"I'm tired of myself" playlist
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00:00 Starry Night - Jordan Critz
04:58 The Winter - Balmorhea
10:49 Imbre - Jordan Critz
14:39 Musing Under Moonlight - Brombaer
18:14 Slow and Hurry - Ronkon
21:23 Color Me Blue - Akane
24:33 Moon Alley - Aaron Falk
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what is the name of the artwork?
@@nabeeldhorat2217 the artist is nicola samori
@@goldenthemes692 Thanks for this playlist. I really liked it. Thanks
This song makes me feel important thank you I'm kinda inspired by this pice to keep on so I have decided to keep pursuing my dream thank you so so much
So beautiful 😍
I've reached the stage where I am no longer sad. I am just tired.
✌️
Jes= how it feels...its when u gave all ...loved 2 much ...its such a weird experience we in somehow. Its like u want 2 go home and can not enter...
Same tbh
Rejoice when sadness comes knocking at your mind, embrace it with all your heart. Make love to It and ascend to that sublime suffering. In time we all will become gods.
I've cried all the tears I had to cry. I feel as though I have almost none left for this life time.
Sleep is not rest. It's an escape.
So ture
that's why i sleep 9 hours a day
Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself because u managed to get here. Every hardship, every time your heart got broken, every month u struggled to pay rent. We are here now. Forgive yourself for your past mistakes - the future is soft like a cushion of clouds. Believe that - that's the only way to live a happy life. Forgive.
Fqkkkk im cryingggg, im tryinggg i swear im trying
But when you are really tired of everything and everyone ? Tired of fighting with the society ? Trying so hard to make a so called place there ? When ur own people are pushing ur limits harder and harder and u r there doing nothing but bearing everything...when the things used to give you peace are no more the things of ur interest...u r living only like a dead corpse...no motives, no hope only trying where dk what will the result will....what we should do then ?
No
@@tasyawr4710 It gets better man🙏
@@gayatrimajumder1851 first change your environment, move to a new city and start going to the gym
"If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they'll fly away, If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come to you. And if they don't come, you still have your beautiful garden."
-Mario Quintana
Wow, that's a win-win thing then. great!
this is a beautiful quote thank u for that it made my day 🥺🤍
???:mahhhh-rio!
Thank you man😢😢 I cried reading this comment but at the same time I founded hope and will to live🤗
BEAUTIFUL and Wise!
It’s gotten to a point where I’m just watching my life and not really living it. I don’t know how or when it happened. It’s been so long since I’ve been truly happy. I wish I could just find myself, not wishing to be someone else. I don’t know what I’m doing in life, I don’t want to disappoint anyone. I just want to be present again.
I’m going through the same thing. I’ve found that small things like plants, art projects, night walks (for the liminal space vibes), and stargazing help me stay a bit more grounded. Do something you enjoy, you might not feel immediately happy but it will help a bit. Start small before doing big things, live is short try to make the best of the hard times. Good luck :)
i could tell when mine started, I was getting a lot of money more then my parents ever dreamed off but had no money management skills coming from a broken home, at the time my gf was legit the only making me feel alive so when we broke up I started using plain pills to feel nothing, I didn't know If I had them for 4 days my body would need them as much as it needs water and air. I Fell hard without anyone but my close family to depend on.
that ex I thought was the one died in a car cash a year later, I found out by her mom thru a fb message from her acct, a friend this year died in my room after i came home from a long shift, bought some laced coke... I'm trying to pick up the broken parts but I just want to fall and stop existing
As liaisnotlia said, start small, people always tend to want to get somewhere and set unrealistic goals. Start by finding things you like and enjoying the small things. In the mornings, be thankful for waking up and being able to walk on your two feet, to be able to savor food, to have health. People take the small things for granted.
I'm in war with myself .
I believe we don't need to wage war against ourselves. Instead, we should acknowledge the challenges we face, believe in ourselves, love ourselves, and move forward, cherishing each day. The world is vast, and there's so much to experience. Let's avoid starting conflicts within ourselves, but if we've already begun, let's work towards ending them soon
@@MuhammadMustajabSonythanks bro
No words can express how much I don’t want to be existing anymore.
jus wanted to say I love you bro, and i'm proud of you no matter what
@@dims952 you to bro
Hey Bro im Love you,im trully Love you ! is not your falt ..dont blame yourself i stay here
280 days ago I didnt have any direction no one to help me out of the mess I put myself in . Don't ever give up on yourself. You are truly worth everything.
This is a good place. Because from here, things can only get better.
I'm listening to this alone in my bedroom with eyes full of tears. Being alone is terrifying me, lonliness is killing me. My heart hurts so much it just feels like I'm no longer alive
I am so sorry to hear that you are going through such a difficult time right now. It's understandable to feel overwhelmed and helpless when faced with the pain of loneliness. Please know that you are not alone in your struggles, and there are people who care about you and want to help.
It's natural to seek companionship and social connection as human beings, and when we feel cut off from others, it can be a painful and isolating experience. It's important to remember that feeling lonely is a normal and common human experience, and it doesn't mean that there is something inherently wrong with you.
That being said, it's crucial to take steps to address your feelings of loneliness and seek support from those around you. This might mean reaching out to friends or family members and sharing your struggles with them. It can also mean seeking out professional help from a therapist or counselor who can provide you with strategies to manage your emotions and cope with loneliness.
In addition, there are several things you can do on your own to help alleviate the pain of loneliness. This might include engaging in activities that bring you joy, such as reading, painting, or listening to music. You might also consider taking up a new hobby or joining a group or club that aligns with your interests. This can be a great way to meet new people and build social connections.
Finally, please know that your feelings are valid and that it's okay to take the time you need to process and heal from them. It can be challenging to overcome the pain of loneliness, but with the right support and self-care, it is possible to find a sense of peace and happiness in your life.
Please take care of yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out for help if you need it.
its hard to feel lonliness but you will find SO MANY people that will love you SO MUCH!!!! and would give everything for you!!!❤❤ sometimes looks this persons will never appear but they allways come to our life!! i met this persons just months ago and you will find them!!!! in life things are just right and good, its hard to see but its truth❤❤❤
There’s so many people on this planet that you haven’t even met yet. Just a year or a even a few months or weeks from now something can happen that can change your life. Stay on for the ride.
I couldn’t imagine
well , if u are alone we can be alone together ? if u have a discord we can chat if you'd like
At some point you don't cry anymore, you just want it to end.
