why i gave up everything

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  • Опубликовано: 29 окт 2024

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  • @mishellelewis3556
    @mishellelewis3556 4 года назад +175

    Keep you head up and just remember whenever life knocks you down to your knees just remember your in the perfect position to pray❤

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +27

      WOW. I love this. Just wrote this down!!! Thank you Mishelle

    • @sierrajones4418
      @sierrajones4418 4 года назад +3

      @@tayloralesia96 wow this is seriously amazing I love this so much this made my night ❤️❤️❤️

  • @kotagracyn5813
    @kotagracyn5813 4 года назад +61

    i’ve watched your content for years through all the ups and downs and never have i ever been more inspired than in this moment. you’ve opened my eyes to what could be if we just believe and trust that god has us safely in his arms. thank you taylor !! 💕 also, we should get dunkin sometime :) 😂

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +7

      wow :,) This just gave me chills.
      I’m so glad that my message in this video touched you in this way! Jesus is SO good! Happy to call you my brother in Christ, Kota!
      Would love to grab dunkin sometime! 🥰

    • @kotagracyn5813
      @kotagracyn5813 4 года назад +2

      tayloralesia yay !! i’m a girl though lol, i love you !! ❣️

    • @Michaelsax5
      @Michaelsax5 3 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 Taylor, with your following, it would make such a difference to talk to fellow Christians. Christianity and healthcare with getting Vaccinated can save many lives. Btw, I forgive you for your singing voice, haha! Wish you well. For me, being a single Dad to a 6-year-old daughter helps me know this good and evil stuff.

  • @cihcye
    @cihcye 4 года назад +46

    This y Taylor Alesia the goat no cap. My mom has told me stuff like this my whole life. This message is 💯 no 🧢

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +5

      ur mama the goat then too. no 🧢 💯

    • @triplebministry8875
      @triplebministry8875 4 года назад +7

      The GOAT is Jesus. He is the greatest of all time and He is the one who developed the truth by exposing deception with His wisdom.

  • @ST3Di03
    @ST3Di03 4 года назад +115

    I feel like a lot of Christians say “God if you give me this, I can serve your kingdom better.”
    But the Bible says to serve his kingdom and he’ll give you the desires of your heart.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +34

      Amen! Also - the more I've built my relationship with Jesus the more full I feel. There is many 'wants' on my wants list anymore.

    • @Abz_B
      @Abz_B 4 года назад +1

      @@alemst84 It actually troubling to know that some people have this view point

    • @lassoingwestern3407
      @lassoingwestern3407 4 года назад +5

      @@alemst84 Philosophers actually debate this topic. God has given humans the ability to have free will. Which is the ability to make choices on your own without influence. God doesn't force anyone to believe hence why there are Heaven and Hell. It is up to you if you want to take the path which gets you into heaven or you can choose to walk down the road to hell. So, no God doesn't give you the desires of your heart nor does God give sin and shame in people's life. You state God "[forces] you to lose everything". God doesn't force you do to anything that is why I brought up the concept of free will.

    • @davidjohannesen7236
      @davidjohannesen7236 3 года назад +1

      @@tayloralesia96 let our wishes be for him, not our self

  • @luciehobbs
    @luciehobbs 4 года назад +78

    inspiring is the only word that comes to mind. i’ve been following you for a few years now and it makes me feel so so happy and warm inside knowing that you are in this place and you have found what you’ve essentially been yearning for and searching for. you just have this glow and infectious energy about you and after watching ANY of your videos, especially now where it can sometimes feel like a very isolating time, you make me feel loved, confident, wanted and not alone. watching this was heaven. no doubt about it. endlessly proud of you gorgeous. have a great day! lots of love ❤️ (also hope you’re doing ok amidst everything that’s going on at the moment) x

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +13

      LUCIE. WHAT?!!!?!??? ur gonna make me cry girl!!!!! thank you so much for this incredible comment. This absolutely made my day. Thank you for supporting me & sharing these kind words with me

    • @mckenziewicker6907
      @mckenziewicker6907 4 года назад +2

      Amazing explanation Lucie

    • @luciehobbs
      @luciehobbs 4 года назад +3

      tayloralesia OMG I DIDN’T THINK YOU’D SEE THAT!!!! YOU’RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @cristal6406
      @cristal6406 4 года назад +1

      Couldn’t agree more ❤️

  • @kingali1606
    @kingali1606 4 года назад +142

    The happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts
    - Marcus Aurelius

  • @TheScarredEclipse
    @TheScarredEclipse 4 года назад +123

    Yesss. We are not children of this world, we are children of God, and we belong with Him in His Kingdom.
    God bless you, sister x

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +18

      God bless you Evy! This was beautiful

    • @wrinveterate1410
      @wrinveterate1410 4 года назад +1

      @@tayloralesia96 thanks for saying "lets spread his word"....I feel that there are many Christians out there hiding and not wanting to say that they believe in God!! It's awesome that you posted this video!!! I just hope my sister can see this video and turn back, because she has strayed from the path. May God bless you!!

