t cried for three years and im barely even started middle school :D…also I’m sorry u go thru that too :(
I can’t feel anything anymore, I don’t know what’s wrong. It’s been 2 weeks of fake emotions, I lied about it being better so no one would worry. I hate the way I look so much and just wish I was different, how come other people get to be so lucky. Words mean nothing. Actions are futile. I don’t know how to fix it, I lied about being clean to. I’m such an awful person, and people are outright ignoring my boundaries when I tell them to stop.
I’m autistic and low empathy. I feel like a monster watching these for entertainment. Maybe I want to feel like a human… maybe they help me express things I can’t…
hello kiddo, I'm here for you if you wanna talk. I'm always here for you little one. I don't know you but you're unique and i love you you're not a monster you're my pretty person.
Todays a shitty day, it's even worse then my bad days. My mom wanted a movie night yesterday but I was on my phone for so long we ended up not doing it. She got mad at me and now everyone is mad at me because she's mad at all of us. My brother had practice today so we're at home but before she told us "just stay on your gadgets and let the dog bark" which hurt me because she's basically saying that we're useless and incapable of doing anything right and I know that but it hurts when my mother is saying it to my face please make me feel better
Hey bud, you doing alright right now? I’m sorry you had a shitty day, that was very rude of her and I hope you’re okay. Why is she mad that you were on your phone instead of watching a movie with her, that is the most pathetic excuse to get upset at someone for that. You don’t deserve that. Don’t let her get to your head, you matter more then you think
I love how these videos claim to support people, artists and that you feel loved and shit. Make claims that they are no random music! But the videos dont show the artist, and put music over copyrighted sounds becuase they want to make money, it is so eassyyy bro.
Murder drones ep 8 is coming out in a few days and you might be light ‘ Why are you so sad about that you needed to watch this? ‘ Well, I had a yt friend I would talk to about it to. She loved it probably more than me lol. But her parents were very strict and she was suicidal.. I donno if she’s alive. Yes, I knew her only for a month or two. But yes, she was the light of my world for those months. I hope she is alive and I miss her very much and I donno anymore…
Hi :) I’ve never been diagnosed with anything ever so I’m just about my experience with hypers3xuality. I’ve started doing it very young. I mostly blame it on my parents and internet in general. My parents have always been very s3xual towards with one another even thought they fight right before doing it. It’s they’re way of "solving" their problems some people say to me. I hear them almost every night and my father never stops talking about it. I’ve seen many things online which I wish my 6yo self wouldn’t have seen. I am ashamed of myself for doing it and have been claiming to be asexual to most of my friends. I have never been assaulted So it’s crazy to think parents can be so reflective (I’m not sure if I used the right term) on they’re children.
Question for all the people who do or did sh.. Have you ever just stopped for a while because of tendon reasons but then you suddenly feel a sharp/very sudden pain where the scars are
I have a strange question Is it normal to bite your own skin till bleeding? Is it self harm? I don't feel pain. Only pleasure. Calm. Then feel crap again after I stop.
Ive honestly been hit so many times in the head by other kids or just banging my head on sh*t that im starting to believe that its the reason why im like how i am //3
i like(ed) this guy right? his best friend, lets call her L tells me he has a crush on A i acted like it meant nothing to me it broke me i thought abt it for the rest of the day after school i went to my room i started crying and i relapsed i sit next to that guy in history though i dont know if imma be okay
Vent I can't deal with shit anymore. I just can't stop hating myself for everything that isn't my fault, this is an issue of mine, thinking i must solve every problem and if i don't, i failed. Like when my sister and father are fighting, i try to make everyone happy by not leaning to any side and trying to resolve every argument, but recently, they just got so upset with eachother that my sister decided to just stop visiting my father for good, and i feel like it's my fault for not doing better. Maybe i have this issue from my childhood, where i blamed myself for my parents breaking up, that i didn't stop them. And now, i just want peace. I want for everyone to stop manipulating me and using me and just stop wrenching my heart, i want my father to be less of a jerk he is, i want my toxic bestfriend to finally acknowledge my feelings and see how fucked up i am, so she could understand that people, especially people like me, the happy friends, struggle, sometimes more than others. This all just makes me ask, why is the world so mean? Why can't one thing work out for me? Why can't that one person i love love me back? I mean, i get it, cause people have a lot of reasons to hate me, but i still yearn for love. And i also want to know what's wrong with me so i can get rid of it and people would like me more. Anyway. That was long, sorry about that...
