I felt like that when my grandma died. I was angry the world wouldn’t stop to allow me to grieve. I’m so sorry for your loss. Loosing my grandma has been the biggest loss I’ve had.
May your wonderful grandmother rest in peace, Ryan. I feel like you've been through a lot this year (probably more than you've shown - both ups and downs) and as a viewer I can really tell how these experiences are shaping you as a human being. Wishing you all the best!
I'm so sorry for all of this, Ryan. I hope your 2024 is full of love, success, and happiness. 2023 has been so rough for you. Thanks for all the work you do on your content.
I lost my dad when I was 16 and was still able to eat, went to volunteer shifts (it was summer time so I didn’t have school), and continued with all my usual scheduled tasks. Grief is so different for everyone, but I remember feeling guilty about seeking comfort in routine and “normalcy”.
may your grandmother rest in peace, Ryan! We could feel how much love she held for you and your family; now that you've posted this, everyone will feel her love. I'm grateful you shared this precious person in your life with us
My mother-in-law died at 80 in her sleep. We actually thought it was a blessing rather than having her slip into dementia or have a terrible cancer journey. Still... it was shocking for everyone because we did not have time to prepare our feelings like you would with a seriously ill family member. Sudden death in the elderly is odd for sure. know that you were loved and that you loved. It's the best gift.
Ryan, please accept my sincerest condolences for the loss of your grandmother. I wasn't searching for this video- youtube recommended it to me randomly. I can honestly say, this is the greatest Christmas gift I will receive this year. THANK YOU for taking the time to upload this and share your experience. As someone who has also gone through grief due to the loss of close relatives previously, this is so relatable. One relative in particular passed away unexpectedly a few years ago right before Christmas. This Christmas, I am now coping with a very close relative in the hospital, which has been difficult. You are bang on with regards to how the experience of processing grief is very different from person to person. The experience can also vary greatly based on how close of a relationship you shared with the person who passed away. Quite often when the relationship consists of excellent communication between both people, the experiences of getting accustomed to resuming basic everyday activities, such as getting coffee, do feel "weird" at first, yet relatively guilt free. Knowing your loved one would want you to continue enjoying these experiences demonstrates this excellent communication you shared with them. It is also normal to cry, or feel depressed, or take time and space to process things. What you touched on with regards to families reuniting, despite having had previous conflicts, is very relatable as well. As difficult as it can be initially, it can be a good thing. Your grandmother sounds like an absolutely wonderful, strong, caring, beautiful, and kind person. Despite how you said you are not necessarily "religious", I am happy to hear you have an open mind to possibilities- such as going to heaven, being with the Lord, and reuniting with those who have already passed. You grandmother strikes me as though she knew the Lord, and lived a happy and blessed life. We have all been blessed to hear your story today, and I truly thank you for your strength and compassion to honor your grandmother and share this wonderful story with the world. I'm certain there are many other people who needed to hear it as well. I wish you comfort, healing, and peace this holiday season, and a Merry Christmas! Fawn ❤
In the last 10 years I've lost my parents, three good friends one of who was my closest friend for nearly 40 years so I know what you're feeling all too well. The one thing that you said that they will always be with you is so very true. Every time I have a joke about something totally absurd and inappropriate, I think of my best friend and how much he would've love it and would build on that joke and make it even more inappropriate. That man could make me laugh like nobody else. Such an awesome sense of humor. Those times happen and it's like he's standing right beside me once again. And my parents are always there in voice and spirit. A couple of weeks back I was talking to someone at Edward Jones about my finances and I know nothing about that stuff....but suddenly I felt that Dad was in the room with me guiding me to ask the right questions and say the right things. He was literally there. I got to my car and just burst out crying and thanking Dad for being there. So, it's true, Ryan your Grandma will always be there when you need her the most...you can count on that. Take care, young man and thanks for your videos.
