Taking a Little Time to Feel Sorry for Myself

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  • Опубликовано: 7 дек 2019
  • Bud and Judith's relationship is coming to an end. Bud, a clueless moron, doesn't know how to feel about that.
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  • @Joel-Haver
    @Joel-Haver  4 года назад +579

    Made during my final year at film school, Taking a Little Time to Feel Sorry for Myself is my only feature to date made with a script. While it may not really be a Christmas movie, it's set during the holidays so I figure now is as good of a time as any to get it up! It's like Die Hard in that way and maybe only that way. Hope you enjoy!

    • @jamesmassey3091
      @jamesmassey3091 3 года назад +9

      It's also like Die Hard in that it is now one of my favorite Christmas movies, and also that helicopter explosion at the end.

    • @brokenlunchbox623
      @brokenlunchbox623 3 года назад +10

      Reminded me more of Thor: The Dark World

    • @verotaylor
      @verotaylor 3 года назад +20

      Having watched your later works first, I could totally tell this was scripted. While this is better than anything I could've come up with during my time at film school, I'm glad you later ditched the scripts altogether!
      PS: You make me want to do films again

    • @baileypierce181
      @baileypierce181 3 года назад

      Really loved it. Keep it up man

    • @jonnysyoung
      @jonnysyoung 3 года назад +1

      wow, well done! Love the end scene, speaks volumes!

  • @francozan
    @francozan 3 года назад +631

    What a strange and wonderful thing youtube can be. I get a reccomendation for an animated video about the first level of an rpg: "hey, this guy is funny in a weird way", "oh, he doesn't have many animations, let's see one of these sketches", "oh these are actually really good", "what? he makes movies, i'll just see the first few minutes", "oh wow this is good writing, I guess I'm seeing the whole thing now".
    Congratulations, you've made something really good, not perfect, but that's ok. I hope you get more visibility. Thank you for uploading this and making it free.

    • @RafaelR-F
      @RafaelR-F 3 года назад +17

      hahha that was my journey as well now i'm fucjing sad

    • @PabloYaos
      @PabloYaos 3 года назад +7

      @@RafaelR-F this is literally me a week ago

    • @firstlast8190
      @firstlast8190 3 года назад +1

      Same

    • @liamwood390
      @liamwood390 3 года назад +1

      hahaha legit me too, I'm hooked

    • @goldensloth7
      @goldensloth7 3 года назад +1

      exactly

  • @morphinspartan13
    @morphinspartan13 3 года назад +78

    Your guttural yelp in a crowded room that's holding themselves back from feeling something real.
    This movie made me feel like I was going insane. Every interaction had mischaracterizations, misconstrued sayings and disconnections. Every path and every person you tried to find solace with refused to drop the act and just feel sorry. Eventually, the world's constant rejection of who you are either molds you into exactly what they appear to be or breaks you piece by piece. Bravo, Joel. You made me feel something real.

    • @savethebees275
      @savethebees275 2 года назад +1

      great analysis man. joel’s films can make me feel a little crazy, but this one in particular really had my brain in knots

    • @lightbulbmne9511
      @lightbulbmne9511 2 года назад +1

      what a good comment

  • @MichaelNatrin
    @MichaelNatrin 4 года назад +383

    I did not expect this. Incredible writing, acting, shooting, and editing. Wow.
    You should dance more often.

    • @BeBackWhenever
      @BeBackWhenever 4 года назад +24

      His dance skills are unmatched

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  4 года назад +91

      Thank you, I'm glad I could surprise you! I love dancing, just need to find more excuses to do it on camera, hahah!

    • @geticz5636
      @geticz5636 3 года назад +1

      @@Joel-Haver such as your birthday on instagram ;)

    • @HelloThere.....
      @HelloThere..... 2 года назад

      I gotta say some of the acting is stiff and the audio is kind of latent and doesn't match the video but it still is really good p

  • @BeBackWhenever
    @BeBackWhenever 4 года назад +174

    This just might be my favorite film you've made. Great writing and cinematography.
    My favorite part is the splitting wood scene where your dad is giving you some wholesome advice

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  4 года назад +62

      That scene is definitely a favorite of mine as well, my dad always kills it. Happy to hear you enjoyed the movie! Thanks so much for checking it out!

    • @zachabsher8546
      @zachabsher8546 3 года назад +7

      @@Joel-Haver HE DID THO HE OWNED THE ENTIRE SCENE LOL

    • @octavioavila6548
      @octavioavila6548 2 года назад

      Yea like "did you give her a good fucking"

  • @toastytcg1282
    @toastytcg1282 3 года назад +82

    This was an interesting experience
    The speech about wishing to express sadness without worrying about a reaction out of everyone really hit home for me

  • @anthonylateano1036
    @anthonylateano1036 3 года назад +28

    that last scene hit pretty good, with the stranger in the elevator not saying anything to bud about him crying and ignoring him crying infact, but he was ready to make idle meaningless chit chat before, it really do be like that sometimes, strangers sometimes just want to stay strangers

  • @lilbee281
    @lilbee281 4 года назад +276

    I didn't think I would watch the whole thing...But you've convinced me after the first scene. Love your work!

