WHAT HAPPENDED TO ME?! (Issues With My Brain)
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- Опубликовано: 13 ноя 2018
- Thank you everyone for giving me my space over the year and a half. These past 2 years have been the most changeling yet but I know there are more storms to come. I finally feel confident in myself and with my relationship with God which were two things I have struggled with since I can remember. Every day is a day to progress, please be honest with yourself and with your thoughts, your mental health is not something to play around with and it is OUR responsibility to take care of OUR mental health! Stay amazing y'all. God Bless
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I just thought you got arrested for all of those California tickets you got
Right he once said thered be a story time updating us on that story.
i thought the exact same thing lol
man, i have missed the sound of that intro
samme
haley marquardt same😭🙌🏻
haley marquardt I forgot about the intro
haley marquardt wait. frfr
Peep that *burn book* pillow in the back💋😂
Yes
You do whats best for you thats all that matters. Love you 💚
bababfksahjgfhasfhahahahhahahahaa FACTS
It’s so refreshing to see someone speak so openly and upfront about their relationship with God ❤️
One of the hardest things I think is being able to talk like this and be gay at the same time. You know those holier than thou types who have to constantly lecture while ignoring the fact God loves us and he doesn't make mistakes so we are the way we are because God's plan works this way. To be gay AND Christian takes so much courage. I Stan axl even more knowing what kind of faith he has to have in God and his relationship with Him to be so open. ❤
Sis I have NEVER clicked faster
jessica reif same
jessica reif same skskssksw
Sameeeeeeeeee
SAME!!!!
That was me the other day, I made him wait today!🤣💜💜
he’s back from the dead 😱
Alx went through hell
*our favourite sister is back*
“Okay and you don’t match...and I don’t even see you” 😂😂
That numb detached feeling is horrible. I regularly feel it. I’m glad you’re helping yourself!! 💜
Broke my finger clicking on the video 😂💙
Melissa Silva me too!
Alex just preached an entire message and I don't think he knows it!!! Hahaha he even gave scripture reference!! 😂😂
ALX****
My apologies, Alx
do you know where in scripture the thing he mentioned is?
amandajohnsonmusic is on job chapters 38-41
amandajohnsonmusic you can search it on the message version. I like that one
*Alx has entered the chat* 😍😍
I stan a sister following God. 👏🏼
Alx is taking us to church today
And I don't mind at all
This video came at such a weird time. Just this morning I was crying because I've been so depressed lately that I seriously consider suicide. I think I'm going to get help and although im not Christian I believe I might find God myself. Thank you
Adrianna Perez good luck. i hope you find whatever it is that you need. ❤️
I feel the same way I'm thinking of taking a mental health day tomorrow 😔 I hope you feel better soon 🙏
Amen!!! Don’t give up on your life! Life IS worth living.
Rooting for ya!!
You gone be okay. You got this. You're a beautiful human being. We love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
It is such a comfort in my walk with God to hear about your progression.
Ive never clicked on a video so fast in my life.
Rayne Seaux #same
I am absolutely so intrigued by the way you explain the Scripture, I personally would love if you did a Bible Study Segment!!!
This video was so rejuvenating. I love this real, raw sit-down talk about life and how you've been. You're so genuine and honest, and listening to you talk about your struggles with mental health makes me feel normal for having similar issues. Thank you x
As much as I have missed watching your videos, your health comes first! I'm glad you're getting help. You've always been ahh-mazing! 💓
I’m rooting for you, Alx! Love you and Sheedra.
The fact he can openly talk about this is amazing. Truly appreciated and it’s good to know and understand different mental problems ppl can have.
I went through this last year. It has been life changing, looking at my Mom and saying I Love you and actually feeling something:). Thank you, Alx. Being this way is hard, and not seeing anyone else go through this is even harder.
This is seriously the most relatable video in the sense of how genuine you are about the things that have happened! Loved watching this. Needed to hear the ending. Glad you’re back!!
I’m happy he’s teaching people that part of your health is the mind and not just the body :)
I don't have the same condition with my brain, but I still NEEDED to hear this tonight. Thank you ❤ You should make more videos talking about your journey with Jesus! Such a real and honest testimony! You can just tell how genuine it is.
