Ran Into A Few Problem Back At Homestead - Water Trailer Comes Off | Living Off Grid

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  • Опубликовано: 3 авг 2024
  • In this particular video.... we head back home to do a few things and run into a couple problems #homestead
    Welcome to my channel PandaMonium. My name is Ausia and my dog's name is Moo-moo... my rig is the Lucky Panda, a 28ft 2018 Coachmen Leprechaun towing a 2008 Chevy Colorado or sometimes a trailer and 2014 Can-Am Maverick 4 wheeler. I live full-time in a motorhome off the grid with 700ah of Battle Born lithium batteries and 950 watts of solar. My channel is about living and traveling in my RV to different locations across the U.S. with various friends that I call my tribe, where we camp, hike, bike, paddle board, 4 wheel, go to events and venues, eat at different restaurants and explore new places. Certain times of the year I'm at my homestead in Williams the high desert of Northern Arizona where we are working on projects, homesteading, gardening and try to practice permaculture and being off grid & self-reliant. Just wanting to be honest & open I am transgender and part of the LGBT community. I welcome anybody with an open mind and heart.
    Wish everyone good fortune in this long trip we call life.. "travel far, travel wide, and embrace the unknown" "The Journey is my home... Onward Bound!"
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Комментарии • 180

  • @timthompson8297
    @timthompson8297 Месяц назад +21

    I am a ways into my 70s now and I plan to never spend many days in the 100s anymore, not that I suffer much. But I just don’t have to endure any conditions that bother me.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад +5

      Very true.. none of us should 😊👍

    • @MoParRus340
      @MoParRus340 Месяц назад +5

      @@timthompson8297 exactly. We have a place in Yuma Arizona and always go to Oregon to camp/visit family in summer. I always say, we have an RV and can afford to so why would we stay where it’s so hot.

    • @timthompson8297
      @timthompson8297 Месяц назад +3

      @@MoParRus340 Oregon is so beautiful. Hope the fires aren’t too bad.

  • @AngieMarkley
    @AngieMarkley Месяц назад +9

    Your Homestead is so Beautiful. I Love how you take so much pride in creation. It definitely shows.. I could Watch Hours of y'all.. Im looking to buy some land in Arizona. You are such an Inspiration.. Thank you for Sharing Your Life. ❤🥰

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад +3

      Thank you so much Angie 😄🙏♥️

  • @lorip2109
    @lorip2109 Месяц назад +6

    I’ve been watching your channel for quite some time now and it always impresses me how calmly you handle any issues that come up. I have a lot of respect for you Ausia and for Jeff! We can all learn a thing or two from you both. Belly rubs to your dear pups.

  • @selftuff
    @selftuff Месяц назад +8

    you both make such a great team.... So Awesome, thank you for your videos... I love watching.

  • @jackie6582
    @jackie6582 Месяц назад +1

    That ski is picturesque beautiful ❤

  • @jackie6582
    @jackie6582 Месяц назад +2

    🙋‍♀️🤗👋give Moo Moo & Kellog big hugs for me❤👋

  • @janetfolkerts5827
    @janetfolkerts5827 Месяц назад +4

    Between you and Jeff you can figure out just about anything to keep the 'Home Base' going smoothly. Electronics are sensitive to temps and Mother Nature seems to change her mind from one extreme to another, hard to out guess her next move. Thanks for sharing.

  • @anfieldroadlayoutintheloft5204
    @anfieldroadlayoutintheloft5204 Месяц назад +2

    thanks for the share of you life on travels

  • @Gama255
    @Gama255 Месяц назад +3

    Waaatching....LUV U UUU OMG.... GLUED..THANKUUU

  • @pamross4994
    @pamross4994 Месяц назад +6

    Happy to see you have some wild cats to help with rats!

  • @Gama255
    @Gama255 Месяц назад +5

    One of THOSE DAYS!, oh so blessed the water place is not a freeway drive. Update us on the TMOBILE thing.. yup overheated...the cats were gorgeous... aww no food.. GLAD you all are ok. NICE show again.

  • @janetjacoby9507
    @janetjacoby9507 Месяц назад +1

    Never a dull moment with you two!!!!! See ya down the road. Stay safe❤❤

  • @timthompson8297
    @timthompson8297 Месяц назад +4

    OMG, what a nice compound you have created.