But you hear birds sing again, you feel the wind bringing the smell of trees. You remember when you were playing as a child, when you were playing for your saviour event though you had never heard of religion. You remember you're on hearth to experiment life and the wonder of its existence. You try to understand the meaning of life, and you see that without love it is meaningless.
@@neria1372 bittersweet reality
I agree love. I lost my life long best friend to suicide and I just wanna end the pain myself but I can't do that to her kids and mine after knowing what it has put us all through
at the stage where I don't want to be anywhere.. I want to be left alone and have no responsibilities.. just stillness.. I want time to stop.. I want this world to stop for a day..
“ What’s the point of anything? “ I ask myself this question while this journey .. I’m so tired of everything
I hope .. I just hope I live till the end of this year
I hate myself, I hate how I am always a waiting station for people, I hate how everything around me looks at me as a person who does not feel
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way about yourself. It's understandable to feel frustrated and exhausted from always being there for others without receiving the same in return. It's important to remember that you are not just a waiting station for others; you are an individual with your own needs, wants, and desires.
It's important to recognize that your feelings are valid and that it's okay to prioritize yourself and your own needs. It's also important to surround yourself with people who value and respect you for who you are and not just what you can do for them.
Feeling like everything around you sees you as a person who does not feel is a difficult place to be in. It's important to remember that your emotions are valid, and it's okay to express them. You deserve to have people in your life who listen and support you, even when your feelings may not align with theirs.
Remember to take care of yourself and seek help from a mental health professional or support group if needed. You deserve to live a happy and fulfilling life, and it's possible to achieve that with the right tools and support.
i'm stuck in an addiction. every day i tell myself it's the last of it, but i cave. i always cave. no matter how disgusted i am, no matter how much i hate it and myself.
i understand failure. i understand it only will come when i accept this as part of myself, and i never will
i will always try to stop
and i love that of me
but i cave
I know. I'm in the same boat as you. I say I'm done but I'm not. But you know what? I can only pray, and fill my life with other things. Even then, I still struggle. You can overcome this.
it's like being in a toxic relationship where you feel you could die without it and every time you try to escape it hurts like an elephant is sitting in ur chest...until one day you'll cry, you'll suffer, you'll feel like ur soul it's being torn apart...and then just then you will feel how the heavyweight it's lifted up from your shoulders and you WILL NEVER ever missed, not even one bit, pain n suffer is not forever, but a decision must be taken....
Cognitive behavioral therapy
There is a difference between being alone and being lonely.
indeed. and sometimes you're both.
Being lonely has an untouchable depth.
Loving is easy
I love everyone endlessly
But why is it so hard
To love me
I cant blame anyone
because even i, i instantly
regret everything i say
regret everything i do
Inside my own body i feel swallowed
I feel like a foreign
Like a visitor
And because of that
I never really blamed anyone
For how badly it hurts
And for how terrible it felt
I fear i will never understand
This puzzle inside my head
I fear this war in me
Will end up with me dead
I fear all of this will never
Come to an end
Hey buddy...I don't know u..I don't even know ur name but I can feel your feelings so u need to know that I Love You as a Human:)
"someday someone will break you so badly that you'll become unbreakable... like a GOD"
Hey buddy, have faith. I can feel you. I am still feeling the same. But you have to be strong.
i wish i could dissappear.
Your words just painted those outcomes shortly before me writing these words. I feel you, and know you’re the ONE out of many of US to give me a sense of relief. I read your words with conviction and depth. After dealing with drugs and how it affects not only you but all those around you. (ME)
There comes a point where your (ME) lack of love for yourself causes problems to those around. I got tired of me and my constant disappointment. But wanna know something we didn’t break after many bruisings and beatings that we’ve endured. You just gave me strength,l to carry on. Take care and ONE LUV ❤
Honestly, just reading these comments is therapy in it of itself. I feel so relieved . Everyone is so kind to each other. It makes me have hope that we still have humanity left in us and arent just empty shells of flesh who merely feel . I also find a strange comfort in thinking that i am not alone in this. That there are others out there who feel the same as me. 🙂🙂🙂
yes
I come here every day to see if there are New comments, love to read them. Greetings to all. 😘
I hope you have a blessed day@@CristinaTomas-xd6dk
Interesting 🤔
sometime, i just want to give up and leave this world peacefuly
U are here for a reason ✊ u are here to live life to the fullest, stop thinking about the exit - its coming anyways
Sometime... But then ı remember me. I have only one life. This world is suck but there is soo much beauty which is hiding. If you wanna see it, be patient. Once you see, you will understand, its worth. I am not saying just forget all the evil things. I am saying fight with it, with being simply good . From Turkey, love.
Life doesn’t feel real anymore
i think because it is💔
I haven't felt real for 2 years and I think more and more often about ending my life.
@@leooos
it's okay to feel down thats how life works you can deal with it, but it's not okay to end it.
I’m so damn tired, people tell me I’ve been strong for holding up but nobody really knows that if I don’t keep on fighting- I would’ve ended my life long time ago. So no, I can’t thank myself for staying strong. I’m just ‘surviving’, like anyone else does. Just me and my own battle. Keep enduring, life goes on. It’ll end before I know it.
I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, and it must be incredibly difficult to carry such a heavy burden. It takes an immense amount of strength to keep fighting when life feels overwhelming. While it may seem like nobody truly understands your struggle, it's important to remember that there are people out there who care about you and want to support you. If you haven't already, I encourage you to reach out to someone you trust-a friend, a family member, or a mental health professional. Opening up about your feelings and seeking help can make a significant difference. Remember, you don't have to face this battle alone. There is hope, and there are resources available to assist you in finding a way forward. You deserve support, compassion, and a chance to experience a brighter tomorrow. Please take care and don't hesitate to seek the help you need.
Aveces me siento que no me comprende nadie, esta desesperación, esta ansiedad, esta presión social, este sentimiento de furia, tristeza que simplemente te haces sentir una basura de persona a ti mismo
Yet you're still and i'm proud of you. You don't know me and i don't know you but know that i'm proud of you.
