What A Spiritual Awakening REALLY Looks Like
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- Опубликовано: 7 сен 2024
- I define what “spiritual awakening” means and share some of the main challenges I faced during my own awakening.
The truth is, you can do this! A spiritual awakening is the best thing that could ever happen to you! But it's not without challenges. But that's what I'm here for...to help you along your journey toward more love and spiritual openness.
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Let me know what part of the video resonated most with you!
I so relate! To all of this!
I need your help with something. You see I've been through an awakening before and it lasted for a day only and because I didn't act on it I feel like I went back to sleep
I'm only almost 3 months into my waking up....I'm finding it amazing exciting wonderous, I have passing doubts also, maybe what I've been thru in life has pre-prepared me, I'm by no means making light of the suffering you have been thru, as I've mentioned I'm only a few months into this journey, I've managed to flip still images on bothe plains horizontal and vertical I alow my spirit/soul to take charge of my body in deep meditation it opens chakras and does its thing I've also contacted my guide I think its only one female she stroked my cheek I asked for confirmation and my throat chakra was flicked twice, I understand I have help from higher dimensions but your help is also very much appreciated...Thank you
Can the dark night of the soul come before the awakening?
Can these stages be "scrambled", meaning not come in the linear line you mention?
@@lioness6853 yes, I talk about that in another video too: the 6 life changing stages of spiritual awakening.
I went to the ER and mental hospital multiple times during my awakening. It was such a horrible and scary time. I thought that I was dying.
So much strange symptoms in my body. Intense pain in my spine, electric jolts going through my body, vision problems and much much more.
Now 2,5 years later I am becoming my new me🙂
Mine was "crazy" as well, it was like the world was a different place that it had been my entire life prior to that. This was exciting and sleeping was hard to achieve while being so happy and in some "new magical place"... it lasted 3 months. Never had any mental issues before or after. Also people should be careful with who they share this new experience with and how they do so.
What did ER diagnose you with? I got "acute psychosis and likely on synthetic drugs like bath salts since we didnt detect any substances" 😆😆 so insulting
I don't how else to say this... but you just saved my life.
Hi there my name is Anna I did experience Awakening I lost my only child I was praying so hard for God he will bring me my son back the room starts spinning I felt like I'm going to die for 4 days I stayed inside and I don't like the way I felt I was by myself I didn't have no one what do you think that's mean I will never try it again the only thing I want my son thank you
This was great, thanks, I have been researching "definition of religious awakening" for a while now, and I think this has helped. Have you heard people talk about - Hiyanna Spiritual Suppositious - (Have a quick look on google cant remember the place now ) ? Ive heard some amazing things about it and my colleague got excellent results with it.
How are you doing now??
@@cyeeda44 Much better, but this is a continuous process. I'm just more aware of it now. Thank you for asking!
@@TheMimsicles yes..it is difficult on my end..even harder when you don't have anyone to turn to..All we have to do is keep going 🥰
I'm coming out of my spiritual awakening. I feel like ice been going through it since I was 16 and I'll be 28 on Monday. In the last year, it all came to head and everything has just fallen in to place perfectly once I accepted in my head that my souls purpose is to heal. I'm in the process of healing my own physical ailments. Some were instantly healed. My energy is so high, my skin looks that of my 16 year old self again, my heart no longer hurts, my weight has been just shedding off. I can keep going. It's amazing. I thank my spirit guides, God and my higher self for this transition. It all makes sense now.
I really felt your words. I feel i am coming out of it myself and i am so interested to know more about your last stages and where you are now. I haven't seen anyone else say this personally.
Iam Spirit I feel your words and love
In the moment of realization, does the awakening ever really stop/come to an ending? Why the need to confirm this over and over? This reflects so deeply.
@@CAS-2021 that's so true, you're absolutely right. Slipping back into old ego habits can distract you from the magic feeling of awakening. You have to work at it everyday once your eyes have first opened. The process doesnt really end, it just gets stronger with continued mindfulness.
@@kristanicoleee yes and isn't it so frustrating but yet fasinating all at the same time? Thank you for your much needed support.
"There has to be something MORE"
I've had that mindset for at least 4 to 5 years. I'm 20 years old now and still have the same mindset. I feel lost most times. I get angry, sad, depressed of just the world. I feel like a robot programmed to just "play along" and I feel myself wanting to break free from whatever this is but I cant. There just HAS to be something deeper to this day to day life that I live, i just cant find it...Ugh, I dont know...
You know it's going to be okay.... Just be patient... Trust the universe.. And along with that you can also start meditating.. It'll really be helpful.... All the best
i fully and completely relate!
You got to meditate
As someone who has felt the same way and is a few years older, you’re doing great. Just keep moving forward on your search, have faith that things will work out as they should for you. As soon as I opened myself up to opportunities (I’m a really anxious person with lots of irrational fears) within a year or so my life was completely changed for the better. There are still struggles, but keep pushing! So important you just know that there’s more especially at your age!!
God ❤️
I had a breakdown and couldn't go to work I was so depressed. I lost everyone and got in loads of debt, realised I had loads of addictions and now have a clear head. Still feeling lonely at times but I've changed and still finding my new feet
keep strong.god is love n his way of helping u is through putting u through hard times so u can cum out better .be grateful fr all u have.look at those in worser situations n itl make u feel mire frateful
Ben Dale I can relate. I am still working but it’s getting harder everyday to get up and go to work. I am at my wits trying to keep my wits about me. I am hoping this will pass!
Hello to Ben Dale. I really really get you .
Ben Dale. Was replying to you and pressed the wrong button. I can relate because in 2017 the love of my life died. Can you imagine "see you tomorrow" and you never see them again. But the thing is...I wasn't the love of HIS life. At his funeral I wasn't even mentioned. It's been over 2 years now and I'm nearly over it. Live now Ben. Live now.💝
Another thing I've found out about myself is, I'm never lonely. Seriously, the people I had in my life were jealous, two faced, couldn't be trusted. Now I have Miss Lopes and her wisdom plus I have me. Bye for now and take care.🙋♀️
Being surrounded by people but feeling so alone, I’ve decided that I rather be alone than surrounded by people who make feel alone.