  • @timthompson8297
    @timthompson8297 Месяц назад +3

    You are going to love the Rim. It’s incredibly beautiful.

  • @lancerevell5979
    @lancerevell5979 Месяц назад +2

    A buddy and were once towing his brand new BIG enclosed utility trailer with his truck. We crossed a railroad track, and.... trailer disconnected! DOH! 😮
    He had used the next smaller hitch ball. 😅 Chains worked, we got stopped safely.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Oh wow ..luck was on your side 😲👍

  • @privatesuzie4071
    @privatesuzie4071 Месяц назад +3

    Sky was stunning

  • @SoloHiker1
    @SoloHiker1 Месяц назад +4

    Aloha! Great video, Mahalo for sharing.

  • @Ms.Frankenbuilder
    @Ms.Frankenbuilder Месяц назад +2

    Glad everything worked out for you.

  • @mamawanderlust6000
    @mamawanderlust6000 Месяц назад +2

    Kellogg loves him some kitties! LOL

  • @user-sx2yv1sb3q
    @user-sx2yv1sb3q Месяц назад +2

    Wow, was wondering how you got water out there! Nice to see how it's done!! Cool! Thanks!

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      No problem 😊👍 thanks for watching

  • @LeilanisJourney
    @LeilanisJourney Месяц назад +1

    I am so glad y'all got the trailer lifted and connected back to the truck and there was no damage done. Stay safe.

  • @kelliecorum5427
    @kelliecorum5427 Месяц назад +3

    ❤ TFS

  • @RoscoAdams-xt5lp
    @RoscoAdams-xt5lp Месяц назад +2

    Happy travels for July Guys❤🤍💙 I haven't seen Jed and Sue for a wile hope all is well 🤗

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад +1

      Thanks.. all is well 😊👍♥️

  • @noras.5355
    @noras.5355 Месяц назад +1

    I love all your videos, emi~

  • @gary-rr7jp
    @gary-rr7jp Месяц назад +4

    Glad you were able to get things up and running again! Those cats had pretty markings. My outside cat Gigi had kittens a couple months ago. She's a tuxedo and her 3 kittens are also, except 1 is a calico tuxedo. I should have named her Xerox, because she keeps spitting out copies of herself. Onward bound!😁✌🤟

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад +1

      Thanks.. That is awesome! Lol ☺️ 🐈♥️

    • @chrislevasseur8950
      @chrislevasseur8950 Месяц назад

      Spay and neuter! There’s too many unwanted cats and dogs in this world!

  • @jackie6582
    @jackie6582 Месяц назад +1

    Ohh kitty cats so cute🤗

  • @MsTeck883
    @MsTeck883 Месяц назад +1

    I have T-Mobile home Internet as well same device. Sometimes it will go down if there’s a tower issue or if they’re working on the tower that the device connects to.

  • @freedomdove
    @freedomdove Месяц назад +1

    A roof over the shower area sounds like a great addition. 👍

  • @TravelingwiththeGramkracker
    @TravelingwiththeGramkracker Месяц назад +2

    glad your trailer didnt break...have fun at the Mongolian buffet 😂
    still waiting on car to be fixed. I'll see u when u get back.

  • @frederickmuhlbauer9477
    @frederickmuhlbauer9477 Месяц назад +4

    Kellogg was sure lovin the breeze

  • @jackie6582
    @jackie6582 Месяц назад +1

    I know that was a pain🙄but you guys did it👍

  • @EveningShadeLori
    @EveningShadeLori Месяц назад +1

    Well you handled that trailer situation like a pro! Gosh I know this heat is crazy.

  • @tbbaot
    @tbbaot Месяц назад +1

    Nice job getting everything back online again.

  • @elisiadriver4592
    @elisiadriver4592 Месяц назад +1

    HOLA 👋 & CUDDLES MOO 🤗
    WHOA ! Super scary dripping that load . Be careful you 4 !
    SAFE TRAVEL'S EVERYONE, ONWARD BOUND ✌️ ♥️ 🤲 🌊 🧜‍♀️

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Hi Elisia 👋😁🐶♥️ definitely 🫨 thanks

  • @pattyfarghaly1821
    @pattyfarghaly1821 Месяц назад +1

    Don't forget to get an extra replacement pin or so. Stay safe 💕💕.

