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- Опубликовано: 21 май 2024
- last moments of life • an escapism playlist
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My Channel is a non-monetized music channel on RUclips, created and operated by one anonymous individual under the alias Navo159. My Goal is creating the ultimate escapism music library on RUclips, for people that need to escape reality, even for a second. I also network with artists and labels, so that their music can be heard and supported. Every Artist name along with the track title is always in the description of every video. So, if you want to support the artists, go and support them on their respective streaming platforms as well. Furthermore, all of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. And lastly, thank you so much for being a part of a wonderful community. Never thought I would be able to help so many people. Let's escape this reality together, at least for a moment. I will never stop making these videos. I just love music, and love sharing it with others who love it too.
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song list:
00:00 daniel.mp3 - green to blue (slowed + reverb)
03:06 Hisohkah - School Rooftop (Intro) (Slowed & Looped)
11:53 Other Nothing - Ww
13:24 Papii Don 777 - Number 7 (Outro)
14:29 MADEBYGODES & Sedogy Bedam - dreams
16:16 Øneheart & reidenshi - snowfall (slowwwed)
19:07 Maltex - Homesick
21:26 tomcbumpz - braincells
22:24 reidenshi - it feels like i’ve forgotten something.
24:27 Disasterpiece - The Sound of Myself
25:41 MADEBYGODES & Sedogy Bedam - forgotten thoughts
27:07 instupendo - comfort chain
#sleepmusic #sadmusic #sadmood #sadplaylist #3am #playlist #darkambient #ambientmusic #dreamscape #snowfall #ambient #4am #reidenshi 
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Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist: spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)
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I really like the picture you used in this video, it's one of the place that I really want to be. Would you put a link to the original pic? Thanks!
I heard billionaire/millionaire advices on the internet they said we can overpower mental health by going to the gym
Love you too ❤
@@perfectopubg7320 Lack of physical activity + poor diet both contribute to bad mental health, it's a viscous cycle to escape because once you feel depressed you will lack the capability to take care of your physical health and diet, but yeah having these 2 under control are probably the best steps you can take to beat depression.
I clicked on this video bc it said the last moments of life. I didn’t even think about it. Today is the last day of the year, and unfortunately, the last day of my life. I think I clicked this video in hopes I would find what it feels like to die. Is it peaceful? Where do I go afterwards? I’m scared to leave. Who’s gonna feed my cat? I don’t even know anymore. When you know your days are numbered that’s when you start to realize how lucky you are to be alive. That’s when you find how beautiful this world can be. I wonder where I’ll go. I sit looking at the stars knowing that it’s the last time I’ll see them. I’m not typing this for pity or anything I just wanted to get this off my chest. I have a chronic illness and it wont go away. I still haven’t got the courage to tell my friends. I wonder how theyll feel. I hope they don’t worry too much and just move on. I pray that I’ll be able to see the stars in the afterlife.
rest in peace❤
You are now one of those beautiful stars in the sky. See you soon. ❤
I pray that you are still with us but I fear that you sadly aren’t anymore. So to that I say rest easy, stranger. I hope whatever awaits you, you can see the beautiful stars, and remember that you were and still are loved. Rest in peace 🩷
En dónde sea que estés, te aprecio, aunque no te conozca.
Rest easy man. Your work here is done.❤
The fact that strangers care about us more then people we know hurts.
Neither my mother wouldn't care about me
Humans don't care about each other period
oh that's sad to hear... Maybe your mother loves you the most than everyone,she just doesn't show it maybe...@@VAX3N3
It’s sad to think about. But sadly it is indeed true. Yet, I feel like nobody cares. Strange how us Humans work.
@@greenbizzy4804 yeah sometimes we tend to be friendlier with strangers
"you will never know how much someone means to you until they are gone."
so true
I don't know how to respond to this, but I feel it
@@kayssrreal.
Hehe yeah it's ture even if I laugh I'm broken to tears cuz of this one thing
Unless they never cared
I feel alone and useless. I don't know what to do with my life. I feel like I'm constantly wandering, waiting for something that doesn't happen. As if I were in a train station and had to take a train without knowing my destination.
I don't know how to live, or at least, how to feel alive.
To all the people here who feel alone... We are together ♡
Let's be alone together
We can stay young forever
Screamin from the top of your lungs
Saying
It will come, you just need to wait a bit. You don't know what will come, but something will. And when it does, you will be overjoyed. You are loved, don't forget that.
I feel the same all of the time, and i am in a constant state of worry for the future. I am alone, but i know that if it wait, it will come.
I hope you will have happiness
Prayers for you 🙏 you deserve love from everyone ❤️
I am going through the same situation, I hope you can find your destination, I hope you heal from all of those things/thoughts that bother you. Let's fight together
We can do this. It'll be scary sometimes and some days will be really hard but we can't ever give up. ❤
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
(not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves🫶
This is so….beautiful thank you so much for sharing this, it made me cry but in the good, releasing kind of way
Something we all need in life= love and happiness ❤
You don’t no one does
This is so beautiful.....
please send this to mee
I just want to lay down in a field with someone and talk about life, I’m so alone
It will be okay everyone gets like that sometimes you just need a little support that’s all❤
I feel you 💛 Keep strong my friend.. I love you
I just need a hug from someone other than my parents
Listen to the Campfire Headphase album by Boards of Canada. It is like a sountrack to existential meloncholy, but interwoven with hope.
@@Desktophobbies thank you who ever you are feeling better today 🙂
,,People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long"
- Johnny Depp
It gets tiring after a while...
I feel this, I hide my feelings because I think people will call me a “crybaby” and that I get upset to many times. I say fake reasons on why I cry, I try to not cry when being yelled at, I hate life. I can’t even count how many times i have cried myself to sleep…
@@Finleys_fnaf me too,me too...
@@Finleys_fnaf I honestly know exactly how you feel
@@HowwieZowwie WE LOVE THIS COMMUNITY
All those who are alone, in this moment we are together
Thank you ❤
Thanks bruv you too. God bless you
Thanks dude
Thank you I needed that 🥲💯
❤❤❤
We did it, it's 2024, we sirvived another year and I'm proud of all of us.
I'm criyng for this,thank you so much you make me feel loved and not alone anymore.
Thank you so much i love you stranger
survived*
To be honest might be my last year fellas, "great" journey I'd say! ^^
Don't say that please 😔@@trxsh.rxin.
@@trxsh.rxin. wha why-
"All these memories will be lost in time, like tears in rain."
Real
“Time falls away, but this small hours, this little wonders, still remain”
Wowwwww❤!❤❤❤❤❤rrrrr❤❤❤❤❤rrrrr❤❤❤❤rrrr❤❤❤rrr❤❤rr❤r❤❤rrr❤❤❤rr❤❤r
"What we do in our lives echoes in eternity."
blade runner
My cat died a year ago. It may not seem so important to someone, but even I thought so until I lost him. He has been with me since birth and was like a brother to me. I didn't know life without him, and after I lost him, I realized that this was the first time I didn't see him in the apartment. I celebrated my 16th birthday without him. RIP is my only and incredible friend ginger Simba the cat
Как говорю я довольно часто, "моя любимая фраза для поддержки - всё будет хорошо, как бы банально это не звучало, всё будет хорошо.. "
*я тебя люблю*
Stay strong I hope your cat is in heaven now looking down on you and smiling at you and always will be a guardian angel
@@Elijah-sh4ig thank you. these words touch and comfort me
hello. the same thing happened to me, as well. my cat named ricky had been around for as long as i could remember and passed last year around this time. it felt like losing a brother, the way we were so close. i hope both Simba and Ricky have found their peace now and can rest easy and im so sorry for your loss.