But why is it like that for so many? Is it because we discorvered the hamsterwheel and that are in it, just like everyone else? What freedom do we really have? Its ALL about getting money. Money from one hand to the next, over and over. A machine.....
don't get me wrong, i also am like you. i also gave up long time ago and tried to take the easy way out three times, didnt work. so i am not trying to bully you or make fun of you. but yours are the words of someone who pity themselves and finds comfort in something that is not true at all. going through something does not make you strong. overcoming it does. yet you gave up long before and found comfort in the word "strong". being strong in this case is not a positive thing. its not something to rely on. its getting your lazy ass up and gradually forcing yourself to shit you don't want to do anymore. expose yourself to society. expose yourself to anything that life has to offer. seek help from a professional and do not procrastinate. this is "fighting". its not losing your shit and giving up, caving in. isolating yourself and making life something to "endure". time will not help you, nor the people who say that you are strong. only you can get yourself out of this shit and it is by living. not enduring. it is time to stop pitying on yourself. time to stop thinking of this as if there is no way out. because if you let it get to a point where you don't even want to get better, or to a point where it just doesnt seem like a problem anymore, thats when you realize how deep in shit you are. like me xD. i am still struggling, still trying to find ways to get better by any means. i wish i acted on it sooner but here i am. so get tf back up. if you are going to call this a "battle", then make history. have stories to tell to your kids, loved ones. best regards, cheers.
I've just started to learn how to love myself. I hope you can too
The term "tired from myself" really portrays how broken some of us really are. We have gotten so low in our lives that even just ourselves is tiring. If anyone feels this way just know, there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Whether that's sunlight or moonlight, there will always be a light to brighten that hard time you just cant seem to get past. Self love is key, love and care for yourself❤
Thank you
@@olgabackstrom7782 you're welcome :)
lights of the train (in the opposite side of the tunnel :))
lights of the train (in the opposite side of the tunnel :))
VERY, VERY WISE!
Everytime I listen to your music, I imagine I’m an abandoned castle that’s been engulfed underwater for ages and I’m just floating peacefully in the foyer like I’m one with the castle and I’m projecting what little bit of life I have to keep the castle standing.
i am greatful to be the reason for these beautiful feelings and emotions. thank you❤❤
Yo......😭😁🔥👊💯my life story yyyyyou! I knowww ur a writer and if not....You sooooo shld be!🎯💯🔥👊
Es increíble lo que la mente el cerebro puede llegara ah pensar maravilloso es como un avatar lleno de energía y más 😬😬😬
A message to this generation and the future generations don't forget allah soubhanah
don't forget the hard work of the prophets to Conveying the message of God,
which is worshiping Him alone, with no partners with Him, and obeying His chosen Prophet,
the Chosen One, the Seal of the Prophets, Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace.
I imagine I'm in a bustling grey city, walking amongst scores of people, most going in the opposite direction of me, but no one sees me. I'm not invisible, I'm just not worth the gaze. So I make my way to my apartment, pour a cup of tea, sit down at the table looking out the window that leads to the fire escape, steam from the cup billowing in front of my face. A light rain begins to cover the city, and I watch all the people outside, black umbrellas concealing their faces, I watch those who are never watching me.
Every time I look in the mirror, I see is a different person, I don’t even know my self anymore, I’m completely lost
I am tired of my UNPRODUCTIVENESS AND PROCRASTINATION.. of the DISSAPOINTMENT. Of my ENVY TO OTHER PEOPLE'S SUCCESS AND HAPPINESS AND FREEDOM 💔
it'll b alright
I understand where you're coming from. I hope you will be able to overcome procrastination as much as I hope I will too.
I miss myself, my friends and memories.
Truly, I relate to you. I hope we both seek what we truly long. Happiness, maybe. Please stay okay!
@@kashvimarwah4335 I appreciate your words, I hope you be ok♡
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
Thank you for coming in to this world and wrothe such a words, thank you..thank you, thank youu!
@yarmengulo3006 Awww that's so sweet of you thank you for coming to this world and for still being here.
No problem dear❤️🙏
Thank you so much sweetheart, i'ts hard to be tough one all the time.
@gamelakissy2076 no problem dear, yes I totally agree, you do not need to be tough and strong all the time.
It's okay to take a break and rest ❤️
Никогда не видела таких добрых и трогоющих душу комментариев. Спасибо огромное, и счастья тому кто заботется даже о не знакомых людях в интернете ❤
I should forgive myself. But it is so hard when I do not even know why we are fighting...
Thank you for the playlist. Its beautiful.
U need to dig deeper and find out‼️
Find a goal like religious ( Islam etc ) or an earth goal like write a book or anything else .
Thanks for the phrase, it's perfect
If you’re unable to find the answer where you are now, then you’re looking in the wrong places. Try to be open minded and search somewhere else (other communities, etc). 🫶
Thank you for the answers. And yeah I'm trying to find out who I am. But sometimes it is just so hard to keep on going. But Im still here so that means I did not give up.❤
After everything I've been through, coming across this playlist relieved me. The people in the comments were good to me, even though I didn't know them, just reading them was enough for me. I hope you come here and allow yourself to be a little happy...
It was so hard then. now it’s just nothing I’m just exhausted
it's that feeling of constant tiredness, not the kind of tiredness where you need to sleep/rest, but a feeling deep inside that just weighs so heavy on the soul, the mind and the heart. music is a saviour, a gift of strength from someone you don't know. Love to you all......❤❤❤
There was a time when I used to be kind and empathetic towards others. However, certain experiences in my life have made me build a wall around my heart to protect myself from getting hurt again.
It's understandable that certain experiences in life can cause us to build walls around our hearts to protect ourselves from further hurt. While it's important to prioritize our own well-being and protect ourselves from harm, it's also important to remember that closing ourselves off completely can lead to feelings of loneliness and isolation.
It's important to acknowledge the impact these experiences have had on you and to work through any unresolved emotions or trauma with the help of a mental health professional or support group. This can help you to heal and to slowly break down the walls you've built around your heart.
It's also important to remember that being kind and empathetic towards others can be a source of joy and fulfillment in life. While it can be scary to open ourselves up to vulnerability, it's important to take small steps towards trusting others and allowing ourselves to feel compassion and empathy towards those around us.
Remember that healing takes time, and it's okay to go at your own pace. Be patient and kind to yourself as you work towards breaking down your walls and allowing yourself to connect with others in a meaningful way
“I’m tired of myself” it’s a four word sentence. To me it’s a novel. It’s a a series. It’s an endless phrase that truly embodies emotions that can’t be explained expressed or understood. Until you have reached a point in life that you truly are tired of not only other company but of your own company. Once you reach a point that you can’t even sit in your own company.. Life simply is useless.