  • @monicalifornia_
    @monicalifornia_ 29 дней назад +1

    looks like a lot of work out there but dang that sky

  • @leann4925
    @leann4925 Месяц назад +1

    Enjoyed watching. At least the home front is looking good. I don't think that things last to long anymore because they want you to buy new ones. Oh well. Glad you were able to get the trailer hitch back on ok. Stay safe and thanks. Hugs to Moo moo.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Thanks.. Very true! 😄👍🐶♥️

  • @dirktenhaaf100
    @dirktenhaaf100 Месяц назад +1

    ................................ Ausiaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!! This is Dirk ten Haaf from Michigan ..... wishing you were here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @eliciamccoy3326
    @eliciamccoy3326 Месяц назад +1

    I can't wait to get away from my place but if mine looked like yours I would stay home. Be careful stay safe and stay cool😂 Enjoy you guys alot

  • @aarongunter5582
    @aarongunter5582 Месяц назад +1

    You have done amazing job

  • @susanstrickland6774
    @susanstrickland6774 Месяц назад +1

    The homestead looks nice. Good plants for the most part great. Lots of work hours there. Garden cat is a good thing, keeping critters away. Good things went ok with the eater haul. Happt 4th 🇺🇸. 🙂👍

  • @wandatexas21
    @wandatexas21 Месяц назад +1

    looks like you were trying to mimic the allstate commercial ... about hauling a boat with a rusty hitch .....and it comes off and passes him ......hahahaha ......at least you werent on a road road and you had the chains on it .......and all was well .....

  • @cooterpooter
    @cooterpooter Месяц назад +2

    We were hit by a trailer like that one and it totaled our xterra. Turns out she had let her grandson hook the trailer up and he did it wrong. That was a huge loss for us having our xterra totaled. You never get what things are worth from insurance.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Oh wow 😲 that sucks. Sorry to hear that. Yes, unfortunately, that's true.

  • @nancymedeiros5268
    @nancymedeiros5268 Месяц назад +2

    Quick thinking to get back to being hitched up 😮 wow

  • @Ellyfromhereandthere
    @Ellyfromhereandthere Месяц назад +2

    Great homebase you built there. My son hooked up our Internet and can reset with his phone. Not sure if that would be an option for ans it wiuld mean another darn app on your phone. Maybe you can get one of those tiny USB fans and keep air flow around the unit. The fans don't use much power. Stay well, travel safe and 🧘🏻🙏🏻🌎☮️ daily. ✌🏻❤️‍🩹

  • @m.d.grimes1622
    @m.d.grimes1622 Месяц назад +1

    😁😁😎😎👍👍 So many things to remember and it doesn't get any easier, post-its stuck to the dash...phone? keys? do I have my pants on? We think nothing of making a grocery list, now it's a "to do" list. Have a laugh and move on.

  • @gingerd45
    @gingerd45 Месяц назад +1

    Sorry to read about the problems at home base, and the trailer hitch problems. Hope all is well from here on.

  • @BillGreenAZ
    @BillGreenAZ Месяц назад +1

    That was scary. Like you said, it could have been much worse.

  • @Erictheadventurer814
    @Erictheadventurer814 Месяц назад +1

    Accidents happen at least everyone is safe

  • @31marcpaul
    @31marcpaul Месяц назад +1

    I tried that T-Mobile home internet and returned it 4 days later and I’m living in Flagstaff. Sounds like it’s been working for you? Lucky, I didn’t have any luck and it was o much cheaper.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      😊👍 yes, we got it replaced and seems to be working fine now

  • @auntmaryspals7978
    @auntmaryspals7978 Месяц назад +1

    I know a bit about computer hardware. Modems, routers and any smaller electronics without fans tend to overheat and croak. I'm sure that it gets awfully hot in Panda or anywhere on the property. It was in the ninties here a few weeks ago and my air was out. My computers struggled mightily. (so did I)

  • @Step-n-Wolf
    @Step-n-Wolf Месяц назад +1

    Monsoon already started. AZ and NM both hit hard with rain. TMHI is cracking down on bases not at their specified addresses.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      😊👍 yeah we've heard.. we'll get it fixed then put the unit back

  • @jaccourt9531
    @jaccourt9531 Месяц назад +2

    I have the home internet too. But mine is the black box.