Don’t apologize for explaining what you’re going through just because of the length. My dad and sister also never got along. You and I have been in the same boat when it comes to being trapped in the middle. I’m not sure where your current situation is at or how long you’ve been there, but for me personally, I can’t really imagine my life (family-wise) any other way. It takes time, growth, and adjustment, but I eventually got there. I’m sure you will too! Now, that doesn’t mean you’ll ever fully recover (I know I haven’t) but that also doesn’t mean that you can’t. But you can’t rely on the world to give you what you want and you don’t need to give the world what it wants. The world has always been changing and that will never stop. You can’t worry about something you can’t control. Which brings me to the point that things don’t always work out. That’s the case for everybody despite what it may seem. I can pretty much guarantee that not one person has always gotten every single thing that they wanted, because it sucks, but that’s not how things work even though we wish it did. And I’m sure most people have has a person that couldn’t love them back too. I was also just in that boat, but if that person couldn’t love and accept you for who you are, you shouldn’t have to accept them either. I know certain things work out for a reason despite how it may seem in the current moment and moments soon to come. But you shouldn’t have to change yourself for others. If anything you should be changing the people you surround yourself with (which ik, it’s easier said than done). But once again, it takes time and adjustment but its not impossible. If they can’t like you for who you are, its not your fault, its theirs. Once again, don’t worry about the things (people in this case) that you can’t control. There’s nothing wrong for wanting love. In my opinion, craving that affection is a human instinct. You just have to look for it in the right places (I am Christian so i find that love in God and the people I’ve surrounded myself with). Don’t ever think there’s something wrong with you because if people make you feel that way, it’s the people that have something wrong with them. Obviously, we’ve never met, but I understand how you feel and those feelings are valid. I care about everyone I know in different ways and I show that affection in different ways depending on my care for them. Now despite the fact that I don’t know you, I still care for you. This message is my way of conveying that. I don’t know if you’ll ever even see this (i really hope you do) but I just wanted to say that I love you and care about you (not in a weird way). I know this message was long, but i felt led to respond, so I hope you read and consider each of the points I’ve mentioned. Please don’t ever stop being you
@Definetly_Not_Cyn You're welcome! I'm glad you read it. I meant every word of it. I hope things get better for you, and I'll be sending prayers your way! Don't ever forget you are deserving of love ❤
My dog got put down today. I love her so much, she is a chocolate Labrador. 15 and a half, she lived such a long and happy life. Now she’s no longer suffering but it hurts, so so much. I really hope she’s happy now. ❤
She crossed the rainbow bridge and now she can play as much as she wants then after a full long life you'll see her again
We put my cat down in december, I wish you well
@@logan5089 thank you, I’m sure my relatives are looking after her while she’s waiting ❤️
@@DavesShows aww, I’m so sorry about your loss! And thank you so much ❤️❤️
@@demons66698 ofc and thanks to you too
I feel like these compilations are like the one place you can go to get comfort from people who actually get you
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I have an issue where i cant remember what emotions feel like until i feel them but then once the emotion is over i just feel empty and cant ever sympathise with people so i watch these to try and see if i can remember what sadness feels like this time, so far nothing has happened and it just makes me feel broken and like im nott even human because people ive talked to have said that it is emotions that make you human
Sorry if i overshared but i just want to see if others have the same issue or im just the issue
Me fr w/ the emotions