Life isn't useless you were on this planet for some reason and you should find truth ( that sometime seems useless to you) but dive deep in it you will find what you were looking for it's never too late.
So tired of myself and my life. I wish it could change already. It feels hopeless and I don't know if I trust in anything anymore. It always has gotten worse for me. Its like a spiral down. And the shittiest is that I thought it was gonna be over soon. It isn't over.
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so exhausted and hopeless. It can be incredibly challenging to feel like you're stuck in a downward spiral and that things will never get better. It's understandable that you may be feeling disillusioned and lacking in trust, but it's important to remember that change is always possible.
One thing to keep in mind is that change often takes time and effort, and it's not always easy. However, it's important to take small steps towards making the changes that you want to see in your life. This could involve reaching out for help or support, whether that's from friends, family, or a professional therapist.
It's also important to try to focus on the positive things in your life, no matter how small they may seem. Even on the toughest days, there is usually something to be grateful for or something that brings you joy. Practicing gratitude and mindfulness can help to shift your perspective and bring more positivity into your life.
Remember that you are not alone in feeling this way, and that there is always hope for a better future. Keep taking small steps towards the life you want to lead, and don't hesitate to reach out for help when you need it
hope everything's better 4 u
i'm so tired god please stop this pain
I thank my body for putting up with me sometimes.
I treated it so bad for many years, and it’s still with me. How did it not want to tear away from bones, or even just leave my soul there alone, because of how reckless, weak and hating she was. I thank it for healing itself after I put it through pain, I thank it for moving on, by growing bigger and stronger, I thank it for making my soul warm in my happiest days, and I forgive it for making her cold on my horrible nights. I thank it for getting for putting me back in place after I tried taking my soul away, I thank it for making me fear that I had no purpose if I didn’t order my soul to wake up from its delusions. I thank my body for staying with me.
Your words actually made me feel something after such a long time passed without feeling anything. I am still responsible to my body which is not something given to me permanently. I have to hand it over as I received it, without giving any harm. At least I can do that.
@@lumi7777 thank you for this. you've inspired me to feel too.
I find peace when I walk, when I walk with no destination and melancholic music on my earphones. Trying to figure where to go but taking the risk to not care where. I see myself walking through the trees, and the sun sets. This is when I feel alive, looking for a way home, and realising I am home. Wish I could live like this forever. Sadly I come back to reality and want to end it all. Dreaming is beautiful and I want to dream forever.
Firstly, I want to acknowledge and validate the feelings you shared with me. It sounds like you have found a beautiful way to find peace and tranquility in your life through walking and being in nature. The image you painted of walking through the trees with the sun setting is truly breathtaking, and it's clear that you have a deep appreciation for the simple yet profound beauty that surrounds us.
It's understandable that you would want to hold onto this feeling forever, and the desire to escape into a world of dreams and fantasy can be alluring. However, it's important to remember that we can't live in a state of perpetual escapism. At some point, we must come back to reality and face the challenges and struggles that come with being human.
I hear that you are experiencing a lot of pain and are struggling with thoughts of wanting to end it all. Please know that these feelings are valid, but they do not have to be the end of your story. It's okay to ask for help and support, whether that's through therapy, medication, or talking to loved ones. There are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time.
It's also important to remember that the beauty you find in walking and being in nature is always accessible to you, even in times of darkness. Perhaps it can serve as a reminder that there is still light and goodness in the world, even when it's hard to see.
I want to remind you that you are not alone. Many people struggle with feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and despair at some point in their lives. It's a normal part of the human experience, and it does not define your worth or your future. There is always hope for healing and growth, and I believe that you have the strength to overcome this.
Dear friend, I want you to know that you are a precious human being. You have value and worth simply because you exist. Your struggles and pain do not define you, and you are deserving of love and support. Please take care of yourself and know that you are not alone. There is hope for a brighter future, and I believe in you.
@@goldenthemes692 thank you for taking the time to write this words. I’m still in pain but you made me feel a lot better❤️🩹 they actually make my heart feel warm, keep being a great person:)
@@Gabinpe thank you
I do the exact same thing, walk with no destination or purpose, just walking, sometimes not even to think but to just walk no thoughts no feelings just silence
I wish I could do the same, must be nice walking without exhaustingly finding your way, just walking.
Constantly trying to keep myself busy and not think about everything.
At this point I can't even cry. I'm just tired. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up again. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here. Life was so beautiful before she left my life. I feel like crying but no tears come out. She was everything I ever wanted in life. A beautiful and caring person. I made so many mistakes and now I'm left with nothing but regret. I'm so sorry it ended this way. I wish I could hold you just one last time... As the years pass by I can feel my mind slipping. I might not remember our time together if this keeps up. I promise that no matter what happens I'll always love you. Though you may never see this I hope we meet again if there is an afterlife.
I'm sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time. Losing someone you love deeply can be an incredibly painful experience, and it's understandable that you're feeling overwhelmed with emotions.
It's important to remember that it's okay to grieve, and that everyone grieves in their own way and at their own pace. It's also important to seek support from those around you who care about you, whether it's friends, family, or a professional counselor.
I know that it may feel like everything is falling apart right now, but please remember that you are not alone, and that there is hope for a brighter future. Life may never be the same without your loved one, but it doesn't mean that it can't still be beautiful in its own way.
Take things one day at a time, be gentle with yourself, and try to focus on the positive memories and moments you shared with your loved one. They will always be a part of you, and their love will continue to live on in your heart.
Remember that it's never too late to make amends or seek forgiveness, even if the person is no longer with us. And who knows, maybe someday in some form, you'll be able to meet again.
If you ever need someone to talk to or just want to vent your feelings, don't hesitate to reach out. everyone is here for you.
i feel you
Reading the comments while the music plays is therapeutic.
Yeah , my best hobby reading comments and playing music
Someone will see this comment one day
Yes I did!🙂
I see it!
And ask u if you are still alive 😔
Hi bro
I just love this comment
Every day I end up saying or doing something stupid/awkward/bad and screwing up everything I do. I have such bad social anxiety that I can’t even look a person in the eyes. I have so many secrets and telling someone is not an option. I am tired of myself and the decisions I’ve made. Life isn’t fun sometimes.