  • @craigtarbox3499
    @craigtarbox3499 Месяц назад +1

    Trailer coming loose is scary ! Other than that great video

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад +1

      Definitely ☹️ thanks Craig 😄👍

  • @samanthajones9323
    @samanthajones9323 Месяц назад +1

    This thursday will be 119 in Pahrump, NV

  • @RVRebelGirl
    @RVRebelGirl Месяц назад +5

    glad u were able to get everything working 😊

  • @suethornton2055
    @suethornton2055 Месяц назад +1

    No way!!! Ive fallen and i cant get up!!.

  • @skytechbits
    @skytechbits Месяц назад +1

    I don't think you should set that on the stove by a pilot Ausia. Safe travels. Home base looks great.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      The stove actually hasn't been used in years 😊👍

    • @sjackson99
      @sjackson99 Месяц назад

      @skytechbits That's what I thought at first, but it looks like there is a blue wire on the back of her mobile internet device that looks like a pilot light at the 18:00 mark.

  • @suzieq1024
    @suzieq1024 Месяц назад +1

    I have T-Mobile also. Your box maybe over heating in that window.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      I had thought the same, but my other router seems to be working just fine 🤔

  • @jackie6582
    @jackie6582 Месяц назад +1

    🙋‍♀️😻

  • @MoParRus340
    @MoParRus340 Месяц назад +1

    We had T-Mobile for about a year then all of a sudden it started searching more than streaming. After several calls (which were worthless) we gave up. Customer service (?) was terrible. Finally switched to connecten. Been fine since and is actually designed to be home AND travel.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Hmmm 🤔

    • @MoParRus340
      @MoParRus340 Месяц назад

      @@rvpandamonium worth checking out. Lots of feedback on RUclips regarding connecten.

  • @richardjaques576
    @richardjaques576 29 дней назад +1

    Been following you for many years now. Moved to Arizona 3 years ago. Having to haul water. I notice at the end of your green hose you added a stiff adapter at the end of it to put in your tank so the hose is more steady. Can you explain how this is done please. My wife is 72 climbing the ladder to hold the hose so it doesn't squirt out. I believe this will help 😊

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  28 дней назад

      Yes ..I'll try and show it the next time we're home but to put it simply its made with a pvc pipe and connector

  • @sharonl7493
    @sharonl7493 Месяц назад +1

    🐼❤

  • @joshuapereira3787
    @joshuapereira3787 Месяц назад +2

    GOOD MORNING BEST AUSIA PANDEMONIUM RUclips MOO MOO CANADA ONTARIO 🇨🇦🇨🇦🍃🍃🌿🌿🌿🐕

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Good morning Joshua 👋😁🐶♥️

  • @njanderson4342
    @njanderson4342 Месяц назад +1

    "I forgot Moo Moo on the bus!"

  • @antoniobaez6282
    @antoniobaez6282 Месяц назад

    Consider visible wireless with their unlimited hotspot plus annual payment plan which breaks down to $32/month.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      I had Visible before.. very affordable but awful customer service 😞

  • @timthompson8297
    @timthompson8297 Месяц назад +2

    Oh, that’s not a jumbo jet.

  • @jasonmedeiros9492
    @jasonmedeiros9492 Месяц назад +1

    TMOBILE HAS A HORRIBLE THING WHEN U ARE GONE THEY SHUT IT OFF OR IDLE IT. i went threw the same thing!

  • @toddramsay977
    @toddramsay977 28 дней назад +1

    Have T-mobile push an update to your SIM card or you may have a bad SIM and T-mobile needs to send you a new one. Try leaving your WIFI unplugged for 10 min, then plug it back in too.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  28 дней назад

      We took it back to T-Mobile, and they replaced it with a new one works awesome so far

    • @toddramsay977
      @toddramsay977 24 дня назад

      @@rvpandamonium glad that help, I work for ATT. They owe me!