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  4 года назад +68

      Glad you stuck around for the whole thing! Thanks for watching

    • @RafaelR-F
      @RafaelR-F 3 года назад +12

      same here that was so hard to watch but damn if it didn't make me feel something

    • @janescarfield8104
      @janescarfield8104 3 года назад +11

      His films just have that quality where they lure you in and you can't stop watching.

    • @chandlermcglothin483
      @chandlermcglothin483 3 года назад +2

      Same

    • @Evangq
      @Evangq 3 года назад +1

      @@janescarfield8104 100%

  • @EssiCrana
    @EssiCrana 3 года назад +101

    I died when he started playing out the plot of fight club for like 2mins 😂😂😂😂

  • @bunathan2485
    @bunathan2485 3 года назад +30

    He finally at the end allowed himself to grieve.

  • @TH3L33TM3XICAN
    @TH3L33TM3XICAN 3 года назад +51

    I fucking lost it when they went go get the dewolt back

  • @pthevenphtevenson9180
    @pthevenphtevenson9180 3 года назад +40

    So so good!
    Having seen Pretend That You Love Me before, I noticed right away that this was much more scripted, and thought I might not like it as much. But the dialogues and the story are just written so well, with some hilarious scenes in there, and such a weird, lovely main character.
    Loved his obsession with telling everyone about his digestive issues, all the fight club references (the support group scene was pure gold), the fortnightly fort night, break in, and so much more! Oh, and that song in the credits is absolutely perfect.
    Made me want to watch more of your feature films, and rewatch your latest one!

  • @Ankhrea
    @Ankhrea 3 года назад +272

    I'm so glad I watched this until the end. About halfway through I noticed how few views this has and that's honestly a tragedy on par with Bud's destroyed balls. And it was all so relatable. Bud seemed like the epitome of the good intentioned but socially useless person with absolutely no depth beyond being nice, but that made it so much easier to relate to him. I mean he seemed pretty 2D in that he just wanted to relate with people but he really just couldn't. And that made us want to relate to him because he's pretty much just a human and nothing more. I feel like that was sort of the point of his name being bud. It may just be my experience, but I never actually refer to a friend as bud. It's always toward someone like a coworker who I'm entirely neutral with and just don't feel like saying their full name so I call them bud and Bud seemed like the embodiment of that sort of empty relationship. So we were pretty much able to just witness these pretty crappy things unfold in his life and just totally emphasize. I really don't think he even necessarily did anything wrong. I mean he could have been less awkward at times but it's just who he is and even so he ended up meeting Karen who he totally bonded with. It was just blow after blow for this dude and he was only equipped for the most basic reaction to these tragedies. So even though he kinda broke down in the elevator, I feel like that may have been the most positive scene for him in the entire film because he was able to express that he was upset which could be the start of him being able to relate with people in a more honest and expresive way. We have so many movies where the characters are so complex and they go through these emotional rollercoasters that, yes, do make the audience feel sad, but they don't make us empathize. I could really feel this dude's pain even when he explicitly couldn't show it himself and I think that's a really special feeling you managed to capture here. Thank you for making this film, Joel.
    Edit: and can we appreciate that in this 75 minute film with several natural slow downs and scene changes, there wasn't a single ad inserted

    • @JohnBovril
      @JohnBovril 3 года назад +12

      I think you expressed some really good points. Didn't think about the name thing but it really works. 'Bud' is like a short-hand for stranger. I feel like the key scene in the film for me is when the girl he barely knew (Laura?) tells him to his face that he thinks he's being subtle but he really isn't and he's just not equipped to hear that in the slightest. It's kind of remarkable portraying someone who's pretty hopeless in a way that the audience empathizes with that character (even losing his balls seems like he is the butt of a cosmic joke) but this manages to not only do that but sow the seeds that he might actually learn from it.

    • @reeceroberts9693
      @reeceroberts9693 3 года назад +3

      beautiful analysis

    • @JohnAcostaLP
      @JohnAcostaLP 3 года назад +5

      I like to think that bud will be better because he managed to cry :,)

    • @capaneus184
      @capaneus184 3 года назад +2

      Really enjoyed your analysis on this.