You will find your people
XIMENA MIRANDA, I JUST SENT A PRAYER 🙏 OUT TO YOU DEAR SWEET SISTER...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...I KINDA FEEL THE SAME WAY...WE NEED TO START SUPPORTING ONE ANOTHER AND REACHING OUT...THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE YOU FEEL ALONE PROBABLY DO NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT YOUR GOING THOUGH BECAUSE THEY HAVEN’T YET BEEN THOUGH IT THEMSELVES...IF ITS ALLOWED , AND IF IT HELPS YOU CAN WRITE BACK TO ME IF YOU WANT ON THIS SITE...IM A GOOD LISTENER...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...NAMASTE 🙏.
I lost my marriage after 20 years after we lost my mother in law to cancer and my grandparents. I found myself away from all I had thought my life was built around and ended up having a breakdown which triggered my awakening. It’s been so hard being alone through it but now I’m coming into a better place in myself I completely understand why it happened which has allowed me to heal, forgive and release. Your videos have been a Huge help Christina and I thank you with all my heart.💚💚💚💚💚
I had my first spiritual encounter at the age of 15 when I had a huge existential breakdown and I kept thinking to myself this life is so sad and pointless that we simply cannot exist without purpose and I kept thinking consciously that there is more out there
i’m 14 & i’m pretty sure i’m in the process of the awakening it’s pretty harsh everyone’s leaving my life & i thought i was going crazy for a long period of time because of all the lies i was blind to
j o r d a n love you man, it gets better.
MetaPhysicallyMotivated thank you, i have faith it will :)
This video has brung me to tears . This was such a relief to know that I’m not alone . And I can breathe now because I have an understanding of why the things have happened the way that they have . And I’ve been asking God to show me signs and show me why those things happened . And he has brung me to that very place . Everything happens for a reason is what I kept telling myself, I can’t see it now but I will. Then started feeling like I was here to do something great with my life && now I understand my spiritual awakening and now I have peace in my heart . And I now understand that I am an empath was very confused on all the feelings and emotions but always knew I could feel people and read people beyond average . And it all makes sense, thank you. 🙏😊💛
The word is Brought no such word as Brung but the feelings are great 👍
Just as you were meant to find this video, I was meant to find your comment. Thank you 😊
You are definitely not alone! May God always be with you and much peace and love on your spiritual journey!💓💕
Girl go to a doctor you’re having a psychosis
@@cosmopolita99 No, she's not. Do you even know what psychosis is or what it's brought on by?
Thank you so much for making these videos. Your insight is so valuable to so many. I just shared the story of my own waking up from religion on my Channel. The planet is ready to expand into enlightenment, more people are waking up from these damaging ideals, and I can't wait to join you and other lightworkers who are sharing this truth. Wish me luck, as I've just started posting videos that will startle people who are not ready, but hopefully open the door to freedom for those who are.
Whenever my awakening process gets hard, physically, emotionally and mentally, i always come back to this video. Thank you Christina, I appreciate you so much and I love you too ❤️❤️❤️
To everyone who's having a hard time during the spiritual awakening process, I feel you. We're in this together. I send light your way and I hold you in love. ❤️
You are strong enough to experience this. Allow the veil to be lifted.... We are close.
I love you. You are safe. ✨
-Miyuki
Thank you 🙏🏻
Thank You God bless you❤❤
Same 🙌🏼
I had my awakening on Nov 13.2018. I know for FACT that we don’t die. My life up till now makes complete sense. It took all that of a rough life to get me here now. Empathic Intuitive. I’m learning and info is coming fast. I helped a few spirts cross into God’s light. Amazing!! I still have so much to learn. Thank you!
I too went through mine last year and crossed loved ones over Thanks to the Indian ancestors who once lived here! They are and my spirit is at peace for the first time EVER!
How do u know for a fact that we don’t die? Can u please elaborate? I’m interested to know.
@@marcellamiller7808 bc I’m a ITC researcher with abilities. I speak to them (spirits) daily.
ITC researcher means I communicate to our dead thru electronics. Inter trans communication
@@AsktheSpirits I too have had a " Spiritual Awakening " starting from 08/09/2021 , i have seen the numbers 111 and 222 , espscially 111 , but i also have had unusable activities going on around my home since december 2020 till now , i've experienced that my bed feels like its "posssessed" or something as it keeps on vibrating when am trying to sleep and something keeps pulling on my pillow case and bed blankets , what could this mean ?? Please can you help , as i have been sleeping with my lights on since december 2020 till even now as i type this , what could all this mean ??
I have been through hell and I’m now coming through to the other side
Watching your videos helps me understand what has been happening to me
Thank you Christina I think you’re amazing
God bless you and I send you my love and thanks xxx
This made feel so much better. I lost everything all at once, my husband, boys moved out and sold my house and moved into a place all by myself. Very lonely, all the people I’ve taken care of for years are all gone, I have no one. I know inside that this change is needed and I tell myself to be brave and that I can do this. I have never responded to any kind of messages before but needed to because it felt like you were reading my mail. Thank you❤️
Imagine walking around, with a giant by your side that has your back, and that whispers in your ear, someone else's game plan against you that you encounter, wether its someone you have known all your life, were married to for awhile or even someone you encounter even walking into a store just meeting them. You will have a sense of knowing things, before they actually happen. Man, I wish I new how to explain this better. The thing is, your divine being will regulate those encounters. For me, it would alert me, but not let me say anything to the other party to give them the heads up, that I know. This inner divine being will move people and things toxic, out of your life. When it does, yeah it will still hurt, and I relate this to still being in the flesh, it's only normal to feel hurt when we lose someone we love, by death or even relationships. For me, I've been given a purpose wether I wanted it or not. And at the onset of my awakening, something happened and my life was spared because of this divine being, whatever it is, to think of God, you would think a manly voice, hahaha!!, That's why I say whatever it is.. it's a long story especially to the things I've been shown, iam hesitant to share, based on the inner being holds me back. My thing is this, for something unseen to have my back and love me enough to spare my life, my mind is set to show loyalty and love back. Alot of us with this ability from the awakening will be alone, for me, i have been, but theirs even a reason for that, just know it's only for a time. Let go of worry, that's another thing, this inner being or divine being has got your back, you won't even have to mention the struggles your going through, and people will come out of the blue unexpected and offer help to you, sometimes I wonder if they even know why they do what they do. Your trust in this inner being Devine being will increase tremendously where fear of alot of things will fall to the wayside. Okay, so love, genuine love, has fallen from the hearts of many people, this has to do with what I said early about God and manly voice, what side of the brain controls our emotions or feelings? The opposite side controls our thinking, logic, rational thoughts, okay now answer this to yourselves, who carries the burden giving birth to a child? What star, is the last star to fall from view, giving up it's light, to the sun? What gender is usually the ones who are nurturing, comforting, loving to their child? Who's voices are more feminine? This is why I say God or whatever it was, because that's the tone we would relate to a female in regards to the voice I heard giving a command that I instantly followed that saved my life. Yes, IAM not schizophrenic, but I heard a voice, that no one else heard. When something like this happens, their is no doubt that God or something greater is on the other side watching over us. Now if genuine love for humanity has fallen from many hearts, what is the goal or agenda? To place love back upon her throne at the right side. Hahaha!! Peace and love, hope no one gets offended, but I was lead to share this.