I feel the same as you. People are always so scary to me. I don't understand how others can just socialize so easily. I am always feeling guilty for everything I do and I feel as if everybody hates. I feel as if whenever I reach goals they aren't important or that it's not a big deal since anyone could do it or even better than me.
I cried. Woke up numb again.
This painting says it all😢❤
I stopped being a people pleaser. I had narcissistic parents and my older sister is one. Finally free.
I just graduated this past Saturday and I have been completely overwhelmed with anxiety about what I’m going to do with my life or who I’m going to become. This playlist has given me my first moment of peace I have had in weeks. Thank you. And to everyone dealing with stress and anxiety as well, we’re going to make it. You’re going to make it.
it'll be okay once. Many gates have closed but many other have opened to you. You'll see. Just feel it.
I went through that. It was very hard.
I think for the averages people around the world, including myself, this is a normal thing to happen. So, just keep working on yourself and good things will come your way. All the best!
Other people: Damn I'm crying
Me: Feels anguish but no tears are left to shed
omg likewise!
I feel u... I cried today tho
@@Wolfsta yeah haven't cried in 3 months
I haven't cried in two years
Yeteri kadar gözyaşı biriktirdiğinde geri gel çünkü ben öyle yaptım
Not tired *of* myself, tired *from* myself. I think that's key.
I would give anything to see you again... Im sorry mom... I love you and miss you every day
Listening to this while going through the hardest times of your life, or the most stressful times, the days where you cry yourself to sleep and waking up with puffy eyes just to do what you did the day before all over again, praying to god to ease your struggles or praying to god to take your life back cuz you think you don't deserve to live, praying to god to give you patience, going to school smiling cuz you are the 'sunshine' person and you don't want anyone to know that your are struggling with anything, even tho all you did the night earlier was convincing yourself to stay alive, life rn is like a survival game and we are trying our best to survive, we all deep down wish to hear some words of comfort and safety, some words that can put our mind to rest, some words that could potentially save our lives
I am really really proud of you and what you are doing, keep it up, keep surviving maybe one day this survival game will finish and we can actually live and enjoy life
this will pass!!!! looks like it will never pass but it pass!!!! and this world is full of good and love and kindness its worth it!!! this GONNA GET BETTER❤❤❤ and you will live SO MANY AMAZING EXPERIENCES❤❤❤
@@brutalantler its worth it, looks like nothing is worth it but it is. its so hard to see but good are this world and people standard and there are so much good and hope, sometimes looks theres 0 hope but hope is everywhere and im not telling this to motivate, its because i have seen it with my own eyes❤❤❤ ALLWAYS remember the incredible and kind good and BADASS person that you are and thats a fact❤❤ you will get trought this and you will meet SO MANY people that will love you SO MUCH and give everything for you❤❤
Life is so despicable.
Why do we live just to suffer. We spend our days coping and justifying why we should keep living. We convince ourselves and others why we should stay. Then go home and waste away just like the day before. We all know it. Yet we smile and say cliche sayings for what?
Exhausted. I know my Father is still with me. But he seems distant. Why doesn’t he come save me? Have I become ___ to him?
@@GB2Gi feel the same. I don’t know i think that l won’t go back to my normal life. I miss my father so much i think that he didn’t deserve to die . A big pain he had left in my heart! 💔
Life hás many good Doors but some reason a always open the bad ones...
I miss those days when I cried. I felt sad so I cried. It was easy. Now I rarely do it. I just can't. My eyes don't get wet, tears don't fall down my face. I simply sit there, with a faraway look, thinking about all those things I should do and how life was easier just a few years ago. I am the shadow of my past self. And the worst thing is that I have never expect me to feel this bad. How can such a cheerful and happy person turn into a sad, helpless human being...? It hurts.
I know your emptyness trust me.
The lord jesus can heal your heart like he did for me.
He taught me to feel again.
And its not pain i feel but peace joy hope love.
The devil kills people from the inside.
It's not like i didn't want to forgive you
It's the fear of being hurt again
The feeling of betrayal
The faded memories that still keep me awake at night
The losen hopes we had
The truth in your words
These are things that I'll never get back, they are things that faded
With our love and time
Things that no longer keep us together
Things that still makes us cry
And ask ourselves
Why didn't it worked out?
I find it extremely hard to exist and I don't think I can keep going much longer.
Think of a reason. Other than saving yourself. A reason to live, something that makes your life meaningful.
You can't exist but you can't stay either. it's difficult. But it will always be. Ideal circumstances will never come. Try to act while you can. Before it's too late
I hope you find peace and happiness one day.
Find something, no matter how small, to live for. A plant, pet, dream, or person, anything. Do things you enjoy even if it is just taking a walk in the darkness of the night. Good luck.
Tired, the ghost fades
Lost in lightless haze~
Forgotten in the grave,
Dead roses paved the way,
For the moment the moon stays~
The pain goes away.
It's really beautiful
Beautiful
And here comes the airwaves
Can i use it as inspiration
@@akutagawaseyebrows7834 ofc
Sometimes it's just hard. I'm tired. seeing people every day, getting out of bed, it's just hard. I just want to rot in bed.
Most Friday nights I like to just lie on my couch, with a glass of wine and listen to this mix really loud. It brings me a peace I’ve never really known. Maybe it’s because I see there are so many struggling souls and I’m not alone
Seeing your face fall off embarrassment... Having to sit, pose, smile and act like you are okay... No tears or any signs of numbness... Just what it is ❤️🔥
I listened to this playlist over and over while reading George Orwell 1984. My god it was insane.