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  23 дня назад

      @@toddramsay977 lol 😆👍

  • @vega1975
    @vega1975 Месяц назад +1

    A word of advice from the old fart peanut gallery 👴no not the one riding with you LOL. I don't know if you know this😀?? When towing a trailer cross your chains, right chain to the left, left chain to the right . Why when it falls off the chains will catch your trailer tongue. The hole dug under the container please put a camera there so we can see what dug the hole 🐭🐇🐿🦔🦨🦡

  • @ButterflyKisses.
    @ButterflyKisses. Месяц назад +2

    😎💯🌺💥🌻

  • @mikemikemike69
    @mikemikemike69 Месяц назад +1

    DA 😅😅

  • @selftuff
    @selftuff Месяц назад +2

    Anyone feeding the kitties???

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Yup usually every other day, there are definitely plenty of rodents👍 and aldo given water

  • @janet6268
    @janet6268 Месяц назад +1

    Where's the chickens?

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      We rehomed them this past winter because of snow was getting into the coop. They went to another homestead with more chickens and a rooster 🐓 😊👍♥️

  • @aleta5873
    @aleta5873 Месяц назад +3

    What happened to the chickie's/chickens? Thanks honey.

    • @genesiesky3756
      @genesiesky3756 Месяц назад +3

      She had to rehome them because of the snow accumulating in the coup.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад +2

      Exactly 😊🐔 ♥️ thanks 👍

    • @brendawhisenhunt8444
      @brendawhisenhunt8444 Месяц назад +1

      I can't wait to see where you end up to beat the heat.

    • @aleta5873
      @aleta5873 29 дней назад

      @@genesiesky3756 Thank you...

  • @RemyRAD
    @RemyRAD Месяц назад +1

    You forgot your phone. You forgot the lock. You forgot the safety pin. Is it that time of month? Must be? I don't go through that anymore. I decided to come enter and go through Menopause. After being on Estrogens for nearly 40 years. Earlier this past year. And it's been rough.
    I don't know if I'm more emotional now than before? At least before I had a good reason. I have different reasons now. A loss of family. And how many memories can you fit into a Motorhome? Yeah like none. Where you put all the pictures, the slides, the recordings, the paperwork, the books, the knickknacks, the China, the memories? There is no room. I'm having trouble with that. Stuff in my family all my lifelong. Now I have to walk away from all of it. There's just no way I can continue to support it. Square footage rental is expensive. And now I don't know what I was going to do with it? It's not like I ever had children. I never did.
    Though there is a strong sense of family. But I'm the last person. Everyone else is gone, passed away. The first time I have ever been this kind of alone in my life. Brutally alone. Not quite ready for it this way. At this entrance.
    I am out of Texas literally in days. I hope I make it out? They have done me so much harm, already..
    RemyRAD

  • @brianvandy4002
    @brianvandy4002 Месяц назад +1

    Did you hear T-Mobile is going to start enforcing the terms of service with their Home Internet? The portion that says it is to only be used at the address to which it is registered. If you want it mobile, they'll be offering an Away option.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      Yes and we do use it at home address, just taking it to T-Mobile to get the unit replaced