I'm sorry for your loss xxx i'm crying, your grandmother sounded like a wonderful woman, thank you for sharing your memories of her with us. I hope your pain eases soon xxx
‘You never heal from people who passed away that were close to you.’ And that’s okay because if you loved someone there is truly no ‘getting over’ them. Grief is love with nowhere to go. No grief, no love.
i had the same experience of both my grandparents dying on the same date, i truly don't think of it as a coincidence at all. i think it's because of their love for each other, even their deaths had to be meaningful
I would like to begin by expressing my sincere condolences to you and your family. I understand how difficult it can be to lose a loved one, and I am deeply sorry for your loss. Seeing your vlog. your, I can relate to the many emotions you described in response to your grandmother's passing. In my own personal experience, I have lost several family members, and the weight of each loss has impacted me in different ways. While I am able to maintain emotional control with some relatives, others have left me feeling overwhelmed and struggling to cope. I appreciate your candidness about your own experience, as it closely mirrors my own journey through losing my beloved Nana.
this entire story, the history, your emotions, etc. is so beautiful. it shows your care for people and your understanding of others and the world around you. i just know your grandma is proud of how far you’ve come and i can feel the mutual love just by words and stories. you inspire me daily to be a better person and live life with love/emotion. thank you ryan, i hope you keep recovering and feeling all the emotions swiftly :)
ur grandmother sounds like she was a wonderful person. she's probably smiling down at u knowing that at ur core, u knew her heart, that ur happiness is what she truly wanted for u. it takes so much courage to share something so vulnerable and raw. thank u for sharing her life with us. sending u so much support and love ryan. u will get through this
I get this completely, grief makes no sense and everything feels mundane after I lost my dad this year unexpectedly. I’m glad you had that conversation with her about having a fulfilling life. Hang on to that. She is with you always because she raised you to be the person you are.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Clearly, her influence, and your own determination, has shaped you into a better human being. What more could be asked for from a life well lived?
Sending my sincere condolences. I’m so very sure your Grandmother is watching over you and is so proud of the person you have become. I lost my Aunt in 2020 and she was my person. Prayers for peace and sending hugs your way.
Sorry for your loss and the grief you're experiencing. Three of my grandparents that were living when I was a child, they lived in separate States, so weren't in my life, and their passing didn't impact me anymore than that of strangers. I've had tremendous grief in adulthood; my brother was murdered, my mother lost the will to live and died two years later, and my father lived12 years thereafter. I've also lost two close long term friends whom I'd thought would be in my life for the entirety, and lost dearly loved pets. Sadly, if you live long enough, you'll experience a lot of loss. Hugs and warm wishes to you Ryan
ive never liked podcasts until i hear your first one i love them so much keep it up ben, so sorry for your loss she will be looking over you we all love you
Please take care of yourself! Get sleep, eat well, drink all the water, and make sure that you are still doing things you enjoy. I completely understand how you feel, I was raised by my grandparents and when my grandpa died I was so destroyed and I feel like people didn’t understand he was like my dad. All the love to you right now Ryan thank you so much for sharing ❤
very intimate and touching. sometimes saying these things out loud can be therapeutic. sorry for your loss and I hope being back in Japan helps you get busy and grieve well. xoxo
this is late but truly so sorry for your loss ryan, from the way you speak about her she sounded wonderful and like a beautiful soul, and i hope she's resting peacefully now. i'm sure she'd be proud of how well you're taking it and getting through each day despite the grief. i hope you're resting and healing, and are having a happy and peaceful time back at home
As someone who has been raised by their grandmother since 2y/o (im 22) I feel your pain and sending you so much love and condolences. When you mentioned imagining the day she passes and getting emotional i felt that. But its like you said once you lose someone you just become distraught and you go through the everydayness of it all. I lost my other grandmother who i was pretty close to and idk if it was cause i hadnt seen her in person for years it just felt so unreal and even now its like wow like I can never call her again and thats how it feels real.
Truly beautiful both of my great grandmothers passed away this year while I was in college it unconsciously affected my studies but they both accomplished a lot in life and was the mother to two generations, their deaths make me want to become a better person
last year i dealt with the loss of my grandmother as well. she was my bestfriend, she raised me! it seems like we had a similar connection as you and yours. my grieving experience is very similar, but the best advice i could give to u is allow yourself to feel all the emotions!! there is no correct way to deal with loss. time will heal
The best way to honor our loved ones who have passed is to carry on the way they would want us to. When my mom died, I felt like I wanted to die too, but that would have been disrespectful to her memory.... that's NOT the way she raised me. I'm so very sorry for your loss, Ryan... May she rest in peace.