Same, plus my mom always asks me what’s wrong but I’ve learned to block out my thoughts since there so overwhelming and all I can say back is “I don’t know” which gets me in trouble
I see these comments where they say stuff like “love yourself!” Or “you’re loved” I know it makes some people better and stuff. But Im sure there are people out there like me where words mean nothing. If you love me so much why don’t you care about me? If you love me so much why aren’t you there when I needed you? If you loved me so much why don’t you look supportive of my way of life? Love is not words it’s their actions I can tell when you’re putting effort but no one puts effort not even family they don’t know me. they asume things about me! Why would they do that huh? I honestly don’t know! But it’s ok I just smile and everything is fine right? So if you loved me so much you would be able to see I’m not interested or don’t want to talk a certain subject. I wish I could say this to the multiple people I want to tell this to but what ever
Anywho you just can’t say people care about someone when your not them you don’t see from their point of view. Just saying “you’re loved”works for some. But I happen to know a lot of things about mental health. But then again say what you want to say if saying nice things makes you feel better for yourself go nuts. (No hate to those positive comment whatsoever just wanted to rant a little)
One question do you know a good psychiatrist who can just text you and you don’t have to reveal that you have one? Second of all I also don’t think words hit me because no matter what I’m told only the negative things break through
honestly same. if u wanna talk to someone tho im here for ya
To both of these 2 replies
Why
What if they can't get one
What if youtube is the only place they feel like they can vent
If your truly there for them
Go hug them
Not a virtual hug
An actual hug
Guys I think my phone is broken because I swear, I'm either going schizophrenic of my phone's playing random music. 💀
Maybe we're all schizophrenic, cause I'm hearing that shii too
wait y’all are hearing that shit too??T^T
yea i think it's a bot that auto titles it that
there is some random music
EUGH- *spasms*
@@-Ashy.Pawz- *spasms with them*
@@x-LunarEclipse-x *spasms with both of them*
@@rain15119 wittnesses then seises
@@rain15119*spasms with all three of them*
I feel like sometimes i need more trauma to feel valid. Like I haven’t gone through much and i feel like i don’t deserve to feel upset with myself. Cause i know others have to far worse and i find myself craving trauma. EVEN THOUGH ITS WRONG
i cant even be mad because i do the same fucking thing holy shit im following you rn-
I'm talking to this dude online and last night he asked if I could see the moon because it was right in the middle of the sky for him. I said yes, and he said how cool it is that we could see the same thing even though we're across the world for each other. It was a cloudy night and there were tons of trees, and I couldn't see the damn moon, but he seemed so happy that I lied. I hate myself for it, but I still feel happy that he's happy
Makes sense you feel bad abt lying. i totally get it. but honestly tell him the truth. it makes u feel so much better trust me:)
I'm 5 months clean now and I'm just having a really rough night so this is my way of comforting myself because it reminds me that I'm not the only one struggling
You’re doing great❤❤❤
You’ve got this
I’m not diagnosed with anything, so I’m constantly questioning if I really am depressed, if I really have anxiety, and do I maybe have OCD, trust issues, tourettes, adhd, or autism? Or multiple? I just want to know. I really wish I did.
What if I’m faking everything and I don’t even know it?
What if I’m just being dramatic?
And I can’t get diagnosed with anything bc I don’t feel safe talking to my parents; they’d probably make me give up way more information than I want to and get me therapy and stuff, but also probably send me to a mental hospital, blah blah blah. Also, anytime I come to them for advice or anything, they give me ideas that I’ve already thought of or make me feel so much worse about myself. I also think they might be just a bit toxic/abusive in some spots on accident, but I’m glad I can’t really tell in a way?
Who else never gets the secrecy/privacy they want when they come to their parents?
Vent.