  • @BrandonBuckingham
    @BrandonBuckingham 3 года назад +54

    man it’s wild how much time and effort you’ve put into your channel. it’s awesome to see you get the attention you deserve

    • @smiles884
      @smiles884 2 года назад +1

      I kinda feel like he isn’t getting the attention on this he deserves though

  • @Cree8Ball
    @Cree8Ball 3 года назад +31

    Dude, no midroll ads? What a legend

  • @QuinnShaw
    @QuinnShaw 2 года назад +9

    This caught me totally off guard. This and the piece where he’s house sitting. I’m mostly familiar and have been watching your comedy shorts, but this genuinely seemed to capture that sort of meek feeling when you’re totally inexperienced and haven’t even really learned to fake until you make it.
    The obsession with a relationship that never was, the blindness to reality, the obsession with what’s going on to you and the feeling that it’s incredibly meaningful past the point of it’s actual meaning, losing the actual gravity of the situations in the process.
    This was great, and although heavily stylized -and I’m no expert- it was very well written. It seems like it was written into a much shorter version of something much larger. You’re a talented person, and the actors were all spot on.
    I hope you’re going the places I want you to go, or the places you want to go.

  • @andre1dewilbert
    @andre1dewilbert Год назад +5

    Jesus, that was beautiful man. You did a great job, specially at the break-in scene and the party one. Maybe you just had me captivated, but I felt as if every character that had importance stood out in the party shot, despite it being as crowded as it was. Hell, I could even tell Nicole was gonna be a part of the scene before she was even mentioned. I dont know how I just found this film of yours today. Congratulations

  • @christophernoia5197
    @christophernoia5197 3 года назад +25

    This guy is such an inspiration. He continually pumps out fantastic content on a regular basis.

  • @samlibutti
    @samlibutti 3 года назад +61

    Good shit man, making a feature is serious fucking work so dont let anyone tell you this isn’t a huge accomplishment

  • @THEDONTTELLSHOW
    @THEDONTTELLSHOW 2 года назад +11

    This was amazing. How does Joel find those rare moments of rawness that just bowl you over? oh to see the world through his eyes for a minute.

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  2 года назад +6

      Thanks for checking this one out! Lots of scenes that hold a special place in my heart. Incredibly grateful to everyone who helped bring it to life❤️

  • @marshallreeb9200
    @marshallreeb9200 3 года назад +16

    Everyone else pales in expressing emotion and dialogue when it comes to Joel. Or should I say Bud? The character feels so real.

  • @ChooseyClone
    @ChooseyClone 3 года назад +53

    Brah watched your animated shorts, thought it was hilarious, subscribed went to your channel, saw most of them was live action, was bummed, watched a huge chunk of your skits, loved them!some of them I was like wow this guy could make short films....then I saw you have and do. Love your channel guys glad I found it!

    • @lilachie
      @lilachie 3 года назад +1

      Same story with me 😂

    • @AnotherGuyProductions
      @AnotherGuyProductions 3 года назад +2

      Short films? These are full length...

    • @ChooseyClone
      @ChooseyClone 3 года назад +5

      @@AnotherGuyProductions bro I legit got excited when someone replied to my comment cause that never happens lol and it was just to correct my dumbass 😢

  • @deansligh3759
    @deansligh3759 3 года назад +23

    Every god damn time you hit me right in the feels

  • @reeceroberts9693
    @reeceroberts9693 3 года назад +7

    57:48 onwards until the end of the scene is probably the most heartwarming thing i’ve watched in a while

  • @nikiv116893
    @nikiv116893 3 года назад +5

    Such a great and consistent tone, I couldn’t stop watching till the end

  • @reubenhuibers7822
    @reubenhuibers7822 3 года назад +6

    I watched the whole thing. Its like... right on the edge of existential dread, and I love it.

  • @ZaidAftab
    @ZaidAftab 4 года назад +53

    Just Finished watching this! I loved it.The writing was soo good.The dialogues were hilarious.The part where you and your dad are splitting wood and he says 'did you bang her right?' I started laughing very hard.Scenes like the one in the bar Where Laura Doesn't want to sit with Bud is so well done.I cringed while watching it,I could really feel how uncomfortable it must have been for Laura.
    The direction was superb I never thought you could do so much with wide shots.Like if it was me I would close up everytime when the characters are talking.I am definitely gonna be using more wide shots when characters are talking.
    I loved how you blocked the breaking in the house scene.It was so well done.The camera stayed at one place but you could understand when both the guys are were screwing up when the lights started to switch on.Brilliant.
    Also Joel , you're such a great actor.I felt so invested in Bud.The film gave me a very "Inside llewyn davis" vibe which I loved because it made me laugh at places I never thought I would("You're balls are destroyed" I cracked up).Also I am no expert but it looks like this film could definitely transform to the stage.With those long takes and wide shot it made me feel like I was watching a play.This isn't a bad thing ,Just different.
    I just have a few questions,I would love if you could answer them.
    1.How did you record audio for the scenes?Did you use boom mics or just dubbed it in post?(I am trying to find how I can record audio cheaply for microbudget movies)
    2.Was it hard for the actors to do such long scenes with any cuts? Most of my actors I worked with can't pull it off maybe thats because we are amateurs? Would you do the scenes differently if you didnt have a talented cast like the one above?
    P.s: Also are there any more indie movies you would recommend?

