Last time I listened to this, I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. Now this is just a nice reminder that no matter how bad life gets, as long as you hang on, it WILL get better. I’m glad that I can say I’m back to enjoying life again, and I hope that anyone listening to this that’s in a dark place will have the strength to hang in there. You will come out a stronger person, I promise, just don’t give up. Please.
The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did. 💔
I'm two of those the loneliest and the saddest I never show that I'm sad I never show that I'm mad I never show any emotions really inside though it's a different story
I think another part of this is that a lot of people sacrifice their own happiness to make those around them happier and then derive their own happiness off of those people who they make happy. Only issue with that is when those people leave your life you’re left with a massive hole that takes a lot of time to heal
@@ClimberDukLove that you saw another aspect. We all need to be happy on our own to truly love others in a healthy way all around; I’m working on this still. Nature and animals help, but it’s finding alone time in an environment we feel connected to that, in my opinion, often feels out of reach.
sorry mam but life does not stop for someone just move on and learn from the past and get better , I dont know why i am giving wises even though did not get loved before
My brother died the other day. His wedding was supposed to be next month. He was so hyped about it. Last night he visited his fiance in a dream, she said he hugged her so tight and told her that it's all okay. I don't know what to feel. I don't even know why I'm writing this on a random playlist, or why you're reading a random strangers pain. I'll get through this eventually, but for now I'll light a candle and grieve for the life he could've had, the life he lost.
The life he did have is far more important than the one he could’ve had. We all are here for fleeting moments in the grand scheme of things. God bless, and stay strong, for him.
I am so sorry for your loss...... Sending you a tight hug dear stranger.... Pain will always be there .... Try to embrace all the good memories and cherish them, I know when souls pass on they need that more than our tears and grief...😢
I am sorry for your loss... It's okay to put the words together even under a random playlist for random strangers to read... if it makes you feel a tiny bit better. Let his soul rest in peace and let it be all okay, just as he said... 🥲
Speaking from personal experience it’s gotten better before and it will get better again. It won’t be today or tomorrow, or maybe another 20 years, but it does get easier. Take all the time you need.
Hey if your reading this my cancer has won❤️I hope yall have a good life while I did❤ (Hi guys I have 6 more months left to all the hate comments I posted that video August 17 , 3 months ago and your still calling me a liar how sick and poorly you are to lie , I was gone for about 2.5 months! But I’m happy that I’m back on yt and I have 6 months left to have fun and live life longer🫶🏽)
I will see you in the afterlife have a great time in heaven I relate to your family I know how it feels to lose a loved one to cancer my grandma had it and god called her home then my younger cousin got diagnosed with cancer too but he is fighting really hard and he beat it I’m so glad he is with me still and I’m so sorry for your family’s loss and for your pain I know it’s hard have a great time with god and your loved ones ❤
Yeah i just woke up and she was gone i had to fake a smile so he would think i wasnt completely empty on the inside i got home to a house with 1 dog the downstairs now empty for once i wished i had to wait for her to stand up so i could open the door or that id have to step over her to get upstairs and that i could see her smile and hug her just one more time it was 3 days before my first day of high school my attendance was nothing and no one cared to ask if there was a reason they just disciplined me and told me to get up earlier now we have a new dog who loves hugs and is just as scared to be alone as she was sorry for the vent but her death hit me hard i had her for 14 years 😅😢
Me neither but we have to deal cause really nobody really cares about other ppls emotions anymore it was her funeral today and it’s really hard js seeing without a smile and no joy js emotionless sorry if I ruin your day js going through loss
@@sadfacecommittee210I texted my friend last night saying I miss those great times hanging out together well he did replied it back saying ‘’thank u for everything we lived together but our friendship is a thing that I don’t want anymore thank once again for everything’’ well I felt really bad not gonna lie :(
My boyfriend overdosed in February and passed away. I was the one who found him. I listen to this a lot it reminds me of him. I miss him more than anything in the world
Lost both parents by 20. Lost the house. relationship with siblings went to hell. Lost my license, lost my birth certificate. Was way down from 06-09. I climbed out. I have a family now, high paying job, my house on a 5 acre lot with an amazing wife. 2 kiddos that I raise every day. If I can walk through hell and find a way, so can you. Yes, pain was along the way. Doubt. Devil talk. All of it. Be someone.
You lost everything but your life. Which is the one thing you needed to try again. Win again. Once you have life you have everything you need to get up. I commend you for doing exactly that. Your spirit is inspiring.🎉❤ Cheers to life 🥂
Congratulations. I lost both parents by the time I was 15. My dad Died when I was 7. My mother abused me mercilessly up until child services depressed us. She was dead 2 years later. I’ve now lived more years without her than with. My life is meaningless. I have 0 kids and I’ll be 38 in December. I just want to die.
@@DiscountMilk007 I'm sorry to hear. I wish I had the answers. I hope you climb out and find your way. Throwing some energy your way. You need a pick me up. Hope it helps.
I can relate. really. But don't forget that it wasn't always that bad. Bad times will pass, you have to be patient and remember, it's completely normal to ask people for help.
Ppl r ungrateful for the things they hold. You are enough, If you think you’re enough, then you ARE enough. and there is always someone out there that will see you and admire you and think that you’re amazing, and that you ARE enough.
You can give them the entire world and it still may not be enough… the worst part is you can’t even bring yourself to hate them, you just hate yourself for not being enough
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones
wonderful words from a wonderful person. сontinue shining the light on others as well. do not fade away, and do not forget to use words that illuminate your own path.
Losing yourself is a process to growth, however losing others, depending of how deeply you have loved them at some point, may be a wound that perhaps you just gotta learn how to live with and that's it.
Life is strange. Once you realize what you're chasing is a ghost and what you're missing is a fleeting memory of something that was never real, it gets easier.
Because you gave a piece of yourself to someone. You let someone know the real you, and they still walked away with a smile. So your sad and angry at the outcome, but also feel like a fool because you knew deep down what would happen. What always happens. They walk away. The lover is gone, but the love remains.
it doesn't get easier. cause you find out everything is an illusion just like this, and you keep losing something even knowing that nothing was ever real... and why live then, what for, if all is not real.. when you will always keep chasing ghosts cause the world is just this.. we all disappear, we all die for each other, and for ourselves, and maybe i should play funeral for everyone who i lose cause i have no power to live after all, like they really die.. only a small part of me still tries to live now but i cannot admit it to be myself.. what i have inside is not enough again, i would rather die myself long ago cause i can't learn being ok..
@@nnnno008Theirs nothing in death, no sadness, no happiness, no memory just the light of your consciousness going out. Don't try to find happiness just wake up everyday and do even one thing that brings even a semblance of happiness, even if it's just a fleeting emotion. Not liking a chapter in a book doesn't mean it doesn't get better and will. Be selfish, be selfless, be happy, be sad just continue and live your story no matter where it takes you.
Lost my dog today she ate something sharp which cut up her intestines. She had an emergency procedure but sadly she didn’t make it. I cried for hours and stayed with her for 2 hours until she took her last breath. I feel like life is not worth it I always loose what is most important to me. I hope you rest in piece Senta I love you more than anything in this world 😢❤
Life is always worth it, if not for yourself then for those around you. there are times where it may not feel like you are loved, but there are always people there. Stay strong.
I feel you on this one. Lost my dog suddenly to cancer and held her, on her last journey, the whole day, till we parted ways forever. Couldn’t eat or think for days without crying, cause she’d always be there with me. I know she’s watching and waiting for me and I have no doubt yours is doing the same now for you, but for a later time. Feel hugged by an internet stranger❤️
When I readed ur comment I bursted out of tears I never gotten to say goodbye to my great grams before she passed away I loved her so much 😔💔 rest in peace great grams❤️🥺
When I read your comment I started crying because when I was in 5th grade in the summer I was borad because I didn't really have that many pll to talk to and I was at the playground that day with my sister and she called out to a boy that was new to the neighborhood and she was like do you want to play with us and ofc I kicked her and said why did you say that because I'm a non socal person and me and that boy started talking and playing together everyday of the summer and when we got back to school he kept looking at me and one day when we where at the playground he started crying or blushing a lot I really don't remember but it turned out he liked me like he had a crush on me and I was like 10 so I was like what fo you mean because I didn't know what love was then so time went on and I and that boy started dating for like 2 months and he loved me so much but I didn't take it seriously because I just liked him like a friend because I didn't like him and time went on and we where at the park like normal and we where there till late and we said by see you tomorrow but the next day he didn't come to the park and it went on like that for 3 months and I eventually moved and there was still no sight of him so I moved with a heavy heart and in the first week of moving to the new place one night I was listening to sad music because I love the commfert it gives but all of a sudden I heard this one lyric and I bussed out sobbing and I couldn't control it and I did that till it felt like I was going to passout and that went on for 3 years and even now I am still heart broken over it and I'm 13 now and I understand and regret a lot now
now you are right like no one else, I’m sorry grandpa, I love you very much and more than anything in the world, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry that I didn’t come when I was supposed to come, when you were very bad, so bad, so bad bad, YOU SUFFERED, after everything you did to me, I STILL DIDN’T COME, I HATE MYSELF MORE THAN EVERYONE IN THE WORLD, I’M SORRY, I beg you.
@@brookoffline very sad story, don’t look for the guilty, you were children, try to forgive yourself and don’t think that your friend is offended or disappointed. After this, after what you have experienced, a friend will definitely protect you. “Try, you can do it, I believe in you.” -your friend.
The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.
@@digitalhd4607 of course my brother! Stay strong things will get better if ya keep pushing forward. Just keep improving yourself and focusing on the important people in your life. You got this king 💪
It gets better after a few crushing moments brother. Mine been 8 years and I am feeling numbed and fine but the ghost of her lingering shadow still sneaked up in my dream and woke me up in the middle of the night to remind me how much I loved her but it is only sometimes I hope
On my side it's been a year since the end of a ten year relationship. its hard for me man. i really hope i can live with that sometime and be kind of happy again.
Almost five months ago, on September 29th, my best friend killed himself. I remember where I was, I remember who I was with, I remember what I was doing, I remember my thoughts the day I got his last 'thank you for everything, you really helped me.' message. I hate myself for being mad at him the last time we spoke, I hate myself for not getting to say goodbye. All I ask for is one more minute, one more hug, one more I love you, and one more I'm sorry. edit;; to all of the people in the replies, please stop telling me you'll be joining him. it's insensitive and overall puts me in a worse state of mind. you should be telling a close friend, or a loved one, not a stranger on the internet crying over his BEST FUCKING FRIEND. the loss of my best friend is enough, i don't need multiple of you telling me how much you want to end it too.
I understand you very much, it's extremely difficult to lose someone close to you. I've experienced that too. I am from the city of Mariupol, which was destroyed by Russian aviation, I am very sorry for all those I knew from this city. I am sorry that I could not help, my house is in ruins, many have died, I will never see my home again, but the main thing is to remember that you are not alone and that you should not wonder, despite the fact that a lot of bad things are happening in the world, this does not mean that it is time to ask yourself, live here and now. Don't be afraid of the future and don't miss the past.
