Thank you for sharing, my kundalini awakening started the beginning of March 2023. My experience and journey has affirmed my belief there is so much more that human’s don’t understand, we are so much more than we think. I wish there was some type of support group for people on this journey or a way to connect to other people. I can relate to feeling like I was going to blow up with all the energy coming out of my body, specially in my crown and soler plexus chakras. I hardly sleep for two weeks.
Idk much but Ive been researching this for years and have experienced it here and there. Your video makes sense because the starting process of Kundalini awakening is to clear your energy and all thous things we hold on to “Skeltons in our closet” has to come to the surface and dissolve (just like water does. water trapped creates mold and underlying issues but once exposed to the surface, it dissolves) The first time it happened to me I pretty much saw everything I buried and forgot about. Once that left tho and you start the real process, it’s like a gift. You clear out all that negative and then it starts working on your life and everything comes to you. I will continue to watch your journey. Thanks for the Video!
I had an awakening at a goddess retreat ….2017 …the healing crystal bowls brought it out ….I could feel the kundalini yoga and prana breathing was causing emotions to rise …it was a three day event and the very last day …during the crystal bowl healing my pain came out of me with me screaming and crying …we were on the ground on our backs eyes closed being walked thru a meditation….I had a white light spiraling 🌀 above my head it was spinning so fast …then it moved above my stomach spinning reaching above my knees and my face I could feel energy like electricity exiting my feet and hands …..I will never forget this experience…..my hands were clenched and my body was shaking with energy ….. the ladies in charge helped me thru it and got me to open my eyes and I had to stretch my hands out they felt seized up in a fist and my body I was kneeling and trying to stretch it out ….it was like a rollercoaster ride feeling …wow what a ride!!!! My boyfriend that I was living with had broke it off with me by saying he was done that was it ….and I had a lot of hard ship raising my son with special needs ….I was releasing a ton that day! I was told to ground myself head straight to the lake …I put my feet in the lake covered my feet with the pebbles sat for a couple hours ….then found out obsidian rock helps with grounding I slept with my moms huge obsidian rock lol I’d do anything to stop from spinning …my body was still vibrating I couldn’t work the next day ….I had to go in and tell me boss what happened….I went and put my feet in a creek, lake , river ….whatever it would take to get back to normal …..nature every day ….I noticed I couldn’t handle a hot shower I was sensitive…I only craved healthy food …I was sensitive to certain clothing ….it was like a rebirth ….It was like a reset…. A start over …I’m grateful for this experience…and way more spiritual then I’ve ever been ……sorry that you didn’t have anyone to help you thru your awakening and things to help ground you ….nature ,lake and obsidian rock ….forever grateful
Thanks a lot Mat, I feel your pain of that trauma. Things have changed quite a bit the last 12 months when I watch your new videos 😇. So great to see that, keep up the yin yoga and other stuff. 👍😊
September 1st ... I don't think that is coincidence. This was a gift for you. My birthday is Sept 6th. Thank you for sharing Matthew. Your channel is one of my go-to's bc the resonance is so aligned
@@mattpallett1 absolutely but I'm not in the light yet I'm facing some nasty things in meditation and dreams 😳 but I feel energy moving now in meditation so I'm on track
Nice video. This inspires me to make one. For me, I'm also 1 and 1 half way through and now is the hardest part for me as the heart is what has the most damage. This has been one of the hardest experiences I've gone through also. Much respect to you and your journey 🙏🏼
Wow! Matthew, you videos are a huge help! It's definitely not an easy process, here's another atheist, who's going through it - I've just managed to come to a little more spirituality before the 1st visit to the ER 😅😅 Thank you for sharing! 🤗💜
Go to energy healers ,be around meditatiors they will help you ease out ....❤️it's your consciousness waking up...and you have to do all your inner work.