Hey, I'm a pet owner and I've lost cats and my dog I had since childhood. Yeah, I cried but life goes on, we loved the pet and it loved us back but it was time to let go and move on. Just remember the nice memories. Also as I said, don't worry, I understand you since my cat also died by getting run over by a car. My dad checked it out and he said the details of my cat's condition and it was horror so I can't say it here but me, my sister and mom cried a lot as pet lovers and owners. Also one of my cats is called Simba too:) But I hope Simba and Willy (my cat that got run over by a car) are resting in piece💕💕
This comment section really taught me this is a safe space, guess I’ll try it
I’m scared, scared of life you know? I’m at an age where I’ll be on my own, left to face the world with nothing. I have done nothing up to this point in my life, I’m just forced into this world all alone with no one to connect with, I don’t understand why I’m scared, maturity is something to be proud of, but I just feel like it’s ripping away at who I am, I just wish I had the chance to redo everything and try again, I kinda hate this stage right now. I want connections, genuine ones, I don’t have the capability to make said connections, it just feels like life is moving too fast and everyone around me just doesn’t view me the same, or as equal to others, I don’t understand it, I want to feel equal, I want to live the rest of my life knowing I’ve made some sort of impact on the world. I guess this is just growing up
i think the need to make your mark on this earth is a destructive way of looking at things. i know you feel the need but really honestly ask yourself why.
many MAAAAANY people are born and then died having accomplished "nothing" but still lived a life THEY could call happy.
the way society tells you to make an impact on earth or always chase happiness and never feel your other feelings is so opposite to how humanity works. lower your ceiling. recognize how small you and i and everyone else on this earth is.
i think this comes off as mean but im honestly not trying to be. this kind of thinking really helped me to not stress about having to prove myself cus i truly see how insignificant i am.
i dont have to do shit but vibe and be there for the people and things in my life until i am returned to the earth and no one is going to tell me otherwise.
You matter. You did make an impact on this world by just being in it. Life will for sure get easier i promise, and you will have ppl who love you by your side. Don't push yourself too hard, stop, take a breather and continue at your own pace. I believe in you ❤
@@dreadcircumference I think you’re right, I do kinda put stress on my own self, I don’t know if it comes from a place of self hatred, or nihilism, but I guess I want to die knowing I did something, and not just laze around all the time, wallowing in self hatred…
@@napstatem8148 My Heart goes out to you from New Zealand
im not close, but i can talk about this to you, ok? sorry... bad english(
Hey stranger, I love you.
عبدالله وش الحركات ذي
I love you too. ❤❤❤❤
That means a lot to me I love you too.
@@raccoonboi2878 ❤️
@@Xiaoandalbedos4lifer ❤️
My little brother passed away today. Drug overdose. It’s his birthday tomorrow, and now he will never get to be 19. I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you needed me, bro. I love you.
sorry man, that fucking sucks
I’m sorry for your loss man but always know that no matter what you shouldn’t blame yourself for it and most importantly your brother is thankful for have a big brother like you❤
RIP and may he fly high🕊️
Condolences bro
Condolences bro sorry for your loss
Hope your brother can rest easy dude. Sorry for your loss. ❤
Im a week sober, 3 days clean and i ate today. Proud of myself.
You are so brave! Im so proud of you ❤ Ily!!
❤❤
Golden steps to glory!. Try treating yourself to your favourite healthy food next.!
Keep going, even if you fall down pick yourself back up you got this!
proud of u:)
You know someone is broken when he never is happy or sad anymore... Just an empty look existing in their eyes
I feel like that sometimes……..
@@user-re7cw9cu4t when this becomes permanent then you will lose a big part of yourself
💀💀💀
That was just I feel, I hope I'm okay
I exist
“Don’t do suicide that shit kills you”
- skateboarding Jesus
Lol if funny but true
Skateboarding Jesus 🤣🤣😭
Steezus
Know sh*t
Thats what I call "cheer up"
My worst fear is dying. Not just dying, though. Dying without a purpose. Dying without fulfilling my dreams. Dying without having fun. Dying without anyone to care. Dying without a mark on someone else’s life. Dying without someone by my side. Dying without something to live for in the next life.
So live. Be free.
Your fear is not dying, your fear is not living.
This...
Omg yes, finally someone understands it. Thank you.
@@erikbouma9408smartass
when I saw this playlist before going to bed, I decided to turn it on to fall asleep, but accidentally went into the comments. and…everyone is so sweet to each other and it warms my heart. I'm struggling with bipolar disorder and my depression getting worse, but this playlist and all of you who write these comments give me hope that the world isn’t so bad.
just..know that you deserve all the best. take care of yourself, please.
🙏🏾💜
You to bro
Boa sorte na sua jornada, meu amigo. Eu espero, de coração, que você melhore e consiga vencer essa batalha contra a depressão. Sabemos como é difícil. Também sinto meu coração se aquecendo com comentários como o seu. Por favor, fique bem. ;)
111th like, so I'll make it count. I hope that your living the best life you could have.
My dad overdosed in 2010. He was 36 at the time. In 5 years, I'll be older than him, and it absolutely breaks my heart.
I'm very sorry, I hope God can help you and of course your family and friends too
I'm sorry for your loose. I hope you find comfort whit friends or family.
I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm sure your father was a great man, and I bet he's so proud of how far you've come. 🫶🏻
I had this same feeling when I passed the age my brother was when he died, it’s nearly crippling.. I feel for you
I’m currently sitting in a field. I’m listening to this playlist and I’ve spent the last 45 minutes scrolling through each and every one of these comments and their replies. I look at everyone’s usernames, their profile pictures, what language they typed their sentences in. I don’t translate them. Just look. It both warms and saddens my heart that none of us really know each other. Everybody here is being so kind to each other and it puts me in tears to know that some people here, as I’m reading their words, may be crying, or dealing with something rough, or if it were night and I looked up, maybe I would see them. What makes me happy is that maybe they’re okay. Maybe they have found peace. I don’t know where I’m going with this, but I love you all and I’m so proud of you. If you’re crying right now, I still love you. Crying helps. I don’t care if you’re a woman or a man or don’t identify as binary. You can cry because you’re human. And you deserve so much love and I wish I could give you a hug, just so you know it’s okay and I’m here. Remember that you are a human being, trying to live like everybody else, and it might be really, really hard sometimes. It might not seem like it, but you are amazing and beautiful and authentic and I love you for you, not the way you act for society. Stay strong, and maybe one day we’ll meet in the stars.
"If you ever feel lonely, look up at the sky and remember... we're under the same one." ♡☁
Ur comment made me cry.. 🥺
you dont know how much i needed this i love you.
i find it so fascinating how humans connect in such raw ways like this, even if it is just comments under a yt video. spreading positivity is the best thing one can do in their lifetime.
thank you brother
@@cyclxnev of course❤️
I like to imagine that the image is the place between life and death.
After you die, you’re sent to this open field that stretches as far as the eye can see. There’s a slight breeze that fills your nose with the a scent crispness and comfort. The breeze may be chilly but your body is fully relaxed in a state of warmth. All that lies ahead of you is a straight path over the horizon.
You can spend as much time here as you please. You can spend your time reflecting on your life; all of your happiness, all of your woes. You can accept everything that has happened and what is to happen next. You can make your peace with the god you prayed to or the people who you counted on. You are free to do whatever until you are ready.
When you’re ready, you slowly walk on the path with your destination lying just over the horizon. Once you reach the horizon, you are free.
The release of Death.
The end of consciousness.
Your eternal slumber.
Wow that gave me goosebumps
that shi gives me anxiety i hope is nots like dat
bro thats really poetic, you should try out man!