@@Skz-zw5og dont go, from a stranger on the Internet, it's not worth it. Life is rough it always will be, don't let that stop you, keep going and remember there's always someone who cares
@@SleepiTime-z1z I just wanna end it I’ve been trying to hold it I just can’t can a heart still break once it’s stopped beating my parents hate me no one likes me
@@Skz-zw5og That's still not a reason, I've tried many times. Just The thought of leaving behind everything you love gives me chills. Again from a stranger on the internet, it's not worth it. You might not know me, but just know I care.
To whomever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love your problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love your hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. from the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (not mine, but deserves to be shared)
its mine, im not made im actually happy im so happy my message is being spread through the inter net and how some words on a screen can make somebody so happy... thanks for helping many people you dont even know.. you are a true one, stay happy anyone who may read this
My ex broke up with me 4 months ago we go to the same University, we still see each other she still hangs out with my friends that I barely go to because I don’t know when she’ll appear but when she does, I get these waves of emotions ranging from happiness, joy, love, sadness, anger, and peace. Thank you for all you’ve given me I won’t forget the times and memories we shared together. I’ll always love you.
I know this was sent 10 months ago but I hope your feeling better, I’ve also had a similar thing when I was in uni. It’s now been 2 years for me and it does get easier but you just gotta not blame yourself and put your needs first for a while maybe go to the gym or find a hobby and/or job and meet people
Of course I miss my friend, what happened to us? It feels bad to walk past her every day and act like two total strangers, I miss hearing her voice, I miss her hugs, I miss everything about her. Didn't I give her enough? Was I not enough? I really miss you, Addy. I know you don't care about me anymore, but you will always have a place in my heart.
I'm graduating college soon. I wish my mom was here to see that i finally did it. i finally did something she could be proud of. Update: I graduated. It wasn't as lonely or horrible as I expected it to be. I got through it, and so can you❤️ you've got this!
I thought 2024 was going to be the best. The new year came by so quick and I was so excited to see what would happen this year, but God had other plans. My best friend passed away in a mottorcross accident and it broke me, she was so young and barely got to live her life. I know God had a reason to take her and he welcomed her into heaven with open arms but it still hurt. So spend every moment you have with you loved ones because you never know when that moment will be your last.
i miss him so much i can't stop myself from sobbing and going right into dissociation, i know how badly it hurts, ive started smoking because i can't handle the pain
@@exzilter The world does not rest solely on one dear person. If you have lost someone dearly, it does not mean that life is over. You can also find hundreds more such dear people and instead of those you lost, you can make others happy. Your life is connected with a thousand others, you will never be alone, we can only be the happiest person surrounded by the same happy people. Only forward to the future, , ,
My dad has stage 4 colon cancer and hes uncurable. Hes lived 2 years past his expected day of death. He is a light in my life. A week before his surgery he tried teaching a life full of lessons in one week, how to treat a woman, how to tie a tie, where to reach out for help, and how to cope with loss, just in case he didn't live. He taught me what a real man is. A real man cries, loves, cares, helps, and heals. Not the "man up" bullshit i was condition by my grandpa when he used to live with me. My dad said he hopes he can hold onto life long enough to see his first grandchild be born. My brother and his now fiance accidentally got pregnant and kept the baby. I've never seen my Fathed cry so many tears of joy. He held his grand daughter and started crying because he didn't think he'd ever get to meet her. Accidents happen but they can be something great. Im an uncle with an amazing niece. Although life sounds great, he suffers. He suffered from 2 strokes and a heart attack where he coded twice and by some fucking miracle with no life saving measures, his heart started beating again. I thank what ever causd him to come back to life everyday. I opened up to him about how i felt suicidal and he cried because he said im a reason for him living. He loves me talking to him everyday, walking into his room every night saying goodnight, and telling him how my life is, my friends life is, and how my relationship is. Ultimately idk how much longer he has but i hope he can hold on for 2 more years for when i propose to my girlfriend. Dad you were right, she is the one. Life is short, always tell them you love them because tomorrow isnt promised. I love you dad Update: Broke up with my girlfriend. She shattered my heart and took me for granted. My dad and mom have been amazing. They're the reason I keep fighting.
Dam bro , your story brought tears to my eyes , as a man its no small feet , I lost my girlfriend of 4 years and I dont know who I am without her but Im pushing , reading your story helped me realise that we spend too much time focused on the wrong thing. Keep pushing man , you always think that she is the one until you meet the one.
@CruiseMunasheMatemberere we all find our reasons for living. It's hard leaving someone you still care so much about. However, there's still so much life to live
Hey beautiful stranger🙏 I am sending prayers your way for your family. People like your father, family, the ones we love, are the most special star that will keep shining no matter what. That type of love doesn't simply cease to exist... it's energy, light, that one day when we cross over from this world we are still together (although not visibly...) until we once embrace again. But that type of energy cannot be separated. Love truly is magical, that's why your father keeps going. If you want to you could listen to "Drukmo Gyal's purification mantra of the five elements" it is truly beautiful and it's a balm for the soul💫 (I listen to it very often for the dearest soul💗I've ever loved that is no longer in this plain with me).🪷🍀🙏
Sadly, there minds are too clouded to remember if they're even worth it to them anymore, atleast some give farewells before doing it, but it doesn't change the fact that they'll end up hurting those whom they know and love who are mutual. (sorry if my comment is too deep, but I'm just merely stating the truth)
What if the one who hurts you and gives you pain is the one you love? What if living is not worth the living anymore? Will you still go on and suffer everyday?
@Luinisard so basically you believe suicide is selfish? because i think its not in the slightest, you need to stop thinking about the others and think about the person actually struggling, if they struggled so badly that it caused them to end their life then the people grieving them wont be nearly half as depressed unless they end up falling down the same route. yes it sucks but think about the person doing it first, not everyone else
I think you are right but I don’t think that they will be happy knowing that I’m not.. I’m trying to keep going, for them, but I think that my time as come.
the person i love most in this world ended her own life last night. i wanted to spend the rest of my life by her side. we did everything together, told each other everything, WERE everything. she was everything. i don’t know what the hell i’m supposed to do now. how can i live life, be a normal person, be happy after this? do i even deserve to be happy, without her being happy with me?
Baby of course you deserve to be happy. You both did. You do. Please allow yourself kindness and joy you've suffered a great loss and will especially need it now.
I dont think ive ever been lonelier in my entire life until this year. Edit: Thank you guys so much for helping me, I appreciate every single one of you :)
It’s a thing we all go through at some stage. Embrace it. Even enjoy it. It’s temporary. You’ll get there. Small steps. Take each day as it comes, worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. You’ll get there 💚
She was only 13. I miss her so much.. some times I blame myself for her death. Maybe I could have helped. Maybe if we talked more. Maybe she wouldn’t have done it. It’s been 2 years. I can’t stop think about what I could of done.
Don't blame yourself it's okay, dear❤. It's not your fault I'm sure that you did everything to make her smile even though you didn't know what she was going through. And it's perfectly fine to not know what other people are going through. Just know that she is proud of you and is cheering you on in life looking out fir you. It's not your fault. It's just something you sometimes can't help. All I know is that no one is blaming you and certainly not her. Take care, hun, and remember that it's not your fault, got it? So keep your head facing forward and keep walking even though there are going to be struggles. Keep walking and don't look back because nothing is your fault. Just jeep walking to keep making her even more proud of the way you come. Take care get enough rest goodnight hun ❤
Omg I just got over skin cancer. I had to go to the hospital many times to get my skin cut off to stop the spreading and had to stay home from school a lot. Have a good day!
Last week, I didn't know that I was talking to my dad for the last time. Accepting the reality that we had to unplug him and let him slowly pass on to the next life was one of the hardest things that I've ever done. I had to be the person to tell my brothers and sister that he had a Catastrophic Stroke and that he wouldn't be the same if he survived the surgery, which he only had less than 5% survivability. I cried harder than 99% of my life so far (30yo+) as the man who was my first friend was lying there. May we meet again, pops.
I was listennind to this playlist, laying down in bed and crying my heart out thinking about my dad who passed away few months ago... then the playlist ended, and when i was about to close the app i was your comment first, talking about your dad also.. your comment felt like a sign from the universe, it made me feel less lonely, made my feelings more valid... sorry about your dad, may we meet them in the next life
Love is a fragile emotion man You will just keep hurting yourself .... Prefer honour and be alone Prefer integrity man... Love to you brother .. I have been down that path , there's no end once you start sinking ..you keep sinking ..life will get over ...but we would just be stuck in the same place ....it's worse than not getting love
I hate when i met someone new and they start asking what is you favorite song/movie, it's just making my mind flooded with memories with that one person that we always talk everyday... I just can't moved on
I didn't make a good last impression. That will forever be my biggest regret. Do you miss me just as much? For as many times as I have thought of you, you must think me mad, but I assure you that I am no more mad then as when you found me. So long, my friend. I hope you will reminisce about our fateful times together later in the path that guides you and may you forever know my name as much as I think about yours. Farewell and best of wishes - Your first friend.
