WHY I STOPPED SMOKING WEED...
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- Опубликовано: 24 июн 2017
- Thank for for watching guys!!!! It's nice to just sit down and talk to yall like we're homies. This experience was really prominent in my life and I wanted to share this crazy experience with you guys and just be open! And it feels nice!!! I hope you guys have a wonderful day/night and tell your parents you love them!!!!
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girl i need a voice as chill as yours
bella yeees
Emma Maier 907 fan is base
Lucas weeds a
just smoke some weed my g
bella o
weed induced panic attacks literally feel like DEATH
Im Not Helpful mfing dying no lie
have you literally ever felt death
SantaCruzSkateboardz I've came pretty close to it twice. It's terrible. I'm not gonna go into details cause she pretty much explained it in the video but it's complete shit. Not fun
Yes! they're like ten times more intense (from what I've experienced). Like sarah, they're what made me quit smoking too /:
Im Not Helpful . yesssssssss 😒
real potheads don’t actually care if you smoke weed or not..
Lol no cap tho
facts
Fr people who say that just smoke to "look cool"
they just vibe w u while being high as a kite lol
@@Fv2005. I only smoke to calm myself down from stress and shit I hate it when they do that shit to b cool like fuck off buddy no one cares
dad: oh hey kiddo where are you going
sarah: *experiences 10000 years of wisdom and transcends the physical realm while staring into dad's soul* im so high
BFHGGJFJG
Init wtf
"i was a stoney baloney"
Nicole Richardell BALOGNA
jamie baca they spelt it that way on purpose 😂
nicole richardell I was smoking a preroll with my friend & they dropped to the floor, coherent, eyes open, fingers twitching a little bit and talking normal but not able to get up until a few minutes. They played it off a few weeks ago as just playing around but this time they dropped in their kitchen floor then through a screen door with same symptoms & right after smoking a preroll from a dispensary. I thought I killed my friend🙇🏻♂️💔
Xcodeh
Literally the whitesthing every
Ok but ur voice is so soothing
vikki spahgetti yessss omg I was thinking that too
+Isabelle Padilla its like the perfect raspy-ness 😍
vikki spahgetti yea and like the way she moves her voice up and down omg
Omg I love her voice
IMAGINE HER DOING ASMR 😱
my mind woulda been like “this weeds laced” 😂
I had a panic attack on weed and this was my first thought lol. I think it was probably the synthetic stuff but i'll never really know
bro i got so high one time i swore i smoked HEROIN💀 like i was fucked up
Autumn Lang I’m dead😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@autumnlang lmaooo
Facctttsssss😭😭😭
i stopped smoking weed for this reason. whenever i got high i would get anxiety about things in life like my family and how i don’t appreciate them as much. i also could get really self conscious and insecure when i smoked. idk. i just don’t really fw it anymore
It’s cause the thc in weed that gets you high causes your mind to amplify your thoughts and emotions times 2 like it just brings out your subconscious way of thinking and it brings out your personality more and reveals you to your true self.. you might even be an anxious worried person while sober too but just may not really realize it and those thoughts arent getting to you as much until you get high
Tbh this happens to me on and off sometimes depending on how much I smoke, where I smoke, what mood I’m in, and if I’m around good/people that I like or not but sometimes I tell myself “hey dude you’re just really high and enjoy your trip and the time everything’s gonna be alright and think positive thoughts, just chill and breath” .. I’m not saying to try smoking weed again but if you do I hope this helps ❤️
This is exactly why I stopped!!!! So glad to know I’m not alone ...
Same it’s not fun anymore I just get bad anxiety and I feel like nothing is real and my heart beats super fast and I panic
You're smoking the wrong strain
She lowkey has that stoner voice 😭
this comment has 420 likes nobody touch it
@@thelovelyforestisnotonfire7390 15hrs later... 5 people basically told you to go fuck yourself #rip420blaze 😢
That’s why I love her 🥰
Highkey
Olivia Machado highkey *
Why I Quit BuzzWeed.
schuyler777 bahahahaha I'm shook
schuyler777 lol
hahahahahaha im fucking done lmao. this is fucking golden XD
schuyler777 😅😆
lmao this should be a trend
i just scrolled thu all these comments listening, reading, and nodding..
Same
I haven’t nodded a single time but I nodded at this one just because I felt like I should now that u mentioned it😂
lmfaoo 💀😂😂
As did I, I noticed a lot of women commenting. Says a lot about the brain power here. Yes I am a tad bit sexist.
