Fr I was so Depressed of how bad my performance to our final College project I hated myself deeply, I was trying to recover from all of the trauma I experienced. And now my friends find my very annoying this morning and kicked me in the group my depression has just gotten a lot worst
I feel that and i did not even turn 18 yet… dong life at home anymore any have no job .. i feel useless and if my gf and my dog wouldn’t be in my life i would be gone. I cry a lot bc i dont see my family but rn its the best for me..
True. That's how I know for sure that I have depression even without it being oficially diagnosed - I literally don't feel like myself anymore when I don't have this gray cloud around me, the pressing of which I can actually kinda feel.
The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed. We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me. Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain. Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again. Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is. Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.
let me tell you, if she left you for another man then that was not love, because love never fails. What you had was a relationship of happiness, you may have loved her, but she didn't love you in the same way. I dislike people who take advantage of others. you didn't deserve that. just hold on, and it wasn't your fault, she just took advantage of her own selfish needs. Dont think of everyone as the same, because some, just like you, know how it feels to be taken advantage of and would never do the same to others. I hope you find someone worth trusting.
If you've felt it, its meant for you. I'm sure you will feel it again with someone equally if not more special than your first love. In a way I'm envious I've never felt love for anyone in my life. Might kind of be an ass for saying that because I don't know how it feels. But please try to find some closure for yourself, because I would like nothing more than to see you succeed in finding love again.
Although I haven't dated anyone yet I just want to remind you that life will get better if you start to be brave again and start loving people and things around you again. May the right people come to you swiftly and safely
"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do." - Fairy Tail, by Fellal Fernandes. just spreading the words
True words. Once I met a woman, cheerful kind and simple-minded. I would never guess what difficult time she had time ago. She had hard childhood, her mother kicked her out of the home when she was fifteen. But despite that fact, she said that is was relief, because keep living there would probably even more hard. At that time she even thought about suicide. She worked anywhere she could, her employment history maybe longer than Google user agreement. When she became adult her life was still tough. Night shift on factory, come to home, get the child ready for school, and after sleeping a little wake up and make housework, help child with home work and go to work again. She lived like that for years. And finally, when she earned enough money, bought a decent house and became self-sufficient, a war took everything from her. But now, despite all that, she still has her daughter, and is pregnant with another child. It's dire to think, that such adorable man as her, could die at one time, and I am very glad, that now she's safe and sound and so are her kids. P.S.: sorry for my English. I am on my way to improve it.
THIS.this is why I love youtube - all of you guys in the comments are sharing the most vulnerable moment of your life, supporting your fellow human that felt pain as well as you, bringing value and hope and creating this wonderful place where you don't' mind getting hurt because it's brings sense and meaning to live, and because you NEVER alone. You can feel the greatest sadness only because some day you experienced the greatest happiness and pleasure. Bear this pain as a proof of self-love - you got through it, you are stronger, you are more resilient and with this pain you can bring more love toward yourself and others. love you guys
Been three yrs now I haven't seen any of them 😕 I still keep in touch tho even tho I may not see them face to face I still see text them from time to time
felt the same way bud. it's been 4 years and all of us went different ways - some went to university in a different town, some moved away, some ended up going to a different country and never came back, others just disappeared. while we do occasionally text each other, it's not the same. bet that a few people will stick around tho - maybe even someone who wasn't that close to you before. :) while others may slowly fade out of your life, there are always those who appear anew. you just have to accept it as one (of many) changes that are going to happen in life.
You never really realize who left you or you've left behind until one day you come home and there's nobody to fill the silence. You decide to pop online to the same old place that's brought you so much comfort and there's nobody there either. When you finally talk to the people you once knew and realize you no longer know them. People don't need to die for you to lose them.
thank you so much for re-uploading this i am going through really hard things right now and you truly don't know how much this means to me and how much it has been helping me
You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered. Context for those who don't know: The audio failed on the original upload but our TUHS was a real on and reuploaded for us.
05/18 i didn't know it was our last time last time together, holding hands i didn't realize, nor notice that quiet, light change in how you said my name before i knew it was the end before i knew your love has died and died the happiness, my heart
"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."
I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord... And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it. For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down. Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing.. He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along.. He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now... He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him .... It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together.... I don't want to be alone anymore
stay strong ❤❤ you two will get out of it someday, just like me and my friend did ❤ there will be a good ending to it all. stay strong and support each other :)
I am deeply touched by your story because I have experienced the same thing. . I cried in front of your comment, the memories went back to every line I read.....
thank you for sharing, i know it must be difficult to handle.. caring for someone who is hurting like that, can be a full time job.. your friend knows needs someone like you, rather, he needs you for sure. its hard to hold on when everything pulls you away, but youll make it through. long distance friendships can be some of the most powerful and truly deep connections because its easier to be open.. he will pull through it, but just in case try to get your other friends together to do something sometimes.
Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me. Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.
It won't stay the same forever and I realized it far to late to do anything about it...all I can do is hope I can help others not follow in my footsteps. Thanks for this comment and may God bless you whether you're Christian or not I hope God blesses you with a joyful life full of wonders and memories...
For anyone reading this, you truly are an amazing person with so much potential and so much heart. The love that you hold in that heart seeps through the cracks in your soul. You need to use that love to repair those cracks. Love yourself. Love yourself for who you truly are. How are you meant to love another without knowing how to love yourself? I believe in you, you can do it, and until you can love yourself, I will love you. As long as I breathe, you will be loved.
i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do
i don't think any of us really know what to do, but we all keep going because, well honestly there isn't really a 'because'. time goes by so fast, 3 years ago felt like 6, I hardly remember it. That is what feels so dumb about life, each memory I make I feel like I will forget in a few months or a year. I only really feel like I've truly gained consciousness in my life this year, I had a conversation with my siblings 2 years ago, they were asking me if I thought I was conscious, heck no I said I was conscious but I really don't believe I was. I think only now i might be, and I can't even be positive because time still feels like it passes the same. Maybe it's because I cry about the future more, and the past? Maybe that's why I feel 'conscious'? I guess we all just try, and even when we don't want to anymore, we keep doing it, because that's just second nature for us.
I feel you there, I turned 18 a few months ago and I can totally get what you are feeling cause I went through it. And I don't know exactly what changed but I do know that over time that feeling that DREAD, went away and I started to think more positive. Please keep moving even when it seems like you can't you have to otherwise you stop and don't start moving again. Its easy to get lost in your thoughts, but think we are still young we have so much time, time for fun, time for new experiences and we gain new freedoms, and hopefully your parents are there for you like mine were. All in all don't stress it, there's nothing we can do to go back in time though I really wish we could we can't so for now I live in the moment.❤ Good luck and feel better. Please.
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and lonely, especially as you're navigating the transition into adulthood. It's okay to feel scared of opening up and getting attached to others, especially if you've been hurt in the past. But remember, it's also okay to allow yourself to feel vulnerable and to seek support from those you trust. Building emotional connections with others can be challenging, and it's natural to feel apprehensive about getting attached too quickly. Take things one step at a time, and try to be gentle with yourself as you navigate these feelings. It's okay to admit to yourself that you may have caught feelings for someone, and it's okay to explore those emotions at your own pace. Remember that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or counselor to talk about what you're going through. You deserve to feel happy and supported, and there is hope for brighter days ahead. Take things one day at a time, and remember that you're stronger than you think.
As someone who's recently turned 18, let me offer some knowledge. Love is such a powerful emotion. It can feel so great and freeing, but when it fails it can hurt more than any amount of hate can, but that risk of pain is what makes it so great. The fear of losing that love is what makes the love so powerful in the first place. When I read your words I could see the love you hold in your heart. It seeps through the cracks in your soul. Learn to love yourself because you deserve it. You are deserving of love. When you learn to love yourself you will learn how to love others. A while back I felt similarly to how you feel. I felt alone and people kept hurting me. I got led on by so many people and even now it still hurts me, but I took those experiences as lessons. I took all that love I tried to give them and instead gave it to myself, and I feel so much better for it. Take care of yourself Nonafie, because you are the most important person in your life. I know you're strong enough to pull through. I wish for nothing but the best for you
Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back
Johnny Cash has a song called "Hurt" which contains the line What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And I feel that deeply between hating myself for lacking the commitment to lose weight (am 400lbs, need to get to 250 at least), as well as feeling like I have no real friends and I'm just Tolerated because I've been part of the group for 15yrs.
Sometimes, somewhere along my life I was an actual good person for once. Someone who was kind instead of being nice. Nowadays I loathe about it whenever i'm alone, I want to be them again, but I just can't find a way to get them back. I hate myself because of it, which is quite ironic.
AZ I feel for that. I used to be able to wake up looking forward to the day...now I wake up against my will. Sometimes I'd rather stay dreaming cuz atnleast I have peace. The waking world is nothing but a war of many kinds. I wish everyone cam someday heal somehow from things we don't talk about in comments or behind screens.maybe one day I can accept I'm allowed to exist, until then I'm useful till told useless. Love yall.
@@miel7352 well it’s not like i can fix my 12 years of trauma that i suffered at school and outside of school right? I wish i could’ve been happy one day… but I can’t be happy anymore
@@Psyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm in my tenth year and I've never wanted to give up my life so much, I feel totally pathetic and empty because my country is rubbish and my life is unhappy bc of this shit. My friends don't help me or care, but they try something, the person I liked treats me like crap, and I don't want to do anything about it, life sucks, but you know what? It can't get any worse, so I'm going to enjoy how shitty it is now, because when I turn 18, it's going to be worse.
