There’s one particular memory that has stayed with me throughout the years. One stormy night, when I was just 4 years old I was scared of the bright flashes of light and booms of the sky outside, so I crept out and peeked into the living room. My father sat watching football, the Cincinnati Bearcats to be exact. Mother was in the kitchen, our small little kitchen with the pink stove and counters. My father noticed me, all sniffling and hugging my old ragged lamb doll, and called me over. My mother noticed and came over to sit, and both understood and allowed me to sit with them. The red jerseys flashing across the screen, the fire crackling, a smell of cocoa. I slowly dozed off, snug between them, grasping each of their hands, and I felt peace. True peace, knowing not hail or storm could hurt my barriers of warmth. Occasionally, when the sky rages now, and I’m not asleep, but not awake either, I feel their hands. I smell the cocoa. I hear the fire. I see the jerseys. People ask why I always hope it to be a stormy night, asking isn’t it scary? Couldn’t a tree come crashing on my house? But in truth, I only want to feel them again
You remember how we just wanted to grow up but now that we’re older we see way broken crayons and lost toys are better than broken hearts and lost friends
I cannot promise things will get better, but explore as much of the world as your 100 years allow you. Leave this realm content and proud with what you’ve done and discovered - or not, but you know that you’ve tried your best. May all of you soldiers realize that all of your sentimental items, your favorite stuffed animal, book, or song, only belongs to you. They are only there because _you_ give them meaning. Once you are gone, they will simply become inanimate objects without meaning and objective.
@@PurePain_1 why don’t you go get in shape in the gym and see if you feel better first? We all die in the end, no need to speed it up without working hard and improving yourself a little bit 😌
“Do you remember how you told me that you just wanted to grow up? I remember thinking the same thing when I was younger. We were running around the garden, joyfully squealing, not a care in the world. When our parents told us off, angrily screaming; We hide. Our rooms become safe places, spaces of comfort and warmth, experiencing blissful peace. “I can’t wait to be older.” we’d say, angrily. How does it feel now that we’re older? Not so great, is it? Life is hard, cherish the memories and live every day like your last. Push through. Everything will be okay; we will be okay. I’m here.” - Tom S.
i am 2 days clean ( i cut again. i was 3 weeks clean, i realized i wasnt getting better, i was only distracting myself. ) hey gang im now 4 months clean, thanks for all the support ily all
Hey man I saw this comment last night before heading to bed, been thinking about you today. I am proud of ya man. Kicking any type of addition ain’t easy but it’s always worth it. I hope life is treating you well !
поздно, мои родители уже развелись. да и в 7 лет я была таким кринжем, что мне стыдно себя вспоминать. и еще 8 лет заново учиться в школе очень не хочется, но у меня было бы время подумать о будущем поступлении…
sometimes I feel like I live inside my memories and repeat them inside my head constantly - how did time pass by so quickly? when did yesterday become 3 years ago?
i was stoned for alot of last year but i stopped a lil while ago and i cant remember anything that happened last year short term memory was all i knew but now i can hold onto memorys and it feels great but i miss being stoned cause i was at peace no more racing thoughts just bliss in the moment
@zacworkman8027 I'm glad you found the strength within you to stop, it must've been hard - welldone:) hope u find the peace you miss, even if it's just in this music
I feed 65 deer every evening who come to my front pasture and all the way to my front door. I brought my sound bar outside tonight and played this for them while they ate. They didn't leave after eating! Most of them sat down and faced the setting sun as we all watched the sun set together. I'm playing this tomorrow morning when I feed my 45 ducks Thank you from Texas!
That’s the most Texan sentence I’ve ever heard a Texan livin in Texas ever say in Texas. Ofc. (I’m a born Texan but don’t live there unfortunately, please tell me how it looks and the views of it)
This just changed my life fr. I’m devastated my dad is gone. But he was a hilarious, strong and a remarkable man. So lucky to have had him for those 27 years. Thank you. 🩶
this feels like that type of feeling i get when i remember random things about my past that i thought would never cross my mind again. i have this super specific memory about a rainy evening, just after elementary school. it was dark, and all i could hear was the sound of the rain. i dont really recall much else, i just remember the sounds of the rain and how relaxed i felt. every now and again, when i take a shower, i like to close my eyes and cover my ears and stand under the flow of the water. it is dark again, i can hear the rain again. for a second it almost feels like im back there
That sounds so comforting, I'm happy that you can to back to a time like that and feel calm. Even if nothing significant happened, a lot of times we lose moments like those. I hope you keep that memory forever :)
I had something similar happen when I came to school very early on a winter-autumn morning. It was a teal blue the skies were and I was the first one there. Just sat there. Nothing describes that feeling
Yeah that happens to me too. I sometimes have the memory where it's late at night and I'm looking out the window when is cold and raining and there's a cozy coffee shop across the street.
The best things in life are the people we love, the places we’ve been, and the memories we’ve made along the way. Nothing is ever really lost to us as long as we remember it
It maybe good memories but all those memories are tainted and can’t be looked at the same way again, I lost a group that thought I did bad things when in reality they were in some wrongs, it’s hard for me to heal and wanting to forget the memory’s with them, Remembering hurts
The problems you're facing won't last forever, no matter how bad they might seem. If you ever feel lost or hopeless, just remember: the night is always darkest before the sunrise.You're going to get through this. I know you will. Now, get some rest. You've earned it, and you deserve it. Peace be with you, my friend. ♥
I miss my dad, I miss the time when our family is complete and always together, happy. I feel so lonely. My dad is the only person in this world that understands me. He passed away because of heart attack. It was during midnight. My mum woke up and daddy is lying beside her, she called him several times, and tried to wake him up. When she knows he wasn't breathing, she started to have a break down. That was the worst night ever. I was the one who did the CPR before the ambulance came, but he didn't wake up. And now the memories of me being with dad always linger in my mind, and I always can't help crying. It's even worse that I have no one to talk to. I even have to hide to cry. Please spend more time with your parents, and always treat them the best you could. Take care.
Somewhere in the world must be a person who will understand you, be there for you. It may not be easy to find one, but there are still a lot of good people. Sorry for your loss.
This quote always resonates with me: "You don't appreciate the value of moments, until they become memories..." Make sure you take advantage of every moment of your life guys. It may seem insignificant... or you may think that this moment will happen again, but trust me, just appreciate it! value it! take a picture of it! Right now i am on the verge of finishing university/college... All the friends that i made, all the moments that have passed of us messing around, will all be gone... Therefore value these moments guys. Don't take advantage of them, because one day you will be in your 50s, looking back, and wishing that you truly appreciated them... You'll probably never see me again, so all the best to everyone... just some dumb advice from a young 20 year old boy. God bless you all...
There’s this berry-like scent I can’t put my finger on, but whenever I smell it I get taken way back to the time I got a Nintendo DS for Christmas when I was 8. I had also gotten this kid’s body wash thing in a star-shaped pouch that I would smell all the time before actually using it. I would smell it a lot while I played on my DS. To this day, that scent is a comfort to me, and reminds me of playing Super Mario World for the first time
Dealing with a lot of grief these days. Grieving the loss of loved ones, relationships and memories I can no longer recall. It's so painful to feel everything fade away.
I'm sorry for your pain. May I ask, are you an older person? You mentioned "memories I can no longer recall". Reminded me of someone in my family. Is that what you're feeling?
@@Lee-fw9mr I would not consider myself to be older not even 30 yet but loosing people and never seeing them again you tend to forget their voice, face, and time spent with them. The freshness of it all inevitably fades. Cancel Reply
You are young and life is long And there is time to kill today And then one day you find Ten years have got behind you No one told you when to run You missed the starting gun
Both of us decided to end our relationship with a trip to Japan. For certain reasons we could no longer be together but still loved each other very much dearly. How do I even start to put the experience into words. It was like squeezing out the best part of the last 10 years. Even with a doomed finale awaiting us, we experienced something so special words can not describe. The tears of joy and laughter, the cries of pain and the unknown, the warmth of each at the same time knowing soon we'll be apart and become strangers again. It was a relationship that was always doomed but not for a moment do I nor she regret it. We accepted that's life, not everything last and when it does its just a gentle reminder of how precious life is. The pain and suffering I feel today for her, is a reminder of the love we shared. It's proof that it was real and that life can be that very blissful. I now look at that last trip with so much joy and often catch myself laughing and smiling followed up by tears. If you ask me, I'll do it all over again without a regret even though it didn't end as we wanted. Wherever you are in the world, I wish you happiness and all the love that you deserve because you have shown me what it's like to be loved.
I think the hardest breakup is when you know you love each other, but still you are not matchable for everyday life. I'm afraid it will happen to me one day.
@@mottemaciato it's hard, a lot of people end up staying together for the comfort of not losing one another but at what cost? If you really care and love them you need to let them go bc don't you want the best for the both of you? Though, it is much easer said then done.
@@spacemama702 it is OK to be afraid bc frankly nothing is certain. Just use it as a reminder to make the most of every single second you have together.
*Sad, sentimental music serves as a poignant reminder of the beauty found in moments of vulnerability, where the rawness of emotion is embraced and celebrated*
My biggest problem: Living in the past almost every second of the day because my present is shittier than my past ever was. I miss the good old days. The childhood. The friends. The happiness. However ... Whoever reads this: Use the emotions and memories from your past to optimize your future self. Every memory, every feeling is some kind of code the world gave you. Start decoding. You got this 💪🏼
The past is also not that good The present becomes past very soon and you're gonna look back and be like old days were better It happens to me alot too but the reason we think past is better is because we do not know how to enjoy the present Believe me everything gonna be alright so don't lose this days Wish you the best❤
im so very sorry bout your mom i can also relate my mom passed away december 24 2k19 i was 20 and i tell you i live and im stuck with these distant memories too! this year will be five years sincee shes been gone
As someone who has driven across the country so many times, I can’t fathom how many times I’ve driven early mornings through neighborhoods were the homes all look like this. It’s a very surreal feeling when it’s so early in the morning. It’s when the fewest of the few wake up and start the day.
i remember just turning four and my mom just gave birth to my younger brother and she's tired from the pain but then i ran over to her with tea and biscuits and dipped it in tea and help her eat. i think that memory help me gain the consicousness. my mom reminds me of that moment as well and i tear up everytime i think about that moment. omg. she has gone through so much. i love her so much. we still have the best bond and i never want it to end. i want to be her daughter in every life.
I remember as a little kid, my mom would hold me to her chest to go to sleep, she would play with my hair, and what seemed like hours I’d wake up and she’s still holding me. The warmth of her was so comforting and safe. I’d give anything to experience that again. I miss her
Нам всем знакомый картина так уютна как будто мы были там жили 😁 мне 24 но такие музках я станавливаюсь словна ребёнок а в реалности совсем другой , всем удачи ребят те кто сидит слушают кайфуют старайтесь быть добрым ведь добро всегда побеждает зло, всем пока 👋 😁
Thats so true.. But what i realized is you can never ever be grateful and happy for something untill you lose it. Untill you cant go back to it when you know its done and you cant be a child again you cant run through the sunny weather with your parents but you can Feel the regret for wanting to grow up
@@silvia_jeonga its okay. youll be fine. going through some tough times aswell. i want you to know that God sees you. He knows the pain youre going through. He sees everything that happens to you, He even sees the tears. Everything always happens for a reason. Its to make you stronger, you are so insanely strong. I love you so much. I know you ALL can get through it. This is temporary. You are stronger than you think. You got this. (93:4) Indeed what is to come will be better for you than what has gone by. -The Holy Quran. I love you so much. I believe in you, and everyone who needs it. Keep going. Just one step every day. Again, I love you, you got this, you have God with you.