Hi Ryan, I am sorry to hear about your grandmother. Thank you for sharing your stories with us and being vulnerable. Grief is a unique experience for everyone, that evolves over the years. Wishing you all the best while you process this deep loss. Happy New Year! Wishing you an amazing 2024!
So sorry Ryan. Your grandmother sounds so much like my grandmother. Mine didn’t raise me but I was very close to her and she told me so much and so I felt so close to her. When she passed away she was in her 90’s so it was expected for her to die when she did. But it still was so hard to believe she was gone. But I had to move on and take care of my kids and live my life new life. It’s hard but so good for you to talk about it to work it through. So good you have so many great memories.
2023 was the worst year of my life . I lost 2 friends and my dog . Among other dumb things. Grief for everyone is very personal. My dog dying suddenly had me in shock a few days then i lost it crying hard for days. My friends was so sad but i held it together. I cried briefly but happy theyre not suffering anymore. My condolences 🙏🫂 your grandma is so proud of you ❤
My condolences on the loss of your grandmother. It was so sweet hearing how you were so close to her. I have the same relationship with my grandson. Keep being yourself, your are wonderful! ❤
just found your podcast like a few weeks ago and I loved since then . I hope you’re healing and grieving . and don’t feel bad abt enjoying life when you feel like you’re supposed to be grieving cuz grieving is different for everyone and it takes alot of courage to still continue on as normal despite the loss , sending lots of love 🩷🩷🩷🩷🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
Ryan keep your head up!!! ❤ I just recently lost my grandmother and grief has been strange for me too!!! It's such a weird thing and it's always different to navigate for everyone! So you're not alone! ❤
I have missed you but at the same time hoped you were having a good time visiting your family & enjoying the holiday season. I am SO VERY sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother.My deepest condolences to you & your family. As hard as it is to deal with the loss of a loved one here in an earthbound way, find comfort in knowing your grandma can always be with you now , watching over you, no matter where you are or you are going! 💖 Sending healing, positive vibes to you and hope you find peace in knowing your grandma & the cherished memories you have of her will always will live on in your heart ✨💖✨
This podcast is so underrated cause we get the behind the scenes tea ☕️ eve everything happens and we can’t control much but I know your grandma is happy and resting in peace ❤
I am so sorry for your loss it’s apparent you are struggling with the grief and glad you shared it with all of us Love the new lay out with the Sofa and TV btw. Much better than before.
Ryan...our Grandparents are from a different generation...many spouses did not live longer after the other passed away. I remember as a teenager, my fathers dad passed away, then about two months later my moms dad passed away...then my dads mom passed away followed by my moms mother passing way..all in a span of 4 months...Husbands and wives from that point in history where dedicated to each other, they held to values of loving each other unconditionally "till death do you part". They laterally did not want to live without there husband or wife..I think this philosophy is lost in this new time.....Your grandmother was a great person, so keep all those special thoughts in your head and memories!
❤Ryan so sorry for your loss 😢this podcast was amazing ! Great to see your emotions flow an show you that you’re a great ,caring human being that just needed a way to express your loss 😌
It takes a lot of courage and heart to talk about this..she sounds like such an amazing person Ryan. I know that she’s so proud of you, and that she loves you so so much. She’s with you every step of the way, promise 💙🫶🏻
My mom’s mom which my beloved grandmother is now 74 and I always afraid that one day I will receive a call from mom about my grandmother since now she was in a good health condition (she has Alzheimer for years now) She has my with my family a year or two due to my parents job require them to have business trip every 3-4 days per week so I live with her and have her take care of me, she is the sweetest person I’ve ever met and she loves her grandchildren so much But ever since I am 18 the Covid-19 was coming and the quarantine has prevented me from visiting her Even after that, I was drowned in the society and working adulthood and didn’t have much chance to take a 3-4 days off to come back to my mom’s hometown Now listening to your podcast urge me to come back to my grandmother so much 🥺🥺 I know your grandmother wanted the best things for you as well as my grandmother
For some reason I like to listen to your blab and ramble, cat watching nonsense convolutions and meanderings that I really cat keep up with but its not annoying its actually kinda normal in a funny confusing kinda way ... what is this peculiar fascination ??? Have i got a bump on my head ??? Do i have a mid life crisis without realising ??? Anyway im here for you ...
listening and watching your content was fun at first but then i got tired of you just complaining about first world stuff, you already know you’re complaining about dumb stuff, you should stop
you were raised really well ryan and it really reflects in your words
completely agree, have always thought this!
