I have 21 inch waist due to dwarfism amd was told I shouldn't be seen in public I don't want to go outside anymore. People are disturbed by my appearance but it's not my fault. I cant make my self go to the pool anymore. Im 5 foot 1 and my hips are a 30 fullest part of my behind. My shoulders are 30. All bones are stunted. Anorexia in childhood permanently fused bones so they will never be any larger than that even gaining weight didn't improve the size. Im also very prone to cancer so must be very lean so never going to be the size people want after two horrible comments about hiding myself I did.
Behold the results was negative. I'm HSV negative it's been 4 years since I got my complete healing naturally with the help of Drchala from west Africa who I find here on RUclips channel .
Yes, exactly! Most times i'm very confident, these days... However, whenever i am pulled into anxiety, for whatever reason, that's when my confidence gets Shakey. It doesn't help the situation when i'm surrounded by individuals who tend to pretend to "love" me and want what's best for me to my face, yet seem to only want to increase my anxiety and lower my confidence for their own personal gain.
Behold the results was negative. I'm HSV negative it's been 4 years since I got my complete healing naturally with the help of Drchala from west Africa who I find here on RUclips channel .
I never offer my opinion. I am unable to connect with other people. My emotional intelligence is 0, I am unable to read the emotions of others. My only emotions are Shame, Anger, Sorrow.
Okay so for me, the boundaries thing: it's not low self-esteem, it's that i do genuinely wish to be of service to others whenever and wherever i can, that's what gives my life meaning and purpose... ...it just took me a while to realize that so many other people purposely take advantage of individuals like myself so that they may benefit, even though the "service" i'm providing them turns out to actually be enabling. For example, a friend of my younger brother called me through Facebook to ask if i would help him get a friend out of jail. My first thought, of course, was: why on Earth would you call me for this? However, being the individual that i am, i try my best not to judge others, as i, myself, constantly feel judged by others, and so i think about the times i was stuck like that and had no one to call, and i don't want anyone to suffer as i have, so i tend to go out of my way for people who wouldn't do the same for me, even if they could. That particular night, i initially said i would help, reluctantly, but then upon reconsidering, i realized it was a kind of test from the universe and that it was important for me to say no, as it was equally important for the other individual to be told no. No is not a "bad word." It's just that some of us were conditioned never to tell others no, while others were conditioned to never take "no" for an answer. Again, thank you for all you do! Namaste 💜🙏🏽🕊️
Just for the record, a clean space surrounded by Toxic Energy from Unhealed Humans isn't any more productive. In fact, it has been my experience that the clutter results from the Toxic Energy seeping in and then continues to contribute to the problem. When i lived completely alone, with no other energies around me to affect my energy, i always kept a clean home, cooked healthy meals for myself, got plenty of rest, made it to work on time, all of that. However, the only time i had like that was during my first pregnancy. Once you're the sole provider, protector and caretaker for another individual being of any kind, your life tends to become all about them and the cycle of self-neglect you learned in childhood (Martyrdom) begins all over again...
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Emotional abuse destroyed my self esteem. Trying to find ways to gain confidence
I have 21 inch waist due to dwarfism amd was told I shouldn't be seen in public I don't want to go outside anymore. People are disturbed by my appearance but it's not my fault. I cant make my self go to the pool anymore. Im 5 foot 1 and my hips are a 30 fullest part of my behind. My shoulders are 30. All bones are stunted. Anorexia in childhood permanently fused bones so they will never be any larger than that even gaining weight didn't improve the size. Im also very prone to cancer so must be very lean so never going to be the size people want after two horrible comments about hiding myself I did.
😯This is so me and I didn't think I had low self esteem!
Thank you.
Behold the results was negative. I'm HSV negative it's been 4 years since I got my complete healing naturally with the help of Drchala from west Africa who I find here on RUclips channel .
Yes, exactly! Most times i'm very confident, these days...
However, whenever i am pulled into anxiety, for whatever reason, that's when my confidence gets Shakey.
It doesn't help the situation when i'm surrounded by individuals who tend to pretend to "love" me and want what's best for me to my face, yet seem to only want to increase my anxiety and lower my confidence for their own personal gain.
Behold the results was negative. I'm HSV negative it's been 4 years since I got my complete healing naturally with the help of Drchala from west Africa who I find here on RUclips channel .
I never had low self esteem. I've always loved myself. I just let this world get to me so bad until I started hating myself.
I never offer my opinion. I am unable to connect with other people. My emotional intelligence is 0, I am unable to read the emotions of others. My only emotions are Shame, Anger, Sorrow.
Okay so for me, the boundaries thing: it's not low self-esteem, it's that i do genuinely wish to be of service to others whenever and wherever i can, that's what gives my life meaning and purpose...
...it just took me a while to realize that so many other people purposely take advantage of individuals like myself so that they may benefit, even though the "service" i'm providing them turns out to actually be enabling.
For example, a friend of my younger brother called me through Facebook to ask if i would help him get a friend out of jail.
My first thought, of course, was: why on Earth would you call me for this?
However, being the individual that i am, i try my best not to judge others, as i, myself, constantly feel judged by others, and so i think about the times i was stuck like that and had no one to call, and i don't want anyone to suffer as i have, so i tend to go out of my way for people who wouldn't do the same for me, even if they could.
That particular night, i initially said i would help, reluctantly, but then upon reconsidering, i realized it was a kind of test from the universe and that it was important for me to say no, as it was equally important for the other individual to be told no.
No is not a "bad word."
It's just that some of us were conditioned never to tell others no, while others were conditioned to never take "no" for an answer.
Again, thank you for all you do!
Namaste 💜🙏🏽🕊️
This is lovely advice
Good information ❤ thanks 😊
Welcome 😊
Just for the record, a clean space surrounded by Toxic Energy from Unhealed Humans isn't any more productive. In fact, it has been my experience that the clutter results from the Toxic Energy seeping in and then continues to contribute to the problem.
When i lived completely alone, with no other energies around me to affect my energy, i always kept a clean home, cooked healthy meals for myself, got plenty of rest, made it to work on time, all of that.
However, the only time i had like that was during my first pregnancy. Once you're the sole provider, protector and caretaker for another individual being of any kind, your life tends to become all about them and the cycle of self-neglect you learned in childhood (Martyrdom) begins all over again...
I have been told I ugly a few time in my life.
You are definitely not!
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Talking so fast. Is this AI?❤