@@miel7352 dont lose hope, i know its hard, find some good people that will help you. build yourself even if it means starting from scratch, live your life to the fullest, never lose hope on love and always be kind, try to look at the bright side (stay as positive as possible, if people dont, then let them be, never let them lose your light), just keep on going, you got this, i believe in you :D
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
When i was a 4 years old my parents divorce, I didn't really understand at first until we moved to my grandma's house, me, my siblings and my mom, we all lived with my grandma along with my uncle and aunties. Not before long we leave there, I realised that my mom had been arguing with my grandma, aunties and uncles, I didn't know because every time they argue my 2 sisters will bring me and my little brother into our room and play with us, that's until every small mistakes we made will make our unties and uncles angry. Time flies by and we got better until this year came. Me and my siblings had to move to our father's house because of a big argument on my mother's side, at that time I just reach high school, I was 13 my younger brother was 12 and my two older sisters were 16 and 17.me and my 17 year old sister were living in hostel but in different school hostels. My younger brother and my 16 year old sister were living with my dad, and going to ragular schools, my dad changes that's what I noticed. But I still can't forgive him for what he did. The memory of him screaming at my mom and throwing things around the room still feels fresh in my mind. Now I'm just getting my revenge on him, but I know it feels wrong, I acted nice towards him and made him spent his money a lot on me. I know it's wrong, but I can't help, I used to think he was my hero, but know that hope of mind turn into revenge, that's on my father's side, on my mother's side, is different, she doesn't want me to call her a lot when I'm at my school hostel, but when I'm at home and didn't call her for just one day she would go crazy, and start comparing me with her past lovers and everything I can't stand it. I can't stand it! She likes to put her burden on me, she thinks I'm so strong because she had not often seen me cry and I had always took good care ofy siblings and her. I had to force my mom to eat and if she doesn't eat I would have to bring a plate of food to her and let her eat it, and she would finish the food, I had to save my money and give it to my siblings or give it to her to buy food or to buy fuel for the car.Now that has become a habit of mine. In my hostel every day I would call her to check on her if she had eaten or not. Then I had to call my siblings at my dad's house to make sure they are OK. All of this burden is really hard. Now In my hostel, people keep using me, and making fun of me bullied me through my emotions, I know I'm not good in taking care of my health but you don't have to make a joke about it. It happen a few weeks ago, I had to take my meds in class, and one of my friends came to me asking if I had forgot to take any meds and of course I said no because I just ate them , then she said, that I forgot to eat my meds for craziness, then she laughed, I pretend to laugh to. She said she was just joking. But she didn't knew it alreadyhurtedme. All her Jake's really hurted me. Everyday, I would sleep at 12 to 1 a.m and woke up from 3 to 4 a.m,our lights out were at 11 p.m but I just couldn't sleep. I got to the conclusion Iwas sleep deprived, but I couldn't careless, everyday I feel like vomiting and I had a headache always, but I acted the cheerful me, not showing my other sad side to my friends, but not my trusted friend, she is my most trusted friend, she would fore me to go into caunseling and force me to tell her everything, I also told her what I prayed everyday to God. Everyday, our school hostel will do solat hajat between maghrib and Isyak and during solat hajat I would pray for only these 3 things °to forgive all my sins, my mom's and my dad's, my family, my step mom's, and my steps family, also my friends, or so called friends. °to give my mom happiness and riches. °to take away my life before this month ends*June*, to let me die without anyone suffering of it but me. To just let malaikat maut to cabut My nyawa. And a few days ago in this week, my last prayer was almost answered, me and my friend was going to our night prep. We were walking down the hallway and then I saw lights and motor sounds, I quickly stop my friend in her tracks, then I say my two teachers driving past us in a motorbike.If I was alone at that time I would have just let them ran me over but I was with a friend and she was in front of me, so if I didn't stop her then she would die first before me, and I don't want that, so I had to gave up that chance of mime, the reason I haven't commit suicide long ago, then just waiting for fate was because of the burdens I have to carry.i tried to suicide every day but I just can't because of the burdens, and because I'm worried of what will happen after I die, what will happen to my family, will they be alright, will anyone take care of them when I'm gone, will my siblings take my place and carry my burdens I don't want that, so I kept waiting until today, I kept waiting until I die. Well that's all I can let out right now, soory if it was to long or that reading this made your day worse, I'm sorry again.
Its okay life can be hard sometimes but you can stay alive and pray to god an he will help you just DONT give up please your family needs you. You are very strong you Will survive this and you will happy again with your family i promise just dont give up please I love you and God bless you and your whole family ❤🙏 (sorry my emglish is bad but i hope i can help with this because you are very strong and god will make everything good i pray for you and your family)
Thanks for your support, but I don't think I have much time left, I'm not taking very good of my health, and this is my third time away from my hostel because of how much I have been vomiting(sorry if this word disturb you) and I feel my breath getting shorter and shorter, it's getting harder to breath each day,all I'm waiting is for my life to end. But I'm really thankful for your support. Your words are really comforting. Thanks again.
this comment reminded me of the eerie and helpless feelings that always used to comfort me.. im sorry that you take care of so many people, but there is not one who cares for you.. this is a cruel fate put upon you. i dont know how you could handle this because i would struggle in the same situation.. i could not begin to understand what youre feeling, except that you have nothing… im not sure if youre still here, i hope honestly for your sake that you rest peacefully, but if youre still here, i would like to help lighten your burden. i would like to hear all you have to say, i would like to be here every day, to hopefully make each day feel even just a little bit less hopeless.. this comment has made me sad, but upset with myself too… youre a very selfless individual and i cannot imagine how heavy it all is for you.. if youre still here, i hope that youll get motivation to push on. i hope that i can help give this motivation to you.. i am a stranger, nothing more. i offer an ear for listening, and friendship for healing. i hope i am not too late, but if i am… may you find the peace you never got to have
It's good to let your emotions out in this place, honestly, it only helps to let ourselfs go here.. I feel safe here, I also almost committed suicide and my mother stopped me. Thank god my father doesn't know, if he did, he's be sad for weeks..
Hey guys, still here. I would like to say thank you for the motivations. But things got worse. People are complaining about me to the teachers and principle. And some people think I complain to the principal just because I'm close to her. I went caunseling once last month but I didn't really help. My friend also change. The become more cruel and cold. One of them even sent a note to me, saying that she hates me, and that she would like it if I leave school. My other friends just became cold, get angry or annoyed when I talk but has a good mood when they are talking to me. It's like it's OK for only them to talk and not me. And some seniors even gossips about me, I heard them talking. I tried to commit suicide again lately to. I tried over dosing myself but I stop after I finish swilling 8 tablets because it was my meds for my headaches. Also my sleep deprivation got much worse. I sleep at 12 or 1 then wake up at 2 then slepp back at 3 woke back up at5 then repeat But my breathing god better and worse. The speed got slower but I can only usually smell blood or smoke. And I also ffall down a lot lately. I also still have coughing and flu issues. The thing is there was blood coming out when I sneze or cough. I also almost fainted a few times but nobody notice. The vomiting got less. I actually wanna talk more but, I have no more motivation to ride. I'm sorry to replay so late and that I worried you guys. And if I'm being like I want attention but, if you don't like my comment just reply to me and I can delete it don't worry. I don't want to make people feel uncomfortable or anything. Sorry. I'm so sorry.
I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.
We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship. Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him. Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment. I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life. The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better. Love is a gift Thank you❤️
I'm just like you but the other way around. She is the only one who I've loved since I was 14y/o, going back and forth... And never seems to be the right time
@@lagimaster seems like we were wrong for those who was right for us. Hoping one day all of us will get better and live long happy life. Sending you love and hugs❤️
the circumstances are most unfortunate.. a lack of communication is very dangerous to love and relationships. it seems all of us have a story to tell, and tbh its probably why mant of us accessed this playlist. i wish you the best of luck, and try getting to know some people.. even for just friends, the more intimately you know someone, the more depth everything has… eventually youll find someone thats worth loving. they will never be the same, but thats the point in it, to find someone. no two people are the same, and love is not limited to only one individual
For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.
me too,my ex-G was my bestfriend,we aren't together since 1 month ago,sad and weird remember all the things that we talk everyday that just gone,but,I don''t regret about this,this is my precious memory,she loved me and i loved her,but the life teach us how to live,how to be a better person,but only if u wanna be a better person,and we need to learn accept that maybe we gonna lose important friends,people that we care about,but when we realize that some person it wasn't to be in our life,we accept,we understand a little more,we ended our relationship because of me,but how I already said,I know that this was a lesson,that i gonna take for the rest of my life.
This playlist brought up those feelings of doing things for the last time as my disability got worse. I didn’t know that would be the last time I went for a hike. I didn’t know that would be the last time I bathed myself. I didn’t know that would be the last day I wasn’t in pain. I didn’t know that would be the last day I just. Walked somewhere. And I still don’t know what last times await me. It’s scary.
You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment 0.00001% Wonder what it is? You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare, Remember this one thing, Everything that happens is in God's plan, All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god, The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life, Don't end your life, Even though you feel nobody loves you, Some people do including me and everyone in the comments, If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you, God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful. I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through, Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world, and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily
i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts. there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.
@@Andr_ae Sometimes we connect with someone. Even without fully knowing them, or knowing them only a little. You feel it in your heart, you already love them. But often, it doesnt go further. You remain in your lane, on your own. We have no choice but to learn to live with it, with only ourselves ❤️🩹
Bro get back there and go talk to her, you can do it, if it was really love you'll regret it all your life just take a chance, go for it, i believe in you
3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.
i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning
Life is worth more than you think. I don't know what you're going through but even if you think all hope is gone, it's not, you'll learn to adjust more with the current events. Keep going on to spite everyone who gave up on you. Don't let go.
I’m so happy to see that just 1 month ago you added a beautiful powerful song into one of your playlists , I may have taken your playlist too so thank you again. Never give up , never back down. We will bleed and cry and heal from the power of sounds. We will pick up our broken pieces alone. And walk and smile alone. We was born to walk among the stars alone.
There’s going to be someone who will come and be with you forever. It’s going to take a while, it definitely did for me, but you won’t regret the time waiting for that person. They will change your life forever. Don’t lose that person, they need you too and are looking for you.
@@aarongoogle3369 don't do it man, the greatest misery in life is that you'll never know how loved you are There'll always be someone who loves you or appreciates your presence so please stay with us
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words.. - Cookie :) To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this. Just remember, i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions Now you can cry.. - Cookie.
Thanks Cookie. sincerely. this is a much needed message for many who are here, and i dont believe i could have said something more meaningful and perfect… i hope you save lots of lives, and if you yourself are in need of saving.. i will try my damndest to save you too. we dont know each other but i recognize your good heart and know youre worth sacrificing for. thank you for your kindness.. these people need it most
To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years... I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.
It's incredible sad... Don't blame yourself for crying. I believe that you really strong and you will cope with this! My best friend ones said that there are no good moments without bad ones. I want to believe in her words because I am now living similar feelings to yours... I'm 16 and my parents divorced and I lost my family... I love both parents very much and I quarrel a lot with my mom because of this because she thinks my dad is bad person... You're exactly cope with this situation, I believe in you! Sorry for the mistakes , my English is not very good)
if you need to cry, feel free to, sometimes your best friends are your family, better than blood relatives even, family dosent define you by blood, its by the people you choose to surround yourself with, so if you need to cry, go ahead, if people judge you? let them, you've got alot on your mind right now, your young, so you got time
Hi, i just read your little story and i want to say that it's going to be okay, but that's a bit cliché don't you think. Sweatheart i don't think that it's bad what you are feeling. Life is a journey like most people will say and for some of us it's either going to be easy or verry painfull. It's more painful if the people you're seeking love from aren't realy giving that. Think of yourself as a sprout that has yet to bloom, nobody is giving it water to bloom so YOU have to give it water for it to grow, you have to place that sprout where there is sunlight and a place to grow. It's not an easy feat, but with patience and never giving up, i am certain that you will find your sprout a beatifull place on this earth. My biggest advice for you my dear and this goes for everybody reading this comment. Don't give up on yourself, because you are the only one that is only capable of truly loving yourself, i know this is cliché, but see it as this. Every single person in your life is a new experience to a new beginning, good or bad. Some of them may become old,but everything you experienced beautiful or sad has taught you something. It has taught you how to feel, how to express. Don't think this as somthing bad and try to grow. Have faith and learn. Try to be poitive for youself, it's not easy, nothing ever is.But do love that sweet person that you know you can be. When they say patience is key to everything it realy is true. I'm speaking from experience. Cry out as much you want, fight for yourself if it needs to be. Learn to grow, forgive and let go. Holding on to bagage is only going to make it heavier for you carry. But always remember....Be kind to yourself and to every version of yourself.
Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔 Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺
I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…
What do you do when everything feels pointless? Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space. Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all. I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul. I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.
I feel that deep and all I can say is, I've come to accepting g it's okay to not be okay sometimes, it's okay to find peace and comfort in your own solitude away from people for fear of hurting others with your pain. What's not okay is allowing your pain to define the person you want to be. Pain demands to be felt but joy asks gently to show you gentle, peace and love, grief tears your heart and mind apart, yet little things like the smell of rain on cut grass, fresh roses, the crisp air of fresh snow, or the taste of your favourite foods, the feeling of a blanket out of the dryer, all try its best to stitch together the pieces. If nobody has told you today or in awhile, you are doing the best you really can, and that's brave and amazing of you! You have done enough and then some, put down the sword and rest, let us help carry your burdens for a little while till your feet can find the ground again ❤
She left me And it never felt real till today And it sucks cause it's the 4th of July We were together for what felt like forever and then at the snap of a finger it was just gone . All I have now are sweet memories turning bitter or rather bittersweet . Though we all simply have to move on at some point like it said in the beginning . "it's so cruel to let people love you. All your doing is promising that someday you'll break their hearts"
oh my love, wont you be my last? the moments, feelings, pain, and love you've given me is deeply stored inside of me. Your smile is the only source of light in my world, Your hair is the only grass id want to touch and feel, And you lap is the only bed id rest on. Even if you love me or not, Even if you hate me or not. Id love you as deeply as the ocean, an endless land. The day you said 'i love you too' was like the first time ive ever seen colours, and the first time ive heard a bird sing. But all of those are left behind, now. july 28, i never knew that would be the last time id hear your laugh, id see your smile, id touch your hair, id hold your hand, id listen to your stories, and the last time id ever see you. I never got to say my last three words to you, so ill say it here. i love you.
i miss her, i love her but the quote "it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" is true i broke her heart, it's all my fault. I hope her new man will treat her better than i did, i wish them happiness while i will try to be better for myself
I broke her heart when i broke up with her,she wanted to talk it out but all i thought of was running away and avoiding her,i just ignored her,left her.but now after almost 5 months i keep thinking about her,i dont know if i miss her or anything but she just keeps reappearing...im kinda lost...what should i do
@@foxy6059 Depends on why you broke up, if it wasnt that deep, then you should get back with her. Never let ego and pride blind you. never let it stop your heart from loving
I didnt know i was the last one she spoke to. Its all my fault. Its all bc I couldn't convince her not to take them all. To not take every pill in those bottles. I thought i coukd help but i didnt. I only begged and pleaded her nit to go. I told her if she didht reply to me bu the next morning I'd ask her auntie. I told her i didnt wanna go to her funeral. I BEGGED her not to keave me behind. She did it anyways. In our next life i hope i meet her over and over again. I hope i get to date her or even marry her. I hope we never separate. I didnt wanna keave my room for days. Not until her funeral. I cried for months i loved her so so so much. I loved her more than feiends even after we broken up. She convinced me not to commit 9 times in 3 months. I couldn't even save her once. Some friend i was. December 3rd at 10:56am, 2010 to march 14th at 10:48pm , 2024. I love you so much, Lillith.
i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros - keep running because if you stop you might fall
"I promised you the world, I promised to protect you. And now, as I look back at all the hollow pictures filling my phone's storage, I regret ever lying that I'd give my life to keep you a part of this world. I knew the truth, but I simply hoped for the best. Circumstances didn't allow your sweet eyes to stay bright or your beautiful face to stay my muse. I'd already been allowed your presence for 12 years, would it be fair to keep you longer? I carry guilt for the fault and negligence of others, yet I don't allow myself to feel anything but. Because I made a promise, and I broke it. I lied to you, and for this, all I can say is sorry, my sweet baby boy."
How can emotions truly feel so real like a real knife, emotional pain, heartache, paralysing anxiety or depressive thoughts. The feeling of your first rejection or the pain of losing them forever once you find that one, man I don’t know how the human experience of emotions can be so contradictory. Even a mere thought of them brings you security or comfort yet it can all be turned around if they left. Yet love is so strong no matter how hurt or “damaged” people maybe they are still seeking love, even in the smallest places or interactions. I feel each attempt however small is a microcosm of their desire for that spark to re ignite, to re-live the passion for love and life they experienced when with that person. Maybe it’s all in my head and true love isn’t so emotional but I can’t comprehend or describe these feelings in my chest when I think of those people who’ve left my life, each one unique and irreplaceable in one way or another as we all are. Man idk 🥹
Back in March, my girlfriend died. We had a long-distance relationship and had been keeping up with each other for around thirteen years. She was stubborn, egotistical, controlling. Never in a bad way, but these traits drew me to her. She was also soft hearted, she loved to hear me talk about nothing for hours and just listened. She teased me about my ocd. Joked at how much if a dirk I was. She loved me, so much. I loved her. We joked about getting hitched and often called each other wives. She made rough days easier. Our last year, she declined in health. She ate less, slept a lot more and insisted she was fine, just sick. Doctors told her she was on 'this side of death'. I argued, yelled demanded she go back to the hospital to get care. Next day, on the 3rd. She died. My woman's last words to me was a hearty chuckle. "Yell at me some more." I called her a goober. The worst part of this story is that I didn't know she passed on until the 29th... I was so lost,I still am.
bro, I can somehow understand how you're feeling. it's heartbreaking when your favorite person passes out... but hey, just keep living, I am sure she is watching you from heaven, watching every second of your life and I don't think she would be happy to see you feeling down. just be happy, for god's sake, and rest in peace to her..(
this is a tragic truth of long distance relationships. i could not imagine the depth of love in your relationship. if you two are not soulmates, im not sure what qualifies as a soulmate. the pain must be immeasurable. the heart holds so much, losing something from the heart has no physical pain measure. pushing on is not easy, and your body doesnt make it any easier.. the fact is, all you can do is wait it out. no amount of friends, drinking, or therapy can make it better any faster. you can move mountains to try changing how you feel, but the only thing that truly makes it feel better is time. never can there be enough time to forget it, but maybe enough time to remember it less often atleast… i could not imagine the pain but i really hope you have a friend, or a few rather, to help you get through this. being alone is not ideal. take it little bit, by little bit, but only what you can handle. sometimes you will have to confront it, but thats what i mean when i say a little bit at a time. i should probably be comforting you, sorry that ive wasted the comment away with common sensical banter, i would like to listen more if you need an ear. and i would like to be here if you need a friend
Wow, your story touched me a lot.. I have a parent that's hurt(cevearly) and a mother who's touch starved. But, I always was stuck alone since I was 5, I didn't communicate much, I used to be called 'mute girl' because of my lack of communicating with society. I have ADHD and trouble focusing, so I tend to crave some attention at times, but, the type of attention that's friendly and kind. I often drive myself away from people and only seek company to my other personal needs.. So singing actually helps me cope with everything, I often have that 'tiny space' syndrome and have panic attacks alone, in my room, but rarely.. I'm actually surprised i'm not the only one still healing..
I do not know you and i never experienced this, but i fucking cried my eyes out to this, this is horrible to go through... i hope you're doing better, take care of yourself and stay with your loved ones, have a great day or night man/ma'am
Thank you for this… listening to this playlist and reading the comments makes me think about all of my friends I’ve lost on the journey- and how much I’m scared of losing the ones I have right now. For Catherine: You were my best friend, until you weren’t. I’m sorry my mom was strict. For Camron: Every second I knew you made me laugh. I’m sorry you moved. For Ava: All the words you wrote in the note saved my life again and again. I’m sorry we only knew each other for a week. For Sienna: You love me, and I love you. I’m sorry we’re so far apart. Thank you for a safe space to put this… I wish I had places like this everywhere. Thank you for this playlist.
It's evident that this playlist holds a special place in your heart, allowing you to reflect on the friends you've lost along the way and the fear of losing those you currently have. It's natural to feel nostalgic and grateful for the memories shared with each friend mentioned. Each relationship has its own significance and impact, whether it's the laughter shared with Camron, the support received from Ava, or the love exchanged with Sienna. It's important to honor those connections and cherish the moments spent together, even if they were fleeting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and memories in this safe space provided by the playlist. Remember, it's okay to feel grateful for the past while also treasuring the present relationships you have.
@@dpq_ wow yeah I guess that's one way to put it... I'm glad someone gets it, and can put it into words like I could never possibly do. I'm so grateful for the past... Even if it makes me worry about the future...
Hello I'm soooo stressed about school I have the bac exam and it's really hard in Morocco where I live so i do lot of housework and this playlist helped me to feel what i needed to
This is peaceful and sad at the same time, bringing the happy, funny and saddest moments you have with your loved ones really digs deep as we grow older cherish the time you have. p.s love the playlist :)
Around a week ago one of my childhood friends passed away and the last time i met him i didn't know it'd be our last time together i already miss him alout he was my best friend he was a great person i miss him so much he was so amazing and kind and polite and loving his the best friend i ever had he was a the best person I've ever met
This is SO STUPID! I have gotten so close to falling in love with this one guy. I’ve never been SO close to loving someone. Summer arrived, and we fell out of touch. He’s been in Florida for a month and for what I know, he isn’t coming back. I have been bawling my eyes out most nights because i genuinely thought we had chemistry. we only had one class together and everyday i looked forward to that class so i could catch him looking at me and we could talk and laugh at each other. Gosh I pray that he comes back, but from what it seems, he isn’t. 😭
I have made comments on how I was in love with this girl that I've been friends with for a few years, and how I didn't want to harm our relationship. Over time we grew to be close together and just a few months ago I told her how I felt and she said she felt the same, that was the best experience of my life. We called each other everyday on facetime for hours on end and hung out every now and then when it was possible for us ( we're both 16). When we first entered the relationship she told me that her parents were against the idea of her dating anyone and said she wanted to keep it a secret, but I never fully realized that until I met them and saw that they hated the idea of it. However they said it was because they wanted her to focus on herself before anyone else which is understandable, but knowing this we kept dating in secret. But one day she got caught, they went through her phone and saw our messaging which was us just saying " i love you" and us flirting back and forth, I don't fully know what happened but what I do know is that they told her to break up with me and she did. we said we could still be friends but i think we both knew that would be hard, we've tried to talk but each conversation goes stale quick and then we stopped texting. I thought i had a chance at least talking to her one last time since we have the same group of friends but it seems like she's now avoiding them. I just don't know what to do anymore and i feel myself getting more and more depressed, what sucks even more is that anytime I'm even remotely happy i have a panic attacks that last a while because i am know that i am not going to have fun hanging out with her anymore, i feel like i shouldn't be happy when she can be having a tough time, and feel guilty for her going through this. On top of that I'm transferring schools, i feel so guilty to put her through this because of how i felt and cant stop worrying that i probably put her through some distrust with her parents. I don't know what to do anymore, there's times where i don't eat or start to over eat, and there's moments where the anxiety gets stressful enough to where all my senses get over whelmed and i just run off to be on my own or listen to music. I am just tired.
maybe this is our last time together, I felt sad, I don't know but for her I'm just a boy that can't appreciate her, but in fact I did everything all my best, just to keep her mine but now everything was gone hope she's doing well, without me.