@@deanclarke6953 same!!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
“I’ll just be rude to you because you’ll always be there for me.” Man, I felt that in my soul.
People need to realize that weed can trigger experiences like these and enhance negative emotions when you're in a bad place in your life or if you have depression or anxiety. The fact that Sarah was dealing with grief could be a cause of this trip. So just know weed has good and bad effects
Unique this. especially if you haven't smoked in a long time, your tolerance will basically be back at a 0. It can mess you up mentally and give you the kind of symptoms Sarah experienced. Be cautious with weed, guys.
Unique even people with a tolerance when they get high too fast it can trigger shit
this is true, and they effect different people..
i have mental health issues, one of them including schizophrenia, which ive had for years.. but i had voices at one point that were non stop and i found smoking just a little of weed really slowed my brain down and stopped them most of the time. it was different to my meds as the weed didnt make me as tired and weak! but also my depression and anxiety has lowered alot now and when it was really bad last year, weed would make it sometimes worse. people should always make ware of their mental health before smoking it!
I literally had the same trip as her. It felt as if my mind was there but my body felt like it was being controlled by someone else which was so fucking scary. I literally couldn't process how to chew food i felt as if everything i was doing was wrong and that people could tell i was high and that i was gunna get in trouble. i kept saying things like " i cant be like this" "why did i do this" and i just couldn't focus on anything but what was gunna happen when i got home to my parents which made me more nervous my heart was racing soo fast it felt as if it was gunna explode. I literally thought i was dying, i was so scared like ive never experienced anything like that before. It literally lasted for 4 days i could tell i wasn't acting normal like i had no emotion but I couldn't do anything about it. The weed wasn't laced bc my friend was fine i just smoked too much than I could handle but im definitely staying away from weed that experience was scary and i never want to feel like that again.
THANK YOU FOR SAYING THISS
If you're ever having bad anxiety, find:
5 things too see
4 to touch
3 to hear
2 to smell
1 to taste
Whenever I'm having bad anxiety, I do this and it seems to help me calm down.
It's Me Ellie more like 5 things to taste for me ;)
It's Me Ellie same 💜💜💜
It's Me Ellie tysm :) ❤
It's Me Ellie yes this helps me so much! It made my anxiety/panic attacks so much essier to deal with (:
It's Me Ellie thank you oh my god
rewatching this video after being a stoner for almost 5 years and having to quit cold turkey because of a major panic attack randomly while smoking. this is so comforting even to this day. i’m taking it day by day, i know it’ll get better :)
this comment section makes me feel so much better. I had this same exact experience but I was stuck with friends and it was the worst. I really thought I was dying. A full on panic attack while high is so scary and honestly traumatizing. I haven’t smoked since.
Same here! Legit smoked at camp flog gnaw back in 2019 and had the worst panic attack of my life. Legit thought I was tripping on psychedelics. I haven’t smoked since. After the experience it fucked me up for a bit
@@naomiituah3917 same thing happened to me omg. the first time i smoked weed i inhaled way too much (my stoner friends kept telling me to take more since i wasn't feeling it in the first 10 minutes). after regretfully taking like 8 fucking puffs, it all hit me at once and i literally thought i died and reached the afterlife at that point. i swear i was so convinced that nothing was real, and that none of my friends were actually in the room with me. i thought everything was a hallucination and i didn't even recognize my own self in the mirror. HAVENT TOUCHED WEED SINCE and prob never will lmao
Thanks for sharing. I had simiilar crazy stuff like that also decadss ago. Yes that was decades ago.!!! And yes I do thank the Lord a thousand million times over. Amen.
"god i'll see you soon dude" lmfao dead
tanya jimenez ikr lmfao
honestly dawg why dis got so many likes I'm famuz 😩😩 since ur here pls follow me on Instagram and twitter @ttanyajimenez and snapchat @ tanyaxlove246 love my fans 😘
tanya jimenez omg bih😂😂
I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT GOT DETACHED FROM REALITY WHEN I SMOKED
Eliana Miranda it’s honestly so terrible
It’s like your spirit just leaves your ego alone in all its inadequacies, alone in your hell
Try utilizing indicas and focusing on what is in the weed you smoke. There are components that can induce an over stimulating mental effect (this is most prominent in sativas) and in turn can cause panic attacks or paranoia and in some cases anxiety! Avoid limonene, pinene and some terpinene/terpinolene properties.