Thanks
I have been going through this all my life. It flared up when I was a teenager. In my twenties I had a different level of shocking experiences and after my son’s father died I felt Lille I had been tied to the front of a semi and driven into a brick wall. My face felt snacked for six years. I then went through more levels but never realized it was spiritual. It was only recently in my 50s after a partner cheating on me that I found myself going through a powerful awakening. I became very intuitive, my anxieties left me, I became confident, I no longer will accept bull shit from anyone nor myself. I refuse to accept less for myself. There is no reason to accept less than I want. I know that now. I am not greedy and what I want is to be able to help others as well as myself. I now find my mind believing I deserve to live a good life just the way I want to. I won’t accept less. Thank you for your guidance in your videos on awakening.
When you said you felt like you were going insane, I have that feeling all the time. I keep thinking one thing and subconsciously tell myself that if I keep this up I’m going to have no choice but to go inpatient. It’s hard. The universe made sure I discovered you. Thank you so much I don’t feel so alone anymore.
Two years ago, I watched this video with my then husband who tuned me in to your channel. It was at this point in the video (8:12) where he mentioned that he believes I am a healer, a teacher, and that's why my recent spiritual awakening was so difficult for me. I'll explain the surrounding variables: At that time this video came out, our marriage was deeply troubled and I personally had been experiencing a year and a half of "there has to be something more", prompting a mental breakdown which had me check myself into an outpatient wellness center for two months. Not long afterwards, my husband started to experience his own difficult awakening. Neither of us were able to support the other and our marriage fell apart.
My husband and I are no longer together and I lost everything: my home, my job, my life, my routines, the state I lived in...and I am still within my awakening process. I have gained *so* much since I first saw this video, yet had to lose it all in order to make room for it.
As I continue on the journey, and as the lessons and the hard continue to trickle down, I know the length and duration of my journey is due to my purpose...a teacher, a healer.
My now ex husband was right and I wonder if he still agrees with my purpose, even after all of the heartache. I thank him for bringing you into my life.
I had a dream last night where an old friend told me “spiritual enlightenment is the answer”. Just woke up, now im here.
I was wondering why I felt your energy. I’m a healer too. On Christmas of 2018 I was literally seconds from ending my life because I was so depressed, but the universe intervened and ever since I’ve felt nothing but happiness and bliss and I found out I’m a light worker. Loved your video.
Is deja vu or the feeling of repeating events that already happen a sign ?
@@Gothguitarist yes
@@moniquelageweg1111 a sign of what
@@Gothguitarist synchronicityts
@@moniquelageweg1111 whats that ? Does it mean im goimg to die
My spiritual awakening happened after suffering years of depression when I got to the stage of where I didn't want to wake up
i hated every day then strange things started to happen and fall into place that led me to realise about our real existence and I ended up here watching these channels.my life has now dramatically changed for the better.i now love life knowing there is more meaning.
NAMASTE🍃💛💜🍃
Susan. Hardwick. That is fantastic! It gives me hope! 🙏🏻💚
I was so desperately looking for this comment. It all makes sense to me dear. I have struggled with depression for years. It worsened upto a level that I became very suicidal, just had no energy to live, but I was miraculously saved from death. After 7 months of that event and me doing a little better than before, all of a sudden something changed. I met this person ( I don't know whether it's just coincidence) and we talked about life and after that meeting my life has changed upside down. I can feel the energy in me. I look at things differently now. If I am to describe it in one sentence- I feel at peace with myself. My whole life makes sense to me! I am just so grateful to the universe !💝
OMG, I am crying! We r 10:45 mins into this video and I’m losing my effing mind! It’s like u r me! I’m not evolved as you but I am so effing resonating with all of this so strongly, that I had to write before vid ended!
I went through a spiritual awakening that sounds exactly like yours and went to the doctor and they told me that I was battling with lupus and a hypothyroidism and I have no choice but to lay in the bed some days because it hurted to get up so I began to become closer to God I began to pray on my body and thank God for healing me although I was in pain I began to speak life into my body and I began to transition almost died at 40 of a heart attack but I am here now at 44 years old.
and I am here from the auto immune disease that almost ended my life since I gotten better I work as a intuitive touch massage therapist assisting with healing and I feel rewarded for the job that I do because I understand their pain and my job is to assist them with the process.
Hello beautiful ppl. I'm rooting for everyone& STAY BLESSED😉😆😁😂🤣
I am sooo glad I'm not going insane and I am not alone in this. I can't wait to get through far enough to look back on this. 🙏
I’m having a hard time integrating back into my normal life.. I felt like I died.. scared me. My vision was bad off and I thought I was dying or going blind. Having tingles all over still and energy pulsing in my feet.. but I got my bills back in order.. come off most of my meds.. and even got my Christmas bought and wrapped early. Financially I was falling apart.. my health isn’t the best right now mostly due to anxiety from awakening.. but I know this too shall pass.
@@bretthopenwasser2267 My guess is because we have become so good at telling ourselves what we want without ever actually asking ourselves what we want.
@@bretthopenwasser2267 That's all well and good to believe in what you say, especially when you have good/great intentions. But to assume your experience will be the same as hers speaks volumes if I may be so blunt. No harm meant! Namaste friend.
Hi went into the psych for this reason 3 times from October to December. I thoughts I was going blind too ! I'm on meds now aswell.
That's probably because normal life just isn't "normal".