God's got you all. "So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." John 16:22
One day, we will all be able to face the days given to us with grace. Sadness is not forever, though it stays awhile. Make friends with it and, like most other things, let it go. Dont let it get the best of you. Even though it will. You will rise and realize the pain you feel was a lesson. Nothing can stop you from living your life except yourself. You're in control. I am a stranger. We all are to each other, but deep down, we all feel the same. If you feel like giving up, get up. Your story will not end this way. Love comes and goes even if all you desire is for it to stay. It is one of the toughest things to accept. In fact, many of us never truly accept it. I promise there will be a day where things are just better and that day could be tomorrow. Remember that if tomorrow brings a better way, then why is there today? Hold tight, love deeply, and never change who you are. We are in this together. We are all breathing. Life is what you make it. There are no rules to how you live it. Follow your heart and never let anything hold you back. From one stranger to another who reads this, you're somebody. You're you. One of a kind. You can't be replaced. Make something of yourself. Do not give up
I'm so sorry hun :( You have space now to hopefully find someone to love just as much as you did him. Learn from this, cherish every moment you share with someone even if you're not doing anything but sitting in silence.
i hope one day my mom sees im worth something despite that i dont look good and have a hard tiem speaking or getting the best grades...i wish my grandma was here and not in our home country, i miss her so much, i need my mom so much, i dont trust her, im scared she'll be mad..im sorry for everyone ive put down..
it's insane how we shared these songs all of them, I didn't really know how people can choose themselves when all you did was choose them, I lost a friend in reality she lost me.
I can't say it gets easier but you get used to it and then it doesn't seem as big as it once did. there will be moments where she shines through the cracks and you remember bits and pieces of her but it'll pass eventually... right?
É que sempre vai doer A dor sempre vai corroer Podemos até milhares de kilometros correr Mas nada vai nos impedir de chegar a morrer. Eu chorei a olhar em seus olhos Queria me concentrar mas a primeira lágrima caiu Em algo eufórico tentei pensar mas outra lágrima seguiu Só sentia o salgado nos meus lábios pois sabia que uma parte de ti partiu. O pior é que tudo fica apenas aqui, na mente Em um grande monte de pensamentos Pena que quem já se foi não pode ouvir o gritar dos sentimentos. Abraçar-te é tudo o que pude fazer Passe seu luto sem nada a temer Sem pressa de superar Deixa apenas o tempo passar. Eu estou aqui para você, por você e para no que der e vier.
the last time i saw her i never once thought that it would or could be the last time, she was my crush and i still love her and the last time i saw her i ignored her because i was petty, i just wanted her attention and to talk to me but she clearly didn't want to talk to me (i didn't realize back then) and she couldn't even be honest to me about it, she's blocked me on 2 different messaging platforms and i'm never gonna see or talk to her every again, listening to this made my heart ache for her (like other things) but a bit more painful
Hmph, looks like it makes 2 of us. Exactly the same storyline as mine. She blocked me on everything, Its sad that no one accepts truth & light and only darkness. Ive tried protecting her from her friends, from the little bits of things that i was informed of since we began. I tried leading her to a brighter path, not just leading, it is not my duty neither. As a man it was not my part, yet i had to take action too cuz I am her man and harm to her will not stand or shall i let it go her way. I will never let that happen or harm to come her way again, being drunk and getting taken photos, forced to date someone by those who she calls "friends". Whats the meaning in helping? The meaning in love & trust? A mother? A brother? A grandfather? Friends? i wont-. The human race has by far corrupted my feelings, along with the demon race (not as much as the humans). im just tired. Her last words were "you have to move on". Out of the blues, she said: "mom said not to talk to you anymore". Let me explan: her mother is never there for her children, she goes out partying, drinking with friends, smoking at her friends or ex's houses. Thats all she does!!! She has a baby, and my lover (her older sister) takes care of her while she (mom) goes out and stuff, she comes home late when she said she would be back early!!!! I wont go into full detail, but no one can help in anyway. :] Theres a reason why destruction must come first before creation. Anyways this is why i started playing games and just upload random videos no matter how long. I'll seek my way back to her one way or another. No matter the costs. . . .
@@dragonthekidd damn thats rough, hopefully you get a chance to get back to her, its too late for me, i just have to move on and live with the memories of her, i'll always love her
@@dragonthekidd i delusionally told myself that for far too long, i wasted too many opportunities, maybe if i acted more confident she would've given me a chance but its pointless to think about it, its likely she would never have loved me in that way no matter how i acted
wow , it's so cool , i don't often listen to music but this song so cute , under this song i'm remember so much life situations , my english not good because Unfortunately, I stopped studying it.
"I'm writing from a translator" Thanks to the Author for this playlist) I added everything that was in my playlist, there will be something to listen to in the summer evening looking at the sunset)💙
we had so much fun. i thought he would be the one. then he jus disappeared. by dissapear i mean he said he was going to be gone for a few days and hasnt come back..
ouch.. i had an experience where one said they would go for a drink and disappeared forever too.. its a really messed up way to be left all alone.. unfortunately love is not as it seems snd the best seeming ones are likely not to be the best, but displays of how they wish to be seen.. i hope your heart feels better, but if its still hurting, i would like to offer some love for healing, and an ear for listening. i wanna share with you that the best ones in my experience are the ones that have been through a few things
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"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep
agree
Agreed
What is that saying from
@@LandoCalrissian2028 I think it was Bojack
once in that situation
but idk why but I miss her but.. she is the one who breaks my heart piece by piece...
"The hardest thing about depression is that it's addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."
Fr
I was so Depressed of how bad my performance to our final College project
I hated myself deeply, I was trying to recover from all of the trauma I experienced.
And now my friends find my very annoying this morning and kicked me in the group my depression has just gotten a lot worst
Wowzers batman 2am and that kicked me in the D***, not a day goes by I don't feel guilty for just trying to exist
I feel that and i did not even turn 18 yet… dong life at home anymore any have no job .. i feel useless and if my gf and my dog wouldn’t be in my life i would be gone.
I cry a lot bc i dont see my family but rn its the best for me..
..man i don't know what to say but people really know how to hit with these words
True. That's how I know for sure that I have depression even without it being oficially diagnosed - I literally don't feel like myself anymore when I don't have this gray cloud around me, the pressing of which I can actually kinda feel.
The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed.
We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me.
Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain.
Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again.
Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is.
Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.
@NCSCGoblinI was gonna try and cheer bro up but seems you beat me to it. Thank you, stay safe and have fun 👍
let me tell you, if she left you for another man then that was not love, because love never fails. What you had was a relationship of happiness, you may have loved her, but she didn't love you in the same way. I dislike people who take advantage of others. you didn't deserve that. just hold on, and it wasn't your fault, she just took advantage of her own selfish needs. Dont think of everyone as the same, because some, just like you, know how it feels to be taken advantage of and would never do the same to others. I hope you find someone worth trusting.
If you've felt it, its meant for you. I'm sure you will feel it again with someone equally if not more special than your first love. In a way I'm envious I've never felt love for anyone in my life. Might kind of be an ass for saying that because I don't know how it feels. But please try to find some closure for yourself, because I would like nothing more than to see you succeed in finding love again.
Although I haven't dated anyone yet I just want to remind you that life will get better if you start to be brave again and start loving people and things around you again. May the right people come to you swiftly and safely
I had that sht even worse in my life
"The loneliest people are the kindest,
the saddest people smile the brightest,
and the most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they don't wish to see others suffer
like they do."
- Fairy Tail, by Fellal Fernandes.
just spreading the words
❤❤❤
I will remember this
Bro...this hits deep in the heart man. So true.
True words. Once I met a woman, cheerful kind and simple-minded. I would never guess what difficult time she had time ago. She had hard childhood, her mother kicked her out of the home when she was fifteen. But despite that fact, she said that is was relief, because keep living there would probably even more hard. At that time she even thought about suicide. She worked anywhere she could, her employment history maybe longer than Google user agreement. When she became adult her life was still tough. Night shift on factory, come to home, get the child ready for school, and after sleeping a little wake up and make housework, help child with home work and go to work again. She lived like that for years. And finally, when she earned enough money, bought a decent house and became self-sufficient, a war took everything from her. But now, despite all that, she still has her daughter, and is pregnant with another child. It's dire to think, that such adorable man as her, could die at one time, and I am very glad, that now she's safe and sound and so are her kids.
P.S.: sorry for my English. I am on my way to improve it.
i felt like i seen it before until the end part.
that end part of the quote hits in many ways
THIS.this is why I love youtube - all of you guys in the comments are sharing the most vulnerable moment of your life, supporting your fellow human that felt pain as well as you, bringing value and hope and creating this wonderful place where you don't' mind getting hurt because it's brings sense and meaning to live, and because you NEVER alone. You can feel the greatest sadness only because some day you experienced the greatest happiness and pleasure. Bear this pain as a proof of self-love - you got through it, you are stronger, you are more resilient and with this pain you can bring more love toward yourself and others. love you guys
I'm laughing and crying at the same time and i belive that just what I needed thank you
This hits different on the last week of high-school and knowing you may never see some of your classmates again
that really hits deep, you feel it coming you’re helpless, but eventually a few will stick around ❤️🩹🫂
Been three yrs now I haven't seen any of them 😕 I still keep in touch tho even tho I may not see them face to face I still see text them from time to time
felt the same way bud. it's been 4 years and all of us went different ways - some went to university in a different town, some moved away, some ended up going to a different country and never came back, others just disappeared. while we do occasionally text each other, it's not the same. bet that a few people will stick around tho - maybe even someone who wasn't that close to you before. :) while others may slowly fade out of your life, there are always those who appear anew. you just have to accept it as one (of many) changes that are going to happen in life.
I had a lot of friends at school, but when school ended everyone I knew just went....silent
And I realized from then on
I was better of Alone
i was abt to type that
“To love deeply is to risk the pain of loss, but it is the only way to truly live.”