Thank you for this post. The words I couldn't find...or maybe in a weird way it's her helping me forgive myself. Sorry if this was personal but it touched me.
when i was in the hospital for my eating disorder, i had a roommate and i swear she was like my best friend. i was so glad to be away my siblings and family because they used to get on my nerves. i’ve never been able to relate to somebody so much for those past five days. we would tell each other about how good we’re doing. but i could tell there was something wrong. sure was declining, she didn’t want to sing any karaoke, braid each others hair, or gossip about boys while looking at the cute latest magazine. i knew i was going to lose this girl that was my shoulder to cry on. i became angry at her, i was angry that she wasn’t doing good. i became angry that the lord was not answering her prayers, i became angry that she was dying. she would become tired than usual, i knew something was going to happen. but i was scared, i was scared to lose the only person that i’ve talked to in ages. i used to be mute for six months straight until i met her. i used to be a sour person until i met her. when her boyfriend broke up with her, she got worse from there. she wouldn’t even want to talk, eat, drink, all she did was cry. but even when she didn’t want to talk to me, i made sure she knew that i was there for her. her family started coming in our room almost daily, i knew something bad was going to happen. maria asked if i believe in God. i didn’t know what to say. and the next thing that she asked me will stay with me forever. she said “if God is real, why hasn’t he made me better? why hasn’t he answered his prayers? does God not love me anymore?” just like that, on that saturday september 28th of 2023 at 11:11 pm, she passed away. but she died knowing that she had a great friend holding her while she goes to heaven. i wanted to cry, but i feel like there was an angel holding my tears in my eyes, i felt so down, but i knew she was better. while my mom was hugging me crying tears of joy for being alive and being okay, all i could do was look across at her mom was hugging maria of tears of sorrow. i ran to the chapel screaming and crying asking God why did he have to take her away from me and her family. she was so sweet and kind. she was so beautiful too. her long brown hair and her olive skin and her light freckles, her eyes were brown like chocolate kisses. i felt her presence in that chapel, i couldn’t cry anymore. i heard telling me that everything is going to be alright and she told me to strive for the best. she told me to take care of myself and her diary. when i went back into our room, her stuff was gone. except for her diary laying on the new made bed. i read that diary and i broke down, she had such a good life with her siblings and family. as i was coming to the end of the book, i saw my name in it. i was curious at first but when i started to read the book, i cried. but these tears were not tears of sadness, they were tears of joy, relief, tears of thankfulness. she reminded me that life is only good if you make it good. don’t be negative because it will have a negative outcome. you can’t change the past for what is done, is done. we can’t jump to the future for we have to stay in the present and go to the future. my darling maria i miss you so much. i’m still wearing the bracelets and shirt that we made for each other. i still have your diary and i read it every night before i go to bed and every morning before i get my day started, you mean the world to me. i miss you so much. i hope i get to see you again in another life. in another life, i hope we get to sing more karaoke, braid each others hair, and read the latest magazines. maria chea, such a beautiful name for a beautiful girl. may God keep you well in heaven. you deserve it angel. i love you. ❤
I've been friends with this girl for 4 years. We were exactly like sisters, even though we never met in real life. We made plans on how we could possibly meet and one day, when I finally had a chance to meet her, she stopped answering me. I started texting her desperately. In the end, i found out she ran away from home and her mother blocked me so I won't text her anymore. I was talking with one of her friends, asking about her condition. One random day, nobody knew anything else about her... A whole summer passed and I didn't hear anything from her, until, she started posting on her Instagram again. That's the moment I found out she never ran away from home, she just wanted me to leave her alone...
i met a girl in my school, she was the best and we had ton of sweet memories together, but unfortunately she got transferred to another school and now i dont clearly even remember her face but still she is in my heart, i dont know where she is or if she even knows that i exist, its just so sad, the last memory of her i have is we both are laughing together in the classroom.
My partner passed away last September. I thought I was lonely when we were together, but I was so stupid. I never realized how much I loved him until he was gone. And now I'm lonelier than ever.
this playlist reminded me of my grand father :[ i miss him...... he used to pick me up from school and buys me snacks but now its different may god look after him he was a good man :(
Belive me u will find a person who is really not like everyone else...next to that person u feel peace,love and u will feel safe u will never feel this feeling oh she will find another or she will leave me... like i writted u will feel safe and peace ☺️
@Scrumptios I feel your pain. My girlfriend of 5 years, asked me for kids a month before our 5th yr anniversary. She broke up with me on our anniversary, and a month later she got together with my 2nd best friend, a person I called an older brother.
@@alfakynkillu8330 stop devaluing your whole life, did you live just like that? Get yourself together, no matter how hard it is, prove that trouble or failure will not stop you, show that you can be kind and happy in spite of life, STOP GIVING UP, I KNOW, LIKE NO ONE ELSE, HOW HARD ALL THIS IS, I'VE BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING, I'VE BEEN SO MUCH I LOST AND CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN TO OTHERS I MISSED SO MUCH I REGRET SO MUCH IN YOUR WAY I WANTED TO LIVE THIS WAY? FUCK THIS I WANT TO LIVE WE ALL WANT TO LIVE AND I AM THE ONE WHO WANTS YOU TO LIVE DAMN BRO WHAT THE FUCK SOME STRANGER IS TRYING TO PROVE TO YOU THAT THERE IS STILL AHEAD THIS IS NOT THE END!!!!!!STOP WHINING AND CRYING START BUILDING YOUR NEW LIFE IS SAD AND PAINFUL, BUT WHAT TO DO??? YOU WANT TO LIVE, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, MAKE OTHERS! SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU CAN CHANGE THIS WORLD AND YOURSELF HOW MUCH YOU CAN HELP AND HOW MUCH YOU WILL CRY SMILE THAT EVERYTHING CONTINUES
I just wanna say buddy you can manage everything without sacrificing your sleep too!! Don't be too hard on yourself take your time but once you're up don't let anyone have an effect on you ... You're the best ...hope to see y'all happy in life. Let's make it don't be a disappointment because you don't know the potential you're hiding and at last even if you feel like nobody's there not even you then remember God is always with you & have a great relationship with God and that's it MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE .... Let's meet in future with the best version of ourselves 🍀✨
reading these comments really makes me realize how even tho you don’t actively see it, so much pain is happening to people behind closed doors and you’re helpless to their situation. protect your physical and mental well being out here guys. much love to you strangers.. ❤️🩹
I miss my nephew...he was only 16 and 2 weeks ago today he died. They couldn't find any reason during the autopsy for why we lost him. He was my 16yr old sons best friend, cousin, and so much more. Their dad's are identical twins so DNA wise they would look like they were half brothers.. and they were. We called them our UN-identical twins and joked they were brothers from another mother. I miss you Ryan...SO SO much. I love you buddy. Fly high little angel
im so sorry my love... its hard losing someone that you love dearly i lost my grandma and grandpa and my great grandma i'd never forget how much i love them. Just know god is by your side through this!!!! love you my dear
i had no idea that 9/30/24 a few hours after volleyball practice i would lose my best friend (my cat). it struck me like a bullet coming home to an empty house and seeing the spot where she collapsed. We got her ashes but it still breaks my heart that I know i won't have her by my side when im going through tough things anymore. i miss her so much.
its 5:51am when writing this, im crying my eyes out because if i had known it was our last time together i wouldve said i love you one more time, or hugged a little tighter, or held onto the sound of his voice just a little longer. he cheated on me, and got with the girl after we broke up. its the day after christmas, thursday, december 26th, 2024, he broke up with me 6 days before christmas. he was my home. Its kinda like when a tornado meets a volcano, and you wanna go home, but you know your home was destroyed, now he was my home, but also the tornado, i was the volcano, and she was the cold water to bring him down. everything hurts so much and i genuinely just want it to stop.
I am so sorry. You didn’t deserve that. You are beautiful, don’t forget that. I don’t know you, but you are very strong, and I’m proud of you. I promise you will find someone so much better. I hope your doing good
I just really need a hug. One of those long ones where your hair gets played with and you’re able to fall asleep content. I haven’t sleep good since the last time I got one and that was in the fall of last year.
I know these never really feel the same, but you've been sent a virtual hug! I hope that you get that hug, and I hope it's from someone who loves you unconditionally and they do the thing where they sway as they hug you and it's everything you need it to be.
Remember, the universe always has your back. Every star, sunrise, and breeze is a quiet reminder that you're never truly alone. This solitude is not a void but a space for growth, preparing you for the joy and connection ahead. Trust the process-the universe is guiding you, always. You’re stronger and more loved than you realise.🌟
*The haunting beauty of dark academia melodies lies in their ability to capture the essence of unspoken longing and quiet contemplation, weaving a tapestry of emotions that linger long after the music fades*
To the greatest grandma out there...Thank you for your fried chicken, thank your for your homemade pizza, thank you for your smile, thank you for your penguin obsession, thank you for helping me catch frogs, thank you for giving me hugs, thank you for loving me, thank you for listening to me, thank you...for your last words..."I love you."...I just wish I got to tell you what I wanted to, because now I never get to. Just remember, cherish every moment with family that you can, even though it will hurt more when they go, it will feel so much better to remember them by other, happier things than their passing. ❤
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
music is the only thing that can make me cry anymore, its like my emotions have officially shut off but music just makes me actually feel the emotions that i have locked away now.
Tired of life,feel like ending it all but the thought of my family and friends crying , this made me cry and rethink,I would cause so much pain to others. So I am not giving up,I would keep on moving . Ahead ahead
my gramma is moving away tomorrow (as of when i wrote this comment.) when i had to say bye to her i didn’t realize it was gonna be (most likely) the last time i saw her. ive been crying for the last 30 minutes. im crying because of so many things that’s happening right now in my life. it hurts so bad but i have to be strong and keep acting like everything is ok.
The worst part is, the one you lost, the time you didn't know would be the last hits us the hardest. How you stay up late at night maybe cryin over them and wishing they were here with you, how they would be there to smile, and laugh, and hug, and make you smile, and feel warm inside, and giggle. How you wish they were there to see how far you've made it, or how much you have tried. It's hard knowing that you won't be able to tell them everything, or anything. It's hard, knowing that when you wake up, they're still not here.
Last year I lost the love of my life in a horrible car accident. The day before he died we got into a big argument and I kept ignoring his calls. Now I live with so much regret for not being there in his last moments. Appreciate your loved ones while we’re here tomorrow is not promised. 💔
i really wish we could’ve worked out, i wish it could’ve been him. but i know that if we are meant to be God will bring us back together one day.. until then i’ll just have to let him go and move on
Unforgettable . It’s bittersweet, a little bit of a mixture including some chaos and romance, yet the pot still continues to stir. Your story isn’t finished yet, there’s still more ingredients to add
i hate seeing her around cause i never know how to act. she was my best friend and i miss her like crazy but i know i have changed too much for things to return to the way they were. it’s been three years and i still think about our time together, i wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. i love you j.
my favorite memory i've had was when i was 7 at my grandmas house. we would go there once and a while because she didn't live in the same state as me so we would drive out once and awhile. my grandmas husband, who i referred to as my grandpa back then because my grandparents were divorced, also lived with iya (my grandma) iya and grandpa had a huge house. there was a fish tank, a basketball court, a pool, a field, a pond, everything you could imagine. every year, my grandpa would throw a huge party every 4th of july and the whole neighborhood would come. i didn't even know the people there and everybody would come pouring in. everybody was happy. there was no drama with my family, we were all together. one thing about my grandpa is that he always loved fireworks. every occasion there would always be fireworks. and he would always set them and they would go off. my grandpa died of cancer when i was 9. even if i didn't even know back then or realize that we weren't even related, we still had an inseperable bond and he treated me like his own grandchild. the last moment i saw him I didn't know would be the last time. i never even got to say goodbye. so for the first 4th of july without grandpa. it didn't feel the same. instead of waiting for the fireworks to go off i ran into my room and sobbed. i will always miss him. cherish your loved ones while they are still here. ♥
I lost what I loved so dearly to someone else and I didn't realise. I lost all motivation to move ahead. I might collapse any moment overthinking. But I am fighting within myself and no one realises it.
@TerasaSedihsadsong Thankyou I am in this situation for 3 days now. I am just trying to tell my brain that it's ok. Sh*t happens. But my emotions aren't getting in control. I sound like depression now. The clocks ticking to better or worse I don't know. But eventually I will move out. To overcome prayers are kind of helping but I understand it's up in this brain.