I live in Syria..in the north coast specifically...everytime i listen to this kind of music..it takes me back to the earthquake that happened in February 2023...i stayed in the car for three weeks..where it didn't give me any kind of comfort..it was cold and dark..and i was mourning my best friend who died under the ashes of his collapsed apartment..it was so hard...in the 12 years of war I've witnessed..it was nothing compared to the pain i felt then..the only thing i could do was to escape to these soundtracks and that would be my only safe place..so thank you for making that playlist ❤️
Had to say goodbye to my dog yesterday. He had been with us for 16 years. This kind of music helps me mourn, but it's still hard to accept that he's gone.
I feel you. My dog recently passed away. Shes been with me and my family through some hard times. But just know youll have your little buddy waiting for you in the afterlife.
I understand your pain. We had to say goodbye to ours of 15 years a couple of weeks ago. Maybe they are now playing together pain free. Lucky we got to have them as long as we did.
I miss being 6-7 playing outside with my best friend in the early 2,000’s sunshine 😭the smell of freshly cut grass and the cold autumn air while we play outside at the playground or trampoline. To hear the birds chirping and even tho the days became sad when mom told me to come inside for the night to eat dinner, I always knew I could play outside again the next day. To go on road trips with my family and go hiking. To explore my childhood rocky beaches and collect sea shells and other random things. To use the camcorder to collect our memories and hear my mom’s giggles and even tho dad was always exhausted, he was still happy. To have ice cream together and there were no problems and life was simpler. To have family movie night when we all would get cozy. My mom’s health has gotten so much worse over the past few years and it’s so terrifying and I don’t wanna lose her. She’s my everything. My dad is working so hard to build us a house since we don’t have one right now and currently live in a building that’s not our own. I just want that safe stability again, I miss my belongings and my childhood. I miss my stuffed animals and innocence. I miss not knowing what the cruel world is like. I miss the feeling of not remembering the fear of death. Now it’s all I ever think about. I miss being free from fear and only ever being happy. Now I fake a smile and try to enjoy the moments with my mom but then get reminded that it won’t last forever. I love her so much and it hurts knowing she’s so close to not making it. She still has a chance but I’m terrified. I love you mom. I love you dad.
Find God... faith is everything You can be ignorant like the rest of the world and go about your day or take this as a message. Don't follow 'my god' don't follow 'their god' just follow God. The creator of the universe. Find Jesus, he reminds you that life has barely just begun and to not worry of the future... he teaches you how to trully treat husbands and wives, mothers and fathers, sons and daughters and brothers and sisters even when they've done wrong to you. To be strong isn't to hide your emotions... to get revenge, to be the last one to talk and walk away, to be strong is to control your emotions, understand what to feel when you need to, do not seek revenge, it'll destroy you and your morals without you realizing, be the one to wait for them no matter how long, let your body and mind be a voyage to happiness that others may journey on, the way jesus is your voyage to happiness. This might be random but I question reality every day, I look at my hands and I ask... what created these? I look at my mother and ask what created you? I study my biology and science lessons... and ask... why? how? I connect on a deep deep level with God... I used to be scared he knows everything, even what I'm thinking... as I grow older nearing adult hood I realize it's comforting... to have at least one person in this universe that understands you on every single possible level imaginable, to be able to trust that they see what's coming and that the roadblocks you hit might be there for a reason... you might not see the danger... the pain, that God prevents from you falling to. But he does, and he loves you..... hell isn't God sending you away for eternity because of things you've done... no, hell is separation from God. God put us on this planet with free will, he can see what will happen depending on whether we follow him or not, yes, but he cannot influence that, otherwise we'd be robots built to live, obey, die, and enter heaven. No, we would have no character, no point... God wanted a friend, so he created me... he created you... he gave us free will and as sin entered the world, the respect we had for God left, I am a sinner, but I know of no sin on my records as jesus has redeemed me, not through my good deeds, not through praying, preaching, fasting, going to church...none of this matters, it can help you draw closer to God but it is merely religon. To know God is to have a relationship with him, to have a relationship with him is to trust that he, and he alone, his actions, dying on the cross, paying the sacrifice of all of humanity so that we could enter heaven, is the only reason that we can. No one can come to the lord, except through Jesus. I like to think of Jesus as Edens Garden.. heaven and Earth connected. Anyway I just thought I should let you know because I was born into religion... I was lead astray from God, I studied, questioned, searched for the truth and it always lead me back to him... it's okay to doubt and ask questions, all the geniuses of the world did the same. I love you, Jesus loves you, cuss me if you like, have a great day, my friend, I hope to see you in heaven one day and I pray for you and your family.
when I was younger, as many as the happy moments i experienced, they were always intermingled with sad ones, i remember hanging on to my mom's hand as i fell asleep, she would be snoring away but tears would be streaming down my face as i thought about the inevitability of the fact that one day she would die, from a very early age the fragility and bittersweet moments led to an anxiety and a propensity to depression - nothing's permanent, nothing to hope for, nothing to live for ~ in a bid of desperation i cried out to God, i clung to the hope of salvation and life offered through His Son, Jesus Christ - and my life has never been the same since. i've come to know the one who is the resurrection and the life, the sent of God who came to reverse the curse of sin and death and break the confront the powers of sin and darkness - who came to usher a kingdom of life and peace and joy with God - where one day death will be no more - you see, God created this world good, it was never meant to be the broken, messed up place it is - it is what it is because of sin and its consequences - death the price of our rebellion - but God's good plan of salvation involves Him making all things new - through Jesus' life and sacrificial death - He has won for humanity a full and final triumph over all the powers of darkness adn sin and death - He promises life everlasting for all who would turn to Him - He has given us a well of real life, real living water that will never leave you thirsty - - I pray you will know the deep joy and peace that comes from the Prince of Peace
I am 20 now and constantly feel between a younger self and an adult. I wouldn't be able to imagine a day when my grandparents passed away. I knew no matter how old I was they always cared for me like a little girl and from their eyes I see where I started out to be. The last time call them, they told me that they felt old and missed me a lot. I have nightmares of them leaving me and I couldn't imagine the real pain of them passing away. I was lucky to have a great childhood surrounded by love, and losing my grandparents is like taking that away from me
Es exactamente lo que yo siento, siento que he perdido lo más importante que he tenido toda mi vida, mi familia, mis abuelos fueron en la etapa más dolorosa de mi vida mis verdaderos padres, los más amorosos y sabios que puedan existir, los extraño tanto, lastimosamente mi abuelito que era como un padre para mí falleció, y en verdad lo extraño todos los días de mi vida, gracias a Dios tengo a mi abuelita, que la amo muchísimo y soy muy feliz de poder abrazarla, aunque la mayoría del tiempo está deprimida por la ausencia del amor de su vida... Disfrútalos, disfruta a tu familia mucho.
when i was 15-16 years old i got bullied very hard in high school so i had fallen into deep depression. i stayed home, stayed quite. one night my dad said he wanted to go out and i shall go with him so i did. we drove past a funfair and my dad who is normally someone who doesn’t talk with me over things like this pointed his fingers to the funfair and said look my daughter, life is as colorful as the lights of the funfair. i dont know why but these words make me smile everytime they cross my mind. i wish my dad would be more like this
I live in a somewhat busy household with four other people. I was maybe four or five, and I got Super Mario Galaxy on the WII for Christmas. I remember sitting on the carpet and playing while the calm night summer breeze was let through the window. Mom was behind on her computer and watching me play, brother was doing the same near me. Grandma was cooking up in the kitchen and my dad was watching TV just in the room next to us. I never realized how that would be a core memory of mine, I was just having fun.
If only we had a indication that we were in "The good old days" before they became........The good old days. Just enjoy life everyday to the best of your ability brother, and the rest will come.
I lost 2 friends at the age of 14 they both died in a car accident. I still think about them im 20 rn turning 21. I hope they have it great in heaven and this music just makes me think of them.
I have nothing but love for all those people from all around the world who are struggling and working hard for their dreams keep going man life is hard.
"Learning to love oneself is the longest journey you will face in life. Everything will test you, the most important is you spend enough time with yourself. Testing yourself my child. From that you will grow. Remember your mistakes for they are your lessons. This is all I have to teach you my child, for there is nothing more to life than finding love for yourself so you can love others the same. You can run from your shadow your entire life if you wish my child, but it will only grow bigger. Let the choice be yours for this life is yours."
4am 2021 june 5th pulled an all nighter stared out my window for 45min listening to lofi that was the last feeling of freedom from total responsibility that I ever had I have been chasing the feeling I got that morning ever since. The first song of this playlist exhibits the same feeling I get thinking about that moment I was 13 at the time I didn’t understand what was about to happen to me that time, the time life went from enjoying simple pleasures like music, shows, and games to when I became degenerate who can barely afford to live like a normal person (I know this comment is mostly incoherent or doesn’t really make sense when you read it Im running on 1.5 hours of sleep but thanks for reading stranger)
Heyy man,no matter what ya do ,where u are and whats gonna happen,just have someone with u that u can vent to.keep call and trust the process .it's gonna be worth it in the end fr bro.all the very best and I hope u succeed.
I’m currently sitting in a field. I’m listening to this playlist and I’ve spent the last 45 minutes scrolling through each and every one of these comments and their replies. I look at everyone’s usernames, their profile pictures, what language they typed their sentences in. I don’t translate them. Just look. It both warms and saddens my heart that none of us really know each other. Everybody here is being so kind to each other and it puts me in tears to know that some people here, as I’m reading their words, may be crying, or dealing with something rough, or if it were night and I looked up, maybe I would see them. What makes me happy is that maybe they’re okay. Maybe they have found peace. I don’t know where I’m going with this, but I love you all and I’m so proud of you. If you’re crying right now, I still love you. Crying helps. I don’t care if you’re a woman or a man or don’t identify as binary. You can cry because you’re human. And you deserve so much love and I wish I could give you a hug, just so you know it’s okay and I’m here. Remember that you are a human being, trying to live like everybody else, and it might be really, really hard sometimes. It might not seem like it, but you are amazing and beautiful and authentic and I love you for you, not the way you act for society. Stay strong, and maybe one day we’ll meet in the stars. edit: currently thinking abt committing suicide in a few days, if i dont come back to this comment, im sorry, i have passed away. To the person reading this: you are an amazing person, dont let ANYONE tell you otherwise, you have an amazing future ahead of you, and always follow your dreams. I might be just a random stranger on the internet but, Make me and yourself proud one day alr? ❤
This is so beautiful, and I used to read that comments too, and wonder what that people are going through.. And It's magical how we all know that there are 8 billion people on earth, but we only know the digit. What we don't know and can't even imagine is It's actual amount. I hope that every single person will found a peace today or tomorrow in this world which can be really f**ked up these days. I wish you peace and I'm sending a virtual hug, and I hope you are doing great 🫂
Your music is a calm terror. A shadow in the swimming pool. A voice shouting, but not at you. The day you find out you're going to live. Every panic attack, all at once. Thank You
*_I have always dreamed of walking to a long road without people while listening to this music and realizing that life is so mysterious, we often don't get what we want, we sometimes feel sadness and happiness, we think of the things that happened in our past and we think of the people that have come and have gone._*
" the most painful goodbyes in the world is the one that never *said* and never *explained* the worst feeling from that is not knowing you should *wait* or *give* *up* "
ذالك يعتمد على نظره الاشخاص لذكريات فمن ينظر اليها دائما ويعيش بسجن الذكريات يكون عليه صعب التعود على المستقبل اما من ينظر لها ويكتسب طاقه ايجابيه يستطيع ان يكمل بحياته
Looking back at good memories and wishing to relive them is one thing. But looking for good memories to wish to relive and finding nothing, is quite the feeling.