In indicas there's components called myrcene and linalool which create a relaxing effect.
I have chronic anxiety and indicas bring me back to a regular playing field where as people who don't have anxiety or stress, indicas might make them tired or non-productive.
Every body is different and just like pharmaceuticals , not every reacts to everything the same. Also, try using high CBD over THC with indica dominant properties. I have seen this method change lives! Hope this helps!
@@sixthsense11100 wow yeah.. exactly like that. it's horrifying.
@@darbywilson7344 indicas contain more thc and get u paranoid
When people are high i think it makes you aware of eveything and you realize how evil people can be
Not about your dad just this thing you did the astral projection everyone can do that we just forgot how. It makes you feel like you are dying and you start seeing how everything is ore ordained if you wsnt it to be
Underrated comment just wanna say
@@uatasiu4069 thank you for that.
The opposite actually, it completely scrambles your brain and you think people are being evil but actually you're just a paranoid anxiety ridden mess, i was a 10 year everyday weed smoker, that shit is poison.
Weed makes me super productive. I’ll smoke , 10 minutes later you’ll catch me at my laptop on garageband makin beats or playin guitar😂
I just quit but I was literally the same way lol I would start cleaning working on music writing papers, all kinds of stuff lol
Terrell Wills On The Tank Music yeah i only do it socially now and then i feel like its better that way
same lol i start cleaning the whole house and shit 😭
You’ll catch me working out hard like a mf lol
Keep smoking it. It won’t be like that forever. You’ll see.
YOOOO when she said "presh" I lost it lol. Her voice is super soothing to listen to.
So basically tunnel vision is that Mr. Krabs meme
Abbie Johnson first thing i thought of 😂😂
same name
😂😂
Yesssss!!!!! 😂😂😂
Depersonalization is serious it lets you look through your eyes in different perspectives but in a out of body experience and it comes out of nowhere and makes you question everything in life. sh*t is mad scary and hard to cope with. This issue is widely over looked
Do you struggle with it??? Please let me know how you deal with it
@@alyssamokrzycki1852 recently i have, it’s good to find the source, whether is weed or traumatic experiences, start deal with it, start to understand why it triggers it, and overtime ur mind will get used to the sensations and doesn’t feel so wierd when it happens for a second
I struggle with this but i’m not high. It’s been a problem since i was a small child due to trauma
YES TY OMG
You had me in tears, I have a 20-year-old daughter named Sarah. In the last week we have become so much closer. I see the gratitude in your eyes. I couldn’t help but think of my daughter while you’re talking. I am so very blessed to have an amazing daughter. We both smoke weed and I just recently quit and so did she. We have both had some big realizations in the last few months. Now I wonder if weed “helped” us become closer.....
Omg you look so young. But that is so sad in a way. Do you feel better that you stopped smoking weed or just the same?
i miss smoking with my mom 🥺💔
Her voice is so soothing omg
leah gayton I have to agree
Something Like Anonymous stfu
Sound like a sex phone operator
*"I was a stonie baloney"*
Mary Miller lmaoooo
As an empath I deal with intense emotions, so this last time i smoked i had this intensity of a negative wave and I kept tryna tell myself im ok and it was as if i had a strong other voice telling me as soon as I tried to comfort myself that i wasn't ok and I felt like I was going crazy. In that moment I realized it was my spirit guide telling me I'm not ok and I listened and ever since I stopped smoking life has been good although there is many mental places I want to better of course, but I realized that if you dont do what you know you desire and are distracting yourself from what you want to accomplish you will have bult up emotions that can lead to anxiety and panic. Love yourself and become your best form
I can relate so much
Woah
I needed this
❤️
Idek you but ily you❤️
as someone who is also spiritual and stopped smoking weed due to a spiritual experience, i loved watching this years later now that i have had similar experiences.
"God, I'll see you soon dude." I want those to be my last words.
Yesenia Pelayo right, like how rad would that be 😩😂
did anyone else get anxiety from the description of the panic attack?
Sarah Ilbek YES
OOPS
Sarah Ilbek especially cause I am watching this high asf & cause I feel that way sometimes when I get too high it’s so scaryyyy
That happens when you put yourself in someone elses shoes its not a bad thing its a true blessing
YES OMG
I love how youtube suggests this to me right as I’m experiencing all these things
same
It’s not RUclips it’s the universe
I used to smoke so much weed,
Every week I would go out and buy 2 pounds of it and smoke day and night joint after joint bong after bong but then i quit... after 8 months of being weed free i traveled alone to india and one night i was going out with some friends and i thought maybe i should smoke a little and i did.