Nobody cares about me anymore inside of my family. I have lost all meaning to them. I love my mom. My mother doesn't love me. I love my siblings. My siblings do not love me. It is exhausting trying to keep them happy all of the time when they hardly do anything for me themselves. I sometimes wonder how different things would be if I wasn't born. My best friend's mom is more of a mom to me than my own mother is. Does that make sense? My friends mean the world to me. I hate to say it but I might prioritize them over my family. My mom has done so much for me and my siblings and I'm sure she's tired but it feels like she simply doesn't care about me specifically. I feel more included with my friends than I do with my family.
I love my friends.
1 day clean
I’m proud of you, stay clean
@@Golden_Tatsuru omg, tysm!!!
Well done we are proud
@@KgosiAnimations tysm!!
Proud of you!
0:58 bro did NOT have to call me out like that 🙏🙏🙏
I love your stuff but “no random music” is a lie lmao
Yeah but its not taking up half the video
You are loved, if you feel the need to vent, you can. I’m here for you ❤
I don't like hugging my mother anymore I used to love it and would hug and cuddle whith her any chance I got but now I hate it and it's weird because I still love her it just doesn't feel the same anymore like something is wrong and it's so uncomfortable I i know something is different and wrong but I don't know I'm just tired
@@Yourmummy666I’m sorry about that! I know how that feels, but remember it’s not your fault! Things change, yes, sometimes we hate that fact I sure do sometimes, but if you feel like something is wrong telling the person or someone for help to pin point that problem might help! Stay healthy and good, not to pressure you!
@@JazzyToes2000 ok thanks
My parents said that my friend is toxic… they are really cool, they make me feel bad about myself, but its just their humor and their busy. Its not intentional, right? Most of my friends have that humor and aren’t able to hang out….. its probably my fault anyways, I’m too clingy and I can’t act like myself around them anymore because I mask up my emotions with hyperness.
I fucking suck… I can’t even handle being ignored. I can’t stop crying and I just want a good friend who asks me if I’m okay… I treat others how I want to be treated… even if I get manipulated and hurt… I just want attention.
I’m fine, how are you?
@@x-LunarEclipse-x I’m great, I’m replies to others because most people don’t, but everyone needs a reply don’t they? First of, I think what maters is how others make you feel. I had a friend who made me uncomfortable, I never unfounded her and I regret it. If you can’t be yourself or be comfortable around someone leave them or act like yourself, ignore them no mate how much they call you rude things for being yourself. If you act like yourself I bet you will meet someone who will want to be your friend and be nice the way you picture it, or tell your friends how you feel. You don’t suck, i feel almost like you yet i don’t suck either. Nobody likes being ignored or being treated like that. Crying is okay. Cry when you want and know it’s not your fault, it’s okay to cry and feel how you want, and you matter. Please stay healthy and hydrated, and are you okay? Be honest please
3:12 it looks like the smoke from Valentino's voice message to Angel dust
Sorry to vent I just need to vent a bit- Everyone gets mad at me when I’m not the problem I do everything I can do to be right but it’s never enough, they keep getting mad and yelling at me, they always pick others over me what did I do? I do my best I hold back but when I get upset from them pestering me over and over im in the wrong! And when I get overwhelmed or when I’m fidgety which I can’t help they get mad and upset! So what get overwhelmed by lots of noises, so what I like headphones, so what I rock while standing bounce my leg shake my hands, so what? It makes me feel better! Stop saying I’m dramatic stop saying “YoUr NoT aUtIsTic” I KNOW THAT! I JUST DO THAT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND IT IS HOW I FEEL! AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE A BAD MEMORY OR YOU WVEN CARE! I TELL YOU SOMETHING AND YOU FORGET IT! STOP LOOKING THROUGH STUFF AND STOP JUST DOING ANYTHING ABOUT ME! STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TALK ABOUT YOURSELF! STOP THREATENING ME! I ONLY WANTED A REGULAR LIFE IN A REGULAR FAMILY! IM SORRY I ENTERED THE WEBSITE THAAT GIRL GAVE ME! IM SORRY I SHOWED MY BROTHER! IM SORRY I RUINED MY SISTER, IM SORRY IT’S MY FAULT! IM SORRY I SH-ED FOR THE MOST PATHETIC REASON! IM SORRY I CRY! I WAS 8 OKAY? IM SORRY I HAVE EMETOPHOBIA IM SORRY I GET PANIC ATTACKS IM SORRY I FIGHT BBACK WHEN OTHERS HURT ME FIRST!