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  4 года назад +69

      Thank you so much for watching it and thanks for the lovely comment!!
      I'm a sucker for wide shots, I think close-ups are so abused in filmmaking. A close-up needs to tell us something, it's hyper reality, it's when we can see someone's emotions clearer than real life. A close-up needs to be special. If every shot is a close-up, no close-up is special.
      I love the home break-in scene, it's perhaps my favorite scene in the movie.
      To answer your questions:
      1. For this film I used mostly a boom microphone, and for a few scenes I used lav microphones. Some scenes I had to dub in post, but avoid this if possible, it's never as good. Since making this film, I have gotten a tried and true audio set up. and that's just two wireless lav microphones recording into a Zoom H4n sound device. Lav microphones are a godsend, you can frame the shot however you want and the microphones will still be picking up the audio the same. If I knew what I knew now, I would've done lavs for every scene in this movie, would've saved me a lot of pain of doing ADR for some scenes.
      2. I don't recall the long scenes being particularly hard. As long as you make it fun and comfortable, and include the actors in the creative process, it'll come fairly naturally. Don't be strict about getting lines perfect, it's more important that the scene flows.This is the only movie of mine I wrote a script for, I strongly prefer improv. Amateur actors do much better with improv. Remembering lines is very stressful and it's easy to lose the intention. Everyone knows how to converse and react, so improv comes naturally, whereas memorization and reciting tends to lends itself to a more logical part of the brain resulting in performances that feel scripted as opposed to real. My film '31 Days in Marshall, North Carolina' is also on the channel, it's a movie I made with strangers in a town I'd never been to. None of them had acting experience but all of them did a phenomenal job, and that's because they were themselves. They had fun, they got to make up the conversations, trying to control everything will often make a film feel fake.
      PS: As far as other independent movies go, I'd recommended Cody Clarke's 'Bed' and 'Strummer', Dan Lotz's 'Chlorine' and Dax Flame's 'Indoor Garden' (all are free on RUclips)

    • @ZaidAftab
      @ZaidAftab 4 года назад +8

      @@Joel-Haver Thank you for answering my questions! This really helps.I'll be sure to check out all the movies you have recommended.Thank you.:)

    • @BoredGhostInk
      @BoredGhostInk 3 года назад +1

      I recommend “Neutral” by Nathan Barnett; it’s such as good a indie film as Mr. Haver’s works like this one, it’s so good and he’s a godsend when it comes to physical comedy
      Nathan Barnett is the guy who created the DAD arg in case you’re wondering too

  • @DobbyTheGamer
    @DobbyTheGamer 3 года назад +19

    This is the best Christmas movie

  • @Bluepatterns
    @Bluepatterns 3 года назад +14

    to be honest, that ending broke me. Great fucking work man, I found your channel on a whim and I’m beyond impressed. Please never stop :)

  • @trippwilsonphoto
    @trippwilsonphoto Год назад +2

    This is probably the best written student film i've watched. Your work is really inspiring, especially when working on my own stuff. Thank you Joel.

  • @samweldon8104
    @samweldon8104 3 года назад +56

    I can't wait for the rest of your new legion of followers to get as deep down the rabbit hole is me and see this treasure

    • @thirdededpotato4883
      @thirdededpotato4883 3 года назад +3

      Yo just did! this was so good he really hooked me with his animated shorts but this was a great short film

    • @zatoichiMiyamoto
      @zatoichiMiyamoto 3 года назад +1

      Well this feels so good under a thunderstorm.

    • @happym0nk3y
      @happym0nk3y 3 года назад

      Made it here, glad I did.

    • @TrevorLahey3
      @TrevorLahey3 3 года назад +2

      This is only the 6th video I’ve watched on this channel lol. It was a good short, and a great look at this young generations portrayal of emotion. A nice bridge to help me relate and interpret in my own ways

    • @nintendo_pirate
      @nintendo_pirate 3 года назад

      benjamin strate has the best character development i've ever seen

  • @yuchant
    @yuchant 3 года назад +4

    How did I get here from an RPG animation video? Great work man... I'm burning through these!!!