“the closer you are the easier the loss is” is lowkey profound
I felt like that when my grandma died. I was angry the world wouldn’t stop to allow me to grieve. I’m so sorry for your loss. Loosing my grandma has been the biggest loss I’ve had.
these past weeks haven't been the same without a podcast from ryan 💕
May your wonderful grandmother rest in peace, Ryan. I feel like you've been through a lot this year (probably more than you've shown - both ups and downs) and as a viewer I can really tell how these experiences are shaping you as a human being. Wishing you all the best!
It's not so easy to be consistent but I rly miss your podcast 🥲🩷
im sure your grandma is watching over you proud of how you are staying strong
Ryan we want more podcasts pls post
Your grandma sounds like she lived such a fulfilling life and I am glad she created such a great impact on your character 💖
I'm so sorry for all of this, Ryan. I hope your 2024 is full of love, success, and happiness. 2023 has been so rough for you. Thanks for all the work you do on your content.
May your grandmother rest in peace. And she will always be watching over you.
You are a loving kind human, Ryan. You grandmother was so fortunate to have you as a grandson.
I lost my dad when I was 16 and was still able to eat, went to volunteer shifts (it was summer time so I didn’t have school), and continued with all my usual scheduled tasks. Grief is so different for everyone, but I remember feeling guilty about seeking comfort in routine and “normalcy”.
may your grandmother rest in peace, Ryan! We could feel how much love she held for you and your family; now that you've posted this, everyone will feel her love. I'm grateful you shared this precious person in your life with us
My mother-in-law died at 80 in her sleep. We actually thought it was a blessing rather than having her slip into dementia or have a terrible cancer journey. Still... it was shocking for everyone because we did not have time to prepare our feelings like you would with a seriously ill family member. Sudden death in the elderly is odd for sure. know that you were loved and that you loved. It's the best gift.
Ryan, please accept my sincerest condolences for the loss of your grandmother. I wasn't searching for this video- youtube recommended it to me randomly. I can honestly say, this is the greatest Christmas gift I will receive this year. THANK YOU for taking the time to upload this and share your experience.
As someone who has also gone through grief due to the loss of close relatives previously, this is so relatable. One relative in particular passed away unexpectedly a few years ago right before Christmas. This Christmas, I am now coping with a very close relative in the hospital, which has been difficult.
You are bang on with regards to how the experience of processing grief is very different from person to person. The experience can also vary greatly based on how close of a relationship you shared with the person who passed away.
Quite often when the relationship consists of excellent communication between both people, the experiences of getting accustomed to resuming basic everyday activities, such as getting coffee, do feel "weird" at first, yet relatively guilt free. Knowing your loved one would want you to continue enjoying these experiences demonstrates this excellent communication you shared with them.
It is also normal to cry, or feel depressed, or take time and space to process things. What you touched on with regards to families reuniting, despite having had previous conflicts, is very relatable as well. As difficult as it can be initially, it can be a good thing.
Your grandmother sounds like an absolutely wonderful, strong, caring, beautiful, and kind person. Despite how you said you are not necessarily "religious", I am happy to hear you have an open mind to possibilities- such as going to heaven, being with the Lord, and reuniting with those who have already passed. You grandmother strikes me as though she knew the Lord, and lived a happy and blessed life.
We have all been blessed to hear your story today, and I truly thank you for your strength and compassion to honor your grandmother and share this wonderful story with the world. I'm certain there are many other people who needed to hear it as well.
I wish you comfort, healing, and peace this holiday season, and a Merry Christmas!
Fawn ❤
While you remember your grandmother she is still with you. Thank you for sharing this important time in your life.