No regrets, babes and baby boys ❤️ you did what you felt like doing at that moment, therefore you all did listen to yourselves, even while having internal contrasting decisions to make, you all lived according to your own rules. Having regrets is pointless, maybe the other option would have worked out better, but most probably not. There’s a reason why you’ve chosen to take another road, and you might not remember it now what led you to do so. You are doing fine, you made it out alive, you are breathing and taking care of yourself right now. May God bless you all. We are still babies that need constant reassurance and caring. You all are doing great my darlings.❤️
بلعكس بل عليك الشعور بسعاده وبلفخر الان لان كل ما مر بك بلماضي هو من جعلك على ما انت عليه الان يوجد لدينا حكمه بالغه العربيه تقول ما لا يستطيع كسرت يجعلك اقوى
I miss my grandmother, my aunt. My brother and grandfather. I am blessed to come from such loving, kind and humble people. You never know what you have until you don’t have it anymore. Cherish the good people in your life. The ones who encourage you,pour love into you and love you accept you. ❤
This makes me feel so nostalgically calm , I once was an exchange student in US THIS takes me back to when I was was 17, on the plane, those stars in the sky and the lights from building below, walking to get on the bus at 6 am in the morning in fall while it was cold, leaves were falling, sky was dark, air was clean , I don't know how to put these feelings in words . But that was one of the best memory I ever made that it felt like a dream. I would do anything to relive those moments. Now I'm 24 and everything felt like yesterday . That was 7-8 years ago. I couldn't believe how time works .
December 31st, 5:32am Hey, stranger on the internet, I’m currently on holiday break and I’ve realised that I’ve been consistently staying up until 5-6am. The night just feels more peaceful knowing nobody’s expecting anything from me compared to when I’m not on holiday and having to cram during the stresses of schooldays. Anyways, I feel like 2023 as a whole have sped through and I feel like 2019 was just a few months ago. To be honest I’m not prepared to enter 2024. To know in a matter of time I’d be graduating highschool and entering the real world is scary. I haven’t even figured out what I’m gonna do after i graduate yet. I’m writing this while I’m on holidays in another country visiting family. Even though I’m surrounded by people I still feel lonely. Maybe I just crave affection lol. I don’t know who to talk to about this loneliness but I guess it happens to the best of us. I don’t think I’m depressed at least, but I think it would be nice to be comforted by someone you love once in a while, yknow? Damn its been a few years since I’ve gotten a hug. I was born into a relatively good family. I go to a good school, and we are financially stable, but I feel like my parents have sacrificed too much for me to be like this, feeling like this for no reason. I used to do well in school until recently when my grades have dropped, along with everyone around me being prepared for university, I just feel like I don’t deserve the place that I’m in right now. To think that there are 8 billion of us, each with our own family, friends, futures and issues makes me feel a lot more insignificant, but to know that you can relate your feelings to strangers on the internet and see that people are kind and supportive of each other makes me happy. We’re just a bunch of people on a rock, floating through space. Each with our own feelings and thoughts and being able to relate to them may be what makes us human. To be honest I’m just a dumb teenager who’s stayed way past their bedtime lol. Thanks if you’ve read this and I hope that you (and me) can get through whatever we’re going through.
i understand you bro, before the the 18 yrold all of us think we are prepared for real world, but in the end we found that, we aren't. i'm 18 yrold, im feelling small and lost, but im trying to be better.
It’s 2am in the morning and I’ve been feeling like trash lately. It’s more like I feel nothing. Just like you I’m surrounded by people but I feel lonely deeply. It’s like there’s a hole that pulls me into the darkness and I don’t know what to do or what to think anymore. But when I read your comment here, I felt like I wasn’t alone. I don’t know what you’ve been through but I’m so sure that you can do anything you want to do. Anything you want to change, anything you want to have, anything you want to live. We’re humans and we need each other, no one deserves to be alone. Thank you for making me notice this. I needed it. Thank you.
You deserve to go to college, and you deserve the good things that happen to you. For a long time I felt like I didn't deserve a lot of stuff, I still do sometimes. You are here, and you deserve to do the things that you believe are right, fair, and good because sometimes we fell like we shouldn't be able to do stuff or we don't have the right. You said that there's people who love you, but the only things that love for free are animals, if a human loves you, is because you had an impact on their life, and a good impact, if you make other people feel appreciated, happy, loved, etc, you have a right to be happy because is through our impact on the world that we gain the right to be happy, you didn't choose to be born, you didn't choose your family, your nationality, your language, but you can choose to make the life of others better, and just by doing that, you earn the right to make your life better, I recommend you to sleep sooner, and yes I also sometimes feel like my parents have done so much for what I am now, but the important part is that you don't give up on making them proud, good luck friend, I hope your life is good, exciting, happy. You don't really have to go to college, you can just go to work, or do stuff to make you grow as a person that you can be proud of being, is hard, very hard to be proud of yourself, but I can assure you, that when you achieve some of your goals, everytime you get closer to the best version of yourself, the feelings is beautiful.
I'm 18 turning 19 soon a great memory that I always remember is when I was like 5 or 6 years old and all I can remember is waking up in the morning and smelling bacon and I run down stairs the best breakfast while watching rug rats while I eat in my living room for hours. its not much but its the little things you remember and wish you could go back to and relive it. that was a great day.
songs like these let me think, think of my past, how life was good. even if its still not THAT bad from my side but i still miss the old days, where you were careless, fearless, living your best moments and having fun all day. everything was a good thing for me, even school. now that im in highschool, listening to this makes me sad that i cannot live those moments again, but yet lets me figure out ways to make my current life more fun. thank you for this playlist :)
I have one memory from when I was younger I’d like to share. I was very young. Around the holidays, my mom would pick out a movie each night from our collections of old cd’s and would have me and my sister get in bed with her to watch it. I watched so many movies and began so many holiday rituals in that bed. Those old stop motion Christmas movies are my favorite now. Now it’s been so long since if felt that connected to my family. So much has happened to us. It doesn’t really feel like we’re a unit. My sister has moved away, I spend less and less time at home, and so much conflict has come and go since that time. It would be nice to return to that one day. Just us, a bed, popcorn, and an old tv running some 90s Christmas classics.
In distant memories my parents are still alive, my friends are still my friends and we see eachother everyday. In memories I hide the things that where too delicate for this world to keep from being broken like my heart before I knew love and the loss of it. In my distant memories I am loved, looked up to and considered as a person to not have to ever deal with loneliness, depression or loss but these are all distant memories too far away to be tangible anymore so I dream and remember a life before pains empire took over.
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so difficult." You may not think it stranger, but someone out there will never forget your death until the day death knocks on their door. Live for them, live for everyone who will never forget your name until the heavens crumble, and the world shatters.
Your guys comments are good formula to self reflect on. I came here for music to study to and these beats definitely help. But yall's comments help even more, they give me a sense of everything will be okay. Stress won't help me pass but being thankful I am here now with the ability to even do this, realizing I will make it if I give it my all calms my soul.
Cansancio dolor en el alma realmente habemos personas que ir somos diferentes a los demás por que miramos el mundo diferente somos sensibles y simples humanos que miramos el mundo diferente a los demás
Please stay ❤ you are always loved. Sometimes we need to hear these words because we are not able to see or feel anything. But it's true. Every life matters.
this playlist reminds me of when i was 14 and was starting get depressed. so at night, round 2am or so, id walk around the dimly lit parking lot of my complex, smelling my neighbours cigarettes smoke, crying while listening to joji. and i would stop by the pool at the end of the road and talk to the moon and admire the stars. i liked that solitude even though it was alot of crying.
I am currently 14 and this playlist has just broken me. Just wow. People have told me that you don't know if you are in the good old days until you've left them but I never took if that seriously. It reminds me of a memory I had as a little kid, playing make-believe in the play structure with my dad. The rough sand got in my eyes and I cried, A lot. My dad stayed with me and helped me get it out. It wasn't a good day, but it is now a dear memory. Thank you.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. To hear “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Take life easy and stay healthy!!!
Songs like these always bring back good memories of me as a kid at a small beach town with my family the sound of the ocean in the morning and nights as everyone goes to sleep but im still up watching the stars listening to the waves and the wind the air was so fresh going back today always makes me happy to see that same beach town change in a small way but never leaving that nostalgic feeling of a second home to me.
Thank you for releasing my inner stress. I’ve been crying for 40 minutes because of everything: work, school, getting fired, getting homework done, family, future, career… It’s just so much stress and I thank you for this. I feel good now, I’m taking a break and I’m hopeful for the future. I was wondering what kind of genre this is.
The life that you dream of is already yours. The universe is hurling challenges at you to mold you into the person that fits the life you desire. You cannot escape your destiny. It’s already yours
انها الحياه بكل تفاصيلها استمتعي بكل لحظه فيها فهيا تشبه عصير الكوكتيل عندما تشربه تستطعم بكل جزء منه على حدى لن تتذوق الراحه ما لم تتذوق التعب ولن تتذوق السعاده ما لم تتذوق الحزن انها الحياه لقد خلقنا لكي نعش كل تلك التفاصيل الصغيره
My uncle died 3 years ago. I remember back when my family lived in an apartment we had rented, and it was storming. We sat in the garage, watching as the rain pour down from the gray skies above, hearing every bolt of thunder with lightning following not long after. Sure, it scared me back then, but here I am now, wishing that those moments never became memories.
I can't help it but to think about how sad life is. How this music immediately started making me and others think of traumatic and nostalgic times as well. How time runs so fast and we didn't get to notice how big and simple those good moments were. Takes me back to times of fake and real sense comfort. Makes me miss people I have present and people that is no longer in this world. I randomly woke up at 3 am and found this. It's raining outside. Makes it even more nostalgic. I hope you all find peace and happiness and embrace it.
I lost my grandma 6 years ago. Its painful. Like my world ended. I miss her everyday. It gets easier. Time heals. It wont be easy. It still hurts but not as bad. I still cry sometimes. But i say we gotta be strong. Strong for ourselves. Our families. Know our grandmas wouldnt want us to be sad. They would want us to keep going. To keep going for them. That they will always be with us. All the memories we have of them. No one in the world can ever take that away from us. Ever. Those memories are ours forever. Be strong. Be strong for your grandma. For your mom and dad. Its ok cry. Its ok to be angry.
I still remember the layout of fhe house. The way the couch cushions sang when i sat down. The way the cabinets and cupboards were laid out. The smell of the bedroom. The pictures that could still be hanging on the walls. The bracelet i made him. I miss the way the old washer would rattle. I miss when i would open the fridge and see his diet coke. I miss them. I love you uncle jeffy. and i miss you pappy. i miss you guys. -Max, formerly Zoe.
I know we don't know each other, but I just want to say thank you for leaving this comment. I've been struggling with losing my grandmother who basically raised me. It was seven years ago but today just hit different. She drank diet coke like it was water. Seeing this just really made me feel like she's there. I hope you're doing good, and that you know they'd all be so proud of you.
I like this it's very calming and helps with my overthinking, feeling of disappointment, emptiness, and hearing this reminds me of good memories of my childhood and, wonderful times. sometimes I wish I could go back in time to relive those moments, nothing to worry it makes me cry few times, but I will all ways cherish those good and happy memories when they come.