You never really realize who left you or you've left behind until one day you come home and there's nobody to fill the silence. You decide to pop online to the same old place that's brought you so much comfort and there's nobody there either. When you finally talk to the people you once knew and realize you no longer know them.
People don't need to die for you to lose them.
we are here for you man. any time you need
I know I said I wouldn't be uploading any copyrighted playlists but this one right here means a lot to you guys ♥♥
I appreciate it, I like this one a lot
@@fec1324 well, that warms my heart, thanks for sticking around 🫂
thank you so much for re-uploading this i am going through really hard things right now and you truly don't know how much this means to me and how much it has been helping me
@@FreaksNGeeks99 I’m really sorry to hear that, but hey nothing lasts forever so keep on doing your best to get better ❤️🩹 you are safe here
❤❤
You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered.
Context for those who don't know: The audio failed on the original upload but our TUHS was a real on and reuploaded for us.
❤️🔥❤️🔥
05/18
i didn't know it was our last time
last time together, holding hands
i didn't realize, nor notice
that quiet, light change in how you said my name
before i knew it was the end
before i knew your love has died
and died the happiness, my heart
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"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."
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Turtles all the way down?
where is that phrase from?
@@cielocardozo8503 BoJack Horseman
I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord...
And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it.
For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down.
Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing..
He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along..
He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now...
He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him ....
It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream
To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together....
I don't want to be alone anymore
stay strong ❤❤
you two will get out of it someday, just like me and my friend did ❤
there will be a good ending to it all.
stay strong and support each other :)
I am deeply touched by your story because I have experienced the same thing. . I cried in front of your comment, the memories went back to every line I read.....
make sure he stays alive, even if that makes him hate you. because at least he will still be there to hate you
thank you for sharing, i know it must be difficult to handle.. caring for someone who is hurting like that, can be a full time job.. your friend knows needs someone like you, rather, he needs you for sure. its hard to hold on when everything pulls you away, but youll make it through. long distance friendships can be some of the most powerful and truly deep connections because its easier to be open.. he will pull through it, but just in case try to get your other friends together to do something sometimes.
Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me.
Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.
Очень трогательный комментарий. Спасибо большое) Я постараюсь сдать экзамен 😔 и пойти дальше по своей дороге
It won't stay the same forever and I realized it far to late to do anything about it...all I can do is hope I can help others not follow in my footsteps. Thanks for this comment and may God bless you whether you're Christian or not I hope God blesses you with a joyful life full of wonders and memories...
For anyone reading this, you truly are an amazing person with so much potential and so much heart. The love that you hold in that heart seeps through the cracks in your soul. You need to use that love to repair those cracks. Love yourself. Love yourself for who you truly are. How are you meant to love another without knowing how to love yourself? I believe in you, you can do it, and until you can love yourself, I will love you. As long as I breathe, you will be loved.
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The world is a better place because of ppl like you.
Thank you for existing and bringing value 🤍
Thank you so much, it literally means so much to me. I love you so much too buddy ❤️🩹🫂
i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do
i don't think any of us really know what to do, but we all keep going because, well honestly there isn't really a 'because'. time goes by so fast, 3 years ago felt like 6, I hardly remember it. That is what feels so dumb about life, each memory I make I feel like I will forget in a few months or a year. I only really feel like I've truly gained consciousness in my life this year, I had a conversation with my siblings 2 years ago, they were asking me if I thought I was conscious, heck no I said I was conscious but I really don't believe I was. I think only now i might be, and I can't even be positive because time still feels like it passes the same. Maybe it's because I cry about the future more, and the past? Maybe that's why I feel 'conscious'? I guess we all just try, and even when we don't want to anymore, we keep doing it, because that's just second nature for us.
I feel you there, I turned 18 a few months ago and I can totally get what you are feeling cause I went through it. And I don't know exactly what changed but I do know that over time that feeling that DREAD, went away and I started to think more positive. Please keep moving even when it seems like you can't you have to otherwise you stop and don't start moving again. Its easy to get lost in your thoughts, but think we are still young we have so much time, time for fun, time for new experiences and we gain new freedoms, and hopefully your parents are there for you like mine were. All in all don't stress it, there's nothing we can do to go back in time though I really wish we could we can't so for now I live in the moment.❤ Good luck and feel better. Please.
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and lonely, especially as you're navigating the transition into adulthood. It's okay to feel scared of opening up and getting attached to others, especially if you've been hurt in the past. But remember, it's also okay to allow yourself to feel vulnerable and to seek support from those you trust.
Building emotional connections with others can be challenging, and it's natural to feel apprehensive about getting attached too quickly. Take things one step at a time, and try to be gentle with yourself as you navigate these feelings. It's okay to admit to yourself that you may have caught feelings for someone, and it's okay to explore those emotions at your own pace.
Remember that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or counselor to talk about what you're going through. You deserve to feel happy and supported, and there is hope for brighter days ahead. Take things one day at a time, and remember that you're stronger than you think.
As someone who's recently turned 18, let me offer some knowledge. Love is such a powerful emotion. It can feel so great and freeing, but when it fails it can hurt more than any amount of hate can, but that risk of pain is what makes it so great. The fear of losing that love is what makes the love so powerful in the first place. When I read your words I could see the love you hold in your heart. It seeps through the cracks in your soul. Learn to love yourself because you deserve it. You are deserving of love. When you learn to love yourself you will learn how to love others. A while back I felt similarly to how you feel. I felt alone and people kept hurting me. I got led on by so many people and even now it still hurts me, but I took those experiences as lessons. I took all that love I tried to give them and instead gave it to myself, and I feel so much better for it. Take care of yourself Nonafie, because you are the most important person in your life. I know you're strong enough to pull through. I wish for nothing but the best for you
Stay strong brother, you will be ok, don't lose your hope, you will be happy .❤
I'm sorry we left off so sour, but having the time spent with you was amazing, and I thank you.
My grandma Diane just passed an hour ago, that intro got me… Love you grandma! ❤
may her soul rest in peace ❤️🩹
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noob
R.I.P🕊️🕊️🪦
"He was kind enough to not hurt me but unkind enough to let me be in pain."
Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back
exactly :))))
Johnny Cash has a song called "Hurt" which contains the line
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And I feel that deeply between hating myself for lacking the commitment to lose weight (am 400lbs, need to get to 250 at least), as well as feeling like I have no real friends and I'm just Tolerated because I've been part of the group for 15yrs.
Sometimes, somewhere along my life I was an actual good person for once. Someone who was kind instead of being nice.
Nowadays I loathe about it whenever i'm alone, I want to be them again, but I just can't find a way to get them back. I hate myself because of it, which is quite ironic.
AZ I feel for that. I used to be able to wake up looking forward to the day...now I wake up against my will. Sometimes I'd rather stay dreaming cuz atnleast I have peace. The waking world is nothing but a war of many kinds.
I wish everyone cam someday heal somehow from things we don't talk about in comments or behind screens.maybe one day I can accept I'm allowed to exist, until then I'm useful till told useless. Love yall.
Fr bro, I've lost friends and family people I've loved, but I've also lost myself in the process, and losing myself is a different type of pain.
everyone talking about how their lives are but what about the guy that uploaded this playlist..?
thanks for checking in♥️ I’m doing fairly well
and again, thanks for checking in, means a lot to me and I hope you are doing great too
@@TUHS i am doing great too man!!
@@slrishyyt3988 lovely to hear that
I'm just going with flow of life let it happen , to quit I'm not ready, I don't know were I'm am I'm genuinely alone in my life 😇
he's enjoying the adsense
last week of high school and finally being free of all those people who harmed you for the last 12 years huh...
feels freeing
it feels sad
@@miel7352 well it’s not like i can fix my 12 years of trauma that i suffered at school and outside of school right?
I wish i could’ve been happy one day… but I can’t be happy anymore
@@Psyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm in my tenth year and I've never wanted to give up my life so much, I feel totally pathetic and empty because my country is rubbish and my life is unhappy bc of this shit. My friends don't help me or care, but they try something, the person I liked treats me like crap, and I don't want to do anything about it, life sucks, but you know what? It can't get any worse, so I'm going to enjoy how shitty it is now, because when I turn 18, it's going to be worse.
@@miel7352 dont lose hope, i know its hard, find some good people that will help you. build yourself even if it means starting from scratch, live your life to the fullest, never lose hope on love and always be kind, try to look at the bright side (stay as positive as possible, if people dont, then let them be, never let them lose your light), just keep on going, you got this, i believe in you :D
this is my last year at high school too im feeling sad n happy in the same time😔
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
Sorry for your loss.
RIP, fly high
Sorry, bro...
Saying goodbye is a great privilige, don't forget that.
May your grandfather rest easy.
Good luck Mako, keep treking, wanderer.
You'll meet him in heaven someday
When i was a 4 years old my parents divorce, I didn't really understand at first until we moved to my grandma's house, me, my siblings and my mom, we all lived with my grandma along with my uncle and aunties. Not before long we leave there, I realised that my mom had been arguing with my grandma, aunties and uncles, I didn't know because every time they argue my 2 sisters will bring me and my little brother into our room and play with us, that's until every small mistakes we made will make our unties and uncles angry. Time flies by and we got better until this year came. Me and my siblings had to move to our father's house because of a big argument on my mother's side, at that time I just reach high school, I was 13 my younger brother was 12 and my two older sisters were 16 and 17.me and my 17 year old sister were living in hostel but in different school hostels. My younger brother and my 16 year old sister were living with my dad, and going to ragular schools, my dad changes that's what I noticed. But I still can't forgive him for what he did. The memory of him screaming at my mom and throwing things around the room still feels fresh in my mind. Now I'm just getting my revenge on him, but I know it feels wrong, I acted nice towards him and made him spent his money a lot on me. I know it's wrong, but I can't help, I used to think he was my hero, but know that hope of mind turn into revenge, that's on my father's side, on my mother's side, is different, she doesn't want me to call her a lot when I'm at my school hostel, but when I'm at home and didn't call her for just one day she would go crazy, and start comparing me with her past lovers and everything
I can't stand it. I can't stand it! She likes to put her burden on me, she thinks I'm so strong because she had not often seen me cry and I had always took good care ofy siblings and her. I had to force my mom to eat and if she doesn't eat I would have to bring a plate of food to her and let her eat it, and she would finish the food, I had to save my money and give it to my siblings or give it to her to buy food or to buy fuel for the car.Now that has become a habit of mine. In my hostel every day I would call her to check on her if she had eaten or not. Then I had to call my siblings at my dad's house to make sure they are OK. All of this burden is really hard. Now In my hostel, people keep using me, and making fun of me bullied me through my emotions, I know I'm not good in taking care of my health but you don't have to make a joke about it. It happen a few weeks ago, I had to take my meds in class, and one of my friends came to me asking if I had forgot to take any meds and of course I said no because I just ate them , then she said, that I forgot to eat my meds for craziness, then she laughed, I pretend to laugh to. She said she was just joking. But she didn't knew it alreadyhurtedme. All her Jake's really hurted me. Everyday, I would sleep at 12 to 1 a.m and woke up from 3 to 4 a.m,our lights out were at 11 p.m but I just couldn't sleep. I got to the conclusion Iwas sleep deprived, but I couldn't careless, everyday I feel like vomiting and I had a headache always, but I acted the cheerful me, not showing my other sad side to my friends, but not my trusted friend, she is my most trusted friend, she would fore me to go into caunseling and force me to tell her everything, I also told her what I prayed everyday to God. Everyday, our school hostel will do solat hajat between maghrib and Isyak and during solat hajat I would pray for only these 3 things
°to forgive all my sins, my mom's and my dad's, my family, my step mom's, and my steps family, also my friends, or so called friends.