“A real poet reawakens when a greater damage has been done”-selcouth
😭
This phase is ending, brace yourself for new beginnings,pray, persist,progress and most importantly feed your mind with only the positives because society is filled with alot of negativity
Alright, 8:47pm. I can see the clouds in the sky through my window, slowly fading away. Soon the darkness will fill up my room. I am once again sitting here on my chair, at my desk, staring at a screen. I am once again sitting here shortly before I should go to sleep, I got school tomorrow after all. But I am just sitting here, it‘s one of those days where I feel incredibly lonely. I mean, I have been lonely for such a long time now. I forgot to count the days since I have met up with a friend the last time. Might have been well over 2 years now. Only see them in school now. Rarely chatting with them. Basically never. I should stop lying to myself, I have no „actual“ friends. Sure, it‘s nice to hang around with them at school but our friendship doesn‘t reach any further. And don‘t get me wrong, I appreciate them for being my friends. I am the one who always kept the distance, it is my fault. Looking back, I have made unforgivable mistakes. Unforgivable for myself, I have made decisions that have affected my future self. If I just wasn‘t such a fool, I should have taken it more serious back then. But well now here I am with nobody to talk to. I don‘t even know who I am anymore. I‘m just the average guy in school. Just a boy. Nothing more. But I don‘t want to be just that, I feel like I have more to offer. But why does nobody want to know more about me. I just feel so not cared about. I would absolutely love for anymore to just like approach me or just talk to me, y‘know? What would I give for people to talk with me. I just wanna tell them how I feel and listen to how they feel. I just want a SERIOUS friend. Someone who I don‘t have to be ashamed of asking him/her everything. Just someone. I‘ve been reading a lot of these comments, on similar videos as well, and one thing that I‘ve noticed is that people here are so kind and caring. But why must I end up not meeting someone this kind in real life? People always say that you will meet the right people…but when? How much longer will I have to just take in this pain? Anyway I‘m getting distracted. I just wanted to…say how lonely I am I guess? I don‘t even know. I have never been asked anything personal I believe. So that‘s why I am so desperate to just tell someone about my feelings. It really hurts to keep your pain to yourself, maybe someone can relate. Oh what would I give for just some kind words, maybe even a compliment. I honestly can‘t remember getting complimented ever, like seriously. I am talking about a real compliment, that someone actually thought of. I believe I‘m done now, stay safe
Your words are beautiful. Hang in there. Someone will come along & hold your hand
Sometimes it’s not about them coming to you, it’s about bringing about the courage of going up to them. Trust me I’ve been where you’re at, and waiting for someone is rarely the answer.
This too shall pass, you're young, you don't realise what a gift that is, in a blink you'll be 40, damaged beyond belief, schooling some lost kid on YT, wishing you were back in school with an ocean of time and opportunity ahead. Be well, you are loved 🫶🏻
they (ur people) will meet u when u never expected something like that could be happen !
Oh you bright spirit.
That sadness will linger with you forever. I think some of us are just built that way, but you aren’t even at the beginning.
Don’t give up. It gets better.
i just want to live like people, i hate this depression
Our days were long, like the conversations we had at night
Conversations where all your insecurities gained life, where my anxious woke up
There was always something to clarify, but you had no words
Only my tears described the situation between us
Situation this that didn't seem to end, but didn't had a start too
We were soulties, two souls who, in another life, were meant to be together
But in this one little world, couldn't find love in each other,
Just a strong feeling, something pleasuring but not enought to fill the whole
Something that seemed beautiful but inside was pure darkness
Something we called love but looked wrong
And felt wrong
It felt so wrong I couldn't believe it was true
It was a lucid dream and we were my only characters
Wow, realmente esto me iso llorar :,(
Take this as your sign that things will get better, that things will be alright, that you can get through this. Whatever troubles bring you here, or if you're simply here for the sake of relaxing, remember that you are important, you are valid, and that you have a right to be here. You are braver and stronger than you think. You're still here, trying to make things better and to live a better life. So whatever is keeping you up at night, it is not stronger than you. You can get through this. I don't know you, you can dismiss this as the meaningless words of a stranger, or you can believe me. Whatever you chose, I believe in you...
Thank you I really needed that. 😭
I lovs uoi❤
أقبح ما يمكن أن يحصل لك هو أن تكون أنت عدو نفسك
أفكارك وعقلك يحولان حياتك إلى جحيم لا يرحمانك لا يتركانك وشأنك ولو للحظة.
It feels so beautiful to read all this comments while I'm listening to this art, get me to understand and feel each person here.
I have returned, many of these playlists I have already responded to people under or liked comments. I see my old sad lonely childish self in this comment section. I've grown, and with that has grown a new reason to enjoy these playlists. An adult type of tired, is what I want to call it but in reality I'm still a kid. A kid who's tired of being an adult, and I've only just started, it's almost comical. My lack of a spine. So as someone here said 11 months ago...
"I am just tired."
The more I want to succeed the more I get lost in my thoughts and became blank...
U have to stay focused and have a clear vision of where you want to be in life
I just never feel good enough in regardds to other people. Thats why, im more by myself. Wish i could live some where close to nature with a few animals
" a verdadeira arte é apenas um reflexo dos sentimentos de quem a contempla"
Yes😢
ordem paranormal é mt bom
Не знаю как вам, но мне под этот плейлист хочется лечь послушать до конца, и умереть, медленно и безболезненно, никому не мешая, просто исчезнуть из этого мира, я прочитал комментарии и... У меня даже нет слов, одни эмоции, у всех свои мысли про композиции, и это выглядит удивительно! Кстати, спасибо автору за подборку таких шикарных композиций.
Сложно сказать, понимаю ли я вас, или просто хочу поддержать разговор. Но я знаю, что хочу поделиться чем-то важным с кем-то кто где-то там, скорее всего, страдает примерно также как и я. Подобные желания и мысли возникают лично у меня не при прослушивании подобных плейлистов, или в моменты одиночества и т.д. к, наверное, сожалению, мысли о том, что мне просто хочется медленно растворяться в пустоте и изничтожиться до атомов, возникают буквально каждый день, каждый час, каждую минуту. Сложно так жить, потому что вот, я смеюсь, веселюсь с семьёй и друзьями, наконец нахожу работу, всё отлично, но каждую секунду, даже несмотря на то, что эти секунды должны быть счастливыми, я сижу и думаю: как же я не хочу всего этого. У меня вот было 4 попытки вскрыться, может всё-таки в этот раз не по рукам резать, а сразу глотку вскрыть? Это также больно, интересно?
И каждый день так, не могу думать ни о чем, кроме того, чтобы просто всё закончить, но, в моменты, когда я нахожу подобные плейлисты, я, наоборот, просто могу позволить себе отвлечься от всего и просто насладиться музыкой. Спасибо, если прочитали, хорошего времени суток
@@_Who_are_you_and_who_am_i жестко, у меня не такое сильное желание как у вас конечно, но вы там держитесь:(
@@Freedom89857
Спасибо, я постараюсь, вы тоже держитесь, думаю, всё у вас наладится, буду держать кулачки
a translation for my lovelys:
I don’t know about you, but under this playlist I want to lie down to listen to the end, and die, slowly and painlessly, without disturbing anyone, just disappear from this world, I read the comments and ... I don’t even have words, only emotions, I all your thoughts on the composition and it looks amazing! By the way, thanks to the author for a selection of such gorgeous compositions.