Katelyn go within! Yoga 🧘♀️ meditation is the answer 👌 would recommend Rasa meditations! and enrol on yoga class 👌 Namaste 🙏
Thank you!!! I randomly had a very bad spat of depression and anxiety. Never had it before in my life. Everyone said that I needed to go to the doctor and go on meds. I said no never, so I researched and found yoga and meditation. It’s changed my life for the better. I started tho think differently and look at the world in a new way, this was hard to cope with as the person I New had pretty much died and I had to learn to live with my new mind, I felt so disconnected from my own body and my life. That has all passed now and I feel fantastic, I have so much love to give other people it’s overwhelming. I want to help people so I had a calling to become a yoga teacher. I guess I’m saying if you feel that way now then don’t panic it will pass, and you feel amazing ❤️ namaste 🙏
thanks for yr sharing of yr experience and message of hope
Your awakening sounds so much like what I’ve been going through.
Three years ago when my awakening began, it was exciting but crazy at the same time. I was given a purpose during this process also. Learned alot of things this past three years. I do remember sitting at a Walgreens parking lot one morning, messages and visions were bombarding me, before I arrived at Walgreens, another sign and vision was shown to me, as I sat there before going in, I remember just looking to the sky, asking to have this removed from me, that I didn't want it, I said it's making me look crazy. It wasn't taken away, I eventually grew into this new ability and became more reserved and calm, I relate it to growing pains, once the excitement and newness wares off and understanding sets in, it begins to become the norm, like a newborn baby learning to walk. Still exciting but now, comforting to know something is there with us protecting us and showing us the truth and the way. It's not easy, but eventually it gets easier. So hang in there to those new to this, and listen to your inner being, it's your cover. Everything will be magnified, the gift of discernment will be increased, the minute someone speaks, your inner being will alert you of any deception. Just play along and trust your intuition. Like it's written, never let the left know what the right is doing. Hope this makes sense to some.
It was incredibly hard for me not share with close ones what I felt I had just discovered. This came off as "uh oh hes gone nuts" which sucks because it was amazing mostly and blissful, the few sleep deprivation paranoid events werent very fun but wow, it's been 6 years and I still think and wonder about it,its nice to hear similar stories and a good reminder that it was indeed real 😊
I can’t really pin point my awakening because somehow I’ve always been in touch with my soul even in elementary school. I’ve always thought there must be more and questioned why things are the way they are. Recently, a lot has happened: graduated college, found a job in the medical field, got married, reconnected with my estranged family and it feels like I’ve found my twin flame and it’s not my wife :/ I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to because everyone I know is very much out of sync with their spirits. I don’t how to communicate any of this especially when I’m in the middle of this awakening and trying to figure this out. I don’t know if my wife will be able to understand but I could see myself happily getting a divorce after I understand this recent awakening a little more.
Thank you so much for posting this videos!! I felt very alone before I saw this.
Love & Positive Vibes to all
It's a personal rapture theirs no warning it just falls on your head and then you are' caught up ' in rapture state. And it's not a slow oh hmmm maybe spirits exist now..no its omfg why are all my deceased loved ones here right now and why can't I sleep and why am I having prophecy and then you pass the test and as soon as you do WHAT you wanted most all your life the one thing you could not have but you need it and seek it more than air. Just falls in your lap like a bird shit on your head except its your dream come true and you know you did this and this is your reward and totality is your promotion.
Lauren B has it really happened !?!! This is amazing
My mum passed in December 2017. And I have felt very different since then. I asked myself that very question. There has to be more, and what is my purpose. I have started life coaching and float therapy. I have started a beautiful spiritual journey. And now I have a name for it..... So glad I found your channel. Thank you. I love watching your channel. You have a beautiful presence 😘
Thanks for all the love! I got tears of joy by the end of this video. Lots of love and power back to you! We are all in this together 🙏🏽🌹
The most tough phase for me is when my soul and ego tells me a whole different story.
Damn that hit hard. Exactly what I'm going through.
@@browneyes88 me2
Hi, please try reading or listening to the book, ‘A Course in Miracles’. The whole book is on RUclips. I hope it can help you with this issue, as it is mine too! All the best x
@@dai-the-flu281 thankyou so much
I'm very fragmented. Living a life incoeherent with soul. Feelings of going insane sometimes. I also have reached points of not wanting to be here anymore. I also feel like a zombie most of the time. Thank you so much for your own testimonial. God bless you.
It will come together, same here. Study, understand, open your mind and unlearn the lies told.
@@tq744 💖 Thank you. Blessings.
Hello Ines, My advice is to take antidepressants to give you an immediate leg up. It won't hurt your spiritual growth, it will give you the strength to continue with it. Then eliminate negative people and situations from your life. That step is very important. Without bad influences weighing on you, you will have a much easier time becoming the authentic, happy, and fully engaged person you are meant to be. On a practical level, get plenty of sleep on a regular schedule, eat well, and go for a lot of walks outside when the sun is shining. Ask God and/or your spirit guides for their help. Trust the Universe, take it one day at a time, and it will all come together eventually. It's just a process. Sending you lots of light and love!!! Namaste'
Hi Inês Rodrigues, it will be ok soon, keep your faith and be strong. Deuteronomy 31:6
@irishwristwatch Don't give up, Living Waters Missions Club (@livingwatersmc on Facebook), wants to be your friend and guide anyone who may be lost. I too have had an awakening and I'm looking for the lost ones to join me in my mission.
This is my second spiritual awakening. My first was so difficult I kind of rejected it. This time it’s different. Love your video
I felt like I had more than one awakening! Can you explain to me why this is?
I thought I was going insane too
Adina Mazzucco my god same here ! Didn’t help I do psychedelics really thought I signed by sanity away. Isn’t life so funny?
You are actually going sane
Same here.
Same ❤️☁️
same !
This is the story of my life. Thank you sister Christina for confirming it to me. When your about to commit suicide and then God show up to show you the right path. Removing you from toxic people is such a blessings🥰🙏
Fragmented! That’s the word I’ve searched for most of my life. I always just said “I want to be well-balanced/well-rounded”. But that is the word I couldn’t formulate-because I didn’t really understand what the issue was with me. I am going through an awakening and unlike others, I’ve always known on some level “something’s got to give”. The weight of everything seemed so heavy and none of it seemed congruent with anything experienced in this lifetime. If you haven’t felt the depth of this, you won’t understand and it’s difficult when your family and friends just keep telling you “go out and meet people”, or “go find a hobby”. I definitely feel I am meant to be a teacher of sorts through my writing, so the difficulty of this awakening makes sense in that perspective. Believing I will come out of this and no longer be confused and actually be able to help others and do things with all of this pain is the only thing hat keeps me going. I just have a constant worry that I am doing this awakening “wrong”, that I am not learning, will never learn and will just spend my life as confused, and in as much pain as I am now. I sure hope that’s not the case. It seems as though I’ve been in this much pain most of my life.