    • @nicegarry1691
      @nicegarry1691 3 года назад +2

      Lol god ain’t real ahahahah

    • @selena0755
      @selena0755 3 года назад

      Then why doesn't he do anything to save us from being hurt and killed

  • @jacklander8012
    @jacklander8012 4 года назад +1

    This is powerful. Attached to nothing but one with everything 🔮

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад

      Thank you for ur support Jack!

    • @jacklander8012
      @jacklander8012 4 года назад

      tayloralesia of course much love 🖤 slide the snap ...

  • @ejmahadeo
    @ejmahadeo 4 года назад +63

    Amen taylor. Living the christian lifestyle isn't gonna be easy. But with Jesus anything is possible. Fight the good fight taylor. God bless

  • @kylealbaugh8777
    @kylealbaugh8777 4 года назад +1

    Love the honesty and the vulnerability. Social media can be a dangerous place due to our mental health mixed with unrealistic expectations!

  • @kyler5275
    @kyler5275 4 года назад +42

    Please remember everyone is beautiful in there own way and stay safe everyone and God bless

  • @Dreadclaps
    @Dreadclaps 4 года назад +30

    I'm currently going through the worst time of my life and this honesty made me so happy

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +7

      Hey. Thats what im here for.
      Im sorry to hear that you are having a bad time right now.. Ill do my best to try to change that for you!

    • @Dreadclaps
      @Dreadclaps 4 года назад +1

      @@tayloralesia96 honestly didn't think you would respond

  • @tayloralesia96
    @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +95

    How are you? ♡

    • @jackbuckleyauto
      @jackbuckleyauto 4 года назад +4

      Sad, goin through heartbreak

    • @BIG.B.
      @BIG.B. 4 года назад

      i mean we literally just got blessed :)

    • @Taylor-yd1fg
      @Taylor-yd1fg 4 года назад

      Good hby

    • @JacobGonzales813
      @JacobGonzales813 4 года назад

      Good, you followed me on TikTok

    • @jaydinlisi8161
      @jaydinlisi8161 4 года назад

      I have so much and I really need your words to help me and I appreciate it a lot I have been doing so much to get through what I need to get through but I honestly have been mentally and physically traumatized 🥺

  • @highclasslinetrash5452
    @highclasslinetrash5452 4 года назад +1

    I really felt that message. you are 100 % correct all the lies put in front of us will be our Demise if we don't see the big picture of what social media is doing to us

  • @zanewullenweber8429
    @zanewullenweber8429 4 года назад +182

    so glad that you have finally found Jesus and true everlasting joy

  • @emilyosborne0417
    @emilyosborne0417 4 года назад +11

    I’ve been a believer my whole life,but recently during this time i’ve drifted away. your video reminded me of that religion is and how it can impact everything you do. thank you for drawing me back in closer ❤️ i’ve been here since day 1

  • @shaddai7415
    @shaddai7415 3 года назад +5

    I remember 3-4 years ago watching your videos. I had to stop watching them, since they didn’t sit well with me. But I remember as a kid saying a short prayer for you. I’m glad for you Taylor :)

  • @timtg7992
    @timtg7992 4 года назад +46

    This made me cry, it hit me deep inside.
    Words can't describe how happy i am to see you back!
    I can't imagine how hard it has been but me and everyone else is here for you

  • @itskyliemonroe8549
    @itskyliemonroe8549 4 года назад +7

    I can’t begin to even fathom how heartening you are. I have watched you since your beginning, and think it is absolutely amazing the growth you’ve gone through these past years. I want to thank you for all the times of just being able to see your face and hear your voice have brought me out of my dark place, even if it was only for a second. I look up to you so much, as do others. When I was feeling sad and unhappy, I would just watch your videos, and it would make me feel and realize that I wasn’t alone, you make me feel loved 🥰 ily, and am so very proud of you girl. 💛💛💛

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +3

      Kylie..... WHATTTTT. YOU GOT ME CRYING GIRL!!!! this was so unreal to read. I can't believe ive touched your life in this way. Love you to the moon and back and back again angel!

  • @spencerlong1436
    @spencerlong1436 4 года назад +72

    it’s okay bubbas, we love you and support you.