I had this experience back in 2019, it lasted about 3 weeks gradually slowing down and coming back to normal. It was an intense energy in my body moving from side to side including the serpent at some point. I felt so awake but at the same time like a puppet being controlled by a part of me that was superb. A part of me that lived beyond space and time. When I had it I kind of knew what was going on because I was meditating for some time and learning about consciousness, the ego, nature and spirituality overall. That said the experience still felt so scary an unbelievable that I end up still getting caught up on my ego and coming up with infinite questions & confusing conclusions about of my reality leading me to feel really incoherent and anxious, so I ended in the hospital and later on lasted a day and a halve on a mental hospital. I was basically becoming no one while releasing trauma from my body and fighting my own inner demons. At time I would like in bed and shake incontrolable. Anyways, When I came back to normal I gathered very interesting insights that have helped me regulate myself everytime whenever I feel overwhelmed by things since I am still a human in this carnal life now I understand that I will never be perfect in this life time but that I don't have to beat myself up for my imperfections or be obsessed about being perfect because essentially that is not the answer. The answer is to be and to keep becoming till the end of your life, To learn and to serve and to flow with whatever that's giving life. Nature's intention with you in this earth is to be, To exist and serve as a participant of life. To share oxygen with the plants and trees. From there your second purpose is whatever you make it. That's when the ego or personality comes into place. I recommend that if you are trying to awaken Kundalini to educate yourself about it first and learn to relax and bypass your ego that way the thinking mind won't Interfere in the process. You need to relax and also a plus is doing exercise to release trapped energy and accelerate the process.
Everyone telling a kundalini story, says brace yourself, as if their story is any crazier than the story of the people listening 😅🙌 we get it bruv and thanks for sharing by the way
I look at the thumbnails for your newest videos here in October 2023. I can tell you went through a spiritual / kundalini awakening, if I may judge by looks 😅👍🙏
Hello Mat! i looking trough whole youtube to find something to describe what i expirianced! I was not hospitalized, but i expirianced the same over the night reality shift. Almost the same process for me. Doctors says i have canabis inducted psyhoses... its really horibble, and i still recovering. Im now 2 mounths out of work and drinking medications. But i cant related to psyhoses expiriance, yours its almost the same like mine. When you feel better enough to go back to work, et least emotionlly? Thank you so much for answer. BTW sorry for my english.
It's different for everyone Mark, but all you need to do is keep feeling it with Love and keep expanding your awareness, don't identify with the thoughts of the mind! You got this, much Love
Matthew, I have had a very similar experience after ingesting 5htp. I added it to my list of daily morning supplements and almost immediately began having anxiety attacks that lasted throughout the day, every day. The problem was, I didn’t know it was the 5htp that was causing this until I started eliminating things from my diet one by one. Unfortunately, it took me about a month to figure out that it was the 5htp supplements responsible for my panic attacks, and even though the symptoms calmed down after I stopped taking it, I still have them to this day. It has been a nightmare to say the least. I am going through all of your videos and content, but many of the experiences you talk about are quite triggering for me, because I can directly relate to most of the things you are saying, My question to you is, did it eventually get better? Do you still struggle with these awful feelings and emotions?
Criss- yes, I am much better. Actually, to be honest I am better today than I have ever been even before ingesting 5htp. What I feel happened in my case was that the 5htp triggered an already present imbalance. Prior to taking 5htp I was having lots of anxiety/fear related issues. I went through hell for several months but what ultimately started pulling me out of it was allowing the panic/fear feelings to fully arise in all of there intensity. I stopped resisting the feelings and after awhile my inner state started becoming more and more balanced and the panic attacks subsided. There is no way out but through. Once you let all of that fear energy up to be released your panic attacks will dissolve because there will be no more fear energy to fuel them. It is difficult and challenging especially at first but after you keep allowing the energy to arise and to release you will start feeling more and more calm and then the process goes on auto pilot bringing you to a state of literal fearlessness. If it wasn't for my intense suffering and pain that the panic attacks brought on I would have never learned how to surrender and thus transcend my fears. So from an empowered perspective the panic attacks you are suffering from can be a huge catalyst for growth if you will only open to them and allow the energy behind them to move. Just let go completely. Feel free to email me if you need more help. I know exactly what you're going through and how impossible it can feel. kundalinidiaries1111@gmail.com
I’m now invested in the story and would like a clear link to part 2 of what happened after this. I followed the general link to your channel and got lost in all the videos. I don’t want to filter through all your content, just want to hear the end of the story… thanks.
Hey Riim, try my kundalini blogs reading playlist... start from 'dark night of the soul' because 'in the beginning' kind of retells a lot of what I went over in this video. So cool how we are on similar timelines with all of this:) thank you for watching🙏
Hi Mat, I watched a few video's trying to find out exactly when you figured out it was Kundalini, this video stops just as i thought you were goin to say maybe Tolle lead you to find an article on kundalini. would like to know its a mistry in your vidoes. How did you finally put it together that it was not a tumor!! haha Glad your feeling better. pls let me know.