  • @thenerdzuero6002
    @thenerdzuero6002 3 года назад +6

    Wow, I have ADHD, so I'm very surprised by how captivated I was with this film from beginning to end. Great work man, the peformances were pretty impressive, specially your's and I loved the cinematography. I'm glad I took some time to check it out.

  • @bluetaigax1747
    @bluetaigax1747 3 года назад +2

    The way they talk is unusual by design. The dialogue is well designed specifically for this film. I love it!

  • @andcheese1051
    @andcheese1051 3 года назад +5

    was NOT expecting that... I thought this was gonna be some silly sketch on loop for and hour but JESUS I was not expecting this!!! amazin!

  • @jhaver5610
    @jhaver5610 4 года назад +77

    She has hair?! Wait until she meets my dad. He has two hands. It's a really interesting fact.

  • @emschmetty417
    @emschmetty417 3 года назад +14

    Woah, from my second-hand experience with schizophrenia, the ending was pretty rough.
    The Blind Date was so cute, I almost saw light in the future of our (anti?) hero Bud

    • @marz5812
      @marz5812 Год назад

      Please explain it to me, the ending i mean

  • @emikothekid7172
    @emikothekid7172 3 года назад +10

    good movie, i have a short attention span and have trouble watching stuff in one sitting, i watched this in one sitting, love your work

  • @scartinmorsese7723
    @scartinmorsese7723 3 года назад +4

    That was thoroughly enjoyable. I've watched it a couple of times, now. Your writing makes me key in on aspects of things that don't naturally occur to me.

  • @tiano9200
    @tiano9200 5 месяцев назад +1

    This was just equally funny, sad and beautiful. It was about 4 years ago and i blame myself for watching it just now. It had passed about 3 years since i cried for the last time... now i can't say it anymore. The feeling of loneliness is just intense. Great Work.

  • @sackerland
    @sackerland 3 года назад +44

    Beautiful work Joel. I love how absurd and awkward all of the situations in Bud’s life are but under the surface are super relatable.
    Your blend of semi-tragic and comedic writing is super inspiring.
    The break in scene reminded me so much of something out of a Wes Anderson dialogue.
    Really enjoyed the destroyed-balls car ride reference to Reservoir Dogs.
    Anyways, thank you for this gem man. I definitely need to rewatch this one and take notes!

  • @primatein
    @primatein 3 года назад +4

    Joel, over the past 3 months your content has helped me through a lot of different shit I couldn't make sense of. You're hilarious and such a talented, multi-faceted artist, and I just wanted to say Thank You for just being you.
    Thank you for inspiring me and helping me emotionally.

  • @plilerj
    @plilerj 4 месяца назад +1

    I've watched a few of your movies now. This one actually hit deep. Just each person is either bashing you for being sad, or trying to act like you aren't sad at all. I just felt bad for Bud with every scene especially his balls. Absolutely lovely, I'm gonna work through watching all the movies you have uploaded as I wait for the monthly movie releases. I think I've watched 5 so far one was like a year ago lol

    • @plilerj
      @plilerj 4 месяца назад

      Ah it's 6 forgot about the bad guy the wolf and the surprise party

  • @trippwilsonphoto
    @trippwilsonphoto Год назад +1

    The different movie callbacks in this film makes me smile

  • @atlas9519
    @atlas9519 3 года назад +5

    Incredibly moving and held my attention immediately. You make me so uncomfortable and i love that.

  • @christiancline5167
    @christiancline5167 3 года назад +2

    Your mom and dad are always so good in everything. Also, she is straight up beautiful.
    RIP Jack Haver. What a G.
    I'm loving all of your movies so much.

  • @wachinichu
    @wachinichu 4 года назад +15

    Is it me or Bud's Durden was talking to the bartender at the restaurant?
    Good work, must've been tough putting this all together, especially the cast and writing; they seemed to be nice people.
    I liked the rawness of the scenes, especially delivery of the uncomfortable ones.
    A society will be judged on the basis of how it treats its weakest members.
    A sequel will be nice, Taking a Little Time to Better Myself. It can be a transformative experience.

  • @FunnyEnigma02
    @FunnyEnigma02 3 года назад +4

    It was a second hand awkward as hell experience but at the end I was grinning so god damn much I love this man

  • @TheFarewellSeason
    @TheFarewellSeason 3 года назад +3

    I can't believe this has just been floating around for so long with so little attention. I love your films man, they really make me feel something unique that other media doesn't ever touch. Thanks for sharing your art with the world.

  • @dominickkramer6469
    @dominickkramer6469 2 года назад +1

    ive watched this like 7 or 8 times now. and every time i feel a bit more happy im still around to feel good about myself. ive got some health problems and im awkward around other people and bud is such a great and well written character that i can relate to so much. you do fantastic work, joel, and ive watched just about everything that youve made. thank you for being you and giving me some solace in this life.