After i smoked a joint and the high hit me like a truck the fear came to me and i felt a kind of panic that i had never felt before in my life, all of a sudden i was thinking that i was alone in another country, and no one of my relatives were there, and what happens if i am arrested or something and it was so so bad...
I slept for two days in my room after that night and on the third day i was normal again and i swore to myself that i won't smoke it ever again.
Quitting weed/hashish was one of the best decision i made in my life
I am more social now more active and motivated.
i feel so happy that someone relates to this depersonalization/derealization. i thought i was dying
Me too omg :(
I quit 6 months ago and still deal with depersonalization and derealization everyday. I hope one day I can get back to my normal.self
Derealisation is like you live in a animated cartoon world!!!! I lived with that "eyes" for a days!
@@unity4alle1 for how long ? I fucking want it gone
@@erenjaeger9263 I'm with you on that it's a really hard disorder to have. I have faith we can get through this!!
I agree with Sarah. Go hug your parents, tell them you love them. I lost my dad two months ago from cancer. He had 3 strokes in a row, and I was 8 hours away at college. I didn't get to say goodbye before he passed, I didn't get to tell him I loved him. I took him for granted and didn't realize how much he had done for me. You never know when you'll lose your parents. And you can never love them enough.
Annie Sorey Agreed!! Anything can happen to your beloved parents any moment and need to make sure to appreciate them, I lost my mom a few months ago also due to cancer and it ruined me because I literally took her for granted and I hate myself for it, she did so much for me and now it's all gone, just a big slap on the face.
Annie Sorey I'm so sorry this had to happened to you
Annie Sorey im so sorry❤️
Annie Sorey omg im so sorry that happened to you. he will always be with you in your heart! ❤
reading everyones crazy weed trips while being high is SO funny but terrifying
Is your name really Eden? First for me.
best comment haha
@@stevendalloesingh1214 yes it is ☺️
Agh Sarah I love rewatching your videos, I grew up watching you and wishing I could have the energy that you have. Recently, I’ve had this ego death/ awakening and it’s just so cool to rewatch and relate to what you went through and see you appreciate the people around you and our interconnectedness publicly, it sets an amazing example to your viewers
My dad Bob Duncan would get me suspended from kwikki chikki if he saw me smoking a good kush at home !!
Quicki Chicki PJ okay this was a serious video, but I CANT STOP LAUGHING
Quicki Chicki PJ daddy is here
This chain tho
Ive never seen a Good luck charlie account 😂😂
😂😂😂wth
DEAD
So glad she made a point about weed not being for everyone. I’m a hella stoner but always respect other people for not smoking but a lot of people do judge others for not smoking which is so stupid. Much support for u Sarah
I don't smoke but have some what respect for people (I say somewhat because where I'm from ((ohio))it isn't legal so I personally don't think it's the right thing to do but I still don't judge people that do)that do...now if it's legal then yeah I wouldn't give a shit because it's a free country 😂
“I’m a hella stoner”
same!
me too. as long as they aren't drinkers. people who drink and/or condone drinking yet look down on weed/pot smokers are stupid as fuck because booze is 100 times worse than weed. don't get me wrong though you have the right to not like weed and/or smoke weed but looking down on pot smokers/weed while praising booze is like looking down on people for using condoms during sex yet the consequences for unprotected sex are far worse.
I remember back in my day was opposite
these comments surprised me a lot, definitely didn’t pass the vibe check. so proud of u and sorry u had to go through that
she explains so well ✨ I could honestly imagine what she’s saying she’s so beautiful and blessed 🤍
On some real shit, you had a spiritual awakening
Ang5ty Comments really? like this type of shit it happends to me for a month so im feeling sick in my mind😑
I feel you, they can happen only for a day or they can go on for longer. To be honest everyday feels like a walking dream to me, like I've already lived and experienced moments in my life that have happened before. I also don't smoke anymore and I've never done anything but smoke weed and it's been almost a year since I've smoked. Spirits and the energy around us in this earth just work in very strange and mystical ways. Hopefully your journey gets better, they can be very draining I believe you. You just have to hang in there and once the light of it comes out, you'll truly see how much of a gift it really can be to have these visions.