So that one scene in Thor ragnarok
Wrong. After death, you're judged by the Lord.
I’m about to lose my mother to cancer at 21. I’m heartbroken and devastated. I have to be strong and stay with her until the very last moment. I love you mom
stay strong dude and i hope she get well soon 😢❤
@@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz1181 thank you 🙏
Life is cruel. But we are stronger
That shit hurts….please stay strong, the world needs you. Sending love
@@rini9638 thanks for your words ❤️. She passed away yesterday. Now she’s free from any kind of pain. I love you mum 🕊️
I wish i was free. no school. no family. no friends. just free in the world doing whatever i want.
buy a sailboat sail the seas as a pirate, but a good pirate, i kind pirate.
its not being free, its being lonely
How we were meant to be
"The most Painful Thing in Life isn't a Cut or a Burn. It's Seeing People You have made Memories with turn into Memories."
Nah, physical pain is worse.
Nah, it's definitley a springlock failure
i cried because this is true.
story of my life
bro this quote fits so well after me and my friend stopped being buddies
My step mother is dying of cancer as I listen to this. I don’t want her to leave dude.. she means so much to my dad, her son and I. I hope she rests easy knowing she meant so much to so many.
you are a pure soul , going through something similar , i hope you find relief bro
Trust me she is going to her real home, this world , the people , the family doesn't matter in the end. All that matters is a God and its enlightenment.
I wish her good health 🙏🙏
Wish you, her and your whole familiy the best of wishes ♥
Sometimes some things are just over. Thats just the way it is... (im sorry)
Best of luck dude..
Sometimes I just want someone to trust and talk to, but I'm scared that I won't find the right one...Depression ain't easy.
Don't be sad, you are a good person and you deserve all the bestWe are with you, do not be sad 🙂😞
So overthink is not easy , i somewhere relate you , I've alot of in my mind ( we all have trust me) and gusee what ? I really talk about it so fast without thinking whenever I got chance but now everytime before saying I stop , I stop myself to do that cause that's the truth that "no one cares" on this earth I swear every human is struggling with any of matter , but not every of them tell and open about it, but it can be risky sometimes, but not telling to the wrong person like your own bsf who don't care and cut you off is good for us , we can tell right person... Which became difficult cause how that fake person treated you before...
@UrRaye Don't be an idiot. Don't focus on feelings; they're not stable emotions. And don't seek perfection. Live authentically for yourself, and if you ever need a listening ear, I'll be here.
@@U-APPEAR-INNOCENT-WHEN-U-STARE thank you
Saw the title and immediately thought about my parents, about how quickly time passed and is passing and they're getting older and older. The feeling I get from thinking it makes me want to bawl my eyes and do something to keep them with me always. I don't want to loose them, they're not perfect but I love them so much. Please let them stay with me a little longer than what is intended, let them feel happiness and peace. I love them a lot.
“What do you want before you die?”
“Peace”
Yeah "PEACE"
ruclips.net/video/hTOKJTRHMdw/видео.htmlfeature=shared these are most likely going to be my last words before I die:
“What do you want before you die?”
“For this stupid war on drugs to finally end. For police to actually serve the public for once instead of their wallets. For the rich and powerful to get their karma they deserve, and freedom for all oppressed peoples.”
Something that will probably never become a reality. Even though it hurts it is the truth. We will never have peace on this earth.
“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come and eat with him, and he with me.” - Jesus Christ ♥️✝️
It is sad but at the same time comforting the fact that strangers on the internet understand and support each other more than our own acquaintances.
Yeah, true.
thats the realest shi i´ve read in a while
real 😭
It’s Also strange I’m met so many good online friends and barely know them anymore it’s like they existed and then boom I’ll forget them soon or already did. No matter how good the conversation was I won’t remember all.
Online friendships are easier bcz we expect less from them and its not fair to the real meaningful people that drive/walk to us and actually take more than 10 minutes of their day to be there in real life for us. Its easy to judge someone you know more about.
My Grandfather passed away today, made it to 90 years old…almost 91, Im gonna miss you Pop-pop!
May he rest in peace ✊
I want to hug someone (someone other than my parents),I'm alone and ignored everywhere by everyone but i thank God that i'm still alive
Amen 🙏🏾 ❤
I'll give you a virtual one *virtual hug*
You're not alone bro millions of guys suffer the same problem
*hugs*
I love you man, and I’m so proud of you. This world sucks sometimes but you’re still here. Keep pushing dude, I love you
I've heard that depression is being colorblind while others keep telling you how colorful the world is. I want that color someday
. . . Never thought of that. I guess that is what it is.
That's So True, I Never Really Saw it Like That
انت لست مجبر ان ترى الوانهم
عليك ان تعيش في لونك الخاص 💚
this is so skibidi 🗿
You dont simply receive Lifes color like a wrapped present, although it IS a gift.
You have to choose to live in that color and cast aside the things that hide it from you. You have to fill your life with color through action
At night if you listen closely, you can hear time passing by.
It’s mesmerizing & haunting
Are u good bro?
Time doesn’t really exist, the time is always now. Eternal now.
@BanjoPixelSnack Being present in the moment is the only way to feel it, though.
@@BanjoPixelSnackyep there is always today
I remember one of my first memories being the only one awake at night and contemplating whether if I was the only person in the world who wasn't sleeping.
"when you're lost in the darkness, look for the light."
After reading about 100 comments I’ve come to the conclusion that this is a safe place. 03/06/2023 my wife and best friend passed away leaving me our beautiful son to raise on my own. This last year has been the hardest time I’ve ever experienced. I’ve dealt with depression my whole life, but her death taught me I’ve never felt true sadness a day in my life. It pushed me outside of myself. I don’t know how to describe it. It feels like I’ve been on autopilot being controlled by someone else. I feel like an alien that’s been dropped from outer space and I’m doing a really bad job at blending in. I lost my entire identity when I lost her. She’s all I’ve know since I was 15 years old. I feel so grateful that I even experienced a love as pure and true as ours, but I hate the fact that I’ll never have anything like it again. She was so perfect, my missing piece. God I miss her so much. To anyone that read any of this, I hope you never experience any pain like this, but I also want you to know that your strong enough to push though anything. Life can be great if you make it. Good luck
i love you
Love you bro.
You were both lucky to have each other. I’m so sorry for your loss and I hope that you have a wonderful day and life with your son. Thank you for everything you do ❤
Its okay to cry. Its a sign for you to let your soul breathe
I needed this thank you
I cannot cry anymore and i dont know why
i can’t :(
Even if my soul needs to breathe so hard, I only need to harden my grip. I still have enemies around and I CAN'T show weakness to them. I've been crying once only 3 years ago if I can remember... On my only friend's grave. But I still have spirit to fight, so I'll continue my way. Thank you for wise words
@@NERVv. I think you've been crying a lot....
Hey you. Yes, you. You're probably scrolling through the comments, like am, reading all these emotional comments, if you are reading this at night, you should get some sleep and don't stress about everything going in the world, or what you are going through. Don't dwell on things from the past , don't stress on your future. Just live your life, because you only get one. Do whatever makes you happy, not what other people want from you. For me, I'm gonna wake up tomorrow morning, get some exercise, and cherish life for the amazing blessing that it is. Hope you do the same and have an amazing day as well! Stay safe and stay relaxed
Awesome...felt like you wrote this just for me....bless you...❤
Thank you for your comment. I love you
You are an incredible soul
You just made my day better dude, all I’ve been thinking is tearing up.
Thank you
This is probably going to sound dorky as hell, but these songs kinda saved me.
I appreciate it.
Да, у меня точно тоже самое..