Невольно под этот плейлист, под эту умиротворённую музыку вспоминаешь те счастливые, весёлые и беззаботные моменты с друзьями, с которыми давно прекратил всякое общение. Когда то лето, те времена были наверное самыми яркими и радостными.
I can’t take this bs anymore man, I’ve worked so hard at my goals, throwing away so many things just to come up short for the third year in a row. I have no friends to subside the pain, my connection with my family is so little because I wanted to achieve my goal so bad. A girl I wanted to make my girl friend probably doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore. My social skills have completely diminished. Everything gone wrong and the one thing I poured my heart into for 3 years still hasn’t gotten better. I question my worth all the time constantly putting me under my insecurities. I hate the bs I hear, that “hard work pays off” and “you aren’t working hard enough” if I knew I wasn’t working hard enough I’d work harder, if I knew what the fuck I needed to do I would fucking do it. I know grinding is necessary but is it really supposed to hurt this much? To the point where it takes me 30 minutes to get off my bed? To the point where all I want to do is drown in music? To the point where all I want to do is end it all? The funniest part about all of this is that I have to look of someone who has it all together. Then when people get to know who I am they realize that I ain’t shit. I’m tired man, I feel so alone
@@samantafloor it’s a little bit better, I’m starting to get over the girl, my relationship with my family is a little bit better, my grind is slowing though. I’m losing hope in it by the day. Matter of fact this was the first day I’ve truly missed due to laziness in 5 months. So, I’m getting by. Thank you for checking in bro lowkey needed to talk about it for a lil.
@cordova2593 My man. Life is a constant toil of ups and downs. I've experienced this much like everybody else. It all comes down to decisions and how willing you are to stick them out. Life is so incredibly difficult, and if one this is certain, it's that it doesn't get better without the work needed to make it better constantly, and that you really only fail when you truly give up. Do not give up. Fail a million times if you have too, but success could very well be at your fingertips. Keep pushing. Keep swinging. It will get better. You just need to be here.
@@alexgaribay7794 Brother, you tell no lies. It’s honestly unbelievable how much has changed these past 3 months. As of right now I don’t have a single girl in my head rent free, I just passed a test I dedicated 2 months of my life to, and because I passed it I can finally divert all that time to my work and also some of it to connect with my friends and family. I still have a lot of work left to do but it’s a lot clearer and each progression is more rewarding. I give all the glory to God he has restored my life once again.
Man this is so beautiful reminds me of good old memories as a kid hearing the cicadas chirp in the morning on a Saturday morning getting ready to spend time with friends and family ❤. Now I’m 21 and things have changed so much I feel like the days zoom by and the years fly by more and more as I get older, but still thinking about those memories brings a tear to my eye one of joy and sadness. In the end though I can truly smile knowing how fortunate I am to experience these moments, life is short enjoy everyone and everything around you while you can :)
Whoever you are and wherever you are just know this their is always another person waiting for you on the other side, don't give up just keep moving forward.
I never really had a childhood, or it somehow never felt like it. Besides the situation being hard with my family, I was the youngest and yet probably the most caring one, taking as much responsibility as I could on my small shoulders. I was abused. Now I have to face some kind of blackout regarding these years of my life, and everyone doesn't seem to understand when I tell them I don't remember much... These songs really feel like something I never had. (I'm sorry for venting)
I'm a kindergarten teacher now and 23. Im happy and healthy. But I also was a little girl one day that got bullied in school, bullied and were the gossip topic of old friends. I once was the little girl that were enjoying the winter time on her big window. As I was growing up I faced heartbreak, breaking up with my ex, my parents being sick, struggling with my job for years and almost giving up. But these are the up and downs in life and I appreciate every each one of them. A reminder to just try your best and have a good heart.
I remembered this song trying to make a new playlist but couldn’t remember the name so I searched for around 10 minutes because this song always makes me nostalgic to when I was younger and times were easier I sincerely thank you for getting me through some of those tough times
Times go to fast just like the four months since you posted this is already done just like that for you probably. Life is crazy man wish you the best in it.
I am a 16 yr old who is struggling with ptsd and recovering addiction to many things and I feel I lost myself in a lot and I would do anything to get those memories back I wasted 2 years of my life smoking weed everyday and I can’t get those days back. Sure it did help with my trauma and I used it to meditate but I could’ve done better. This is the human experience and it’s okay to fall off the wagon it’s about getting back up that matters. I hope all of you get to smile back at your memories and look forward to the future.
I wish I could be 116 again, I'd tell myself and you, that you are enough! You're far more beautiful than you could ever know and its ok to make mistakes, that's part of the lesson! Look forward to your future, beautiful, but don't forget today! You are on a journey and the whole thing is a crazy ride!
Remember, even when you fall of the wagon and need to lay down for a while, the earth will keep spinning, it won't wait for you but it will never leave you behind, get back up once you're able and hold onto that wagon harder than before, and if you fall off again, the earth will still be under you, spinning away and taking you with it, ready for when you get back up. The world is scary, but as long as the earth still spins and you're still here, tomorrow will be different and today will be in the past. And as an 18 year old who didn't go to highschool because of my shit, I think you're doing pretty great, just remember the earth has you, even when you can't get back up you'll never be stuck forever.
It’s been a year since I checked myself into rehab. I’ve been mostly clean besides a few small relapses and smoking pot here and there. This year has just slipped from my fingers. I don’t realize how hard summer was going to be, I’m 17 and a drop out. Even though I have gone through so much and still am I have hope. I see the beauty in all of it. Revel in the loneliness because it makes the time I’m with those I love even more special. Thank you for providing a space to just be. I love all of you 💕
the previous teacher we had when we were kids she was so kind and bright she always helped us, cheered us up, made us laugh she treated us like her kids especially children that didnt have really stable families or were a little tight with money we loved her very much and still do but now that we are not with her anymore it makes us miss her and we are growing more distant from her some of us still visit her and help her but no matter where we go we still keep her in our hearts and remember the warm memories we made together 💕
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There’s one particular memory that has stayed with me throughout the years. One stormy night, when I was just 4 years old I was scared of the bright flashes of light and booms of the sky outside, so I crept out and peeked into the living room. My father sat watching football, the Cincinnati Bearcats to be exact. Mother was in the kitchen, our small little kitchen with the pink stove and counters. My father noticed me, all sniffling and hugging my old ragged lamb doll, and called me over. My mother noticed and came over to sit, and both understood and allowed me to sit with them. The red jerseys flashing across the screen, the fire crackling, a smell of cocoa. I slowly dozed off, snug between them, grasping each of their hands, and I felt peace. True peace, knowing not hail or storm could hurt my barriers of warmth. Occasionally, when the sky rages now, and I’m not asleep, but not awake either, I feel their hands. I smell the cocoa. I hear the fire. I see the jerseys. People ask why I always hope it to be a stormy night, asking isn’t it scary? Couldn’t a tree come crashing on my house? But in truth, I only want to feel them again
Thats poetic.
i can feel a bit when you say that, but i truly know the only person that remembers it better than anyone is the owner of the memories
That's an awesome memory to cherish. Thanks for sharing.
That is such a beautiful memory. Thank you for sharing it with us.
you should be a book author, you're amazing!
"The pain of a goodbye is a reminder of the depth of the connection we shared, and the memories that will forever live on."
- Unknown
But thats what makes it worth it. Knowing that love and connection will live on even when we have left this stage of existence.
i am your special ( gege to jujutsu kaisen fans )
-ChatGPT
this hit a bit too close to home rn
DIOS LOS AMA MUCHO NUNCA LO OLVIDEN ❤️✝️
You remember how we just wanted to grow up but now that we’re older we see way broken crayons and lost toys are better than broken hearts and lost friends
Where a river ends is where an ocean starts
When you grow up you just have to stay true to yourself and not give a F about society’s expectations of your role / age.
I cannot promise things will get better, but explore as much of the world as your 100 years allow you. Leave this realm content and proud with what you’ve done and discovered - or not, but you know that you’ve tried your best.
May all of you soldiers realize that all of your sentimental items, your favorite stuffed animal, book, or song, only belongs to you. They are only there because _you_ give them meaning. Once you are gone, they will simply become inanimate objects without meaning and objective.
@@PurePain_1 why don’t you go get in shape in the gym and see if you feel better first? We all die in the end, no need to speed it up without working hard and improving yourself a little bit 😌
“Do you remember how you told me that you just wanted to grow up?
I remember thinking the same thing when I was younger.
We were running around the garden, joyfully squealing, not a care in the world.
When our parents told us off, angrily screaming;
We hide. Our rooms become safe places, spaces of comfort and warmth, experiencing blissful peace. “I can’t wait to be older.” we’d say, angrily.
How does it feel now that we’re older?
Not so great, is it?
Life is hard, cherish the memories and live every day like your last.
Push through. Everything will be okay; we will be okay. I’m here.”
- Tom S.
i am 2 days clean ( i cut again. i was 3 weeks clean, i realized i wasnt getting better, i was only distracting myself. )
hey gang im now 4 months clean, thanks for all the support ily all
Good for you stay at it whatever it was I get it..June 2nd 2016
Hey man I saw this comment last night before heading to bed, been thinking about you today. I am proud of ya man. Kicking any type of addition ain’t easy but it’s always worth it. I hope life is treating you well !
I'm so proud of you. Keep it up. Don't lose hope if you end up relapsing. Please keep trying to quit if you do.❤❤
HOW ARE YOU NOWWW ♥️💞🥹🫶Proud of you honey
@@catttuuooes thank you!😭i am doing really well, im going to therapy and havent harmed myself in a while
Imagine this all was a dream and you’re still a 7 years old kid dreaming and being late for your school
Lol. Zoom zooming. Since then, thus so true
I would give everything away for that to come true
i would just run to my grandmom and hug her and say oh i miss you so much😢😢😢
поздно, мои родители уже развелись. да и в 7 лет я была таким кринжем, что мне стыдно себя вспоминать. и еще 8 лет заново учиться в школе очень не хочется, но у меня было бы время подумать о будущем поступлении…
I imagined that many times. Seems like I'm not the only one.
sometimes I feel like I live inside my memories and repeat them inside my head constantly - how did time pass by so quickly? when did yesterday become 3 years ago?
What the hell is time, anyway?
I feel you
frrr
i was stoned for alot of last year but i stopped a lil while ago and i cant remember anything that happened last year short term memory was all i knew but now i can hold onto memorys and it feels great but i miss being stoned cause i was at peace no more racing thoughts just bliss in the moment
fr brother
@zacworkman8027 I'm glad you found the strength within you to stop, it must've been hard - welldone:)
hope u find the peace you miss, even if it's just in this music
I feed 65 deer every evening who come to my front pasture and all the way to my front door. I brought my sound bar outside tonight and played this for them while they ate. They didn't leave after eating! Most of them sat down and faced the setting sun as we all watched the sun set together. I'm playing this tomorrow morning when I feed my 45 ducks Thank you from Texas!
That’s the most Texan sentence I’ve ever heard a Texan livin in Texas ever say in Texas. Ofc. (I’m a born Texan but don’t live there unfortunately, please tell me how it looks and the views of it)
Please film this and put it on yt that would be amazing
this would go viral if posted
wtf you are a disney princess dawg
Howdy fellow Texan. We are truly blessed to be right here in the lone star state
Everyone in the comments deserve a hug, you are all brave and you are seen.
real
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Аминь ❤
Not me bro
@@prodbyteneralys you aren't who society judge you to be, but how you see yourself as, see yourself as a person stuck in hell and you will be
Reading these comments while listening to the music really hits hard.
real
I think I really understand what you want to mean
i agree with that
Rn yeah..