°to give my mom happiness and riches.
°to take away my life before this month ends*June*, to let me die without anyone suffering of it but me. To just let malaikat maut to cabut My nyawa.
And a few days ago in this week, my last prayer was almost answered, me and my friend was going to our night prep. We were walking down the hallway and then I saw lights and motor sounds, I quickly stop my friend in her tracks, then I say my two teachers driving past us in a motorbike.If I was alone at that time I would have just let them ran me over but I was with a friend and she was in front of me, so if I didn't stop her then she would die first before me, and I don't want that, so I had to gave up that chance of mime, the reason I haven't commit suicide long ago, then just waiting for fate was because of the burdens I have to carry.i tried to suicide every day but I just can't because of the burdens, and because I'm worried of what will happen after I die, what will happen to my family, will they be alright, will anyone take care of them when I'm gone, will my siblings take my place and carry my burdens I don't want that, so I kept waiting until today, I kept waiting until I die.
Well that's all I can let out right now, soory if it was to long or that reading this made your day worse, I'm sorry again.
Its okay life can be hard sometimes but you can stay alive and pray to god an he will help you just DONT give up please your family needs you. You are very strong you Will survive this and you will happy again with your family i promise just dont give up please I love you and God bless you and your whole family ❤🙏 (sorry my emglish is bad but i hope i can help with this because you are very strong and god will make everything good i pray for you and your family)
Thanks for your support, but I don't think I have much time left, I'm not taking very good of my health, and this is my third time away from my hostel because of how much I have been vomiting(sorry if this word disturb you) and I feel my breath getting shorter and shorter, it's getting harder to breath each day,all I'm waiting is for my life to end.
But I'm really thankful for your support. Your words are really comforting. Thanks again.
this comment reminded me of the eerie and helpless feelings that always used to comfort me.. im sorry that you take care of so many people, but there is not one who cares for you.. this is a cruel fate put upon you. i dont know how you could handle this because i would struggle in the same situation.. i could not begin to understand what youre feeling, except that you have nothing… im not sure if youre still here, i hope honestly for your sake that you rest peacefully, but if youre still here, i would like to help lighten your burden. i would like to hear all you have to say, i would like to be here every day, to hopefully make each day feel even just a little bit less hopeless.. this comment has made me sad, but upset with myself too… youre a very selfless individual and i cannot imagine how heavy it all is for you.. if youre still here, i hope that youll get motivation to push on. i hope that i can help give this motivation to you.. i am a stranger, nothing more. i offer an ear for listening, and friendship for healing. i hope i am not too late, but if i am… may you find the peace you never got to have
It's good to let your emotions out in this place, honestly, it only helps to let ourselfs go here.. I feel safe here, I also almost committed suicide and my mother stopped me. Thank god my father doesn't know, if he did, he's be sad for weeks..
Hey guys, still here.
I would like to say thank you for the motivations.
But things got worse. People are complaining about me to the teachers and principle. And some people think I complain to the principal just because I'm close to her. I went caunseling once last month but I didn't really help.
My friend also change. The become more cruel and cold. One of them even sent a note to me, saying that she hates me, and that she would like it if I leave school. My other friends just became cold, get angry or annoyed when I talk but has a good mood when they are talking to me. It's like it's OK for only them to talk and not me. And some seniors even gossips about me, I heard them talking. I tried to commit suicide again lately to. I tried over dosing myself but I stop after I finish swilling 8 tablets because it was my meds for my headaches. Also my sleep deprivation got much worse. I sleep at 12 or 1 then wake up at 2 then slepp back at 3 woke back up at5 then repeat
But my breathing god better and worse. The speed got slower but I can only usually smell blood or smoke. And I also ffall down a lot lately. I also still have coughing and flu issues. The thing is there was blood coming out when I sneze or cough. I also almost fainted a few times but nobody notice. The vomiting got less.
I actually wanna talk more but, I have no more motivation to ride. I'm sorry to replay so late and that I worried you guys. And if I'm being like I want attention but, if you don't like my comment just reply to me and I can delete it don't worry. I don't want to make people feel uncomfortable or anything. Sorry. I'm so sorry.
Just so everyone knows it’s ok if you cry even if we don’t know you we are here for you
I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.
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felt weird not seeing this playlist in my main page
I actually just saw this in my main page because I've been listening to music lately
Same
Yeah same
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The thing that hurts the most is watching those who made and gave you the best memories become memories 😢
❤❤ love this when I tried to listen to this song yesterday I was surprised that this song was not playing but now it's soothing my heart a lot
thanks a lot for sticking around, hopefully this one stays up ❤️🔥
We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship.
Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him.
Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment.
I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life.
The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better.
Love is a gift
Thank you❤️
I'm just like you but the other way around.
She is the only one who I've loved since I was 14y/o, going back and forth... And never seems to be the right time
@@lagimaster seems like we were wrong for those who was right for us. Hoping one day all of us will get better and live long happy life.
Sending you love and hugs❤️
the circumstances are most unfortunate.. a lack of communication is very dangerous to love and relationships. it seems all of us have a story to tell, and tbh its probably why mant of us accessed this playlist. i wish you the best of luck, and try getting to know some people.. even for just friends, the more intimately you know someone, the more depth everything has… eventually youll find someone thats worth loving. they will never be the same, but thats the point in it, to find someone. no two people are the same, and love is not limited to only one individual
i love this channel, community, and playlists so much. in fact, i always come back to listen to your playlists every now and then!
this really made me smile, thanks a lot for sticking around and supporting this community 🫂❤️🔥❤️🔥 you are truly special
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard"
I Miss Her 🥀
For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.
finally got the anime, thanks a bunch 🤍
When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss her (best friend, friendship ended)
Same but him and he ruined it
I had one, ik I made a mistake but damn, do I really deserve to be treated like that?
me too,my ex-G was my bestfriend,we aren't together since 1 month ago,sad and weird remember all the things that we talk everyday that just gone,but,I don''t regret about this,this is my precious memory,she loved me and i loved her,but the life teach us how to live,how to be a better person,but only if u wanna be a better person,and we need to learn accept that maybe we gonna lose important friends,people that we care about,but when we realize that some person it wasn't to be in our life,we accept,we understand a little more,we ended our relationship because of me,but how I already said,I know that this was a lesson,that i gonna take for the rest of my life.
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@@escritoradesorientada8731 sad part I was the one that ruined it and can't seemfinda way
This playlist brought up those feelings of doing things for the last time as my disability got worse.
I didn’t know that would be the last time I went for a hike.
I didn’t know that would be the last time I bathed myself.
I didn’t know that would be the last day I wasn’t in pain.
I didn’t know that would be the last day I just. Walked somewhere.
And I still don’t know what last times await me. It’s scary.
You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment
0.00001%
Wonder what it is?
You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare,
Remember this one thing,
Everything that happens is in God's plan,
All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god,
The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life,
Don't end your life,
Even though you feel nobody loves you,
Some people do including me and everyone in the comments,
If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you,
God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful.
I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through,
Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world,
and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily
No one said thank you yet so thank you😊
@@team-tim- your welcome
🥹🥹 thanks
Thanks🥹
Thank you for your words❤️
thanks for re-uploading. this playlist is great.
surething, thanks for sticking around
i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts.
there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.
That hit hard....but you learned from your mistakes, right? Take a risk when you have a chance.
@@Andr_ae Sometimes we connect with someone. Even without fully knowing them, or knowing them only a little. You feel it in your heart, you already love them. But often, it doesnt go further. You remain in your lane, on your own. We have no choice but to learn to live with it, with only ourselves ❤️🩹
Bro get back there and go talk to her, you can do it, if it was really love you'll regret it all your life just take a chance, go for it, i believe in you
I enjoy this playlist a lot, I’m sure we all appreciate you reuploading this 🙏
this playlist calms my agitated soul so much , thanks
happy to help ❤️
3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.
It's all gonna be okay someday man. Things are gonna turn out alright 🫶
Come closer to God, my brother, and see how your soul awakens from the tremors of fear
update: idk probably 10th time.
ive lost count, ive lost a close friend
Im better!!!!!!
i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning
Life is worth more than you think. I don't know what you're going through but even if you think all hope is gone, it's not, you'll learn to adjust more with the current events. Keep going on to spite everyone who gave up on you. Don't let go.
I’m so happy to see that just 1 month ago you added a beautiful powerful song into one of your playlists , I may have taken your playlist too so thank you again. Never give up , never back down. We will bleed and cry and heal from the power of sounds. We will pick up our broken pieces alone. And walk and smile alone. We was born to walk among the stars alone.
There’s going to be someone who will come and be with you forever. It’s going to take a while, it definitely did for me, but you won’t regret the time waiting for that person. They will change your life forever. Don’t lose that person, they need you too and are looking for you.
@@aarongoogle3369 don't do it man, the greatest misery in life is that you'll never know how loved you are
There'll always be someone who loves you or appreciates your presence so please stay with us
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words.. - Cookie :)
To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this.
Just remember,
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you’re excited
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
Now you can cry.. - Cookie.
Thanks Cookie. sincerely. this is a much needed message for many who are here, and i dont believe i could have said something more meaningful and perfect… i hope you save lots of lives, and if you yourself are in need of saving.. i will try my damndest to save you too. we dont know each other but i recognize your good heart and know youre worth sacrificing for. thank you for your kindness.. these people need it most
@@CharityMurph i love you thank you
I never thought it would be the last time with her. Also thank you for this playlist 💗
cherish the memories, atleast you still have that
you’re welcome ♥️
I don‘t even speak English but this playlist make me cry... thank you
I hope you feel better ❤️🩹
@@TUHS thank you, I also hope you improve after all, you were the one who created the playlist
@@RadijaPedro ahh thanks a lot for that, means the world to me
Music is the sound of the heart. ❤
TUHS thank you for connecting us all to each other. Vibes attract your tribes right?
Time for us all to start healing. Someway, somehow.