Thank you, Alx....just....thank you. As someone who works in the medical field, I'm so happy and proud of you for going and getting help and telling others not to be ashamed to love themselves enough to seek treatment. This entire video was worded SO well!! God bless you!! 👏🏻👏🏻
Keep working Alx, you’re doing amazing. Thank you for your honesty, I dont think I could ever be that open with people about my struggles so I know it wasn’t easy for you!
Love you Alx!!! So glad you're back and doing better!! ❤💙 I too have found God recently and I've never been happier, it's such a wonderful feeling to know that when we feel down or need help or need someone to talk to God is always there to listen and help without judgment! I'm seriously so proud of you Alx!
Alx! Can you please do a #biblestudysunday series when you are ready to do videos again! It’s a passion for you and it’s so beautiful to watch! I am not a fan of going into a church but I would LOVE to learn about God through you. 🙏🏼
I feel like you just accurately described what I've been dealing with. I have felt so disconnected for so long. I can't remember half of the things that have happened to me in life, and the things I do remember I feel like happened to someone else and I just watched them happen, if that makes sense. My mind, body, and soul have all been out of whack recently and I haven't been able to explain it. My mind has been messed up with thoughts a lot like the ones you described. My body doesn't do anything, yet I always feel exhausted and weak from just living and breathing. I am a believer and I pray every day, yet I still feel detachment from my soul. This video, as well as so many other things that have been randomly popping up around me recently, is so inspiring and it makes me want to talk to someone and make some life changes to get myself back on track. Thank you for posting this, Alx. I am so glad you're back and doing better!
I am going through the same thing and I so needed to hear what you've been through. You are such a huge encouragement and I pray for you every day.
Alx: I won't get sidetracked
Alx: *gets sidetracked*
Self care is a person’s number one priority (or should be) I would not unsubscribe because I believe in you and your talent and message. You are so strong telling your story and I cannot wait to see more from you in the future!
Haven’t heard this intro jingle in years!!! Thanks for coming back, prayers for you-guidance and peace! 💋❤️
Your journey with God is beautiful! Your message was something i needed to hear as I’m sure many others did as well. So great to see another follower in Christ sharing about things we can all relate to at some point in our lives 💓 Love you! I’ve been waiting for your return! Nice to see your beautiful face again 😊
omg hearing u talk about God and ur relationship with Him just made me so happy and gave me so much peace, i feel like u just told me exactly what i needed to hear❤️🤣
“From millionaire to *broke-naire* “ 🤣
edit: I love how he actually titled his next video this
i’m so proud of how far you’ve come and the fact that most of the things you spoke about connects with me in such a deeper sense then i expected. ♥️
Alex! I am blown away by this video. I am so proud of how far you have come. Continue glorifying God and you will be blessed! Excited to see what He has for your future
Y’ALL GOD IS SO SO SO GOOD!!!!
ILY Alx! Thank you so much for sharing your story! I’ve literally been watching you since 2014! I have absolutely loved seeing you find God, our Wonderful Savior & Father! And by the way, there’s always gonna be a gap in your life growth and maturity, but you’re always gonna be getting better from what you used to be. You’ll look back and be like wow I’ve come SO far and then you’ll say but look how far I have to go. That’s perfectly normal. God allows us to grow like this. The most beautiful flowers have to grow through dirt. ❤️
The Boss is back!! Great to see you Alex!!
A lot of us really missed you! Welcome back. Congratulations to you for taking the time to grow and care for yourself. I wish you quiet peace and prosperity.
I LOVE YOU. This video is amazing! I know you may have been through a bad situation but God is using you as a light. He’s taking a bad situation and turning it around for His glory and He is using you for the good, and I love you for being so open and honest. Don’t ever feel like something is wrong with you....because that’s what makes us human. You’re amazing and I love the human that you are.
This video has opened my eyes and made me rethink my whole life decisions. Great video
Came for James but instead I got a talk from God that I didn't know i needed!🙌 "is what youre thinking and doing setting you up for your future? No? Then we need to change that"
I'm living for this Ted Talk
I'm so HAPPY AND RELIEVED you're back Alx! I had/am having my bout with mental health myself. I understand. We're here for you.