  • @jacer5256
    @jacer5256 4 года назад +7

    I cried through this . I understand what you have been through . I've been there myself. You bring us words of inspiration. No matter what you've been through none of us judge you. You are pure . You are the best love you. Always in our hearts ❤❤❤

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      Jace. Ugh. Just wanna give u a huge. Im glad this video meant something to you

    • @jacer5256
      @jacer5256 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 I'm speechless. OMG you replied to me . This is the best day of my life. 🥰❤❤

    • @jacer5256
      @jacer5256 2 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 reading back on this one year later 💜

  • @emreejones6256
    @emreejones6256 4 года назад +1

    you are such an inspiration! thank you for making the bad days better:) much love

  • @meaganfraser3267
    @meaganfraser3267 4 года назад +3

    i’m really going through a rough time rn mentally and have no one to talk to about it and this video really opened my eyes and helped me see the bigger picture thank you i’ve been watching for years and this made me love you more

  • @tarinwittig6929
    @tarinwittig6929 4 года назад +4

    This testimony is beautiful! I’m so happy for you! I’ve been watching you for a long time. To see that you are so happy now is amazing! God is so good ❤️and I’m so happy that you decided to open the door. Thank you for sharing, I can’t imagine how many you have helped through this.

  • @katjapeterson
    @katjapeterson 4 года назад +26

    SIS IM PROUD!!!! I’m the same way I’ve given my life to Jesus the best thing I have ever done! I hope people really hear this message and turn to Jesus ✝️💜✝️💜✝️💜

  • @juliajuarez7097
    @juliajuarez7097 3 года назад +1

    I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! omg i used to pray for you when you were so broken and trying to find yourself when you and tanned broke up and you were just so lost i could see it we all could…. i’m SO HAPPY FOR YOU YOU HAVE NO IDEA THIS IS AMAZING YOURE AMAZING TAYLOR YOURE SETTING SUCH AN AMAZING EXAMPLE AND SPOKE NOTHING BUT TRUTH. those Who are ready to hear it will except those who are not will deny. I honestly didn’t like you before because of your attitude and the way you would act but I’m so happy and interested now that I know you’re part of the Lord a part of our family💖💖💖💖💖💖 i’m sorry happy you chose peace and love ❤️😇JESUS SAVES!!!!

  • @baddiesad7813
    @baddiesad7813 4 года назад +32

    I love this so much such a great way to come back

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +6

      :,) so happy to hear that. thank you so much!

  • @elizvlhxx2896
    @elizvlhxx2896 3 года назад +1

    I swear I'm straight but I always have eyegasm and eargasm when I'm watching your videos. Keep shining ✨✨

  • @MYHUSTLE
    @MYHUSTLE 4 года назад +8

    It’s easy to come to this conclusion with stability it’s harder when you’re still working toward goals this is a beautiful message not knocking it just saying for some people it’s different

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +5

      Oh dude. No no no - I totally get it. I am in a way different position than most - & thats kind of why I made that such a point in this video to clarify that... even with someone who has met all their goals.. there is still no lasting fulfillment. I was still empty and broken and constantly looking for more things to fill me up and make me happy. Now that I found Jesus and let him into my life... I am COMPLETE! I literally don't need a thing. It's crazyyyy. But yes - I understand that circumstances are different for everyone and I will never know what its like to be in your shoes! God bless & Thank you for watching!!!

    • @MYHUSTLE
      @MYHUSTLE 4 года назад +2

      tayloralesia God bless you as well. I watched the full video and understood each point like I said it’s a good message and people need to hear it. It’s important to try and put yourself in others shoes even if you can’t relate and for that I salute you

  • @KeeganDubois
    @KeeganDubois 4 года назад +1

    The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why - Mark Twain. I feel like this quote is relevant to what you've discussed in this video. I've been watching your videos on RUclips since you started your channel and have followed you through a lot these past years. I agree with you, that we all have our own personal battles in life that we won't all completely understand but, we will eventually find ways to overcome them. I feel I'm going through a personal struggle right now and it's hard to figure it out on my own. Watching a video like this helps me re-evaluate what truly matters to ME. Thanks Taylor! :)

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      MARK TWAIN SAID THAT?! SO AWESOME!!!!
      This was an awesome comment. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to watch this & leave me a comment

  • @rileycraft9075
    @rileycraft9075 4 года назад +9

    i love you so much taylor. and i missed you. you’re strong. stay strong. i love you. we all do❤️❤️❤️

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      Wow. Ya'll are literally my family. I love you all so much. Thank you Riley baby!

  • @whiteblingin
    @whiteblingin 4 года назад +2

    im so proud of u taylor for sharing ur faith ive been a christian since i was 15 and yes ive slipped a bunch of times but im so thankful i serve a God who forgives and never will give me more than i can bear so keep your head held high and stay strong eternity is a long time and i hope to spend it with u and all other believers someday

  • @kayleesue491
    @kayleesue491 3 года назад +3

    I got literal chills when you showed the day you got baptized 🤩 I’m SO happy for you and your new journey with God! It’s not always easy but it feels SO much better than a life without Him❤️

  • @siddhantgupta1632
    @siddhantgupta1632 4 года назад +2

    Ngl this is your best video ever

  • @madisonsargent7144
    @madisonsargent7144 4 года назад +7

    I’m so proud of you... Of the things you have accomplished, your hard work, dedication, and realness! You have grown so much, and it truly shows in so many ways! I’m always rooting for you! Never lose the gift you have ! 💕

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +4

      Madi thank you so much. It's been a long road but I'm thankful I found Jesus in the middle of it & can spread His word on my platform! Thank you for your support, my love!