'Don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened.'
Lloro porque sé que no terminó aun
needed this, thanks
Its painful to smile because its happened and ended 🥲🥹🫠
This just changed my life fr. I’m devastated my dad is gone. But he was a hilarious, strong and a remarkable man. So lucky to have had him for those 27 years. Thank you. 🩶
One of my friends took her own life days ago... at least I had the opportunity to meet that beautiful soul, thanks for the message ❤
this feels like that type of feeling i get when i remember random things about my past that i thought would never cross my mind again. i have this super specific memory about a rainy evening, just after elementary school. it was dark, and all i could hear was the sound of the rain. i dont really recall much else, i just remember the sounds of the rain and how relaxed i felt.
every now and again, when i take a shower, i like to close my eyes and cover my ears and stand under the flow of the water. it is dark again, i can hear the rain again. for a second it almost feels like im back there
its really weird tho yknow cause in that moment i didnt know it would ever become anything significant
That sounds so comforting, I'm happy that you can to back to a time like that and feel calm.
Even if nothing significant happened, a lot of times we lose moments like those. I hope you keep that memory forever :)
@@IL_M3n i hope so too :)
I had something similar happen when I came to school very early on a winter-autumn morning. It was a teal blue the skies were and I was the first one there. Just sat there. Nothing describes that feeling
Yeah that happens to me too. I sometimes have the memory where it's late at night and I'm looking out the window when is cold and raining and there's a cozy coffee shop across the street.
The best things in life are the people we love, the places we’ve been, and the memories we’ve made along the way.
Nothing is ever really lost to us as long as we remember it
Which is why it can be so devastating something like dementia and Alzheimer
It maybe good memories but all those memories are tainted and can’t be looked at the same way again, I lost a group that thought I did bad things when in reality they were in some wrongs, it’s hard for me to heal and wanting to forget the memory’s with them,
Remembering hurts
Yeah. Except for when you literally have nothing but memories left.
I'm amazed how true your words are
And then we die with all our memories
The problems you're facing won't last forever, no matter how bad they might seem. If you ever feel lost or hopeless, just remember: the night is always darkest before the sunrise.You're going to get through this. I know you will. Now, get some rest. You've earned it, and you deserve it. Peace be with you, my friend. ♥
I miss my dad, I miss the time when our family is complete and always together, happy. I feel so lonely. My dad is the only person in this world that understands me. He passed away because of heart attack. It was during midnight. My mum woke up and daddy is lying beside her, she called him several times, and tried to wake him up. When she knows he wasn't breathing, she started to have a break down. That was the worst night ever. I was the one who did the CPR before the ambulance came, but he didn't wake up. And now the memories of me being with dad always linger in my mind, and I always can't help crying. It's even worse that I have no one to talk to. I even have to hide to cry. Please spend more time with your parents, and always treat them the best you could. Take care.
im so sorry to hear that :( a tear comes to my eye, be strong brother :)
Somewhere in the world must be a person who will understand you, be there for you. It may not be easy to find one, but there are still a lot of good people. Sorry for your loss.
@@Anchovus I believe that some day that person will be in my life. Thank you for your kind words :)
@@Meox2468 I will. You too, brother :)
@@urspecial369 you're welcome ~
This quote always resonates with me: "You don't appreciate the value of moments, until they become memories..."
Make sure you take advantage of every moment of your life guys. It may seem insignificant... or you may think that this moment will happen again, but trust me, just appreciate it! value it! take a picture of it! Right now i am on the verge of finishing university/college... All the friends that i made, all the moments that have passed of us messing around, will all be gone... Therefore value these moments guys. Don't take advantage of them, because one day you will be in your 50s, looking back, and wishing that you truly appreciated them...
You'll probably never see me again, so all the best to everyone... just some dumb advice from a young 20 year old boy.
God bless you all...
Thank you
Thank you, I needed this
Aww, those are kind words❤
Wise 😢
You also stay blessed dear❤..thanks. now I will appreciate everything around me.I promise I'll change. (I'm 14)
The faint smell of a childhood memory, that you just can’t put your finger on, it’s a wonderful feeling
erm... what the sigma?
There’s this berry-like scent I can’t put my finger on, but whenever I smell it I get taken way back to the time I got a Nintendo DS for Christmas when I was 8. I had also gotten this kid’s body wash thing in a star-shaped pouch that I would smell all the time before actually using it. I would smell it a lot while I played on my DS. To this day, that scent is a comfort to me, and reminds me of playing Super Mario World for the first time
Dealing with a lot of grief these days. Grieving the loss of loved ones, relationships and memories I can no longer recall. It's so painful to feel everything fade away.
Hang in there 🥺 become strong physically mentally and financially......be able to pull your own weight......y r your own strength and savior ❤️
I'm sorry for your pain. May I ask, are you an older person? You mentioned "memories I can no longer recall". Reminded me of someone in my family. Is that what you're feeling?
i'm feeling the same way bro
@@Lee-fw9mr I would not consider myself to be older not even 30 yet but loosing people and never seeing them again you tend to forget their voice, face, and time spent with them. The freshness of it all inevitably fades.
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Me too. It hasn’t faded yet. I’m in the thick of it. But I’m so scared and I hate it all
"time passed through quickly, eventually, yesterday will become 2-5 years ago, enjoy it before it's passed"
-unknown-
You are young and life is long
And there is time to kill today
And then one day you find
Ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run
You missed the starting gun
@@dannyreyes8690 😞
the only bond left that cannot be snatched or broken , memories.
Both of us decided to end our relationship with a trip to Japan. For certain reasons we could no longer be together but still loved each other very much dearly. How do I even start to put the experience into words. It was like squeezing out the best part of the last 10 years. Even with a doomed finale awaiting us, we experienced something so special words can not describe. The tears of joy and laughter, the cries of pain and the unknown, the warmth of each at the same time knowing soon we'll be apart and become strangers again. It was a relationship that was always doomed but not for a moment do I nor she regret it. We accepted that's life, not everything last and when it does its just a gentle reminder of how precious life is. The pain and suffering I feel today for her, is a reminder of the love we shared. It's proof that it was real and that life can be that very blissful. I now look at that last trip with so much joy and often catch myself laughing and smiling followed up by tears. If you ask me, I'll do it all over again without a regret even though it didn't end as we wanted. Wherever you are in the world, I wish you happiness and all the love that you deserve because you have shown me what it's like to be loved.
I think the hardest breakup is when you know you love each other, but still you are not matchable for everyday life. I'm afraid it will happen to me one day.
@@spacemama702 currently experiencing this... is not a nice feeling...
@@mottemaciato it's hard, a lot of people end up staying together for the comfort of not losing one another but at what cost? If you really care and love them you need to let them go bc don't you want the best for the both of you? Though, it is much easer said then done.
@@spacemama702 it is OK to be afraid bc frankly nothing is certain. Just use it as a reminder to make the most of every single second you have together.
@@tanxker2 this really helped me man, thank you!
*Sad, sentimental music serves as a poignant reminder of the beauty found in moments of vulnerability, where the rawness of emotion is embraced and celebrated*
My biggest problem: Living in the past almost every second of the day because my present is shittier than my past ever was. I miss the good old days. The childhood. The friends. The happiness.
However ... Whoever reads this: Use the emotions and memories from your past to optimize your future self. Every memory, every feeling is some kind of code the world gave you. Start decoding.
You got this 💪🏼
I constantly live in the past because like you said, the present sucks, in every regard.
I think you are on to something.
Thanks man.
The past is also not that good
The present becomes past very soon and you're gonna look back and be like old days were better
It happens to me alot too but the reason we think past is better is because we do not know how to enjoy the present
Believe me everything gonna be alright so don't lose this days
Wish you the best❤
I don't even live in the past, I don't derive any joy from life anymore. Sorry, that sounded terrible.
Why couldn’t 2016 stay forever?
❤ Jesus christ, who are you
2017
2016 was the best someone build a time machine
No use looking back now. Let's keep moving forward
Nothing ever lasts forever, we all have to evolve and keep moving.
Exactly, a month ago, 04/22 I'd be my mother's 51st birthday. But now, I'm stuck with these "distant memories". She passed away also last month.
im so very sorry bout your mom i can also relate my mom passed away december 24 2k19 i was 20 and i tell you i live and im stuck with these distant memories too! this year will be five years sincee shes been gone
My condolences
Hope you are doing well
i can feel ur sorrow. God with you bro
As someone who has driven across the country so many times, I can’t fathom how many times I’ve driven early mornings through neighborhoods were the homes all look like this. It’s a very surreal feeling when it’s so early in the morning. It’s when the fewest of the few wake up and start the day.
i remember just turning four and my mom just gave birth to my younger brother and she's tired from the pain but then i ran over to her with tea and biscuits and dipped it in tea and help her eat. i think that memory help me gain the consicousness. my mom reminds me of that moment as well and i tear up everytime i think about that moment. omg. she has gone through so much. i love her so much. we still have the best bond and i never want it to end. i want to be her daughter in every life.
Tell her tho
I remember as a little kid, my mom would hold me to her chest to go to sleep, she would play with my hair, and what seemed like hours I’d wake up and she’s still holding me. The warmth of her was so comforting and safe. I’d give anything to experience that again. I miss her
The home in the video seems so comforting, yet it is distant, just like a memory. Something I want so badly, yet time pushes me away.
Нам всем знакомый картина так уютна как будто мы были там жили 😁 мне 24 но такие музках я станавливаюсь словна ребёнок а в реалности совсем другой , всем удачи ребят те кто сидит слушают кайфуют старайтесь быть добрым ведь добро всегда побеждает зло, всем пока 👋 😁
how bro felt after commenting this 📚📚📚✒✒🧐🧐🤓
The memories are painful, even if the memories are beautiful.
The worst day of 2015 feels like just another day in 2024
Thats so true.. But what i realized is you can never ever be grateful and happy for something untill you lose it. Untill you cant go back to it when you know its done and you cant be a child again you cant run through the sunny weather with your parents but you can Feel the regret for wanting to grow up
Yea run
honestly cried seeing this
@@silvia_jeonga its okay. youll be fine. going through some tough times aswell. i want you to know that God sees you. He knows the pain youre going through. He sees everything that happens to you, He even sees the tears. Everything always happens for a reason. Its to make you stronger, you are so insanely strong. I love you so much. I know you ALL can get through it. This is temporary. You are stronger than you think. You got this. (93:4) Indeed what is to come will be better for you than what has gone by. -The Holy Quran. I love you so much. I believe in you, and everyone who needs it. Keep going. Just one step every day. Again, I love you, you got this, you have God with you.
Sounds like you're getting stronger
I live in Syria..in the north coast specifically...everytime i listen to this kind of music..it takes me back to the earthquake that happened in February 2023...i stayed in the car for three weeks..where it didn't give me any kind of comfort..it was cold and dark..and i was mourning my best friend who died under the ashes of his collapsed apartment..it was so hard...in the 12 years of war I've witnessed..it was nothing compared to the pain i felt then..the only thing i could do was to escape to these soundtracks and that would be my only safe place..so thank you for making that playlist ❤️
Thx god ur alive
I hug you..🤕🤲❤️
sorry to hear , stay safe , its a whole wild out there , a few of us last
What a world.
Sending you light and love ❤️
Had to say goodbye to my dog yesterday. He had been with us for 16 years. This kind of music helps me mourn, but it's still hard to accept that he's gone.