  • @aarongunter5582
    @aarongunter5582 Месяц назад +2

    Keep a small fan by your Internet routers keep the heat down

  • @RemyRAD
    @RemyRAD Месяц назад +1

    Truly a Stellar Video here. One of your very best, indeed. I think, Kellogg, think so, also. He's definitely smiling.
    I love the soundtrack you included with this particular video. You always pick a good, soundtrack. This one just really spoke to me. Making me long to do what you are doing also. Hopefully I will have my chance soon. As I'm still cleaning out the house of my dead relatives. The lease ended yesterday. I have 2 more months if I need them. I need July.
    You forgot your phone because you were in a rush? My goodness girl? That's not very girly of you to forget something that important in a woman's life, today.
    But yeah. I figured. There must've been a nice, electrical storm going on nearby. To knock that service out. Requiring a full, shut down and power recycling, to switch on. And so even this great wireless access is, quite fallible. Around electrical storms. With nobody nearby to unplug it. And thus will always be such. With these items. With nearby electrical storms. Obviously power was not interrupted, since that electrical hit. Unless it switches over to its own battery. Without interruption. From something that has already been interrupted. From an, electrical storm. And that's why I've been an, Broadcast Engineer for over 50 years. Somebody has to go back to the Transmitter Shack. Off premises. Into the swamp. Go recycle everything in the Transmitter Shack. By physically unplugging things for a couple minutes. And recycling them back on again. Until next time. We are hit by lightning. And human intervention is required. And thus will always be such. Until we really get, Robbie the Robot. With Autonomous AI Troubleshooting and dexterous capabilities. Like that of your fingertips. Soon on a robot.
    Then we will all be able to become. Just like those, Alien Creatures on Star Trek. There were just a brain in a glass bubble. As there will be no physical work for anybody to do anymore. And we will have moved beyond the, QWERTY, keyboard. With Direct Brain Connection. We won't have to lift a finger ever again! Yay! Though it could make Masturbation, far more difficult? What else will we have to do? Except to tickle our brains, continuously. Since we don't have any arms and hands nor vibrators anymore. That could be difficult. But we will make that sacrifice. Just to be, Greater Alien Beings. Again. In America. GABA!
    GABA… Yabaddabadoo! Wolverines!!!
    RemyRAD

  • @leethebee1560
    @leethebee1560 Месяц назад +1

    Happy to see those feral cat's at your place. That will help keep the mice and rat population down. ❤❤❤. Plus it's a dream life for those cats.