Yung Ang5t omg that's what that is
yummp
sounds like it.
This video really hit me hard, my mom died a few years ago. I was 17 and still in the rebellious teen stage. I never wanted to be with my mom or do anything with them. And that turned out to be the biggest regret in my life. PSA to any young kids watching this; CHERISH your parents. You may be annoyed by the strictness, them dragging you everywhere, telling you what to do. But I promise you you'll miss it when they're gone.
Emma Torres i can understand where you're coming from, but like you can't generalize parents like this. coming from a child with an abusive parent, i can tell you right now i will not regret it and will never regret it.
Emma Torres same thing happened here- I was 17, I loved my mom a bunch, but we would argue a lot (she was 33, and would drink a lot, which made me mad) and eventually I just moved out after a pretty bad argument. Then we never really got to see each other much after that, we were on good terms when she passed, but I wish I would have stayed and spent more time with her, and treated her better. I'm 18 now, so it was last year, and my mom didn't get to see me graduate, it sucks man.
Emma Torres wow that's like the same as me I'm 17 and my mom just died a month ago
MayaTheKat I'm sorry to hear that ): tough stuff
yo r.i.p I'm sorry for your loss that must have been hard for you
This is EXACTLY what happened to me. I even did the whole "I NEED a doctor NOW, I'm going to DIE" screaming in the ER show. This story helped me know that my panic attack even though seen as "exaggerated" to others, was not. You think you're going to have a heart attack because the symptoms are exactly like one, my arm even went numb at one point. And in the midst of the heart attack you have like 1,000 epiphanies that change your whole perspective on life. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy but I don't regret it bc it changed me for the better & haven't had one since then (2 years ago). I changed the way I treat others, I take care of myself like there is no tomorrow & I'm happier than I've ever been.
Thank you for sharing. I had too much of a dosage from edibles. My first time having them and I am currently facing depersonalization, 2 days later after having the edibles. Smh. I am familiar with this feeling bc I faced it at my final stages of depression. I came out of the depression and became a better version of me. But! This time is scary bc I got it from the edibles.
this video has literally changed my whole mindset, honestly thank you so much, i hope i stay strong and stop
moral of the story: dont take a hit without water
Krys T 😭😭😭😂😂😂
Krys T this is savage asf😂😅
hahahahaha funny ass shit.
Whatever strain she smoked I need dat haha
Krys T ive hit the bong without water and i was chillen lol she just had a bad trip and didnt know to control herself lol
Weed is definitely not for everyone. I used to smoke regularly, but it made me incredibly paranoid, even of my friends and the world around me. I have not smoked in two years, but I can say that marijuana opens your mind and perspective. It teaches you many things about yourself that can be difficult but ultimately brings you to be the person you are meant to be.
I seriously cannot relate to this
I´m smoking regularly and I´m not getting anything you were getting. No paranoia, no change in perspective, no teachings about myself and it didn´t really change me as a person either. I smoke just to relax after a day of work with some friends. I get high, have good vibes, laugh alot and thats it.
That's fine. Everyone is different. Our experiences simply don't match. Neither one is the right or only experience. I shared how marijuana affected me because very few people talk about when the impact is negative. It's not as common I suppose, but it's always nice for other people to know they're not alone in their feelings.
True that, I quit because it was fucking me up, in the end it just didn't agree with me
I completely agrre with you. I used to smoke since the age of 15-18... and i did a lot of it... slowly slowly i noticed i would be paranoid over little things and over people.. I then stopped and believed it was the best decison i made. It made me realise that I didnt need to smoke weed to feel difference emotions or to be happy or mellow, I could do that on my own. Its going to be 3 years soon of not smoking weed.
I once had a panic attack when I was high in the car with my boyfriend, and I "fell into a coma" as I call it. So my boyfriend doesn't know something is wrong with me he just thinks I'm asleep. Im not asleep ik everything going on around me I just can't open my eyes, talk, or move. So here I am thinking Im gonna die and I can see 2 lines in my mind, a red and a blue. Blue was my thoughts, and red was my heart monitor. my heart monitor was flatlining and my thoughts are just saying I'm dying I'm dying help me. I can't feel my heart beat and it was burning exactly how she described with the weight and everything. Finally I was able to say "I'm dying" to my boyfriend and he goes on this tangent about you can't OD on weed, and I can't hear anything unless he is saying something about death and it's making me freak out even more but Im not able to tell him to stop. So long story short I ended up puking and was all better.