  • @harryfanagan5263
    @harryfanagan5263 4 года назад +1

    yo this is so inspiring, like the glow up in terms of person, mind and personalty is just amazing

  • @jonrenaud7231
    @jonrenaud7231 4 года назад +7

    This is the most incredible and inspiring video ever. Having watched your channel for a long time I can’t even begin to tell you how proud and happy I am for you. God bless

  • @elizvlhxx2896
    @elizvlhxx2896 3 года назад +1

    I always admire your aesthetic ❤️

  • @AbbieWells
    @AbbieWells 4 года назад +4

    My goal is to live a happy and memoreable life. I have recently been diagnosed with Bipolar. The last year I have fought for my life, ended up admitted to a psych ward multiple times. The amount of people I met during the worst time of my life have all played a part in my recovery. Even you have helped me come out the otherside. Thankyou!

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      wowowowowow. Abbie - you have been through so much hunny. I am so sorry to hear that! But hey... look at you now! You came out on the other side! And God put people in your path that helped you get through it. Sometimes we need to go through the dark to see the light in a whole different way! Proud of you & thankful for your recovery

    • @AbbieWells
      @AbbieWells 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 thankyou so much! You're too kind ❤

  • @xSingerGirl15
    @xSingerGirl15 4 года назад

    This reminded me of the sermon I listened to in church today... it was all about which path you choose in life. God’s path, the path of Life... or your own path, the path of Death.
    It was really interesting to hear from the perspective of my pastor because he actually had a few near-death experiences in the last few months. This week was his first week back from his leave for recovery.
    Then hearing you talk about this, really makes me feel like God is trying to tell me something. Have I been following my own path? Have I been doing everything for me instead of for God?
    Thank you for posting this!💗

  • @jusstonne
    @jusstonne 4 года назад +14

    Just beautiful. That’s all I can say. God has truly opened your eyes, to what really matters, in life. It’s not the worldly thinks, but the love that Christ showed for us, when He sent His only son Jesus to die on the cross, to save us from our sins. God bless you Taylor. Ready for your next video. Keep going strong, sister in Christ.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +5

      This is by far one of my favorite comments on this video.
      Overjoyed to have you as a subscriber. Thank you for this support! LETS SPREAD HIS WORD!!!!!

    • @TheChamp91100
      @TheChamp91100 4 года назад

      Keep up with ur paganism lol.
      No prophet before Jesus ever preached such nonsense.. your on the path to destruction but sadly.. your to blind to see it..

  • @ronfarrell3033
    @ronfarrell3033 4 года назад +22

    Yessss she’s back the queen is back welcome back Taylor Love you

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      AHHHHH! YESSS! thank you Ron :,)

    • @ronfarrell3033
      @ronfarrell3033 4 года назад +1

      tayloralesia you’re welcome I’ve been a fan of you since the very beginning I’m with you on you’re side always

  • @ciaragilbert9005
    @ciaragilbert9005 4 года назад +3

    Im so happy to see you have been saved!! I’ve followed you for YEARS! Maybe since i was 15, I’m 20 now. I used to be blind until I was 17 and then Jesus saved me. So proud of you for sharing this video and being a servant to God!

  • @unavailabill
    @unavailabill 4 года назад

    So inspiring how you acknowledge that we all suffer in different ways and simply cannot understand each others pain. I wish more understood this and treated others better. 😔

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад

      Thank you so much angel! I’m trying my best

  • @nataliechen4192
    @nataliechen4192 4 года назад +5

    Awww this made me cry. I didn’t know I needed his, but thank you Taylor ❤️

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +4

      :(

    • @OTB2002
      @OTB2002 4 года назад

      Natalie Chen simp

    • @nataliechen4192
      @nataliechen4192 4 года назад

      CRZ to the extreme not sure how this makes me a simp, but ok. 🖤

    • @OTB2002
      @OTB2002 4 года назад

      Natalie Chen keep simping

    • @nataliechen4192
      @nataliechen4192 4 года назад

      CRZ to the extreme ur the simp here

  • @wesleycole6992
    @wesleycole6992 4 года назад +1

    So heart touching it's unreal and opens your mind fast... nicely said.... love you tay

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      LOVE YOU WESLEY! thank you so much :,)

    • @wesleycole6992
      @wesleycole6992 4 года назад +1

      To meet you in person and hug you would be the best gift ever... id be sooo sooo happy

  • @ernestolindley1659
    @ernestolindley1659 4 года назад +11

    God bless you Taylor, Christ always knocks gently into our hearts

  • @cryhardxi7877
    @cryhardxi7877 4 года назад +1

    This should be an ad on tv so good Taylor alesia i l love u xx❤️

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      :,) HEY ! thanks!!!! i rlly appreciate it