I feel you. My dog recently passed away. Shes been with me and my family through some hard times. But just know youll have your little buddy waiting for you in the afterlife.
damn dude I'm sorry to hear that. mine just turned 8 and I make a deliberate effort to sit down and appreciate that she's still here everyday
Just remember things that he gave you lots of memories and feel lucky that you are🙂
I understand your pain. We had to say goodbye to ours of 15 years a couple of weeks ago. Maybe they are now playing together pain free. Lucky we got to have them as long as we did.
That's just not fair man. That's not fair at all.
nothing better than being alone at home listening to this playlist, just you without hurting anyone, without you disturbing anyone and finally resting
Ohh you wanna hear the music i upload ? I want to share
Exactly
I miss being 6-7 playing outside with my best friend in the early 2,000’s sunshine 😭the smell of freshly cut grass and the cold autumn air while we play outside at the playground or trampoline. To hear the birds chirping and even tho the days became sad when mom told me to come inside for the night to eat dinner, I always knew I could play outside again the next day.
To go on road trips with my family and go hiking. To explore my childhood rocky beaches and collect sea shells and other random things. To use the camcorder to collect our memories and hear my mom’s giggles and even tho dad was always exhausted, he was still happy.
To have ice cream together and there were no problems and life was simpler. To have family movie night when we all would get cozy.
My mom’s health has gotten so much worse over the past few years and it’s so terrifying and I don’t wanna lose her. She’s my everything. My dad is working so hard to build us a house since we don’t have one right now and currently live in a building that’s not our own. I just want that safe stability again, I miss my belongings and my childhood. I miss my stuffed animals and innocence. I miss not knowing what the cruel world is like.
I miss the feeling of not remembering the fear of death. Now it’s all I ever think about. I miss being free from fear and only ever being happy. Now I fake a smile and try to enjoy the moments with my mom but then get reminded that it won’t last forever. I love her so much and it hurts knowing she’s so close to not making it. She still has a chance but I’m terrified.
I love you mom. I love you dad.
Good luck even if it’s not on your side
Find God... faith is everything
You can be ignorant like the rest of the world and go about your day or take this as a message.
Don't follow 'my god' don't follow 'their god' just follow God. The creator of the universe. Find Jesus, he reminds you that life has barely just begun and to not worry of the future... he teaches you how to trully treat husbands and wives, mothers and fathers, sons and daughters and brothers and sisters even when they've done wrong to you. To be strong isn't to hide your emotions... to get revenge, to be the last one to talk and walk away, to be strong is to control your emotions, understand what to feel when you need to, do not seek revenge, it'll destroy you and your morals without you realizing, be the one to wait for them no matter how long, let your body and mind be a voyage to happiness that others may journey on, the way jesus is your voyage to happiness.
This might be random but I question reality every day, I look at my hands and I ask... what created these? I look at my mother and ask what created you? I study my biology and science lessons... and ask... why? how?
I connect on a deep deep level with God... I used to be scared he knows everything, even what I'm thinking... as I grow older nearing adult hood I realize it's comforting... to have at least one person in this universe that understands you on every single possible level imaginable, to be able to trust that they see what's coming and that the roadblocks you hit might be there for a reason... you might not see the danger... the pain, that God prevents from you falling to. But he does, and he loves you..... hell isn't God sending you away for eternity because of things you've done... no, hell is separation from God. God put us on this planet with free will, he can see what will happen depending on whether we follow him or not, yes, but he cannot influence that, otherwise we'd be robots built to live, obey, die, and enter heaven. No, we would have no character, no point... God wanted a friend, so he created me... he created you... he gave us free will and as sin entered the world, the respect we had for God left, I am a sinner, but I know of no sin on my records as jesus has redeemed me, not through my good deeds, not through praying, preaching, fasting, going to church...none of this matters, it can help you draw closer to God but it is merely religon.
To know God is to have a relationship with him, to have a relationship with him is to trust that he, and he alone, his actions, dying on the cross, paying the sacrifice of all of humanity so that we could enter heaven, is the only reason that we can. No one can come to the lord, except through Jesus. I like to think of Jesus as Edens Garden.. heaven and Earth connected.
Anyway I just thought I should let you know because I was born into religion... I was lead astray from God, I studied, questioned, searched for the truth and it always lead me back to him... it's okay to doubt and ask questions, all the geniuses of the world did the same. I love you, Jesus loves you, cuss me if you like, have a great day, my friend, I hope to see you in heaven one day and I pray for you and your family.
good luck brother, love you. hope it gets better for you.
hope she gets better bro, good luck with your life
when I was younger, as many as the happy moments i experienced, they were always intermingled with sad ones, i remember hanging on to my mom's hand as i fell asleep, she would be snoring away but tears would be streaming down my face as i thought about the inevitability of the fact that one day she would die, from a very early age the fragility and bittersweet moments led to an anxiety and a propensity to depression - nothing's permanent, nothing to hope for, nothing to live for ~ in a bid of desperation i cried out to God, i clung to the hope of salvation and life offered through His Son, Jesus Christ - and my life has never been the same since. i've come to know the one who is the resurrection and the life, the sent of God who came to reverse the curse of sin and death and break the confront the powers of sin and darkness - who came to usher a kingdom of life and peace and joy with God - where one day death will be no more - you see, God created this world good, it was never meant to be the broken, messed up place it is - it is what it is because of sin and its consequences - death the price of our rebellion - but God's good plan of salvation involves Him making all things new - through Jesus' life and sacrificial death - He has won for humanity a full and final triumph over all the powers of darkness adn sin and death - He promises life everlasting for all who would turn to Him - He has given us a well of real life, real living water that will never leave you thirsty - - I pray you will know the deep joy and peace that comes from the Prince of Peace
4 years have passed. I miss her so much.
We all miss that one girl man and we can’t just get over it, nah man.
yeah... the pandemia fuck my life
I am 20 now and constantly feel between a younger self and an adult. I wouldn't be able to imagine a day when my grandparents passed away. I knew no matter how old I was they always cared for me like a little girl and from their eyes I see where I started out to be. The last time call them, they told me that they felt old and missed me a lot. I have nightmares of them leaving me and I couldn't imagine the real pain of them passing away. I was lucky to have a great childhood surrounded by love, and losing my grandparents is like taking that away from me
Es exactamente lo que yo siento, siento que he perdido lo más importante que he tenido toda mi vida, mi familia, mis abuelos fueron en la etapa más dolorosa de mi vida mis verdaderos padres, los más amorosos y sabios que puedan existir, los extraño tanto, lastimosamente mi abuelito que era como un padre para mí falleció, y en verdad lo extraño todos los días de mi vida, gracias a Dios tengo a mi abuelita, que la amo muchísimo y soy muy feliz de poder abrazarla, aunque la mayoría del tiempo está deprimida por la ausencia del amor de su vida... Disfrútalos, disfruta a tu familia mucho.
I come here to read peoples stories while i listen to this on and on..its a comfort zone for the many of us
ruclips.net/video/TetG-d_rF0w/видео.htmlsi=r-YLv968WtHBU6Db hope u like Lofi Chill music
I can relate
Same ❤
This 😊
Yes.i feel connected to every person in this chat
when i was 15-16 years old i got bullied very hard in high school so i had fallen into deep depression. i stayed home, stayed quite. one night my dad said he wanted to go out and i shall go with him so i did. we drove past a funfair and my dad who is normally someone who doesn’t talk with me over things like this pointed his fingers to the funfair and said look my daughter, life is as colorful as the lights of the funfair. i dont know why but these words make me smile everytime they cross my mind. i wish my dad would be more like this
❤
Beautiful line
your comment made my heart yearn for this kind of connection with my dad
I live in a somewhat busy household with four other people. I was maybe four or five, and I got Super Mario Galaxy on the WII for Christmas. I remember sitting on the carpet and playing while the calm night summer breeze was let through the window. Mom was behind on her computer and watching me play, brother was doing the same near me. Grandma was cooking up in the kitchen and my dad was watching TV just in the room next to us. I never realized how that would be a core memory of mine, I was just having fun.
Reminds me of a quote I heard, "We didn't realize we were making memories. We just knew we were having fun." - Winnie The Pooh
If only we had a indication that we were in "The good old days" before they became........The good old days. Just enjoy life everyday to the best of your ability brother, and the rest will come.
@@arcticninja8865 Appreciate that man. Whenever you are happy I believe is the "good days," so just always think back at those and try to make more.
I lost 2 friends at the age of 14 they both died in a car accident. I still think about them im 20 rn turning 21. I hope they have it great in heaven and this music just makes me think of them.
I'm so sorry . Stay blessed always.
U k what .I lost my friends too .but they aren't gone atleast,they changed
@@Infinitymc1mu stay blessed too thx
@@Himari_Yuma yes .hope ur doing well.
I have nothing but love for all those people from all around the world who are struggling and working hard for their dreams keep going man life is hard.
damn life is really hard and tired..
its hard if you make it hard unless something extremely horrible happened
Life’s hard man it is a rollercoaster.
Love you man, stay strong
"Learning to love oneself is the longest journey you will face in life. Everything will test you, the most important is you spend enough time with yourself. Testing yourself my child. From that you will grow. Remember your mistakes for they are your lessons. This is all I have to teach you my child, for there is nothing more to life than finding love for yourself so you can love others the same. You can run from your shadow your entire life if you wish my child, but it will only grow bigger. Let the choice be yours for this life is yours."
Thank you Lord.🙏🏼
4am 2021 june 5th pulled an all nighter stared out my window for 45min listening to lofi that was the last feeling of freedom from total responsibility that I ever had I have been chasing the feeling I got that morning ever since. The first song of this playlist exhibits the same feeling I get thinking about that moment I was 13 at the time I didn’t understand what was about to happen to me that time, the time life went from enjoying simple pleasures like music, shows, and games to when I became degenerate who can barely afford to live like a normal person (I know this comment is mostly incoherent or doesn’t really make sense when you read it Im running on 1.5 hours of sleep but thanks for reading stranger)
Heyy man,no matter what ya do ,where u are and whats gonna happen,just have someone with u that u can vent to.keep call and trust the process .it's gonna be worth it in the end fr bro.all the very best and I hope u succeed.
i get it but,its gonna be ok at the end .its gonna be like a long gone natural disaster latter .Believe it
Without knowing you all… I love you and I’m sorry
You fine man?
You're loved also!
What are you sorry for love yourself for you are priceless
My heart goes out to you as well my guy. There's no need for apologies. Let us all take a breather together here.
we love you too
I’m currently sitting in a field. I’m listening to this playlist and I’ve spent the last 45 minutes scrolling through each and every one of these comments and their replies. I look at everyone’s usernames, their profile pictures, what language they typed their sentences in. I don’t translate them. Just look. It both warms and saddens my heart that none of us really know each other. Everybody here is being so kind to each other and it puts me in tears to know that some people here, as I’m reading their words, may be crying, or dealing with something rough, or if it were night and I looked up, maybe I would see them. What makes me happy is that maybe they’re okay. Maybe they have found peace. I don’t know where I’m going with this, but I love you all and I’m so proud of you. If you’re crying right now, I still love you. Crying helps. I don’t care if you’re a woman or a man or don’t identify as binary. You can cry because you’re human. And you deserve so much love and I wish I could give you a hug, just so you know it’s okay and I’m here. Remember that you are a human being, trying to live like everybody else, and it might be really, really hard sometimes. It might not seem like it, but you are amazing and beautiful and authentic and I love you for you, not the way you act for society. Stay strong, and maybe one day we’ll meet in the stars.
edit: currently thinking abt committing suicide in a few days, if i dont come back to this comment, im sorry, i have passed away. To the person reading this: you are an amazing person, dont let ANYONE tell you otherwise, you have an amazing future ahead of you, and always follow your dreams. I might be just a random stranger on the internet but, Make me and yourself proud one day alr? ❤
This is so beautiful, and I used to read that comments too, and wonder what that people are going through.. And It's magical how we all know that there are 8 billion people on earth, but we only know the digit. What we don't know and can't even imagine is It's actual amount. I hope that every single person will found a peace today or tomorrow in this world which can be really f**ked up these days. I wish you peace and I'm sending a virtual hug, and I hope you are doing great 🫂
@@anchy_r2336 thank you for this message, i hope you are doing great as well ❤
@Phantomile06 ❤
@Phantomile06 did you see her edited message she sent yet? 😔
please dont do it, you have so much to live for :(
Your music is a calm terror.