Maybe you should leave your boyfriend he’s not helpful
Mikey Rivers after he realized what was going on he tried his best to help but there wasn’t much he could do since I couldn’t really accept the help cuz I couldn’t move
@think for yourself that is such a scary thought
haley parker sort of same thing happened to me but you would’ve been fine like you just needed some reassurance and I think that happens to a lot of people. It happened to me and after I threw from the eddy I felt much better.
You cant die in a weed overdose
idk if you’ll ever see this but i just wanna say thank you for making this video!! ive showed this to a few friends while they were experiencing thc panic attacks and it really calms them down & lets them know they’ll be okay
Damn you know it's serious when there's no chris brown in the background
olivia kauffman this is the best comment
thought u were gonna say nah jk smoke weed everyday in your nate dogg voice lol ...but really this was deep af, ty, sub.. and bless your heart, hearts are important
Sarah, I absolutely love this video! I’ve honestly watched it like 3 times in the past year and a half and it makes me feel better that weed isn’t for everyone and it affects everyone different!
Wow this is such an incredible story! It made you so wise. I totally feel you on the "I was dying and had to say what I needed to say to the people I loved before I died." thing.
*immediately throws bong away*
For real tho, you should have a podcast,,, I could listen to you talk forever
Citlali Amor yesssss her voice is so calming and she is the realist youtuber i know
This makes me feel so much better that someone relates to this I have long term depersonalization from drugs and it comes back a lot but idk this comforts me knowing someone else experiences this too I love you and your so pretty
A literally feel like you are the most wise person i have ever heard. I came to the video cus i thought it would be funny/interesting. I came out of the video crying and at the same time feeling chilled. Im so greatful i watched this, im going to go hug my mum.
“It was not chill vibes , whatsoever” 😂
aileenrmro best part 🤣
aileenrmro wait nvm the end is hilarious too 😂
Same i felt no chill vibes either
realest youtuber
Lexi Farley yes 👏🏻
such a personal video. crazy watching this again after a few years. love u sarah
I relate to this so much! I had an experience just like this and completely got everything you said, stage by stage. Glad you're okay girly!
her voice is so chill and smooth, like I would pay her to just talk for me and shiz
man i missed these sit-down talking videos
same. like old school youtube kinda thing
I appreciate you opening up as well as how you are. Panic attacks suck and so that’s pretty rough. 💫 I love this story & honestly I love you already yesss ❤️
I had a crazy intense panic attack in December. For the past year and a half, i had been constantly lying to my parents about my whereabouts and my weed habit, and when I got that high I finally realized how terrible I felt about lying to my sweet parents and I went spiraling. That experience was horrifying, but it really showed me that i needed to quit and fix things with my parents.
"god ill see you soon dude"
melina tafarella I was smoking a preroll with my friend & they dropped to the floor, coherent, eyes open, fingers twitching a little bit and talking normal but not able to get up until a few minutes. They played it off a few weeks ago as just playing around but this time they dropped in their kitchen floor then through a screen door with same symptoms & right after smoking a preroll from a dispensary. I thought I killed my friend🙇🏻♂️💔
Tommy Loika wtf
made me cry girl. this is too real. once you started talking about appreciating your mom i started thinking about earlier today, before I watched this, I was thinking about how I didn't appreciate my mom enough and how I didn't realize that until she passed away. love u so much girl
stay strong i love u
miasalvano88 I just lost my dad. I constantly feel this way.
miasalvano88 sorry for you losss
Sorry for your loss love 💜
Smart just quit and now I’m on my purpose, smokeed 90% up carts everyday for 2 years, now meditation is my drug and being in nature with a coloring book haha, people may think I’m weird, but it’s self love 😁, good job queen.
I struggle with depersonalization/derealization on a daily basis even when I'm sober and that shit is fucking scary man proud of you for verbalizing the fact that you were not well and that you went back home and helped yourself that's hard to do
not gonna lie, I actually teared up about the way she talked about her parents. idky why I did but I did. she really is so sweet
DIYDazzleNails same
DIYDazzleNails FUCKING SAME OMG
Appreciate video content! Sorry for butting in, I am interested in your opinion. Have you heard about - Mackorny Marijuana Paradise Blueprint (Have a quick look on google cant remember the place now)? It is an awesome one off guide for giving up smoking weed without the hard work. Ive heard some amazing things about it and my old buddy Taylor finally got cool results with it.