    • @cryhardxi7877
      @cryhardxi7877 4 года назад +1

      @@tayloralesia96 omfg u repled thank u ur a lovey person with a lovey personallty love u soo much

  • @Xxnonymuz
    @Xxnonymuz 4 года назад +4

    This is the best thing I’ve listened to and I definitely needed to hear this, thank you so much Taylor, I remember watching your RUclips channel when you uploaded almost daily and it’s amazing to see how much you’ve grown and the relationship you built with god, love you so much keep doing what makes you happy 💙💯

  • @JamesTheising
    @JamesTheising Год назад

    Your testimony is a great tool to reach so many. Men, women and kids. May God bless you

  • @emiliclark2714
    @emiliclark2714 4 года назад +77

    I clicked SO fast when I saw your name!!!

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +17

      WAIT REALLY?!!?!?!:((((( THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

    • @carolinehilerio1883
      @carolinehilerio1883 4 года назад +3

      Same

    • @emiliclark2714
      @emiliclark2714 4 года назад +3

      tayloralesia love ya girly

    • @brayedenwoods6483
      @brayedenwoods6483 4 года назад

      I felt that

    • @laceyblochlibger1074
      @laceyblochlibger1074 4 года назад +1

      😇I NOOOOO I am crying I love you so much and yes you can do anything through God🙏 Good bless you and 😷Stay safe and Stay home i Love you soo so much Jesus is getting us true this covid virus i hope you see this comment😢

  • @existanze1637
    @existanze1637 4 года назад

    This is so inspirational. I can't explain it but there is so much truth in this video

  • @craftwithkateyco1401
    @craftwithkateyco1401 4 года назад +5

    When you get the thing you want there’s always something else you want and it’s just an endless toxic cycle.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +4

      ENDLESS. It's the devils biggest lie. He'll tempt you with all of these things so you stray away from Jesus but you'll find out time and time again the only things the devil can offer us are worldly things that run out!

    • @craftwithkateyco1401
      @craftwithkateyco1401 4 года назад

      tayloralesia Yesss exactly.

  • @JerroldNaylor
    @JerroldNaylor 6 дней назад

    Everytime I hear your story about your past I just want to give you a big hug 😢🤗

  • @lexarchibeque6742
    @lexarchibeque6742 4 года назад +25

    Thank you Taylor, listening to this spiked something within me and brought tears to my face! I love people in general all because of God and I'm not perfect but I only hope to be a better version of myself through God someday permanently. Losing my dad last April changed me and I'm still lost today. I love you Taylor, you are a blessing to this world from Jesus 💜🙌

  • @caylasivers6079
    @caylasivers6079 4 года назад

    Watching Videos Like This Is Such An Eye Opener For Me! This Past Year I've Been Dealing With So Much! I Recently Got Told I Have Anxiety & A Few Other Health Issues. It Really Opened My Eyes With How I Deal With Everything! So What I'm Trying To Say Is Thank You Taylor Off Sharing Such A Beautiful Story!! ❤❤❤❤

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      Of course Cayla!!!! I got you

    • @caylasivers6079
      @caylasivers6079 4 года назад

      tayloralesia Awww Thanks Girl!! I’ve Gone To Him For A Lot Of What I’ve Gone Through Lately!! He Definitely Has Helped With A Lot & I’m Sure He Will Help Me With My Anxiety!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @rudylarriba7084
    @rudylarriba7084 4 года назад +11

    So basically you found Jesus and that’s where you’ve been this whole time? Well happiness is the state of mind not the circumstances. So whatever makes you genuinely happy, keep doing that.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +6

      Yes. That pretty much sums it up! I am reborn now & can't wait to spread His word!

  • @EricRLane
    @EricRLane 4 года назад +1

    Taylor, you really helped me open my eyes. i really haven’t talked to you about this because i was afraid to say it. so i go to the puyallup school district right and i have a best friend who i met 10 1/2 years ago in kindergarten in elementary school but both of us are in high school now. so my school district was the nicest of people that i could count on to help me get to college and then back in 2018 i was verbally and mentally abused by them and i still am and when this started i felt like to me personally i was no longer part of the Puyallup school district family and so i decided to give myself a week to think about it and then i said to myself if i give up now where would all my hard work go that i’ve done to get this far and then i picked myself up and i grinded even harder than i ever have before and i made some tremendous improvements in my life and my school district still hates me for being the “chosen one” of their school district. so many of my friends from elementary school and junior high school turned their backs on me and then they found new friends and i was depressed,sad,angry,frustrated & angry and i never got an explanation on why they did it and so i decided to find new friends and they all believe in me that i am the future of my school district. your message really moved me and now that i have you who believes in me it’s time for me to continue grinding harder and harder to get to college. thank you Taylor❤️💕♥️

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад

      ERIC. You have such a strong soul. You were dealt a bad hand of cards but you picked yourself back up and KEPT GOING! & now you were dealt ANOTHER bad hand of cards and you once again picked yourself back up & KEPT GOING! God bless you hunny. I am praying for you. YOU GOT THIS. You're going to get into the college of your dreams & do big things! Do not worry about what friends you lose on the way. Sometimes God has a plan for us and some of the people in our lives won't be able to come with us. That is okay!!!! Focus on you & making yourself happy! I believe in you!