Erm wow that was a lot im sorry bout that :3
I'm so sorry don't listen to them it's not your fault
@@Asherisme omg, thank you so much, you made my day better :) I was so worried people saw my comment and that it was weird. Have a good day!
@@JazzyToes2000 Have a good day too
Some people are just like that. There are black and white in this world. I hope you find one of the white ones! :> (And I hope it didn't come out as insult! I do poorly with comforting people) And if you don't find them, I'm sure there are people willing to listen to you in online. Omg I just realized that it could be taken in as racially offensive. I didn't mean that! I just meant the action and thoughts could be black and white. But everyone is most likely to be grey. So, seek the one who is light grey?
@FernTheTherian12 You too :3 have a good day, but like why everyone is everyone here being so nice? Not to be an attention seeker but people are so kind like everyone who’s replied to me
13:33 I remember I saw this audio back a few months ago and I related to it because it was a massive fear of mine. But now that fear has become a reality. I’m so glad I found this video because I can relate to a lot of these videos.
I’m the therapist friend but currently I don’t have any friends and no all my problems just became worse because I already didn’t open up but now I don’t even have the option to and I don’t know what to everyone excludes me and I just feel so drained I feel no emotions but I feel all of them at once I’m so emotionally drained and I feel guilty every time I talk about my issues
Callback to that time I was venting about my severe abandonment issues and my friend walked away mid conversation to talk to the teacher (they drew something cool. That wasn’t ‘cool’)
In class I always over laugh until my stomach hurts and I started crying my friends always ask if I'm ok and I said yes when actually I'm not and I makes my selfover laugh until my stomach hurst because thats the only reason I can tell them why I'm crying and actually in the inside i don't know why I just felt like I want to cry for some reason and can't hold it anymore.
Daily reminder.
Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it
Your body isn't a book so don't judge it
Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it
Finally
Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it.
Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself.
Love you!!
Hey if you are reading just remember that even if you are in a dark place you can get out I swear, there will people there for you even if you don't realize it rn pls stay on this earth it might be hard but you CAN do it!
i love how i once thought of dying, today i thought that the feeling to die was gone. but i was wrong 🙂
If I ever got a therapist and told them everything I've been through and my real mentality I would be in a psyc ward :)
If anyone wanna vent drop the disc I can always listen and give advice
i sh and feel rlly depressed and suicidal all the damn time but for some reason i feel like my trauma isnt valid or enough to sh about bc my family cares abt me and i have a decent life so for some reason i crave trauma even tho i rlly shouldnt and it js makes me feel worse about who i am :/ i feel like in need to go to the mental hospital but i also don't know if my brain says that bc i want attention and im lowkey scared of myself
@@Kay_Cabin_7 Well, I have a crap tone of trauma and doing sh counts as one. I'm sorry you feel that way and I would advise you to talk to a therapist or a school counselor, if you don't feel comfortable talk w your parents (which is my case). I personally didn't talk to anybody and I probably never will but that's just me if you have the courage or opportunity to do so you should.
I really hope you get better ❤
11:32 is very reliable too me and I share a room with one of my siblings so it’s hard if I want to cry because I don’t like crying in front of people but the sibling I share a room with is my favorite sibling but I just can’t cry in front of anyone
4:31
Same but different im always the last choice the back-up freind.
can someone remind me about this later?
0:59 - 1:17
1:17 - 1:30
3:28 - 3:45
5:04 - 5:16
Now?
My dog died in march at 4, still getting over it.
0:45 is this supposed to be quirky????
No clue.