Me too
gurl same
I can tell your going to be those chill old ladies who are cool with everyone
you’re an angel for this video. thank you.
watching this video has definitely changed my pov on life.... i love you sarah 🦋💘✨
I love weed but....I always feel so depressed, unmotivated, cloudy and alone the morning after smoking😔
Serena Wellek I feel yah girlie. Something that helped me was when I did smoke, I did it early in the day so by the time I went to bed, I was pretty much sober. It helped me feel less depressed the day after ❤️
Same for me rn, but if i smoke more it goes away
That's because you have the ginger-vitus. 😂😂😂
*Ginger-vitis*
The horrible disease that infects every single red haired person. Symptoms include: red hair, freckles, the lack of one's soul, and the feeling that you just don't belong in society. Gingervitis can be passed on to other people with the harmful bite, this bite can spread the disease to any person, so be careful around ginger kids.
@@biggayal1802 lmao jokes. Its fake. Im naturally a brunette, though nice try👍
As someone who tends to get anxious when I get too high, I definitely don't think you're lying. I feel this
Thank you for sharing !!!! This truly blessed me ! I hope you continue to share this story / testimony!!!
I love Sarah so much like you just helped me so much right now I’ve been going through a lot right now and you just helped me so much like it’s crazy 💕I just want to say thank you for being a role model growing up I see you as a older sister because I see myself in you and just thank you 😊
I've never been more shook and touched at the same time
my thoughts exactly. this video was a journey
Ugh derelaization is so scary. It makes everything laggy in my head kinda like everything is in slow motion.
I hadn’t realized depersonalization was what I have been feeling . I have felt very alone in this feeling, I have a constant feeling of impending doom… this video made me feel like I’m not alone, and that in itself helped me so much in this moment. Thanks for sharing your experience.
this brought me to tears. these experiences are always so terrifying
My mom committed suicide last month. She was suffering from serious mental illness and me and my family didn't even realized it until she took her own life. I've said so many horrible things to her because I thought she got weird and she annoyed us so much. But it was all because of her anxiety and mental problems. She's now in heaven and every day I ask her for forgiveness. I miss her so much and I can't imagine my life without her by my side. Since I screwed up and I can't do anything to fix it I just wanna say to all of you who's reading this comment (I'm not sure if anyone's reading but I'm writing it to feel a little better) - please, PLEASE, appreciate your parents more than anyone else in this world, like Sarah said, they love you so much no matter what and this love is the greatest gift, I promise you. Please tell them you love them everyday and don't be horrible to them cause you never know how it can affect them and you never know how much longer they're gonna be with you here. I thought my mom would always be around. I'm just 22 and she should be here for me but the only thing I can do right now is to tell her I love her everyday but never see her again. It hurts. Anyways, thank you Sarah for this video, even though it made my cry and I feel even worse I hope some people will be more appreciative and will realize how lucky they are to still have parents by their side.
Ta Mi I'm sorry for ur loss. If she didn't have the mental capacity to realize what exactly she is doing she will fine up there
Go kart races Eastern N.C. she'll be fine regardless... there is no punishment after death, just love
Ta Mi this made me cry. thank you.
I'm so sorry.. but you have to know she's happy and in heaven now. watching over you. she knows you love her. thank you for sharing. it takes alot for someone to do what you just did. I wish you and your family the best. 💜
Ta Mi sorry for your loss ):
"God I'll see you soon, dude" LMFAO
I had the exact same experience! People forget that weed is literally a psychedelic and it affects everyone differently in different times of their life. I still smoke but i smoke but i have a whole different relationship with weed ever since it started giving me those kind of panic attacks. This whole video is perfectly said 🙌🏼
I am thankful for ever word you said, especially at the end. I am crying, because this is what I had to realize, and learn how to appreciate everyone and everything around me, and be calm and understand others.
Ur voice is so nice to listen to, just a side note
i feel weed exposes your true self in some ways which is why i only smoke a few times a month.
i stand by this so much
GreenEYESfromOHIO But seeing ur true self isnt always fun, not for me atleast, but its a strange feeling
Chain Sloth shouldn’t you be your true self all the tine? Lol
It’s the interaction with people that sometimes needs to be addressed in more proper ways.
I hate smoking weed around people. When im sober I feel like im in control in most situations but when I smoke I become VERY VULNERABLE & I don’t want my peers to know who im really am.