You, saved you
man it is the worst thing in the world watching your one and only friend find the most powerful love you've ever seen with a girl and slowly move on from you while you can't even tell anyone and admit to being a horrible person for being so envious, meanwhile you're stuck in the absolute shiтhole of clinical depression, having no feelings/emotions for years and have never been so down and alone and you don't even have the guts to end it
hey man i hope you’re doing okay, praying for you dude 🙏
i know how it feels, my friend. it's tough, it really is. but I'm crying for you right now, and I'm begging that you stay strong. Because we need each other. We all do. And I love you all.
@@Kexetey appreciate that so much my guy
@@deeb13243 thank you man I'm feeling better today I was really down when i wrote this
@@BizarreHD I'm glad to hear that. Just please don't kill yourself. There are ALWAYS better options :)
Music is the best thing humans have created.
I agree with you
Incredible what some rythmic sound frequencies can do to the human soul and mind
Without music life would be a complete disaster…
this is the most beautiful corner of the internet to have ever existed
Hard to come across unless you search for it
@@foxychannel5895it finds you when you need it.
@@foxychannel5895 well my recommendations is filled with these playlist
@@foxychannel5895i just came across this haha
More like most depressing 😔😔😔😔
imagine you're walking this very road, by yourself. you hear this music playing in the back of your mind. it feels like its forever, all of a sudden you see bright flash. it's your memories. the very same memories you didn't realize you were making. as you run towards them, you feel... happy... you stop. the music drops low. your friends, all smiling at you. big cheesy smiles. they are happy. it makes you happy. you remember all those memories again. they all miss you. they all love you. you feel a looming regret creep over your shoulders. you think. "Life can hurt, but leaving everything behind, hurts much more."
-just a little thing I created while listening to this.
while all social medias are becoming toxic and full of useless hate, these yt videos are the only place where i can just let go and not feel like im constantly being judged. thank you.
Yeah, especially in the comment section of these playlists❤
The comments on these kinds of videos are always so sweet and I love that...♡
Love you ❤ that your world come back to be colorful again and the light of the lord shine on your soul. Keep living, keep loving.
Same
I hate this existence so so so so so so so so SO SO much
“My father says that people who commit su1c1de are selfish. The funny part is he doesn’t even know he is calling me selfish, too.”
I found this written in my sister’s notebook after she committed su1c1de on her 15 birthday. March 27 2021, that’s a date I could never forget. I come as a reminder to cherish those you have before they are gone.
I am so sorry, may she rest in peace 💝
I’m so sorry for this. She was so young and had so much ahead of her. Did your dad get the chance to read her journal? I know that it might cause more pain, but it’s a lesson to be very cautious of what you say.
May she rest in peace
May God rest her soul.
This actually made me cry because my father has said the same thing, may she rest with love left in her silenced heart
Started listening and started crying.
Me too
you know those sights you'll never see again? Those small glimpses of peace and calming that only last for about a few seconds or so? Those small glances that have just the right lighting. maybe it's looking out the window of a car, seeing a hazy orange sunset with the black telephone lines dashing across, as the car travels. Or maybe the shadows cast by clouds on a bright day sprawling over the rolling hills in your small little town, slowly creeping and enveloping all the light, till the shade inevitably passes. I miss seeing those things. the feeling of everything being okay, even for just a second. Anyway, it's been good seeing you traveler. Hope to see you again soon.
honestly it's not worth dying, you only receive some cries and flowers for a while, but then people move on with their lives, until you are forgotten
I dont mind that if it means i dont have to think anymore.
I dont want to be remembered.
@@NERVv.I get you, I’m tired of thinking I wish I could shut my brain off but it doesn’t happen, I’ve been really thinking about just saying my goodbyes I can’t take it anymore
@@blertshala don't do It. Just don't, it's way more painful trying to escape pain than face It off. Talk to someone (even people in comment replies :) ) if you need It, I hope u will ready this
@@Ikari9218 been doing better recently just been in the mindset of can I make it a day, which has been working been getting closer to god also which has been helping, thanks for reaching out, one day I’ll get out of this.
Poem made by me.
As you lay in a field of grass
you see a lot of birds in sight
you realize it brings you much delight
and as you hear cars going fast
you can finally rest at last.
Sorry if this wasn't good it was just in my mind and I wanted to express it because of this playlist. Edit: thanks for the likes idk is should make more poems I'm not a poem writer but I'm amazed how many likes I got and it warms my heart that you guys liked it. -GrassMan.
Its beautiful. It made me sob
I don't have time to lay in a field of grass😢
@@squidwardhot777 Yes you do have time. What makes you think you don't?
@@JB_OldVoltBike Because there's no grass here 💀
@@squidwardhot777 Ay man how yall doing? Just wanted to talk with someone man I have been suffering for a year now....
The most beautiful part of life is this moment rightnow.
I work in an old folks home and I’ve seen so many people wither into piles of thin skin, sucked to brittle bones, with dying organs and rattling lungs. This last week another passed away…it was different this time…different in a way I lack the exact words for. Since the words cannot be find I will share my final moment with him.
I had walked into his room where lied in his hospital bed, the creaking and uncomfortable replacement for the beautiful and soft king bed that was supported by a heavy stained wood frame that supported his achy joints and granted him good rest. He was fraction of the size he had been not even a month prior. I went to his bed side and layed a gentle hand on his shoulder. I said his name and his eyes slid open like they were the heaviest things he had ever lifted. He rolled his head towards me and gave a meak smile. He told me he wanted to sit up on the edge of his bed and look out the window. His words sounded like gravel and his breaths were slow and labored. As he sat and looked to the world beyond the window pane I could see in his eyes that he knew what was coming. I could see the fear, the pain, the regret and loneliness…but I could also see relief and acceptance of life. I watched him for what seems like an eternity…he never didn’t look at me…he didn’t talk to me…just sat with his dying body and watched the world go by from the spot he knew he would never leave.
After 30 minutes or so he said he wanted to lay down but he didn’t say it to me…he didn’t say it to anyone…but he leaned over and rested his head on the upright backside of his bed. I helped him get comfortable one last time and he gave me sullen “thank you” his eyes were closed before I left the room and they never opened again…he died 2 days later.
Death is promise that given to us all…the moment we are born. So let us be alive until we see out that window for the last time.
This actually made me cry, i'm dead serious
Is funny how these songs will forever exist, long after I'm gone
Words and statements and thoughts and feelings may vanish, but music stays inside us till the end
So is everything else around you my friend. We are but mere passengers in this world.
Deep bro
yes i bet these will exist even after 60 more years
The community on this video is lit. People commenting stuff that makes you actually feel connected to people. I'm struggling atm, and probably many of you too. Sending energy to all my bros and sisters out there. We are alive and even though you are behind the screen far away, there is someone that thinks about you and more importantly feels you.
I love you too
It’s gonna be alright I am here for you :] we can get through this rough time together I believe in you
Tava lendo como se eu estivesse dizendo pra alguém,mas depois de um tempo parei pra pensar,que estava sendo dito pra mim,que algumas vezes disse isso,mas nunca ouvi
just the same. best wishes, bro/sis ⭐
So true man ❤
私はまだ高校生だけど、聴いたことがあるようでないこの曲から、より子どもだった頃の本心が私を覗いてくる気がする。それはかつての私の心だったのに、隠していたらいつの間にか見えなくなって、今では思い出せなくなった。この寂しさに浸るのは苦しい。なのに、この寂しさが好きだからこの曲を聴いている。
きっと未来の私も、今私が思っていることを忘れている。それが人生というものだと割り切れたら良かった。真っ暗で見えない私の未来と過去に挟まれるのは怖くて仕方がないけど、そのおかげで今がより輝いているのかもしれない。
みんな、みんな、そして例外なく私も、自分自身の心に耳を傾けてみて欲しい。思い出せなくなる前に。
Truly beautiful words
Crazy how we will likely never ever cross paths in our lifetime, but your message reached across the world
本当に美しい言葉、私はあなたのためにここにいます、いつもあなたをサポートします、元気でいてください
People say "words don't hurt" but words do hurt they hurt so much you don"t know what to do...
you ever feel like you're trapped inside your own body?