To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years...
I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.
It's incredible sad... Don't blame yourself for crying. I believe that you really strong and you will cope with this! My best friend ones said that there are no good moments without bad ones. I want to believe in her words because I am now living similar feelings to yours... I'm 16 and my parents divorced and I lost my family... I love both parents very much and I quarrel a lot with my mom because of this because she thinks my dad is bad person... You're exactly cope with this situation, I believe in you! Sorry for the mistakes , my English is not very good)
im on your side
if you need to cry, feel free to, sometimes your best friends are your family, better than blood relatives even, family dosent define you by blood, its by the people you choose to surround yourself with, so if you need to cry, go ahead, if people judge you? let them, you've got alot on your mind right now, your young, so you got time
Hi, i just read your little story and i want to say that it's going to be okay, but that's a bit cliché don't you think. Sweatheart i don't think that it's bad what you are feeling. Life is a journey like most people will say and for some of us it's either going to be easy or verry painfull. It's more painful if the people you're seeking love from aren't realy giving that. Think of yourself as a sprout that has yet to bloom, nobody is giving it water to bloom so YOU have to give it water for it to grow, you have to place that sprout where there is sunlight and a place to grow. It's not an easy feat, but with patience and never giving up, i am certain that you will find your sprout a beatifull place on this earth.
My biggest advice for you my dear and this goes for everybody reading this comment. Don't give up on yourself, because you are the only one that is only capable of truly loving yourself, i know this is cliché, but see it as this. Every single person in your life is a new experience to a new beginning, good or bad. Some of them may become old,but everything you experienced beautiful or sad has taught you something. It has taught you how to feel, how to express. Don't think this as somthing bad and try to grow. Have faith and learn. Try to be poitive for youself, it's not easy, nothing ever is.But do love that sweet person that you know you can be. When they say patience is key to everything it realy is true. I'm speaking from experience. Cry out as much you want, fight for yourself if it needs to be. Learn to grow, forgive and let go. Holding on to bagage is only going to make it heavier for you carry.
But always remember....Be kind to yourself and to every version of yourself.
@@Shinjiwook9702 hang in there. Can't promise everything's gonna work out but I can promise there are good people in this world
Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔
Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺
man, time just flies by we barely notice it, just embrace the memories and hold on to them
Bro, tell them how you feel. And spend a lot of time with them
I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…
What do you do when everything feels pointless?
Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space.
Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all.
I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul.
I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse.
I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.
I feel that deep and all I can say is, I've come to accepting g it's okay to not be okay sometimes, it's okay to find peace and comfort in your own solitude away from people for fear of hurting others with your pain. What's not okay is allowing your pain to define the person you want to be.
Pain demands to be felt but joy asks gently to show you gentle, peace and love,
grief tears your heart and mind apart, yet little things like the smell of rain on cut grass, fresh roses, the crisp air of fresh snow, or the taste of your favourite foods, the feeling of a blanket out of the dryer, all try its best to stitch together the pieces.
If nobody has told you today or in awhile, you are doing the best you really can, and that's brave and amazing of you! You have done enough and then some, put down the sword and rest, let us help carry your burdens for a little while till your feet can find the ground again ❤
omg! i was trying to play this playlist that i had saved and i was so confused that it wasnt playing, i'm glad its back up!
surething ❤️
@@TUHS tysm!❤
@@Moon_Dust1500 anytime ♥️♥️
She left me
And it never felt real till today
And it sucks cause it's the 4th of July
We were together for what felt like forever and then at the snap of a finger it was just gone
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All I have now are sweet memories turning bitter or rather bittersweet
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Though we all simply have to move on at some point like it said in the beginning
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"it's so cruel to let people love you. All your doing is promising that someday you'll break their hearts"
oh my love, wont you be my last? the moments, feelings, pain, and love you've given me is deeply stored inside of me. Your smile is the only source of light in my world, Your hair is the only grass id want to touch and feel, And you lap is the only bed id rest on. Even if you love me or not, Even if you hate me or not. Id love you as deeply as the ocean, an endless land. The day you said 'i love you too' was like the first time ive ever seen colours, and the first time ive heard a bird sing. But all of those are left behind, now. july 28, i never knew that would be the last time id hear your laugh, id see your smile, id touch your hair, id hold your hand, id listen to your stories, and the last time id ever see you. I never got to say my last three words to you, so ill say it here. i love you.
i miss her, i love her but the quote "it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" is true i broke her heart, it's all my fault. I hope her new man will treat her better than i did, i wish them happiness while i will try to be better for myself
I broke her heart when i broke up with her,she wanted to talk it out but all i thought of was running away and avoiding her,i just ignored her,left her.but now after almost 5 months i keep thinking about her,i dont know if i miss her or anything but she just keeps reappearing...im kinda lost...what should i do
@@foxy6059 Depends on why you broke up, if it wasnt that deep, then you should get back with her. Never let ego and pride blind you. never let it stop your heart from loving
I didnt know i was the last one she spoke to. Its all my fault. Its all bc I couldn't convince her not to take them all. To not take every pill in those bottles. I thought i coukd help but i didnt. I only begged and pleaded her nit to go. I told her if she didht reply to me bu the next morning I'd ask her auntie. I told her i didnt wanna go to her funeral. I BEGGED her not to keave me behind. She did it anyways. In our next life i hope i meet her over and over again. I hope i get to date her or even marry her. I hope we never separate. I didnt wanna keave my room for days. Not until her funeral. I cried for months i loved her so so so much. I loved her more than feiends even after we broken up. She convinced me not to commit 9 times in 3 months. I couldn't even save her once. Some friend i was. December 3rd at 10:56am, 2010 to march 14th at 10:48pm , 2024. I love you so much, Lillith.
i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros
- keep running because if you stop you might fall
"I promised you the world, I promised to protect you. And now, as I look back at all the hollow pictures filling my phone's storage, I regret ever lying that I'd give my life to keep you a part of this world.
I knew the truth, but I simply hoped for the best. Circumstances didn't allow your sweet eyes to stay bright or your beautiful face to stay my muse. I'd already been allowed your presence for 12 years, would it be fair to keep you longer?
I carry guilt for the fault and negligence of others, yet I don't allow myself to feel anything but. Because I made a promise, and I broke it.
I lied to you, and for this, all I can say is sorry, my sweet baby boy."
all you`re doing is promising you`ll one day breaking their hearts" hits hard
How can emotions truly feel so real like a real knife, emotional pain, heartache, paralysing anxiety or depressive thoughts. The feeling of your first rejection or the pain of losing them forever once you find that one, man I don’t know how the human experience of emotions can be so contradictory.
Even a mere thought of them brings you security or comfort yet it can all be turned around if they left. Yet love is so strong no matter how hurt or “damaged” people maybe they are still seeking love, even in the smallest places or interactions. I feel each attempt however small is a microcosm of their desire for that spark to re ignite, to re-live the passion for love and life they experienced when with that person.
Maybe it’s all in my head and true love isn’t so emotional but I can’t comprehend or describe these feelings in my chest when I think of those people who’ve left my life, each one unique and irreplaceable in one way or another as we all are. Man idk 🥹
"The only thing worse than losing someone is watching them slowly disappear from your life before they're even gone." ~ Dean Koontz
This playlist is tooo goood. Have to make some AMV's out of them!
Back in March, my girlfriend died. We had a long-distance relationship and had been keeping up with each other for around thirteen years.
She was stubborn, egotistical, controlling. Never in a bad way, but these traits drew me to her. She was also soft hearted, she loved to hear me talk about nothing for hours and just listened. She teased me about my ocd. Joked at how much if a dirk I was. She loved me, so much.
I loved her. We joked about getting hitched and often called each other wives. She made rough days easier. Our last year, she declined in health. She ate less, slept a lot more and insisted she was fine, just sick.
Doctors told her she was on 'this side of death'. I argued, yelled demanded she go back to the hospital to get care.
Next day, on the 3rd. She died.
My woman's last words to me was a hearty chuckle. "Yell at me some more." I called her a goober. The worst part of this story is that I didn't know she passed on until the 29th... I was so lost,I still am.
bro, I can somehow understand how you're feeling. it's heartbreaking when your favorite person passes out... but hey, just keep living, I am sure she is watching you from heaven, watching every second of your life and I don't think she would be happy to see you feeling down. just be happy, for god's sake, and rest in peace to her..(
She knew you really loved her... that's the greatest gift you could have given her. Your love did not go unwasted. Take care of yourself, stranger.
this is a tragic truth of long distance relationships. i could not imagine the depth of love in your relationship. if you two are not soulmates, im not sure what qualifies as a soulmate. the pain must be immeasurable. the heart holds so much, losing something from the heart has no physical pain measure. pushing on is not easy, and your body doesnt make it any easier.. the fact is, all you can do is wait it out. no amount of friends, drinking, or therapy can make it better any faster. you can move mountains to try changing how you feel, but the only thing that truly makes it feel better is time. never can there be enough time to forget it, but maybe enough time to remember it less often atleast… i could not imagine the pain but i really hope you have a friend, or a few rather, to help you get through this. being alone is not ideal. take it little bit, by little bit, but only what you can handle. sometimes you will have to confront it, but thats what i mean when i say a little bit at a time. i should probably be comforting you, sorry that ive wasted the comment away with common sensical banter, i would like to listen more if you need an ear. and i would like to be here if you need a friend
Wow, your story touched me a lot.. I have a parent that's hurt(cevearly) and a mother who's touch starved. But, I always was stuck alone since I was 5, I didn't communicate much, I used to be called 'mute girl' because of my lack of communicating with society. I have ADHD and trouble focusing, so I tend to crave some attention at times, but, the type of attention that's friendly and kind. I often drive myself away from people and only seek company to my other personal needs.. So singing actually helps me cope with everything, I often have that 'tiny space' syndrome and have panic attacks alone, in my room, but rarely.. I'm actually surprised i'm not the only one still healing..
I do not know you and i never experienced this, but i fucking cried my eyes out to this, this is horrible to go through... i hope you're doing better, take care of yourself and stay with your loved ones, have a great day or night man/ma'am
Thank you for this… listening to this playlist and reading the comments makes me think about all of my friends I’ve lost on the journey- and how much I’m scared of losing the ones I have right now. For Catherine: You were my best friend, until you weren’t. I’m sorry my mom was strict. For Camron: Every second I knew you made me laugh. I’m sorry you moved. For Ava: All the words you wrote in the note saved my life again and again. I’m sorry we only knew each other for a week. For Sienna: You love me, and I love you. I’m sorry we’re so far apart.
Thank you for a safe space to put this… I wish I had places like this everywhere. Thank you for this playlist.