Iam Spirit Thank you very much! I will definitely check that out. It’s funny because I started a blog when I was trying to jump into the “teacher” role. I just wanted others as confused and lost as me to feel not alone. But, I quickly realized that it was an error of me to do that because I can’t help people when I am just as confused. Yes, it’s nice to feel you aren’t alone and to maybe sometimes hear from those who don’t appear to “have it all figured out”, but I could do more harm than good in the states I’ve been in. That was a huge slice of humble pie. Also, it taught me that this really is a process and trying to rush things to feel like I am making progress will never pan out as I intend. Thank you for the website/resource.
@@goldsmeon5631 Exactly! You think it's going to be a completely linear path and no...curve, turn, knot, fork in the road, back to square one-kind of, but not really. Lol. I guess it is all about release or "surrender" as they call it in the spiritual community and letting it flow. It is a good thing, the drive to help others. I guess the trick is to not become cynical before you get to the point where you actually can.
Hi W S, I can relate
Wow everything you said I’ve been going through for a long time. As much as I feel bliss, healing, and pure love in my lonely life, my world is upside down. Lonely but not alone. Two night ago I went to the beach and contemplated walking in the roaring waters and not looking back but I know I have a mission here. Praying for perseverance and strength. I appreciate you sharing your wisdom. Many blessings to you 🙏🏼
not sure if it’s an awakening or depersonalisation but after the last night time I smoked weed my entire outlook and mindset of life just changed with the click of a finger.
in a good way or ?
There has to be something more. I have suffered and struggled most of my life. Every abuse imaginable I've lived thru. Overcame a 20 yr coke addiction (Clean almost 2 years), praying for death..I resonate with EVERYTHING you've said. This year has been the hardest
This is one of the best truths I have ever heard. I am not playing! I actually lived a very large part of what she is saying. Blessings to you all!
That's how we know she is genuine!, Everything she is saying is excactly what we are feeling
This is exactly what I needed to hear... My awakening started with the worst breakup I've ever had, 4.5 years ago. Then both of my parents were diagnosed with lung cancer within 3 months of each other. I became their main caregiver. I have lost friends and let go of toxic family members as well as losing both of my parents. In that time I had 2 kundalini activations. During the second one I became afraid and lost my mind. I broke my collarbone. Then I broke both feet within 2 years of each other and I now spend 99% of my time alone. Well, I have my dog, Bear. I have been feeling like I can't take this anymore. Especially, the part of feeling like I need to be doing something to heal and help others and I don't know what or how to do that. This has helped me realize that I truly am still in the initiation process of shedding the crap. I keep going back in and out of this. But this last time has been pretty long. I have said to myself, "I am dying". And I am! Those parts of me that no longer serve me are leaving me. There is some resistance on my part which causes the suffering. Thank you so much for this video. I truly feel your authenticity and I do resonate with you! Much love to you!
love you Jen now people care, i care for you
My marriage fell apart 12 years ago. i had to go to a doctor to get medication so I could eat and sleep because I wasn't able to do either and so I could keep working. I separated from a man I knew since I was 4yrs old and he was 10yrs old. I had to kill another human being that was threatening to kill me to save myself(Self-Defense). Suffered from Clinical Depression for most of my Life. After 10-11 yrs on my own which I never had been before in my life I met my twin flame who then left me and I then "woke up". Like you now, I'm in such a blessed place now and shining my Light to help others.
Everything youre saying is deeply resonating with me. I want to cry but I can’t, I feel scared but I feel comforted. I feel quite lost, if I’m being honest. I’ve spiraled back into my mental illness and depression, I can’t handle the energy and emotions of others around me right now. I don’t have much energy to give right now but it’s important to me to make people feel safe, and I work in a service based job so i have nothing left for anyone, barely anything for myself. I’m trying, I could try harder at least I think I could, but Im struggling with a deep anxiety that has kept me away from existing right now. Things were going so good for a while, and now I just feel like I’m in a mental chaos, everything is loud everything is too much. Even though I’m so much more awake now than a year ago. I found this video for a reason, so thank you. I’ve never struggled with questioning my mental sanity as much as I have this year and I had myself convinced I was sick with something because it’s the only explanation for the mental and like you said PHYSICAL pain. I can feel pain everywhere in my body if I try hard enough but I’m not sick. I’m not sick, I’m not crazy. I’m an empath who is shedding her trauma, and until I can begin to heal from my shed I cannot be the energy and light that other people need right now. There’s not enough of me, and my energy is all I have. I’ll get through this, the universe has always been my guide. Thank you for reminding me 💕 sometimes I feel so alone with what I’ve been going through that i forget the truth and what I know in my soul. I’ve never been alone, and I never will be. I’m so thankful for that
I had my spiritual awakening about 10 years ago and at times its been amazing. At times I've been happier than I've ever been. But at times its been really tough. I'm sure you're right about having a tougher time when you're on a healing mission. Thats something I only realised a few weeks ago. Thank you so much for the video, you've made me feel so much better
Just a couple weeks ago my husband and I were on a wonderful vacation which had me on the highest of highs.
On one particular night I became overwhelmed with negative emotions and told him I felt suicidal while crying uncontrollably. I couldn't understand how I got from such a high to such a low.
Finding your channel came right when I needed it. Namaste.
Meeting my soulmate trigerred this. I was just 19. I'm 21 now and I realize what I was really going through.
Oh my. I now see what I am. Today I asked my wife, what would I be best suited for doing. And she replied, teaching. It is the single most important activity in which you visibly explode of energy.
I just didn’t understand the fullness of what it means to be a teacher. I now understand.