@@mattpallett1 Did you just come on them by mistake or someone suggest it to you. thanks for. Reply. I have read Tolle foudn NDE watched Jeffmara podcast found Law of one now researching Kundalini, KAP. Covid has been an awakening time for me.
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Thank you for sharing, my kundalini awakening started the beginning of March 2023. My experience and journey has affirmed my belief there is so much more that human’s don’t understand, we are so much more than we think. I wish there was some type of support group for people on this journey or a way to connect to other people. I can relate to feeling like I was going to blow up with all the energy coming out of my body, specially in my crown and soler plexus chakras. I hardly sleep for two weeks.
Check out Lawrence Edwards, he’s written books on Kundalini and is an amazing supporter of the path. No BS…
Idk much but Ive been researching this for years and have experienced it here and there. Your video makes sense because the starting process of Kundalini awakening is to clear your energy and all thous things we hold on to “Skeltons in our closet” has to come to the surface and dissolve (just like water does. water trapped creates mold and underlying issues but once exposed to the surface, it dissolves) The first time it happened to me I pretty much saw everything I buried and forgot about. Once that left tho and you start the real process, it’s like a gift. You clear out all that negative and then it starts working on your life and everything comes to you. I will continue to watch your journey. Thanks for the Video!
Very similar experience. Thank for sharing. Worst pain I’ve ever felt that lasted like a year and a half.
I had an awakening at a goddess retreat ….2017 …the healing crystal bowls brought it out ….I could feel the kundalini yoga and prana breathing was causing emotions to rise …it was a three day event and the very last day …during the crystal bowl healing my pain came out of me with me screaming and crying …we were on the ground on our backs eyes closed being walked thru a meditation….I had a white light spiraling 🌀 above my head it was spinning so fast …then it moved above my stomach spinning reaching above my knees and my face I could feel energy like electricity exiting my feet and hands …..I will never forget this experience…..my hands were clenched and my body was shaking with energy ….. the ladies in charge helped me thru it and got me to open my eyes and I had to stretch my hands out they felt seized up in a fist and my body I was kneeling and trying to stretch it out ….it was like a rollercoaster ride feeling …wow what a ride!!!! My boyfriend that I was living with had broke it off with me by saying he was done that was it ….and I had a lot of hard ship raising my son with special needs ….I was releasing a ton that day! I was told to ground myself head straight to the lake …I put my feet in the lake covered my feet with the pebbles sat for a couple hours ….then found out obsidian rock helps with grounding I slept with my moms huge obsidian rock lol I’d do anything to stop from spinning …my body was still vibrating I couldn’t work the next day ….I had to go in and tell me boss what happened….I went and put my feet in a creek, lake , river ….whatever it would take to get back to normal …..nature every day ….I noticed I couldn’t handle a hot shower I was sensitive…I only craved healthy food …I was sensitive to certain clothing ….it was like a rebirth ….It was like a reset…. A start over …I’m grateful for this experience…and way more spiritual then I’ve ever been ……sorry that you didn’t have anyone to help you thru your awakening and things to help ground you ….nature ,lake and obsidian rock ….forever grateful
Awakened Dec 2019, right before Corona Virus. What a ride! 🏄♀️🌪🥴
Exactly the same as me. Just started right before the Coronavirus 🙏
Me too
I would Love to hear Your Story 🙂😊
I’m so proud of you. You have come so far!
Awh thanks, Krista! You were so supportive and understanding while I was going through the worst time of my life:)
Thanks sister 😃
Thanks a lot Mat, I feel your pain of that trauma. Things have changed quite a bit the last 12 months when I watch your new videos 😇. So great to see that, keep up the yin yoga and other stuff. 👍😊
September 1st ... I don't think that is coincidence. This was a gift for you. My birthday is Sept 6th. Thank you for sharing Matthew. Your channel is one of my go-to's bc the resonance is so aligned
My birthday is September 6th as well ❤🙏
@@mattpallett1 WOW! I could tell our personalities are a LOT alike, lol. How crazy. No coincidences - ❤🙏🌻
@@rachaelkaydonna yes! I feel you
Sounds more like a Dark Night of the Soul time to me...