5:44 random music
Yeah they lie :(
I don’t know if I’m meant to vent here but I’m going to
I’m 14 and I have been through really tough stuff, one day i was venting to my friend about how my mother @bused me as a kid, how my parents divorced, how I ran away from Australia to New Zealand to live with my dad because my mother attacked me for coming out as trans and how my best friend that I had grown up with my whole life had died because of a stupid dare that someone had made, and I was trying not to cry and when I had finished telling her everything, she didn’t support me or anything she just looked up from her phone and said “oh yeah, same.” And then she continued scrolling on RUclips. I couldn’t believe it. I had just opened up to her and she acted like it was nothing.
Sometimes I feel like I’m better off alone. I guess that’s why I push everyone away.
Don’t talk to her anymore that was a shitty thing for her to do. Also I’m so sorry about what you’ve been going through.
1:42 so real.i always witch personalities between friends and its exhausting because im trying and i honeslty give up at this point.
Whenever i vent to my classmates its always im over reacting and stuff, i thought venting to my teacher was a mistake but it wasnt, i luv my adviser sm...
Me saying im the non sensitive one in my friend group: 😂
Also me:cries after making a big mistake and they actually notice and get mad at me and pretend that i dont care but the feelings are burning and it hurts:
(Sorry for any typo's)
I was just watching this with a straight face not tears so anything I just stare at the screen idk what's wrong with me but this is day two of not being able to let tears fall down my face like I always do it's weird I used to cry so much when watching this now even though I try so hard nothing happens
6:45 i need the song name it lowkey hits so hard
Found it. Inside out by duster.
0:22 I can literally relate so much- except it been worse bc I haven’t cried for three years and im barely even started middle school :D…also I’m sorry u go thru that too :(
lets do this... plan: 15 days clean.
like for updates!!!
1 day clean (s//hh)
I can’t feel anything anymore, I don’t know what’s wrong. It’s been 2 weeks of fake emotions, I lied about it being better so no one would worry. I hate the way I look so much and just wish I was different, how come other people get to be so lucky. Words mean nothing. Actions are futile. I don’t know how to fix it, I lied about being clean to. I’m such an awful person, and people are outright ignoring my boundaries when I tell them to stop.
4:04 | This one hits a little too close to home...
I feel like I’m just attention seeking, I’m not but then I don’t know why I’m doing this to myself
Unrelated but hearing my time and fall fair suite back to back makes me happy
I’m autistic and low empathy. I feel like a monster watching these for entertainment.
Maybe I want to feel like a human… maybe they help me express things I can’t…
hello kiddo, I'm here for you if you wanna talk. I'm always here for you little one.
I don't know you but you're unique and i love you you're not a monster you're my pretty person.
I'm here for anyone and everyone.
1:04 WHAT IS THIS SONG I NEED ITTTT
OMG aishite aishite aishite BY KIKUO BUT COVER IS SANG BY ADO🤤
Todays a shitty day, it's even worse then my bad days. My mom wanted a movie night yesterday but I was on my phone for so long we ended up not doing it. She got mad at me and now everyone is mad at me because she's mad at all of us. My brother had practice today so we're at home but before she told us "just stay on your gadgets and let the dog bark" which hurt me because she's basically saying that we're useless and incapable of doing anything right and I know that but it hurts when my mother is saying it to my face please make me feel better
Hey bud, you doing alright right now? I’m sorry you had a shitty day, that was very rude of her and I hope you’re okay. Why is she mad that you were on your phone instead of watching a movie with her, that is the most pathetic excuse to get upset at someone for that. You don’t deserve that. Don’t let her get to your head, you matter more then you think
20:00 real. so real.
hows it going?
I saw a vent video and I started crying..
I feel.. Sad
"no random music" as coconut mall plays
I love how these videos claim to support people, artists and that you feel loved and shit. Make claims that they are no random music! But the videos dont show the artist, and put music over copyrighted sounds becuase they want to make money, it is so eassyyy bro.