Thanks for the video. I have had one of the similar panic attacks and I totally feel you and I would suggest you when you have your anxiety or the panic attacks, to just move away from the place you've had the panic attack with someone really close to you and just breathe slowly. Appreciate you for expressing the whole thing.
i love sarah she deserves so much more love online
why am i crying at the club, my girl sarah is so deep
#BuyCryingInTheClubOnITunes
karla flores I was legit about to comment the exact same thing 😭
why are you watching a youtube in the club, is a better question. Put the phone down girl!
karla flores gurlll get off ur phone and throw that ass
**goes to the club** **watches RUclips videos** honestly meeee
its an awakening. ego death, it takes you down a trip through the deepest layers of yourself.
Facccccctsssssssss
id rather have one on acid. weed is too soft on me. acid gets more in depth
@@karoloser "weed is too soft on me"
Damn. Try crack then.
@@brih-2353 thanks
@@milesmorales5929 thanks
This sounds like acid without the visuals and stimulation
Righttt!
Weed can give a sort of LSD effect for some people
When I’m having anxiety of a panic attack I try to meditate and think about all the things I’m thankful for. Sometimes it’s hard when your in a negative mindset but even little things like being thankful for flowers or the way the trees look when the wind is blowing calms me down. The world can be so beautiful and wonderful if you choose to see it that way
It honestly sounds like she experienced ego death from the weed she smoked.
Time to go for a trip on tabs
Like beyonce took a one draw of smoking plus she said gotta big ego to eat alot more immediately hungry even after u eat . U stillhungry plus alchol dont drop that alchol beyonce said when she knws it fucks u up dry out ur skin make get an keepan open appetite for propbably fries
She smoking that gas gas😂
Ismoked regularly and I definitely had an ego death
Christian Prince there is no ego so how can ego die?
Having a panic attack truly feels like you're about to die. That you're in the last moments of your life and any second you'll be dead. I'm not ashamed to say I've had hundreds of panic attacks, all throughout my life since I was child. Still trying to find a treatment. Some people just dont understand the severity of a panic attack. You feel like you need to get out. you need to run, you need to get out or you're gonna die. except there is no where to escape to, and nothing to escape FROM since it's all in your head. And you KNOW it's in your head but it won't stop the fear.
•Maysen• omg so danm true
Lord I pray for this soul may your grace intervene.
I've been there if you don't believe in God don't take this in any wrong way or anything just accept my prayer for you
True then when your older you devolop social anxiety through a lifetime of smoking weed
Yeah, you can't just turn it off or anything you have to deal with it until it goes away. I usually have more anxiety attacks i think but every one in a while i have very bad panic attacks. One time i went to sit on the floor, praying, going back and forth and i'm not even religious. It felt like i will die and i was kinda sure of it but at the same time i had this thought " go away, go away " So i could recognize it is a panic attack but you still feel scared as fuck you do truly feel like yeah, this is it. Its weird, like you know its a panic attack but you just can't wrap your head around it fully? I don't know, it just very strange.
Cool of you do be so open about all of this, the world needs more people who share real stuff and are vunerable, that's how I am too(: also you're super pretty. I used to smoke all day everyday but stopped when I was pregnant and now I also get anxiety when I smoke, panicked attacks suck but I'm glad it made you appreciate your parents, my mom passed away when I was 9, I miss her everyday
Omg this video made me laugh, made me wanna cry, made me gasp. Girl! Thank you so much for sharing your story. We are all equal. I love your vibe.
This honestly fucked me up, Sarah. I really appreciate you sharing that personal part of your life with us, and im not gonna lie, this did make me cry.
this video hit me hard. depersonalization and derealization is the absolute worst. panic/anxiety attacks usually trigger them. what helps the most is really getting into your head bc over all its mind over matter. you have to force yourself to realize that you control your mind, and anxiety and panic is all in your mind.
Yeah that is exactly what I do. At first it's hard but that method has saved me so many times. Thank god for this girl.
yes!! it takes a while but it really works!!
Post Stewie awww that makes me happy to hear!
This story is beautiful and literally made me cry coming from a person whose mum died when I was 7
Thank you so much! And for the reminder to love your parents. I'm so glad I'm not the only one who doesnt want to smoke. I've been using on and off for 5 years and I want to be done with it. I want it out of my life and I just hope I can find other like minded people