Because you are, we all are. The world and people in it work against you as well as your very own body and mind. Existence in this life feels most nonsensical and unethical when you start to have that feeling that you’re not even entitled to your own body let alone your life which will inevitably lead to an existential crisis. Anything can happen to any one of us in a blink of an eye and change our lives to a bliss or a nightmare and the scary part is that there is little to nothing at all you could do to prevent, control or reverse the nightmare should it come to pass.
That's why I am here
I feel better already... :') @@Dee-iy9uq
I feel like I'm digging my own grave
also same..@@user-um6hn9hr9g
It'll be okay.
Life threw everything it had at you, it pushed you to the ground, spit on you, left you for dust, but you're still here. And I think that's beautiful.
Whatever people say, whatever you do, just know you're not alone. We can get through this together.
Life is gonna chuck itself at you again, and when that happens, I'll be there, fighting with you.
I have bugs I'm my hair
hi stranger, i love you
This is beautiful. Where did you get that line from?
Perfect 🙏
I'm fighting right here with you too.
I’ve been losing faith in humanity for a while now. I used to think nearly everybody on the internet was toxic until I stumbled upon this video and read the comments. I have never seen a more supportive community in all of my time on the internet. All of your love and support to each other has really gone a long way to helping not only me but many other people find faith in humanity. Thank you all for being so wonderful to each other. I hope you are all staying strong and safe out there. ❤❤
I feel like im in that place. Walking and walking without having any idea of reaching somewhere but infinity. A bunch of good memories going through my mind. Wanting to be alone forever like this without any pressure or tension but only thinking about those good old days.
Had to say farewell to my cat almost 1 month ago, had her for just under 4 years, rescued her from an old farm at an auction after her owner had passed away back in 2019.
I brought her home with me after getting permission from the auctioneer at the time.
She immediately looked calm and cozy on the first night, she had a safe place to stay with a roof over her head, food, water and limitless love from me and my family.
I named her, Lucy.
She was a long-haired Calico cat with the longest and most fabulous white whiskers I'd ever seen on a cat, beautiful olive green eyes with a hint of yellow.
She had the sweetest personality of any cat my family has ever had, no matter who approached her, she would always meet them with love and curiosity, eager to get to know who they were.
She was never rude or mean to anyone, always gentle and only ever wanted to cuddle.
As she was a rescue cat, I never knew how old she really was, but she couldn't of been that old, as she wasn't that big of cat, but the Vet's estimate was that she was around 6 years old.
The reason she had to be put down was that she had a very severe case of bone deterioration from Arthritis.
Apparently, in cats, Arthritis is a death sentence.
Their bones are much thinner than you'd think, so Arthritis is a lot more severe for them.
I went to 2 different vet centers to have her checked after I started noticing a clicking noise when she walked, kind of like the sound you make when you crack your back, or move your shoulder in a weird way.
Both of the vet clinics said that there was nothing that could be done to help her, no treatments, no medicine, no surgeries, as there was no guarantee that any of it would improve her quality of life.
The strangest thing is that she seemed happy and un-troubled the entire time I had her. They said she had the worst case of Arthritis they'd ever seen in a cat.
I had no idea it was that severe and the vet said that both cats and dogs are really great at hiding any chronic pains, they said that she was most likely born with Arthritis and that it would have ended badly for her regardless of what happens.
After being to the second vet clinic and getting a second opinion about what was going to happen, I collapsed as they'd given her the death sentence and said that she would need to be executed as soon as possible, claiming it was so severe that if I'd kept her any longer, I'd be reported to the police for animal abuse... when all I wanted was to help her get well again so we'd have many more years together.
I was always kind to her, keeping her company when she needed me, right until the very end.
She slept in for the last time on the 18th of September.
I held her paw as she crossed the rainbow bridge.
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That day was the worst day of my life, as I loved her lots and losing her created a dark abyss in my soul. I'm not sure if I'll ever feel complete again.
May you rest in peace, Lucy. Thanks for everything.
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If you read all this, thank you for your time, you didn't have to but I appreciate it that you did. :)
I miss my cat Delilah she died in my arms in July still trying to get over it months later i know the pain it hurts!
I am actually crying so much from this story
At least you got to say goodbye....my Tuxie passed unexpectedly 1 month ago....she was 9 years old. Her name was Loka. Sorry about your friend.
@@digidrum2003 I know that a lot of pet owners either don’t get to say goodbye or feel that they can’t handle having to say goodbye when bringing them into the vet’s office, so the pets get euthanized without their owner with them so they die alone.
I am aware of that and said to myself and my family that I wouldn’t let my Lucy die alone, that even though it would be an extremely emotionally painful thing for me to watch her die, I knew that me being there made it more comfortable to have happen with me being there for her.
During the euthanization, the vet explained how animals could twitch, make noise or gasp for air while the 2nd dosage is being administered. However for Lucy, it went so smoothly that I couldn’t even tell when she stopped breathing and her heart stopped beating.
She went peacefully, but it was still very painful to watch my little Lucy fade away like that.
But at least I was there for her, and that’s what mattered the most at the time.
Sorry to hear about your pet, I know how painful it is to not get to truly say goodbye to someone/something.
I don’t cry at tv shows, books, movies, any form of media but as a cat owner, this made me want to cry. RIP to your cat. She’s waiting for you🌈🌈🌈
Dude, reading these comments while listening to this music is making me cry.
Same
+1
+2
+3
me four
I mean five
surviving isn’t living.
My friend is suicidal I keep telling her to not leave this world even though our Earth got a lot more worse. She cried near me telling, "I don't want to live in this cruel world anymore." But neither do I want to live in this cruel world anymore. "Life was good when we were young we when grow older it gets more stress. Parents don't understand us anymore, which made us question our decision and our next decision. People we loved leaves us." She said another thing to me. She kept telling me to telling her 'None painful ways to die.' Which I didn't have any ideas. I love my friends and my family, I don't want them to leave me. I'm only just a kid. I don't have that much knowledge in life, how AM I supposed to know how to do things?
...
Whatever.. for my friends and strangers that is suicidal or have depression, I wish you have a great life and don't give up... See you next time
❤🩹
Hi, i hope youre both doing well right now. Please keep encouraging your friend, be there for him/her, and i have another piece of advice, which is also for you my friend:
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your path. Do not be wise in your own eyes: Fear the Lord, and depart from evil. It will be health to your body, and strength to your bones.”
Proverbs 3:5-8
You dont have to worry about time passing by and you growing up and life getting harder, because Jesus Christ is always the same, and he will always be with you, if you follow him.
“Listen to me, those who have been upheld by me from birth, who I have carried from the womb: Even to your old age, I am He, and even to gray hairs I will carry you! I have made, and I will bear, even I will carry, and will save you.”
Isaiah 46:3-4
So dont be afraid, neither you nor your friend, because Jesus loves you ❤
“He who has my commandments, and keeps them, it is he who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.”
John 14:21
@@Duarteyahoo272 Thank you, for the kind words you gave us. I haven't send her the message but, I hope this will motivate her more. Thank you very much my friend.
@@Ripmr128 Much love for both of you, take care ♥️♥️
@@WRISTZILLA Thank you my friend
"Life is a journey.. and every journey eventually leads to home."