  • @patrickdj3
    @patrickdj3 4 года назад +26

    been following you for a while dude, i love your shit.
    saw the entire thing. Good work man ^^

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  4 года назад +5

      Thank you for giving it your time and thanks for sticking around! Plenty more to come!

  • @jenniferbauman
    @jenniferbauman 2 года назад +2

    I wonder what film school was like. I'm not a huge fan of scripts, but this was a good one! I hope to one day be close to this type of production value. I like it when people cry in movies it feels human, of course I'm not alone in that. Adding a bit of Joel silliness helps too!

  • @Norri3l_
    @Norri3l_ 3 года назад +8

    Never knew I needed this movie in my life 🤦🏿‍♂️

  • @whimsicallady9759
    @whimsicallady9759 3 года назад +2

    If you ever want to know if you've ever made a difference in the world Joel Haver, you have. I've been feeling kinda lousy and you're videos have brought hope into my life that humor still exists. Although I've only watched you since yesterday and a few minutes of this video. Thanks💫

  • @TonyMacaroni69_
    @TonyMacaroni69_ 3 года назад +4

    It genuinely makes me sad to see that this brilliant movie only has 800 likes. Keep up the awesome work, Joel!

  • @caseyjones5326
    @caseyjones5326 Год назад +1

    These films are so underrated. I'm ashamed of how long I've been following you..and how many times I've replayed your other videos and have yet to sit down and watch your films. So glad I've had the time to watch them all recently (due to a breakup actually :P).. 10\10 the scene with your dad cutting wood.. easily my favorite in the film. So far, 'We have to leave here together' has been my favorite film. It's incredible.. and my favorite video as of now is together we watched snakes on a plane x)
    I started watching your channel when you were doing the animations..I gave the others a shot and WOW.. I really don't even know what to say. I've come to now follow and love Cherdleys, Molly, Trent, Trevor..the whole crew
    I feel like there is unlimited content between you all..and the constant crossovers blur the lines enough that it's all one wonderfully amazing experience. You though Joel.. You're the best of the bunch

  • @zbcrowbarg1261
    @zbcrowbarg1261 3 года назад +2

    "I wish I could feel sad and show it, and people know I was sad, but they wouldn't care, they wouldn't worry, they would just go: 'hey that's Bud, he is sad right now' "

  • @sethprops4404
    @sethprops4404 3 года назад +12

    I can't watch this right now but I promise to when I feel better about my crumbling relationship. Love the camera work as always bud.

  • @dustinkanedavis
    @dustinkanedavis 2 года назад +1

    I am so glad your channel has picked up the reception it has through the weekly videos, but it’s features like this that absolutely blow me away. I don’t know the first thing about cinematography, but I know this film hit me like a punch in the chest. I was glued to this story and completely mesmerized by the ambitiously artistic shots. The home invasion scene was freaking fantastic and I can’t believe you did so much with so little.
    I was so happy to see “Drowning in Potential” get the reception it deserved, but features like this and “Forget About Everything for Awhile” are equally as brilliant with a fraction of the audience. Knowing this; and watching your discussions on filmmaking, helped me to realize there is ZERO correlation between artistic brilliance and views/likes/subs.
    I can’t express how important it has been for me to realize that, as I too am an artist (musician), and I fell victim to that idea that nobody is listening, therefore my art must not be any good. Now that I’ve risen above that, I'm more creative and ambitious than I have ever been, and I’m back to writing, creating, and posting projects that are important to me rather than what is going to “get views” or be well received by the general public. I’ve never felt better or more sure about what I’m doing and who I am.
    Just wanted to say thanks Joel, for being you. Unapologetically. Keep doing your thing and we’ll be watching.

  • @TheScreeb
    @TheScreeb 3 года назад +21

    This is the third movie of yours I've watched now, and in each one you cry at the end. The Joel Haver Cinematic Universe: Joel Cries at the End.
    (PS I love all of your videos)

    • @toastytcg1282
      @toastytcg1282 3 года назад +1

      Is that a really elaborate John dies in the End pun?????

    • @TheScreeb
      @TheScreeb 3 года назад +1

      @@toastytcg1282 Sure is

    • @Brandelwyn
      @Brandelwyn 2 года назад

      @@toastytcg1282 damn i love that book

  • @CaptainCarl2248
    @CaptainCarl2248 10 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for this film Joel. Even if film school wasn’t your thing, I enjoyed watching your creation.

  • @SuperLADM
    @SuperLADM 4 месяца назад

    i love when the algorithm blesses me with an older upload of yours, whether it be a full length video from your nyc days or a random 2 minute video of your homies in new england fucking around
    i love it all you’re one of the best creators this platform has ever graced

  • @goodnight4u
    @goodnight4u 3 года назад +4

    Wow I was not expecting to love this as much as I did. What a great movie.