    • @EricRLane
      @EricRLane 4 года назад

      tayloralesia awww you’re sweet Taylor! thank you for believing in me and helping me get back up to continue to grind even harder than I ever have before. it was your words that made me who I am right now. god bless you Taylor. 💕♥️❤️🥰

    • @EricRLane
      @EricRLane 4 года назад

      tayloralesia I do see myself in the NFL someday if I continue to grind harder and harder everyday. i either wanna be drafted to the Seattle Seahawks since i live in Tacoma, WA and seattle is near my home,i would definitely would wanna get drafted to the Arizona Cardinals so you can come watch me I’ll probably be a QB a quarterback because I have a strong left arm I can throw with and you could definitely come see me crush the competition

  • @Hello-vd6ll
    @Hello-vd6ll 4 года назад +6

    Oh my gosh! This was beyond inspiring♥️I love u so much. That rly made a difference in my life.

  • @teppienz1514
    @teppienz1514 4 года назад

    You should be incredible proud of yourself right now for 100 different reasons but speaking out on a public forum about your faith is extraordinary god bless taylor

  • @itsLucyRose
    @itsLucyRose 4 года назад +4

    I just remembered the time you showed us a picture of your mum from when she was younger and it just clicked with your new hair you look just like her!!✨

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      OH. MY. GOODNESS!!!! so so so so weird. I was just thinking this today! I just got these bangs two days ago and today was the first time I blew them out and I looked in the mirror like.... "mom? is that you?" lol

    • @itsLucyRose
      @itsLucyRose 4 года назад

      tayloralesia YESSS!!! So cute though✨

  • @brookestephenson2693
    @brookestephenson2693 4 года назад

    this is bittersweet. thank you for this message. everyone is battling their own demons, and it’s up to you to do something. you and i would be good friends. you heart a good heart. keep it up!

  • @dkincade27
    @dkincade27 3 года назад +8

    This video really tugged at my heart. I thought I was saved, I've been baptized, but that's not what being saved is all about. You made me realize that. I'm going down the wrong path, I have been for a few years since my family split up. It turns out that I'm not really saved. I don't read the bible, I don't talk to God, and I keep making the same mistakes every single day. Thank you, Taylor, for opening my eyes and showing me what I needed to see. I need God in my life and I'm completely ready to accept him.

  • @addison3044
    @addison3044 2 года назад

    FULL BODY CHILLS!!! I’ve gotten so caught up in life recently and have really put my faith on the back burner. I randomly thought of you for some reason since I watched your channel years ago. I looked you up, clicked on this video, and it made my day!! Such a good reminder 🙌🏼 Please reach out if you need anything ever or even just to chat! I love this so so much!! You’re such a different person than when I last saw you, and you radiate light now. Love it!!! 💖

  • @farmer2181
    @farmer2181 4 года назад +3

    We will all always be here for you, good to see you here sgain

  • @edstrangeway3831
    @edstrangeway3831 4 года назад +1

    This is beautiful. I hope you come to see your beauty both inside as well as outside like we do. Thank you for being strong enough to be vulnerable and give a positive message to many who need it. May He continue to bless you.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      ED. Thank you my love. Of course.

    • @edstrangeway3831
      @edstrangeway3831 4 года назад

      tayloralesia thanks for the blessing 🙏, love you too 🥰

  • @systematic9473
    @systematic9473 4 года назад +12

    Ugh wow you stay prettyyy
    I missed you girl!

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +3

      :(((( you sweet thing. thank you so much. I missed u even more!

  • @kaseykomplains1124
    @kaseykomplains1124 4 года назад

    Thank you for sharing your story. This is beautiful and touching. We have to stop having if I just get this mentality.

  • @edanwilson7183
    @edanwilson7183 4 года назад +6

    I love you. Your so inspiring!! Keep doing what your doing, your going in the right path!!!😄

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      Thank you Edan!!!!! love you endlessly!

  • @torigalloway2370
    @torigalloway2370 4 года назад +1

    Taylor I’m so proud of you.... this world is full of demands and the only thing that gets me through my days is MY God! He is real and no one can change that for me! God bless you taylor!

  • @ParkerLehmann
    @ParkerLehmann 4 года назад +3

    I can’t believe this took you 2 days to make! During high school, basically the same things was taught to us. It’s just reassuring to know that someone else feels this way, and that you are proud enough to share this! Beautiful job!