Dear Christina. This video literally brought me to tears. The way you described your path resembled so much of what I had gone through in the past decade. There were times when it was so hard, so hard, that I, just like you, had asked God to just take me, because the pain I was going through was too much to endure. And I too consider myself to be quite a resilient person. But at some point the struggle was just too much to bear. Looking back at it now I understand why all that had to happen. The way I see life now is so much different than how I once used to see it. The reason why I stumbled upon your video is because I was actually searching for some explanation for what I'm going through right now. I've been in bed for the past 5 days, having flu-like symptoms, feeling like I just want to disintegrate, except I know that I'm not sick. I've been boiling in my own skin due to fever, and my entire body aches. But I know that this is not illness. I feel that there's something much bigger going on "behind the scenes". The funny thing is that my "illness" happened just a couple of days after I had lost a job where I wasn't happy anyway. And after I've been experiencing some very intense meditations as well. Despite all this I am so much looking forward to the future and all great things life has in store for me. But I would not have been able to feel like this had it not been for all the challenges in the past that taught me how to have faith at all times. Thank you for sharing your story. And thank you for reminding me that all is well even if at first glance it doesn't seem so. :)
Maybe Christina talking about “kundalini awakening” might help you✨💜
Im 70 and have been going through alone. Family wanted at one time to commit me but Im still sharp in mind. I wanted a companion to go through this with me, but that never happened. I feel at this point in my life, Im on my journey back home. I know I have guides and have called out for help more than once. I sold my home and live on my daughters property. I feel Im going backwards not forward. This aging thiing is hard, its puts your spiritual at test. Theres not much talk about us older folks taking this journey, although Hospice is really as close as you can get. I can relate to alot you talk about. Your a beautiful soul. Im glad I was led to your page.
I've been going through this for about 6 years when I decided to leave the US and move to Peru. I've been living abroad since, experiencing all of the things you've talked about. It's been really wonderful to learn all that I've been learning from other cultures, traveling, languages, being in nature, but just recently it's been very painful. Just recently, I've experienced yet again a very traumatic event that has brought about a purging of STUFF from my past and it's not pretty but this time I understand what's happening. I'm feeling so lonely and waves of gratitude mixed with depression. I know that is all necessary to fulfill this process I'm going through. I'm just really thankful to be alive, thankful for these videos that are giving me the knowledge I need to continue researching and learning how to manage or "just be" in the process. Following my life's purpose and excited to start living up to my full potential. I know that I am powerful. I just have to get through all this pain. Alone.
You are not alone.
Danette Rodriguez wow relate ☁️❤️
“Waves of gratitude mixed with depression.” I felt that HARD. 😤👌
Wow. This really nailed it. Over the past month or so I've been jarred into a spiritual awakening. It's nice to be reassured that I'm not crazy. 😅 All of this would have seemed like contrived nonsense to me before, but it's very real.
Thank u spiritual sister for keep shining on us ....
Your honesty speak millions words ...
“We are all awaken in special way,
there is none so blind then the one who doesn’t want to see....”
i am in the hermit stage.. ready for the "alive" stage
I woke up today asking myself why? Why am I here at this moment in my life if I never planned on this or asked for this, watching this video & being able to relate made me realize I may be going through a spiritual awakening. It's TRUE we're connected, that is why I woke up feeling this way & first thing I come across this morning is this video.
You discover that you are I am. Then you are granted "Truth" and so you see with a new eye. You discover what it is to be alive again. This power is to change the world in a new way it's unstoppable, it's the Divine Light mastifesting together once again thru us...the awakened ones/Divine beings sent to do God's work without fear. Thank you for the video😃.
I'm going through immense feelings of loneliness and hopelessness and I find your video very cathartic. Thank you so much!
keep up the spirits, you are wonderfull and lovable and perfect, you are magnificent i love you
Finally getting past the dark side of fear and thinking I'm crazy. It was just fear making me feel crazy. my safe zone and desires of ego had to be toned down to heal.
I lost almost all relationships in my life, my family is not in proper speaking terms with me as they do not understand what is going on with me. I feel like I have been on this journey for way too long. Since 2016, I started feeling everything...I could feel all the bad things that were happening around me. My body has been extremely sensitive. I had reached so many points where I just wanted to give up. My profession requires me to think and be intellectually at a high peak, however, I struggle to formulate words sometimes. It's like I am a fraud... I woke up one day and couldn't recognize who I was in the mirror...
How can I awake. Am feeling and going through evwry thing you did. Am confused about everything. Everytime I think am awken I get back in.
Your text is what i want to write
Same thing has happened to me. I hope you are doing better.
Oh, I don't have the words to express how this makes me feel... Like everyone here I've been going through this process since I was a child. I first started dissociating at maybe 6-7 years old, developed "severe" OCD/GAD and depression by grade school, spent most of my teens between vague discontent and intense desire to not exist anymore. At 25 I manifested an accident that by most accounts 'should have' killed or seriously disabled me, literally forgot who I was and lost access to most of my long term memories for a few months. My beautiful blessing of a partner kept me grounded through all of it, and together we've grown immensely the past 3 years since then. Now, I'm feeling lost again, thin, like the line of a kite caught in a hurricane. It's such a massive comfort to know this is not wrong or bad, I'm not wrong or bad for feeling this way... My soul knows what it's doing, and all is exactly as it should be, to lay the path for my true fulfillment and realizations of abundance and worth and satisfaction... I'm a double Aquarius with a life path of 11, Chiron the Wounded Healer, and I place it in the hands of my guides, my angels, my soul, my Source; I give up all resistance, all that does not serve me, and believe with new conviction that everything really is working out for me, as unpleasant as it may feel at times this is good for me, this has a purpose and that purpose is to bring myself into true alignment with ALL of my power and endless unconditional love, with everything I have ever desired, with Me, and We, and All ❤️🕯️ brightest Blessings & love to all reading, please know you are NOT alone. This night is dark and long, but the Torch burns ever bright; we shall make our Way into the embrace of that gentle glow together, hand in hand, one small step at a time 💖
beautifull, embracing you with all the love i have
@@Changeworld408 thank you dear soul!! The embrace is returned with equivalent intensity and gratitude 🙏❤️🕯️
I am in tears not everything you have said but so much so. And am right in that area right now alone . Thank you so much I thought I was losing my mind.