  • @CoconutJones_
    @CoconutJones_ 3 года назад +2

    Fucking hell Joel, this hit me. I found you through your comedy but this is something else. Congrats on 1M subs. You have a way.

  • @BloodDripss
    @BloodDripss 3 года назад +3

    i have to admit as entrancing as this story is it really makes me sad at the same time

  • @rathodkaran6190
    @rathodkaran6190 3 года назад +20

    JOEL I AMGONNA WATCH IT ALL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

    • @Misack8
      @Misack8 3 года назад +1

      Why can I hear ear-rape in your comment?

  • @Em4gon
    @Em4gon 3 года назад +2

    Keep doing these movies Joel, pure talent. Thank you for making this

  • @indigochild161
    @indigochild161 2 года назад +1

    Loved it. Great work as always Joel! I saw this and was immediately "What? An actual film by my favorite comedian?" and was glad to have watched it. Poor Bud. That guy was such an outcast. You have to do more of this when you get the time. This is cinematic gold.

  • @Soleial
    @Soleial 3 года назад +3

    "can i come in"
    oh yeah he is definitely not a vampire

  • @JimmyBarbetti
    @JimmyBarbetti 3 года назад +3

    this was great, so far my favorite feature of yours. the long shots were so well executed. keep up the good work!

  • @twantenhooven3078
    @twantenhooven3078 Год назад +2

    30:51 JOEL IS AMAZING AT WRITING. First he askes for nothing. Then he want water uncomfortably. A second after that he says ''water'' like he is trying to explain the bartender what water is. This nobody asked humor is what cracks me open the most

  • @takamator
    @takamator 2 года назад +1

    Joel you never cease to amaze me. I love your themes. Every movie has been great so far. I'm an aspiring film major in college right now and quite frequently I feel very depressed about many things and sometimes it brings down my confidence for being creative. But when I watch your stuff, I remember that it's all possible. You're my favorite. 💚

  • @BAgodsmack
    @BAgodsmack Год назад +2

    Hey man, this movie is so much more interesting and creative than what "mass market" movies offers. I love your work, man!

  • @adriangroborz3584
    @adriangroborz3584 3 года назад +1

    Looks so much like a movie about myself... it's just there is nobody around anymore, everyone left because im sad all the time..

  • @TobyGodden
    @TobyGodden 3 года назад +2

    I never comment on youtube videos but just had to say Joel this is real good and I hope you go far. Your improv stuff is great but the script just raises the game. Genuine talent.

  • @sannyassi73
    @sannyassi73 2 года назад +1

    I think maybe the only words for this are 'I don't know what to say' so really, just these words. And that this and all your stuff is awesome! This one is kinda sad though- very realistic though, glad I got that shit over with when I was young.

  • @moosecannibal8224
    @moosecannibal8224 3 года назад

    Man I've loved all your films so far, thank you for being so passionate about your art, it's provided me many hours of entertainment.

  • @joanduthie1689
    @joanduthie1689 3 года назад +23

    The similarities between this character and myself are uncanny. He is like an exaggerated version of me. I greatly appreciate this film. Thanks, Joel. Have a good one, buddy. (Get it?)

  • @cuteraptor42
    @cuteraptor42 2 года назад +4

    22:19 this guy will still make us laugh so much for many years

  • @luckyduckydrivingschool3615
    @luckyduckydrivingschool3615 3 года назад +3

    Great job, man, thank you for sharing, I really enjoyed this. The cinematography has a nice style to it that isn't overstated. The setup starts off like your generic "woe is me" indie plot, but Bud (and the other characters) develop a lot of uniqueness in the third act. You can really feel Bud losing touch with reality and slipping into actual madness as a result of his depression, and one really hopes he is able to develop some self awareness in time to get on with his life. Also, distilling the final argument between Bud and his ex-girlfriend into simple guttural screaming was really clever.

  • @Evangq
    @Evangq 3 года назад +1

    I love your work, all of it. You do a great job with your characters. It's amazing how you can make yourself look different so many times.

  • @stophatingeachother9762
    @stophatingeachother9762 2 года назад +1

    final scene on the elevator was really fantastic

  • @atomcats3445
    @atomcats3445 2 года назад +13

    The chemistry with Karen was so shocking after seeing hum stumble through every conversation. One of the few heart warming parts of the movie

  • @spacetortoiseentertainment9090
    @spacetortoiseentertainment9090 3 года назад +1

    This is by far my favorite movie of yours I’ve seen so far. Brilliant movie, Joel.

  • @versacebroccoli7238
    @versacebroccoli7238 Месяц назад

    I've seen a few of your movies now starting with The Text last week and while this movies suffers for a lack of Dax it's truly beautiful. I hope more people discover this one eventually.