In the last 10 years I've lost my parents, three good friends one of who was my closest friend for nearly 40 years so I know what you're feeling all too well. The one thing that you said that they will always be with you is so very true. Every time I have a joke about something totally absurd and inappropriate, I think of my best friend and how much he would've love it and would build on that joke and make it even more inappropriate. That man could make me laugh like nobody else. Such an awesome sense of humor. Those times happen and it's like he's standing right beside me once again. And my parents are always there in voice and spirit. A couple of weeks back I was talking to someone at Edward Jones about my finances and I know nothing about that stuff....but suddenly I felt that Dad was in the room with me guiding me to ask the right questions and say the right things. He was literally there. I got to my car and just burst out crying and thanking Dad for being there. So, it's true, Ryan your Grandma will always be there when you need her the most...you can count on that. Take care, young man and thanks for your videos.
Oh Ryan I’m so sorry :( may she rest in perfect peace
I'm sorry for your loss xxx i'm crying, your grandmother sounded like a wonderful woman, thank you for sharing your memories of her with us. I hope your pain eases soon xxx
‘You never heal from people who passed away that were close to you.’ And that’s okay because if you loved someone there is truly no ‘getting over’ them. Grief is love with nowhere to go. No grief, no love.
I’m so sorry for your loss. You have been through so much in such a short amount of time. Thank you for sharing your grief with us. ❤
There are no coincidences. That was her destiny to go on the same day.
i had the same experience of both my grandparents dying on the same date, i truly don't think of it as a coincidence at all. i think it's because of their love for each other, even their deaths had to be meaningful
I’m so sorry for your loss.
don't apologize for your emotions. you own them and you are fantastic!
I would like to begin by expressing my sincere condolences to you and your family. I understand how difficult it can be to lose a loved one, and I am deeply sorry for your loss. Seeing your vlog. your, I can relate to the many emotions you described in response to your grandmother's passing. In my own personal experience, I have lost several family members, and the weight of each loss has impacted me in different ways. While I am able to maintain emotional control with some relatives, others have left me feeling overwhelmed and struggling to cope. I appreciate your candidness about your own experience, as it closely mirrors my own journey through losing my beloved Nana.
this entire story, the history, your emotions, etc. is so beautiful. it shows your care for people and your understanding of others and the world around you. i just know your grandma is proud of how far you’ve come and i can feel the mutual love just by words and stories. you inspire me daily to be a better person and live life with love/emotion. thank you ryan, i hope you keep recovering and feeling all the emotions swiftly :)
ur grandmother sounds like she was a wonderful person. she's probably smiling down at u knowing that at ur core, u knew her heart, that ur happiness is what she truly wanted for u.
it takes so much courage to share something so vulnerable and raw. thank u for sharing her life with us. sending u so much support and love ryan. u will get through this
I’m so sorry for your loss 💔 Grief is not linear and I’ve found that my grieving has come in waves.
I get this completely, grief makes no sense and everything feels mundane after I lost my dad this year unexpectedly. I’m glad you had that conversation with her about having a fulfilling life. Hang on to that. She is with you always because she raised you to be the person you are.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Clearly, her influence, and your own determination, has shaped you into a better human being. What more could be asked for from a life well lived?
Sending my sincere condolences. I’m so very sure your Grandmother is watching over you and is so proud of the person you have become. I lost my Aunt in 2020 and she was my person. Prayers for peace and sending hugs your way.
Sorry for your loss and the grief you're experiencing. Three of my grandparents that were living when I was a child, they lived in separate States, so weren't in my life, and their passing didn't impact me anymore than that of strangers. I've had tremendous grief in adulthood; my brother was murdered, my mother lost the will to live and died two years later, and my father lived12 years thereafter. I've also lost two close long term friends whom I'd thought would be in my life for the entirety, and lost dearly loved pets. Sadly, if you live long enough, you'll experience a lot of loss. Hugs and warm wishes to you Ryan
"Crouse Across the World" would be a great name for the pod. Cause many eps are in diff places!!!.