Name of Music at 1:02 if anyone knows
aishite
@@msvalerie69420I believe it’s also the ado cover
Ashite ado cover!! 💗
それの; 愛して、愛して、愛して
Is it sad that I’ve watched so many of these that I know every video now….
28:14 i do this everyday this tutorial is just my life
Every video I relate to in this compilation
0:22
0:29
0:46
1:00
1:54
2:06
2:47
3:02
3:13
3:27
4:22 just another person and not accidentally
4:30
4:53
6:18
8:06
“You made everything up”
…
Murder drones ep 8 is coming out in a few days and you might be light ‘ Why are you so sad about that you needed to watch this? ‘
Well, I had a yt friend I would talk to about it to. She loved it probably more than me lol. But her parents were very strict and she was suicidal..
I donno if she’s alive. Yes, I knew her only for a month or two. But yes, she was the light of my world for those months. I hope she is alive and I miss her very much and I donno anymore…
sad vent video ... MARIO MUSIC
0:34 be feeling like I talk too much in times like that
“I promise!”
Not me watching this while shaving my upper forearm
5:50 im the oldest this hits different-
5:53 i feel bad for my siblings... having to have me as their big sister...
I might get hate from this but…
Jesus loves you so please don’t give up friend ❤
He loves you too❤
Amen❤
Hi :) I’ve never been diagnosed with anything ever so I’m just about my experience with hypers3xuality. I’ve started doing it very young. I mostly blame it on my parents and internet in general. My parents have always been very s3xual towards with one another even thought they fight right before doing it. It’s they’re way of "solving" their problems some people say to me. I hear them almost every night and my father never stops talking about it. I’ve seen many things online which I wish my 6yo self wouldn’t have seen. I am ashamed of myself for doing it and have been claiming to be asexual to most of my friends. I have never been assaulted So it’s crazy to think parents can be so reflective (I’m not sure if I used the right term) on they’re children.
I just got jumpscared by coconut mall😂😂
*causally paints my nails black with acrylic paint*
relapsed today. lmao..
Question for all the people who do or did sh..
Have you ever just stopped for a while because of tendon reasons but then you suddenly feel a sharp/very sudden pain where the scars are
Not me personally because I don't do it very hard. But you should probably get that checked out. I hope ur ok!
Yea I’m ok, I haven’t had it checked out but I’m pretty sure it’s from my body so used to it happening and stuff
Does anyone know the song in the first one (please its stuck in my head)
Um- there is random music. Compilation is nice tho
Like here
5:38
I'm pretty sure that's the original audio
There is random music
1:17 so relatable. I panic for no reasons and my mom first like that im gender fluid
That one poor TikTok being stuck with coconut mall
No but I was gonna turn my phone up but then I hit the power off button and after that I js stated crying
13.56: me when i was ten🤣😂
theres random music and some tiktoks repeat
5:17 FUDEMENTAL PAPER EDUCATION CHIP AND MISS THAVEL ITS NOT A VENT😭😭😭
I have a strange question Is it normal to bite your own skin till bleeding? Is it self harm? I don't feel pain. Only pleasure. Calm. Then feel crap again after I stop.
Ey same
#draculagang
4:35 OMD ME TOO
7:00 REAL
Ive honestly been hit so many times in the head by other kids or just banging my head on sh*t that im starting to believe that its the reason why im like how i am //3
can i get the audio for 6:13, if possible
i like(ed) this guy right?