  • @nashvilleslim
    @nashvilleslim 2 месяца назад +1

    I was standing here eating frozen pizza and I knew Joel was next. I love this guy.

  • @spaghetti_soldier2586
    @spaghetti_soldier2586 3 года назад +2

    Wow. That was, amazing. I’m at a loss for words, it made me happy that he found somebody then when he went over to Judith I’m like “dude flipping stop” and then he basically loses Karen because he went and yelled at Judith. Wow, lots of emo

  • @jevaun-deanlinton3285
    @jevaun-deanlinton3285 3 года назад

    Absolutely Beautiful! I love the amount of unique techniques you guys set up. For example, the sneaking into someones house, but we don't really get to see the action inside. And I can so relate to screaming, it's so freeing

  • @SomethingWet
    @SomethingWet 3 года назад

    This was so relatable and it hurt real bad. But what an amazing film! I was rooting for a happy end, but this was better. I'm glad it didn't end happily, actually. It adds the realness of being a human being. Thank you, I cried. I hope this blows up for you. Can't wait to see more from you

  • @dylanresciniti7495
    @dylanresciniti7495 3 года назад +1

    i wasn't expecting to sit all the way through this one but I'm glad I did I'm definitely left with more questions then answers... and kinda hope there is a small part two to this

  • @austinsop7434
    @austinsop7434 2 года назад

    I just found this film and I'm glad I did. Extremely well acted, with strong emotional resonance, and genuinely funny humor peppered throughout. I liked the shooting style too, with most of the shots being long unbroken takes. Major props.

  • @BrettKerr
    @BrettKerr 5 месяцев назад +1

    I come back and watch this film every time I'm having a really bad time. I had a bad break up a few years ago and this helped me strangely enough. I can't tell you how many times I watched it back then. I'm sort of like Bud in a way, awkward but a little more self aware 😅. Anyways that's it, stay strong anyone else out there struggling with a bad break up or loss.

    • @Joel-Haver
      @Joel-Haver  5 месяцев назад +1

      I’m happy the film could provide you comfort through challenging times. I’m a little like Bud as well and hopefully more self aware as well :) I wish you the best, break ups and loss are horrible things that ultimately make life fuller and more rewarding in the long run. All in good time. Thanks for watching

    • @BrettKerr
      @BrettKerr 5 месяцев назад

      @@Joel-Haver OMG Joel responded. In another life I hope I get the chance to meet you man, maybe as monkeys? You made my day

  • @matthewdreier3282
    @matthewdreier3282 3 года назад +1

    Bud losing his balls was a sad development.

  • @oliverfulayter5515
    @oliverfulayter5515 Год назад

    25:28
    I forgot I was watching a film for a moment. This conversation is truly so authentic. Besides making it private in the truck. Everything else radiated small town energy with small town people in this moment.

  • @Walter-Shite
    @Walter-Shite 6 месяцев назад

    Walter Shite seal of approval. I can see how your style has evolved since, especially in the cinematography and camerawork, but it still feels quite like. Joel Haver movie. The presence of a script is an interesting peek into what you’re like with one, but it’s clear you were born to spread your wings freely. Amazing feature

  • @dylangoossen5848
    @dylangoossen5848 3 года назад

    This film. Is just amazing. You did some seriously wicked work here Joel.
    I got invested. The characters you create and portray are so. "Personal" idk if that's the right term to use or not. Every one I can see a little bit of myself. Especially Bud. The shots you pulled off the wide angles everything was just wonderful. I've watched a handful of your full length films and i can't wait to see them all. Bless you and all the work you do.

  • @zachabsher8546
    @zachabsher8546 3 года назад +5

    Holy shit Joel
    The whole thing was amazing
    Dude the whole ending was phenomenal
    Literally on the edge of my seat
    Also jack stole the whole entire show lmaoo
    Good job man I'm almost scared of your potential

  • @P.oliver
    @P.oliver 2 года назад +1

    This is my first time viewing this. I didn't realize it was over an hour long until I was ten minutes in, by then I knew I needed to watch it all in one sitting. This movie makes me feel, I'm not sure what that feeling is. It's kind of like a mix of hope and crippling depression. As a fellow filmmaker you inspire me Joel, and thank you for helping me forget about my problems for a little while.

  • @SentienceGeneration
    @SentienceGeneration 3 года назад

    Dude I hope you make it big. These are so good. Your dad must be proud of all your talent and smiling at you from the heavens.

  • @marcbudicin
    @marcbudicin 3 года назад

    You have an amazing way of creating. Your films always touch my heart in unusual ways, like no other. I am very thankful for you. God bless you.