Gratitude brother for sharing your story!
yes lots of darkness, you are welcome
Proud of you brother! Thanks for sharing your amazing tale.
You just described pretty much what I went through...absolutely horrendous time of my life!! Thank u for sharing I'm on my journey now
Aw that's beautiful that you can relate. Thank you for reaching out. What a ride eh??❤🙏😂
@@mattpallett1 absolutely but I'm not in the light yet I'm facing some nasty things in meditation and dreams 😳 but I feel energy moving now in meditation so I'm on track
I saw your recent videos,your eyes have changed.
In what way?
Nice video. This inspires me to make one. For me, I'm also 1 and 1 half way through and now is the hardest part for me as the heart is what has the most damage. This has been one of the hardest experiences I've gone through also. Much respect to you and your journey 🙏🏼
Yes do let me know if you also create a video. You're doing such beautiful work. Thank you🙏❤
Thank you for sharing this. It helps me a lot when nothing much else is helping. Much love and light brother.
Thank you!!
Good to see you are doing great right now. Lots of love and blessings to you ❤😘
Thanks for sharing. I can relate to your experience ❤
All kundalini kids speak so slowly 😅👍 part of the process I suppose ? 1.5x for me 🙌appreciate u sharing
Thanks for making sense of what was going on I appreciate it
Wow! Matthew, you videos are a huge help! It's definitely not an easy process, here's another atheist, who's going through it - I've just managed to come to a little more spirituality before the 1st visit to the ER 😅😅 Thank you for sharing! 🤗💜
❤❤❤
Go to energy healers ,be around meditatiors they will help you ease out ....❤️it's your consciousness waking up...and you have to do all your inner work.
I had this experience back in 2019, it lasted about 3 weeks gradually slowing down and coming back to normal.
It was an intense energy in my body moving from side to side including the serpent at some point.
I felt so awake but at the same time like a puppet being controlled by a part of me that was superb.
A part of me that lived beyond space and time.
When I had it I kind of knew what was going on because I was meditating for some time and learning about consciousness, the ego, nature and spirituality overall.
That said the experience still felt so scary an unbelievable that I end up still getting caught up on my ego and coming up with infinite questions & confusing conclusions about of my reality leading me to feel really incoherent and anxious, so I ended in the hospital and later on lasted a day and a halve on a mental hospital.
I was basically becoming no one while releasing trauma from my body and fighting my own inner demons. At time I would like in bed and shake incontrolable.
Anyways,
When I came back to normal I gathered very interesting insights that have helped me regulate myself everytime whenever I feel overwhelmed by things since I am still a human in this carnal life now I understand that I will never be perfect in this life time but that I don't have to beat myself up for my imperfections or be obsessed about being perfect because essentially that is not the answer.
The answer is to be and to keep becoming till the end of your life,
To learn and to serve and to flow with whatever that's giving life.
Nature's intention with you in this earth is to be, To exist and serve as a participant of life. To share oxygen with the plants and trees.
From there your second purpose is whatever you make it.
That's when the ego or personality comes into place.
I recommend that if you are trying to awaken Kundalini to educate yourself about it first and learn to relax and bypass your ego that way the thinking mind won't Interfere in the process.
You need to relax and also a plus is doing exercise to release trapped energy and accelerate the process.
Hi Matthew! It’s Kyle H! I saw you at the Craig retreat! I also had a Kundalini awakening this year. I made a video about it just a month ago
Yes I really enjoyed your Presence. Thank you for being there :) I'll go check it out!
@@mattpallett1 awesome!
Had same incident . Thirsty cant talk . My emotions all over the whole place thought thr joint would make me feel better.
Hi! Thank you for sharing! I can relate to so much.
You are so welcome!
Everyone telling a kundalini story, says brace yourself, as if their story is any crazier than the story of the people listening 😅🙌 we get it bruv and thanks for sharing by the way
I look at the thumbnails for your newest videos here in October 2023. I can tell you went through a spiritual / kundalini awakening, if I may judge by looks 😅👍🙏
HI , I HAD AN AWAKENING FEB 2018
wow , insane , I had an awakening on february 2018 too !
Oh my God this happening to me for the past 2 months and it is very scary because my mind feels against me!
More power to you💕 where can i find the next part?
Here is a channel where I post every day about my process and where I'm at:)
m.ruclips.net/channel/UCAk76488-1ceOCBCxC5JntQ
Babe I went through the same thing.