his best friend, lets call her L
tells me he has a crush on A
i acted like it meant nothing to me
it broke me
i thought abt it for the rest of the day
after school i went to my room
i started crying and i relapsed
i sit next to that guy in history though
i dont know if imma be okay
Vent
I can't deal with shit anymore. I just can't stop hating myself for everything that isn't my fault, this is an issue of mine, thinking i must solve every problem and if i don't, i failed. Like when my sister and father are fighting, i try to make everyone happy by not leaning to any side and trying to resolve every argument, but recently, they just got so upset with eachother that my sister decided to just stop visiting my father for good, and i feel like it's my fault for not doing better. Maybe i have this issue from my childhood, where i blamed myself for my parents breaking up, that i didn't stop them. And now, i just want peace. I want for everyone to stop manipulating me and using me and just stop wrenching my heart, i want my father to be less of a jerk he is, i want my toxic bestfriend to finally acknowledge my feelings and see how fucked up i am, so she could understand that people, especially people like me, the happy friends, struggle, sometimes more than others. This all just makes me ask, why is the world so mean? Why can't one thing work out for me? Why can't that one person i love love me back? I mean, i get it, cause people have a lot of reasons to hate me, but i still yearn for love. And i also want to know what's wrong with me so i can get rid of it and people would like me more.
Anyway. That was long, sorry about that...
Don’t apologize for explaining what you’re going through just because of the length. My dad and sister also never got along. You and I have been in the same boat when it comes to being trapped in the middle. I’m not sure where your current situation is at or how long you’ve been there, but for me personally, I can’t really imagine my life (family-wise) any other way. It takes time, growth, and adjustment, but I eventually got there. I’m sure you will too! Now, that doesn’t mean you’ll ever fully recover (I know I haven’t) but that also doesn’t mean that you can’t. But you can’t rely on the world to give you what you want and you don’t need to give the world what it wants. The world has always been changing and that will never stop. You can’t worry about something you can’t control. Which brings me to the point that things don’t always work out. That’s the case for everybody despite what it may seem. I can pretty much guarantee that not one person has always gotten every single thing that they wanted, because it sucks, but that’s not how things work even though we wish it did. And I’m sure most people have has a person that couldn’t love them back too. I was also just in that boat, but if that person couldn’t love and accept you for who you are, you shouldn’t have to accept them either. I know certain things work out for a reason despite how it may seem in the current moment and moments soon to come. But you shouldn’t have to change yourself for others. If anything you should be changing the people you surround yourself with (which ik, it’s easier said than done). But once again, it takes time and adjustment but its not impossible. If they can’t like you for who you are, its not your fault, its theirs. Once again, don’t worry about the things (people in this case) that you can’t control. There’s nothing wrong for wanting love. In my opinion, craving that affection is a human instinct. You just have to look for it in the right places (I am Christian so i find that love in God and the people I’ve surrounded myself with). Don’t ever think there’s something wrong with you because if people make you feel that way, it’s the people that have something wrong with them. Obviously, we’ve never met, but I understand how you feel and those feelings are valid. I care about everyone I know in different ways and I show that affection in different ways depending on my care for them. Now despite the fact that I don’t know you, I still care for you. This message is my way of conveying that. I don’t know if you’ll ever even see this (i really hope you do) but I just wanted to say that I love you and care about you (not in a weird way). I know this message was long, but i felt led to respond, so I hope you read and consider each of the points I’ve mentioned. Please don’t ever stop being you
@@lucy_brucy this actually made me tear up. Thank you ❤️
@Definetly_Not_Cyn You're welcome! I'm glad you read it. I meant every word of it. I hope things get better for you, and I'll be sending prayers your way! Don't ever forget you are deserving of love ❤
3:18 3:20 so true
I dont like to be that person but can someone tell me whats the song name at 6:39
Bruno is orange (you'll find it)
2:48 if anyone knows where I can find some music like this, please tell me it makes me feel happy:(
im not sure on what you mean exactly but the song is called "Final Duet" from Omori
@@ThatWeirdoPerson- thankssss
@@kirarhodes6111 of course!:)
@@kirarhodes6111 ofc:3
why the fuck did Mario music start half way through i was trying to have a breakdown
20:06 real
Not the Mario music playing in the background at one point 💀
5:17 ok that is cute
Is it just me or the video is repeting
6:13 ....
MY TIME??.
17:39 :(
Ado mentioned
13:30 - 13:46
It's bad i can relate to the hypersexuality isn't it