A shadow in the swimming pool.
A voice shouting, but not at you.
The day you find out you're going to live.
Every panic attack, all at once.
Thank You
I don't get it but feel it..stay blessed
*_I have always dreamed of walking to a long road without people while listening to this music and realizing that life is so mysterious, we often don't get what we want, we sometimes feel sadness and happiness, we think of the things that happened in our past and we think of the people that have come and have gone._*
me too bro, wish ya the best.
You have reason
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Bro you litrellly just described my feelings right now and somehow I just dropped some tears. Thank you for this amazing comment
@@NikitaPlechov *_Sorry for making you cry but I'm glad I touched someone's heart. Bless you._*
" the most painful goodbyes in the world is the one that never *said* and never *explained*
the worst feeling from that is not knowing you should *wait* or *give* *up* "
لا الانتظار ولا الاستسلام بل عليك المتابعه والمضي قدما
This hit so hard
Goodbye hurts because our connection was epic, and those memories are unforgettable. 💔✨
Are you okay? ❤
@@Louise3901 no
Memories are a blessing, some people don’t have those.
It’s about cherishing them, but more importantly, living your live!
ذالك يعتمد على نظره الاشخاص لذكريات فمن ينظر اليها دائما ويعيش بسجن الذكريات يكون عليه صعب التعود على المستقبل اما من ينظر لها ويكتسب طاقه ايجابيه يستطيع ان يكمل بحياته
Looking back at good memories and wishing to relive them is one thing. But looking for good memories to wish to relive and finding nothing, is quite the feeling.
i could’ve been much happier right now if i hadn’t done the things i regret so much
me too, but is the process of evolution
No regrets, babes and baby boys ❤️ you did what you felt like doing at that moment, therefore you all did listen to yourselves, even while having internal contrasting decisions to make, you all lived according to your own rules. Having regrets is pointless, maybe the other option would have worked out better, but most probably not. There’s a reason why you’ve chosen to take another road, and you might not remember it now what led you to do so. You are doing fine, you made it out alive, you are breathing and taking care of yourself right now. May God bless you all. We are still babies that need constant reassurance and caring. You all are doing great my darlings.❤️
بلعكس بل عليك الشعور بسعاده وبلفخر الان لان كل ما مر بك بلماضي هو من جعلك على ما انت عليه الان يوجد لدينا حكمه بالغه العربيه تقول ما لا يستطيع كسرت يجعلك اقوى
So true...
I miss my grandmother, my aunt. My brother and grandfather. I am blessed to come from such loving, kind and humble people. You never know what you have until you don’t have it anymore. Cherish the good people in your life. The ones who encourage you,pour love into you and love you accept you. ❤
This makes me feel so nostalgically calm , I once was an exchange student in US THIS takes me back to when I was was 17, on the plane, those stars in the sky and the lights from building below, walking to get on the bus at 6 am in the morning in fall while it was cold, leaves were falling, sky was dark, air was clean , I don't know how to put these feelings in words . But that was one of the best memory I ever made that it felt like a dream. I would do anything to relive those moments. Now I'm 24 and everything felt like yesterday . That was 7-8 years ago. I couldn't believe how time works .
Man reading your guys' stories really brings tears, i hope you guys are doing fine now, makes me feel like i dont have all the problems in the world
December 31st, 5:32am
Hey, stranger on the internet,
I’m currently on holiday break and I’ve realised that I’ve been consistently staying up until 5-6am. The night just feels more peaceful knowing nobody’s expecting anything from me compared to when I’m not on holiday and having to cram during the stresses of schooldays.
Anyways, I feel like 2023 as a whole have sped through and I feel like 2019 was just a few months ago. To be honest I’m not prepared to enter 2024. To know in a matter of time I’d be graduating highschool and entering the real world is scary. I haven’t even figured out what I’m gonna do after i graduate yet.
I’m writing this while I’m on holidays in another country visiting family. Even though I’m surrounded by people I still feel lonely. Maybe I just crave affection lol. I don’t know who to talk to about this loneliness but I guess it happens to the best of us. I don’t think I’m depressed at least, but I think it would be nice to be comforted by someone you love once in a while, yknow? Damn its been a few years since I’ve gotten a hug.
I was born into a relatively good family. I go to a good school, and we are financially stable, but I feel like my parents have sacrificed too much for me to be like this, feeling like this for no reason. I used to do well in school until recently when my grades have dropped, along with everyone around me being prepared for university, I just feel like I don’t deserve the place that I’m in right now.
To think that there are 8 billion of us, each with our own family, friends, futures and issues makes me feel a lot more insignificant, but to know that you can relate your feelings to strangers on the internet and see that people are kind and supportive of each other makes me happy. We’re just a bunch of people on a rock, floating through space. Each with our own feelings and thoughts and being able to relate to them may be what makes us human.
To be honest I’m just a dumb teenager who’s stayed way past their bedtime lol.
Thanks if you’ve read this and I hope that you (and me) can get through whatever we’re going through.
i understand you bro, before the the 18 yrold all of us think we are prepared for real world, but in the end we found that, we aren't. i'm 18 yrold, im feelling small and lost, but im trying to be better.
It’s 2am in the morning and I’ve been feeling like trash lately. It’s more like I feel nothing. Just like you I’m surrounded by people but I feel lonely deeply. It’s like there’s a hole that pulls me into the darkness and I don’t know what to do or what to think anymore. But when I read your comment here, I felt like I wasn’t alone. I don’t know what you’ve been through but I’m so sure that you can do anything you want to do. Anything you want to change, anything you want to have, anything you want to live. We’re humans and we need each other, no one deserves to be alone. Thank you for making me notice this. I needed it. Thank you.
I needed this. Thank you.
You deserve to go to college, and you deserve the good things that happen to you. For a long time I felt like I didn't deserve a lot of stuff, I still do sometimes. You are here, and you deserve to do the things that you believe are right, fair, and good because sometimes we fell like we shouldn't be able to do stuff or we don't have the right. You said that there's people who love you, but the only things that love for free are animals, if a human loves you, is because you had an impact on their life, and a good impact, if you make other people feel appreciated, happy, loved, etc, you have a right to be happy because is through our impact on the world that we gain the right to be happy, you didn't choose to be born, you didn't choose your family, your nationality, your language, but you can choose to make the life of others better, and just by doing that, you earn the right to make your life better, I recommend you to sleep sooner, and yes I also sometimes feel like my parents have done so much for what I am now, but the important part is that you don't give up on making them proud, good luck friend, I hope your life is good, exciting, happy.
You don't really have to go to college, you can just go to work, or do stuff to make you grow as a person that you can be proud of being, is hard, very hard to be proud of yourself, but I can assure you, that when you achieve some of your goals, everytime you get closer to the best version of yourself, the feelings is beautiful.
i love you ❤
I'm 18 turning 19 soon a great memory that I always remember is when I was like 5 or 6 years old and all I can remember is waking up in the morning and smelling bacon and I run down stairs the best breakfast while watching rug rats while I eat in my living room for hours. its not much but its the little things you remember and wish you could go back to and relive it.
that was a great day.
songs like these let me think, think of my past, how life was good. even if its still not THAT bad from my side but i still miss the old days, where you were careless, fearless, living your best moments and having fun all day. everything was a good thing for me, even school.
now that im in highschool, listening to this makes me sad that i cannot live those moments again, but yet lets me figure out ways to make my current life more fun. thank you for this playlist :)
I have one memory from when I was younger I’d like to share.
I was very young. Around the holidays, my mom would pick out a movie each night from our collections of old cd’s and would have me and my sister get in bed with her to watch it. I watched so many movies and began so many holiday rituals in that bed. Those old stop motion Christmas movies are my favorite now.
Now it’s been so long since if felt that connected to my family. So much has happened to us. It doesn’t really feel like we’re a unit. My sister has moved away, I spend less and less time at home, and so much conflict has come and go since that time. It would be nice to return to that one day. Just us, a bed, popcorn, and an old tv running some 90s Christmas classics.
thats a beautiful memory tho... i hope you and your family will work thru conflict and connect again...to make more nice memories together.
my memories of her are so distant that they might as well be gone
You always pick the best songs for these playlists, what you do is truly amazing.
138 LIKES BUT NO COMMENTS? lemme fixs that:D
Who wants study or relax listening to witchy music, I invite to join my channel!
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Dayumm bro :D
In distant memories my parents are still alive, my friends are still my friends and we see eachother everyday. In memories I hide the things that where too delicate for this world to keep from being broken like my heart before I knew love and the loss of it. In my distant memories I am loved, looked up to and considered as a person to not have to ever deal with loneliness, depression or loss but these are all distant memories too far away to be tangible anymore so I dream and remember a life before pains empire took over.
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so difficult."
You may not think it stranger, but someone out there will never forget your death until the day death knocks on their door. Live for them, live for everyone who will never forget your name until the heavens crumble, and the world shatters.
That line saved my life tonight.
@@georgetterodick212 stay safe out there
We are connected to everyone ❤ a smile, a word, a touch... Everything makes the difference! Be kind to others. We never know how heavy their life is 💔
those summer nights with you where we were young will forever be my favorite memories
Your guys comments are good formula to self reflect on. I came here for music to study to and these beats definitely help. But yall's comments help even more, they give me a sense of everything will be okay. Stress won't help me pass but being thankful I am here now with the ability to even do this, realizing I will make it if I give it my all calms my soul.
Это так красиво.. Мы все устали. Отдохни и иди дальше, случайный человек из комментариев. Будь сильным 😢❤
И ты тоже, пусть у тебя все будет хорошо и всегда оставайся перед лицом плохого, что перед тобой.
Tenho tentado ser forte, mas estou muito cansada e acho isso tão cruel comigo mesma
Cansancio dolor en el alma realmente habemos personas que ir somos diferentes a los demás por que miramos el mundo diferente somos sensibles y simples humanos que miramos el mundo diferente a los demás
Please stay ❤ you are always loved. Sometimes we need to hear these words because we are not able to see or feel anything. But it's true. Every life matters.
спасибо (
this playlist reminds me of when i was 14 and was starting get depressed. so at night, round 2am or so, id walk around the dimly lit parking lot of my complex, smelling my neighbours cigarettes smoke, crying while listening to joji. and i would stop by the pool at the end of the road and talk to the moon and admire the stars. i liked that solitude even though it was alot of crying.
holy, didn't even realise i made it here! thanks for featuring regrets
I am currently 14 and this playlist has just broken me. Just wow. People have told me that you don't know if you are in the good old days until you've left them but I never took if that seriously. It reminds me of a memory I had as a little kid, playing make-believe in the play structure with my dad. The rough sand got in my eyes and I cried, A lot. My dad stayed with me and helped me get it out. It wasn't a good day, but it is now a dear memory. Thank you.