Exactly happened with me with different little story😅
Hello Mat! i looking trough whole youtube to find something to describe what i expirianced! I was not hospitalized, but i expirianced the same over the night reality shift. Almost the same process for me. Doctors says i have canabis inducted psyhoses... its really horibble, and i still recovering. Im now 2 mounths out of work and drinking medications. But i cant related to psyhoses expiriance, yours its almost the same like mine. When you feel better enough to go back to work, et least emotionlly? Thank you so much for answer. BTW sorry for my english.
It's different for everyone Mark, but all you need to do is keep feeling it with Love and keep expanding your awareness, don't identify with the thoughts of the mind! You got this, much Love
Starts at 3:00
I have so many of the systems people talk about. Sometimes i doubt this is real because mushrooms were involved
Thank you for sharing this. Where is the part two of the story?
Theres a playlist titled 'blog readings' where I tell my entire story:)
Matthew,
I have had a very similar experience after ingesting 5htp. I added it to my list of daily morning supplements and almost immediately began having anxiety attacks that lasted throughout the day, every day. The problem was, I didn’t know it was the 5htp that was causing this until I started eliminating things from my diet one by one. Unfortunately, it took me about a month to figure out that it was the 5htp supplements responsible for my panic attacks, and even though the symptoms calmed down after I stopped taking it, I still have them to this day. It has been a nightmare to say the least. I am going through all of your videos and content, but many of the experiences you talk about are quite triggering for me, because I can directly relate to most of the things you are saying, My question to you is, did it eventually get better? Do you still struggle with these awful feelings and emotions?
Criss- yes, I am much better. Actually, to be honest I am better today than I have ever been even before ingesting 5htp. What I feel happened in my case was that the 5htp triggered an already present imbalance. Prior to taking 5htp I was having lots of anxiety/fear related issues. I went through hell for several months but what ultimately started pulling me out of it was allowing the panic/fear feelings to fully arise in all of there intensity. I stopped resisting the feelings and after awhile my inner state started becoming more and more balanced and the panic attacks subsided. There is no way out but through. Once you let all of that fear energy up to be released your panic attacks will dissolve because there will be no more fear energy to fuel them. It is difficult and challenging especially at first but after you keep allowing the energy to arise and to release you will start feeling more and more calm and then the process goes on auto pilot bringing you to a state of literal fearlessness. If it wasn't for my intense suffering and pain that the panic attacks brought on I would have never learned how to surrender and thus transcend my fears. So from an empowered perspective the panic attacks you are suffering from can be a huge catalyst for growth if you will only open to them and allow the energy behind them to move. Just let go completely. Feel free to email me if you need more help. I know exactly what you're going through and how impossible it can feel. kundalinidiaries1111@gmail.com
I’m now invested in the story and would like a clear link to part 2 of what happened after this. I followed the general link to your channel and got lost in all the videos. I don’t want to filter through all your content, just want to hear the end of the story… thanks.
ruclips.net/video/7TkXFKTzku4/видео.html
My story
How do I have a Kundalini awakening? As fast as possible?
Pray
Amazing video ! thanks for sharing , I couldn't find part 2
Hey Riim, try my kundalini blogs reading playlist... start from 'dark night of the soul' because 'in the beginning' kind of retells a lot of what I went over in this video. So cool how we are on similar timelines with all of this:) thank you for watching🙏
🙏🙏🙏☀️💛
Bang there goes yr restart 😎
Mercury poisoning?
Hi Mat, I watched a few video's trying to find out exactly when you figured out it was Kundalini, this video stops just as i thought you were goin to say maybe Tolle lead you to find an article on kundalini. would like to know its a mistry in your vidoes. How did you finally put it together that it was not a tumor!! haha Glad your feeling better. pls let me know.
I think perhaps watching some RUclips videos by Victor Oddo and Craig Holliday
@@mattpallett1 Did you just come on them by mistake or someone suggest it to you. thanks for. Reply. I have read Tolle foudn NDE watched Jeffmara podcast found Law of one now researching Kundalini, KAP. Covid has been an awakening time for me.
Brother, where is the part two where’s the good stuff? 😅
I don't know why you would smoke a joint or do anything ?
Lol fuck sake lol ❤
Very depressing video with no hope
aw :( hope you are okay Sabeto