I really wish I could have 5 more minutes with you, orange peel. I miss you more then anything. You were the light of my life and I was too stupid to realize that until it was too late. I love you so goddamn much. I hope you know that, wherever you are, my sweet hamster...
I was watching a movie with my best friend and the first song came on. This was the night before he was killed in a car crash. He was a loved brother, friend, and marine who will be missed forever. I loved him so much and i miss him. It's been 2 years since that fatal crash ended his life at 17. we were innocent 17 year olds who had no idea what life even was. I miss you Justin 🩵
I have been so lucky to be almost 50 years old and to not have lost more than an uncle that wasn’t very close to and a grandma I was too young to appreciate. But I know the time is near. Mom is getting old. My sister is in cancer remission. So I have to cherish every moment because I’m one of the lucky ones
My mom has cancer and I would not like anybody go through this not even my worst enemies. I don't know u but I respect u. U have fought till the end. But I still have faith that a miracle can happen. I pray for u and know that God will bring u peace . I love u as God loves u. I just hope u journey through this life to the next is peaceful ❤️🙏
The most beautiful thing is when they pass through the same hallway, knowing everything they experienced together and still continuing each one on their own.Memories stop being painful, they begin to be part of beautiful memories and learning. That's the beauty of moving forward.
Miss my cousin, wish he knew i was here for him, he didnt have to go like that- Miss my girl, i hope she's so much happier up there rolling in the grass like the stunning dog she is- Miss my mum xx love you sm
Today my bf of 1 entire year broke up ..I didn't realize that there will be no more good morning love with heart emoji from now...he was cheating on me got caught and actually did the same twice . ..while we were toghter.....I can't take it anymore and broke up on spot it just breaks my heart I am crying my eyes out right now ...while writing but I know what I did was right...and need to move on 🕊
We are on the same Page, the difference is that my BF Just had a baby, and the Mother recently moved with him. So I dont know how to end my relationship, cuz I really love him, but Im broken
@@katherinearias7005at this point, you need to realize this is codependency and not love. If love was involved, you’d also love yourself enough to get the hell out of that circus. I mean, really?? Gets another woman pregnant while with you and lives with her? Girl please. There is no love. You need to go heal and love yourself
hanging out together at a bus stop bench just far enough away from school that we couldn't hear it anymore, that it was just us in the quiet, eating lunch and laughing and watching the emptiness in the park several feet in front of us. music playing on their phone, backpacks on the ground, reminiscing about how far we'd come and how long we'd known each other. staying a little bit too long and rushing to class together. sitting at the same desk even though it was just for one person. and then everything changed, just stopped and shifted away from me, and we still talk but it's not the same as it was. because we were not made to touch for so long we would melt together but to mix just enough to change each other's hues and then part. i gave them someone safe and they gave me a whole new world to experience, and i think we loved each other, but we weren't made for each other's kind of love. and i didn't know that would be our last time as real friends, living in a real connection. i didn't know it back when we first hung out and walked along the train tracks. i didn't know it when i first tried vodka with them and i spat it out onto the snow. i didn't know it when we kissed and i didn't like the feeling. i didn't know when i did scary things i hated just because it was with them. i didn't know i did all of it, because i liked them. because they made it all bearable, even wonderful, made it all worth doing. i didn't have to like the rest of it as long as i had that one good part. and now the good part is gone, and i have to learn to love everything else without them, everything that they introduced me to and made me see for real. because of them i loved the world. but the memory is just a memory now. the sea is just the sea. i have no one to experience it with in the colour of love.
i was 12 when my grandfather died of cancer,we where pretty close. when i found out he died all i did was sit there and scream...i felt responsible, like i couldve changed somthing,anything even..the years after his death make me feel like im sinking in a deeper hole. every birthday, every acheivement...it means jack shit now. i would give up universes if it ment i could see, or even talk to him again....then it was my uncle,he was on hospis after a 4 year struggle with cancer and i was there for every motion. was i too young? maybe,but i wouldnt change a thing. i was there to watch my younger cousins and provide comfort for my aunt (she has very broken english) i was even there when the nurse came by and explained the morphine and comfort meds... when he was slipping away, he took my hand...he wasnt able to open his eyes but he could hear...his hands where warm like a heating pad and he squeezed my hand. they had to pry me from his bedside as i cried and begged for them to let me stay...he died 3 days later...i wish they could see me now. im gonna be 14 in a week,i passed the HSK and i applied for early college...i find myself crying atleast once a night about their deaths...i still feel responsible...for the last 2 years i tried to pick up what i could and mend what was left,i dont know if i even want to try anymore.
It's going to be alright dear ❤️ trust me we gave all been there I mean I really can't say anything since I'm 12 but I know how it feels like not wanting to even try. But trust me it will get better. And don't blame yourself trust me you did everything you could. Plus the past is the past im positive that your grandpa isn't blaming instead he's cheering you on to not give up. And I'm proud of you for that. I'm proud about what accomplished, and how your still going even when it's hard. I'm positive that your uncle and grandpa feel the same. So stop blaming yourself and look ahead look at the road in front of you filled with success and keep going to make your grandpa, your uncle, and everyone else even more proud of you. I'm proud of you and keep going don't give up ☺️ ❤ -12 year old stranger on the internet saying the truth ❤
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Last time I listened to this, I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. Now this is just a nice reminder that no matter how bad life gets, as long as you hang on, it WILL get better. I’m glad that I can say I’m back to enjoying life again, and I hope that anyone listening to this that’s in a dark place will have the strength to hang in there. You will come out a stronger person, I promise, just don’t give up. Please.
I'm in that position right now. I'd wish to fall asleep and to never wake up again. I'm so exhausted
❤hang on in there ❤
@@stephanielaumon9633❤its ok not to be ok hang on in there ❤
@@stephanielaumon9633things will get better
It’s been months.
The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did. 💔
I'm two of those the loneliest and the saddest I never show that I'm sad I never show that I'm mad I never show any emotions really inside though it's a different story
😊i’m
i don't think i'm realy wise or anything.
But i've been hurt and i don't wan't others to feel what i felt.
I think another part of this is that a lot of people sacrifice their own happiness to make those around them happier and then derive their own happiness off of those people who they make happy. Only issue with that is when those people leave your life you’re left with a massive hole that takes a lot of time to heal
@@ClimberDukLove that you saw another aspect. We all need to be happy on our own to truly love others in a healthy way all around; I’m working on this still. Nature and animals help, but it’s finding alone time in an environment we feel connected to that, in my opinion, often feels out of reach.
The worst part is losing sleep and crying over someone who is sleeping like a baby not caring at all how much they hurt you...
Dont spend even a second thinking on how they are doing
This is called betrayal. Sadness overlayed with disgust. Go and find change in your life. Remove this person from it entirely too.
same
sorry mam but life does not stop for someone just move on and learn from the past and get better , I dont know why i am giving wises even though did not get loved before
@@utliscarletaaron6287thank you
My brother died the other day. His wedding was supposed to be next month. He was so hyped about it. Last night he visited his fiance in a dream, she said he hugged her so tight and told her that it's all okay. I don't know what to feel. I don't even know why I'm writing this on a random playlist, or why you're reading a random strangers pain. I'll get through this eventually, but for now I'll light a candle and grieve for the life he could've had, the life he lost.
The life he did have is far more important than the one he could’ve had. We all are here for fleeting moments in the grand scheme of things. God bless, and stay strong, for him.
I am so sorry for your loss...... Sending you a tight hug dear stranger.... Pain will always be there .... Try to embrace all the good memories and cherish them, I know when souls pass on they need that more than our tears and grief...😢
I am sorry for your loss... It's okay to put the words together even under a random playlist for random strangers to read... if it makes you feel a tiny bit better. Let his soul rest in peace and let it be all okay, just as he said... 🥲
Speaking from personal experience it’s gotten better before and it will get better again. It won’t be today or tomorrow, or maybe another 20 years, but it does get easier. Take all the time you need.
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Hey if your reading this my cancer has won❤️I hope yall have a good life while I did❤
(Hi guys I have 6 more months left to all the hate comments I posted that video August 17 , 3 months ago and your still calling me a liar how sick and poorly you are to lie , I was gone for about 2.5 months! But I’m happy that I’m back on yt and I have 6 months left to have fun and live life longer🫶🏽)
I will see you in the after life ❤️
I don’t know you but Ima miss you so much see you soon ❤️
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I will see you in the afterlife have a great time in heaven I relate to your family I know how it feels to lose a loved one to cancer my grandma had it and god called her home then my younger cousin got diagnosed with cancer too but he is fighting really hard and he beat it I’m so glad he is with me still and I’m so sorry for your family’s loss and for your pain I know it’s hard have a great time with god and your loved ones ❤
Ladies and gentlemen we gather here not to mourn but to be glad he/she was a legend rest well friend may your soul live on
I didn't want it to be our last time together
It happens we just have to try to forget and move on❤
Yeah i just woke up and she was gone i had to fake a smile so he would think i wasnt completely empty on the inside i got home to a house with 1 dog the downstairs now empty for once i wished i had to wait for her to stand up so i could open the door or that id have to step over her to get upstairs and that i could see her smile and hug her just one more time it was 3 days before my first day of high school my attendance was nothing and no one cared to ask if there was a reason they just disciplined me and told me to get up earlier now we have a new dog who loves hugs and is just as scared to be alone as she was sorry for the vent but her death hit me hard i had her for 14 years 😅😢
I definitely didn't ever want there to be an end but here I sit all alone
You don't have to forget her mate but don't let that stop you from doing anything
Me neither but we have to deal cause really nobody really cares about other ppls emotions anymore it was her funeral today and it’s really hard js seeing without a smile and no joy js emotionless sorry if I ruin your day js going through loss
I miss all my old friends .
Me too
Please talk to them before it’s too late. My best friend died recently and I wish I had cherished and tended to our friendship more.
@@sadfacecommittee210 same
@@sadfacecommittee210I texted my friend last night saying I miss those great times hanging out together well he did replied it back saying ‘’thank u for everything we lived together but our friendship is a thing that I don’t want anymore thank once again for everything’’ well I felt really bad not gonna lie :(
@@sadfacecommittee210 Ok .I'll try 😢
Head to the gym guys, if we can't be happy, at least let's get ripped
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My boyfriend overdosed in February and passed away. I was the one who found him. I listen to this a lot it reminds me of him. I miss him more than anything in the world
I'm so sorry for your loss
Couldn't imagine the pain you felt and are still feeling take care of yourself now
He loves you. My dear.
I feel you!!!! Be strong please, I love you❤.
Im so sorry.. be strong ❤
God is on your side🥹💌
Everyone who reads this, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the world
Same brother or sister.