"Crouse On the Go"
"Ryan's Realness"
"This is life"
Like imagine the opening is " hi, I'm Ryan Crouse and this is life". Idk, is that cringe?
this episode is actually kinda beautiful 🥲 sending hugs to u ryan
No shame in calling your beautiful grandmother your best friend. May she rest in peace 🫶
ive never liked podcasts until i hear your first one i love them so much keep it up ben, so sorry for your loss she will be looking over you we all love you
❤❤❤So sorry for your loss. I feel she will look after you. I lived with my Nana for 12 1/2 years. You were blessed to have her in your life. ❤❤❤
My condolences 💐 you are very strong and blessed keep striving for your dreams and one day you will see her again and now she’s watching over you ❤
I love you Ryan, I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope you feel better now ❤️🫂🫂
Please take care of yourself! Get sleep, eat well, drink all the water, and make sure that you are still doing things you enjoy. I completely understand how you feel, I was raised by my grandparents and when my grandpa died I was so destroyed and I feel like people didn’t understand he was like my dad. All the love to you right now Ryan thank you so much for sharing ❤
very intimate and touching. sometimes saying these things out loud can be therapeutic. sorry for your loss and I hope being back in Japan helps you get busy and grieve well. xoxo
this is late but truly so sorry for your loss ryan, from the way you speak about her she sounded wonderful and like a beautiful soul, and i hope she's resting peacefully now. i'm sure she'd be proud of how well you're taking it and getting through each day despite the grief. i hope you're resting and healing, and are having a happy and peaceful time back at home
sending so much love to you ryan
As someone who has been raised by their grandmother since 2y/o (im 22) I feel your pain and sending you so much love and condolences. When you mentioned imagining the day she passes and getting emotional i felt that. But its like you said once you lose someone you just become distraught and you go through the everydayness of it all. I lost my other grandmother who i was pretty close to and idk if it was cause i hadnt seen her in person for years it just felt so unreal and even now its like wow like I can never call her again and thats how it feels real.
missed hearing from u ryan 🥲 your grandmother seems like she was so sweet and had so much love for u. may her memory bring u comfort ♥️
Truly beautiful both of my great grandmothers passed away this year while I was in college it unconsciously affected my studies but they both accomplished a lot in life and was the mother to two generations, their deaths make me want to become a better person
last year i dealt with the loss of my grandmother as well. she was my bestfriend, she raised me! it seems like we had a similar connection as you and yours. my grieving experience is very similar, but the best advice i could give to u is allow yourself to feel all the emotions!! there is no correct way to deal with loss. time will heal
The best way to honor our loved ones who have passed is to carry on the way they would want us to. When my mom died, I felt like I wanted to die too, but that would have been disrespectful to her memory.... that's NOT the way she raised me. I'm so very sorry for your loss, Ryan... May she rest in peace.
Hugs, Ryan 🤗😔
Much love to you Ryan. Keep being you. Xoxo
Hi Ryan, I am sorry to hear about your grandmother. Thank you for sharing your stories with us and being vulnerable. Grief is a unique experience for everyone, that evolves over the years. Wishing you all the best while you process this deep loss. Happy New Year! Wishing you an amazing 2024!
What happened to these!! I literally discovered you from your roommate story podcast
So sorry Ryan. Your grandmother sounds so much like my grandmother. Mine didn’t raise me but I was very close to her and she told me so much and so I felt so close to her. When she passed away she was in her 90’s so it was expected for her to die when she did. But it still was so hard to believe she was gone. But I had to move on and take care of my kids and live my life new life. It’s hard but so good for you to talk about it to work it through. So good you have so many great memories.