This is make me feel safe, lovely, tired, alone, dreamy, happy and sad at the same time but you know I like it
Hi there, so have amazing night, sleep well and have a sweet dream.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. To hear “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Take life easy and stay healthy!!!
Songs like these always bring back good memories of me as a kid at a small beach town with my family the sound of the ocean in the morning and nights as everyone goes to sleep but im still up watching the stars listening to the waves and the wind the air was so fresh going back today always makes me happy to see that same beach town change in a small way but never leaving that nostalgic feeling of a second home to me.
but i just remember bad memories😔😥
me too@@mehwishwaheed1971
Thank you for releasing my inner stress. I’ve been crying for 40 minutes because of everything: work, school, getting fired, getting homework done, family, future, career… It’s just so much stress and I thank you for this. I feel good now, I’m taking a break and I’m hopeful for the future. I was wondering what kind of genre this is.
I hope everything will get better for you. I hope the stress will go away soon ❤
The life that you dream of is already yours. The universe is hurling challenges at you to mold you into the person that fits the life you desire. You cannot escape your destiny. It’s already yours
انها الحياه بكل تفاصيلها استمتعي بكل لحظه فيها فهيا تشبه عصير الكوكتيل عندما تشربه تستطعم بكل جزء منه على حدى لن تتذوق الراحه ما لم تتذوق التعب ولن تتذوق السعاده ما لم تتذوق الحزن انها الحياه لقد خلقنا لكي نعش كل تلك التفاصيل الصغيره
I think of it as liminal music.
that is beautifully worded.
My uncle died 3 years ago. I remember back when my family lived in an apartment we had rented, and it was storming. We sat in the garage, watching as the rain pour down from the gray skies above, hearing every bolt of thunder with lightning following not long after. Sure, it scared me back then, but here I am now, wishing that those moments never became memories.
I can't help it but to think about how sad life is. How this music immediately started making me and others think of traumatic and nostalgic times as well. How time runs so fast and we didn't get to notice how big and simple those good moments were. Takes me back to times of fake and real sense comfort. Makes me miss people I have present and people that is no longer in this world. I randomly woke up at 3 am and found this. It's raining outside. Makes it even more nostalgic. I hope you all find peace and happiness and embrace it.
My grandmother is dead. I'm trying to let her go, but instead I'm listening to this music that tears me to pieces
lol, relatable
Sorry for you. But you can get over it and keep good memories about her, time heals.
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
@@nikkudza Thank you, but unfortunately time hurts, not cures
I lost my grandma 6 years ago. Its painful. Like my world ended. I miss her everyday. It gets easier. Time heals. It wont be easy. It still hurts but not as bad. I still cry sometimes. But i say we gotta be strong. Strong for ourselves. Our families. Know our grandmas wouldnt want us to be sad. They would want us to keep going. To keep going for them. That they will always be with us. All the memories we have of them. No one in the world can ever take that away from us. Ever. Those memories are ours forever. Be strong. Be strong for your grandma. For your mom and dad. Its ok cry. Its ok to be angry.
I still remember the layout of fhe house. The way the couch cushions sang when i sat down. The way the cabinets and cupboards were laid out. The smell of the bedroom. The pictures that could still be hanging on the walls. The bracelet i made him. I miss the way the old washer would rattle. I miss when i would open the fridge and see his diet coke. I miss them. I love you uncle jeffy. and i miss you pappy. i miss you guys.
-Max, formerly Zoe.
I know we don't know each other, but I just want to say thank you for leaving this comment. I've been struggling with losing my grandmother who basically raised me. It was seven years ago but today just hit different. She drank diet coke like it was water. Seeing this just really made me feel like she's there. I hope you're doing good, and that you know they'd all be so proud of you.
"those who cry are not weak they have just been stong too long"
Memory is a blessing and a curse you get to remember the good moments but it gives you pain knowing you may never experience something like that again
I got memories with my dad when i listen to this i miss him. Thank you for making this playlist.
I like this it's very calming and helps with my overthinking, feeling of disappointment, emptiness, and hearing this reminds me of good memories of my childhood and, wonderful times. sometimes I wish I could go back in time to relive those moments, nothing to worry it makes me cry few times, but I will all ways cherish those good and happy memories when they come.
Невольно под этот плейлист, под эту умиротворённую музыку вспоминаешь те счастливые, весёлые и беззаботные моменты с друзьями, с которыми давно прекратил всякое общение. Когда то лето, те времена были наверное самыми яркими и радостными.
аж в сердце дернуло че творишь
Особливо коли згадуєш що в твоїй країні мир та спокій. А в моїй країні твій батя/брат/дядя вбивають мій народ.
I can’t take this bs anymore man, I’ve worked so hard at my goals, throwing away so many things just to come up short for the third year in a row. I have no friends to subside the pain, my connection with my family is so little because I wanted to achieve my goal so bad. A girl I wanted to make my girl friend probably doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore. My social skills have completely diminished. Everything gone wrong and the one thing I poured my heart into for 3 years still hasn’t gotten better. I question my worth all the time constantly putting me under my insecurities. I hate the bs I hear, that “hard work pays off” and “you aren’t working hard enough” if I knew I wasn’t working hard enough I’d work harder, if I knew what the fuck I needed to do I would fucking do it. I know grinding is necessary but is it really supposed to hurt this much? To the point where it takes me 30 minutes to get off my bed? To the point where all I want to do is drown in music? To the point where all I want to do is end it all? The funniest part about all of this is that I have to look of someone who has it all together. Then when people get to know who I am they realize that I ain’t shit. I’m tired man, I feel so alone
Just a mesage
from a stranger in the internet, but I'm here hoping things have improved in your life
@@samantafloor it’s a little bit better, I’m starting to get over the girl, my relationship with my family is a little bit better, my grind is slowing though. I’m losing hope in it by the day. Matter of fact this was the first day I’ve truly missed due to laziness in 5 months. So, I’m getting by. Thank you for checking in bro lowkey needed to talk about it for a lil.
@@cordova2593 Wish you all the best. I'm sending healing vibes, you've got this.
@cordova2593 My man. Life is a constant toil of ups and downs. I've experienced this much like everybody else. It all comes down to decisions and how willing you are to stick them out. Life is so incredibly difficult, and if one this is certain, it's that it doesn't get better without the work needed to make it better constantly, and that you really only fail when you truly give up. Do not give up. Fail a million times if you have too, but success could very well be at your fingertips. Keep pushing. Keep swinging. It will get better. You just need to be here.
@@alexgaribay7794 Brother, you tell no lies. It’s honestly unbelievable how much has changed these past 3 months. As of right now I don’t have a single girl in my head rent free, I just passed a test I dedicated 2 months of my life to, and because I passed it I can finally divert all that time to my work and also some of it to connect with my friends and family. I still have a lot of work left to do but it’s a lot clearer and each progression is more rewarding. I give all the glory to God he has restored my life once again.
bro this hits too hard, i'm feeling actual pain
miss my grandpa dearly everyday since his passing, hes really nice to me very much.
Man this is so beautiful reminds me of good old memories as a kid hearing the cicadas chirp in the morning on a Saturday morning getting ready to spend time with friends and family ❤. Now I’m 21 and things have changed so much I feel like the days zoom by and the years fly by more and more as I get older, but still thinking about those memories brings a tear to my eye one of joy and sadness. In the end though I can truly smile knowing how fortunate I am to experience these moments, life is short enjoy everyone and everything around you while you can :)
I love this shouts out to you you perfectly read my mind my friend
❤
Whoever you are and wherever you are just know this their is always another person waiting for you on the other side, don't give up just keep moving forward.
😭😭❤️
yeah, on the other side.
Love listening to these type of playlists at night or while sleeping. It prevents me from thoughts.
I never really had a childhood, or it somehow never felt like it. Besides the situation being hard with my family, I was the youngest and yet probably the most caring one, taking as much responsibility as I could on my small shoulders. I was abused. Now I have to face some kind of blackout regarding these years of my life, and everyone doesn't seem to understand when I tell them I don't remember much...
These songs really feel like something I never had.
(I'm sorry for venting)
I'm a kindergarten teacher now and 23. Im happy and healthy. But I also was a little girl one day that got bullied in school, bullied and were the gossip topic of old friends. I once was the little girl that were enjoying the winter time on her big window.
As I was growing up I faced heartbreak, breaking up with my ex, my parents being sick, struggling with my job for years and almost giving up.
But these are the up and downs in life and I appreciate every each one of them.
A reminder to just try your best and have a good heart.
I remembered this song trying to make a new playlist but couldn’t remember the name so I searched for around 10 minutes because this song always makes me nostalgic to when I was younger and times were easier I sincerely thank you for getting me through some of those tough times
Times go to fast just like the four months since you posted this is already done just like that for you probably. Life is crazy man wish you the best in it.
I am a 16 yr old who is struggling with ptsd and recovering addiction to many things and I feel I lost myself in a lot and I would do anything to get those memories back I wasted 2 years of my life smoking weed everyday and I can’t get those days back. Sure it did help with my trauma and I used it to meditate but I could’ve done better. This is the human experience and it’s okay to fall off the wagon it’s about getting back up that matters. I hope all of you get to smile back at your memories and look forward to the future.
I wish I could be 116 again, I'd tell myself and you, that you are enough! You're far more beautiful than you could ever know and its ok to make mistakes, that's part of the lesson! Look forward to your future, beautiful, but don't forget today! You are on a journey and the whole thing is a crazy ride!
Remember, even when you fall of the wagon and need to lay down for a while, the earth will keep spinning, it won't wait for you but it will never leave you behind, get back up once you're able and hold onto that wagon harder than before, and if you fall off again, the earth will still be under you, spinning away and taking you with it, ready for when you get back up. The world is scary, but as long as the earth still spins and you're still here, tomorrow will be different and today will be in the past. And as an 18 year old who didn't go to highschool because of my shit, I think you're doing pretty great, just remember the earth has you, even when you can't get back up you'll never be stuck forever.
I love the look of these, almost as much as I do the audio. The correlation of blurring nostalgic memories with fading ones.
It’s been a year since I checked myself into rehab. I’ve been mostly clean besides a few small relapses and smoking pot here and there. This year has just slipped from my fingers. I don’t realize how hard summer was going to be, I’m 17 and a drop out. Even though I have gone through so much and still am I have hope. I see the beauty in all of it. Revel in the loneliness because it makes the time I’m with those I love even more special. Thank you for providing a space to just be. I love all of you 💕
You are amazing okay? Don’t forget that 💕
Your life is tough but what you went through shows youre tougher.
Hang in there.
The darkest side of the night is the closest to the light
This music might feel sad but it has a healing effect ❤
the previous teacher we had when we were kids she was so kind and bright she always helped us, cheered us up, made us laugh she treated us like her kids especially children that didnt have really stable families or were a little tight with money we loved her very much and still do but now that we are not with her anymore it makes us miss her and we are growing more distant from her some of us still visit her and help her but no matter where we go we still keep her in our hearts and remember the warm memories we made together 💕
Pictures on playlist like that are so beautifull I feel nostalgic for some reason just looking at them while listen to this music
I got chills from just hearing the sound of the vhs.
t;his song be hitting hard when you do homework like its ( nothing to worry about and feel peace while doing homework idk how t explain it)