I cant even tell you how much this resonated with me . I lost everything!!! Because of following my intuition without even realising it moved to another continent. But 3 years later this is all making sense as I continue on my journey of awakening. I also wouldn't trade this for anything tho am yet to manifest my desires ...❤
Can relate to you 🥺
Spirituality saved my life
Mine started after my divorce, still in this process of awakening, sometimes too painful but the amount of inner peace I feel it's like I've been given a new life 😌, a new Me,
I feel so blessed and protected like never before 🙏🏼😇
I just happened upon this video. My soul needed it. Everything you said is me. This last year was the lowest point in my life. I begged God to just end me but I'm still here and I'm thankful for that. I'm learning to love and accept my bizarre self. Than you for this.
It’s nice to be able to put a name on it. I was really working on my “Hey, this might sound weird but my mind split open recently, which caused reality as I knew it to literally melt away in front of my eyes and now I’m very, very lost” speech.
I’m still very, very lost. This is incredibly difficult for me to adjust to. Why did this have to happen after I got old? Life, man.
Thank you christina. I think my higher soul is really guiding me thru your videos. I am currently experiencing a very low in my life. Having to think about how to pay the next bill and my partner of 5 years just left me. I am in a state of loss. I do have the same thoughts i.e. if my life can be taken away, or can i dont wake up tomorrow. But a voice in my head keep telling me to hang on. I now realize it is my higher soul.
I have been meditating continuously the past 30 days. And this week, i increase to twice a day.
Thank you you gave me strength
"At the end of the day, it's all worth it". Thank you for this reminder♥
Thank you for this. It's been almost 2 years in the darkness. Everyday I've felt like I'm dying. Intense discomfort and feeling like I have to consciously breathe. Feeling every ache. I've gone to the doctor and I was just fine. I had a big breakdown earlier this year. I thought I was losing it... I've had religious interventions, therapy, mental health medicines, etc. My mind is resisting. I have this intense fear that I'm struggling to let go off. I cope with it but always in the background. I'm exhausted and frustrated with myself. I wanna be free... It's like I know what to do but my ego doesn't want to give up control. To surrender.
I almost turned u off but when I listen to you are telling my story except for the woods everything else was the same in my life I'm proud of you for making this happen you are awesome God Bless 🙏 you many prayers 4 you💖💚💛💜💙🔥💫
Your content is the highest form of self care and self-love. Thank you for sharing your journey, growth, and gifts with all of us. 🙏🏽
i thought my spiritual awakening only started when i realized my connection with source and i never thought it started way back in those dark time thank you for clearing that up 💙
Who am I "I'm a teacher that will teach from experience not theories" the most powerful words I have ever written. I humbly thank you for this amazing beautiful extraordinary light.
You’ve helped me feel so at peace with I’m going through with my awakening. I hit the subscribe button after one video. Thank you so much you kind soul.
Love Christina Lopes. She has been and still is accompanying my process thanks to her clarity, practice tools, care and humour. ❤️
Beautiful video Christina!!! I am going through my awakening and your advice and knowledge is priceless! Thank you !
I thought I was going insane too. One of the first thoughts was “are there others like this? Will we end up somewhere secluded with other people who are like this?” It took me 15 years to understand what happened.
Thank you for your wisdom I'm currently living through my own spiritual awakening and it's immensely powerful. It truly came out of nowhere my mind, body, soul and life purpose seem to have simultaneously aligned and everything in my life has followed suit. I still have work to do but I'm unbelievably grateful and content. I would just like to offer a thought though I believe, for me atleast that the internal statement solidifying itself in my heart is that "There is something more than this and I desire to achieve it."
How can I get this to happen to me?
I know it's unlikely you will see this post, but I wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience. I can really resonate with the struggles you described, and have been terrified that this is all I will have to look forward to. Relating to the downside so closely makes me hopeful that I can also look forward to experiencing the beauty and joy you reached as well. It helps to have people like you to guide us through this often difficult experience, and I just wanted you to know how deeply I appreciate you.
The most accurate description of spiritual awakening I have heard thus far. Wonderfully encouraging as well. Thank you.
thank you beautiful lady. from an old soul in her 70s wondering how best to BE THE LIGHT. you give me hope.your energy will reach millions.keep going beautiful soul.i love you and you are just the person i needed to hear today .
This spoke to my soul on every level as if it was made just for me. I couldn't help but cry and watch numerous times. It is so amazing to find a soul that feels as if you are speaking directly from my own heart and essence that is me during this period where it's been a struggle to find someone who can truly relate. I was divinely guided to this video, it was just what I needed to hear at this moment. I am a healer and in the dark knight of the soul stage of awakening. Thank you, beautiful, beautiful soul for shining your light and speaking your truth🌌
I am 15 Years ago and i just got a awaking I have been seeing 111,222,333,444,1010,555 in the same day and this video bring me to tears thank you so much
What a marvelous teacher you are. We are so blessed.
My awakening sucks so bad. I wake up in the morning exhausted from the dreams I have all night. Feels like I am losing my mind. My dog Shiloh helps me through the day. This is truly the loneliest time I have ever had in my life. Thanks Christina. Now I know what others have gone through. I will persevere.
So im not alone , amazing to know
“There must be more to life than this” - I remember this ringing in my head as if it was yesterday. It was 1999. Wow!
I went and still going though. I am calling it "The Ascension Process". The first years were very difficult, and the cleansing is more easier. I am guided and watched by Archangel Michael. I feel blessed. Thanks for your sharing. :)
Thank you beautiful soul! So happy you were part of the first wave to guide us ♡ your awakening sounds a lot like mine. I thought I had all of a sudden gone schizophrenic. I got on the meds and they didn't do anything. 2 months later source spoke to me and said "I need you pure" So I did everything I could think of to try and figure out what pure really meant. I got off the meds, got sober and stopped eating meat, started trying to meditate more often though it was a struggle at first. The visions source sends me are so vivid especially on days the schumann resonance its firing at high frequencies. I've been studying non stop since my awakening happened a year ago and finally stumbled across your videos. You enlightened me about the ego. I didn't realize that was holding me back from my shift. I've been trying to distract myself with projects on intense days. Coming into my abilities has not been easy. Being psychic is one of the hardest things that's ever happened to me. Most days are extremely uncomfortable. Focussing on my path to help the community really helps. Since my awakening my guides and source have been giving me downloads on what I must build to help the future of this planet. It's been quite inspiring. Anyways just wanted to thank you again!