This bright me to tears! I can hear Christ through you. God has blessed you beyond measure! Thank you for sharing your blessings with all of us! ❤️
I feel like God has sent me this video of you being vulnerable about what has been going on with you because, I have been SO attached to my thoughts of past sin with my mentally abusive ex-boyfriend and I would blame myself and get mad at him. Now I believe that I shouldn't hang onto my past mistakes since God forgives me and I have been baptized and he will continue forgiving me. Thank you so so soooo much Alx!!! ❤️ 😊 (Also, I hope that you continue to get better and for us on improving yourself, we're here for you!)
I just watched and I'm never one to comment on videos, idk just not my thing, but I've got to say. What you were saying about God is what I needed to hear, so bad, and I didn't even realize it! I know this is completely off topic from the video but it was like you were speaking directly to me. I've been stuck in a rut of just taking care of my soul that I was forgetting to take care of my mind and body; in fact, had never even occurred to me that I needed to take care of my human needs and live a human life. Things are gonna be different for me, I think I finally understand how to start living like I should be. God was really working through you just now Alex ♥️ I'm really glad I just chanced upon this video. Also thank you for updating us and I hope you feel not 100% better but 110% better, you deserve to feel love, and especially from yourself honey!
I hope you do well love!!
Preach sister! Glad you are back and healthy, God bless!!!
So happy that you’re doing better & im right there with ya. This video really helped me. Thank you Alx.
He is so iconic...I love u Alx and I will always support u and I hope this works out with u
Yasss! Been waiting allllll day!!! I’ve missed you ALX!!! Welcome back!! Love youuuuu!!! 😍😍😍😍
SO happy to have you back! You are NOT alone in feeling this way and it’s so important for you to take time for yourself when the feeling gets too much. CANT WAIT FOR MORE VIDEOS!
Thank you so much for posting this Alx!!
I loved your honesty! You have definitely encouraged me through your story. Finding that bridge between a relationship with God (soul) and mental health (mind/body) has been such a huge part of my own personal story, and it feels awesome to relate to others! Keep pushing forward, Alx, because you are making such awesome progress 💕
You have such awesome support in this community!!
What’s weird is that I also NEVER tell my parents I love them, nor my brother. I do tell my boyfriend I love him but I only do bc I feel like I HAVE to. If I didn’t feel that way I honestly would not say it ever. It’s just so weird that once you said that I was like omg me too. Hmm...well glad you’re back Alx! ❤️ you were missed
Same!! I tell my boyfriend I love him but never tell my parents. I love them truly but never say it
Mind, body, soul connections. You just taught me something about myself, don't really have myself in the best position. Glad you're ok now, I know I can be too
Edit: Never unsubscribed and my post notifications stayed on. Before you posted the pony tail video I was thinking like dang where is he
Thank you for speaking out about this. I’m feeling this so much and can relate to where your brain was at. I’ve been going through these same things and I’m so happy now that I have found a medication that works for me! And this makes me so happy that you are starting to heal!
Alx, I feel so blessed to see you thriving. This was such an encouragement. Thank you.
I am so happy your back and this explanation helps but take care of yourself. I love you so much😍
I love him to he's one sweet guy
I love this! I'm bipolar and I've been struggling with taking medication thinking I should be able to completely trust in God. This is really helpful ❤️
Your soul is so amazing I can tell, and thank you for sharing your beliefs. It’s helping me a lot actually
Thank you for talking about this and making people who struggle with mental health know we aren't alone and that it's okay.
Welcome back! Times like this I'm so glad to be notification squad! God bless Alx
So glad to see ur face on here again...haven't even got 5 seconds in the video but I just had to say hey to u and Grace Face !!!
Missed you so much!!! You're in my prayers always and thank you for being so open and honest about your mental health. You got this!!!
I have missed you. Thank you for coming back. I’m glad you got the help you needed! 💞💞💞🙏🏾
Just had one of the worst nights I’ve had in awhile.. swore that if I didn’t have a kitten with me I would have crashed my car.. so thank you for this Alx ❤️ moving on, not lingering 🙏
YOURE BACK 🤩❤️
*Beautiful message* and missed you! I needed to hear this. I've been stranding away from my path with God and you just swerved me back into the right direction. Thank you, Alx!