Greatest of all is they who showed love in the midst of Suffering ❤
Same to you friend, we got this just gotta keep going through highs and lows
❤miss you already
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Lost both parents by 20. Lost the house. relationship with siblings went to hell. Lost my license, lost my birth certificate. Was way down from 06-09. I climbed out. I have a family now, high paying job, my house on a 5 acre lot with an amazing wife. 2 kiddos that I raise every day. If I can walk through hell and find a way, so can you. Yes, pain was along the way. Doubt. Devil talk. All of it. Be someone.
You lost everything but your life. Which is the one thing you needed to try again. Win again. Once you have life you have everything you need to get up. I commend you for doing exactly that. Your spirit is inspiring.🎉❤ Cheers to life 🥂
Congratulations. I lost both parents by the time I was 15. My dad Died when I was 7. My mother abused me mercilessly up until child services depressed us. She was dead 2 years later. I’ve now lived more years without her than with. My life is meaningless. I have 0 kids and I’ll be 38 in December. I just want to die.
@@DiscountMilk007Keep Hanging in there. Your life will get better. I'm sorry all that has happened to you.
@@DiscountMilk007 I'm sorry to hear. I wish I had the answers. I hope you climb out and find your way. Throwing some energy your way. You need a pick me up. Hope it helps.
@ I appreciate you more than you know
My heart is so broken that I can literally feel it in my chest 24/7. It’s a constant aching pain, I can’t wait till I don’t feel like this anymore.
Tudo passa.
Is it gone? Are you okay? How long does it take...
I can relate. really. But don't forget that it wasn't always that bad. Bad times will pass, you have to be patient and remember, it's completely normal to ask people for help.
I know how ya feel- I need a hug so bad (A real one)
Everything is gonna be okay I believe in you.❤
"the most painful part is knowing that even after everything youve done, its still not enough"
They ain’t sleeping though, they’re out living there best life while we’re here trying to find all our missing pieces.
wish i could ask to all the friends that abandoned me: what i've did wrong?....
It's never enough. maybe I'll never be enough...
Ppl r ungrateful for the things they hold. You are enough, If you think you’re enough, then you ARE enough. and there is always someone out there that will see you and admire you and think that you’re amazing, and that you ARE enough.
You can give them the entire world and it still may not be enough… the worst part is you can’t even bring yourself to hate them, you just hate yourself for not being enough
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones
wonderful words from a wonderful person. сontinue shining the light on others as well. do not fade away, and do not forget to use words that illuminate your own path.
Thank you my friend. You do the same as well.
Thank you. I needed this ❤
tq so much :D
I am 46 and this pain lasts forever and you can grieve losing someone for the rest of your life, while they go on making other plans..
Losing yourself is much painful than losing someone….
I agree
I agree but imagen this losing someone and then losing yourself that is the painfull for me 😮💨
Hare Krišna 👑🌒🪈☄️💯💥🦚🕉️🍀🙏🪷
Losing yourself is a process to growth, however losing others, depending of how deeply you have loved them at some point, may be a wound that perhaps you just gotta learn how to live with and that's it.
how about both?
Life is strange. Once you realize what you're chasing is a ghost and what you're missing is a fleeting memory of something that was never real, it gets easier.
it doesnt it doesnt it doesnt it doesnt WHY DOES IT NOT GET BETTER😀
Because you gave a piece of yourself to someone. You let someone know the real you, and they still walked away with a smile. So your sad and angry at the outcome, but also feel like a fool because you knew deep down what would happen. What always happens. They walk away. The lover is gone, but the love remains.
Beautifully explained❤@@adrian_strikes_back661
it doesn't get easier. cause you find out everything is an illusion just like this, and you keep losing something even knowing that nothing was ever real... and why live then, what for, if all is not real.. when you will always keep chasing ghosts cause the world is just this.. we all disappear, we all die for each other, and for ourselves, and maybe i should play funeral for everyone who i lose cause i have no power to live after all, like they really die.. only a small part of me still tries to live now but i cannot admit it to be myself.. what i have inside is not enough again, i would rather die myself long ago cause i can't learn being ok..
@@nnnno008Theirs nothing in death, no sadness, no happiness, no memory just the light of your consciousness going out. Don't try to find happiness just wake up everyday and do even one thing that brings even a semblance of happiness, even if it's just a fleeting emotion. Not liking a chapter in a book doesn't mean it doesn't get better and will. Be selfish, be selfless, be happy, be sad just continue and live your story no matter where it takes you.
Lost my dog today she ate something sharp which cut up her intestines. She had an emergency procedure but sadly she didn’t make it. I cried for hours and stayed with her for 2 hours until she took her last breath. I feel like life is not worth it I always loose what is most important to me. I hope you rest in piece Senta I love you more than anything in this world 😢❤
im so sorry for your loss:[
Life is always worth it, if not for yourself then for those around you. there are times where it may not feel like you are loved, but there are always people there. Stay strong.
I feel you on this one. Lost my dog suddenly to cancer and held her, on her last journey, the whole day, till we parted ways forever. Couldn’t eat or think for days without crying, cause she’d always be there with me.
I know she’s watching and waiting for me and I have no doubt yours is doing the same now for you, but for a later time.
Feel hugged by an internet stranger❤️
Im so sorry dont worry you will meet her in heaven thats for sure !
I’m scared because my elderly cat has become super clingy to me and I know what that means
Ever worst when you couldn’t say goodbye
When I readed ur comment I bursted out of tears I never gotten to say goodbye to my great grams before she passed away I loved her so much 😔💔 rest in peace great grams❤️🥺
When I read your comment I started crying because when I was in 5th grade in the summer I was borad because I didn't really have that many pll to talk to and I was at the playground that day with my sister and she called out to a boy that was new to the neighborhood and she was like do you want to play with us and ofc I kicked her and said why did you say that because I'm a non socal person and me and that boy started talking and playing together everyday of the summer and when we got back to school he kept looking at me and one day when we where at the playground he started crying or blushing a lot I really don't remember but it turned out he liked me like he had a crush on me and I was like 10 so I was like what fo you mean because I didn't know what love was then so time went on and I and that boy started dating for like 2 months and he loved me so much but I didn't take it seriously because I just liked him like a friend because I didn't like him and time went on and we where at the park like normal and we where there till late and we said by see you tomorrow but the next day he didn't come to the park and it went on like that for 3 months and I eventually moved and there was still no sight of him so I moved with a heavy heart and in the first week of moving to the new place one night I was listening to sad music because I love the commfert it gives but all of a sudden I heard this one lyric and I bussed out sobbing and I couldn't control it and I did that till it felt like I was going to passout and that went on for 3 years and even now I am still heart broken over it and I'm 13 now and I understand and regret a lot now
now you are right like no one else, I’m sorry grandpa, I love you very much and more than anything in the world, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry that I didn’t come when I was supposed to come, when you were very bad, so bad, so bad bad, YOU SUFFERED, after everything you did to me, I STILL DIDN’T COME, I HATE MYSELF MORE THAN EVERYONE IN THE WORLD, I’M SORRY, I beg you.
@@brookoffline very sad story, don’t look for the guilty, you were children, try to forgive yourself and don’t think that your friend is offended or disappointed. After this, after what you have experienced, a friend will definitely protect you. “Try, you can do it, I believe in you.” -your friend.
@@EmmaPlayzRose I’m a stranger, but I’m sorry and I sympathize, I share your pain,,’
listening to this while i write my goodbye letter to my grandpa. i’ve never lost a family member before, i hope heaven is real.
God bless you
Hello, I hope you meet in paradise, there is always paradise in Islam 🥹💌
The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.
You got this man I’ve been there
@@briancurtis1889 Thank you, I needed that
@@digitalhd4607 of course my brother! Stay strong things will get better if ya keep pushing forward. Just keep improving yourself and focusing on the important people in your life. You got this king 💪
It gets better after a few crushing moments brother. Mine been 8 years and I am feeling numbed and fine but the ghost of her lingering shadow still sneaked up in my dream and woke me up in the middle of the night to remind me how much I loved her but it is only sometimes I hope
On my side it's been a year since the end of a ten year relationship. its hard for me man. i really hope i can live with that sometime and be kind of happy again.
Almost five months ago, on September 29th, my best friend killed himself. I remember where I was, I remember who I was with, I remember what I was doing, I remember my thoughts the day I got his last 'thank you for everything, you really helped me.' message. I hate myself for being mad at him the last time we spoke, I hate myself for not getting to say goodbye. All I ask for is one more minute, one more hug, one more I love you, and one more I'm sorry.
edit;; to all of the people in the replies, please stop telling me you'll be joining him. it's insensitive and overall puts me in a worse state of mind. you should be telling a close friend, or a loved one, not a stranger on the internet crying over his BEST FUCKING FRIEND. the loss of my best friend is enough, i don't need multiple of you telling me how much you want to end it too.
I understand you very much, it's extremely difficult to lose someone close to you. I've experienced that too. I am from the city of Mariupol, which was destroyed by Russian aviation, I am very sorry for all those I knew from this city. I am sorry that I could not help, my house is in ruins, many have died, I will never see my home again, but the main thing is to remember that you are not alone and that you should not wonder, despite the fact that a lot of bad things are happening in the world, this does not mean that it is time to ask yourself, live here and now. Don't be afraid of the future and don't miss the past.
It’s alright I’ll go find him up there for you
@@Skz-zw5og dont go, from a stranger on the Internet, it's not worth it. Life is rough it always will be, don't let that stop you, keep going and remember there's always someone who cares
@@SleepiTime-z1z I just wanna end it I’ve been trying to hold it I just can’t can a heart still break once it’s stopped beating my parents hate me no one likes me
@@Skz-zw5og That's still not a reason, I've tried many times. Just The thought of leaving behind everything you love gives me chills. Again from a stranger on the internet, it's not worth it. You might not know me, but just know I care.
To whomever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love your problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love your hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
from the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(not mine, but deserves to be shared)
I can't stop crying because of this... Tears just falling down and...
Thank you for it. I love you too...
Oh, my makeup is messed up now, heh)
Had to drop a comment.
Hope you are well and successful in every goal you have set out for yourself.
Take care of yourself as well. ✌️
I love u 2 ❤
I’m cry fr
its mine, im not made im actually happy im so happy my message is being spread through the inter net and how some words on a screen can make somebody so happy... thanks for helping many people you dont even know.. you are a true one, stay happy anyone who may read this
i really didn't realise it'd be the last time for so many people, places. i hope everyone finds peace.
❤
You too.
I kissed my best friend this weekend. In the morning, she told me that our friendship is totally over. This title is so perfect for me...
Tell us more!
she god mad at ur for showing affection ?
@@slee8346 rather because she saw it as a simple friendship and he did the step she feared the most
Ddamn😥
What why did she do that that's not right
“Sometimes we hold onto the pain because it's our last reminder of a happiness now past”
My ex broke up with me 4 months ago we go to the same University, we still see each other she still hangs out with my friends that I barely go to because I don’t know when she’ll appear but when she does, I get these waves of emotions ranging from happiness, joy, love, sadness, anger, and peace. Thank you for all you’ve given me I won’t forget the times and memories we shared together. I’ll always love you.