“ and the home is where u feel happy forever, and meet others there. “
@@TheRUclipsrSt4rYou messed up bro.
U good bro?
@@TheRUclipsrSt4r U good bro?
@@Tartaruguinhabemfofinha U good bro?
those comments feels like a hug
everyday i just think, think about if i'm even doing the right thing anymore. think about how much i changed over the year, think about how my image in other people are. i wish i didn't have to think so much but as a human, it's just something normal. all these memories that cause emotions can really haunt or make us so happy. feels like sometimes nobody truly understands how powerful a simple "i'm sorry" or "i love you" is. it doesn't have to be a whole paragraph, just putting in the time to apologize or show that you care can go along way.
i wasn't always like this, matter a fact, a couple years ago i'd probably call myself edgy or something. haha, good times. everybody here will most likely always have a point in their life where they might not wanna live anymore or just feel very depressed. just remember that there will always be light, always be people, always be opportunities and you can always love on. there won't always be time though, sure you might have a lot of it as of right now but you shouldn't waste it thinking to yourself about how you failed on that thing, how you lost the love of your life or whatever is troubling you. take the time that you *need* and try your hardest to move on.
enjoy your life, fight for your happiness, fight fight fight and never give up. show the world that you can be stronger than whatever it throws at you and you will find your peace and happiness. a year, 5 years or 10 years in the future you'll be proud of yourself.
as of right now, i feel as if i just lost everything, my respect for myself, my boyfriend, my sanity. everything just feels like it's all coming down on me at once, it's been like this for a year a few months. should i die? should i live? what if i just leave everything.. i could never decide so i just did nothing really.. that got me into an even darker pit, i fought and fought to try and regain back control over my life but i failed for a very very long time until i started winning a little more and.. more.. and more. now i'm at the final stage really, just accepting things. in my opinion, the hardest.
i can't even put into words how much i want somethings back, how i want the past. how i wish i didn't feel alone anymore, how i wish that i wasn't the one to mess up. how i wish that i could just kiss you for hours and lay with you until we both fall asleep. it's over now though.
Fight, Redemption, Accept.
to whoever you are, i love you. i wish we could meet and just hug each other because i've read a lot of these comments and some people need a shoulder to cry on or just a little hug. i'm tearing up just writing this honestly. just remember how special and unique you are. remember how much power you have, you can do anything with your life or you don't have to. all that matters is that you have fun in life, have a good life. you don't need to be a doctor, streamer or anything like that you know. as long as you're happy with your life, there's no need to be anymore than that. remember, nobody controls you but you.
my name is evelyn and to whoever saw this, i hope you have a beautiful life.
i love you. im proud of you.
i love you
Love u ❤
One day nobody will exist
One day I’ll see my last and when i come to face it i hope to look back and love Everything everyone and every moment ❤️
If comment sections were real life hang out spots, id feel so happy to meet all you strangers out there. Because strangers care more than those we know. It hurts like hell, but i rather be with the people who also needs some love. I love you guys. Keep your heads up, and never give up.. may we all be strong enough to keep going until we cant go any further anymore..
I just wanna meet people irl like in the comment sections,just talk about life to be honest.
Man i whis you the best i whis you made it in life i hope you don't care what others think of you...Just spread love❤❤
i love you man God bless @@lejgertron
You good bro?
@@pigeons-dl4vu U good bro?
Wake up tomorrow with a smile on your face knowing you have made it this far. Stay strong.
Until you realize you don't believe in anything and see only darkness in the distance. But you say to stay strong. Might as well ask a blind person to see how beautiful the stars are tonight.
True
@@user-zm3hk1bs9yread the gospel
@@user-zm3hk1bs9yif you only see darkness, you should light a flame in your heart
@@user-zm3hk1bs9y shake it all off. Think about this... Why is it impossible to die from holding your own breath? Or even when people attempt to harm themselves their bodies immediately struggle? Somewhere in the back of your brain you want to keep being alive. It doesn't look good now but things will start to get better. It's not even a matter of if.. it's a matter of when. Give yourself a break, breathe and take each day one at a time.. seek help if you need to but you need to also change your own mindset to get better.
I have never met you before, but I know you got this. 💜
Look at your past self, they rely on you now, they always hoped to be older like you are now, follow their dreams you have now and the days will look brighter slowly but surely.
To everyone:
No matter who you are or what you've done or what you've gone through or what you're going through, God loves you more than you could ever imagine ❤
Thanks...
@@commandermassacre You're welcome ☺️
Its better if i go with him in his world than to stay in this world bye.
@@smitzz7446 What do you mean by that?
@@barniguana i dont wanna live anymore thats what i meant ill give life 2 more days to make it better if not fuck it ima just be gone
When I die I will mostly feel a great sadness for not being able to experience anything anymore...yet, I know I will also feel a shameful sort of relief at not *having* to do anything anymore.
Same ❤️
that ain't shameful. perfectly understandable and relatable.
I know how it feels but be glad that you live great times, even at the worst moment
what if its just the beginning? and what you do here and now determines where you'll be for eternity? live for Jesus, live for heaven. Don't live for the here and now which is so fleeting and meaningless.
Not shameful
Don’t feel shame
U was dead before living too
It’s not bad
U go somewhere new💖
Hey, you're not the problem. You are a great person, be sure of that. Your tears will not be in vain. Cry, cry until this feeling disappears. You are strong, this will pass, I love you, stranger.
I am the problem, I am the reason for what happened. I know you don't love me because no one does. No one cares about me that's why I don't like the leave the house or my room. I hate my body I've forced myself to not eat to lose weight. I wear big hoodies to hide my body in I try to cover my eyes and face with my hood or hair. I'm stupid. I just want to die no one with care and don't say "oh, i would care" no you won't because you don't know me. You don't know what happened. You don't know how I've been hurt. You don't know the people I've hurt. I just want to die. And I'm going to just be reborn in a new body over and over again so I don't wanna kms because I'll just come back. But I also want to do it because maybe I'll be better. Even though my arms, legs, chest are clean doesn't mean my heart is. I hate myself so much I don't think I've ever loved myself. Everyone I meet leaves me. K left, T left, P left, N left, and so many more also A isn't even herself anymore. Everyone I loved has and will leave.
@@Namelesstheclown.I’m so sorry ml…
I love you too stranger, you just made my evening better
@@Namelesstheclown.Hey dude, why don't you just want to accept that even if your closest people hurted you, even if you think you were a horrible person in the past and don't deserve to live, just accept the fact that there will always be someone who cares about you, i'm not sure, but maybe someone of your family thinks about you and hopes that you're fine. Strangers under this comment section put a lot of time and effort to pick the right words, so that other strangers can smile once after a long time. it's a bit funny that the most sad and physically and mentally tired people put so much of their power to convince others that they care about them. I think that's a big reason to call them caring about everyone who is struggling in some degree, including you. I bet you too felt sorry about them and wanted to help them, even though you didn't knew anything about them, am I right? You just didn't knew how. You must be really hating yourself if you think that nobody can ever care and love you, or maybe you also think that you don't deserve that shit, I'm not sure about that last one. So some of us definitely DO care about you, please don't dare to think otherwise. We know it won't fix your life, but hey, at least try to enjoy staying here and reading those comments if you like the atmosphere, don't overthink them, just enjoy the moment, and you will like it:)
@@Namelesstheclown.Hey dude, why don't you just want to accept that even if your closest people hurted you, even if you think you were a horrible person in the past and don't deserve to live, just accept the fact that there will always be someone who cares about you, i'm not sure, but maybe someone of your family thinks about you and hopes that you're fine. Strangers under this comment section put a lot of time and effort to pick the right words, so that other strangers can smile once after a long time. it's a bit funny that the most sad and physically and mentally tired people put so much of their power to convince others that they care about them. I think that's a big reason to call them caring about everyone who is struggling in some degree, including you. I bet you too felt sorry about them and wanted to help them, even though you didn't knew anything about them, am I right? You just didn't knew how. You must be really hating yourself if you think that nobody can ever care and love you, or maybe you also think that you don't deserve that shit, I'm not sure about that last one. So some of us definitely DO care about you, please don't dare to think otherwise. We know it won't fix your life, but hey, at least try to enjoy staying here and reading those comments if you like the atmosphere, don't overthink them, just enjoy the moment, and you will like it:)
I recently graduated and to me it feels like the end of a long and terrible dream. Not because of the homework, or the breakups, or the fights between family, or the friends who turned their backs on me, or the ones who didn't make it. There were a lot of wonderful things, and impressive things I accomplished.