It's evident that this playlist holds a special place in your heart, allowing you to reflect on the friends you've lost along the way and the fear of losing those you currently have. It's natural to feel nostalgic and grateful for the memories shared with each friend mentioned. Each relationship has its own significance and impact, whether it's the laughter shared with Camron, the support received from Ava, or the love exchanged with Sienna. It's important to honor those connections and cherish the moments spent together, even if they were fleeting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and memories in this safe space provided by the playlist. Remember, it's okay to feel grateful for the past while also treasuring the present relationships you have.
@@dpq_ wow yeah I guess that's one way to put it... I'm glad someone gets it, and can put it into words like I could never possibly do. I'm so grateful for the past... Even if it makes me worry about the future...
I'm glad this still effects me, all the others are numb to me.
Hello
I'm soooo stressed about school I have the bac exam and it's really hard in Morocco where I live so i do lot of housework and this playlist helped me to feel what i needed to
I'm sure you will be rewarded for your efforts, let us know how your exam went :)
@@Ikraaa._. As soon as I do it
I well tel you how was it
Thx for your message ☺️
@@rayanexp8245 have a good day ✨
@@rayanexp8245 hey, have you got your results yet ? Normalement les doigts dans le nez le bac !
@@matgui4052 j'ai eu 16/20 mais c'est que le 1er bac cette année j'aurais le 2eme bac 😄😔
This is peaceful and sad at the same time, bringing the happy, funny and saddest moments you have with your loved ones really digs deep as we grow older cherish the time you have.
p.s love the playlist :)
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Still miss her
youll live on
Замечательный плейлист, я прям кайфанула от прослушивания 😊❤
thanks for the kind words ✨
Around a week ago one of my childhood friends passed away and the last time i met him i didn't know it'd be our last time together i already miss him alout he was my best friend he was a great person i miss him so much he was so amazing and kind and polite and loving his the best friend i ever had he was a the best person I've ever met
'' Maybe together but not for ever'' saddest thing i've ever heard...
This is SO STUPID! I have gotten so close to falling in love with this one guy. I’ve never been SO close to loving someone. Summer arrived, and we fell out of touch. He’s been in Florida for a month and for what I know, he isn’t coming back. I have been bawling my eyes out most nights because i genuinely thought we had chemistry. we only had one class together and everyday i looked forward to that class so i could catch him looking at me and we could talk and laugh at each other. Gosh I pray that he comes back, but from what it seems, he isn’t. 😭
my last year at high school everyone will go on their own way ... i wish my friends don't get changed
Everything will be fine that was me last year trust me you'll LOVE IT 💞
I have made comments on how I was in love with this girl that I've been friends with for a few years, and how I didn't want to harm our relationship. Over time we grew to be close together and just a few months ago I told her how I felt and she said she felt the same, that was the best experience of my life. We called each other everyday on facetime for hours on end and hung out every now and then when it was possible for us ( we're both 16). When we first entered the relationship she told me that her parents were against the idea of her dating anyone and said she wanted to keep it a secret, but I never fully realized that until I met them and saw that they hated the idea of it. However they said it was because they wanted her to focus on herself before anyone else which is understandable, but knowing this we kept dating in secret. But one day she got caught, they went through her phone and saw our messaging which was us just saying " i love you" and us flirting back and forth, I don't fully know what happened but what I do know is that they told her to break up with me and she did. we said we could still be friends but i think we both knew that would be hard, we've tried to talk but each conversation goes stale quick and then we stopped texting. I thought i had a chance at least talking to her one last time since we have the same group of friends but it seems like she's now avoiding them. I just don't know what to do anymore and i feel myself getting more and more depressed, what sucks even more is that anytime I'm even remotely happy i have a panic attacks that last a while because i am know that i am not going to have fun hanging out with her anymore, i feel like i shouldn't be happy when she can be having a tough time, and feel guilty for her going through this. On top of that I'm transferring schools, i feel so guilty to put her through this because of how i felt and cant stop worrying that i probably put her through some distrust with her parents. I don't know what to do anymore, there's times where i don't eat or start to over eat, and there's moments where the anxiety gets stressful enough to where all my senses get over whelmed and i just run off to be on my own or listen to music. I am just tired.
such a great playlist thankyou
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when you gave people the most value , most love and most time ...........
leave you at your lowest point in life
😮💨 times have changed
maybe this is our last time together, I felt sad, I don't know but for her I'm just a boy that can't appreciate her, but in fact I did everything all my best, just to keep her mine but now everything was gone hope she's doing well, without me.
God's got you all. "So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." John 16:22
i really love her, to the point that i wish i never met her at all :
🥲❤️🩹
One day, we will all be able to face the days given to us with grace. Sadness is not forever, though it stays awhile. Make friends with it and, like most other things, let it go. Dont let it get the best of you. Even though it will. You will rise and realize the pain you feel was a lesson. Nothing can stop you from living your life except yourself. You're in control. I am a stranger. We all are to each other, but deep down, we all feel the same. If you feel like giving up, get up. Your story will not end this way. Love comes and goes even if all you desire is for it to stay. It is one of the toughest things to accept. In fact, many of us never truly accept it. I promise there will be a day where things are just better and that day could be tomorrow. Remember that if tomorrow brings a better way, then why is there today? Hold tight, love deeply, and never change who you are. We are in this together. We are all breathing. Life is what you make it. There are no rules to how you live it. Follow your heart and never let anything hold you back. From one stranger to another who reads this, you're somebody. You're you. One of a kind. You can't be replaced. Make something of yourself. Do not give up
My boyfriend broke up with me two days after our date and i had no idea it was our last time together. I would have cherished it more.😢
I'm so sorry hun :( You have space now to hopefully find someone to love just as much as you did him. Learn from this, cherish every moment you share with someone even if you're not doing anything but sitting in silence.
i hope you and i find our own happiness, wherever we end up in our respective lives.
@@serendipitys-child amen to that ♥️
i hope one day my mom sees im worth something despite that i dont look good and have a hard tiem speaking or getting the best grades...i wish my grandma was here and not in our home country, i miss her so much, i need my mom so much, i dont trust her, im scared she'll be mad..im sorry for everyone ive put down..
Its okay bro Stay strong and God bless you 🧡🙏
it's insane how we shared these songs all of them, I didn't really know how people can choose themselves when all you did was choose them, I lost a friend in reality she lost me.
thank you
Welcome!
There is a way , am feeling low and listen to this , it takes me really low , but after , u fee energized and ready to keep pushing on , ,
it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts
I just need to cry.
My heart hurts thinking about her...
I can't say it gets easier but you get used to it and then it doesn't seem as big as it once did. there will be moments where she shines through the cracks and you remember bits and pieces of her but it'll pass eventually... right?
É que sempre vai doer
A dor sempre vai corroer
Podemos até milhares de kilometros correr
Mas nada vai nos impedir de chegar a morrer.
Eu chorei a olhar em seus olhos
Queria me concentrar mas a primeira lágrima caiu
Em algo eufórico tentei pensar mas outra lágrima seguiu
Só sentia o salgado nos meus lábios pois sabia que uma parte de ti partiu.
O pior é que tudo fica apenas aqui, na mente
Em um grande monte de pensamentos
Pena que quem já se foi não pode ouvir o gritar dos sentimentos.
Abraçar-te é tudo o que pude fazer
Passe seu luto sem nada a temer
Sem pressa de superar
Deixa apenas o tempo passar.
Eu estou aqui para você, por você e para no que der e vier.
damn ♥️
Que bonito
wooow, thanks a lot
enjoy ❤️🔥
TUHS tbh you are the best channel ever I saw you reply to a lot comment and it is so appreciate of you man hope you have a good day ! :3
thanks for the kind words ♥️
I do really appreciate it and I hope you have the best day/night ever ✨
@@TUHS You too ! 🩷
the last time i saw her i never once thought that it would or could be the last time, she was my crush and i still love her and the last time i saw her i ignored her because i was petty, i just wanted her attention and to talk to me but she clearly didn't want to talk to me (i didn't realize back then) and she couldn't even be honest to me about it, she's blocked me on 2 different messaging platforms and i'm never gonna see or talk to her every again, listening to this made my heart ache for her (like other things) but a bit more painful
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Hmph, looks like it makes 2 of us. Exactly the same storyline as mine. She blocked me on everything, Its sad that no one accepts truth & light and only darkness.
Ive tried protecting her from her friends, from the little bits of things that i was informed of since we began. I tried leading her to a brighter path, not just leading, it is not my duty neither. As a man it was not my part, yet i had to take action too cuz I am her man and harm to her will not stand or shall i let it go her way. I will never let that happen or harm to come her way again, being drunk and getting taken photos, forced to date someone by those who she calls "friends". Whats the meaning in helping? The meaning in love & trust? A mother? A brother? A grandfather? Friends? i wont-. The human race has by far corrupted my feelings, along with the demon race (not as much as the humans).
im just tired.
Her last words were "you have to move on". Out of the blues, she said: "mom said not to talk to you anymore".
Let me explan: her mother is never there for her children, she goes out partying, drinking with friends, smoking at her friends or ex's houses. Thats all she does!!! She has a baby, and my lover (her older sister) takes care of her while she (mom) goes out and stuff, she comes home late when she said she would be back early!!!!
I wont go into full detail, but no one can help in anyway. :]
Theres a reason why destruction must come first before creation.
Anyways this is why i started playing games and just upload random videos no matter how long. I'll seek my way back to her one way or another.
No matter the costs. . . .
@@dragonthekidd damn thats rough, hopefully you get a chance to get back to her, its too late for me, i just have to move on and live with the memories of her, i'll always love her
@@EzraH214 nothing is never too late
@@dragonthekidd i delusionally told myself that for far too long, i wasted too many opportunities, maybe if i acted more confident she would've given me a chance but its pointless to think about it, its likely she would never have loved me in that way no matter how i acted
Love to put this as background music while I’m working, its so relaxing
❤Thanks
It’s good to know there’s a lot like us 🥰
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wow , it's so cool , i don't often listen to music but this song so cute , under this song i'm remember so much life situations , my english not good because Unfortunately, I stopped studying it.
U saved me
My dead thoughts come around and i NEED this to cope
Can be an addiction or dependence but i dont give a fuck
So thank u 0:15
well I’m glad you are around ♥️
eu sempre acabo voltando para escutar mais um pouco e me aperceber que essa playlist é incrivel
"I'm writing from a translator"
Thanks to the Author for this playlist) I added everything that was in my playlist, there will be something to listen to in the summer evening looking at the sunset)💙
we had so much fun. i thought he would be the one. then he jus disappeared. by dissapear i mean he said he was going to be gone for a few days and hasnt come back..
ouch.. i had an experience where one said they would go for a drink and disappeared forever too.. its a really messed up way to be left all alone.. unfortunately love is not as it seems snd the best seeming ones are likely not to be the best, but displays of how they wish to be seen.. i hope your heart feels better, but if its still hurting, i would like to offer some love for healing, and an ear for listening. i wanna share with you that the best ones in my experience are the ones that have been through a few things