Are you alright? I hope you can feel better. Hope you can heal.
😔
This sounds like the exact situation im in but im the girl
OE PLENA
I know this was sent 10 months ago but I hope your feeling better, I’ve also had a similar thing when I was in uni. It’s now been 2 years for me and it does get easier but you just gotta not blame yourself and put your needs first for a while maybe go to the gym or find a hobby and/or job and meet people
Of course I miss my friend, what happened to us? It feels bad to walk past her every day and act like two total strangers, I miss hearing her voice, I miss her hugs, I miss everything about her. Didn't I give her enough? Was I not enough? I really miss you, Addy. I know you don't care about me anymore, but you will always have a place in my heart.
You're better off than she is, because your heart is true.
just trust me you'll be fine.
I'm graduating college soon. I wish my mom was here to see that i finally did it. i finally did something she could be proud of.
Update: I graduated. It wasn't as lonely or horrible as I expected it to be. I got through it, and so can you❤️ you've got this!
Congratulations! ❤
I proud of you❤ and I’m sure your beloved mother is too
It hurts when you don't have something you desire but it hurts more when you had that thing and lost it forever
You feel dead inside, like you're just empty, knowing it can never return to the way it was.
I love how we can interact with people on the internet to relate with each other
😢😢😢getting to see the world from the eyes of multiple strangers scattered around the world
I thought 2024 was going to be the best. The new year came by so quick and I was so excited to see what would happen this year, but God had other plans. My best friend passed away in a mottorcross accident and it broke me, she was so young and barely got to live her life. I know God had a reason to take her and he welcomed her into heaven with open arms but it still hurt. So spend every moment you have with you loved ones because you never know when that moment will be your last.
This is so beautiful God loves you im so sorry for your loss I hope your doing ok sending you lots of love!!!!❤
The last time you dropped me off for school. It’s a blur. I hope you knew how much I love you, forever. Rip dad.
Ohh i hope u are doing well, and im sorry for your loss 😞. Sending u lots of love and hugs ❤
@@luvqueen._. Aw this made my day I forgot about this post. I am doing better😊
@@juliamartin2738 I'm gladdd to hear so, have a nicee day
i miss him
you are not alone i understand i miss her too
sending good vibes
i miss him so much i can't stop myself from sobbing and going right into dissociation, i know how badly it hurts, ive started smoking because i can't handle the pain
@@mar420.74 feel better and stop smoking please. i love you and you can't imagen how much, please push throuh it
@@stefan_ceausu thank you
@@exzilter The world does not rest solely on one dear person. If you have lost someone dearly, it does not mean that life is over. You can also find hundreds more such dear people and instead of those you lost, you can make others happy. Your life is connected with a thousand others, you will never be alone, we can only be the happiest person surrounded by the same happy people. Only forward to the future, , ,
My dad has stage 4 colon cancer and hes uncurable. Hes lived 2 years past his expected day of death. He is a light in my life. A week before his surgery he tried teaching a life full of lessons in one week, how to treat a woman, how to tie a tie, where to reach out for help, and how to cope with loss, just in case he didn't live. He taught me what a real man is. A real man cries, loves, cares, helps, and heals. Not the "man up" bullshit i was condition by my grandpa when he used to live with me. My dad said he hopes he can hold onto life long enough to see his first grandchild be born. My brother and his now fiance accidentally got pregnant and kept the baby. I've never seen my Fathed cry so many tears of joy. He held his grand daughter and started crying because he didn't think he'd ever get to meet her. Accidents happen but they can be something great. Im an uncle with an amazing niece. Although life sounds great, he suffers. He suffered from 2 strokes and a heart attack where he coded twice and by some fucking miracle with no life saving measures, his heart started beating again. I thank what ever causd him to come back to life everyday. I opened up to him about how i felt suicidal and he cried because he said im a reason for him living. He loves me talking to him everyday, walking into his room every night saying goodnight, and telling him how my life is, my friends life is, and how my relationship is. Ultimately idk how much longer he has but i hope he can hold on for 2 more years for when i propose to my girlfriend. Dad you were right, she is the one. Life is short, always tell them you love them because tomorrow isnt promised. I love you dad
Update: Broke up with my girlfriend. She shattered my heart and took me for granted. My dad and mom have been amazing. They're the reason I keep fighting.
Praying for your family 🙏🏻❤️
Fuck man I cried in the airport reading this
Dam bro , your story brought tears to my eyes , as a man its no small feet , I lost my girlfriend of 4 years and I dont know who I am without her but Im pushing , reading your story helped me realise that we spend too much time focused on the wrong thing. Keep pushing man , you always think that she is the one until you meet the one.
@CruiseMunasheMatemberere we all find our reasons for living. It's hard leaving someone you still care so much about. However, there's still so much life to live
Hey beautiful stranger🙏 I am sending prayers your way for your family. People like your father, family, the ones we love, are the most special star that will keep shining no matter what.
That type of love doesn't simply cease to exist... it's energy, light, that one day when we cross over from this world we are still together (although not visibly...) until we once embrace again. But that type of energy cannot be separated. Love truly is magical, that's why your father keeps going.
If you want to you could listen to "Drukmo Gyal's purification mantra of the five elements" it is truly beautiful and it's a balm for the soul💫 (I listen to it very often for the dearest soul💗I've ever loved that is no longer in this plain with me).🪷🍀🙏
one of the saddest things about now knowing its your last time together is 𝘯𝘰𝘵 knowing its your last time together.
Fr .. 💔💔
never know when it’ll be the last time so enjoy every second with who you have left
Absolutely! It’s those moments that really matter. Let’s make the most of our time with loved ones.
people who think leaving this world relives all their pain, but it really just passes it to your beloved ones..
Sadly, there minds are too clouded to remember if they're even worth it to them anymore, atleast some give farewells before doing it, but it doesn't change the fact that they'll end up hurting those whom they know and love who are mutual. (sorry if my comment is too deep, but I'm just merely stating the truth)
What if the one who hurts you and gives you pain is the one you love? What if living is not worth the living anymore? Will you still go on and suffer everyday?
@Luinisard so basically you believe suicide is selfish? because i think its not in the slightest, you need to stop thinking about the others and think about the person actually struggling, if they struggled so badly that it caused them to end their life then the people grieving them wont be nearly half as depressed unless they end up falling down the same route. yes it sucks but think about the person doing it first, not everyone else
I think you are right but I don’t think that they will be happy knowing that I’m not.. I’m trying to keep going, for them, but I think that my time as come.
AceyKittyEdits having a oruan high school host club pfp like me
the person i love most in this world ended her own life last night.
i wanted to spend the rest of my life by her side. we did everything together, told each other everything, WERE everything. she was everything.
i don’t know what the hell i’m supposed to do now. how can i live life, be a normal person, be happy after this? do i even deserve to be happy, without her being happy with me?
I’m so so sorry for your loss🫂
Baby of course you deserve to be happy. You both did. You do. Please allow yourself kindness and joy you've suffered a great loss and will especially need it now.
hey, i hope you are doing ok. someday you will smile again and her memory will bring you comfort
I dont think ive ever been lonelier in my entire life until this year.
Edit: Thank you guys so much for helping me, I appreciate every single one of you :)
It's going to be okay :)
How do you know that when you think you are your higher self isn't really yourself in disguise.
It’s a thing we all go through at some stage. Embrace it. Even enjoy it. It’s temporary. You’ll get there. Small steps. Take each day as it comes, worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. You’ll get there 💚
bro i love u its ok
i know.
I loved her so much, that I forgot what hating myself felt like
That's so powerful! Loving someone deeply can often remind us of our own worth. Healing takes time.
This playlist and title hits different when the love of your life is not on this earth anymore 💔
my deepest condolences,
may they rest in peace
Just know the love of your life will love you regardless where they are…
i am not even depressed but i like to listen such songs
Us
We
❤
Same.
Your lonely my guy
She was only 13. I miss her so much.. some times I blame myself for her death. Maybe I could have helped. Maybe if we talked more. Maybe she wouldn’t have done it. It’s been 2 years. I can’t stop think about what I could of done.
Don't blame yourself it's okay, dear❤. It's not your fault I'm sure that you did everything to make her smile even though you didn't know what she was going through. And it's perfectly fine to not know what other people are going through. Just know that she is proud of you and is cheering you on in life looking out fir you. It's not your fault. It's just something you sometimes can't help. All I know is that no one is blaming you and certainly not her. Take care, hun, and remember that it's not your fault, got it? So keep your head facing forward and keep walking even though there are going to be struggles. Keep walking and don't look back because nothing is your fault. Just jeep walking to keep making her even more proud of the way you come. Take care get enough rest goodnight hun ❤
Omg I just got over skin cancer. I had to go to the hospital many times to get my skin cut off to stop the spreading and had to stay home from school a lot. Have a good day!
Ohhh hope you are doing welll, sending lots of a love and hugs.... ❤ You are very bravee and wish u have a great life
Watched my grandfather fight with that keep your chin up an wear a hat
@@moglie431 oh i hope you are doing well and grandpa too! ❤️
Well I hope u never get vaxxed again cause it's gonna come back....
If I knew that it was our last hug I would hug you tighter 💔I miss you grandma 🕊️🤍
Last week, I didn't know that I was talking to my dad for the last time. Accepting the reality that we had to unplug him and let him slowly pass on to the next life was one of the hardest things that I've ever done. I had to be the person to tell my brothers and sister that he had a Catastrophic Stroke and that he wouldn't be the same if he survived the surgery, which he only had less than 5% survivability. I cried harder than 99% of my life so far (30yo+) as the man who was my first friend was lying there. May we meet again, pops.
I was listennind to this playlist, laying down in bed and crying my heart out thinking about my dad who passed away few months ago... then the playlist ended, and when i was about to close the app i was your comment first, talking about your dad also.. your comment felt like a sign from the universe, it made me feel less lonely, made my feelings more valid... sorry about your dad, may we meet them in the next life
@@khawlanadir1211 thanks you so much.
i mourn in this universe and in countless others, as it is one where we are not lovers until the end
whoever reading this,
There is hope. God will never leave you.
Loving her while knowing it's one sided is the worst. You only exist when she's bored and would still die for a few more seconds with her.
fr.
I'm on the current boat rn my man. Unfortunately I have no where to go. No family. No friends. Just her.
It’s okay
Love is a fragile emotion man
You will just keep hurting yourself ....
Prefer honour and be alone
Prefer integrity man...
Love to you brother ..
I have been down that path , there's no end once you start sinking ..you keep sinking
..life will get over ...but we would just be stuck in the same place ....it's worse than not getting love
@@haydenburnett8887 stay strong
I hate when i met someone new and they start asking what is you favorite song/movie, it's just making my mind flooded with memories with that one person that we always talk everyday...