  • @aarongunter5582
    @aarongunter5582 Месяц назад +1

    Good thing that didn’t happen on the highway

  • @RemyRAD
    @RemyRAD Месяц назад +1

    I might think. Refilling your water tank. With that, gas powered, water pump. It might be easier just to, back feed into the bottom, outlet spigot? After all you've got a gas powered pump. To pump the water into the tank. Maybe it can pump it in from the bottom? Or maybe that makes for a great siphon? Going up and over the tank? I haven't yet experienced that for myself. Thanks to you. That day is, a, comin', for me. As you have definitely led the way for many more of us. Thank you my dear woman. For all you do. Along with Jeff and muumuu and Kellogg. I love you all. I been watching you for years. While cooped up in a bedroom. Losing my, cotton pickin', Mind!
    But I shall break out soon. I have to. The lease is up on the house. We've lived in now for 8 years. I have 3 households of stuff to still get rid of, donate, throw out, go through, keep important stuff. More stuff than I can carry. And the time on the clock. Has run out for me. I didn't think it would go like this. With all of mine loving next of kin. All now passed on. And I have to deal with everything. It's insurmountable. I'm overwhelmed with stuff. And my brain-damaged makes it very difficult for me to organize. Like impossible. With all this, stuff. I might just have to throw out? But how do you throw out your entire life and everything you have ever known? Because I now have a Motorhome. And I have not completely come to grips with that. It doesn't carry all that I want to carry. I don't have the money to purchase a trailer to stuff full. Of stuff. Stuff my brain is all scrambled on. And what do I do with it? Do I need any of it myself? I might? I also have my life and that paperwork. And 4 other people. My next of kin. On my late husband. Of 22 years. Of the most marvelous loving marriage ever.
    Not a single day goes by. I don't burst into tears for a few minutes. Once or twice a day. I miss my husband so. Now my younger brother. Now my mother. And a batch of my sister-in-law's crap. Who left to go back to Manila, Philippines. To her family. As you and I were related for a short while through marriage. I had a Filipino family. My brother married into. As a white Jewish guy convert to Christian. And married Maria Sanchez. From the Philippines. She was right off the boat. I could hardly understand her English at times. She spoke with such a thick accent. And she did not annunciate well. She had a marble mouth.. Except when she wanted to tell me I would die and burn in hell. For not becoming a Christian. Great. Go away Maria. Her nickname was CHIT. That's what everybody called her. I thought she was a piece of that for sure. And now she has left. And left me to clean up her additional crap. Great. Just what I needed. One more. I have a special trash bag for her. Stuff.. Although her little, tabletop, Samsung, flat-panel LCD. Perfectly replaced the, LG. In the bedroom of the Monaco Knight, motorhome. Whose backlight had gone out. And I was like, damn? Now I'm going to have to get another one to fit that space. And lookee here! The Samsung is the identical size. From her bedroom. She, didn't want a big one. She was like that.. That's likely why she married my younger brother? But I found him dead on his bedroom floor. She could care less. As I was supposed to take him to the doctors. He never made it. I remember when he was 3 days old. And my parents had just brought him home. Dad put me on the couch. Told me to put out my arms. And they placed my little brother in my arms. I had just turned 3 years of age. And I realized. I was alive! That's when I woke up to life. I was holding my baby brother in my arms. Now I have found him dead on his bedroom floor. I tried to get him to go to the hospital the night before. He would not let me take him. He said will go in the morning. I thought he was sleeping hard. He didn't wake up at 1030. I tried again at 1130. At 1230 I went into his bedroom. Where I found him cold. On the floor. From a major heart attack. I guess it was fast.
    And now my mother is 100 years old. She's on her last leg. On her deathbed in hospice care. She's as good as gone. There is no conversation with her anymore. She's delivering doughnuts on another planet. The pain I'm going through is insurmountable. And to try and clean out household of my life. My family's life. And to get rid of it all. Virtually every scrap. I can only carry so much. I need what I can carry for the rest of my days. Not much of that will benefit me. Except into the computer. Which I have not been able to get to yet. Now having to move. Into a Motorhome, only. I mean it's 34 foot long diesel pusher, sure. It can't carry many plastic tubs. What the hell am I going to do? I'm just overwhelmed.
    But the day will come soon. When all that's left of the house will be trashed. And I'll leave most of my life behind at almost 69 years of age. Because everybody has passed on so suddenly. Jesus H. Fucking Christ! It's all his fault! I don't need to be made any stronger at almost 69. My health is also failing. And I don't want to die in Texas. I hate these moron Homo Sapien Texans. What Rotters they be! What horrendous Nazis. Real true live modern Nazis. And they have real blood on their hands. Against people like ourselves. And I didn't want to be, Anne Frank 2.04 the 21st Century, New Millennia, USA. But that's what the Texans decided for me. As they hate Jews. As much as they hate the Transgendered folk. And want to do us great harm. So they created a law against our lives in Texas. Back in 2015. They have taken full advantage of that law with me. I can't believe this has happened to me here. They have utterly destroyed my life, my business, my career, my retirement savings and then robbed me. Physically robbed me. Of the most important paperwork of my entire life. That defines and identifies, me. Who does such things to disable handicapped senior citizen widows? Psychopath Texans do. Because they been allowed to. To attack any American they don't like.
    I am purely devastated. Purely under attack by Texans. As they have done their bloody best to do their bloody best. In attacking people like myself. That's why I was so frightened for you when you want to see your sister in San Antonio. You were driving into the lions den. And your life is not your own when you step outside your home in Texas. We are under attack in Texas. I have been so terribly attacked, in Texas by Texans. Who have made it so. As they are lousy filthy disgusting Nazi Ku Klux Klan member pigs. There is no other words that can describe them. They are dastardly. And they have heard me greatly. As sanctioned by Greg Abbott, Dan Patrick and thoroughly corrupt and cruel Ken Paxton. When they signed that law that said they will be No Protections for Transsexual Women in Texas! What kind of an American law is that? It's a Nazi law that's what. And they can do anything they want to do. To an American, THEY DON'T LIKE!
    I can't tell you how bad it is here in print, alone. You need to hear my Expletives being Shouted, Screamed!
    RemyRAD

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  Месяц назад

      😊👍

    • @methaqualone5191
      @methaqualone5191 29 дней назад +1

      RemyRAD ~ OMG! Oh wow... as a transsexual I went to the UTMB gender clinic in Galveston, Texas when I was 19 y/o in 1979... and then a few transsexual support groups a few years later. I wouldn't want to live in Texas either, I don't think. I managed to find a doctor (cheaper) here in Louisiana that prescribed hormones, but yeah, I'm getting old too w/ health problems and life can be rough.

    • @rvpandamonium
      @rvpandamonium  29 дней назад

      @@methaqualone5191 👍❤

  • @aarongunter5582
    @aarongunter5582 Месяц назад +1

    Time to get SpaceX Internet

  • @gjrollie07ify
    @gjrollie07ify 3 дня назад

    Lmao

  • @Bitch1adventures
    @Bitch1adventures Месяц назад +1