I spent the most meaningful years of my life with the people I loved the most. I did an entire final essay the morning due (I got an A). I poured out a beer with my buddies and made memories our absent friends would have been proud of.
It feels like I'm looking up and this whole world has just been one turn of the page. I know I'll dream again tonight yet, all I really want is closure. I've been part of a lot. I'd be happy if today was the last day I woke up.
Life is magnificent, and I fear I will be alive for a very, very long time.
dont say that man ur loved!
@@jasminestamour8451 I'm not worried about being loved. All I really want is peace. But that's a lot to ask for and I'm sure many would agree.
I don't think about committing suicide, but I do take comfort in knowing that there's a great Equilizer waiting to bring us home, to a place where everything makes sense.
im so alone…
Do you have discord? I’m pretty lonely myself, maybe we can be friends lol
I'm here for you.
EVERYONE*
Same
Incrível, 8,5 bilhões de pessoas no mundo e tudo parece tão solitário e sem alma, todos estamos nos sentindo sozinhos
Ya'll do realize one day, that every single thing that had happened to this earth from it's first day to last, will be permanently gone, like earth had never happened.
The Games we had played, the music we had enjoyed, people that we loved, people we admired, animals, graveyards, ancient relics, iconic parts of the earth, great cities, places that no one had discovered yet, items that we misplaced and never saw again, all our toys that we used to play, hometowns that we grew up on, social medias, browser histories, notepads, diaries, every single thing... It will not exist anymore someday.
...and for me, living while knowing this future, it's pain... But it is what it is.
I hope I don't cringe anyone, I'm sorry. Haha. But it's truly what I've been thinking about for years.
it's not cringe my guy, it's wholesome and i love it. ❤
That’s why we have to live to the fullest. Because one day it will be impossible.
It's kind of nice, in a way. We know everything we've accomplished will be gone someday and yet we choose to do it anyway, because it makes us happy. I think that's beautiful.
what i’ve been thinking about is death. when we die we don’t really know what’s at the end of life. we’ve never seen it. and what if it’s just dark and cold. what if we just don’t exist after we die or maybe our soul would just not exist and we won’t remember anything. we won’t even be anything at all. and at this point i kinda just accepted it. if i die i die. if i live i live. death doesn’t scare me anymore mostly because i don’t care what’s at the end of life. all that matters is the fun i had and the memories i had in life. the beautiful things in life.
damn that was deep
And as life goes on, I realize I have never felt like I lived. I’ve been barely surviving… I’ve been merely existing.
I’m sorry that you feel that way and if that is true maybe you could try and live now? Perhaps you could try new things, meet new people, travel, not sure just do something that you would enjoy and that brings meaning and joy to your life ❤
Как говорю я довольно часто, "моя любимая фраза для поддержки - всё будет хорошо, как бы банально это не звучало, всё будет хорошо.. "
*я тебя люблю*
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hey idk if ur gonna see this but if anyone else does and feels this way i have some advice. i struggled a lot with feeling regret and depression over the fact im not making memories and im not living life to the fullest. but honestly i am. every minute i scrolled endlessly on the internet was never a waste. the universe/god wanted me to see that one video or feel that one emotion even if it was emptiness. everything i have felt emotionally, physically, was supposed to happen. I have never once in my life made the wrong choice. Because whatever is meant to be has happened and will continue to happen thats the whole point. your lowest points are meant to come and so are your highest but even the feeling that life is not being lived is not true. your not just surviving your living baby! look at you! you are being so incredible!!! you are feeling emotions you are experiencing ups and down and you even feel empty! that is so freaking incredible because that shows you are living life! the meaning of life isnt to live it the way u "think it should be lived", its to give it meaning. and allllll your negative experiences and feelings are giving your high moments in the future so much meaning now. i know it may seem like your not living life the way it should be lived but quite frankly its impossible not to. Everyhting that has happened to you was supposed to happen to you even if it doesnt always look like it. just look if u genuiley want to be happy remebr this "life isnt about avoiding bad situation or healing from them as quick as possible, its. being able to feel happy in your worst moments because you know its all working out just how its supposed to" i really hope this helps some of you and if u ever need to talk about a specific situation honestly just reply to this comment i would really love to help you. have a great day love u guys 💗
And that’s okay there nothing wrong with that. I’m not saying you shouldn’t broaden your horizons but just know the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. Speaking from experience living life simpler would have made me more happier thinking back honestly
To the people in the comment section, here are a few quotes i think about regularly. :')
"Even cold water may appear warm when you're freezing"
"be yourself, those who mind dont matter, and those who matter dont mind."
"When you're born in a burning house-you think that the whole world is on fire, but its not."
"Everything has a crack-thats how light gets in."
"We are all born beautiful. the greatest tragedy is to be convinced we are not."
"if a camera cant capture the full beauty of a sunset, it cant capture the full beauty of a human either."
Wow! So cool! You're good with quotes :)
These quotes helped me! Thank you so much
To anyone who is reading my comment, don't ever think you are useless, or there is no meaning for you to continue living.
I wish for everyone's here, another peaceful day, another smile on everyone, another happy moment with your friends, parents and us who is reading this.
Never be so depressed or blame on yourself on something, because we are out here wishing peacefulness to you!
Be safe and sound!
Hey, last year was my worst year ever. I almost quit halfway around July. But guess what? I've managed to find a way to get up every morning and music does helped me a lot. I was once a guitarist but I quit abruptly when I was 16, left my band and never pick up my guitar anymore. But I picked it up again, strum, and started to fell in love with it again. This year I've signed up for music school, started it yesterday (01/12/23), and these 2 days, I've been very happy and everything turns out to be very fine this year. I've managed to change my life again. Now I'm planning to make music professionally. Wish me luck dear my Internet buddies!!!!
Good luck:)
@@Yoritto thank youuuuu
good luck man! I am also in one of those periods where I think about what I should deal with.
@@treatyworld6525 good luck for you too! Everything will be alright
All the very best
This was recommended to me. Sure i am mildly depressed but i dont want my life to end. I have an 8 year old daughter ( turns 8 on the 25th this month ) that i need to strive and surpass me in every way possible. I will not let her down because her father loves her very deeply.
YOU also love her deeply. and she deeply loves you.
Hey, keep your head up high. I recommend, although it’s hard, try to get away from anything that continues to make you sad, like sad music. Because that will only drive you back to that state of mind. I love you, stay strong.
Negawatt?
In all seriousness dont do it its gay to commit suicide.