  • @mattyvlogs1361
    @mattyvlogs1361 3 года назад

    That’s great that u found love and peace and that’s really helpful that helps because I was and still am kinda feeling stuck with depression and loneliness and struggles

  • @mr_robot39
    @mr_robot39 3 года назад +2

    Coming late to this but congrats on being born again one of the biggest milestones of life 😁 keep moving forward!

  • @ciadx
    @ciadx 4 года назад

    I absolutely love this. I’ve seen you change so much Tay and I’m obsessed! ❤️

  • @brandanc2299
    @brandanc2299 4 года назад +7

    That was beautiful, thank you for sharing your amazing journey.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      :,) thank you for taking the time out of your day to watch! Means so much. Glad you enjoyed it!

  • @marshellow3337
    @marshellow3337 3 года назад

    Fr made me cry with this one I felt as if God brought this to me because I was just getting rid of all the people I subscribed to that I haven't watched in like 2 years and I stumbled across this and truly needed this ive been so lost in my life so thankyou and God bless you fr

  • @serenitymyers5022
    @serenitymyers5022 4 года назад +3

    Omg!!! I missed you sooo much!! Everytime i open youtube i look to see if u posted, and i was just watching a sad video about a missing child, and when your name popped up i screamed!! I love you so much and i missed you! I hope you post more❤️

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      Serenity!

    • @serenitymyers5022
      @serenitymyers5022 4 года назад

      tayloralesia OMGGG I DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD ACTUALLY REPLYYYY!!! You just made my whole year thank you sooo much!!!

  • @brainiac4sayons
    @brainiac4sayons 4 года назад

    Very powerful message whether you’re a believer or not .... really gets you thinking .... well done on the making of this video ... It really stimulated my mind and really moved my heart in this heartfelt message... really needed to hear this message 😊🙏 thank you

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      Wow. So happy to hear this. I really wanted to reach as many unbelievers as I could with this message without it being forceful. Just wanted to help shift peoples perspectives a little bit. God bless you and thank you for these kind words Charles! xx

    • @brainiac4sayons
      @brainiac4sayons 4 года назад

      tayloralesia many more blessings for you as well ...🙏

  • @Superman-ob4yi
    @Superman-ob4yi 4 года назад +4

    Aww do u reply? U such an inspiration! 💙 I’m up at 12 at night where I live (England) we have missed you so much, don’t let people get you down, you be the Taylor you wanna be, don’t let anyone get in the way of that, your a brilliant person who many people look up to! So keep up the good work! 💙💙💙

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      I do! :)
      Thank you so much lovey! I'm so glad that I can inspire you!

    • @Superman-ob4yi
      @Superman-ob4yi 4 года назад +1

      tayloralesia I have edited my comment, everything in there is true, keep it up Taylor! AND OMG IM ACC SO HAPPY RN THAT YOU HAVE REPLIED!!! 💙💙💙💙

  • @noapeace1935
    @noapeace1935 4 года назад

    Taylor you seem genuinely so happy and spreading this message will surely open a lot of peoples eyes! I remember you shared your story about how you were abused and that made me remember about my toxic relationship in the past... either way I support you and hope to see more of your content

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад

      aw.. I love that we can relate about that but it also makes me very sad because I've been there and genuinely know the pain you experienced. I love you and please know you are not alone. Thank you for supporting me and taking the time to watch this video :,)

  • @1-2.1.2
    @1-2.1.2 4 года назад +5

    God is an amazing man! Praying and speaking to him he does listen

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      Always!!!!

    • @1-2.1.2
      @1-2.1.2 4 года назад

      tayloralesia I inboxed you on Instagram paige paradee you can see the blessing god gave me

  • @alecnajarian9556
    @alecnajarian9556 4 года назад +2

    This video opened my eyes. I've been struggling alot. Told myself that I wasn't depressed or sad because I was scared to look weak. I'm still struggling but im trying to get better. Taylor if you can please get back to me because I need help, I just dont have anyone to talk to.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      ALEC.
      Whats going on? I got you. Jesus got you.
      Everything's gonna be okay.
      We have an awesome support group here if you didn't notice. Pretty much any one of my subscribers would LOVE to talk to you. Check out my other commenters & dont be afraid to reach out!