I just can't moved on
I'm sorryy, hope you are doinggg better... ❤
I didn't make a good last impression. That will forever be my biggest regret. Do you miss me just as much? For as many times as I have thought of you, you must think me mad, but I assure you that I am no more mad then as when you found me. So long, my friend. I hope you will reminisce about our fateful times together later in the path that guides you and may you forever know my name as much as I think about yours.
Farewell and best of wishes
- Your first friend.
Thank you for this post. The words I couldn't find...or maybe in a weird way it's her helping me forgive myself. Sorry if this was personal but it touched me.
same here sis
Beautify worded. A poem. Loved reading this.
when i was in the hospital for my eating disorder, i had a roommate and i swear she was like my best friend. i was so glad to be away my siblings and family because they used to get on my nerves. i’ve never been able to relate to somebody so much for those past five days. we would tell each other about how good we’re doing. but i could tell there was something wrong. sure was declining, she didn’t want to sing any karaoke, braid each others hair, or gossip about boys while looking at the cute latest magazine. i knew i was going to lose this girl that was my shoulder to cry on. i became angry at her, i was angry that she wasn’t doing good. i became angry that the lord was not answering her prayers, i became angry that she was dying. she would become tired than usual, i knew something was going to happen. but i was scared, i was scared to lose the only person that i’ve talked to in ages. i used to be mute for six months straight until i met her. i used to be a sour person until i met her. when her boyfriend broke up with her, she got worse from there. she wouldn’t even want to talk, eat, drink, all she did was cry. but even when she didn’t want to talk to me, i made sure she knew that i was there for her. her family started coming in our room almost daily, i knew something bad was going to happen. maria asked if i believe in God. i didn’t know what to say. and the next thing that she asked me will stay with me forever. she said “if God is real, why hasn’t he made me better? why hasn’t he answered his prayers? does God not love me anymore?” just like that, on that saturday september 28th of 2023 at 11:11 pm, she passed away. but she died knowing that she had a great friend holding her while she goes to heaven. i wanted to cry, but i feel like there was an angel holding my tears in my eyes, i felt so down, but i knew she was better. while my mom was hugging me crying tears of joy for being alive and being okay, all i could do was look across at her mom was hugging maria of tears of sorrow. i ran to the chapel screaming and crying asking God why did he have to take her away from me and her family. she was so sweet and kind. she was so beautiful too. her long brown hair and her olive skin and her light freckles, her eyes were brown like chocolate kisses. i felt her presence in that chapel, i couldn’t cry anymore. i heard telling me that everything is going to be alright and she told me to strive for the best. she told me to take care of myself and her diary. when i went back into our room, her stuff was gone. except for her diary laying on the new made bed. i read that diary and i broke down, she had such a good life with her siblings and family. as i was coming to the end of the book, i saw my name in it. i was curious at first but when i started to read the book, i cried. but these tears were not tears of sadness, they were tears of joy, relief, tears of thankfulness. she reminded me that life is only good if you make it good. don’t be negative because it will have a negative outcome. you can’t change the past for what is done, is done. we can’t jump to the future for we have to stay in the present and go to the future. my darling maria i miss you so much. i’m still wearing the bracelets and shirt that we made for each other. i still have your diary and i read it every night before i go to bed and every morning before i get my day started, you mean the world to me. i miss you so much. i hope i get to see you again in another life. in another life, i hope we get to sing more karaoke, braid each others hair, and read the latest magazines. maria chea, such a beautiful name for a beautiful girl. may God keep you well in heaven. you deserve it angel. i love you. ❤
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i am crying you are so strong i love you.
This made me tear up this is so sad yet heartwarming at the same time. ❤
God bless you man. I wish you the best, this really has me crying and it is not even my history. Hope you get better.
This made me tear uo
Listening to this in my earphones while my parents are arguing.
Music is really a therapy, what else can I say
Absolutely, music really does heal! It's like a comforting embrace during tough times.
I've been friends with this girl for 4 years. We were exactly like sisters, even though we never met in real life. We made plans on how we could possibly meet and one day, when I finally had a chance to meet her, she stopped answering me. I started texting her desperately. In the end, i found out she ran away from home and her mother blocked me so I won't text her anymore. I was talking with one of her friends, asking about her condition. One random day, nobody knew anything else about her... A whole summer passed and I didn't hear anything from her, until, she started posting on her Instagram again. That's the moment I found out she never ran away from home, she just wanted me to leave her alone...
hug you.....
I'm feeling bad for you 🥲
I just hope you meet good people now
The truth hurts yah!
but lies.... :(
Maybe she's an online scammer honing her skills.
i met a girl in my school, she was the best and we had ton of sweet memories together, but unfortunately she got transferred to another school and now i dont clearly even remember her face but still she is in my heart, i dont know where she is or if she even knows that i exist, its just so sad, the last memory of her i have is we both are laughing together in the classroom.
Maybe try searching her socials and u could get in contact....
Bearly Existing ,
i didn’t even get to say goodbye to her. 6 hours later she was gone, and 42 hours later her body gave in. R.I.P SB, we miss you sweet girl.
My partner passed away last September. I thought I was lonely when we were together, but I was so stupid. I never realized how much I loved him until he was gone. And now I'm lonelier than ever.
i hate the place where it seems as if we are barely holding on. simultaneously a touch away from being in love, while also a step away from strangers.
That's such a poignant thought. Those moments of almost-magic can be both beautiful and heartbreaking.
this playlist reminded me of my grand father :[ i miss him...... he used to pick me up from school and buys me snacks but now its different may god look after him he was a good man :(
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She promised she wasnt like everyone else.. i knew it was too good to be true
Belive me u will find a person who is really not like everyone else...next to that person u feel peace,love and u will feel safe u will never feel this feeling oh she will find another or she will leave me... like i writted u will feel safe and peace ☺️
Same basically, wanted me, got me, then brought up everything that happened in the past that hurt me, against me in any argument.
If one day you will go here, just know that she broke up with you but all of us will never let you alone again, love you ❤
But eventually everyone leaves. I'm utterly alone. No help, no support. I drink dangerous amounts of liquor every night hoping I die in my sleep
My girlfriend of 4 years cheated on me with my girl best friend.
@Scrumptios I feel your pain. My girlfriend of 5 years, asked me for kids a month before our 5th yr anniversary. She broke up with me on our anniversary, and a month later she got together with my 2nd best friend, a person I called an older brother.
She didnt break up with me she is just no more in this world , i miss her
@@alfakynkillu8330 stop devaluing your whole life, did you live just like that? Get yourself together, no matter how hard it is, prove that trouble or failure will not stop you, show that you can be kind and happy in spite of life, STOP GIVING UP, I KNOW, LIKE NO ONE ELSE, HOW HARD ALL THIS IS, I'VE BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING, I'VE BEEN SO MUCH I LOST AND CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN TO OTHERS I MISSED SO MUCH I REGRET SO MUCH IN YOUR WAY I WANTED TO LIVE THIS WAY? FUCK THIS I WANT TO LIVE WE ALL WANT TO LIVE AND I AM THE ONE WHO WANTS YOU TO LIVE DAMN BRO WHAT THE FUCK SOME STRANGER IS TRYING TO PROVE TO YOU THAT THERE IS STILL AHEAD THIS IS NOT THE END!!!!!!STOP WHINING AND CRYING START BUILDING YOUR NEW LIFE IS SAD AND PAINFUL, BUT WHAT TO DO??? YOU WANT TO LIVE, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, MAKE OTHERS! SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU CAN CHANGE THIS WORLD AND YOURSELF HOW MUCH YOU CAN HELP AND HOW MUCH YOU WILL CRY SMILE THAT EVERYTHING CONTINUES
I just wanna say buddy you can manage everything without sacrificing your sleep too!! Don't be too hard on yourself take your time but once you're up don't let anyone have an effect on you ...
You're the best ...hope to see y'all happy in life. Let's make it don't be a disappointment because you don't know the potential you're hiding and at last even if you feel like nobody's there not even you then remember God is always with you & have a great relationship with God and that's it MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE .... Let's meet in future with the best version of ourselves 🍀✨
Thanks buddy such a sweet comment I have ever read 💗
I'm getting nostalgic childhood vibes where everything felt so much lighter, the burdens of now gone, just free. I miss being a kid 😞
pov: your crying and sobbing in your pillow while listening to the music and an ad pops up
hahaha
Literally
The universe doesn't give a shit about ur pain, ha!
This comments are just miracles
People can find their soulmates
I just thankful for people who are writing motivational comments ❤
Playlist hits harder when due to your own mistakes you lost everyone you knew.
Exactly
reading these comments really makes me realize how even tho you don’t actively see it, so much pain is happening to people behind closed doors and you’re helpless to their situation.
protect your physical and mental well being out here guys. much love to you strangers.. ❤️🩹
I miss my nephew...he was only 16 and 2 weeks ago today he died. They couldn't find any reason during the autopsy for why we lost him. He was my 16yr old sons best friend, cousin, and so much more. Their dad's are identical twins so DNA wise they would look like they were half brothers.. and they were. We called them our UN-identical twins and joked they were brothers from another mother. I miss you Ryan...SO SO much. I love you buddy. Fly high little angel
im so sorry my love... its hard losing someone that you love dearly i lost my grandma and grandpa and my great grandma i'd never forget how much i love them. Just know god is by your side through this!!!! love you my dear
This song makes me miss someone I’ve never met… In a life we never lived.. and it’s melody carrying fragments of memories imprinted in my soul…
You have lots of emphaty in your heart!
@@gio-e2w 💗
i had no idea that 9/30/24 a few hours after volleyball practice i would lose my best friend (my cat). it struck me like a bullet coming home to an empty house and seeing the spot where she collapsed. We got her ashes but it still breaks my heart that I know i won't have her by my side when im going through tough things anymore. i miss her so much.
its 5:51am when writing this, im crying my eyes out because if i had known it was our last time together i wouldve said i love you one more time, or hugged a little tighter, or held onto the sound of his voice just a little longer. he cheated on me, and got with the girl after we broke up. its the day after christmas, thursday, december 26th, 2024, he broke up with me 6 days before christmas. he was my home. Its kinda like when a tornado meets a volcano, and you wanna go home, but you know your home was destroyed, now he was my home, but also the tornado, i was the volcano, and she was the cold water to bring him down. everything hurts so much and i genuinely just want it to stop.
I am so sorry. You didn’t deserve that. You are beautiful, don’t forget that. I don’t know you, but you are very strong, and I’m proud of you. I promise you will find someone so much better. I hope your doing good
I just really need a hug. One of those long ones where your hair gets played with and you’re able to fall asleep content. I haven’t sleep good since the last time I got one and that was in the fall of last year.
Would hug you if i could
I know these never really feel the same, but you've been sent a virtual hug! I hope that you get that hug, and I hope it's from someone who loves you unconditionally and they do the thing where they sway as they hug you and it's everything you need it to be.
listening to this while spending christmas alone.