She has the best dad ever. She loves u so much, I’m sure. Don’t give up
just so you know she can't be fully happy with you being depressed no matter how much you try to hide it , it will affect her too
so think of helping yourself as helping her too , i am pretty sure you deserve to feel happy if you are so concerned about your daughter , this means there should be good in life for the both of you no matter what difficult circumstances you're in at the moment .. sometimes its hard to care for yourself but trust me that side of you will give you strength and a meaning in life
Where ever you are. What strange corner of the globe you are in do not worry it going to be fine.
Loneliness followed me wherever I went throughout my life. In bars, in cars, on sidewalks, in shops, everywhere. There is no escape. I am God's loner.
oh, if you'r the god, give me 1million dollars pls.
for "real" real, i understand you. i've been completly alone for some weeks. and this is really hurts. but if you look at serials or anime, you don't give a fk. so, just live for art.
If you’re listening to this and you don’t know what to do in your life and you just feel…lost. Just know I’m right here with you, okay? We’ll get through it together. I promise we will.
I hope so brother. Thank you.
Thank you, wishing you the same.
nah im just drawing
OK my ❤️
Thanks, and same to you ❤
I don’t know if someone will ever see this, but if you do, thank you. When I put this on I completely zones out for a bit. I walked back into my room and just stood there staring for a while. It felt like I had died and I was just revisiting my previous life, what I had done, exactly as I left it. It felt like something or someone was behind me but of course, there wasn’t. It’s all so quiet, and I’m just alone with my thoughts. But I think that’s the scariest part of all
I feel you. My thoughts, my mind is what scares me. Memories flood back, the good, the bad, what I could have changed. In the end here we are. I did not realize this but I am not the only one who thinks this... And honestly thank you.
I agree, it often feels like life has ended and we're looking at all we died. But we haven't died. And in a way, we'll live forever. Love will live forever.
"where should i go , to the left where nothing is right , or to the right where nothing is left "
This hits hard
In January 2023, I realized that I was very much in love with my history teacher. I liked absolutely everything about him. Rare smiles, timbre of voice, walk, brown eyes, his smell of coffee. But I started to doubt myself a lot. In your appearance, orientation, affiliation. At that same moment, my grandfather died and not the most pleasant things began in the country.
I am still attached to this person, although I understand that it is useless. I just can't stop thinking about him.
This playlist found me in the fall of 23. And it was the best find. By winter, apathy worsened and this helped me a lot.
Although I miss you, I want to understand myself and resolve this issue. I'm tired, I want to feel life again. Now it’s like all emotions are at zero.
Be happy, stranger. If you have a similar situation, understand that everything is fine with you. This is completely normal and you shouldn’t blame yourself for your feelings. Don't let yourself be devastated, get enough sleep, eat well and just love.
I will learn to live and will definitely return home...
I love you :>
I'm on the middle of the fight against depression.
I finally got the will to stand up and fight back after five months of pure misery.
I couldn't have done this without the help of my friends, I'm beyond grateful.
I finally feel alive again, I finally see the light, it's a feeling I forgot... and I won't back down until I win.
To everyone who is struggling in life, I believe in you... we can do this...
We *will* do this.
*λ*
That's Right 🫡
im not depressed anymore. because im empty now. i can laugh i can feel sad but is not as powerful as it was. i dont care if i live i dont care if i die. i cant feel the pain of begin depressed as i was and i cant feel the happiness everytime i laugh. im a empty shell
I hope you are doing well, man ❤.
feel you to the fullest, it's not sad anymore it's just empty, nothing. just like a void that im trapped in forever, just a loop that goes on and on non-stop, we call this "life" i suppose
@@gorkanianIt doesn't have to be that way brother.
God loves you and no matter how you feel or your situation God will be there and has always been there just reach out‼️ God adores you and I love you💗 you're wonderful and worth everything
I’m the same way man. I hope you can get better, much love ❤️
It’s strange, last year in January I was told my sister wanted to take her own life on New Years. I wasn’t home, no one was. This year, 2024, I keep getting videos of people posting the Suicide rate being over 3,000 already. Just to think, my sister, found at 12am, January 1st, 2023, she might have been one of those first documented suicides of 2023.
She didn’t though, she’s still here and, despite everything, is doing her best to live the very best life she can. I love her so much and can’t imagine her gone.
If you’re feeling suicidal, you’re not selfish, you’re not a terrible person. You’ve got this, you’re doing amazing no matter what happens. I’m sorry your life has gotten to such a low, you deserve nothing more than the best. Keep up the good work! And if at some point you may lose that battle, it’ll still be alright. I’m proud of you for being here as long as you can (This is not me telling people to die to suicide, I just know not everyone can be talked down but they still deserve the world) Remember that you are cared about and deserve everything, I love you so much
i'm proud of your sister she's doing well or much better now. you're a kind person, thank you for those beautiful words. stay strong
R u good bro?
о боже... это... я плачу... спасибо вам
I am scared of death, i am scared of growing, i am scared of dying and nobody would care, i am scared that people won't remember me anymore, i am scared of dying alone, i don't want to grow up, who is gonna feed my dog? Who is gonna make my family laugh? Idk anymore.
The prospect of dying terrifies me. You never know when someone leaves. I’m just so..... disturbed today. God knows how I’ll study for my exam. Today... my teacher was celebrating the birth of his twin grandsons with his wife. Never seen him happier... But I guess happiness is short lived. Just an hour ago, his wife passed away... Will any of us even live to see the next day? Will we all disappear like that... so unannounced? Reminds me of the time my uncle and grandfather passed away. They were so healthy and happy.... yet the next moment, they were in the grave.
I just spent 20 minutes balling my eyes out at the fact that i will never be with her. Everything about her is perfect, the eyes, smile, hair, even her mannerisms. But i know i will never be with her. I just have to hope she finds the right guy for her..
Don’t die y’all. It kills you. That means that you’ll never listen to any of these absolute banger songs again. Let that set in.
Plus if you're dead, how will you hit the like button?
If you die you'll be dead, and you wont not die dead
And if you're dead, you can't ring the notification bell!
“Don’t die y’all, it kills you” 😂
@@OneEditsVids made me smile
Listening to this while camping and sipping on some hot coco and staring at the northern lights after taking a dip in a lake at 10pm hits different. We take so much for granted and we forget the little things that make us who we are. Life is sometimes disappointing but also rewarding. Hope we all prosper in life.
Seeing the northern lights has been my dream for as long as I can remember. Enjoy them for the both of us until I can see them!
I’m going to the artic circle to see them soon! Can’t wait to do exactly as you have! I will think of this commen tand this song when I do.
Fr❤r
R❤r
R❤r
I just want to stand in the middle of an empty street while it's raining letting myself try to heal maybe... I just wanna have freedom now...
Are yall good,if so thats great for the others,keep striving and you'll get what you want. Prayers to you all🙏
To whoever could be reading this I want you to know that everything will be okay, everything always turns out fine sometimes it just takes a while to heal and move on. You’re not alone and I’m proud of you
Thanks... I needed that
@@mrnobodyman722 I’m so sorry I hope it gets better for you probably doesn’t mean much since I don’t know you but I’m proud you have gotten this far you’ll be okay❤️
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cringeworthy
I hope anyone reading this has a good day.
Thanks, yes I have but I hope you too! If not, stay strong! You'll experience better days soon❤
Thx dude, you too, stay awesome👍
Amen🙏🏾 I hope you have a good day too
Thnx and likewise 🙏
Thx but i dont, because i think i have depression, dont get happy and when i get happy only for a short time, i lost the friend i always could talk to when i had problems and it is my fault.
I loved her but now she hates me now i have no one i want to talk to about my feelings with.
School is shit but hey im still alive and i hate it.
Thx to everyone who destroyed my life one day after another making it worse and worse.
And if u read this, thank u for your attention.
Thank you guys for comforting me, this video found me just hours after my grandpa passed away.