    • @alecnajarian9556
      @alecnajarian9556 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 I would honestly like to talk with you and clear some of these problems out there and hear what you have to say

  • @jessa9801
    @jessa9801 4 года назад +6

    missed you Taylor!!!💜

  • @alinabryan2742
    @alinabryan2742 4 года назад +1

    This is why I’m so happy Taylor’s back, because she looks on the bright side of things even when she’s at her lowest. I can’t believe honestly how strong she is🥰

  • @SeaBreezey
    @SeaBreezey 4 года назад +3

    Hey Taylor Alesia A few Day's ago One of my Family member's Died and im still Sad... I opend up to god I belive in god He is there Alway's Will be, Thank's for inspiring me all these year's I know you wont see this Comment But You stopped me from Suicide Anyways Enjoy Your Day.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      Oh my goodness Jake. I hope you are okay & am sending prayers your way! God bless you

    • @SeaBreezey
      @SeaBreezey 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 O_O You responded O_O You actually responded

  • @slapawooky7717
    @slapawooky7717 4 года назад

    WOW this is the best video I've ever seen, got me in tears. Great to see your smiling again.

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад

      :,) so glad that you loved it, Damian! thanks for watching

  • @Superduperkyle4
    @Superduperkyle4 4 года назад +7

    This is good. Makes me think of when Justin Bieber took this route. My respect for him and you went up!

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +2

      Thanks Kyle!!!!

    • @Superduperkyle4
      @Superduperkyle4 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 Thank you for following me on tik tok lol

    • @Nhmusicoffish
      @Nhmusicoffish 4 года назад

      Kyle Smith it saddens my heart that you have more respect for people just because they choose Christ.

  • @andrewvass4313
    @andrewvass4313 4 года назад +1

    thankyou Taylor for this you have made me see the world diffrently ;)

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      Happy to hear it Andrew! God bless :,)

  • @rennathathomas7055
    @rennathathomas7055 4 года назад +5

    Welcome to the fam😄💗 girl i shouted i was like"YES BOO!!"
    You keep going and so great how he loves us 🤗
    Laters 💗

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +3

      I'll neva stop spreading his Word!!!!

    • @mckenziewicker6907
      @mckenziewicker6907 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 Yes Queen WELCOME TO THE FAM!! Jesus is so great and so is his family and its so great he does these amazing things I mean look Saul to Paul He can do anything!!! I cant wait to see you posting again!! I knew someday this amazing beautiful you would come to know him and I'm so excited for you!! Cant wait to seee you posting more your so amazing and I look up to you sm!! LYSM

  • @romirella_96
    @romirella_96 3 года назад

    Wow Taylor I must say I am so impressed by you! I’ve been following you for years & tbh I didn’t always keep up with you but for some reason it occurred to me to search for you on TikTok & I stumbled upon your video about your faith & I came to your channel & I watched this whole video & from the many videos I did watch of you in the past I must say you look different, you look happier, you’re glowing, I truly see it! I was raised in the evangelism & I’ve strayed from God many times & currently I’ve been struggling to talk to him but after watching this video it inspires me & it truly makes me believe that God is very real & he can touch people like you it goes to show how deep is love goes ❤️

  • @Jfresh55
    @Jfresh55 4 года назад +4

    I gave up everything in life to.

  • @samaramalawwethantri2910
    @samaramalawwethantri2910 3 года назад +1

    Thank you for this powerful message Taylor❤️ I really needed to hear this right now

  • @henrysabondo4230
    @henrysabondo4230 4 года назад +13

    Aye we lit...another person has joined the Jesus fam.

  • @purpleguy3265
    @purpleguy3265 4 года назад

    Glowing like never before. So happy for you!

  • @draven1438
    @draven1438 4 года назад +3

    he toke everything from me he even killed me 5 times an used me to make her death easier to accept me an him are going to have a hole different conversation next time i see him who gives you 15 yrs of future memories of thing that are going to happen but no way to change them for the better?

  • @jannieventer233
    @jannieventer233 4 года назад

    I used to love your posts and you before but now, now I love everything even more!! You're such a huge inspiration!

  • @rickhinojosa8623
    @rickhinojosa8623 4 года назад +3

    It crazy that ive been here when you fist posted your youtube

  • @rmannayr2129
    @rmannayr2129 5 месяцев назад +1

    SO PROUD OF TAYLOR!

  • @azncs11
    @azncs11 4 года назад +5

    I got worried when you played with that witchcraft board but this is exactly what I hoped happened to you good for you, Tayy remember your Prime purpose is to bring people to the Lord Jesus and our Father Yeshua in the Heavenly Kingdom!

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +3

      Amen!! Thats what I plan to do (,: until my last breath!!!
      & .. never will I ever play with one of those things again. you have my word, maximum tune lol

    • @azncs11
      @azncs11 4 года назад

      @@tayloralesia96 I wrote you on that video a warning and prayed for you.
      One of my favorite verses "Have faith in the lord the size of a mustard seed and he will move mountains for you!" If you found the Lord in Scottsdale.., major blessing!

  • @SteffenieKup
    @SteffenieKup 4 года назад

    This made me cry for joy😊 I love your testimony! Love ya girly ❤️

    • @tayloralesia96
      @tayloralesia96  4 года назад +1

      Love you steff!!!! Jesus is SO good! Happy to call you my Sister in Christ!