@@_Who_are_you_and_who_am_i Иногда кажется, что все вокруг ложь, чувство счастья или грусти, или что-то еще, если уж на то пошло, кажется иллюзией, чем-то вроде лихорадочного сна... и единственное, в чем я уверен, так это в темноте.
Guys dont give up
ARISE!
Every time my therapist said:
"When your depressed get of the bed"
But I can't
I can't stand
I feel like I am dead
And I don't care
I feel like am drowning in my own head
And I don't know if I can
If I can get out of bed
When everything goes down there
Down there where I can't stand my my problems and the things I am afraid
And I am sorry if I can't say how I feel
But believe me
I don't know how should I say
The thing that hurt me the most
to the point where I feel like I am dead inside or outside my head
-myself :))
Dear friend,
I hear you. I understand that when you are in the depths of depression, the idea of getting out of bed can feel like an insurmountable task. It can feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders and every move takes more effort than you can muster. You feel like you're drowning in your own head, and it's hard to see any way out.
I want you to know that you are important. You matter. Your feelings and experiences are valid, and there is help available to you. It's okay to not know how to articulate your pain or to struggle to express your emotions. It can be incredibly difficult to put into words the depth of what you're feeling.
It's understandable that you may feel frustrated or hopeless when your therapist suggests getting out of bed as a solution to your depression. However, I want you to know that this advice is not intended to dismiss your pain or minimize your struggle. Instead, it is meant to help you break the cycle of depression and take small steps towards feeling better.
Sometimes, when we're feeling depressed, we can get stuck in a rut. We may stay in bed all day, avoid social interaction, and isolate ourselves from the world. While it can be comforting to withdraw and retreat from the world, it can also perpetuate feelings of sadness and hopelessness.
By getting out of bed and engaging in activities, even small ones, we can begin to shift our perspective and start to build momentum towards feeling better. It could be something as simple as taking a shower, going for a short walk, or making a cup of tea. These small steps may not feel like much, but they can help to break the cycle of depression and start to build a sense of accomplishment and self-worth.
That being said, I want to emphasize that depression is a complex and challenging condition, and there is no one-size-fits-all solution. It's important to work with your therapist to find a treatment plan that works for you and addresses your unique needs and experiences. This may include medication, therapy, lifestyle changes, or a combination of approaches.
Remember that you are not alone. There are people who care about you and want to help you. If you're struggling to find the words to express how you're feeling to your therapist, it may be helpful to write down your thoughts and feelings before your appointment. You can also consider seeking out support from a trusted friend or family member or a support group for individuals with depression.
Please know that there is hope, and recovery is possible. You are important, and your life is worth fighting for.
remember god would never put you in situations you can never get through i know you got this keep your head up!
trying
I was just thinking the same thing minutes before finding this playlist.. that i am tired of myself I can’t bare it anymore
Stay strong you can do this 💪
And the void is greater than the heart that feels it.
Everything you have gone through in life brought you here........ we all had different journeys, but in the end, we all ended up here....
At this point narcissism would be a preferable option just to preserve my sanity and people wonder why
listening to this while doing an assignment on french poetry (and also hating myself), I can tell you the feeling is unmatched!
Stop hating yourself, u actually love yourself- the world told u that u shouldn't
Brooo no way I was actually doing the sameee
If there's one thing I'm not tired of that is myself but this playlist quite what I feel to exist, beautiful collection.
Whatever little hope you have, just keep holding it. It will eventually come true. No matter the pain, the tiredness or the loneliness. The sun will shine again for you. Be strong.
Когда-то давно жил я в стареньком доме.
С тех пор пролетел не один уже год.
И всем его жителям было известно
Насколько уродлив был местный наш кот .
Уродливый кот был всегда узнаваем -
Он был одноглазый и с ухом одним.
И знал он, как трудно на свете бывает,
Когда ты один и никем не любим.
Оторванный хвост, и поломана лапа
Срослась под каким-то неверным углом.
И множество шрамов.. А был он когда-то
Приятным на вид полосатым котом.
Кота никогда и никто не касался.
Бутылки и камни бросали в него.
Водой ледяной поливали из шланга.
Пытаясь прогнать со двора своего.
И лапы ему защемляли дверями,
Когда он пытался войти в чей-то дом.
Страдая от боли, зализывал раны
Уже много раз он под чьим-то окном.
Но все удивлялись, насколько отважен
Был этот невзрачный уродливый кот.
И если из шланга его поливают -
Он мокнет покорно, но не отойдёт.
И даже когда в него что-то бросали,
Он тёрся о ноги о ласке прося.
Увидев детей, он бросался за ними.
Мечтал о заботе, да только вот зря..
Не мог он понять, почему в целом мире
Не встретить того, кто бы смог приютить.
И хоть он уродлив и грязен снаружи,
Но с чистой душой и умеет любить.
Однажды кота покусали собаки,
Что жили напротив в соседнем дворе.
Послышался лай и о помощи крики.
Спустился я вниз - кот лежал на земле..
Уродливый кот был ужасно искусан,
Всё тело в крови. Он почти умирал.
Пытаясь укрыться от страха и боли,
Свернувшись в клубок, неподвижно лежал.
Он знал - наступает конец грустной жизни.
И след от слезы пересёк его лоб.
Я нёс его в дом, он хрипел, задыхался.
Мне стало вдруг плохо, меня бил озноб..
Я чувствовал то, как ему было больно.
И как тяжело ему просто вздохнуть.
Но вдруг он к лицу моему потянулся
И робко меня попытался лизнуть.
От слёз задыхаясь, к нему я прижался.
Прильнул он к ладони моей головой.
Его добрый глаз вдруг ко мне повернулся -
И кот замурлыкал, почти неживой..
И даже сквозь самые сильные боли
Просил этот кот лишь о капле любви.
О капле сочувствия, что в этой жизни
Мы доброе сердце сберечь не смогли.
Я в этот момент неожиданно понял,
Что самый красивый и любящий тот,
Кто смотрит сейчас на меня, умирая,
Обычный уродливый уличный кот.
Впервые он чувствовал чью-то заботу.
Нашёл он того, кто сумел полюбить.
И счастлив, что встретил того, кто смягчает,
А не пытается боль причинить…
Он умер чуть раньше, чем мы были дома.