Remember, the universe always has your back. Every star, sunrise, and breeze is a quiet reminder that you're never truly alone. This solitude is not a void but a space for growth, preparing you for the joy and connection ahead. Trust the process-the universe is guiding you, always.
You’re stronger and more loved than you realise.🌟
*The haunting beauty of dark academia melodies lies in their ability to capture the essence of unspoken longing and quiet contemplation, weaving a tapestry of emotions that linger long after the music fades*
To the greatest grandma out there...Thank you for your fried chicken, thank your for your homemade pizza, thank you for your smile, thank you for your penguin obsession, thank you for helping me catch frogs, thank you for giving me hugs, thank you for loving me, thank you for listening to me, thank you...for your last words..."I love you."...I just wish I got to tell you what I wanted to, because now I never get to.
Just remember, cherish every moment with family that you can, even though it will hurt more when they go, it will feel so much better to remember them by other, happier things than their passing. ❤
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
Sorry for ur loss ❤
music is the only thing that can make me cry anymore, its like my emotions have officially shut off but music just makes me actually feel the emotions that i have locked away now.
Music has a unique way of unlocking our feelings. It’s okay to let those emotions flow through the melodies.
Tired of life,feel like ending it all but the thought of my family and friends crying , this made me cry and rethink,I would cause so much pain to others. So I am not giving up,I would keep on moving . Ahead ahead
❤️🩹
Never give up, there will be hard times but don't give up, it's going to be okayyy, sending u lots of love and hugs❤...
my gramma is moving away tomorrow (as of when i wrote this comment.) when i had to say bye to her i didn’t realize it was gonna be (most likely) the last time i saw her. ive been crying for the last 30 minutes. im crying because of so many things that’s happening right now in my life. it hurts so bad but i have to be strong and keep acting like everything is ok.
I hope you are doingg okayy ❤ sending lots of love and hugs...
Why would it be the last time?
@@mun3698 oh I'm sorry. 😔
The worst part is, the one you lost, the time you didn't know would be the last hits us the hardest. How you stay up late at night maybe cryin over them and wishing they were here with you, how they would be there to smile, and laugh, and hug, and make you smile, and feel warm inside, and giggle. How you wish they were there to see how far you've made it, or how much you have tried. It's hard knowing that you won't be able to tell them everything, or anything. It's hard, knowing that when you wake up, they're still not here.
Last year I lost the love of my life in a horrible car accident. The day before he died we got into a big argument and I kept ignoring his calls. Now I live with so much regret for not being there in his last moments. Appreciate your loved ones while we’re here tomorrow is not promised. 💔
That's not ur fault love I bet you he's looking down at you everyday making sure yours alright and smiling
i really wish we could’ve worked out, i wish it could’ve been him. but i know that if we are meant to be God will bring us back together one day.. until then i’ll just have to let him go and move on
Unforgettable . It’s bittersweet, a little bit of a mixture including some chaos and romance, yet the pot still continues to stir. Your story isn’t finished yet, there’s still more ingredients to add
i hate seeing her around cause i never know how to act. she was my best friend and i miss her like crazy but i know i have changed too much for things to return to the way they were. it’s been three years and i still think about our time together, i wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. i love you j.
my favorite memory i've had was when i was 7 at my grandmas house. we would go there once and a while because she didn't live in the same state as me so we would drive out once and awhile. my grandmas husband, who i referred to as my grandpa back then because my grandparents were divorced, also lived with iya (my grandma) iya and grandpa had a huge house. there was a fish tank, a basketball court, a pool, a field, a pond, everything you could imagine. every year, my grandpa would throw a huge party every 4th of july and the whole neighborhood would come. i didn't even know the people there and everybody would come pouring in. everybody was happy. there was no drama with my family, we were all together. one thing about my grandpa is that he always loved fireworks. every occasion there would always be fireworks. and he would always set them and they would go off. my grandpa died of cancer when i was 9. even if i didn't even know back then or realize that we weren't even related, we still had an inseperable bond and he treated me like his own grandchild. the last moment i saw him I didn't know would be the last time. i never even got to say goodbye. so for the first 4th of july without grandpa. it didn't feel the same. instead of waiting for the fireworks to go off i ran into my room and sobbed. i will always miss him. cherish your loved ones while they are still here. ♥
Everyone else is commenting how their sad or if you listen to this your depressed but I’m just listening to it bc it’s calming
Faaaaaaaaaaxxxxx
I lost what I loved so dearly to someone else and I didn't realise. I lost all motivation to move ahead. I might collapse any moment overthinking. But I am fighting within myself and no one realises it.
It's tough when motivation fades, but remember, each day brings new hope. You're not alone in this fight.
@TerasaSedihsadsong Thankyou I am in this situation for 3 days now. I am just trying to tell my brain that it's ok. Sh*t happens. But my emotions aren't getting in control. I sound like depression now. The clocks ticking to better or worse I don't know. But eventually I will move out. To overcome prayers are kind of helping but I understand it's up in this brain.
Of my many comments to my late best friend, I hope this music reaches you Courtney. I miss you.
That heartfelt connection is so profound. Courtney will feel your love through these melodies!
I started crying before even clicking on the video. Just reading the title made me break down.
I really wish I could have 5 more minutes with you, orange peel. I miss you more then anything. You were the light of my life and I was too stupid to realize that until it was too late. I love you so goddamn much. I hope you know that, wherever you are, my sweet hamster...
I was watching a movie with my best friend and the first song came on. This was the night before he was killed in a car crash. He was a loved brother, friend, and marine who will be missed forever. I loved him so much and i miss him. It's been 2 years since that fatal crash ended his life at 17. we were innocent 17 year olds who had no idea what life even was. I miss you Justin 🩵
I have been so lucky to be almost 50 years old and to not have lost more than an uncle that wasn’t very close to and a grandma I was too young to appreciate. But I know the time is near. Mom is getting old. My sister is in cancer remission. So I have to cherish every moment because I’m one of the lucky ones
My mom has cancer and I would not like anybody go through this not even my worst enemies. I don't know u but I respect u. U have fought till the end. But I still have faith that a miracle can happen. I pray for u and know that God will bring u peace . I love u as God loves u. I just hope u journey through this life to the next is peaceful ❤️🙏
rest in peace dad, i'll miss you forever.
The most beautiful thing is when they pass through the same hallway, knowing everything they experienced together and still continuing each one on their own.Memories stop being painful, they begin to be part of beautiful memories and learning. That's the beauty of moving forward.
Miss my cousin, wish he knew i was here for him, he didnt have to go like that- Miss my girl, i hope she's so much happier up there rolling in the grass like the stunning dog she is- Miss my mum xx love you sm
it hurts a lot when even family doesn't feel like family anymore..
Today my bf of 1 entire year broke up ..I didn't realize that there will be no more good morning love with heart emoji from now...he was cheating on me got caught and actually did the same twice . ..while we were toghter.....I can't take it anymore and broke up on spot it just breaks my heart I am crying my eyes out right now ...while writing but I know what I did was right...and need to move on 🕊
You deserve better!! Work on yourself and treat yourself good. Stay pure of heart. You deserve the world❤❤
We are on the same Page, the difference is that my BF Just had a baby, and the Mother recently moved with him. So I dont know how to end my relationship, cuz I really love him, but Im broken
Mf my gf of 7 years left me almost 2 years ago, and I'm still here thinking of her while she's already onto another relationship.
He betrayed you
I know how you feel. I am sorry. Going through it too.❤❤
@@katherinearias7005at this point, you need to realize this is codependency and not love. If love was involved, you’d also love yourself enough to get the hell out of that circus. I mean, really?? Gets another woman pregnant while with you and lives with her? Girl please. There is no love. You need to go heal and love yourself
hanging out together at a bus stop bench just far enough away from school that we couldn't hear it anymore, that it was just us in the quiet, eating lunch and laughing and watching the emptiness in the park several feet in front of us. music playing on their phone, backpacks on the ground, reminiscing about how far we'd come and how long we'd known each other. staying a little bit too long and rushing to class together. sitting at the same desk even though it was just for one person.
and then everything changed, just stopped and shifted away from me, and we still talk but it's not the same as it was. because we were not made to touch for so long we would melt together but to mix just enough to change each other's hues and then part. i gave them someone safe and they gave me a whole new world to experience, and i think we loved each other, but we weren't made for each other's kind of love.
and i didn't know that would be our last time as real friends, living in a real connection. i didn't know it back when we first hung out and walked along the train tracks. i didn't know it when i first tried vodka with them and i spat it out onto the snow. i didn't know it when we kissed and i didn't like the feeling. i didn't know when i did scary things i hated just because it was with them. i didn't know i did all of it, because i liked them. because they made it all bearable, even wonderful, made it all worth doing. i didn't have to like the rest of it as long as i had that one good part.
and now the good part is gone, and i have to learn to love everything else without them, everything that they introduced me to and made me see for real. because of them i loved the world. but the memory is just a memory now. the sea is just the sea. i have no one to experience it with in the colour of love.
i was 12 when my grandfather died of cancer,we where pretty close. when i found out he died all i did was sit there and scream...i felt responsible, like i couldve changed somthing,anything even..the years after his death make me feel like im sinking in a deeper hole. every birthday, every acheivement...it means jack shit now. i would give up universes if it ment i could see, or even talk to him again....then it was my uncle,he was on hospis after a 4 year struggle with cancer and i was there for every motion. was i too young? maybe,but i wouldnt change a thing. i was there to watch my younger cousins and provide comfort for my aunt (she has very broken english) i was even there when the nurse came by and explained the morphine and comfort meds... when he was slipping away, he took my hand...he wasnt able to open his eyes but he could hear...his hands where warm like a heating pad and he squeezed my hand. they had to pry me from his bedside as i cried and begged for them to let me stay...he died 3 days later...i wish they could see me now. im gonna be 14 in a week,i passed the HSK and i applied for early college...i find myself crying atleast once a night about their deaths...i still feel responsible...for the last 2 years i tried to pick up what i could and mend what was left,i dont know if i even want to try anymore.
It's going to be alright dear ❤️ trust me we gave all been there I mean I really can't say anything since I'm 12 but I know how it feels like not wanting to even try. But trust me it will get better. And don't blame yourself trust me you did everything you could. Plus the past is the past im positive that your grandpa isn't blaming instead he's cheering you on to not give up. And I'm proud of you for that. I'm proud about what accomplished, and how your still going even when it's hard. I'm positive that your uncle and grandpa feel the same. So stop blaming yourself and look ahead look at the road in front of you filled with success and keep going to make your grandpa, your uncle, and everyone else even more proud of you. I'm proud of you and keep going don't give up ☺️ ❤
-12 year old stranger on the internet saying the truth ❤
@@DairaAileen-lj1rr we're doing a bit better now❤ lysm
@asleep01 No worries dear happy to hear that your doing better ❤️