I'm so happy for you that you have finally gotten to a good place in your life. And I'm so happy that God is working through you to reach others, to help other people. Telling your story is so brave, most people wouldn't do what you have and I feel it is God telling you to get this out. Keep fighting the good fight!
I love this. Love hearing about your journey and trust in God ❤️
So true buddy god loves us all
Praise God I missed you I’m keeping you in my prayers 💞💞💞
I believe God brought me to this video today. I can relate and understand what you had felt, not feeling loved and feeling detached from being a human being. I had gotten on medication that has made me feel better. You have sent a message that I think everyone should have the privilege of hearing. You make such good points and made me realize so many things that help me!!! Welcome back, Alx. Thank you for creating this video and sharing it for everyone who needs it.
Alx, you are such an incredible role model and man of God. Thank you for being so open about this stuff and your relationship with God. Love you man. Praying for you.
I feel like if you stand up straight your head will hit the ceiling 😂 nice to see you on RUclips again
Hey Alx, Im glad you’re back! I think you should read Romans 8:35-39, and notice how in verse 38, it mentions the Present and the Future but not the past, because the Past doesn’t define you anymore. Keep moving on and working on yourself, you’ll get there with God’s help. 💜💜💜
Daen 👏
Ok sis come through with the scripture I needed this morning. Thank you for this.
I needed this video. I'm so glad you're doing better. I myself am going through something right now have been these past few months. It's a long story but watching your video made me understand things more💛 and I pray that you keep healing and stand strong with God ❤️❤️
I'm so glad you're back and you're doing better!! You're my favorite RUclipsr and I wish you nothing but happiness!!
Didn't realize how much I've missed this intro!!!
Well helloooooo... WE MISSED YOU QUEEN!!!😍🥳
This video is so powerful ❤️ I’m glad you’re feeling better now. Blessings will come your way
Good for you for being so open!! Love this! Exactly what I needed to hear! ❤
I miss hearing this intro you're back yay, I clicked this video so fast
Like genuinely had not thought about you in years cause I haven’t seen you since vine. I had this crazy thought like whatever happened to him he was like my favorite viner. Cut to me looking you up and this is literally the latest video. Freaky! But I’m subscribed to your RUclips now 😘! #Waterbugs!!!
So glad you’re back. I pray that you continue to get better and find the true happiness that you deserve❤️
It’s so refreshing to see someone openly talk about God and mental health in a way where others can relate . It’s just so amazing to see you just talking about what you have gone through and where you have been because there are people who don’t openly talk about what they go through. I am so glad you are back and taking care of yourself honey !!!
Couldnt tap that notification fast enough
lol that's TWO, TWO RUclipsRS that came back today on my feed. IM GLADDDDD you're back b! I could have kept scrolling but nope! Tune me in sis
im so proud of how far you have come, God has big plans for you. Never give up!!!! I found god a year ago on april 14th ill never forget that day. He's been blessing me ever since. stay up, stay focused, and stay positive. never forget when we fall we are only falling forward. keep it pushing. GOD BLESS YOU.
Boi!!!! You are so underrated!!!! Like how is it that like the entire world isn't completely and utterly dumbfounded and inspired by you!!!! I so related to a lot of what you sad but I dont think I have that. But you are so amazing for being so open to help people!!!!
Damn we been waiting for you to post
Omg your accent has changed so much 😱😍
Where
I used to live about 20 minutes from where hes at in NC, and let me tell you. The second i get back to my town, the accent comes flying out😂
He has the best accent. I've missed him so much! 💗
AuroraChristine saaaaaame 😂
So glad you’re back but I’m glad you’ve found the help you needed! We love you Alx! Welcome back!!!
I love you boo!! I'm so glad your back and feeling better!
Yassssss alx is back guys😀
I just look up to you so much, ugh. I love you Alx.
You just don’t know how much I needed this video in my life right; you helped me
Ok I JUST came back from the doctor and he told me this exact same thing! Mental health is so important! Thank you for your honesty. ❤️ I look forward to more of your videos! Glad you’re back! Your humour brings so much good energy to the people who follow you. ❤️