sending love
Stay strong Ryan!!🙏🏽
2023 was the worst year of my life . I lost 2 friends and my dog . Among other dumb things. Grief for everyone is very personal. My dog dying suddenly had me in shock a few days then i lost it crying hard for days. My friends was so sad but i held it together. I cried briefly but happy theyre not suffering anymore. My condolences 🙏🫂 your grandma is so proud of you ❤
My condolences on the loss of your grandmother. It was so sweet hearing how you were so close to her. I have the same relationship with my grandson. Keep being yourself, your are wonderful! ❤
just found your podcast like a few weeks ago and I loved since then . I hope you’re healing and grieving . and don’t feel bad abt enjoying life when you feel like you’re supposed to be grieving cuz grieving is different for everyone and it takes alot of courage to still continue on as normal despite the loss , sending lots of love 🩷🩷🩷🩷🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
Ryan keep your head up!!! ❤ I just recently lost my grandmother and grief has been strange for me too!!! It's such a weird thing and it's always different to navigate for everyone! So you're not alone! ❤
We are with you, Ryan! Always
I just discovered this channel 2 weeks ago and I absolutely can not wait to watch this video 🎉
❤❤❤ your kitty looks so happy and comfy- take care hugs-❤❤❤
I am so sorry for your loss, I hope you feel better soon. Sending love your way 💕
‘We were in the same room.’ 🙁🙁🙁
I have missed you but at the same time hoped you were having a good time visiting your family & enjoying the holiday season. I am SO VERY sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother.My deepest condolences to you & your family. As hard as it is to deal with the loss of a loved one here in an earthbound way, find comfort in knowing your grandma can always be with you now , watching over you, no matter where you are or you are going! 💖 Sending healing, positive vibes to you and hope you find peace in knowing your grandma & the cherished memories you have of her will always will live on in your heart ✨💖✨
I always wondered how u had such a spark... Ur so blessed to have had granny❤
This podcast is so underrated cause we get the behind the scenes tea ☕️ eve everything happens and we can’t control much but I know your grandma is happy and resting in peace ❤
I am so sorry for your loss it’s apparent you are struggling with the grief and glad you shared it with all of us
Love the new lay out with the Sofa and TV btw. Much better than before.
Sending love to you this festive season my lovely ❤
I’m sorry for your loss
ah missed my weekly dose of dopamine from these. i’m sorry for your loss tho ryan, I hope you are doing ok 🫶🏻
RYANNSS BACKKK 🎉
i miss your podcast
Ryan...our Grandparents are from a different generation...many spouses did not live longer after the other passed away. I remember as a teenager, my fathers dad passed away, then about two months later my moms dad passed away...then my dads mom passed away followed by my moms mother passing way..all in a span of 4 months...Husbands and wives from that point in history where dedicated to each other, they held to values of loving each other unconditionally "till death do you part". They laterally did not want to live without there husband or wife..I think this philosophy is lost in this new time.....Your grandmother was a great person, so keep all those special thoughts in your head and memories!
❤Ryan so sorry for your loss 😢this podcast was amazing ! Great to see your emotions flow an show you that you’re a great ,caring human being that just needed a way to express your loss 😌
Gooooood vibe✨✨✨
I was just thinking about you !
take time ryan
It takes a lot of courage and heart to talk about this..she sounds like such an amazing person Ryan. I know that she’s so proud of you, and that she loves you so so much. She’s with you every step of the way, promise 💙🫶🏻
My mom’s mom which my beloved grandmother is now 74 and I always afraid that one day I will receive a call from mom about my grandmother since now she was in a good health condition (she has Alzheimer for years now)
She has my with my family a year or two due to my parents job require them to have business trip every 3-4 days per week so I live with her and have her take care of me, she is the sweetest person I’ve ever met and she loves her grandchildren so much
But ever since I am 18 the Covid-19 was coming and the quarantine has prevented me from visiting her
Even after that, I was drowned in the society and working adulthood and didn’t have much chance to take a 3-4 days off to come back to my mom’s hometown
Now listening to your podcast urge me to come back to my grandmother so much 🥺🥺
I know your grandmother wanted the best things for you as well as my grandmother
For some reason I like to listen to your blab and ramble, cat watching nonsense convolutions and meanderings that I really cat keep up with but its not annoying its actually kinda normal in a funny confusing kinda way ... what is this peculiar fascination ??? Have i got a bump on my head ??? Do i have a mid life crisis without realising ??? Anyway im here for you ...
what is grief is not love persevering?
Is this on Apple podcast?
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Where did you get the yellow lamp? It really sets the tone
listening and watching your content was fun at first but then i got tired of you just complaining about first world stuff, you already know you’re complaining about dumb stuff, you should stop
Why would you comment this here?