Now I understand what's going on with me. I knew something was different about me. The way you explained it, it's clear! I no longer wonder anymore about why I feel different. Thank you Namaste 🤗
Thank you for this video, so much. Mine has been very abrupt, very life changing. One day I was one person and then the next day I was not her. I’m thankful for that but I have been so very all over the place. I’m a registered nurse and I have felt absolutely insane and feel like I’m maybe hallucinating. I’m not working anymore because I can’t even imagine working right now during this process, there’s no way. It takes all of “me” every day. When I try to ignore it or focus elsewhere, it feels very wrong. The only thing that feels right is to make art and to fix what I can as I can and RIGHT when I’m called to do so. I have a problem trying to overthink things, hoping to let that go. Trying to let the ones I love that have passed away previously (I think they are the ones guiding me, I’m not sure though) help me and guide me. I keep seeing signs and “aha” moments. But sometimes worried I’m backtracking. Unfortunately I am an addict. During this process I “randomly” was able to quit one substance with little suffering, of that I am very proud of myself and how strong I can be if I allow my brain to relax and know I can do it. The other addiction is to something with quite a reputation for making one “crazy” and “hallucinate” so that has been hard to be on, and appear crazy during this process, and then others chalk it up to the drug and that I’m “just crazy”. Beginning to not care as much what others think but haven’t made it all the way yet.. so it still bothers me. I’m trying very hard to do this the right way. I believe I have always been someone so involved with “justice” like not with the legal system whatsoever but what aligns with my own morals or values personally or has personally affected my world/people in it. Some of my views have been unconventional but feel right to me, and when that happens it’s “me against the world” and I go to war if needed on something I’m passionate on when it helps the “minority” for instance: I believe in pro choice. Not gonna get into it too much but when I was confronted with having to make a decision on my own pregnancy with a very abusive baby’s father, it was the absolute “rock bottom” of my life. But I did it. And I chose that I didn’t want my baby to have to suffer on earth right now, my baby was destined for more than that. And I, at such a fragile time already, chose to post my entire story step by step as it happened as truthful and detailed and non-judgmental or bias as I possibly could figure out to write it. It was and felt almost like a “suicide mission” but one worth it if only for my child. That was somewhat the start of all this for me.. I lost every single friend. My partner. I have no family. And I’ve been forced to fix myself on my own and to gain even more strength. I’m very proud of me.. and what I stand for. And what I’m willing to do to share openly for the benefit of anyone else going through the same. I just hate to see others that are already down, be so judged and hated on by the masses. I’ve always been for the underdog. I’ve always been so drawn to help those unable to help themselves by using what I’ve got.. a loud mouth. And one that I can usually still earn respect with. I’m opinionated and blunt and unconventional. I have had to just make jokes about it now. I have made an unreal amount of art. I have been relentlessly searching for another person to understand. They do not, and I’m trying to become a person that does not feel defeated because of this or feel resentment towards them. I’m just “doing as best as I can with what I’ve got” but so damn happy that I don’t care really what I’ve got as much any more… I care more about my own inner self healing #1. And this must be what everyone has always told me about what I needed to address or else I would continue getting into abusive relationships. I’ve been soul searching for how to gain self love. And this is what my soul searching led me to. Abruptly. Thank God and whatever else deserves it for that. And thank “me” for sticking to my true self through absolute unknown and terrifying times. And thank you, for your videos and showing me that there are people out there that understand and it will take me time but I will find them in my own journey later on. I don’t need to have them now like I’ve been believing the last few days. I love what you do for others on here and I see how hard it is to be so open about this stuff publicly, it’s met with a lot of side eyes and opinions. Can be difficult, so thank you!!!
Thank you for sharing your story. 🙏
I love what you said about the "clinician brain" ...this happens to me so much. Its just part of the journey i guess...breaking down the walls!!!
I’d like to share that I had a very rough childhood. I was in a co dependent relationship with my narcissistic mother later realizing I was an empath. I’m gay but was robbed of naturally coming out because of my controlling father that told my family when I wasn’t ready and felt more concern of his status and security as a father, I being his first son.
Looking back at my childhood, I never had the idea of true authenticity because I believed my decisions were absurdly wrong,
Undoing these thought patterns has undone so much stress and anxiety and depression and desensitization that I’ve lived thinking I would never outgrow.
Follow your soul, the true compass to your destiny and to live your dreams.
I’m also going through a spiritual awakening and have been through. A. Rollercoaster of feelings and disconnection. AND BOY. This is a tough process.
Thank you so much for uploading this, I’ve prayed for clarity and stumbled on this video the day after.
YOU are an angel Christina
Yay! “We’re in energetic resonance!” 🤙❤️😊💜🥰✨💫💃🥂❤️🍀🌺💘
Lonely, but guided by The creator, Angels and my spiritual team, spiritual awakening is difficult but the rewards one day will out weight the difficulty. Love
Your testimonial is and more what I am going trough now, I am overwhelm!!!!!
Your laugh is glorious! I adore you. Thank you for continuing to educate me.
🙏 "Change yourself, then change the world. Life will become miraculous".
I'm going through mine now, I actually thought I was being attacked by a demonic entity at first, lol. But later found out I am being spiritually awakened. the heart palpitations are the most frightening.
I am feeling the same right now, I feel or pay more attention to dark thoughts more now and then feel very sad and I don't know how to get rid of them
@@navpreetkaur4790 I go through the same thing. I keep really thinking that there is a demon in my presence from my past drug abuse, but there are signs that are not present that you would usually see in the presence of demonic oppression. I have a deep connection with source and he has been guiding me through these times. I believe these dark thoughts are part of the process of the awakening. I just let it happen but I pay attention to what these thoughts are about and try to analyze them. I believe it is the universe speaking to us about what areas in our life that need fixed. I know it is not fun but I think the best thing to do s to listen to it and use it to fix. I think it will eventually subside. I talk out loud to God everyday about everything and he listens. From the moment I wake up till I go to bed he is in my thoughts. Just keep talking to him, he will help you through it.
@@amberford2536 thank you very much for this clarity, I have been really worried that I won't be able to get back to how I use to be, but now I should just drop all of this fears and have more faith in God . Thank you ones again
@@navpreetkaur4790 Yes, God will protect you and remember he may be bringing these fears to the surface so that you can face them. He can;t speak to us verbally so he uses other ways. One way he communicates with me is through numbers. If you begin to see the same number repeatedly it may be worth looking into.
@@amberford2536 well I had not paid attention to numbers but to words that I found would randomly pop up, and that how I found this video.