Я сел у подъезда с котом на руках.
Держал его долго, пока не стемнело.
В душе поселились тревога и страх.
Ведь я осознал, что несчастный калека
Меня изменил за один только миг.
Он мне сообщил о страдании больше,
Чем тысячи лекций, уроков и книг.
Он мне расцарапал не тело, а душу.
И пусть в моей жизни немало забот,
Но я к одному только буду стремиться -
Учиться любить как,
Уродливый кот.
какое красивое использование слов. к сожалению, это говорит нам, как мир жесток по отношению к тем, кто любит и заботится
спасибо большое, я теперь буду плакать еще часа три
спасибо за слезы я думаю...
Я уже лет 8 не слышал этот стих. Опять плакать.
Насколько красиво я мог знать, где я его нахожу?
Или вы гений, чтобы написать это удивительно и душераздирающе.
В этой музыке нет ни слов, ни особого замысла, но каждый слышит для себя свою собственную мелодию со своим замыслом, создает свой смысл.. Адаптирует, стачивает углы, помогает успокоится или выплеснуть эмоции.. Трогательно и ..познавательно, будто уплываешь в свое сознание и очищаешь его настолько, что в душе остается только покой и глубина сознания, чистота и свой замысел.. Столь чудные мнгновения, что способны тронуть тебя до глубины души.
Низкий поклон автору.🫂
«Я глубоко ценю чувство, выраженное автором. Оно прекрасно отражает суть музыки и ее способность преодолевать язык и границы. Музыка имеет уникальный способ связи с людьми на личном уровне, позволяя каждому слушателю найти свой собственный смысл и испытать глубокое эмоциональное путешествие. Это действительно замечательное явление, которое может вызвать чувство спокойствия, самоанализа и более глубокого понимания себя. Я всем сердцем присоединяюсь к тому, чтобы отдать дань уважения автору за то, что он сформулировал такие острые мысли
I can see in their action, the way they speak to me and the way their eyes stare at me that they don't want me that they're disappointed
I am tiredddddddddddddd living with thier expectations
音楽を心から愛してるけど悲しみが深過ぎて歌詞や言葉を耳に入れたくない時にいつもここに戻ってきてる。
この世の音楽を愛する全ての人たちの悲しみが、時間が過ぎれば癒されるとわかってても今抜け出せない悲しみが音の中で少しでも和らぎますように。素敵なプレイリストに感謝🌅
I cant see the reason why i should forgive myself and i deserve it .
you should!!!! sometimes we just feel guilty and think that will never forgive ourselfs but im ABSOLUTELY sure that you are SO SO AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE AND THIS WORLD IS GOOD AND OART OF THIS ARE BECAUSE OF YOU!!!❤❤ if you are feeling this it means you are changing!!!
@@corvim688 Tks for all the kind words you said to me ,I hope will change fast enough before causing someone i love pain again , and i do hope every good thing will come to you !!
Somehow this music understands the emptiness I feel
If you read this. I think you need to finally hear that from someone.. I love you and I care about you. I couldn’t live if you where gone or would leave me. You’re my one special person and will forever be my first joyce.
I miss my mama :( She was taken away by a sudden Anuerism and passed on June 8th 2013. Mother's Day is coming and that's always been a rough day. "Dust in the Wind" Josephine Flores ❤
pain has definitely gotta be up there as one of the emotions of all time
I'm just tired. There's nothing tragic in my life, but it's even saddens me. My life is empty, I laugh at people, often offend them with my "abuse" while just trying to assert myself.. I hate myself, I'm terrible - I'm a monster, helpless, Evil and abusive monster. But this music brings me back to reality, I remember close people. Thank you
love yourself its SO HARD but you know you are good and kind and THAT MAKES YOU SO INCREDIBLE AND AMAZING, YOU ARE AND THATS A FACT!!!! if you are feeling bad with yourself it means that you are impoving, never let your mind create lies about yourself and thats hard!!! i felt like trash but we are good!!!! everybody can change allways follow your heart GO FOR IT!!!!!! theres ALLWAYS HOPE AND YOU ARE SO SO INCREDIBLE THATS NOT TO MOTIATE ITS A FACT!!! REMEMBER HOW GOOD YOU ARE❤❤❤❤❤❤
we can allways be better, you are not a monster or anything that you are thinking, if you are thinkinh that it means you are good, and im MORE than sure that you are GOOD!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@corvim688 Ohh, how sweet it is, thank you very much for such kind words, it is very important for me💔
@@corvim688Thank you very much for such words, it is important for me and it would seem that such a trifle really makes me feel better❤️
Goes without saying, I despise myself. Just makes me more motivated to make myself feel worthy of my own love in a way.
It is not sad, at least not to me. I listen to it with gusto, a sense of self reflection and I what I hear is an expression of someone expressing some beautiful feeling. With passion and anguish but with a fabulous sense of taste in music and, overall, a master communicator....so rich, the feeling. Thank you Golden Themes!
I relate to people I never knew rather than those I've known all my life. They have fed into my lies of happiness and in doing so drained me. It's a wonder how anyone behind a screen can comfort me more than my own family.
I can understand how difficult it can be to navigate relationships, especially when those closest to us may not always understand or support us in the ways we need. It's important to remember that finding comfort and connection with people, whether online or in person, is valid and can be beneficial for our emotional wellbeing.
That being said, it's also important to evaluate the impact of our relationships and recognize when they may be draining us. It's possible that the people we've known for a long time may not be able to provide the support we need, but it's worth exploring ways to communicate our needs and boundaries with them before completely cutting ties.
Ultimately, it's up to us to prioritize our own happiness and surround ourselves with people who uplift and inspire us. It's okay to let go of relationships that no longer serve us and seek out new connections that bring us joy and fulfillment.
using this to write a sad chapter in my novel, really hits the feels (:
The image is a painting by Nicola Samori, check out his work!
When fighting becomes exhausting and trying seems pointless, you'll eventually find yourself questioning your own worth and existence. You only want things to be better but it seems like it'll never will.
"Flowers can't bloom and trees can't grow where rain isn't present. Remember when you are in rain of despair, the day after, will flowers bloom, and the trees it will grow."
- The Philosopher
We're tired of not be happy🕳 we can't find this little thing called peace. 😢
life is hard, sometime has no meaning. but one thing always brings life to me is my children they are everything for me I love them and I live for them